continuation of last thread
>>712800065
thanks man
>Manipura
>How does it feel to have another person decry your opinion or belief?
I look forward to this challenge. It's a simple situation that tests my dedication to my own character. I learn what I need to learn, or I strengthen myself. Always a win-win.
I could just not have opened 4chan that night, and went to bed instead.
>>712800065
>When have you given into temptation? how could you have avoided it?
The list would be endless. I'll just use one example. I had a shitty girlfriend who would always come back into my life. And I was always so lonely that I let her back in, despite her shittiness. This happened for over a year until I finally had enough and stopped letting myself be treated like a doormat. To avoid it, I could have been strong and realized I was better than her, and I didn't need her.
>>712800065
Ah... it's been awhile since I've done this one.
Rolling to start
>>712800649
>Describe your most memorable sexual encounter.
That's gotta be when I hooked up with my best friends oldest sibling. We'd been talking and finally decided to go for it. It was... the best I've ever had.
>>712800960
Rolling for sacral
>>712800065
Yeah thanks, OP
>>712800576
2'4 (already done 2'6)
I guess I am addicted to internet. Or to odd sleep patterns. Or to lazyness.
I need to have a better control myself, but I really know how. If anybody have already past throught this...
>>712800625
did 5, we'll go to 6
>List 5 ways to be happier
1. Have more confidence, and be more positive about my life.
2. Do things that I enjoy, and work hard for what I want.
3. Live a healthy lifestyle and treat my body as a temple.
4. Stop doing things that are self-destructive
5. Let go of your past mistakes, and forget about the things you've been hurt by.
>>712801060
Ha. Re roll
>>712800065
roll
I remember having 1st Svad roll
>Tell when you physically hurt another person
When I was really pissed at my cousin once, I backstabber'd him where you grab there shoulders, jump putting your knees on their back and bringing you and them downward onto the knees. I did this twice. 2nd Svad roll
>>712800424
>Tell about a time you struggled to overcome an obstacle, but eventually succeeded.
Fucking physics ap junior year. My teacher didn't teach a single correct formula the entire semester so he gave large curves on everyone's tests. He got his ap classes revoked, so i transferred to the other phys teacher. She was hella cool, but all the students were already accustomed to her teaching speed. Even though I didn't have the same knowledge base as they did, I paid extra attention and passed with a low B. I could've done better.
>>712801393
>Describe a time when you were hurt physically by another person
My friend once picked me up over his shoulder and, thinking my head was tucked in it wasn't, feel backward, driving me headfirst. I'm pretty sure I got a concussion from it. 3 svad roll
>>712801135
>When have you given into temptation? How could you have avoided it?
I've done a lot of things I'm not proud of. I guess losing my virginity was the worst. There are any number of things I could've done, mostly, I could've seen past the shit I was going through and given myself respect to actually do it emotionally. self respect. Respect for my partner
>>712801069
>what makes you angry ? why ?
My lack of will power (see>>712801069), injustice (self explanatory), irresponsibility (because why dangerous for the sake of dangerous), and incompetence (what are you fucking doing here ?)
>>712801660
>From Svad to Mani Roll
>>712801589
>How can you better understand your emotions?
Ask myself introspective questions like these every morning and every night. Haven't tested its effectiveness...but I don't have any effective alternatives.
>>712801091
did 1 in last thread, I'll go to 7.
>What do you get excited about? How can you bring that enthusiasm to every aspect of life?
When I see myself making progress physically, or develop a skill in MMA, or I get a great idea for a piece of film/literature. I get excited when I do well at these things. If I push myself every day to achieve something, that feeling of excitement can motivate me and keep me going.
>>712800065
Yeah sure. Not gonna fap tho
>>712801736
>How doesn't feel to have someone decry your belief or opinion
Even though I know that I shouldn't take it personally, I always do. I thankfully keep it controlled and don't blow up at them and have an actual discussion about it. Second Mani roll
>>712800065
THATS NOT HOW CHAKRAS WORK YOU FUCKING JEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
>>712801759
Rolled 9 again, so i choose
>Why do you think people defend their opinions so much?
Social disconnectedness. Everyone is so different its hard to find a common ground, which makes us feel alone. Since we're a social species that freaks us out, so we're in a fight-or-flight mode when we don't need to be.
>>712801868
>obsession with object or other person
Uh...not really sure if this applies. I got weirdly attached to objects as a kid, but that's about the closest it gets to any kind of obsession.
Roll
>>712801675
>List 5 ways to be happier:
1. Attack the darkness until it bleeds daylight
2. Think positive... it's not as bad as you think
3. Take time to appreciate how far you've come
4. get more sleep
5. Be kinder and more forgiving to yourself
>>712802031
>What is your ultimate goal in life?
Was hoping I didn't get this question, haha.
To live simply, yet know a lot. Specifically biology, chemistry, and firearms so i can truly protect myself and those I hold dear.
>>712801963
>Tell about a time you adapted to unforseen problems
I had this school project where I had to take care of one of those robot simulation babies for health. And the first night I got food poisoning and hand to puke many times while holding this baby. I got an A on the project though. 3rd Mani roll.
>>712801691
already done, let's do 2'2
> Tell about a time you physically hurt another person
I fought once with a boy in middle school who insulted me. The funny part is we were sufficiently similar to be good friend, if we were in better terms.
>>712802261
Rolled 1 again, so I choose
>How can understanding your emotions be beneficial?
Right now my only motivation is emotion. Understanding what emotions motivate me will allow me to create habits, or at least some other form of motivation so when my emotions fail my character doesn't.
>>712801834
did 4 in last thread, I'll go to 9.
>What makes you angry? Why?
When I feel like I'm regressing. When I take a step forward, and two steps back. I feel sad and disappointed with myself after letting myself fall to a bad place. Sadness turns to frustration, which turns to rage.
>>712802269
>How can you better understand your emotions?
I think knowing my opinions on issues is a good way of knowing my reactions/emotions to things.
4th Mani roll
>>712802413
>Describe a time upi were physically hurt by another person
never been hurt in a fight. the only times I've been physically hurt by someone else, was either an accident or just fooling around.
Finished with this chakra, rolling for the next
>>712802290
Svad to Mani roll
>>712802680
reroll
>>712802234
>Expain your worst addiction. How did you or how could you overcome or control it?
Compulsive lying. I used to lie all the time to everyone about everything. I've overcome it for the most part, because I had to. Living in lies is like being held prisoner by yourself. No one really knows you. I didn't let anyone, because I was afraid to get close to anyone. Eventually I just got tired of not having real friends. I was emotionally torturing myself by manipulating everyone. So I came clean and told people the truth.
>>712802555
>OH SHIT TRIPS GET
>How can you overcome a fear of failure?
Knowing and accepting what the outcome of failure is and having a backup plan if you do fail.
5th Mani roll
>>712802402
Rerolled 2. Only this last question have I not answered.
>Tell about a time you adapted to unforeseen problems.
At work I was the only person handling the restaurant floor. Bringing our food, cleaning, any additional services is the jazz of it. Well this particular day we filled to maximum occupancy with new orders left and right. I created this clunky little system in my head that allowed me to organize my timing of bringing out food leading into cleaning up. It was such a blur, but i remember my manager being proud of me.
>>712802870
Perfect timing!
Anahata cinnamon roll
>>712802712
>Tell about a time you overcame temptation
That week I avoided once to do an all nighter
>>712800065
let's see
>>712802936
>Tell about a time you went out of your way for the sake of others.
As a freshman in high school I organized a sleeping bag drive for the homeless in Houston. Something like 120 sleepings bags were handed out that day. I felt really happy knowing the homeless weren't gonna freeze the coming winter months.
>>712802222
I was suppose to present something with a peer but he threw me under the bus and didn't show, and when it was postponed I avoided coming and did the same to him.
>>712802788
>Damn Dubs after Trips!
>How can understanding you emotions be beneficial?
If I know what triggers my anger or sadness, I'll try to avoid those things. Works the other way to for positive emotions
>>712803120
>Mani to Ana
>>712803112
>What is something that you can wholly devote yourself to?
I really want to commit to biology and chemistry, but I also want to commit to my future family. Just gotta find the balance is all.
>describe your most memorable sexual encounter
When I was a wee shota, two twin girls pinned me down and tried to make me smell their dirty socks in the playroom at McDonalds.
>>712802775
>What makes you angry? Why?
People that have wealth and luxery but complain about the smallest things, taking their anger out on others rather than having rationality. It pisses me off because they have so much, get to experience so much, but theyre greedy and lack humility. Everyone dies and shits the same, but some people will try and bleed others dry for their own simple desires.
>>712802991
> What is your ultimate goal in life ?
1. me and my loved ones being happy
2. improve society / people's life by my work
ez'
>>712802993
>Tell me about a situation you faced head-on despite danger
About 1-2 months three guys tried to robbed me. I just defended myself, I don't like think I am weak.
>>712803220
Guess my heart will do for the night. Moving onto Vishudda. Cinnamon roll.
>>712801164
Roll
>>712803115
>Has your lust ever got the better of you
In infatuated with a girl I know but even if we ever did get together we have conflicting personalities and it would never work out.
>>712803358
>How can you turn failure into a learning experience?
"It is common sense to take a method and try it. If it fails, admit it frankly and try another, But above all, try something."
>>712803550
Sense of smoothness yet anxiety getting through these so quickly. Moving onto Ajna. Cinnamon roll.
>>712803449
>Describe your most sexual encounter
I hugged a female friend of mine
roll
>>712803634
>How can you learn to think with clarity more often?
Think slower, and think about less. The less items I include the less confused I can potentially get.
>>712803166
>Tell about a time you went out of the way for the sake of others.
I raked leaves for people for no pay around my neighborhood 2nd Ana roll
>>712800065
rolllin
>>712803292
3'2 already done, let's do 3'3
>tell about a time you adapted to unforeseen problems
I self' improve a lot by instrospection, but sometimes when I solve one of my problems, it just masked another one deeper, and I have to solve it too.
>>712803289
>Tell about your first love even if s(he) didn't love you back.
Love... hm... I used to think I knew what it was. Looking back... it was actually probably this girl I got pretty close to in high school. We were never in a relationship but had chemistry together. We'd hang out all the time and she was there for me during some of the shittier moments when I lived with my parents. She had these piercing blue eyes, and there was something about her that was darker and deeper than the other girls. She passed away shortly after graduation. I think about her a lot.
>>712803773
>Explain a dream you've recently had and what your mind could be trying to tell you with it.
Can't solidly remember any dreams. I'll have to remember this question.
>>712803663
>Describe a situation you faced head on despite danger
>>712800065
Fuck it may as well roll
>>712803883
Rerolled 3, so I choose
>How can you sleep better?
Go to sleep on fucking time and stay away from fucking electronics, ironically.
>>712803349
>What makes you angry? Why?
I don't think it is angry like that, but thinking in my future make me feels bad. I'm pretty lost because I don't know what I would like to work. I'm gonna turn 20 and I'm just studing a random career in college because I think I have to do it, but I don't know what i really like.
Do you have a similar problem anon?
>>712803663
*Forgot to type message
I went into an abandoned building with some friends and did it for the thrill.
>>712800065
Alright beginning roll. Lesgo
>>712804030
Roll
>>712802744
>Tell about a time you struggled to overcome an obstacle, but eventually succeeded.
It's been a struggle growing up without a good father figure in my life. Most of what I've learned about being a man has come from the searching the internet. I had to teach myself a lot. But I think that today, I've succeeded in growing up and becoming an adult.
>>712803774
>Set a goal, what is it and how will you reach it?
Getting into my college of choice. Accomplishing that by doing well in finishing school duh 3rd ana roll
>>712803976
Is hentai even a fetish?
>>712804056
Most secret fetish is that I have a leg fetish. OK pretty low-key. Next one
>>712803799
>How can you better understand your emotions ?
I don't really know, I just try to notice and identify them, first
>>712803988
>What can you do to better use both sides of your brain?
Had to do some quick research for this one.
Well for the right side of my brain I can analyze music, write poetry, and finally learn the guitar.
For the left side I could study biology in my free time.
>>712804255
I have never let my lust get the better of me. Next one.
>>712804131
My first love was my first friend that was a girl in elementary school. I remember for some time we were pretty close and even though I hardly remember how she looked like I know I use to think she was pretty.
>>712804375
Reroll
roll
>>712804261
>Is it better to make decisions based on thought or feeling? Why?
7 out of 10 times it's thought. Feelings can get out of hand real easily, but I'm not gonna become a goddamn robot.
>>712804001
>What is your ultimate goal in life?
haha, is connected with previous answer i guess.
Well.. I think is only be happy what i really like. I know that it isn't easy, but it really would feel good doing what you love. The problem is i don't know what I love. I just "like" things, programming, draw, read different topics, but I don't have nothing like "yeah! I want a job of this!" or "I want study this because I want to work in the future of that"
I don' know...
>>712803847
>What do you get excited about? How can you bring that enthusiasm to every aspect of life?
Traveling is exciting. New places, new air. I guess getting out more and being more open to exploring every avenue beyond the physical.
>>712804404
I've never been addicted to anything
>>712804165
>How can you overcome a fear of failure
Just do it. Jump right in with no worries, and hope for the best. Maybe I can't overcome the fear, but I won't let the fear control me.
>>712804260
Mani to Ana
>>712804483
Rerolled 3, so i choose
>How can you learn to better control your actions?
Exercise and build muscle. My lack of control comes from lack of being familiar with moving myself.
>>712804432
I avoided a situation where I could have knocked up the skankiest girl at my school. Next
>>712804478
>Obsesion
Mari, don't really know when it started, however her body its just fucking perfect.
>>712804201
>How can you show more compassion towards others?
definitely keeping more of an open mind and keeping negative stuff to myself
>>712804616
Reroll
>>712804601
Rerolled 1, so i choose
>What can you do to increase your intuition?
Write down my gut approach and compare the results later.
>>712804588
>How can understanding your emotions be beneficial?
It can help me understand my impulses, and give me better control over them. If I know why I feel hurt, angry, sad, lonely.... I can block out those emotions and get to the root of the problem. To understand my emotions is to understand myself.
>>712804685
>Tell about a time you were rejected
I applied for many jobs that didn't turn out well
>>712804687
I was most afraid for my life after I had nearly crashed into a tree going 70 on a back road
>>712804790
Last block. Finally made it after what seems to be an hour and a half. Sahasrara. Cinnamon roll.
roll for start
rolling
>>712804791
>What is your ultimate goal in life?
Happiness. Being able to look in the mirror and be truly happy with who I am and how far I've come. Nothing matters after that.
I have let my lust make me do stupid things that never ended up beneficial for me
>>712804846
>Had 6 before let's go 8
>What ways can you improve your mental well being?
Not worring about as much stuff
>>712800065
Roll
>>712800065
>Have you ever let lust get the better of you?
All the time, I have cheated on my gf of 5 years on numerous occasions.
I saved a person at work because I didnt want to see them die
>>712804848
I have an obsession with fantasy and legends. Fantastical things are an easy escape for me from my shitty life
>>712804549
>Tell about a time you physically hurt another person.
I've tried to live the life of a pacifist, but I've snapped a few times, mostly I think for good reasons. One time a younger cousin tried to break my finger. He asked to see it and so I was like what? Yeah sure whatever, then he starts violently bending it in a direction that would've broken it. I slapped him across the face quickly. It was a reaction and I felt pretty bad because he was about 12 and I was a teenager...
>>712805075
Reroll
my most memorable sexual encounter was when I cuddled a girl in my bed for a night
>>712804546
>Tell me about a time you went out of your way for the sake of others.
This one is hard. I consider me "good" person with others, but always I am first in my list. Maybe I don't make it intentional, but I will not make you a favor if you don't ask me for help. I think is just I am lazy to help others.
>>712805044
Rolling for 2
>Tell about a situation you faced head-on despite danger. Why did you?
I got shot at by some mudslimes in Afghanistan, so I shot them. Why? Because I was legally allowed to and received a small paycheck to do it.
>>712804589
> what can you do to enhance your emotionnal well being ?
Dunno, doing things i enjoy, find a way to better understand my emotions, and stop procratinating, I guess ? Also treating my body well, and experience more varied social situations, probably...
>>712805155
Rerolling
>>712800065
First roll
I'm avoiding travelling abroad because I hate planes and dont want to get stabbed in europe
>>712805197
Goddamn reroll
>>712804994
did 4, I'll do 6.
>How does it feel to have another person decry your opinion or belief?
I understand that everyone has their opinions. I'm confident in mine, so I don't let others tear me down for my beliefs. I am tolerant of other people's beliefs, though I do wish sometimes that they could see things from my perspective and be more open.
>Tell about when you were the most afraid for your life.
I almost got tboned by a truck, but they swerved and hit a different car instead. Pretty sure that guy died.
>>712805232
Yes.
>>712805251
Realize that I'm not a horrible looking dude and boost my self esteem.
>>712805181
My first love was when I was in 6th grade, I asked a girl to the dance but she declined.
>What can you do to feel more secure in life?
Buy more ammo and rations.
>>712805354
I just came from fapping so...
>>712805388
Roll
>>712805049
>describe your most memorable sexual encounter
My second long term girlfriend, in 11th grade we ran away from home and had a sex-fest. We had a goal to fuck 50 times in 24 hours. It ended up becoming 50 quickies, but she got a UTI from it, and after around round 30, my dick would only get to 75% hard, yet since I stretched her out so much it was pretty easy to put anything in there.
Rollo
Got a zero, rolling to move on
>>712805139
>Describe a time you were physically hurt by another person.
What comes to mind is a fight with my ex. They had some issues and just snapped one night and started calling me names and shit. I was.. trying to give them the benefit of the doubt but still stood up for myself. Things escalated and they managed to pin me to the ground and choked me out. Never laid a hand on them.
>>712805460
Fucking finally. Next block
>>712805464
>go fap
brb
>>712805018
>Did 8, let's do 7
>Same but physical
Exercise, eat right, duh
>>712805257
>Why do you think people defend their opinions so much?
In some cases, stubbornness. People don't want to be wrong. But others are simply passionate about what they believe, and they have the facts to back them up. If more people knew that it is completely okay to be wrong about things, I think logical discussion would be much easier and humankind would get much further. Truth needs to be valued more than pride.
Let's start
>>712805457
Most afraid for my life would be when I got followed by a guy. Since Iive in a ghetto... Yo ucan imagine what was going to happen. Thankfully I got to my home before he had a chance.
>Tell about a time you physically hurt another person.
My buddy got drunk as fuck for his bachelors party and started shit with some guy. Even though my buddy was an ass, I kicked the shit out of the guy he was annoying because I couldn't talk him down.
>Describe your most memorable sexual encounter.
I was at my girlfriend's house. Her mom had just left. We started making out, and then I undressed her. I ate her pussy, and then she sucked my dick. I put the condom on and as it turns out, it was too small. Killed my boner. And that's it.
>>712805524
My worst addiction is probably soda and how to control it is o guess drinking more water instead
>What can you do to be more creative?
Stop wasting my time on these stupid things.
>>712805189
already did 4'9, doing 4'4
>set a goal now, what is it, how will you attain it ?
I will get my college year. To achieve this I will stop procrastinating, and generally stop treating myself bad.
>>712805579
>Like 7&8 but emotional
Focus on more positive emotions
>>712805532
>Tell about a situation you avoided. Why did you avoid it?
I don't avoid too many situations, but one bullet I dodged was leaving a cutting off a short term ex. Continued avoiding her in lieu of her being a violent psyco.
Got a zero, off to level 3
>>712800065
rolll
>>712805499
>what can you do to become more creative?
Read more, write more, becomes me more interested in learning about different perspectives. Make an effort in general...
Since this was the last in sacral, next roll is for the yellow
>>712805626
I don't know really. Golden Shower or soft-BDSM
>>712804874
>Meditate for 5 minutes
Done. That felt good.
>>712805712
I Hurst another person when I was in elementary school and I had dyed my hair green for saint Patty's day and everyone was touching my hair. I got pissed and accidentally punched a girl in the eye.
>>712805602
>Tell about a time you overcame temptation
Sometimes I used to feel tempted about texting my ex, and letting her back into my life. But I stood strong and knew that it was for the best to leave her behind.
>>712805829
20 yrs virgin... so reroll
>>712805746
>had 6, lets do 3
Father left me before i was born. still my dad
>>712805753
>Tell about a situation you faced head-on, despite danger
About 2 years ago, my gf's ex walked into the bar we were in with 4 other dudes. This ex has been trying to fuck her since we started dating. Anyhow, I throat slammed him against the wall, and punch one of his friends square in the mouth when they tried to grab me. I got kicked out of the bar.
>How can you better understand your emotions?
My emotions are easily understood. Maybe I can learn more words for emotions to more precisely describe what I'm feeling at any given moment, but that's a stretch.
>>712805643
I can't really recall anything.My life is usually pretty boring. The closest I have to this is almost beating a friend in middleschool. He pissed me off so much that I threw him against the wall and wanted to beat the shit out of him. Fortunatelly I stopped before doing anything really. And i did because I was fed up with his bullshit and stopped reasoning.
>>712805875
I gave into temptation when I ate ice cream some several hundred times. I could be more firm with myself
>>712805906
>Do 2 now
My future occupation, what I want to study for college
roll
>>712805967
>Tell about when you were most afraid in your life
When I found out my gf was pregnant.
Rolling to start.
>>712805898
Maybe I have an obsession with the computer. But I think is worst my jealous with friends.
>>712806019
Never had any.
>>712806036
Did all Anas to Vish
>How can understanding your emotions be beneficial?
By understanding what you're feeling and why you feel it, you can more accurately determine an appropriate response.
>>712806083
roll
>>712805791
>What is your ultimate goal in life?
To leave life better than when I came into it.
>>712806053
Already had 3. Doing 1
>What can you do to feel more secure in your life?
Get out of debt/make more money.
Off to level 4
>>712806149
roll
>>712806029
It makes me angry when people dismiss my ideas immediately or don't even listen to them in the first place. I put effort into those ideas and it's like a slap on the face to not be listened to
>>712806196
roll
>>712806196
rolleer
>>712805738
>what can you do to improve your mental well being ?
Doing what i promised myself I will do, good sleep, good eating, meeting new people.
Roll
>>712806165
Already did 5 doing 6.
>What's your most secret fetish.
Getting my asshole played with.
>Tell about a time you were rejected.
I've been turned down for a promotion twice now, and turned down once so far for a job application with a different company.
>>712806085
>Already did 5, so 6
All of my fetishes are a secret. BDSM, domination, incest... Maybe apart from the first, I will probably die without sharingthese with anyone.
>>712805491
>What can you do to feel more secure in life?
Probably start accepting more control and taking responsibility instead of pushing it off onto other people.
Rolling for 2.
Off to level 5
>>712805891
did 1, onto 3
>Tell about a time you adapted to unforeseen problems
I've always been on the skinny side, without even trying. I never thought that I would ever be fat. But over the summer I became lazy and put on around 20 pounds. Things like bending over to brush my teeth became noticeably harder, and I grew a bit of a belly. I'm now exercising every day, and making progress to lose the weight I put on.
Rolling for 3rd part.
>>712806244
rool
>>712806380
onto Anahata, roll
>>712806271
Make more money
>>712805679
>Explain your obsession with an object or another person.
My girlfriend I guess. I wanted her for a while, but she was with someone else at the time. So I just kinda hung around being her friend, but I made it clear to her that I wanted to be more than friends with her. So for a few months I was kinda there and then she broke up with who she was seeing. After a few months we started talking about dating and now we're together. I guess my obsession comes from wanting to be with her so badly for so long, and my issues with being alone and lonely. I'm scared she'll meet someone else and dump me, or some other guy will steal her from me, or she'll cheat on me.
>>712806076
>Mouladhara
>What is your most secret fetish?
I am into diapers, and ive kept it secret for over a year.
>>712806276
Did 6 doing 8 (last one)
>Explain your obsession with an object or another person
Getting ahead of my friends in games by secretly doing p2p my entire bank account.
Have dumped $600 in 1 day on a shitty private server game.
>>712806237
I Want to see and feel all that this world has to give. I want to be hurt by others and really feel this world. That's what I get excited about. I can put this into my everyday life by pushing myself further so o can reach more people and places
>>712806417
ROLL
>>712805844
Already did 4, so I choose
>For 5 minutes focus on seeing through illusions and seeing the truth.
Done.
>>712806402
>What is something you can wholefully devote yourself to.
Training for Tournaments.
>>712806158
>How can understanding your emotions be beneficial?
Good question. As an emotional being, by recognizing the root of my emotion, the cause of it, I can rationalize and communicate with myself and others respectfully. Not only that, but by cultivating this kind of healthy self respect, I can have healthy emotional relationships with others as well and recognize and acknowledge both of our emotional needs individually.
>>712806326
>Already did 6, so 8
I don't have an obssenssion with things, but I'm very attached to my computer... Mostly because life is boring and fake, while on the internet I can be more honest.
>>712806573
My father and I got into a fistfight when I was 16. I cut my lip and I had several nasty bruises and I bloody nose
>>712806558
Lvl 2
>What can you do to become more creative?
Probably by doing more artsy things, I'm not much into traditional/tangible arts.
To feel more secure in life i work my ass off to secure my future as a middle class relic. I will not be denied.
MAGA!
>>712806261
>how can you show more compassion towards others ?
Improving my empathy, relate more with their feelings.
>>712806431
Already did 1. Doing 2.
I avoided going to school by acting sick everyday.
>>712806600
The dubs of self-empowerment and introspective understanding have finally welcomed me to the end of this journey. Thank you, original op. Thank you, current op.
>>712806604
Rolling for 4th
Ooga ooga ooga chakra
>>712806438
>Muladhara
>Tell about when you were afraid the most for your life.
I was moving from North Carolina to Oregon. When we were in California we had to go through the mountains and at the time there was a bad winter storm coming very soon and we had to hurry. There was a rockslide and one of the lanes on a two lane road was blocked and for some reason the stupid ass stoplight thing wasn't working. We almost go into a head on collision and died.
>>712800065
4 plz
>>712806750
Reroll next chakra
>>712806725
>When have you given into temptation, how could you have avoided it?
Lost $200 at black-jack, drew $1400 from my bank account. Could have avoided it by leaving my cards in the car, or by just not going to the casino.
>>712806423
>Tell about a time someone you love did something horrible, yet you still loved them
My ex cheated on me on several occasions, sometimes with people I was close with. I still loved her because she helped me become a better person. Eventually I realized I was not in love with her, but in love with the feeling of having someone that was there to talk to.
>>712806721
My first love was mikaeyla smoke. I thought she was so beautiful and kind and gentle. Of course the very next month once I reconciled my feelings about her with myself she moved and I never saw her again
>>712806713
>Already did 3, so 2
I avoided many situations. Most of them because it required me being the center of attention. I hate it, it feels weird. Tho I regret not doing some of them.
>>712806811
>Muladhara
>What is your most secret fetish?
Lactation
>>712806900
onto the next one, rollin
>>712806870
Lvl 3
>What is your ultimate goal in life?
To wield as much power as possible.
hm
>>712806633
>Tell about a time you adapted to unforseen problems.
I got kicked out for 5 months my senior year in high school. Almost didn't graduate. My home life was pretty insane. I got through it by telling myself that with a degree I could gtfo and start my own life independently. I ended up living with a friend and their family through graduation
>>712806448
>Explain your obsession with an object or other person
I smoke a lot of weed, and i started when i was 8 and stole a roach from my mom's boyfriend and smoked it a day later. Since then i've rarely been sober, since i have a mostly shitty life.
>>712806740
My first love was a red headed girl who was so far from my ideology she refused to talk to me after i laughed at a whore at school who got cancer. i thought karma hit her right in the face.
>>712806591
rol
>>712806330
Got 0, so doing 2-9.
>What makes you angry? Why?
Stupidity (not ignorance, but stupidity) when people have the capacity to understand but just don't care enough to try, and people who pretend to be what they're not. I have high expectations of people I guess? Knowing they can do better but don't just frustrates me.
Rolling for 3.
>>712806908
>Already did 8, so 1
Move to somewhere else. Either just to a better neighborhood or to another, better, country
>>712806805
Mb 5th,
>How can you turn failure into a learning experience.
By knowing what to improve on in my next attempt, and knowing what doesn't work.
roll
>>712806744
already done, doing 4'2
>what is something you can wholly devote yourself to ?
Whatever which improves society and let me express myself intellectually.
>>712806994
I already did all but one in this block so I'm moving on
>>712807024
>go fap
Back in a few
>>712806987
Why do you think people defend their opinions so much?
Because they are scared of the truth, or the simple fact they are scared to be wrong. Maybe even ignorant of the real world.
>>712807070
Rolling for 6th.
>>712807031
My ultimate goal is simple. Live as if i never existed or make the world a place so much greater that none will argue my relentless ambition.
MAGA!
>>712806962
>Tell about a situation you avoided. Why did you avoid it?
I used to avoid doing my schoolwork. I guess it was because my teachers were abusive and it kinda ruined education for me. I was afraid if failing and afraid of looking stupid.
>>712807150
Lvl 4
>How can you show more compassion towards others?
Just by asking how they are doing, and genuinely showing interest in them.
>>712806833
bear sprayed a moose
>>712807122
I overcame the temptation of wanting to punch the shit out of this fat fuck wigger at my school
>>712807035
>Already did everything in the first, so now it's the second
Msturbating too much. Sometimes it's hard to just not do it when I have a chance. And I don't know how to avoid it, maybe distract myself and avoid nfsw websites.
>>712807018
>Why do you think people defend their opinions so much?
It's comforting to feel that you have a grasp on reality. It's difficult to face a lifetime or period of ones life that may have been contrary to their values/intention, because it feels like a waste/failure. It's a primal thing to want to feel in control.
>>712807274
>Set a goal right now. What is it, and how will you reach it?
To get out of debt. I will accomplish this by cutting all my monetary splurges that I tend to do.
>>712807341
keep moving
>>712807232
>Have you ever let your lust get the better of you?
Yeah, I kept pushing a girlfriend's boundaries till she gave me head. I felt like a selfish asshole afterwards once I realized what I had done.
>>712807186
My compassion comes from understanding of truth. I don't let you cry, i don't baby you. YOU ARE A GREAT HUMAN WHO NEEDS A POWERFUL BANNER TO SERVE UNDER. NO MORE WEAKNESS NO MORE LIVING IN THE PAST! YOU WILL LIVE FOR THE FUTURE OF YOU! THE FUTURE OF HUMANITY!
MAGA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>>712806867
I get motivated and excited about my own and the people who I care about progression and advancement. I can use this motivation and excitement to help others and myself succeed.
>>712807425
yep
>>712807363
I picked on this guy at school. He punched me in the face. I kind of just accepted it because I realized how much of a jerk I was being.
>>712807403
>Tell a time someone you love did something horrible, yet you still loved them.
I took a break with my gf, pretty sure she fucked her ex in between, she later admitted to lying about hanging out with him weekly during our relationship... Still with her... With a kid...
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>>712806972
>Tell about a time you turned a negative experience into wisdom
My senior year of high school, I was suspended at the end of the year for several weeks, and because of that I could not graduate. I instead got my GED. It felt like 4 years of my life were wasted. On top of that, most of my friends turned into assholes, and everyone I was nice to during high school turned around and treated me like shit during my rough time. Through all of this, I learned that nobody can be trusted. Until you know someone on a personal level, you can't treat them as good people. They have to earn it, and show you that they are good.
>>712807516
not sure
>>712807557
>In what ways can you enhance your physical well being.
I'm already very fit, I just need to stop chewing tobacco.
>>712807518
I don't know, I'm very creative myself so, maybe just consume even more media? Expand horizonts, that kind of stuff.
>>712807449
Right and wrong does not exist.
Only consequences and rewards or what is real and what is not.
Thats how i decide what is right and wrong.
MAGA!
>>712807034
>Tell about an obstacle you struggled to overcome but eventually succeeded.
When I was nineteen, I'd just gotten released from my final stay in a state asylum. My family had more or less disowned me, so I was homeless—the state shipped me off to a group home in a city I'd never even heard of. Being a ward fucking sucked, but in ten months I was finally able to be on my own. No doubt independence is much harder, but it's definitely worth it.
Rolling for 4.
>>712807468
Stop focusing on what's entertaining on my phone, sit down, research, think, plan, execute.
>>712807362
Already did 2 so I'll do 1.
I want to feel all that this world has to offer. I want to reach into its darkest crevices and climb it's brightest mountains and see and meet all kinds of different people. I want to live as the most human, human being ever
>>712807607
when i bear sprayed that fuckin moose
>>712807629
>In what ways can you enhance your emotional wellbeing?
By forgiving people for the negative actions they have committed.
>>712807376
>How does it feel to have another person decry your opinion/belief?
Depends on the situation. Most of the time it's simulating for conversation and I won't take it personally. I'm curious about people in general and like to think of myself as open minded; however, it does foster a constrasting image
>>712807629
Failling. Because I don't want to be useless, I don't want to be looked down upon, I don't want people to feel pity for me.
>>712807690
Moving right on. Block 4
>>712807134
>what can you do to feel more secure in life?
It would be nice if i could get a new job, but nobody around where i live is hiring at the moment.
>>712800065
rolzxals
>>712807635
It is always better to think through your decisions unless you have a powerful subconscious like me. My passive thought is so strong that is the equivalent of a natural born sports player. Feels are survival instincts of our monkey ancestors, not tools for civilization.
>>712800065
lets start boi
>>712807662
2nd grade in art class I punched another kid in the head and made him cry after I stole his art tools.
>>712807729
Did 9 doing 2.
>What is something you can wholly devote yourself to?
To continue being a better, and supportive father to my son, provide more for him, and spend more time with him.
>>712807813
Grandparents severally betrayed my trust but I still love them
>>712807091
already done, 4'3
>tell about a time someone you love did something horrible, but you still loved them.
Pretty much nothing to say here, once, my best friend was like "I wanna have new friends, let's see each other less", but he eventually failed, so he returned to me and I was fine, nothing close to "horrible", though, much more like "disapointing"
>>712807899
Did 9 doing 5
>Tell about a time you were rejected
The first job I never got into was the state police department. I'm not used to being denied; at all. I Was banking on the career.
>>712807971
I can convey more compassion by forgiving more people and being vocal about how I feel about them
>>712807879
I will build my empire of ideas. I will never give up. My passion infects me with a will that is unshakeable. I will triumph.
>>712807587
done. next
>>712807733
> Tell about a time you overcame temptation.
I've mentioned previously my struggle with overcomeing compulsive lying... and there was a lot of temptation that came with that. It used to be easy for me to lie to people and hold back from feeling honest emotions. I've cheated because of it. When I committed to being honest, I let go of temption.
>>712808098
Do less self degrading jokes and thoughts and build myself up more often
>>712808014
Did 4 doing 6
>Tell about a time you went out of your way for the sake of others.
I once saved a mans life when he was struck by a car, performed CPR, addressed a collapsed lung, put pressure on all his wounds, and once he awoke, treated him for shock...
There was about 15 people just standing over him before I ran over.
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>>712807749
>Already did 9, so 1
Well, when I was very, very young, there was this girl I met in school. I liked her, that kind inocent kid's love. Well, eventually we lost contact. In middleschool, we met again, and this time we actually became friends. And I fell for her again, but this time it was a bit more mature feeling. Unfortunately for me, she had way more guys on her, including a guy who was 20 years old. Well, a middleschool kid can't compete with that.
Even so, I actually tried. After mustering up all courage I had, I confessed to her... In the most awkward and weird way possible. I basically shouted it and stopped mid-sentence. She gave me this weird look, laughed it off and it just settled as a joke.
>>712807636
>Tell about a time you went out of your way for the sake of others.
I can't really think of a specific time other than the day I stuck up for this girl in my drama class in highschool. She had mild cerebral palsy, causing her to limp when she walked. My friend at the time made fun of her, called her Forest Gimp and shit. I confronted her about it, and she stopped. Needless to say, the girl became my closest friend.
Rolling for 5.
>>712800065
yep
>>712808241
Did 1 doing 8 (last one)
>In what ways can you enhance your mental well-being?
Learn a second language.
>>712808184
>If you could take back one thing you've ever said, what would it be?
Calling someone close to me fat, out of anger. I feel bad about it regularly.
It's time for oriental astrology~
>>712808187
>How can you overcome fear of failure.
Instead of fearing failure, recognize it as another piece to a complete puzzle. You might not be able to see all the pieces, but they'll eventually make a complete picture if you keep going.
>>712808232
Bettering myself so I can accept the truth of the world as it is and still want to be a guardian of justice
>>712808347
Lvl 5
>Go play or sing or write a song about anything.
Grabbed my midi keyboard and played a few licks of improv jazz.
>>712808400
Really?
Fine, reroll
>>712808431
Already did 1 and a lot of others in this block so moving on to 5
>>712800065
Never done this before, rolling
>>712808560
ARE THE STARS LAUGHING AT ME
>>712808269
>Already did 9, so 2
Punched a friend who was picking on me, way back in early middleschool. It wasn't all that of a punch, but he actually cried and I felt bad.
>>712808548
>How can you turn failure into a learning experience.
By making note of what caused the failure and how to mitigate it in the future.
>>712808270
Picked 5-7; rolling for 6.
>>712808563
I feel guilty about a lot of things. Can't really name any in particular but I know that they're mostly due to my ignorance
>>712808383
>What do you feel guilty about
Bringing up the insecurities of close ones out of anger, stealing from family members. I feel guilty for some of my habits that are self-destructive
>>712807714
back
>>712808704
I wish I could take back when I said to a kitchen full of Hispanics,"we're all white"
>>712808628
>Already did 8, so 4
I would say it's masturbation. I masturbate daily and most of the times more than once. To stop it... Maybe getting away from porn.
>>712808427
>How can you better understand your emotions?
By not being afraid to feel them. Not holding back. By being curious about myself and introspective
>>712808713
>How do you determine what is right and wrong
I think about what a respectable, productive person would do. And I think of what a selfish, inconsiderate piece of shit would do.
>>712808980
next chakra, rollin
>>712808852
O turned a negative experience into wisdom when I made some bad decisions in class resulting in a bad grade but I turned around and used that experience to .Ake a good grade in another class
>>712808858
>Already did 8, so 5
Finding a job; Seeing my friends more; Getting a girlfriend; Work on my self-esteem; Lose weight.
>>712808755
>doing 9 instead
had sex under the stars at a random hot spring in idaho we had all to ourselves
>>712809070
>Already did 8, so 6* fix'd
If zero, then rolling for the next.