FEELS THREAD!
TIME TO CRY AGAIN ANONS. TELL US ABOUT HER.
I told her I still love here and that I was sorry. Fucked her then told her I was joking not long after intercourse.
No feels today my friend
>>709276441
you heartless bastard
have you ever had your heart broken?
how could you bestow that type of pain on someone, fuck you.
>>709276612
True, this guy is an asshole
>>709276612
Yes I have, but she is a horrible human being so I wont lose any sleep over it!
>>709276441
can you please genuinely fucking kys
The problem I have is that I don't have anything to offer to this world it seems. Everything is a constant fire that will only burn and melt what little self-care and time you have to keep happy. At least that is what I have been feeling. Lately, everything has just been one big downhill slope towards nothing but a pit of darkness. I don't have any happy days anymore. Just days. I have no chance for anything anymore and it's all my fault.
she left me after six years feels likes she ruined my life and i wish i was dead but she says she still loves me just isnt in love with me
>>709277993
I have a story to post if anyone wants to hear it
your cpu is a neural net processor, a learning computer.
>>709278467
nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnno
>>709278280
the only thing i can hope for is that we will get together again down the road but its only been two months and shes with someone else and i know thats probably a rebound releationship that wont last....but it hurts so much
>>709278708
I understand that feeling so much...
>>709278757
i just dont understand anon we were so in love ...tell me more about you
One day, whether you are 14, 28 or 65,
you will stumble upon someone who will start a fire in you that cannot die.
However, the saddest, most awful truth you will ever come to find––
is they are not always with whom we spend our lives
The one person I could trust with both my feelings and being myself started avoiding me and pushing me away, and when she finally talked to me again, it was to tell me the truth, that she had found someone else. I told her that I didn't want a half ass friendship that was gonna mess with my feelings more than it would help me with my depression, so she told me to fuck off. I told her goodbye, and that her guy was lucky. She send me another text after that but I never read it.
>>709278893
This
>>709278889
well if she's already found another guy within 2 months it doesn't sound like she really was still in this. But sometimes stuff like this just happens. Feel the feels, move on and good luck in the future search of better mates.
>>709278889
Well. I guess the first thing I can say about myself is that I can barely feel anything anymore. Sadness and happiness are nothing really to me anymore.
I am always the butt to Life's cruel string of jokes, and one favorite that Life likes to say is the aspect of my romantic life... I don't have one, I fixed that mistake when she left last time. She was everything I held dear, before she sent it all crashing down. My friends were supporters, till they became people who instead of helping me they all chased after her and ruined what little chance I had a redemption. I can't do anything right on top of that.
I'm a mess.
The mark of a mature man is a certain scar he bears: the memory of a perfect woman never won, or of a once-true love forever lost. However much he may love you, he is only here, because she is not.
>>709278467
go ahead
Dumping my few feels pics
>>709279309
i know how you feel the only reason i keep going is the hope of getting her back
>>709279682
I wish you luck in that adventure when you find it, friend. I feel like I am too lost to even try.
yall niggas need jesus
>>709279178
You did the right thing bro. If she doesn't want you, she doesn't want you, and pursuing this would only lead to more pain.
You'll meet someone else one day.
>>709276317
I'll tell you about him. He's a psychotic bastard that was just trying to use me for nudes and sex. He cheated on me when all I ever did was love him and put all my trust into him. At 18 years old, he was my first ever boyfriend. I was so happy. Thankfully I never did send those nudes or have sex with him early in the relationship like he wanted. But he's a manipulative, lying, disgusting piece of shit. Now because of this person, I'm more antisocial and anxiety-ridden then I already was. I don't even feel anything anymore. I can never see myself loving or trusting another person again...
>>709279841
Thanks anon, I appreciate it. I'm just trying my best to take care of myself before putting other people ahead of me, which is what I usually do
>>709279755
well she says she still cares a lot about me and still loves me still wants me in her life but reached breaking point in our releationship....she says she cant see us getting back together but its only been two months so she would say that so im going to become friends with her like she wants and just try and show her whats she missing
>>709279759
if only he was real
>>709279439
I have tried to type it out twice now but I end up deleting it.
I guess its just something I havent come to terms with yet.
I lost a girl who I loved deeply and I still love her. I cant go into specifics.
>>709278708
>>709277993
dude...are you me? same with my ex..after 6 1/2 years she left me. she wasnt in love with me anymore. a few weeks after that she started fucking other guys while i was still lying in bed everyday,thinking about her and our relationship 24 hours and missing her.
now its 9 months after the break up...i still love her,i dream abouth her,i miss her...but she forgot me
>>709279971
if thats true anon i wish we could meet and show you how trustworthy men can be
>>709280128
if only the image of your ex gf was real
Pretty heartbroken too /b/ros.. have a poem i wrote
Countless words; Countless smiles
Countless kisses sending you several miles
Countless glances; countless midnight dances
Countless half filled glasses and silly romances
All quite priceless yet in the blink of an eye they can become painful. Be careful with your heart, don't be so easy to give it away because what was once so simple may turn into one of the hardest feats you face. However don't give it away and you'll never know. Its a game we all lose at but most importantly its a game we all eventually win.
>>709280101
That indeed sounds like a plan.
>>709280154
well i hope that doesnt happen with us but who knows...nobody has ever treated her better than i have so it would be her loss
>>709280321
i really hope it turns out well for you guys.
staying friends with her didnt work for me. it just fucked me up even more. we never met again since the day she broke up
>>709279971
well if you didn't let him use you then good for you, congrats on dodging the bullet so fast. But letting the experience with one asshole have bad impact on your life is really bad idea. Now you know what kind of people to avoid but it doesn't mean there are no people worth trust.
Since this seems to be a feels thread based on love..
>>709280582
thats all they are now a days man
which is okay by me
>>709280196
It's not just men, but any person really. It all tarted with my dad betraying me, then friends, now my first fucking boyfriend. It's not fair. For years I got stuck in a repetitive cycle of not trusting, trusting a little more, then being betrayed once more. I can't do it anymore. If I can't even trust being in love, why trust at all? It's BULLSHIT.
>>709280464
i have met her since we broke up and she has also cried seeing how upset i was but im not going to you for the wrong reasons is what she said no matter how pity she had..
I want to just tell her I miss her.
>>709280754
Righ in the feels anon
>>709280911
I did that lastnight and asked her if she missed me, she said sorry and blocked me.
>>709280232
Can I put this in a song, anon?
>Words from Anonymous
>>709276317
My love life has been a complete mess. First one tried to get me arrested on false charges, second one was a rape victim that was being broadcast all over the internet (some footage I actually saw), and now my current gf is in school two hours away and I hardly get to see her because of work. If this doesn't work out, I'm going to be single for a long time because at this point I've given up on love.
>>709281009
This is why I cannot do that. I physically cannot mentally have her removed from my life.
Even considering we dont talk anymore, I still know her presence is there. I don't know how I would cope if she was gone.
>>709281066
Yeah man, flattered that you think its good enough for that.
>>709280754
Sorry but i'm gonna be probably slightly too harsh on this but that was JUST your first love. Sure it hurts, sure you thought it'd be better, but very small number of first loves ever works for longer duration. That's how you learn to pick your partners, living in a relationship, etc.
And honestly i'd say bigger problem is the lack of trusty friends rather than a bf (of course not to mention family, but that sucks). Really all of them fucked up that hard?
>>709280196
>Being this desperate
Fucking faggot
>>709281070
Indeed sounds like terrible luck to women. Better luck in the future anon.
>>709276317
>Known her since high school, about 15 years (we're 31 now)
>She hung out with my friends, so would see her often enough
>Like to be told she's pretty/attractive/hot, so would sometimes take he clothes off in front of us
>Eventually, friend would buy her stuff, usually makeup, and there would fuck, but no relationship
>Eventually, she got an actual boyfriend, stopped talking to my friend
>Didn't hear from her much, but would send nudes sometimes for her own reassurance
>Broke up with bf of a few years and started dating new guy
>Still sending nudes
>Breaks up with new bf after a few months
>Starts talking to me through Facebook a lot, sending plenty of pics and nudes
>Starts asking to hang out, so we do. Usually walking in the park and dinner.
>Finds out I have a hot tub in the backyard
>Lots more hanging out, ending with hot tub, usually until midnight or later
>Wore bathing suit twice, after that, would go in topless and dental floss thong
Keep going?
>>709281384
Thanks, mate
>>709281129
Yeah dude I didn't handle myself well, among other things Ive been feeling down and that was the icing on the cake. I tied a noose got it all ready to go, reached out to a friend, he really helped. Some anons helped too or id probably be hanging from my ceiling by now
if i could go back, id tell myself to leave her alone.. you never know how it is until its done and over with.
>>709281300
let it out fellow fagget
Recently got dumped by "the one". You guys would like her, she has a dark, rude sense of humor, hates the tumblr/SJW crowd, she can think, is a gamer, she's pretty and pale, and has a great body. But sadly she also has depression and other issues. I was stupid to never take them seriously and now it's too late. I lost the perfect woman. I fear I'll never find anyone like her again, I've lost all hope.
>>709281444
yes wtf
>>709281664
>depression and other issues
>perfect woman
pick one.
>>709276612
>>709276848
Fucking fags
>>709281070
find solace in solitude and peace in individuality; be your own boss, if it doesnt work of course. wait for love to come your way, its always shit when you seek it
>>709281831
>>709281518
I am sorry to hear that.
If I could just go back to how things were for one day, I would be happier.
I have a picture on my computer of us saved with the filename "enjoy it while it lasts" which I named pretty much within the first few months of us meeting. I guess now it's over and I am having an extremely hard time dealing with it.
>>709281858
>>709281893
>>709281918
>>709281782
When you love someone enough, they can still be perfect to you despite their flaws. Doubt you'd know about that, faggot.
>>709281888
Check'd
i can imagine that is difficult. i had to delete all her pictures off my desktop; unfriend her on fb; its hard man. I definitely feel ya. Its been 3 weeks since she dumped me and it is getting better, just slowly.
Just dont slip up and message her, having her tell me to stop messaging her broke my heart even more.
>>709281664
>sadly she also has depression and other issues
I think depression is more of a pattern you got to break more than anything. I fell in love with a girl that was depressed and I took her places and did all kinds of thing to make her happy. We were in deep love and she was finally happy and almost cured of her illness and then we had a fight one day and she took her life. I held her as she slipped away and all I could do was scream for help knowing it was too late anyways.. but we all have to die anyways I guess. I think it's mostly a lack of impulse control, attention seeking, crying for help, and a lack of empathy for the people around you. It's the most selfish thing you could ever do, because we miss you after you leave.
This used to be our song... ='(
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=36xFktlsOh4
>>709280154
So she won? Don't quit, stay and fight. Too many people give up. There are, what, 6 billion people on this planet? She/he/it was the ONLY one for me...BS! You just haven't found her/him/it yet so get to it.
>>709276317
I turn cold at her name, but not out of hate. It's like a long gaze underneath the, "Yeah, I use to date her." and the most fake smile I could ever pull off.
>>709282311
>baby dont hurt me
>>709276441
The weak should fear the strong. More power to you /b/rotha
>>709281129
Thanks, anon. I'll definitely do that if my current relationship doesn't work.
>>709282179
shiiiiieeet, sorry that happened to you man.
>>709276317
Crying is for pussies
/thread
>>709282179
That depends on the depressed person. There are some that indeed just need a helping hand and they turn out just great. Then there are those selfdestructive who bestcase just hurt themselves worst case also drag others in the mess. And you never know which is which, risky shit
>>709282163
Haha, 3 weeks? It's been since June 2015 for me and I still havent recovered properly. I dont know that I will.
>>709282514
We dated once before for about a year.. she dumped me then too and shattered my heart, we got back together on halloween last year, the time we spent away from eachother i spent isolated for 3 months straight never got over her. So I can also empathize with you on that, anon. I know its not much but just know you ain't alone in this shit
>>709282476
this
even though i enjoy the occasional feels thread
last cried when was 14. between now and then both my grandparents died and several pets
oh and most recent was gf breakup a month ago
it was more of her dumping me. oh well dont need to feel guilty for secretly cheating on her anymore
>>709282738
Godspeed brother. I hope things work out for you.
>>709281246
Yeah, I guess you got a point there anon. But what if I don't ever find the one? What if every boyfriend I get end up being a piece of shit too? I'm afraid I'll keep fucking up over and over again and never learn my lesson.
And yes, all of them fucked me over beyond belief. It's incredible how I seem to attract toxic people in my life 24/7. Maybe I'm just too lenient with people.
>>709282476
well you are what you eat, dick.
>>709282886
you secretely cheated on her?
Fuck you anon.
>>709282958
>be me
>meet the cutest girl
>5 months into perfect relationship I get sent to business trip abroad
>6 weeks later she stopped replying
>7 weeks later she stopped receiving messages. I ask what's up?
>"We have to brake up! Your abstence was too early in our relationship. My feelings faded"
>Cry like a bitch
>8th week I receive first signals from friends they see her with another anon
>10th week. I come back. We were supposed to go to a trip with friends, but she claimed she couldn't come
>I am sad and reject at the last day
>30 min later she is looking for transport to go with them
>When they come back, she ignores me
>Receive more and more solid evidence she fucks someone already
>I am devastated.
>MFW when we were supposed to make one year now.
>MFW I wanted to propose her
>MFW she never answers my messages
>MFW I will never love again
I also accepted to continue this business trip and got recruited to another company so I never come back.
>>709282958
How would you feel if we went into your gore and trap threads and posted feels?
Why do we all want, care, and hope to be we someone that left us?
Someone that probably will never love, care, want us as much as we did for them.
Someone that made us cry, hate, dout ourselfs.
This shit sucks and it feels like it will never end but one day we'll wake up and realize they were not worth any of the time we wasted on them. We all think we are alone because someone left us but we have each other. We all need to better ourselves, improve ourselves, show the other person what they gave up on. It wont be easy and it may feel like it'll take forever but I HAVE FAITH IN YOU ALL, I BELIEVE IN YOU ALL & I LOVE YOU ALL FOR BEING ALONE WITH ME.
I lost the girl I thought I would spend the rest of my life with. I know it sounds dumb but the way I felt about this one was incredible. She said we had to break up because she has to go to uni across the world and wouldn't be able to if we were together as well as a bunch of other things. I just don't know who I am without her
>>709283286
I send you love anon <3
>>709283225
Lets face it this is all the results of evolution. We're supposed to crave them to the point of rape if we have to. That's how shit used to work. You just rape them when the feels got that strong like animals do. We need to overcome out feels by analyzing them. When something bubbles up figure out what it means and then it loses its power.
>>709282947
welcome to the play called life where nothing is certain. Luckily to some degree you can influence it.
>But what if I don't ever find the one?
Just gotta believe that there is someone like that. I myself am still waiting for that one but there are some great people out there, so it's not like it's a completly lost cause.
And eventually everyone learns their lesson. Sometimes harsh, sometimes less, just don't let yourself get stuck in one time forever, that's what hurts the most.
And sorry to hear about the friends, maybe try changing the social circle a little?
>>709276317
>Meet girl
>instant chemistry
>live in same uni hall, same courses
>really deep talks
>talks about her relationships fail because she doesn't open up
>tell her that is better to be open to pain than to never feel
>kiss her
>do more stuff in bed
>really relaxed, intimate, funny
>next day she feels guilty because of her relationship, even though she wanted to break up in any case
>tell her to take as much time as she wants
>she stops talking about her problems
>ignores one of my texts
>flirts with other guy
>start to distance myself emotionally, but stay friendly
>we don't text for two weeks
>now she is showing interest again
>but I feel less close
Complicated stuff. Also, has BPD, which explains a lot. She craves me when I'm strong (ex-narcissist here).
>>709283137
Man its the worst when you date someone in your friend group, shit gets all out of wack when you break up, I feels ya on that. Sorry she couldn't see you for the awesome dude you are. Keep killing it with dat bidniz and eventually she will be a mere memory.
>>709279971
So feels tits or gtfo
>>709283475
Kinda sounds like a typical going for a girl in a relationship story tbh.
>donttrust.exe
>>709283442
Or just jerk off and replace that feeling we had for them with somerhing or someone else. All humans need to do is fuck falling in love is just a by product of sex
>>709283035
wasnt intentional, was wasted as fuck. secret as in nobody found out
felt like hitting a concrete wall at 120mph for the first month, and soon after she dumped me. feels kinda good now
>>709276612
Not him but yeah.
Had my heart stomped.
Hurt at first after a week decided to give 0 fucks anymore and move on. I advice all of you to do the same. I became a better man for it.
Also it's been 2 months now and the bitch had to be blocked from whatsapp and my phone line. She is emailing me now for forgiveness. Fuck em. They are fickle and clueless. Move on and better yourself. It's gonna help you in the long run finding something better
>>709283775
thats shite
>>709283822
I think that puts you on the same level
as her.
Are you ok with that?
>>709283636
She said she is not monogamous, that she wants to break up with her partner soon and that they are on a break right now.
The problem is just that they had the rule to talk to each other before doing stuff with other people. Her partner violated that rule multiple times and then refused to talk about it, which led to her wanting to break up in the first place.
But now she kinda got the idea that she did the same and is equally "bad".
>>709283935
i dont regard to as bad though lol
that means im worse
oh well tough shit
>>709284113
i dont regard to her as bad*>>709283935
>>709281444
>Start catching feels for her, not just because she would be basically naked in front of me
>Rinse and repeat for most of the summer
>She starts talking to some guy that lives in California who she falls in love with somehow
>Texts him constantly, even ignoring me while we're hanging out to talk to him
>Manage to see what she's texting him because she's kind of an airhead and is aloof to her surroundings
>Dude finds out she's in my hot tub with no clothes on and blows a gasket, she tries to reassure him that she would never do anything with me, doesn't believe her, they stop talking
>Can't determine whether she means she would never cheat on him or if she means she actually would never do anything sexual with me
>Told her I like her, but she said she just wants to be friends and is afraid that if a relationship didn't work out, then we won't be friends anymore
>Fast forward to now
>Have hung out plenty, still nothing physical going on, would like to pursue a relationship, but don't really know how to bring it up again since I've asked her already
>Hanging out generally includes me paying for everything: dinner, movies, gun range, beach, I do the driving, etc etc, basically everything a boyfriend would do for a girlfriend without the formality
>I'm not sure if she's waiting for me to make a move or if she doesn't want me to make a move, which is maybe why she is so comfortable around me, knowing that I probably won't. I want to, but I can't bring myself to do it.
>Can't stop thinking about her, all day all night.
>She keeps trying to get me to join the gym she goes to. I'm fat, she's not.
>I'm kissless virgin, she's definitely not.
Don't know what to do anymore.
Any questions/comments/advice?
>>709284171
oh boy
>>709276317
i dont get it how every one of you has only got hurt and never hurt someone... how it comes that only i am a bad person here..?
>>709284171
Sorry but i think you're always going to be just a friend for her. You can trying that gym thing if you think it's worth and want to do it for yourself. Maybe if you're less "fat" a thing or 2 might happen.
That's the worst thing isn't it. The fact that you put so much love into someone and saw yourself with them forever and they told you the same only to then turn around and end things. The worst is that she acts like nothing happened. She said she wanted to be friends because she needed me in her life but she doesn't talk to me. She doesn't care about me anymore and I can't get the feeling out of my head that she never did. I wasn't good enough for her man. It fuckin blows
>>709284171
It's never going to happen. She gets everything fulfilled from you without having to spread her legs. If she wanted to have sex with you, she would have done by now. She doesn't have to use her pussy as leverage as you have already given her everything she needs. Move on.
>>709284456
well i fucked up my second relationship. Nothing as serious as cheating but simply didn't give her attention she deserved. I was a clueless idiot back then so i did end up hurting her by being a really cold garbage of a bf.
I left the navy in March after developing some pretty extreme depression or whatever. Got a job at a grocery store.
I see this girl before I even start working. In fact, last year around this time, I'm pretty certain I saw her and we made serious eye contact. She went on to post a missed connection (craigslist) about it. I didn't respond cause going into navy.
Start working and mind can't stop thinking about her. Realize, I'm a kiss less virgin with near zero social skills. But I ask her out. She says yeah.
We go and it's fine. A few days pass, get her number. Try to get her out again and she seems to be interested but doesn't commit. I keep trying until today.
She hadn't responded so I said "would it be better if I call?" She says "maybe, i'm really busy" I say "well, if you ever have a moment, let me know"
She says "dude, look, I'm sorry, but I have a lot of shit going on in my life, like, I can't even feed myself, let a lone accommodate another human being."
I just wanted to hang out again. At least I know I should move on now. I really do like her though. Only person I've ever liked this way.
Oh well. Sorry, no greentext. To fucked up.
But I feel the old feelings coming back again. I had hoped I'd get to experience love before I died but I don't think that's going to happen at this point. More than likely, I'm going to do something stupid and die because I have no reason to live.
>>709284707
i fucked up a relation and a ruined a perfect girls life
destroyed a friends life of mine in past
and now i am selling drugs to my friends and convincing them that they are good..
its not like i wanna hurt someone.. but if i could kill i would..
>>709284873
To set another person as a reason to live is really dangerous though, especially one you don't know too well.
>>709280461
RIP WALL-E never forget
>>709284873
You're really going to let a woman decide something as big as that? Jesus Christ man, at least give yourself enough time to realise that love is a myth and women aren't worth the trouble.
I want a girl who barely notices me, tho there is one that would fuck me if we both were drunk.
I'd like to fuck the second girl, tho I can't stop thinking about the one I wish I had.
Shitty story ikr
>Still dream about her a few times a week
>>709285276
>>709285335
no, no, no.
The navy served as a catalyst for my present mental state (hence why I got out). I didn't want to go on since I left but seeing that she might give me a reason to live, I decided to hold out. Im back at square one now and don't know if I should waste time doing something else or just off myself.
>Lebanese, living in the US, a few years younger than me, curvy/chubby with curly black hair… fucking gorgeous
>Flirty, intelligent, funny, extremely sexual
>Had great interactions, a huge chemistry, and I actually thought she had a boyfriend at the time
>Didn't expect anything from those interactions. Ikept reminding her that Ididn't want to overstep
>At some point she clarified : "Oh we're just dating, not exclusive at all." Ilet myself feel, be vulnerable, fall again. It went really fucking fast
>A few weeks after : "I want to try with him" ; to which Ianswered : "So let's stop talking, that'll hurt too much if we don't.", making it pretty clear I wasn't cool with being just friends
>Fast forward a few months, the guy wouldn't fuck her at all, which still blows my mind, she left him, and came back to talk to me, still flirty and sexual
>Kept it at bay because I couldn't figure out what she wanted, and Iwas gauging where she stood the whole time
>A few weeks after that, I hooked up with a friend with whom there was potential ; kind of got a girlfriend without really realizing, and without really wanting it made official so fast
>Stayed 2 months with her then broke up because I wasn't in love
>Meanwhile I didn't really talk to the Lebanese girl out of respect for gf
>As soon as the Lebanese girl heard I was single again, she came back and we went back to talking a lot, still teasing each other, laughing at things, bitching at others, getting turned on, etc…
>Could never know where she was standing, feelings wise. I should have gotten the fucking hint.
>At some point she blamed me for making assumptions about her feelings, while her behavior was pretty clear. We disagreed, fought, and we're not talking anymore.
>Iwas in the friendzone the whole time. Fucking hell.
It feels like it's my fault for letting myself being vulnerable, but she led me on pretty hard, denied it, and broke my heart. I'm sick of being heartbroken /b/.
>>709285900
I realize it's a trap but I literally cannot stop thinking about it. Like, i stay up at night trying to think about how nice it would be if I wasn't alone.
I've tried everything to be happy, except a relationship. and now that the one I wanted isn't happening, or at least not at the moment, I don't think that hoping for 'happiness' is worth it
>>709285900
Just keep going man, you can fix your head, you can get help. There's more to this world and life than we could ever comprehend. You shouldn't fuck with that. You don't know what the consequences are on a larger scale for ending your own life.
>>709286176
This. It does get better. Just find yourself something you want to do.
>>709286176
I refuse to take drugs because I believe I will no longer be myself, and if I'm not the one living, what does it matter if "I" stay alive or not?
It's really hard to justify staying alive when nothing I do entertains me and everything is difficult or mind boggingly mundane.
For example; i usually wake up around 2am and go to work until 10 or 11. The work barely keeps me occupied and I get it done an hour early and then I have to do even more stupid shit. To top it off, they only give me 30 hours (max) usually less.
Regardless, what do I then? maybe if I had friends I'd be better but no one ever taught me how to do that. I never had the chance as a kid.
the only reason i asked this girl out and succeeded was because I actually wanted her. There is not much of anything I actually want to do in life.
not ever had existed but I can't have that
>>709286577
See, people say this, but what does 'better' mean and how long do I have to wait or how much effort must I exert before I see results?
>>709286655
Good thing you don't do drugs.
As for the rest sounds like you just need to make some friends. Go to pub, maybe someone at work, people with similar interests (clubs, concert halls). Guess it's safe to assume you're at least alright looking so you shouldn't have that hard of a time getting to know some people.
>>709286737
Better means you get to enjoy life without having to worry/living in depression every single day. As for when, dunno, depends on you and luck.
>>709276317
>meet girl
>invite her to party and get trashed
>make out in her driveway after
>decide it'd be fun to be roommates
>live together for 5 years as friends
>we each get married with other people, have kids and own lives now
>still talk, still reminisce
>we both divorce because spouses don't believe nothing happened between us
>EVERYONE says they see a spark between us
>get drunk and acknowledge it
>she kisses me
>kiss her back and tell her she's the best gf that I never had
>feels and spaghetti everywhere
>not even sure who's
>reconcile with spouses
>heart lights up when I get a text
>she tells me the same
>once warned her that I was going to marry her someday; possibly when we're gray and old
>she promised to act surprised when I propose
>that party /driveway kiss was 20 years ago
>she's been living in my heart ever since
>and I in hers
>>709287528
pretty gay tbh and im in a feel mood. try again.
evening /b/
i met her on 4chan
i actually met her in real life and i had something going with her for about 6 months
we had something going on for half a year
yet decided at the beginning of that year she needs to go back to her ex
why?
because she, and that we both established
>fears to be alone
>knows what she's getting out of him
>thinks he is immature (she is his first), childish at times and inexperienced
>she sees me as her mature, experienced guy
>she's clinging on to that teenage relationship because every other failed around them and she wants to show everyone that it can exist
over a month ago
>can we get some more distance between us? aka not write with each other?
>need to make myself clear what i want
>writing with you is making me sorta just look into one way
texted her on her birthday, a week ago
she thanked me and told me she appreciated that
wanted to start some smalltalk
but got shut off with "i don't wanna ignore you, that's why i'm answering you. you know i don't want any contact at the moment"
>talked to her two days ago
>asked her how long we shall remain on each others contact list, not texting while we both want that
>she tells me she just doesn't want contact with me for an indefinitely amount of time
>actually declares me her "ex-bf", although we never established a real relationship
we had a long discussion about the whole thing
she told me she promised her bf not to text me
and she has been texting me, even today, out of the blue for just some smalltalk
what is going on?
>>709287665
It wasn't for you, buddy. But thanks for listening. Haven't put that out in a while. I'm crying in my coffee replying.
I gave too few fucks. I am hung, work out alot. Figured there would always be another. Only...there wasnt. Sure, other gals. But none I loved, and had the same chemistry with. I miss her daily, even years later.
>>709287783
Seems like a dumb bitch that doesn't know what she wants
>>709283604
to make more details into the story
>I didn't know her before
>I came from a 7 years relationship where she left me 6 months before, just ended, no bad feelings but empty inside. Didn't know how to be alone.
>Tried to reconnect with old friend from the uni and that's ho she appeared
>She came from a long 5 year relationship where into engagement her bf appeared to have a prego mistress and she was devastated.
>She always spoke bad things about cheating
>Cheated on me like a rat
>Never responded when I asked her who is he or how could she do it
>>709287944
sums it up yeah
she wants the whole cake instead of the piece
and she can't let go of that guy for her own good
>>709283620
>Hurrr durrr look it's a vagina tits or gtfo lul hurrr durrr
>Look how cool I am guys! Ha, really showed that femanon didn't I?
Next time before posting, learn the real meaning of the 'tits or gtfo' rule, fucking newfag. I don't have the time or patience to be dealing with edgelord faggots.
>known her since elementary
>have always had a crush on her
>crush turned into more once I understood love and shit
>low key always hinted that I had feelings for her
>betaasfuck.mpeg
>graduated with her
>she was my date to grad
>always known that ive had a fire burning for her and it blazed that night
>she moved a couple months later
>still talked for a while
>she started seeing someone
>drifted apart
>haven't really spoken to her since
>mfw I finally understand drake songs
>>709284475
The last text I had with her was last night and it was me asking her if there was a referral bonus at the gym so she can get a free month or something.
>No but who gives a shit
I'm trying to get you free shit and this is the thanks I get?! (joking around)
>I'm trying to get you fit and all you can think about is free shit (not sure if joking around)
Also, we never talk on the phone, strictly through texts. Very strange.
>>709287783
bump
>>709284601
My biggest problem is that for the first time in my life, a female who I'm not related to is interested in spending time with me and having a good time doing so. I'm doing what I can and I'm trying to make her see that I'm a good person and am relationship material.
>>709288784
Keep trying man. If the ladies see the good qualities, let those qualities shine.
i fear driving a car
i fear that a girl might run away because of this
>>709288517
Seems like a gold digger but not necessarily the worst kind. If you really feel like the gym might do something good for you i'd go for it. Even if it's not her maybe you'll get to know some of her friends.
STOP FUCKING USING THIS CUNTY SAND NIGGER PATHETIC EXCUSE FOR MUSIC IN A FEELS THREAD
FUCK YOU OP
It's my 15th day of doing absolutely nothing. I should be studying/look for a job, but I just keep procrascinating. fuck. help me.
>>709288954
No gold to be had here. I would think if she was spending time me just because I pay for almost everything, she would try milking me for what I'm worth. For instance, most times she wants to get dinner at 5 Guys or Chic-fil-a.
>>709288852
Will do. That's just who I am. Waiting for someone to realize that.
>>709280461
why the fuck am I crying? Ive seen worse but whyd this get me?
>>709288944
I also have a crippling fear of driving. Even though I have my driving license. It just gives me anxiety like nothing else.
>>709289358
Not from us so it doesn't tell me a thing. But still, she may not be getting new boots and stuff but food, movies, free rides is quite a lot. Kinda like you're her entertainment sponsor.
>>709289638
haven' drivenin 3 years now
>Meet girl online through Steam
>She joins my group of friends easily; we all have fun
>First few months we're texting pretty regularly
>Normal stuff you'd expect two flirts to do
>Gradually moves past infatuation but we still have fun online and talk fairly regulary
>Neither of us will actually date online, it never works. We keep it friendly
>We discuss about me visiting and maybe have a small meetup with another friend from the group
>We both agree
>Plan it several months in advance to save money and let schedules align for everyone
>Fast forward about 7 of those months, buy the tickets and book the hotel room
>Tell her that I'm set and ask if she is
>"I dunno, anon. Suddenly this feels like a bad idea"
>"I've been talking with this girl for awhile and we're actually together"
>"I know you and me aren't a thing but it sounds like you really want something to come out of this"
>Lie and say that I wasn't; it's alright. We were never even dating in the first place
Can't refund airline tickets. Same goes for the hotel.
Just sunk nearly 2k into visiting someone that canceled the meetup
I already know it's not a girlfriend she has; It's either she doesn't even want to see me or just has a boyfriend and wanted to spare me for whatever reason.
Should I either just stop talking to her outright or stay friends and be a beta?
>>709289723
I drove last week. before that, I didn't for months.
I can't tell you that she won't leave you because of this, because surprisingly enough, one of my friends got dropped by his gf because " If you can't drive, you are not a man". But if she does leave you because of this.. then you shouldn't feel sorry about that, that's a bitch thing to do.
>>709289976
you dont visit a girl which whom you just text you idiot
atleast video skype
>>709289107
bamp
>>709290053
i guess but shes probably accustomed to a guy having a car and driving...
>>709287783
bumpng....
should i just come clear, once again, tell her that i want her or what
>>709289976
Imho abandon and get yourself some vacation out of that trip.
>>709290053
this
>>709290137
I'm sure you can ask your local driving school whether you can take lessons or something. If you really love her then I'd say do it.
>>709290371
yes but im scared of it somehow eventhough i passed the test first time
>>709290085
It's been over a year since we've met; we have.
That's what I meant by "talking", should've clarified.
>>709290191
Probably gonna do that and get piss drunk at the hotel. Maybe find a tinder slut.
>>709280196
i have one question for you faggot
is trolling a art?
be careful with your answer because the wrong one will get you all of my cringe
I'm an older anon...married twice, divorced twice. I feel fucked up because the first wife I loved alot, but she left me for a co-worker. Since then, dating sucks, women aren't what they used to be and now I feel like I wasted my time with the first one and missed out in being young, having a chance to find a good woman. I've made my rounds with women since, but now I want to settle down and not a good woman out there. It seems like it's been a battle since my first marriage ended, and I'm drowning in this fucked up life
>>709290424
Are you me lol? well I did pass for the second time but that went pretty well, but I never wanted to drive again after that. Last week I had to. There was just no option for me not to. So I was forced to and needless to say I was worried about hitting someone, or bumping into another car, or not being able to start after a red light, stalling the engine and having the guy behind be get out of this car and basically beat the shit out of me etc. But everything was okay ( more or less), but it also was a great help that I just had to follow my friend who was driving ahead of me, so I didn't have to think about where to turn, etc.
btw. If your fear has anything to do with manual transmissioning or just handling the car in general, I highly recommend what I said about earlier about taking extra lessons. It's a pain in the ass I know, but driving has became such a basic thing, that it is hardly avoidable.
>>709283475
yeah, because having relationships which involve trust with a mentally ill person is the best choice in life you will ever make
how about you get strong one last time instead of being a faggot and date outside the psychiatric hospital grounds
>>709291133
i fear driving onto the highway, when you have to cross lanes and stuff
>>709284171
a moment of silence for our comrade in the friendzone
see, your problem is exactly that
you're a kissless virgin
pay a few hookers and fuck them
once you had enough sex for money, you'll know when enough is enough, you will have a new perspective on life
then you move to getting sex for free from whoever you can
by the time you will get fucking out of your system she will be neglected enough to properly assess her intentions
if she values you as a friend like she claims she will try to save you friendship
if there's more (slim chance) she will tell you
if not, then she was using you for your fucking hot tub and ability to listen to bitchtalk for hours
either way, it will prove to you beyond a shadow of a doubt what she feels for you and you will have gotten laid a lot instead of listening to the bimbo's sorrows
>>709291199
Yeah I fear that too. Even when I was learning to drive, I was only once on the highway, and that was almost two years ago
>>709289107
>>709290102
ples
>>709276317
>her
>cries because of a woman
>is a man
You people deserve your next shit pack of a president
>>709292359
fucking suck my dick you fuckcuckling sucking cumbucket sperglord
>>709292100
The sex part isn't what's bothering me, it's moreso the relationshipless part. Never had a girlfriend. That's more important to me.
>>709292854
no
no it's not
but even if it is, bitches require to be sexually attracted by you and that is something you can only do with actual testosterone flowing through your body
bitches smell virgins from a mile away (and it may not be just a metaphor since it seems that an active sex life makes men secrete some pheromones to which bitches are receptive)
it's hardwired into their fucking brain to find the best possible mate and a mate must, by definition, mate with her
you not having done that ever sends the signal that there is something wrong with you
she actually feels that there is something wrong with you, even if she rationalizes it or dismisses it as limited (non sexual) interest in you
you have to fuck
you have to fuck frequently
and you have to actively seek fucking
the whole nurturing our young part of the parenting process evolved much later than the "i have to spread my seed to the four corners of the world" part
niggers haven't even gotten to it yet, when did you last see a nigger with a father
she will not be attracted to your commitment to a possible relationship
that comes after you are compatible enough to fuck
and you, my friend, as of yet are not compatible enough to fuck anyone
go fuck
>>709290170
Won't be of use, you could try but things will still be the same if she doesn't convince herself she needs to grow up and you're the one that could really help her
