Feels thread?
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Feels thread?
>>712982054
Fuck off anon, I come here specifically to avoid feels
>>712982054
Feel like I'm almost at the point of being OP's pic.
>>712982856
saved.
>>712983565
forgot to say, i will dump
I could type up my past months, nothing especialy feelworthy. Might get the thread going, though.
This gets my all the time :|
>>712982054
if you actually do pic related, you should kill yourself
>>712982054
You know, I think I'm reaching that point. Just don't give a fuck anymore.
For all of you who feel broken right now, it will get better, i hope , i really wish it will
>>712984068
>wasting gold
oi vei
>>712983880
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0XPz1yyvmXU
>>712983855
Sounds like a hum bug to me!
GOOD AFTER NOON!
prepare your tears
>>712983855
It's not that great anon
Yeah it's exciting and yeah it's fun but it's short and it's very very painful, dating in your teens isn't nearly as great as people make me
I would know, had two trash relationships and I can say the only thing they did was help me grow into a better person
You didn't miss anything anon trust me
>>712983831
>Always had difficulties finding myself due to alcoholic, borderline / ptsd dad and mother who chose a husband like her father
>Commence lies, mostly to misdirect people from coming over as playmates
>I.E. I don't life there, point to different house etc.
>Drop out of school on my 18th because I was not able to handle both things at the same time.
>Meet girl, fall in love start dating
>Things are bretty gud, I work -will go to school later - very close with the girl.
>Although, I do lie to her and I know it'll go wrong sometime
>She goes abroad for internship a couple of months, I stay in my country
>Hang with friends whom are only superficial
>Due to the situation where I misdirect everyone I've never had real friends
>GF is a friend tho.
>She come back, a year or two pass
>We date, I tell her about the things, not that I lied
>Never invited her home, only let her meet my mother after that period.
>She finds out I lied, trust broken
>She goes abroad again
>We decide on a break
part 2 coming
>>712983855
>>712982856
why is everyone obsessed with this faggot? He was in one good movie in 80s and haven't done shit since.
>>712984439
Technically, since he can't go back in time and experience it, he missed his chance
>>712983855
Gives me no feels honestly.
>>712984613
>One of the most difficult things I've ever done, she was the first person I opened up to
>Granted, I am seen as a very social intelligent person - everyone truely likes me
>Never felt this alone, not a single friend on the world
>Period of drugs starts, quit my job
>Lotsofdrugs.mp4
>Start to feel similarities between me and my father - substance abuse, pushing away those whom are close to me, almost selfdestructive
>commence depression + drugs
>Numbness
>>712984733
>that edge
>>712984733
That post made me gay
>>712984790
This one allways gets me
>>712984920
>So I decide to travel some, work abroad / on surfing camps
>Life goes well
>Eventhough I had some chances to get with modeltier girls, in general very popular I stay monogamous
>Have the feeling that if I can handle this, very little will be able to go wrong
>Rebuilding myself
>Quit drugs / drinking, opened up to the people whom I deemed superficial friends
>Even showed some the shithole I call home
>Get close in the process with another girl, one of the modeltier chicks I met through a friend on a festival
>Work marketing music festivals during summer
>Everything is good
>>712983647
Not a cringe thread
>m'lady
>>712983266
fuck.
>>712985161
gotta try this sometime
>>712983612
Thats some good shit right there anon, thank you
>>712985400
>>712984642
don't cry pupper
>>712983565
is that from the new vigo movie?
>>712985219
>>712983647
But fuck you, it's right. I don't want to spend family dinner listening to a bunch of fucking mouthbreathers chew with their mouths open while gossiping about somebody's second cousin's friend they went to high school with 50 years ago and the business they MIGHT be opening soon and who's died and who got caught picking their nose. I just don't give a shit
27 by now. still kissless virgin.
have some 2009 memes
>>712984790
The dad sounds like a retard
>>712985191
>The girlfriend comes back from her internship abroad
>Tell her everything about the lies, the reasoning
>Decide it's fair to even speak to her parents about it
>I know I did things wrong, so here I am thinking doing the right thing will fix shit
>Difficult period of explaining, proofing myself and working on myself
>In that period, my heart started beating irregular, most likely due to drug abuse and stress
>Whole checking up and treating by shock cost me a lot of money
>Since I spend most of my money on my former abuse / travel I have no cash
>Not a job either
>Insurance doesn't cover everything, still have to pay insurance, phone etc.
>Bills start stacking
>Parents of the gf start nagging about the financial fucked up, educationless, debtmaking liar she has been dating
>Yeah I lied, but I was ashamed of certain situations / wanted to protect the girl I dearly loved from it.
>Find out the girl cheated on me while she was abroad as well
>Decide not to fuck myself up by getting depressed and addicted
>Find new work immedeatly, it's a sales job, but still
>Things going good again
>Will be happy when my situation stabalises, I hate this rollercoaster
>that fucking feel
>>712984271
thx anon. I was sure I knew those lines somehow...
Do all of you 14 year old cucks think the only value in life is finding a girlfriend? Feels threads used to be about more than some loser who got cucked and didn't move on from his teenage years.
>>712982924
Such a sad story :( R.I.P
>>712986060
kek
>>712982054
One time I stubbed my toe.
>>712986014
but wat if never gf?
>>712984195
Fuck dude..
>>712983009
No shit, I'm in Cedar Rapids right now
>>712985942
>Colleagues nice
>They do like GHB and MDMA tho
>Slowly getting over the loss of my first friend / love
>Few weeks go by
>Cat I've had for 20 years dies
>I do manage to pay my bills, though
>Did GHB again, for fun on a saturday with a colleague
>Pls, anon, know your limits
>My mother has lymes disease
>In a blood check up they find out she also has Waldenstrom Disease
>Comparable to leukemia, uncurable, 5-6 years to live
>Go hardcore on GHB with a colleague on the office
>Blackout
>Next day all I know is that I am fired
>It has been a week since
>I am alone
>I feel numb, life feels as constant struggle which is not worth the good moments
>Suicidal isn't what I thought it was
>I do not really feel sad
>>712986086
>>712985844
wizard here, I give up all hope
>>712986511
Are you even attracted to people your age? Because I'm not really.
>>712986014
this
I pound more pussy in a week thanyou could ever dream. And I am still a miserable unhappy person.
Maybe I need more money... Dont have much of that.
>>712986356
damn :(
>>712984195
Now this. This is some subhuman monstery right here.
>>712984427
Life is pain, anon.
>>712983647
*teleports behind you*
Nothing personal kiddo
*swings katana*
>>712985268
That's nice.
>>712986346
Bro what up, iowa fag here too
i didnt have any actual friends til i was 6th grade
>>712986453
kek
"I dont recognize you, marie, you're not who you're used to be..."
>>712983855
i had this experience. it was wonderful
>>712986916
fuck that's not appropriate
>>712984768
I think that's a quote from George W Bush...I think
>>712983009
>>712984984
>>712983009
>>712982764
things like that are the real pain, the real horror and the real sadness in life. Fuck all this other shit about loneliness, lost love and pathetic shit like that. You have no idea about suffering. Crying over no women, crying over no love...bitches. You have no idea what's important in life. But you will learn
>>712987017
I am just a nigger with a RPG
>>712984819
>>712986014
Yeh I get that impression as well. Do we really need to hear another story about a guy 'loosing' a girl?
>>712984196
Ha'HA!
>>712985998
I really hate these. Everybody's happy, and this guy, that one different guy, will never be this happy. Nobody even tried to include him, just for one second, just for the picture, just to make his day, just to make sure he'll be able to look at this picture and not feel like shit. It's the smallest things that have the biggest impact. I hate these.
>>712983565
a life wasted
>>712984427
Fuck, this one get's me every single..
>>712984439
they're sad because they're behind everyone
>>712984613
Wtf is this guy trying to say, lmao i can't understand shit and he still goes on and on
>>712987017
Ahh fuck that brings me back
>>712984768
lol sad skelly
>>712986986
>>712986453
I found you... Maggy.
>>712984439
I had two teenage loves as well, and they seem to have burned so much brighter than anything I've gotten into as an adult. I guess it's because one of them was the perfect girl in my eyes, but something just became wrong between us. I even spent some time with her recently and it felt amazing, but I'm a broken person now and she doesn't want that in her life. She's pretty broken too.
>>712986511
Check'd for a fellow wizard, after 30 years decided I'm better off by myself.
>>712987421
>dy's happy, and this guy, that one different guy, will never be this happy. Nobody even tried to include him, just for one second, just for the picture, just to make his day, just to make sure he'll be able to look at this picture and not feel like shit. It's the smallest things that have the biggest impact. I hate these.
We used to have a kid like that in my class, he wasnt handicapped but he was unliked, he probably on the spectrum, everyone abused him yelled at him etc. I think he considered me a friend even though i didnt do the same one day we were at a museum where you can try on old armor and such and he asked me to take a picture and i just told him to fuck off not like i was busy or anything, the next year he moved to a different school, i wonder if i made him do that, maybe if i was nicer
>>712982054
My Nan died two years ago I know what your thinking nothing especially bad about that happens regularly but she was the one who made Christmas dinners organised family gatherings and parties and cooked big buffets she passed 2 years ago on Christmas Eve it's coming up to Christmas and every year after her death most of the family just sends each other gifts by mail and we eat alone and it's honestly soul destroying every year I get a slight bit of excitement maybe a week before and wake up to people just sad that nans gone, it feels bad to say but I just wish she didn't have to die so close to Christmas
>>712987339
Stay on the ride and get what shits and giggles you can from it until you don't want to play anymore. Swan dive off a library. Not hard
>>712987460
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hWToW9ZNOpo
>>712986014
How can they be cucks if they don't have a girlfriend in the first place to get cuckolded?
Speaking from experience, if they are just like me. Their families don't care about them, or they think they don't. I'm 25 with a great girlfriend, unemployed and thinking about killing myself every single day. The thing that stops me is the fact that it would hurt her more than it would hurt me.
>>712983009
this is the only thing in these feels threads that gets me. Look how peaceful that dog is in his arms
>>712987368
i've had 3 dreams where i was with my soulmate... waking up from those.... fuck
Every day when i hear the elevator in my building i hope she will return, she still hasnt
>>712987199
>You have no idea about suffering
>Losing an animal is the "real suffering" we don't know
What is this tumblr?
>>712985962
the irony is that he's the only above average on that couch
My dad always loved me and my mom, but when my mom died he changed.
He became bitter and distant, and we barely talk anymore.
All he does is just, sit there and watch TV, the only intractions we have are just something along the lines of
"Hey dad, I'm home"
"Hmph.."
I feel so bad for him, and there is nothing I can do to help. I tried making him to a psycologist, but he just dosen't show up to the agreed times.
>>712983906
life's fucking pointless isn't it?
We're all fucking meaningless things.
Everything's shit.
All fucking meaningless.
Hey anons I need some help here.
I like girl, girl likes me back but says she needs time. Find out later she's just trying to get over someone. We hold hands ,hug ,tried to kiss twice, rejected twice. Sometimes seems distant other times she doesn't seem interested at all, other times she's all over me. Is this a case of man the fuck up and move on? I'm stuck pretty hard on this girl I tried to tinder but just think of girl what do? Sorry for shit grammar on phone
>>712984819
i fucking had a dream like that last night
>be in dream
>some kind of festival
>suddenly a girl i know is walking with me, holding my hand
altough i have no special feeling towards her, if sure felt nice for a moment
![Supreme_Gentleman[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/0NBg0Jg.jpg "Supreme_Gentleman[1].jpg")
>>712988343
Looks mean nothing. Trust me, I browse /fit/.
>>712986986
>>712986916
lmao this editor definitely got fired
>>712987448
>Implying life isn't meaningless.
>>712984791
wow kys
>>712988080
What?
>>712984141
got me
>>712983906
who here skipped box 2?? :D
last bump
>>712982054
Im just about to that point.
>bro died this year
>friend disappointed in me over choice of gf
>convinces other friends to stop talking to me
>learn gf is still interest in her ex
>find out only other friend who still talks to me is moving across country
After being dropped down by a girl for the 10th time, I'm just quitting. Something broke inside of me. I'll do whatever the fuck I'm supposed to in this life, but it's similiar to being dead. Nothing can change, no matter what.
>>712984447
Who the fuck is "bansky?" How does one make a quoteshit image without bothering to proofread?
>>712984790
fuck this always gets to me
>>712983612
Nice of that anon to not even credit the author Andy Weir. Attention seekers the lot of you.
> if you were in a feels thread the day before thanksgiving then you probably saw my post about seeing a buddy of mine KIA 6 years ago and how i was going to call his dad on thanksgiving (the day his son died) and talk to him. well, i called him and he asked how his son died not exactly how but when and where and why wasnt it the next guy etc etc.. anyways it eas very emotional for us both. in sitting here after the holiday in the den smoking a joint and drinking myself to sleep. the wife is still at her sisters with her side of the family (mom and 3 daughters so an all girls kinda thing) im depressed, i don't want to call the number they gave me. im not here for advice or cheering up, just needed to get that off my chest.
>>712984819
had that at some point in my dreams
>Be Dreaming
>go on adventure to the pyramids with my crush
>tells me she loves me and kisses me
>wake up after the dream
>cry myself back to sleep
Its happened about 4 or 5 times in my lifetime with these dreams.
>>712988893
>KYS
>Underage B&
>>712988945
Perfect fuckin username, though.
>>712984790
Worst part is, The dad probly went through the same shit and wants nothing more for his son to not have to live the shitty life he did and probly feels somehow responsible that he is
>>712989323
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AviMsVPO1Os
If this is your first time seeing this and you like it, send me a (You).
>>712989475
kys is a meme just like any other, he's not necessary underage
>>712984913
this episode was recorded shortly after his wife died
>>712989468
thanks anon
copypasta?
>>712989577
>KYS Meme
>Newfag
>>712984733
WHOA! Careful with that edge, you might injury yourself
>>712985223
god dammit thats the worst one ive seen
>>712989656
>Edge
>Can't take the truth.
>>712985914
Dad is just hoping that his son has friends, but knows he doesn't just can't say anything
>>712988325
Not him, but don't be an edgelord.
Losing a pet is horrible.
>>712989740
>>712989601
what? you mean my original post from the other thread?
>>712984819
>tfw I don't care about sex anymore. I just want someone to love, to appreciate. To call mine. To hold forever and never let go.
>tfw it's gotten so bad that in my dreams I start developing the perfect women and wake up without her
Can you even call them dreams anymore, or impossibilities?
>>712989817
nvm. thanks for sharing
>>712989875
thats my facebook picture
similar story
>>712989653
Have you ever been in the youtube comment section of any video ever? It's full of people saying kys, which they obviously don't want the person to do, and why do they do it? Because it's a joke on the internet and what is a joke on the internet called? That's right a meme.
OP HERE I RESTARTED THE PC AND FUCKING FORGOT ABOUT THE THREAD JESUS SHIT
>>712987017
dam. have original? people laugh about this. for me its touching af
>>712984196
Genuinely burst out laughing through the tears. Good work Anon.
Mother feels such sheer pain when the children feel poorly...
D6JDT-7IK2J-RKM25
Jesus christ this thread is bullshit. Like literally, you guys are just as terrible as all those SJW positioning themselves as victims. Really, just get your shit together. Wake up early. Go run for a few miles/kilometres. Just do something. Fake some confidence. Read a self-help book. Read some Stoic philosophy. Really. Just don't fucking position yourself as some fucking victim, because you have a crush on someone and it's unanswered. It literally happens to everyone. Just because you think you're smarter than the guys who move past it immediately, doesn't mean you're right. Seriously, if one person reads this and only entertains this for a second, than maybe the world has become a little better by this thread.
>>712989218
Bro you're a fucking pussy, just kill yourself already. You don't even deserve a reply, bitch, but someone has to point it out to you.
>>712987100
"I put millions of miles under, My heels, but still to close to you, I feel"
Audioslave, I am the Highway.
Love that song just for that verse alone.
yeah i'm old so?
>>712987880
You fucked up. But since you reconsider your past actions, it makes you more human in a way. I think trying not to fuck up and be kind to people, even shit people, is the only way to catch up on the mean things we ever did. You'll never regret that one time you've been nice to someone, but you'll always regret that one time when you've been a real asshole to someone who just asked for a little love.
>>712989772
Pets don't trump people. This generation just doesn't fuckin get it
>>712989653
>>712989978
What's the matter you faggot? Got no comeback? You realize that you're wrong and can't admit that you're a fucking retard?
>It's a meme you dip
>>712990113
With hindsight I feel stupid for even posting this. This is not a "feel thread". This is a "I want to feel sorry for myself thread". Good luck being a victim the rest of your life kiddo's.
>>712990520
that was obviously meant for -> >>712990074
>>712986916
unlucky
>>712987421
you don't know, maybe that guy is a dick. You can be handicapped and an asshole you know. I knew a few guys from the "special" class and one of them would tell me about this one guy that a fucking asshole (not special in the head had a hearing impairment). The guy would constantly do shit and than fain ignorance
>>712983612
SO EVERY TIME YOU FUCKED SOMEONE, YOU FUCKED YOUR OWN SELF!
(not mine, quoting a response clipped from this pic)
>>712983647
heh, this
>>712988411
Look on the bright side, dubs.
>>712982764
Pls no
I'm cuddling my buddy right now, I never want to lose this sweet boy
>>712987441
This got me
>>712984068
The one thing I gathered from church is a child was something like this.
My pastor had a lesson for us about how just because something is broken didn't mean it wasn't beautiful.
She showed us a bunch of shattered things, shells, brittle rocks, and it really meant a lot to me even when moved away from religion.
Something doesn't need to be whole for you to appreciate it, or for you to love it.
But always know that your love may not be a strong enough glue, and it may always be broken.
>>712983647
what's up
>>712990366
I just know better, lurk more underage B&
>>712986669
>piano man
>>712989510
If (You) read this your mother will die in her sleep tonight.
>>712989999
quads
>>712982054
10/10 Feel thread
>>712991858
I don't believe in memes.
>>712990018
Aw man, I wanted agony..
Got a spare?
http://steamcommunity.com/id/bebisface2001/
>>712982054
I don't know how to heal years upon years of hating myself, of tearing myself down to try and build up other people.
I love people, I love nearly every person I meet and my first instinct is to exhaust every mental and emotional resource I have for them, even at the expense of my own well being.
Because what good am I if not to support other people?
Standing alone I am nothing, I am worthless.
And usually this mentality doesn't hurt me too badly, but when I'm alone with myself it comes on full force and I dwell on how pointless I really am, how much of a failure I am.
How do you guys rebuild yourselves?
>>712990023
test
If you don't 'feel' an erection while watching this video then congratulations (sorry), you're gay.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L40P5TfMem0
Why am I even a thing, I dont like any of this "being a human" shit, I'd rather be a tree or something
>>712992210
study philosophy and psychology helped me
youtube.com/watch?v=UGLsnu5RLe8&list=PL22J3VaeABQAOhH1CLMNnMl2R-O1abW1T
>>712986239
>>712986213
Vader doesn't eat and he doesn't sleep in a bed. 0/10
>>712991657
You say underage alot, are you hiding something? Also how do you explain this?
>>712992313
Any sort of philosophy?
I used to listen to Alan Watts a lot, because he had this sort of calmly accepting approach on life that I liked.
Not entirely strong in the ways of psychology other than I know I'm probably not as bad as I truly think I am, but I can't stop thinking about myself like this.
>pic related
>>712986264
I've seen this page out of context and I liked it a lot better that way. I assumed that the intruder was Luke, and that Luke was the one that wished Vader a happy birthday. I'm disappointed.
>>712992527
just anything about it told me enough to get my mind right. gave you a link
>>712992636
Link came up as an error
>>712990520
I'm not a victim. I just don't like people who are mean to victims. Know what I mean?
>>712992275
This is very interesting and intriguing but I don't really find gorillas and monkeys altogether attractive, If that makes me gay then in a flaming faggot
>>712992840
You are...
>a flaming faggot
>>712992979
Anyways, thanks for showing me how gorillas in Africa celebrate st Patrick's day
>>712993263
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aIUZlzd37sI
>be me
>Good social skills I'd say
>Never had a problem reading what people thought.
>Met with a girl.
>It was the first time I'd felt something.
>we go out.
>We kiss, cuddle, and watch movies together.
>One night under the moon I told her I loved her.
>She did feel the same and it tore me apart.
>Fast forward 4 years
>Been with another girl for 2 years.
>Still sometimes have memories of the other girl for some reason.
>I don't feel any emotion towards it at this point.
>Sometimes though I can feel it.
>That pent up feeling of "this isn't where I belong."
But it is where I am. And as much as I wish I could do something about it. I don't think I can.
>>712983763
>>712984195
subhuman trash
You guys are all like "my life has been a pain" etc. but you know what? Most of you at least had a friend... in my entire life I've only had one friend and we live in different countries now... I can't talk to people (some kind of sociopathy or sociophobia, I guess) thus can't make any more friends... I've spent my entire life sitting in front of a PC... Damn it, I don't even sleep - I'm stuck near the goddamn machine 20 hours a day... I'm 18. I literally have no friends. Know how that feels?
>>712991858
Jokes on you faglord, my mother is already dead.
>>712993584
do you have a job or do volunteer work?
>>712984195
>completely fucks over an innocent girl in a wheelchair
>does it for a dare
>laughs in her face
Fuck you anon. This may be 4chan, but even /b/ has moral standards
>>712990187
retard the point is losing someone you love to death is real pain, whether human or animal,not pathetic beta loneliness
I agree completely
>>712993811
No. I'm in the 13th grade of school (Italy, 13 grades of school in total).
But I suck even at studying.
>>712993828
>/b/ has moral standards
Kek
>>712983565
Stoned Jesus
Today, I think the girl I have been in love for 2 years has found someone else. She doesn't know I'm in love with her, but she says I'm her bestfriend
>Inb4 no, im not friendzoned, i know that
But i mean we are very close, idk what to do /b/ros. If u want I can greentext the whole story, it's tough and sad
>>712984635
The fuck does that even mean?
>>712982764
already felt this feel > 10 times. last one was from heart cancer and shaved 3 years off his short life. Hopefully just two more and its all over.
Everytime I cry, I always hope my mom will come comfort me, but she wont.
I just want to be a kid again, so my mom can comfort me when I'm sad, when she wasn't drinking away the pain and where I wasn't schizophrenic.
I just want to go back to when dad was around and life was happy and steady
I just want to be a kid again /b/..
>>712984427
right in the honey nut feelios
>>712987619
School shooter in the make
>>712994865
It means honkies have no light in them [no soul].
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mEzzPgucvQ8
I've never been a loner or anything. My life was pretty good apart from my dad leaving when I was 4 years old. Lived for a little while with my grandparents(GREAT people can't overemphasize this) until my mom got her shit together.
Moved to live with her. New place new friends etc. Made friends pretty easily(still see them today after so many years, good fellas) gained a little weight but nothing much.
Uni comes and I went to a different city thinking this was my shot at life, I had to learn how to live alone and make do with what I have etc.
1 year after that my mother died. One night she had cerebral hemorrhage and past away in her sleep just like that. How the fuck was that even possible? I talked to her that night, she sounded totally fine. She was always there, showing no signs of distress or anything, just holding strong for me. She worked her ass off for me. That probably took its toll. I did stupid shit, smoked weed and got caught, yelled at her for stupid shits like all teenagers, you know shit like that. Never appreciated her.
But I didn't know that she would be gone just like that. After that I thought now I would learn how to live alone. I miss her so fucking much man! I still don't know how to live alone.
>>712995323
just dont get a gf that is like her and you will have a happy marriage
>>712984791
>One of the actually good SNL members
>Ghostbusters
>Caddy Shack
>Stripes
>Lost in Translation
>Groundhog Day
>Meatballs
>Scrooge
>Rushmore
>St. Vincent
>Kingpin
>The Royal Tenenbaums
>Best cameos other than Donald Trump in Home Alone 2
>The only good thing about Garfield
Please just die
>>712989046
This one gets to me so fucking bad every time.
>>712984195
God this one hurts me to the core, fuck that anon
>>712989046
dead. that's it. im eternally depressed.
>>712995523
Why not? Just curious.
Am I the only one who ever bought a product thinking that it would be the thing that boosts my confidence, and suddenly be able to make more friends?
>>712984427
>lost
>mfw I almost cried in a feels thread
>>712989123
I know that feel, bro...
>>712996000
been there, done that, big mistake
>>712989218
At least you get a chance to approach them. Every woman I've been interested in, immediately gives me the death stare :/
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KTvYh8ar3tc
Can't smoke weed or drink anymore due to a fucking demon. Really sucks, weed was my life for years, really don't know what to do with myself.
>>712993584
I lost all of my so called "friends" after High School. Been friendless since then (29 YO now). I've learned the hard way, loyalty is a rare commodity.
>>712983266
oh shit, I'm ashamed
>>712982054
http://www.aspergerpartner.com/articles-in-english
As an aspie this website made me break down mentally knowing I'll never be normal.
>me be around 5, found out my dad had huntington's disease.
>didnt really understand it so it was just meh to me, too young to understand
>my dad loved talking about space, and time and physics and always questioned the world around him like a deep thinking
>one day i wanted to go play with my friends but my father kept yapping and yapping about science and stuff and all the things that fascinated him
>being the young kid i was i neglected to listen to him and slipped out the door while he had his back turned. never thought of it for awhile
> about 10 years pass as i slowly watch my dad progress though the disease and watch how he completely lost the ability to talk and move is body properly
> start to see my father less because i was afraid to see him the way he was it pained me very much to see im in that state
>jump to me being 20 years old
>at my wedding see my dad sitting in the back of the room moving uncontrollably
>after the wedding i hug him and tell him i love him but i had to go because honeymoon
>dont see my dad for a whole year
>im 21 now getting off work, go home lay in bed and fall asleep
>far off ant that i never talk too calls me up
>says my father had a heart attack and heart stopped for more that 10 min before they could revive him
> rush to hospital as fast as i could
>waited in the waiting room for about 20 min then my dad rolled in on a bed with tubes and breather.
>while they wheeled him past me his eyes where open and it seemed like he looked at me
> that night the kat scans on his brain came back that there was almost no brain activity.
>had to pull the plug 3 days later
>>712996459
Good, good. Mr. Rogers loves it better when he makes you feel ashamed for having your boipucci dominated by him.
>>712996164
Thanks for the advice anon.
Just got a call from my mom. my grandma just passed 20 minutes ago.
>>712996686
sorry, I shouldnt have said nothing, but if you made an experience you just want to share.
take care good Sir
>>712984819
"Fill my hoo-ha with goof juice"
>>712996745
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BLUkgRAy_Vo
>>712994021
>be me
>be this autistic
>>712989468
its not your fault
>>712986669
These threads usually bring me down, but this is the first time I've actually teared up.
>>712996818
No need for apologies or anything man, you take care as well!
>>712987339
Live not to be remembered as a legend or a legacy, but live to see what you can accomplish in the time you're given. When you die, you won't recall what shoulda coulda woulda been. You'll experience the same blackness you felt before you were born... and then...>>712987339
>>712984195
I refuse to believe such evil exists. If I'm wrong about that, perhaps we should just hurry up our inevitable climate-change/nuclear war induced onward march to extinction. It's all we deserve.
So many people post sob stories about crushes and shit. I don't get it, a few years ago maybe, but as it stand right now (24) I have no interest in a girlfriend or wife at all.
The best thing I know in life is getting home, knowing I can do whatever I want, or not do anything at all.
The way I see it, the day you get a wife and kids, thats the day you stop living.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NPYtm6XFAFE
