Can we get a feels thread in here?
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Can we get a feels thread in here?
have no feels shit anymore, whats got you down op ?
That picture got me real good. I have never said those words in that order either and it bothers me that I am not able to due to trust issues.
>>708819355
Life, loneliness.
Life gets really boring when you're alone.
>>708819860
i know it nigga,
>20
>no college
>only social interaction i have is with some guys from work
it sucks always doing shit alone etc,
>>708819173
To have feels we need boobs.
>here are boobs
>>708820068
I used to have friends.
My ex fiancee decided to fuck them all.
I'm now the single parent of a child that I'm not completely sure is mine or not, since I know that nobody else would step up and accept responsibility.
She was really good at hiding how big of a slut she was, and my friends were too.
I don't have the money to get a paternity test done either, I just have enough to get by. Shit sucks.
>>708820375
i had friends in highschool but 90% of them went away to college and i decided to jump into work
atleast youve got your kid man , take good care of them
I'm constantly depressed about my shit parents and life and only one friend ever bothers to ask if I'm ok
>>708821332
chances are youll be out of the relationship with your parents in a few years, try to not stress it too much
try focusing on the brighter future ahead of you instead of the shit going on right now
one step at a time
One day...
>This is the only place where someone actually hears (reads) what I'm saying.
>>708821968
Let it out
>>708821918
You think? What if we never accomplish anything?
>>708819860
i know the feeling. where are you located?
>>708822471
In a small town in Kentucky.
Small population, not very many people to meet.
>>708822638
im in seattle. well,we could still talk. im 23/f
>>708820799
damn, that hurt
>>708822380
>Every night I sit in my bed staring at my ceiling.
>I recount the day and try to find times where someone actually cared.
>And every night I realize that noone cared.
>And every night I realize that those "friends" I sit with, don't care about me.
>And every night I realize how, somehow when they talk they never talk to me; they talk around me.
>The only person who has ever cared about what I say is a person whom I do not know; a person who may not even exist.
>>708822796
im a 19 year old male.
>>708822858
don't worry fellow, /b is here for you.
>>708822961
so,why are you lonely?
>>708823003
actually as gay as it may sound alot of us here are here for others, some are shitcunts an others are normies but we kind of have to stick together yaknow?
>/b is my only friend
>>708822455
Not that anon but that is my greatest fear. Ive got 3 kids 2 girls and a boy and what if i die before i can leave them something to be proud of?
>>708823209
Anon for President
>>708822638
What town bud also a kyfag youre the only other one ive seen
>>708822858
Try and meet new people and not get attached right away and get to know them
>>708819173
sometimes i feel like just marrying a random stranger. a random guy. just marry him,make it work,have a nice life. of course,he'd have to have the same beliefs and ideals as me,but fuck it. dont know where to even find a guy that would be willing.
>>708823209
I completely agree, funny thing, this is the place I feel most accepted. 4chan. A place notorious for being full of shitty people.
Here people actually listen to what I have to say and often enough agree with me or at least willing to discuss. IRL people will just talk over me, ignore me, or try and make me feel like shit for having an idea or opinion even if I can back it up. People normally do everything they can to tear me down. I've also had more people try to cheer me up on /b/ than have ever tried it irl. 4chan has straight up saved my life sometimes by simply being full of bros willing to treat everyone equally including me. Sure it's damn sure not the equal the tublrinas like but here you're a fucking equal.
4chan is something special, even though we're all a bunch of complete assholes we're assholes together.
>>708823581
I've tried. New people don't like me.
>>708823347
m-me?
youve got to try to be there for others, try to help others out, Even if sometimes its not the best option for you
its one of my issues actually i put others i care about myself too much
fuck il even go out of my way to make sure strangers are alright and shit
>>708823614
yeah ive met some close friends on /o/ and others on other boards etc but usually if you need someone to talk to SOMEONE on /b/ will be willing to talk atleast a bit
>>708823398
Berea. You?
>>708823893
Big city of paducah
>>708819902
Thanks for posting my story, i am glad it touched you. Anyway im going to be leaving these threads for a couple weeks, its time i sort out everything on my own, i wish only the best to every one of you, never forget one thing no matter how many people may not care about you in the "real world", i always will. Goodnight my friends ill be back one day.
>Nothing hurts more than always being there for someone and no one being there for you.
>>708823987
/thread
>>708819173
anyone in seattle? could use a new friend.
>>708823101
See
>>708820375
I dont get along with people well enough to be with somebody.
There's one girl that i'm convinced is my soulmate, but she doesnt feel the same I guess.
>>708823972
Only the best Adonis. Ive been seeing you in these threads for a few weeks now, I know not being with her has been tearing you up far more than most other people, but you not only told your story, you helped everyone along the way. I only hope you can talk to her at least once, i praying for your closure Adonis, Your wisdom has never fallen on deaf ears.
>>708823614
It really is a beautiful slice of the world. I see 4chan as a bubble burster. People here are open to ideas. Most of the outlandish content on this website is posted in half jest and half curiosity. That's why so many people say this a place that people will listen and maybe even care. Curiosity turns into empathy when someone tells you their story.
love you /b/ros
>I really don't have a reason to live.
>I could die and my closest friends would just shrug their shoudlers.
>>708824714
>/b is the only thing that's keeping me alive right now.
>>708824441
unrequited love is a waste of time. move on. now. as hard is it may be,you need to move on if the other person truly doesn't feel the same way.
>>708824714
why not just go live your life then if you really have nothing to fear including deat why not just go enjoy yourself
>>708824714
basically there is no reason to live. the trick? you have to find reasons to live.
>>708821868
this
I try to make people happy so they don't have to feel what I do.
>Be in high school
>Class clown
>Alwats make jokes, smile and be happy.
>It's all a lie.
>Have been giving hints of my loneliness for four years now.
>Each one of those years I have been high so I don't have to face reality.
>One day, after high school years, spill my heart out to my best "friend"
>He just laughs
>Next day tried killing myself
>Never heard from him since.
>Just laughs
>>708824714
>>708824810
Slowly break down your inhibitions. There are probably hundreds of moments during your day where you fantasize about some potential scenario that COULD happen. It can be as silly as randomly throwing your drink at the person you're talking to (probably don't do that), but it can be much more sensible. When you see yourself start to get into the fantasy that turns into a daydream, try to stop yourself and actually do it. What do you have to lose? You can take a few more L's because it will feel so good to have some semblance of control. Take baby steps. It's a lot of work, but it's the only way to actually make a change. You either take charge or stay miserable. Don't expect it to happen overnight. Don't expect to feel immense satisfaction with your first successes. It's a neverending process to take control of your life and happiness.
Best of luck /b/ros
>>708822858
you'll always have the /b/ros
im just lonley , i dont talk to too many people and it just gets to you occationally,
>>708823695
You have to make them, if you're awkward or have any hobbies that aren't normal keep them hidden
>>708823972
Thanks bro. Best of luck to you. Until next time
>>708824143
South of seattle. Tacoma. Lul. In oregon atm tho
My friends tell me that there's a girl out there for me, and I've been trying to find her but I doubt she's looking for me
although that's the least of my problems, it's always the one that stays when the other problems leave
I've tried convincing myself it's not a problem, I can live alone in isolation. But if that's the case what's the point in living
The thoughts of suicide came to me when I was about 14. It's not like it came over time either and it's not like I noticed it was there and I changed one day. It was as if it was inside me the whole time but I only showed emotions when I was around that age
Sadness is a funny thing, ironically. It lingers and lingers but you know you'll never be able to jump off of that bridge, or pull the trigger. There's too much life in you, and so much stuff you want to do with it. And after this revelation all you can do is laugh, because the sadness is still there
I've surrounded myself with cigarettes these days, with every drag making the day go a little slower. With every cigarette taking my thoughts away as the bright orange flame burns away
Alcohol does the opposite, it makes the days go by and faster each drink as the bitter and burning taste goes down your throat and sets in your stomach, swirling your insides and making your head feel dizzier and dizzier. The music at first makes you feel happy but as the night goes on it becomes obnoxious and ear piercing. Eventually you want to go home but your friends convince you to stay a little longer. And before you know it it's 5am and you're ringing a taxi
And all you can do is laugh
I was diagnosed with depression at age 13. It took a about a year but with the help of medication and therapy was, and still am, back on track. I just have one problem. I'm horrified of being sad. I refuse to acknowledge any negative emotions I have. I'm worried this habit is going to stick with me for life.
>>708826197
cool. got kik or something?
Not feeling to well. Single once again. Drinking once again. Wishing I was dead once again. Why can't I just learn to stay away and I wouldn't be hurt all the time?
>>708827268
We fight a lot and she's gone for good
>>708826510
>>there's a girl out there for you
it's all loaded bullshit anon, spewed to make you feel better when in fact all it does is make it worse. I'm not big on false hopes.
Like you're drowning yourself in cigarettes I'm kind of hiding from reality in GTA online. It's like living a second life where you're not worthless. it just calms me down i guess.
Also if any anon wants to play together (pc) let me know
>>708826529
was diagnosed with (somewhat severe) anxiety and possibility of depression y probably 8 years old
struggled with it until freshman year of highschool
multiple medications and therapy techniques all sorts of other shit
and while im sure what youre going through is totally different from what i went through / occasionally still go through i managed to get myself on track and make things better, and im sure you will be able to , dont completely shun your diagnosis but accept it and learn to cope with it when things do get bad
but most important of all dont let it own you, you need to own it
>>708827503
She was into some kinda weird things but I still loved her.
>>708827503
its probably for the best make yourself happy first then others or atleast try
>>708827532
want to kik? i'll play or talk. someone kik me. funtimes3321. let's talk about life,loneliness,the future...whatever...let's just talk...
>>708827767
She left me because I wouldn't hit her. She wanted me to punch her in the face. I'm just tired of changing all these contact names every week.
>>708828027
is that fetish of hers or something? have to be careful. she might be trying to cry abuse after you hit her.
>>708823972
Godspeed, adonis
My mom died a year ago today. She was the only person that will ever love me.
>>708827849
sure.
>>708828027
sounds like she may have dragged you down even more in the long run
shit like that isnt healthy at all , plus it can get you into a whole bag of worms if anyone found out about it , you could end up in deep shit
spend some time single and focus on the things that make you happy,
im currently trying to avoid liking one of my coworkers too much because i dont want to make shit awkward if the feeling isnt reciprocated
>>708827849
ya sure. though we already have a telegram group with folks from various feels thread. it's anon feel welcome to join us
telegram.me/joinchat/DTvISUEwvQQLaDeLU6wFEw
>>708819902
a bit poetic that this guy calls himself adonis, aliteral statue,eh?
>>708821181
which movie.. i think i hv seen this one.
>>708828120
She wanted me to do it because it was like cutting herself to her.
>>708828286
I feel yea. I just been with her for awhile she tried to off herself less than a month ago and ever since she got on those pills she ain't been the same...
>>708827598
Thanks.It Feels good to know I'm not alone.
>>708827532
My second life is my normal life
It's hard to explain but I'll try my best
When I was younger I was really shy, and really smart. Everyone had high expectations but I wasn't happy. I was getting grades but everyone telling me I was doing great meant nothing. There was no reward, the reward was whoever was going to hire me. So I got into music and met my current best friend "S"
S was cool, was friends with everybody. Even the ones that bullied me. They carried on bullying anyway. But he acted confident all the time. He got girls, good clothes, and was decent at guitar. A few years later I tried to kill myself. But I couldn't, I ended up jacking off and sinking into a worthless pit of my own despair.
Then I thought, what if I was S. Everybody loves S. S is the best. Maybe the world doesn't revolve around me, it revolves around S. S is the most important person alive, I love S.
And so I became like him
I pretend to be confident
I make stupid jokes I don't laugh at
I buy stupid branded clothes I don't like
And now, I have a lot of friends
but none of them I can be myself around
and I want to die even more
and still no girls
I just want to cry, but I can't
I just want someone to love me the same way I love them
5 girls
I've liked 5 girls but none of them liked me
in fact I suspect 2 of them fucked S
the way they looked at eachother back then, was too much to bear
fuck
Any fags around NY city rn?
>>708828253
I'm sorry anon :(
>>708828678
I was a terrible son. She deserved better.
>>708826766
Ye, add "Longrexhow" if you wanna chat sometime I have like crazy hours but eh I rarely drop off the face of the earth or anything...
It's too late in the night for me to type out this story again. But the gist is that i was indirectly told by my divorced parents actions that they were too busy with their own lives to take care of me and my little sister. At 15 that hit really hard.
Since then i am on better terms with them, sure, but i have been looking for that kind of love ever since.
Finally thought i found it, but she has a boyfriend... long story short, had an affair of 5 months, before i had to say that i couldn't do it anymore.
Saw her for the first time in almost 4 months last week. I ended up saying hi and giving her a hug after she had avoided me for two days straight. She started crying... Had a talk with her and told her that it's up to her now, she knows what it takes for us to be together, and the only way for us is all or nothing.
I love this girl like i haven't since the concept of love was shattered...
So now i'm just waiting for her to make up her mind, and decide. Hoping for the best... preparing for the worst.
I've been working on altering myself to correct the shitty aspects of my personality, like talking too much, always frowning, avoiding eye contact, etc. But I can't help but think that even after that there's something about me that just turns qt's right the fuck off.
Maybe I'm just really fugly and don't realize it. Maybe it's my boring hobbies and uninteresting life.
>>708828441
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. Or I could be way off.
>>708828441
Eternal sunshine for the spotless mind
>>708828993
I exist with the dilemma of wanting to talk to people but knowing I shouldn't because I'm an autist and would invariable say something stupid.
>>708819173
Does anyone have the Ukrainian anon's story?
Well, my story
>>708828581
dont let them drag you down man, youre better than that youre unique and special in your own weird little ways , fucking everyone is special and unique and you have to remember that
>>708828585
yeah i remember growing up feeling so alone and it fucking sucked , just wanting to be normal so badly
while at the same time my anxiety was litterally slowly killing me
but there is hope, i ended up in the hospital for a few days when i was 14-15 suicidal and i just decided i was done with the bullshit
and it was difficult but i stopped meds stopped therapy and "manned up " as i put it back then , But now im 20, have my dream job im still lonley, and certain things do still get my anxiety going like a motherfucker but im mostly better now
>>708828835
i aways apologise to my mom for being who i am , and having my flaws, But keep in mind she had her flaws and im sure she loved you for you and wouldnt change you if she could
>>708828835
yeah I can relate to that . But they still love you bro, even with all your shortcomings, your mom will still do anything for you.
On a related note since we are in a feels thread, watch this if you're missing your mom watch this to let the tears flow https://youtu.be/1SwFso7NeuA.
corporate propaganda, yes but doesn't make it any less of a truth.
>>708827532
Where are you from? You could add Ibbegare and Schimmig3, that's us. We're from the Netherlands and like meeting new people through GTA online :)
>>708829232
I often think I should just give up and accept life as a reclusive nobody.
But I don't want to be so lonely.
Every time i find a new person i think is aight, i try and revolve the aspects of my personality that they might find appealing. I tend to never be myself around anyone, all this ends up doing is me not being able to continue a conversation due to me having a fear of upsetting them with something i say or being disinterested with the topics i bring up. This has resulted in me although having a relatively large amount of friends, to still feel lonely. I'm too afraid of being alone to leave the "friends" i currently have.
>>708829256
i still haven't found the courage to apologise, we add a family don't really display love openly. I want to say sorry for everything.. just that i can't bring myself to.
She had a close call with grim reaper few months ago, fucking aneurysm out of nowhere. Sobbed like a little girl those days
>>708824832
I've been trying.
I've kind of dropped off of the face of the earth for this person.
I'm constantly hit with the "why are you ignoring me" or "why don't you ever talk to me anymore"
I loved this girl. But other people will always be better I guess. I don't understand why.
>>708829334
from India, will add you after 90 minutes when i start playing.
>>708823972
goodbye for now Adonis.
>>708829979
That's fine, it's 4.15 AM over here, so I don't know if we'll be online again in time, but otherwise we'll accept your invite tomorrow.
I fucking lover her /b/, I would do anything for her. I met her in rehab when I was 17. We both do drugs together also. I want to tell her my feelings but I just can't. I'm just a fat lazy drug addict with no future in life. Suicide is in my mind everyday. Is this why I do drugs? To not feel the pain of this world. I'm getting sick of this /b/ I need to change but I don't know how to. Thanks for reading this
>>708830195
oh okay no problem. that's really late btw you should sleep
I failed high school and i'm slowly moving onto hard drugs. The only person that cares about me is my mom and she deserves better than a fat weaboo drug addict living in her house. I don't know if i should just kill myself now or wait until my mom dies
>>708829715
gbe open with her, tell her how much she means to you and apologise
>>708819173
>be me
>friends always coming to me for relationship advice
>really good at it
>my advice has only turned sour once, even then it was for the best
>mfw the last relationship i was in took place almost entirley over kik, and ended after it took a huge emotional toll on me
>every other week she would come crying wanting to kill herself, I made it my goal to talk her down
>fucking why
>>708830336
wait till mom goes away. Don't break her. It's tough but it is what it is.
>>708830336
I'm failing college right now, I'm to slowly doing harder drugs. I feel you man, I truly do.
>>708830298
I'm on my autumn break, so I can do without the sleep at the moment :)
I asked out on a date and she forgot about it, when she calls me I get happy. To bad she do3snt know my real feelings for her life
I love her /b/
>>708830599
kind of how i am with this chick at work , i can go into work in the worst mood but once we start talking it all goes away , But i cant do shit
>>708830218
>>708830599
BTW she's 16 and I'm 18.
Like I said I met her when I was 17 back in rehab. I had a date with her and I had to balls to do so, but she forgot about it man, then seconds later she told me she kinda had a boyfriend. Is she just dodging me? Someone please help me
>>708830493
good for you. I can never stay up late because i prefer rising early. Life is more sorted that way, at least for me.
>>708830810
Like she just can brightens up your shitty day with her smile, it's crazy man
>>708830970
not necessarily quite that far but just 5 minuites of talking and all the shit goes away, But i dont want to make shit awkward at work if the feelings arent the same between us and shes 5 years older than me so thats another reason im second guessing trying anything
>Feels thread
>literally post so much and still no replies
This place used to be my home
>>708831140
cheers to that, friend
>>708830970
>brightens up your shitty day with her smile
shit I miss her
>>708831140
I know the feel, anon
>>708831133
The girl I like is 2 years younger. She's 16 and I'm 18. I know what you mean.
I sit at the table
Alone in my head
Not a friend or a lover
No joy to spread
Faces move by
Not a single glance given
Insecure
Yet driven
A mean mistress
Gloria, was her name
She rains sadness on me
Yet sometimes keeps me sane
I want to reach out
Yet I'm held back
Incertus tells me no
But I want to make contact
People I can relate to
Known for degeneracy
Foul yet misunderstood
People like me
>It's a WIP, let me know what you /b/ros think
>>708828924
cool. i messaged you.
>>708831140
i-im sorry i was just considering going through the thread and replying to anyone who didnt have replies if they wanted to talk but then i decided that would be dumb and didnt want to seem stupid
for anyone that wants to talk im here
>>708831392
younger is easier, ive dated younger girls ( to a point) but when youre 20 and shes 25 theres a big gap, between where we are in our lives
>>708830462
thats my plan
>>708830859
I normally get up at 6 AM every day and return home by the same time at PM, so I'm getting the most out of my free time :)
>>708830859
I'll be online in a couple of minutes by the way. What's your GTA name?
>>708831801
awkdev. I'll take an hour to be online
>>708829256
Doesn't matter if she had flaws. That's not how you look at it.
>>708829306
She was a good mother. Loved me unconditionally despite all my failures as a person.
>>708832177
all im saying is remember she is a person too
>>708819173
I'm 28. A virgin. Decent career in research. I've been single all my life. I currently see a psychiatrist monthly, for prescription refill, and a psychologist weekly. I take Adderall, xanax, and Prozac daily. I prided myself for years, because no matter how bad it got I never contemplated suicide. Well recently I even lost that little self worth it had. About two months ago I started thinking about suicide frequently. Not sure what's changed? I've kept up with my medication going on eight years now. Work isn't too stressful, well at least not more than usual. I've been doing my CBT training by the book for years now. Maybe it's that I'm getting closer to the big 30. Maybe I don't want to be a thirty year old failure. I'm not sure, all I know is that I'm losing this battle.
>>708831464
I like it
>>708832177
>Loved me unconditionally despite all my failures as a person.
they all do bro, they all do. That's what hurts the most.
>>708832130
Not sure if I'm going to be awake for that long, but like I said, just add us and everything will be settled tomorrow. All the best for now!
>>708832625
love is blind, deaf, and dumb, i suppose
>>708832761
sure. good night anon
>>708832270
are you self sufficient? have your own place? pay your own bills?
thats al i really want in the next 5 years of my life i dont really care too much about relationships , while id like one id rather have my own place, or atleast be self suficient
>>708830249
Maia if you read this i love you i always loved you and im sorry i couldn't say it i'm sorry for all the times i could of you made maia life now without you i feel so lonely, so empty, I know i hate myself so i can understand why you wouldn't love me for not loving someone who did, I want a future together i don't want you to move i want you right here with me.
- G
>>708832952
Already added you :)
>>708832954
May I ask where you're from?
>>708829366
odd, isn't it? some days you want to be left alone more than anything. the next, you just want to know someone, somewhere out there gives a damn about you.
>>708833224
northeast usa, why?
>>708832954
Yeah I live by myself. I'm probably low end middle-class. To be honest I'd give up all my years of schooling, my job, even my independence, for a relationship. Even a bad relationship. I just want to be able to say I've been in one. I'd happily trade it all.
>>708831310
>>708831376
>>708831601
I wonder how your lives went and what did you do
How did you find about 4chan
How long are you here
3 top boards you visit (unincluding /b/)
3 top threads you look for in /b/
If anoyone actually bothers to answer I might even open up myself..
she makes me spend most of my time legitimately considering suicide. i'm in love with her and i can't stop being in love with her no matter how hard i try. she knows. and she knows i'm suffering, but it's the only thing we don't talk about. she's killing me.
>>708833343
Well, I'm from Europe, and it so happens to be that tonight I saw a series about people in the USA who'd been let down in life. Made me realise again that the American Dream is just there for people from rich or middle class families. That's all good, but as soon as bad times turn up, there's practically nothing like a social security system to keep people from falling down even deeper. You're saying that self sufficiency and an own place are your primary wishes for the moment reminded me a bit of that, apparently such basic things are already that difficult in America. Nevertheless, I really do hope you'll get it settled!
>>708833116
thanks. added
>>708833756
not the guy you asked but here's my response:
1. someone told me about /b/ long time ago
2. frequently since past 2 years.
3. no other boards except /b/
4. feels thread, creep, hidden cam, random webm
>>708833756
was told about it by a friend when i was 13 maybe?
means ive been here 7 years just about had a few times where i left for a few months at a time but once youre here youre stuck ( /b/ was my first board)
/out/ is my home but for a while a certain thread on /o/ was my home
most of my time is spent on /out/ but il occatioanlly check /o/ /diy/ /an/ now and /b/ ofcourse
i honestly dont know about /b/ i mostly am on here to waste time , very occatioanlly a rare good thread will pop up and il actually post like this one
porn also on /b/ but that doesnt really count
>>708833851
im not poor, but im certainly not well off, i couldnt afford college and i really didnt want to take out a loan at 17-18 years old and possibly waste it , so i decided to work hard instead and save in hopes of getting a cheap place early on in life and never be debt
thanks for the thoughts though, im sure il make it
>>708829978
Lost. This made me tear up. I don't even believe in God, yet the sentiment of this hit me harder than I would have expected it to.
>>708833756
How your lives went
>I got into a good college and my grades are good, but I'm a fugly nobody with no chance of getting a girlfriend.
How did you find out about 4chan
>Reddit inb4 cancer, yeah I know
How long are you here
>About 2 years I think
Top 3 boards
> /v/, /g/, and probably /o/ or /mu/
Top 3 threads
>Feels, non-porn webm, and anything I haven't seen before
>>708833756
Been here three or four years. Can't remember exactly how u stumbled upon this site but if I could travel back in time I would undo it.
Main, B, secondary, pol. When I feel like lowering my iq by a couple of notches I go on x.
>>708834494
As long as you stay positive, I'm sure you'll make it. It's easy for me to speak, being born and raised in the wealthy Netherlands from a middle class family, but things are changing over here as well. Luckily, I just read in your other post that you're "only" 20, so at least you've got plenty of years left to make something out of your life :)
>>708830829
youre just ugly
>>708833760
I don't consider suicide much anymore, but there's still a hole in my soul where She used to be. Time does not heal all wounds. I've spent the last 12 years in other relationships, drinking away new heartbreaks, and finally even getting married to someone I love very much. None of it has let me stop missing Her. None of it soothes the guilt of how badly I treated Her. And none of it stops something from reminding me of Her every single day.
>>708834488
I suggest trying to expand your horizons, other boards can be fun too
>>708834494
I feel ya, I started in /b/ too
>>708834652
Don't give yourself a hard time, I came here after 9gag became complete and utter shit (yes even more than before)
Well, I said I will open up so might as well answer my questions, the only one I will not answer is explaining my life, but I will answer any question regarding if you'd want me to
A friend of a friend in a shared skype group shared a link over here about 4-5 years ago
I am no longer in touch with anyone except for one person unincluding family/ co soldiers
My favorite boards are /a/ /v/ and /k/
My favorite threads on /b/ are feels, horror (almost none existant at this point) and kik threads (I never reply, I just watch and get the thrill as if someone cares enough to text me)
>>708834944
Why /pol/ anon? (Said like the jew I am)
>>708835166
Which job anon?
Questions are always welcome
>>708835166
That's fully understandable, but take life as it comes. I'm a 25-year old girl and I've only been living by myself for the last year, there's nothing wrong with that. And there's always time to enroll in college later on, as soon as you've got the money. It also depends on what you'd like to do for a living of course.
>>708833756
>How did you find about 4chan
A friend in my dorm freshman year
>How long are you here
That was in 07
>3 top boards you visit (unincluding /b/)
/sci/, /vr/ ... uh, I guess /wg/ or /g/
>3 top threads you look for in /b/
Something random or interesting but oh the usual i guess...Yikes.. waifu, feels, pics you shouldn't share... maybe nostalgia you lose
>>708835947
yeah but i also dont want to be some creepy old dude in college classes,
im thinking i may just start doing construction agai in the afternoons to make some more cash to save , im good with saving cash so maybe il be able to get someplace cheap soon
im not stressing it honestly
>>708835897
i raise fish basically
I was alone.
It was my own doing, though I did not realize it at the time.
There was wisdom inside me that I wouldn't admit.
So my brain did what it does best: it thought too much.
I fed it drugs and it created friends for me.
They scared me at first.
Then I scared myself when I believed in them.
And then I learned to believe in myself.
And then I no longer needed the friends... but they stayed just to see what I would do.
It seems rude to do nothing, since they worked so hard to help me, so I have learned to be ambitious.
I was wrong to think that my illness was a curse.
I was wrong to think I was ever alone.
But I had to go there before I could get here.
I regret nothing... and that is better than being happy, because it's constant.
>>708835897
Actually, it was more years ago, I didn't really notice but it's 6 years not 4
>>708836492
You're twenty, what time are you planning to be this "creepy old guy"? :P Anyway, glad to hear (read) that you've got other possibilities and aren't too distressed about it.
>>708836492
why do you consider that impossible to do in the future? believe in yourself and maybe you will grow a buisness.
although, you should work as what you do best and never get paid for your favorite hobby (unless they clash)
>>708836978
i dont know my personality can sometimes be that of a grumpy 80 year old man
everyone i ice fish with is 60-85 years old and i fit right in
>>708837153
the current position i am in isnt a garuteed job year to year, and i dont have a degree
i never said its impossible its just going to take some work on my part
>>708837298
Are you afraid of working hard to achieve your dreams?
>>708837454
not at all, i love working hard actually , i want to work hard and prove myself in the workplace more than 40 hours a week personally
hence why im considering starting working a second job
>>708835897
Can my favorite /b/ thread be incest without being judged..
>>708837648
Tell your boss, if he is a cool guy he will give you more work
>>708837688
Only if you post pics of your cute sister or cousin
>>708837824
cant work any more than 40 a week due to budget etc, im working in a relitivley specific field right now and theres no room for overtime etc
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>>708837943
its pretty complicated tbqh
>>708837298
I don't know what an American, grumpy, 80-year old man is like, let alone one that's actually 20. Then again, there's nothing wrong with getting along with elders, but it doesn't necessarily define your character.
>>708838031
well, it's 23:21 on a friday night, I am oceans and lands away from my girlfriend who is asleep right now
tell me your story
>>708838068
im just quite plain tbh
dont drink or smoke not terribly social pretty quiet
im actuall quite easy to get along with after i get to know you,
other than the fact i dont drink and everyone else my age does
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>>708838288
i honestly dont want to say too much else about my job just becasue i have a tiny bit of fear one of the guys i work with may come across it and figure out its me and call me a fag
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>>708838469
I see, can I just know where you're from then?
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>>708835602
I'm sorry you know the feeling I'm describing. I hope your marriage is fucking heaven, you deserve it for making it this long loving someone who doesn't love you back. There are few worse feelings in my experience, though unfortunately I'm dealing with those as well.
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>>708838568
northeast usa, almost midnight here too and i have to work in 7 hours, But fuck it
tell me about yourself
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>>708838747
What do you want to know?
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>>708838880
>[
anything worth knowing
age hobbies anything seriously
>>708838289
Nothing wrong with that. You seem like quite a normal person to me. So why are you in the feels thread in the first place? :)
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>>708838808
this is great and I want it to be true.
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>>708839190
Hey bros. Anyone else havin a shitty night? Just want to clear my mind and sleep but I can't get her out of my head
>>708830829
Fuck her, man. She's not worth it.
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>>708838992
i stop in pretty often to try to give encouraging words etc, i went through some shit when i was younger and now am mostly normie so i guess i prove that there is hope for everyone
past few days have been stressfull and i saw it and figured why not
wby?
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>>708839012
Bitch probably had it coming.
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>>708838991
age - 19 on this halloween
umm, I'll give you some things about myself and you can ask for details
no friends
1 gf
I am a soldier
lost my dream job
and basically I am the "op" of the questions that led here
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>>708820375
At the same time though, dont use your kid for your own gratification/happiness or else they will grow to resent you too
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>>708839341
Same as me pretty much, apart from the stressfull part. I don't know what wby means I must admit.
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>>708823972
I hope to see you soon Adonis.
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>>708839531
This did it for me, fuck
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>>708839873
>been single for so long
>don't feel attracted to anyone anymore
I know when someone is attractive but I'm just not attracted. I wish I had a gf to travel with/hang out with other couples.
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>>708839333
For years now I lived a life of going to work and then straight back home, nothing else in between, no friends to hang out with.
Maybe I need a dog in my life? I've actually always wanted one since I was a kid now.
But I hesitate getting myself one, do I have the time to look after it? Can I raise it well? Stuff like this is what is holding me back.
>>708839491
happy early birthday, hope you enjoy it
what was your dream job? and what do you like doing in your free time
>>708839542
what about you
tell me abit about yourself?
>>708839649
gotta go hug my kitty now
>>708839531
why dis nigga cry?
>>708839873
This just in, animals do not understand the concept of death.
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>>708839972
My dream job is to have a specific role as a soldier, I might never have it because of a long story
on my free time I either love my dog, hang with my gf, watch anime play shitty vidya or hang here
>>708840230
dogs name? my cat is felix
>>708839873
saddest thing i've seen all day
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>>708823987
>Nothing hurts more, than to live in wretchedness, and remember the good times
I don't go out or talk to friends outside of school, I'm a 20 yo virgin and I've never been in a relationship and yet I have no feels. I'm not sad, nor do I long for a girlfriend or a better social life. I used feel a lot worse but I guess I just got used to it over time.
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>>708839972
What would you like to know?
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>>708830336
sadly same here
>>708840367
Sorry, I can't share it because I might be discovered but I will say that she is a puppy and of the retriever family
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>>708839696
holllly shitt i wonder if the captions are right
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>>708840535
anything worth knowing age hobbies etc etc
also
>captcha keeps having tired in it
>need to be at work in 7 hours yet stilo awake
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>>708840601
No, Shrek was all about making fun of Michael Eisner, then head honcho of Disney and the Disney Corporation in general. Hell, his name is the movie is the PG version of Fuck Wad.
>>708840744
Dats sad maine
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>>708832041
I have a slightly similar story. Similar as in the "getting too close to the sun" thing. It's devastating
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>>708840969
Daily reminder that everything we are, memories, personality and consciousness comes from our brain.
There is no soul. Your body is made of cells which die and are replaced. There is no place for a soul here.
We are here for <100 years and when we die it's over. Even if you reincarnate or experience an afterlife, you'd have no recollection of who you were without your brain.
This is the only reason I don't an hero.
I want to do something in psychology but it bugs me that when i hear the stories people tell me, i envy them... i envy even feeling the pain they felt... in breakups amd stuff... i never got the chance to love someone or feel how it feels to break up.... and then my friends always tell me about their exs and current girlfriends...just makes me sick to my stomach.
>>708841032
note the teardrop
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>>708838532
Why does this letter make me so sad? For the child, but more so, Mr rogers.
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>>708827503
Looks like you're going out with a dude in drag
>>708841051
Why would that prevent you from doing something in psychology?
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>>708840637
This is ylyl. And I just lost.
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>>708840758
Age: 25
Hobbies: games, cooking, eating, sleeping
Etc: almost 6 AM here, but no work until Monday
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>>708840744
You anons keep hitting me in the feels with these kid pictures
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>>708839696
Don't you wish someone would lay in your arm the way this dog does in this guy's?
>>708841619
why not sleep?
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>>708841256
i have been with my gf for about 16 months. If i was on one of those planes, I wouldn't call her, I would call my Ex
Should I break up with her? should I tell her I feel this way?
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>>708838719
My marriage is good; I just feel bad for still missing someone else. Thing is, I don't even know how She feels. I've tried to reach out and apologize, or just make contact, and nothing. Things were on the decline, and then we had our last argument. The last thing She ever said to me was "I'll call you tomorrow." Then nothing. Wouldn't answer my calls or texts. Just nothing. The lack of closure never stops hurting.
What's the rest of your story, Anon?
>>708841938
Well, it's been a while since the last reply I got so i guess this is the last bump I'll give this thread
don't bother replying
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>>708841766
Because we're celebrating the last weekend of the Autumn break!
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>>708828993
I felt this exact same way in middle school. Keep altering your habits for the better, you will eventually notice a difference. Also try to stay confident, even if it is fake confidence people will still see it as normal confidence. It worked for me and it will work for you. Best of luck /b/ro
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>>708841368
Yeah, sad that Mr. Rodgers wasted his time writing to such a failure at life, AMIRITE?!!!
>>708830249
And there's my problem. Difference is there's still time but I know I'm not going to tell her.
>>708842154
Not really sure what I want to do in life and it depresses me
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>>708841846
maybe you should try to change how you feel?
>>708841744
>tfw havent cuddled anyoen in2-3 years
>also last time i was over someones house
>>708841982
were here if you want to talk, just sometimes people get caught up talking with one or two people and forget there are others who may need to talk
>>708842047
enjoy it
cant wait until i get to go on vacation next year
or hopefully go
kinda pointless going alone but it may just be me
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>>708841744
Well, I've got my dog for that.
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>>708842278
A vacation is always worth your time, no matter with (or without) whom you go. Where are you planning to go?
>>708842476
is this really sad though?
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>>708842154
did the shoes come off first or the body?
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>>708842515
family used to go to these little cabins up in Michigan , theyre shitholes but it was always family, we havent gone in a few years but i atleast want to go back one last time since i have so many memories there
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>>708841846
bump help me out anons!
>>708842527
Yeah, whats so sad about jews about to be gassed?
Also, have some laughs
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>>708842801
>sad lol will you do massive suicide ? im hungry
>>708842841
If you're traveling in the north country fair
Where the winds hit heavy on the borderline
Remember me to one who lives there
For she was once a true love of mine.
Well, if you go when the snowflakes storm
When the rivers freeze and summer ends
Please see for me if she's wearing a coat so warm
To keep her from the howlin' winds.
Please see from me if her hair hanging down
If it curls and flows all down her breast
Please see from me if her hair hanging down
That's the way I remember her best.
Well, if you're traveling in the north country fair
Where the winds hit heavy on the borderline
Please say hello to one who lives there
She once was a true love of mine.
If you're travelin' in the north country fair
Where the winds hit heavy on the borderline
Remember me to one who lives there
She once was a true love of mine.
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>>708842901
jesus christ, this song really hits home
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