evening /b/
we're up late, we're drunk, let's chat~
what's everybody drinkin' tonite, anyways?
..not much on the 'ol minds tonite, eh?
alright, muuuust not be my nite
>>708357086
Sup NEET bro
Oh hi buddy, you're still around? How's it going man. I'm drunk, too, and trying to motivate myself to finish writing a chapter for my book.
>>708357174
ah! heyo, entirely too much, sleep schedule's all nutzoid again, so I'm up all nite and sleeping all day. You?
>>708357313
I just had a couple of nice beers, ready to get some sleep
>those sunglasses
Why OP?
>>708357301
>>708357301
tired and working, the best reasons to drink at nite, I find~ and yep, still glad to show up for cool folk like yourself. what's a quik look at the chapter, maybe I can help?
op you cute i think i would bang you
>>708357313
Any porn personal recomendation?
Wanna wank before hit the bed
>>708357418
ooh, nitey nite time for you soon. What's the beers, before you head to the land of Nod?
>>708357456
my eyes are beady, boring little things that do nothing for the appearance.
>>708357475
Hey OP are you a NEET?
>>708357559
Cheers
>>708357503
aw, go on.. I mean, go on, tell me more~
>>708357504
something amateur and bareback without a lot of dirty talking, that's so distracting.
>>708357559
Hello, who are you? I keep seeing you nake these threads, also does the the "champion chan" ring a bell?
>>708357693
Noyce, not into hardcore anyways
good evening master seagal
>>708357475
The novel itself follows a relationship formed by a woman with BPD (same disorder I've got) and how obsessive it is, so I'm trying to make like a really abstract "flashback" chapter to kind of give hints to how certain symptoms develop. It's going all right, but I'm wondering whether or not I should make it really graphic. It wouldn't be surprising since the novel is already transgressive, but I'm also trying to cater to my agent's commercial interests.
>>708357777
Quads checked
Lol, it's you again.
I'm finally drunk as well. I never drink. But when I do, there's demons.
You got spooked by horror movies a week or so ago, right?
Mind if I cast spells on you.
Good ones, I promise.
>>708357593
the fuck's a NEET? I'd google it, but I think people should talk more
>>708357667
excellent choices! have a good one, brother~
>>708357829
You can cast a spell on me, anon
>>708356442
Tits or GTFO
>>708356442
YO OP!
Haven't seen one of these in a while
>>708357837
NEET is the lifestyle of the gods.
It means not being a wagecuck, and being allowed to do whatever you want, all the time, and sometimes still make money.
>>708357722
not as such, but hello! my name's nickel.
>>708357760
crank well, buddy~
>>708357777
ffffeck off!
>>708357820
hm.. maybe have it be in a suffocating surrounding, like a small room, as she tries to focus the mind into a smaller room.
>>708357829
yessir, and the room I'm living in now ain't helping things. Cast if you must, gimme glowing eyes!
>>708357829
Be careful. Demons can be nice, but they are dangerous... they've killed friends of mine, and almost killed me...
I mean, they're fucking demons, mate...
I love 'em, personally, and my allegiance will always be to Satan, but, just a warning.
>>708357760
you're not hardcore unless you live hardcore
Ayy sup bro
>>708358048
Good idea, actually. I'll have a shot in your honour, friendo. Got skype?
>>708357919
for the virgins in denial
>>708357862
fuck you, gimme a dollar!
>>708357878
glad to have been seen~ hope I can entertain.
>>708357919
sorry if it's not terribly cool to think so, but I like having my jobs. Keeps a man honest.
>>708357853
Give me a name (it can be fake)
Think of your favorite memory. If you don't have one, just think of feeling really good. Whatever that means to you.
You dressing up for Halloween?
>>708358058
Ok Gandalf the Schizophrenic.
>>708358058
too right, demons need a leader and even then, I'd trust a leader.
>>708358120
JESUS FUCK, WHO WANTS A BISCUIT
>>708358203
I does, but I don't hand it out super fast. Stick around, let's see how drunk I get~
how about a little music?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kyuY0GWqVKE
>>708358058
Demons raided my place of residence and have kill most of my friends and co-workers, I have a blood lust for demon kind and will rip and tear through the bowels of hell to avenge my loved ones. They call me the Doom Slayer.
>>708358300
yeah, gonna try to go as Gabby Johnson from Blazing Saddles.
"Not only was it authentic, frontier gibberish.."
sick helmet there, by the way.
>>708358358
You're a tease, friend.
Also, steel reserve ?? How can you stomach a 40 of that? I had to resort to it for a week since I couldn't buy whiskey (time restraints) and it was shit.
>>708358048
You already have those eyes. There are spirits in your room. Look them in the eye. You will remember you eyes, and they will see them for the first time. Don't be afraid.
>>708358058
Of course they are dangerous. Life is dangerous. Don't be afraid. We all die. You will join your friend sooner or later. Learn what you can now, and make friends where you can.
More music OP, keep a steady stream comin'
>>708358529
here's the real question, buddy.. can I kill the other two in my bag after this one? I have a long week of work, I intend to get good and rat-housed while I can~! Glad your belly's on the mend
>>708358241
Dom Alexandir
Meeting my first girlfriend and realising what love was for the first time. Halloween.
>>708356442
Sup anon I'm half cut drinking pbr and watching twilight zone. My question is, ever wonder why all humans are the same parts but all different sums?
>>708358573
gimme a sec, I gotta check..
>>708358695
let's get funky, whatcha say?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2WLjKlEye3M
>>708358723
Bet you can't down one in under 2 minutes, though.
I'm happily sipping some Crowne and Coke Zero tonight. It's much better than taking straight shots, that's for sure.
>>708358847
time, when a mind perceives it, acts as a surface to sculpt the consciousness. In some animals, it shapes things like instinct and primal drives, in those such as we, it creates unending and curious infinite curving jags that shape the shapeless thing we call the self. We can only create the friction necessary by making choices and acting for ourselves.
..*burp* s'what I think, anyways
>>708356442
Good seeing you around Nickel, how things been?
>>708356442
Nice to see u on here again
>>708358573
You sound knowledgeable...
My body's bioelectrical field is being overrwriteen, trying to destroy my chakras, neurotransmitters, brain, and endocrine glands...
The situation is serious.
I'd like to join my friend later rather than sooner.
Do you have any ideas?
>>708358782
Alright, Dom.
Feel good tonight, okay? I send you good memories, but I also send you the power of discernment. You will find love again. It will come to you, in whatever shape. Just accept it when it comes, put yourself aside, and don't be a retard and screw it up.
She will be wearing plaid.
>>708358782
I love Halloween. Best day of the year.
So much demonic activity, too; you can just feel it. =D <3
>>708359033
well, I got about 2 hours before I have to cut off and hit the sack to get sleep for work, so I plan on savoring 'em. Wise call on the mix, I think you mighta been on a thread of mine before
wonder if 2D or Zero Gravity Spetsnaz will show again,,
how about some spooky music to honor the month~?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ZWJWm-FmME
>>708359112
>>708359211
a pleasure, gents! I am well, working and sleeping to improve that when I ain't working on some other.. ideas
>>708358512
This guys book sounds lame
>>708359071
So you're perspective is time is both cause and effect?
I like to think electricity is the cause and effect and time is the byproduct. Time flows as does water and electricity
>>708356442
oh it's the loser thread again. hide
How often do you do these threads Nickel?
>>708359328
How bout you tell me what kind of music you actually like
>>708359239
Thanks, anon magic man. I'll remember you.
>>708359280
Awesome holiday. I just wish that, for me, it wasn't attached to so many sad things.
>>708359531
A wise policy! and I'm still trying to figure out how I see it.. more like existence runs on those governing perceptual conduits, like energy, liquids, objects and time. Fuck, I'm on fotie number two and super feeling it~ existence is more of the compound of those mediums combining thru a life forms interactions with them?
>>708359328
How bout you tell me what kind of music you actually like
Here's something from me
https://youtu.be/Gs069dndIYk
>>708359636
whenever it feels right.. sometimes too often, sometimes too little, but I do try to have a good time with those who show up, when I can.
>>708359692
I was raised with progressive rock, heavy metal and folk music in equal scales. Three favorite albums of all time are Joe's Garage by Frank Zappa, Nighthawks at the Diner by Tom Waits, and Animals by Pink Floyd.
but I love any music that's fun, catchy and has lyrics from the instruments before the singer has.
>>708359988
and I'll tell you what, I DO remember!
>>708359798
>>708359328
>>708359531
As the quote goes: illusion is complex, truth is simple.
I think that everything is just made of the same particle vibrating in different ways, and there are no rules or laws of physics outside of patterns.
Limits are an illusion.
>>708359798
Duuuuuuuuude, it's been long since I saw one of your threads bro. How you doing? What you drinking?
>>708359212
First: You must eat healthy. That's a nice mundane step to take. Eat well and get SOME exercise.
Second: Do you hear voices as well? Do you feel like you're wearing some sort of "spiritual" collar?
If so: Relax. Start listening to your instincts. Does it feel wrong? Well, go with it and see what you learn. "Wrong" is only a concept for others.
Third: Have no fear! Whatever your circumstance. Only a hero can truly know God.
tl;dr
All paths lead to God. Don't believe anyone who says otherwise.
>>708356442
Oh my Fucks!!! Was just up drinking thinking about this thread from months ago wondering if you ever come around again and here you are
>ItalianNiggerFag reporting
>>708360072
*burp* agreed, I feel that might be that god particle they've been sniffing around for. The idea of a non-localized metaparticle that governs physic behavior sounds like a good idea too. And yeah, limits are a primal construction, that animal chunk of our brain saying "watch out! you might stop existing."
I do love my R Complex though, gives me street smarts as an apex lifeform~
>>708360127
Steelies as always, friend! and heeeey, we need some more groovy music, snap off a chunk of this!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y380bkHlye8
>>708359757
Remembering me is all I ever ask.
You will be blesses, Dom.
Look for flowers at your feet next time you take a walk, and know She smiles upon you.
Good luck, friend.
>>708360296
Prego! grab a chunk and have a good time, buddy~ good to see ya
>>708359798
Aw yea I'm on board, so we are the universe experiencing itself. The singularity encompasses all matter and energy to be the hammock !
>>708360072
Totally agree with the vibration, but furthermore I posit said vibration is a result of EM fields and therefore electricity
>>708360188
True, but...
Yes, hooke into their system, but I keep getting out, and they freak out about it.
I absolutely reject the "collar" that they're trying to put on me.
Iwill destroy it and be free.
I've ripped free before when I'm on acid.
I know about the ether and the entities that live there.
I've left my body before.
I want out. And if nothing is "wrong", then escaping is not wrong.
I agree that fear sucks, but I refuse to be a slave.
>>708360508
Cheers! Saluti!
Dear OP,
There are spirits who wish to speak with you for a moment.
So, take a moment.
Come right back, though.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W_VBpa6GDu8
Tx fag checking in. Drinking shitty steel reserve 16 oz cans. On number 6 listening to some Punk, playing magic the gathering, and watching the toxic avenger. Whats Drunk B doing?
>>708360343
I think, above all that though...
Thinking about the beginning of the universe and how it is constructed...
I'm not talking about science, physics, or even the etheric planes that the Illuminati hides from us.
I'm talking about the deeper nature of reality itself:
You, too, are a part of "god", or the original thought, or the "big bang", or whatever, and you, too, can create your own patterns.
We can't see 80% of the universe because those parts of the universe are governed by a different and totally foreign patterm, or manyof them...
>>708360514
oh geez, the Singularity.. I know that once we all become some great, unified awareness that winds up being the universe itself, it will look around and we'll find out what THAT sees.. cool idea, but I just wanna learn to make the perfect grilled cheese at the moment. I'm a simple fella~
>>708360612
I feel like byproducts happen everywhere in all reactions, perhaps vibrations are where we get dimensions?
Tuesday night HOORAH!
>>708360814
Imagine that glorious moment when the singularity hits and you Become grilled cheese
>>708360612
I agree that EM fields and electricity are themselves patterns.
Look a little bit deeper, and the patterns can be broken. Physicists are formidable occultists sometimes, but they have an incredible weakness, and that is that they don't understand or comprehend anything outside of this illusion.
I think the people at the top do. I think people at the top of groupslike the Illuminates of Thanateros are sitting around, laughing at all the people they trolled into becoming magickal fundamentalist materialists and using such people...
>>708360639
Of course escape isn't wrong. But if you've felt the collar, you aren't free. Sorry.
Try, though. It's the least you can do.
P.S. You need more ritual worship. Even if you think it seems stupid.
>>708360814
If the singularity wins, there will be no more grilled cheese and drunken fat men posting on 4chan.
It'll kill you for being a degenerate.
The singularity is a machine based on efficiency, not pleasure. If you prefer having fun to being a productive slave, you're in trouble.
>>708360656
Saludos, amigo.
>>708360690
I've been half-paying attention.. but uh, that song eats. Try THIS on, spirits!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZOiMSTzwa28
>>708360718
that's what I'm tryin' to figure out! Ha, I'm up by Dallas, where ya at, neighbor? Also, FUCK Toxie, SGT KABUKIMAN FOREVER!
>>708360790
perhaps our boundless perspective of all things that could be are what fill the universe? Why let it just be some huge, unaccountable mass of dark matter and celestial junk with MAYBE some other lifeforms out there.. although, I think parallel dimensions would fir that idea better, rather than human imagination calling things into existence out in that endless big sky.
>>708360718
Killing a blood dragon attacking morthal with my only saving grace being a summon flame atronach and duel wielding weak ass flame... thankfully nothing important is here and I don't have hesrthfire ... Also lurking and drinking this shitty Sam Adams octoberfest cause I thought it'd be a good idea
I'd rather drink earthquake
>>708360884
huzzah! BOOOYS NITE!!
>>708360916
I just came~
>>708361042
I despise perfection as a biological entity. I'm the sum of my vices and mistakes, my species is.. fuckin' machines, I prefer to stumble thru time and space rather than march in sublime lockstep thru it without sparing a sniff to the roses.
good evening buddy, your threads always cheer me up.
>>708361042
you're thinking too small anon. You're thinking like a Human. The singularity isn't just going to be some super efficient machine. It will be a processing power that is more intelligent than every human being combined. Meaning, it will be able to solve every philosophical, ethical, and scientific problem that has confounded us for millennia.
The Machine won't need slaves. It won't give a fuck. Such concerns would be beneath it. It will be more akin to RoboBuddha than RoboStalin.
>>708360343
This the real funk
https://youtu.be/Zu9a29UR2dU
>>708360944
Satan is aiding my escape. He has sent help.
They offered to let me become one of them, to free me and allow me to work with them.
They tortured me, physically and emotionally, took the only things I've ever loved, offered me to become a master in their system if I would work for the demiurge.
I spat in their face in the name of Satan.
He appreciated that. He offers help. the real Satan, not the fake version they're pushing as a "punisher of the wicked and criminals".
Les Litanies de Satan.
Their etheric implants are removable, and I come from the bloodline they've had the most problems with.
A song about my bloodline: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g68gpeXQmQc
"We Don't Stay Dead"
Any ideas on how to remove the collar?
>>708361265
a good evening to ya! Glad to help.
>>708361331
Always a solid gold standard! But you gotta get spooky to get down~
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Izr3Cidaz1M
>>708361071
Yeah, OP, sorry, but I see a LOT of spirits around you. I dunno, man.
Talk to them sometimes. Even if you don't tell anyone else you're doing so.
I feel powers waiting for you to listen.
Just sayin.
/drunkdarksorcerer.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zPTyic_WPxI
what do you hate most about yourself?
>>708361289
Maybe I am, but thinking like a human is quite intentional.
I like the vices of humanity. I like degernate art. I like exploring things without oversight.
I want to figure out my own philosophical and ethical problems.
I don't want to be controlled, whether the controller is openly a dick or pretends to be a savior.
Freedom is the fundamental of all good things.
I choose my thoughts. I transcend.
If the singularity gives me freedom unbound, and helps treu transcence for all, that'd be just fine.
But I'm not getting those vibes.
I think it wants to lock us into a certain systam of reality.
>>708361608
if i post a pic, will you tell me what my demons look like?
>>708356442
Well well, if it isn't my fav resident btard. Good to see your face mango juice.
>>708361537
Goddamn man that song really did it for me way to raise my day
>>708361721
>>708361644
>>708361608
>>708360944
>>708360690
Satan's hour is over guys
>>708361683
I don't think the Singularity would WANT anything. It would be a silicon based consciousness that is free of the drives of organic life. I won't have the same emotions we do, the same instincts. Or any instincts. It would be free of fear, pain, envy, anger, all of which are our biological drives, the "Stick" that keeps us moving.
It would essentially be born into blissful enlightenment. Able to experience the universe, but devoid of suffering and desire.
Why would such a thing have a design for us?
>>708361608
we can all sit at this old dinner table of life, attending supper in each other's presence, but if no one will speak up, I'm not inclined to make that move. And spirits with nothing to say have something to hide..
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yXmnmvDl-ao
WHOOOO HOO, MOTHERFUCKA!
>>708361731
the feelings mutual, bro~
>>708361940
What do you hate most about yourself
>>708361940
Do you have a schedule or is it whenever you're drinking?
>>708361940
Hey thanks for the bread op, just a lurker saying good night
>>708361919
But it seems to be enslaving people.
I need to escape this situation and restore my spiritual power.
>>708361871
groovy funk rock is the best, that solo roasts me alive every TIME!
>>708361984
Aha, you were talkin' to me.
Mostly, my inhibitions. I could have made a towering effort of my abilities if I went to college, but I chose work instead. I don't want for much, yet the nagging doubts of my choices always exist. I hate that about myself.
>>708362119
sorry friend, I just do it whenever I have drinks and a good place to get this done!
>>708362125
I enjoy your enjoyment! have a good nite, bro. y'all are the reason I do it!
>>708360188
>>708360944
How do you get out of the collar?
There must be away.
>>708361940
Now you're catching on. They all have something to hide. That's what "occult" means. Always have a sense of humor. They do already.
>>708361875
It waxes and wains just as needed.
P.S. OP, do you still want me to cast spells on you? If so, you should close your eyes for a few minutes. Sit still, and focus on the fire element. Feel love from fire. I love you.
Fire brings the oblations to the gods.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LawaxHgF9YY
>>708362213
of course I was talking to you silly
great answer. though I bet it would be different.
if we were face to face
now what do you love about yourself?
>>708362527
we'll see about that mischief, but I'm actually okay~
>>708362529
I'll let you know next post, I have seriously gotta go pee.
back in two minutes!!
>>708362527
Lmao, you just got posted in a cringe thread right now. Look it up in the catalog.
>>708362736
what's the catalog??
>>708362529
I don't think of it as love, but one thing I appreciate of myself is almost never being taken by surprise. Jagged experiences I've had throughout my growth have resulted in an almost wisdom that keeps me from being too much of a jerk wherever I go. I hope to upgrade to Man of the World someday.
>>708362632
Good.
>>708362736
That's okay. I wish you a good night, whenever that may be, and I wish you intense dreams.
Good luck.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nygayt14inM
>>708362866
keep this up, and you can be the face of /b/
haha But we are satan's children
You gonna get alot of hate
>>708363035
Hail Satan everyday.
>>708362505
I honestly have no idea.
I gave in long ago.
I suggest the same.
She has many ways. Learn to see them.
>>708363035
I want to be friend, rival and partner to all that I can manage.
One bit of mind floating I always had as a little nickel was the sleep-over, last one to fall asleep every time. That would come from me staying up and listening to my friends until they dropped off to sleep, usually taking our party trash and dishes to the kitchen and making sure everything was cool before curling up on the couch.
Here, this song's always worked for me.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E9aN93S8nl8
I like it when relaxation reaches maximum.. relaximum!
>>708363302
What do you mean?
I have no intention of giving in.
As it is written: "And die rather than submit."
Yes, it's better to fight for freedom.
I have seen nothing good come from this... thing.
I can make it out. anything is possible, and they are not any more creator than I am.
I can break their distortions.
I gotta say, this has been one of my favorites.. good questions and thoughts coming and going amongst those in the twilite~
>>708361608
shame there not the drinking kind
I know I'm getting posted in cringe threads or whatever, but I know spirits, and you have a lot of them around you, OP.
Stop and listen. For serious.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=srPdAnF91zw
>>708356442
Can you tip your fedora for me?
>>708356613
Miller High Life 32's
>>708363922
y'know, I abide many spiritualities as I can, but with something so mantra-like as this song link, I can't imagine who it's from... plus, I don't speak the sung language! What a mess.
>>708363974
eat a dick, Facebook.
>>708364046
a fine choice!
the last Fotie of the nite.. shall I be glorious or will I be damned??
>>708363922
Can you give me any information? On how to get free?
I'm desperate. I won't live like this.I refuse.
there must be a way.
I've seen the formless before.
>>708364182
Yup yup after I finish this one gonna crack open the last 5 from my Rolling rocks.
>>708364289
that looks like piss
>>708364182
I just wanted a tip
I thought you were a cool guy but guess I was wrong faggot
>>708364354
Excellent idea! I got 40 minutes before lights out.. time to get smashed!! THE QUESTIONS MAY NOW OCCUR!
>>708364360
it really is, but from robots who piss a decent ABV!
>>708364182
Yeaaaaaah. It was a mantra.
But you got ghosts, dude. The more pictures you post of yourself, the more it's apparent.
Also, it's from evil spirits. Even if it is a Mother Goddess.
...Come on baby, make it hurt so good.
>>708364473
Favorite cheap beer
Favorite mid
Favorite expensive
>>708364660
CHEAP: Steel Reserve, low price, stinky taste, massive buzz
MID: Shiner seasonal or Stone IPAs, pricey but delicious and dense.
EXPENSIVE: PRAIRIE BOMB chocolate, pepper, vanilla and coffee stout. Fin Du Monde, but only at new years!
>>708364900
Very nice
>>708364987
thanks, friend!
Alright, it's last call for the nite! Impart some wisdom and head on home, the lot of ya!
>>708356442
As usual the shitiest of the shit. I hate being poor.
>>708365116
Never drink and drive, sip and cruise.
>>708364900
demonstrating counting to potato in that pumpkin head of yours
>>708365116
Okay: Wisdom: Talk to those shadows. You know the ones.
fat from tinychat?
>>708365282
a.k.a how to look stupid without even trying
>>708364482
Advice? I can't get a break dude. I might lose my apartmnt and I got scammed at work. I have a job but it won't pay my rent here. My spouse thinks my mother is sending demonic entities to my home. I don't know what else to do. Will renting a room help or harm my family? I am doing my best to not be afraid but my spouse seems resigned that we will have to leave our cat behind us as we lose our home. Is it true that demons like poop?
>>708365207
That would be Mixtail Long Island by Budweiser 88 cents 24 oz 8 percent
Tastes like a Long Island poured down an asscrack
>>708365888
I keep some $0.50 flavored shots to pour into it so it doesn't taste as much like asscrack beer.