kemono
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kemono
That doesn't have a dick
>>710601726
It happened every time I smoked weed. Got different strands from different dealers, and it was always the same, I just stopped trying with it completely.
needs more dick
>>710601734
>Suicide is for people who can't bear to face reality as it is.
That's wrong. Suicide is for people who know what reality is and know that it's good to end it.
I do agree that drugs are for losers, though.
>>710601815
I was never a fan.
>>710601847
I vehemently disagree. Suicide is the response of people who can't stand the inherent meaninglessness of life. I know and understand life like everyone else, and I refuse to let it win. I am choosing my fate knowingly and willingly.
>>710601734
shush, you are worth something.
bump
>>710602111
I disagree and will ask you politely to stop insisting otherwise.
>>710602043
You're letting it win by not dying.
To commit suicide is to become free from life. To proclaim "I am not a masochist, and I will not let life hurt me"
>>710602220
By committing suicide you are exactly saying that life won. Suicide is an act of total and utter weakness. It is only justifiable if the end goal of it is to prove that you are god or to serve some higher political purpose.
>>710602220
I thought it was the opposite? To feign masochism and say I can die because dying is what I want.
>>710602177
so we just feel sad for you?
>>710602384
I've been running through it with some friends ever since it launched
>>710602220
suicide is for cowards who instead of dealing with their problems would rather make their family and friends suffer for their own misfortune, placing their personal burdens on others for their weakness.
>>710602177
alright then.
>>710601840
yeap!
How many pages would you guys think would suffice for a mini-comic?
I really want to try some panel layout stuff.
Could I get away with 5 pages just to try some sequential stuff without having to cram some "nice boots, let's fuck" (((story))) into it?
pic is probably the sketchy quality I'd use to convey the idea.
>>710602513
That's something people say to guilt sad people into staying alive just for brownie points
>>710602605
And this is probably what I'd render it into if I liked how it went.
>>710602534
he looks so cute even though he's getting mashed into a wall
>>710602547
you need some in you as well~
>>710602388
No, it's an act of strength, it's defiance against society, life, and pain.
It's the achievement of the ultimate freedom.
>>710602513
You're an idiot, and not only are you an idiot, you are a masochist idiot.
>family
What the fuck? Who the fuck likes their family? Nepotists and slaves, that's who.
Why is everyone here a Muslim? Go back to the middle east, you pathetic people.
>>710602665
yeh i'll take as much as i can get untill i burrst!.
>>710602440
No, I don't want you to feel anything for me. I didn't say all this for attention. I was asked to explain myself, nothing more. I want to be treated no differently.
>>710602513
I disagree with that as well. Suicide isn't about other people. For a family member or a friend to say, don't kill yourself because its selfish is itself a selfish and narcissistic proclamation. It is saying, you don't have the RIGHT to choose to end it.
>>710602665
lucario is naturally cute in every situation.
god i fucking love lucario.
>>710602605
If you really wanted to you could make one page, no dialogue comics that could tell a story in 5 panels. I think it would pretty cool
>>710602730
I'd give you some to help~
>>710602748
and love fucking?
>>710602720
It's by no means a declaration of freedom, it's a declaration of weakness. It's says very specifically, "I cannot handle this burden, I am going to give up."
>>710602762
I mean, I'm probably going to start drawing from the porn pages and setup the scenario after I figure out the porn.
Will be disjointed, but I just want the sequential to work.
>>710602810
ive never fucked/been fucked so i cant say for sure.
https://awakens.me/
>>710602869
So you write the story first then draw it? Not sure what you mean by porn pages
>>710603048
He means he's going to draw the sex scene, then build the story around that.
>>710602865
Absolutely untrue. Suicide simply means you understand reality.
To not commit suicide in a bad situation means you either
1. don't understand reality
2. are a masochist
To allow yourself to be in pain of any form is pathetic and disgusting. You should eliminate the pain in any way, whether it be suicide or not.
I agree with:
>>710602626
>>710602738
>>710602865
You could do these comics for a living, would probably kill the whole worthlessness aesthetic though
>>710602810
You know i'd not refuse you help at all.. i wonder if it a tastysausagee.
>>710603048
Going to start drawing the porn first once I figure out some formatting related shit and see if I can tie a small story scenario into it from the drawn porn pages.
>>710602626
so that for some reason doesn't make it true? I was suicidal for 6 years and then had a friend commit suicide just a year ago. It puts a huge emotional stress on everyone you know and makes family's have to worry about even more. Not to mention life insurance isn't very common for younger people and funerals aren't exactly cheap which add financial burden onto the list.
>>710602720
so your telling me right now that you have no one at all that cares about you? And if you feel that way then why haven't you done it yet? Also have you not realized that middle east has a huge suicide rate due to the whole suicide bombing thing?
>>710603156
You are a total and utter moron. I'm not going to explain the entirety of Albert Camus's first cycle to you.
>>710603199
I'm working with a friend on collecting these comics and illustrations into a book that I'll self publish.
>>710602738
Suicide is obviously about yourself and I'm not saying your family should guilt trip you into still living. When I decided to keep going, it was of my own volition but how it would affect the ones around me is how I kept myself going. No one around me knew, no one asked to not to do it. All I'm saying is that if you have something that gives you the willpower to live then do it because if you don't your just giving in to your problems and letting them win.
>>710603402
>if you have something that gives you the willpower to live then do it because if you don't your just giving in to your problems and letting them win
I've already stated this numerous times.
>>710603315
Hey, the person who committed suicide didn't ask for a funeral, so it's not his fault someone paid for a funeral.
Yes, there are people who care about me: they're the people who are fine with me committing suicide since they know that's a personal choice.
A person who says "pls don't commit suicide" doesn't love you, they're only pretending to, and they're selfish, sadistic people you should stop being around.
I haven't committed suicide since I don't have a method that works with no chance of failure.
The suicide bombings are the only times they commit suicide, and even then, their intent is homicide, not suicide.
Semites don't commit suicide when not for homicide, and everyone here keeps using a shitty Christian semitic attitude to attempt to make suicide look bad:
suicide is neither bad nor good, it just exists.
>>710603401
>I'm not going to substantiate my claims: the post
>>710603569
I know, I was just stating my reason to keep going at the time. I was just saying that not all reasons for living have to be the same.
>>710603315
Right, they killed themselves because they were insignificant in this world and that's too much of a financial burden. My suicide note is going to read: "Burn me, coffins are expensive "
Most days of the week I wake up wishing I didnt have to any more. Different anon here. just my .02. When you have no family or friends for 1000s of miles, you dont really worry about hurting anyone if you leave.
>>710603237
I'm sure it's pretty tasty, at least it's filling is
>>710603240
>>710602605
It looks great so far. It should start out on that couch, the one in the cage is watching tv.
A phone starts vibrating on the couch and he gets really turned on,
the other one comes in with a bowl of popcorn and asks where his phone is. His bulge right in front of the other guys face
>>710603701
so you expect them to just not give a funeral at all? So what exactly are they going to do with your body? Cremation is still expensive, especially with human beings and yes some people are saying it to be selfish but some actually care about your wellbeing. Just because you hate yourself doesn't mean they do too. Also if your friends and family don't care if they kill yourself then sure that works for them but that is nowhere near close to what works for all other people. There are plenty of people out there who wouldn't be able to cope with that and go into a mental breakdown, sometimes even thinking it's their faults. In some cases you can cause a chain of suicides because then they don't know how to cope and can only think of "that one way out".
>I haven't commited suicide since I don't have a method that works with no chance of failure
so what your saying is your too scared to even go through with it in case it fails. If you were really ready to go then something like that wouldn't stop you.
Thanks for reminding me to subscribe to some more usenet newsgroups. I heard of alt.suicide.holiday but never read it before.
>>710604017
well if that is the case and you honestly don't feel like you want to live anymore than there really isn't any harm in it aside from yourself obviously. If your at that point though obviously that wouldn't matter. Not saying you should go do it necessarily but at least you have a way of doing it without affecting those around you. At that point it's all up to what you want to do.
>>710603701
My claims have been substantiated by Albert Camus's first cycle.
>>710603705
Living for another person is idiotic. Meaning has to come from the self, not from the other.
>>710604375
Whatever is cheapest and still legal. If all the legal options are expensive, blame the government for making the cheap options illegal. Death happens to everyone, and if the government makes it expensive, that would actually be something to work out in court against the government.
If someone cares about me, it means they care about my freedom and my ability to do what I feel is best.
Also, hahaha, it would be my family's fault though, since they beat me and hurt me my whole life. How would it not be their fault?
There's a real reason to not want to fail a suicide: if you fail and get caught failing, you WILL get imprisoned or put on drugs.
>>710604753
>Living for another person is idiotic. Meaning has to come from the self, not from the other.
Agreed.
>>710602738
This is really funny
>>710604820
Maybe it is. I don't know.
https://ashspace.org/contribs/carthago_deleta/living_as_a_suicidal.php
>>710604753
what about the thing that brought you to want to commit suicide is yourself? I hated myself and had no self esteem, how exactly else would I have dealt with it? It also brought me to a point where I was able to finally start living for me but I needed something to hold on to or I would have killed myself by now.
>>710604760
If you request for them to do that, then does make that work out. Also obviously if your family did that to you then they don't care so that point is moot for you. I did mention that isn't the same for everyone and that is my biggest point, your way of doing that may work for you but it doesn't mean it works for everyone. Some people do have others that care.
Also there is a very easy way around this, a few of my friends have done it. Say your going to go on a camping trip for a few weeks for a vacation, pack everything up like you would and when you get out there make sure you have the tools to kill yourself. Make sure everyone thinks your going to be gone for weeks so by the time you are found it's too late.
This probably the one of the girly boys for comic.
Probably make the other sub a deer cause cat + deer = hot.
Now what species for muscly Dom for them both?
>>710605435
>Say your going to go on a camping trip for a few weeks for a vacation, pack everything up like you would and when you get out there make sure you have the tools to kill yourself.
The reason why I'm not dead yet is because I don't have the tools. I'm a NEET, I live with my parents, I have no car, I have no drivers licence/permit, and I'm almost twenty years old.
But whenever I can, I will.
>>710605772
A squirrel.
Jesus what's with all the suicide talk around here O.o
>>710605435
That may be so, but that means simply you find something else, find the thing you want to do, the thing that gives meaning to your life. For me, it's painting. I used to want to kill myself, I even tried it and failed because the building wasn't big enough. I was an uncommitted animation student then trying to find a voice for my work, and taking drugs daily. I read the book The Myth of Sisyphus and saw the way out. I stopped taking drugs, committed myself wholly to painting, and chose to confront life. I am still filled with an intense self loathing, but now I see it as just part of it. Everything is just a part of it.
The trade off for this was becoming incredibly boring. Most of my friends dropped off after I stopped taking drugs because it was no longer an exciting time to be around me.
>>710605174
This is really abstract
>>710606164
Maybe it is. I don't know.
>>710605970
so what exactly else could there be for a 10 year old with no other things to look forward to, to be constantly put down everywhere he went, constantly feeling like shit the only thing I could confide in were the friends and family that actually cared about me and didn't use me as their physical and emotional punching bag (which were few and far between). I spent years trying to find something else and there really was nothing else because I always felt like I was going to fail. I felt useless and that everything I did was useless.
>>710605772
Wolf, wolves are hot. Like the one from tokifujis last comic.
>>710606278
I like the boob
>>710606404
When I was ten I read constantly or wandered around in the desert near where we lived.
>>710606472
Maybe there is one. I don't know.
>>710606515
those weren't a reason to live for me, I hated roaming around my town because of all the druggies and I didn't like to read. The only thing I really liked to do was play video games and that is what kept me sane for so long but it was nowhere near a reason for me keep living because I realized at age 8 that material possessions aren't a reason for living. For me I just did what I loved and that was helping people.
>>710606515
I like your irresolution, but that one definitely is a bread roll
>>710606624
what were you doing to help people?
>>710606624
My town was filled with meth heads. I had two separate meth labs go under right around where I lived, one exploded, one just burned down. Friends I've taken there described it as the desert version of Twin Peaks. I didn't need a reason to live when I was a child because I didn't know what life was, I wasn't able to really communicate very well with most other children because my only experiences then, as they are now, were colored with perceptual distortion and hallucinations that, at the time, I didn't realize were hallucinations.
>>710606643
I would prefer not to.
>>710606694
what is this?
>>710606661
it wasn't anything to big, if I saw someone crying I would say thing to help them feel better. If someone was having difficulty in classes I would take time to help them with what they were having issues with, holding doors for people, etc. It wasn't much but it made me feel like I was at least making a small difference in someones life.
>>710606833
I never had interest in outdoors or even roaming the town to begin with. It's part of the reason why I used to run everywhere aside from the fact walking was too slow. Only thing I really had interest in was video games, also I'm not at all saying your reason is wrong I'm just saying mine was different. I also for some reason had a very early (albeit, negative) view of the world when I realized how much was wrong with everything around me and after watching the news; the world in general
>>710606451
Someone wanted a tiger, so I made a tiger, or what is going to be one.
https://people.ashspace.org/leena/aion/damn.html
>>710607334
I didn't understand anything really, I grew up with all that aforementioned stuff and lived in a Surreal little town tucked up against the far northern mountains surrounding our desert valley. It wasn't until high school when I was talking to friends and I mentioned certain things like objects breathing and vibrating and having them look at me like I was crazy that I realized my head was completely fucked up.
>>710607576
that is definitely understandable, I have a friend like that due to his brain drowning in spinal fluid (I can't remember if that is actually what it is, It's 5 am and I am not exactly remembering specifics about him right now). That and drugs, he apparently became a drug runner and took tons of drugs and had several weird hallucinations including seeing me bleeding when I actually wasn't a few times. On the other side the only thing I had to do in the mornings was watch the news while I waited for my school bus and I learned things earlier than most probably because of that. Ironically I don't really watch the news anymore even though I probably should.
>>710607913
I was aware of very little from the outside world. We watched some cartoons as children, but most of our show watching time were classic noir films, b-horror movies, and the like.
>>710608022
I did get to watch some cartoons but we didn't get a normal cable package until later because my dad was shit with money. He somehow managed to be in debt while making 200k a year and with my mother making 15 an hour. I know that he was in debt somewhere to the tune of 50k at some point. He still is trying to pay it off to this day. He also did force me to watch a horror movie when I was 5 and I have been paranoid about dark places ever since.
>>710608673
I love the dark. I wedge myself into dark corners and stuff frequently. Horror movies were my jam for the longest time. I watched Alien for the first time when I was five, Salem's Lot and Pet Cemetery were staples in our viewing, Halloween, The Texas Chainsaw Massacre, The Blair Witch Project, Evil Dead, NotLD, and all the classic Universal horror movies.
>>710608934
I'm not a fan of horror obviously, overall I'm not too big a fan of movies in general but I do enjoy comedies and some animations. For some reason though I did really like small cramped areas. I would often go underneath my bed and since it was broken it was already sunken in, I would then cover myself in different blankets and just fall asleep there. Or at least I did until I stopped cleaning my room entirely, but that's a different story.
>>710609272
I had one of those beds with a cabinet in it. I used to crawl in there when I was in my room. I also had an area in my closet that was surrounded by boxes that I would just sit in.
>>710609466
when my bedroom was too messy to hide in anymore I would sleep in my father's fishing closet which would get my yelled at so I started to wait till he was out on a fishing trip for a few days.
it's 5:30 am I gotta get some sleep, night everyone!
don't you get tired of endless chit chat and never actually connecting with anyone
kk, these are probably as far as I 'm going to take the character designs before trying to sketch in the panels.
>>710609812
Fishing closet?
>>710610066
Who, me?
