Have any of you ever been in a psychiatric hospital? Do they strip search you? Are there communal showers?
>>751543514
I was in the childrens ward when i was 15, no and no
>>751543601
Can confirm. Psychiatric for troubled youth, 14.
>>751543514
No strip search, but I was already wearing a gown cause they transferred me from emergency surgery once I was stable. No communal showers, but the bathroom mirror was clearly a 2-way mirror (put your finger on a mirror surface, if there is a space between your finger and the reflection it's a normal mirror, if there's no space it's a 2-way).
Got hit on by a schizophrenic chick.
Fucken low point of my life.
Thanks for reminding me.
>>751543514
Was like 17, no and no.
If your type is cut up teens girls looking for a shoulder to cry on you hit the jackpot, the only problem is there are cameras everywhere and girls sleep on separate sides of the ward so sex is virtually impossible, even if there weren't any cameras you can't sneak past wardens, wardens also check bedrooms once an hour or so making it pretty difficult to fuck someone there unless it's the wardens themselves lmao
I was actually so scarred from being with these ridiculously hot girls while also not being able to jerk off for almost a month that for a couple months after I left I had constant dreams where I fucked/gave head to super thicc psych ward girls, God damn I miss that place.
>>751543514
>Do they strip search you?
No. That would be an instant lawsuit. At the worst, you'll get a patdown if they catch you with contraband.
>Communal showers
Dude you'll get your own fucking bathroom.
I worked in a hospital with a psych ward for a year and a half. Granted, I worked in the pharmacy, but I made runs up there all the time. It was... generally pretty chill. There were a few times someone tried to break out ("exit seekers", we called `em) - though once it was just a really, really confused lady with aphasia.
The GERIATRIC ward, now that was a fucking trip. One of our patients would kick you every time you walked by if you got within leg distance of her. Another was convinced that all her friends were 'RIGHT THROUGH THAT DOOR AND WAITING FOR HER' - there was no door where she was pointing. A third old geezer was the coolest old guy you could ever hope to meet, but was in the ward because he was having sporadic war flashbacks and hurting himself - he had an awesome attitude about it, though. Said he was just there until they could figure out how to drug him up 'juuuuust enough', and griped about how pot wasn't legal where we were. "Seriously, I'mma get outta here and catch a bus to Boulder. Get somma that Purple Haze." Then he'd wink and give you a shit eating grin, make you wonder if he was serious or not.
>>751543514
no and no
>>751543514
I wasn't strip searched, but people who were known to be on drugs, they searched them.
>>751543514
As a minor, I was not strip searched.
As an adult, I had to take my clothing off in front of two people. They were listing any identifying features in case i ran away. I wasn't touched, so this really wasn't a search in the same sense.
at the nuthouse I'd have to go into isolation so they strip me and give me some white jacket.
no shared showers tho, thankfully, I don't need to be raped in a hospital.
>>751543514
Yes. No, and no.
i got to one in my tweens
yes to strip search
yes to comunal showers kind of , there were 1m high separations so only your lower was ''hidden'' so you try any shit
>>751543514
i've been in three of them. no searching. i even laughed at them when they took away my shoelaces--because i could have hung myself(?)--and left me with heavy three hole docs. i picked one up and said "this is still a pretty good weapon" and they looked at me for a second. one time an attendant lady walked in on me naked as i was in the shower but she was just cute and embarrassed laughing.
there WAS another ward though... full of niggers. one day we had "arts and crafts" together. i was making cute little tiny beads on rubber band finger necklaces with some 20 something chicks and these niggers would be unable to even sit there and start shaking their heads like apes about to explode and had to be taken back.
i was there for 30 days for "terroristic threats". no medication, no crime/punishment. the assholes made me do 30 days because they wanted insurance money, i was harmless, and they found weed in my system. really. a month for having weed in my system.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIBEwmyIwLA
>>751543514
>Have any of you ever been in a psychiatric hospital?
implying it's possible to ever step out of one
>>751543514
Yes, depends on why you are there, and same sex showers aren't abnormal. There's a lot of monitoring in the shower area (at least in the one where I went to) so not a lot of fag stuff going on.
>>751543514
yeah i have been a number of times, im diagnosed schizoaffective and will guaranteed freak the fuck out if im not on antipsychotic medication. yes they strip search you, they make you squat and cough, the whole shebang. they take everything from you except your underwear and they give you what is essentially a prison jumpsuit to wear. and no, its usually 1 or 2 people to a room and each room usually has a shower
>>751545694
Don't they know that making a mentally ill kid strip naked is a recipe for disaster?
>>751545868
Which country?
I’ve worked in one. Too many exaggerations, it’s probably one of the genuinely most normal places I’ve ever been to.
>>751543514
No and yes. They have communal showers, but they do not strip search you. You'll probably sleep in a dorm with other crazies though. I was locked up in one for a little over half a year for attempting to commit suicide when I was like, 8-years old. The most you'll do is sit around group therapy sessions, eat orange ice cream, and play puzzles/board games. The nurses are also not the kindest people around.
>>751545893
>disaster
You misspelled 'entertainment extravaganza'
>>751546108
le edgy face XDDD
>>751543514
In my experience the facilities strip search you, the holding wards in hospitals where you stay before you go don't (but I've been wanded, but still got my phone and charger in by hiding it in the bed). You have your own bathroom or share one with the room next to you.
I've picked up a chick both times I was in the psych hospital - they try to keep men and women apart, but the girls are pretty easy. Boredom and loneliness is a great combination in a girl if you're looking to get laid, just pay attention to them and you're in. Then you have the really fucked up ones that can't really function, but if you're nice to them, tell them they're cute, start touching them innocently then if they respond well keep touching them. If you can't get away from the techs just get their info and fuck them when you both get out. Most of them don't have friends, so they'll latch onto you if you were hanging out all the time in the hospital. Oh, and keep your expectations at "fuckable" - no one really looks good in a hospital, but they can clean up nice with makeup and shit once they're out.
>>751545843
what does the pic mean?
>>751545893
It was in mexico
They were kind of the experts in that so they didnt get questioned much , but yes it was really fuck up , the mayority of top people were males even counselors , but the "nannys" were females so not that bad i guess
But to the tell the truth , it was all weird at the time so i dont really know what was what really
>>751546593
You're a sociopath
>>751545968
USA, north east area. There were stories of nicer places with private showers, but most this place had was a 1/2 bath in the rooms.
>>751546693
Are you male or female?
>>751546682
it's Twin Peaks related
>All these fucking mentally ill people
>>751545843
Sure you can, a friend of mine spent two weeks in one. I'm partly at fault, will be diong a greentext some time
>>751547047
yeah thanks google, but what does it mean
>>751545111
>("exit seekers", we called `em)
we said they were elopement risks
>>751546950
I thought that was mostly a 3rd world thing. New England is like the most civilized area of the country. Did they just have you undress and change, or did they do the whole search under the dick and balls and between your ass cheeks?
>>751547047
blacjk lodge
>Strip search? Fuck no, then again I was also a minor (A couple month long stints between the ages of 13-14)
>Communal Showers? Fuck no, you are never alone with another resident unless you are heavily supervised in a group area.
>>751547035
female
it has been many yrs since then , i have been "good or ok" so far , so i dont know how they are now
i have gone to 2 -3 , 2 hard ones and 1 light one
>>751547265
That's nuts. Glad you're past it now though.
>>751546593
you carried a bed in with you?
>>751547340
Probably snuck it in inside his butt or under his foreskin.
>>751543514
Ive been to a few professionally. And i can tell u schizophrenic ward is 1 big, stinking smoke room
>>751547424
take away their smokes and they will riot
>>751543514
There was a laxadasical strip search. Private showers.
>>751547449
yea
>>751547217
I was never stripped, but if they suspected drugs or violence they would. I never witnessed (obviously they didn't let people sit there and watch others strip)
>>751547336
nuts is not even close
stuff is batshit crazy inside , most of the time you dont know what is happening and people are asses , workers and patients , you are more on edge inside to tell the truth
>>751547517
>laxadasical
been a while since I've seen this word in use
I currently run one as the overnight manager. We strip search whenever we have reason to suspect something (drug concerns or black people). If you're a normal depressed teen, we don't give a shit and just send you to the corresponding ward for your condition / gender. If you're giving us any trouble, you better believe you're getting strip searched though. Unfortunately it's one of those our word vs your word deals, and nobody questions the medical 'professional' even though I'm just some random dipshit anyway.
If you end up there, just keep your head down and get through it. You're not going to learn anything or fix any serious issues, it's just a temporary holding cell. If you have serious mental problems, get the fuck out of there and see an outpatient therapist or psychiatrist. Lie as much as possible to get out. Just say what we need to hear, never admit to being suicidal or violent and get out asap.
>>751548146
People who mistreat the mentally ill or vulnerable belong in a locked ward.
>>751548288
No offense , i know how troublesome and annoying we are
But i have find 70% of the workers in there are fucking shitheads like you that make the patients life a living hell even more , so fuck you
But i do understand where this is coming , as i say , we are a pain in the ass and i dont know how people can do that kind of work
>>751548851
yeah , atleast half of the workers are messing with you always because is "their qualify opinion" agains a "fucking nuts opinion" , plus they dont whant to lose face so they just overlook stuff all the time
best you cant do , just like jail , do your time and play nice until you get out
On suicide watch for 3 days because I snapped. years ago.
No strip search, you just get treated like you're crazy, always strapped down until you are seen by a professional. Then you're put in a room with other actual crazy fucks; hearing all kinds of chatter and noises. unless you're an actual threat then you get a comfy concrete room. If you can keep your sanity there for said days and prove it then you're good and released.
Don't remember. All the ECT sessions fried my brain.
>>751548883
No offense taken. I want you to get the fuck out of there as soon as possible and get back to your life. I don't get any joy out of keeping suicidal kids against their will, nor do I think we're giving you the treatment you need to get back on track. As I said, we're a glorified holding cell.
Remember though, there's two sides to every story. To you, it's one random struggle of the day, to me it's the 12 one that shift. If you come in and mind your own business, I will be as polite to you as my staff and get you out asap. If you're hopped on adderall, xanax and booze and want to personally take your problems out on me, it's not gonna go well.
You know how many fucking times a year I end up in the ER? It's always for stupid shit: Some jackass stabs me with a pen because I trusted him. I take down a crazy guy attacking a 5'1 nurse and land with his elbow in my gut the wrong way, etc. I get a tetanus shot and bloodwork because random suicidal teenager #325235 bite me again. I just want to do my job, go home and disappoint my wife: I'm not in the mood to wrestle with 10-12 people per day, every single fucking day. I don't give a shit if you're a pain in the ass verbally, call me whatever you want -- just try not to make it physical.
>>751543514
As for the shower situation, we had a roommate, so we took turns showering.
>>751543514
Got committed for suicide attempt. They took my clothes and everything. Gave me these thin hospital clothes. Gave me a drug test. Had to share a room with some big fat old man who slept all day and snored constantly. Twice a day I had to have my blood pressure taken and a quick look over from the nurse. They would come around every fifteen minutes to check on you too with a clipboard in hand. That's every fifteen minutes, 24/7. That means at night they'd hit you with the flashlight to check on you, so you never really got sleep. Every week or so I had to meet with the doctors, three of them. They'd ask me questions and send me on my way. Took like ten minutes. Crazy people really don't realize they're crazy. My hospital had frosted windows so you couldn't actually look outside. Had one row machine for exercise.
>>751543514
Yeah, we never got strip searched though. The worse they did is used a metal detector on us and checked through all our possesions. It wasn't too bad in there, boring and insane
>>751543514
I worked at a psychiatric hospital once, I'm a medfag
It was One of the saddest places I ever worked, made me rethink some things in my life
>>751547340
Stashed phone in the regular er bed before the wanding, then crotched it when they took me upstairs to the psych ward.
>>751550544
Where I was, they let some of us keep our phones with us, but we had to use and charge them where the nurses could keep an eye on us. It was commonplace for the nonphonefags to ask us if they could use our phones when the staff weren't looking
>>751546873
Why? It's boring as fuck, and if you're there you already have a lot of shit on your mind, so sex is a welcome distraction. I never went to one with the express purpose of fucking some mentally ill chick, but I'm not about to turn down the opportunity when it's so easy, especially under those circumstances.
>>751549307
i get it , you are on edge by default in those places so anything mildy problematic is just too much
i know we are annoying as fuck , i find worse and even more mind breaking to be there than out
to tell the truth i treat it like jail , do your time and play nice and silent until you get out
i do apologise tho , i was a bitter back in my "worse days" , i got strap to beds and a free pass to wonderland many times in the first days of my "retreats" , midways i used to go full orwellian and hope for a fast release , mostly like you say
>>751543514
From the moment you get there, tell them you're ok, not suicidal or depressed, and want to go home. As long as you're not legit fucked up (hearing voices and shit, rocking back and forth, running naked down the halls) and act cool you should be out in a week.
It's not a place you want to be anon, for the most part it's just a holding tank until they get your meds straightened out. Boredom and isolation mean you're essentially sitting around thinking about whatever got you in there in the first place with nothing you enjoy to distract you. Would not recommend/10.
>>751551140
Wow, how did you manage to fuck? There wasn't a chance when I was in the hospital nuthouse. The not hospital one I went to it would of been possible though.
>>751551176
Ah no problem man. I've never been through it from your perspective, it's really that bad isn't it? It's a shitty situation for everyone involved I think. Our mental health system is a joke. You're right: it's basically prison. I do what I can to make it easier on the respectful patients, but once someone is 'suicidal' there's limits to how lenient we can be. Also, every time I get stabbed, it's because I was being too lax with someone I trusted and I ended up regretting it. Some people are very hard to read.
>do your time and play nice and silent until you get out
That's definitely the smart way to do it. It sucks, but just put on an act and get out asap. No good comes from there.
I went to school to help people and be a therapist. I have tried to work days and therapy instead of managing psychward, but it never gets anywhere because I'm 6'4 and they want someone 'intimidating' running nights. The only way to pay my bills and student loans is this way, but I still hope to do actual therapy some day. The way they see it is if we run a small crew at night, they want it to be the larger males. I'm also the youngest manager so I have no say.
>>751551559
You just have to find a place without cameras to do it, like the bathroom. Expect to be caught all the same, but consenting adults. The first time I went we got caught twice - they didn't say anything to me (35), but she (20, multiple personalities, prone to outbursts etc) got the 3rd degree for "acting like that" around a guy, which I found funny. Like it was all her fault and I couldn't be expected to control myself when she was throwing herself at me.
2nd time they had cameras in the rooms, so I just got the girl's info, got out the day after she did and hooked up that weekend (she was fairly normal, just off her meds when she got committed).
>>751552026
There was a few in mine I would of railed the shit out of, like, ballsack completly empty level of rail. The second one I went to a few months later was a lot more lax, cameras only in the common areas and had our own rooms with shower, toilet, desk aircon and bed. But it's really hard to get in to it. Thankfully I've evened out a lot and don't need to go to any of them anymore.
>>751552026
Still had nurses do their little clipboard checks all the time though and the night shift staff would always come introduce themselves, although they were just the same three groups of people all the time.
>>751552445
Yeah, night isn't a good time to try anything. They checked more often, but during the day with people moving around, people with their doors closed sleeping, groups in the common areas that need staff present it's much easier to slip off with someone.
I've been to multiple in my life time due to the fact i'm a diagnosed sociopath. The first time I was in a mental hospital was when I was 13. I was strip searched, and cavity searched. In my experience it just depends on what you're in for. It was known I could get past most security measures so they had to fucking sure.
My advice? Just shut up and do what you're asked to do.If you have the skills just bribe the people. Thats how I got out just be smart and cover your tracks.
>>751552642
It depends on the staff really, at least at the few I've worked in. We have a lot more hidden cameras and 1 way glass than most would realize. There's tons of fucking going on because let's be serious: the place is awful. Even during the day, I notice when people sneak off and bump uglies but don't wish to deny them the 1 pleasure of this shithole place.
Most staff are like this. They know, but don't care as long as it's consensual. Some staff are complete dbags and won't let patients have any fun or just follow all the rules by the book. I always figured night was your best time. We usually send sec guards/wardens around every hour or so, so if you time it right you have enough alone time to get the job done. We have triple the staff during the day and the cameras are better manned.
>>751551559
>nuthouse
underrated
>>751552884
You're spot on with the just shut up part. You know why you're there. Keep your mouth shut, do not admit to any suicidal or violent thoughts and we can get you out in under a week. If you seriously do have these issues, you're still better off getting out: we're mostly a holding cell. Outpatient meds/therapy is where you'll get the real help.
As for the bribing thing, that's impressive it worked for you. I've had it offered a few times, as have other staff, but we always turn it down. It's not worth getting fired because some kid offered you 150$. We have cameras EVERYWHERE. Besides the ones you know, there's at least 2-3 more times you haven't seen. Hell I don't even know all of 'em. combine that with the ridiculous amounts of 1 way glass and bribing might not be the best idea.
>>751552642
Given the chance I would of railed half the staff too.
>>751552898
Yeah, but then you have the paranoid people who are expecting to be spied on, and then people like me who knows how/where to look for such things
>>751552884
Cavity search? That's fucking brutal. I didn't even get cavity searched in prison. I assume this was a while ago though since you were 13.
>>751551823
It is worse at the begining , atleast for me , hence why the "hard treatment" , after a week i got chill tho , when i got use to my fate and the peoples shit
Im from mexico and things are worse in here , workers are basically "king" and what they say is done , had to endure some shit back in the day , mainly because i got in trouble and piss people off and they piss me off more and so on and on..until i got tired and understood for the 100th time i would never win
There were nice people too , i did took advantage and got many favors out of them , never hurt them tho, i always understood not to bite the hand than feed me
They did took the more "intimidating" one at night , but usually those were the more chill ones too , the day people were more shitty since they had to handle our shit mostly
i did try to sleep in the day to not deal with those people and stay up in the night doing stuff
>>751549604
Damn. I couldnt even have a room mate.
>>751553122
When youre known for making knives out of carbon fiber then putting them places things are a little different...
>>751553133
For us they generally had women on at night, usually hot ones or milfy ones. I don't recall seeing one outright unattractive female nurse actually. Although they had ample security 24/7 and on more on one occasion they had to step in and tackle someone who randonly flew off the handle.
That was an intersting Christmas!
>Strip Search No.
>Communal Showers. Yes. In the facility I went to they retrained us to go back to society post trauma. I was there because I had amnesia from a car crash. We stayed in a group and went everywhere as to be social. And yes, the showers we co-Ed with dividers blocking below the neck.
>>751553146
Lucky. Last time I was there I had this autistic roommate who wouldn't talk, but just stayed up all night muttering fuck and bullshit to himself over and over and shaking and beating on his bed.
For most rooms your "roommate" is just a shared bathroom.
>>751549249
Yeah, ECT time was always drama time for the people in there who needed it. Except for my room mate, he took it like a champ.
>>751553133
It's always interesting to hear from the other perspective. I will keep a lot of this in mind when dealing with my patients. Take it easy man, nice talking to you.
>>751553462
You're lucky. I'm stuck with 5 other males, 1 6 ft tall 300 lb lesbian, and one beautiful nurse who everyone hits on. It's pretty funny watching all the staff and patients compete for the attention of the one hot nurse. I wish we had milfy ones.
>>751546873
Well fuck apparently I am too. Sounds like a smart dude playing his cards for pussy.
>>751553575
Most of the time I just sneak out and chill with the dude a cross the hall.
>>751553575
In one of the ones I was in my roomie would wake up at 4:30 AM, on the DOT, turn the light on, drink exactly THREE coffies, then pace around the room until 8 AM. Not to mention he'd always go to the toilet and leave the door open and remove ALL his clothes, and he'd always offer me shit like half smokes and coffee and he would get really mad if I didn't want a coffee. He was an ok guy, just not right in the head
>>751551140
I can agree with this. spent a month in a psych ward when I was 17. Basically hung out with this chick named Ally. we fucked regularly in her shower. we've met up once since then. I've got stories about my time if anyone wants to hear.
I have a state hospital in my town. A mexican dude told me you could wait across the street by the mexican kind of poor houses where theres a little grocery store and good and pick up on hot as fuck crazy chicks. Anyone ever heard of this?
>>751543514
No and No
they did drugtests though :D
>>751553842
Moar.
>>751553630
During the day they had the males on because at night they'd just medicate everyone and the meds they gave us knocked everyone but me out. So they started dosing me during the day as well as the standard morning and night med calls.
Only one bloke tried to outright flirt with the nurses. I was more suttle, but one of them heard me say the nurses were hot and ended up using physical contact more than neccicary like patting me on the back or holding a hand out to help me up even though I didn't need it. And she didn't do it with anyone else there
>>751543514
>>751543514
Adult psyche ward here.
Spent a week in confinement, with a vallium shot into the ass cheek every few hours due to excessive violence and self harm (pic related), spent over three months in psyche before I was released
Q: Do they Strip Search you
No. However they have you remove your clothes and put on your psyche ward outfit in front of them (naked)
Q: Are there communal showers
No, however if you are being watched for self harm like I was, a nurse will allocate you a shower time, and then he/she will sit on a chair and you will shower with a curtain that only covers high enough for some privacy.
This nurse will watch you.
They will also stand behind you when you piss, and monitor carefully when you're taking a shit.
In fact in the ward that I was in there were limited rooms in a circle around a circular nurses station ( no glass, windows, everything was bars and polycarbonate) so that you are in eye-sight of a person at all times, 100% of the time.
What do you need to actually worry about?
Well see, the thing about being committed is, you're actually there indefinitely. For as long as the doctors deem you a threat to yourself or others they can retain you indefinitely until they are satisfied that you're not going to step outside and shank a motherfucker as fast as you can.
If you're in there for a while, occasionally a nurse will go outside with you and walk around the hospital grounds to get you some fresh air (yard time), and they will usually have a guard following you.
Don't bother running, they will drug you up before you go outside.
From my experience... Holy fuck stay away from this sort of place. This is NOT somewhere for oyu to time out from life.
I have permanently issues as a result of what I went through there. They loaded me up on so much fucking Aropax that 10 years later I still get these electric shock type feelings at the top of my brain stem... A known side effect from having too much of the shit...
>>751554055
Oh and the solitary confinement room was basically a pillow on a concrete floor
A little slot in the door will open up and your food will slide in.
Twice a day 2 guards will come in to give you your pills. If you refuse to take them, they will pin you down, stick a needle full of vallium in your ass cheek, then force you to take the pills while you're fucked up
Stay out man. Stay the fuck away.
>>751553791
Yeah, my autistic roommate stripped naked to go to the bathroom too. The girl I was fucking with kind of tried to look after him like he was a kid - she was cute with triple D tits, so he did what she told him.
I think he started to get jealous though, he started pointing at me and making noises and shit and then got into my clothes and tried to put them on, even though he was like 300lbs.
>>751554055
I feel you man, only difference is I was allowed out for smoko between certain hours and actually found the solitary time to be relaxing and therapudic. That and no matter what they gave me they couldn't knock me out and just had to wait until I ended up passing out.
>>751543514
my friend (a girl, she was 21) was in a psychiatric hospital in hungary, Budapest. She woke up and saw that the doctor fucking her.
>>751554210
I didn't find ANYTHING relaxing or therapudic at the time tbh. It's why I was loaded to the gills with aropax
>>751553462
the''hot'' nurses were rare , usually butch ones handle us girls , dudes motly got WWE champs , crazy people get crazy strengh despise their tiny size , im not big or strong , im more on the small side , but usually 2-3 people had to wrangle me
I had very few tackles back in the day , mostly wrestle downs , the dudes got tackle more often since they where more difficult to handle when violent
At night , they had mostly guys and very few woman even if we were mostly girls
>>751554205
At least he knew HOW to use the toilet thank fuck, he just seemed insistent that all clothes needed to be removed and really didn't understand that other people just pulled their pants and undies down to their knees or ankles or just unzipped their fly.
We kind of had that too, I had a lady who was like 80 who had a stroke and still thought she had friends follow me around and always asked me to hold her hand and follow her and get her water, I did it because I'm a kind person and the staff told me not to bother and I had a fucking long rant to them about what compassion is, and how people in their position should have compassion if they want to work in such a place. I had a few cuties flirt with me when I was there too and some butch assed lezzo that was pretty chill
>>751553951
k
typing this as I go to be patient
>was depressed 17 year old beta
>tried to kill myself by overdosing with some sleeping pills
>my parents save me and ship me off to psych hospital
>spent 3 weeks and a few more days in that shithole
>first day there I have to be monitored constantly and given meds regularly
>only see techs and nurses
>next day go and read in day room
>short cute girl sits in there with me all day just reading
>we talk a little and I learn her name is Ally and that she lives in my hall
cont.
>>751554170
how the fuck did you even end up in a psyche ward? couldn't you just refuse to go ?
>>751554448
Well on top of everything else I was dealing with with my mental problems, life was also chucking so much stress on top of it that being confined to myself and being confined was a positive thing.
>>751554508
There weren't really any, literally there wasn't an unfuckable female nurse, one of the MILF ones came in to wake me up one morning and her face was completely red when I woke up, turns out I had mad morning wood.
As for having WWE champs, they were all the security guards that were there all the time. I never caused any major issues, but they also learned it's a bad idea to fuck with me as well.
>>751554783
Man they just throw you in there even if you're a legal adult.
>>751544433
The mirror thing might also be a sing that a protective shielding has been installed in front of the mirror so you can't break it easily. It is cheaper then buying non breakable mirrors.
I work for a company installing non breakable mirrors in bathrooms, mostly in airports though.
>>751554910
So, at what point do they send you to jail/prison?
>>751554783
You can be commited, in that case you have absolutely no say in the matter at all, you can't refuse. If you try to up and leave they just call the cops, you're arrested and dragged back.
>>751543514
Yes, when i was 16. I dont remember them stripsearching me, but there were cummunal showers.
>>751554688
that's kind of a funny story
>>751554783
Tazed by police, detained
Faced magistrate the next morning in cuffs
ordered to mental hospital, taken in back of wagon
Once inside psyche, handcuffs were removed, security guards take over
At that point, they can straight up (and they did this to me) forcibly inject you with what ever the fuck they feel is necessary to control you.
>>751554968
That's hot
>>751543514
Don't ever go to one of these, anon. I ended up getting abused during my stay.
Can you pick up hot crazy girls right outside of hospitals?
>>751554957
When ever they feel. Its kinda fucked up.
Can you end up in a mental hospital for no reason at all? People lied?
>>751555157
I got invuluntarily comitted by my therapist.
>>751554688
hope some one is actually reading this
>Ally was 16 and had tried to hang herself like a week before I got in
> even in there she was an 8/10 qt
>we are super similar and start hanging out a whole bunch in there
> everyone else were either schizos or addicts so the fact that we were both angsty depressed kids made us bond
>was a beta virgin up till this point but can talk to Ally no sweat and we both express feelings for each other
>later in the week I get moved across from her room because we got along and didn't try and kill each other
> our facility had private rooms without came in them
>we kiss or the first time
>feels good man.jpeg
will continue if anyone is reading
>>751555223
What prompted it?
>>751555247
Telling her about my suicidal thoughts. I really opened up, got emotional. She was worried about how far I'd gone and had me committed.
>>751555301
What a cunt. I'd kill her once I got out.
>>751554957
>>751555014
isa me- adult psyche ward again
Ok so in my example, I tried to an hero a long time ago. Went to hospital, did a small stint in a ward there, got over it
Tried agin. This time did it good and got stitched up in the hospital, did a small stint in the ward, went home
on the 3rd try, I could feel it coming, and I was fucking melting down, so I presented myself to a police station begging for help, basically hysterical and unable to control myself
now is a good time to say that i'm actually diagnosed aspergers (plus a fuckload of other things)... don't weep for me, it's made me pretty wealthy... ANYWAY.
They sat me down and called my parents. Parents told the police, take him to the hospital, give him VERBAL instructions only. what ever you do, DO NOT TOUCH him (that was my thing)
my psychologist was called, he said basically the same thing.
Of course, police don't believe in no mental illness because HUR DUR meathead fucks, and they tried to force me.
I started punching police inside a police station as hard as i could. I was punching motherfuckers until they pinned me down and cuffed me and threw my ass in the cell with a big sheet of charges.
The next morning they hauled me in front of the magistrate, my mum had to fly interstate to give evidence, and my psyche appeared too
Judge threw the case out because of police actions, but ordered me into psyche....
>>751555226
continue
>>751555339
I mean, from her point of view she thought she was helping me. Not her fault they abused me in there. Wasn't even in that long, but it did suck/
>>751555226
Reading! That's quite interesting!
Friend's wife was sent to psyciatric care after trying to get attention by half-assing a suicide attempt.
No strip search, but rooms searched frequently. Not sure about communal showers, but practically all the patients were fucking each other.
My friend checked her phone when she got home. Lots of pics and sexts with a couple of guys from the hospital.
Needless to say, they're divorced now.
>>751543514
When admitted I had to strip to put on the "clean" "uncontaminated" clothes, which were a gown and baggy pants.
The showers is private, only one person is allowed in at a time, and a nurse listens by the door.
The showers have a button like jail but they shut off after 5 seconds.
The nurses want everyone to shower quick so everyone gets their showers in for the day.
They try to keep each ward low crowded.
>>751555226
If it's not a sad story, continue please
>>751555451
Wait why did they let the patients in psychiactric care have access to one another? Wouldn't that be dangerous?
>>751555226
In b4 the dinosaur.
>>751555520
Why, are they gonna fuck each other to death?
Actually, that's a pretty sweet way to go...
>>751555226
Do continue, Anon.
>>751555647
Well, they could spread STIs or cause a pregannacy...not really what you want in a mental hospital
Right fuckfaces, I'm a registered mental health nurse and I've been an inpatient cos of severe depression. It's not prison unless it's a forensic unit. Most of the patients are normal people having a shit time. Yes there are checks. Ive found blades etc. But you ain't strip searched. That's bollocks. You have privacy to shower etc unless you are v v v high risk, self harming etc and then you will have a bod on obs. We try to treat everyone as a human. There are pricks both staff and patients. No one is immune from mental illness. I was inpatient in a different part of the UK and the rules are that you have your own room. Where I work there are dorms which are ridiculous.
>>751554864
The few "hot" nurses were really bitchy , butchs i could handle witht he "crazy , sad , cute" routine , but "hot" ones didnt buy it , "milfs" mostly did what they had to and ignore us , the "hot" ones actually like to mess with us out of anger because they endup babysitting nuts , so they took it out on us
Since we had communal showers with 1m separations is was really ackward most of the time so we kind of hide but the nurses rushed us so it was even more ackward , moslty i shower with the eyes close to avoid anything
>>751555445
>>751555405
glad someone is reading
>Ally would get up at like 9 every morning and go shower
>would open her door and walk into shower in just a bra and panties
>they were literally a plain bra and like granny panties but I was 17 and that shit got me diamonds.
>I know she wants it but don't have courage to ask
>I sneak over to her room one night and we make out
>grabbed my first titty
>they do the rounds so I did the fuck out and hero off thinking of her
>Ally was this super cute 4'11 brunette with glasses and a million dollar smile
>get ahold of her book that she was reading the next day
>leave a note asking if she wants to give me some head and in return I'll give her head
will continue I gotta get to class
>>751543601
>>751544265
TBF that's just scare tactics, they aren't going to finger blast you then.
>>751555226
i'm here homie, keep dat green text coming
>>751555425
or you know she couldve described you anti-depressants like all normal therapists
>>751552884
Did they look manually up your butt and inside your foreskin/urethra?
>>751543514
you need to bath under supervision of a eunuch.
>>751556066
We only had a few "spiteful" ones, the worst one I had was an aspie and while he was alright, didn't know how to deal with mental health people too well even though he's been working in mental health forever. Alright guy though.
>>751556176
I'm reading, it's just pointless to scream out "moar"
>>751557012
MOAR
>>751557064
Oh, you want moar? Sure!
Well, while being asked for moar validates to you that people want your story heard, for me I'd rather wait and read parts of the story until it comes to completion before replying to said story, maybe with a story of my own or some further insight. Or maybe an insult if I'm a faggot!
Would you like moar sir?
>>751556176
got to class. who needs to learn when I can green text instead
>wait like half the day for a response
>panicking hardcore and thinking I fucked up
> have a huge block of unsupervised free time in the afternoon
>go to my room to cry because ruined my chance with Ally
>Ally barges into my room and tells me to come into hers
>I'm ready to get yelled at and exposed as a fucking creep
>instead she gets on her knees and starts undoing my pantaloons
>allofmywuts.mov
>she undies my pants and pulls out my now rock hard cock
>tells me that she'd been waiting for this
>she pulls me into her mouth and sucks me off gud
>her mouth felt like silk
>cum buckets into her mouth and she FUCKING SWALLOWS
>tells me it's my turn and leads me into her bathroom
>takes off all her clothes and sits on edge of sink
>she's so tiny and sexy, this is maybe the best thing to ever happen to me
>I do my best to make her cum and I'm able to with her coaching
>hold her and feel her up afterwards then back to my room
moar?????
OP, psych wards across the US / UK vary depending on your commitment... you won’t get a quality answer here unless you say what commitment you would potentially be under.
>>751556176
Damn. Neither time I hooked up was interesting enough for green text.
One I just gave some paper to because she sat alone writing all the time, found out later she had like 7 girls in her head so who needs other people. The next day she sat and talked to me, I pay attention to her and that night she was bending over the table with her ass out so I grabbed it and after that it went from making out in her room to fucking. She likes to be hurt during sex and gets so turned on by physical violence that she starts shaking, gasping and moaning.
Is there any faculty to patient molestation, like that scene from Terminator 2?
>>751557227
>My pantaloons.
>My sides.
>>751557276
There's the big mental institutes where people stay months, years, forever. I haven't seen any posts about those, but I always wondered what that was like, as I imagine things are a lot different from the short term wards in actual hospitals.
>>751557227
Moar. But if this ends in spaghetti I'm going to be upset.
>>751543514
Not a psyche center per se, but on the psyche ward of the hospital 5 times since '12. In answer to your questions, no and no, don't be stupid.
>>751558073
> Expecting the mentally unstable not to fuck you over
>>751557487
>>751557227
>for the next few days we repeat this cycle
>we both start to get the feels and are virgins
>decide to lose it to each other
>next night I sneak into her bed between bed checks
>she is naked and ready for me
>we make out for a bit and I just grind my cock against her
>push into her and we fuck for what feels like an eternity
>probably like 10 minutes
>cuddle for awhile and then I go back to my room
>I'll never forget how sad I was I couldn't stay in her bed for the night
>after that I realized how kinky she was
>she loved getting face fucked and I loved doing it so that was pretty nice
>most of the time I bent her tiny little ass over the sink and pounded her from behind
>her ovaries were apparently fucked so I could come inside
>next week of my life was heaven
>fucked a perfect little slut once a day and got head or to fuck her mouth once a day
>shit wore me out but it was fucking great
>shortly after we both discharged
will finish story soon
>>751558073
upsetti??
>>751557012
there was one really bad , blonde bombshell that was to dumb to be a golddigger i imagine , i shit you not , she call me when i was just a tiny bit stubborn "stupid bitch" or "stupid whore" , just close enought for me to hear her and i couldnt do anything since she was incharge of mail and if i dont play nice she keep it from me , as it turns out my "safety blanket" are chocolates , they really help me to "shut out" everything and relax , and she will keep it from me if i piss her off
More than once i had to "play nice" with some staff people just to get my mail , because crazy me piss that bitch
>>751557981
Well, I work at a forensic facility. We house about 4000 or so. We have all types of wards, admissions... long-term, geriatric, etc. It is all adult offenders though (court commitments). A lot of assaults happen because they get to wander around the units and are not locked in a cell like state penitentiary. I work admissions, some are bat-shit crazy / dangerous, some are just dodging state prison (malingering). I’ve had easy days and days where I just want to run to a beach in a foreign country and never look back. I really enjoy the days I don’t have to fight a strong & acutely psychotic guy.
>>751558410
>More than once i had to "play nice" with some staff people just to get my mail
Nigger that's illegal.
>>751558350
No. But part of me wants Ally to die at the end just because.
>>751543514
(a) It depends. If faculty has reason to think you’re in possession of contraband. (b) No communal showering that I’m aware of... at least not in the states.
I’ve worked in mental health going on 5 years. Despite heavily surveillance and cameras, patients fool-around with each other if they’re admitted for a period of time... that’s just that. People have sex, even mentally ill. So long as it’s consensual adults, I don’t trip.
>>751558723
Not all facilities utilize surveillance technology.
>>751558410
We didn't even get access to mail unless our mail was bought in to us. But wow she sounds like a TOP shelf cunt. At least even if the staff at the places I was in didn't like someone they still maintained common decency and didn't treat anyone unfairly.
The ones they didn't like they mostly just treated the way they had to, which was still with decency and professionalism. If you were nice and they liked you they would be extra kind to you though. I got some extra nice points after four of the five night staff managed to lock themselves out in the rain and I was the only one awake because they couldn't drug me unconcious like everyone else, so I went to get the one staff member who wasn't dumb enough to lock themselves out in a thunderstorm.
>>751558890
>We didn't even get access to mail unless our mail was bought in to us.
What do you mean by brought in? That's seriously illegal. They could be withholding time sensitive legal documents.
OP seems eager for both the search and the group shower. Just get a prison sentence curious one.
Just be thankful you’ve never been put in a County Psych Hospital. Where addicts and homeless get sent. As bad as auctual jail.
>>751558723
But if they are truly mentally ill enough, are they really consenting, or just one of their 67 different personalities?
>>751558890
if your a paitent at a loony bin, usually people like that end up having some potato go full retard on them and fuck em up. Happens where my dad works. Natural selection at it's finest, and the idiot that gets fucked up (staff) is at fault.
>>751558497
yeah , they actually can keep it from you if they think it can trouble you , you sign some shit allowing them to do it , they have to stash it but ''shit gets lost and food dump'' right ?
As for the other stuff , that is how it work inside , you want something , you give something....is not that difficult once you do it a couple times
>>751558970
They could be, and there were people complaining about having shit witheld and taken and "Going missing" But I can't say I had that problem because I was just really nice to the nurses for the best part.
>>751559175
Nope, still seriously illegal. Like I said, they can't keep legal documents from you. Serious violation of your rights.
>>751558678
you're a dark motherfucker I appreciate it
>we both discharged like an hour apart
>kiss goodbye and exchange numbers
>we text and sext regularly after that but we live 4 hours apart so no meeting up
>eventually we realize we will be in the same city for a school event
>meet up with her and get hotel room
>with make up and we'll groomed she's a 10
>have an overnight fuckfest with some of the kinkiest best sex ever
>restraining her and choking her, the best was fucking her throat till she passed out
we part amicably and still talk, no romantic feelings or anything like that, we just care about each other's mental health and like to fuck. that's it guys thanks for reading
>>751559307
potato farms have a habit of doing whatever the fuck they like
>>751559108
I’m not a doctor. I don’t make those calls. But we keep the more severe cases are kept in the ward where security is tighter. I don’t work that floor... thankfully.
>>751559122
Where I was there were a fair few that went full retard just out of nowhere, there was one really hot chick who was just chilling and all calm and then just flew off the handle and started screaming the place down and attacking staff and throwing everything she could with tard strength, security ended up bursting in and tackling her and injecting her. I didn't see that part though because the duress alarms set off my autism and I went and hid in a corner. For the best part I'm well adjusted, I can deal with my issues but alarms just send me in to full retard mode, tard strength included
>>751559420
Get a lawyer. Hospitals usually send a patient advocate around once a week or so.
>>751559531
yeah, but there are some shitty ones that will dope up patients so they can't speak. then when the avocate comes, they can't say anything. They found someone who was doing that to get away with abusing them at a local one. Those places do not attract people of the highest morals.
>>751558414
Last place I was in had a lot of violent offenders (even the chicks). I had a crazy jump on me out of jealousy because I was fairly normal and could talk to girls. He was like 115lbs though, no idea what he was thinking. First fight I'd been in since I was like 10.
>>751559353
Thanks for writing this down!
>>751558890
it worked like this: People bring mail to you - staff open and revise stuff - if good they give it to you - if deem bad they stash it and give it back to sender in next visit.......if it was food it was dump if not deem good for you . my case if i piss the bitch
Most staff were not nice but apathetic . just do what they had to , very few actually nice and very few bad ones (mostly pretty girls as i say before)
I was not well like , i was a bitter and fighter , atleast for the first week or so , they strap me and drug me at first until i give up and acepted my fate , i usually was a "good one" for most of the time with very few outbursts and very compliant to everything mostly
>>751559897
Anon has a happy ending? What has the world come to.
>>751559307
Legal Documents they cant kind of , usually your guardian take care of that , common letters and package they can , because you sign a release in those , atleast in here they can
>>751560128
it's almost as if the world is an ok place and isn't pure good or bad
>>751559990
We had the same thing mostly, not that anyone bought any mail in or even visited me, which for the best part I actually liked.
I was pretty well liked, the nuthouse was solitude for me and comforting. I never really fought, just more resigned to my fate from the get go. I only had four major issues.
Once when they were less than professional to an old lady and I put the nurses well in their place.
Once when they set off the duress alarm because the hot chick was going off her rocker. I pulled a staff member asside and asked her if I could go outside because the alarms are driving me crazy and I would go off my rocker. She couldn't let me out and I started getting really mad and as calmly as I could explained that if they didn't get me away from the alarm NOW that they would have a much bigger problem on their hands than trying to subdue a petite crazy girl.
And the third time I lost my shit and started smashing myself and my room up because I lost my shit and the head nurse tried to explain to me that that kind of behavour is not accepted. I explained to him that if I was right in the head, I wouldn't be there in the first place.
Fourth was one guy tried to go me, and tried the usual Chad techniques to intimidate me, however I wasn't having any of it.
>>751560417
Being mentally ill and having a shite personality are two different things.
Four point restraints and forced or coerced drugging with brain damaging neuroleptics is a much more critical issue. I work as a mental health Tech in a psych ward for 8 years and saw so many lives destroyed with permanent involuntary movement disorders caused by Haldol or Prolixin and more than a handful of drug-induced deaths.
>>751560604
I was never anything but polite to the staff and other people in there. They had down in my files that I was intimidating, but that was more the psych's opinion rather than the nurses. I do have a naturally intimidating look and build but I'm really rather soft spoken and kind hearted.
>>751545416
I can understand if you have tattoos, but what can they find on an empty body worth noting?
>>751560727
Oh lawdy, the white knights have arrived.
>>751560860
A nice rack?
was more than one time in a psychatric hospital in germany with 18, several weeks for depression, it was like vacation from home
then i was 2 or 3 times on a station with closed doors, each 2 weeks,
it wasnt like i wanted to go there, i fought with my abusiv father, and when the police showed up they took me in the psychic ward.
sometimes there are a cute girl on station, but i‘m a socially awkward guy. no strip search, bathrooms for one person at time
>>751544433
Shouldve fucked her
>>751544747
I like those girls
>>751544747
But only harley quinn crazy and16 17, 18, 19 or 20
>>751545720
Fuck off, liar. They do not have segregated wards, back to methfront
>>751560417
I got visited a lot , which i didnt like , because i would beg and cry to get me out of there , which only make me look like a even crazier bitch
I hated it , it put me literally on the edge at all time , i hate crazy people cause they bring the crazy in me and they annoy me like hell
One of the worse outburst was when 3 people got mad and started fighting while there was a storm outside , so we were inside all day and i was already with a foot over the edge , when they fought i cracked but didnt break , i ask them for chocolate since it was my security blanket but they didnt give anything because they had to break the fight and herd the others , so 5 minutes after , i break and start demanding my sweets at the top of my lungs and i punch a nurse in the face so hard that i break her nose and she fall .........someone tackle me but cant wrangle me so i start pulling her hair and punching , 2 more had to wrangle me to stop me , then i got strap and a hr later someone cut my hair.and that is how i got my first pixie haircut when i had below shoulder lenght
Threatening never really worked for me , since i was around 40 kg and 1.5m , 2 people could always handle me
>>751561882
Oh yes, because EVERY fucking mental hospital is IDENTICAL to the one you went to. None of them anywhere in the world are any different, they are all exactly the same. You sure got me buddy!
>>751562120
Maybe in South Africa where you are
>>751543514
Yes.
Yes.
No.
Any other questions.
>>751562045
I swear you would be the crazy assed hot kind of chick I always end up falling for.
I seemed to be the only one who liked it there, it gave me respite from the crazy in my life. I didn't have a security blanket, I guess in a way being there was my security blanket since it gave me solitude from my issues.
The only time I threatened any of the staff it was simply because I was trying my hardest to keep calm with the alarms going off and if I didn't get away from the alarm I literally would of gone completely apeshit and smashed everything and everyone out of sheer rage. Alarms really, really set me off so bad.
Although I cut a lot of negatives out of my life and since then I've been able to keep my schitzophrenia under control myself for the best part.
>>751562198
You what? Clearly I'm not in Africa, they have a solution for the mentally ill there.
Pic related.
>>751558289
i'm still here, finish the story!
>>751543514
sheena shaw & mark davis - love sick prisoner
for anybody curious.
>>751543514
No strip search but had my belt and shoe laces taken away. The belt was the worse because i was wearing Jenco jeans and they kept falling down. Nurse was nice enough to give me some rubber bands so i could bunch up the jeans around the button and hold it together.
The facility i was in was coed and the way our area was laid out was basically an L shape with the nurses station at the intersection with boys on one side and girls on the other. They were strict about no one of the opposite sex in the same room at the same time. Each room had 2 people that shared a full bath with shower.
The pillows sucked! They were suppose to be smother proof so you couldn't kill yourself.
Had daily therapy sessions as well as AA and NA meetings.
Saw one kid who started freaking out get taken down and shot up with Thorazine or whatever to knock him out. He was then strapped down until he came to.
Other than that we had a common area to eat and hang out. We got some gym time and di arts and craft shit as well.
After finally getting to speak with the facility psychiatrist he felt out patient would be best for me and i was released.
>>751562536
Really ? , i usually have a hard time getting real dates
To tell the truth , when i wasnt crying (which was a lot) i was void of feelings , some orwellian shit because i hated to get druged so i try to be "normal" most of the time and since my security blanket was very odd and specific , couple with my crazy and weight issues i was a really really easy "target"
Most people didnt have a security blaket , only ever met 2 - 4
I have been out of the "vacation center" for sometime now , move to a complete new city where a couple of friends are and rarely if anything ever go back to my hometown , outside of specific things i dont even want to hear its name
>>751564407
Same here, and the ones I did manage to get fell apart since they didn't understand me and I didn't/don't understand what it's like to be "Normal"
I'm used to people who cry a lot, one of the few exes I managed to get along with well cried a lot, one time she cried for three days straight because I went to the servo for a quick drink and meat pie.
Not white knight/beta, but I feel you would really be a lovely person, a great deal of us broken people are.
For me I kind of wish I could move, but I have nothing to gain from staying or going, so might as well stay since I don't have a reason to move. But cutting out the bad was a really good choice, although I do still have a heap of unmanageable issues
>>751554372
Dr Woodman?
>>751564407
Well, with 404 imminent, take care of yourself
>>751564959
4/5 dates are just bad since the dude just want to "get some" from the "easy and crazy girl".......one of the reasons i move and hate my homwtown is that i got a bad rep. , mostly caused from my "crazy young days".........and the few good ones dont develope cause they cant handle my "not so crazy episodes"
I haven cry nonstop that long , most is a whole day i think , usually the days i wake up with the crazy on max and im not even out of bed , i just call sick and bunker in my bed as to no "try anything"
Im mostly loved by my friends (few as they are) when im not full crazy tho , they already know how to handle me but still anoys them , as i say i dont like crazy people , because they bring the crazy in me so i dont really know that many........2 -3 i call friends , they anoy me to no end , but they are really sweet and nice when "good"
I mostly move , because of my rep. and all the bad memories........i just nedded a new start , but eden up with kind of the same deal at the end because of my antics , so i have make my peace with that
>>751543514
Yes, no, no. Strip search is something I would only expect if you're a prisoner and entering a secure forensic psych ward.
Anyway, the place I was admitted to was fairly nice. Friendly staff. Okay food. I wasn't there long.
>>751543514
my disk isn't long enough to reach for her pussy
>>751566945
you tippy-toe and lean into it, or you pull her closer.
sex isnt static
>>751543514
Nice ass
>>751566611
Not my style to just want to "Get some" I mean, an intimate factor is important down the line, but if all they want to do is bang, then they're no good, the last girl I was with actually came on to me, I passed out in a friends bed after some party and when I passed out I was alone, when I woke up it was to some chick who woke me up and asked me if I was looking at her tits. I had done a long drinking bender so I just said yeah and we banged and ended up dating for a while.
It's next to impossible to get me to tears, most of my emotions end up in anger, I get sad, I get angry about that, I get depressed, I get angry about that, I get frustrated because a project I'm working on doesn't go right, I get angry, I'm feeling happy, I get angry. All my emotions just end in anger, but at the same time I have so much compassion, it's conflicting.
I have a few good friends, mostly everyone else including family has abandoned me entirely, but I'm used to that so I just shrug it off.
I do wish I could get a new start, but there is nowhere for me to go that's worth moving to.
>>751543514
they metal detect you - they dont strip search you. a patdown beforehand
>>751567567
The worst I got it metal detected, pat down and brethod, they never stripped me or drug tested me.
>>751567271
Hypersexuality was one of my most notable syntoms since the beginning (14yrs) so i had a lot of troubles but not the main reasons i got in "vacation center" , to tell the truth , getting in there just fuel "that" for many reasons and is one of the things i struggle to keep in check daily.........by my 17 birthay i was already known as the "town slut" to tell the truth
I cry very easily i guess , mostly when i have my episodes , mostly because i get really nervous about getting "lock up" again if i go full ballistic, i really really hated those times
Im close to my family and they supported my always , but i deeply hate them for locking me up............friends really few too , no more than 10 if i push it , it is easier to handle a small number and easier for them to handle me too
A new start is not for everyone , it worked (kind of) for me because i really hated everything in my homtown and it was for me health to get away from there ...........you seem the adjusted type so i think what you have works for you , movieng might actually worsen your state maybe
>>751568820
We all have our own things to battle with, if you're struggling with keeping it in check then you must have some issue with it. I'm not sure how that would feel. I guess the closest thing I could put it to is the constant feeling that I need to be in a relationship? Not trying to offend or anything.
For me when I want to cry, like all other things that feeling turns to anger. When I lock up it's the hardest thing because it can happen basically any time. I've been out shopping and something set me off and I just locked up, couldn't speak, couldn't think, couldn't continue what I was doing, I ended up just putting what I got back and walking out and then kicked a wall and actually broke my foot.
I was in the foster care system for 14 years of my childhood, I was moved around so many times I just became numb when it came to "family" I gave up really opening up to and trusting them. And I did with my last set of foster parents and they screwed me over too and gave me the cold shoulder and did not want to help, so meh.
It's not that I hate it here, but I don't really like it here either, I've made a lot of enemies in my time due to reasons outside my control. Also it's impossible to just "move town" in Australia, it's pretty true that "everyone knows everyone" so basically I would have to move states entirely, which isn't so easy here.
>>751568820
I have a total of two friends who really know me for me, the rest just know different bits and pieces
>>751543514
>24 yr old britfag
>Have psychotic episode
>Get taken to psych ward
>Been there for a week
>Communal showers and bathrooms
>3 showers, 4 bathrooms, about 30 bedrooms
>About 8-9 care workers for dayshift, 4-5 care workers for nightshift
>2-3 asians all women, 1 mexican male (worked 2 psych wards) 3-5 nignogs 2 women 3 guys, rest are english
>psychiatrist's/doctors 1 guy is from Deutschland 1 asian 1 nignog
>Find out doctor is dutch
>Lottery.gif
>Others are really shit apparently
>3rd time in psych ward
>Drugs everywhere
>Stoner myself
>By second week get number for dealer from meth addict, who was caught smoking meth in his room
>Meet pretty stable friend mark, both stoners, and smokers
>Get about 1/8th a week from mum giving me money for snacks
>New guy comes in, obvious meth addict, looks about 20 has meth mouth
>3 weeks in mark and i are at local park, signed out for an hour for "Walk"
>Getting stoned, alcoholic joins us, first time trying weed coughs up a lung
>4th week meth addict gives nignog patient heroin (turns out he's a dealer)
>nignog OD's and dies
All in all boring experience, physically draining, would not recommend
Also alcoholic guy commits suicide, but found that out from mark a week later
No strip search
>>751570639
There were drugs where I was at, but even though I like drugs I chose not to take them for the sake of trying to do things legit. I got out, then did drugs.
>>751543514
What's the problem, OP?
>>751569445
No offended , i understand actually , kind of feel liket that i guess , i have always been in a "relationship" (meaning sex buddy mostly) because when im lonely the "things" creep on me and everything starts getting really ugly for me.....so im always bed sharinig with someone , that got me kicked out from my previous apartment , people complain the endless line of people coming out of my apartment , so i moved with a friend that keeps me "good" most of the time , a little improvement if anything (gotta take your victories when and where you can)
By "lock up" i mean in the "vacation center" , but i do understant , i have "blocked" a few times too , the worst one was in a mall , i was trying some dress and sudenly shit hits the fan and the world is too much for me , i change back , storm out and sit in the floor , put my headphones to block everything and start devouring my chocolate...........1hr like that until my friend find me , i had actually pee myself and scratch my knees red by that moment , i dont know why that happpen but it just happen once at that lvl.
Foster system is bad enough without the "extra stuff" , i knows some people from there too and is amazing they didnt end up like me or in a similar place with the stuff the where thru
That is true , shit will always follow you and find you no matter what , my rep. have follow me and i cut almost all ties to my old life....and i do see it will be dificult since you are mostly on your own , i do feel for you anon
>>751570624
I have 3 really really close friends , 2 that know me since the begining and 1that knew the ''new , more in control'' me
>>751554952
That would cause the gap to amplify not disappear.
>>751571958
For me I've never been in to the whole sex buddy thing, I'd rather be in a committed relationship, and literally the one time I tried, at first neither of the two girls wanted to "be" with me, then they both did and it was just such a headfuck, I truly regret trying it even once. I'm glad you have something a bit more stable now, even if it's a minor victory.
I locked up a few times in the wards, but that was mostly because alarms went off or shit got too real. I haven't gotten that bad in that way, but in my own way I just locked up and it ends in me raging. It's kind of awkward when I have one of them episodes in public because people stare and it just makes things even worse since I can't help it.
I'm at the point where I'm considered pretty well adjusted considering everything, and a lot of people with similar upbringings have ended up in jail, or worst.
It's always difficult, but I've been trying to fight a losing battle head on, partly because I'm stubborn and because I don't like giving up on anything at all.
I appreciate that and I feel for you too, the fact we can learn from it though in my opinion is a plus. I try and use everything for "Life experience" and try to better myself from it.
>>751554952
That could make sense, but the bathroom would be the one place in a psych ward where you'd need a 2-way the most. A lot of people with self-harming tendencies try to act them out in private, and there's nowhere more private than a bathroom.
>>751543514
They don't do either of those things.
>>751572324
I don't know anyone from the first half of my life, I had to move so much that I lost all my friends repeatedly with no contact ever again. Like there were so many times I woke up one morning, expecting to go to school and see my friends, then I had a social worker come pick me up and take me to a new place, didn't have a chance to say goodbye to them. So it's given me the awkward trait of both having abandonment issues, and being able to deal with loss exceptionally well at the same time.
The two that I have the closest knew me before my complete breakdown that resulted in the best part of six months of hospitalization, they knew my past already and that I wasn't exactly the most stable person, and surprisingly they stuck with me after my breakdown. My ex broke up with me during my time in hospital which was the definition of kicking a man when they're down. They took everything from me when I went in, I fought with them to keep the photo I had of her because it's the only thing I needed, just to be able to see her face. But oh well, some people just don't feel the same, nothing can be done about that.
>>751572807
The mirrors where I was at were easy to step out of sight of if you have any actual awareness of field of view
>>751546873
>how dare he fuck a lonely, desperate and bored woman
>he should have courted her while riding a horse and bringing her flowers, like I would have done
>I'm so lonely
>>751561661
Literally sticking your dick in crazy.
>>751543514
Are you trying to get into a Psychiatric Hospital just so you can see boobs in the shower?
Is the plan to tuck your dick back and pretend you are a girl? That would explain the strip search question.
Or are you looking to smuggle drugs in?
>>751562701
whats a bb gun supposed to do?
>>751573721
LOOK OUT!
NOW IT'S A REAL GUN!
>>751573721
That BB gun is worth a small mansion in Africa
>>751573922
Kek
>>751549307
>lea
What the fuck are you doing there in USA? Is it a kind of war?
i am working as a doctor and i am sometimes on duty. It is not so bad, we are professional - we can work with distance, call for extra stuff, use the larm. It goes to calm down a patient without violence. I am trying to be one step before, when stuff is reporting that patient is going to be dangerous i can manage it with drugs - it is the matter of timing. And we strip only two kind of patients - drug addicts, they must sign kind of contract if they want to stay and get abstinens treatment, and all forms of compulsory and involuntory treatment. Every patient has his or hers own room, toilet and shower.
>>751572597
For me is the other way , i only if anything have had 1 "real relationship" , we dated for 5 months . we actually didnt have much sex , he was kind of shy , but he had to moved due to his father being in the military and 3 days later if not sooner , i was again the "trashy , cheap slut" everyone loved and less than a month later i was in "the center" again , i was in my mid teens and since then, nothing i actually will call "real relationship" have happen , really unlucky in there
I never actually "blocked" while in the center , it mostly happen in the mall while shopping for some reason
Im happy you have overcome your background , despise your "extra burden" you have become better than most , that is a victory on its own
That is the thing , you always have to be learning and working on yourself , because this is a 24/7 battle with no time to catch your breath , it is a very good thing you are stubborn , in people like us it is an asset actually......i try to be more like that but i get tired fast and stuff gets ugly so i have to retreat sometimes , but i do try to do things head on
>>751574487
Not that guy, but not all doctors are professional. I had one come in when I was in ER and he shrugged me off saying "You can just stay here, I need to go deal with real problems" Like I get it, a medical emergency is a priority if some poor cunt is bleeding out or something, but to outright be told that shit's not a real problem is kind of counterproductive to the help people insist on you getting.
Yes, they have to check for scars and items that can be used to harm yourself or others
"it was de-humanizing"
>>751543514
I've been to a psych ward 3 times, 18 and they don't strip search you. They just ask do you have any weapons and they ask you questions like "are you still suicidal" while you're in there
>>751574799
Well it's just how it goes, I love the romantic part of a relationship just as much as the sexual part, I'm literally the "I'll bring flowers to you at work and make dinner and run a hot bath for you when you get home" and "I'm literally going to fuck you in to a coma" at the same time.
For me it can happen any time, although mostly when shopping too.
It's been a difficult one that's for sure, when your first memory is literally cowering in fear in a bath tub completely covered in blood splatter that's your own blood, crying and screaming, looking down at your little daffy duck shirt which is also completely soaked in blood, you just know you're not going to have the best time in life y'know?
And being stubborn is both my biggest asset and my biggest downfall at the same time, you're right, how can you catch your breath on your own life, it's the one thing you can't take a break from!
>>751575056
One time they asked me to take my shirt off, but that was the closest I got to being "Strip searched"
>>751543514
No communal shower, but I was strip searched. Food was the fuckin bomb there tho. The food alone cured my depression.
>>751575963
Food varied for me, the hospital food was pretty bad, but the food at the outpatient place was pretty top notch
>>751575305
I mostly get "cheap romantic" stuff....i like sex because it lets me "tune out" of everything for a while and help me relax and nothing matters during those times , but i do wish with all my heart to have what you describe and not only "cheap romantic stuff" , although i have that kind of gestures with my roomate and bestfriend but it is not the same tho
Wow , that seems really really bad so i will not ask you , i don want to move the watr
To tell the truth the only time i feel like i can actually catch a breath or anything related is when having sex , as i say before , is the one time "the things in my head" disappear , which is a big problem on its own , because im feeding the things in my head with regrets , it is a viciuos cycle
>>751548883>>751549307
Fuck you both don't try to justify your work at these shithole places. (2 times a a kid 2 times as an adult)
>>751565276
Kekd
>>751543514
i was in a psych hospital under lockdown for three days after a suicide attempt. tried to drink myself dead with the aid of clonipin and a half bottle of aspirin. somehow i survived it although bits of my stomach came out with vomit later and i felt i would die however obviously did not. cried myself to sleep one night after vomiting up stomach lining with no medical attention whatsoever. thought i would die in the mental hospital. an alien guy with his eyebrows blown off in an explosion he caused in his own trailer with a gas leak and cigarettes told me there were aliens that came and took him away. my gf visited me and made out with me in the guest room while a large black wrangler kept telling us to break it up. they gave me prozac and sleeping pills. the sleeping pills caused me to miss an art exhibition where i was supposed to get critiqued. a girl wrote a critique of me about how awful my art was and that i copped out by not showing up. i just laughed. banged my 8/10 gf on a secret beach on the lake as well as many other places. all turned out pretty good.
oh yeah, I don't remember being searched at all. guess they figured i was low threat level and just hated myself.
>>751573199
Kek.
>>751576878
I really hope you get to have what I'm describing, in saying that I hope I get it too, I know all to well to know what it's like to be completely alone and unloved, and not just think you are, actually are. I wouldn't want anyone I love to feel that even for a second.
My housemate/bestie often cook each other dinner and chill in bed on our laptops, but we're both blokes, and while he's gay I'm not, but he doesn't go out with mates anyway.
It's cool, I didn't know what happened for so many years, but I know I didn't imagine that memory. Turns out my step dad beat the everloving shit out of me then slashed my head open with a sharp extension cord. I wondered for a great chunk of my life why I have a scar on my forehead.
And I can't say for sure, but maybe a truly loving relationship may help, or might be something else that makes the things in your head dissapear. For me it's being able to cuddle with someone I truly love and just playing a game or talking or playing a game or some shit. Although that usually ends in sex because I'm really horny too. To the point I spent most of my time in the wards jacking it at most possible points until the meds succeeded in killing my sex drive.
>>751577358
Kek, maybe they did search you and you just don't remember. Did your ass hurt when you came to?
