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/b why do you hate yourselves?
>has had acne since i was 12, now im 22 with a face that still looks like shit
>9.5/10 gf broke up with me recently for something entirely my fault (shes 10 million leagues ahead of me)
>no job
>still live with parents
>even my cat doesn't love me
>>710814073
Feeling bad is not going to accomplish anything except add to your suffering. If your breakup was really your fault, take steps not to do it again, but do not allow yourself to feel bad, do not apologize because it won't fix anything but will make you look like a weakling faggot, and stop saying shit like "she's 10 million leagues ahead of me."
>always tried my best in school, always did what I was supposed to do
>never have fun all thru teens and early 20s
>am 31
>spent lots of time and money in grad school
>lose mind
>don't finish
>min wage job
>gf supports me
also bumping with porn
>>710814073
I fell in love with someone I knew I wouldn't be able to be with, we had a great time together but eventually life took her away from me, now I'm empty, I can't study, I can't stop eating, I left the gym, my health is going down, and I'm literally just wishing my death
>>710815518
I just miss her so much, and I wasn't even able to say goodbye, this is killing me more every day, I really don't know what to do
>>710814073
>Want change.
>Too lazy to pursue change.
When do I die?
i destroyed everything ive ever loved/cared about
>>710814073
Don't feel bad, anon. If it makes you feel any better, she's probably getting fucked by a real man
>>710814073
>even my cat doesn't love me.
Kill yourself
>>710817289
I hate myself for many reasons
my hair is shit
i go on this shitty fucking website purely for faps
i stalk my crush on insta
you faggots have it worse, but this shit really fucking hurts
>>710817375
i love sc girls/ burning angels moar pls
>>710817435
>>710817428
ah yes op here, you just reminded me that im balding at the tender age of 22
>>710817375
You think you could fuck her ear-holes?
>>710817500
>>710817557
My cock is not that thick
>Not Smart
>Kinda chubby
>Really hairy
>Small dick
>Short
>>710817579
>>710817715
Are you me?
>>710814073
>two-time military washout
>haven't had a gf since 2005
>only way to get a woman to even TOUCH me is to pay up front
>am black, but not a nigger
God, I hate being black
>mistrusted the people who were supposed to help me, and as a result, am not still living overseas right now as I should be/otherwise would be
>family doesn't talk to me anymore
>only friends who still keep in contact with me aren't even American
>body won't lose the last 8 pounds I want it to no matter how much I workout or how few calories I take in a day
>my dreams are better than my real life
>wasn't smart enough to major in Comp Sci
I could really go on....
>>710814073
What's your name? Sounds exactly like someone I know.
>>710818271
Jeremy...
>>710814073
>College drop out
>Khv, never even had a gf
>Buck teeth
>Awkwardness and shyness
>Probably autistic
>I have no use on this planet
>>710818329
The point of what im trying to say is that there are countless people in this world that are in the same situation as you, and @ least one of them must have figured out the way out. Not everyone has an heroed.
By the way I actually do know someone like that
>>710818589
Also know someone like this.
Great person, but sometimes socially autistic.
>>710815884
She seems so happy to make him cum I wish more girls were like this
My life is a cringe compilation
>>710818652
i can definitely appreciate this post, thanks anon.
>told im attractive but im 95% sure its out of pity
>cant succeed at anything I try
>crushing self esteem issues
>ex girlfriend constantly talks to me just to make me feel like shit
>friends constantly exclude me so I just cut connections to them
>spend my weekends alone now
>just watch netflix and drink by myself
I want to stop existing but am too afraid of death. Feels bad man.
>>710818731
Is that suppose to make me feel better or something?
>>710818652
There are 7 billion people on the world, of course there are people who have it the same as us or even times worse, but there are also many who have it way better, the point is, numbers are useless here, we all fight our inner battles, and some of us are weaker than others
>edgy
>awkward
>unfunny
>trying to be something I'm not
>not creative
>shit grades
>shit facial features
>lonely
>kinda racist
>kinda weebish
>not smart
The list can go on.
>>710819046
Hey what im saying is, he's a great person that I'd trust to have my back.
Idc if he has mild asb, hes a good man.
>>710817715
>top in graduating class for undergrad and masters degree programs
>thin/athletic (190lbs)
>not hairy
>above average (just shy of 7)
>6'3
Just came to to tell you that those qualities don't make someone happy.
>>710814073
>Socially retarded
>Physically unattractive, 5/10 is generous
>Kissless nergin, 9001 friendzones
>Get periodically suicidal over stupid shit (though I'm in decent shape mentally right now, it'll come back in a week tops)
>Cuck that can't get better friends (One of these cunts talked shit about me to girls behind my back so he could date one: they've been together nearly eight months)
>No-fap November; no stress relief feelsbadman
>>710819029
I can relate, the only reason I haven't an hero yet, is because I'm too much of a pussy to do it
>short
>Small Build
>Average Looks at best
>Smallish Penis
>25
>NEET
>Cant bring myself to find a job or study because of extreme lazyness and social anxiety
>Fat, cant lose it no matter how hard I try.
>Dont really love my gf of 8 years, who loves me more than anything.
>Am in love with a redhead to whom I haven't spoken in 12 years, dont even have to balls to say hi.
>Completely lost in this world
>>710814073
Because I'm so fucking lazy that I never finish the thing I sta
>>710814073
>Had trichotillomania since I was 8 and no way of stopping.
>Cannot keep my hands off my fucking face and keep myself from pulling
>Went through several failing friendships and relationships to the point where I dont give a fuck whether or not I die alone.
>My only reason of living is the sole fact of survival within my life and I want to watch the world burn within the coming months.
>>710814073
>was 17
>started dating super cute, hot Polish chick
>we had that connection that I don't think a lot of people had
>she was different
>broke up in January
>stings every now and again
>>710819081
Put it this way, there is always something you can do to contribute to society and make something of yourself.
Everyone has a goal in life, whether it be just to enjoy, or create something, or be well known, or win a prize. What im saying is that once you find your goal, and if that goal is worth more than the comfort of staying in your hole, you will strive to achieve it, no matter how hard it is.
>>710819085
>calling yourself edgy
I'm cripplingly lonely. Very antisocial, too competive to really relate with 'just enjoy life' people, not good enough to relate to successful people. I have no passions and no support network, and I fail everything I want to succeed in due to absolutely crippling depression.
Everyone i know says i have tons of external confidance and swagger, but i don't see myself as anything but a failure.
I don't belong anywhere. Somehow i dont want to kill myself, so there's that.
Because I'm sexually attracted to children. I know it's kinda stupid to have that "why me" kind of attitude, but I can't help being fucking pissed. I got the one mental disorder that no one wants to help you through. They don't want me to get better and be happy, they want me to burn for the thoughts that I can't get out of my fucking head. I would never even think of hurting a child, but people treat me like trash because of the way I was born. I just wish it would go away.
>>710817715
>>710819212
True, it doesn't matter if you're the biggest, strongest and smartest, if you can't accept yourself for who you are, people who can will be so much happier.
>>710820153
this
>>710814073
Lol you're all a bunch of fucking memes
>>710819303
define short.
>>710815189
same, by my fault we stopped talking to each other, the difference is that i cant eat well
>>710819469
Dude, do u have her on fb?
>>710815189
>I fell in love with someone I knew I wouldn't be able to be with
Hits way too close to home
>>710819940
I had a goal in life, and I was really happy, but I lost that as I said here>>710815189
Now I have nothing else to live for, I'm just tired of living
>>710816128
i too feel the same way, i wan't change but im simply too lazy to pursue it, i don't have the confidence or motivation.
I feel like there's something wrong with me, but I don't know.
I'm one of the nicest people you could meet, but also extremely angry, aggressive, and the people that have seen me angry call me "scary" and "dangerous" which fucking kills me.
I can make most people laugh with my wit, charm, and can make even the driest arse laugh at a racist joke with my delivery, but I can't talk to people.
I know people like me, but I feel like they don't. I can't talk to people because I feel like I'm irritating them.
My father only talks to me when I'm somewhat valuable. (Job, school, etc.)
On the outside, I'm fucking bulletproof, but my brain gets fucked up.
My Family only care when they think I'm gonna kill myself.
I don't know... shit's weird. Life's weird. I don't like it.
>>710820445
I wish it was we stopped talking, I literally lose her, she had problems with her kidneys since she was 9, she had a kidney failure and didn't survived
>>710814518
Same here dude
>>710820730
>>710817428
I'm the same way. my face is shit, i got acne, a double chin, my hair is fuckin shit too. I'm out of shape, i have little confidence in myself. I'm not attractive. My crush is a solid 10/10, beautiful, smart, kind, great personality. and what am i? an unattractive fag. I get it man, shit hurts...
>>710817715
yep, same
>>710817928
Is that bree essrig?
>>710820993
No idea, I just found it somewhere on the internet
>>710818652
Obviously, someone has had to of figured a way out, but many of us, no.
>>710819081
I get what you mean. we are all fighting inner battles, some have it alot worse than others, nonetheless, it's still a struggle for the person. it sucks
>>710820541
That
Is why I found a gf who loves me for who I am, will support me through my whole life and can deal with me. Pretty sure she won't leave.
In your position, I would find someone who is a keeper or a fling.
I know it's hard to find what I have, but love is a two way street, so you mustn't catch feelings for those who you can't stay with.
>>710821069
That's exactly what I meant
>>710821069
They can share pointers
>>710814073
If you are really that ugly you can't have a 9.5/10, you liar fuck. And assuming it is true, well just work a little lazy ass shit.
There are facials, nice clothes and do some fucking exercise, lift some weights.
You can have the life you want or be a fucking slave of your lazy fate.
Remember anon, is it ever your choose.
>>710819208
I got a friend like that too, he's a lil odd. and from what i know, he actually is somewhat autistic, but he's a great dude and i trust him. he's been a loyal friend
>>710821230
"Personality"
Trust me, I know a few.
Because there is that girl that I liked a lot and she's been hinting pretty hard that she likes me too but I'm too much of a pussy to tell her how I feel.
She's legit a 9/10 but idk why i cant man up
>>710814518
How did you loose your mind....I think the same thing happened to me -____-
>>710819469
8 years you've been together, and you don't really love her, but she loves you. it sounds as though she is committed anon. If you don't love her, don't put her through that shit. don't just lead her on, and never move the relationship to the next level. don't just leave it in limbo. let her go, so she can find someone who will love her back
>>710819528
i'm the same way, i practically never finish something i start, ah well.
>>710821112
I couldn't stay with her because she passed away, I knew she had health issues, and that she could actually have an incident any moment, but that didn't stopped me from falling in love, and she was amazing, she was a truly loving and caring girlfriend, and I never felt so loved in my life, but no she is not here, and I'm just alone here, feeling extremely empty, and I just want to go with her, and the only reason I haven't, is because she made me promise once, that I wouldn't take my life if she actually passed away
>>710821323
If there are Retards at the olympics then a promedium person can go over some shit men
>>710814073
>even my cat doesn't love me
Cats are bipolar assholes, that why women buy them. Get a dog like a person.
>>710821423
As how and tell, and I'll see what I can do.
>>710814073
My mind is tainted, im telling myself i cant do anything because im either too weak or stupid, I feel like being around my friends and Family is a mockery to them because they expected so much more from me
>>710821423
Tbh all the fucking retards here see every girl as a 9/10 and thats why you all suck dick.
Post a pic of her, i bet she isn't even a 6/10 bruh
>>710820153
jesus dude...man that's. that's gotta be hard man.
>>710818158
Sucks your parents fell for the mixed race meme.
>>710820153
Well, that shit is fucked up
>>710821902
Both of my parents are black, as am I.
>>710821686
Post the body fag
>>710821185
yea, no, i get it. I have an inner struggle man. i have shitty self confidence. I like this girl, alot. but i have no confidence to do anything, i over-analyse the situation and just force myself into believing there's no chance. there probably isn't but...fuck oh well. what am i to do?
>>710821813
>>710821686
Already did lmao
>>710814073
>Be 20
>Still living at home
>Loveless life
>Decent paying job but still not enough
>Barely any friends
>Spend alot of time at home playing music
>That's all I have
>Still think I'm not great at it
>Fuck it
>Guess I'll still give life a try
>>710821536
even if I were to be honest and tell her I dont like her nearly as much as she likes me, I know she would still want to be with me. Also, if I let her go, I won't have anyone to talk to as not only do my parents hate me, I dont have a single friend in this world except her.
>>710822026
It happens the exactly same to me /:
>>710821630
Fuck that's rough. Was it worth it, honestly? Sorry for being blunt. I swear this is only in movies and crap, but one day, you'll find someone who loves you back just as much. I don't expect you to forget your ex, never do that, but she'd want you to be happy snd such. You need to learn to move on, and I don't expect you to be able to, for a month or a year or 5, but you must. And im sure everyone would want you to, even me.
>>710816176
I feel you anon why bother looking for something if you know your gonn kill it anyways.
seeing this circle jerk of pity actually made me feel a lot better, thanks anons -faggot op
>25
>no job, too depressed to go out and apply
>no gf, too autistic to meet anyone new
>no education besides worthless tech school
>no friends I hang out with
>barely any online friends
>no hobbies I'm passionate about
>too afraid to commit suicide
>my parents love me but all I am is a burden
>>710820803
i love this picture
thank you
>>710822139
>Be me
>Still live @ home
>loyal gf
>Decent paying parttime while I GoTo uni
>Barely any friends, but we're tightknit
>Spend a lot of time @ home playing music and games.
>That's all I have
>Still think I'm not great at it
>Fuck it
>Guess I'll still give life a try
Life has its ways, you just gotta be prepared for them.
>>710821500
I moved to a shitty city with my gf and her bratty spoiled shitty sister to go to grad school. Living with the two of them together made being at home hell, and I quickly began to hate what I was studying and the city too. I had nowhere that was mine, that was safe. Had an extreme identity crisis. Couldn't afford where we were living. Somewhere in there tried to fuck gf's sister... I think to wrest some gratitude out of her. I tried to kill myself. Ended up in the nuthouse for 3 days.
I'm short, chubby, and have small tits. want to lose weight but seems like I can't no matter how much I work out or how little or healthy I eat
>>710822260
Idk if I will ever find someone again, she was the only girl I have ever been with, and she was the one that actually made all the moves, that's how we end up together, and yes it did was worth it, I can easily say that the time I spent with her was the best of my life, I never felt so alive and happy before her
>>710814073
I used to have a lot of passion for what I do, but now I just sit around watching shitty youtube videos all day. I just do bare minimum to get through the day in my job and then I just waste time.
I know I would be able to accomplish so much more, but I just can't bring myself to care. And I can't figure out why. I tried to blame everyone and everything around me, but I know it's just me and I don't know how to go back.
>15
>have gyno
>completely insecure and want to kill myself
>can't leave my house without putting 4 tank tops on
>>710814518
lost my mind big time at 15, now 20 doing shitty uni, felt bad, ended up being a pedo and fucking anyone i could get away with.
>>710822817
Do you play with your man-titties when you fap?
>>710814516
Fucking normie
>Shit job, completely unrelated to my college major
>live in expensive city
>Work to live, live to work
>No time, money, or drive for hobbies
>GF starting to hate me, pretty sure she's on her way out
>no motivation to fix any of this, I just wanna drink beer and die
>>710822817
>can't leave my house without putting 4 tank tops on
why not just put on a sweater instead of 4 layers of shirts?
>>710822817
Just chill man, being a teen suck major ass, unless you are hot. Try to keep you mind sane, ater 18 i gets a lot easier.
>>710822817
It will actually go away, you are just 15, I had many classmates who had, and they were gone in a year or two
do what i did stop caring, stop feeling any genuine emotion ,stop acknowledging reality and retreat deep into your own mind
>>710823471
Yeah, except that's not how it works.
>>710823471
Then time passes, parents die and you get to be a homeless crazy creep. 10/10
>>710823693
works for me, my life is literally collapsing at the seams and I'm happily shitposting until the last brick falls
>>710822192
she's the only person you can talk to. you depend on her, you can speak to her, you need her, is essentially what you're saying. tell her that, let her know. but i am telling you, it's gonna hurt her...bad if you pull some shit where she catches you fuckin around with someone you shouldn't be. let her down easy, if you must. if not, rekindle the flame you once had, or try
>>710822239
yea....it sucks ass
>>710822817
hey bud. I want to talk to you. Gyno can either reverse on its own (if it's only fat) or may need surgery to reverse (if there is breast tissue hyperplasia). As someone who used to have it at that age, mine didn't reverse on its own and carried on until much later, when I eventually got it removed surgically. However, here are some tips for you from me, currently a medical student, to prevent this from happening and skip straight to the studness that will follow once it's gone:
1) Lift weights & lose fat
2) Talk to an endocrinologist - have them figure out your best options and also why you have it. I do advise waiting until you're 18-21 to have surgery, if that's what you deem necessary, in case it might reverse itself once your hormones fully stabilize post-puberty. However, you may also be able to prevent breast tissue from growing via some medications.There are also some medical conditions that don't stem from normal fluctuations of hormones but rather come from inadequate testosterone or too much estrogen. Only the endocrinologist can get to the bottom of it for you.
3) eventually, if you need it, get plastic surgery to remove it (if there is palpable breast tissue, it ain't going away on its own).
Just remember - be confident, lose weight, work out, and it will all solve itself in the end, even if you need surgery. (Contrary to popular belief, the insurance companies should cover the procedure as "medically necessary" instead of "elective" IF AND ONLY IF you tell the endocrinologist that the gyno is tender/painful and causing great discomfort and psychological distress.)
Good luck, pal
>>710823900
Checked.
However, suppressing your instinct for self-preservation is not a good thing.
>>710822928
>guess you guys need more drama
>be 14, fat boy, mixed race, nerd
>get into top tier school
>i start getting fed up with all teen shit
> freak the fuck out
> dwell on deepweb for kicks
> hooked into cp
> drop out school and finish it by just taking a national test.
> get involved with kid cousin
> now at 20 i have a crush on a 9yo boy
i can't even greetext properly, fuck my life
>>710824299
I have claim her as my waifu
>>710824551
You are the saddest of all here
>>710824508
Wow
>>710820153
But are attracted just by children?
>>710824468
lost that years ago not suicidal just kind of if i was about to die i wouldn't care enough to fight it very hard
>>710825003
No, luckily. I actually have a girlfriend of my age, though she is rather small and childish I suppose.
>>710825068
Lol you are literally me, do you happen to daydream all day too? Like with complex stories you crate in your head with many characters and situations?
>>710820474
No. If i were to add her as a friend it would be very suspicious since I only have my gf and some siblings there.
>>710825308
Do you have an age play fetish with her?
>>710825504
Nah, I think that'd creep her out quite a bit
>>710825308
Have do you feel about incest?
>>710825607
Maybe that will help you calm the beast, have you ever talked about your problem with her
>>710822734
So my gf was the one who confessed to me, fps I never thought of her that way, she was just a really close friend. After that, I did everything I guess. Lemme put it bluntly, there will always be someone out there better than her, and if u put URSELF out there and improve and prepare yourself, you'll be ready when the time comes.
>>710825792
I actually happen to also have a bit of an incest fetish, though I'm not sure how you knew that
>>710825792
Incest is wincest, am I right?
>>710825857
I've talked about it to her, but honestly just being around her makes it a lot better.
>>710820153
I have this EXACT issue. I could NEVER physically harm a child, and I was actually in a position when I was 19 where I seriously could have fucked this cute little 12 year old (daughter of friends of the fam, practically threw herself at me a few times, had to be abused with what she knew about sex and teasing men already) but didn't do it. There IS a way to control and cripple those thoughts and desires. Are you AT ALL attracted to grown women, or at least 18 year old women?
>>710816018
Did she die of cancer while you were out getting a taco?
>>710825308
Try and make real friendships with children, it makes you think before hurting them, while you get to work on your cravings.
>>710825912
I hope it does happen, but I can't honestly see myself with someone else, but I will try my best to survive, to at least keep the promise I made to her
>>710826067
Yeah, I have a girlfriend of my age to whom I am very attracted. She makes it a lot more bearable. However, now I'm just really scared that she'll leave me and I'll hurt some kid because I won't care anymore.
>>710825933
Make some babies, being a parent you will think about what is best for your children, or just fuck them.
ive always been the class clown but in recent years I desperately want to be taken seriously, I just get worried that If I start acting like it ill come off as an asshole so the instant I get serious I revert back to being a goofball so people like me and dont leave
then when Im finally alone I just sit there and hate myself
>>710826045
That's really good, she sounds like an amazing person anon, and she is helping you, don't you ever lose her
>>710826474
>this
>>710814073
Dude if this is for real, shut the fuck up and stop being a little bitch.
Thank god you're single. Now get a fucking job and save your money, buy a sweet car and be a adult.
Women are a waste of time and money in the position your in right now.
See it as a blessing, now you can focus on yourself and make shit happen.
I'm going to tell you something my oldest brother told me. Get a steady job, get your car and then get yourself a woman.
At this point worry about yourself.
I had to deal with the same shit you're going through 3 years ago.
No job, no car , still living with my Mom being a lazy fuck hopping from girl to girl.
Now I have a reliable truck, job and living with my girlfriend in a rent to own house.
I'm not a baller but I get by now.
>>710826157
I've been good friends with children before, but I find myself wanting to be close to them a little more than I like. Not that I would fuck them or anything, just like, hug them or something I don't know. I just try to stay away from them.
>>710826139
Dude, no
>>710826474
That's the plan man, thanks.
I'm trans, queer and psychotic.
I have borderline personality disorder (literally known as crazy bitch disorder) and schizoaffective disorder.
I have to take antipsychotics that knock me out for 15 hours a day so I have no social life.
I was molested and raped a lot when i was younger so my relationship is pretty close to being in tatters.
Scars all over me from years of self harm. I weigh 120kg and I'm only 19.
Thats why I hate myself, /b/.
>>710823142
Kek lifes a dirty whore
>>710825312
yes actually can't think about now if you're somewhere else entirely
>>710826815
You are literally what I was always dream of as a girlfriend, do you have kik?
>>710826629
Then go and hug them, it doesn't hurt, just don't do anything that would freak them out. You don't have to be a creep or feel like one. I'm currently friend of a boy and a girl and wouldn't hurt them for anything in this world.
>>710827054
I have the exact same problems as you
I still live at home with my parents. I have a job, and am going to school, and even though I could get a crappy apartment id rather just ride it out until im done with school and have a safety net in my savings
I blame this for why Im such a hermit though. I have the same life I did when I was 15 and I feel pathetic
>go to school
>go to work
>go home and spend my nights watching movies in my computer
>maybe go drink in a friends house in the neighborhood
>I haven't even kissed a girl yet
what's a non edgy way to say sociopath cause that's kinda what i want to call what i am but it sounds really tryhard
>>710827104
I don't know, just feels wrong.
Nice to see 4chan actually helping people and giving advice
>>710826815
That's very, very fucked up.
I suggest you to take your meds(all of the daily dosage) before you sleep so you don't stay all that time knocked out.
>>710827287
Are you me?
>>710825404
How many people in your friends
>>710826264
Good luck anon, we'll be cheering you on.
Godspeed!
>>710826815
I would hold you in my arms and take care of you until you feel better
I am way too sentimental about my past.
>>growing up had good friends
>>no drama,
>>No GFs,
>>Get older, start to loose friends. They get married, have kids,
>>still single as fuck,
>>Got laid off from my career job, 5 years ago, never got back into it.
>>Not competitive anymore..
>>Just like to be alone,
>>So many people flake on me, which leads me to be more recluse and never want to do anything.
>>710827569
yes
>>710827913
Thank you so much anon, I'm actually crying right now for so many feelings
>>710814073
Get a job you lazy cunt
>>710827345
Feels wrong when you don't embrace who you are. I don't force myself on them, i just stay close and let them decide.
>>710822712
believe anon you can do it
>>710826315
>I'm scared she'll leave me and I'll hurt a kid because I won't care anymore.
First of all get that fucking thought out of your head. If you're thinking like that than you're NOT like me, you're another pedo looking for a reason. You're obviously attracted to women of an appropriate age, and if your GF does leave you, find ANOTHER. One whose body type and appearance is similar to your current girl because obviously you're sexually attracted to her, so another girl of similar proportions and features should work fine. The main thing to do is to NOT under ANY circumstances view ANY content that sexualizes children or teens. Don't watch barely legal porn, don't check out naturist websites or teen modeling sites. Next is to FLOOD your brain and with content relating to appropriate age women. See if you can find some that are maybe with broads similar to that body type I mentioned earlier. Find that type of content, and JACK OFF AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE TO IT. The reward of orgasm will help to condition your brain properly. You can even do a double reward and after you cum give yourself another treat, and at your favorite snack, play your favorite vidya, literally treat yourself. Once this becomes a habit, ONCE IN A WHILE, go to a naturist site and look at soft core pics of children, and whenever you get hard, flick your balls.or find a way to make yourself physically sick and vomit. This will help to negatively reinforce the idea of sexualized children, and will help your brain develop an aversion to it:
>>710828035
Oh god no, my multiple personalities are going out of control again
I am unable to decide what I want o do with my life because while most people dream of a fun job and family my dream is a sealed room with three meals a day and an internet connection and nothing but blessed solitude forever more
>>710828072
If you ever feel you can't do it, remember that she's probably watching you, and she trusts you, -and you trust her judgement, righ the?
>>710828130
then you get sight of an eyecandy child and that goes all off the window.
>>710828282
Now I'm crying even harder, but thanks anon, you really helped me tonight
>>710819029
Are you me?
>>710828630
No, but you are me tho
>>710828130
You know, that actually makes a lot of sense. Thank you. I've already been trying to feel sick and negatively correlate when I see children. Maybe I will get better eventually.
>>710827376
right?
>>710826315
>>710828130
Do this for a year at least a few times a week and you'll be able to condition yourself and your brain against the idea of sexualized children. The urges will always ALWAYS be there and will come up, but you'll have enough strength of mind and will to control them. I was born with the afflication of hebephilia, and I summized from an early age during my sexual maturity that this was a serious issue I would have to control later in life. Until I was 16 I allowed myself to indulge in checking out girls as young as 12 that I found sexy, though I only looked, never touched NOT ONCE. As soon as I hit 18, and the issues were still prevalent, I began to brainstorm on a way to control this because I KNEW I could NEVER tell any about these urges I had. I developed the plan I laid out in my previous post after educating myself on the topic of conditioning, Pavlovian response and what not. I followed that plan everyday until I was 21 and I am now 31 &I have only had 3 instances of thought based relapse in that time, meaning I've only checked out or fantasized about little girls 3 time in 10 years. You can do this anon.
>>710828738
It also helps to think about the consequeces when you are fantasizing, i.e getting caught. It chills the blood in your veins and in your cock.
>>710828469
Not at all, see my second post
>All I see around me at uni is a bunch of degenerates.
>Absolutely disgusted with the entire world
> Be me, a fat loner that doesn't study or work out and jerks off daily.
> Realize I'm the prince of degeneracy.
> Every time i try to change I give up.
>>710829045
Thanks, you've really made me a lot less anxious about my future.
>>710828738
Anon I promise you that you can. You don't have to follow that your exact plan, though it worked well for me. Just follow the baseline premise and make it your own. There are LITERALLY NO services for people like us. Not every single person afflicted with this disorder wants to act on it, a lot of us understand it's wrong and don't want our brain to work that way. You can get healthy anon I PROMISE you.
>>710829065
Yes that helps too
>>710814073
OP life can be shit i had the same problem as you gravel face, i actually took accutane and it didnt worked for me.
and had to deal with shit face. i would recommend if you go to a dermatologist and get accutane and start your treatment asap. it may be the worst year of your life but you will certainly get a new life after. trust me pussy is gonna come and go. go with a dermatologist and get the hell treatment
>>710829045
It really is great advice, but my case is way worse as i was sexually active as a child (but not with adults), so i have all shades of fetishes on children.
>>710818751
She told him to warn her and he didn't, classic hand job audition
>>710814518
Whwn you try your best and don't Sucess
>>710829495
You're welcome anon. I try to pass this information wherever I can to anyone like me.....as long as it's anonymously LOL. Trust me....even when you're better...you'll NEVER want to make the mistake of telling people you have this disorder.....doesn't matter if you've fully cured yourself and NEVER have acted on it .....they'll string you up
>>710829755
That's tougher anon and I unfortunately do not know how to help with that. As I said, I've never acted on the urges.....even when I was at an age that would have been acceptable.
>>710829943
I know that all to well. When I first realized what I was, I told a lot of people because I naively thought they would help me and well. I'm sure you can guess what happened to my social life. Now the only person I'm close to who knows is my girlfriend, who luckily doesn't judge me for it.
>>710829045
saved anon, thank you
>also great pasta for pedo realated posts
>>710817428
Pretty much same here. Only thing i liked about my looks before was my hair but when i started balding at 14 it just made me lose all the self confidence i had left.
>>710830253
Good post anon, you made question my own reality. Still think the world is somewhat boring without all the laughs and shit.
>>710820153
>>710820269
>>710826067
Thats harsh, yall.
I can't tell you how many arguments i've had defending peadophiles, saying that not all peadophiles are abusers, theres a fucking difference, as well as defending peoples right to draw porn of young kids because it allows people to get out their urges without hurting anyone.
Most people are like "if you had younger siblings or kids you'd think differently" but I have 3 siblings that are all 12 and younger.
I'd hug all of you if I could.
>>710822817
Youre underage gtfo of this website fam before you see some crazy shit this website isn't a game this some real shit that youre about to see im just warning you
>>710827087
sorry to say, no, but thank you. my ego is happy
first time I've mentioned this kind of shit on /b/ and not gotten minced for it.
>>710814073
I have wife of 18 years and autistic son with genius lvl math skills. I have job that pays enough that I can support family while wife doesn't work. I live comfortably. Still can't stand being stuck inside a meat prison, as in human body...physicality
Trust issues and problems I'm struggling to deal with alone, I don't want to burden anyone with my shit so I supress it.
>>710827517
I usually try to take them around 8 or 9pm, but god forbid I have to get up early in the morning or want to stay out for a little.
I've resorted to drinking enough so that I pass out if I need to be up early the next day.
>>710827938
You're sweet, anon.
Thank you.
