Whats the most traumatic thing youve ever seen irl?
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Whats the most traumatic thing youve ever seen irl?
OP.
>>705978400
My mother die and I couldn't do anything to help.
When i droppen my porn hdd in the ground.
>>705978400
my retarded brother who is 35y old IT specialist was eating scrambled eggs like a pig (hes always a clumsy pig) started choking on them and screaming "IM DYING !!!!! CALL AN AMBULANCE !!!!!!"
>>705978400
wbu, OP?
>>705978400
mom went longways down her arm trying to kill herself after she got beat by my dad, had to beg her to call 911. i was fucking 7 too
> About 9 or 10 years old
> Parents divorced for years
> Dad drops me off to Mom for weekend
> They always meet at the mall parking lot at night, almost empty
> End of parking lot turns into a steep grass hill
> Top of hill is extremely busy intersection
> Getting luggage in mom's trunk when suddenly
> BANG
> Semi ran stop light, t-boned car
> Car flys down the grass hill
> Heads straight for us
> My young brain freezes
> Dad yells at me to run
> Stop running but car suddenly stops about 100 ft from us
Haven't seen so much shit in person. What do you expect from a bunch of shut ins?
Watching a 7yr old kid getting flattened by a truck
Might be the golden retriever whose eyes popped out after being hit by a car.
Maybe it was when a guy got stabbed by another guy with broken glass in my house
OH! It's most definitely the time I woke up in the middle of the night while sleeping on my couch, and rolled over and saw a lanky indian fucking his fat ugly girlfriend 3 feet away from me. And i was too young and scared to do anything about it. So i just stayed there until i could go back to sleep..
I'm an EMT on an ambalamps. The stuff people's worst days are made of are my regular days
>>705980751
Story?
> Took me years to get over the trauma
> He wouldn't stop stabbing that poor women
> Excessive... 52 stabs is a bit excessive
> Gave me fucking PTSD I think
> Almost drove me to kill myself
> My mind won't stop replaying be scene
> Every night I have the same nightmare
> 1st letter of each sentence
>>705978400
When I was like 8 a friend of mine had a seizure and fell on my lap during circle time.
I had absolutely no Idea what the fuck was happening.
>>705980867
dude story time now!
>>705980993
nice/10
Mine is pretty lame. I guess I've not seen many traumatic things. Semi Sheltered. In Kindergarten I was swinging a swing without anyone in it and it came back and smacked a girl in the face. She bled everywhere.
Two years ago that same girl shot herself in her parents bathroom. The dog was in there with her and got her blood on it. When her mom opened the door to find her dead daughter, the dog ran around the house, scared (Obviously because of the gunshot) and got the blood all over the walls.
IED taking out the ASLAV and entire crew including my best friend who was inside.
>>705978400
Watched my manager get his head blown off less than 10 feet away from where I was prepping salad shit...couple of spics came in to rob the place and on their way out shot the poor SOB right in the face.
i haven't seen much shit irl since i'm only 18
but the most traumatic thing for me was when i was 12 and my house was robbed while i was home alone and i saw the robber in the act
the guy bolted out of the house but i didnt know so i had to sit alone at home until my mom came home. the police didnt show up for like 2 hours
it doesn;t really sound scary but it really sacred me shitless. i got like PTSD from it. I can;t stand hearing people walk around my creaky house because that what i heard the robber do before he found me.
So many little things i do differently nowadays just because of this experience is weird
>>705980993
Damn you Satan, I lost
>>705981126
Well I'll start with the psych. Freaking real crazy people. We take some patients into wards with armed guards and they get searched. So we have this 90lb half black chick that's schizophrenic and hyperverbal. I'm religious but I I try to keep it away from work as far as patients conditions go. I'mma green text the rest
>>705981552
do it man, this shit's going to be good
Climbing to the top of a bridge in Jacksonville Florida after a friends funeral and looking down at the street and water wondering what sounds my body would make on each surface as I landed.
Lame but it help put my life into perspective.
>in apartment, hear yelling outside
>police lights flashing, look out window
>see shirtless man with a gun yelling
>police unload 20+ rounds into him
>dude looks like swiss cheese now
>>705981552
Just finished school, interested in the job so I'm all ears
Tell us your stories ambalamps dude
>>705978400
obama election...
>>705978400
blood pouring out of my chest and running down my back while the shooter was standing there watching me bleed to death.
>>705981552
This one mind fucked me
Back story- my wife was preggo. I was in the process of selling my truck because it was a single cab and too small for baby. Continue
>PT is being taken to a high security psych hospital
>get PT (patient) onto gurney. Need to restrain her because she goes against her will.
>PT gets highly sexual and is whispering all the nastys that she wants me to do to her on the bed while I strap her arms and legs
>partner getting report from RN that is transferring care, I'm trying not to make eye contact with this crazy butch
>get to the ambo and she's still going on and on in her own little world. Using language I haven't heard, then making no sense in English
>loooong ass transport
>I sit in the captains chair behind her so she can't see me. (Gets too sexual if I look at her)
>turn the lights off to try to get her to sleep
>nope. She's whispering the whole fucking transport.
>get to the psych hospital
>she's talking now not whispering.
>I switch my partner and go to the back of the gurnew because she keeps trying to touch my arm with her restrained foot
>now we are in a holding room waiting for what seems like 45fucking minutes with demon child
>>705978400
Trump running for President.
That shit has me all fucked up.
>>705982467
bump
>>705978400
One of my mothers boyfriends walk naked and drunk into the kitchen to grab a meat cleaver and threatened her with it, she was nude and had a corona bottle up her snatch. I was 4 so it is a vivid memory.
Neighborhood boys making a downy kid suck all their dicks, about 3 of them. He was crying, shit was pretty awful. Everyone was about 7 to 10 years old.
Guy on bike get rekt af from a hit and run and I witnessed it with my cousins from our tree house. He flew a few feet than landed, bones popping out and his body convulsing a while.
Most recently, my bf's brother an hero last month. We only have dated for about half a year btw. At the scene was wailing widow and family, everyone including bf just in the shits. Had to chat with detectives about the clean up because a pro service would of cost like 8k for clean up. I volunteered since I knew him the least amount of time. Pretty jacked up scene, took a while to scrub but I did it. Made the open casket service the next week kinda difficult seeing the body and shit.
I guess I'm ok, have some ptsd from above mentioned and rapes. Just have night terrors occasionaly and I'm an alcoholic. Yup
>>705982551
BUILD WALL.
>>705980867
Ama dude
Also; thanks for the help you give people. Bigger bales and braver person than I. Your efforts are appreciated.
I lived 8 years in Africa, so I saw some fucked up shit. My most vivid memory was that guy they burnt alive on a round about for stealing.
>>705978400
>be me
>be on vacation to see family
>flight back was at 3pm
>woke up to my mother screaming for help
>Wat.jpg
>go to the living room
>mom and sister-in-law in panic mode
>tears everywhere
>brain wasn't processing what's going on yet
>saw brother on the floor snoring
>mom handed me a spoon so his mouth wouldn't lock
>toolate.webm
>bit his tongue
>tried to pry his mouth open
>no luck
>panic mode
>hysterical
>mom does the CPR while I give him air
>blood everywhere because of tongue
>2 men came and took over the CPR
>I thought I was gonna lose my brother
>didn't see him for 10 years
>they got him back
>hallucinating
>he panics
>doctor and nurses had to strap him down
>I held his hand and tell him to calm down because everything is gonna be alright
>he listened to me
>11 am
>had to make a decision
>decided to go back to Canada because he's got no insurance
>I have 2 grand under my bed
>talked to my mother
>she stayed, I left
>cry all the way back to Canada
>sister-in-law and mom told me that he kept looking for me
>doctor and nurses thought I was the wife because he only looked for me
>heart breaks in pieces
>sent all my savings to pay for the hospital bills because third-world shithole
>every time my mother calls, I'm scared because it could be a be news
>he's recovered now but still in ICU
>I haven't talked to him yet
It happened twice. My father died in front of me. I was 14. I thought he went back to sleep. I didn't know he had a heart attack until he started drooling. He didn't survive.
>>705982811
Did anything happen to the 3 kids?
>2001
>mom and I are watching the price is right in our one bedroom apartment
>dad's on a beer run but he's already half cut so he's on his his bike
>an hour rolls by, no sign of him
>mom tells me to stay put, leaves.
>I put on the outer limits (the one where that guy builds a robot kid because his son died)
> mildly noided
>halfway through the episode I hear someone banging on the door
>too scared to answer + anyone that mattered would have a key
>hear a key in the lock
>mom walks in with a cop
>her jacket is covered in blood
>she's completely silent
>'anon, get your mother some water, she needs you right now'
>'where's dad? mom, where is he?'
>no dice
>cop sits me down in the kitchen
>tells me my dad didn't feel a thing when it happened
>'when what happened?'
>'Your father is dead, anon.'
ffw a week or two
>moms in the psych ward for a few months
>i move in with my grandparents
>life resumes.
I've never talked to her about it since. she remarried, they don't even say his name anymore.
>>705978400
Bump
>>705982811
Tits or GTFO
I saw a girl touch a Portuguese Man O War that washed up on the beach. Some children told her to 'pick up the balloon'.
She screamed like hell, and her arm was swollen up so badly I couldn't fucking believe it. It only added to my trauma that jellyfish are pure evil. Growing up, I was stung by so many. I almost died a couple of times
Like one time, I was like 3, and I was at the beach. I was treading water, but I realized that I was surrounded by brown jellyfish. There was no escape. I frantically swam to shore, but I could only lay on the sand. I was covered in swells. I still have some of the scars on my skin. I ended up in the hospital.
I can't even look at a picture of one.
>>705983261
Show us your dick then nigger
>>705983140
no but I do recall that those three bullied the fuck out of the tard, made him eat shit once.
idk much else I moved around a lot as a kid.
Worst one i think was when i shot a guy in the chest because he was trying to rob me.. I instantly froze when I pulled the trigger
Seen allot of much worse shit irl im not proud of but might aswell greentext this story
>be me , yesterday working in lisbon portugal
>waiting for customers in the cue. Coworkers friend came to visit him >guy perfactally fine for the whole day
>coworker leaves to get a beer for him snd his friend
>drops to the ground,struggling to breathe
>call ambulance ,everyone tries to help him and stay by him the whole time talking to him
>guy stops breathing.ambulance takes another 15m to arrive .
>outraged coworkers says the man is diying and rambling something about the time they took
>the ambulance guy responded the folowing:
>the fact i bothered to come here is good enought now let me fo my job and proceeded to take another 5 min taking shit out of the ambulance prior to helping the man
>it has now passed over half hour and the man is clearly dead.
>starts cpr,epinefrin shot, electric shock.but Ofcourse it was too late ,Declares time of death.
>covers the man in body bag,leaves
>it takes another 2 fucking hours for the body to be taken by another ambulance
>walking tour comes by and start explaning the monument besides bodybag
>chinese tourist couple take selfie with body bag
>>705983261
tits? what tits? females don't exist on the internet
>>705982467
>demon child starts talking really fast
>gore shit, people getting shot, her stabbing people, hanging herself
>she's arching her back trying to look at me
>I make eye contact
>fuckme.jpeg
>she.. giggles?
>starts whispering to me behind the gurney, going from side to side
>the nonsense she's saying are actual sentences now, like she's talking to someone (classic scizo)
>she having a convo with herself, about "him"
>says I like those arms
>do push ups with me under him
This is the mind fuck
>she arches back and looks at me, clear as day and says
>stupid horny bastard needs to sell his truck because cars eat won't fit in the front
>niggawat
>wait... NIGGA WAT
>realize she's talking about me selling my truck because I'm gonna be a dad.
>no way she could know this shit
>I get pissed because I feel like she's demon possessed at this point. And it's messing with me
So yea that's one. Like I said it's my account believe what you want. I've had shit wake me up in my bunk calling my name. The EMS field is kinda supernatural if your "sensitive" to it. That's not the right word but whateves
>>705983314
im glad the ocean is like 1000 miles away, i dont have to worry about that shit
he lo frnd s !1
Watching youth (12 n under) football when I saw at school.
Kid goes down after a pussy tackle, crowd boos and shouts 'diver'.
Lad rolls on ground, suddenly blood from between his fingers.
Gets a better look at his shin to see the tackler had rammed his studs into the boys shin bone .
8 inch long hole in legs showing smashed shin bone .
Shits nasty
Dad crashing in his motorcycle at 60mph with a truck
Being 12
Knowing he was dead the instant he fell
neck snapped, didnt heard it but my mind reproduces it
waiting 4 hours till help came
walking to a nearby house to ask for a blanket to cover my dad
wishing to kill driver that took the overtake in that curve for 6 years
came to terms with the killing part, the scar still remains
>>705983343
That's fucked. Hopefully they've gotten what they deserve.
ER nursefag here. I see trauma all the time and it doesn't bother me but the worst was easily a 6 year old kid that got killed playing on his dad's 4 wheeler. It wasn't the kid though. It was listening to the kids parents argue about who's fault it was. I literally went home that day, held my 6 month old daughter and wept.
Come to think of it I haven't really seen that much traumatic shit.
Lucky me I guess?
>>705978400
Define traumatic
I saw kids crying in despair at the coffin of their father in morgue, they were crying, and screaming, and punching the coffin, and when morgue worker tried to take it back to freezer they grabbed the table coffin was placed on and dragged behind it. It was traumatic, for them, it was something about i was thinking for a while.
I saw a women hit by a train. It was a suicide, she just stood on the rails when the train come at her, at the last moment she crouched. Train hit her in the head, she then was sucked under the wheels, and pasted all over the railway. I was like 9 or 10 then, playing with my neighbour close to the spot.
I saw my father in cut from car after an accident for 4 hours. He was dying there, medical rescuer was hitting him with some injections all the time, while firefighters were trying to cut the car body, but pieces of it were stuck in his leg and side. I then when with him to the hospital, waited for surgery, and stood by his bed when he was in coma after it. I was on my legs for 48h straight, cried after couple of days when i realised i could lost him there.
I saw some poverty, i saw death, i saw extreme human emotions, but it never got to me, i was never in trauma.
i walked in on my little sister giving my stepfather a blowjob. he told me to get out and never say anything. my sister eventually ratted him out, so he's in jail. but i feel bad for never saying anything even though i knew it happened all the time.
Remember to vote everyday.
https://worldwide.vote/hillary-vs-trump/#/
>>705983447
Doug
>>705983144
Well what happened to him?
Was driving on the highway when this old school stingray corvette in front of me was trying to change into the carpool Lane and this 2011 Camaro was speeding bumped into the stingray
Stingray was spinning out of control ended up rolling off the highway
>>705983670
they were all in foster care so I think they had shit lives being shuffled through that system. Fucked up people perpetuate doing fucked up things.
>>705983716
jeez
>>705983984
Fair enough. I once knew a guy in foster care. He fired a shotgun at me when i was 7 and is addicted to psychedelic drugs. The foster system really can fuck people up.
>>705983447
OK gore now
>Respond to a MVA on the freeway. Single car accident
>fire engine on scene first
>apparently vehicle lost control at a high rate of speed on an interchange curve and spun out.
>damage isn't too bad
>but bloooooood
>one of the fire fighters calls me over
>hey anon, go check out rear driverside seat.
>hurr durr ok
>pause story, vehicle was traveling with rear windows rolled down, all passengers wearing seatbelts.
>continue- Pt in the rear seat was thrown out the window but her seat belt kept her torso in the car. Her hear his a light post that was on the retaining wall.
>so what I saw was a female mid 20's, sitting in the rear drivers side seat, seatbelted.
>hands resting on her lap like no big deal
>and no head
>literally a stump, clean fucking off.
>most bizarre trauma I've seen.
>>705978400
a man high on meth got hit by a train I was looking out my window and seen it he just disappeared,
Irl pepe
>>705983850
No sorry
>>705983900
he got hit by a van three blocks from our house, my mom never told me what happened or why she was covered in his blood. my grandma wound up telling me a few years later when I asked why I couldn't just move back in with my mom.
wasnt traumatic for me but i saw a girl, probably 14-15yo, get gang rapped by 10+ guys
When I was 5 me my mom and one of my brothers were at a dead stop on the highway and this lady who wasn't paying any attention smashed into us going around 70 ish miles/hour. That was pretty fucked.
Got expelled from my highschool. eventually got back in and graduated but it still kinda fucked me up and made me feel like a bad person and a failure.
My dad yelling at me and pushing me around when I was really young
>>705982182
Hey good for you. Get into the field as soon as you can, learn as much as you can. Get lots of patient contact. Don't slow down!
>>705983716
nothing traumatic happened to you in what you shared, life fucking happens.
Prison
>>705984202
>lost control at a high rate of speed
>hands resting on her lap like no big deal
OKAY
>>705984195
they should of been aborted tbh, they suffer and cause others to suffer.
>>705978400
Wasn't really traumatizing but i had just started driving and my sister in law sister asked me to drive her to the skating rink which normally wouldn't be a problem, except back then i was extremely shy about having to wear glasses in front of people so i drove without them.
Couldn't even see shit without them, i had to turn left and since i couldn't see shit so i accidentally drove onto the diver for about 10 seconds thinking I was gonna die right then.
The part that made me feel really bad was that my infant niece in the back seat and i almost killed her because I was to shy to wear my glasses in front of people
This one time I designed the coolest park ever in THPS U2 and the screen froze when I tried to save it and I ended up losing it all.
Holy shit, I'm sheltered as fuck.
Me and my niggas rolled on this one chink who wander into our hood one night homie bashed him wit his lojack cuz we out stealin whips and his head dun split like mothafuckin egg and mothafucka just laugh at the mothafucka while he makin fukked up noises and shit ambulance came later but he long dead
>>705983783
done
>>705978400
My sister's pussy and butthole as she bent over
>>705978400
>worked in a burn unit.
>16 year old set himself on fire
>didn't die
>when you get bad burns they slit the skin around your muscles.. otherwise the swelling in your muscles / skin can crush the muscles and they atrophy
>kids legs were slit up the back, and muscles were swelling out
>looked like a fucking lobster
>kid was a track star or some shit
>I'd seen a lot of shit in the 3 months I'd been interning there, but that one hit me the worst
#2 trauma
Coming home drunk one night in highscool, and the baby monitor was on. I walked in the front door, and could hear my dad fucking the shit out of my step mom. I mean not a big deal, but that shit fucking traumatized the fuck out of me.
>>705984508
I told you it was fucking bizarre. Maybe one of her friends did it. People so weird things when they see tramatic events. They can't accept what's happened right away. No point in me lying to get Internet points on /b/
>>705984848
>No point in me lying to get Internet points on /b/
Yet people do it all day all the time
I'm being blackmailed by unidentified sources
are they government? personal enemies? someone I slighted in the past?
I have no idea
they took all my work (about 10 years' worth) and destroyed it all in a single night without warning
they took away everything I had worked so hard to get
I lost my job, my friends, my community, and I'm estranged from my family because the blackmailers told them everything
I've tried to kill myself twice
miraculously tho I'm not depressed somehow, and I operate on the basis of one day getting my revenge by killing as many people as possible
for that, I am willing to be verrrrry patient
after all, what else is there for me to do?
>>705984202
fucked up man
>>705983261
why are the summerfags still here?
>>705984928
someone is off their meds. Did they destroy the 10 years proof of you secretly learning to speak to machines?
>>705984949
Oldfag here. All females must show tits.
SJW faggot
I saw a guy get hit by a car going 60, his head pretty much exploded all over the windshield. I went back home and made some tea and contemplated life for a while
>>705979741
Yes you could have faggot. That's what you got for ignoring the last "reply to this or your mother will die tonight" post.
>>705982811
>I guess I'm ok, have some ptsd from above mentioned and rapes. Just have night terrors occasionaly and I'm an alcoholic. Yup
good times. I used to drink / drug to deal with my shit. get help if you can ok? life is better on the other side.
>>705984754
Go on...
>>705984949
thank you for this
>>705985032
HOW DID YOU KNOW
>>705984949
>>705985269
>attention whoring
like saying you're a girl on an anonymous image board when it bears no relevance to what you have to say?
oh yeah
>>705978400
I didn't see it, but I heard a teenage girl studying abroad from France get raped and murdered one night under a bridge pretty much right next to the apartment I lived in at the time. The area was sectioned off the next morning and it was all over the news for a while.
>>705978400
>Be 15
>be punk rock fag hanging out with two other punk rock fags.
>at train station waiting for the last train
>I think we missed it
>friend asks TSA security officer for the time
>TSA rentacop tells friend to fuck off
>friend calls rentapig a fag
>other insults and shoving ensue
>my friend punches the rentapig in the face.
>cop falls to the ground and draws his gun
>friend tackles him tries to knock the gun away.
>faggot cop gets on top of my friend and shoots him in the kidney and then the heart.
When ever I passed by that train stop I could still see the blood pooling up even after the stain was gone
people laughing at me. or just walking around and people giving me weird looks or just treating me different in general
>>705979741
she didnt reply to the post?
>>705978400
I saw a guy get hit by a train once. Could even see his brains
Saw a family get ran over by a bin lorry, shit was badass
When I was 8 years old my mom brought me with her to a high school for a volleyball event thing happening. When we got there saw two older boys in these really awesome trenchcoats and gave them a big smile. I was an adorable little shit and I knew it. I got a smile back from one of them with longer hair. Her and I went about our business in the gym area. I asked if I could go to the library instead, but she said no. about 20 mins later heard loud bangs from far off and hid in the gym teachers office with a few other girls. MFW Columbine Massacre.
>>705984755
Covering the two sorts of trauma. Walking in on your parents is as bad as gore some times.
I caught my parents fucking in our pool. I was actually impressed because they were fucking and swimming laps at the same time.
Cop getting run over by a Camaro, legs severed, and died
https://www.google.com/amp/s/amp.cnn.com/cnn/2016/06/05/us/memphis-shooting-police-officer-struck/index.html?client=ms-android-att-us
>>705985770
Glasgow?
The gore of someone who had killed himself in front of the train I was in, who also happened to drag his 6 year old daughter into this. We slowed down as soon as we hit it and had to sit in the train for half an hour with blood and bodyparts all over, being picked up by police. Worst part was seeing the little girls backpack laying there.
>>705978400
In ICU post transplant patient crashed suddenly, got called go help resus
Tag teamed cpr for a full 30 minutes with another person because the other staff were busy. Chest compressions are done at 100 times per minute, it's literally putting your whole body weight into it for a full 200 times before we swapped over during the defibrillation.
I remember feeling my triceps chest and abs burning and knowing I couldn't stop because if I did he would die.
Then there's also that look they get when they're dying. It's like the lights are on but nobody's home.
Just that feeling of desperation during that stuck.
It's fucking horrifying. Plus he died in the end anyway. The other guy got the shakes and the thousand mile stare afterwards
>>705985618
Should have helped and murdered that rentacop. Claim self defence.
>>705982467
I work in a psyche hospital and have seen some shit too.
>Respond to emergency call in a ward.
>schitsophrenic patient in a psychotic episode is threatening to kill himself.
>Holding a fountain pen (his sister lent it to him on her visit *facepalm*).
>I plead with him to stop.
>watch in horror as he stabs himself in the neck repeatedly.
>Literally dies in my arms as I try to keep his airway patent.
>resus team arrives in nick of time and revives him.
I have xray. It's gnarly.
any more stories?
Almost got killed (and all my nuclear family) by a truck.
Saw a teenager kill himself. Jumped of a building.
Weird deformed lady approached me at night and just stared at me while I walked away.
Got burned with boiling water when I was a kid. Just the torso luckily.
>>705985618
Your friend kinda asked for it.
>>705978400
Your mom smoking muh pole
When i was around 10 or 11 my babysitter's boyfriend's friend raped her in front of me while said babysitter's boyfriend went to grab cigarettes. I assume they had a previous affair of some sort, considering she wasn't totally resisting. However, she eventually got stern and told him to stop. He then proceeded to mount himself on her and forcefully remove clothing. He smothered her slightly to muffle the cries, etc. He finished in like 3 minutes. He didn't even know I was watching. My room was within view of living room. I don't know if she ever told her boyfriend, or anyone for that matter. But she didn't say anything that night, I assume because of the preexisting relationship the two had had. Regardless, It kind of tainted the idea of sex for a while.
>>705987662
fuck yeah
I've been in the mental hospital but I was never exposed to the real crazies, I only heard about some of the shit they did
>>705988254
You should have gone for sloppy seconds. She probably wouldn't have minded.
List a mile long. Nothing phases me anymore. Nothing phases me anymore.
Not gore. Not death.
But then i learned about Entropy.
I still havent recovered...
A few years ago i saw a woman stabing another one in the streert, there was so much blood
>>705980993
die cunt
>>705985090
Maximus keksimus
>>705984400
How did it feel?
watched my dad try to gas himself in his car when i was about 14, left some scars, not gonna lie
>be 25 year old. Le'me.
>be doing massive amount of blow at party
>nbd regular drug den chill pad
>le cute teen girl wants to do a line
>just finish chopping eight ball on picture frame
>hold the frame up for her because she has to have some one hold her hair out of the way
>she leans in with straw
>just as she's about to snort, she sneezes as hard as possible
>fine expensive fish scale cocaina cloud poofs into cloud
>nothing left on tray
>she apologizes/cries
>go to kitchen/start chopping up more cocaina
and my ass ain't be the same since.
>>705980751
Dude holy fuck. I hope you aren't joking.
>>705985865
totally fucking bullshit
my mother's dead body in a recliner at my sister's house after I was too late to make it there by flight.
>>705978400
former EMT here, lots of dead bodies but the worst is this 1 black gang member whose dead shot up body I had to clean up after
puked / aspirated blood everywhere, managed to get it into the cab of the ambulance and even on the BACKS of the handrails. Horrific, putrid smell that I hope none of you ever have to go through.
>>705989881
that wasnt traumatic and that was a bad story. 0/10, sad!
>>705978400
>Over a year ago
>Be me, 21
>Dad is sick over the weekend
>No big deal, ill just look after him a bit
>10:00pm, dad goes to bed
>I decide to drink a pot of coffee to stay up with some buddies
>3:00am rolls around
>Hear my phone vibrating over my headphones, on my bed
>Dig through covers, find phone after like 8 rings
>Its my Dad
>Answer phone
>"What up dawg"
>Dont hear anything
>Hear loud thud
>"no big deal, he probably just dropped his phone or something"
>Go upstairs to check on him
>Open his bedroom door
>Shit is everywhere, covering his bed, walls, carpet
>Trail of shit to the bathroom
>Look in bathroom
>Dad is passed out bleeding from his head, phone in hand, covered in shit
>His bathroom and toilet is just covered in shit as well
>Immediately call 911
Turns out he had a stomach ulcer, and he was bleeding out from the inside. Blood also turns out to be a natural laxative, hence why there was so much shit. The doctor also informed me that he was probably an hour from death.
Every since then i started being over cautious when my dad is sick, i also have an app that makes my phone ring as loud as possible instead of vibrate when he calls.
>>705985865
not true, columbine happened in the early morning just as school was starting. Another thing wrong with your story is that Dylan and Eric began firing almost immediately as they showed up to the school, their first victims being outside the school.
>0/10 shit bait
Gore videos on the internet.
>>705990213
is he okay now?
>>705990398
same here, my pussy ass hasn't seen anything in real life, but those videos are a pretty good proxy.
>>705985865
;You fucking retard, youre clearly not even old enough to remember Columbine because thats not within shitting distance of reality
>>705983447
bruh. fucking bruh.
>>705983423
Holy shit. Chinese tourists are the absolute worst man
>be me 19
>army fag
>afghan 2009
>doing vehicle checkpoint duty
>stopping cars to check of weapons bombs, other nonos
>I'm on the FN mag on top of the armoured vehicle watching to road
>see white pick-up comes off the side of the road and trys to run checkpoint
>try to stop them, drive past us
>open fire on car, 50rounds roughly
>serves of to the side and rests in a dry ditch on the crest of the road
>one of the boys runs down and rips the door open to drag driver out
>totally unharmed
>open backseat door
>7-8 year old girl was hit in the chest and head
>fucking nightmares
Have another about the filthy afghani fucks if you want
>>705980067
if he was choking then he wouldn't be able to scream you fucking retard
>>705990484
outside that hes 62, yeah hes doing great now, its been like almost 2 years since then.
He just got a promotion and he exercises for an hour every other day now.
>>705990521
When the internet gets censored, we (and we're not alone) will be telling our kids about the things we've seen and our stories on the internet in history.
>I've seen things you're too young to withstand.
>>705990710
Do share
>>705980993
>>705983447
My best friend got approached by a homeless weirdo who claimed that he could tell him a secret. Friend intrigued. Weirdo tells my friend how he was lucky as a child to not have drowned. Nobody knew that about my friend. Lucky guess??? Maybe. Friend doesn't believe it was a guess. He thinks the homeless guy had some power.
Saw a guy jump off a 6 story building when i was 8. Fucked me up for a bit
The bikies tied a guy to a cross and burnt him alive on our school oval once (This was in primary). The worst thing was the smell.
>>705990934
>be me, now 20
>still 2009
>caught on checkpoint again (dont join the Cav kids)
>medics and med officers want to help the locals
>open days on fridays for those genuinely sick
>we have 2 medics with us assessing the locals trying to get on base
>some dickhead trying to get on to have a snoop
>medic tells him he cant let him in, and to fuck off
>filthy afghani cunt drive to the end of the line of cars and pulls his young son out of the car
>stomps on the kids legs breaking them at the shins
> US dudes with us go fucking apeshit crazy and beat the father half to death
>dragged the kid back to the LAV and asked us to drive him back to the base
>legs looked like they had been totally crushed
>last i heard he was taken to the USA and put up for adoption or someshit.
>>705991364
maybe that was his plan
>>705990710
You know what's fucking crazy? Something like this just happened (or maybe it was the video that just got released recently)...except it was police in the good ol' U.S.A.
nothing irl but the most vivid and gory nightmares almost every night. What the hells wrong with me.
>>705991945
happened a while ago and the video was just released on a court order
but yeah cops shot up car with kid in it now getting charged with homocide 2
>Be me, like 5 or 6 years old
>at grandma's farm, going on family outing to one of her pastures
>Grandma, her sister (my great aunt?), my dad, and me are all that I remember being there
>Dad was collecting old barn wood or something
>Gave me a tiny hammer to pull out rusty nails so no one got tetanus
>flipped over a board
>Suddenly, nest of baby mice!
>Just like pic related, little wiggly pink things
>Start yelling that I found babby mice
>grandma's sister walks by
>makes some remark, like "Ew!"
>grabs my tiny hammer from me
>WHAM! WHAM! WHAM! WHAM!
>babbymicesalsa.gif
>hands me back the bloody hammer and walks away
I was devastated.
>>705992065
It's rare that an officer actually gets convicted though. I guess we'll see how it turns out. I'm real sick of the lack of accountability the law enforcement seems to have.
no
>>705992163
I was like, 4 or 5, and my dad tried to make me kill some baby mice. That's just not how you teach someone to "man up."
>>705980867
My step brother tried being an EMT, he only lasted like 3 months...
>>705992250
All he could give
Was a negative
An N and an O
What a homo
>>705992220
>>705992250
Samefag
>>705992285
boo fucking hoo, unless he sodomized you and made you swallow live mice whole quit your bitching you pussy
>>705985618
Play stupid games
Win stupid prizes
>>705992431
Thank you for your registration to the "People who should never be parents" list!
Not sure if anyone is still posting, but I really need to get this one off my chest.
>be me
>driving home from work on freeway couple months ago
>see car smashed into side wall
>completely destroyed
>pull over, put on emergency brakes
>run towards the car
>young woman in the drivers seat, can't be more than 25 years old
>reach her just as she's breathing her last
>ambulance arrives 30 seconds later
I can't stop thinking about her eyes, /b/. I could tell that she was afraid...
>>705981124
circle time?
>>705991945
even in the good ol' italy happened, it was a camorra youngster with no license, no insurance, searched for robbery.
i guess some folks gets surprised if someone get fucking shot if he doesnt' stop to a checkpoint and try to run over cops, i mean, what could go wrong
>>705978400
a virgin guy 25yo with no gf and also kissless
this guys is on the mirror, its me.
singles.
>>705992772
Dude...
>>705992772
She didn't give you some kind of premonition wisdom, like Mel Gibson's wife in Signs?
>>705992772
Shit man
My father is a doctor, several years back here there was an incident where a school bus was driving before a couple little girls who had just got on were in their seats, and got into a crash (IIRC they think the bus driver was texting).
One of the girls (~4yo I think) fell and smacked her head, died later. My dad mentioned that he was driving past on the way to work and so was the first one on the scene.
He never mentioned until just recently that she died in his arms though
On holliday in summer. At the pool,little kid slips hit her head and dies. Pregnant woman runs over because she had medical training or whatever. Shes real pregnant like about to pop. Pregnant woman also slips falls on huge babybump, the little girl got cpr'd but still ded. Baby prob also ded.
>>705992971
Yeah...
>>705993019
Nope.
>>705993074
I think more than anything is that she was afraid of dying alone. I don't even know if she saw me running towards her, in the end.
>>705992772
>>705993162
If she was that close to dying, odds are good that her brain had pretty much already shut down.
>>705993250
I don't know. I just don't know. I couldn't sleep that night.
>be 7
>dad was supposed to take me to the store
>we stop at a hotel
>he tells me to wait in the car and that we'll go to the store afterwards
>wait there for what felt like hours
>see dad approaching car
>blood on his shirt
>he's holding a knife
>he tries to unlock the car
>hear two gunshots
>one hits the windshield and I instinctively hide behind the passenger seat
>Dad opens the door
>Collapses in the Driver's seat
>Two African American Women and a Caucasian Man approach the car
>They search the glovebox and take out a lot of money
>One of the Women notice me
>I see her reach behind her back and hear a click
>piss myself
>She diverts her attention to dad who begins to coughs in the driver's seat
>She Shoots him
>He turns stiff
>They leave
>Blood soaks the back seat
>I scream and black out
>>705993331
Yeah, I totally can't blame you for that.
>>705978400
I've never seen anything particularly traumatic.
>>705985548
are you in brisbane?
>>705978400
Ur mom
>>705990721
Plot twist: He is the brother.
Kid crossing a busy intersection about 6 years old so when a mom on the phone with 2 kids in her car she rams the kid that he skids off the road onto a good piece gravel next to the road en the events that followed
>>705983102
How is it a crime to steal but not to burn someone alive fucking googles.
>>705978400
>Dad constantly diminishes mom because she doesn't get any money
>she only doesn't work because he doesn't want her to
>She gets angry
>opens the door,
>brings the key back
>gets only 30 bucks from the wallet and an umbrella
>Fucking storm outside.
>She just leaves
>I'm shocked, my dad doesn't do anything
>she has no cell, no clue where she went
>go around the city with my car to prevent my mom from disappearing
>>705978400
I fucked up pretty bad and I dont think I'll ever forgive myself for this. Had the neighbors kid call my house as his dad was dying. I have no idea why he did that family hated my guts. but he was pleading for help because he didnt know what to do. he was in highschool. I mean this kid and his father were always trying to bully me. I didnt pick up the phone. I just kept thinking hang up and call 911. I could have answered that and said that but I'm a piece of shit. I also developed severe social anxiety because they basically turned the neighborhood against me. Before this everyone liked me or at least didnt hate me. I still dont answer the phone for shit anymore because of the anxiety and creditors/telemarketers calling me at least 10 times a day, being pretty much the only people that call me anymore. I dont think I'll be able to forgive myself though.
>>705983314
Oops, sorry mate
>>705979741
your fault. next time reply to the post.
>>705978400
> be me
> radiology tech
> guy needs cat scans
> foot is hamburg from car hitting him on motorcycle
> doctor comes in tells him we need to amputate
> guy grabs me by the scrubs cry begging and pleading for me to not let the doctor take his leg
> saw him later
> 1 leg in a wheel chair
I have a bunch of stories, keep the thread alive
>>705994857
Go on good sir
>>705994857
> be me
> ct young teen from middle east
> her belly hurts
> see massive sack the size of a stretched out soccer ball
It turns out her vagina was sewn up until she was married from custom
> sewn up too much
>mfw that's a sack of menstrual fluid backed up for months
Important to note my bf at the time is a police officer. After shifts he would stay by my parents house as it was local to his area of patrol
>two years ago
>late at night, we are sleeping at my parents house in guest room
>about 3.am, my phone rings
>almost going to ignore, get this weird feeling, so I answer
"Pls help me"
>freeze up, shocked, scared, confused
>look ar phone, its my sister
>scream into phone "what's wrong what's happening
>sister is manic bipolar, severe mental issues, stays with parents due to this
> throw my phone down as I bolt out of my room.to hers
> bust through her door, see blood immediately
> its soaking the carpet, all over the side of her bed, just pouring from her wrists
> go into auto pilot, grab a shirt and tie it down on her wrists
>scream for help, Bf bolts in seconds later
> parents wake up, mom screaming
> bf had his unit luckily
> throw on lights and rush her to ER
She survived the atempt and was hospitalized for a long time.
>TFW I am beginning to exhibit same symptoms as she did in early stages
>>705978400
another man's erect penis. What made it traumatic is that it was unbelievably small. fucking sad man.
>>705978400
My own gaping asshole
>>705994478
you did the right thing anon. he got exactly what he deserved. a wall of blank silence while he watched his dad die. even if it didn't teach him anything, even if it could have saved a mans life, it wasn't a life you had any responsibility for saving. they put in their hours to make sure you didn't like them and they got their payoff for it that night.
i hope you sleep like a baby and have the wettest of wet dreams tonight. it's time to let your misery go.
>be me
>young 7years old
>citizen of the United states of america
>2001
>watch TV
>plains hit the towers
>start crying
>look proudly at American flag
The KFC-CIA then selled chicken like nothing happened, like nothing happened...
>>705995091
> be me
> going to xray someone's hand
> rec says amputation
> see guys hand
> mfw he stuck his hand in snowblower
> 2 fingers on ice, 1 hanging off, the rest of the hand looks like cringe grinder pic you see on gore threads
I asked him if it hurt and he just said he wants his hand back
>>705978400
when I was 12 I saw a girl getting shoted in the face in the street
>>705995238
Thanks for the sentiment but I dont believe that. In fact the way you described it makes me feel even worse.
>>705995292
> be me
> rec said head cat scan
> mfw it says bullet wound
> guy in mid twentys tried shooting himself in his head with low cal bullet
> guy said to me that he knew he it was going to hurt but just for a second
> he complains of headache
> mfw he has a fucking bullet halfway through his skull and touching his brain causing a bleed
He got flown out
Don't know if he lived
>>705995113
It sounds like you're able to recognize it in yourself though.
Get the help you need before it progresses this far.
>>705995292
> be me
> diabetic comes in
> xray gangrene foot
> smells like death, all black with wounds
> mfw one of his toes falls off when I touch the xray cassette to it
>>705995476
Why would you feel bad about this?
Their karma came back around, and not the reddit kind.
>>705978400
I once saw someone reach into their pants and eat their poop.
>>705995664
> be me
> have to take xray of entire body of dead baby due to stillbirth to figure out how it died
> baby was stares at me with mouth open lifeless with head crushed in from emergency c-section
>>705995816
that was an webm
>>705983314
Seriously fuck those kids. I hope they catch a knee to the face.
> be me
> going on dark web with friend
> friend goes on some chatroom
> friend notifies me of this video he found
> mfw daisies destruction
> didn't sleep that night
He is a funny guy but pretty fucked up
>>705995832
christ man thats some deep shit
>>705995476
im sorry, im just telling you that it's time to let go of it. you know now what you'd do if another situation like that ever happens again in the future. the hardest lessons we learn are the ones that come at the cost of others, but they stick.
boy, do they stick.
>>705980435
Fuck man that's a raw deal, I hope you and her are alright now.
>>705995797
I'm just not a phycopath I guess. I could have maybe helped save his life. And he called me. out of all the people in the world to call. he called me. that kid didnt hate me at all. He was just being a little faggot high schooler.
>>705995816
https://youtu.be/EJqSJ2jXEU0?t=1m6s
>>705995920
whats daisies destruction
>>705995832
Had to xray chainsaw injury to leg
XRay ax to lower leg
Nuclear Medicine body scan of guy that had a leg full of wounds filed with maggots
Saw my grandfather die in the hospital while holding his hand
Had to pick up a dead mountain climber out of a rescue basket because the nurses needed help
CT scanned a 9 year old with belt marks around his neck from hanging himself successfully, his 5 year old brother found him
>>705996109
https://youtu.be/NYUZm5GH9i4
>>705996182
> be me
> Had to ct scans a xray guy from head to toe
> mfw I find out him along with his house blew up from a gas leak
> see it in the news
>>705990175
I stared at this for 10 seconds before I figured out what the fuck it was. Shit
>>705978400
The new feminist Ghostbusters film
>>705978400
>2007
>heading to the hangout bar i usually go to. love doing karaoke/shooting the shit even though i don't drink.
>coming up to an intersection. see a white SUV on our side of the road, parked in the road right by a gas station, long smears of blood in the road behind his tires.
>"damn, did a deer run out in front of him?"
>get closer
>not a deer.
>mangled up body of a man, his upper half must have gotten twisted under the wheels. facing upwards while his torso faces downwards.
>torso blown apart, ribcage open, make eye contact with corpse, arm lifts up at last minute.
>been watching gore/accident videos since 1999. seeing it in real life is different. it just is.
>cops, ambulance, firetruck all wheeling up as we pass by and continue to the bar
>walk in, up to the bar.
>"Rick, give me a shot of the meanest whiskey you have"
>"Uh..you dont drink anon. are you alright?"
>"Just give me the shot"
>>705990213
Glad he made it. Good idea with the phone thing too
>>705996452
samefag. i meant his torso was facing upwards, legs facing downwards
>>705996346
In the operating room
> surgeon needs abdominal xray to look for foreign body
>find it
> mfw he starts pulling guys small intestines out and lays it on the patient looking for it in the intestines
>>705982811
Heavy.
>my dog
>got it when i was 8
>is hyperactive af
>i get pissed a lot cause he has way more energy than i can get in a week
>few weeks ago he starts constantly shivering
>his body hurts all over, would yell when you touch him
>still tries to be hyperactive tho
>take him to vet, find out he has an enlarged heart
>takes medicine, was getting better
>begin to play with him a lot more, like whenever i get off lectures, i go to the park with him
>finally looks like he's back to normal
>yesterday he died. heart stopped in his sleep
i'm too calm right now... i don't think it's hit me yet.
>>705982811
TITS OR GTFO
>>705996533
>be me
> have to xray ankle and foot
> ice climber fell
> mfw his foot is completely backwards with him screaming in my face
>>705978400
I was driving at night. There was an injured white kitten that walked in a strange, injured way, by the road. I didn't stop to help. idk if I could have caught it or whatever. I don't forget. I wonder why it was injured.
>>705980583
You mean start running.
>>705991007
Homless is one of the easier anonymous forms to take
>>705996616
It wasn't natural causes. I KILLED YOUR DOG, ANON! I DID IT!
That is my most traumatic scene I've ever seen. Strangling your stupid damn dog that wouldn't stop BARKING!
>>705996616
damn man. i'm sorry to hear. It sounds like you gave him a helluva good life. Let it hit you when it hits you.
poked out a little mouses eyes and watched it run around
To all of you who write stories but get no responses. There are still people reading them.
>>705996763
bitch plz
>crossing bridge
>get to end
>suddenly a white suv swerves into our lane (seperated by barriers, it jumps it)
>starts rolling towards us, we back up
>stops, catches smoke, 5 mins later it combusts
>my dad was a driver for a private company, mfw that's his truck's plate
a good 6 hrs of panic trying to figure out who was in that van, turns out it WAS his truck, just that it was some fucko's shift.
he lived doe
>>705996763
cheers man, i'd buy you a beer if i ever find you
>>705996861
Yeah, I don't care. You're stupid. Vote for Hillary.
>>705996919
tbh the dog was a WARNING
>>705978400
Saw a guy jump in front of an express train.
>>705997038
lmao
>>705996973
>>705996833
>>705996622
its a school night dont make me come in there.
>>705997038
That was your future self missing the ride home.
>>705978400
When I was 11 or so my mom rushed out of the bathroom to answer an important phone call. I needed to go to the bathroom and thinking it was ok I just went in there and was confronted with period blood smeared and finger painted all over the walls, the tile floor and over the toilet seat. I got the fuck out of there. After the phone call my mom comes to my room and asks if I went into the bathroom and I said no.
>> be me
>> new law student
>> watched my boss cut a deal that badly sabotaged a client
>> i've done all the research and know the case is bullshit
>> been trying to help the person on my own time but i'm always running around
>> thinking of changing careers
>>705997122
Think this is a joke? Because we can throw down right here right now.
here's a good one, i still marvel at it to this day
>driving downtown with family
>get to a traffick light
>outta fuckin nowhere a dog falls on our car
>shatters the glass up front, falls onto my lap (passenger's seat)
>turns out there was some dude torturing his dog 5 stories up, must've thrown him down
>a scarred, mangled mess of a body
>>705978400
My ex gf got high on heroin and miscarries our five month old baby into the bathtub. She passed out on the couch all bloody. I went over to visit her because she wasn't picking up the phone and a friend saw her drunk out at a club.
She woke up when I walked in and she said she didn't feel good. We followed the blood. It looked just like a tiny, skeletal baby. It's head was all tiny and fucked up, but it was MY little baby all covered in goop and I can't get it out of my head.
>>705995091
How did she not get toxic shock and die?
>>705978400
Some faggot schooled a nigger so hard in a thread im pretty sure he killed himself
>>705997158
schizophrenia?
>>705995905
Nah bro. I saw it in real life. Lady had dementia. Just depresses me that she was at one point a loving grandma and her family looked forward to spending time with her. Now, she hardly gets any visitors at the nursing home. She does not know what she doing. And none of us our immune to that outcome. I can't imagine that fate for me or my loved ones.
Watched my mother die, was kinda shit.
But more dis thread needs something more than that. So
>Be me
>Be rally faggot
>Be doing rally event
>Finish my runs for the day
>Decide to go filming
>Hear over the radio there had been a crash
>Know the spot and I'm close, go to help
>Shit has hit a tree at a good 120+mph
>Driver's side took the biggest hit
>Rollcage is spagetti, seat is ripped out
>His body is literally wrapped around the bars
>If you took minced beef and put in in a sock you'd have an idea of the consistency of this guy in places
>Passenger is alive, actually survives with some mild brain damage and is back into the outside world after 8 months reabilitation
No pics/vid because I was in mindfuck mode, this was pre /b/ when I was unenlightened to how fucked up things can get.
>arrive airport guatemala
>friends pick me up at 10 pm
>at their gate a car blocked us
>failed kidnapping
>13 shots at the car
>after they left i got out of the car and saw that 2 bullets missed my head
>>705997189
shit, got an afterstory? did you dump her bitch ass after that?
>>705978400
watched one of my soldiers take shrapnel to the spine. couldn't do shit to help him all the way thru medivac. facebook wants to tag him in every pic that my wrist shows up in
>>705997246
No. She's a very high functioning person working in the medical industry, everyone thinks she's great. She was abusive though, especially physically. She used to love seeing my bleeding. A beating wasn't complete unless I was bleeding from somewhere.
Buckle up /b/
>be me
>16 at the time
>go to school on my bike
>i ride past a highway on my way to school
>see shitload of ambulances and fire department
>bit further, completely fucked car, burning and blood everywhere
>holyfuck.jpeg
>notice bloody shoes on the road
>mfw there where legs broken off at the shins in there
>i see responders drag someones mangled and charred body out of car
>head all crushed eyes hanging out and all
>mfw i still have trouble sleeping, having verry regular panic attacks
Consider an heroing often
>>705997406
She was already my ex at the time. She tried to kill herself last month and has been in a crazy-person hospital ever since.
I don't do drugs anymore. Been sober since that day.
>>705978400
Grew up in south africa
Mums been left by my dad
Goes to creepy witch doctors
does weird rituals
im forced to join in
we sing and dance
mums eyes roll to the back of her head
she stars talking as if my dad was there
shes in a deep trance
she is cursing him and shouting and saying she will kill him and his future children
she does crazy voodo jumping like jordan shes practically flying
mfw my mom promised me ice cream if i came
mfw i would never be the same again
No me, but two sisters I met:
>be me, working shitty hotel night shift
>car limps in, front bumper almost falling off
>2 women, probably early 40s came in, shaken all to shit
>They were driving from Washington to Arizona
>about 10pm, pass through my town
>coming up to last overpass
>SUV in front of them ran over something, kicked it up right into the grill of their car
>deadbody.pdf
>Some dumbshit kid jumped/fell off the overpass at night
>completely fucking ruined the front end of their car, had to be towed in the morning
http://www.oregonlive.com/pacific-northwest-news/index.ssf/2016/08/woman_dies_after_suspected_fal.html
>be drug user
>not an addict, literally cannot get hooked
>doing charlie with my manager at the time, in the bathroom
>outta nowhere he flips over and starts having a fit
>turns out he got a bad fix, was dying
>i kinda just stared at him for a good minute before i dumped it all down the toilet and phoned 112
>mfw he got arrested for possession, sale and usage
>i am now the manager, for being a good samaritan
>>705997207
She was septic. They removed the stitches and drained everything
Different story
> 6 year old girl needs ct scans of face
> dog mauled her face
> itsreallybad.jpeg
> half of nose is also missing
> mfw knowing her looks are fucked up for life
>I saw something bad as a kid
>Now I'm thinking about killing myself
jesus christ, have none of you ever been to a therapist?
>>705997964
They've made strides in reconstructive surgeries. Especiallly for little kids whose faces are still forming. Plus, she could always have a smoking bod.
>>705995091
Fuck these middle eastern raghead pieces of shit.
Every single one of them, and every bit of their retarded culture.
>>705997964
> be me
> cat scan order for orbits
> mfw a guy had a fucking nail sticking out of his eyeball
I guess he was roofing with a nail gun and one bounced back
>be me working radiology in hometown
> my cousin owns his own carpentry business
> mfw he comes in a bloody pulp from falling off a roof
> broke knee, both wrists, elbow and face
>>705997964
simple fix for that.
>>705992772
Agonal breaths are terrifying to witness i front of you. Especially when their eyes are still open. They arent awake or consciously alive. But their unconscious brain survival mechanism is doing the best it can to no avail to keep them alive.
>>705998039
After my mother died I had one assigned to me, she kept pushing the religion will set you free angle, clearly had an agenda. My mother hadn't even gone cold yet and here is this stupid cunt in my family home talking about god to someone who was intelligent and non accepting of religion, especially afterlife fairytales.
Given how fucking devastated I was at the time no fucks were given. I dropped bombs on her like it was 1945 in Hiroshima. Felt good man.
>>705998039
Eh, therapy just isn't for some people.
I fucked my therapist after our second session.
Haven't been to a shrink since and honestly I've never felt better.
>>705984400
Did you come?
>>705998165
>>705998165
I know I was so pissed. I almost lost my cool that day. Which reminds me of a different story.
I'm on my phone so green texting is taking a long time so I'm not going to Green text anymore.
See me working and Cat Scan. High speed chase guy running from Cops from robbery. Guy ends up crashing into another car. Both people come in. The first person that comes in is a woman that is 8 months pregnant. My face when I see an unborn child staring at me and a picture from the scanner with the mother writhing in pain. Next the guy comes in unconscious. Fucking people piss me off
>>705994393
Did you find her?
>around 9:30 at night
>be 17
>chill with friends on a park bench
>weed lmao beers
>a white minivan stop near the bushes
>look old cheap as car
>turn off lights no one get out
>whatever.jpg
>5-10min new ford comes
>stop near the van
>young woman get out
>go into the van
>some time pass
>van lights start to turn on off
>they are fucking for sure
>woman get out go to her car move on
>this fucking bitch was around 30 good looking slim probably have bf or a husband
>and she fucked this cheap ass fat 40+y old guy
not the most traumatic thing but still remember it very clear because this fucking sluts are not loyal not to mention at the same time friend of mine fucked a 31y old coworker she had husband and a small child fucking whores
>>705978400
>be me
>december 23rd dim dark, snowy night
>had to go into work because there was an issue with our servers downtown
>fast forward 2 hours, get everything sorted out
>driving on the freeway, probably going less than 40 mph
>go around curve and see 8 cop cars with 2 lanes blocked
>the police oficers are just standing around
>i slowly drive by
>see young mom with 2 kids standing in the cold next to the police officers
>drive another 50 feet, see this dude pinned up between the median guard, the big SUV the soccer mom was driving had completely cut the man in half
>i ask what had happened to one of the police officers directing traffic
>he tells me that the soccer mom BTFO'd the dude
>i asked how
>she told them that she didnt even see him and that he was walking along the median
>mfw
>i ask how the man is just randomly walking by
>dudes body is completely cut in half, they arent even trying to hide the body, about 50 cars drove by and saw it
fast forward 3 days, the news makes a broadcast
>tv annoucer says that the male that got BTFO'd had just left a relationship with his 37 year old wife
>he was drunk, they found a suicide note in his breast jacket pocket
shit still fucks with me today. That poor guy commited suicide by soccer mom.
>>705985151
>get help if you can ok?
God when did /b/ become a fucking AA support group you fucking retard?
>>705998550
Be me at work in the x-ray department.
Hear that a guy committed suicide in the employee parking lot by shooting himself in the head with a shotgun in his truck. See that patient on a bunch of life support because they were going to harvest his organs. Walk out to my car at the end of the day, I see a little bit of broken glass and brains next to my car my face when he fucking kills himself right next to my car and when they cleaned up they missed some
>>705984928
Join the french foreign army
>visiting Europe
>hot chicks and weed everywhere (in Amsterdam)
>eventually make my way over to France to meet my grandparents
>stay in nice hotel, palm trees outside
>people celebrating, idk and idc why
>faintly hear people shouting outside
>mfw fucking Nice terrorist attack
>mfw seeing all those bodies on the street after leaving the hotel to see what's going on
>mfw my grandma was in the hotel lobby shaking
>this bitch survived WW2 like it was nothing
>psychnursefag
>take guy from intake to crisis unit
>seemed pretty chill but paranoid and religiously preoccupied
>go back to intake and ask the admitting nurse about him
>"oh he's fucking crazy. Keeps saying he needs to take his eye out because of his sins"
>right about that time a psychiatric code is called on the unit I just took the guy too
>run over as fast as I can
>burst through doors
>dude's eyeball is hanging out of it's socket
>mental health tech is restraining the guys hands behind him so he can't finish ripping it out
>yelling how God commands he pluck his eye out
>>705978400
I've seen stuff that probably should be tramatising with work but it's not really my problem so i'm fine with most of it. Here's a list
>dead guy, overweight just dropped dead
>dead guy, naked killed himself with kitchen knife in his living room, killed wife with a bat beforehand
>room where a stabbing took place, very messy
>cot death (that one was quite bad)
>lots of domestic violence
>crashes, brain on side of road was probably the worst one
>crash, driver killed old couple in car, bounced off, hit building, car caught fire and took building with it.
>>705998670
Agreed.
>>705998713
Be me, driving home from work. Car in front of me starting to Swerve goes over the double yellow. My face when I see a SUV that is speeding around the corner about to hit the car she ended up driving on Road flying off of a hill crashing on somebody's yard.
I stopped my car ran out and help her out of her vehicle and it caught on fire little bit so I started throwing snow on it and it put it out. She was a bloody mess, I called nine-one-one and the other person just drove off
>>705992837
Penis inspection.
>>705990102
How can you guys stand that kind of things everydays ?
>>705998906
Patient comes in needs a series of x-rays. Start xray him .my face when he starts vomiting up feces all over the wall and floor. Turns out he had a small bowel obstruction and just recently had an ERCP scheduled for that week
>>705998878
cot death?
>>705985090
ok ill reply jeez
>>705999043
You get desensitized when you do it long enough. I know that all the gore threads here really help. Also depression medication. Lexapro for the win
>>705997449
Does he have any connection with the wristband?
>>705998975
>at last year's penis inspection
>I'm behind this chink nigger blasian
>see penis inspector make this fucking horrid face
>chnigger turns around from reflex
>see maggots streaming from the smegma-encrusted foreskin on his aardvark dick
>say wtf, bro?
>says his foreskin got stuck 6 weeks ago and was too embarrassed to tell his parents
>>705999043
Someone has to do the job.
And there is a lot of personal accomplishments and good in it.
Ive been an EMT for 5 years now.
Pediatric cases hurt the worst.
>>705996300
Read the desc and I think I should be sad but I'm pissed what kind of psycho does this!?!
>>705990398
It's said that you can got PST from just seeing shit like this... I'm more cautious with those things now, dont search for it at all, and can't stand rekt threads.
>>705998657
Bullshit, cops don't divulge information like that.
>>705978400
Don't get me wrong, murders are bad and all but watching my brother's (he faints at the sight of blood) skeletal ex give birth was fucking horrific
>had friend bout 16
>he has hot sister 15
>go to party one day
>drunk weed lmao
>friend not there
>go look for him in the backyard
>big ass property farm house
>see at the distance some light from the barn
>go there
>look thru the window
>dafuq.webm
>my friend sister bend over her pants are down her ankles
>my friend fucking her from behind
>watched them
>he cum on the ground
>then start to make out
>i run back to the house
>they show up like nothing happen
>never told them or anyone
>fapp like crazy even today to this
true story
>>705993365
Fucking for real? If so thats awful.
If thats a plot to a movie then I'm a dumbass.
>>705978400
I cant get my mind clear right now, but one thing I remember was
>car accident
>literally death people everywhere
>in my country we have our own species of niggers
>theres is always that race that you don't like because they are useless in every society
>anyway
>only survivor, a female nigger 20's
>leg status : desutroyed
>blood (for some reason I remember it being pink, wtf) coming out from her leg into a pound of blood.
>Looking at her, no more than 3 mts away from her, with despise and anger because she wouldn't shut up
>shes crying for at the top of her lungs for her family, that is now half car.
>wtf why this fucking nigger wouldn't shut up.
>Leave like nothing happened (I wasn't the only one btw, that was leaving that is).
>sometimes I think to myself, where did I left my sympathy? even if she was a nigger, the normie thing to do wasn't what I did or think.
>that was like 6 or 7 years ago.
>mfw I have benn fuck up in the head for a long time
>internet (and specially /b/) got me fuck up since much before than that for what it seems
>and I am still here
>>705981124
Are you fucking Dutch or something with your circle time?
>>705999043
>>705999183
Also, it just becomes instant reaction/muscle memory when you arrive on scene, or someone comes in from transport to the ER, or you arrive at a code in the section youre in.
The feels hit you afterwards if the outcome wasnt good.
>>705983423
I would have slaughterd the ambufag...
>>705998812
I'm honestly kinda interested in what makes people's brains do this.
And why would you act upon the voices in your head?
Fsck. I just realized I don't have a particular traumatizing thing I saw in the past, yet I'm mostly cold blooded when I see disturbing things.
>>705999106
Yea, babies just die all the time. It's not super common but happens more then you'd expect. Also in the UK its the one incident where everyone involved is presumed guilty until you can clear them.
Basically, a baby dies, police have to respectfully find out whos fault it is. It's pretty difficult for muslim families too because they want to take the body to an Imran asap and obviously they can't.
>>705999339
Not that guy, but dutch, explain?
>>705998401
Story? Was she or he hot?
>>705999441
This is probably going to be my last entry. When I have to xray 1 and 2 year old babies for child abuse. I have to do at least two X-Rays for every body part on the child. I've had 1 1/2 year olds with black eyes massive bruises on their ass separated elbows AKA nursemaid elbow, broken collarbones. The parents are there usually scumbags. Fat mom with tats, skin head, neo nazi drugged dad
>>705984677
Illiterate nigger fuck
>brother beating my sister
>sister threatening my brother with a kitchenknife
>brothers beating each other while drunk
>mom screaming and attacking one of my step dads, happened several times
>brother and mom beating each other because mom asked him to get off the computer
>alcohol was involved in everything
>little baby sister spilling hot coffee all over herself and watching her skin peel off while my mom has cooling her down in the shower
I was always young and I felt powerless and all this violence fucked me up later in life
>>705999391
Ikr, have voices in my head often, can still cope with it.
>mfw nobody knows
>>705997228
Story?
>>705999672
Guessing you're emergency services too? Yea the evil that people do to each other is unbelivable sometimes.
>>705999790
I'm hearing shit aswell
It's not like clear voices but I can her someone talking, like there is a TV on downstairs, really makes me uneasy when I'm trying to sleep
I'm too scared to tell my shrink because I don't wanna get put on strong meds or in a hospital
>>705999338
Fresh blood is a crazy color, isn't it?
I shot a deer in the back of the head a few years back, because it had been hit by a car and my sister decided we couldn't let it suffer.
The pool of blood that came out of that thing was like bright neon red, almost pink.
> Be 8 years old
> Coming from Toys R Us to play with some water guns my uncle bought
>Come home to find my grandpa on the floor next to his bed about to die
>My grandma and uncle are taking care of him
> He looks at me and says "I dont want to die"
>My grandfather have some sort of ventilator from the hospital at home attached to his face
>My grandmother turns off the machine
>I see my grandfather start panicking, grasping for air, his eyes darting around the room
>He looks me in the eyes and lets out one loud final gasp
>His eyes where open staring at me
>I ask why my grandpa was staring at me and if he is okay
>Grandma tells me he is sleeping and to go play with my water gun
>My uncle not knowing what to do takes me outside and we play waterguns for a few hours
>Once tired I come inside and she my grandfather covered in a white sheet being pushed out into an ambulance
>>705999999
congratulations on your get
>>705999999
Checked
>>705999999
Fuck you
>>705999999
cHECKED
>>705999999
almost
>>705999999
Oh my god. This is the post that gets it.
>>705999999
Faggot
>>705999999
CHECKED FAGGOT
>>705999999
THE get
>>705999999
SEXTUPLE!!!
>>705999999
nice get
>>705999999
>>705999999
>>705999999
...
>>705999999
rip thread
>>705999999
i fucking got 000001
>>705999924
Exactly, Do you hear someone calling your name in the distance too?
>>706000146
>>705999999
kinda worth it. better than expected. good job.
>>705999999
/thread
>>705999924
Might wanna say something...
Old woman run over by a car. She looked like ground beef from about the waist down. I held her hand while she died. She was in shock though and didn't seem to be in pain or have any clue what was going on.
My gf at the time was real fucked up in the head over it.
>>705999924
that shit will probably go away if you know that its not real. I had this for a while. Sounded like someone repeating the same insult in a singsong fashion over and over again for hours. Sounded like how kids used to bully back in like 3rd grade. Never was bullied and I have no idea where it came from but it eventually went away after a good while though.
>>706000087
Kys you fucking leech
>>706000192
Nobody cares, Randy.
>>705999391
Dopamine and glutamate imbalance
>>705999999
FUCKING WAH WAH , AND CHECKED
>>705999924
Tell shrink, say you don't want to be put on meds, don't think it's too severe, say you want therapy to work through it
>>706000233
That isn't True right? I get stinging headaches in the front of my head sometimes too, i sometimes smoke weed to cope with these things...
