Feels Thread? Need someone to talk too
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Feels Thread?
Need someone to talk too
>>708538731
Life is the most meaning shit you ever do. Sooner you accept that you will better function as a capitalist.
Ill bump with a summary of my position in the mean time.
I feel like everyone around me hates eachother sometimes. My GF is either on her phone or mad at me. All i want is to love her anons. She never asks how im doing or about me we always talk about her and her problems and how theyre worse than mine. Is anyone even gonna listen to me here?
>>708538922
Nice dubs anon. And do explain
>>708539005
I'll listen /b/ro
>>708539005
She sounds shitty
>>708539069
Because I used to need someone to talk to and depressed. I wanted to have good friends and maybe even a girlfriend. But I realised in reality no one really wants me unless there is an assignment due.
For 3 years I was in denial that I matter in this world. Truth is I don't and my objective is to be 1%. Not because I like money or supercars but because that is the only think matters. I say again, I don't matter, only capital does. So I am going to take the thing matters for most people.
>>708539005
She constantly ignores me. Says hurtful things and in general makes me feel replacable and worthless at times. She talks to many other guys and im supposed to be okay with it. You're probably just gonna call me a beta. What it real is is this. I never thought she would do this to me and i could feel like this. I couldnt process the emotion. All i do is give her love and she throws it back at me. Tell me this. Why does the girl i love want to hurt me so bad with no remorse
>>708539682
For the love of god.. Please dump her!
Listen bro.. I've been in your position.. And i dumped the bitch far too late.. Please.. Fucking just text her right now that it's over..
That.. and i wanna see what her reaction will be..
still waiting her to comeback...
>>708539682
Why on fuck are you still with her?
>>708539603
Anon as shitty as the world may be. This may be some gay shit im on right now but i dont care. You matter somewhere out there. Honestly i say stick with it. Money wont stop you from dying or anything really. Just keep fighting the good fight i guess
>>708539888
Nice trips
>>708539810
And thats what im trying to say. Shes my first love. And the past three weeks she has been fucking me and saying she loves me but also saying within the same sentence 'i need a break' 'i get bored' 'youre boring' and i just sit there and say i love her and everything and when she falls to sleep i cry
>>708539682
Been in this position also, this relationship you have with her isn't healthy /b/ro. Leave her otherwise itll only get worse
>>708539682
Break. Up. Before its too late
My ex did the same shit to me, we dated 7 months, found out she was dating this other faggot for 6 months, and the last 4 weeks before we broke up, she was doing the same thing. Stop being so sensitive start to be rude to her, just trow her on your bed l, get on top of her and if she says no, fuck her for the last time and leave, then call about apologizing after like 4 hours and shit. But idk tho
It's over anons...
I've been in a couple of relationships all of them with horrible girls, treating me like hell....
This girl.. Let's call her Julie, she was in another class but we still talked.. so beautiful, she was different, so much different.
Last year of college we went to the gym a lot and cooked and shit.. When we graduated we kind of lost eachother until a few months back.
We started going out to shows and bars, having great fun.. Until it escalated and stuff happened between us. I realised just how different she was, how much i love her and the things that happened when we looked at eachother..
We talked about it, being togheter..
And then she just stopped replying, even know i'm constantly looking at the phone, hoping for a message.. I'm good at getting over stuff, adjusting.. Due to my childhood.. But i can't let this go..
>meet this girl through a mutual friend
>See her one day in the dinning Hall at uni
>Sit down have a convo with her
>She's really nice like holy she's literal perfection
>We part ways but don't exchange digits
>Autismo mind makes me think "oh since I saw her in the dinning Hall I'll see her again if I start going there more"
>Start going and eating a fuck yon there, like more than usual
>Goes on for fucking months, ALL without seeing her again
>Get out of shape and gain a few kilos as a result of constantly eating at the dinning hall
Like 15 kilos
>See her again
>Manage to ask for digits
>Talk for like a week then I asked her out
"sorry I'm more attracted to people a bit smaller"
FUCKING WHY BROS
>>708540384
Dude. Thats kinda fucked so no.
But honestly i dunno what to do bros. 2 years i been wit her. And since last october she has been on tinder talking to guys. On our last break we started the break thursday and on saturday she was in a hotel with a guy. They fucked. I was devastated. She made it my fault and now another boy is moving into the frame same as the last one
>>708540742
Dude.. i'm gonna loose my shit if you don't break up with her right now...
>>708540742
No m8, it's not fucked.. yet, haven't told you the whole story, I will if any1 wants to hear it
I've been there op. I had a girl in highschool telling me she wasn't at school yet (we usually met fpr breakfast in the cafeteria in the morning) but I literally saw her walking down the sidewalk with some other douche a few minutes before she texted me. She eventually left me for him. I know you probably don't wanna hear it, but your best option is to move on. I know how bad it fucking sucks, but it does get better, as cheesy as it sounds.
>>708540931
But how my dude
Its kinda hard to believe someone out there cares. In these two years i have never spoke about her to anyone as in i never talk about our sex or her personal issues etc. However she dismantles me to her friends and talks about my weight etc
>>708541036
Go ahead boi. (Op btw)
>>708541180
You keep giving us more reason to break up with her..
Take it from someone who got experience with shit like that, several of us here got that and are telling you..
Fucking end it with her, you ending it will even be better!!
She's treating you like ass, man up, it's not the end. It's a new beginning! Things can only get better!
Write to her that you're breaking up, and she's a bitch..
easy as fuck lol
get her nudes and act like someone's hacked your phone or something, you could accidentally give us your gmail account (change the password to something easy so bruteforcing it doesn't take weeks) and we'll do the rest
>>708541390
I think I might have to. But i would never swear at her. Im a young pupper you see. I have never done this before and im not gonna lie to start this thread made me feel weird cause i wasnt sure whether i was making an issue out of nothing like she says i am or whether i was right
>Want to break it off with gf
>Can't think of a way to do it cause it'd just seem random and out of the blue
>Know that as soon as I do it, would feel regret
I wanna be with her and dont at the same time, wish I hadn't met her or that she'd just break up with me.
>>708541713
OP here this is basically my issue too
>>708541582
You know it is the right thing to do..
When shit really hits the fan you're gonna regret not breaking up with her, you know that.
End it for your own good anon, you can do so much better and it wont be your last gf.
To OP
This is my very first post on /b/. I had to write when I read your story.
I've been there, trust me. Take it from someone who has been through something like you: end it. It will feel like shit in the beginning but things will only get better. The way you describe your relationship is anything but healthy. It will ruin you. Take the initiative and end it for the sake of your mental sanity.
>>708541713
Fuck all of that..
The feeling of wanna be with someone and at the same time doesn't i know all too well anon..
Please just end it..
>>708541236
>be me
>Le beta fag fucking around online
>meet this girl, try to fuck around
>end up getting her skype
>then snapchat insta and rest
>she gets a bf
>that same night she got a bf, asked her out
>she said yes n dumped him
>Yay?
>Never say I love you to her because I overuse it once I use it
>she randomly says it and I say it "I love u 2"
>so now I start overusing it she starts to say ily2 or ily instead of the full sentence, fast forward to 2 weeks, she stops saying it
>fast forward to 7 months 4 weeks b4 breakup
>starts treating me like shit
>ignores me
>I wake her up at 8 am and she flips the fuck out (long distance relationship btw)
>wakes me up at 3 am no prob
>1 week b4 I get dumped, she confesses tht she fell for another guy but he only talked to her when he was horny
>said she lost contact to him
>finally the night where she breaks up wit me
>I tell her that I feel like shit and we talk about it, I ask her if she's dumping me
>says she had done it weeks ago but hasn't said shit not to hurt my weak ass heart aw cute
>3 weeks later we r still friends
>says she has dated this guy who's older than her for 6 months
>I ask her why the fuck she didn't tell me earlier
>claims she liked us both
>I get pissed off and start making her feel like shit
> "still got nudes so.. win?" -me
>not really, the were all leftovers from the nudes I sent to him
>mfw she was cheating for 6 months and I dealt with her bullshit daddy issues and shit for 7 fucking months
>mfw I dated 5 girls in 1 week to make the pain go away
>mfw I h8 everything
>mfw the story isn't as bad as I thought it was
>>708541885
>>708541920
Okay anons. Let it be known here as i guess to her and others itll mean nothing. I fucking lover her man. I honestly do. All i ever wanted was her. But she obviously has fell out of love. Its damaging me and her. I love her so much. At first i thought i could salvage it but recently i heard a story from multiple people who all agreed that had been on one side of the same scenario and it came down to the person didnt love them but didnt wanna break up and so just pushed them away to suffer
>>708542186
post them nudes boi
Alright bois OP here. Advice on what to say?
>>708542395
Not sure if I can post underaged titres without this whole thread gettn rekt
>>708542566
Titties*
>>708542501
Guys please. Any advice is key right now
>>708543073
Advice on what? breaking up with her?
>>708543263
Yes
>>708542186
What was her name anon?
>>708543329
How about something like..
"Listen "name". It's over between us, i'm sorry it has to be by text but it's for the best that we stop.
I guess that's just what i'd do...
>>708543263
Just quick, short and powerful..
Maybe it'd make her feel something for you she haven't felt for a long time, perhaps never..
She will be hurt that she lost her "toy" and you will be off for a better tommorow.
How on Earth could I possibly tell someone the few messages I get from them each day are the only reason I'm still around?
>>708543501
Her name was..
>reply to this post or your mother dies tonight
>>708543833
y dis
>>708543923
Because this makes me feel good, since I'm not allowed to be emotional
>>708539603
With 16 i was in the same situation although i not only was unwanted, I also wanted nobody. For me the money came 4 years later about 1 month after my 20th birthday. Totally unexpected, but not enough for the 1%. I built an apartment building at the age of 22 and kept raising my money. Got some more lucky investments and am happy to say I have enough to never care again and that with 31. But that didn't help me out of the fact that all i wanted was some fun from time to time, nothing serious. I suffer from depressions since i was 11 years old and that is thanks to the fact that my brain never stops thinking. Never. I think about stuff that doesn't affect me ir any of my close friends or relatives. It is just there.
Tl;dr: got money, still sad
>>708542409
Well shit that's my post... Ill answer questions if anyone has some. -Adonis
Right bois it has started. I think this is it. I love her but she obviously doesnt love me
>>708540226
my first love got bored of me and dumped me
tell her your issues, either she will try to change or flip shit, if so, dump her toxic ass
>>708545260
Send a pic of the chat bro
>>708545260
>>708545343
As meantioned in the top i did tell her my problems and to that she instead of trying to help or anything answered with 'i wanted to break up for ages'
>>708543833
kys faggot
>>708545007
so how have you been doing since the story?
>>708545755
She's a narcissistic piece of shit bro, get out, go do something worth your while, you're wasting your time with this bitch
>>708544789
overthinking often leads to depression, and you sir might have ADD
How do you go to sleep? Is it that you are in bed with toughts that won't go away no matter what?
Hey, /b/. I'm gonna use this thread to vent a bit.
>been depressed for years
>have trouble connecting with people socially
>sometimes feel the urge to talk to someone but I have absolutely no idea what to say
>or to whom to say it
>I'm doing ok with my life (as in school and work) but still have a looming sense of inadequacy with everything I do
>sometimes really lonely
>never had a gf etc.
>fell in love with a girl who didn't love me back
>go to sleep hoping I don't wake up
>even everyday routines are getting harder every year
>try hard to set a good example for my little brother
>try hard not to make my mom sad
>try hard to make my dad proud
>still feel like I'm letting everyone down, including myself
>things I used to enjoy don't do it for me anymore
>just want to get drunk every day to feel something else
Sorry for the incoherent list of shit/rant, I'm a bit tired. Just needed to get something off my chest I suppose.
>>708545856
Honestly, i'm both depressed and conflicted. I don't ever want to ruin her finally steady life, by reuniting with her, shes been all over this country, and lives a far more depressing life than i do. So ultimately i feel the sting of not being with her, but she knows the sting of never truly feeling loved, i guess what im trying to say is, if shes happy i want her to be happy. -Adonis
>>708546048
Dude please stay here i kinda need you right now. She told me im boring. That i live of her and how she has wanted to break up for ages
>>708538731
I haven't been sleeping well due to anxiety, how about you?
>>708546148
whatever you do, don't turn to drugs and drinking, its a fucking trap that will fuck you in the ass even when you sleep
getting things off your chest on the internet and doing the same in real life is different, you should go and talk to somebody in school, there should be counseling
just go there and say
>hello i'm depressed and want to die
they have to help you
>>708546565
Read the thread dude. Kinda wanna die right now im all the feel pictures. So why so anxious
I want to make a story heard.
>14 at the time.
>fresh in highschool.
>one girl in class that stands out.
>I had all I needed.
>grades
>looks
>money
>start talking to her, crack jokes
>feelsgoodman
>chitchat all day with her and other friends
>sociallifeandshit
>I get this ideea...
>tell her "I love you"
>she says:"ok... that was awkward"
>leaves
>18 now, last year and didn't talk to her ever again.
>I have no ideea what love is anymore.
>grades are shit now.
>depression
>no more money because of pot and parents don't like it
>never had a feeling for other girls again
I don't feel emotion anymore. I don't feel pain, I don't feel hate. I just feel like I am putting a mask for my friends and hiding my true self.
But then, what is there to hide?
>>708546251
Thats quite a mute stance adonis. You know how much you love her, likely more than anything else in your life, so instead of trying to be with her, you suffer yourself so she can finally feel stability and happiness. Damn i wish i had that much self control.
>>708546925
mature*
>>708546447
Shh sh sh shh, its all, gonna be fine. What makes you happy? Tell me one thing that makes you happy, and I don't wanna hear the words "nothing" and "her.." tell me one thing that made you happy before
>>708546091
I sleep only like 6 hours a night, no ADD tho always could concentrate really easy. Went to the doc he said something like obsessive-compulsive disorder. Some people wash their hands every 5 seconds and others like me think about everything and anything.
The weird part is i am actually a really social guy i just don't feel any need to be with someone. Told that to the doctor he connected it to my high brain activity and said intellectual people would feel this way pretty often.
What do you think?
>>708546447
i'm here man, don't worry. Tell her she's trash, tell her the truth. She doesn't deserve you or anyone at all. People like this make me fucking mad. Why would she bother fucking you up so much?
Hey /b/uddies
Here's a little story, and to start let me tell some things: gf have bad confidence, sex with her is shit, she can't even make out with me cause "she's scared of doing it wrong", it's always me who has to take charge and ask her for sex, making out, doing things etc.
>been together with gf for almost 3 years
>long distance
>our relationship started badly as she made stupid decisions, like blowing me of to be with her friends
>could go 2 months without seeing each other and the few days we were able to be together she chose her friends before me
>thought of dumping her but things got better
Fast forward about 2 years
>relationship is going up and down again
>not been with gf for 2 months
>my sweet innocent gf has turned to a fucking spoiled brat
>be at a friends houseparty
>gf not with me as usual
>girl I've been crushing on my whole life is there
>we kiss
>gf finds out
>"buuaaee how could you do this?"
>fuck off bitch, you're the one snapchating a bunch of horny guys even though I told you not to several times
I'll continue
>>708547227
Friends my dude. I loved hanging with friends. Playing stupid games. Laughing and joking all night. Having deep talks with my bro at night. Honestly dude i love alot of stuff. I like rap and writting. I love college which is fucking retarded. I miss being able to have eye contact with a girl without feeling like she is gonna treat me like shit cause of this girl
So I asked out this girl who was my best friend. She rejected and things went back to normal and we still text everyday and hang out etc.
But now this really weird thing is happening where is seems like she is trying to hurt me. Conversation a few days ago:
>Hey Anon remember that guy that had a crush on me?
>Yeah
>I'm going on a date with him tomorrow.
>oh... okay. Well I hope you have fun...
>HAHA I'm just fucking with you. You're cute when you are troubled.
And it happened again today. She mentioned her "new boyfriend" purposely to fuck with me when I know she isn't dating anyone, at least not yet. I don't know why she is doing this but it's mentally exhausting me. She knows I like her and I'm trying to get over her. Does she think joking like this clears the air? It's already not awkward, all she is doing is exhausting me and making it harder.
>>708546925
>>708546971
well, i love her theres no doubt, but im sure her husband does too, i dont ever want to ruin the life of the person i love, i know my own pain will always come behind her happiness, after all she's the only person who ever made me feel purpose, its fair i do the same. -Adonis
>>708546693
I appreciate it man.
>go and talk to somebody in school
Trouble is, I'm a grad student. We don't really have counseling services available like that.
Also, I'm scared to go see a "professional". Admitting to suicidal thought can be a one-way ticket to an institution for a bit, depending on the doctor, where I come from.
>>708547709
what stops you from cutting all ties and communication with her?
just curious
>>708547656
Shh, now don't think like that, we can writ a rap song together, even tho my flow is shit, we can diss the shit out of her, my only advice is to somehow forget her, going to the toilet, looking at the water and imaging her face there.. then saying all the things u need to get off your chest, spitting in it and flushing it makes u feel alot better, wash your fave agterwards, try it(kik is mert_667 incase u wanna be friends)
>>708547594
your doc might be on point, obssesive toughts are a thing
i suggested ADD only for the toughts, you might have developed your own ways to concentrate without medicine
if you're really curious or determined about what is really going on go check your brain activity closely
>>708548059
Btw, start doing the same stuff :) hang out with friends talkdeeply with your bro, play the stupidest game ever and joke around, think like she never existed, and not all girls are like that, u can always find that cute shy girl who is dying in the inside for a guy to love her, they're easy to find, I think, I'm single as fuck, my advices r probanly the worst
>>708548003
I still like her is one thing, another thing is I don't have many friends.
>>708548177
Yeah probably should go check myself someday, but as long as i'm stronger than the depression i feel no need to
>>708547614
Fast forward one more year, last winter
>at another houseparty
>gf not with me as usual
>but my best friend's hot older sister is
>always wanted to fuck her
not gonna write a sexnovel but we end up in the upstairs bathroom
>she kisses me
>I kiss back
>making out
>I hesitate, I know it's not the right thing to do against gf
>screw her
>got best blowjob of my life
>never cummed from bj before
>probably cause gf is so fucking shitty at having any form of sex
Present day
>gf started acting like a spoiled brat
>everything she does wrong is my fault
>fighting every week
>not being together for weeks and months cause she's acting like a stupid idiot
>I'm always the one having to apologize even when it's not my fault
Thinking of finally dumping her, still love her but I know it's not working out. I live in a inbred shitty town with few people so finding someone new is next to impossible
>>708548367
Have few but have true friends
>>708548311
You seem like a pretty positive person. smoke a zoot with me sometime, i need someone like that in my life
>>708547774
Oh well. I'm gonna tell you a story that might help you because i don't know how to explain that you shouldn't fear seeking proffesional help
>live in east europe
>be suicidal cunt with depression(still am)
>during highschool got help from school
>after finishing school got professional treatment, meds, etc
>literally talked to the guy about killing people on the street with guns from the black market(east europe best europe)
BUT since I was willing to cooperate it wasn't such a big deal
Just try to be carefull, not the type "im gonna fucking do it m8" when talking about something and psych ward won't be open for you
>>708543833
damn
>>708549226
generic boring shit
>>708547774
Going to a "professional" is the best thing you can do though (in my opinion)
I've been visting a psychologist a bit ago when I was feeling depressed and she actually managed to help me.
Also since I never actually tried to kill myself or hurt myself physically, I didn't need to go to an institution, because you only need to go there if you seem to be a threat to yourself or someone else.
Having suicidal thoughts is not something worth taking meds for and it really, really helps when you have someone in the real world to pour your feelings into.
Most of them will have heard your story a thousand times before and help you get yourself back on track.
Also don't be too hard on yourself when you are down. Many people have these thoughts and surpressing them or thinking that you shouldn't be thinking them is even more stupid than the thoughts themselves.
Funny thing, this is the place I feel most accepted. 4chan. A place notorious for being full of shitty people.
Here people actually listen to what I have to say and often enough agree with me or at least willing to discuss. IRL people will just talk over me, ignore me, or try and make me feel like shit for having an idea or opinion even if I can back it up. People normally do everything they can to tear me down. I've also had more people try to cheer me up on /b/ than have ever tried it irl. 4chan has straight up saved my life sometimes by simply being full of bros willing to treat everyone equally including me. Sure it's damn sure not the equal the tublrinas like but here you're a fucking equal.
4chan is something special, even though we're all a bunch of complete assholes we're assholes together.
I keep cocking it up guys and I don't know why
>my mate gets a new step-sister and she says im fit and adds me on snapchat
>fuck it up because "I'm too blunt"
>Meet girl at college and get her snapchat and number
>really interested in me and even asks me on a date
>stops messaging me (I think its cause she saw me sleeping next to this mutual friend and she said "she wants to sort herself out and she wasn't ready for a relationship even though she tried to get with another guy in her class as soon as we stopped talking)
>Girl starts starring at me and making awkward eye contact every time I see her
>say hi when she walks past
>don't know her, never even seen her before going to college
>One day my friend calls her over
>Autismo the fuck out cause im a retard and she thinks im weird
>asks for my number and I give her my snapchat instead
>hasn't spoken to me but still looks and even speaks to one of my friends
I just want things to go to plan for once for Christs sake, I'm just annoyed with myself and I wish I could speak to people easier and be more social but i'm really struggling
>>708548714
Had the same problem with my ex bro, you're better off dumping her and living your life. I always got accused of cheating if I didn't reply to texts fast enough, always had to apologise even of it wasn't my fault. I thought it was love too, but I left her, found my current gf and life has never been better. Chin up bro, things will get better if you take your life into your own hands, sorry if that didn't make much semse but I'm pretty drunk right now
>>708548955
>>708549608
Thanks for the encouraging words. I'll try to psych myself into at least taking the first step.
>Also don't be too hard on yourself when you are down.
It's funny how someone I've never met or never will made me feel a tiny bit better by just saying something as simple as this. Sincere thanks man, I really, really needed that tonight.
>>708547614
long distance relationships suck
fuck it and fuck her
>>708550744
>>708542283
We're here for you, /b/ros. This will be just a bad memory.
>>708550744
Just giving back, my man.
If it hadn't been for /b/ and its baww threads I would have never gotten comfortable with my feelings and all that shit.
Have a good one, Anon.
Gotta take my 12 am walk now.
>>708551699
Where you from anon?
Also check'd
>tell now ex gf about my depression
>waits a week
>dumps me on my birthday
>says relationship is too much strain
>built up resentment from me not trying
>wtf im depressed
>I need you the most right now
>''sorry anon i need some easiness in my life''
>''i hope we can be friends one day''
>ffw 2 weeks
>shes hanging out with all my friends
>im stuck suicidal and depressed
>''says shes just doing her thing'' '' no ones choosing sides''
>mfw I introduced her to all these people.
I feel its so unfair that she got to take the easy way out, hurts me so much in the process and then gets to smile and hang out with everybody
wtf man
>>708552132
am from germoney.
Also thanks for noticing my double digits desu.
>>708552234
And off by one there
Britbong here, thinking about taking a midnight walk too, I've been drinking all night
so i went to get a massage and she ended up giving me a handjob and asked afterwards if im single, does asking that mean she´s interested and should i try to get out with her? i´d kinda wanna fuck now when i know she´s pretty wild
>>708552340
Denmark here (not creative)
Considering the same bois..
>>708552559
fucking do it
>>708546148
Im getting drunk almost every day, feels good.
>>708552594
I'll be out knowing you guys are doing the same, it may not be much but I care about you /b/ros, take it easy
>>708552340
Aww man, been there too.
Stopped drinking a bit ago since it would just make me even more depressed.
Picked up smoking though, so that's whatever.
Have fun during your walk and keep your head straight.
>>708552559
wtf - she just grabbed it and did it? how old is she and what race?
>>708552852
Will do man, would smoke instead but my dealer got busted by the feds
Keep your head up /b/ro
>>708552986
I wanna get high, which part of Britain you from?
>>708553150
London my dude, what about you?
>>708552664
yeah why the hell not, gotta be fun
Never posted on /b/ before but I felt kinda like posting now.
Girl I was really into said she liked me. But just recently she rejected me for no apparent reason and then said she never wanted to talk to me again. I asked for my stuff back and told her that never again meant I wouldn't ever help her with school (cause you can't help someone you never talk to) and she said she was just trying to see my reaction and that I was being immature. We fought but I apologized and she won't reply. She's the one girl who ever was into me and I feel betrayed that she would do that to me, especially since I told her that people abandoning me. But she isn't replying now and never said sorry.
I just don't want to lose her, I really cared about her.
Thanks /b/ros, a lot of /b/tards are sick fucks but I still feel like this is one of the most sincere places left on earth. And you guys in these threads are great and helped me through bad times even when I never said my struggles. Keep doing what you do.
>>708539838
In the same position breh, want off this ride...
>>708553431
I know that feel.
Placing your trust in someone who in turn doesn't seem to care is one of the worst feelings there is.
Now you just gotta see how all of this unfolds and hope for the best - maybe its just a phase - maybe you two will have to break up.
But whatever you do, don't do anything you don't really want, because this is what makes you feel miserable.
>>708553267
Horsham, west sussex. not too far, i guess
>>708553962
Hey I could probably train it there, not too far at all, I'm in Croydon specifically
>>708554077
>>708553962
holy shit, is this gonna be an anon meetup?
Wish I could be involved.
Right bois. This is OP. Thanks for the advice and listening. Im happy this thread has helped others. I have lurked this thread the whole time and say good luck to all your guys. Time to go deal with my problems. I hope i dont wake up tomorrow as im off to bed. Goodnight anons. Bane-anon
>>708539005
What's keeping you from dumping the bitch?
>>708554270
Godspeed OP, take this as good luck
I so want to cry /b/
I just fucking can't.. Grew up with a shithead of a father, and alot of other stuff.. Long stort short: Got told not to feel anything, not to show emotion..
I so want to cry /b/...
>>708554193
Depends dude, where you from?
>run into girl i'd been speaking to a lot a couple days ago
>we're pretty close, i consider her a friend and maybe i wouldn't mind trying something more
>decide to ask her to coffee
>before i can ask, she says to me that 'I'm a really great guy and really sweet and please never speak to her again, pretend we never met'
>ran into her again today and she was looking away from me
i don't understand..I actually valued her friendship ffs and I don't know what the hell I did wrong! In my head I just keep saying 'whatever, she's a bitch or something' but i care or her too much to believe that.
>>708554077
Man I'd love to meet you but to be honest right now I can't be fucked
Just gonna chill on my own for the night
>>708553962
You got Kik? Croydon dude here
>>708554493
germany, still.
I'll be going back to britland druing my semester vacation, though, so maybe, just maybe, I'll spot one of you guys there.
Gets me erry time.
>>708554668
Nah mate i have like 3 friends for d&d, sorry
>>708554750
Tell you what, my kik is TheBigWilk, drop me a message and let me know when you're back
>>708554899
No worries, have a good night bro
>>708554911
will do.
I'm gonna have to stay here until february though.
>>708539005
She obviously doesn't care about you so confront her and if she starts bitching dump her.
>>708539564
Shiiiet milhouse may not be a meme but he sure as hell knows what's up.
>>708555106
I'm sure I'll still be here, godspeed anon, I'm gonna go for my walk and then drink until I pass out and forget, take care
>>708555329
Sounds like a plan.
Have fun on your walk and don't choke on your puke.
>>708555016
Hope you feel better anon, you made me feel somewhat less alone. Have a nice walk
>Tfw nobody replies at all to you
yes I'm an attention whore at the moment, but rightfully so.
>>708546148
Like looking in a mirror, man. We're here for you, and we always will be. You aren't alone.
>>708555741
I feel you bro
I have no idea why I'm unhappy I just am. I have a couple of friends, parents who are proud of me, I study dental medicine and am doing alright, I'm not terribly ugly or retarded. I'm a Virgin but I could easily lose it, the thing is I think I don't want to. I check girls out, I masturbate, I have no problem talking to girls for the most part but the thought of actually having sex makes me uncomfortable. Used to obsess myself over girls not having the balls to ask them out now when I start to like a girl I think that it's no use and then start making up all her flaws and ultimately conclude that I'm better off alone. Also when I go to a social event be it some party or formal occasion I always feel borderline disgusted by the people there. I have no idea why I despise it so much being in crowded areas with mostly strangers. I'm just confused and saddened and feel like there's no purpose in anything in life.
Has anyone here ever been on SSRIs?
Did they work? Might be prescribed some soon.
Specifically Prozac, lustral and cipramil
>>708555644
My mom told me that an hour ago when she went to bed, but apart from her and my dad I don't think anyone has ever told me they loved me.
>>708556301
They'll make you delusional. And once you realise that, you can't help but think about it. I know it sounds stupid, but it fucked me up pretty bad
>>708556507
I love you, anon
>at uni
> fucked up from the last relationship I was in
>can't really get the girl out of my head
> I've slept with other girls since her but that never really helped
> have a girl begging for my dick who I find pretty hot
> I honestly don't have the balls to ask her out and start something
> I feel so alone while people try to reach out to me
How do I make a real change and get over the girl?
>>708556667
shit I was one off of quads, fml
>>708556081
Still lurking, thank you for the kind words.
I wish I had friends like you guys.
>>708556852
These threads are so fucking real man
>>708554486
I rarely cry too, sometimes when I have a really bad week, remember exactly how lonely I am and see something online I could have a sob. Usually stop after a few seconds though thinking to myself "this is stupid, you're a grown ass man what are you doing" and laughing it off, sometimes though I'm just too sad to think straight and I let it out. Too bad it happens like once an year.
>>708552559
If you're horny and she's hot, sure.
>>708552212
Get mad and go punch something or scream, just let it out.
>>708546148
I know exactly how you feel, every one of your points is valid for me too. You're not alone. You know what keeps me trough the day except the thought of my warm bed? An anon told me in one of these threads "Don't expect anything and you'll never be let down, sometimes you'll even get pleasantly surprised", I may be empty but at least I'm not dissapointed anymore. Keep it up there are more people like us than you realise.
>>708557148
I've yet to let myself out to anyone, oh how broken this roller-coaster that we call life is.
>>708538731
https://youtu.be/4m_8TBZDDKY
>>708558430
what the fuck
>>708543833
>>708543833
>>708542186
>Le beta fag fucking around online
>Le beta fag
>Le
>Le
Alas, rage comics are done, faggot.
>cute girl flirts with me for a couple months
>Dont know how to react, can't even think of something interesting to talk with her
>She gets mad with me cause she thinks im trying to avoid her
>Finally have the guts to ask her out
>Sorry Anon, im dating someone else
Can i get more pathetic than this?
Lonely. All my friends moved on to University and I just closed myself off from the world. Now completely alone. 21. Scared I'm wasting my youth. Dead end job in dead end town.
I'm scared.
>tfw my mom asks me if I've been meeting any girls at uni
>tfw my friends are betting on me losing my virginity
>tfw I know literally one female my age
>tfw I just want to hang out with a qt girl
It's all my life has ever been
If anyone wants some random stranger hear their story or is in need of some advice, help, or even a confident, feel free to kik me.
>Thatanoncalled.J
I feel like an alien sometimes, /b/
I don't miss people at all, nor do I really enjoy their company. I've never dated, and never felt diminished in the slightest for that fact. When I was a teenager my dad thought I was asexual, in reality I just never really thought about it.
I made friends in high school by dint of proximity, then dropped them all to go to college. I made friends in college by dint of proximity, then dropped them all to go to work. I work nights, and so there's no one to be friends by proximity to anymore. I don't mind.
People exhaust me in a way I can't describe. My first job was retail and I regularly slept 10 hours after a shift. I started smoking, and quit when I quit the job. I was tired all the time.
I feel for you anons, since it seems like there's a lot of you in these threads who are missing someone, or just looking for someone. For me it's the opposite problem, all I want is peace.
Man, i'm just tired. Ready to let go. Been ready for a while now.
i'm just running on empty and it's getting old.
I really wish pic related was a thing, though.
I don't want to accidentally hurt any good people, wish i could be sure somehow.
if anyones here would like some quick advice.
>ex girlfriend whom I love very much we ended things cause we were always on and off
>she texts me saying she has bad news
>says she has 15-20 years left to live because of her lungs are fucked up
>says she wants to hang out with me one day
>I was finally doing okay, but I was hit by this a bit ago
>I wanna hangout with her one day
>Says she just wants to spend a day with whom she loved
>Want to propose because she always wanted to get married
>thinking I could at least make her happy since she only has roughly 15 years left
>hate my life because im also talking to an old friend who I started to like
>hate everything
>>708563058
I understand, i think.
When i'm alone, i'm not lonely.
I only feel lonely when i'm around other people.
