Fat slut returns for advice!
I have been raped more than once in the past (ik why im a fat slut gross! )
whatever. but pretty much i have this ticking in my head telling me i need it to happen again.
I just want to be beaten bloody or hurt.
anyone know whats wrong with me? its not a sexual thing or like a kink thing...
Have you sought therapy? I mean it obviously has to do with the psychological trauma
>>711240259
like, i saw a therapist for a while, he only really wanted to talk to me about pink floyd and my anxiety, and the other one i saw just told me your parents dying when your a teenager is normal, stop over reacting. never got a chance to get into anything deep really
>>711240154
How do you know those thoughts are your own?
>>711240154
if thats what you want why not just put yourself in situations to make it happen?
>>711240154
go to france. you'll have plenty of opportunities
>>711240154
Post on craigslist and let it happen.
Also, booty shot? I love fat asses :)
>>711240442
idk, they happen in my head?
>>711240154
where you from? ill do it fatty
>>711240154
How about you go ahead and fucking kill yourself?
>>711240154
show ass?
>>711240154
fucking do it
>>711240530
probably the best course of action right?
>>711240154
It's not unusual for women to try to be unattractive in order to not be raped, but men will fuck anything.
So that doesn't work.
Your parents dying right when you needed them most obviously left a hole in your education and knowledge about life, and whatever took their place hasn't helped you much.
Spread pussy. Tell us more about your needs.
>>711240499
Okay, let's go with that.
Do all the thoughts in your head belong to you?
Or is is possible that there is some spiritual enemy who is capable of implanting thoughts directly into your mind, in your voice, in first person?
Is that possible?
I see a dog kennel, ever consider a different rout
>>711240592
idk, i dont think im really stupid, im a liberal tho.
like i finnished high school on my own online
hey i feel the same way as you and i really wish i knew what to do. i just really want somebody to take advantage of me and hurt me.
>>711240154
Is that an engagement/wedding ring?
>>711240694
hah, that does happen to be a kinky thing, we dont have a dog lol
>>711240763
yeah wedding ring
>>711240154
How old are you?
>>711240722
Post vagoo Nasty slut.
>>711240753
glad to hear there is someone else bat shit like me <3 lets start the "please abuse me" club
>>711240154
I'm not one for hurting anyone, but if it's your thing, I'd oblige provide it that (1) nothing you'd want me to do would having lasting physical damage, (2) you provide me a safe word, and (3) help me out with my fetishes. I'm in Texas if you're down.
Also, it's no uncommon that people that had traumatic sexual experiences have these perturbed fantasies. Rather than trying to "fix" it, I'd say finding a safe was to gratify it is probably the most practical way to go. Check fetlife for other people that might help you with this.
>>711240154
>i just want to be beaten bloody or hurt.
throw yourself down a 15+ flight of stairs.
??????
profit.
you're welcome shebeast.
>>711240154
Stockholm syndrome.
>>711240722
Good for you. There's an old saying: A young man who is not a liberal lacks a heart; an old man who is not a conservative lacks a brain.
You will notice as you grow older that the foundation of liberalism, that people are inherently good and will do good things if given the chance, is a lie.
As you grow older, you will grow wiser. I would like to give you the three rules for not being poor in America, since you seem to be on the East Coast (maybe Canada?):
1. Finish High School. Check
2. Get a job. Yes?
3. Do not have children before you are married.
Do those three things and you will not live in poverty.
>>711240684
no. you're an idiot. shut up.
>>711240154
Lets see the pussy op
>>711240803
You're awfully young to be married. Is the marriage a healthy one? Are you and your husband compatible, and in sync?
>>711240875
see, actually my husband and i really got into role play with the goal of taming down my crazy.
like full blow rape scenarios with guns and stuff, just doesnt cut it leaves me like completely unphased
>>711240154
What country are you from? And how old was you when you got raped?
>>711240970
It's not possible?
Who's telling you that?
>>711240964
i figured id toss in the fact im liberal to tick people off and have them call me a dumb cunt.
married, finnished school, full time job, no kids. im doing well.
people are shitty.
>>711241087
america, from 12 10 18
>>711241079
You're 19 with a husband and have been raped? You poor girl.
>Select all images with grass
>>711240970
Here's the thing. I've been married longer than you have been alive, and I've seen some shit. I also raised two daughters, both of whom are older than you.
In a world where anything is possible, is it possible you have a spiritual enemy that whispers lies into your head? Lies that you think are from you? Lies that you believe, and then become your own thoughts?
In a world where everything is possible, is that possible?
>>711241235
>finnished school
sure you did hamgalaxy. have a nice life raising your soon to be obese children. i bet you 'treat' them to mcdonald's at least 4 times per week.
dem poor childen.
>>711241040
its good now, i was on here sobbing a few months ago because he didnt want kids and cheated with a dude, but we are swell now lol.
>>711241342
ham galaxy is art, i need a tramp stamp that says that, really inspirational font "you are now entering the ham galaxy"
>>711240154
bilking men for their money by telling everyone false stories so you can keep your crack habit alive whilst retaining your "victim" status.
got it.
>>711241348
Better luck next time. As a rule, I believe everything everyone posts as Anonymous, because why not.
But this does strain credulity.
>>711241327
we're not in a world with everything is possible. we leave in a world with very discrete and specific laws in the universe. you rely too much on your own personal experiences and supply only nebulous anecdotal evidence to support this "claim." You're either very stupid, narcissistic, or schizophrenic. either way, i've no time for you.
>>711241579
im sorry i didnt go to college what
>>711241573
dont need money, just retard advice because reddit hates me
>>711241348
Want to piss on my dick? Maybe even my face. Perhaps we can up your rape fantasy by inducing age play. Ever thought about acting the age you were when you were rapped while acting out these rape fantasies? It's pretty fucking common for girls with similar experiences to do this, as per my experience with fetlife anyway.
>>711241750
lol, im not one to piss on others but ive had a guy piss directly down my throat, and nah, i fuck with the age play alot its still meh. i do dig the ddlg "daddy dont touch me there!" stuff tho
>>711241599
No, we don't.
>>711241746
I cannot imagine a 19 year old girl married to a homosexual describing her marriage as "good now".
>>711241988
then teleport to my house right now idiot because everything is possible, right?
>>711242049
it all happened happened really quick, he told me its in the past and we are working on a happy future. hes not gay, just bi and kinda maybe trans. im happy, really.
>>711240154
post more nudes
>>711240154
You want to be fucked hard and like a slut, just like every other girl only your self esteem is so low you can talk about it openly. Nothing wrong with you
>>711242193
Why not share with /b/ a picture of you pissing, for your ol' friend anon here?
>dem gambrel roofs doe
>>711241746
there must be a reason reddit hates you.
hint: because you do the same shit there that you are now doing here.
you are getting plenty of attention now, and it is now time for the attention to end.
goodbye, sir.
>>711240154
Hi Femanon, I just stopped by to give you thanks for abiding to the rules of /b/ (tits, timestamp, state your business).
Have a mediocre day.
>>711240154
Guu?
>>711242319
like, no everytime i talk about my personal life people think im lying when im asking for advice
>>711242392
second this
>>711241496
i'd hit it if you did. keep me in the loop.
>>711242392
>>711242491
Right? Someone knows the password.
OP, honestly, what are you looking for. You guys are fucking I suppose? Dog kennel and all. Not hitting the spot? He cheated, but you guys are cool now? He still doesn't want kids? Have you guys discussed an open relationship? One where you could seek violence from other men?
i call this one "the definition of ham galaxy"
>>711242440
Post vag or gtfo
>>711242917
no open, he said hes not staying married to a whore, we are waiting until a democrat gets in the office to try for kids tho, we finally got on the same page
Give me your address Anon, Ill help
>>711243057
Even if he marries you, you will still be a whore?
>>711240383
Then get a therapist that isn't complete shit.
>>711240154
Was there a point while you were getting raped when your body betrayed you and you started to enjoy it??
>>711243132
um we are married, what he means is he would leave if we had to do an open relationship lol
>>711243185
no, honestly, it gave me a little aversion to sex so im still working on that with my partner
>>711242935
Can we fuck? CA, HERE AND IDGAF IF YOURE MESSED UP.
>>711243057
>>711243211
What a literal faggot. Can dish it, but can't take it. I bet that's true in more ways than one.
>>711243164
sorta figured that was standard after every experience i had with them lol
>>711242935
/r/-ing pic of you in the dog cage please
its my thing
>>711243211
Yeah what I am getting at is if you already want too, how long before you get dry dogged on the side anyway.
>>711243376
im not putting the dog cage together for you perv lol
>>711243446
Says the person with the dog cage and no dog.
what state are you in OP
>>711243407
not really. i thought about it but i dont think dating after gaining so much weight would be a good thing. what do you mean by dry dogged lol
>>711243446
Get real OP you are only here talking to us deviants because you fucking love it, into the dog cage with you.
>>711243505
Lol
>>711242935
Post a vocaroo of yourself farting
>>711243531
Just a comedic way of saying fucked bare.
>>711240964
wrong.
I did those three things..
The kids part; you have to have a wife who is willing to raise them.
Learn a trade or finish college.
Only have kids later on (in your late 30's to early 40's)
Chose your mate wisely.
no more responces until she shows vag. let this thread go into the night quietly; only she can save it.
>>711243638
cage pic slut
>>711243713
let it die im not showing the roast beef fam
>>711243713
dude she posted it already its >>711242935
>>711243816
just because all tou see when you imagine yourself fucking a girl while fapping is the darkness of mommies basement doesnt mean shadows are pussies, faggot
>>711243376
Rolling for this
>>711242110
I think I'll pass. But traveling to your house is indeed possible, as is teleportation.
As are the voices in your head not belonging to you.
All mockery aside, if you really want kids get pregnant on purpose by accident and trap that motherfucker as revenge for cheating. Then do as you please. If he leaves, the courts would make him regret it.
>>711240154
leave some way to contact you. i want in on this.
>>711243376
relllll
>>711243954
Project harder dude, if you'd lost your virginity you would realize that you don't need to look right at a pussy while you fuck it.
>>711243954
Kekd
>>711244006
lol we delt with the kids thing we are working on it after trump is gone, i try to be as respectful as possible to my human tho
>>711240154
Your nipples are staring into my soul...
I fear they will take it soon
>>711244274
Considering I'm married with a 4 year old child, faggot
>>711244372
they will pal.
>>711244492
Yeah dude we get it you are a big tough guy here on your Cantonese knitting board
>>711244601
Not that bad OP, spread legs pic if it ain't too much trouble?
>>711244601
get in the cage
>>711244621
Wow, you got me there /b/ro, how did you know?! Lmao, butt hurt virgin is butt hurt.
>>711244492
Get off 4chan then and raise your kid then you degenerate dicklet
>>711240952
No it's not faggot, shut up.
She just been traumatized and this is how she's subconsciously coping with it or it's after-effects.
She's scared for life but I'm sure intense therapy and/or drugs could make you into a nice boring zombie with zero libido.
OR
You just keep that shit under control. You can be hurt but it has to be on YOUR terms so your mind doesn't feel like you're being raped again.
So it's like a form of reverse-rape/exposure/empowering therapy.
>>711244601
>>711244925
My child is in school, I am at work. I have a job, a child, a wife and a home. Hows mommies basement? To cold? She yells at you for touching the thermostat?
>>711244601
fug
sit on my face
Can we get an entire side naked body shot, you dont look fat but thick
>>711244601
Would bang!!!!
>>711244855
Terrible come back loser. You suck.
Therapist here.
First and foremost, what you're feeling is pretty normal for a victim of sexual; abuse and has a lot to do with a severe shock to the ego. You gain weight because you feel absolutely of anything worthwhile. You stay with a husband who is, let's face it, a terrible man who sleeps with other men and exposes you to HIV and who complies with degrading you and aggravating your mental health issues. Right?
A child would make you feel worthwhile and as if you're doing something worthy and good with your life, but you choose a man who will not give that to you, to support your feelings of unworthiness.
For you, the rapes happened and in some measure because of your age, yur mind MUST put a cause to them and since there is no other cause your badness or unworthiness is the cause, and you have sublimated, destroyed your sense of self, and your self esteem from that point on, Until now you are a shell who can barely feel anything.
Yet if I'm correct, you are feeling something right now, reading this.
You are a beautiful girl, and if you want me to stick around, post more pictures of yourself but speak of yourself as if you're a lovely young lady and not piece of crap
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Show pussy, triforce and dubs commands.
>>711244601
it's a sexual thing bought on by trauma
could you piss yourself wearing panties please
>>711240154
I'mma cubby chaser
Op you need my hole 6" in you
>>711245742
reading this im still a shell, im a slutty snail.
nice try for the newds tho m8
Also, tell me if I'm right or wrong.
The abuse you suffered was not limited to the rapes, and started before the rapes. In fact you likely were sexually abused BEFORE the rapes as well, and were being raped before that without the actual "sex".
You have been groomed young lady, to feel like shit for the nastiness and "evil" of others actions, and to take the brunt and blame for those actions onto yourself, which leads to feelings of NEEDING to be punished severely.
Do you feel like you want this punishment mostly because deep down you feel you DESERVE it?
>>711246167
a six inch hole? how does this work friend? is it your butthole? pink sock?
>>711245742
What a fucking loser.
>>711246205
more so unworthy of it sometimes, like pick a better person to do this do, idk man.idk but im almost a total black out in memory before 12 so idk.
>>711246167
Fuck atow correct
Whole**
>>711246190
I didn't expect it to "make you well". Therapy isn't 50 magic words and you're well. A good therapist processes things WITH you.
Also, I am not at all interested in whether you post nudes and should have written what I did differently. If you are going to post your body, realize that these men here, whether they admit it or not, find you enticing, tittilating, and sexy, and many will masturbate and think of you. So this for you is also an exhibitionist fantasy. But to give in to the feelings of degradation you've long sought, is not the answer. That was what I was trying to put across.
>>711246429
Black outs of memory before a certain age almost ALWAYS meand severe abuse happened.
Who raped you at 10 and 12? A family member?
>>711246960
yeah a cousin that was in college pretty nice guy outside of that situation i started getting close to him when he helped at a youth group thing, i ment to type 12 to 18 because it was mostly recuring shit from a 'friend' my mom was really fond of.
>>711245742
Hey, eat my asshole, faggot. Kys
>>711246789
idk, i figured no one will talk to me if i dont post nudes im not real correct? lol its the internet.
>>711247170
eat a dick im to lazy and dumb to put it back together
>>711247236
Keep posting you fucking fat loser
Think about this. You come to /b for advice about your mental state. To the place where you know you will be degraded, and you are disappointed when they don't degrade you enough.
You're not fat. Soft and curvy, yes, but definitely not fat. And you seem quite beautiful from your pictures, And to be honest, 90% of the men here actually feel unworthy of YOU, which is why they say the nasty things they do, because they are hidden behind keyboards of shame masturbating and wishing a beautiful woman like you would love them.
>>711247304
feet?
>>711247333
faggot nobody cares
>>711247333
idk, i know ill be degraded but i have gotten a few decent bits of advice in the past.
ooo all very nice, you ass is beautiful (I'd love to lick it) and very nice titties, bigger than my girls c cups
could you rate pic related?
>>711247304
i fucking said please
Answer this, have I "gotten you" better than your other therapy people?
On an image board, with less than 100 sentences between us.
Don't give up. I'd love to do your therapy and there would be no pervy stuff involved, but we're very unlikely to be in the same place. But there are people out there who can do this and help you.
>>711247598
*your
also, off by uno
>>711247598
thats defiantly a tumor dude get that checked out
>>711247333
Trips speaks the truth
Quite literally this time..very wise words here
>>711247667
perhaps, either way im just goings to try to figure it out through the net lol. therapy costs money i dont have as an adult but thx for beinng nice ig
Am I the only one that wants a sharpie in the pooper
>>711247333
White Knight Trips????
>>711247568
In what way? Have they made you better? Are you honestly closer to wellness? Real true wellness that would satisfy YOU?
I mean you can tell who wants you sick, by who is hostile to me, because they see us connecting, and they are losing control, and feel jelaous and as if you might not continue to feed their sickness.
Beautiful, you don't wxist to feed the sickness of others, and I feel terrible that you've learned otherwise. I could never talk to you like this in actual therapy, but here, I can say, you are lovely and I'd be so happy to hear you found a man who really loves you and treats you like a queen or a goddess and doesn't cheat on you and helps you find the right therapist and has kids with you, and supports you in becoming more than you ever thought you could be.
>>711240722
>i dont think im really stupid
>im a liberal
pick one, not both like you tried to pick.
>>711247803
How about a spread open leg pic OP?
>>711240154
get in the cage chubby motherfucker
fake
you just need a big fatty coook fat slut
>>711247803
If we could figure out a gpood way to connect, I would do weekly one hour sessions with you to work on this, over the net.
Make a Kik or a skype or something, and I will seek you out. If you are for real, and you really want to get better, and to also allow yourself the fantasies you have, then figure out a way, otherwise, it was really great working with you. I honestly wish you the best.
Show moar of dat body
>>711248388
Cringe, kid stop you're a level 100 Warlock not a therapist
>>711248515
The post above that one is better dude LOL
>
I mean you can tell who wants you sick, by who is hostile to me, because they see us connecting, and they are losing control, and feel jelaous and as if you might not continue to feed their sickness.
Might save this for ycyl tbh
For those who think I'm a "White Knight". I'm not. I am a therapist who is trying to help a person in crisis. She can show you her body if she wishes. It's where she is at right now, and I respect that too. She needs what she needs right now and if that is to show off to you guys and allow you to degrade her, then that is fine, so long as she realizes that her OUTCOME, that where she needs to be headed is to pursuits of life that have more lasting value for her.
I'm not interested in the NOW as much as the ultimate outcome.
>>711240154
Best guess, you rationalized the experience and came to the conclusion that you must have deserved it.
It's a guess, and I'm not a trained professional. But it's one possible answer. Do you think you deserved that experience?
>>711240154
ill rape and abuse... ruin your fat ass
>>711248515
Not even sure what this means, but it did make me laugh.
I'm 51 years old, and I work with abused women all the time. In a counseling and therapy environment. Believe it or don't.
Either way, /b/ is fun and interesting for me because it contains a variety of mental states from serious healtiness (not much of it though) to extremely deranged and mentally ill individuals, all trying to relate in some twisted and dysfunctional fashion that makes for a truly crazed reality which exists no-where else in quite the same fashion.
Think about it guys, she's probably for real, just because she came HERE, and it so clearly fits the evidence of her condition that she would come to this place, of lunatics and gods for advice. Angels and devils...and they serve her well on both sides of herself, the one who wants to be well, and the one who wants to be degraded and punished.
>>711242935
yes ill rape that... Greentext rape stories
Show us your butthole
>>711245794
new fags cant trıforce
>>711249256
>Not even sure what this means
Wizard = permanent virgin.
Welcome to /b/. Always lurk moar.
And remember. Trips.
I truly hope this girl wants to get well, and feel whole, because she seems like she could really have a wonderful life and still respect her fantasies and desires.
>>711248388
Thirsty
>>711249544
I'm actually 51 and dating a 27 year old.
I'm a dad of a 9 year old as well.
I lost my virginity before many of you were born.
>>711240154
I think its pretty normal if you've been raped to want more. Or at least be into twisted shit after. Girl i used to fuck was raped and aftwr that she loved hardcore sex. Slapping choking the whole 9
>>711249748
Thirsty?
>>711249795
Your uncle doesn't count fag
>>711249795
congratulations oldfag!
>>711246550
snap?
>>711249846
A lot of this is also that nothing ever feels as real as those intense experiences.
Often those who have near death traumatic experiences like plane crashes and such, will live as if they are un-killable. Not because they honestly believe that, but because they feel they need that level of excitement to feel anything.
There is nothing wrong with a person who gets raped needing really heightened sex, as long as they do so in a way which helps their self esteem and isn't designed to hurt or destroy them.
>>711249795
>I'm actually 51 and dating a 27 year old.
predator much?
>>711250289
Oh yes, because a mature 27 year old woman is off limits...How sad of you to even say that. To assume a 27 year old woman is too young to make a decision to be with someone who has something to offer her intellectually, spiritually, emotionally, sexually, and even financially...I'm sure she'd be SO much better off with the likes of YOU. Right?
Show us your hot little pooper.
>>711250561
fuck no, not with me, i liek traps, whats wrong with womenz your own age gramps?
>>711250561
You definitely aren't 51 if you were stupid enough to take that bait, m8
