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feels thread
I just got a bj from my girlfriend a few minutes ago. Feeling pretty good right now.
>>705929355
Don't care who you are. This is fucked.
who remembers these
There might be something really fucked up in me. I have everything I could ever wish for, family, a good job, home, girlfriend, few friends, enough money to get me some things I want from time to time, yet still, I feel like shit. Is it normal? I feel like I should be happy by now, yet I really do feel like shit. Fuck, what is wrong with me? What am I doing wrong? Why do I feel like shit? Why does this goes on? How do I stop it? I don't want this. I never asked for this. I want it to stop, but I don't want to hurt those few people who care about me. I'm so fucking grateful about all of them, but I just can't feel happy.
I don't want to bother anyone who dosen't care, so that's why I'm writing this here. Sorry if you have read this and you don't really give a shit. That's understandable. Take care Anons and I really hope no one feels the way I feel.
Godspeed.
Girlfriend left me. It feelsbadman. Used to do a bunch of sexual stuff alone and really lovey stuff in public. Held hands, kissed, cuddled her. She always liked kissing my cheek. She told me we had a perfect relationship. Used to go on for hours about nothing. She told me she wants to be just friends now and she needs some time to think. She came back tonight and said "goodbye forever, anon" She made me happy /b/ no one/nothing ever had. She made me eat when I wouldn't. She listened to my dumb whiny depression shit. I'm fucking done with this gay earth.
>>705931278
disappointed?
>>705931278
you're maybe overthinking, i've been on the same road. now i'm alone. drunk. don't think too much anon, enjoy.
>>705931420
Not really. I used to hope for more, but few years ago I lost everything but my mother, who pulled me from shit. That's when I lowered my standards enough to be grateful for everything I have.
>>705931757
how old are you?
>>705931278
DAE : HUMAN CONDITION?
>>705932006
plans for the future?
https://soundcloud.com/airbornmartin/giovanni-sollima-terra-aria-airborns-percussive-dub
i feel nothing
>>705932105
Fuck if I know. Don't let things go to shit, possibly make things better. Keep the job, support family, try to have fun.
Good job, married, great sex life, good hobbies, but I'm a high functioning depressive. Been on pills for three years but all it does is make it so I don't want to kill myself, not make me happy. Don't want to increase the dose because it'll make my dick stop working. Thinking a lot about it I realize I didn't have much of a personality develop when I was a kid, just had a shitload of crap piled on me by my parents until I believed it was my own crap, so I never figured out what I wanted in life. Still can't figure it out.
Also not coincidentally I hate my parents, my mom for being an emotionally abusive undiagnosed narcissistic personality disorder case and my dad for being an insensitive cunt. They still insist i call every week or constant abuse (including calling me at work) starts again. They also hate each other. Last time we were together as a real family was 5 years ago when the dog died.
Watching the dog die was the last moment of my childhood. Even at my wedding my family didn't sit together.
I just don't know anymore guys.
>>705932504
u got any illnesses?
>>705929512
she's trying so hard to smile...
>>705932982
coz camera = smile
It's all on the line now...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m5KGIkt2gqE
Had a mental breakdown an hour ago - cried, was gonna jump out of the window, tried to laugh, got paranoid, got angry and blamed my insecurities on my mother (in my mind), then I felt alright got outta bed had a snack and watched some vids. I'm really starting to worry about my mental state, being a 20yo. kissless virgin with barely any friends while studying dental medicine out of guilt that I'm a general failure is quite the ride. Some Bob Ross, WoW and a beer fixes it but the week's been tough and I haven't had much time for rest. Also being told by your few friends that you're the friend that's always that's always there for them while nobody's there for you is kind of sad.
>>705932922
Knee that hurts sometimes because of old injury, nose that bleeds regulary because it was already fucked up when I was born and possibly genetic immunity disorder. I'm rather healthy overall.
>>705933350
bi-polar detected
>>705933376
pretty sure youre just disappointed with the way your life turned out
>>705932527
>Thinking a lot about it I realize I didn't have much of a personality develop when I was a kid, just had a shitload of crap piled on me by my parents until I believed it was my own crap, so I never figured out what I wanted in life. Still can't figure it out.
Well at least I'm not alone in that regard.
Poetry? Home made? Anyone ?
Can you make some?
>>705933541
I'm pretty sure I'm not anymore.
>>705933494
I should really get checked by a psychotherapist before I totally lose it tbh. Think I might also have severe anxiety and maybe depression oh and don't forget insomnia.
>>705933667
Ain't how big it is
But how you know to use it
Gorilla penis really hurts
>>705932527
You'll figure it out, it takes a while, but we all will. In good time.
Be it 5 years, or 10.
We're all wired to desire, not to appreciate.
Take your time, take to yourself, and take by yourself.
>>705933667
Roses are red,
Violets are blue
Harambe is dead
fuck you
What are you all listening to tonight, I'd like to know...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zJDRRtkHx0I
>>705934601
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W6CjO0H2j0s
>>705934747
Very nice. Love it.
>>705934601
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TZtiJN6yiik
>>705934959
Beautiful.
>>705931278
If I ask you "why do you feel like shit? what is the reason?", what would be your firts answer? Don't overthink, just the first thing that comes to mind, quick.
does someone has that video where theres this guy at his friends grave talking with him and "feeding him", I want to feel again
>>705934601
And to those who care...
Instrumental is here, grab it whilst you can.
https://clyp.it/zcr3ogq5
>>705935409
"I'm a pice of shit" or "I can't live for myself anymore". Can't decide which goes first. Neither explains why can't I be happy overall.
>>705935637
I have this... This'll have to do.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wK7GSARUs_Q
I feel like i dont have control over my life. Like everything is in this clusterfuck of thoughts and feelings.
I feel stressed everyday.
Im constantly reminding myself of how useless i am so i cant do anything productive.
I dont know what to do
>>705935611
>>>/wsg/1305349
This one?
>>705934601
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=MisLXxaagnM
Good for my mood.
>>705936124
Cute.
>>705935970
>>705936027
yeah thanks family, this vid really hits me
>tfw ill never be a woman
>tfw i whont even pass
>tfw ill allways look like a caricature of a woman
>>705934601
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6S1coZRDfXE
It's 12 minutes long but listen to it if you have the time. The end is strangely uplifting.
>>705936265
Anytime man, take it easy.
>>705935877
Tell me about it, thing is I don't have the balls to just stand up and change my life.
>>705929355
>see feels thread
>got a heavy weight in my chest
>go to the center room
>grab lil sister, gave her a hug and tell her I love her
>put the urn down
>came back to write this
>>705936349
I'm liking the progressive feel.
>>705936265
No big, mate. I lurk /wsg/ all the time, I knew exactly whre to find this.
>>705936274
>yfw trannies are the real slaves to gender roles
kill yourself, if you didn't care about traditional gender roles why do other people have to view you as a woman? do whatever you want faggot, but i won't ignore y chromosomes
>>705929355
>tfw I'll never feel another dick
>tfw I'll never have another friend
>tfw I become more and more reclusive every day
>tfw I actually start talking to random anons on /b/ because I'm so alone
>tfw all of this is because I can't let go of the past
>>705936506
I miss my little sister
Shes the only one in my family who dosent think im a freak
>>705936506
Im so sorry /b/ro.
How old did she get if you dont mind me asking?
>>705936628
Exactly I always say this. Trannies are the only ones creating gender roles.
>>705929512
Is this from a documentary?
>>705936721
I don't think you're freak.
>>705929512
>>705932982
What an ass of a reporter
>be me reporter for CNN
>shit ton of immigrants, I dont know a single shit of what is going on
>realize I will get my ass fired if I don't get enough liberal likes for my story
>see tons of immigrants
>what the fuck, lets ask about these horrible recent events to this little girls right ere
>''hey girl, is your parents kill''
>got a promotion.
Thanks god is easy to make a lil girl cry.
>>705936628
I dont care much for gender roles
My hobbies and such conssists of a mix of masc and fem stuff.
But dysphoria is what makes me feel like this, i just whant it to stop
>>705936823
Im a dirty tranny
What about now? Do you still think im not a freak?
>tfw have no money for food
>next paycheck is Wednesday
>stomach starting to hurt already from hunger
>>705936274
>>705936628
>>705936797
>>705936915
Gtfo with this shit you fucking fags
>>705936915
>dysphoria
fuck off with your mental gymnastics, you have just convinced yourself that you feel badly because you aren't a woman. it isn't a feeling that came to you naturally, it was implanted by you reading garbage on the internet.
saying "i feel bad because i wasn't born a woman" places the blame for the state of your life on outside sources, which is your subconscious goal so you don't have to deal with the maladies of your personality that make you depressed
>>705929512
Wanna give her a big hug
:c
>>705936506
sad to hear /b/ro
do i mind if i ask what happened?
>>705936265
I just saw his last video...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wK7GSARUs_Q
>>705936915
Get over it and accept what you are. It isn't the end of the world.
I'm a guy and I love being a guy, but if I woke up a girl tomorrow? I wouldn't care. It's a bullshit excuse
>>705937160
Budget properly and LEARN HOW TO EAT CHEAP
I bet money you don't eat as cheap as you can
>>705936691
Shit ill give you dick
>>705937044
Yesterday I tried to suck my own dick and almost succeeded.
Literally everyone on /b/ is fucked up in some way. You are not freak, just not normie, but nowadays it's pretty damn hard to even pretend to be a normie. If you are enjoying yourself, keep being tranny.
>>705937044
No, you're a fag, gtfo or go in another thread or just kill yourself
>>705937486
My ex
>>705937232
But dysphoria is a real thing, its quite crippling
Pretty much all pschyologists will tell you that
>>705937556
cases of real dysphasia are very rare. This bullshit is something else
>>705936274
Got a friend in Colorado that looks like my sister, but is convinced she is incapable of passing. It's more in your head, and you've certainly taken some big steps.
>>705937556
psychologists suggested lobotomies within the last century because it had slight improvements by their fucked up metrics
psychology is an absolute joke made up of self reported garbage for any pop science topic, you can only start to trust it when someting has held for 50+ years
>>705931370
Probably saw teh gay, adios gayito!
>>705937405
I usually go to the local store and buy veggies, meat, and cheese.
Occasionally I get pizza
>>705937400
Im living as a boy right now becuse i dont pass
But beeing a boy is wearing me down slowly
>>705934601
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c3uuwFxBK-A
>>705937413
I know! Probably everyone in this thread would. But I'm too scared to go out to meet you.
>>705937649
What is it then? Allknowing one
>>705937951
Placing blame for failures to thrive on outside sources to protect the ego
There's a reason trannies kill themselves post op, it's because things don't improve when they magically cut their dick off but have the same genetics
>>705937777
>meat
yeah I thought so.
Look man, you do what you want. If you really feel like you have to eat meat, go spend your money on that.
But you don't require meat. At all. If you want to save money, really - if you want to avoid these hungry days at the end of the month - stop eating meat.
That's just one suggestion. Veggies? Yeah, okay, they're good, but what kind? Fresh? Get the fuck outta here. Vegetables in a can are less tasty, just as nutritious, and ten times cheaper.
I'll give you a pass on cheese, it's calorie dense and I don't know too much about price.
>>705932527
Zoloft?
>>705937781
You will always live as a boy because you are a boy. I wish I had a huge penis and good teeth, you don't see me bitching about it "eating me away!!!"
We don't get our ideal bodies, that's part of life. Get the fuck over it.
>>705936477
Im in the same boat
>>705937777
>>705938155
Oh, also
>local store
Supermarkets are cheaper.
And if you need meat, try canned meat.
>>705938088
Ill trust the 3 medical professionals that gave me the diagnosis over a random internet stranger
>>705931370
Dude, I'm literally in the same boat. But she left because she was too fucked up with her own depression because her sister killed herself. We're in the same friendship circle as well so it's hard to not see her. She used to live when I woke her up in the morning or from a nap by cuddling up to her and running my hands over her ass and tits. Feelsbadman.
Pic related, that's her.
>>705938155
Thanks... I only eat meat to get some protein. I know I don't have a lot of money but I don't want to eat horrible stuff
>>705938413
i don't consider psychologists medical professionals, if you had any experience with the professional world you would know 99% of psychs (and 100% of the psychs that deal with clients) don't do post-grad research. They echo what they were taught and the requirement to keep up their education is infinitely less stringent than doctors that deal with flesh and bone. There's a reason lobotomies stayed popular for so long.
>>705938235
This is kinda like telling a schizo patient to just realize that the voices arent real
I know im fucked up ok, i know logically that im allways gonna be male but i cant stop feeling like this
>>705938547
Canned meat. Cheese/dairy. Mushrooms. Beans. Lentils.
There are a lot of ways to get protein. Meat is simply the most expensive.
In the modern world, almost no-one will have problems with protein deficiencies. It's simply not reasonably probable with the foods and quantities we have available to us.
>>705938654
A psychIATRIST MAYBE, but a physcOLOGIST is not a medical professional.
>>705938825
Victim card is strong with this one
>Be me
>I am but a simple lemon
>No one will ever pick me from my branch
>at least the birds land near me
>mfw
>>705929355
>tfw can't sleep because of thinking about my crush
Fuck, the new semester starts tomorrow i feel anxious meeting her again (she is in my class)
I want to make a move but i know i will fuck it up.
I can't sleep anymore
>>705939212
This is a feels thread tho
You can keep telling me to just be happy being me
But thats not gonna help me tbh, the dysphoria isnt just gonna magically diaspear
>>705937831
What are you scared of anon? Going outside or meeting people?
Also, why are you scared? Not in a causal way but in a "I am afraid to go outside because I suspect I will be attacked by a giant crab" way.
>>705939534
>literally "no matter what i do, the fault isn't mine"
I think I'm falling for the girl I've only met a few times and slept with a few nights, and it's freaking me out because we agreed that we'd stay as fwb cuz we're both recently out of relationships, so what do I do if she decides that it's time for a boyfriend but not me. But I think she likes me the same way but doesn't want to admit it, and I hope so. Anyways I know compared to some it's nothing but I dono, feels weird
>>705939733
Dave, just go to sleep. It's already late. What the fuck are you doing here anyway, you usualy barely know english anyway.
Sorry for posting a win but I just stopped by my ex to grab some stuff I forgot there and I grabbed my condoms too and she asked me if I Already moved on and I replied that the ones I borrowed from the girl I was seeing didn't fit and she broke down in tears and I left
Feel like a fucking champ right now. Take that you fucking cunt
>>705939726
:/ i dunno what you whant out of me
Do you whant me to think myself happy and sane?
>>705939939
I can sleep whenever the fuck I want
>>705939586
I just haven't been outside and socialised in forever. People are scary when you have no experience coping with them.
>>705940032
You are making your parents and sister sad. I don't give a shit anymore, because you are little twat, but they really do care, get your shit together, please.
>>705939458
>New semester starts tomorrow
>September 30th
The fuck? Also, ask her. Realistic worst case scenario isn't that she hates you, she just doesn't feel the same and you continue having whatever relationship with her you currently have. Also, honestly, the way you ask is important and whatnot, but whether or not she will go out with you has already been decided. It's almost impossible to "fuck it up" if she likes you, just don't be a dick. Anxiety is normal, and she is attracted to you she'll understand and if not she'll shrug it off.
GUYS please go outside and meet people, I dunno the percentage of regulars here but I was here 3 weeks ago whining about being cheated on and dumped when I got home from a vacation, anyways the past 2 weeks I've been going out meeting people and at a social gathering via some stupid app I met a girl last weekend and we clicked pretty good and she stayed the night and I've made another good friend on top of that and a few acquaintances
And I'm a fucking loser so if I can you can
>>705940301
>Just go out
>It's literally that easy
fucking normies
>>705940307
I lost the second she smiled at me and pulled my hand to move me towards her for a kiss
>>705940444
Just do what I did and get a social app and see if anyone wants to hang, I had a few bad hangouts but it all worked out
>>705937699
Ok ill try to keep that in mind
>>705939957
literally, yes
it won't happen today, it won't happen in a month, but if you put the blame on sources outside your own control you will never be happy
>>705940096
I can understand not being experienced with people. But people can typically empathize with you, and if not, they don't care. What has helped me a lot is roleplaying (like DnD, etc). When we're all there to do something, the social interaction becomes easier- like buying groceries, you and the cashier are just both there to get something done. If that's not your thing there are plenty of other hobbies, the point being that you have a means to be AROUND people without the point necessarily being the people themselves (at least, not obviously). And when there's down time, you have an opportunity to get a little closer to people, and maybe get used to socializing again.
>>705931278
Nigga, you describe me. The only difference is that our priorities differ slightly. I've been thinking about killing myself I'm that bored. And stuck.
Godspeed
>>705940286
I don't know why but this eased my anxiety thanks.
I am going to get closer to her and ask her out.
I hope she didn't get a bf :^(
>>705940307
Lost when i told him i was feeling depressed and he skiped his classes to come overe and watch anime and cuddle with me
>>705940475
I can imagine it
>>705940788
Im not that strong im afraid, hrt just seems easier and maybe i can pass of i get some surgeries
>>705929355
Im fat, Girls laugh and give these condescending looks at me
>>705941164
Her smile is so amazing... And the way she grabs at Me, fuck sake i haven't known her for long but damnit I'm in love
>>705936691
[email protected]
send form of communication
Anyone who needs a friend really.
I've got to much time anyway.
I'm more in love with the "fuck buddy" I've had for 3 weeks than I ever loved my girlfriend that I lived with for 3 years
What the fuck was I doing in my last relationship, it didn't feel like a waste at the time but now when I'm with someone that I can't control myself around I just think about how much time I've wasted
>>705941016
I'm glad I could help, man. If you can catch her after class to go hang out (get coffee, play games, I don't know how close you are or what you do) you can just be honest with her and ask if she has a boyfriend, or if she wants a relationship, or what she thinks of you; it doesn't matter how, it doesn't even have to sound "natural," it just has to sound like you. People like honesty, and if the point is to get closer to her than being able to put yourself out there a bit is necessary. Most people will at least appreciate the frankness even if they don't share your feelings.
>>705938825
Schizophrenic patients /do/ realize the voices aren't real. Especially after they're explained that by a doctor.
After that they learn to cope with and ignore the voices, or in some cases even just enjoy talking to the voices.
Something like 80% of the time a schizo is in a psych ward is because they're suicidal.
Good try though comparing your horrible, miserable situation to an illness you know nothing about. Stop being a teenager and you'll be fine. Get over the idea that you don't have a body you like.
I am a point in life where i must choose between having a good job that pays well, time off when I want it and free travel and being foreveralone or staying home off the road and actually have a mate but be foreverbroke
FML
>>705936868
Agreed
>>705937428
Fucking hell realizing that this will be some of us one day. I hope to god it isn't me. This is the one thing I want. I know the internet won't get banned or some crazy shit like that, but what truly will happen to those of us who live solely on this site, if it goes down.
>>705941253
I mean, you're not skinny, but you're certainly not fat, and DEFINITELY not "laugh at you" fat.
t. guy who likes twigs and still would a you
>>705941253
it`s sad to hear, but u do not look fat to me, just so u know
>>705941196
Trust me, faggot, you won't ever pass. Especially to yourself. The closer you get the worse you'll feel because of uncanny valley. That chin and those shoulders will glare, you'll play even more victim cards by whining about skin quality, hip bones, lacking the ability to get pregnant.
There's a reason more people who get surgery only feel good for a while before getting even worse and then suiciding. Trans suicide rates aren't high because of no surgery, it's high because fucks like you think surgery/hrt is the magical cure, and you aren't willing to fucking work hard and get happier.
Even in psychwards all the doctors do is tell you "Just choose to be happier and work on it".
>>705941646
The point was that telling them whouldnt make the voices magically go away
Same as telling me to just be "happy with myself" dosent make the dysphoria go away
Maybe i phrased it badly tho
She wanted me to write to you: "I love you".
Alright negroes, we need some keks in here to lighten the mood. Well, not lighten it, but to take my mind off of the fact that even though I have a good body and am generally in shape, have good grades, am set up for a really good job, and am generally a chad type, I will never have any friends or be loved because I have fucked myself over socially. Story if wanted.
>>705942120
Scarecrow and more victim cards.
When you tell a schizophrenic their voices aren't real they go "I know, I'm trying to handle it".
Then they tell you it's either too hard and wah wah wah, then they suicide a year later, or they tell you "This is just a setback. I'll keep working hard to live a normal, happy life".
Try having real disorders where you have flashbacks of that one time your sister raped you, or being able to do nothing but crouch and cower when there's any loud noises nearby because of anxiety. Then bitch about how OMG it's so hard!
Get the fuck over it.
Decide to get better. Stop bitching if you aren't even willing to decide that.
If you don't decide to get better you're going to die by suicide or freak accident either way, so if you don't want to get better, do us a favor and suicide earlier.
Otherwise shut the fuck up and, like everyone else with problems they managed, decide to get better, try to get better, have a hundred set backs, and then be proud of what you've accomplished in a decade.
Everyone in the world, even therapists, are sick of fucks like you who whine about their problems all the time and refuse to try to get better because OMG impossible.
>>705942312
Tell your story man, it hasn't stopped anyone else. At the very least it will bump the thread.
>>705940286
Hopefully i wil do and get over my anxiety.
i don't have a problem talking to girls but i find it hard talking to het
>>705941253
>not fat
THIS is fat. And this woman actually got married a few years ago. What dress size even are you? Yonces size 12, and Christina Hendricks is size 14. Thicc is fit these days.
>>705941909
Maybe ill keep taking the hormones and just live my life as a feminie guy
>>705942485
>scarecrow
Not that anon, but I think you meant "strawman". Not sure though.
>>705942542
Meant for>>705941613
>>705942714
Yeah, yeah, brain hiccup. Thanks.
>>705942485
You feel angry anon
Is everything ok?
>>705931278
You should communicate these feels to your girlfriend.
>>705942857
When you've been stuck in a psychward before with the stereotypical "Wah I'm gonna cry in bed all day and scream for attention" guy as a roommate, to the point even staff members came close to physically abusing them, you get pissed off at the type. Piece of shit even did things like lay in the middle of the hallway while screaming and refusing to give up the phone, even though no one was on the line, so that other people could talk to their family.
its not just you op, I feel like im emotionally damaged too, that I should be happy but im not. for no real reason.
>>705942745
>>705942542
Remember that she's a normal human who understands what you're feeling and everything will be fine.
Good luck, we're all counting on you. /b/ needs more win stories.
I agree with her, you do have narcissistic personality disorder. You're my mother, so I gave you as much leeway as I could. My whole life, all you ever told me was that you were all I had left in the world, and that without you my life had no meaning. You tried to shape me into a clone of you, the perfect best friend you'd always have. But it took me moving out of your house, away from our codependent relationship, to finally realize that I had no interests or tastes that were my own. I was not who I was supposed to be, I was who you wanted me to be, for 22 years. I didn't even know what my favorite color was, or my favorite food. I was afraid to buy a new shower curtain without sending you a pic first for your approval. Now, I'm just barely coming out of that identity crisis after 4 years. And hearing you say "why can't you be the person I need you to be?" breaks my heart every time. I was never the person you needed me to be, I was the person you wanted me to be. And I enabled your narcissism my entire life, explaining it away with a victim narrative you constantly repeated to yourself. To excuse your shit behavior to my sisters. I was the favorite, they knew it, they hated me for it my entire life, and the divide happened just because they asked you for some boundaries. They weren't as passive as I was, and they got to be their own people. I had to stifle who I was, and what I felt, to placate you. And I ended up enabling you to stay a 50 year old teenager for the last two decades and I'm done with it. I am 27, and currently more mature than you are with the growth I've achieved on my own.
And their accusations of abuse are true. You wanted an echochamber so you could maintain the illusion that you treated all of us equally and that is just a blatant lie. You've neglected them their entire lives to focus on grooming me into the perfect person, a carbon copy of you, and that's the most vain thing anyone could possibly do to their child.
>>705940900
meh
thanks but i just gave up. i'm here to feel, not for help.
>>705943006
I only tell random internet strangers and my pshycotherapist about how i feel tho
I try not to have my friends do emotionall labour for me
>>705931278
If you're anhedonic and unhappy and getting no satisfaction for no goof reason, then you're probably suffering clinical depression. Go to a doctor, describe your symptoms, and get some Lexapro or something. I speak from experience. Don't suffer that way unnecessarily. It will eat you alive.
>>705941479
thanks. last time i tried that it lasted about two weeks before he asked for pics and then stopped talking to me. lol, though that's not really fair. i got in contact with that guy through a fapping greentexts thread.
>>705942485
>ITT a heartless anon compares PTSD to schizoaffective disorder and tells schizophrenic patients to "buck up and get the fuck over it because my pain matters more than anyone elses on this entire planet"
Get fukt, kiddo. Your victim complex is overwhelming.
>flashbacks of that ONE TIME your sister raped you
Well get the fuck over it.
I met and got close to a girl on a trip 3 months ago. She leaves our roadtripping group without us making any kind of plans or anything. A different girl, who I had oneitis for for six months finally decides that now is the best time for her to make a move on me. We got a little close (kissed), but I made an effort to keep it forgettable and said clearly that I was interested seriously in the first girl. She also has the bright idea to tell the first girl, her friend, who now is understandably upset. This girl is foreign, and I made plans before any of this to go to her country, and we agree that we would put any discussion/feelings off until I get there. Well, now I get here, tell her that I want to see her, that I want to stay in this country for her, and she tells me today that she thinks its a bad idea, that she's not sure, etc. Thankfully, she hasn't yet completely ruled it out, but it's still upsetting. She already mentioned just being friends after the other girls and I kissed, I hope she doesn't stick with it. To make it worse, the oneitis girl is coming to my town and will inevitably want to see me (and I want to see her to some degree) but I don't want the first girl to see this as more evidence that I'm a cheating/lackadaisical scumbag.
>>705943364
>goof reason
Er, good.
>>705937160
check the dumpsters at your local store
>>705939419
aww
>go to big public uni 2 years ago
>welcome week in a dorm
>meet short germanic blonde chick w/ symmetrical face and big tits the first week
>sadomasochist opposite
>make her laugh the entire time
>invites me into her bed on first day we meet
>I get awkward
>she notices
>instantly fall in love with her
>go out one night with her
>have emotional breakdown in her room about my past history of depression, loneliness, finds out I'm a sadomasochist
>few weeks go by and she's constantly calling and texting to hang out with me
>her twitter feed is filled with guys that look like me (creepy)
>teasing but no physical contact
>see her at a frat party one night
>she takes a picture of us
>see her later at the party grinding on a 6'4 chad
>the next morning she sends me the picture with a text message that says "we're such friends!!"
>get irritated, so I set myself up with a HS girl (she was 18) with plans on banging her that saturday)
>friday night comes
>get a knock on my door (its her)
>open the door
>we look at each other and she tells me "I made out with your Don (my roommate)"
>end up talking with her all night but not putting my dick inside of her
>fuck a high school girl the next day
>confidence returns
>hang out with blonde again
>act confident and make blonde laugh again
>she asks to see my hands
>show her my hands
>"Awww! I suppose they're average but you've got long skinny fingers"
>laughs and tells me I'm "thin-boned"
>depression and anxiety comes back
>asks me "I thought you were funny?"
>by the end of the semester she considers pity fucking me but nahhh
>tries to set me up with her uglier burly friend
>fail a class that semester and parents take me out of uni
>when I left she apparently fucked my old roommate Don in my old bed on a nightly basis
>rubs it in my face on facebook, twitter, and instagram
I never saw her again
>>705943462
Oh, I'm sorry, do you actually work with schizophrenics and doctors?
Do you know standard treatment for schizophrenia and how the therapy works?
I tell schizophrenic patients "Decide to get better and then try to", as I do everyone whining about how miserable their life is.
And guess what, shit head? I have gotten over it and will continue to stay over it.
I'm so so sorry I offended your SJW ways, where you think that you're meant to baby everyone with a mental illness and worship them and give them everything for free, rather than actually encouraging them to handle their problems and learn to cope, even during setbacks.
>>705942535
Roight. Here goes
I haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaate greentexting so enjoy your blocktext
Be me
around ohhh, the middle of sixth grade
Be completely in puppy love with this (at the time) 9/10 beautiful grill
Be totally out of her league. Like, pond slime to a fucking lion
One day, get beat up by the kids, and send a letter to the school, talking about it.
Include some stupid phrase in it that triggers the school, as this was just when everyone was starting to get scared of school shooting.
Big to-do
This was the beginning of my life as a social outcast.
Start withdrawing from friends circle, only hang out with a few close friends.
Build a careful shell to hide the hell inside.
Start working out obsessively, keep this obsession well into college.
Get into vidiya
Have a few crushes here and there, nothing serious. Get laid once in high school. atleastiwontdieavirgin.wav
My family is decent, and my shell keeps them from intruding. In around 2009 I find out about 4chan, I was in 8th grade. You guys have become my family now.
Also towards eighth grade, I get obsessed with schoolwork. It's something to do. This becomes my main activity, along with vidiya, 4chan, and working out. I live a miserable life.
By graduation, I'm that really edgy kid in the corner of the class that nobody has spoken to in three years. I don't care. I don't care about anything anymore
Hit college. Did really well on the tests, get a full ride at UT. Side note, Texas has legalized guns on campus.
Fun.jpeg
Anyway. Back to story.
Well, I get to class on the first day naively thinking "maybe this time around I'll do well." Well, guess who waltzes on into the room: The fucking nigger (he was black) who was doing the bullying back in sixth.
He immediately starts telling the ancient lore of the total social tard I was.
Thanksmydude.webm
cont? Character cap.
>>705941872
>>705941874
>>705942559
dumbasses
>tfw i scared my bf away by beeing an edge lord and selfharming
Im fucking dumb
>>705929355
i suffer since begin of the year really rare from anxiety attacks and i dont know. i dont know, i feel like i feel less than before. i dont like to party that much anymore and it seems to me like i can drink and smoke much less than before. also i smoked over years near daily weed and at begin of the year i had heart rythm problems over days and then i stopped (it anyway just made me more like unhappy/paranoid and not happy anymore). i make always everything too complicated. i sometimes have the feeling (only over a short intervervall that i could become crazy (sometimes i hear anything and think i could hallucinate it, a lot of times it was natural i found out later, this is most times after partying, i think its kinda anxiety too). i dont get why i have anxiety, im not even an anxious men, i once made jokes with someone which wanted to rob me and had an knife),
idk i cant even describe how i am feeling. i feel an bit like im going backwards. i feel like i get dumber. i have a few chances with women i know they are in love but i dont want to hurt them.
i dont feel really bad but i dont see an target or sth exciting for me at all.
i dont even know what i should expect from writing this ...
>>705943843
>go to big public uni 2 years ago
>welcome week in a dorm
Heh. Reminds me of university here.
>Go to university
>Pass first year easily
>Second year starts
>Hear people talking about "Fresher's Week"
>Turns out first-years get a week to do awesome stuff and meet people and generally get comfortable before classes start
I never knew anything about it until my second year. I'd never heard of it.
This is something all universities do, every year, and most sixteen year olds would be familiar wit it. I hadn't heard of it in my second year of uni, in my twenties.
>>705943262 (cont)
You ignored their feelings their entire life, you called them names behind their backs, and you even went so far as to try to discount their stories of sexual abuse and rape, claiming that "it wasn't really THAT bad". And now, you turn around and accuse them of ingratitude because they FINALLY woke up and realized how fucking cruel you are and how cruel youve been their entire lives. You constantly praise yourself for your childrends achievements, when one of them is an ex meth addict, another is an alcoholic, and this one is a college drop out with stockholme syndrome and PTSD. You did not give birth to anything worthy of bragging about, and often times you chide us for trying to get better.
This is why I don't tell any of you the truth about who I am. And this is why I never tell people the things that I ACTUALLY like. Every time I do, you try to ruin them for me. "Beyonce? She's just lying to sell records, JayZ didn't really cheat on her otherwise they'd divorce, why do you even like her?" Before that, it was "Hockey? It's all fake look at these clips! They're faking those fights, why do you even like that sport?" I can't like anything without you trying to ruin it and turn me back into who you want me to be and I resent you for it. But I can't tell you any of this because you'll just play the victim card like you always do and tell me to get over it so YOU won't have to change your behavior and grow the fuck up. You'll yell and scream, and tell us how lucky we had it compared to you when in reality you've never had to face the kind of shit we had to as a result of your shit decisions in our lives. You married a crack head and had him live with us for 10 years. And in YOUR childhood narrative, you ran away when you were 14 after 3 years of a stepfather who merely DRANK a lot. Even when you were "homeless", you bitched about how nobody wanted to help you even though you never ACTUALLY slept on the street.
>>705943993
>Be me
>around ohhh, the middle of sixth grade
>Be completely in puppy love with this (at the time) 9/10 beautiful grill
>Be totally out of her league. Like, pond slime to a fucking lion
>One day, get beat up by the kids, and send a letter to the school, talking about it.
>Include some stupid phrase in it that triggers the school, as this was just when everyone was starting to get scared of school shooting.
>Big to-do
>This was the beginning of my life as a social outcast.
>Start withdrawing from friends circle, only hang out with a few close friends.
>Build a careful shell to hide the hell inside.
>Start working out obsessively, keep this obsession well into college.
>Get into vidiya
>Have a few crushes here and there, nothing serious. Get laid once in high school. atleastiwontdieavirgin.wav
>My family is decent, and my shell keeps them from intruding. In around 2009 I find out about 4chan, I was in 8th grade. You guys have become my family now.
>Also towards eighth grade, I get obsessed with schoolwork. It's something to do. This becomes my main activity, along with vidiya, 4chan, and working out. I live a miserable life.
>By graduation, I'm that really edgy kid in the corner of the class that nobody has spoken to in three years. I don't care. I don't care about anything anymore
>Hit college. Did really well on the tests, get a full ride at UT. Side note, Texas has legalized guns on campus.
>Fun.jpeg
>Anyway. Back to story.
>Well, I get to class on the first day naively thinking "maybe this time around I'll do well." Well, guess who waltzes on into the room: The fucking nigger (he was black) who was doing the bullying back in sixth.
>He immediately starts telling the ancient lore of the total social tard I was.
>Thanksmydude.webm
Greentexted it for you.
Lazy bugger.
>>705944065
Let's see your scars. Scars are hot.
>>705936124
Lmao @ you
>>705943969
Man you shure have anger issuses huh?
ITT: Teen angst
>>705936506
Fuck off pasta fag
>>705943969
Yes, I spend a lot of time with my sister who IS a schizophrenic. You fucking pretentious faggot. And working with them, and thinking the way you do, means you got into the wrong fucking profession. Offended my SJW ways? Hilarious. You can't even do your job properly, and you have the balls to sit there and criticize your patients for ACTUALLY trying to get better. You can literally go fuck yourself, you are whats wrong with the psychiatric, and medical, community. Heartless dicks like you are the reason WHY those patients can't get better. Hopefully you can recognize your own fucking hypocrisy, because when you're sick and someone tells you "you're faking it, its not really that bad, get over it" all you do is spiral downwards into guilt because now, you're weak, over dramatic, AND crazy.
No wonder your patients aren't getting better, you useless fuck.
>I also have PTSD and bi polar manic depression
You want to shit on those too while you're at it? I'm just being a little bitch and I should just magically wake up and get the fuck over a chemical imbalance in my genetic make up? You fucking idiot.
constant depression, dropping hobbies/sports because my body feels like lead
could probably be fixed if i took the meds for my hypothyroidism but my memory is shot & it seems a little too extreme to be just from adhd or whatever
constantly paranoid my boss, coworkers, friends and boyfriend are scheming against me
spent last night begging strangers on the internet to give me negative attention to fuel my self hatred, was ignored, still helped fuel self hatred
im a tranny bitch that wanted a sex change before i could read but i constantly self mutilate my vagina/breasts so theyre fucked up looking and i wear chest binders so tight that ive fractured ribs
but anyways
something something my thoughts are being altered by an outside force so im probably faking against my will or something and im a pussy bitch that stopped trying to kill myself after the 4th time because my pill tolerance is too high for the meds i had and i got bored trying to bleed out
i belong in a cringe thread
>>705944242
Most of the are on my legs and im not showing you that
I have some stuff on my arm tho
Didnt even go that deep
>>705944169 (cont)
The reason I kicked you out of my house when you were homeless was because I was on disability making $770/mo, and my SO was making $12/hr and managing to feed and house you while you CHOSE not to accept job positions paying $16/hr because they "weren't good enough for someone with your kind of experience". $16/hr not being good enough is offensive as fuck to someone making $12/hr, and you should've known better than to walk around shitting all over the people who were kind enough to let you mooch off them for 3 months with NO regard for any of their feelings whatsoever. /end rant, you exhaust me.
>>705944528
better stop it. better take drugs than self harming.
>>705944475
>Wah wah wah, I'm ACTUALLY trying to get better by saying it's impossible to get better while whining about how my life sucks
Yeah, clearly. Nice WebMD diagnostics by the way. Tell me when all your patients call you up telling you how proud they are they managed to get though a setback without fucking their life over and burning bridges, and say it's all thanks to you being real and telling them what it'd be like.
>>705944506
you already made the first step recognizing your problems. now begin to solve them. takes time but you will do it. no need for self hate. forgive yourself and dont give an fuck over others.
>>705944711
Id rather not do either
And i promised him id stop
Maybe if i dont cut for awhile he might take me back, right?!
>>705944528
Why can't we see your legs?
Why do you cut?
>>705943843
cuck
Want to delete all the fotos of my ex, but cant even open my photo shit on my phone. Dont want to see her
>>705944977
Becuse id have to remove my undies for you to see
Also i cut becuse pain is easy to focus on and easily drowns out everything else
Plus i get a dopamine high after
>>705944783
>WebMD diagnostics
Talk to ME when you actually have to LIVE with the disorder itself instead of getting the lovely privilege of taking off your doctor hat when you walk through your front door. You told someone to get the fuck over it, and they called you and said "gee thanks doc, i got the fuck over it eventually!" Get it stitched on a fucking pillow, because its a goddamn miracle. You are the ONLY psych employee who was able to actually DO their job. And now you bitch until one of them FINALLY pats you on the back for being "good" at it? Hilarious. Millions of people in this country do their job without requiring praise to do it. Who's the bitch now?
>>705944211
Dallas?
>>705945194
Why can't you open it? Have you tried connecting to a computer and deleting them that way?
>>705944911
maybe, but you dont really need him. if you undersand some things you can be happy by yourself. making your luck dependent on someone is no real love because you manipulate people for your own good. i think you should first think about yourself and solve some problems. if you cant live on your own you wont have an good life together.
:) and you should stop self harm because you want it and not because someone else. otherwise you wont stop it really
>>705945273
>Becuse id have to remove my undies for you to see
Not seeing the problem here
>>705945273
afaik it's more an endorphine than dopamine high. thats why some junkies cut themself when they are turkey
>>705945367
Kek. Naa its because i dont want to see her. Too many feels
>>705945436
I got peen so i think you whould see a problem
>>705945319
>>705944783
>>705944475
>>705943969
You guys should just stfu, no-one but you two cares and all you're trying to do is upset each other - at this point neither is trying to be productive
you don't need to respond to me, and if the other responds to me, you don't need to respond to that response.
you can both stop. you have the power.
>>705945667
Oh no! You might turn me straight!
It's hardly the first cock I've seen
>>705945319
>Too stupid to even read messages
>Too stupid to avoid strawmaning "I tell them to choose to get better instead of saying it's impossible" to "I tell them they're faking pussies"
>Too stupid to realize "Decide to get better and follow the treatment plan" isn't "get the fuck over it"
>Too stupid to realize I've mentioned my own problems a dozen times already, which you even responded to, namely my PTSD and anxiety
>Delusionally coming up with the idea I bitch until people pat me on the back, not that I'm just the one who has the highest callback rate for all the therapists in the hospital, since I'm simply the best here, probably in the state.
>Delusionally claiming I said I need praise to do my job as well as I am
Oh I see, you're in a long-term hospital on your one-hour internet pass.
i miss her.
>>705931370
>>705938510
Guys, mine just left me too. Same reasons, even. I just wanted to make her happy, anons. I just wanted to make her happy again.
>>705945763
Well i dont feel like taking a photo of my dick
>>705944211
Typing that fucking side carrot thing nigga, it sucks. I'm interpreting this as a "cont please" as well
>This sorta shit goes on until about three months ago.
>Despite the figgernaggot and a few other people from my school showing up, I'd made a few friends over the years (this is year three of uni for me). I even had a gf until the beginning of summer, when she went to France and started fucking a Eurochad. She owned our apartment, so guess who got to move back to campus for a bit. Me.
>I'd had a gun, a Springfield XDS .45, for about a year.
> Kept it mainly for bluffing, I actually had to use it once for that(different story)
So, anyway, back to the story
>I get invited to an end of summer party. Essentially, everyone gets drunk, high and finds somebody to fuck.
> Decide, eh, why not. I don't drink and don't really smoke (my family has really bad addiction problems. So bad that however depressed I got, I never turned to drugs or alcohol because of how bad they've fucked my family up)
> Sometimes these parties get a bit rowdy, so for whatever reason I decide to bring the gun
Even you mongoloids can see where this is going
>Get to the party, it's at a house, which is odd because nobody but the frats have houses and this isn't a frat.
>Go in. Size up. Solid 8/10 party.
>Do my normal party thing, which is to grab something to eat and drink (free food), pet the doggo if there is one, say high to the host so I'm not being rude, get laid if possible, and leave.
>Like I said. Some chad tendencies.
>Do all of those things, comfort poor frightened doggo.
>Find chikk
>Solid 8.5/10
>Get to talking. She's a bit high, but otherwise mentally sound.
>Talk about usual shit, classes, people, she was into books and I was to (got addicted to Terry Pratchett in fifth, I neglected to mention reading as an activity in gradeschool)
>Get to flirting.
>Get to grinding
>HellyesniggersIwilldestroythisbitchwithmymassivecock.imlyingaboutthatlastbit
Guess who hit character cap.
>>705945797
Me too
>>705931278
welcome to the human condition.
>>705945901
Also not pretyped, so sorry if slow. Imma go eat to. Maybe I'll start a new bread if this 404's
>>705945892
Gone are the days when I can get randos on the internet to get dick out for me, it seems
feelsbadman
>>705945273
MANNNN ISN'T THE RUSH AMAZING
gotta stop that shit though don't be a dumbass
>>705945769
Oh good. When they don't fit into your preshaped webMD level diagnosis, they're just "stupid".
>ad hominem, for starters. Since you're trying to sound smart by using debate terms while just saying "LOL DUMB DUMB" and nothing else.
Next time, try adding some substance to the shit that flies out of your mouth. You might ACTUALLY get the fuck over being raped that one time years and years ago. I mean cmon, it was just your sister right? Follow your own advice and get the fuck over it already so we can stop listening to you bitch incessantly about how unfair life has been to YOU and no one else.
>>705929445
Same but Meh, I feel like I would never be satisfied by any girl ever.
I think I'm in love but I fap at other girls/exs all the time and have dreams of being with other women.
I also drink and smoke every day and I own my own business but I barely even open anymore because I'm so empty inside
So have fun with them bjs while your gf still satisfies you and your subconscious isn't trying to make you feel like nothing will ever make you truly happy
>>705946312
>Too stupid to read messages
>Too stupid to realize I already told you twice that I already got over it and learned to cope, as well as learning to cope and managed the anxiety through therapy and medication
>Too stupid to realize you're someone who can barely stand being told "You can get better you just need to decide to" arguing with a trained professional who's one of the best in the field
>>705946076
It just makes me uncomftable to focus on my dick
>>705946108
Yea i promosed i whould, its hard not to sometimes
But manage
>>705945699
>no one but you two cares
>while i bothered to link to both of you and type out 3 entire sentences of how much i dont care
>then solve a captcha and click submit
>LOL IDC NO ONE CARES BUT YOU KEK
nice logic.
I found her once, but she turned away. Another found me, and she also turned away. I have another now, and I'm expecting the worst, for I have no positive expectations.
Not anymore.
>>705946473
Oh good. Repeat yourself, it's really working wonders.
>like it did the first time you said it
>>705945699
>>705946562
Yeah, I agree with anon here, you're even more
>Too stupid
than him. Mind your own fucking business if you don't care. We're having a civil discussion.
>>705946494
There was supposed to be an "I" in there but i forgot
>>705946473
>trained professional top kek omg zozzel
You're a trained bullshit artist, and nothing else.
>>705946473
Mad anon is mad
I think he needs hugs
>>705946623
Repeating yourself is necessary when the person plugs their ears and goes "la la la", saying things you've already explained aren't accurate. Imagine if I kept saying you're neurotypical even though you already explained you have whatever diagnostics.
>>705946494
Every few months I make 1 or 2 minor cuts just to take me off edge
Nobody gets hurt and it's quick and clean
Try it if you like
>>705946354
Bro, i feel you but why is your glass half empty? Sounds like you have a lot to be greatful for.
>>705946680
You would agree, faggot. Sucking another anons dick doesn't mean that you're actually saying anything of value right now. You're shitposting lies about how you actually work in a field you very obviously know absolutely nothing about.
1/10 heres your final (you), lurk moar or on the off chance you ARE telling the truth, git gud at your fucking job instead of shitposting your failings on 4chan.
>>705929355
How'd u know my name?
>>705932797
>>705933350
>>705935877
>>705936274
>>705936691
>>705937160
>>705941253
>>705943515
>>705943843
>>705943993
>>705944075
>>705944506
I emphasize with all of you.
Life just doesn't seem to get better.
I just gets worse.
Honestly I wonder why anyone like us bothers to continue living at this point.
>>705946835
Yea maybe ill try that if bf whont take me back
>>705947014
Wah wah wah, look out, somebody's telling me "It's not impossible to get better", they must be lying about being a damn good therapist. They know nothing of my teenage struggles. It's /REALLY/ impossible.
>>705947120
Even if he does you're still going to feel the urge
Ween yourself off of it, slowly but surely kid
>>705947098
First step accomplished.
Now go kill yourself, faggot. Stop making and participating in these shitty attention whore threads.
>>705946824
>too stupid too stupid too stupid kek
>OMG READ ALL THE TIMES I CALL YOU STUPID YOURE SO DUMB ALL YOURE SAYING IS LALALA
I'm the only one saying ANYTHING at this point. You're just repeating the same phrase over and over again. What exactly do you think is so prolific about that ONE word?
>omg read it though
>omg not even bothering to read it
>keep reading it
>IM SAYING SOMETHING DIFFERENT EVERY TIME KEEP READING THE ONE WORD I KEEP POSTING
>>705947098
>I emphasize with all of you.
*Empathise
>>705947148
>It's not impossible to get better.
You literally never said that once, in this entire fucking thread. You said "omg get over it", "omg im a doctor i know more than you do", and concluded this lovely soliloquy with "OMG UR DUMB LOL".
Groundbreaking.
>>705947310
>Literally so retarded all you're doing is whining about this one word I said a few times
>Too stupid to actually accept I'm in the right, as I'm telling people they can get better, you're in the wrong, as you're telling people their situation is shit and nothing can make it better, and so you're just arguing for the sake of arguing
>>705947266
Ok maybe ill do that
>>705944896
i hope i can. i started refusing meds years ago because they just muddle my mind.
>>705947098
who the fuck knows, depression/anxiety just makes an annoying trait
Itll never be enough, its the story of my life. since I have started asking to be forgiven for all the crimes my race as done to these poor peoplw of color. Jamal has been my right hand man helping my wife to orginize fundraises for poor black communities. I feel so bad true I want to do more for the community, I want to help.
>>705943969
>That's the name of my new book
>"Shut the Fuck Up, by Doctor Denis Leary
>A revolutionary new form of therapy"
> I'm gonna have my patients come in. "Doctor, I..."
> "Shut the fuck up, next"
> "I don't feel so"
> "Shut the fuck up, next"
> "He made me feel so much better about myself, you know?
> He just told me to shut the fuck up
> And nobody had ever told me that before
> I feel so much better now"
>>705947505
>few times
Lets go back and count then, shall we?
>>705947505
1
>>705946680
2
>>705946473
3, 4, 5
>>705945769
6, 7, 8, 9
>few
The bulk of your posts are literally you repeating that phrase over and over again. Too stupid to read, too stupid to post, too stupid to know what the fuck you're actually talking about since you have to live with it every day of your life, too stupid, too stupid too stupid.
TOO STUPID OMG READ
TOO STUPID LALALALALALA
TOO STUPID TOO STUPID
Thanks for contributing, I'll cherish the fucking memories.
>>705947098
Others like us.
>be 5 parents want to visit Texas
>we get on plane and everything is all cool really nice flight attendants
> takeoff is all great and smooth
> "this is your captain speaking we have reached cruising altitude you are free to move about the cabin"
>fuck yeah
> guy next to me gets up all quick and stabs the flight attendant
>kinda like it cuz gore
>everybody freaking the hell out
> the guy starts yelling out Shalom
> oh fuck it's a new
>next thing you know Co pilot guy tries to save the day
> pretty much stabbed right them and there
> 3 other guys from coach come running up and go into pilots cave
> 5 minutes go by
" this is a me, a Mario"
>oh fuck
> "were a going to a save the a princess she is in the world Trade Center
>well fuck only if I knew
> plane starts going down really low because mushrooms and shit
>holy fuck I can see all of new York
> wow that building has direct TV fucking asshole
>mom grabs me
>I love you
>I love you mom
>>705947975
anons right. you've said nothing of value this entire time.
>>705947098
because sometimes it gets a little better, and that's enough. I'm >>705943515
Before I had that experience I was going nowhere, felt like everything was shit, etc. Then this whirlwind of wonderful bullshit, and now I'm back. It's just a ride, no good parts without bad parts. No permanent getting worse, or getting better, just shuffling back and forth.
>>705947975
No problem, Anon.
You're replying slowly so you're probably abandoning thread soon.
Great discussion.
Hope your sister gets better.
Thanks for helping me pass time and blow off some steam.
- With homosexual love, Anon
>>705945901
> figgernaggot
Thanks anon I needed this.
>>705946571
you might not be getting this but i feel with you man
>>705948643
Ayy, I get you, m8.
>>be awkward, lazy and stupid
>>deep manly voice as redeming quality
>>want to use it somehow and study to be a philosophy teacher
>>undetected thyroid cancer fucks over the nerve of right vocal cord
>>righ vocal cord paralized
>>left with breathy, weak voice and constant coughing
>>too poor for high quality treatment and i
>Why live bros?? Why life likes to bully the weak???
>>705931278
>>705940923
I know what condition you're suffering from: it's called "capitalism".
>>705949305
Clinton would fix it.
>>705949369
By bringing the US back into feudalism? Uh huh.
>>705949305
correct/10
guess im crying myself to sleep tonight again. Thanks i guess people..
>>705931370
UPDATE: I have been texting her a little more and have figured out she is leaving because one of her friends told her too a few times. I feel even worse now. She didn't even care enough to stick with me. I think this is where I end it.
>>705949519
Beats this idiot.
>>705949762
Bye faggot. Don't do it in a building.
>>705940554
What is a social app? Like tinder?
>>705949822
At least he's rash enough to push the big red button that glasses this fucking place for good. At least the troubles of the fine people in this thread would be over.
>>705949762
Like the quote in your pic, push what you can do a bit further first, then end on your own terms if you still want to
>>705949762
Do not fucking do it. The negro in the post above you has it right.
We've all been there
Chances are we'll be there again
Life has it's highs and lows. What goes up, must come down
But the opposite is also true
All of them who became an hero
Just forgot
Pic not related. I agree with >>705942312
We need a few anti-suicide keks
>>705950107
Good point. I concede defeat, anon, you're right.
16 yr old anon always been sad started getting suicidal 6th grade really bad right now 11th grade extremely in love with best friend too anxious scared and depressed to even hint at my extreme desire for her she is the only reason i live and im afraid because im too much of a pussy she will find someone and i will an her
>>705949822
Does she? Trump's a genuine retard, he doesn't possess as much capacity to do harm as Clinton simply because he doesn't have a single clue, while Clinton has since the beginning purposefully kept shifting the discourse towards the right, encouraging Trump in his idiocy so that her own rightist policies would seem moderate in comparison. She's dangerous, she's Cheney in a skirt and without the man's already limited foresight. Trump's the lesser evil precisely because he's dumber and less competent.
>>705950653
Mods, don't ban this /b/ro. I got a six monther my senior year. It was hell, not being able to shitpost.
>>705933350
I'm kind of in the same boat as you.
>18 year old kissless virgin
>In a university I regret going into
>Studying Microbiology to get into med school
Every experience I've had hasn't been enough
>>705931278
shut up fagit
>>705950653
I never understood your type when i was in high school.
Someone else's existence is the thing that keeps you going? REALLY DUDE?
No one else has ever made me that happy or satisfied that i lived for them
>>705934747
Glory to lord Dio
Gf broke up with me, she was my first girl friend and she took my virginity at 20 years old. Never been through a break up before. she told me after i had a few shots and took my key, literally trapped me there the whole night. I broke down like a little bitch, got piss drunk and high, and made an ass of myself.
>>705950962
I guess its hard to explain but the only time i have alot of fun is when in dicking around with her
>>705936274
kys faggot scum
>>705950769
> too stupid for ban avoidance
You deserved that six monther.
>>705948084
hi5>>705950769
>It was hell, not being able to shitpost.
Or you could just fucking lie?
Anyone retarded enough to get banned for being under 18 deserves it.
>>705951406
Yeah. I did
>>705931370
Mine too, happy one day and then decides to end it the next. Now she's getting with another guy like a month later.
I have scars, but I'm in therapy now. Haven't needed to cut for a while.
>>705951269
I guess I understand. You feel like when you're not having fun or being happy that you're nothing.
But where is your silent determination? Your meticulous planning and scheming? Your dreams of the future? Your confidence and vanity in yourself? All man things. Where are those things to occupy your time?
>>705951700
the fuck are you doing?
>>705951828
I make jewelry out of rocks, this is one of my workstations. I do the detail work and polishing.
i look at my sad friends and i smile.. i look at my happy parents and smile.. i think of my little wins every day and smile... i smile that my little car gets me to my shitty job so i can pay my bills and i am glad. But.. i look in the mirror and feel empty.. i cant let myself think... ill just keep busy..
>>705937428
feels
>>705951700
is that you Mike?
>>705951713
I do have dreams of the future and just dont know how to turn that into a living and just end up thinking about people i hate and watching shows
I tried heroin like 4 months ago and I still think of the way it made me feel every fucking day. I miss the peaceful bliss it gave me, I just want to go back to that place. How do I hold back the urges, /b/? Every day I feel closer to saying fuck it and buying a gram.
>>705952176
Sorry m8 my name is Eli.
>>705941713
get a life
>>705949606
Take care of yourself anon.
>>705952196
you wanna go to college or skip it?
>>705929355
I'm worried about marriage.
I want to marry my girlfriend soon, because I truly love her and want to have a family, a house, and all that good stuff.
I'm scared that after we get married, our relationship will become dull like so many others. I think it may be because my parents always fought and such, but I'm petrified of marriage.
It's getting to the point where I'm actually getting depressed over it.
I want to put a ring on her and spend the rest of my life with her, but I see so many unhappy and crumbling marriages these days.
What do I do?
>>705949606
lmfao none of this is true
>>705952396
use something in its absence, sub in weed or something more mild.. try to enjoy it.. brainwash yourself.. or just go to AA.. or a homeless shelter.. you should see what is on the other side of that fence.
Some anon said scars are hot, I'm a dude, but I'll mine if anyone is interested.
