best mdma storys
took mdma
got paranoid, scared and wanted to kill myself
got off mdma
never took mdma again
>>712864901
>>712864960
Don't think that would be mdma mate, it's pretty much impossible to feel that way from pure mdma
>>712864901
Used to take the shit all the time, but it started fucking my emotions up in weird ways and I could tell I was fucking my brain up from doing it so often. Had serotonin syndrome a few times and it's the worst feeling in the world. Literally feels like your misery will never end and there is absolutely no colour in the world, figuratively speaking. Haven't done it in a few months now and intend to steer clear for now unless it's a special occasion
I took MDMA
I rolled
I came down
>>712865726
MEMBER WHEN YOU GOT STIMULANT PSYCHOSIS AND YOU COULDN'T STOP HALLUCINATING FOR 2 DAYS?
>>712864901
>Took plenty
>Going for a piss
>Walking down the stairs
>Get my head bashed against a wall
>Astoria GAY on a friday night
>No fucks given
>Smacked the cunt like there was no 2m
>MDMA the power of love
>>712865726
Someone didnt follow simple safety rules.
>>712865836
Yeeee I member:(
>>712865911
Yeah it's fine if you don't use it like a prick like I did
>>712864901
Got a bj request from a guy
>>712864901
taking a shit when m is kicking in feels weirdly satisfying.
>>712866088
As in? Giving 1 or getting 1?
>>712866266
Dubs speak the truth!
It feels like an orgasm IMO
>>712866277
A dude wanted to suck my penis
>>712866354
And? Did you give in?
Underated thread
>>712865528
This!
>>712866456
Nope
>>712866701
You prob missed the best bj of your life /b/ro
new year house party
snorted a mdma line fat as a forearm
started to sweat like nigerian baker
the good feels kick in
I begin to dance like a god
speakers die, no music
dont care, continue to dance for next 7h
truly a glorious drug
>>712864901
>be me
>liquid stranger show
>on lsd
>take ~250mg ecstasy pill
>tell literally every girl I come across how much I love their hair
>make lots of friends
Fucking love mdma
one time i took so much i swear to god one pupil went huge and the other went tiny like apin i thought i was dying
>taking more than 150mg
might as well do meth
>>712866739
more
>>712866783
But im not gay
>Normally a shy dude
>Go with a friend on a rave
>Take ecstasy
>Meet tons of very cool people
>Smile at hot girls, girls smile back
>Ask a girl for her number
>She writes it on my body
>Never felt happier in my life
I'm still in touch with her, will be going with her to a rave next month
>>712866904
>snorted a mdma line fat as a forearm
Yeah right!
Megakeks!
Just got home from deployment with the military
didnt drink or do drugs for like 6 months
Went to something called 'nibe festival' (small festival)
we had a tent camp
listening to music drunk and on cocaine all day (4 days actually)
Buddy of mine had high quality mdma
sticky brown lumb asf
fuck yearh im ready
did a few bombs
doesntwork
...
...
shit it doesnt work
...
...
kicks in
!!!
feelsgoodman.jpg
everything feels nicer than everything you have ever felt.
love mdma.
cocaine too!!
Used to take ecstasy at clubs. Skin felt awesome, every touch was magnified tenfold. Fucking felt incredible, couldn't cum for days afterwards because it was just so boring without the drug.
When I take it nowadays (from a different connect, don't really know many people at the clubs anymore) it seems very different. Tactile sensations feel a bit better than usual but nowhere near like it used to. Sex is better from an "emotional" perspective but not from a physical perspective. It's actually quite a bit more difficult than usual to cum. Things feel sort of pillowy, similar to when I'm coming up on shrooms.
I'm assuming I was probably getting more speed-based ecstasy back then and more real MDMA now? Honestly the stuff I have now feels more like what I've read MDA is like, but I don't really have a good frame of reference. Got a pill testing kit coming in the mail just to make sure, but I thought I'd ask what more experienced people thought it might be in the meantime.
>>712864901
>love everyone
>need jaw muscle transplant after
>>712867723
this guy knows
>>712864901
>first time mmdma
>did it at a drum and bass rave in amsterdam
>supergood.jpg
>2 girls run up to me
>they yell super exited I KNOW YOU FROM THE CHEESE FACTORY
>mfw never been to a cheese factory
First roll, only roll
>took an uber to a park next to my friend's highschool
>went into the bathroom and snorted 200mg
>stumbled out of the bathroom
>fell face first onto cop car outside
>booked it
I haven't done mdma since, but it was a pretty damn euphoric roll
>>712867723
I felt my jaw muscle move when I read this
>>712867009
meth =/= mdma
>>712867527
another story from me.
at a friends house
we all planned a night in doing drugs
did loads of amfethamin (like 2 grams high quality)
fucking trippin
dude comes by with mdma
begin doing mdma (we only did like 0.5 grams)
i was tripping so much
looked up
thought flies was everywhere
though that the lines we snorted was surroundet by green and red christmas lights
hallucinated asf
happy asf
kissed with a really pretty girl
skin felt so soft and nice.
mdma is so nice.
>>712865528
moron
>>712867594
I'll always remember my first MDMA night.
Did it many times afterwards but will never be the same.
Not taking anymore now, oldfag is old.
>>712867594
yea that's about it but always test your shit
>>712867594
Might be lower quality mdma.
Also, having a hard time to cum is absolutely normal.
>>712865836
Alot of diffrent kinds of pink cartoon characters from diffrent tv shows that day.. fuck me
>>712867905
i've tried the sparkling lines thing, it makes you wanna do more, but it's a sign of overuse.
>>712867866
Dubs = truth
When i went to my hometown dentist ( i was living abroad while experimenting) he saw shit wasn't right straight away!
Hit a 5 hour comedown chewed the whole of the inside of my mouth. This was on eccies (Burgerkings)
>>712868148
i know, maybe because we did a shitload of speed at the same time.
But it was fucking awesome.
also thought my friend had a bloody nose and i thought there was water everywhere on the floor.
A buddy of mine thought so too, so we tried to mop the floor haha
>>712868148
>>712867905
Stop samefagging FFS!
>roll on floor
>shit on door
>I'm a dinosaur
>>712867900
I know, but if you are doing 2+ points of mdma on the regular you are basically trying to simulate meth imo. Might as well just do meth/speed/some other amphetamine or learn to stop abusing mdma and take a reasonable dose that is actually empathogenic and not just stimulating/really mostly just a MDA role due to the metabolization of MDMA into MDA at higher dose. If its good MDMA you really should roll off of 120mg and not need more. Obviously people (including me) like to do more but imo as long as you dont redose and stay under 200mg you are golden. I've stopped doing it after 2 years of rolling every 2 - 3 months and don't really notice any negatives outside of maybe slight memory reduction, but overall seemed pretty beneficial. On the flipside I have friends that were doing it every week if not more and redosing and are mentally fucked up a bit as a result, although it seems you do recover a bit over a long period of time.
Anyway, E's or MDMA won't be how it used to be back in '97
Fuck you newfags!
Mistsubishis ruled the world back then!
>>712864901
>first time, 330mg mdma
>rolling home alone
>sick CEV, saw myself in the future, offering a seat to some invisible person, see myself in third person, im excusing myself and go to the toilet, fall on the floor, bursting out in tears, while picking up pills from the floor which i oviously dropped, putting shitload of them in my mouth - didnt scare me at all, just continued dancing
>talking to a monkey on a floating pillow for hours in my head, dancing with a weird blonde girl in my head
>dancing in the shower
>flooding my room with water, dancing on the wet floor
>out of body experience, sawmyself sitting on my knee, could switch perspectivesbetween myself on my knee (very small, maybe 2cm) and my real body
>looked in the mirror, fell in love with myself (social anxiety is gone since this day)
felt like a punch in the face, which was releasing me out of a lifelong coma
girl still exists in my head, trip was 3 months ago
so does the monkey
they are tulpae
best day of my life by far
>>712868453
10/10
>>712868454
I dont know about you but speed/meth gives me very,very little to no euphoric feelings.
I understand what you mean though.
>>712867780
>>712867866
This is the first new year's eve I'll be going out after about 4 years. I go drinking with my friends every other weekend, but I don't really like forced events like this. Too social for me.
But since I've discovered this stuff, I'm actually looking forward to it.
Used get it when presses were just little white pills you could buy at the venue - it has changed a lot over the years - still one of the best times ever.
Nowadays if it can be found its home rolls with the wifey and sexy times - much more enjoyable than a packed club.
>>712868608
mdma makes everything awesome
>>712868493
Mitsis were great but there have been some pretty good presses in the last few years to rival them
at least they have gotten over that whole double stack crap we used to have to deal with
>>712868493
>hasn't had current presses
Why bother when you can get pure powder these days
>first time mdma
>told everyone i had it before
>go to house party (i didnt even listened to house before)
>drop first half, wait 15minutes
>nothings happening so drop another half
>in like 2minutes my hands are sweating and kneels vibrating
>holy_fuck.mp3
>in another 10minutes im right under the stage dancing like never
>look around, everyone is fucking high smiling at me
>need to touch somebody
>cant resist that feeling, just softly grab some random 8/10 girl
>she gives me the most beautiful smile ive ever seen
>about to make out with her in the middle of crowd
>too high to control myself but i still know whats happening
>about to touch her lips when suddenly...
>the mofocking beat DROPS
>push her away from me, jump the fuck up and start dancing
>rest of the night was pretty much dancing and telling everyone how much i love them
>next morning my jaw is dead, cant even talk
>worth it
Hyperactivity like the last fag on earth. Dancing , talking, just everything was awesome. Just drank like 10litres of water and sweating. Also chewing my chewing gum for like 7 hours. Next three days I can't really eat cus my jaw was fucked up. Still taking it once a month. Best thing ever
>>712868763
Yeah, that's true.
But to me it was really surprising how social I can be. I usually like to be alone most of the time, I even picked a solitary job. But now I can enjoy events like these, talking to everyone, dancing, being genuinely funny (unlike when drunk).
The down for me is mostly realizing what potential I have.
>>712869199
ALWAYS bring a pack of chewing gum.
>>712869199
top kek, it was pretty much the same for me. only with very hardcore underground rap (that I disliked a lot before)
>>712869213
Then use that potential.
>>712869213
exactly the same here mate... i used to spent my time alone, wasnt very social but now... oh god how much i love talking to people and making new friends... mdma is just pure love
>>712869295
this is also the best way to make friends, always bring a pack of gum. See someone eating their face? Give them some gum. They instantly love you.
>>712868493
Pokeballs were bomb in 2000s
>>712869199
there is nothing more important than music when you are on mdma
>>712869449
yes.
>>712869295
rule #1
>>712868816
>>712869051
/b/ros Im talking back in '97,'98. Gave that shit up in 2005.
Butterflies, blue and white were great too, especially when mixed.
Don't know if you're britbongs but i assume so.
E's are shit nowadays, wouldn't even drop one to save my life.
>>712867279
nice
piece bru
>>712869577
Oh fuck what is that shit called??
I need to get this now! I want to trip people!
>>712864901
My favorite take-away form MDMA was the many times an entire club would be jumping around like madmen to music that basically felt like audible sex, and everyone in the place was on it and had passing them around for free and just generally being absolutely euphoric. Must be how our ancestors felt dancing around a fire or something.
>>712869641
It always depends on the source.
I know someone (who knows someone who knows someone, you know the deal) that always gets good stuff.
The best I have had in a long time are shaped like a bullet, with 9mm written on it. They are red/pinkish.
> Be me, circa 2000AD
> Take drugs almost erry day, mostly weed, etc and sometimes acid
> Decide to go clubbing one night, buy a bunch of pills
> Get to BFs house, he has some cocaine
> Ineverdidcokebefore.png
> I'm in, we do some lines.
> Later in life I did a a lot of coke, didn't realise at the time how good the quality was.
> Feeling good, let's go out.
> Get to the club, take a couple pills.
> Nothing happens wtf.jpg
> Take a couple more, still nothing
> Take fifth and last pill of my stash, still nothing
> Decide to go home, party is boring now and I have coke at home.
> While driving, I suddenly start vividly hallucinating
> See people cheering me on side of highway, airplane laying across highway
> Shit's real intense
> Make it home, see fairies and shit all over
> So many smiles
> Best sex ever
That was a pretty fun night. Did more coke which calmed the pills a little but was fucking awesome.
>>712869449
Never had one!
Britbong?
>>712869641
not britbong, and what im saying is that if you have connections that aren't shit there are definitely proper presses coming from holland. Shit I can get locally made pure powder mdma here, its definitely coming back along with LSD, at least in the US.
Why are drug threads always the comfiest?
I don't feel like im on /b/ but some chill place...
>>712869513
I would buy them from a black dude for like 6-8 dollars a pill wholesale and flip them to Asian kids for 20$ single or 15 if you bought more.
Thank goodness for the Asians in ap Chemistry being scared of black people.
Surprised me how horny and slutty Asian girls get on drugs.
>>712869884
Best sex ever on E?
My arse!
Had an extremely interesting experience with MDMA and DXM. Wasn't wise enough back then to realize what an unsafe combo that is, luckily I only escaped with very minor serotonin syndrome. I had taken a pretty low dose of the MDMA at least, but the dose of DXM was quite high. Easily upper second or lower third plateau.
So needless to say I was highly fucked up, never had full blown OEV's from DXM, but this was unlike any hallucinations I had before. I was essentially able to create any hallucination I desired. I could "create" writing on the wall, or 3 dimensional shapes that hovered in midair, that I could walk around and look at from every angle. Very strange because I didn't expect the MDMA to contribute to the hallucinations, but I've never been able to duplicate the effect on DXM alone (although DXM+LSD created a simular effect) so I assume part of that must have come from the MDMA.
Nothing really that crazy happened apart from that, tactile sensations felt quite interesting- DXM usually makes things feel "grainy" for lack of a better word but that didn't seem to be the case this time, everything felt smooth and almost rubbery. MDMA made me super horny but unfortunately the DXM won out in that regard and my dick couldn't feel a thing. Walking was impossible, so I attempted to play vidya, but I couldn't keep my perspective straight. It was impossible for me to remember what colors and shapes made up my character and to differentiate those from the environment, so the screen was just a confusing Mashup of colors that would shift as I moved. Kinda reminded me of those old windows media player visualizations.
Anyway as I said I don't recommend trying this, I was young and dumb. Still managed to be a very enjoyable experience but I'm lucky I didn't have a bad reaction.
>>712869999
girls and mdma is the best combo out there
throw in some 2cb and youve got a night to remember
>>712869999
Checkd
>>712869947
everybody is happy and friendly in drug threads
Ive done mdma so many times, but some times when you do a shit load shit starts getting crazy but in a good way.
Sometimes when im floored ill be in my bed listening to music with the lights off and ill be drifting off having imaginary conversations in my head and ill pull out of it and look around the room and realize holy shit that wasnt even real lol.
Then fall back onto my bed and start drifting again. That only happens when im peaking super fucking hard though. Also i love that feeling you get when you're walking around and it feels like you're fucking flying from room to room like you're going super fast.
On really hard rolls sometimes you can even get soft visuals like a low dose of lsd. Also smoking ciggarettes and you get that gagging feeling wich ive actually learned to love that feeling. Anything thats a sign of mdma peak ive learned to love just cause i love the high so much.
Mdma is trippy dude.
>>712869346
But I don't really feel the need to talk to people that much when I'm sober, or drunk. Even on coke the need was never that strong even though it makes me more social. I have no problems with confidence, or talking to girls. I have sex randomly from time to time. It is just not that interesting to me, I sometimes do it mostly because it will be a good story for my friends. Big social events are boring or annoying if I don't know anyone. I am a programmer, making stuff work makes me happy. I am also in a good shape, working out makes me happy too. You could say I am content.
But as >>712869363 said, I've never felt the love. I've never felt strong emotions before, probably since I was a teenager. This is a whole new world for me.
>>712865528
True, i got paranoid and shit with weed and alcohol, wanted to be alone and wishing i could die high
>>712864901
anyone got any onion links?
>>712869924
Ok, Mitsu were the rage late 90's early 2k'
Never heard about or seen your Pokepillz here, I call BS.
No offense tho'
>>712869904
It was a regional presser here in California and west coast states . His pills at that time (2004-2009??) were some of the best.
>>712870065
You are indeed lucky.
I did DXM once, but didnt have much though. It was rather tiring.
>>712870065
Kek, whatever you wrote, like anybody would actually bother!
Fuck you
>>712870368
I did.
Being willfully ignorant aint cool, dawg.
>>712870199
Fuck off fag !
>>712870199
>>712870286
No wonder I've never had one.
Eurofag here
Can take E and it's always nice. But I really can't drink alcohol or take anything else with it, for some reason I have to puke after a while. So just E and Water when going to a rave.
>>712870447
Stop samefagging pussy.
MODS ! Too many underaged fags here, do your fucking job FFS!
Looking for tips, guys!
>If I take 2-3 months before trips, do I avoid getting a higher tolerance?
>Does tryptophan make the down easier? I've never had any bad ones, but just in case. It's pretty cheap where I live.
>>712870069
I haven't been able to get any RCs after 2010. Use to have a gram of 2ce but ended up flushing it after I tried vaporizering some and felt like I was having a heart attack plus I tripped so hard it was a solid ++++.
>1st of january
>bored
>oh shit i got this ecstasy pill somewhere!!
> eat
>wait 30min
>wait 40 min
>fuck it doesnt work
> stand up go downstairs..
>while walking on stairs it kicks in HARD AS FUCK
>SUPER HAPPY
>stands for half n hour on stairs texting to random friends about how fucking awesome i feel
>>712870742
3 months break in between is best - take supplements before and after
>>712870238
Just go to pill check if it's still online and type in Pokeballs
>>712870163
No offence meant but this made me laugh so hard.
I do remember being in my room after clubbing many years ago, and talking to myself in my head because there's literally no off switch.
One time some guys came back round my house and we all fell asleep except this one guy. I had fully drifted off to sleep and lost consciousness so it felt like a lot of time had passed and I woke up to the sound of one of my friends still talking. It made me laugh for days afterward because he was red in the face from talking to himself for so long.
>>712870199
lurk moar, cop
Gf wants us to do ecstasy tomorrow at a party. Never tried drug before. Should i? Any advices?
>>712870869
>before
From what I have heard/read, it's better not to take them before from a lot of anecdotal evidence.
>>712870892
'k
Thanks /b/ro
>be me
>18ish
>Took two red rhinos for my second time rolling (ketamine+MDMA)
>Started feeling it and me and my buddy went to Carl's jr for some drinks n shit
>Standing in crowded line
>Need to puke but hold it down
>One big gag forces the puke to projectile out my mouth
>I had my hand blocking my mouth so it sprayed literally everyone in my perimeter
Went to the bathroom puking my guts out and all I could think was damn this shit is thebomb.com
>>712870703
>claims I am samefagging
>claims I am underage
>has no proof
Jesus, what is your fucking problem?
>>712870992
yes you should ..
Keep a drink nearby
stay positive
Have fun
>>712870992
Water, chewing gum
>>712869654
People just call it a light show.
>>712870992
fucking do it
>>712869577
I fucking hate how people have to ham it up.
>>712870992
I don't know if I'm right about this but I think that you would be better drinking a lot of water before you do MDMA, like stay very well hydrated in the hours leading up to using it. A couple of times I drank too much water and started projectile vomiting.
>>712871150
Also, dont forget pissing.
Water poisoning is a real thing.
>>712870992
test your shit and have a good time
>>712870199
https://lmgtfy.com/?q=drug+onion+links
>>712870992
Yeah, you should. No alcohol, 1/2 a pill, resist the feeling that it does not work and you need more. Just wait.
Also don't plan any work for the next day, maybe prepare for mild depression for the next one. Just sit down, prepare some hot cocoa, play computer games. It's not too bad.
>also clenching your jaw muscles is normal, don't get freaked out
>>712864901
>Be me 26 , antisocial gamer
>weedislife.jpg
>gets invited to a concert of Carpenter Brut with my bros
>anonbro : it's dangerous to go alone, take this pill ! (First time)
>gets in the toilets, looking myself in the mirror
>wtfamidoing.jpg
>swallow pill
>this sht sucks, no effect
>20 mins later
" hey anon, you are so talkative today :D"
>1H later , brain is going melting, music feels waaaaay to good
>best fking day of my life
>concert finished, still high
>put headphones on, listen to this: https://youtu.be/xOYc1iXC1ww
Would do it again
Went on vacation in Idaho, chilling with cousins at the lake at night. Decide it's time to trip. Looking up at the stars and shit is the last thing I remember. The next day we all woke up back home in Seattle. We Fucking drove home across the state 2 days into our week long vacation. Had to drive all the way back and spent a ton on gas. Still a good trip though God Damn.
>>712871010
depends on what method you take -
check erowdid for some good pre and post loads
I don't drink much, neither does my gf. We don't do drugs, but I think she's in to the idea of trying MDMA. I'd willingly do it with her, just so we can fool around with each other. No idea where to get it from, biggest fear is getting some garbage mixed in with it. How do I avoid that?
>>712871011
My bad. Think the website is called pill reports. I haven't done any mdma in over 4 years,so I forgot.
First time taking real MDMA I ended up masturbating with a dude. On tuesday I woke up in hospital after cutting my arms open. Conclusion: No MDMA for me.
>>712870165
>a whole new world for me
yeah... better world
but still... i hate when the depression hits day after
>>712871129
never noticed until now. once she notices the camera she steps it up big time.
>>712871288
>Be me 26 , antisocial gamer
>MDMA makes everything good
Are you me?
>>712870992
Go for it mate
Everything's gonna be good, you're not taking LSD
Take a quarter to start with if you're worried
30mns later you're gonna start to smile and feel horny
Take whatever is left from your pill or another quarter, repeat, enjoy.
Forget about sex tho', it's all gonna be about hugs, snogging and gropping
If you're not feeling good don't take it though.
>>712871285
This 100%
>Be me, going to set a fire in the woods at night with friends, in the 3rd world.
>Friend of a friend just gave me a tablet, and winked his eye to me.
>Idgaf, and just took it.
>30 minutes later, it hit so hard.
>whatthefuckisgoingon.jpeg
>Got to collect wood in the darkness of the woods, cold as fuck, but I didn't feel it. My friends are having problems doing that.
>I tell them that I love them very much, that they don't have to do it, that I would do it all by myself. They were surprised, they told me that they loved me too. It was like a bizarre, sincere conversation, very present. They didn't know I was on mdma, anyway.
>Start running through the woods, breaking and carrying huge logs and bringing them to the camp. I just felt like a savage animal, it was amazing.
>With super strength, I lifted a fallen tree over my shoulders, and I threw it against other tree to split it in two. A friend saw this and was like wtf, and started laughling like crazy.
>I continue running through the woods, chopping and collecting logs.
>Set a huge fire in the camp, and later partied there with more friends that came.
>Later, in the dawn, the Sun risen and I realized that my body was full of bruises and cuts.
>Worth it. Being on mdma at night with friends, in the nature, is something I'll never forget.
>>712871445
Haha, yeah. For me it is usually 2-3 days. But it's not too bad. Just annoying going to work, I usually enjoy it.
I've started to plan ahead and use holidays or take days off so that I can just chill at home when I am down. Makes it much better.
>>712871418
mdma doesn't make you shot - it just lowers inhibitions and social constraints - at high levels it may make you hallucinate.
test your shit and don't spread bs like this - doesn't help anyone
>>712871308
Like someone said above. Buy a reagent test kit and test your shit.
I use to help run a check table at raves and events because bad pills and retards would ruin events.
The most common fake pills were pips and speed based or a designer mda.
>>712871500
Bruuuuu :D
>>712871531
i love sex on rolls - thats my favorite part
>>712871531
>it's all gonna be about hugs, snogging and gropping
Yeah, but it will feel way better anyway.
>>712870742
That should be more than enough time between experiences, don't know about about the tryptophan but 5HTP is commonly used to make the comedown more manageable but it never did shit for me. Also heard you want to steer away from any of the 5HTP supplements containing St. John's Wort, which a lot of them have, as it might cause a bad reaction on account of it's SSRI activity.
>>712870368
>MDMA story thread
>Fuck you for posting an MDMA story
What a retard you are.
>>712871654
yeah exactly... i usually take few days off after party too... its much better to get over those days when you are with your friends, chilling together, just talking about how awesome that party was etc... or when theres party on friday we usually go party on saturday aswell...
i feel like mdma kills some innocence off of you, it definitely is a life changing drug. i wonder what id be like today if i hadnt used any class A's. would i have less anxiety? be less cracked out? or would i be more boring, less outgoing and what not. anyway no one here is considering negative side effects of hard drugs, i had drug induced psychosis which developed into schizophrenia because i wasnt getting proper treatment and i kept using drugs. i dont touch anything besides alcohol now. weed, xtc, shrooms, they all fuck me up. my life is fucking next tho so when i have a bad trip, it fucking hurts.
im pretty jelly of all you guys tho that can still use it if you wish without the risk of going insane\getting sectioned. women are the ecstasy i use now.
>>712871665
Not everyone can control their shit. Plus people's body chemistry are different. Some people just shouldn't use certain drugs.
>>712868520
why would you make up lame shit like that
>>712871634
SAffir detected
Pic related. Chick I was seeing at the time.
Do MDMA with her the 1st time.
>We get vicks vapor rub
>Messages
>We agreed before hand to have sex
>I bring it up we fuck
I don't get what is so special about MDMA and sex to this day
>I cum in her
2nd time was way better.
>Plan whole day around MDMA
>Get awesome food and take it before meal.
>Save rest of meal
>Get vicks and other goodies
>Get naked and message and rub each other for hours while we shared music we loved with each other
>shower and get dressed
>At height of trip go to Bodies exibbit (art exibit using real plastisized human bodies
>Spend 3 hours there
>get home
>message/cuddle again
>smoke ourselves to sleep
>wake up the next morning in afterglow
>She was excited, couldn't shut up about how great yesterday was and fucked my brains out like crazy.
>Cum in her
Moral of the story: Plan your day, don't just expect the drugs to do everything.
>>712871905
Drugs have different effects on everyone my man...
So many dumb cunts ITT
Enjoy no matter what anon, come back and tell us how it went!
>>712871822
5-HTP is just 5-hydroxy-tryptophan. They are similar, but tryptophan had more recommendations. OK, thanks for the tip.
>>712871885
I'm sure no one likes you
>>712867932
How old is the oldfag, when did you stop?
>>712872004
plan is everything agreed
Can also plan day around sex ;)
>>712872004
Messages! Topkek!
Try again
>>712871885
>more boring, less outgoing and what not
This would be true for me, spent most of my life clean or just with alcohol, it was pretty boring.
That sucks, did you abuse it too much?
>>712872136
im a very liked person ill have you know :)
>>712871885
Pretty sure you can't "become" schizophrenic by using drugs. Psychedelics can activate latent schizophrenia in an individual already prone to it, but you would have had the disposition for schizophrenia from birth. If you lack that disposition, psychedelics will not give it to you.
Obviously this isn't to say that drug induced psychosis doesn't happen, but those are acute experiences for most people.
>>712872217
Stopped in 05; I'm 32, happy, newfag?
>>712866088
>got a bj request from a girl that I talked to in maccas for 5-10 mins.
> Only time in my life I got one.
>Told her I had to deliver maccas to my friends first
> talked to my friends for over an hour
>she was gone when I went back
Haha fml. I don't like being a virgin but I'm constantly fucking up these sorts of things. But in the moment I don't care so what you going to do.
>>712867849
mfw you have no face
>>712872511
This was during my first of two times on MDMA. It's good stuff lol.
>>712871905
im 55kg, 330 mg was a pretty high dose i guess.
had a lot of other cev, but just pictures turning into other pictures, not worth mentioning but still pretty cool
>>712864901
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gL-OddDQWDM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gL-OddDQWDM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gL-OddDQWDM
>>712872217
Typo, 37
>>712872720
>55kg
Is this you?
>>712872452
I don't think so. I think you can make every person schizophrenic if you give them long enough chronic high doses of hallucinogens. Otherwise try 1 year non-sober with all different drugs. It will fuck ur neurotransmitters and change ur brain. And actually everyone able to fall in love experiences while that time an psychosis state. being in love is the most beautiful psychosis of all
>>712872356
ive been high off X 12 times in my life, but i smoked a lot of weed in me late teens as well, i dont think it was just drugs that caused me to become ill, i had a lot of other life issues that i was struggling to deal with, my dad committing suicide when i was 16 is one of them to fill you in a little. the point i was making drugs definitely can fuck you up a lot tho MD included, like i think people that use X monthly or even weekly are insane. you should only use it a couple times a year if you do use it and only a few times in your whole life time coz it really does change up your brain.
>>712872217
Not as old as this of fag, first me a was called m25, did microdots a couple of weeks later. Party at xenon cove, a rave beached area in Cornwall. Was 15 at the time, now 44. Fk me nearly 30 years ago. Happy daze
>>712872452
theyre not 100% sure on what definitively causes schizophrenia, but any doctor will tell you they suspect drugs can have a roll to play. but im not saying me getting SZ was completely down to drugs tho, but personally i think it was a factor in my case
>>712872817
>being in love
>beautiful
well, unless the girl doesn't love you back
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=4ILp-2i2Mns
That's what u call gud xtc
You guys ready for utter tragedy
>First time on mdma was 15
>Popped two pills in total (one at beginning of night other halves were later at different points)
> just 4 of us, all really close mates, portable speaker, walking around all night, smoking etc. Amazing deep chats and epiphanies (the sort u get while high)
>feelin super affectionate, fuckin mdma, start gurning, mate says a kiss will make ot go away
>sure why not
> first kiss was with a guy on mdma fml
> kissed each person in the group multiple times
> fml
> despite that, still one of the best nights of my life
>>712873640
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hWToW9ZNOpo
>>712872452
if i had got myself sorted out as soon as started having symptoms of psychosis e.g. getting medication, cessation of substance abuse and counselling i wouldn't of been given a diagnosis of schizophrenia 2 years later
>>712873989
You a gay fish
>>712873989
Dat feelz will never happen again though, no matter how hard you try.
First feels on E are forever
>>712874179
I don't know, maybe, i definitely have a sexual attraction to guys, but, not a romantic one, like, I can see myself fucking a guy but not dating one. Whereas i would defo date a woman and definitely definitely fuck them
>>712872817
Not saying that heavy drug use won't have an effect on one's brain, that's basically a given. But schizophrenia specifically? That I'm not very sure about.
>>712873311
I think it depends on the type of schizophrenia. Not all schizophrenics are the same. From what I have learned on the subject, excess serotonin can play a large role in it and other forms of psychoses. Almost all hallucinogens elevate serotonin in the short term, but typically long term drug abuse lowers the brain's production of neurotransmitters. Hence why drug users are often clinically depressed for a while when they first get clean. Seems unlikely then, that chronic psychedelic use would permanently elevate one's serotonin levels.
Not trying to say you're definitely wrong, I do know that our knowledge of schizophrenia is quite limited and everything I posted is simply conjecture. Just my two cents on the idea I guess.
>>712874339
Nah I gotta disagree with that. Maybe my first time wasn't as great as others' were but I greatly enjoyed my more recent experiences with MDMA compared to the older ones.
>>712874093
Again, I'm not necessarily suggesting that drug use didn't have anything to do with your psychosis, I only meant that it's possible that you were always going to become schizo and the drugs merely sped up the onset. In other words they may have exacerbated a preexisting condition rather than causing the condition itself.
>>712867849
Liquicity?
>>712875000
Trips speak the truth i guess.
1st time i took E was the best ever, the rush coming up, that warm feeling etc
Got it too afterwards but still, wasn't the same
>>712865726
>Had serotonin syndrome a few times and it's the worst feeling in the world. Literally feels like your misery will never end and there is absolutely no colour in the world, figuratively speaking. Haven't done it in a few months now and intend to steer clear for now unless it's a special occasion
Not serotonin syndrome.
Serotonin syndrome feels like you just downed a pot of coffee straight on an empty stomach and smoked three cigarettes in a row.
>>712875000
yeah you're totally right man, i maybe always was going to become to become schizo if i didn't use drugs, too late for that tho! oh well, such is life.
>Be me in grade school, have crush on a cheerleader 2 years before me.
>Change schools twice, hadn't seen her in years.
>Start raving hard in high school in SF and eating tons of E.
>Got good at dancing, taking E and getting chicks and had a quota of finger-banging 3 raver chicks every night I went out to rave
>Go to one of my last massive parties in Oakland at Home Base a.k.a., International Rave Center
>Music was great and I was on a couple of pills and just needed one more girl to meet my quote
>Look here who is sitting on the floor looking like she needs a massage, it's cheerleader girl that I had a crush on in grade school
>Hello, would you like a hand massage?
>Why yes, anon, that feels good
>Start to make out with her and then slip my hand down her pants
>You're hand is clean, right anon?
>Yes, of course
>At a dirty rave, already finger-banged 2 other girls
>Proceed to finger-bang the fuck out of her and make out while sitting on the floor against a wall and there's hella people at this party so tons of ravers saw it
>Finish my quota then go back to dancing with my friends for the rest of the night
I so fucking miss the mid-late 90's in the SF Bay Area, those were the best times.
Pic related, here's me E'd out of my mind talking to a chick at another rave. Her dad was in the Hell's Angels. I was just too fucked up to get with her. Eh, always next time.
<Taking 2 pills at once after snorting a lot of meth
<Driving a car with cousin
<Can't control my body and driving on the left side of the road
<Somehow get to the city where I was supposed to met up with some girls
<Get controlled by police
<Police found out we've got drugs on us and I'm FCKNG high as fck(litteraly seeing policeman like having 2,5 meter and barely hearing what is he saying)
<Got to the police station
<They let me out but my cousin were still taken for 24h
<Went for a party with random people in random city, got even more wasted
<Taking my cousin from the station
<Driving back home
<Got a damn high fine and never ever drive again when I take drugs
>be at freeparty
>take around 500 mg mdma + ketamine
>gurning my face off
>police come to stop the party
>ask the police if I could take a selfie with them
>get searched and arrested
>>712876772
>also bought fries before that and started asking the police officers if they wanted some
>>712876738
cout
>>712876772
>freeparty
As opposed to what? A payparty? A slaveparty? Never heard the term before so I gotta ask.
>>712877758
Freeparties are illegally hosted raves somewhere under a bridge or abandoned building with a soundsystem, there are no rules/security/fee to get in but police often comes to stop them.
>>712877758
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Free_party
>>712871905
Its not made up man, I've also had shit like that heppen to me. Bears walking through my living room..
>>712877758
We're not talking about Comet Ping Pong here.
>>712870742
why are these good looking women so into ugly guys in australia
Gonna roll on this in 2 weeks.
How pure does this mdma look?
Each 125-150mg caps
>>712879163
Looks like BK-mdma tbh
You can't tell how pure mdma looks, I've had shitty mdma that was grey/white and insane mdma that was brownish. If you really want to know, buy a testkit.
Going to roll on the 3.12 with 9 good friends. We even bought a disco ball and 200 glowsticks. This week is going to be pretty hard. This will be also our biggest break.
>>712879345
BK-mdma?
>>712879666
nice trips
BK-mdma is a cheap research chemical variant off real MDMA, it lasts shorter and you need more to feel the effects, it's around 1/3 in potency.. Not saying you that it's definitely BK, but BK tends to have smaller & whiter/clearer crystals than real MDMA.
>>712879909
versus this
>be me
>gf goes to bed at 11 pm
>stay up
>eat pill ~220mg
>fap until 5am, smoke plenty of weed
>go to bed
Repeat every friday
When i read my story, its actually pretty boring
>>712879962
actually got some myself right here. left is BK, right is MDMA
>>712866927
thats a neurological disease thing, could seriously be tumor man.. might want to check it out, even if it was just the mdma
>>712880166
Will 125mg or 150mg still be enough for me to have the full experience? Have never done anything else than weed, and dont want to take both pills when its actually higher quality and I lose my mind
/b/ros is it safe to take MDMA while on anti depressants? I use 30 mg of Prozac everyday and sometimes Xanax. Some tell that I might get seratonin overdose or somekind of crisis.
>>712880691
>>712880582
If it's your first experience, I wouldn't take more than one either way, but for a full bk-mdma experience, around 250mg is needed. Just take one, wait an hour & half, if you feel like life is perfect and you love everyone, it's MDMA, if you just feel kind off pumped up and focussed, I'd take another one. But you'll probably enjoy one capsule, whatever it is.
>>712880691
It's not safe, antidepressants are SSRI's and could kill you if you use MDMA with it.
>>712880813
Thanks for advice, thanks to this thread, I'm gonna get gum! Wasnt gonna get gum.. recommend any flavours?
>>712866921
>liquid stranger
This probably happened at Shambhala didn't it.
>>712880959
The one you like
>>712880959
Watermelon does it for me for some reason. I don't even normally like it much.
If you want high quality pills, take a trip to Amsterdam. Ask a dutch person you now, almost everybody there knows a good dealer. I think they have free test labs or something.
>>712880959
Yeah, you're going to need alot of gum. Get something sweet, also don't know if you smoke cigarettes but if you do, be sure to get a full pack as you will be smoking one every 5 minutes because it feels so great on MDMA. Have a fun night /b/ro
>>712881096
Will take 2 packs because I can get a bit carried away with giving away cigs
>>712880788
according to this pure MDMA is safe with SSRI's. But then where I live I don't have any possibilities to test my stuff and we buy from shady people. Should I avoid it then?
Thanks for the info btw
>>712881096
Thank u
>>712881270
It's safe but you'll get reduced effects, nonetheless if it's real MDMA or not, SSRI's do that.
Dont they look beautiful?
>>712881379
>>712880925
who should I believe?
>>712881462
It's both me. I was wrong in the first one. MAO-I is the deadly one, not SSRI
>>712881270
It's safe with SSRIs, but you'll get a diminished experience, same receptors being used and all. I usually just took two days off prior to a roll, but that's not something I want to suggest to other people.
There are test kits available on the net, best option is to order one and test your shit before you take it.
Also laughing at the "pure white is bk-mdma, off-color is real!" bs. It all depends on how clean the lab worked, the more off-color the dirtier it is.
>>712879163
that does not look like mdma. too flaky, powdery, sticks to the surface of the caps and weird color.
but just buy a testing kit if you dont trust the dealer. looks dont tell you shit
>>712881655
bk-mdma is mostly pure so it's white, most MDMA isn't pure so it's offcolor in most cases. Didn't say that pure clear crystals couldn't be real MDMA, faggot.
>>712881855
>faggot
hurr durrr
>>712879962
Those look nice how much do you pay a gram
>>712882087
It's from google, but I usually pay 30 euros for a gram.
>>712882187
damn son, i paid 10$ a gram but its sourced from europe, here in the u.s. the molly game weak af
My gf and I broke up on Tuesday, so a friend of mine came over last night to cheer me up. We had a few beers and then decided to take a couple of pills that had been sat in a drawer from a party a couple of weeks back.
We tried playing vidya for a while, then just chatting shit, then we had a 5 hour fuck session. It started fairly tame but then we just started acting each other's fantasies, tried stuff our exes wouldn't do, got all of the toys out etc.
It was pretty fucking great but I'm feeling rough as shit today. Currently monging out in bed with snacks and my two cats,
>>712882330
Damn, that sounds great, anon.
>>712882296
Yeah I'm from Belgium, most MDMA here is directly from the netherlands, where MDMA is the best quality
>>712864901
>be me last year 36
>used to drop a few Es up to my late 20,s
>so around 7-8years
>me and a group of lads meet up when we can
>Go Into town it's shit
>in taxi rank waiting to go to Sheffield
>see a lad behind me asking for a cig
>gurning his face and chewing his lips
>two twenty packs of smokes
>trade him a pack for sum good stuff
>about a gram
>eat half give rest to lads
>wake up in a wheelie bin in low edges with my mates who also have wheelie bins
>go home we still can't remember that night
Never doing that stuff again
>>712864901
I've had so many good times on MDMA. Always get a bit gloomy afterwards, but my psyche is strong so i manage. Did some E in AMS last i was there though, chewed through my mouth... Had sores for 2 weeks and could barely eat. 10/10 would do again.
Also: Where can you find guides on stuff you can take before/after to limit side-effects (clenching, depression etc.)? Will be doing tons this NYE and could use some prep this time.
>>712884182
Same here @psyche, I actually believe I manipulate myself into an afterglow and really feel no comedown, ever, though I'm rolling on really hard 270mg pills
>At a rave with two of my friends, pretty close
>Drop a half of the above mentioned beauty
>Kicks in within 30 minutes, holy fucking shit what a takeoff
>Try to play it chill since most of the people there aren't yet going strong enough
>Close eyes, see sickest visuals on the fucking planet
>Stuff literally takes over me, had a feeling I was moving to the rhythm of the music without even doing anything while in the same time I could see myself from like 5-6 feet above
>Forgot I had the other half
>Peaking like a motherfucker, really beyond words
>Literally afraid to take the second half
>Proceed to take the other half because if I'm rolling then it's balls deep
>Smoked a j
>Lost perception of time, really unusual effects regarding visual stimulation and thought process
>Dance and talk for what seems like an eternity
>Rave ends at around 10 in the morning
>Go home, still can visualize stuff with eyes closed
>Listen to some trap, sounds magnificent
>Woke up 5 hours later with a massive afterglow, felt really weird about it because it was beyond anything I've ever felt regarding that matter
Best roll of my life, unfortunately words cannot express my thoughts and feelings at the time, still get chills when thinking of it.
I have 90 caps of MDMA, any idea what I should do with them all?
>>712865528
I totaly thought this, but I've been in two situations were I was seriously pissed on molly
>>712884182
Either Tryptophan or 5-HTP in a drug store (=medicine store) - they help you replenish serotonin faster
legal in my country, pretty cheap too. like 60 pills (one a day for the next 3 days probably helps, but it's hard to tell, usually anecdotal evidence) cost like $15
>>712884182
Take magnesium tablets and vitamin c tablets a few hours in advance
Also eat a bowl of porrage before helps with not eating and sleeping very well
Half pint so water every hour or so
When coming down eat something simple
That will help you recover from the affects
>>712885334
Give me if you live in Europe
Every time I pop molly I wreck the inside skin of my mouth and sometimes my lips. Jaw and teeth hurt the next day cos I grind the fuck out of them. I always forget chewing gum.
Sex is fucking awesome if you can get it up, but often you can't keep a decent boner. Sometimes you can't cum either.
>>712882662
Thanks, bro. It definitely cheered me up, that's for sure!
>>712885745
At first when I read it I imagined a male friend coming over to cheer you up, it was pretty funny when it escalated.
my friend fucked his bigsister, shes 30, he is 19.
>>712886433
How do you know? What was the day after like?