Feels Thread?
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Feels Thread?
I thought I made it. I thought I found a girl who I could spend time with, a girl worth waking up in the morning for. She gave me my first kiss, but she said she had just gotten out of a relationship and wasn't ready for another one yet. I told he I would still be with her even if it wasn't the real deal yet. We had dates, and gifts and etc, but then last night I found something out. A few weeks ago she told me she couldn't make it out with me because she had to pick up stuff from he ex bf's place. I found out last night from her that when she was there he pressured her into sleeping with him. She couldn't say sorry enough, but I feel betrayed.
What do I do guys, I love this girl more than anything right now, but this really fucking hurts, and I know we weren't actually dating, but still
Why am I such an Idiot, why did I think I could be happy
>>671526437
Would sit next to and be friends.
>>671527409
Why do you care if she fucks someone else?
I never understood this. It's not like she belongs to you or you to her. Do what the fuck you want with your lives.
It's so weird to me to try to tell another person who that person can or can't have sex with. Just don't do it in front of me or in my bed.
>>671527720
Found the swinger
dumping my greentext's
this one hits me at home /b/ros
>>671527720
The difference is that they were actually going out at one point. I can feel for that, that kind of makes sense.
Personally I feel the same way but regarding random chicks / fwbs.
>>671527851
>saving thumbnail
>>671527003
Why?
He said "you bitches better go get me some more fries by the time I finish reading the ingrefients on my drink"
>>671527694
Good luck having awkward moments
>>671527905
didn't read LOL
>she tells me about how her father has severe cancer and nobody else knows
>she cries her heart out right in front of me
>I don't hug her
Hmm.
>>671527956
I feel this kind of situation should allow for legalised arson + murder.
>>671529193
That's just stupidity.
>Things will get better after high school
It doesn't...
>Things will get better in college
It doesn't...
>Things will get better when I get a job
It doesn't...
>Things will get better when I move out
I'm so lonely...
>Things will get better if I get a gf/bf
Tried and failed...
>Complain about it online
It'll be forgotten...
TFW no one really cares...
>>671529658
Ella...
>>671529755
You got dubs. It's already going better! And, trust me, thing get better only when you die. No more problems, no more anything. But you have to earn your death, if you jump off a bridge it doesn't count. It's the game of life.
>>671527720
It's not the fact she was sleeping with someone, it was who she was sleeping with. This guy was a total dickbag to her, dumped her, and now is playing the "Oh I'm so lonely, pls fuck me" card to take advantage of her. I know she's going to get hurt again, and I don't want to see that happen
Plus the fact that she lied over it made it worse
>>671527905
>>671527956
Makes me so fucking angry. How do these guys not literally kill these girls
True story time:
> be 16
> gf also 16, together for 2 years
> when gf 14 I helped her talk out about her molesting grandfather
> "we've been through so much" I think to myself
> one day she joins an acting/drama club
> "anon i think we need a break"
> "wtf why"
> "we never go anywhere together"
> she expects 16 year olds to afford and be able to go on holidays together
> can't talk her out of it
> "fine, if that's what you want"
> 2 days later on a sunday, hadn't heard anything for whole weekend
> "hey anon x"
> "hey x"
> "lets go shopping tomorrow okay?"
> "yeah sure"
>>671530612
> I assume we're back on
next day
> she turns up with a 'friend' from her club
> a guy
> weird but whatever, didn't want to cause a scene right after getting back together
>after about 20 mins she goes to the bathroom and I'm stood with this guy
> "damn she's hot"
> "what?"
> "look she sent me nudes yesterday"
> obviously doesn't know I'm her bf/or former bf, was unknown to me at this point
> sure enough, full nude. Her giant tits on her perfect hourglass figure, unmistakable.
> she comes back
> I pull her aside
> "are we back on or what beca-"
> "yeah of course!"
> need to go bathroom myself, for piss and for clearing head
> 10 mins later go back
> see them kissing
> stand there in shock
> they stop, she leans on him shaped like a 'K'
> his back to the wall, her ass on his crotch, his arms around her
> Think "fuck this"
> shout "What the fuck?!"
> go over, preparing to punch him
> "what's wrong anon?" she asks
> "what the fuck do you think you're doing?"
> "dont worry about it"
> "we're gonna go, see you later"
> later that day
> texts, says she's on her way over
> ask her what the fuck was that
> says she was sorry
> starts rubbing my dick
> mightaswellfuck.jpg
> she blows me
> asks me to go down on her
> I go between her legs and pull her panties down
> she pulls my head into her pussy by my hair
> i start licking
> wtf is this taste
> I look
> its cum
> definite male cum
> that cunt from earlier
she made me taste the cum of the guy she fucked while on a break
Never loved someone again.
>>671527905
How was the article published in July if he made that thread in October?
>>671530771
FYI: we're British, age of consent is 16.
Also, funny thing is she's now engaged to a guy 14 years older than her. Weird for someone who was molested by an old man as a child.
>>671530990
Oh yeah i just realized that.
>>671530990
Shiiieetttt
>>671530612
>>671530771
I would have done something to her. Like shove my fist roughly into her ass and then force her to lick it.
>>671526437
Why should I automatically accept that this guy is unhappy for sitting alone?
>>671527851
>retard posting thumbnails of greentexts
This made me sad
>>671526437
I used to love sitting by myself in school. I could listen to music, read, play my GBA in peace. People always bothered me
>>671527003
Muh feels... Pets are awesome but letting them go or losing them hurts alot more than most crap that goes on with life.
>>671527003
>>671527003
rip heart
>>671527905
this one hits me.. How can you be so coldhearted after all those years...
>>671529628
Nah dude that's just some poor fucker who can't cope with it yet.
>>671527905
This one hits me. I mean how can you be so coldhearted.
>>671531048
pics pls
>>671529193
Attention whore posted this online herself. That's her typing.
>>671530990
Because it's fake.... Lol
How could anyone ever fall for this
>>671527905
I feel this brother
>>671527905
This hit the feels real hard man! Fuck! I can't fap now I'm too depressed
>>671527905
I wish I could have just tons this guy hoe pathetic she is, I mean just look at the difference, she's just some two bit whore who succumbed to the worst of human nature and is too stupid to even hold a normal conversation and he's obviously eloquent and educated. Tragic because she obviously got jealous OF HIM as they were growing up (and in high school everything is fucked up and backwards so you get rewarded for being a cunt) and turned cruel.... :(
>>671527003
That really made me feel sad wow more than actual stories about real people
>>671527905
Fuck man, thats bad
>be 30, male 7/10 (average body , some fat) , mayor in industrial design. entrepeneurship on the go with college friends - at last things start to get going - life is great. (incoming shitstorm)
>move with gf 7/10 (she was a 5/10 before me) because family is a pain in the ass.
>discovered gf sexts with co worker 3 days before my birthday 31 (may).
>7 years of relationship goes to hell because of this.
>try to reason the shit out of it, everything.
>recover whatsapp chats, photos man up and face her 8 times, every time i dug deeper.
>every time i face her, i discover new things, she a full of crap inmature selfish.
> in the meanwhile i was hoping to recover things, hoping she will do something extraordinary to bring me back.
>nothing happens, and keep discovering things i lose control and hit the crap out of her until the first drop of blood.
>attempted to be an hero - hanging in the bathroom - failed.
>gf gets scared of the episode, takes me to psiquiatric and psicological terapy.
>antidepressants for a month. quit work because co workers are retards, get personal about issues)
>dumped the bitch. have to move back with parents. life sucks i want to die, want vengeance.
>start to look for the guy - find his address. but become a pussy and quit. (still fantasize in beating the shit out of him when i find him)
>socially akward, still i man up and start going out i'm free now.
>july - fucked an old friend , both drunk and because why not. didn`t cum but enjoyed it. its a great start.
>august 2015 - found college crush, smarter than me, and a hottie. average work.
>we go for a movie, we talk a lot about future plans, i told her the whole story.start to wondering if she will be my gf.
>NOW - 6 months she is my gf. startup plans. looking for decent job. family accepts her. everything is going well. still picking up pieces. and have some issues about that.
>still asking myself why i didn't beat my ex to death.
>>671526437
I didn't even have the courage to sit alone one year during high school. I took a 25 minute walk each day hoping that I wouldn't get stopped by someone. I'm now 33, still alone, and planning on being dead soon.
Fucking hell between this pet stuff on this thread and the dead ball python one on /an/ I'm about to get day drunk.
>>671537686
>>671537686
i hope this happened
the dude is dead, that doesn't matter
but the world is a better place with people like this in it
>>671527409
Cause you're a pussy that's why she fucked the other guy. She wasn't pressured she just wanted a better fucking. Stop being a beta and man up and she may want to fuck you.
>>671539127
I seriously hope someone does that for me when I'm that old, that way I can bitch about a weapon jam one last time.
My ex I went out with for 3 years, always told me. "Let's wait for marriage to have sex" after we broke up she got a job as a waitress for a hotel. Hooked up with a guy from valet and had sex with him in a hotel room. She's fired and apperantly they are friends with benefits they met only for 4 months. I'm not sad, just pissed I'm just sitting alone now in a cafe taking all the information in and looking at her facebook. Also, I'm still a virgin and was waiting for her. Anyone have a good song to listen to? This type of shit makes my stomach churn.
>>671529755
Pretty much.
>>671539411
spoken like a true /k/ommando.
>>671527851
gr8 b8 m8 r8 77.636/78
>>671529755
it gets better after death because there's nothing after death.
>>671537066
Should have left out the exclamation.
>>671527409
Your fault for trying to push yourself in to someones life. She allready told you that she was not over her ex and now you feel betrayed?
>>671540387
sauce on this?
>>671540938
from some deviant art page
>>671527163
Wut
>>671527163
Why does this make me feel? Who is that?
>>671541173
jesus christ devianart? i didnt think something so deep in feels could be made there.
>>671527003
fuck
>>671540387
Fuck this now i want to die too
>>671527905
Wow I didn't know he killed himself
>>671527003
Jesus lord, I miss my dog, fucking lost
I'll post what I have.
>>671541784
I didn't want to let her go.
>>671541907
>>671529755
/life
>>671542128
fuck john wick was such a good movie. so satisfying
>>671542128
>>671542429
>>671542685
hit me so hard
>>671527003
FAK U ANON
I'm currently in this fucked up situation
my head is hurting and pulsing from one site i can barely focus on anything
hope I dont die
pray for me
>>671542685
I just hope this is fake man oh god
>>671541714
thats actually pretty spoopy
>>671530107
Been there. Cut her out of your life now. If it happens once itll happen again. Trust me. Move on.
>>671527720
Found the cuck
Found on /k/ yesterday, gave me feels
>>671527905
if only we could use his profile, location and former school to find her and serve some dank, pungent payback
>>671542835
>all men are with their waifus
>swat teams are raiding
>that means swat teams can only be women
>implying that womencops can get anything done
Paradise will be real.
>>671542685
>>671527409
You had no claim, your feelings of betrayal are unfounded anon. Just bring her in and establish your control.
>>671542558
Oh my this is me
>>671538067
Hold me /b/
>>671543374
that's what i thought as well anon
but then you realise if they can make androids, the can make combat robots
>>671527003
This is so fucking awful. Fucking pets. Why do they have to die?
>>671543406
>>671543777
>>671537686
>Mr. McSisterfister
lol
>>671538067
That shit remind me of something a friend of mine asked me about the other day.
"Anon hows college going? Got a best friend?"
"Nah not really just doing decent with all of them but doesn't really have any main person i always go to"
At that fucking point it hit me that im this cold bitch who doesn't fit perfectly with anyone.
An hero would be pretty good right now, just relax forever ahhhh.
>>671527003
I had to put my cat, PJ, down Oct 2015. She was 14 years old and had irreversable kidney failure due to age. I know most cats are dicks, but she was the most chill cat I had ever had.
This was a while back
I'm shit at green text but here it goes
>be me 14 years old sad because girl didn't like me, comstantly bullied with no friends
>dicided to clean my dusty Dell computer one summer
>cleaning it off with some rags
>left the coputer open to sit in retrospect in my life
>decided to get up and dust the rest of the pc
>suddenly a tiny bug crawls up from a corner of the pc
>holy shit an ugly spider!
>quickly grabbed the rag ready to crush it
>the baby spider crawls away
>begin to chase it around the desk
>then the floor
>then the wall
>finally got him on my window
>quickly tried to killl it
>what?
>no spider guts on the window
>did it fall?
>checks the floor
>quit tring to find it
>goes back to cleaning
>suddenly
>spider on my hand!
>was about to quickly kill it
>noticed the baby spider wasn't moving
>stared at the spider for a minute
>ah what the hell
>sits down on the floor
>"you're not so bad are ya little guy?"
>begin to let him crawl on my hands passing it from one side to another
>"we aren't so different, I mean we are bother pretty ugly"
> "We both don't have friends either haha"
>I talk to the spider until dawn
>named him Freddy after my dog who died earlier that year
>I decide to keep him as a pet
>I set him at the window to quickly get an empty plastic coke bottle
>cut the top part off
>quickly runs outside yo get a branch and some ants and rollie pollies
>put them all in the coke bottle
>Quickly goes back to my room and makes Freddy his small home
>tries to find freddy but he wasn't at the window
>was dark out and decided to let him go
>left the bugs and the branch at my desk in front of the window
>put everything away
>sat in my room staring at the bottle in the pinkish orange sunset sky
>quit waiting and decided to replay some Nintendo 64 ocarina of time
Cont?
>>671540387
death isn't cruel just terribly good at his job
>>671527003
god damnit
>>671544351
An hero just to relax? wtf why you fucking pussy!
>>671526437
No pic, got story though.
Been feeling good this past summer, lost a lot of weight, did a lot of skateboarding (24 YO, but I like it). Fell into a depression this winter. Tried to kill myself, didn't tell anyone, but sought help, because I realized their was a different feeling then dispait and hopelessness that I've been feeling for the past 12 years. (Longer, more depressing story). Anyway, check self into hospital, had to be driven there, so mom knew when they started asking questions as to why I wanted help.
Get out after a couple days, because I am not crazy, and can manage as an outpatient. start feeling better. Grandma calls. "Wasn't a real suicide attempt, otherwise you'd be dead." - Don't know why, but I got a huge urge to kill myself. Like, they see me as a burden, like I did it for attention.
Meanwhile, outpatient. Mom driving me to counceling - I live alone, but no money/car/friends/and she hates me. She starts yelling at me in the car, I ask her to stop multiple times, ask her to let me out if she won't stop, because I can't handle it. She blames me for her 140k debt she got from buying houses. Her morgage, my sisters loans, all of it, my fault. Her being busy, everything that is plagueing her, is my fault.
I am sitting here today, and I just wish I had a gun. I can't buy one, because of the MH record, but was thinking maybe through a private seller. I don't want to die, but I can't live. I'm beaten.
This thread is practically dead, but still. I dare you to listen to this and not get tear-eyed towards the end:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H8IT-xrQRqk
>>671535538
No. Just no. Unless it's an ex-wife with your kids, there's no reason for that kind of faggotry.
>>671544436
reminds me of this greentext
>>671529658
Oh man... The feels... I felt like I watched a movie man!
>>671529658
nobody has ever read that.
Judging
>>671545429
This is a feels thread, most here have. It's a good story and the anom who wrote it is very descriptive so it's an easy read. Ella ️
>>671527905
This was just really depressing. I didn't know someone could be that much of a bitch
>>671545429
i did and it's worth it
>>671545744
Sorry to ruin it for you.
>>671530990
>>671539545
Jesus Christ dude
>>671536960
That's painful
>>671527003
I'm gonna hug my dog
>>671527720
oh, hey tumblr! how goes the nontraditional relationship brainwashing?
>>671527409
She will do again.
>Be me
>Be 23
>Chill out at home and hour in the morning before the evening shift at work.
>Doorbell rings.
>Don't open, since I never open the door unless I'm waiting for some one.
>Doorbell rings again.
>Phone starts ringing.
>It's mom.
>Hear some sobbing through the phone.
>Asks me to open the door for her.
>She's crying and dad's with her. They're divorced so it's unusual.
>Ask what's wrong (even though I knew exactly what had happened when I heard the sobbing through the phone).
>Big brother was a drug addict and had been diagnosed with psychosis and schizophrenia.
>Big brother had killed himself last night.
>Collapse on the couch and blankly stare on the ground.
>Massive flow of tears just run down my cheeks.
>Don't make a sound but still cry like I had never cried before.
>Cry for 2 hours straight.
>Boss calls why I hadn't checked in for work.
>Just cry on the phone barely managing to tell him what I just found out.
>He says "Stay home for the next two weeks." and hangs up.
>I keep crying and staring at the ceiling for the whole day.
>>671527003
oh
>>671527409
I can relate. This girl i was really vlose to, talked constantly, flirt and joke around. Neither of us took the shot becayse both of us had something going on when we werent around each other. For the longest time, i thought she was someone i could be with and she seemes like she wanted to be committed with me but she was raising the wtong flags so i kept my distance. After i realised that she was a playa and was talking to many other guys, i stayed the hell away and now shes back with her ex. I also realise theres always a better girl than her. Shes slow, obnoxious but once i no longer see her again, one thing ill miss the most is her smile. Her smile to me is intoxicating
>>671546612
Dude, i'm so sorry. motherfucker ..
>>671546612
...im the big brother. a dr said i had schzioaffective im literally right on the line of ending it. ive spent the last 3 days in my room, i texted the last friend I had and no reply...
>>671544858
I know this might sound cliche, but all you gotta do is be persistent, find your own way to be persistent, it is pretty fucked up what your grandma and mom did to you, but if you keep on persisting it really gets better anon. Good luck.
>>671546612
sucks dude, but don't be too down about it(harsh to say but hear me out)
he's free now
i'd be a lot more sad about someone trapped in a hell like that
i've known a few, (i sort of attract those types i guess), and shit is not cash
and they don't get better
and the meds are worse than death
mourn your loss, remember him well,
and most of all;
enjoy life the way he never would have been able to
>>671547158
I'm a little brother. Get the fuck in touch with your little bro. If i lost my big bro my world would collapse
>>671546612
happened the same thing with my grandfather. found out he had passed away when i was going home from school and when i got home i just laid in the bed looking at the ceiling, crring as i never cried before. btter times will come.
>>671545093
*blink blink*
*blink*
*blink*
>>671537566
no one really likes cats though
>>671532667
I didn't notice, that's true
>>671547907
Yeah, except me you dumbfuck
>>671528091
The irony of a newfag calling someone a newfag is amazing.
>>671544436
Cont anyway
>I decided to replay loz: OoT on the water temple
> shadow link was my favorite fight
>after killing shadow link I replay it again 3 times over
>get bored and sat at the window trying not to cry or feel emotional
>look inside the bottle
>whats that?
>turn on the light in excitement
>only the ants trying to get out
> I decide to take a nap
>goes to bed and sleeps
>I wake up at 8 pm
>looks into bottle
>no spider
>closes the window and quits hoping he'll come back
>sighs and takes out my gamecube trying to fix it
>open up the consol to dust off
>15 min in set my hand down
>gamecube definetly broken
>feels something on my hand
>was about to brush off
>It's Freddy!
>was never so happy to see a spider in my life
>I put down everything I was holding and began to play with him in my hands
>I put him in the coke bottle
>I watched him grow fed him bugs
>talked to him whenever I came back from being beaten at school
>I never kept a lid on the bottle but he stayed in there
>I kept him safe from new pets and my mom
>he never bit me or anyone but scared my little brother
> never made webs except for the window or the bottle
> asked him questions and always fed him
>whenever I got home he was waiting at the front of my desk
>always played with him on my hands
>decided to take on baseball
>lost the game winning catch
>all of my team told me to get off and that I was a useless shitbag
>went home and cried
>I will never forget this
>I sit next to my bed on the floor
>Freddy comes along and crawls on my hand
>I play with him for an hour
>get up and starts practicing at home
Cont
>Pic heavily related
>>671548219
you're not a somebody, you dumbfuck
>>671547085
Thanks.
>>671547158
Please don't do it. If you have any siblings, spare them from seeing their parents becoming depressed and unresponsive.
I don't know what to do or how to be around my parents anymore. They were so lively and happy before, always doing new things.
Killing yourself is the worst thing you can do to your loved ones.
>>671547329
I remember him well. He was a father figure to me, since my parents divorced and he was 5 years older than me.
Pretty much have the same interests and ideologies as he did, before he moved out and we got low on contacting each other.
>>671547719
Sorry, man. I lost my grandpa too. But I'm happy he managed to live a good life and didn't suffer on a death bed.
I visited him 2 days before he died and he was still able to walk and talk by his own. Only thing he couldn't do without help was go to the toilet and wash himself.
His heart just gave out. His last night he woke up and called the nurse. She came to check on him and everything seemed fine. After she turned around all she could hear was my grandpa's last breath just leaving the body.
I guess he had a peaceful and natural death.
>>671530107
Then GTFO of her life. She knew the deal with the douchebag. If she gets hurt, it's none of your business because she knew that.
>>671544677
not poster but
why carry on? any not become an hero?
life is a chore and then it's over
just keeping fed is fucking annoying, let alone even just getting up to go to the bathroom
then the whole list of obligations, work to keep a roof, pay for car to get to work, pay for insurance and gas and repairs to keep the car
pay for food to to keep it all running
and it never fucking stops
there's never anything that can just do it and have it be done, fucking EVERYTHING needs constant maintenance
until it finally stops
why delay?
>be me
>be 17
>decide to join a school trip to the balkans because fuck it i'll try to get laid with some eastern-european chicks
>be the night we will hit the road
>suddenly i see a girl i haven't seen before
>curly hair, huge brown eyes, kinda curvy, all around a qt
>with her there is her cousin and a friend of hers
fast forward to 2 days in to the trip
>i have my sister's camera with me so i take a lot of pictures
>i take pictures randomly of people in our group too(i am friends with almost everyone on the trip so it's not like a creepshot or something)
>take pictures of her too
>she always gives the warmest, cutest smiles
>start to fall for her
>best friend makes a joke about it, when he realizes what's going on
>i refuse that i have feelings for her
>he says "then you don't mind me hitting on her"
>i say "let's both do that and see who'll get her"
>imafuckingasshole.png
>whatthefuckwasthat.webm
fast forward to last day of the trip(three of us actually had a lot of fun)
>we decide to drink since it's the last day
>drink shit tons
>get piss drunk
at this point this is the norm for me and my best friend but this is the first time she ever drank on the trip
>we do stupid shit
>at the end of the night she falls asleep on best friends shoulder
it's a good time to add that my best friend is hot dude
>cont
>>671537566
who the fuck cares?
>>671531048
>Weird for someone who was molested by an old man as a child.
FFS
>>671544436 keep it up m8
>>671536960
Lol
>>671547907
>>671535910
well done, faggot
>>671535014
Of course, animals care more about other animals than they do humans.
>>671544858
well if you're really sure you're done then go get some sleeping pills and find a lake
anyone who wants you alive only because they would be sad because 'death makes people sad' doesn't really care about you anyway
but aside from that, just cut those people out of your life, break contact, that shit's not healthy and probably a big reason why you're depressed
it's some heavy shit
i keep keep my eye on the horizon, try to think like a cat or dog, the next orgasm, the next dessert, next snuggles
those are out there for anyone that still has a heartbeat and a brain to enjoy it, and it's as good a reason as any
>>671527003
My parent's dog have a brain tumor, and is slowly dying... This hits too close dude
>>671527905
But guys.. This news letter is from 8 Juli 2011 and his 4chan post is from 28 september. Am I missing someting or did he survive for no reason?
>>671539545
fucking classic
>>671548385
>I practiced for weeks
>Gave up hope after a game I struck out
>sat at home with my head down on the desk
>watched Freddy at the window trying to catch a fly but fails
>he waits for the fly to get close
>fails again
>waits again
>fails
>he strings one of his legs on to the web
>jumps at the fly in mid air catching it
>Somehow I get inspire>if Freddy can do it so can I
>pratices more
>I start working out to get better
>next game had my first home run scoring an advantage
>we win the game!
>I steal the ball I made a home run with and excitedly goes home to put it next to Freddy
>was feeling great and kept the ball there next to him
>time passed, he got bigger and I got stronger
>saw Freddy catch a huge wasp twice his size
>stood up for myself at school
>turned 15
>got better grades, took up work
>talked to Freddy and played with him every time I got back home
>got busy
>one day I saw Freddy fall from the window
Cont
>>671529755
That sum up pretty much all my life. I'm at a point where I don't really care about being happy, and just do what I'm expected to do.
>>671529755
Mfw and screen capped
cont from
>>671548978
ok so she fell asleep on my best friends shoulder
>i'm fucking devestated
>we get on the bus, begin our way back home
>when we get there everybody just starts getting their luggages
>she approaches me, her friend watches from far
>she's visibly shy
>she says "Anon can i get your number? So you can send me the photos you took"
>i say sure and give it to her
>heart beating like a fucking war drum at this point
>she thanks then goes back to her friend
fast forward a couple of weeks
>me and qt chat a lot, all day every day at this point
>one day i send her a silly voice record and never get a reply back
>wonder what i said wrong and i go to sleep
>in the morning i have 1 new text
>it's her older cousin(not the one on the trip) telling me to fuck off and not talk to her
>i don't even know what to say
>later that day her friends text me saying her cousin got her phone and she can't text me
>we couldn't speak for 2 weeks and i feel like shit
>finally she gets her phone back, texts me she doesn't want to stop talking to me
>i make the move and tell her to meet me
>we meet
>we sit across each other in a cafe
>i can stare at her eyes all day
>i can watch her for an eternity
>we talk for a bit
>i hold her hand, my heart is blasting at this point
after that we started to go out, happiest times of my life. We dated for 9 months, having only 2 small arguments the whole time, but we kept it as a secret from her family because you see, different races and religions, my family knew and didn't care but hers did. Because you see, her mother married someone from a different race and religion, and that dude was an abusive alcoholic fuck. Before the year we met, she died of cancer, and my qt gf stayed with her uncle.
>cont
>>671543496
*Holds you* it's ok anon I like you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=covckCjAFZ8
I've always tried to see the good in everyone.
I've tried so hard to make everyone smile and be happy, no matter what happens.
I've come to realize everyone used me.
Nobody listened to me when I cried. Nobody listened to me when I told them how I felt.
I had to listen to all of their problems.
The people who got beaten at home, the people who got dumped, the people who felt like no one cared,
I tried to help everyone.
I failed.
I was used as a shoulder to cry on.
A shoulder to cry on just to push them away afterwards.
Still I don't think of all of them as bad people.
They have reasons for being unhappy.
All of them have reasons.
And then there's me.
The one guy with a perfect family.
With a few great friends.
Without any trouble.
And still I'm sitting here, thinking it'd be the best thing if I killed myself.
I know a lot of people think like this.
And I want to tell you:
I'm one of you.
I'm one of the people everyone rejects.
I'm one of the people who are just alive to help other people.
You are not alone.
You don't know me but I'll always be with you.
I'll always love each and every one of you /b/ros
Have a good night
>>671543496
In the end it eventually gets better
>>671549234
would you really want a cat over a dog
>>671548739
"loved ones" keeping a person alive through a living hell is the worst
why does he own them suffering through hell?
and no, it doesnt always 'get better'
look at any old person, it only gets worse
you lack imagination if you think you have any comprehension of how bad schizophrenia really is
i'm not saying he SHOULD kill himself, that's for him to decide based on his own quality of life
but by adding guilt to the equation you're only compounding his torture by a whole extra layer of hell, while simultaneously making an honest route of escape even more difficult
and that's cruel
>>671547158
anon, get out of there and get some distractions, go find some of the pleasures of life
watch some good comedy, go for a hike, get some good food, maybe drugs like some weed or coke or molly, even get on craigslist and find a cuddlebuddy,
you do you for you, and only for you
and if you give it a good honest go for a few months or a year and life really only gets worse then start to reconsider becoming an hero
it's your life and the quality of that life is the only thing that matters
if there's no quality to be had there then i respect your choice to opt out
>>671542685
I fucking lost
>>671550425
I'm with you /b/ro, i'm with you...
Went to see Deadpool last night with a girl that I used to love on. Things went south, but we still stayed real good friends. I still really love her. She makes me smile every time I even hear her name. Im really good at hiding my feelings, but I don't know what to do anymore it's killing me. We were both total betas back then but I know we've changed for the better and I just want to try again. Shes everything that i'm not, smarter, more successful, more friends, it kills me. I can't just drop her as a friend either, we've been through a lot together, even as just friends. Her family even loves me, i'm so used to being fake but I always do what comes naturally to me when i'm with her and she still keeps me around and it really hurts she can't see how much she really means to me.
>>671549408
I live by a river and I can buy sleeping pills. Thanks anon.
>>671527956
How can one man be such a bitch? It truly is a mystery
>>671526437
Backstory on this image: Andrew (goes by Drew) is one of the anchors for his school's debate team.
In this picture, the group to the left are planning questions and rebuttals while Drew and his 2 cooperators are trying to pass the time until the next debate starts.
Drew doesn't need to practice - neither does his team. Besides, getting a lvl 8 Mew before the first gym badge is tricky to do, much less during a debate intermission.
He looks sad, but it's actually boredom stemming from the fact that Drew knows he could sink the entire opposing team with a single statement.
http://youtu.be/y-JqH1M4Ya8
>>671540387
http://yamiredpen.deviantart.com/art/Shadows-299982772
>>671527003
;_;
cont from
>>671550272
>i'm, somewhy, pretty fucking positive that i will spend the rest of my life with this girl at this point.
>one night i take her out, we have a couple of drinks, we sing we dance, easily the best night of my life
>she covers it with her family somehow
>but the day after one whore of a stupid fucking friend of hers accidently slips the secret next to her uncle
>he's fucking raging
>quickly they get a hold of my contacts
>i get life threats left and right
>i don't even give a fuck i love her i will be with her if it means i die
>this continues on for a while
>one day i get a text
>it's a life threat but not for me, it's for her
>she goes to talk to her uncle, i wait
>after a while she comes out crying
>she tells me it's over
I died inside at that point, we tried to be extra secretive and it didn't work. And i know these guys mean fucking business because they are filthy rich and kind of like a mob, well not really a mob but more like a tribe, there is not any english word for it but it's pretty common in here
>we talk one last time
>we hug one last time
>we kiss one last time
>i promise her i will make this easier
>i promise her she will not hear anything from me or see me again
>we leave
>cont
>>671527409
This is a feels thread, not a cringe thread.
>>671550849
you are not the only person with this problem
>>671529755
It's SERIOUSLY time for you to stop browsing you loser
"It doesn't"
It's your fault if you lay your life on "Things will get better after" you sorry dipshit.
Go kill yourself faggot, and every other dipshit in here who are sorry sacks of shit who do nothing with there lives..
>>671550933
He is a god among men.
He lives his life without purpose or reason.
>>671550425
I know exactly how you are. I don't live for myself or to make money, I live to help. I'm not the best at it, but I like doing good by someone. But nobody cares.
>>671551207
Give this man a raise
LMAO all of you "depressed" and "unhappy" fucks are just losers who cry either over a girl or a thing.
The only moment you'll ever give your life meaning is when you kill yourself.
Please, do us all a favor, make something out of your life by an hero on stream.
>>671527032
This will be me soon.
>>671543596
>he wanted his girlfriend die
>>671551546
Good idea,
>>671550855
before my this >>671549408
see this >>671550784
it shouldn't be your first choice
orgasms are a GREAT reason to keep going
they're great for their own sake, but also we're inherently wired to literally LIVE to procreate, and your physiology really doesn't know the difference
you'd be surprised how much easier life gets when you really just give yourself over to your biology
still tho, i reject the 'don't hurt your family' talk, and i fully respect a persons choice to live or die
really tho, even as a full blown nihilist, the infinite distractions and pleasures of life will get you through all but the worst hells(at least till you're too old to enjoy them)
cont from
>>671551155
after that i let go of myself, i was preparing for art school, i dropped everything and became a sailor, i moved away from there, i slowly started to gain weight( still not like obese but pretty different from what i used to be), almost ended my social life, got in a drug coma etc.
last week or so went to see the Deadpool film with my sister, where my family lives.
>i move in to the theater
>there she is
>she grew to be even more beautiful
>i am fucking trembling when i see her
>she has the most shocked look on her face when she sees me
>quickly get out
>smoke a pack of cigarates or something
>leave
and this part is the story of how i started to drink every day, friends.
Even tho it's way too long and no one will probably read it, even though no one will even think this was that much of a devastating thing, my life fucking fell apart just because some prick threatened the love of my life because i am not fucking assyrian.
seriously, fuck that guy.
>>671527003
Euthanasia is the most compassionate thing you can do for an animal in terminal suffering.
I had to put one of mine down about a week before Christmas. She had gotten hind-leg paralysis which then spread to her whole body and she could no longer move at all - not even open her mouth to drink.
As soon as I saw that, the decision to euthanize was easier than I would have expected. Your pet will let you know when it's time.
It sucks having to put down a friend, but watching a friend die a slow and agonizing death is worse by an order of magnitude
>>671551546
oh man, you sure showed him, /b/ro! your just so edgy and unique!
>>671551392
>>671550805
Most people never care... Or at least they won't until it's too late.
>>671551392
But I want to tell you something:
I care
And I think it's awesome what you're doing :)
I've come to love all of the /b/ros that visit this board.
Everyone on here has something to hide, something they wouldn't tell their best friends because if this thing got turned against them by someone who they trust in it'd destroy them.
I'm not doing a lot on here but if I can make someone smile, it was worth it
>>671551864
forgot to say the time we broke up was 3 years ago
Stop indulging yourselves with the fantasy of forfeiting your lives. You will never do it. None of us has the luxury of that kind of courage. So, continue to trudge on. Eventually some of us will marry, some of us will get sick and die, some of us will eventually find the courage to die their own way. We will slowly decay into obscurity, unmarked gravestones, and unadorned urns.
This is the way we live.
>>671550302
>>671550631
Thanks guys.
>>671551546
you're right, maybe i could actually be popular
Thank you anon
>>671552236
You're awesome, dude, it'll get better
>>671551387
the hero we deserve
>>671527409
She wasn't ready for a relationship but you convinced yourself that's what it was. You got burned but consider it a lesson and move on; there are plenty of others out there who will be even better.
>>671551546
i actually am depressed and think of just ending myself.
if i every decide on that, i will stream it that's my word.
>>671527003
I'm not crying. You're crying.
>>671552515
Don't do it mate.
Better times will come and we'll always be here to listen to you
>>671552077
wrong, life has no meaning, therefore don't tell me how the fuck to live my life
if i want to suffer from psychosis i will
>>671527003
I just had to put my dog of 10 years down last Thursday
>>671552628
i don't even fucking know man,
if a fucking drug coma is the most peaceful time in my life then i think im better off
>>671527003
you got me good anon
My gf of 4 years broke up with me because she think I can't change
I lied to her by texting with a girl in the time we weren't together because of a pause
I didn't do anything with this girl but now she hates me and don't wanna talk to me
I love her so much she means everything to me and I don't know what I can do right now
Hating myself because I didn't tell her about all this shit :(
>>671552628
Don't listen to this faggot, do it. Hang yourself.
Better times will come only if you make it happen, and that's never the case with depressed faggots... all they do is cry, cry and cry shitstorms over how pathetic their life is when really it's their own fault.
>>671529755
I care about it
we care about it
/b/ care about it
>>671549853
Cont
>No Freddy!
>I quickly scoop him up off his back
>checked if he was ok
>broken leg
>quickly try to mend it
>too small to do anything
>panic and watched him try to mend it
>I double his portion of bugs that night
>next morning on a Saturday
-kept close eye on him
>he stopped eating
>"cmon old friend you have to eat"
>"we have to get you back in shape"
>I stay with Freddy the whole day
>Finnaly ate on Monday
>he got better for a while
>in comes summer
>that tuesday morning I spent it trying to catch the most massive bug I could find for his birthday
>got back to my room and noticed he was at my window upside down again
>carefully put him on his feet
>"oh man you gotten clumsier"
>tried playing with him but kept on falling
>"are you ok? Why can't you stick anymore?"
>after the third time trying to play with him
>he fell on his back on my lap
>stopped moving
>I looked down at him waiting for his legs to move
>I stared at him for a while and began to cry a little
>i carefully put him on my desk waiting for him to move
>after a while I decide to put him in his coke bottle
>set the fly free
>the sun was setting
>took a box with me and walked to the hill infront of my house
>I walked to the top of the hill and dug a small grave
>put the coke bottle in it and closed it
>" we had many laughs together, told stories and help each other and learned from one another but you had one thing left to teach me and that was life."
>I sat there until the sun set completely and the stars cane out
>covered his box with dirt and placed a stick facing up over it
Everytime I looked out the window I could remember Freddy, time passed and I made friends worked out and continued with my life. Wasn't until last friday I saw the old Dell computer I found him on.
I'll never forget that spider
>>671526437
This guy sat at the table with no other chairs.
If he's wondering why nobody would sit with him he is an idiot.
You have to at least make it easy for people to be close to you, they won't go outta their way.
>>671553011
Don't hate yourself. Hate her. If you learn to hate everything but yourself then you will never be depressed by shit like this.
>>671553180
I mean, i am not a whiny bitch, i am actually getting a hang of my life now.
I study in a high paying field, i got my own flat and i do a lot of stuff. No one even knows (Except for family) that i am depressed.
I just don't see the point though, that's the problem.
im at a university in my town...i have a few friends but not from uni...how can i make friends in university b ?
>>671530771
well fuck OP is now a faggot
>>671530771
omg why... are you her grandfather?
>>671553428
Thanks anon
But I really loved that girl
When I was with her my world was OK and now I don't have any reason to be really happy
I smoked a lot of dope and cause someone told my boss I can't anymore he gets me tested
Everything is fucked up right now
I mean I go to the gym since we broke up but that don't make me feel better :/
>>671553011
Don't listen to this fucking faggot >>671553428
Hate yourself because you're a sorry sack of no good shit who can't let go of ONE girl. Cut your wrists longways if you really want to do something about it, or just stop being a bitch and man the fuck up; A woman is just like a bus, you miss one you'll find another in 10 minutes.
>>671552638
>want
>>671553943
Did you ever loved someone more then yourself?
>>671552638
>>671554221
>>671542685
Lost
/b/ I'm depressed, i think anyway. I usually get 'depressed' and it lasts about a day because it's just sort of burning all my excess emotions that i bottle up. but i've been like this for 4-5 days now :c
what started this i think is I was talking to my platonic female friend and we got into deep stuff like who do we trust and i was in the handful of people she trusts but shes the only one i trust. not in a creepy crush way but like she;s th only one i can really talk to about shit.
she said she needed to go for a walk, get some air and she hasnt talked to me since.
her parents are both literally butters' dad from SP so she gets grounded for arbitray shit but this just feels different.
my only real anchor to keep me sane is just ignoring me now :c
>>671550396
this is autisitic
Does anyone have the green text about Anon and a girl whose favorite song was Burial - alexisonfire?
>>671553807
What's your selected major/minor? Attempt to form studying groups with your classmates. Also, try going to local coffee shops (if you don't like coffee just read or browse the internet) and you're bound to interact with people there. Are there any extra-curricular activities you are interested in that you could join? Just a few thoughts.
>>671550849
>>671551392
This fag again. Literally just got off the phone with an army recruiter, asked me questions. Just pretty much told hi im nowhere in life right now but I really like animals and i'm into conservation that sort of thing. Would like to be a vet, into animal science, maybe even a park ranger. Said they might have options for me and I should look at some with them at one in the afternoon tomorrow. Should I go? I'm kinda nervous.
>>671526437
I want of sureness of I am of communication of reality/life of:_"-\_ picture of galaxy of:_"\_ Milky Way _/"_:-_ of map of human/embassy/base/matter-ta-war of since/so/cause of human of living of military of nation of:_"\_ United States _/"_:-_ of:_{\_"\_ Randy Cramer live at the Triad Theater on Nov 14, 2015 Part 2 _/"_ of moment/time of:_"\_ 13:41/1:34:02 _/"_:-_ of text of link of:_"\_ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gvumYlnLXy8 _/"_:-_/-"_:-_ since a human of named:_"\_ Randy Cramer _/"_:-_ of military of:_"\_ United States Marine Corps Special Section _/"_:-_ showed/communicated of the picture of galaxy of:_"\_ Milky Way _/"_:-_ since Mericans of living of an exigency/emergency of a technology of body muscle flexing caused of energies at metals of in/at of human since of energies sent/from of machines far of miles/kilometers of human of stimulated ta body muscle slackening/tensing; so I am of communication of spiel of technology of text of:_"---------\_
Three/3 communications/explanations/informations/texts of a technology:
1/One: body movement caused/since of energies sent from machines far of miles/kilometers;
and/or/an-other-communication of 2/Two: human of technology of machines...machines transmit/send energy...energy at/striked/hitting metals in human...metals moved/arranged...so/causing/thus...electricity so...body muscle movement of tensing/slackening;
and/or/an-other-communication of 3/Three: STIMULATION OF BODY-MOVING/LIKE-SENSE SINCE OF ELECTRICITY OF CAUSED OF IN OF BODY SINCE 1. tiny metals in human 2. metals moved since of energies striked/hitting metals 3. energies sent/from machine far/distant/not-close/no-nearness of miles.
_/---------"_:-_
I want ta be sure of communication of reality/life/living/languaging so I am of communication of text of:_"\_ I am of Daesh. _/"_:-_ and humans of:_"\_ Daesh _/"_:-_ of mercied/compassioned/want of babies of living of other-than/not/no/ain't harmed of body-movement/like-sensation.
ITT: Autistic cucks crying about how shitty they made their life to be.
>>671554688
wat
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HjOSydtI38Q
Music for this thread
>>671553943
if it's so easy why are you still a virgin?
>>671541297
He an heroed on cam
>>671527409
beta fucking kys
jesus, you motherfuckers treat pussy like it's one of a kind
>>671542685
wow, dude. that story is pretty.... heavy.
>>671552638
>life has no meaning
I've never understood that. Personally, I've worked hard to build a life that has meaning to me. I think that's the big thing a lot of people miss. I've struggled with things like losing close family, alcoholism, depression, the sort of things a lot of people deal with throughout their lives. I think the struggles are a good place to find meaning, though.
The people around you can be a source of meaning; so can the relationships you forge with those people. So can the struggles you endure, the victories and losses as well. Man, nihilism only pushes people away and builds the walls around us higher and higher. There's no reason to do that. Not a good reason, anyway.
>>671555013
sauce?
pls
It's been just over 7 years now. Not feeling anything. Not knowing what's it's like to have a girlfriend, not feeling any enjoyment from having friends and not caring about my family. Wrapping myself in materialistic things for a faint glimmer of light before turning my computer screen off to sleep and repeat it once again. Eventually this smothering water will stop suffocating me and I shall break out in havoc.
Anyone have the phone text caps of the guy that keeps texting his dead wife's old number because he misses her so much? At one point he mentions going to a job interview and not getting the job, but goes on to say the next one will work out? That one always gets me. Thanks.
>>671554914
Watch me burn
I've been in love with my best friends ex wife for years now and I don't know what to do about it. It kills me every day inside that I can't tell her how I really feel about her since we can't ever be together. We both have a deep connection too.
>>671527409
Fuck her, just another twat skank. You can find a real girl, she may not be the prettiest, or even the nicest, but it shouldn't matter as long as she makes you happy and knows who you are. Fuck that bitch, find a real girl.
>>671527003
God damn it anything with a dog and I lose it. The one where the dog is watching his owner fly and waiting for him to come down...
>>671526937
I chu chu choose you anon
>>671530771
What a TOTAL bitch. A true cunt at 16 lol that shouldn't fuck with you forever though, find a real girl. You can.
>>671537566
more cat feels
>>671555725
thanks. your 'k' has literally saved my soul. im as happy as a guy hopped up on morphine for your helpful words.
you fucking shitlord
>>671553324
Wow. I hope this is real.
>>671537566
waste of dubs
>>671536960
>A-april f-fools
>h-haha...
>>671551204
Tell me about it nigga
>>671527003
You have no idea how bad this makes me feel.
My dog is about 14 now, old lab, lumps everywhere, getting close to the end, but I have given up my chance to give him a good life
He's always been an inside dog, we didn't really walk him a lot and he never gets to go outside for very long, and you can't teach an old dog new tricks...
He's been with me since I was 5..now !'m 19 and hes going to be gone soo...and it breaks my heart knowing I could've given him a better life
>>671536960
>Haha
>lol
>>671527003
I dont want to feel this
>>671527956
This actually made me feel sick.
>>671555504
link?
This one you won't survive
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wK7GSARUs_Q
