Hello /b/. This is your chance to ask a suicidal girl anything
Why are you such a little bitch.
Why?
>>702759913
Always wondered that myself
>>702759852
Tits or gtfo
What's your number?
>>702759852
Do you like the idea of me sealing my anus over your vagina and taking a huge steaming shit?
>>702760034
911
>>702759852
Do you like memes ?
>>702759852
How old are you?
Who do you look up to?
Tell me something about yourself.
>>702760107
Truuuuuu
Have you told anyone you know about this, not just put it on the internet?
>>702760128
Yes I do I have a shrine dedicated to them
>>702760184
Yes only a few of my friends know
>>702759852
What's your sign?
>>702759852
Where are the cuts?
>>702760171
I look up to deadmau5.
There's nothing else to really say about me
why suicidal?
>>702759852
What is 2*9 (2+1) ?
>>702760394
My wrists
>>702760411
>ignored age question
So you're "18"
>>702760411
You neglected to tell me your age.
How old are you?
>>702759852
Why are you suicidal? And why is that problem solved by suicide?
>>702760455
laaame
be more creative
>>702760443
I don't really see the good things on life. There is just nothing fun and I feel like I'm not a good person
>>702760548
I feel like if I go then a lot of people would be happy they don't have to deal with me
>>702760587
Any other places you suggest?
>>702760620
What has shifted that makes you contemplate suicide?
>>702760592
>>702760753
Why is not seeing good things in your future improved by not having a future.
What could you possibly have done to people to make you think they'd be happier with you
- and let's not sugar coat it, because in your mind that may be what you've done -
not just gone, but dead.
>cuts on wrists
Oh, God, you're so suicidal.
>>702760592
>You're "suicidal" because you're hoping someone will make you happy. You are too lazy to do it yourself. You are doing it for attention, hoping that that someone will take care of all your problems that you are too lazy to do yourself.
I really wanted to be decent in this thread, but you sound like a teenage bitch. Grow up.
>>702760877
I honestly don't know. I think it has something to do with some mental abuse when I was younger
>>702760822
inner thighs are a solid choice. maybe lower stomach.
>>702760965
I do and that has helped me with my thoughts
I think that my personality and my actions make people not want me
>>702761056
You don't get the same feeling any other choices?
>>702760990
That sounds probable. Was this abuse from a parent, a sibling, someone else in a position of authority or did you feel generally that you were mistreated?
>>702761277
idk, just seems like it might be nice to change the routine now and then.
>>702759852
Kys
>>702761382
No it was actually from a summer camp I went to. They would lock me in rooms, scream at me, threaten to hurt me, ect. At the time I was about 5 when it first started and lasted till I was 12
if your suicidal, you may as well give your life for someone else, every tried giving someone full permission to command you? maybe then you will find meaning.
>>702761629
No wonder you have issues that need dealing with. That is horrendous. Were they ever punished for it?
>>702760287 Is this active intent or constantly thinking about it? (Coming from several years experience with the latter)
>>702761631
I haven't let anyone but in ways people have controlled my life
>>702761204
Having a few friends who've been suicidal, and a father who was absolutely not, and yet sadly died of cancer... I can tell you that few people are unwanted, and people that die are sorely missed, and it may feel like noone wants you but you have no idea how much people need you until you're gone.
An anon posted about suicide by train a while ago, and one thing he said was that it wasn't quick, but in your last moments you have enough time to regret, but still know that you can't take it back...
All the shit about suicide being selfish or short sighted is true in its own right, but the thing you just don't appreciate when you're considering it, is how final it is.
Shit hurts now, and you may want it to end, but suicide will never make it better, it just stops everything, forever. No more pain, sure. But no more hope, no more love, no more happiness. Forever. And suicide ain't the kind of shit you can take back.
>>702761204
is there anything that helps temporarily? alcohol, drugs, sleep, books, friends?
>>702761817
No. I didn't say anything because my mom didn't believe anything I said at the time.
>>702759852
Didn't your mom said no more Internet tonight?
>>702762010
Yes I have gotten into producing recently and friends do help
>>702762134
I'm 21
>>702759852
do you know the rules?
>>702762240
(You) should kill yourself
>>702762240
where are you from?
>>702762388
Toronto
what do you produce? breakcore?
>>702761910
hmm, well then maybe if your being controlled
you should try controlling others. its a fun hobby
of mine. maybe just try something small first, like make an argument between two people and keep doing more.
do you like chicken nooble moop?
>>702762546
I would but I'm not clever enough to be able to do so
>>702762240
Yeah, had a feeling it was going to be around there. Something I learned when I got damn near dragged into counciling is that depression andsuicidal ideation are actually fairly common around that age, when you're old enough to know something about the world and too you to realize how much you don't. As someone who's been in the same boat as you, I suggest that you let anyone you trust know. The more you keep things like this bottled up, the worse it festers and even if you din't kill yourself, that line of thinking will keep harming your life.
>>702762525
I actually have only started about a year ago so I'm not at that level to start making actual songs yet
>>702762901
what do you hope to one day produce, then?
>>702759852
Hey, I won't be responding to the this. But your not funny.
A lot of people will be hurt.
Your decision isn't just about you.
You don't realize the joy you bring to other people's lives.
>>702762776
Thank you but it's hard for me to trust people. At 13 my therapist ended up calling the cops to my house and ever since then I have had trust issues. But I have gotten a new one and my depression is getting better slowly
ITT: whiteknights whitenight
>>702761497
wow so original
tits and timestamp should help you pass the time
then i will talk to you in depth about your problems
>>702763043
Progressive house.
My gf makes progressive house and she has been taught by Deadmau5 and she has been helping me a lot
>>702763408
I don't feel good about posting my tits on here
Tits and then gtfo?
>>702763318
>hard to trust people
>posting life story on /b
>>702763530
we don't need your face, it's completely anonymous
>>702763643
I have a hard time trusting people who I tell really personal stuff to
Start hrt and be the glorious man you always knew you could bel
>>702759852
Yeah, you sound trans tbqh.
>>702763479
how long have you been with your gf?
>>702763952
About a year now
>>702763950
>all suicidal people are secretly trans
this is bait, right?
>>702763479
Shut the fuck up, this is some weak ass b8. Kill yourself white girl! The future is black!
>>702763318
That's good to hear. I'm 22, a soldier and I'm going to guess that you go through the same thougtt process I do of (insert bad thing) " I should go kill myself". For me the solution to that is to catch that thought and just mark it as unhelpful. Make a consious effort catch those thought and (for me at least) they eventually stop. It won't solve depression as a whole, but killing the suicidal thoughts are a big strp forward.
>>702760592
Deep down you know that's nit the case at all.
>>702764036
...and don't you think she might miss you if you were gone?
>>702759852
I ask for itty bitty titties with timestamp pretty please with cherries on top of dem funbag joy mountains.
>>702759852
What would take your pain away?
at least post a timestamp with tits covered
need to confirm femanon status
>>702764058
You sound like a hon to me, tbqh.
>>702764175
Yeah
>>702764184
The future is green white boi!
You can't outrun the truth, all your women belong to us. Your girl isn't craving chad thundercock or even Bob Smith, no, she is looking for the boys with the NEET bucks. Yeah white boy. She is in search of a Pepe, a Kermit.. Your girl knows the difference between a frog and a toad.
PROVE ME WRONG, PROTIP: YOU CAN'T.
OP here I'm gonna go to sleep soon any last questions?
>>702759852
Erica? Sup Tater!
Post your dank, sad pink mudflaps with timestamp so when you are gone we can fap in your memory.
>>702764492
how do you like to fuck your girlfriend? Have any weird fetishes?
>>702764492
Fucking kill yourself vaginanigger. Either that or fuck a beta male for reparations to our community.
>>702764631
No I am actually a virgin
>>702764492
You are filtering the bullshit and not letting it get to you, right?
>>702764492
What would take your pain away?
Keep Living Until You Find A Purpose
>>702764597
There are way prettier girls than me
>>702762737
whats keeping you here?
whats keeping you from ending it?
is it because you have a true friend?
maybe because your afraid?
or something different?
i dont see a reason for you to die, and i
dont want you to die, but im interested
>>702764800
This is what I do
>>702764753
YOU SOUND LIKE A REPRESSED TRANNY, GET ON T AS SON AS PARENTS SSIBLE AND TRANSITION, DOCTOR 4CHSN PRESCRIBES IT. BECOME THE T YAOI BOY YOU ALWAYS DREAMT YOU COULD BE!
>>702760592
Your in the wrong place if your looking for attention. Also tits or gtfo
>>702760107
I called, all i got was the police.
>>702764492
Milk jugs, knockers, valley of pillows, spongebob eyes, mammal milk glands with timestamp. Thanks.
Are you actually suicidal or are you 13, the image of a potato leads me to think the latter.
>>702764766
Leaving the place I live in and start a new life
>>702764757
Yes
>>702760753
Wow you sound like a self centered bitch.
>>702764492
I tipped off the FBI, enjoy the SWAT team, suicide fag.
>>702765093
Why don't you? Money? Why not take a leap into the unknown?
>>702764492
Show us your anus hole?
>>702764839
Thinking about my future and what I could become and what I want to do is keeping me here
And depression is really getting to me
I Keep Falling Through The Dark
Trying To See The Light
>>702764753
you gotta give her the... strapon, I guess. Or at least eat her out or something. Jesus, a year's a long time.
>>702759852
Can I rape you to death, op?
I just got here.
there are no timestamp tits.
are you cunts retarded?
Whole thing was a troll! This is actually now a gets thread, actually !
>>702760592
I'll take care of you
>>702765135
Once again, good to know. Just take this thread as proof that for all the bullshit out there, there are prople who care about you, even from the far side of the internet.
OP here. I'm going to sleep and clear my mind from the bs going on and thank you for everyone who said nice things
OP, before you go to bed I just want to say I love you and would miss you if you killed yourself
>>702764492
james.grant AT mail DOT COM
Email me if you want to chat further.
>>702765511
Told you.
Close Your Eyes
What Would It Be Like
If You Opened Up To Them Sooner
>>702765511
DUBS!!!!
If you are actually suicidal I hope it gets better, though to be fair /b/ probably isn't the best place to get help.
>>702765564
>>702765648
Thank you guys it really means a lot
Love Ya OP
Goodnight
>>702765753
Take care.
>>702765353
i hope you will be able to rest easy tonight and wake up refreshed. as a man of many mental disabilities, all i can recommend is you never give up hope
>>702765549
GTFO REGRESSIVE FEMINIST NIGGER SYMPATHISIZER SHILL. NO BOOBS? WTF IS THIS?
>>702765737
I was just wanting some questions if anyone was wondering but I did not expect all this. And thank you
>>702765753
goodnight, take care and I hope you wake up feeling a little bit better about things.
when the fuck did this site become filled with a bunch of whiny do nothing faggots and fucking wannabe psychologists?
/b/ might not have ever been good, but at least it was not this bullshit.
OP either kill yourself or don't, I don't give a fuck but don't fill my internets with your bullshit because I don't want to hear it.
I have a legit question here: Why are you suicidal? What caused this? And whatever it is why aren't you forgetting about it and moving on? If you can't forget about it then why are you thinking about it? Why are you holding yourself back? Why not just forget whatever or whoever hurt you and move on? I understand that people have problems and issues but seriously? Something is so bad that you have to kill yourself? I really think not.
>>702765831
>>702765833
>>702765933
People like you are the reason I keep living. Thank you so much
>>702765903
NOT WELCOME. GO BACK TO YOUR LITTLE COMMIE SAFESPACE SUBURBANITE BUBBLE AND ASPHYXIATE YOURSELF.
You dead yet?
>>702759852
do it already.
attention seeking liar
im calling your bluff
>>702765959
eh, we aint no reddit fags but it is good to show a little compassion to someone.
>>702765511
Get thread? Why didn't you say so earlier? Check em
Thank you to everyone who asked serious question and for all your kind words. It really means a lot
>>702759852
Can you do a backflip?
>>702765753
sorry, it's actually james.grant7 AT mail Dot Com
All the best. Sweet dreams.
>>702766051
> if they have a roastbeef sandwich between their legs.
You mean.
Real shit, you're just a cunt bitch looking for attention
>>702765970
And those questions have already been asked and I already answered them
If you really want to die, join the crusade and go in Syria to kill some sandniggers.
>>702766166
WITNESSED!
>>702766166
I wish. Lol
if you were really gonna do it, you would have done it already.
ROLLING HOMBREEEEEE.
Why are you posting a thread? Hurry up and do it already. Stop being lazy and do something right for once in your life
I have one question though. Why is everyone telling me to kill myself?
tits or GTFO
>>702766235
HOO-RAH SEMPER FUCKIN FIDELIS
>>702766433
CHECKEM.
>>702766171
Well, while we're throwing emails around, that soldier faggot's at thekrikkit AT gmail DOT com (braces for spam)
Don't Die
>>702766517
I'm reaching out. If I didn't care, I wouldn't share my email.
>>702766720
I'm not saying you don't, I'm just preparing for the trolls to descend on my inbox
>>702766631
no wait, on second thought please die
if your body is going to rot and decay in the ground anyway, can we at least see your tits?
A sharpie in the pooper shot wont keep you out of heave, Jesus would actually consider it a good deed
>>702759852
Why would you end the life of your great grandmama's great offspring? Life has many doors, Ed boy.
Naw Don't
Live
Weirdo
>>702766949
Let them come.
