Confession thread.
I hate my life and I take it out on my mom, who is otherwise a saint.
>>750850046
if this is true you must die
>>750850046
I spend pretty much my entire paycheck in a week on alcohol, then starve myself for the second week until I get paid so that I can do it all over again. I'm supposed to be saving money so I can see a girl I'm really into in Europe in January but there's almost no chance I'll have enough money to buy a ticket/passport by then, which will devastate her and probably make her not care about me anymore, which sucks because she's basically my soulmate.
I just can't stop. When I don't drink, the depression comes in full-force.
>>750850735
Drink less, start later in the day, don’t go to the bar as much, drink water in between drinks, pick up an extra job to get drinking money, those will all save u dough and don’t do stupid shit like buy shots for your friends
Bump
I cheated and got emotionally attached but now I regret it and wanna confess but dont know how to without my SO freaking and trying suicide
>>750851730
Are you m or f? Who did u cheat with? Tell story of first time
my moms friend tried to fonger me in the back of my moms friend
>>750850046
i can suck myself off but only when i'm really horny and i stretch out beforehand
>>750850046
I know any guy would jump at the chance to act out the lewd fantasies I have but I'm too shy to bring them up first so I always stay so unsatisfied sexually.
>>750852015
>In the back of my moms friend
Damn that's fucked
>>750852158
What are they? Are you m or f?
>>750851916
F,
>inb4 tits or gtfo
Cheated with a friend of a friend, hes also got a gf.
Flirting on social media, things escalated and sent nudes while he sent pics of himself
Kinda had a crush but thats because my bf doesnt give attention and girls are needy as fuck.
Our relationship (bf&I) relies on me to support him mentally, keeping his mental health in check. Telling him would fuck him up and hes already been feeling suicidal recently.
Dont wanna keep it from him but i also cant tell him now, but also not months from now
I fucked up and now i gotta deal with the mess i made
>>750850735
Start mining bitcoin faggot
my best friend has been going out with his girlfriend for three years, she has no idea i've been sucking his dick the entire time
> inb4 edging for 3 years has to be a world record
I was away for a week and when I returned, everyone was typing scoliosis. I have no idea what it means.
Despite my hatred for all people, I want to make the world a better place and hope one day we could all get along. I enjoy helping others and volunteering for community projects.
>>750852701
Good thing I hire hookers and never get in any relationship ever.
>>750852975
how's the first year of college going for you?
Cheated for over a year on 3 girls, 1 of them didn't find out about the other 2. The other 2 left me and I'm 3 years into a relationship that started while cheating... Never had the courage to tell her, bow it's too late and it'll be too painful for her...
>>750852630
Female. I take care of so much in my everyday life with college and work and stuff that I don't want to have to be in charge in the bedroom..
Just like, any gross, degrading, submissive thing someone could think of I would love.
If a guy proposes it first then I can be open, but me making the first move with any of it is a hard no.
>>750852701
>Our relationship (bf&I) relies on me to support him mentally, keeping his mental health in check. Telling him would fuck him up and hes already been feeling suicidal recently.
I've been in same situation, just genderswapped.
Don't do it. take your lesson for yourself, try to improve, and come to terms with it. but telling him is just going to fuck things over for both of you more. Either it was a once off mistake, or you're a cockhungry slut who's gonna keep doing it. neither of this situations is improved by talking.
Additional: Highly dependent relationships like that are fine, but easy to stay in longer than you should. He's always going to need you like that, step back and take an objective look about how you feel in the relationship sometimes.
>>750852701
Who’s dick is bigger? Did u cum ? How was he sex and what did u do with him?
>>750852975
Show us some of that boipussy faggot
>>750852701
Holy hell, you're actually a terrible person. Might as well tell him now or its gonna get worse the longer you put it off. Sooner or later he'll find out himself and it will devasted him even more.
>>750852997
Lucky you
>>750853263
This
>>750853162
Would u tongue my ass out while jerking me off onto your face?
Me 36yo - I've been in a 17 year relationship. 2 kids, house, etc.
>been fucking a 23yo slut on the side for the last few months
Feelsgoodman.jpg
>>750853173
Good advice, thank you. I will try improving myself now, I do feel real shitty for doing this to him.
I know, I also dont see this relationship going too far, only 1yr&5months in but I already wish it would end at times
>>750853263
There really is no way he could find out, messages and photos deleted and the guy wont tell since hes got a gf himself
>>750853174
They are both about the same size and this was only over social media so no real sex
>>750853087
I don't get it
>>750853243
No, last time I did you guys said I was cute and kept sending me dick pics.But I just wanted an answer to my question
>>750850046
A few confessions
Im in love with one of my best friends but im trying to start a relationship with someone else. All I can think about is her. I want her so much and its making me incapable of dating anyone else.
I punch myself and walls to cope with my overwhelming feelings
I think about killing myself on a daily basis and i only dont do it bc i will hurt people i love. I want to so bad. I want to die so bad.
>>750853490
That's what they all think, until one day they slip up because of something unexpected happens
>>750853347
How’d u line that up? Where do u fuck her?
>>750853418
>I will try improving myself now
I went the other way and realised I'm just shit at monogamy. As long as you figure it out and comes to terms with it, you're making the best of the situation.
>I already wish it would end at times
It's not going to get easier. I kept my relationship going for years longer that it should because she needed me and would probably become an hero if we broke up. Just remember that while you want to help, you aren't solely responsible for their mental health. If it's going to end, there's no future point it'll be easier than it is now.
>>750853541
Then u didn’t cheat? R they both cut? What did u show him pics of?
Ive been lying about having been raped for 9 years because high school me was severely depressed and suicidal with no good reason.
>>750853645
Right, but like I said, I regret it so it wont happen again.
If he does find out its on me anyway so
>>750853162
Tits with timestamp or get the fucking out you degenerate whore
>>750853760
According to my bfs standards i did
Bf cut, other uncut
My flat chest
>>750853674
Made a fake tinder account.
I rented a storage unit, put a bed in it, light and mini fridge! We try to hook up twice a week.
>>750853753
Hope something works out in the end, thank you for the advice
>>750853324
I don't understand how this is supposed to work anatomically speaking?
>>750850046
Well, I mean, your life kind of is her fault.
Nobody chooses to be born, it just kind of happens.
>>750853963
That’s hot, u have kik? I’d like to talk :-)
>>750854047
you're welcome anon.
you can repay us with pictures of your flat chest when you're single again.
>>750853786
Trash
>>750854135
Deleted yrs ago when i grew up and realized kik was for tweens
>>750853800
>it won't happen again
Cheaters always cheat.
Just end it with the poor guy. You said it yourself that you dont see your relationship lasting much longer and you wish it would end already. Why waste more of his time, when he could find someone that actually cares for him and wouldn't sneak around. Do you actually care for him?
>>750854162
Sure thing!
>>750854074
Basically you would tongue my ass while I lay in my back and jerk me off and when I’m ready to cum you’d pull your face up a bit and I would shoot my hot load all over your outstretched tongue and face .. sound fun? I’m also into random objects inserting into your pussy if you’d like that to?
>>750854295
thanks bb, see you then
>>750854251
Well it’s fun to fake cheat when u have a partner, especially with some anon so you know it’ll never get back to anyone u don’t want it too.. im m/26 and like flat chested girls ...interested?
>>750854282
I guess you're right
And even if it seems I don't since I cheated, I do
>>750852701
Don't be stupid.
Just tell them and end things.
Nobody kills themselves over any of this. Stop watching movies and shit, they aren't real life.
>>750854379
Ta-ta for now anon
>>750850046
The fuck man... What good does it do?
>>750854417
Thx but nah dude
Maybe in a couple years once im single again
>>750854452
Hes had one failed attempt before but i guess you could be right
>>750854646
Why wait? Have some fun
I know everyone's happier than me. I know I'm socially crippled just because I'm a 5/10. Everyone my age is having sex and shit and I'm a kissless virgin. I'm not a fucking trash-ass nice guy either, I have a lot going for me personality wise. It's led to me being a beta cuck. I can't stay this way forever.
>>750854809
What if I told you I am 12?
I hate myself and want to die. Never happy. I laugh and smile as a facade and I don't even notice anymore
>>750854949
Then ur too young to date ppl. And your not 12
When I was younger I would take off my pants and let my dog rim me until I came. I regret it to this day and still have the dog. He's a good dog.
But the problem is it felt SO fucking good and I have to restrain myself from doing it again.
>>750854429
If you do care for him, tell him what you did. He might be angry, maybe feel a bit overwhelmed, he might blame himself for you cheating on him like he wasn't good enough. Regardless of what he feels, make it clear that it wasnt his fault but yours even if you don't think it is. Incase he tries to hurt himself.
Poor guy doesnt deserve this :(
>>750855160
You got me there...
>>750850046
>i'm considered attractive to women but i'm scared to talk to them
I'm so fucking sick of bottling my emotions over this bullshit, what the hell do I do?All I want is a comfy gf who won't cheat or play fucking mind games with me.
>>750855303
I know it is my fault, I think thats the best thing I could do
I would understand if he did want to break up but then again I dont know of he would since he is attached to me
Since my dad got deployed, I've been sleeping in the same bed as my mom.
>>750855289
I did that too, female dog. It does feel really good and the dog was got really obsessed with it. I would also fap and let the dog lick up my spooge. That dog died a long time ago.
I want to fuck a little baby boy with my dick and cook it in a microwave everytime I have to hear about Erin Burnett talking about gender bias in the democratic party.
>>750850046
>>750855289
Femanon and same
>>750855842
If for some reason he doesn't break up with you and you stick with him, subtly tell him that he needs to give you "more" attention and affection so you dont try this shit again.
>>750856550
Not op but also femanon, what was it like?
I've considered doing it before but dont know what to expect?
>>750856550
Pffff, yeah sure skeleton
>>750856559
Ive told him countless times that my mental health is also fucking up because he acts like i dont matter much and sex only once every two weeks and if
He usually just guilt trips me subconsiously and I leave the convo just feeling more frustrated
stop taking your sense of failure out on your mom you asshole
>>750856550
>>750856635
I was just wandering why 4chins seems a lil too cancerous. Also, tits with timestamp or gtfo
>>750854014
Storage unit. Classy.
Bump
>>750850046
Your mother is a whore
>also, I fucked your mother
>I don't feel bad about it, but I feel like you should know because she called me by your name during....so....you've got a shot....if you want it.....
>>750858848
Looks like I bumped the thread just so you can be an asshole to op. Sad.
My confession: I made mac and cheese at 1:00 am and I didn't eat it; I just left it on the stove to rot
>>750853786
U are shite
>>750855071
Dew it, I also never feel happiness anymore
>>750860567
this is easily the most repulsive thing in the thread
what the fuck anon
>>750855071
Me too, I feel just like you, kys.
>>750850735
What do you do for week and what age are you? How much alcohol are we talking here if its your whole check?
>>750860825
Do for work
These days I find it hard to make lasting relationships with people. There is so much going on in my personal life that I just feel the idea of personal relationships useless
>>750850046
I pretty much want to destroy anything that's left in my life. Close down my businesses, go fuck people randomly without a care, and drink myself to sleep every night.
>>750850046
I was recruited by the CIA in college under the guise of a knock off ROTC club and was sent to a middle eastern country as a NOC foreign exchange student. We blew some shit up and killed some people but what haunts me the most is when I had to shoot a kid running away from us to protect our identities.
>>750852701
Fuck you're a shit person. Not getting attention from your boyfriend is no excuse to start whoring about, you should have just left him tbh
But I do understand your struggle to leave him, I had a similar relationship a few years back and my bf threatened time and time again to kill himself if I left (spoiler: he never did it when I finally did run away). Just gotta remember that his blood isn't on your hands, if he kills himself its HIS choice and he cannot be helped. Don't let somebody ruin your mental health for the sake of "helping" them, bc you can't.
About 10 years ago when I was in my early 20s and was living at home after college, I started getting really into CP. I had a lot of it, and some of the videos were pretty fucked up and clearly forcible rape (handcuffs, girl crying and screaming during it etc). I wasn't stupid so I kept it on my older brother's computer and fapped to it while he was sleeping.
After a few months, the police showed up and confiscated every internet capable device we had. The rest of my family had no idea what was going on and we all started accusing each other and fighting while waiting for the results of the investigation. They pretty quickly found the CP stash and we were all questioned about whose computer it was, who used it etc and my brother was arrested. They obviously didn't believe his story of not knowing what it is or how it got there and said "that's what they all say".
I felt a little bad but kept my mouth shut and pretended to be disgusted along with the rest of the family. Fortunately the charges were dropped because they screwed up some details during the investigation making the computer inadmissable as evidence.
Anyway everyone still thinks he's a pedo and I'm pretty sure he knows it was me that almost ruined his life but we never talked about it directly.
>>750853490
That's super naive if you think there is no way for him to find out
Especially considering the other guy is in a relo, if that crumbles the the gf finds out then she'll more than likely tell your boyfriend
>>750861329
>in a relo
do real people actually say this
I had a boyfriend i loved and cherished, but i moved and now we're a good thousand miles away from eachother. He's severely depressed and i was basically his therapist for every little thing he did. He tried committing suicide a few times while we were together and it made me so fucking mad. I droped talking to him and avoided him. I wanna start talking to him again but i feel like walking on eggshells when talking to him. Hes 3 years older than me but acts like a fucking child.
He still talks to his ex and best friend more than me so
Am i a bad person for ignoring him? Should i talk to him again? :/
>>750861232
Thanks for finally admitting it bro. Now I'm coming to snatch the life out of you.
Stop being a beta faggot.
Problem solved.
>>750861406
No. He's not your friend and never was. No friend should have to be your "therapist" with the threat of suicide held over you. If you talk to him again you'll fall into the same codependent trap where he emotionally abuses you.
I understand the feeling and it would suck if he killed himself, but it's not your job to save him and you probably won't be successful if you try.
>>750861406
you can feel bad about it, but if he has that bad an effect on you talking to him again is a shit idea. that's just directly trading your happiness for his.
If you think you can keep him at arms length, sure say hi. if you know it's gonna be an emotional manipulative clusterfuck, don't do it.
did you actually break up or just ghost like a bitch?
I know my boyfriend has been messaging girls inappropriately (calling them pet names like beautiful and gorgeous, has said a few vague but suggestive things, nothing too scandalous but he probably knows it's not okay)
But I'm too pussy to call him out for a few reasons
> don't want to have to admit that he might think these girls are more attractive than me
> don't want him to know I've looked at his phone bc I know he'll set up passwords and I won't be able to look again
> have spoken to him about this kind of thing before an it made me feel horrible to see him upset, even though he had no right to be
So basically I'm just a huge fuckn pussy ahaha
>>750861329
>says relo outside of reddit
YOU HAVE TO GO BACK
>>750861395
It's an Aussie thing i guess hajaa we shorten everything
>>750861590
oh hey again anon, I'm the one who wishes my gf was a bitch like that instead of calling me out when I chat up other girls
things going well?
>>750861600
Never been on reddit actually ahaha just couldn't be fucked typing the whole word fuck
>>750861658
Omg bless ahaha I remember you
Things are great except for the fact that I'm still a little bitch about this whole situation
Any developments with your gf?
just curious: everyone posting in here about their boyfriends is a fag right? I refuse to believe there are that many girls on /b/
>>750861590
Yo, lemme get yo numba???
>>750861779
nope, she's still a bitch about it and I just try to do it where she's not watching.
I swear I wish she'd just slip up and accidentally fuck someone behind my back so she'd calm down about all this, but she gets to be all high and mighty about it.
>>750861901
Mind me asking what she's actually calling you out on? Like is it similar shit to what my bf does or different?
>>750861589
Im a bitch and ghost him ://
Tried breaking up with him but he always pulled the line "you're the light of my life","only reason to live","you make me happy in this shit world blah blah blah" its so fucking annoying
>>750861860
the force is strong with you young padawan, your instincts serve you well
>>750861901
Just fuck her sister while her mom is watching or something man. That will fix everything right up.
>>750854014
>Made a fake tinder account.
>I rented a storage unit, put a bed in it, light and mini fridge! We try to hook up twice a week.
There are hundreds of Chads on Tinder with fancy cars, a place of their own, and no wife yet for some reason, this 23yo girl chose you. Why? Is she ugly? Are you paying her?
>>750861984
Dude you gotta ignore that shit, it's pure manipulation. You have a life too, which is just as important as his. If he can't find any other reason to live and you force yourself to stay, your whole life is just going to be like walking on eggshells. It's hard but you can't buy into it
>>750861980
pretty similar shit, yeah. though its not foundless, mostly just harmless flirting but that doesn't mean I wont take the option if it comes up.
hence my solution where she falls on a dick and gets off her high horse about it
your guy is probably either considering being unfaithful or just keeping his options open. if you dont think your relationship is forever, you often keep a few girls on the backburner.
>>750862052
her sister is a trainwreck and her mother is even worse, but I appreciate the advice
>>750861984
what this anon says >>750862162
sounds like you're easy to manipulate, in which case stay the fuck away. you're not going to be able to resist it when he starts doing it again.
You ghosted for a reason. unless you're a very different person now, stay away.
>>750861232
How much is a lot? That's a pretty fucked up thing you did to your brother by the way
Odds I go
>>750861232
I'mm not buying this. You fapped to children while your brother was sleeping? Wouldn't you be afraid of your brother catching you masturbating to cp?
>>750862467
of course, it'd be too risky to do it when his brother was awake
I fucked my sister during a tornado and after the dust settled the state put us in foster care and she asked to be put in a separate home right in front of me and I never saw her again.
>>750853347
kys
>>750852701
>Kinda had a crush but thats because my bf doesnt give attention and girls are needy as fuck
Can't accept that you're shit, you need to excuse it.
>>750862467
I can understand if he took like his brothers laptop out of his brothers room and fapped in the bathroom or his own room but come on who would do that with their brother let alone near them. What if his brother woke up and saw him masturbating to it? He'd be fucked.
Would it be an asshole move to send him one last message of how shit he was as a bf and friend? Raw honesty and hatred I've bottled up for months?
>>750862275
When my wife and i were first going out, i took her 14 yo sister's virginity (i was 18). We fucked off and on for three years after that without my wife (gf at the time) ever knowing. The last time we fucked was drunkenly in a bathroom on my wedding day. She was the maid of honor.
About six months ago we got high together and she told me she's been in love with me. Now I'm deathly afraid that she is going to destroy my marriage and i hate that i can't talk to anyone about it.
I shot a man in Reno just to watch him die.
>>750862791
Yes. Just leave and be done with it, adding in more emotions will make things worse for you
>>750862791
yep.
more importantly he'd know he got to you and he's still on your mind.
write it as therapy if you want, but I wouldn't send it. I'd stick with silence and a clean break.
>>750862791
Do it with a picture of you fucking another guy.
>>750862791
>>750862943
Be sure to point out that he never satisfied you sexually.
I wish my boyfriend would share my nudes with his friends. The idea of them jacking off to my pictures knowing I'm nothing but faithful to him is so hot to me.
>>750853892
This
>>750862917
>>moment when anon has helped more than shitty bf
>>grateful to anon
Thank you
>>750862943
FFS
Maybe
He couldnt fucking kiss correctly
Might send pic of me and old friend
>>750863147
She already complied and left you faggot
>>750853162
That's my kind of slut. I'd have so much fun facefucking you and tearing your asshole every morning. I have one of your kind now, but two would be better.
>>750863263
You're a genuinely bad person
I found a script I wrote years ago when it started erroring out last week. Long story short, it's been sitting on a server and downloaded a few terabytes of data. The site was 'personal' in nature, the content being mirrored was private and the site is now apparently dead for good.
people posting to the service wouldn't have expected it to be there for more than a few hours. There's a lot of trash but we're still talking hundreds of gigs of OC.
I have no idea what to do with it. I don't think I can safely release it but I cant bring myself to delete it. Do I just sit on this?
>>750863263
>Thank you
you're welcome anon.thank us with tits sometime if it works out.
>>750863108
hi there, i am one of your b/f's friends. why dont you just skip the middleman and share your nudes with me here itt? i'll give them to our other friends as well.
>>750863334
I wish he'd kill himself so i can stop worrying about him
>>750863408
>>its 4chan so tits are everywhere, soon 4 u ;)
>>750855922
elaborate anon. any sexual stuff happening?
>>750863263
>He couldnt fucking kiss correctly
how do you fuck that up?
>>750863108
>>750863493
samefag here^, at least share a pic of your dick
>>750862622
This, look at her trying to find a reason to justify it, cant even have the decency to admit she simply likes the other guy better
>>750863534
Then you obviously aren't too worried about him are you cunt?
Send him to me, I'll fuck him like you couldn't. <3
to people who cheat on their partner: grow some real balls and leave the relationship you pieces of shit. if you candle handle monogamy become a poly fag.
>>750863739
*cant handle
>>750863313
Why do you fags do this, it's not sexy at all
>>750862367
It wasn't that much in terms of size since most of the pics/videos are taken with a potato, but there were well over 100 images and i'd guess about 40 videos.
For the record, I haven't looked at CP since (except when it's accidentally posted on /b/, then I just report it and move on).
>>750863677
Sorry /b/ro, don't have
>>750862671
not everyone keeps their computer in their room fag. His bedroom was like through the kitchen and down a hall from where he kept his computer. The only risk was my parents waking up, but I never fapped with headphones and was very fast at closing things out if I heard their door open.
>>750863534
you're a cunt, kys
>>750850046
>21 Male
>i fell in love multiple times with several women who were all long distance.
>They were all failed relationships.
>I eventually met a girl on a dating app who I was 100% sure that she was a gift from some greater being.
>She's from the UK
>7 months later she dumps me for her best friend James because I was always sleeping all the time and never wanted to call her on the phone because of my family being super nosey.
>Out of all the females I've ever talked to she was the most beautiful. Also the most kind hearted and loving.
>But it didn't stop me from cheating on her with multiple different women on Snapchat, including her best friend and a girl she considered her "Sister".
I admitted to her that me and her friends have been messing around not just her best friend, she admitted later that she had been cheating on me with her friend while we were dating too. Not just when we broke up.
I want to send the girls I know dickpics. I jerk off to the idea that they want my dick so bad that they just randomly ask for a dickpic.
It's a lame secret for here, but it's mine.
>>750863739
I'm having an affair with my wife's best friend. She's married too and she's not sure if her pregnancy is mine or her husband's.
Go fuck yourself.
>>750863108
Do women really think this?
Not that its a bad thing, im going to share nudes either way
>>750850046
I hate my life and having absolute 0 friends, I blame it all on my parents and especially mother for not properly taking care of me or my social life as a child. I alwaysfeared that if my autism would go in action on, lets say a playground, my siblings would watch aside and laugh at me so I grew up staying in my comfort zone, without being told to go out even a single time and now im just a basedwelling autist, which goes out about once in 2 weeks on his own will...
im still very young, have no addictions and recently gave up fapping(trying since 2 years and now im on a long streak), but dont know how to start from ground 0 with making friends, because I cant just go to a playground to make relationships with peers of my age, but dont know where to search for and how to approach older people to become my friends. Tried consulting a psychologist, but I just cant find time this month. Any advices?
I am unhappy with my life, and I literally suck the life out of people to make myself feel good by pretending I care about people just to get liked by them and glorified because I am a narcissistic cunt
I posted most of these Confessions.
>>750864283
Some do but it's not common.
i hate living without my father
>>750863879
I guess that makes sense then. So did your brother have to become a sex offender?
>>750864283
I've never met anyone else who thinks this way sadly
>>750864326
I'm sorry anon I wish I knew some advice to give you, I myself have been having issues with wanting to make new friends but depression kicks in and I just have no desire to want to make friends outside of gaming on my PS4.
>>750864421
I samefag all The time. I even have detailed arguments with myself on here.
Sometimes i think 4chan is just like 20 or so samefags.
Not a confession but something weird.
The only chicks I ever get with are 8/10 and up but whenever I talked or hit on a 7/10 or less I get vehemently rejected. Also, every chick I ended up dating or banging hit on me first.
Not trying to gloat, just something I can't freaking understand.
>>750864494
since hte charges were dropped, no. He definitely would have if they didn't fuck up the case though.
>>750864494
i guarantee he's on some kind of watchlist though with the cops, but he's not a pedo so there's not really anything to worry about
>>750864578
Maybe because they feel ...what's the word? Let's just say that maybe because of your looks they don't know if they are up to the task of dating you. Or maybe too good looking people aren't their type? Or maybe your 8/10 is really 5/10 to other people lol
>>750864639
Sounds like you got lucky then and he got lucky too. God was watching out for you.
>>750864724
someone must have been. It's easy for people on the outside to say they would have taken the bullet for your brother but at the time it wasn't that easy. If I fessed up to it they'd have a confession even without the evidence so it was either choose to definitely ruin my life or just "probably" mess up his life.
A friend of a friend i use to be close with a few years back - she thought we had a thing, i currently had a girlfriend and i loved her and still do (with her still) this friend of a friend, the girl - was flirting with me and I have a bad case of social anxiety and really did not know how to compute this and what she was doing, she knew i had a girlfirned and pretty much i let her off knowing i loved my girlfirned - right then when everybody left the part i was with her and we were in this weird emotional state where she was bawling about her life and no friends ect no family and she wanted me to comfort her, I did and she got attached and tried a move on me , i overreacted and got a little angry and left.
Today I found out she took her own life and me to this day feel quilt and worthless because I knew that i could have prevented it and done something. I wasn't close to her but it's really really getting to me.
Ive showered with my nieces, or just seen them nude, many times including yesterday. Id never do anything sexual/"bad" with them but i confess they are super cute and it's kinda fun.
I can't stand that fact that my ex gf will lose her virginity to her best friend.
When we were planning on meeting up next year so that we could lose it properly together.
>>750864578
My sister and i share an apartment together. A few weeks ago we shared a bottle of whiskey and she passed out on the couch. When she wouldn't wake up, i ended up pulling off her pants and underwear and fingered and ate her out.
It's simultaneously my most shameful and best moment.
I honestly don't trust myself to not fuck her if that opportunity comes up again.
>>750864830
It's cool as long as you don't touch them or have sex or take pictures. If anything you're like nudists
>>750864808
please give me some advice/help guys really need it
>>750864830
bullshit. If you are attracted to them you'd definitely pop a boner and they'd freak out, and even if you never touch them getting caught with a boner showering with naked underage girls is pretty damning.
>>750864896
I didn't mean to quote that post.
>>750864910
>>750864830
Oh and just curious how old are they? If they're like 5 to 15 then yeah that's weird lol
>I hate the fact that you spend so many days, weeks, months, and years with people and then just suddenly... they leave your life. Like everything they've spent with you was just to use up time for their own convenience.
Did none of it matter anyways? None of the memories we've spent?
Was it my fault ?
>>750864996
>>750865010
>>750864948
can you give me some advice on >>750864808
please.
>>750850046
I'm a thrill seeker, the only thing that keeps me from killing myself is doing dangerous shit like climbing around rooftops around 3-4 stories up, hunting Kangaroos with a machete, and riding my dirtbike around the bushtrack as fast as I can go.
I sometime do these while blackout drunk.
What's the diagnosis /b/
>>750864808
you aren't responsible for her life. Nobody kills themself over one person, it's always a combination of things like untreated depression, lack of family support, etc. Even if you had left your girlfriend and been with her you probably wouldn't have been able to stop her.
It's normal to feel guilty about things like this but you have to accept that she might nto have even been thinking of you when she did it.
>>750865010
It probably mattered to then too, just not enough for them to not leave.
It was probably at least a little bit your fault.
> got a girl pregnant in highschool
>aborted it
>sat in the fucking waiting room or the clinic with the girls mom for 2.5 hours
>girl comes out very shaken, just deleted a fetus so understandable
>I tell her mom Ill take her home
>shes crying and upset
>I make her give me a bj in the car
>Takes a long time to finish
>Think of this other girl Im hooking up with in order to cum
>Finish, sit in car for a while and talk
>drop her off
I fucking made this girl give me head after she had a baby ripped out of her
>>750864808
People don't just take their own lives because of one reason, anon. Don't blame yourself, I guaruntee that you could not have helped her or saved her in any way. I had an ex attempt suicide after a really rocky breakup and blamed myself so much but eventually realised that they had so many other issues, it was only that I was the one they decided to get attached to and it would have happened regardless.
>>750855841
>come back to thread
>no advice at all
Well fuck me
>>750865111
>Trips of truth
>>750865051
>>750865086
He pretty much is the answer Anon I like what he said the most this is 100% factual
>>750865086
This is exactly what I was trying to say here >>750865189
True shit
>>750865197
Just got cheated on. People suck, not worth.
>>750865197
Stop being a pussy and just talk to girls.
Problem fucking solved.
>be 26ish
>party with a group of ~12 friends
>redhead girl with long hair and a great body in our group
>she never really pays me any attention
>way out of my league anyway
>she's wasted and on ghb (drugs)
>offer to take her home
>when in her dorm, i guide her to sit on her bed
>she sits down, instantly falls over and passes out
>being the Nice Guy(tm) that i am, i first drag her legs over so shes lying properly
>see her panties under her dress when i do
>put my hand on her thigh and she doesn't respond
>slide my hand up so her dress goes up over her panties, still no response
>lean over and sniff her panties, smells like girly perfume and piss
>grab the side of the front of the thong and pull it over her pussy so it's bare
>shes shaved clean
>lick her, but shes already wet
>unzip and pull out my dick, rape her gently
>cum inside her in like 10 thrusts
>straighten up her panties and dress, and leave
the next few days i panicked and googled if girls can tell if they have cum in them, but she never said anything about it
>>750865086
plus it was a dick move on her part to try and make you cheat on your girlfriend. You can't force someone into a relationship and you were right to be angry with her. People who threaten suicide when they don't get to fuck who they want to are the worst.
Be sad that she didn't get the help she needed, but don't regret your 100% correct actions.
>>750850735
Holy shit, are you me?
Pic related: me
>>750865111
I guess not staying in touch with them and talking to other people was wrong of me ?
I mean Idk how I could have forgotten them... It's so weird its like they didn't exist for so long and then suddenly I start missing them... And now none of them wants to talk to me anymore...
>>750864948
lol wrong but nice try anyway
>>750864996
8 &10
>>750865255
>rape her gently
kek
>>750865308
does your dick just not work or something?
>>750864326
I know this is probably not the perfect thread for this, but anyone... help...?
>>750865328
lol you know what i meant
I'm secretly spilling out all of my secrets in this thread... I have way to many.. does anyone want to make a KIK secret Group?
I destroy everything thats positive in my life on purpose, i push away everyone that ever loves me and i hurt them terribly on purpose, i want to see everyone around me suffer and myself at the same time, right now there is girl who is in love with me and is saint and i keep doing my best not to do it again, but sometimes i slip up and i am dick to her for absolutely no reason, yet she understands, /b/ what is wrong with me?
>>750865255
You're gonna get shanked someday
>>750850046
That is not true, you don't know shit
>>750864326
don't make excuses. I highly doubt that you "just can't find time" to see a therapist, you are just scared to. I don't know why, maybe you think it won't work, but I guarantee it will. Depressed people think their problems are so much bigger and impossible to fix, but the stuff you describe they probably treat every single day.
I don't mean this in a dick way, but you aren't special, your problems can be solved the same as anyone else's can. You just have to take the initiative to do something about it.
>>750864910
yeah my family has always been pretty open when it comes to nudity and such, it's not portrayed as some evil/taboo/shameful thing. it's not like basic human anatomy is a secret
>>750865384
Everything, you are a delusional black hole and you would killyourself if you actualy cared about other people
I'm in love with my aunt and his daughter, I want to rape them and be their man
>>750865384
you know exactly what's wrong with you. Self sabotage is extremely common with depressed people. Get treatment or work it out on your own, but stop pretending you are powerless over these urges. You are choosing every time to fuck things up. I know it's not as easy as just saying "stop doing that", but in the end that's the answer.
I go out of my way to sneak my way through girls pants by becoming super great friends with them and use some techniques I've learned in school and by friends to get them to want me and send nudes.
I've been talking to one girl for a long time now and I don't care if it takes years I want to be able to fuck them and just drop them complete ly once it is accomplished.
>>750865255
Chances are she could tell. When my husband and i fuck, i try to wipe as much cum out of me as I can, but the next morning when i get up to pee, a bunch will still always drip out of me.
She would have had cum smeared all over her thong and it would have gushed out of her in the morning.
>>750865529
>my aunt and his daughter
>aunt
>his
what
>>750865570
*her*
>>750865541
Well i am aware that its me doing that, i just dont know how to stop, its impulsive, one moment i am completely fine talking to someone and other moment i do something horrible to them and after i realize what ive done its too late
>>750865564
yeah she definitely would know somebody fucked her. Chances are she knows what you did but just doesn't want to go through the painful process of accusing you considering the cops probably won't believe her anyway.
>>750865340
it works fine, but im not a 12yo going through puberty anymore who gets a boner every time i see a cute girl.
>>750865529
Is your aunt from thailand!?
I miss the old hoes I used to talk to
The new ones are no fun
>>750865255
I had almost the exact same experience anon. I've never cum harder in my life.
I secretly pray to die almost everyday. I cry alot till I realize it's for a non logical reason and I'm just crazy so I laugh at myself to stop the crying.
>>750865564
>>750865657
i figured she probably didn't know how she got home, or who took her there. she never said anything to me and she never seemed mad/cold to me. same as always: out of my league and not really noticing me.
>>750855841
No fap
But have motivation in your mind
>>750865383
I kind of want this.
>>750865682
I can't even be around my 11 year old niece without getting a boner and I'm in my 30s. Especially when she's running around in leggings where you can clearly see the outline of her pussy.
>>750865564
A lot of it would probably soak into her panties and just seem like she's had some extra discharge, depending on how much cum he spurted into her.. most distinguishable thing would probably be the smell
>>750865696
bruh forreal
>>750865712
all it would take is one phonecall to one of the other people at the party. All/some of them had to see her leaving with you.
Like I said, a lot of girls just don't report or bring it up because it is a long and painful experience. She likely doesn't need/want an apology from you because you are nothing to her.
>>750865772
>bruh forreal
Hell to the motherfuckin yeah
>>750865755
I guess I can't speak for anyone else, but i can always tell the difference between discharge and cum on my panties.
>>750865477
well, I got a second shift on school this month, which in my country means being there from 12:00 to 18:30 minimum, so I cant find time in late morning because the psychologist doesnt work at that time. I really try to fix my problems and go outside to work out whenever I feel good, but theres noone around me... biggest success for me so far is going to a professional swimming pool with asigned trainer for children, but 99,99% of everyone there is <12 or >30 years old.
>>750864830
You probably should stop taking these showers with them eventually when they get a few years older they'll probably start to think it was weird and that possibly you're a creepy uncle.
>>750865684
I'm not from that low class piece of shit, mr dingdong, I'm a fucking flip,
>be 16
>gf has 14 year old sister who had a mad crush on me.
>somehow convinced gf to have threesome with sis
>basically force gf to go down on sis.
>both eat each other, visibly uncomfortable about it.
>I fuck sis
>shes a virgin and starts crying.
>don't care and finish inside her.
>gf doesnt talk to me for a week then breaks up with me.
>six years later find out gf and sis are now junkies living in the city. Sis is black guy toy and ex gf is heroin addict.
Am I a piece of shit?
>>750865746
please seek help.
>>750865853
it was almost 4 years ago so i think i'm in the clear
>>750865746
i know what you mean. theyve seen me hard a couple times, whoopty fucking do. seeing a hard dick wont kill anyone
>>750865936
there's more than one psychologist. Probably dozens of them if you're in a college town.
Probably the very first thing they will tell you is to stop making excuses like I said and take control of your life. Your problems are not being inflicted upon you by some outside force, you are creating them whether you are conscious of it or not. The first step is becoming conscious of it.
>>750865990
doesn't mean she doesn't know.
>>750865792
older one recently has
>>750865988
i'd like to "seek help" from them in getting rid of my boner, believe me.
>>750866060
wouldn't she treat me differently if that were the case?
>>750866092
She's starting to grow her boobs? That's even more of a reason on why itd probably be too weird/wrong to shower with them
>>750866116
not necessarily. If she started acting weird it would probably make you start acting weird and the last thing she wants to do is probably talk about how you raped her with you.
It happened, there's nothing she can do about it now so what's the point in dwelling on it?
>>750865980
No, because it ain't happened.
Got anymore convincing creepy pastas?
>>750865980
Hey well in the end you win.
Literally all of my ex's are ending up in shitholes after me.
>One ex is in a gang here in my city
>Other Ex is living in California unsure about what to do with her dysfunctional family (Brothers sister on drugs) (Parents are neglectful)
>Another ex....hmm I'm not sure what she's doing shes probably fine
>Last two ex's... ones dating some girl that she's unhappy with I pass by her in the mall every now and then and she looks super depressed
And my final most recent (As seen in pic)
Currently dumped me for neglecting her and only talking to her for sex, ended up building up walls and stopped talking to her slutty friends because most of them sent me nudes and flirted with me. Also her parents have been super abusive towards her and she chooses to not speak out.
Now tell me who do you think is worse?
I'm a total basket case, social retard, perpetual awkwardness generator. I did some shrooms this afternoon and went to a meth head friend from high school whom I had barely knew. He's a major fuckup like me. At 22 he is world wise and hard in the streets, living out of a dirty hotel. He's 4 ft tall but always acts way too hard, uses gimmicky verbal diarrhea loops and buzzy sounding emotional traps. Typical of a speed monger. We do meth, weed, everything is cool. His black friends who knocked out his teeth are cutting up, having a time. They want me to take them to walmart since I'm the only one with a car. I say no. They relinquish, then ask for a ride literally 80 yards from the motel. Offer to walk them there. >aww maaan sheit
No giving a heck for me. I am on top of all the game. Ain't gonna bout to be no trick for some no lifter drug freak gang banger wanna bees. I deal and maintain. Starting to actually dig motel bro
>>750866025
alright, but what will a psychologist exactly help me with?? any normalcunt with more than 2 digits of iq probably knows how to make friends from absolute ground 0
I am attracted to a little girl she is like 10
Everyday I see her in leggings or shorts she is so fucking sexy
Her mom is a chubby 4/10 and has a crush on me she literally has asked me to fuck.
One day I got brave and told her what would she do to fuck me
She told me that she would do everything.so I asked her if she would let me have a way with her daughter and she said yes and sucked my dick.
She is gonna give some time with her daughter today after school but she said she has to watch
>>750865969
we dont always shower together, and im sure we eventually will stop altogether. ill let them choose when. im not forcing/persuading them to do anything.
>>750866217
i see >_< kinda hoping she didn't notice & it doesn't affect her to this day
>>750866364
>>750850046
I have no drive to do anything in life other than seeking out my next high, I'm also delusional and mildly autistic and I only talk and act in the way I see other people do and many times I subconsciously act so that I would finally be approved but it never happens because it makes me make stupid decisions or act retarded in general also I don't hate myself but I do suffer from chronic pain which is most likely psychosomatic
>>750866364
If a man named Chris Hansen walks up to you in her house run lol
>>750866364
this isnt real
right?
right...?
>>750866586
Why do creepers take chances anyways and post stuff like this?
>>750866627
Because they're dumb.
I leik chocolate milk
>>750866658
>Because they're dumb.
>>750853418
Holy shit why are you taking the worst advice in this thread? Tell the poor bastard and let him down easy.
Eventually he is going to find out for himself and be even more pissed, either that or he'll catch you when you inevitably lose control and start cheating again. Monogamy probably isn't your thing, start looking for more open relationships.
>>750866697
Why don't you have a seat over there?
>>750866615
unless he lives in africa or sandnigger country where giving your daughter away is normal at that age, no.
>>750866176
yes has boobs, some hair, wider hips and awesome ass
>>750866703
That's the correct use of they're as in they are dumb if that's what you're implying.
>>750866364
Are you me?
The same situation but the mom teaches the kid how to suck my dick and watches while I kiss the daughter and eat her up
And also she is married so we do this when the guy isn't around his house which is almost always because he works outside the stste
>>750866741
How big are her tits?
>>750866875
kill yourself
>>750866875
no she doesn't. at least try and make it believable or stop using this thread for your fap material
When it's super late at night I start to see things in the dark.
I'm in my 20's
>>750866726
>>750866785
Nah I was joking I know you're right
>>750866785
different anon here, it clearly has nothing to do about grammar but him using hand to block sun when he has sunglasses and a hat
>>750866927
Was just going to offer you some chocolate milk. Jeez.
>>750866965
Thanks for that anon
>>750850735
Get bromantane.
I'm so tired guys... I've been posting most of my "Confessions" for you guys but I was wondering if anyone wanted to make a thread later or a Kik group or Omegle group or something so that we can continue to talk about our confessions and such I think it would be really cool tbh...
>>750866887
not very but are definitely noticeable, no bra yet
>>750866906
Do you get high or suffer from insomnia? Are you talking about hypnagogia?
>>750867205
It's weird enough that you're asking wether his family's adolescents are growing breasts.
>>750867317
Well it's weird that he's showering with those said adolescents lol
>>750852922
hi alex
>>750867295
>Do you get high or suffer from insomnia? Are you talking about hypnagogia?
Umm idk what Hypnagogia is haha but I do manage to stay up long nights but I'm starting to feel my body slowly want to sleep...
I get super paranoid and I always peek around my bedroom every now and then or just hide my head and feet. It's just an unusual feeling.
>>750867359
weird is subjective
>>750867422
>>>750867359
>weird is subjective
Says The Creepster
>>750866328
Motel bro always talks bad about himself and k-holes. I try to motivate him, tell him he's able to get better if he really wants it. It's never too late. All that we can know is what we are in the present moment of time. All doubts of the future and baggage of the past are self delusion, illusion. He sobers up a little and things become quiet. He goes to sleep to get a nights rest before work. I will not sleep for work tomorrow, I am amped as fuck, total hypocrite. I live and work with my dad. I wouldn't be able to explain how he is without sounding like an ingrate or sounding overblown. Basically he's a man baby who settles everything with violent escalation and emotional harassment. I cannot expect any sort of defense or level with him, it must always be this way, or I can gtfo his house. Here I am rambling not even making sense anymore, thping on and on. I can't live like this, why won't he just forgive me, let these things go. He's so paranoid and sluethy that it makes my paranoia fuck me all day. I can't make a sudden movement without thinking something is wrong with me. I'll never be the same again. I think about suicide everyday. I don't want to feel this way, I know I'm good for something. One day I'll find my place. The hard times only make me strong
im 80 percent gay but probably have a kid somewhere from fucking this 17 year girl without a condom a bunch of times when i was 15 and she toldme she missed her period but didn't know where i lived or my last name. i blocked her number. i don't know if she kept it or what. im a piece of shit i know.
Alright /B/ I'll see you all Later for the next Confession Thread! I'm tired as fuck and the threads slowly starting to die. I can't think of any secrets right now...
>>750852922
m or f? he getting succ from a fag?
>>750867212
Do a Kik i'm the>>750866364
Guy
Went to a party with my sister this weekend. I've always been attracted to her. Roofied her drink. Once she passed out I took her into an empty room and made out with her, sucked on her nipples, ate her out and fingered her. I finished myself on her stomach. Cleaned her up. She had no idea in the morning. Was so happy I told her I took care of her all night. Pic his her.
I'm sad cuz I broke up with my boyfriend and I don't wanna accept it
>>750852701
Kys