I know you will laugh at how much of a faggot i am but i really dont care. I just finished Katawa Shoujo and got the good ending on Lilly's route. But I want to know why do i feel like shit? Why do I feel so depressed? I got the good ending so why am i so sad? Why do i want to cry?
Retarded plates still. He should have known better.
Because somewhere deep inside of you, you realise that this kind of relationship is not going to happen anytime soon in your actual real life and this imaginative relationship and imaginative sweet girl is a stark contrast to your all so real lack of either?
Incidentally, exactly this picture:
Wow, amazed how long this thread is living, and getting more and more feels related comment! Reply me if you would like to ask anything.
Thanks for keeping a feels thread. This place is like a shelter for my soul after a long day.
>looks on amazon for 2 hours
>orders bee plates
damn, I came here to fap and find myself posting on a feels thread
best mate is gay and being harrased on a daily basis and is on a skype to me wanting to kill himsself. ill have no one...
Literally no reason to live anymore, when i was a kid i could just stay in my room and play for myself hen i was alone.
>Can't enjoy anything
>Really bad looking
>Bad personality, really quiet can't talk to people
>Not good at anything
>locking myself in my room all day, lurking cuz im to shy to post (Even though im anonymous)
>Can't leave my room cuz muh crippling anxiety and depression.
>Starting to "see things" prob scitzo
How do i convince myself to suicide? pls respond
go outside, you have nothing to loose anyway
>Raised by mom. Have 4 siblings and like 50 fucking cousins.
>Grandma is sick
>Always like her
>Never really knew her well because mom and gm don’t get along
>Anyway, I’m adult now. Haven’t talked to GM since I was like 15
>drive 8 hours to see GM before she passes away
>She’s very weak. Cancer has almost won.
>Tells me she wants to show me something.
>She struggles to get up and drags her oxygen tank behind her
>Follow her into her bedroom
>Mfw entire bedroom is just FLOODED with pics of me
>NONE of my other cousins. None of my siblings.
>Pics of me all over the walls, night stands
>Finger paintings I made for her when I was 5
>She tells me even though we don’t talk…
>”You’ve always been my favorite grandkid anon”
>Heart breaks as I realize I hadn’t called her in years
>She died 1 week after I got back home
Unless you really want to kill yourself, it's best not to read this one.
I feel more and more defeated everyday. Maybe it's not defeat, it's more of a lack of desire.
Ive tried really hard to fit in with people and make friends. He'll, I even asked a girl who I truly like out and she did say yes but hasn't made any attempt for 2 weeks to do anything else. She says she's busy. I wish she would just say she's now interested instead of remaining friendly with me.
I don't think I could ever lived the life most people do but I wanted to try. I don't have it in me to try anymore. I'm going to slip further and further away from people until no one will ever talk to me and I will be entirely isolated.
At some point I will get myself killed. I could kill myself but for the time being, I still don't want to make things hard for my family, namely my brother.
End rant. I just wanted to say I tried
Yes, that and like things walking in the corner of my eye. Sometimes i talk to my "friends" but after some minutes i realise im just talking to a voice inside my head.. im fucking going insane kek hard to think this is happening to me, you know you se this stuff on tv but never in irl. fuck
Hey found the street that I think it is
OP here last time
I gotta go to sleep. But this was amazing for me, never had the chance to make a successful thread, and also read a lot of stories, which helped me. Good night fellow anons, have beautiful dreams. We will surely talk again!
Oops wrong side I think
>what happened to liking girls for their personalities?
>when did guys start caring about looks and sex rather than emotions and feelings?
This is the epitome of beta cringe nice guy horseshit. This is not feels, or baww or anything but nice guy cringe. Get fucked.
Anon, I'm schizophrenic. I see things here and there, even when medicated. What I want you to know is that, even if you are schizophrenic, it's not a death sentence.
I was diagnosed 9 years ago. I still can hold down a job, go to school, take care of my son, etc. People don't even suspect that I'm schizophrenic, they don't know until I tell them. If you are diagnosed with it at some point, know that it's different for everyone and it is not impossible to manage.
>What happened to girls liking guys for their personality
It never existed yea beta nice guy cringe
honestly, as a 30-something, I would kill for this.
My last 8 or 10 something birthdays have mostly been sinking beers either by myself or with whatever 1-2 people I hung with at the time.
I would give anything so hard for my family to throw me a birthday party. Even if it was fucking lame as shit like this one it would still be better than the last 10 years of birthdays I've had.
I think i may have lived through the best summer of my life...so far. I met this gorgeous girl on the 15th of May and we've spent an amazing summer together. Wine, movies, sex, picnics, long walks, you name it. Then she got bored, summer came to an end, and here i am picking up the pieces. Shit hurts like hell.
already kinda done that, but thanks anyways. I just hope this is just something i'll grow out from before i kill myself i know life is better than death but when life is so shitty there's no reason to live
How do people so it? How can they fill their lives with bullshit for so long? I'm only 20 but I can't fathom living until I'm 70. I said up until recently I would kill myself at 50 but I can't make it that long.
I have "hobbies" but none of them interest me so much that they are worth the wasted time at a job. Maybe if I had friends it would help. But I'm so far gone that I don't know how to make friends. And the thought of just hanging out is not something I want to do.
Maybe if I had a girl, it would help. I worked up the balls to ask the only girl I ever legitimately crushed on out and she agreed. Im still waiting for the second date 2 weeks later. I know it's a lost cause but it messes with my mind and I literally cannot stop thinking about her most of the time. It doesn't help I see her at my job.
Fuck it. How do you guys so it? I honestly might get myself killed sometime next year
no bro, im a waste anyway. ill probably just hit up a beg thread, but thanks. i was going tro say im not a beggar but like 99% of my steam is bought by /b/ anons. that is thy /b/ are my brothers. I dont even have to tell em im a femanon to get shit. they are just kind
true. i have family, but they are distant, and i resent them all (all sorts of shit i wont get into) and i have friends who just never remember. so i treat myself. it sounds sad af but i got used to it
Your birthday is 1 day after mine. I haven't received anything for few years either. I don't expect anything from anyone anyways. I fell in love with the girl this year, gifted her really nice necklace as her birthday gift. Now she's fucking some other dude. So I'd say life's going great. Anyways, what's your steam id, and is there any game you'd like to receive for your birthday?
I got a better life, I am grateful for it, but I really need someone to talk to. To let him/her know my problems. An outsider. Not a family member. This is why I suggested it. If you don't want to give me your email, that is your decision, but I would love to hear your story.
You just haven't found your passion yet.
It won't happen today. Maybe not tomorrow. But one day you'll try or do something random and weird you've never done or thought of doing before and it'll inspire you.
I'll go trough your wishlist and see if there's anything on it. I'll add you when I'll get hold of my phone. I saved your profile, so I won't forget.
If anyone hear want to discuss about anyhting any issue in their life
if you're are guys seeking anyone who can listen to your stories I am here
I'd do the same juste email me at [email protected]
it'll be a pleasure.
I found my (academic) passion entirely unexpectedly two years ago. I was planning on doing computer science and now I'm doing an applied geology course. I would never have imagined myself as a geologist but I love it and I'd be happy to invest my career in it
holdy shit, check'd. and thanks anon, you dont have to get me anything, its your cash
and as i just replied to you, im going to bed now (britbong) so adios
always gets me due i never see it actually wanted to post it bcs i scrolled over it
Someone still knows the vocal msg ? got deleted..
I wish I could help you because I used to be in exactly the same position as you 3 years ago but hardly anything has changed since then. My only advice would be to try and make a change as hard as it can seem to be because things won't get better on their own. Everyday I wish to commit suicide but when I get really close to doing it I feel the need to continue living for some reason. Wish you could just tell your body to turn off and be done with it.
I often wonder if people who browse this infernal place can feel anything at all.
Thank you. I actually adore the rain alot.
b isnt what it looks like, it truely isnt
if you are here that long youll see most things as pure bait, fun and shitpost
if it comes down to what matters
b can turn from monster into human
btw look at these reactions m8
I feel all the time. Most often, not for myself, but for those around me. When I come to baww threads, I get out whatever I need to say, then I stick around.
I read the stories my /b/rothers tell. I tell them I love them and I ask them to hold on, to keep being strong in the face of all their suffering. I believe in these anons, and you.
I do this in person as well. I have people text me, call me, Facebook me, etc when they feel like nobody else is there, and I listen.
I help other people carry the burden of their pain, so that mine seems less and so that maybe I can make their suffering just a little more bearable.
man where you got these from? got them from another bread never found sauce
God the best friend ones make me miss my friend Craig so bad.
I'm crying my dudes ayyyy.
Have a song.
how are you in it and read enough to be able to tell ma lil gay?
If your serious man, like dead honestly serious.. com mite sucide in the sense of yoy being a failure. And accept it. And just throw everything you think you know away. Scrap your life realizing you litter Aly have nothing to live for at this moment. And go get a damn hair cut and decent cloths. And go hangout with someone or go to a bar or something. Just get out there and do something that you always wanted to do. Your already lost everything to loose. Just go out swinging and go try to experience as much as you can, just go say yes to everything
You don't know? Catharsis.
We contain this behavior to clearly labeled threads so that you aren't bothered by it and we don't have to be around people who don't understand. We get it all out, then we come back to the rest of /b/ and you can't even tell us apart.
how are they worth hating them than
what kinda breads are better
loli? fur? porn for more than 10 mins? dubs, trips threads? some bitch failing to timestamp because you never saw tits before? this whole pedo and gay shit or these bloody hentai shit i dont even want to know the name of genre? ylyl? cmon lul
Quality normie-tier advice. Less used than "jus b yurself MA man! X)" but still shit.
He has a mental block, don't you see? He may or may now want a "normal" life but he can't ever have it. He can pretend, maybe, but at the end of the day he knows it's not genuine and has to spend more energy putting up a facade than actually enjoying himself.
You did throw in the "go get a hair cut and decent clothes" which is classic. He should really have to change who he is to live in a world he didn't ask to exist in, right?
It might not be something you're interested in, or something you would do, but it helps other people. I know it doesn't make sense to everybody, and it seems really weird to some people, but it's good for us.
I love you, anon. I hope everything is going well for you.
In fact i saved someones live by spending time with her and going together through one of this breads a long time ago, she didnt wanted to do anything else so better kept her sad than dead m8, nope i cant prove and idc
i rly think it can help guys
Not quite masochistic. It's more that we don't often find ourselves in a situation where we feel like it's appropriate to talk about whatever has us depressed or temporarily discouraged. These threads provide a context where we can vent about it for a while and be around anons who can relate or just let us know they care.
I guess you could call it masochistic, because we come here to get really lost in whatever is hurting us, but it's ultimately helpful because we're no longer suppressing our fear, sadness, etc.
Baww threads are particularly good because they 404. Nobody will keep records of this, nobody will bring it up to us later, etc. We can just talk about it and let it be. When the thread dies, some of the pain dies with it, because we let go of it, having given it the recognition and expression that we needed to.
Because you´ll encounter a shitton of people in your life and some people will like different things than you. Sometimes, you´ll realise that you might like them too at some point, sometimes not. It doesn´t matter. It´s as real to them as your own desire to do whatever makes you cope with the shit that is thrown at you.
You won´t always get why or what, but that´s not important.
If this enables some anons to deal with their shit, why shouldn´t they do it.