>>702920202 Sometimes I shit on the floor in public toilets. It used to be funny, but now it's almost a fetish. I always carry a permanent marker so I can write on the cubicle wall. Usually something like "whoops, sorry I missed", with an arrow pointing to my shit. Last time I wrote "SHIT?" with an arrow pointing to my shit. That was 2 days ago. It's funny at first, but the more I think about it, the more I feel sorry for the cleanup crew. I haven't stopped, so I guess I have a problem
>>702920202 I fucking wish she had it in her soul to consider someone else's feelings and not be so stuck up through her poetry classes that all that matters are her own. I wish she wasn't such a self-centered asshole. I wish I had never told her what I had done and I wish that I never did it. I wish that she had never made me agree that it was ok to do. fuck her and her bullshit.
I'm struggling from severe depression, everyone who cared about me leaves, everyone I loved has left, I'm a lost cause pretty much, I've been having a lot of thoughts about walking into a mall or some largely populated area and just unloading all over people with an assault rifle.
>>702920772 >>702920900 >>702921045 We know you're not going to do anything. You'll probably cool off, and collapse onto yourself in a deeper pit of despair and loneliness. You'll still be around even if you hit rock bottom. You might even eventually start taking medicine for your problem and date a hambeast who helps you mask what a worthless edgy pussy you are, while you try to forget about the fact that you're going to die eventually.
I am sorry to hear, anon. I don't think you are willing to take a faggot Op's advice at this point, but you shouldn't try to murder anyone. Just think that you will cause on someone else the same pain you feel. I don't really think I had to tell you this, but I am worried and prefer to bothersome than neglect you.
>>702921167 she graduated from college. we broke up first because she didn't want to hurt my feelings when she left and she didn't want a long term relationship. she just wanted to be friends. she just told me randomly one day. broke my heart and I felt like ass for a whole month. cried like a bitch the first week afterward.
we get back together and she makes me specifically agree not to be afraid to look into other people because she plans on leaving. I agree but don't intend to at the time. eventually she keeps reminding me how many weeks it'll be before she leaves. I tell her that she doesn't have to, it would be easy for her to find a job here (she was a comm major, easiest shit in the world) and that august is the perfect time for finding a rent apartment or she could even stay with me for a while. no response. we both loved each other, or so she said.
one day after work I go to be favorite bar and chat it up with this girl. long story short I went there several times with this new chick and one night after six consecutive beers and two shots of bourbon she starts to leave. I follow her and have a mild 5 second make out session. I feel horrible afterward and feel like a have to tell my gf. a drunken mistake. basically she drops all contact with me and won't respond to anything. eventually see her after a month and tells me that I was the one completely in the wrong and that I have problems that I need to fix. I asked her what those were and the only one was that I shouldn't have done that. that was it.
>>702921618 I don't want to actually die, it's just I feel like I'll never find another one like her because she was so perfect and was actually into me. Only reason I can say she left is to find something new completely(life the way we were living was somewhat toxic and the same old)
>>702922199 I wish my girl would at least come back every few months. Instead I hadn't seen or heard anything new from her in over at least a year until just the other day. I was flabbergasted that she was even here to the point where I was a bumbling idiot in front of her.
I can remotely relate (TL;DR my ex gf forced me to have an open relationship but she got extremely mad and humilliated me for kissing two girls). Anyhow, seems like she had her own troubles and brought them to you. This is shit advice, but at some point you should try to move on and forget her.
I see. I am sorry for you, anon. I'd like to say that "time cures everything", but since I am a manchild and clueless about life, in compensation for shit advice I can listen, if you want to talk about it.
>>702922503 I would be the same way if she came back or even texted or called me. but at the same time I feel as if I wouldn't trust her at all. I'm the anon who wrote the essay post on why she got mad at me for doing what she told me I could do.
>>702922705 that's what I've been trying to do. whenever I'm alone I always think about her, so I try to be with or talking to friends as much as possible. also hit on a qt3.14 at work yesterday. she works just down the street, will continue that lead. also, I ended up getting some pussy from that girl I kissed anyway after my gf basically signaled to me that it was over.
Welp, embarrassing situations come a dime a dozen whenever it comes to asking girls out. You'll find your mojo. I once asked out a girl who was openly lesbian, with girlfriend, and didn't know about it.
Friendly reminder: I usually am shit at advice. But I don't see why you should tell her, in the sense that maybe this girl will tell the ex personally, if they're best friends. At most, ask your friend if they don't think ex should know.
Maybe a start would be trying to quit, or at least reduce the weed. I have seen in many friends that it tends to drain the "ambition", in the sense that they become extremely laid back. About the musician part, do you already know music? If not, it's easier to start than it seems.
I am a performing arts students. Recently, some classmates and I formed a theater troupe, everything so formal and professional, so we could perform this fall for the "day for the erradication of violence towards woman" or some shit like that.
Thing is, what was originally going to be a 45 minute play on the subject with the purpose of getting some experience and scoring some money, has become an enterprise to demonize men, Tumblr style. Everything we're planning revolves around showing that men are shit.
The group is composed by six women and two men, but the other guy is gay and extremely indulgent with the ladies, so ultimately I seem to be the only one worried about this.
This'll make me sound like a bitch, but I am actually feeling discriminated and offended whenever we meet. And since all of these women claim to have suffered misogyny, and sexual abuse at their extreme (as far as I know, it's not made up), whatever I try to bring to the subject gets ignored because I just can't relate to shit. So I end up playing the evil patriarchy over and over.
I may just quit the acting part and help with something else, but it still makes me mad having to step down or fix the biggest flaw of the play just by myself.
>>702920202 Shit hole mexicans that work where I work, do absolutely nothing and never get in trouble, I go 10 min past my break and get scolded. these cocksucking mexicans barely work, are always late and harass everyone. They do such a shit job at property management that we hire an outside company to mow the lawns they should be doing. I am an IT specialist for the same company they work for.
>>702924145 I play alot of music.. Im very skilled at both Drums and guitar, but i just don't know where to start.. i have alot of songs and many rifs, but i dont have the money to go record ii.. I also dont have a practice room anymore.. and no patient musicians to play with near me.. - About the weed.. Yee.. i think i motsly smoke because of "freedom" and in some way to just forget tat im actually fucked...
>>702924540 To continue, my girlfriend is this companies horse trainer. shit hole mexicans from before have their family working at the barn as well. They are suppose to clean stalls, feed and water. Instead my gf works 12 hours a day to clean up after them and do what they dont do.
My family is the worst thing ever, one side is full of alcoholics and the other one is just full of self-centered cunts who do nothing but treat me like shit and call me an egoist, cunt, pig etc I wish i was adopted
>>702920202 I've been having this urge to fuck my bestfriend's ex (they were still a couple when i started beating it to her) but now she has someone new, and she's strictly "no premarital sex" shit. which is kinda why my bestfriend and her broke up.
>>702925328 because the shit head owners of this company consider themselves "compassionate" for example our head mechanical engineer kicked a production guys in the dick, and the engineer received a month paid leave as punishment, to which he went to aruba. Before the whole oh but hes important thing comes up, hes the shittiest engineer to walk this earth.
>>702925328 Well, now i feel a little better with myself as a person. I even got to bang a couple of my friends couse they knew i was alone again. But it still sucks a ton. I feel bad couse i know that now my ex is fucking feeling like shit
>>702920202 I really wanted to talk about this for a long time. Let`s say, my childhood wasn`t that much of a joyride. You must know, when I was a little child, my father used to come home late at night, allways smelled of alcohol and cigarettes. And everytime he came home like that, he came sneaking into my room, getting his belt readdy and he said to me: Op is a faggot.... Allways!
>>702925646 Negative, just an IT specialist, even our HR rep sees it all and just says yep fuck them. Family owned business that treats everyone like slaves. I can quit and look elsewhere but the pay is above average for my age.
>>702924357 I don't know. Thanks for asking. Just turned into a huge cunt. She has anger issues and treats me like shit, but pulls the I have a vagina I'm going to reverse it and Martyr myself thing. Every time I try to parent she shuts me down and tells the kids to do the opposite. She complains about how fat she is 4 years but does nothing about it and then when I'm finally done just going with it and she asked me if I think she's fat I tell her once yes and she needs to lose weight and it's like that forever. I have always thought that and I don't find her attractive according to her. She has admitted that she likes to pick fights with me. I've told her to see a doctor about getting on some medication or to see a counselor and she doesn't want to of course except when she feels she's winning an argument
>>702920202 made by own thread but this one seems fitting.
" I just got an email today saying I owe two months rent and that if I don't have the money by noon today a notice will be posted. I don't have a job, I've been fired 4 times in the past couple months. It's been over a week since I last worked and I haven't even started looking for a job yet.
I want to an hero, but since I've already had multiple attempts that I bitched out of in the past year I'm scared I won't go through with it. So any ideas of easy ways to pull it off? Preferably nothing retardedly painful thanks"
Nice digits. I don't have any useful advice about your situation, but I guess that you could just avoid trying to an hero, since, as you said, you tried and chickened in the past. It will probably be a complication.
>>702920202 I fooled around with the girlfriend of a good friend of mine.
He found out just now as she was with me.
We had oral sex several times, she gave me handjobs, and we wrote really nasty stuff about fucking each other.
He read everything on her PC right now. Im fucking devastated. Im not very good with women and it started very slowly with her. She always visited me when I was sick and suddenly I couldnt resist but kiss her.
Im such a fucking asshole I should end myself.
He is such a good guy and would do everything for me and I destroyed his life for some fun hours with her.
I never thought that I would even come remotely in a situation like this. A lot of people (me included) say that they could never do such a thing (bros before hoes and so on) but if the situation is there you cant think rationally.
It just became worse and worse, she told me that she would end the relationship with him so we could have fun without regrets.
My whole social circle will know this sooner or later I should just end myself.
Life is such a horrible thing. I dont know what I can do. I have no idea how I would react if it was me that got betrayed by someone I trusted.
>>702926624 Wish I could, the situation only got more awkard with time as we all ended up in a bizarre triangle. I was close to her and she was close to him, now she forces the two of us to be close. I really need to find someone else and forget this shit or she'll just drive me into severe depression
I feel so confused about my relationship with my bf. It's long distance but he was planning to come and find a job here and after some years I would permanently love to his place. But now, a month after he said he would be here he still didn't book his flight. Meanwhile I'm going forward with my life, working more hours doing the job I love, meeting friends and spending time on my hobby's. Meanwhile he is still sitting there, without a job, saying he is on his way but doing very little to get here. I don't know if the step is too big for him. And also not sure if I should wait for him or let go. And even if he finds a job at his place (which would be a big step forward for him) I don't know what to do.
When we are together it feels perfect. But when we're not... I don't feel it. Because I don't want to feel how much I miss him and I certainly don't want to put my life on hold because of anyone. It seems we are in totally different stages in our life's, and sometimes it feels like it's impossible to combine. But still... I love him. And it hurts without him
Not sure if holding on or letting go would hurt more.
One of my good friends is pregnant with the child of her abusive boyfriend.
I hope she miscarries and leaves his ass. She's ruining her life right now.
I've been dating the girl she used to be best friends with for three years but we both cut my gf out of our lives because she's been cheating on me a lot for a long time.
Now I think I'm in love with this girl. This guy she's with is addicted to heroin and coke, and he's emotionally and physically abusive. She thinks he's changed, but I know he hasn't. She already called the cops on him and got him arrested but I guess she dropped the charges because of the baby.
I want this fucker arrested but I don't think there's much I can do.
>>702927388 Tell him he needs to get his finger out his ass or it will end I say. No point in cutting it off, may as well warn him that if he doesn't you're gonna move on with your life. Your choice in the end though
I am truly sorry, anon. On one hand, it may have started as a mistakes, but as another anon said, it seems it kept going for some time. And you shouldn't kill yourself. Ultimately, you fucked up, but as bad as you feel is not a strong enough reason to. I hope it gets better for you.
This is too adult-y for me, but I'll try. I guess, as you say, that he's in another stage of his life. Maybe it's just a question of him getting it together, but if he can't on his own, maybe you should have a serious talk about it. Not necessarily about breaking up, but trying to solve it together, if he's incapable. Also, there's a good chance that this talks offends him for stupid reason, so go easy on him... (I was the boy in a similar conversation and sometimes the truth is hard to embrace).
Maybe >>702927865 knows better about it. I'm just a manchild.
>>702927865 You are right. He said he would come next week. If he isn't here next week I'm gonna tell him that he should make his mind up. And if not he could lose me. Thanks for reading and advising :)
>>702928134 Thank you anon. It went on for a week but I never wrote so much with a girl in my whole life. She is older than me very experienced and it was truly the hottest thing I ever did. But I dont ever want to feel so ashamed ever again. I felt bad the whole time too but it was just too good then. Now that he knows the whole thing I feel so bad it outweighs everything.
When she had her talk with him I will call him and apologize as sincere as possible but tell him what happend honestly. Nothing more I can do.
>>702920202 Why do social justice warriors believe their opinions are better then the masses? Why does most religions say preach peace and then hate anyone who doesn't believe in their god. And some religions preach peace and can be so twisted that people will kill for it.
>>702928134 The fucker was kicked out of college because he strangled her. The dude calls her by other girls names when he's having withdrawals.
He wouldn't let her have a Facebook, and he doesn't let her talk to other guys. This guy should actually just kill himself to save everybody else from the shitty person he is.
I don't know. Ive been thinking about how to ruin his life and make her understand that people like that can't change. I've had girls in my family go through this.
I know that she is literally allowing this shit to happen to her, but she still deserves better.
The night that she called the cops on him for strangling her, I was the o my person that would help her. She and I went to the beach and sat in the dark and just helped each other with our problems. There was a group of people watching the goonies under a bridge with a big projector a couple miles away.
I held her. She told me that I was an amazing guy and that I deserve better than that cunt who cheated on me, and then she kissed me on the cheek and it was the first time I was happy in a few months.
Good to have someone to listen. When this went on she told me that this happened before to him with his ex gf and a mutual friend. This was like 3 years ago. The mutual friend even took that girl away from him back then and he forgave him (her too).
He is such a good person and too think that such a thing happened twice and always with guys he knew for years makes it even harder for me.
Also that he forgives so much. How should I ever look him in the eyes again.
When I first met him he was fucking chad tier, always carrying a gun (in a country where its forbidden) drinking, having fun, being a cool guy in all ways.
Now he´s an emotional wreck because of some faggot who at times looked up to him.
Hey guys been waiting for something like this. A month ago I was at my friends and my gf was out drinking at a club near his house. She came round after she was done so we went home. While she was being sick in toilet I went to message one of her group chats a joke and seen she was mailing this guy. I'd seen a bit of them chatting before a few weeks prior and it looked funny, and I just remembered it when I seen his name. I feelt guilty but I looked, and basically for two months he'd been mailing her saying he'd love to kiss her, fuck her and whatever. She'd say stuff like "I can't, I have a bf I would if not though." At one point I was meant to be going abroad, one of the mails says "Definitely when he's gone". Other than that the mails are all similar, him saying what he wants her basically she would if she could. I brought it up and we've "moved past it" but doesn't hurt to ask fellow Anons, have I made the right choice sticking by her? It's not as black and white as cheating so, it's a strange one. What do you guys think?
Oh, you want me to kms because I'm a furry? How about you come to where I'm at so I can kick your fucking ass. I'll have you know that I'm a BLUE BELT in Tae Kwon Do, no lie. I can fucking bring you down with a simple stun, and stomp your guts out. .
>>702920202 Fuck political correctness Fuck socially acceptable Fuck the system I am a free man and do what I want when I want. Fuck all your laws and rules. Bitches. Wanna do something about it then do it, otherwise shut the fuck up and stop telling me how to live.
>>702929063 I know it's a prying question, but are you male or female? If he's fucked you and you're a male, he's probably struggling to come to terms with being gay and blames you, in which case, its not your fault
>>702929434 Yeah. I broke up with her. She's blocked my number though, so I guess she doesn't know it yet. she's just really childish and im done with it all.
And I think that the Chad is making the pregnant girl not talk to guys again, two days ago she told me that I was her best friend, and she just hasn't talked to me since.
She's also not supposed to be able to have kids, so i guess the chances of a miscarriage are high. Woo. Happy.
I know that her life will be easier without the Chad and the baby, but I still understand how difficult that shit is. I probably am a terrible person but i just don't care all that much anymore. As long as nobody knows how I feel it doesn't hurt anyone.
>>702926624 Is considering divorce taking it too far? Yes and no. Considering that she threatens it all the time I don't see that it's out of the question. What she actually go through with it probably not. If I ever bring it up it's not going to be a threat
On rules and laws I have to counter though. Without some rules and laws a good life is impossible for anyone and just leads to anarchy loss and destruction. Personal liberty is very important though. Just how far it all goes is the question.
My girlfriend is depressed and insufferable to be around when she's off her meds. I love her and all, but she's tried killing herself multiple times. It's a lot to deal with... I think she's coming here to break up with me now. Last night she said that she thinks I don't trust her, which seems pretty baseless. I've given her no reason not to. Idk what to do.
If you're going to move forward, do it on your own terms. Make sure she knows this is unacceptable and don't let her be the one to make the decision to 'move past'.
Also, make sure she knows you're ready to leave if any shit like this comes up ever again. And be ready to leave if she does any shady shit. And don't be afraid to check up. She lost her right to privacy.
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