Hello /b/. This is your chance to ask a suicidal girl anything
Why is not seeing good things in your future improved by not having a future.
What could you possibly have done to people to make you think they'd be happier with you
- and let's not sugar coat it, because in your mind that may be what you've done -
not just gone, but dead.
>You're "suicidal" because you're hoping someone will make you happy. You are too lazy to do it yourself. You are doing it for attention, hoping that that someone will take care of all your problems that you are too lazy to do yourself.
I really wanted to be decent in this thread, but you sound like a teenage bitch. Grow up.
idk, just seems like it might be nice to change the routine now and then.
No it was actually from a summer camp I went to. They would lock me in rooms, scream at me, threaten to hurt me, ect. At the time I was about 5 when it first started and lasted till I was 12
Having a few friends who've been suicidal, and a father who was absolutely not, and yet sadly died of cancer... I can tell you that few people are unwanted, and people that die are sorely missed, and it may feel like noone wants you but you have no idea how much people need you until you're gone.
An anon posted about suicide by train a while ago, and one thing he said was that it wasn't quick, but in your last moments you have enough time to regret, but still know that you can't take it back...
All the shit about suicide being selfish or short sighted is true in its own right, but the thing you just don't appreciate when you're considering it, is how final it is.
Shit hurts now, and you may want it to end, but suicide will never make it better, it just stops everything, forever. No more pain, sure. But no more hope, no more love, no more happiness. Forever. And suicide ain't the kind of shit you can take back.
is there anything that helps temporarily? alcohol, drugs, sleep, books, friends?
hmm, well then maybe if your being controlled
you should try controlling others. its a fun hobby
of mine. maybe just try something small first, like make an argument between two people and keep doing more.
Yeah, had a feeling it was going to be around there. Something I learned when I got damn near dragged into counciling is that depression andsuicidal ideation are actually fairly common around that age, when you're old enough to know something about the world and too you to realize how much you don't. As someone who's been in the same boat as you, I suggest that you let anyone you trust know. The more you keep things like this bottled up, the worse it festers and even if you din't kill yourself, that line of thinking will keep harming your life.
Thank you but it's hard for me to trust people. At 13 my therapist ended up calling the cops to my house and ever since then I have had trust issues. But I have gotten a new one and my depression is getting better slowly
That's good to hear. I'm 22, a soldier and I'm going to guess that you go through the same thougtt process I do of (insert bad thing) " I should go kill myself". For me the solution to that is to catch that thought and just mark it as unhelpful. Make a consious effort catch those thought and (for me at least) they eventually stop. It won't solve depression as a whole, but killing the suicidal thoughts are a big strp forward.
You sound like a hon to me, tbqh.
The future is green white boi!
You can't outrun the truth, all your women belong to us. Your girl isn't craving chad thundercock or even Bob Smith, no, she is looking for the boys with the NEET bucks. Yeah white boy. She is in search of a Pepe, a Kermit.. Your girl knows the difference between a frog and a toad.
PROVE ME WRONG, PROTIP: YOU CAN'T.
whats keeping you here?
whats keeping you from ending it?
is it because you have a true friend?
maybe because your afraid?
or something different?
i dont see a reason for you to die, and i
dont want you to die, but im interested
I tipped off the FBI, enjoy the SWAT team, suicide fag.
Whole thing was a troll! This is actually now a gets thread, actually !
when the fuck did this site become filled with a bunch of whiny do nothing faggots and fucking wannabe psychologists?
/b/ might not have ever been good, but at least it was not this bullshit.
OP either kill yourself or don't, I don't give a fuck but don't fill my internets with your bullshit because I don't want to hear it.
I have a legit question here: Why are you suicidal? What caused this? And whatever it is why aren't you forgetting about it and moving on? If you can't forget about it then why are you thinking about it? Why are you holding yourself back? Why not just forget whatever or whoever hurt you and move on? I understand that people have problems and issues but seriously? Something is so bad that you have to kill yourself? I really think not.
if your body is going to rot and decay in the ground anyway, can we at least see your tits?
A sharpie in the pooper shot wont keep you out of heave, Jesus would actually consider it a good deed
Why would you end the life of your great grandmama's great offspring? Life has many doors, Ed boy.