Feels thread guys
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Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
Feels thread guys
This one makes me feel like hell
I have a friend who i know comes to feels threads now and again, I know he must cry over them sometimes. He must post his feelings in them. I want to make him happy. Please, tell me some things going on in you lifes Anons. Even if its small problems. If you know a way someone could fix them, let me know that too.
>>710819095
My life is hopeless
>>710819095
I feel like I have no one to love and lean on due to my sexuality
Does anyone have the picture of two old atheists hugging knowing they will never meet again?
>>710819095
I am incredibly depressed, i cry myself to sleep a couple nights a week, and nobody knows it
My doctor says i should seek therapy. I was at high risk for suicide a while ago. Had to go to the ER. When i was released they told me to go and i never did. Should I go? I've made it this far withought any help.
>>710819095
I live in a small room with 3 other guys, with only 3 duffelbags full of things to my name, and 2 of those duffel bags are military issued kit
>>710820150
I'm straight but very rarely have any sexual urges. I also have anhedonia which im sure causes it. But no one want to love someone who doesnt want sex. So i understand you. Are you asexual or just sexually absent?
I have plenty of friends that I hang out with on the weekends. I have a stable job that I enjoy. I currently live by myself in an 800 sq ft one bedroom one bath. I'm single.
Why do I feel so lonely?
>>710821074
Because you are weak
>>710820829
I'm pretty much gay, but it's just I haven't came out. And I could care less of having sex, I just want to wake up realizing that there's someone cuddling with me instead of a comforter. I just want another reason to wake up in the morning.
>>710821396
So you cant find someone because youre gay?
>>710821371
not necessarily
>>710821540
No, yeah.
>>710821074
Because youre single
>>710821371
Fuck off man, he's not weak at all man
>>710821074
You are a weak minded person, you dont need to be in a relationship to not feel alone. These people only think so because they are also brainwashed weak people. Peace out, bitchasses.
>>710821608
He or should i say you. Are incredibly weak.
You are all pathetic. Im not kidding at all. Stop feeling sorry for yourselves. This thread right here, is the most pathetic thing EVER. And if its not the most pathetic thing in your lives then... fuck
>>710821696
your analogy of being alone is quite different, sometimes 'being alone' has nothing to do with 'being strong'
>>710821608
yeah, this, now, is a weak reply.
>>710821872
You are a faggot. Your analogy, fuck you dumb cunt. maybe you should go die.
>>710821520
Some what, I live with my parents and I feel like they will not take my sexuality quite lightly.
>>710821991
sorry if I offended you with my intellectual superiority. Grow up kid.
>>710819019
They guy has a boner when hes holding her hand on the carousel...kek.
ive told my story once before but ill tell it again. I was a crab fisher from the age of 27-34 so ill tell the story of my best friend max. ill follow suit with adonis and will be calling myself Glaucus the fishermans sea god during my story. cont.
>>710822202
>be me 5
>moved around 700 miles to a rural northern town
>kindergarten
>get sat next to a kid named Max
>instantly clicked as friends
>liked the same cartoons, played the same classic vidya
>feelsgoodman
>we got older and were always close friends
>we grew up together and went to different colleges
> straight out of college i went back to my home town
>Max dropped out after his mother was diagnosed with Sarcoma
>Stayed with her for 2 years until she passed away.
>the day after she lost her battle
>we sat on the couch watching football and getting drunk
>the man i saw sitting next to me was much different from the one i grew up with
>he was utterly defeated
>he couldn't cry
>he was in shock of what happened to his mother
> he sat there staring at the TV
>just drinking
>he asked me something which i wont forget
> "Glaucus what do i do now? Im broke, shes gone, and i don't have a degree."
> i responded in the one way i could "I dont know"
>we sat there silently for a few hours.
>we clung to each play, the only thing keeping us sane.
>in the morning, he said he said " I need to get away from here"
>the house was on the market for a little over a month
>max had moved to a port town hundreds of miles away
>one day i got a call from him
>asks me to come down to where he is
>so knowing what hes been through, i took leave from my office and flew to max the next day.
>at this point i was an attorney had taken on a couple of cases.
>when i arrived i was met with a man who was different
>he had been going to the gym, but lived in a disheveled house
>he told me he had been contracted as a crab fisher, and was asked to supply crabs.
>max invited me and the company got a few other people.
>long story short i knew i had to be there for my friend so i did what i thought was right
>i quit my job as an attorney and joined Max in his fishing.
cont?
>>710822233
>after joining him life was pretty simple
>for around 7 years
>i got up
>Went to the pier
>fished
>Went home and got piss drunk
>throughout this time Max always seemed distant
>since we lived in the same house i discovered his "secret"
>he was taking one prescription antidepressant and four illegally obtained ones
>he never did get better but i always stayed with him
>one particular day there was a hurricane a few hundred miles over
>We thought it was just a tropical storm
>something we had dealt with before
>no cause for alarm or drama
>so Max, the crew, and I. went to the pier and headed towards open waters.
>We casted our nets and waited
>we sat there in the turbulent waters for a few hours
>this was until the storm hit
>the waves became immensely larger
>and the sky rained ferociously
>we drew our nets in and put the crabs away as we got ready to head back to port
>a particularly big wave knocked us sideways and almost capsized us. we were all almost okay.
>Except for one the companies fisherman, a man named Eddy.
>Eddy was the most reliable person on our crew
>he was there whenever you needed him, he was a jack of all trades in a sense, nicest and perhaps most caring man i met.
>eddy had been rocked to the side of the boat and hit his head, he was knocked out
>once we got our bearings back, we rushed eddy to the ships interior, and began trying to head for port
>not long after a second wave hit.
>This wave capsized us
>Our ship sunk before me
>i rushed under the ship to grab Eddy
>the ship was too far gone to grab him
>Eddy drowned when he was knocked out.
>however i never saw max
>he had simply vanished
>max was gone
>my thoughts all raced to him dying
>when i reached shore, everyone aside from eddy was there
>we got treated for minor injuries and went to Eddies funeral.
>this broke the camels back
>My friend max snapped
>He became a depressed and true alcoholic
>he blamed himself for eddy's death
>he had gone over the deep end
cont?
>>710822190
It's a Ferris wheel, Anon...
>>710821608
Thanks. I don't know what it is... I exercise, read daily, and eat healthy. I laugh loudly with friends and spend copious amounts of time with animals - which I love. Yet, at the end of the week, my solitary living style gets me every time. I just want someone to hug... hold... and enjoy intimate companionship.
Have to get surgery tomorrow. Really scared /b/. Wish me luck.
>>710822333
yeah you are weak.
>>710818713
pretty much
>>710819093
This is me right now.
>>710822299
cont
I relate to Tomoko so much
>>710822299
Yeah.
>>710822786
ok here is the last bit
>Max went off the grid, and i went back to being an attorney
>he showed up where i worked piss drunk one day
>he told and yelled at me "Eddy is gone because of me, i could have saved him, why didn't i?
>i stayed with him for the next few months, one day Max decided he had enough.
>On June 9th Max committed Suicide
>he left two notes one for me, and one for everyone else
>the note to everyone read
"Im guilty, i wasnt even able to save one of my closest friends. So why i should i be allowed to live knowing he didn’t. I hate this world."
>The note he left me was as follows
"Thank you Glaucus, you were my first and last friend. i am sorry i had to leave so soon, but my memories with you were the only happy ones i have. Glaucus until we meet again -Max"
I know i could have saved Max but i wasn't able to, im sorry my friend.
>>710822356
Good luck, anon.
>>710818832
jesus fuck...
>>710822356
What're you getting surgery on/for, Anon?
>>710822844
You were with him for years of your life, you didn't need to do anything else.
>>710819141
this hits close to home, and uh. yea that's fucking me up
>>710822299
i'm speechless. but i'm here to listen to the whole story...
sorry glaucus.
>>710822844
>>710822299
>>710822233
>>710818832
well shit, i rarely see my story, (i know you probably dont believe it me) however, thats my story id be glad to answer questions if you guys have any.
>>710819095
I just moved into a new house, which feels cold and foreign. I miss my old place. I had some of my best years there, and put a lot of work into the place.
I can't shake the attachment.
>>710822994
They say my vein system is pretty fucked up. Also that if a certain vein isn't removed I'll probably be sterile. Always dreamed of having kids and that came crashing down when I learned about this.
>>710823034
>>710823085
>>710823218
thank you, Funny thing, this is the place I feel most accepted. 4chan. A place notorious for being full of shitty people.
Here people actually listen to what I have to say and often enough agree with me or at least willing to discuss. IRL people will just talk over me, ignore me, or try and make me feel like shit for having an idea or opinion even if I can back it up. People normally do everything they can to tear me down. I've also had more people try to cheer me up on /b/ than have ever tried it irl. 4chan has straight up saved my life sometimes by simply being full of bros willing to treat everyone equally including me. Sure it's damn sure not the equal the tublrinas like but here you're a fucking equal.
4chan is something special, even though we're all a bunch of complete assholes we're assholes together.
>>710819095
im considering taking up smoking because I know that will kill me faster.
https://open.spotify.com/user/pizzaagodd/playlist/3u8zr4QPbpDsYZUf6TFbgd
Help me add to this anons. It'll be designated feels playlist. I understand if you don't like the emo shit I like, but if you do pls add.
>>710819095
i have shitty self confidence. whenever i start something i almost never finish it. i want to get in shape, lose weight, but i give up because i don't have motivation. i think i'm better than i am, in truth i'm just an acne riddled guy with a double chin, whos unattractive and has a shitty sense of humor, that most of the time gets awkward laughs...i think i'm an outcast but in truth it's just that i refuse people. i keep hanging on believing it'll get better, i'll find my dream in life, i'll pursue it and have the joy i've always wanted. it's clear to me now i don't have a talent/skill i can realistically apply to something, and the ones i do i can never go anywhere with because i such at the subjects required to do them. I hang on because i couldn't bare to have my parents so distraught, i fear death more than i fear life, and i'm not that far gone yet. but god damn, it hurts sometimes. i keep it inside though, and appear happy cheery and cover it with humor
feel like shit ....want to kill myself everyday , but cant leave my mom alone...
worst part? , cant cry ....i really want to ...but everytime i end laughing like a crazy , and hating myself more
>>710823445
Advancements in medicine are on your side, anon. Don't lose hope.
Of anything, you can always adopt. Maybe you were meant to give someone else hope.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9h7Y9UCgcR8
>>710820678
go to an out-patient program. it's better than when somebody catches you attempting suicide and you get placed in an in-patient program. never go in-patient if you can avoid it.
>>710821850
look man, for a lot of us, this is the place we come to vent, because when we do it in real life, people just idly fucking listen like a robot, it's like talking to a wall. just fuck off
>>710823538
Young & Beautiful - Lana Del Rey (original or the orchestra, either will be fine)
I bet you won't be able to watch this without crying
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qZMX6H6YY1M
>>710823653
Thanks anon you're the only person who's actually encouraged me in this time.
>>710823445
Well, I wish you good luck. And I hope that you'll recover fastly.
>>710823344
What happened after all of that?
>>710823344
Did i get better?
>>710822844
I DIDN'T COME HERE TO FEEL
>>710823538
Don't forget king park and such small hands by la dispute.
>>710820678
psychology major here, careful with therapy. mostly it should help especially if its cognitive behavioral therapy.
imo stay away from drugs, they are a short term aid and their drawbacks can be terrible.
im not usually a conspiracy theorist but big pharma m8
>>710823505
>Here people actually listen to what I have to say and often enough agree with me or at least willing to discuss. IRL people will just talk over me, ignore me, or try and make me feel like shit for having an idea or opinion even if I can back it up.
Spend 5 seconds on /pol/ then get back to me.
>>710823795
Done
>>710824117
Of course.
>>710821850
That's cool.
>>710824152
And I'll assume that it's easier for you to shit in the loo, than in a toilet.
>>710824013
in the end, i left that town for good, after highschool my parents moved, and i never saw anyone from high school again. I joined a fraternity for a semester in college, and met some of the greatest people ive ever known. so since then things have looked up, so i know my story will always be a part of me, but in the end i may be a much different person right now if i never went through that.
>>710824065
hope that answered your question as well
>>710822321
IM SO LONELY I DONT EVEN KNOW ANYMORE
>>710824152
i was specifically referencing feels threads, not anything else.
>>710824117
La Dispute is ftom my hometown
>>710824658
You ever see them preform ?
>>710823344
Have you found love since?
>>710824540
Did you ever speak to her again? How did she and Chad do? How long were she and Chad involved before the beating? Did anyone get in trouble?
>>710824544
Me too, Anon...me too.
>>710824658
I love about 45 minutes away and love them. I'll probably see them live and cry the whole time.
>>710824813
Unfortunately I haven't. Wish I had a cool story to tell you
>>710818555
>>710819141
More like these plz
>>710824823
love, no i think im almost afraid of relationships since then, ive casually dated people. but i have serious trust issues after my story ended, one day when im older i hope my fears will shrink, but until then i dont think finding a long term partner is going to be easy.
>>710824950
Wya? Kzoo?
>>710824540
Well, that's good man, and I feel ya on that last part.
>>710824877
chad was apparently dating her for a month before i started dating her, one of the other kids who beat me told the cops about chads plan, he now has an assault charge. Chad moved on a few weeks after the beating, so she just moved on as if nothing happened.
>>710824540
Oh and did she care about you at all? Did you get revenge?
>>710821850
Pretty much. A lot of whining in this thread, selfish "feels"
>>710825337
no, i didnt get revenge, i flew to close to the sun and look what it got me the first time, and as for if she did at all, only when were kids, she only dated me because chad told her too.
>>710819095
I'm failing a class, I don't care enough to try and make it better in the month left in the semester, I don't have any drive and I have too little confidence in myself and can't approach people.
>>710825279
Wait so she acted like she didn't know you or tried to get back with you? Did she ever say why she liked Chad over you?
>>710825090
Greenville.
>>710823738
Nothing wrong with a good feels thread but maybe >>710821850
is what we need to hear sometimes
>>710825600
Ahhh, I have family there. You know any VanSchagens?
>>710825588
chad was popular, athletic, and was more attractive. she was only sexually attracted to him, not for anything purposeful. she acted as if she wanted to get back together after i asked her out, chad was the one that told her to accept it, to lay out the groundwork for his plan.
>>710818475
Fuck that kind of shit always gets to me...
>>710821074
>>710822333
[me]
after reading through these posts, i don't want to partake in a feelz thread. I respect everyones opinion and feelz in this thread but I don't want to feel bad for myself; I don't want to be sad. I get that I'm lonely - but loneliness is temporary. IMO, loneliness and solitary is different. I hate being lonely but I enjoy my solitude.
I'll be moving from my 800 sq ft one bed one bath to a duplex with a roommate[two bed two baths +front yard and back yard & buddy's dog]
Anons, try and stay positive. It sucks to feelz - so stop!
also, dubtrips ftw
I've recently reconnected with a girl I fell for in college, her boyfriend dumped her after 5 years and she's a mess.
We've been hanging out and getting dinner together for the last few weeks. Been there for her as a friend because she needs support more than anything else right now.
I know deep down I have an ulterior motive of wanting to eventually date her, but I know this is neither the time or place for feelings
>tfw I am constantly seeing a girl I could see myself spending forever with but can't act on any of my feelings
>>710818713
thats pussy tumblr shit
>>710825820
Wow, that's fucking terrible . You would think a victim of abuse would be more sympathetic
>>710818206
I have a story for you all, though I'm pretty much over it for the most part, it screwed me up for a while.
>Early may
>A few months after getting forced out of my dream college, and a purposely failed community college semester
>I was pretty depressed, but getting better
>I was helping out with my churches youth group one day, a girl who we'll use by her real name ( Cammi ) and I were talking
>Eventually she says that she likes me, and I had a slight crush on her too so I told her that
>Before anything else happens, my friend walks in and pretty much slightly pushes to date
>Our first week of dating was pretty great
>I was pretty happy
>Then it started going downhill, slowly but surely
cont?
Reposting for advice:
I like my best friend, and she's the only one who knows that I have chronic depression and the only one who laughs at all the bullshit I say. Thing is I don't know how to confess to her. I'm pretty sure she'll turn me down, and that slightly scares me, but on the other hand I'll never know for sure if I don't try.
Give me some advice /b/ros, please.
>>710825652
It's posted about 3 times every thread.
And I continue to come here every night.
Cry.
Get frustrated that everyone has the same fucking stories.
Think about how there's no way to fix any of it.
You can distract yourself for a while.
But whether it's a few hours, weeks, even years, you'll still end up hurt or hurting again.
And come back to another feels thread.
It's just how it is anon. I wish it was as simple as all of a sudden feeling better, but it isn't.
>>710826031
im not sure if this what you are saying, but chad never abused her, however he was a cunt verbally to her.
got mixed up with a girl way out of my league through a dating website. played it cool long enough for her to meet me, but my anxiety got the best of me and i fucked the whole thing up.she was nice enough about it but you could tell she was turned off. Havent heard a word since and i highly doubt shell be back. I guess it was fun while it lasted.
>>710825809
Haha. No, anon. Fairly new here. I don't really know anyone. I don't socialize much. And i don't seem to fit in with anyone here when I try. Sorry.
>>710825838
I used to be so grumpy about my birthday, I would hate getting spoiled even if only mildly by my parents. Took me until I reached adulthood to realize that they were legitimately celebrating me and wanting to see me happy, but during my youth it just felt so disingenuous and like it was a parody. Even if I'm depressed still sometimes, I try to show my parents how happy I can be because they deserve it for raising me even when I was an ungrateful little shit. I hope I never hurt my mom and dad again. Sorry for the rant, just had to get it off my chest. I try to use my birthdays to celebrate what my parents have sacrificed to raise me and to try to make them happy again.
>>710826160
I mean her dad abused her.
>>710826118
sure.
>>710826144
Just tell her that she makes you really happy and she's the only one who does, make sure you tell her that is she doesnt like you that way you can still be friends and you'll try your best not to be awkward
A few months ago I cheated on my ex (my girlfriend at the time) I was drunk and depressed when I did it I've been fighting depression since I was like 13 and I let it get to my head she was nothing but good to me and now all I can think about is her and how much I hurt her its hard for me to get up in the morning and I can't go to sleep I don't understand why I did this to myself I feel like the lowest form of life and like I messed up the best thing in my life sometimes I just want to die
I was 15
Met a grill named tara
Met her through a fb friend
She was pretty cool
She liked almost everything i liked
She was a 7/10 from what her photos looked like
We skype everyday
One day we plan to meet
i reserve a plane ticket
Day comes
Get to airport
There she is waiting, instant love
We talk, lets me stay at her place
3 days later she says she loves me
She instantly asks me out
I say yes
>>710825942
You're going to get friendzoned. Or more than likely already are. Get her drunk and fuck her ASAP. Hopefully not too late.
>>710826144
Most people will say to just go for it but you need to ask yourself if you're prepared to lose your best friend.
If she reacts the wrong way, it's very possible she could bail on your friendship..at least temporarily.
If that doesn't bug you, I say go for it - but plan your words and make sure you get your point across the way you want her to get it.
Life's too short to wonder "what if" hombre
>>710826340
:D <3 I like this.
>>710826347
yea, but she had this idea that it was her fault for what happened, so i guess it wasn't applicable to my case. so instead of her feeling just as bad as i would, she felt like the blame for what happened was on me, so why should she care.
>>710826439
Cont
>>710826465
I don't think you understand how people who are heartbroken work, friend.
We dated in college, I've already hit it. But she was always "the one that got away" for me. So I want to try and get her back..but I have to be her friend and get her through this first.
>>710826536
Thanks man. Just because the day isn't special to me, doesn't mean that I'm not special to someone else. That's what I try to think about when I'm down.
bump
For me, the worst point in my life is when I FINALLY got it through me skull that the reason no one likes me is because I'm an unlikable person and its too late for me to change.
>>710826439
Cont
Meet some of her friends
Week passes by time for me to go home
Give her kiss and something important of mines, which was a sweater
After i get home we skype
Skype everyday
One day she suddenly disappears
I message her skype
No response
Her fb
No response
Phone #
"The number you are trying to dial has been disconnected"
Week passes by, her friend messages me a pic of her with another dude
Instant depression
>>710821850
well, im sociopath, im not a depressive, but ive written 4 separate well known but fake stories, because i need to feel emotion somehow. so it just goes to benefit everyone.
1 more month.
i just need to find a quick way to do it but i fucking know i wont do it at the last second because im one of those idiot who think something good might happen for once in my sad pathetic 30 yrs old lonely life
>>710827250
this is her now
>>710826347
well i hope ive answered all your questionsbut if you have any other questions ill answer those too -Icarus.
>>710827031
Not doubting that, I know a few people like that. What about you makes you unlikable? Can't pick up on social queues? Poor at body language.
I've always been easily like but I don't like most people. I'm just curious.
>>710826353
Aight
>it all started with her grinding on me
>I don't like sex very much, especially since my first time was bad and religious reasons
>Tell her this, she brushes it off and keeps going
>Eventually she stops and has to leave
>she started to escalate more and more
>Learn that she is very bipolar when it comes to faith and family
>When she was little, her dad left her without giving a reason
>Turned her mom into a bitch, saying this all now because this comes into play later
>Cammi did everything she wanted to do and didn't feel bad for it, always pressured me to do sexual things with her
>She's a virgin wants me to take her virginity, I refuse, etc
>When I meet her family, it gets a little worse
>Her family is pretty bad, I can understand a lot of why Cammi is the way she is
>Her mom was bitch a good chunk of time, but not all the time
>Met her dad a few times, a piece of work he is
>She yells at her mom all the time, especially over little things that Cammi takes way out of context
>Her dad though, oh gee golly her dad.
>She was a mess around him, you can see it on her face
>Her sisters are alright, she hates them to pieces though, especially her baby nephew
>Though one day, me and her skype call one of my really close friends
>She's a girl I use to like a lot, and I mean a lot
>Let's call her Bessie
>Apparently during the call Cammi thought Bessie was "hitting on me"
>She starts getting extremely jealous
cont.
I work my entry level position at a factory, I come home, I sleep. I had someone to talk to once, her name was T and she was from Texas. We met on reddit of all places (go ahead and judge), and became inseparable long distance friends. After a few months she told me she loved me. And then she found someone in real life to date and just like that, she started losing interest in talking to me. Eventually just stopped a month or two ago.
My parents are the only two people I talk to outside of work. I'm only 21 and everyone at my job is in their 40s. I just want one friend.
>>710827565
If I fucking knew exactly what it was I could fix it. Fuck, for all I know I just have Self Diagnosed Asperger's. All I know is every time I try to be likeable I fuck it up and people hate me.
>>710827454
Funny how someone can mean so much to you, and all you are is an occasional thought in the back of their head.
>>710827811
I bet, I hate you already. You sound like that kid in class who freaks out and makes a scene because he used too much glue on his glitter picture.
>>710827606
im in the same boat sort of , but in my case she met me and didnt like me in person. Spent one akward night at my house and now i havent heard a word since, save for one 5 minute phone call.
>>710827601
Bessie is a cows name. Cont.
>>710818876
4am is for the people who get up and go to work while the pussy next door is blasting his shitty poetry about how his generation is the new beginning on an old school phonograph, because "the tones are much warmer". Kiss my ass.
>>710827606
We're here for you man. 4chan is your friend. Relationships and falling for someone sucks. Keep your head up dude, learn from the wise, older folks at your work, maybe chat it up with 'em. You never know what you'll learn from 'em.
>>710828244
Yup, that's me.
>>710820687
So you're in the military and you're bitching because you have to live like a soldier. Utterly pathetic.
>>710823580
anon we are one in the same buddy, i hope one day you truly find bliss.
>>710818832
>>710822233
>>710822299
>>710822844
>>710827182
Whats with all these greek myth based names?
>>710823580
You're me
>>710827453
Stop. Please don't continue what you are planning. We're here to listen to your stories. Just tell us what is going on.
>>710822333
You're just an example that humans always need something else. Grow up and fuck off; we all have shit in our life, and you find the one thing you don't have.
>>710827601
>Also, fun facts about Cammi
>She use to be a lot of guy's side bitch
>A LOT, of guys
>This is how one of my friends knew her actually
>A guy also tried to get her to fuck him early on in mine and hers relationship
>She freaked, he left, told her not to talk to him because he tried something
>She wants me to stop talking to Bessie
>Tell her no, she didn't do anything wrong
>She stops and says alright
>Weeks pass on
>Same shit is happening over and over again
>I refuse to break up with her though
>I wanted this one to work out
>I'm patient with her going back forth on her feelings about everything, the guys who try to get with her and everything else else I can think of, she'll stick by me to, right?
>HA, wrong
>One night, we were hanging out late
>Looking at the stars on the car bullshit
>Was getting texts from Bessie, she wanted to skype
>Told her if I could I would, depends on Cammi also
>That was on my mind when this next part happens
>"Anon, I love you"
>"I love you too bes-"
>I accidentally said one of the worst things I could possibly say
>The biggest accident I can think of making while in a relationship with an overly jealous girl
>I almost called her my former crushes name
>Cammi, in the mean time, loses it
>Goes off the deep end
>We slightly argue
>emotional bull shit ensues
>She starts telling everyone, even Bessie
>Tell them all it was an honest accident
>Most of them know me or already know me pretty well
>They know how accidents like this happen to me a lot
>She doesn't believe me though
cont
>>710823538
The boy who blocked his own shot- Brand New
Add this.
>>710819093
The moment before we die someday... our life in its entirety, is reduced to a memory if we can think so clearly. The next moment, we never even knew we existed.
>>710821074
"It is neither wealth nor splendor; but tranquility and occupation which give you happiness."
>>710827453
we r 2 , but im 24, soon to be 25
>>710828251
Shit man I'm sorry. I hope you find someone special and true peace.
>>710828969
Done. Anyone else have any requests?
>>710829362
idk jaymes young, fragments and northern lights.
also medicine by daughter.
>>710827454
:( Did you ever get your sweater back?
>>710823538
Our Apartment - Aaron West and The Roaring Twenties. Always fucks me up
>>710825076
Yo this gay man is actually a dope author. He wrote this one book about this fool who just like, goes crazy one day, starts seeing all this trippy underworld-of-london shit, and then he has this trippy moment of clarity but then he falls back into it for the rest of the book. I think it was called Neverwhere. This nurse gave it to me when I was institutionalized for a little bit.
> I'm a schizophrenic, I kind of slip into it sometimes but I'm mostly still here.
It fucked with me, it's like this dude KNEW exactly what book to give me
>>710823538
>>710828534
Thank you. I will try my best.
>>710828855
this is the kind of shit that makes me have trust issues
I fear getting in realtionships because they don't end well for me usually.
>>710819093
Shit. That happened to me a few years ago with this girl.
Yesterday she contacted me and wants to hang out this week. It brought my hopes up for a bit, but now I think that maybe I shouldn't go.
>>710823830
THAT WAS A FUCKING COMMERCIAL WHAT THE FUCK
>>710819095
every relationship i seem to get close to with a girl somehow doesn't go right for me. It's not like im some awkward betafag, its like im cursed to the point that I've become numb to the phases of excitement and disappointment
>>710828855
>Starts hanging out with the guy I mentioned earlier again
>Won't let it go
>But she acts like shes fine
>A few days later, me and her get into an argument
>This argument was probably one of the worst ones
>It stemmed from how I apparently talk shit about everyone
>Which was partly true around that time, most of my friends were being pieces of shit
>Goes into how she thinks I'm gonna be like her dad and walk out
>She starts going hysterical and hangs up
>This happened over phone, forgot to mention
>The next day, she breaks up with me
>Tries giving me a hickey in that same hour, actually
>I go into a really bad sadness
>My friend, who we'll call Decker, decides to say something to her
>He rips into her
>She feels bad enough that now she won't leave me alone
>Tells me she's constantly sorry all the time
>Fucks me up more, actually
>Making the story a little short
>I lose it one day, tell her off basically
>Block her on everything
>She stops going to church
>Don't see her for the most part until recently
>I'm slowly getting over it, for the most part I'm pretty okay, hate her guts with a passion.
>Totally different after all that
>Horrible things one after the other get to you I guess
>Bessie and me don't talk anymore actually
>So much for being best friends, right?
Though, recently I just got a good job and I'm starting to look at apartments, so things are looking up
>>710829539
Fuckin love that song. Almost bought a hellcat deluxe because of him. Added.
>>710829520
Could only find medicine on spotify. Sorry man.
>>710826204
Know your place faggot
>>710830313
Good for you. Fuck that bitch (metaphorically)
>>710819095
Be happy. That would help with my problems, anon. Just be happy. Put on a smile.
>>710829857
Understandable, it was a pretty bad. Cammi had major trust issues since the beginning though. If it wasn't that, it would have been something else.
Got a story with a bit of feel and happiness I suppose.
>Be me, 18, my mother is driving me home after my grandmother was prepare for a surgery tomorrow (pace maker, something about two of her arteries being clogged which we need to fix before setting it) .
>11PM barely any car in the road
>All quiet during the ride and suddenly we get hit by a car.
>Fucking threw the car off the road.
>Can't process wtf just happen staring around.
>See this car driving away like hell is behind him. (Later learn it was a Prado)
>Mind.exe kicks in
>Frantically call my mom
>No respond
>Erratically trying to open the door till I find the handle.
> See my mon cover in glass, some blood on her clothe couldn't make the details as it was dark.
> Called 911 which ended up useless since someone else had already called it guess who?
>Eternity later ambulance shows up and take her.
To cut it short, she die on the hospital. Have to wait to see her since they were stitching my wounds (somehow I didn't notice that I had a huge cut at the side of my head. Adrenalin I guess?)
>Two days pass and the fucker shows up at our door.
>My father was the first one to talk to him.
>In short he told him he will not be pressing charges (Hearing this anger me beyond reason).
>Just told him to leave us alone
>This bitch aint leaving with his mind clean
>Before I even say anything he just start apologizing
>I tell him "Shut up for one sec and hear me"
>"You can ask my father for forgiveness, for you killed his wife"
>"You can ask my sister for forgiveness, for you killed her mother"
>"You can ask my aunts for forgiveness, for you killed their sister"
>"But dont ask me for forgiveness because I saw you run away and leave my mother to die
Was inspire by Sinuhe, read it in spanish
Fucker committed suicide two weeks later. According to him. He was drunk and didn't know what to do so he speed away. I am glad he die but I still cry for my mother. This was 3 years ago. A week ago was the birthday of my mother.
>>710823505
Underrated post
why are women such heartless cunts? you love them with all your heart and soul but ends up them leaving you behind. why?
>>710826144
Just fucking do it m8. I did, and even though I didn't get the girl, I walked away resolved.
>>710830641
She was a terrible girlfriend, and Bessie.. Well, I guess that was a long time coming. My friendship with her has always been really rocky.
I'm not doing too bad, I was suicidal and was cutting myself a lot last year but im starting to just replace all the sadness and hopelessness with anger and hate. Not violent hate but just complete disdain towards society so I'll just stay out of it
>>710830591
Add some Real Friends.
>>710827031
You're probably annoying, just be chill and don't try so hard to be funny.
>>710830591
Hurt by Johnny Cash is always a good one.
>>710830865
meh, it was just my honest thoughts.
>>710830864
Life is so cruel.
>>710831053
Trying times always reveal who your real freinds are. Most of my /b/ros in real life are there until the end. I got lucky
i dont want to forget her i dont want to get over her i know theres a chance we can get back together but idk anymore
right now it's 3am where I live, i have a text at 7 and i'm not even near the end of what i have to study
i fail my semesters everytime
i used to be smart in school
now i see my parents are beyond disapointment
fuck this is such a small problem and it's all my fault but i feel so bad for it
>>710831008
>>710826520
>>710826375
Thank you /b/ros. You made this sad bastard's night. I'll try telling her this week.
>>710831113
>>710831261
Added.
I feel like I'm wasting my youth. I know that in 10, 15, 20 years time I'm going to regret how I have spent my youth. And yet I make no effort to change myself.
Why?
Bleh, I think I'm going to drop out of college and just work a shitty job and smoke pot all day. I have no ambition, no girl, decent grades but no confidence in my work that I turn in, nothing to look forward to. My life just feels so hollow
>>710830864
fuck anon :"( i hope you'll get better
>>710831505
Post updates, we'll be here
>>710830864
peace for you hispanic /b/ro
>>710830864
Forgot to mention the aftermath. Nothing that special but simply that none of my family can visit my grandmother anymore due to the fact we remind her of our mother. Don't blame her. Heck I am glad she manage to take her death better than I had. By that I mean that her heart is still beating after we broke her the news.
>>710831650
God, why don't I do things? Why can't I stop being an awkward lonely faggot. I've spent most of these years just waiting for them to pass, why did they have to go by like this?
>>710831425
I have a few really close friends, a bunch of college friends I don't really get to talk to a lot. Bessie treated me like a second option and played with my feelings for a long time. Me and her ex boyfriend have been good friends for years though, he never had a big problem with me liking her. He knew but never said anything. It was weird
>>710819095
I'm stationed in North Carolina and my girlfriend lives in New York. We skype almost every night. I have this lingering thought in my head one day she'll stop texting me, talking to me, skyping me, and leave me for someone who canbe there.
>>710821371
Fuck off dude really.
hate my life so much
I'm so scared of losing the very few friends I have now because I know I'm too awkward to make more
>>710832023
Have you ever thought that maybe your just depressed and see yourself in a ditch you can't get out of?
I use to be the same, I'm pretty awkward and lonely myself actually. The best things that kind of helped is I just went around my hometown and walked. Even if the town itself is boring, I feel oddly better after. I'm not sure if this helps at all though
>>710832508
I know I can get out of this if I tried though, I just have no motivation.
>>710819095
I feel like I'll never be loved by a girl because every time I do receive affection and attention I reject it because I feel like I don't deserve the feelings of warmth I get from the "love." I'm always cold inside, even in the summer. People think I'm this happy kid who's funny and brilliant but inside I just want someone to kill me because I think way too much about trivial things (along with the girl thing).
>>710830864
Fuck... I hope you find peace my friend.
>>710831750
Will do anon, look for the feels thread next sunday at this hour.
I'm probably not even bisexual. I just want to be loved back by someone. I'll never find out because I'm so hard to like.
I'm 20 and I can't go on for much longer. I just got my first job and I hate it. Also working for another 30-40 years is a no for me. Is there any reason why I shouldn't end it? I have people who care about me but it seems like life is just not for me.
>>710832714
Motivation was a big problem of mine, for me I like to say faith gave me some to keep going. Sometimes you just need a push, find something to push you. Get involved with trying to help a person or a group of people, buy that game you really want or flip off a cop. Either way, I believe in you /b/ro
>>710833065
Just fucking do it.
>>710829627
Specifically "ship's a'going down"
>>710818206
I hate this.
>>710832805
Gud luck anon
>>710833065
Okay, that's a load of shit dude. Life is just starting at 20, there's a multitude of things to do and you're thinking of killing yourself over a bad job? Quit it man, do exciting shit. Find a job you'll like, or at least one you can handle better. I thought of life as the same way for me but I was pretty wrong about it, correct me if I'm wrong, but shit dude, bad jobs exist everywhere. I'm leaving one right now, find something new.
>>710830252
What you just said describes me too. I don't feel excited about where relationships could lead, because I don't know why I'm supposed to feel happy or not. Sometimes the emotion just isn't there...
>>710819095
I'm single for the first time in 12 years and I feel so hopelessly lost and lonely. She left me after she graduated college for a scumbag 15 years older than her.
>be me 18
>Never had a kiss, grope, anything.
>Stupid, meet someone online and hang with them in person
>it gets "intimate"
>mounts me, I'm scared, but figure everyone is scared on first try.
>it starts to hurt, I ask him to stop
>he keeps going, I keep asking to stop, but he keeps going
>tells me "just the tip", literally.
>man is nearly three times my bulk, am just boy.
>eventually dump him.
>all his friends that I considered first irl friends break ends with me.
>say I'm immature.
>they dont know this happened multiple times.
>they dont know this happened at all.
>didnt want to ruin their friendships.
Everytime I try to have sex with anyone, which isn't a lot, I start shaking in fear it's going to hurt really bad again, or that he'll abuse me.
and yes, am faggot and lurk most the time, keksdee at my greentext failure.
>>710833606
yeah i get you. for me its as if every girl i dont feel attracted to (not many) has feelings for me but every girl i think is the one somehow is too far away, dating someone else, or doesn't click with me
>>710819019
This seems sad, but find another girl lol
My girl friend left me a few weeks ago. Cried almost every night since. Almost. The only nights i didn't was when I was too tired to, or feel asleep distracted with YouTube, hugging a fucking pillow. I cried again tonight. Still am. I want her back so bad.
Been single for a year, last girlfriend was a 2 year relationship. Focus more on gym and get pretty /fit/. Here I am telling myself every night not to trust anyone, go to gym and girls look at me I just look straight ahead and focus on whatever workout I'm doing. End up losing all interest in trying to get with someone this way. Friends end up having an "intervention" ask me if I'm gay, nope. I dunno, I like working out and spending most of my time doing that, is it really a bad thing that I don't have any interests in approaching women, I never really look at any of them and figure they're all the same anyways.
>>710834954
ik how you feel bro i do im going through the same right now. i want her so badly but idk if we'll ever be together again i feel like we might but idk. i tell myself gotta focus on myself but really she's all i think about
Here we go guys, follwing adonis, icarus and glaucus, please refer to me as moot, western god of faggotry
>be me
>young fag
>love me sum cock
>one day, just suckin some dick
>sucking sucking sucking away
>suck suck suck sum more
>alright, any moment now, I'll get yummy yummy cummies in my tummy
>keep sucking
>waht.kek where the cum at nigger
>start sucking harder, I will get this cum god dammit
>Sucking so hard and so long, its been like an hour at this point
>mama aint raise no quitter, she raised a cock lovin faggo
>so I keep sucking
>LITERALLY WHAT THE FUCK I'VE BEEN SUCKING COCK ALL NIGHT'
>starting to get tired losing track of time
>ff unkown amount of time
>still sucking cock to this die
>Now i want it to shoot a 12 gauge round instead of a hot load of streamin semen
This has been my story, ask if you have any questions. Responses may take a while. Still.Sucking.Dick
>>710823445
i pray for your well-being and success. let us know how it went when you come back, anon.
>first year of college
>winter break
>gf of 3 years and I going through a bit of a rough patch when we get home for the holidays
>have been growing a bit distant from eachother throughout the semester
>it's college, we constantly get in arguments about where our relationship is going
>I always think about wanting to experience more but fuck it, I love this girl
>arguments usually end up with us being grumpy towards the other until we give up and things would be back to normal
>loved eachother to death
>been across the country together
>the sex was amazing,
>I always told her I loved her and she would just laugh and say she loved me more
>some things happened during the beginning of the break that makes us a bit distant
>we were already going through a bit of an argument at the time
>christmas day comes and I've had it, tell her we need to go on a break
>so we do, think nothing of it, we'll be back to normal in a week or so
>I give her space
>a week passes
>she called me new years eve and I didn't answer
>freak the fuck out and call her back but she doesnt answer
>couple days later I get the text from her saying how are you, yadda yadda
>I feel amazing, we're going to be back to our usual ways again
>then she tells me
>"I've been seeing other people"
>literally what the fuck, it's been one week
>Thought it was just her overreacting saying she's hung out with a guy for a while
>fuck no, she slept with 3 different guys in less than a week
>slept with one guy the night after we went on our break
>after I read that text my heart fucking drops
I've never felt so sad in my life. The first and last girl i've truly loved threw our relationship out the window in the back of her car the night after we went on a break. She swore she still loved me even after everything happened. but i just couldnt do it.
>Start talking to girl a year ago through friend group
>Hook up/become extremely good friends
>Says she doesnt want anything serious, I oblige because were cool
>Never get to tell her I like her alot
>Get drunk texts every now and then, fall out of contact a bit
>This summer decide to try and start things up again
>Tells me she wants to but cant because shes talking to someone
>Say ok, we talk still almost every day. Flirt every now and then.
>See her at halloween house party she throws, more beautiful than ever, overhear as she tells people the same story about guy
>Kind of upset but fuck it whatever
>Last night
>Wanna tell her I like her and see how she reacts. Friends tell me to go for it and I promise myself I'm gonna do it the next day
>Open snapchat, mutual friend recording her hooking up with someone
>Not the guy shes talking about, just a random
>Die a little inside
>Should have just said I liked her when I had the chance
I use my sarcastic and witty humor to hide the fact that I want to die.
I often make jokes about depression to see if people will understand because i cant open my mouth and tell them directly.
>>710826144
do it man, i was in the same situation before. i took the risk and it worked
I grew up in the shadow of my cousin and best friend, a valedictorian with perfect grades, perfect SAT score, and who had a perfect sense of humor. Although we grew up together since birth, we never really had a loving relationship. Yes, we enjoyed each others company very much, did practically everything together and agreed on everything. We were almost the same person. We listened to the same music, had the same views on political issues, we were both atheist, we both valued education highly, we both wanted degrees in cellular and molecular biology, we both played tennis, we both played the violin, we both tried to get into the same college (I was waitlisted, he was accepted)... by Junior high everything became competitive. I fought to be in the same advanced classes as him, to get the same grades as him, to be respected as an equal friend. All of these competitions I came out as barely-or by a land slide-losing. The only thing I was better at was violin, which he dropped to join choir (he went to state as a tenor soloist). By the end of senior year, our relationship became very complex.
Ever since junior high we would hang out nearly on a daily basis, and we continued to do this into senior year, however many things changed. While hanging out by ourselves, we wouldn't talk to each other nearly as much and sometimes there were hang out sessions where we would say maybe two words to each other. Although we smoked weed on a regular basis since we were freshman, in senior year it became practically the only thing we did together. When other people were present, he would make jokes about me, such as how clumsy I am and so on and so forth and I would say nothing being paranoid as fuck on weed.
>>710837110
This
>>710826144
Confess your feelings. She might turn you down, but it'll be lifted from your chest.
I did the same to my friend, I got turned down but our friendship grew stronger
>>710836606
similair thing happened to me. fuck her man. youre better than that and youll find somebody who wont fuck you over like that
>>710837429
When he won our competitions, which he had been doing since seventh grade, he would not shy away from letting me and everyone else know that he did. I could never confront him about this bullying because another thing he always won were arguments, and he would argue that he hadn't done anything mean (his methods of proving he won were very underhanded, things you couldn't prove were true).
All of this caused me to become incredibly shy by the end of senior year, getting severe depression off and on. I used to be outgoing-if not funny-at the least, and now people would notice how I would barely say anything in social situations.
I'm currently a freshman in college, having gone to a separate college than my cousin, which I decided was a good thing. My past still haunts me. I am forever under a shadow of being the lesser of two. I'm still shy around everyone I've come to know and I want to decapitate myself every time my grades aren't what I tell myself they could be (A's). I’ve been able to avoid depression for the most part until recently when I got a 55% on my chem exam, right after walking into an exam I didn’t know I had and surely got no better than a C on.
I don't even know how the fuck I'm supposed to ask you guys for help. Honestly, what can I possibly do to fix this?
I'm not sure if you guys remember but a while ago I was on here talking about how my ex left me, but we are back together again, she randomly asked :)
>>710838027
not sure what happened but happy for u
>>710838027
hate to break it to you, but you separated for a reason and that reason probably hasn't changed.
>>710836606
Just be gay dummy, women are cruel.
>>710838158
I used to post a lot in the feel threads about her
>I'm ultra pathetic
Someone here might remember but basically she said "I loved you but I wasn't in love" and that just killed me inside
>>710818206
Thought I'd be teaching in Korea or China after graduation. Turns out, I was talking to a fucking phisher who was just there to collect info on me. Glad I didn't send him everything, but damn...
I guess I'll stay the course and keep working on moving to Japan instead. I just have to come to terms with the fact that I'll quite possibly never live and work in Korea again.
This whole year's been one disappointment after another, mixed with financial hardship.
>>710838303
actually im being a dick because i recently broke up with someone, goodluck to you
>>710838411
as long as you're happy with her good for u bro
>>710818475
shit i hope this kid grew up to be okay.
>>710818206
I normally regress myself to my own thoughts and let my body go on autopilot and when I'm like this I'll usually never remember anything that I did but I know that I at least did everything that I was supposed to do during the day. I'll also usually just do anything that you tell me to do when I'm in that state of mind. A few of my fit friends realized this and used it as a way to get me to exercise. So I went from a 260Ib reclusive shit with a shit job, no gf, and having parents that hate me to a super fit 200Ib muscular reclusive shit with a shit job, no gf, and parents that hate me. Women have shown interest in me now but that still doesn't change much. Despite my current 8/10 figure, in the inside I still feel like the same depressed fat kid that was always bullied throughout highschool that never had anyone to lean to for some kind of support. The other thing is that many of the women that have recently showed interest in me were also the ones that either bullied me or stood aside and laughed so whenever they try to talk to me or I see them I'll regress back into my mind to try and not think about the trauma that they caused me or I'll curl up into a ball and break down. Now I just want to die but I'm too scared of death to try anything. I do have a bottle of cyanide pills just in case I ever decide to an hero, though.
>>710838679
She's probably going to hurt me again in like 3 or 4 days. Alwell
>>710838817
i would say prepare yourself but you can never really prepare yourself for heart break
>>710818304
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4PN5JJDh78I
>>710836811
Any advice? Don't ignore pls
>>710839022
go for it if youre tired of seeing her with other guys claim her. if it doesnt work you can atleast say you tried
>be me this summer
>meet girl online
>qtpi grill 7/10
>start talking for hours and hours
>keep on talking like this for months
>Grill states im cute
>Awwyissnigger.png
>be a dumbass and dont nake move
>keep convo going
>She then starts chatting with other dude
>ohfuck.jpg
>she stops talking to me for weeks
>one day i get a message stating that she is dating other faggot
>She says that our friendship was fun but it needs to stop because her kike bf wouldn't like it
Currently havent spoken to her in a month
>>710829604
You know, I think they made neverwhere into a tv series in the 90's. I read it a few years ago when I was still in grade school. Great book, honestly. Really enjoyed it.
>>710838954
Welp looks like I'm getting cucked
>Okay so I have a guy best friend. His name is Will and he's my big marshmallow. You do trust me with him, right?
>>710819095
I have fallen in love with someone that I can never be with. We have known each other for 3 years. For 3 years we have hung out and gotten to know each other. 3 years I have tried to keep my distance. I love her, and she is married. I try to date others, think about other things but I can't shake this feeling. I don't know what to do. I know she doesn't feel the same about me of course and it is my own fault these feelings came on. She comes to me with her marital problems and it drives me insane. I cover it up and help as much as I can but I think someday I am just going to end it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AK3PWHxoT_E
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vrmFA5aHg7Y
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lrZyMptC2eQ
>>710834170
If you're kind of effeminate and will dress up full trapmode for me, we could get something going :)
>>710822356
Good luck anon, you'll be fine!
>>710823538
Only ones who know - Arctic Monkeys
>>710818475
Holy fuck it's pity-kun. I thought this picture was lost forever.
>>710839848
I can't listen to this song anymore.
I'm in love with my friend
I go thrift store shopping a lot. I like to wear vintage clothes, and it's always fun to find random things. Today when I was at a Thrift Town, I found someone's old Law degree from the University of Michigan. He graduated in 1950. It was only $3, and it looks rad, so I got it.
Later when I got home, I decided to do some Googling and see what this guy did with himself. I also wanted to see if he had any living relatives that might want this back. I figured he had to be dead, because why would a living person dump his law degree at a thrift store? Anyway, when I put his name in Google, only a few pages popped up. His memorial page from the funeral home, a digital copy of the Michigan yearbook with his picture, and some random briefs from some law cases that he worked long ago. He was apparently a lawyer at an oil company.
His memorial page depressed me. Only a few scant comments from old coworkers and friends. No living relatives. Never married. No kids. No brothers or sisters. It only listed that he was survived by a cousin and his "best friend". I tried Googling those names and found nothing. At that point I had a realization, that this man probably worked his whole life, without anything really to show for it. He lived 92 years, without ever getting married. How lonely that must have been.
How close are all of us to that point though? I mean, eventually all of our shit is going to end up in a thrift store, or a maybe a landfill. Eventually there will be no one to remember us. We will be forgotten, just like this man. He had no one. I wanted to give this degree back to someone, but there is no one to give it to. I will be just like him some day. We will all be like him some day. I'm already depressed, but now I am more so. I don't want to end up forgotten, but I suppose it is inevitable.
Here is the only picture of him that I could find online. It's from the Michigan yearbook from when he graduated. I will keep his degree as a reminder of how fleeting life is.
>>710839583
idk bro if you feel like youre getting cucked i cant imagine how you feel but "big Marshmallow" sounds a little off
>>710823646
I know exactly how you feel man, stay strong for her
>>710818713
holy fuck this is so obnoxious.
you spoiled little fucktard
>>710840133
I'm a few hours away from her at school so I can't be there all the time which sucks
>>710840210
going through the same thing right now too bro i tell myself itll get better someday but idk when that day will come
>>710840301
Do you trust her ?
I lost all my friends when my granny died. I coped with her loss by displacing my anger on others.
>>710840407
Nope
>>710840257
haha yas. at least someone is down to earth
>>710818475
Lol I was friends with this guy, he hates this pic, his side of the story is that for some fucking reason his autistic dad wanted to frame him alone. Then this pic found its way to the interwebs. I kinda belive him, his social skills are normal.
>>710819093
Me at the moment :( right in the feels
>>710840073
What's his full name?
>>710823538
Damn bro most songs your Playlist I already have downloaded in my playlist of feels. Crazy.
>>710819095
Ive lost two families.
Three loves of my life.
One child.
I'm 29 and i dont feel anything anymore.
My only burning passion is self perfection.
There isnt anyone i even remotely enjoy on my level.
I'm very alone.
I miss my baby girl, her blue eyes and curly hair.
>>710840459
Why did you get back with her what caused the breakup last time ?
>>710840734
Haha
>>710840744
She ended it, no clue why.
I went back to her because she is the only person who has ever cared about me, and she's the one I wanna be with, even though it won't happen
>>710823538
Dreaming Or Sinking by Hotel Books
>>710840819
RUDE.
>>710837872
If someone could please respond I would be grateful, if anyone knows how I could come to respect myself. I'm considering suicide as an option just to escape from having to deal with this
>>710840682
Roy "Kendall" Sherrill, apparently he went by R. Kendall Sherrill for the most part. From Tulsa, Oklahoma.
>>710840959
Why don't you respect yourself?
Mind if I bring my buddy's shitty birthday blues feels into this thread?
>>710834954
welcome to the club
>>710839955
It hurts me too man.
>>710840907
Does you make each other happy or is it one sided . it doesn't seem healthy my advice from personal experience is try not to get too attached
