I work/volunteer for a kids wrestling team because I joined a shitty college club to get out of an extra elective, and one of the requirements is volunteering. Just got a kiss from one of them. It's not a bad gig but I got stuck with laundry duty.
Jealous fag detected.
Thanks man. Basically i'm starting to realize i might be attracted to irl shotas, and it's getting REALLY concerning. I'm sure some of you have been through that/are like that too, right? I just don't know what to do.
True. I can't imagine myself doing that. It's just getting pretty freaky when I'm on the bus or walking somewhere and I pass a boy and think some pretty nasty shit. It's been really worrying me
i feel. started finding some softcore pizza. accidentally found hardcore pizza. deleted everything and stopped for a few weeks. now i have probably about 10 more pictures of soft stuff again
i found one of those sketchy sites where you click a link to a video but it just takes you to a different website. I was just saving thumbnails there until i found a legit website. full of shotas and older guys with them, deleted the link tho
Yeah, but the difference is that I was sexually abused as a child and would never want to do to another human being what was done to me.
I wasn't like held down and raped, but what pedophiles do is prey upon neglected kids, use them, and discard them. When you just accept your sexuality, it becomes easier to control it.
I'm sorry that happened to you, I can relate with the past abuse as I've been through something simlar as a kid. I can never imagine doing something to a child like that. I feel like you're right though. This is something that just needs to be accepted