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2016-10-12 04:03:41 Post No. 707525045
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2016-10-12 04:03:41
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......well...
I am pretty sure I have borderline personality disorder.
I broke up with my gf of over 2 years, and i'm a complete emotional mess.
the things that are different is that now i'm single (no gf to emotionally leech on) and that i'm actually being social.
I went from "popular as hell" in a online group who meets up now, to "out of favor with people" because i'm clingly, emotional, and just all over the fucking place.
I want some self therapy, maybe?
I'd do group councilling, but I don't want giant medical bills or a label following me around.
I'm sick of it all.
The depression and anxiety are horrible.
I'm not eating without being forced to and sleeping is difficult at times. my mood is changing quickly, and is more often than not melancholy, angry or sad.
What can I do to stop being a freak without ruining my finances (have a job, but have bills), medical records (nothing like "you're crazy" to make you look normal), or anything else i've missed?
Self help books?
Phone apps?
Internet groups?
I'll try damned near anything at this point, I'm leaving social circles I've been working at like crazy, it's eating me alive!