feels thread. i just want to cry.
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feels thread. i just want to cry.
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Guys, I really don't have a clue on what to do anymore. I'm over it, i think, but here is the problem.
Me and this chick were talking for a good two months. It went down the shitter because i got mad at her. I tried to make it up to her by taking her to a party. It was the last time we talked. And September flies by without a word. October comes, and Im over her.
Two weeks ago we start talking sporadically. She texted me first and we talked and snapchatted every moment for a few days, then she suddenly stopped.
Now, I kind of left us on a bad note. I want to hit her up, and go out for a while. I dont have a car momentarily. Should I hit her up or just not say anything anymore? We talk sporadically, but dang, I feel bad for being a dick to her.
Also why are girls so confusing? Why aren't they straight forward.
>>709500620
i was in nearly a same situation
just come to her and say her you miss her and then ask what is the problem; 'just tell, u can handle it if she says she dont want you anymore'
i got a negative response and it hurt but this is the clearest way to fix things in your head about her
you'll feel bad if she says no i can tell but then you can move on
Well, you know... I just miss her.
< I feel for that poor bastard.
i feel like my life isnt going anywhere and every day blends into the next and im getting closer to the fucking edge and im terrified of giving up. im terrified. i dont know what to do anymore
>>709501020
I just don't want to sound needy, because hell, that's what I'm not.
I did tell her sorry last week, but I'd rather make it formal. I'm just stuck whether or not I should ask her to see if she wants to hang this weekend.
>>709501107
wow
>>709501170
Love this gif, so comfy.
Have some comfy feels anon
>>709501247
Snap.
So far antidepressants don't help and drugs don't work.
>inb4 they just make you worse
just incase
>>709501976
Shows an absolute lack of knowledge on how depression works.
>>709502066
Check em, and secondly people could deal with depression in their own way. Some, us vidya niggers others use bad dragon lube and dildos bigger than the average non steroid using body builders arm.Good example is op for beign such a faggot.
>>709502066
and how does depression works? you being sad because you have no friends? jesus fucking christ grow the fuck up already there are people who suffer way more than you and are not as pathethic as you depression attention whores, why don't you grow up already and realise that your problems are just in your head and stop giving a fuck about every little thing that happens in your life or every little thing someone says about you just grow the fuck up.
>>709500466
>You are capable of much more than you are led to believe.
This is completely ass backwards. I am capable of drastically less than I let others believe.
>>709502297
not the same guy, but depression is an illness, its not "being really sad", its a diagnose disorder
>>709502297
You're projecting so hard I could use you to replace my broken TV
>>709502331
hahahah man! I love you. That really spoke to me.
>>709502673
Yeah. I was about to reply to them with an angry message, but then I realized it is most likely projection.
Finally starting to get over her and move on.
Let's just hope I dont dream of her
>>709502297
Wouldn't call myself depressed as much as apathetic. I just really find it hard to care about a lot of things.
Been jumping these 8bitfiction pictures the last couple weeks been seeing people use em.
>8bitfiction is awesome check them out.
>>709500620
>whining about bitch of two months
kek
>>709501842
Is that the toastbox?
>>709502919
>Finally starting to get over her and move on.
How much wee-e...years?
>>709500620
It seems like she just wants to talk to you when its convenient for her. Is that fair to yourself fampai?
>>709503076
How am I whining though? Although I do look back and thought I should've just not said anything for the better benefit of the entire group.
I just feel bad for being a dick to her now, and I kind of want to fix relations.
>>709503105
Its been about 3 weeks almost a month
We dated off and on for just about 3 years.
Maybe Im just in the eye of the storm, Ive been here quite a bit lately it seems.
>>709500130
fuckin lost it
>>709501107
this can't be real ;_;
I moved to a new city recently and I feel like I've made a big mistake. Again. I hated the last place I lived and it seems like I won't meet anyone new here just like last time. It feels like I'm doomed to be alone.
>>709503236
if she doesn't view you as being "fun" she isn't gonna hit you up. being mad at her may have been the moment things changed, but if you aren't a good time she isn't gonna try
>>709503220
Well, I mean. Isn't that usually the way for all of us? I guess you are right in a sense, and I'm not trying to validate her random times she texts or snapchats me something, but what would be convenient about texting a guy randomly that she hasn't talked to in a while? I mean, we see each other weekly, but we haven't done anything together in a while.
Countless words; Countless smiles
Countless kisses sending you several miles
Countless glances and midnight dances
Countless half filled glasses and silly romances
All quite priceless yet in the blink of an eye they become painful. Be careful with your heart, don't be so easy to give it out because what was once so simple might prove to be one of the hardest feats you'll face. It's a game we all lose but most importantly its all eventually win.
>>709503082
"It's called a Nintoaster. And yes, it works. Look it up."
AVGN
>>709503369
This is my same situation. Moved out of my parents house, moved to a different state. Didn't think I would miss it. There was ridicule for living with my parents. I was praised for moving out. I miss that everyday there was somebody I could talk to about whatever. If I was bored I could go to the living room and shoot the shit with my mom and brothers. But now, I don't know anybody. While I crave human contact, I have no idea how to acquire or maintain it anymore.
>>709503565
Goddamn dude.
>>709503378
Boy, was I something of fun to her brah. We tagged, egged houses, drank and smoked, hit the beach, trespass on golf courses for PoGo, we'd go visit friends, party once in a while, smoke and chill in parks. We had plans to hike and go paintball, but ever since the argument, like you said and I feel, it was the turning point. I'm a good time brah, I just don't know how to know I'm sorry, because boy we had fun man.
>>709502066
>>709501976
>Read that
>wow the world is my oyster now
>leave my basement
>go outside
>ready to travel, have an adventure, be like james bond, fuck girls and get an STD
>realise I have absolutely no money
>???????
>back to the basement
>>709501842
How the hell do you play on a toaster?
>>709503636
then why she aint hittin you up
>>709503565
It gets worse.
I've been living on my own for about seven years now, and I've been losing more and more people in my life as the years go by. My friends from work have slowly lost contact after we all went off to school, and my 'best' friend told me, with a month and a half warning, that he was moving in with some girl he met online. Last year I worked nights and barely got to talk to anyone, my roommate included.
Now I'm staying with my brother until I can get a place of my own, but I feel like I'm going to stay here for a year and run somewhere else. I'm getting older and lonelier by the day.
>>709503636
might not be what she wants
Does anyone have that gif where theres an animated dude sitting on a bed and colours are flowing out his head
>>709503843
>It gets worse.
My guts twisted when I read this. It does, it always does indeed, get worse.
>>709503904
have you checked tumblr you bitch
Here are a couple of storys
>>709501976
>>709502066
exactly
>>709502297
get cancer and die you retarded sack of inbred shit
here's how depression works, and how it prevents people from doing what the retard in the pic suggests: I sleep 10+ hours, every day, every damn day. I have no energy, zero, and when I get myself to finally be social, just a tiny little bit, I go subzero energy, I'm drained and need even more sleep than the usual 10+. I don't bathe, I don't brush my teeth, I don't eat, I don't give a shit about anything while at the same time, I do, because I'm fully aware I'm wasting away, my days are numbered and I'm not getting any younger, and though I wish I could change, I can't, I'm 28 and have been like this for most of my life, I had ONE person who loved me, one person who cared, and I pushed her away, pushed myself even deeper because of that
I'd go on adventures, I'd leave the country, I'd take risks, but I CANT, I'd probably end in the gutter somewhere, end up a bum, get robbed or worse, and though sure, I don't care about my life anymore, there's still a natural instinct to NOT make life even worse than it already is
"realise your problems are just in your head and stop giving a fuck blablabla" you are so fucking stupid I'm amazed you're even able to form coherent sentences. Do you even understand what you just said? it's the equivalent of telling a mentally handicapped person (like yourself) that they should just "act normal". THEY FUCKING CAN'T YOU FAGGOT
so don't come here pretending you know the first thing about the shit you're talking about, I hope you die in a fire, and I hope it hurts
and if that doesn't happen, may it fucking happen to me, there, fuck everything, and fuck you and your retarded face
>>709502200
holy fuck that pic hahah
>>709503651
people travel and have sex for free ya know
>>709503813
Like we both agree man, the argument killed it and totally changed everything. She said recently we should hang out, so I mean it counts for something. The day after we argued, she cried to me on the phone, asking if we are still gonna talk. That was in August.Crocodile tears man. I just don't understand anymore. All mixed signals.
>>709503856
It was what she wanted, because I tried to be serious with her and I ended up no where. Now I'm here thinking where it all went wrong
>>709502297
honestly, saying this show an absolute lack of knowledge on how depression works, again
>>709503262
was together for nearly 10 years
it's been 3 years now and I still want to die
I'm mentally ill, we used to be so happy together, but things went downhill and my illness went unchecked, ended up verbally physically and sexually abusing her, told her to leave me the fuck alone
and so she did, and now I'm alone, wishing I had either never done the shit I've done, or I'd just die
go ahead, tell me I'm a horrible person, wish death upon me for all I care, I've done it all before, and will do it all again
I don't want to live anymore, I want her back, I want her love, I want her to hold me, to comfort me like she's done for most of my life
never got love from my parents, never bonded with anyone, she was the first to show me love, but when shit got rough I turned on her, the only thing I really regret in life, pushing her away when she was the only one who made me feel like someone cared for me
I still see her now and then, she's happy now, she has a boyfriend, has been with him since only a couple of months after we split up, she moved on, I can't, I won't, I want her back, but I leave her alone, I want her to be happy even if it's not with me
god I wish I was dead
>>709504361
some people have social skills ya know
dumbass
don't mind me, nothing personal
>>709503442
>what would be convenient about texting a guy randomly that she hasn't talked to in a while
She gets to vent to someone whenever she needs it, and use you as an emotional sponge whenever she needs it, but doesn't want to talk when you want to. Obviously I can't say that with 100% certainty for your situation, but I've found myself as a shoulder to cry on and not much else more times than I'd like to admit.
>>709504674
Aweh man, Im sorry about her dude
You know what you need to do. You know you need to put yourself first.
Theres people out there for you, just gotta look man :)
>>709504674
oh and I'm unemployed, don't have a degree, no ambitions, still live at home, I'm on welfare and all my money goes to alcohol, drugs and videogames
most cringey neckbeard faggots do better than me, I live in my own filth, parents allow it because they know they f'ed up, dad would kick me out first chance he'd get, but mom is too invested in my "wellbeing" to let that happen
I'll probably ruin their marriage one day, I hope I do, they fucked me up for life, I'm not going down without pulling them down with me, sorry mom and dad, mom you're ok, dad you're a sack of shit, I hate you and I'm sure you know it
talking to myself, or to them in my head, whatever, venting, shit I need to get off my chest that's been on there for way too long
I ordered ketamine on the dream market last week, still hasn't arrived, getting really frustrated checking my mailbox every damn fucking day, drugs are the only thing that make me somewhat happy, that "tune me in" to the person I could have been if I wasn't this messed up
>>709504674
oh and I'm unemployed, don't have a degree, no ambitions, still live at home, I'm on welfare and all my money goes to alcohol, drugs and videogames
most cringey neckbeard faggots do better than me, I live in my own filth, parents allow it because they know they f'ed up, dad would kick me out first chance he'd get, but mom is too invested in my "wellbeing" to let that happen
I'll probably ruin their marriage one day, I hope I do, they fucked me up for life, I'm not going down without pulling them down with me, sorry mom and dad, mom you're ok, dad you're a sack of shit, I hate you and I'm sure you know it
talking to myself, or to them in my head, whatever, venting, shit I need to get off my chest that's been on there for way too long
>>709504974
I ordered ketamine on the dream market last week, still hasn't arrived, getting really frustrated checking my mailbox every damn fucking day, drugs are the only thing that make me somewhat happy, that "tune me in" to the person I could have been if I wasn't this messed up
yeah I know I sound like a pathetic sad fucker, that's because I am, whine whine whine, I'll never change, probably because I don't want to either, I'll just continue what I'm doing right now till I've had enough of it all, and then I'll just OD on some good heroin, gotta make sure I OD on my first time tho, I'm already enough as a junky as it is, I don't want to be a junky with an actual will to live because of the drugs, what I use now is just "good" enough to keep me steady, but fuck it, I'm probably just fooling myself, also told myself I'd never do coke and that's what started an even bigger downward spiral, the one I'm in right now, snorting every chance I get, begging "friends" to fix me some, snorting everything I get my hands on, crushing my meds even though they don't do shit when snorted, such a selfish piece of shit I am, only have friends because they can help me score, other than that I'm just a loner until I need something from someone
>>709504994
>>709504974
fail hard
>>709504899
Well, she hasn't came to me with problems of her own, if she has any. She's never hit me with feels at all really. Rare that she does so, all we talked about was Idaho and shooting guns. Unless I catch her on wrong times or something. She'd randomly text me memes and shit that reminded me of her, so idk man. But I understand where you are coming from.
>>709504994
Damn bro, have a good day
>>709504365
RIP dude you boned it
>>709504901
I'm 28 man, the past 12 years have been a downhill ride, I thought it was all going better, that it would all turn out fine, but the older I get the worse it gets, I used to be able to get out of bed, I used to care, at least a bit, but it's scary to me how things have turned for the worst, didn't even think that was possible but it is
not going to bore you with my sob story, going to get some sleep, hope my ketamine has arrived when I wake up, probably not though
it's sad to realize about yourself that your life is just on pause, I'm literally waiting for my drugs to make life bearable and in the meantime, I do shit, I sleep, eat a bit, engage in escapist activiites, and repeat all over again
>>709505086
not the same guy
I don't know if I understand jack shit to girls in general but I think she's really in the blue with her feelings, that she does not know wether to like or hate you. So she does a little bit of both until it figures itself out. If I were you, I'd try to see her, make it some 'random'-not-so-planned-but-planned-a-little kind of thing. Try to hang out for a cople of hours then leave her. Making her see the good you might be a great thing to tip the balance. Idk man just my thoughts, good luck
I hate missing her so much.
I feel like such a bitch.
It's been months now and I haven't even got a little bit better, I've just adapted to the constant heartache.
Why did things have to be so complicated?
I just want her back. I believed in us more than I've ever believed in something before. That's the hardest part. I really believed. Even though all the odds were stacked against us, I always believed.
Vivid hallucinations flood his mind as he drifts in the open ocean of his own thoughts
>>709505190
Im in a similar situation, we'll get out one day
I love ketamine especially the k hole
Good luck, anon
>>709504265
That one..
That one hurt.
>>709505200
I think none of us understand women my man. Nice dubs. Women are like rocket science to most of us, just some understand rocket science basics more so than others. I'll see if she wants to hang out this weekend, but fug man. Thanks for your input, I just want things to not be so cold anymore.
>>709505178
I destroy a lot of things, I just try to fix them when I realize I fucked up.
>>709505131
thanks bro, feels good to be able to vent on here without some anon telling me to fuck off or kill myself
usually I'm that guy, telling other people to go die and shit, I'm not a very nice person, but you know, it's true what they say, internet trolls? people who hate on others online? They're usually not very happy people, I hate on others because I hate myself, I'm the world's biggest hypocrite, the other day I got my PSN account suspended for telling someone to go get cancer because he was doing lame shit on battlefield 1, the same lame shit I do all the time. I guess that makes sense, I hate myself so surely I should hate everyone who is like me
probably am like that because I hate my dad and I'm just like him, he's a selfish piece of shit bastard who abused my mom and me, but at least he got his shit together, good job, nice house, family,... me? never worked a day in my life, I inherited his shitty character and that's it
sometimes I wish I got my ex gf pregnant, maybe that would have changed things, but then I realize that I would probably have ended a deadbeat dad, and she's better off without me, she really is, so yeah, no need to dwell on the past
>>709505300
k hole is so nice man... several times I have felt like "welp, this is it, this is my life now, I'm nothingness floating in nothingess for eternity, kinda nice, I fucked up, my parents will find me in my room, they'll know I OD'd on drugs and this is the end of it all!"
then the k wears off and I'm back to my shitty self
I guess I understand why people are scared of k holing, but I like it for that exact reason, I hope that's what being dead is like, just feeling good, I don't know, don't know how to explain, but if you love k holing I'm sure you know what I'm talking about
>>709504265
Look at the date. Feels bad
>>709504783
There is no need to be socially awkward when you have nothing to loose.
In Germany, you have to pay a 40 Euro fine if you get caught in a train without a ticket. Lock yourself in the toilet until you get caught. Go to the next Mc Donald's and sleep in the toilet.
Fuck everything.
You can even make money by selling all your property if you need to, or start short, minimum paid jobs.
This really sounds like a great adventure to me.
>>709505432
Kaleb?
>>709499419
Happy feels
Currently watching the Lonesome Dove opening and closing and crying
>>709505688
ass
>>709505719
Didn't even have the smart to attach the image.
>>709505231
it's been 3 years here buddy, I hope it gets better for you but for me, it doesn't
I fear the day I find out she's pregnant from her new bf :) might be the day I decide to end it all
had a life to look forward with her, she loved me to bits, she'd do everything for me, but I'm the one who pushed her away, literally, I asked her to leave me the fuck alone, we even lived together even though I had no financial means, but we did and she still loved and supported me
nothing was going well in my life so I looked at her and thought to my fucked up self "well, she's all that's left, so the cause of misery must be her!"
nope, turns out, the cause of my misery is me, nobody else, and she was the only one keeping me going, just a little bit, but at least I kept on going. Now? I've given up, I'm pretty much waiting to die, even if it takes another 60 years, I'm waiting to die, too coward to do it myself, though if I could get my hands on a gun, I'd probably do it
or OD, that's what's probably going to happen some day, maybe that day I discover Lisbeth is pregnant. I hope she's happy though, I hope she has the life with her new bf that I failed to give her, I hope she can make up for those 10 years she lost with me
>>709505685
nah bro, Stefano
usually I don't share private info, like names and shit, but fuck it, why not, nobody who knows me irl knows this side of me, I'm too concerned with what people know of me, but fuck all of that
>>709501107
i hate those fucking questions
What is your oldest nieces middle name?
I don't fucking know because my cunt of a sister wouldn't let me see her from when she was little. She told my niece all sorts of awful things about her so that she was afraid of me for no reason.
fucking get triggered by stupid security questions
>>709505558
I definitely get ya
Ive heard lots of people say its like a near death experience. One woman even told me its sometimes used to put animals down.
Ive done the same, died and been reborn, fuck its awesome. I gotta get myself some now
>>709505762
dude playing the blame game and wanting to loose to it so much is only going to take you this far
I understand that it is easier, I really do. But it is unhealty as fuck. I'm not going to say to you that it becomes better with time. Now that's a blatant lie, that or every clock in the world feel like having arthritis when you're having a bad time.
>>709501107
and who fucking remembers their 1st grade teacher's name, when they were so poor they were dragged around the country because of having to move every few months? i don't remember any teacher's names up to junior high.
>>709505992
Subway
Korla
Jacinta
Never owned a car
>>709504783
some people develop them by living ya know
>>709505900
i'm not the guy you replied to, but i hope you get your shit together bro
>>709506048
what do you mean blame game, blaming myself?
there's only one person to blame and it's me. indirectly my parents and environment during my upbringing, sure, but now? and with her? it's me
going to close this thread, already been enough of a cancerous debbie downer
gl everyone, love you all, I really do
>>709506140
tried for 28 years, some people never learn, trust me, the mentally handicapped don't "develop them by living" either ya know, I'm not mentally handicapped, but mentally ill for sure, and I can tell you, society and media and shit love to pretend EVERYONE can change and shit, but the reality is far from that, some people are damaged goods, some are irreparable
>>709505688
well fuck you nigger
>>709501935
Man i feel this.. worst then a nightmare
Thanks for the thread. Just contributing a little
>>709504340
wow... Just wow...
>>709499554
You're just a lazy fuck for doing that tbh
>>709506051
I do.
Mrs Curyar
200lbs of 60 year old Indian terror.
I'm sorry my 'd' didn't have the little tail ma'am, please don't yell at me with your thick accent.
>>709501107
Lol I have an answer for everyone of those. Guess I'm a normie
>>709501439
Underrated post, keked for like 5 mins
>>709506051
Mrs. Gregg (Pronounced Greeeeeeegg)
220 pounds, wore colorful dresses and shaws.
Gave me a rather comforting hug after I found out my grandfather passed away. Loved her, and I'm pretty sure she's dead. :/
>>709499419
Please help
>be me
>18 years old
>after high school, forced to grow up fast
>lose contact with most friends
>focus on finding job, establishing credit, etc.
>become extremely introverted
>from regular anon to typical robot
>two years go by
>finally some stability in job situation, decent pay, health benefits, 401k, pto, etc.
>start attempting to go out a bit more
>haven't been with a girl since hs
>be me at social event by myself spacing out
>look over to the right and see girl staring at me
>wtf.gif
>catch eye contact and she looks away
>I decide to stand somewhere else because social anxiety
>look over and catch her staring at me again
>I wave akwardly and she smiles and looks away
>a few minutes go by and she walks up to me
>she tells me I'm the cutest thing she's ever seen
>asks if I'm from the area, makes small talk for a bit
>before I go she asks for my number
cont
Cheer up y'all.
>>709507640
>the next day we spend talking to eachother in long paragraphs
>she lives 500 miles away and was only in the area for the event
>we spend 3 weeks calling and texting eachother all day constantly
>finally have someone I can talk to
>my depression starts fading
>she becomes my best friend
>decides she's going to plan a trip to drive and see me
>drives 500 miles and pays for the hotel
>only stays for the weekend but the time we spend is amazing
>we are inseparable, hold hands, cuddle, etc.
>I feel completely comfortable with her like nothing else matters
>she adores me also and it really feels like love
>the weekend passes and it's time for her to leave
>she kisses me and holds me tightly and cries
>says I'm the best thing that's ever happened to her and doesn't want to leave
>I'm completely new to the feeling of feeling wanted
>feelsgoodman.pdf
>kiss her goodbye and go inside
>a month goes by and we're both extremely busy
>despite being busy we still talk everyday
>for her birthday in July, she plans on spending it with me
>we plan for her to come a week this time and I put in my pto
>the week arrives and we finally get to see eachother
>we're both so happy and it feels like life is perfect
>try to fit as much into the week as possible
>spend a night on the beach, a day in the city, a hike in the redwoods, nice restaurants, etc.
>tells me she's never felt this way about anyone before
>says she's in love with me and doesn't care about anything else
>I can't describe the feeling of this for a misanthropic person like me
>like the feeling of hope life isn't so bad
>my depression and feeling of being completely alone has become foreign at this point
>the week passes and everyday was happy and perfect
>the last day comes
>we talk about how hard it is to live apart and how unhappy she is at home
>we decide it's best she moves here in 2 months
>she cries again and we say our goodbyes
cont.
>>709507640
oops looks like you're in the wrong thread. May i redirect you to 9gagdotcom where you belong?
>>709507749
>we talk every day still and times are hard but we manage
>my job puts me on graveyard so there's less time to talk
>she sets alarms for my lunch break at work to wake up and talk to me
>literally the best friend I've ever had
>talk hours on end about everything and anything
>2 months pass and it's a week before she plans on moving
>her grandpa dies and she explains she has to wait on moving
>I tell her it's fine and to take as much time as she needs
>the schedule the funeral and plan to bury him in Illinois
>another week goes by and she grows increasingly busy
>we talk less and less due to this
>with my birthday around the corner, my depression starts coming back
>with this, we talk even less
>when we do, things feel distant
>I start to feel alone again and less optimistic
>it doesn't feel like she's moving anymore
>we start arguing more frequently when we do talk
>two weeks pass and we don't talk completely
>my depression is back to its normal state and I feel negative
>we finally talk again and work things out
cont.
>>709507857
>she tells me she feels done with everything
>says she doesn't want to be here anymore and feels like killing herself
>tell her we all feel like that but it's the small things in life that get us by
>we talk for a long time and everything feels a little better
>we both missed eachother so it just felt good to talk
>the week passes and we're back to talking all the time
>she plans on visiting again but we have trouble finding time
>she plans to move again this time aiming for November
>another week goes by and she's constantly saying she loves me
>isn't able to talk as much but she does when she can
>it's the best feeling in the world to feel important to someone
>i make a plan to see her the following week for my days off
>schedule to fly down and surprise her
>the weekend passes and she doesn't return my calls or texts
>figure she's just busy and I know things are hard for her right now
>starting to worry but just try to ignore it
>things feel different but I decide to go down anyway because I already have my ticket
>get off work Tuesday morning, go home and get ready
>I feel exhausted and haven't slept in 24 hours at that point
>make it to the airport and board the plane
>by the time I arrive it's about 2pm
>from the airport I take an hour long uber ride to her town
>I arrive on her street and walk up to her door
cont
>>709501107
Fuck you man
>>709507935
>I knock on the door and hear some dogs barking and people yelling
>her brother answers the door and asks for my name
>I tell him and ask if she's home
>he steps back inside and closes the door
>I sit on the porch and wait
>her mom opens the door and walks out to her car to grab something
>I ask were she is and her mom says she's coming
>5 minutes pass and the door creaks open
>it's her and she's looks at me in shock
>she steps outside and covers her mouth
>she says she can't believe I'm here and keeps asking how I got there
>she keeps pacing and I know she's always had a bit of anxiety around me
>she asks if I want to come in
>say sure and go inside
>we sit down at her table and talk for a while
>she looks at me and gasps
>she covers her smile and shakes her head
>she gets up and hands me a rilakkuma bear she told me she got me a while back
>she keeps telling me she can't belive I'm there and how happy she is and starts to tear up
>at this point I'm extremely happy and exhausted
>I go and sit on her couch and feel sleepy
>her sister comes in and talks to me for a while too
>everything feels very surreal and I feel happy
>the front door opens again
cont.
>>709507968
>some skinny nerd guy with a curled mustache and thick glasses walks in
>she tells me if I can go really fast so she can get ready
>completely disoriented at this point I agree
>she looks extremely stressed out at this point
>I walk outside and don't know the area
>I wonder around for a bit and decide to lay in a drainage ditch by her house for a while
>I'm confused and tired from not having slept for 40 hours
>all the sudden a feeling of dread pours over me
>I get up and hurry back to her house
>her sister is standing outside and tells me to go right in
>I walk inside and call for her
>she's locked in her room arguing with someone
>it's that guy that walked in earlier
>my heart drops and I can't breathe
>I sit on her couch and stare at the ceiling
>I look over and ask her mom what I should do
>she says I should leave
>the door opens and she comes out and smiles and says what? looking confused
>I ask her who that is and how long
>her expression changes
>she says not long at all and asks if we can talk
>she keeps apologizing and saying she's sorry and dumb
>I tell her I trusted her and everything she said was a lie
>she says it wasn't though and she still loves me
>in the middle of all this that faggot kept trying to stand in the doorway
>she kept telling him to go away and I'm just trying to comprehend the situation
>no inhaler so my breathing is fucked
>she gets up and walks him back to her room
>she walks back and begs me not to do anything
>in the next room he says he's gonna call the cops if I don't leave
>he starts telling her family weird shit to make them come and ask her if everything's okay
>I feel like throwing up and my intestines are in a knot
>I ask her why she would want that over me
>she says she doesn't at all and just wants me
>at this point her family is flipping out and I just ask for my stuff back
>she gives me my stuff and I tell her she'll never see me again
>she says she's so sorry and still loves me
cont.
>>709508085
>she walks me out and hugs me
>I feel nothing at this point and walk away
>I take an uber back to the airport and fall asleep in the car
>when I got in and tried to reschedule my flight, they said nothing was available until the next day
>I go sit down and she keeps texting me asking where I went and if I'm okay
>the one person I trusted fucking ruined me
>I walked across the freeway and checked into a hotel
> I walked to my room and laid there in the dark
>as tired as I was, I couldn't sleep at all
>my mind was racing, my heart was pounding and I was trying to calm my breathing
>she keeps texting me telling how dumb she is and how happy she was to see me
>she says all she wants in this world is me and that she ruined it and will always love me
>she said she never thought I would have came all the way to see her
>at that point at around 9pm I just wanted to die
>because this is all completely anonymous I can honestly say I broke down
>I felt worthless and accepted no one cares about eachother
>I cried my eyes out in an empty hotel room and laid there in the dark by myself
>I passed out for around four hours and woke up to the dark
>I thought I dreamt everything and then realized it all really happened and life is fucked
>I laid there and cried some more and thought about everything
>I grabbed my things and took a shuttle to the airport
>I got on my plane and dozed off a bit
>my flight arrived back home and I took an uber back to my house
>she's been calling and texting me still asking what she can do to fix things
>I finally fell asleep yesterday and woke up about an hour ago
>I typed this out because I have no one else to talk to
>I don't want to pay for counseling because that's just a hired friend
Please help me someone. I haven't ate since Monday and I can't sleep despite feeling tired. I'm having trouble breathing.
>>709504340
wew
>>709508194
Honest opinion, that happened to me too... Girls are fuckin stupid... Gave up a long time ago and went gay. Found a total bro, a surgeon no less that absolutely loves me. He loves the classier things in life and while we've had sex, it was some of the best ever.
We both naturally hate women too... They're worthless...
this fucked me up
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tRaC2Rx3BVY
>>709502331
second
>>709508430
I honestly wish I could man. I don't even care about a relationship at this point. I just wish I mattered to someone. Anyone. I have no friends and no one to talk to.
>>709500466
Basic statistics disagree.
>>709507221
Pic related
>Be me 14
>September 5 night
>Have 2 dogs
>one of them has been taking medication to calm her down
>no one knows what's causing her to freak out
>she hasn't been freaking out at all lately
>but on that night, that godamn night she starts to shake and heavily pant
>starts scratching the side of my bed like she usually does when she freaks out
>me being an idiot, i ignore her, thought parents would deal with her
>oh dear god how much i regret that decision
>next day mum told me she ran off
>this shit usually happens, i dont mind
>go to school
>come back at 3 pm
>parents standing in the living room waiting for me
>ohshit.jpg
>think its about some assignment that i didnt do or some pointless shit
>Found out dog died an hour ago from now
>got hit by a car or something
>cry like a little bitch
>they didnt know and still dont know she was freaking out that night
>couldnt get myself to tell them that she did, thought they would blame me
>Every night after that i used to always look at the spot she used to scratch at before she died
>never got to see the body or the guy who hit her
>found an image of her online
>have a mental breakdown
I still blame myself today,
i just miss her
It was 2 years ago
>>709508909
Fucking hell I hope mine doesn't last that long.
>>709508891
shieeeet man i feel you, had similiar story with my little dog :s
>>709508909
You're 16 now?
>>709508194
maybe give her a chance?
>>709505688
Fucker
stop being sad and feel rad, like sminem
I'm a high school drop out who lives in my grandma's basement I'm not really sad about it anymore even though I'm looked down upon by many people and I've come to terms with my loneliness it doesn't bother me anymore being alone all the time now it's some what comfortable I feel safe being alone I feel safe from all the emotions I had before when I'd get close to people I'm not sure what I'll do in this life but right now I'm truly the happiest I been in a long time I just hope things fall into place now if not I'm not sure what I'll do love you /b/ros
>>709509252
I'm thinking about it man. I miss her so much it's unbearable but the person I thought she was would never do this. It's hard to see her the same way. She says she'll still move and all this but I don't know. I understand my situation is normal but that's not fair. Why is everything just supposed to be shitty? I'm afraid right now. It's 6:34 am and I'm pretty sure I'm gonna kill myself. Not because of a girl but because I can't stand the way the world treats eachother. I can't think of a single reason to live and I'm trying right now. Everything is bitter. No music sounds good, no food sounds appetizing, no joke sounds funny. I don't feel like doing anything.
>>709508194
Hey bro, you fancy any sports? If not - you totally should. As for me, muay thai helped me greatly to overcome a shitty relationship and overall depression. Punching and getting punched fills you up with so much energy actually - it's unbelieveable. Give it a shot, bro, you won't regret it. Stay strong!
>>709508836
Put down the phone buddy, delete her and block her from your existence. She's toxic and will most likely make you just as toxic to the world around you. Not saying you have to date a dude, but... The option is there... There are plenty of options out there... Just don't go the stupid route and become a meme.
Look at it this way, its better you found out now... Then right before you bought a ring... Because you would've probably killed the hipster faggot.
>>709509749
did you give her time to explain her situation?
maybe then you know another side of her.. and you still be able to decide if she's worth the try..
>>709509864
>>709509749
i'm just some anon lurker here. But I gotta agree.
>Look at it this way, its better you found out now... Then right before you bought a ring... Because you would've probably killed the hipster faggot.
my gd cheated on me with her ex. she did it more than once, and never ever admitted it, even when confronted eye to eye. I had to fucking tell her I saw her car in front of his place and even then, she made me the fucking psycho for following her. I get that love is hard and that shit is unfair and so much cruel... And you will never really understand why she did it, just like I don't. But as hard as it is, do not go back to her. You will hate yourself for doing so, you will resent her for what she did and it will collapse in a month time. be strong, brother
>>709510357
gf*
>>709502973
This one's actually pretty good
>>709509836
I really appreciate it man. If I can make it through this week I will definitely look into it.
>>709509864
It's just hard. It's not even about dating, it's just about finding someone who cares. I wish I mattered to someone. Why are we all so alone? I wish people could appreciate eachother.
>>709509749
sometimes people let you down, sometimes they surprise you. nothing is ever consistent in life, man. you're in a valley right now, and there will be more to come--but that applies to hills too.
my favorite coping mechanism is nature. whenever I'm feeling down, a nice walk in the rain or a drive outside the city to watch the sun set or rise always reminds me how small my bullshit is and how awesome nature is.
hope you feel better soon!
You matter to me, you're keeping my mind off things by me giving you advice.
>>709505688
i hope you do kill yourself you worthless cunt
>>709510891
ugh that's not a fun series of messages to receive. I agree with >>709509864 and that you should simply reply "I'll be fine, please don't contact me any more" and then go off the grid for a few days. being online or having your phone around just tempts you and you'll fall back into it because you're hurting and it feels good to relive the good times. sign off facebook, instagram, etc. and just spend time healing, like you would if you sprained your ankle. go for a weekend drive, stay in an airbnb or take a tent/sleeping bag with you and just disconnect for a bit.
I was 8, I spent sometime with a friend. Not a top 3 friend but a good one.
I stopped seeing this friend at 12, for no real reason.
He was adopted, his parents couldnt have child, it was a hard, and long, adventure to adopted him.
At 17, another friend of mine told me he (the first friend of my story) had an accident. He front crashed against a truck with his scooter at 3am.
He became a vegetable, can't walk, eat, or speak. For helping him to recover a little, every old friends of him started visiting him. During 2 years i declined to see him, afraid of what to do, what to say, dont even knew his old/new life...
Be 25 now, 1 years ago i move of my apartment, but same town.
Since i'm living where i live now, i see him 4 times a month, waiting in the car for he father to come back from the store next to my home.
One day, i parked my car next to his father's one, i was right next to him, can't get closer, i looked at him, but all i saw was empty eyes, looking nothing.
All i can think now is that : his parents are 80yo now, he's 25, they're gonna die soon, he has no familly except them. He will be alone, with no one for him, in an hospital with no one to give a fuck about him all day, and I, I'm free, to moove, to eat, to live. And i couldnt take 30 fucking minutes of my life to go and see him.
Every i saw him, i feel like a perfect shit, and i deserved it.
>>709510139
I did man. It's still up in the air but I would value your opinion. She said she was really stressed about moving and leaving everything behind. That she didn't want to lose me either but she didn't think we would work out if she didn't move. That she didn't know how I felt anymore. I guess she gave into some orbiter but she didn't have any feelings for him. He knew who I was and apparently knew she loved me. She called it off and they didn't do anything and she accepted she didn't like him. I didn't think she would ever do something like that though. Even though she regrets it, that's a pretty big mistake.
Hey... so you guys know those hyper realistic dreams you sometimes see? Well i had one of those mixed with a collapsable dream.
>walking around hs
>suddenly i see her
>erin, smol and cute, long brown wavy hair, pale skin, full red lips with green eyes.
>i realize she's my girlfriend. She slowly walks up to me and kisses me,
>dreams starts to progress. I start living my life by her side. Slowly growing closer and closer
>suddenly the day comes, we get into a fight
>she leaves
>i go back to her and apologize
>she apologizes back and we cry and hug
>everything turned out okay
>slowly we live life
>i graduate college and go into marines
>she waits for me
> i get back and take long hours and a fbi homicide agent
>she waits for me
>oh god she waits for me
>i find her on the couch waiting every night, a bright smile on her face
>years pass
>we slowly grow old together
>she gets wrinkles but those are still the same bright green eyes i remember
>kiss her everyday
>our children visit us at home
>i'm on my death bed, shes by me smiling and crying but still looking at me with those eyes
>i close my eyes for a nap
>and wake up in my bed
> my roommate snoring in the other room
>oh..thats right
>three years together
>and i didn't go back that one time
>i didn't go back and now she's with someone else
It's been a year since it happened
She looks so happy with him and i want to be an adult and let he be happy. She doesn't love me anymore she's made that clear. But i can't get her out of my head. I drink the pain away as much as possible. Booze don't work, neither does other women
What can dull the pain guys?
>>709510891
Give her one more chance, but make her prove herself to you.
And I highly recommend you beat the hipster fag's ass just to show you're not beta and a little crazy.
>>709510974
Thank you so much bro. You're right. I have to go back to work tonight but I think nature is what I need. I don't know how to meet people or make friends but I wish I did to take my mind off things.
>>709502297
Wow, it's all so easy.
Kill yourself nigger
>>709508891
Just so you know it is your fault, you should've petted it or somthing.
>>709511938
Sure fire way to make friends at work is to complain about shitty higher-ups or a stupid job task.
>>709511768
She knew I was going to. That's why she made him wait in the room. She begged me not to because her family's there and it was likely someone would call the cops and I would jail. But yeah maybe another chance is worthy. How should she prove herself though?
>>709501107
>pizza place
>NY
>Jack
>CLA
Easy
>>709504741
Oh god the monkey island one always gets me
>>709511469
I don't even have social media. I don't have any friends or anyone that cares. She was all I had and I wish I was strong enough to kick her out of my life completely but then I would be all alone again for an indefinite amount of time. I don't think I have it in me to meet anyone else because my trust gas depleted. People are truly awful.
>>709511664
The dreams are the worst
I dont know what dulls the pain man, the sinking feelings.. Best Ive found to do is be with friends, dance and listen to some good music and not sad shit. I still feel sad sometimes but it slowly very slowly gets better.
What got me out of my depression for a bit was hitch hiking around meeting tonnes of people, some super cool and some maybe not so cool and just camping in awesome spots, enjoyin dat nature, I was terrified at first but fuck it did it anyway and it made realize a lot of things.
Just have to do thing to keep your mind off her
>>709512089
I talk to people at work but most people already have friends and aren't looking to make new ones.
>>709512185
>>709512185
Still, beat his ass.
That's a hard one. If it were me, she'd have to be extra attentive. Household woman things, extra good blowjobs, compliments on my appearance, full access to her phone/social media. I don't know man, it's gonna be tough. But one thing I know for sure, as soon as your gut tells you to leave you leave.
>>709512638
I actually gave up alot for her, my love of hunting and /k/ related things. Dont get me wrong i was in no way cucked but still i tried to change for her and it became too much and i snapped. I was so mad i didn't want to talk to her. I came back home and she was just gone
>>709509194
38
Just wait to have a real relationship, virgin.
>>709503045
thanks anon, I will
>>709512656
She would give me all of that now. She gave me all of that before too though. Is why I'm so confused now. What would prove trust?
>>709505688
Asshole
>>709505688
nigger get the fuck out
>>709512954
Wut?
>>709513299
Sweet sweet lemonade
>>709513299
>>709513299
Git the fuck out with that nastyness
>>709513292
>>709513295
Ty Mr jefferson
>>709501170
Is this from a game or something
if not where did you find it?
>>709505688
; _ ;
>>709505992
I'd say your sister was right you fucking weirdo
>>709510891
>telling a rando you're suicidal
What a fucking faggot. I hope you are under 18
>>709504741
Eventually end reading!
>>709508405
Newfag
>>709512656
>If it were me, she'd have to be extra attentive. Household woman things, extra good blowjobs, compliments on my appearance, full access to her phone/social media.
Don't do this, the way your relationship will be is gonna be fucked up. Make her prove her love, make her say fuck it and come to you, get a job, have a good time together.
If you're not into that, text her the "I'll be fine" message and move on. You will be happy anon, I believe in you
>>709513143
Don't do it. That guy is giving you horrible advice, and your beta asthmatic ass would get beat by hipster boi
>>709514678
I'm pretty sure I'm gonna kill myself bro. But it's all good. I just wish people didn't have to suffer so much
>>709514732
Thank you bro. I appreciate it. I wish I knew what the best option was. Being lied to like that by the only person I trusted feels comparable to someone dying.
>>709499419
They hurt me deep inside,
Salvation lies somewhere outside,
Oh my bittersweet suicide.
>>709505688
God darn
>>709514796
Nah if you seen that faggot you'd know. I might have asthma and am beta but have been fighting my whole life. A pussy like me needs to know how to defend myself and I definitely do. I appreciate your concern though bro. It means a lot
>>709515275
Me too anon
>>709500466
>You are capable of much more than you are led to believe.
This special snowflake shit again.
If you have any sense of intelligence at all you would know that we are miniscule and worthless. We aren't the center of the world as we'd like to believe, everyone else is exactly the same as us. We aren't special. We are just people. Our only point in life is to live for God. The only worth we have comes from God. Otherwise we are worthless and meaningless.
>>709515735
I agreed up until you spread your religious anus.
>>709504340
Try to get help anon, where do you live? Can you get to a psychologist? I know they can be pieces of shit, but most of them do try to and can actually help you
>>709509252
Kill yourself
>>709505688
kys
>>709511768
Kill yourself
>>709501190
At least he has people that love him
>>709516250
I wish anyone cared that much about me.
>>709511610
Dump her and move on. She did it once she's too likely to do it again, not worth it.
>>709499419
Overall, girls are nothing more than attention whores. Nothing but wanting to attract people like flies on shit.
>>709516429
How do I move on though? I don't have the energy to do anything.
>>709516628
>girls
There's your problem, you fucking beta. Find some women.
>>709510891
Nah, just forget about her man. Girls are some of the most fucked up beings on the planet.
>>709516676
just sleep and rest, wait a few days, listen some nice music, pick up a hobby, try growing in your carreer, there's a lot to do anon, hell even download tinder
> me
> 18
> no mony
> bad health
> never into girls
> no way to find legal work
> better die than return to my country
>>709516628
Why should we keep going then? What reasons do you use to continue living? Everything is fucked. I don't get what we're supposed to do.
>>709516769
Sorry, *women are nothing but attention whores
All these male vaginas in here crying about women.
Stop putting pussy on a pedestal. If you're under 30 and are actually emotionally invested in another human being enough to let it negatively affect you when they wrong you, you're a moron.
You literally haven't been alive long enough to meet enough people to find one that's truly right for you. Focus on your schooling or chosen career, focus on enjoying yourself and your capabilities while you're young, then look for companionship when you're of an age that girls turn into women and stop fucking around.
>>709516988
Well you're wrong.
>>709505688
Piece of fuck
>>709516970
I keep on continuing to live because I don't give into sadness. I have a goal in life. Just think of it as that, set yourself a goal.
>>709517107
don't know man, that's all I see now ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>709515883
Well that's your opinion man. I'm a Christian and to me the only point of existence is honoring God. If you don't agree that's okay, we all have different reasons to keep living.
>>709517223
Damn, so I guess you've been all over the world, met 1000's of different women, are at the peak of physical fitness, and have your career and finances all settled and still can't find someone.
I envy you; makes me wonder what you're doing posting here.
>>709516860
I have no social media. Tinder uses fb? My social anxiety renders me autistic. I've been trying to sleep all morning but I can't. I need some relief from a sick fucking joke of a life. The punchlines when I die and come back as me for eternity. I have to work tonight and I don't know how I'm gonna do it. Haven't ate since monday. No music sounds good. Everything makes me more depressed for some reason.
I am constantly reminded about the girl I could never get with.
Either friends asking, seeing her in the news, or other reasons. Never could escape her.
>>709516860
This. A good hobby is a great help. Also try to actually be active within people, especially friends, go out, talk, etc. Get your head off relationships for a while, sort out your life and get back to living.
>>709516773
I could try to forget about her but I'm gonna drown either way. I'm completely alone and have no way of combating my depression.
>>709513299
>thought it was foot fetish
>turned out to be something else
>why
>>709517298
How did Jesus do magic?
>>709517135
I think most people are only alive because they're scared to die. What's your goal in life?
These threads always make me feel happy that I have my life to the point I do. I could have not had anything and just sat, but I didn't. Beating depression was probably the best thing I've ever acomplished and all I had to do was travel. Find your thing that makes you connect and realise who you are. Everybody has a special thing that makes then unique.
>>709517640
Don't try, do it. Just ask yourself this "is it worth feeling sad for her ?" Distract yourself along the line, maybe play some bball or ask a friend for advice or just to hang out with you.
>>709512954
Are you good looking or have an average size dick?
>>709517579
I have no friends, anon. Literally no one cares about me.
>>709517826
I'm actually very accepting of death. I live because I want to get old in life, becoming more of wiser as I do. When I get old and it's time to die, I willingly welcome it. There is no point of extending ones life.
>>709517996
Go to bar or someplace where people gather and socialize.
>>709517996
Do you go out? Do you meet with co-workers?
Take a step back, evaluate what you're going. Think about what you'd like. I know it's hard but it will help you.
Set goals, make yourself achieve those goals. It will help you anon
>>709517746
>Jesus
>Magic
Pick one. Magic is a pagan thing.
Look I'm not trying to start a religious debate, becuase I have done that on here before and all that ever happens is I get personally attacked for being a Christian. I'm just trying to get over the feels right now man.
>>709504315
I lost and cried.
>>709518176
Wrong pic
>>709517916
That's my problem though. I don't feel sad for her. My situation just reminded me that I'm worthless and that everyone is gonna fuck me over. Nothing will be okay in life. Everything is fucked and no one cares. I don't have any friends anon. I'll never matter to anyone. I just wish I could make someone else's life better.
Anyone have the picture of a book talking about death? I had it saved but had a hardware problem so it's gone now.
>>709518054
Why wait around to die when everything is shitty.
>>709518123
I don't drink and have bad social anxiety.
>>709517954
Yes. I got other girls. But I still miss her.
>>709508194
You got a kik, /b/rother
>>709518400
"Save yourself before you save others" trust me anon you have to forget about her man. Go out and have some fun. Anon, I don't usually say this to people, but I love you man. No homo of course.
>>709516250
Yea, because that's worth so much. The world runs on love and rainbows. Love pays the mortgage. Love is there college fund. Love makes his wife less ugly. Love gives you free time enough to enjoy a moment's rest in solitude.
Oh, wait...
>At least
Yes, the least is what this poor chump has settled for in life.
>>709518551
Because you learn from those experiences, they make you who you are and you see the people for they actually are. You see the real them.
>>709507035
People like being dramatic about their own laziness and justifying it with cosmic horror.
>>709499419
Dont worry, after a while you will be completely desensitized, you wont even be able to cry even if you wanted to, haven't felt anything but pain in years.
And in the end, sweet relief my brother.
>>709518616
Try it out man.
>>709518734
Dang my dude clam down and stop projecting. This is a feels thread not a rage thread.
>Inb4 you spelled calm incorrectly. I know I say clam cause that's how I've been saying it with my friends for like 4 years now.
>>709504616
Used to love watching Fred Rogers and Ginger Astair dancing
>>709518129
I don't go out. My coworkers already have friends and aren't looking to socialize. I don't really understand what I'm doing at this point. Just living day by day as shit gets worse. I've been trying to think of something that I like and I don't like anything right now. So far all goals I've set I've failed and I'm going to keep failing until I drown. I appreciate you caring though bro. Literally the only person that does right now. For a second in time you guys help me feel less alone until this thread 404s.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FXGZtp99Tw8&list=RDFXGZtp99Tw8
>>709505688
Dik
>>709518176
I'm curious as to how it all works though. Christians tend to reject science because it debunks their theology and then cheat and use technology and medicine which benefits from science. That's why I respect the amish.
>>709518653
I have a Skype: tree.house48
>>709516963
From where ?
>>709519114
He is not the only one who cares, or who is worried of so many young people, here, lonely and sad.
>>709519391
Unless you use a VPN your IP is very easily attainable so if you care for your privacy I'd recommend not giving out your Skype on an image board.
>>709505688
Wew
>>709519414
I'm from Russia, now in EU.
>>709505688
Fuck..
>>709519668
just make some slav music man, we dig that shit. Where in EU are you now?
>>709510974
Rain is fucking awesome, I fucking love rain it basically wipes away all the bullshit from your mind.
>>709518700
I appreciate it bro. I love you too. It's not her that's the problem at this point. Just the reoccurrence of everything being fucked in life. My mom's boyfriend kicked me out in high school and I just lived our of my backpack and ate at school and slept at the skatepark. I just focused on my art and music and finally graduated by myself. No one came to my graduation. Now I live in an apartment with no furniture. No one's ever cared about me but myself and that's not enough anymore bro.
>>709518789
But I'm tired of looking at their ugly ass. I wish life wasn't full of shit.
>>709519762
Fight on bro, keep fighting on. If your mom or anyone didn't attend your graduation, forget about them. You live your life don't let anyone pull you down especially not a girl. It's good that you stay focused, apply to jobs and shit. I care about you Anon.
>>709518887
I appreciate it bro but being sober helps me cope with life
>>709519815
That's life bro, times where it's just gonna be a hunk of shit.
Am I too late to join the party? Got a story I wanted to share for a long time.
>>709519523
I don't care bro. I use a dynamic VPN but I don't think I'm gonna stick around anyway.
>>709519668
Where in EU?
This bit always gets me
>finishing school in 6 weeks
>going to prom with girl next door
>bin into each other for years
>driving back to village in minibus, it rolls and she gets head injury
>never wakes up
>friends convince me to go to prom anyway, I hate it
>turn off life support 8 months later
>fast foreword 11 years, I still dream of dancing togeather on prom night
>>709519447
I appreciate all of your support brother.
>>709520031
share it anon
>>709505688
Fucker
>>709519908
I appreciate it man. Until this thread 404s I can honestly say I'm glad I can talk to you guys. I got a job now that treats me like shit. I work graveyard. I'm on a losing streak. I don't really know why I should stick around anymore.
>>709520070
>>709519712
France.
>>709519954
It's been like that the entire time. There's no relief
>>709504340
>>709504340
>>709504340
stop being a fucking victim with the "i can't, i can't." brush your teeth and get out there you soppy excuse of a cunt.
>>709519952
I think everyone goes through this at some point in life the bad break up its an eye opener you'll have a hard time trusting people but that can be a good thing because people are all untrustworthy and selfish to a certain degree.dont invest as much into the next one hold on to your self respect say your doing fine and ask her not to contact you or block her or take some xanax and you wont give a shit
>>709520555
More details? becoming interesting.
I guess you speak french, right?
>>709499419
>>709506848
nah! when you found sertraline :-)
the modern man opium. :D
>>709520613
What reasons do you use to wake up every morning and keep living though? Feels like I'm running out of options. If I just die then everyone will leave me the fuck alone.
>>709520655
Which details? I almost do not speak French.
>>709520031
I'm waiting faggit
>>709520979
Dunno, what region/town, what happened to you? Why did you emigrate?
