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I'm a nigger.
>>711616388
I shoved a crucifix up my ass while I jacked off.
I am white and hate niggers!
Im in love with my neighbours girlfreind and my neighbour has threatened me and told her to block me on everything and stop speaking to her and 5 days after not speak to shes starts speaking to me agian i just hope she feels the same way about me
My 51 year old Aunt and I(28) have been secretly having sex with each other for almost 2 years now.
The whole side of her family hates me because I ducked over her son, but she goes out and gets drunk occasionally and stops by my house and we fuck for an hour or so.
Sometimes she just comes over with no underwear on and has me eat her out then she leaves. Sometimes she has me come out to her car and she'll blow me then she leaves. Sometimes we just fuck.
She has a boyfriend but he's fat as fuck and can't get it up because of his blood pressure medicine or whatever. She takes care of his two kids all day and works and when she unwinds and gets drunk she drives to my house I'm only a 10 minute drive away.
I fucking love it.
>>711616388
I hit my boss with a vehicle today.
>>711616388
moms car fingered me in the back of my friend
>>711618666
why would u fuck a 51 y/o? is she hot?
I have a girlfriend but I want to try getting fucked in the ass, pic related
>>711616388
I'm in a sexless marriage and fucking hate it cause I love sex but don't want to break up due to having kids and I want to see them grow up so I don't miss anything and they have a father figure in their life but having pitty
sex once a month cause she feels she needs to is killing me.
I secretly have a whole online persona which I use to chat to women on dating sites and kik/sc etc and he developed a thing for having women watch me while I play with my cock and cum for them.
Also have 2 women would I could meet if I had the nerve but family values makes me a fucking bata
More vent than a secret.
I don't know what it is about her, but she is such a hard girl to read. Nothing she does is typical, some stuff leans one way, and other stuff, yet another way.
I just wish that I can get closure out of her. A simple, "Yes, I am interested" or a "No, I only see you as a friend"
In fact, she never even used the word "Friend" with me, at all. But she seems to be kinda wanting to open up with me at times. But when ever she starts, she closes up again
So what is it? Is she interested? or is she not interested?
>>711619236
Have her go to town with a strap on?
>>711618878
Well she's my Aunt and it's kind of hot. She raised me from when I was a kid. I lived with her for years.
Every time we drink together since I was 16 we flirted. She used to walk around the house in the morning after she woke up with no bra on and catch me staring at her tits.
She's not that hot anymore but when she was in her prime she was a solid 8.5/10.
She doesn't look or act her age but she has PERFECT large C cup tits with perfect nipples and excellent legs.
She is a freak. She does everything sexually. Everything. She's very dominant in the bedroom but also will submit and do whatever I say when I get her Cumming a lot.
Best sex I've ever had.
>>711619237
are you me
>>711619371
>>711619236
Agreed best feeling ever
I can only fap to girls I know/have known. It gets pretty boring. Here's a girl I know just for fun.
>>711619236
My cousin went to NC State! Decent ass btw I'd fuck your boi pussi.
Why not try asking your gf to peg you first tho?
>>711619237
you should fuck where you can but don't be a retard, lowkey as possible
>>711619465
Jesus dude, does this stop you from having/getting a relationship? Or do you just rely on her for the sex in your life? Are you not worried about anyone finding out
>>711616388
nice dubs.
Lets see...
>drink 2 glasses of red wine every night to assist in sleeping
>fap to gay blowjob porn when str8 pron gets boring
>I have ad sex with 75+ women but have never been tested... I once got a bladder infection and might of had chlamydia but instead of getting tested I just opted for the one pill antibiotic route
>occasionally go on craigslist and answer adds about men who want to give stgr8 boys blowjobs and get them from them.
I think that's it....
>>711616388
I might have accidentally lost a donor heart I was supposed to deliver today.
>>711619485
Are you in the same position?
Same as earlier probably just a vent.
I'm wasting my youth years.
I'm in UK College and I could be fucking girls but is there a point doing it now?
Should I fuck as many as I can now just to say I did because I was young or look for something serious?
Most girls I could easily get are 5-7.5/10
I am an atheist who secretly rapes the Holy Spirit every night
I have my dick out right now.
I'm a panty thief.
I cummed in my sister last night.
>>711620024
greentext plz.
I fucked my married cousin many times. Her cuck husband encouraged me. Was a weird summer.
>>711619788
I have a girlfriend currently. We don't live together so she never finds out. And my aunt respects our relationship enough to never break us up or anything.
I never worry about being.caught. There is an innocence to her visiting me and noone questions it. But right now she hides visiting me because everyone on her.side of the family hates me right.now. I screwed her son/mom over.
It adds a hotness to it all. Especially when she uses me.
I'm nearly 30, live at home, have no gf, no social life, no job or money. All I have is 1 tb of porn.
>>711619604
Lol, low key... I have created a catfish with several women interested and used my real face in case I want to meet but tried to be as careful as possible so shit does not trace back to me.
I'm even on a UK swinging site but just not took that final step.
All I do is swap pics/vids or have phone sex etc.
>>711620204
story time? share pic of sister
>>711620423
>live at home
where else would you live retard?
>>711620507
I meant I live with my parents. Fuck you buddy.
>>711617527
cuck him anon
>>711620440
that alone could probably fuck it up if caught, you might as well try one day. If one day your wife takes the kids out somewhere go and fuck some random woman
I finally got things working in my life. I went from living in a trailer park with my mom to having a a house, new job, stable girlfriend, and saving money.
I'm always terrified I'm going to be arrested for stuff I did a while ago. It's always like, I wake up thinking, is this the day I disappoint my whole family?
>>711616388
im to smart for my friends
>>711620373
How did you screw her son/mom over? and why is she okay with it? greentext?
>>711620694
What did you do?
>>711616388
I perform regularly at a bar downtown as a solo blues musician. None of my friends or anyone at uni knows this and I rather keep it that way because I pour my heart out and often perform crying...
i fucked my boss's wife
>>711620788
Congrats on turning 16
>>711619560
kinda same here. are you virgin? I am and it feels more real if i fap to girls i know i could have had a chance with but didnt bother becuase fuck me
>>711620126
almost. I don't cum for women on cam, I get them to cum for me.
there are 3 girls who want to be with me who I have to keep at a distance and an additional 3-4 who'd be down for fucking.
>>711616388
I kilt Donald Trump and replaced him with an albino Mexican lookalike.
>>711620803
Something stupid.
>>711620423
thats one hell of a porn folder. travel the world with little to no money mate
>>711620883
I get them to cum as well, chick love watching a guy shoot his load.
Would you fuck of of the women if you think you could get away with it
>>711620881
Nope. Not exactly a lady killer or anything but lost it a long time ago. Not much rhyme or reason to the girls I fap to (some I've been with, most not) although I try to avoid ones I almost got with but didnt because of my idoitcy. It just leaves me feeling shitty afterwards.
Ever since I was a child, I've always created long and intricate songs, poems, and nicknames for people. Most of the time it's people I know, but other times it's people I don't know.
Over the years, many of these people have evolved into full on characters and the made up inside jokes and names all reference each other to a degree where it's like another language.
It's pretty weird. Now that I live alone I do it all the time. I sing them in my car. It's odd.
>>711620961
...such as?
>>711620297
>Was a weird summer.
you couldn't have finished that comment any better anon
>>711620694
Chill anon, I have done a lot of stupid shit when I was young and nothing has happened so far.
>>711616388
I'm afraid that my secretly hates me, or doesn't like me. That we will never get to the point where we truly love eachother. Like when I kiss her nose to wake her up, or text her when I miss her she secretly hates it and only puts up with it because she feels bad for me, or because she's gonna break up with me.
I've had deep seeded trust issues since I was a kid, I guess I've never gotten over it.
>>711620793
A rent/money situation. I'm not going into huge detail about it but I lost my job while living with them and got stuck between a rock and a hard place and abandoned ship. So I owe a few hundred bucks.
It didn't affect her personally so she doesn't care that much she just has to be on their side about it. No big deal.
>>711621263
Around the world in 80 autistic spaghetti dropping incidents? Not really my thing.
where's the faggot that committed the whitechapel murders? he dead?
>>711621335
you got one hell of a creative mind. you should channel it into something. Maybe write a book or draw or art or something?
i use gay hook up sites to live out my fantasy of fucking someone in the ass roughly, i can also deepthroat like the best of them
>>711621430
Yeah, I mean, you download thumbnails
>>711616388
I enjoy Boku No Pico.
>>711621289
yep. come pretty close to doing it a few times.
>>711621494
>80 autistic spaghetti dropping incidents
what
>>711621558
I was a cartoonist for a while. Now that I have cash i might buy some cartooning software and start animating this.
>>711616388
I once dumped my girlfriend right after I blew my load onto her face. I then proceeded to kick her out of my house and order a takeaway.
>>711621673
Although usually referring to an Italian meal made of noodles with sauce, spaghetti can be used as a form of slang to mean an embarrassing act, general awkwardness or faux pas. If one commits such an act, it is called "dropping" spaghetti.
Guy 1: "Yo dude, check out Tad creepin' on that girl."
Guy 2: "That's all kinds of spaghetti."
>>711616388
i may or may not frequent >>>/mlp/
>>711621750
nice, got anything you can show?
I once chucked a pellet of uranium off of the Empire State building.
I'm going through a depression, and its hitting me harder than ever. None of my friends nor my family know. I don't bother anymore talking to people about that.
I'm trapped in a good job after successfully graduating first of my class. And I'm not even happy in this job, and I know I won't be able to find another job more meanigful than this one..
Oh, and I'm also a kissless virgin, but only because I have such a bad image of myself than I always think that I have no chance.
So yeah. I'm not happy at all. And I don't even know what to do anymore..
>>711621550
He's been caught, obviously.
>>711621876
Not on this computer. Maybe I can record one of my... things for you.
>>711621594
Even worse, some ass mod on gamer ghazi uses it, it reminds me of the goon so I downloaded it. Haven't fojnd the original since.
>>711621834
I tried getting into that show. Couldnt do it. Perhaps I should be grateful.
>>711621494
thats the thing, it doesnt matter a rat's shit if you do stupid shit if you are travelling. nothing matters to be honest but if i were you i'd rather look back at my life having done stuff rather than sit at home on /b/.. not trying to judge you, just thinking out loud I guess
>>711622008
What's the job? There must be some social occasions that come from work? No girls there you like?
mines too secret to type on a computer. it might be keylogged.
I have a weird fetish for women who are slightly overweight.
I want to stop having it.
>>711616388
When I was very young, I was kind of a large child from my grandmother abusively overfeeding me whenever she was left to look after me, and at some point, my dad took me into the bathroom while my mom was asleep, and anally raped me while also fat shaming me. (I don't know what the deal with that was. I guess my weight was a kink of his.)
I repressed the memory almost immediately. (I don't know how that's possible. Maybe drugs were involved.) I still don't remember it to this day. I know it happened, though, because there's evidence, and I can feel it in my psyche, this dark void, like a miles-deep crater, where slimy things lurk that I can never be allowed to see.
I now suffer from repetition compulsion. (Look it up.) Ever since that day, way back when I was maybe 5 or 6 years old, I've been subconsciously repeating my traumatic experience over and over again. In my artwork. In my speech patterns and social behaviors. In my fetishes. In the way I write, the way I eat, the way I think. Even in the way I dream. Nightmares, the same nightmares, over and over again, for so many years. Little differences, worse every time, as if growing into a big, open gash.
That's why I'm a gainer now. I'm pretty active on Grommr and YouTube, constantly stuffing myself to get fatter and looking for hot guys who might like to be my feeder. They all think I'm doing this because it's sexual. And I am. But it's not JUST sexual. There's so much sinister about it. There's so much inside me, oozing from my every pore and begging to come out. No one I know can ever know I'm trying to gain, and no one who loves to watch me gain can ever know the real reasons I do it. I'm so full of shame and hatred. It's constantly pushing me back down whenever I try to stand up. I pretty much just want to die, but I'm too much of a pussy to try it.
>>711622008
Been living like this my entire life, except I don't have a good job or graduated from anything. I just reached a point where I didn't care anymore. It was the most liberating thing that ever happened to me. Life isn't too bad. Just me, my dog, and a good joint rolled up.
>>711622270
I work in IT, software architect to be precise. And the only girls I see are colleagues, so it might not be a good idea to try anything..
>>711622257
I get that, and I have tried to do things beyond wasting time on here. I used to party every weekend and did plenty of drugs, met lots of people etc. Travelled to the US a few times. Even tried being normal and having a regular job and gf. All of it just leads back to me on my own with nothing.
>>711622373
Shut up fat ass.
I never break up with girls. If I don't really like her any more, Instead I tell her I love her and will feel closer to her if she did some other stuff form me. And I start asking her to do increasingly disgusting and demeaning sexual things.
Some of them break up with me immediately, but most of them do some sick stuff before I escalate to something too much for them.
Got some of them to flash their boobs in public. Had a threesome (though it wasn't as good as I hoped). Took one to a peep show and suck off two strangers while I fucked her from behind. The best was I got a girl to let me pee on her face a few times. She fnally broke up with me when I asked her to blow the dog while I videotape her.
>>711622317
>slightly overweight.
Give example pls.
>>711622373
The solution seems to be to lose weight, fatty.
I had a threesome with my sister and my friend
>>711622373
Get some therapy and go on a diet.
>>711622182
you should be greatful
because i cant get out
When I'm fucking a girl I can't cum unless there is 70s rock music playing. I may have been molested as a kid (back in the 80s) and don't remember it.
>>711622559
Sure, but if you become friends with them they're bound to have female friends.
>>711622656
Why the fuck would I lose weight. My weight is protecting me. I'm untouchable now. I'm conquering my demons. The more I gain, the more I'm fucking rubbing it in my dad's face.
>>711616388
I doubt you're a nigger.
>>711622713
You're lucky
>Be young me, around 10 years old
>Hang out with friends in old abandoned junk yard
>Make clubhouse/fort in old cement roller
>Love this fucking place
>We go there everyday after school to build more onto our fort
>One day a man comes and says he likes our work
>Man takes special interest in me
>He says I should come at a time when no one else is there and he will help me build
>Dumbass me listens to him
>There are more men there, all people I knew from the community
>These bastards beat me in my own clubhouse
>Could barely move, I remember my eyes wouldn't open and I could taste blood
>My clothes are ripped off
>All of them took turns
>This happens multiple times with them threatening to harm family and friends if I tell
>Fast forward to when I finally tell my best friend at age 17
>Nothing can be done to these men because stupid legal bullshit
>Plan revenge
>Something seriously wrong with my mental state at this point
>I know somethings wrong but I don't care
>Exact revenge
>Mental state deteriorates
>Mother and stepfather put me in mental facility and have me take happy pills
>The Confession
I thoroughly enjoyed my actions and revenge plot
Can only find excitement from such actions now
Have I become that which I most feared?
Love the feeling of getting into trouble and plan bigger and bigger things
Only reason I don't act is out of some thin veil of fake morality
Not sure if I'm still a human and just sick, or if I've become a monster inside
Everyday is a struggle between good and evil, light and dark
Honestly, I want to do the things I consider evil
>>711622839
>I'm conquering my demons.
No dumbass you're doing the opposite.
>>711622797
sorry but that's fucking hillarious
>>711622839
You said your weight was part of your dad's kink. Get thin and fit, and it's the ultimate way of rubbing it in.
>>711622880
Nigga we had this in another thread. It was bullshit then and it's bullshit now.
>>711622182
it helps with my crippling depression
>>711618878
Why are you hung up on age??
>>711622871
Thank you, Anon
>>711618666
I would wonder why the fuck you would even enjoy such a thing, but then I checked your satanic trips.
>>711622937
Ha. Which part? Me possibly being molested or always have to play 70s rock when I'm fucking?
I love lamp.
>>711622613
This, I guess.
>>711622713
How did that happen?
>>711616388
As mentioned in the other thread:
I think that I have some kind of autism/condition.
The first thing is the obsessions with perfection. I literally sit and work on private projects for month, pooling all my sleep and private non-essential time. But I keep scrapping and redoing the projects from scratch again because I'm never satistfied.
The other thing is that I don't feel like I have much of a sense of time sometimes. It's hard to explain.
It doesn't really affect me negatively anymore though so it's not really a problem.
>>711622389
Yeah, I'm also kind of in this mood. I've reach a point where I don't really care about anything. But on the other hand, I'm still unhappy..
>>711623175
I mean, that's fine. It's not like she's some gross landwhale.
>>711622880
Thought this was going to be the secret diary of fat albert
>>711622373
can i ask how you know your father did this to you?
>>711622922
No. You're wrong. I can hurt him this way. The more food I consume, the less is left for him in the world. I'm going to starve him to a pile of dust. Draining him of every cent of overdue child support turns me on, because I know how much he's suffering for what he's done. The poorer and skinnier he gets while I waste it all stuffing my fat greedy face, the closer I am to exacting revenge and making him truly feel the years of suffering he put me through with what to him was just one simple little act.
>>711621562
good idea
>>711623175
That's okay anon
>>711622373
gonna need a timestamp on those rolls bb
>>711623290
It's still weird to me that I like it.
Same thread every day same pic always saying im a nigger
>>711623347
So you're both fat and retarded?
>>711623347
Wow you sound mentally sound. No issues to address there obviously.
>>711623347
This is so fucking stupid and you guys are dumb for feeding into it.
No pun intended.
>>711616388
i tell people i voted for trump but i really voted for hillary :(
>>711623502
It's clearly a dude whose fetish is to be the dad in that situation.
>>711623537
That's the opposite of most people.
>>711623575
probably. People on 4chan are fucked.
>>711623123
70's music mate. i just imagine anon fucking a girl when suddenly:
>hang on babe
>pulls out phone
>70's music starts blaring
>cum in pussy
does this apply to fapping too?
>>711619364
>She is shy, and kind of doesn't acknowledge me unless I say something, then we can talk for a good while without issue. This is even when it is just us standing next to each other before class.
>Does not initiate texts, but is willing to talk for hours with detailed replies once I get her going
>I have seen her looking at me from a distance, sometimes locking eyes. (once started cracking a smile)
>When I asked for her number, she took my phone and punched it in. (It was the actual number, obviously)
>When I asked her to grab lunch the first time, she said she was busy that weekend, so I offered up Monday, which she accepted.
>Has sat next to me at random on several occasions.
>>711619237
>fuck once a month
>sexless marriage
>sexless ...
once a month still counts, you cunt
I'm coming up ok a two year streak of no sex in my marriage
beating my dick like it owes me fucking money, bro
>>711623318
The last thing I remember is crying to my mom about it the next day but couldn't remember what I was crying about. I tried to explain it to her but it was like I was choking on my words and couldn't speak. Later that day, when she bathed me before bed, she saw my ass was red and had cum in it.
>>711623725
>beating my dick like it owes me fucking money, bro
yeah bro
When I stay at the houses of my friends and family, i spy on them when they have sex and masturbate.
My wife cucks me regularly.
While my dick isn't small, 6.5 inches, she is a size queen and loves 9-10 inch cock.
We have rules. She is only allowed 3 new guys a year and can only see the same guy as long as he doesn't start getting attached.
She knows I get off to it but she doesn't know it's at the point where I would rather jerk off to her having sex then have sex it self.
She also doesn't know I have been sleeping with a co-worker since this started.
>>711623856
>she saw my ass was red and had cum in it.
And full of shit, like this story.
>>711623933
Why are you even married?
My gf hasn't been able to make me cum once since we've started going out a month ago. She's the kindest sweetest gal I've dated so far so it kills me when she gets all teary eyed and self conscious since she can't get me off. She's very vanilla when it comes to sex. Cow girl and missionary are pretty much the only positions she's okay with. I have no idea how to break it to her that I'm into hardcore BDSM and rape role play, and it's really the only way for me to get off.
>>711623949
Exactly. I don't know why retards are eating this up.
>>711623185
I'm not really sure we were hanging out together and it got brought up and we both took turns fucking her in the ass
>>711623933
Why the fuck is she allowed to get slammed by nigger dick but you have to keep your shit a secret?
>>711616388
I almost got killed by my ex girlfriend, scariest experience of my life
>>711624103
*Erection fades*
Terrible story.
>>711623466
No. I'm fat and mentally damaged. There's a difference. I don't pretend anything I'm saying is sane. I know it's not. I know it's stupid and disgusting. But it's a compulsion. These are the kinds of things I continue to think and believe, while simultaneously acknowledging I'm wrong, because these beliefs are necessary to preserve my last shreds of sanity and integrity.
>>711623500
Your sarcasm is unappreciated.
>>711624110
Tell police.
i fed my ex's married sister sleeping pills and fucked her and i'm 50 percent sure her second child a girl is mine.
>>711622008
How are you sleeping? I recently was diagnosed with sleep apnea and have been feeling way better now that I can get a full night sleep.
>>711624012
Love.
Might blow your mind that sex and love aren't the same thing.
>>711623347
Show us your fat pls.
>>711624155
Boo hoo
>>711624207
No there's no need nigga
>>711624106
No black guys allowed actually. Only white dick
>>711624184
Do you people in this thread not belive in mental rehabilitation? Go seek help.
>>711623856
when i was about 4 years old my father used to tell me to wash my cock by pulling my foreskin back n forth and he'd tell me to keep going so basically tell me to jerk off infront of him. not sure if this was meant sexual for him, but i have reasons to believe so.
>was very very confused about my sexuality at 9 years old
>i mentioned something about the bathtub (we don't have it anymore)
>he said "you cant possibly remember the bathtub can you?"
>>711624230
Very well actually. Never had any troubles sleeping. Well, I have troubles to go to sleep, but that's another story
>>711616388
I can't get it up =/
I still think it's cool anon fucked his sister in the ass.
you should bring it up and try to do it again.
>>711624347
Well, that's something at least.
>"Hi, anon! Post me in a /pol/ thread or your mom dies tonight!"
What do?
>>711619371
I'll probably try it, also want a real dick
>>711624488
I think it's fake and gay. 'Hey young sister, lets take turns ripping your anus apart, you down with that, right?'.
>>711623502
>>711623575
>>711623949
I didn't ask you to believe me. This is a secrets thread. I posted this to get it off my chest, not for sympathy. Holding this kind of thing inside you can be really troubling. You have to let it out once in awhile.
>>711619574
Thank you for the compliment Mr here's a vid for you ;)
https://eroshare.com/nehu57vh
>>711624651
>I posted this to get it off my chest
You need to get all that lard off you chest before you stop breathing while you sleep and die.
>>711624651
I agree anon. That's the message I've been trying to send
>>711624651
Holding hundreds of pounds of fat inside you can be really troubling to your cardiovascular system you fucking whale
My wife thinks I'm going on a trip to see relatives in NYC. I'm really going to pattaya Thailand to hump as much teen hooker ass as humanely possible for the 5 day time limit im given. Teens,milfs, curvy, slim, and even lolis I'll fuck anything I can get my hands on.
>>711618666
Incest is Wincest
>>711624103
Not sure why this popped into my head...give sister anal, have her suck your dick, she just sucked her own shit off her brothers cock. Nice
Everyday I wish I was fully white.
>>711616388
About two years ago, I got drunk with another guy I had known for a couple months and ended up fucking him. At that point, it had literally been almost a decade since I had last been with a woman, and literally all it took was for him to tell me he found me attractive. I ended up blowing him and riding his dick until I came hands-free on his chest and he finished inside me. Woke up the next morning full of regret, but played it off and didn't tell him. After that, pretty much every time the two of us got drunk alone together he talked me into riding his dick again. As time went on he started crossing the line from dominating to degrading, making me do things like suck him off after he'd been in my ass or pissing down my throat when I'd start blowing him. As time went on, the shame I'd feel either after I came or the next morning started to diminish, and even though it's been a while since I saw him I still masturbate to the dirtier stuff we did towards the end of hooking up.
>>711622373
Here's another (you), don't eat it though or you might get raped.
>>711624110
Posting story of how I almost got killed by my ex, I guess, pretty stupid but lol
>Be me
>16
>Pretty serious relationship with gf, but I've been talking to a lot of other girls lately
>Eventually she finds out
>Confronts me
>I lie and say "Nah, never"
>Bitch pulls out a fucking knife
>Gets real close
>Can feel the knife against my stomach, don't wanna move
>Literally just whispers "Do not fucking lie to me"
>Don't say shit
>Gets off me after about 2 minutes
>I go home and cry in my room
>>711624926
I just love fuckin!
>>711624281
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC7KDCrSIog6-Ux3otXBsWUQ
This is my YouTube channel. No timestamp, but if you ask me on there if it's really me, if it's really the guy who posted this story, I'll tell you it is. So that should be proof enough, I think.
>>711624354
I'm currently seeking help actually. It's moving along quite slowly, especially because this issue of mine has consumed so much of my psyche and made itself so hard to talk about with anyone. But I have hope that it will help.
>>711624387
I'm sorry to hear that. That must have been very confusing for you growing up. I can relate, of course. Are you okay now?
>>711624927
Yes sir. I'm hoping I see her tomorrow night.
I had to give over $50,000 to my parents because my mother lied and kept a giant debt hidden from the family.
Even though I do everything I can to make myself a better person I feel like a failure in everything I do and I'm depressed. I've broken down in tears a couple of times and it's becoming more frequent.
>>711619237
>not getting the sex i need
>have a whole online/tinder/badoo/CL alterego
are you me???
>>711624610
>>711624567
>fuck your mother
>fuck yourself
>kill her
>choke self while beating off to corpse
>???
>ded
>>711624785
>>711624904
I fully accept the possibility that I might die from doing this to myself.
>>711625107
Kek.
>>711623175
No folds or rolls: good to go.
>>711625199
Dude that's fucking awful.
madafaka
>>711625199
>https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC7KDCrSIog6-Ux3otXBsWUQ
As if my browsing history wasnt fucked up enough as it is...
>>711620440
Fabswingers?
>>711625199
>>711624387
no, and im not sure what it meant still. I've been depressed for years but i am seeing a therapist and i need to tell her this but it's hard to speak about and I'm not an open person. no one who isn't a stranger knows this and i just last summer confessed to a stranger on a chat and thats when i saw the fucked up part about it for real, later made a suicide attempt. thanks for caring
>>711620843
Have you always worked for your dad?
>>711616388
When I was in hs I knew a boy who's parents had a lot of money. I secretly made an arrangement with him about halfway thru freshmen year that I would give him bjs for 50$ each time. The deal was if he told anybody or anybody somehow found out not only would I deny it but I'd say he forced me. Fortunately that never happened and several times a week(sometimes a day) I would perform "services" for him. Eventually he asked to try sex and I agreed but raised the price to 150$ and that was for everything now so even if I bj or hj or sex it was same price. By the end of hs I had saved 30000$ all from him. he asked me to marry him at graduation. He cried when I told him no and I never heard from him again. I wish I had married him.
>>711624405
Honestly talk to your doctor cause I didn't know till I had some tests done.
>>711616388
i want to put orbeez in my vagina
I havent spoken to anyone beyond immediate family in months. Sometimes the only thing that keeps me going is the thought my friends are having an awful time and miss me. Fuck them though.
>>711625714
>i need to tell her this but it's hard to speak about and I'm not an open person
You have tons of public videos on youtube of you with your shirt of lying in bed while trying to eat a whole cake without even using silverware.
This whole thing is half baked.
Pun intended fat ass.
>>711625877
You looking for new clientelle?
>>711625908
Dude there's a million things it could be before I would get tested for sleep apnea. The guy is obviously just a bit socially awkward. Once he breaks out of his shell and makes some friends he'll be fine.
>>711621346
It was either that or tell some long-ass green text story that no one would read.
I helped make America great again by voting for Donald J Trump
>>711626074
Haha no I'm married now. I milk him dry money and otherwise lol.
>>711626006
wrong anon, homie
>>711621825
Damn, what the fuck did she do
>>711626006
Wrong guy, dude. I'm the gainer guy. The guy you replied to was the masturbate-in-front-of-dad-in-bathtub guy. Different people.
>>711625714
I am so sorry to hear that and I encourage you to tell her as soon as you feel you can. I know it's scary but I promise any feelings you have around this are not your fault at all and are not nearly as abnormal or fucked up as you probably think they are. Please don't hurt yourself, you've seen my channel link, you can contact me for support if you need it.
>>711626348
My bad yo
Currently I have a stache of bitcoin currently worth $1.32 Million
>>711625293
we found her!
I'm on a diet right now and you seriously ate that delicious cake in front of me you greedy fat fuck.
>>711626503
Give me some pls am poor anon.
I anally raped my ex gf.
>>711626503
Can I have some bitcoin
>>711626408
>Wrong guy, dude. I'm the gainer guy. The guy you replied to was the masturbate-in-front-of-dad-in-bathtub guy.
Honestly, this fucking place...
>>711626503
Why do you hold on to it? Serious question, I'm out of the loop on Bitcoin but I was under the impression that it was on the decline.
>>711626326
Eh well if you ever want to earn a little extra I got a blank check and a lot of free time. I could use someone who knows how to take orders
>>711626542
Mmf, are you trying to turn me on? Because it's working.
Oops probably not, that's just my fucked up repressed shit
Sorry anyway
>>711626514
Slightly off-topic but Laina (OAG) is so fucking pretty.
>>711626558
Transfers are taxable. No joke, fucked up in 2014 and did not realize when I gave some away on /pol/
>>711626408
Yeah i will in a few sessions, thanks for the support man good luck with that cake
>>711626729
How does that turn you on? I'm fit and in shape. I got back to the gym today so I've got that late night hunger thing going on.
>>711626711
Worth $703 a coin. Last year was 250-300 at bottom.
>>711626743
Yeah dude I'd bone her, given chance
>>711626811
>Transfers are taxable.
By who? I've had to pay like 0.01 mining fee sometimes.
>>711626648
you will not find a more wretched hive of pedos and familyfuckers
I fapped to this wikipedia page:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rape_trauma_syndrome
>>711627036
One of her most recent videos she was upset because any video she uploads is normally full of people leaving gross comments, even though she tries to be as unsexual as possible. Poor thing.
>>711626648
>masturbate-in-front-of-dad-in-bathtub guy.
yeah thats what my friends call me by
>>711627054
By the IRS.
>>711626907
I have a fetish for fit and skinny guys depriving themselves while I eat. It's a part of the whole repetition compulsion thing around my dad. I really wish I didn't have this kink. There are so many ways he messed me up.
>>711626886
Kek. Thanks. Good luck in therapy, I wish you the best. You can do it, I believe in you!
>>711616388
Im 20 years old, i plan on moving in with my gf in california in 2018 without telling my mom....weve never met in person but we already see ourselves living together in the future.
we talk on the phone alot, text and snap ect ect
>>711616388
>i'm dumbfounded as to how an anon taught that me seducing, fucking and breaking the heart of a girl who broke my heart when i was getting treated for a brain tumor was nothing
>>711627253
Theres a reason she was born with a hole for a dick right?
>>711627302
What's the point of having a shit load of BC if the IRS knows about it? I thought the whole point was to avoid shit like that?
>>711627253
Would still nut on her face tho man
>>711627335
>weve never met in person
Red fucking flag. You're gonna go from never meeting to leaving together? Do you have any idea what it's like to live with a gf?
>>711627335
That's awesome man I'm really happy for you
>>711623175
Would nail
>>711627335
inb4 sexslave to a 50yr old man
>>711627465
>>711627407
Boooo stop being gross guys. I just want to keep her warm and kiss her pretty face. You savages.
>>711627556
living*
>>711627449
When cashing out a chunk, had to go through a regulated exchange to liquidate. When doing so, they can easily see the wallet or wallets they are coming from, tracing it back to me. Bitcoin is not as easily traced when peer to peer and not cashed out otherwise you have to come out of the dark
>>711627643
You come to the wrong forum motherfucker. whatever enters pretty leaves shitty
>>711627643
Dude, it's cool, you're anonymous here. You don't need to whiteknight anymore.
>>711622373
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH
>>711627643
I wanna cum on her teeth yo
>>711626503
I humbly request you give us the writing in the color of green, please.
>>711627816
Nah I'm no whiteknight. I'll happily talk about anal savaging Lady Gaga. But I cant think of Laina in a sexual way. Just me being weird I guess.
>>711627911
Thanks, asshole. Glad my pain is funny to someone.
>>711627742
Why do you have so much? When are you ever going to spend that much BC?
I want to see my gf gangbanged in front of me
>>711628194
By black guys?
my moms friend fonger me in the carback
>>711628241
Don't matter
I have zero empathy toward humans. In my younger day I fought a lot in bars. I once beat a man up so bad he almost died.
>broken eye socket
>6 cracket ribs
>broken nose
>broken collar bone
> lots of stitches don't know how many
Been in lots of bar fights and beaten men unconscious
Why do I not give a fuck about people
>cannot even get a little mad at my dog
> even when she chewed my 150 dollar pair of my shoes
Love that dog don't give a shit about people
What's wrong with me?
I have mental illness but I can't tell exactly what maybe anons xan help me.
I tend to do repeated things like drinking water or laughing alone, I go to the bathroom like 20 times a day, I'm very weak socially people thing I'm a retard but I'm not a downy.
I'm very autistic most of the time and have problems realizing appropriate things in public.
People understand things 300% better than me I just stfu and meditate it later to realize wtf just happens kids bullied me in hs and called me mongoloid I use to cry about it I used I lot supplements to stay on normal level including nootropics.
I'm a manager in my job I'm just nice, determinated, hard working and quite.
>>711622373
You seen this movie?
>>711620815
duke silver?
>>711628409
ah, yes
>quite
>>711628406
You're some kind of psychopath.
>>711628409
Go see a doctor.
>>711628409
>I tend to do repeated things like drinking water
I think everyone who is alive repeats drinking water
>>711628241
>>711626591
Story please
>>711628406
Antisocial tendencies. Could have been anything. Don't feel bad for it though.
>>711628563
More like Sociopathic. A Psychopath wouldn't necessarily be asking "why".
>>711628640
Is that her? Why would you want a bunch of dudes wrecking your girl?
>>711628180
Retirement
>>711628406
go live with dogfriend in woods/on a farm
>>711628722
Yeah its her
>>711628722
When i was young my dad used to call me all kinds of names.... And he fucked my gf when I was 16... guess it comes from self esteem issues
>>711628986
Well, at least you've recognised your demons on this one. I dont think you should try it though, think it would be bad for a relationship.
>>711628468
Heard of it.
I think it's a misrepresentation of the feederism community. Not all feeders are like my dad. A lot are, but sites like Grommr are some of the best places to find the ones who aren't. Almost everyone I've met there has been so genuine, understanding, and body positive. They're into gluttony and fat stereotypes in other people largely for the same reason I'm into it in myself--the tendency of the adult mind to recreate difficult or upsetting childhood experiences as something pleasurable instead--and while they recognize weight gain can be unhealthy and even fatal, they see it as the feedee's choice, just want to help us do what we want to do to ourselves, and would gladly give it all up if it ever came to life or death.
>>711628270
please help i cnat stop thinking about it
>>711621335
Would you share some with us?
>>711627335
I want to hear more from this anon.
holy shit this thread is 2 hours long lol
I'm more and more wanting to rape/kill people. I don't think I could ever do it, but slowly I keep fantasizing about it. I'm reading American psycho right now, and I have watched almost every documentary about serial killers. I have a lot of self restraint, but dark thoughts creep more and more into my mind every day. Also I'm secretly bisexual, and no one knows.
>>711629326
You. Therapy. NOW. go go go go
I fucking hate Muslims and 'refugees' so much I've been practically disowned by my friends.
In a couple months my wife's friend will be visiting from across country for me to impregnate her.
>>711629326
I feel the same way anon. You're not alone here
>>711629463
I know i hate how people call them refugees when we are clearly the ones trying to flee from this horror
>>711629326
>>711629508
How long have you felt this way? Killed any animals yet?
we shoot niggers where im from
>>711622373
post pic of yourself
>>711629570
All those fighting age young men, travelling across a continent of safe countries to reach Britain, totally just trying to get away from the war.
>>711629653
He's already posted his youtube
>>711629609
For a long time. Posted earlier about incident from my childhood that fucked me up. It got me to how I am today. And no I couldn't do it to an animal they're too innocent
>>711629615
Where's that then?
>>711629653
Can't take a pic right now but I have videos here: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC7KDCrSIog6-Ux3otXBsWUQ
If you message me there I can confirm it's me.
I browse nsfw threads at work
Thiss http://niggar.io/
>>711629609
About 2 years now, most of it stems from severe abuse from my father as a kid, however
I don't like killing animals of any kind. I did shoot a bird once hunting, then cried about it for a while. Even when I catch mice in my house I take them far away outside and release them
>>711628738
Already live with family and dog. Trying my best not to lose temper with other people. It's hard I recently beat up a man in the local mall parking lot after he hit me first after arguing over a parking spot. I am embarrassed and need to control my temper. Fuck /b/ what is wrong with me?
