>feels thread
Feel free to confess anything or talk about whatever.
The love of my life dumped me 2 months ago. To fill the void I have meaningless sex with whoever, fall asleep and wake up, proceed to break down when I realize it's not her in my bed. She dumped me after I caught her with 2 guys in our room on our 6 year anniversary, I was going to propose that night, I don't make much money, but I had a good bit saved up to take her out for the time of our lives.
>>711166701
If you dont mind me asking, what was the 2 guys part?
I miss my old friends, I miss my old town, being in a military family fucking sucks everything that's out there
>>711166960
They were coworkers of hers, and when I got home they were scrambling out of the window and she didn't have any clothes on.
>>711167257
I wish I wasn't such a dick for how nice they were to me
my gf broke up with me like 4 months ago and I'm still not over it... we only dated for 2 months. Pathetic I know...
still in love with a girl i dated a year or so ago that doesn't give a shit about me
and i want to kms
>>711167348
What a cunt, be glad shes not with you anymore, shes a fucking cheater and deserves to die
>>711167648
Relatable
>>711167617
If you're a Brony I can see why
I strongly suspect I'm being cheated on by the first girl in my entire life who at least acted like she really really loved me, and with a guy who used to be one of my best friends. I love her too much to throw away our relationship in case I'm wrong, but with her constantly lying about not talking to him, I can't trust her. I dunno what to do /b/ros
>>711166158
well ill tell my story, i was a crab fisher from the age of 27-34 so ill tell the story of my best friend max. ill follow suit with adonis and will be calling myself Glaucus the fishermans sea god during my story. cont.
>>711167752
Honestly I just like that picture, only watched 2 episodes.
>>711167617
It isn't pathetic, if it had lasted it would have only gotten better if you knew she was the one you wanted to be with the rest of your life, and it's a completely different feeling than just a small fling
I don't know what it is about her, but she is such a hard girl to read. Nothing she does is typical, some stuff leans one way, and other stuff, yet another way.
I just wish that I can get closure out of her. A simple, "Yes, I am interested" or a "No, I only see you as a friend"
In fact, she never even used the word "Friend" with me, at all. But she seems to be kinda wanting to open up with me at times. But when ever she starts, she closes up again.
So what is it? Is she interested? or is she not interested?
>>711167835
>be me 5
>moved around 700 miles to a rural northern town
>kindergarten
>get sat next to a kid named Max
>instantly clicked as friends
>liked the same cartoons, played the same classic vidya
>feelsgoodman
>we got older and were always close friends
>we grew up together and went to different colleges
> straight out of college i went back to my home town
>Max dropped out after his mother was diagnosed with Sarcoma
>Stayed with her for 2 years until she passed away.
>the day after she lost her battle
>we sat on the couch watching football and getting drunk
>the man i saw sitting next to me was much different from the one i grew up with
>he was utterly defeated
>he couldn't cry
>he was in shock of what happened to his mother
> he sat there staring at the TV
>just drinking
>he asked me something which i wont forget
> "Glaucus what do i do now? Im broke, shes gone, and i don't have a degree."
> i responded in the one way i could "I dont know"
>we sat there silently for a few hours.
>we clung to each play, the only thing keeping us sane.
>in the morning, he said he said " I need to get away from here"
>the house was on the market for a little over a month
>max had moved to a port town hundreds of miles away
>one day i got a call from him
>asks me to come down to where he is
>so knowing what hes been through, i took leave from my office and flew to max the next day.
>at this point i was an attorney had taken on a couple of cases.
>when i arrived i was met with a man who was different
>he had been going to the gym, but lived in a disheveled house
>he told me he had been contracted as a crab fisher, and was asked to supply crabs.
>max invited me and the company got a few other people.
>long story short i knew i had to be there for my friend so i did what i thought was right
>i quit my job as an attorney and joined Max in his fishing.
cont?
>>711167738
surprised i haven't yet, maybe tonights the night, we'll see..
>>711167908
>after joining him life was pretty simple
>for around 7 years
>i got up
>Went to the pier
>fished
>Went home and got piss drunk
>throughout this time Max always seemed distant
>since we lived in the same house i discovered his "secret"
>he was taking one prescription antidepressant and four illegally obtained ones
>he never did get better but i always stayed with him
>one particular day there was a hurricane a few hundred miles over
>We thought it was just a tropical storm
>something we had dealt with before
>no cause for alarm or drama
>so Max, the crew, and I. went to the pier and headed towards open waters.
>We casted our nets and waited
>we sat there in the turbulent waters for a few hours
>this was until the storm hit
>the waves became immensely larger
>and the sky rained ferociously
>we drew our nets in and put the crabs away as we got ready to head back to port
>a particularly big wave knocked us sideways and almost capsized us. we were all almost okay.
>Except for one the companies fisherman, a man named Eddy.
>Eddy was the most reliable person on our crew
>he was there whenever you needed him, he was a jack of all trades in a sense, nicest and perhaps most caring man i met.
>eddy had been rocked to the side of the boat and hit his head, he was knocked out
>once we got our bearings back, we rushed eddy to the ships interior, and began trying to head for port
>not long after a second wave hit.
>This wave capsized us
>Our ship sunk before me
>i rushed under the ship to grab Eddy
>the ship was too far gone to grab him
>Eddy drowned when he was knocked out.
>however i never saw max
>he had simply vanished
>max was gone
>my thoughts all raced to him dying
>when i reached shore, everyone aside from eddy was there
>we got treated for minor injuries and went to Eddies funeral.
>this broke the camels back
>My friend max snapped
>He became a depressed and true alcoholic
>he blamed himself for eddy's death
>he had gone over the deep end
cont?
>>711166158
I voted for Donald J Trump for President of The United States of America.
>>711167938
Don't do it man, I don't even know you but I still can't bear the thought of someone killing themselves.
I love a girl who will never love me back, under any circumstances. I lift, have a good job and college education, fairly intelligent, but she doesn't want me. Was so depressed I almost killed myself in a drunken stupor last saturday.
>>711167766
I'm the samefag who had 2 guys fucking my ex on our anniversary, and I can say now that it's better to know she's cheating than to be in a lie of a relationship, I'm fucking miserable but it's a lot better than sleeping in the same bed as someone who tells me they love me when they are getting fucked by other people.
>Confront the bitch, if she's cheating leave her.
>>711167905
Just straight up ask her if she is looking for something begween you and her, might work if you word it well
>>711168019
eh, better than living every day wanting to die. whats the point if im not happy?
>>711167726
I know I'm better off, and I know I have it a lot better than most, but meaningless sex with any number of women means nothing compared to one night with her.
I think i might be breaking up with my gf of 1 year
>>711168007
are you still talking about that? thats so, like, last tuesday
>>711167513
I never got to know any of them after I moved, the one kid I wanted to get his number for his mother so I could upkeep with everything between everyone, either he hated me and never gave me it, or he was to confused to let me know, then I left...
>>711168225
There's gotta be something that'll make you happy
GF is a SLUT. I still love her. not sure what to do
>>711168320
cool, youre dating a 1 year old? Bet shes tight.
>>711167938
Don't go down that fucking road, take that motivation to off yourself and put it towards something to better yourself, something that you would enjoy, I work 70 hour weeks just to keep my mind off that kind of stuff
>>711168454
she did. but shes moved on.
im a very unmotivated person, all i do is play video games and go to work. idk i just dont see a point in life
>>711168520
Sorry didnt word it properly, i meant that ive been with her for a year
>>711168150
The thing is that I never am in a position to do so.
We don't see eachother in person, beyond very briefly in passing.
And I haven't been able to arrange something yet. (Stupidly busy)
I could list some of her behaviours, incase you can make something of it
>>711167946
cont
>>711168730
Sure gimme a list
>>711168762
alright
>Max went off the grid, and i went back to being an attorney
>he showed up where i worked piss drunk one day
>he told and yelled at me "Eddy is gone because of me, i could have saved him, why didn't i?
>i stayed with him for the next few months, one day Max decided he had enough.
>On June 9th Max committed Suicide
>he left two notes one for me, and one for everyone else
>the note to everyone read
"Im guilty, i wasnt even able to save one of my closest friends. So why i should i be allowed to live knowing he didn’t. I hate this world."
>The note he left me was as follows
"Thank you Glaucus, you were my first and last friend. i am sorry i had to leave so soon, but my memories with you were the only happy ones i have. Glaucus until we meet again -Max"
I know i could have saved Max but i wasn't able to, im sorry my friend.
>>711168602
idk man why not just off myself and get it over with and not have to worry about being sad for the rest of your life
>>711168138
I did confront her anon, and it resulted in her adamantly refusing to admit she did anything, but there were many fishy holes in her stories. I called her, and then called the guy who I suspect she's cheating on me with, got screenshots of their messages, and call logs. he had changed her name to Madison for some reason prior to me calling, and when I asked how many times they had hung out their answers were conflictory. she claims he's just a friend, but she's repeatedly lied to me about him before. I'm in a position of not having enough evidence to know for sure, so I'll always wonder if she is or not
what do?
this one always got me
>>711168795
>She is shy, and kind of doesn't acknowledge me unless I say something, then we can talk for a good while without issue. This is even when it is just us standing next to each other before class.
>Does not initiate texts, but is willing to talk for hours with detailed replies once I get her going
>I have seen her looking at me from a distance, sometimes locking eyes.
>When I asked for her number, she took my phone and punched it in. (It was the actual number, obviously)
>When I asked her to grab lunch the first time, she said she was busy that weekend, so I offered up Monday, which she accepted.
>Has sat next to me at random on several occasions.
Last spoke about a month ago.
> "Hey, are you free anytime soon? I would like to grab coffee and chat"
> "Hey! I'll have to get back to you on it. Taking 7 classes this semester on top of working the two jobs and getting stuck babysitting this weekend has been filling up my schedule."
> "No worries. I just figured that we should meet up soon"
> "Definitely!"
I don't want to believe that gay rights will move backwards and I'll have to stay in my bubble of 'safe states'. I hate safe spaces but when it comes to having the same rights as my neighbor it limits me. I know marriage equality won't be appealed but there's still a part of me that wonders if it will considering the political climate.
>>711169026
Probably something going on anon, try to get closer
>>711169473
I would... But you kinda need to be able to see them and talk in person.
Really doesn't happen anymore. Always see her briefly in passing.
Though she did kinda crack a smile last time I saw her. (Again in passing, she was on the phone)
>>711166701
Fake and gay
>>711169647
Well shit, maybe when shes not busy you can do some shit
>>711170052
Yea. But I'm gonna gotta wait till Winter break. Atleast her classes and EMT course should be done with. So much more time (Unless she takes more hours at her jobs)
Could be partially related to loosing her home during Hurricane Sandy a few years ago (Havent been allowed to rebuild yet)
Or she may have Social Anxiety (I think its possible, as she did say "I am just coming out of my shell" Also seems to have few actual friends. Yet is a solid 7.5/10 (Not that it matters)
I'm so stressed about all of the uni essays and exams I have to get done by next week I get into fights with my wife over nothing. We had a shouting match this morning and I punched holes in a door. First time in 10 years she has ever seen my old violent side. My son was in the tv room and heard the whole thing. Feel like a piece of shit.
Ill never pass
Ill always stick out like a sore thumb
Ill never look remotely like a woman
Im a mistake
>>711166158
I miss the late nineties, I miss my ex-wife, I miss being happy and sober.
I love this one.
can people post more depressing images? i want to feel sad
>>711170490
All i can say is, talk mlre to her, and good luck homie
>>711170594
How do people know they were born in the wrong body?
Not judging, just curious
>>711170892
I have dysphoria
Thats how you know
I dont even belive in "wrong body"
I know im just fucked up
>>711166158
>"Butterfly, what is your wisom?"
>And i looked down at its majestic form, flexing its wings as if to show me its strength
>"Fuck Chechnya." - it whispered before it fluttered away.
>And so we went to war.
>>711170882
Yea. But really if I talk to her, it is basically only text. No classes together this semester, and have only seen her 10 times, in passing over the past 2 months
I'm more so trying to figure how and when to try and meet up in Dec. I have an idea of what we could do aswell/
>>711170594
It's only a mistake if you don't be yourself. Fuck the small minded people that don't get it. When you are old and on your deathbed, you can either look back and go yep, I lived my life how I was meant to, or you can regret a life wasted. Be yourself anon.
Story from long ago
>Be anon in preschool
>tiny kid
>have 2 best friends
>Caleb and Diana
>had a crush on Diana
>wasn't even old enough to know what love was
anyway
>almost the end of year
>december
>already got Caleb a pack of pokemon cards
>I got Diana stuffed cat
>she loved cats
>almost time for christmas
>Diana is absent for roll call
>Caleb and I don't think much of it
>next couple days she doesn't show
>Caleb and I start to worry
>Friday her sister comes into the class
>says that Diana passed away from a car accident on her way home
>Diana's mother and her were killed on impact
>I was destroyed
>she was my one
>I burst into tears
>Caleb knows the relationship I had with her
>he tries to comfort me with tears in his eyes
>the rest of the school year went as normal as it could
>our trio was just a duo now
it’s been 20 years since then
I've never forgotten her
Diana
Majority of my friends voted for Hillary and was deeply disturbed by the results and been posting on Facebook. Good amount have been unfriending and refusing to talk to anyone who voted for Trump.
I voted for Trump due to my own reasons but I am pulling a Switzerland when topic comes up about politics with them in fear of losing friends over political differences.
The girl that I love and I recently stopped talking over a reason that I don't know. When ever I try to talk to her now she seems hostile. It drives me insane because I think about all of the amazing times we've had together and the fact that that will never happen again
>>711166701
She dumped YOU after you caught her fucking two dudes? It has to be fake.
>>711171310
Ill look like i caricature
I dont whant that
Thanks tho youre nice
used to make fun of cutfags in highschool
>mfw my legs look fucking velvet cake from the need for some type of stimulation
>>711171131
Underrated post
>>711171685
>actually made me laugh
thanks anon
>>711171839
glad i could make someone happy
>>711171677
Who said caricatures are not good to look at? I love caricatures.
It sounds to me that there is a greater risk of your outside affecting your inside if you do not embrace who you are meant to be. Own your feelings anon. If you are going to feel like something society does not accept and that is enough to make you not want to do it, then that is your feelings and nobody can tell you that is wrong. However, what is it that will damage you more?
I gotta be nice. I'm hating on myself right now so I gotta spread some love.
>>711171959
Yeah, i also used to cut a lot, i want to go back to it tho it was actually a lot of fun
>>711172200
if you wanna talk about shit you can add me on steam. feels are so much worse alone
http://steamcommunity.com/id/creepachuu/
Hey guys, I just scjk my own ck
If anyone wants to chat on skype, I'm: denesiuk4
Add me on Kik DasLebenistlangwe
>>711172329
Sure man, ill add tmrw, im dogwelder btw
>>711168070
you realize that a good body, money and education arent important to REAL love right.
>>711172063
I guess ill just be the gross shehulk i was ment to be :'^]
>>711171388
thats how you create filter bubbles.
when people stop talking to other people because they are afraid they could be influenced by trying their arguments and perspectice.
eventually they forget all the things the previous generation knew about not letting yourself be influenced by populists propaganda.
all they know is physically shielding themselves from the unknown, and wherever that doesnt work (OF COURSE it wont work in all apects of live) they will become weaker and more easily influenced.
in these times, more than ever before, it is necessary to discuss stuff. even if it hurts. even if it means you cant hang out with certain people any more.
>oh and btw fuck you for voting for trump.
>>711172597
Research a bloke named Alex Reid. He is a British MMA fighter. His other name is Roxanne. He kicks the shit out of anybody that dares insult him when he is dressing the way he feels natural. Only 1 person can make you feel gross. That's you anon. Everyone else can try, but it's whether you let them that determines how deep it goes. If you are a hulk, then go Roxanne on their asses. Some of the funniest people I have ever met are guys being true to themselves.
>fapped to pics of my ex
>screamed 'EVERYTHING SUCKS!' when I 'gasmed
>don't know when everything went wrong
>>711168488
Let her slut it up and take advantage of it. Get her to fulfill the fantasies you have.
>>711170512
You better apologize to them both and you got to work not to do that again. I know it's hard to handle the frustrations of academia but you can't take that out on them.
>>711171388
Coward.
>>711175125
This is true anon. I apologised to her but I feels empty and she knows it. She works with victims of domestic violence so she is scared that shit will lead to her getting hurt. I would never do that but it's hard to convince her. The boy is too young to understand. Only 2. I saw my shrink yesterday. Was hoping my shit would have been sweet for a while.
>>711175453
I've been there, I understand. It's the hardest work you'll ever do, trying to keep your shit together. But good on you for apologizing, and for being in therapy. That will help so much.
Hey guys, how's it going? I'm late to the party once again, sorry :/. Hope I haven't missed too much.
my moms friend fonger me in the carback
still hurts :(
my lifes decent..
i hate it.
everyday i constantly think about throwing everything away. I don't know why, it would just make me happier..
Girl of 2 years cheated on me and got engaged to a guy that she was doing acid with. This happened last week.
>>711176858
and she's pregnant
and she's riding him right now
>>711176219
I have only just started yesterday. It feels weird because It does not seem like I have any reasons to have depression. I have a great 6 figure salary job, I'm not on drugs, never been abused and my family is whole. For some reason though I can't get my head right. I do not want my family to fear me. Pretending to be happy only works for about 5 minutes then something will get me pissed off again and I have to be alone or I will pick another fight.
>>711176281
Better late than never anon.
>>711177077
None of those things you mentioned matter when it comes to depression, anxiety, any other aspect of mental health. It's brain chemistry, not circumstances. You need therapy and medication, and you're on the first steps.
>>711177007
Obviously
>>711177007
Hopefully she gets her karma, still got her nudes though so that's something haha
>>711177230
Do you know I have told the guys i supervise that same stuff so many times. I'm trying to look forward but god damn if it isn't impossible to feel bad stupid fights and nasty shit I have said to my wife. I'll get right though. Cheers anon.
I sometimes feel like I'm trapped in this world, lonely and fading, heart broke and waiting for you to come.
I'am in a state of complete bliss over the outrage the liberals are expressing. It is genuinely making me so happy. What a time to be alive.
>>711178054
On one side, I get the feels this comic is supposed to give. On another side, I see this as a representation of the ignorance of understanding one's own fate.
It's admirable that she wants to try to bat away the meteor, but there is a very, very tiny chance that would ever happen. Instead of spending her time to find a greater meaning for her existence, she is going to sit on that hill, posing and waiting to face death. Given the limited options, it isn't a terrible choice, but there are much better uses of her time in those final moments than trying to look like a bad ass (presumably).
>>711166158
I was a liberal and my slightly more liberal friends pushed me away, because I didn't agree with them on everything. So I became a moderate and suddenly, I was considered a racist and sexist bigot. So I voted for Trump.
I don't even feel bad about it. Liberals think they're oppressed, even as they oppress everyone else around them. They will eat themselves alive, complaining over who is "more oppressed". They will continue to divide until they realize they're not as accepting or tolerant as they claim to be.
Blacks think they're more oppressed than Feminists. Feminists think they're more oppressed than gays. Gays know they've actually been killed for centuries, just for being faggots. Doesn't matter, they're faggots. No one respects those deviants.
So I watch this from the outside now and I wait. I never even had to talk with a single conservative. Just watching them from the outside was enough. So while they blame the world for being racist and sexist, they refuse to accept that it was their own actions and behavior of others that pushed people away from voting in their interest.
Fuck them.
cut my arms up and chest again. sister and mom are mad at me again because i forgot to take the trash in. Not worried , they dont talk to me unless they need something anyway. i was going to kill myself yesterday but my little brother called me and asked if i would be home because he wanted to open some pokemon cards with me. faggy i know but hes only 8 and we all had a trading card phase. anyways i ended up cutting to deep on my neck and bled for a while, it stopped but theres time that i wish i would just get shot or stabbed and die a way that seems like i cared about things
I fucked up /b/ros
>>711178202
malcom x was a fucking racist, i like the rest of the comic though
>>711178999
Cheer up, kid. Your little bro needs you. You might not always get along but I'm sure they look up to you. Don't teach them that self hate and self mutilation is okay or normal. You know that you have a problem that you have to deal with. Do your best to be there for them, if you can. I'm sure they'll appreciate it a lot, some day.
>>711178616
I think that the comic is trying to show the different ways we handle our problems. So like, you have the people who pray, who find meaning in religion, people who see the world as a place they were placed with a purpose and that purpose is at the discretion of their creator. The comic also show people who put their faith in their family, some who put their faith in community or in love ( the kids on the hill, that's how I see that frame anyways) and then you have the looters who put their faith in objects, who are going to live their final hours in epicurean bliss. But then there are those who put faith in themselves, the people who climb the mountains to look at their problems in the eye and call their bluff. Is that kid going to save the earth, hell no. But I like to think that the kid did not climb the mountain hoping to be everyone's hero, he did it to be his own.
>>711179392
Oh my God, Anon. What's going on here? It seems like some heavy shit.
>>711179478
This. I like the comic, but every time I see it that bit with Malcolm X catches me off-guard. Dude was not just a racist but a violent racist. He called for a violent overthrow of the government and violent payback for the civil rights violations of earlier that century. Of course he said all of this only after he converted to Islam. No surprise there.
>>711179749
He kinda mellowed out towards the end
>>711166158
I am a highly educated white alcoholic. I have a goobment cheese job. I am the local chapter union steward. I have an associate degree in network systems administration, and a bachelors degree in network communication management. I have been promoted 4 times in 7 years. I am a+, network+, security+, ccent, Sonicwall CSSA, Qualys VMS, Logrhythm SIEM 2 certified.
Dont forget vmware vsphere and horizon view expert, as well and globalscape EFT and Trend Mirco VPT.
>>711179862
>mellowed out at the end
nigga so did hitler
>>711180080
Wow...but your still just a glorified button pushing monkey.
Without us software engineers, you'd be crimping cables for comcast.
>>711167938
Anon it may seem like the best thing to do, but its not. There are people who care about you, close people and even us, anonnomus strangers from the internet who have been there and are still there. Think of all the feelsy stories you can tell in the next thread and tell another anon that their life matters if not for the sole purpose of feels threads
>>711179749
Picture guy here.... kinda of a rough patch that we fought over and I ended up breaking it off thr night b4 her birthday back in August but then she tried to be spiteful and tell me cheated twice and she would reveal the details on my birthday.... but Halloween weekend(Friday the 29th) she thought she had seen me at the local bar and messaged me... told her i wasnt there and we started talking.... ended up seeing her that same sunday we grabbed some breakfast then we had a good old fucking in the back seat of my car.... we ended up meeting this Friday night as well I was drunk and we just sat for like 2 hours talking in the car till i eventually had to leave since i had work soon after that.... and Sunday we had another little date went to see dr.strange grabbed some food and b4 you know it were just sitting in the car talking for about an hour b4 she went inside and I never told her how i felt in person which really fucked me up so i decided to do it over text and yeah.... plus she's seeing someone atm so that wasn't her plan to fall back in love with me but she says if this falls through shell "check up on me"... I fucked her pretty good that's probably the only reason she messaged me told me she hasnt had an orgasm for about a month and half since I fucked her that Halloween weekend
>>711179637
no one knows ive been cutting for a steady 2 years with a year break because i had to see 2 therapist for a whole year. they dont know i cut. my sister and mom hate me, my sister is currently blackmailing me over me smoking weed. my mom thinks i stopped but if she finds out she will call the cops on me. my older step brother has tried to reason with her that weed isnt as bad as she thinks but hey. shes a mom (not a good one). but i digress. my little brother isnt even at my house most of the time, he spends a good 85 percent of his time at my dads which i dont talk too (longer story). i really see no point in living.
>>711171133
With all due respect brother, I'm reading a lot of your posts start with "but". If you don't have an opportunity and you want to make it as full proof as possible, try to make it convenient for her is my opinion, lunch between classes? Dinner after school, does she have any free days? I'm sure you've thought of all this already but to have to reevaluate how much effort you will put into finding a chance to see her.
I've got a girlfriend but have been trying to get in touch with and on again off again friend all day because I know if we hang out it will lead to me blowing him or him fucking me and i want that.
I feel that no one appreciates what i do, at work they blame me for every thing, at home my mom just know how to insult me the only times she doesn't is when she is on a good mood but she has a lot of mood swing so i can never be sure that the kind mom i see will last all this has taken a toll in my efforts to get good grades in college now I'm failing almost all of my classes. I'm always there when my friends need me but they are never present when i need them I want someone who I can confess all of the thing that are bothering my on the inside yet i dont have a person like that the only one can got close to that was my ex but she left me for another fag basically cheating on me then when she got pregnant she wanted to come back with me but at that point i told her to fuck off.
I live hiding my true fillings and this is slowing killing me on the inside, any advise /b/?
>>711171521
by fucking two other dudes, yeah, pretty much. Kissless fucking virgin. Give the guy a break.
>>711166158
I fell in love with a girl when I was 17, but she used me as emotional support until I finally built up the courage to tell her how I felt, at which point she crushed me. That was seven years ago.
I never really stopped loving her and about 4 months ago, out of nowhere, she contacted me, wanting to "catch up" since it had been so long. I figured it'd been long enough to keep my shit under control and for a month or two, I could. Then one of her ex boyfriends assaulted her and pulled a knife on me one night and since then, I'm the emotional crutch again and I'm suffering. She's made it clear she doesn't want to get involved with me and truth be told, I KNOW it'll be fucking miserable if we get mixed up and yet... I dunno man, fuck.
Bump
I was OP once and now I have cancer.
>>711182831
You can't help who you fall in love with anon. There's a fine line between love and hate. Probably why it will likely be miserable. Not really much you can do except cut her off and let her sort her own shit out.
>>711183116
I can't do it dude.
I'm literally the only person in the world she has. I wish that wasn't true, but she's a suicide risk as it is and if I walk, she's a goner. I have a bit of a pattern of falling for the broken ones. I'm 25, I've only ever had one "real" relationship (not with this girl) and she was just as insane.
Maybe that's a good thing, ultimately, but I couldn't live with myself.
Best I can do, which I am doing, is stay friends, but move away. I'm moving to a city over 2000 kilometers away on two weeks; I imagine the distance between us will calm things down a bit.
>>711183426
Before you move you might want to set her up with some support systems. Put her in touch with a social worker or psychologist.
>2000 kilometres
Guessing you are either Aussie or Kiwi? She can get free psychologist sessions on Medicare.
>>711168299
think about it this way: one night with you never meant to her what one night with her meant to you.. she is not the person you're in love with
>>711184130
Australian, she's already seeing a shrink and is medicated, which I helped her set up yeah.
I don't feel bad about the distance, really. I know I can blow it up really easily; if I were to tell her i loved her right now, she'd probably never speak to me again. I just can't do it.
>>711166158
Im sexually attracted to my mother. But i cant act on it.
Fuck my life.
>>711184532
Then yeah you are right. Distance will help you get over her shit. Set yourself up with a new piece of action and she will very quickly become friend zoned.
>>711184957
Yeah I have to say, the time I thought least about her was the time I was involved with my ex girlfriend.
I've told her time and time again not to tell me the stories of her conquests (she is CONSTANTLY looking for dick) and yet she persists.
It's fucked because these are the kind of women that exists SOLELY to destroy men and yet here I am.
But yeah looking forward to getting the fuck out, I just wanted to vent. Thanks for listening anon.
>>711185279
I had one of those in my life. Not so much wanting to talk about getting laid, but bitching to me about her bf even though she knew I was in love with her. Perfect fix for that was to meet someone new who is now my wife and mother of my son. Straya has got a heap of crazies, but there is also heaps of good ones bro.
Vent anytime anon. That's what bros are here for.
>>711166701
Never loved anyone until I loved her.
Never considered suicide until I found out she doesn't feel the same. We've been friends for years, but I only just fell in love with her this last year. She knows, and we don't talk about it, for obvious reasons.
Pic related this was her last text. She sent it to me this morning.
>she didn't say "I don't want to talk right now"
>she didn't say "I don't want to talk to anyone right now"
>She said "I don't want to talk to YOU right now"
>my fucking face when
>>711185758
Do yourself a favour anon and leave her alone for a while. She didn't say she doesn't want to speak to you anymore, just right now. A big issue my wife took with me in our last biggest shouting match was that she wanted to be left alone and I kept pushing, so she pushed me away. Maybe her cheating was a way of trying to be left alone for a while?
>>711186262
I just feel so shitty by not doing anything. All I've ever tried to do in my short, meaningless life is try to make other people happy. It's the only thing I'm good at. And I am failing to do the only thing I can do, for my best fucking friend.
It never feels like I'm doing anything wrong, you know? It's all in the name of making somebody else happy. How could I POSSIBLY be doing it wrong
>>711186699
trust me bro i kept pestering my ex bc i thought doing nothing was bad and i felt like i was sitting there watching us fall apart when in reality i just needed to give her time and space. which i didnt do and now we arent together despite the fact that we love each other and want to be together. maybe we will be together again i hope that we will but idk anymore
this is all I can give
>>711186699
What is it that makes you think your life is meaningless? Making other people happy is about the best thing anyone can do. I am jelly because I am way too selfish to consider my life in that way.
There's no worse pain than girl pain. I've had it. I can feel myself losing my sanity right now from depression and anxiety and it still is not as bad as getting cheated on. I got through that so I know I can get through this. You just gotta realise there is other people worth keeping happy. Yourself included.
this too
>>711166701
Sounds like you dodged a bullet bro. You have the right to mourn the loss, but don't get stuck in it. Change yourself to be someone you want to be, not a sad person who makes next to nothing and fucks random sluts. Someone that you can look at in the mirror, without needing to picture a worthless cheating whore by your side.
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>>711187814
this is all I can give
>>711168299
Then don't try to fill the void with meaningless sex. Realize you're a whole person and worry about your own life.
>>711166158
I'm somewhat worried about Trump doing stuff with my gay rights.
I'm already a gun owner, but it seems like I might be in a situation to use it as the coming months come by :(
>>711168070
Never get caught up on a hoe
>>711187398
I ended up giving mine space anon and one day she texted me asking how I'm doing. We both loved each other but the time was not right for us to be together I hurt her and after a while she moved forward and got to a point of acceptance. We got back together and she has been cash ever since. Sometimes girls just need space. If it is what they ask for, then you gotta listen to them and respect what they want.
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>>711187814
at least I'm not a heartless person
So I was recently released from prison after five years of incarceration. I'm college educated, a non-violent drug offender. While I was down, a woman reached out to me from my past and we quickly fell in love and engaged in a long-distance relationship my entire incarceration. When she would come to visit me, my heart would lift out of my chest in excitement, and I look forward everyday to the life we would create together. I've been out for a week. Now, I was always heavy, and flabby. Physically very self-conscious. But in prison I got into lifting, and now I'm pretty cut up and muscular. It hasn't clicked mentally yet, I still view myself through the lens of my whole life (ie: unattractive). Also, before I got locked up, I was horrible at sex. Didn't last long, weak dick. Now I'm great at it, lasting 20-30 minutes of long stroking, pounding, switching positions. After a week of sleeping with my girl, I'm finding myself unattracted to her. She doesn't work out, has a tiny flab to her mid-section, floppy tits. She's a wonderful woman, and I'm emotionally in love with her, but all I can think about is these sexy bitches who have come out of the wood work on FB and at the gym who want to fuck. All I want to do is fuck some nasty whores, some skinny tight young whores. And they're available, throwing themselves at me. I feel like a piece of shit. =/ Sorry Jesus.
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>>711188062
yeah i mean she occasionally texts me saying we should talk, i say id like that when would you want to ? but it always ends the same "nvm" "im sorry i texted you i cant help myself sometimes i suppose, sorry" that killed me a little i always get hyped up for it but ik itll never be the same im planning on leaving her alone for 2 weeks then maybe text her saying i miss her and stuff to see if maybe we can try again if not then i guess ill have to move on despite the fact i love her so much
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I can't stop thinking about you
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these are the hardest things to consume
>>711188330
She's testing you bro. Trying to see if she can keep shit how it is right now. She needs to see that shit is changing to make a change herself. You don't have to ignore her, but if she texts you, don't fall over yourself to please her. Make her make an effort.
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Thank you, anons. I needed this
>>711187784
You know, I'd like to think this pic represents what I feel inside. Except for the fact that I did have one real friend I felt was a best friend, but he doesn't see me as his best friend, and there have been other girls he met that he called best friend, but not me. I've told him he was the best friend I ever had, his only response was "oh really?" I failed to bridge a connection hoping to bond a friendship. I failed at that and lately when he sees me, he just eats whatever food my father made and mooching when he doesn't have a place to stay or eat.
I guess even when I try, I make poor choices, and I have no one but myself to blame. At least the OP of that picture has better judgement than I do, and that's worth something. I've just been disappointed for even trying to connect to anyone no matter how hard I've thrown myself. So yeah, I feel less than that.
>>711166158
My country just elected an idiot that will just rubber stamp laws written by a government made up of people who think that climate change is a hoax and promise "christian values" in exchange for back room bribe money.
Dude quit being such a fucking pussy. Are you going to watch what you want in life slip through your fucking fingers? Do you think the magical life fairies will come down and make her make the first move? Dude she's txting you basically shooting flares begging you to be a fucking man and make a move. Fucking pussy, make the life for yourself you want.
I'm one and a half months sober. It's a great decision in my life, but I don't know what to do. I have zero people that I would call friends. I recently got on meds for my bipolar disorder, and now I don't want to kill myself half the time. But I feel kinda empty. I go to work, come home, browse the internet or watch tv, and go to sleep but that's it. Every time I go to an AA meeting to try and find some solution or just some people to be around, I feel like an alien. All of the other young people around me feel like they're of a different species when I'm not getting fucked up. My days off are the worst, because I lose the only thing which fills up my time and find myself just kinda sitting here with myself. I feel like I'm changing. Like I'm becoming someone that I can look at in the mirror more and more every day. But still, I want people to share it with but every time I try or every time I sit here by myself , I feel more empty, alone, and ostracized than ever before.
Tfw u cant talk about whatever, not even here. Too illegal and fucked up yo.
>>711166158
i love my ex far more than i should
I'm in a separate relationship now but i feel like she's my soul mate
>>711187784
Never seen anyone post this before. I made and posted it in one baw thread ages ago. Funny, the things that pop up that you forget about.
>>711188731
My country just elected a meme president.
>>711168824
Im sorry to hear that, you've been a good person who never abandon him no matter what, if it comforts you, you are the last true happy memory for him and you gave him a temporal meaning to his life. I really hope that you are OK.
>>711188599
idk bro honestly like idk anymore weve have said goodbye to eachother like 4 times now but it always comes back to her saying we should talk and stuff i tell her ill give her as much time as she needs but she says she doesnt want my time i dont get it i hurt her badly but she still loves me and stuff its hard not to jump at any chance i have to talk to her. i told her that i missed her saturday and she said that she hasnt eaten slept or been to school bc of the situation and the goodbyes so thats why i am leaving her alone so she can take care of herself. i want to believe that we can be again but its just so hard
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>>711187537
I can't give you a real reason for my deportation
>I have to explain racial slurs to my siblings still in elementary school because of this.
How nice.
>>711188818
Bro, I'm five years clean. I know exactly what you're going through. I know you're hearing this bs at the meetings (i don't go anymore) but just stick it out. You WILL adjust, you WILL find a new way to live your life. Get into music man, or start dating. You can have the life you want.
>>711188666
He doesn't treat you like a friend, so it seems as though you had bad judgement in considering him to be one. I'm alone too, but to me it's better to cut ties With the users. They don't want you for you anyways.
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>>711189164
this is the finally success
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>>711187537
I can't believe that it almost over
I'm rich and have an awesome life yet I'm still very unhappy and drink my pain away like a true Scot.
Mt wife doesn't fuck me anymore
I was hoodwinked
>>711178401
Wrong thread politard
>>711189370
I can't. He's been friendly to my mother socializing with her to connect to her emotionally and he cleans at times before my mother arrives. I use to wonder why he only cleans at certain times, and I know now it's only to make my mother feel sympathy and compassion for him, and this scheme works. Even if I break ties with him, my mother will nurture him, and the same with my sister. Except something bad happened between him and her that I haven't asked her yet. Only thing I know is that he would eat right before her kids would get up to eat and eat large portions of their food before they had a chance. It might catch up someday, but not today.
You can't tell a dupe that they're being duped when you know them better than they do. A dupe is a dupe and you can't stop them from being duped until it's too late or they invested far too deep. I resent her for not learning time after time, but you can't stop people from being conned and she's been conned many times. I can't cut myself from him, it will on make things worse when he comes around for my mother instead of me.
>>711189280
Thanks for replying bro, it means a lot. I had almost a year sober a few months ago but it just felt the same and I don't know what to do. The things I hear at meetings are inspirational, but when I go outside to have some coffee and smoke a cig with these guys I find no way to communicate. It just ends up with me listening to people talk for an hour while I hate myself more and more. And even when I do talk to them, it feels like we're just kinda bullshitting around ya know? Like I'm talking to someone but I'm never gonna increase the bond, and like any hopes of a real friendship are null and void. I'm scared to be alone, but I'm scared of cultivating friendships.
I've tried the whole relationship thing, but it always ends in me feeling like the other person is all I have so I have to change myself for them. I compromise who I am as a person because I feel like being a chameleon is the only way that I will be deserving of love. Then we end up getting fucked up together and a few months later it's back to square one.
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Siehe , ich bin der Zorn Gottes..
Is it fucked up I wish I had cancer? Or some disease that was hard to cure...
Like im not suicidal but if something like that were to happen, I wouldn't fight it too much... apologizes for anyone who has had any diseases that were hard to fight or had cancer, I don't ever mean offense.
>>711189202
That moment when you tell everyone how unhappy you are, and then they walk past you while bowing their heads out of guilt and ignoring you for the rest of their lives.
>>711190174
That doesn't matter though. They're your family. When you cut all ties with him and make it apparent that you want nothing to do with him, it'll be tense. So tense that they can feel it. And to them, it'll be a choice of him or you. Assuming he doesn't immediately take his leave once things get weird of course.
>>711166158
>>711190215
Also doesn't help that my last sponsor tried to rebound my ex.
>>711171131
sometimes we cant pick the wisdom we impart
I hate my boring life and can't even stand having a job. Everything just makes me depressed. Only saving grace is my emotionally disturbed gf. She really loves me and I really love her. I'm the emotionless rock she needs to stay stable and she's the chaos to keep my mind preoccupied. We often talk about suicide together and find that we are the only things keeping each other alive. Life is fucked and meaningless. Just glad I found someone miserable enough to ride it out with,
>>711190429
It's already weird. My father gave him a lashing when he found out that he's been spitting his toothbrush leaving in the fossid he washes dishes with. When he asked him about it, he does as he always does and doesn't respond. You can't confront him with questions because he'll flat out remain silent. Afterwards, he started yelling out "well, guess I better go because I'm a rapist and a murderer!" over and over. My brother was concerned for a change and he kept yelling it out. He doesn't know how to take criticism, and my father later revealed to me that it was about time he left because he came to eat food he made just enough for the family, and when he ate, he ate large portions that my father starved because we didn't have enough food in the fridge. My father and I are content, by my mother still thinks he's a part of the family and it's our job to take care of him.
I've told her she's been duped and she acknowledges it, but I can see in her face that she doesn't accept it.
>>711166158
I'm addicted to porn and I just can't stop fapping. Whether it's once a day or 2-3 times in a day I can't seem to stop. It fucking sucks because I know it's unhealthy and I need an actual gf. I'm not even bad looking or that antisocial
>>711190967
Sounds like it's time for you and dad to kick his ass out and let mom deal with her own emotional struggle as part of the family.
>>711189031
I think we're talking about the same country. Dark times ahead, my friend.
>>711191308
Oh no, we're shaking the leadership of the globalist progressive elite. Darn. Yeah, go cry and move on up to Canada while me and pol fix this country.
>>711191262
You know, maybe. I know my mother values this guy over him, but maybe if my father, sister, and I tried to make something socially explosive happen, maybe we can pull something off. I gotta ask my sister about her story and see what we can do as a family. We're poor as it is, and despite our differences, I don't think any of us would want to see our own family members starve because of him. I guess it's time be inquisitive.
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>>711191014
If you work out, develop the body of a Greek god, become wealthy, and treat her like a queen, she'll still leave your ass to go fuck Chad while you're at work. If you marry her, she'll be sure to take half your shit. Stick to masturbation, bro. Nothing unhealthy about it as long as you moderate yourself.
>>711191548
It doesn't have to be something explosive, though, you're just letting it be dramatic for her sake. If you and your dad tell him to get the Fuck out and never come back then he won't. And if he does, all of you tell him to get the fuck out again. Meanwhile, you guys should talk to your mom and find out what I'm her life is making her so emotionally unstable.
>>711191753
She's what a con would say a "pigeon". She's been screwed by her friend who was like her sister over three situations and her own sister. I know the one from her sister was that she loaned her 10k, and remember we're poor and my mom makes less than 30k a year. My aunt told her that her daughter (my cousin) stole that money to put as a down payment on her house and she left at as "soo..." as if that's suppose to excuse her from paying my mother back.
My mother still talks to my aunt with only a small side of resentment. Together they act like nothing happened. You can't force someone who's so vulnerable not be vulnerable when it's in her blood. I feel like it's a mental condition, you can abuse her and she'll take it. She's a floor mat for everyone to walk over and nothing I say to her is gonna get through. It's frustrating.
>>711192217
Okay, that's understandable. Maybe get her into some therapy or something. Help her find out why she's so self-destructive. Meanwhile, that still won't prevent you and pops from kicking the leech out of the house omce a week. Yeah it'll be a chore, but at least he's gone
>>711166158
Sup lads.
I dumped my gf of 2 months (had known her for 6) cos she tried to an hero and I found out she had BPD.
I'm kinda worried she'll try again and succeed and it'll be my fault somehow. I know there's nothing I can do but how do you deal with this feel?
>>711192500
I'll do what I can, but I know I have bad judgement so it won't go as planned.
>>711192779
Cut all ties. If you keep talking to her, you're just leading her on. Plus it'll give her more ammo. Nobody will blame you if you're just some dude she dated for a couple months. And you shouldn't blame yourself either. Emotionally unstable people are just waiting to go off. You may have played a small part in that, but it could've been anyone else who filled her void
>>711193013
Just try not to have any expectations. Plan for whatever is necessary, but don't expect the plan to go great or to go terribly. Just do what you need to do in order to get him out, and save tomorrow's problems for tomorrow's you.
>Be me
>Be 6
>Grandfather a WW2 Vet
fuck I can't keep up with that shit, When I was 6 my grandfather had passed of a heart attack I didn't understand the concept of death at the time, whilst he was shaking and struggling and gasping I had only said "Haha Grandpa made a funny face!" My mother walked in and saw him passed on the sofa. Just gasped, screamed at me "He's fucking dead you idiot!" Cried because my mother had yelled at me. And when I said at his funeral "He was a beautiful man" to my family and all they did was laugh.
God bless that man's soul.
>>711193064
>Cut all ties
I already did. I know it's harsh but I also know it's the only thing I can do. I guess I'm still just a bit shaken up about the whole thing though, ya know?
>>711193163
Hey...I really appreciate you spending time with me and giving me advice. I'm only one person, just one voice, and it means a lot to me.
>>711193322
Yeah man, and that's good. It means that you have a heart and care about people. Even crazy people. Just stay away from blaming yourself and keep trudging through life man. Thats all we can do as people
>>711193453
You don't need to thank me. I'm just another anon feelsing in this thread. Getting outside of my self and trying to help other people is the only way I know of to get away from my own problems.
>>711188026
I believe Trump was actually pro gay rights. People often forget that he was a Democrat for a while
I think I'm scizophrenic but I can't tell anyone I am or else everyone will stigmatize me and don't listen to me
I hate the US of A but nothing new there
>>711193899
Hopefully that hold true for us lgbt people as this presidency begins.
>>711194413
Don't tell anyone other than your doctor, then. Get on some meds and treat your problem
I've got good grades but honestly I'm ready to end my life, therapy won't work and I don't want to take medication, I can hardly get up in the morning and I'm putting so much pressure on my family just being here. I know ending my life just passes on the pain but honestly I'm willing to risk it.
>>711193899
Most of the time, a D or an R is all it takes. They don't care what your political history has been or past actions. I'm pretty sure that guy is more a capitalist above all else and resides better with libertarians then others.
He doesn't care about the constitution, don't get me wrong. But I do think he genuinely wants to help the economy (sure while helping himself), and also increasing jobs (like any politician would) but also ensuring people who work are the ones who benefit. I can't stand it when there's people who try to get a job or spend one hour looking and tell everyone they're looking when they're not. If you don't have a job, your full time job should be looking for a job and if you're not putting 40+ you don't deserve benefits of any kind. It's unfortunate there's people with kids with who are so unmotivated to work.
Dear Angel,
I want to be with you. You're perfect for me. You would often put yourself down but I would try my best to cheer her back up. I heard you were moving back to where we first met real soon but I don't think I can handle the overwhelming pressure of my wishing we were together. We still talk but it doesn't feed my hunger of wanting to be together. Just talking isn't enough. I wish we were more.
Sincerely,
Your friend.
>>711194800
don't want to work because I dont feel like putting up with the bullshit everyone who works does
>>711195180
If you can vote for someone to pull money out of another person paycheck and pass you a dollar as a reward, then machiavellianism is good so long as you have the rhetoric to spread this handout idea to your own class.
So many jobs with so many turnouts it's remarkable that I'm able to hold on to something others don't want to do for longer periods of time. I like building years of job and volunteer experience. There's many things I wish I didn't have to do or days I don't wanna show up, but the people who come and go while I'm still around...now that's just...huh! I never saw myself as a hard worker, but I have been told that I perform better than others. I guess I should really apply for the red cross as an intern. Maybe something better will come out of it.
Anyway, if you got something working for you, keep going at it. But if you don't have a plan B, well, I sure hope you're working on one.
>>711166158
I fell in love with my best friend. She was weirded out, I decided if it wasn't mutual then its better we just don't talk anymore. Begged me to talk to her, admits she has feelings and thinks about me all day. Admits she goes home in case I call, etc. We talk a bit, flirt a bit for a couple of weeks. I tell her again let me take you on a date etc. She just wants to be friends. Basically say I want more and if not then Im not gunna be some beta man purse friend. Stopped talking in June. I still fuckin miss this girl, even though I havent hit her up once. Fuckin sucks
>>711196061
honestly feel like moving into a log cabin and living in the woods alone once I finish college, just sit up there doing scientific research on nature or some shit pretty much done with society. Don't worry though I don't think deserve other people's cash I think cash is evil bullshit.
>>711196739
It's not your cabin if you're not paying the property taxes on it. If you think you own what you reside on, just stop paying taxes on it and see how long you can own it.
If you can build or live on a cabin without anyone (because your neighbor will turn you in almost every time), just make sure no one finds out. The day they find out you're living on some place without paying taxes you'll have to retroactively pay property taxes for the time you've owned it. You stand a fighting chance if it's about 50 miles away from a city because there's "home rule" laws in many states. Just make sure you know the laws about these things and god forbid you have a home invader whether it's a guy with a gun or a grizzly bear, no one's gonna save you.
But living alone, it's gonna do some kind of psychological change in a long term way. Might be hard to adjust if you change your mind and come back to live with people.
I'm scared that trump and his supporters will start putting liberals in prison or killing them. and i'm afraid that they'll deport blacks, muslims and Hispanics.
in short I think they're angry and stupid enough to take things way too far again (1939).
they're all so angry and hateful. i'm just like them, i'm suffering too. i'm an American too. i'm not a bad person.
can confirm, a large part of me died on the inside at some point. Don't know if I'll ever feel whole again
>>711196705
You did the right thing. Now move on. Maybe don't look for the one but work on just attracting women in general. You might see her in a few months or a year and she might be able to better see your value .....after having some time to distance herself from the old you. Honestly this happened to me...but by that time I realized she wasn't what I really wanted. I did bang her in the ass though. True story.
>>711197830
Hahaha. You're a champ. Thanks man. We live in different states now. I doubt she'll ever hit me up, and I def won't be calling her. Good advice man.
I'm sorry Sylwia. I should have said more while I had the chance.
>>711170684
Are you.. me?
>Be me
>165 pounds, 5'10"
>Start working out
>Lose 20 pounds
>Getting in shape
>Feels good
>Play ball hockey for kicks
>Twist knee
>Sore after walking for more than 10 minutes at a time
>Decide stop working out to let knee heal
>Go back to gym after week break
>Try to do lower body weight thing
>Mistake.jpg
That was months ago, I still haven't gotten an mri. Went vacationing for a month in the summer, didn't get the girl and regained weight, quit talking with my brother and balding intensifies. Should go back to gym or should I just give up on life? I seriously feel like have nothing to live for.
>>711198710
shave head and go back to the gym. never give up. NEVER. and start talking to brother again pls.
>>711198007
I saw this girl at a funeral. Never know what can happen
The entire net is full of retards warbling about how they made the right choice and backed the winner. You won't hear them warbling like this if and when their previously chosen hero doesn't really live up to expectations, like every single politician before him. But they will defend their choice when that is the case. It's like watching edgy teenagers be edgy.
It would be wonderful to just have a conversation that is relevant to the chosen forum rather than have it be overriden by idiot number 300 who thinks that he's being poignant.
>>711198710
You probably tore something in your knee.
I've torn my acl and my meniscus. Definitely get it checked out. It'll only get worse.
>>711167617
two years ago /only 1 year an i still broken
>>711166158
I fuck all so stupid hard.
My girlfriend broke up with me 2 years ago, because she saw me and his sister fuck....... I want die. She was the chosen one.
>>711178189
the one that got away?
>>711198710
Stopping for a week wouldnt even fix a small sprain. Go get it checked out. Or kill yourself since you seem so retarded.
>>711199762
this
>>711171131
glad I'm not the only one who came here looking for this
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>>711177690
>NormieBook filenames
Anon, Normies don't have real feels
>Be me
>First grade
>Isolated from regular class because of low reading level
>Bullied throughout elementary school
>7th grade still behind and struggling because i missed basic building blocks for my further education
>Found a girl i really liked
>Had abusive jock boyfriend (same age)
>8th grade the year i decided was my last
>Attempted suicide overdosing on many prescription drugs
>Total of 7 attempts that year
>Sent to metal hospital that summer
>Stayed in contact with crush
>Freshman tried to get out there but had the stigma of being annoying still
>Depression again more attempts
>In class with crush we have a thing for awhile
>Dream of what we could be
>Sophomore year failing high school can focus
>Still in love with her
>Summer time
>Lose my best friend
>Me and crush try it out
>Dumps asshole
>We get together
>Everything is "great"
>Graduating this year
>IQ of 136
>We are happy together have our hard times
>Although the depression still haunts me
>To this day lack empathy for well most everyone
>Spend my time on the internet
>Have a job and lots going for me but i just feel like mass its weird I'm not sure how to end this other then well yeah I'm a senior now and i already know how fucked up this world really is i grew up to fast...... wish i was ignorant sometimes
>>711199740
Serves you right for only thinking about yourself.
>>711171388
Same for me, I didn't vote for Trump but it isn't literally the end of the world like Facebook and Reddit seem to think. There's usually nothing to gain from talking about politics with friends, chances are you aren't going to change their opinion and they aren't going to change yours. It's illogical to talk about politics with those kinds of people
>>711166701
The love of your life wouldn't cheat on you, you dodged a bullet
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>>711199907
My knee feels weak when it's in flexion(opposite of fully extended), what do I got internet doctors?
>>711185758
Man you are stupid if you keep getting attached. It makes you look like a fucking cuck.
Find a woman who will appreciate you. Traditional, conservative, old fashioned only.
Look again at that dot. That's here. That's home. That's us. On it everyone you love, everyone you know, everyone you ever heard of, every human being who ever was, lived out their lives. The aggregate of our joy and suffering, thousands of confident religions, ideologies, and economic doctrines, every hunter and forager, every hero and coward, every creator and destroyer of civilization, every king and peasant, every young couple in love, every mother and father, hopeful child, inventor and explorer, every teacher of morals, every corrupt politician, every "superstar," every "supreme leader," every saint and sinner in the history of our species lived there-on a mote of dust suspended in a sunbeam.
The Earth is a very small stage in a vast cosmic arena. Think of the endless cruelties visited by the inhabitants of one corner of this pixel on the scarcely distinguishable inhabitants of some other corner, how frequent their misunderstandings, how eager they are to kill one another, how fervent their hatreds. Think of the rivers of blood spilled by all those generals and emperors so that, in glory and triumph, they could become the momentary masters of a fraction of a dot.
Our posturings, our imagined self-importance, the delusion that we have some privileged position in the Universe, are challenged by this point of pale light. Our planet is a lonely speck in the great enveloping cosmic dark. In our obscurity, in all this vastness, there is no hint that help will come from elsewhere to save us from ourselves.
The Earth is the only world known so far to harbor life. There is nowhere else, at least in the near future, to which our species could migrate. Visit, yes. Settle, not yet. Like it or not, for the moment the Earth is where we make our stand.
It has been said that astronomy is a humbling and character-building experience. There is perhaps no better demonstration of the folly of human conceits than this distant image of our tiny world.
I'm about to finish high school, /b/.
>the kid who tries (and sometimes succeeds) in being funny just to appear likable
>short, chubby but not to where health is at risk
>never actively took an interest in dating, kissless virgin at 18
>friends are almost purely from sports teams
>is told by parents/teachers that I'm way smarter than average, but when I repeat it back to them they tell me I'm cocky
>compulsively play devil's advocate when somebody brings only one side of an argument to the table
>gets pretty heated when people straight refuse to try to understand new ideas
does it get better?
>>711166158
every father in my family has at one point failed their family in a big way, whether it was by cheating or deserting. kills me with worry that i will be the same
Decent looking guy, 5'11 160 with beard and short hair, and I'd say at least above average but haven't had girlfriend in 4 years because I'm self conscious about my dick, decent girth and 6.5-7inches but I cum way too fast it's beyond embarassing so I'm just scared that I'll be judged/cheated on because of it.
Haven't had any real friends since high school and am currently in my 3rd year of college. My best friends are people who I met on video games 5 years ago so I never have anyone to live/hang out with/do anything with so I just sulk in my apartment playing video games.
Not afraid to be social but too scared to get friends because I feel awkward trying to butt into peoples friends groups and I don't want to be that weird guy who was just added in. I just want people to see and hang out with and live with that are a blast to be around and like to hang around me.
On top of being scared of rejection I don't even know how to get friends anymore. Do I just chat up people in my classes or do I get involved in some extra curricular activities?
People say College is the best years of their lives but I'm struggling in every aspect.
>>711203650
>Do I just chat up people in my classes or do I get involved in some extra curricular activities
Both, I wouldn't really now
>>711202642
I'd like to tell you yes, but i honestly don't know. i'm right after you, 19 year old kissless virgin, and the only thing i can say with absolute certainty, is that High School fucking sucks. You'll be a lot happier once you leave, though you'll still probably feel the same way you do now.
What do you do /b/ros when you're in a relationship with somebody who loves you so much, but you just want to get out of it?
She's never done anything wrong to me. It's mostly my own shit that has gotten in the way of us, but I just don't feel like I'm up for this.
Tried to break up with her a couple months ago but pussied out when she broke down and agreed to stay and try and fix things
Few months on and I still feel the same. I know leaving will fuck her up, but I feel trapped where I am and I don't know if things will improve.
>be me
>have girlfriend for like 5 1/2 months
>incredibly happy with her (also first gf)
>she seems really happy too
>she goes to gym with guy, never met him
>ffw to this september
>she's on vacation
>after she came back she seems confused/not feeling well
>try to help her, she blocks
>i finished school this year so i started working somewhere i was really keen on
>She texts she wanna meet after that first day
>she breaks up
>says she noticed she didnt love me since the vacation, fell in love with that gym guy
>tfw when sad as fuck (still am, but better now)
>tfw ruined my excitement for work
>tfw that gym guy has the same fucking name as me
>still fucking angry and sad to months later
Dam. Lots of you guys need help.
Go to YouTube and look up corey wayne. He's a relationship guy that knows his shit..not a lame pickup fag.
Cliffs - act like a man. Think daniel craig in james bond. If you're all focused on one girl, you're not getting a experience and will probably get oneitis. Don't text girls and fuck around talking to them, set up a date. If they don't want a date then tell them to call you when they change your mind and then go NC. Don't be needy. You'll just push a girl away. Let her do the work.
bump, post more faggots
I've never cried to this and i bet you still cant make me
I'm nearly 10 weeks into university and I am already starting to lose motivation, courses are chaotic as all hell and my partners for my group project are lazy fucks. I don't feel like I learned anything even though I got one of the highest final grades for two of my courses already. I don't want to disappoint my mother (she's the only family I have) but at the same time I would like to just do some simple job for the rest of my life and live a boring life. I hardly even go to uni because whenever I am there I barely learn a thing compared to when I study at home. What should I do?
>>711168824
Those are some heavy feels bro
I think I'm a sociopath, /b/. That, or I've just been depressed for so long that I can't feel anything anymore. Back in high school, I used to feel something in these threads. I used to play violent video games with massive amounts of death like Total War and Hotline Miami and I used to feel upset looking at all the dead bodies. Now, I feel nothing. At best, on some days, I love my girlfriend, but that's it. She's the only thing I feel for. I don't even feel for myself. I just watched 3 guys one hammer, and there's nothing. I was just in a rekt thread watching real people die and there's nothing. I watched a video of a mexican guy get decapitated after his face and hands had been cut off, and there's nothing. Help.
>>711170490
Social anxiety is a bitch. If you're going to ask her to hang out give her the desicion to choose what you guys do - and let her know that you just feel like something very laid-back/low energy. If it's social anxiety, and she does dig you (hands-down she does) I reckon she will get on board. Also, if she's tired from her schedule this may also better suit her.
>>711166158
Founded Out my best Friend for 5 years has Always been fucking me over
Becus Hé is an egoïstisch smartass
So Yeah now i realised that i dont have him as Friend anymore
We havent spoken for 6 months
>>711167938
Don't, you have too many people who love you anon
>>711166701
if i'ts not a bait, i hope she will get cancer soon.
>>711170684
I agonised over my ex for a long time too mate. Alcoholisim spiraled - Benzo abuse - Heroin.... but I came out the other side of it man. It seems impossible, but it's not. You gotta take that first step to healing though. Find some supports. Find a healthy outlet. I don't mean to sound like a sanctimonious prick, but it does help. Chin up /b/ro
