anyone wanna just talk?
what's on your mind?
I've been holding in a shit for two days and I just puked out liquid shit. It's fucking awesome. Gonna DESTROY the toilet in a minute here. I'm trying to fill it to the top with shit so when my grandma comes home and goes in the bathroom without the light on like she always does she sits down and gets a pussy full of shit.
My greentexts get posted (by me) all the time and I whine about it all the time
I'm happy for people to read but I worry I'm overdoing it and shittying up the place
why were you jacking it to your grandpa
I'm in love with my best friend's girlfriend. She's everything I've ever looked for in a girl.
Not going to do anything with her obviously, even if she was willing, it is a super shitty thing to do.
Trust me, you don't know who I am
deja el "c:" hermano
>be me 17 then now 18
>friends with hot girls my age
>there parents are foster parents
>get foster baby girl
>bio mother was on drugs and shit so the kid fought to survive
>become attached to little girl
>watch her grow for a year
>bio aunt adopts girl
>bio aunt is redneck bitch
>mfw I'll never see little girl again
Some fags might have remembered me from a couple feel threads
I'm going through a weird mental struggle because my girlfriend has just left for university on Monday, and I'm constantly thinking about what could happen, and if anything does happen to her. I'm almost 2 hours away. Were both dedicated to make this relationship work out but I've been cursed with my father's over analyzing mind and calm nature, and my mother's emotional instability at the same time, so I keep all the shit I've been feel bottled up except for a very few individuals.
And of course my /b/rothers
I can't trust anyone 100% because of an issue involving my mother cheating on my father, which has left me permanently scared of cheaters, the feeling is more about how I dont want to go through what my parents went through. I trust her (don't go on about trust, I've heard too much shit about that already /b/ros) and I know she's not like that, (again. I know her, you guys don't). But that fear is still around...
Many anons suggested that I just break it off, but I'm not really like that... (Again, I don't want to go through what my parents went through) If anything is going to happen between us, shes going to initiate it, and I'm going to be the one to ultimately end it.
But here's hoping for the best, I would absolutely love to spend the rest of my life with this woman.
Pic not related, sorry OP
I'm just feeling sad at how many fucking stupid arrogant liberals /b/ has crawling around.
I live in a town with a lot of old people and it makes me sad.
She's the most beautiful thing I've ever held, her growth may be stunted because of the drugs, she'll only get to be about 4-5 ft tall, I just don't know how I could even take care of her, no job, no education, I'm basically a fucking kid myself
If there are any Jews here.
I try a lot, but when I do, I feel the stress and anxiety take over me on what am I going to do, I just hope I can finish school and get a spot in the military, so my problems can't get behind me. Idk if I'll make it.
You know those "words of wisdom" you always hear growing up?
Stuff that you always say yea that's true but kinda throw it away in your mind. And don't really understand the true meaning of the saying until you've experienced it and made the mistake you were warned about?
Why do we not listen?
Thanks man it's rough being Jewish and trying to use this website. Like never in my life have I ever seen so many tin foil hat wearing tards broadly blame an entire group for all the problems they have in their life.
This. My cousin and his fiance were in a 4 year LDR and both of them were cheating on each other all the time. My cousin was in a few lowkey relationships and his fiance was just fucking all different types of dudes. (found out about this all accidentally)
They've been living together now for 2 years and don't know either of them cheated on each other, only I do. It's kinda funny.
Shes definitely worth the pain anon, thanks for not criticizing my story I feel like an asshole because I feel like I've been treating her differently because she's leaving but I can't help it.
It's a horrible feeling isn't it anon? I want to be able to trust people, but Everytime I do I just remember the fear of letting go of them, so I only have a few (5 or so) very close friends that I talk to.
I know what you mean, but if you put my gf beside some normal girl you would instantly be able to tell that she's different, very reserved and struggles to look people in the eyes when talking to them... Idk, university changes people (I know believe me) And if she does have sex with someone, I will definitely be able to tell (both virgins, shes scared of sex, and her hymen is close to the entrance of her vagina so it hurts her just going to the first knuckle, and has regular doctor check ups to make sure she's okay and what not).
Kind of a shot on the dark here... So Im sexually attracted to the sphinx thats in the Netflix original series: puss in boots. How am I going to get some fan made artwork of her hit as fuck ass?
>In love with best friend's girlfriend.
/b/ro you're the living version of the song "Jessie's Girl"
This girl is so Beautiful and I know I'll never be able to get her because she's so out of my league
And I'm not talk the "damn I wanna fuck that piece" beautiful I'm talking about the inside and outside perfection.
It's not fair man.
So, does anyone have any high school stories they wanna share? I'll go first
>be me in Junior year
>German 2 (because I failed it in my sophomore year)
>our German teacher is the spitting image of Nazi Germany
>always fucks with her
>place Germ-X and tacks on seat
>sits on them
>has the school and police department do an investigation
>no culprit found
>she had a big glass frame with a picture of a German castle
>bragged a lot about it
>12am after school
>me and a couple friends broke in the school
>smashed the ever loving shit outta it
>school spent months trying to find who it was
>no one suspected
>the last day of school I wrote on a piece of paper
>says "It was me :)"
>left it on her desk
>it was a good year
I just started grad school. I know I'm smart enough to get through graduate level classes and I know I'm capable of designing and carrying out a research thesis. But I'm worried my time management skills (or lack thereof) are going to cause me to fail.
Believe me man, the "she's outta my league" mindset is bullshit. It's just an excuse (Not meaning to be aggressive toeards you, just pointing it out). Do you talk with her at all?
I know how you feel, I fell for a french exchange student and we're making it work but everyday is a struggle. We try to talk everyday but it gets hard when there's nothing to talk about. My only advice anon is do NOT for any circumstances let your emotions lead you to fight about incredibly worthless bullshit. It only makes your trust issues worse and I know from expiriance. The only thing that keeps me away from the gun shop is the thought of going to see her, all I need is to wait on the shitty american post office but damn I know how hopeless it looks going from a close to a long distance relationship.
No, I'm pretty sure she's creeped out by me. And I'm not a sperglord or anything like that I'm decent looking probably 7/10 and I have alot of popular good friends.
The thing is she avoids me alot and every situation around her becomes really quiet and awkward. I think she started taking different routes to classes to avoid me.
Holy shit are you me? The explanation of the over analyzing and emotional instability. And then the issues with cheating is exactly what happened with my parents too /b/ro. I think I know how you feel dude. I had a similar situation and I just had to end it in the long run. It was shitty, really fucking shitty, but it was necessary in the long run
Oh man, that sucks. Imagine being a sperglord, being a 4/10 and having 2 friends.
It's a whole 'nother game.
Shit dude I'm sorry. My friend seemed completely fine when we were talking, and ni had been thinking about texting him for a while but never got around to it. And now he's gone. I don't know full details but I'm assuming it's drug related because he got out of rehab a few months back I think. Some drug he claimed was 8times stronger than opiates he was buying off the dark web
That sounds really shitty, is she a friend of a friend? She might be creeped out if you're obsessing over her? Believe me when I say that it's definitely not a good thing to do
... I have achieved something in life. Thank you, kind anon.
Yeah anon I know this feeling all too well... even though loads of people go through the same shit, you always feel alone and I hate that feeling, but I'm glad to know I'm not alone! But what happened with you, did you two just disconnect or did she do something?
I know, fuck me right... Honestly, I can't write this down without sounding weird, but I don't think that a relationship should revolve around sex... We've done a lot of sexual stuff don't get me wrong, but I don't think our relationship is balancing on the size of my dick or the taste of her vagina, like I wouldn't mind having sex. I just don't let my life revolve around it? That's the only way I can think of it at the moment.
I guess we're in the same sort of boat then anon. It's such a shitty experience, I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy to be completely honest. I'll cross my fingers and hope for your relationship!
she isn't abusive and neither am i she's wonderful to me. There isn't rhyme or reason, we started dating early June and since then I've just been sad as shit whenever I think about her. It's weird because I love hanging out with her and we always have a lot of fun together but whenever I just think about her and our relationship I just feel like shit.
Anon-kun, your recommendation is my command. Sleep tight, /b/ros. And be nice.
Hey guys I gotta let some shit off my chest:
>Be young unknown (can't remember) age
>Develops masturbation addiction
>Gets computer for Christmas
>Learns how to use it
>Uses it well
>Go to school with pretty much lots of friends
>Gets home with no friends but Dell
>Spend summer in my room with the lights turned off sitting at my computer either playing games or watching videos
>Lives for another two years like this
>Enter new school
>hardly any friends
>Finally a couple outside friends
>Few becomes more
>Leave computer alone and moves into new room
>Everything is great and I am having the greatest moments ever
>Even get a couple girls in my life
>I love this
>Shit goes downhill...
>Cable gets turned off
>Internet is shut off
>Car gets repossessed
>Xbox starts to break
>All I got is a DVD player and the old computer in the old room
>Dad wants me to help him with computer one day
>Walk back and set up "Solitaire" for him
>Show him a few tricks to use with it
>Dad goes to use restroom
>Just me now.
>Large wall-size mirror directly to my left
>Look into it and see the difference of how I used to look compared to now.
>Start thinking about old days of just being on youtube or hacked game websites
>Begins thinking about how big of a loser I used to be.
>Thinks about the times wasted playing games instead of being with people.
>Dad comes out
>Fixes everything and leaves
>Now I don't walk back into that room because it reminds me, no, haunts me of who I used to be.
>A life-less loser.jpg
Hmm, try talking to her then, in spite of the awkwardness, just try to spark up at conversation, and if it doesn't work out. Then it doesn't work out. But it's better than not trying at all!
Its 2 am... I have to get up at 6... cant sleep :(
Ok so some backstory and then the question:
I am a sperg, not a sperglord but pretty much up there. The kind of sperg who sits in his room playing instruments and video games all day. I have had a girlfreind one before, but she was a cunt. She used me as an emotional punching bag and our relationship ended when she started to physically abuse me.
Since then I have had an irrational fear of women and most other people for that matter. For example: when I'm around people I'll just start acting like a straight retard. Once I was talking to a girl and it seemed to be going pretty well until out of left field I make a suicide joke. She the got really uncomfortable and I left the room.
So here's my question /b/: how do I calm down in conversations. I need to find way to act in a more normal manner in front of strangers and freinds alike. I can't keep skating through life not knowing how to talk to people. So I ask you /b/ to please help.
Well if I do, she's all yours m8
Yeah, for sure. But you can love a lot of people in a lifetime, imo
Eh, I could. But since this is a discussion thread, I figured it could be discussed.
Long story short, we've been dating 2 years, I'm 20, shes 19. Took her virginity like, a year ago, she's solid wife material. I just don't know if I wanna be married yet, cha feel?
How long does it take you to fap /b/ros?
I usually fap before bed and it takes me like 45 minutes. Most of it is looking for videos that make my dick diamonds, and then not knowing which to fap to so I switch between videos. Then the stroking itself.
How do I get over the fear? How do I start a conversation? I always feel awkward talking over nothing. Also I only see her in the halls during passing periods, do you think Shrek be willing to spare the time on me?
The only real way I can advise you getting over the fear is to not put her on a pedestal, she's not above you in anyway, shes just another human trying to survive. you said that you're somewhat "popular" talk to her like she's one of your friends, put her on an equal pedestal don't treat her like a goddess, but don't treat her like a slut either. Just start with small talk, just stuff like this will make everything so much easier
Trips of truth. But nah, for sure I would. Our relationship has just kind of been deteriorating over time. Nothing too drastic, but it's evident. And even if we do push through our slumps, which could be done easily, I just don't know if it's better off in the long run.
Not to mention when I got these new friends for some reason, due to my earlier social activity being as dead as a coffin boner, I lost touch with others and family members
>Family notices the bond slipping
>Dad tries so hard to rebuild bond we had back when I was a life-less loser
>I can't see how it was so great but he does
>Dad misses how I used to be.
>He misses every day seeing me at home with him, laughing at jokes and telling a few myself.
>He misses how we used to talk all the time and do things together.
>Writing this makes me feel like a worthless piece of whore shit.
>I can see Dad's struggle.
>Stops going places with friends and tries spending more time with Dad.
>Things get a little better but not like before.
>Now me and Dad aren't like the best friends we were, now we're just... Friends.
>Also I did what I thought I'd never do... Leave my brother behind.
>He's just a kid and sees me as being his fucking idol.
>The coolest person he knows and shit like that. Someone who wouldn't leave him.
>But I did.
>Steadily we spent less time together.
>I tried to rebuild the bond but it isn't the same.
>Nothing can replace it.
>Now I'm with the people I love but I'm alone.
>I used to appreciate all the things I had and the people with me.
>I was more grateful.
>Idk who I am now.
Shit gets better anon..
here's my story.
>be me, 22
>no college degree
>no friends to ask help from
>job as sales manager for fire extinguisher manufacturer
>check: FIRE EXTINGUISHER
>TFW unfamiliar with the industry
>all I know to sell is supplements and electronics
>Still learning the ways of extinguisher sales
>I'm not done yet tho
>I'm flying past this shit for sure
>gonna finish college, take a different course
>gonna be a successful businessman in a few years
>Not gonna stop 'til I die.
We were talking every day, we lost our virginities to each other. Things were getting tense and I started trusting her less and less. We got I to a small argument one day and I decided that we just needed to not talk for a bit. So I had an entire day to think everything over and weigh the good against the bad. Her calling me up so happy to talk to me again killed me, cause I k ew that I had to end it. We were both a crying mess, her asking me that if I didn't want to end it then why, but I knew that it would be for the best. So I broke up with her and let her do whatever it is she's doing now ith her life. I don't regret it and didn't regret it at the time either.
It sounds like you yourself need to forgive your mother. And accept that if someone is going to cheat on you there isnt anything you can do. I mean you can work on your relationship and all that but at the end of the day if she wants to cheat she is going to cheat. Even though it hurts, you should try to understand she wasnt the right one for you. Which is why you should also forgive your mother even tho what she did was wrong. She, and you, are only human.
also a good way to tell people from one another is to ask simple questions like "Where do you get xx from" Or what are your hobbies. It sounds too easy but that's all I ever need to do to appear normal as a clinically diagnosed sociopath :)
Not much, I am deathly lonely lately, some might say I am just horny, but I do not want sex. I believe I am coming to a point in my life where I am ready for a relationship, I am single 27 never had a relationship before.
I guess I have just been craving intimacy, to hold someone, and to love someone who loves me back. having never really known true intimacy before, I find myself constantly thinking about it. lately I am having trouble finding porn i like because every time i look at porn or go out and see happy couples or married couples it is just a painful reminder of what i think i will never have.
it is just driving me crazy i cry at least once a day or more, this constant feeling of desperation makes me want to jump of a building, and sometime soon, I will.
I've got MDD and GAD, life fucking sucks
i used to be a really smart kid. I was internally motivated, i loved to learn, i was shy, pretty attractive. i showed promise. i was going places. but then...
depression hit. it had been building up since my childhood but now it was becoming noticeable. Now it was rising to the surface. i stopped eating, stopped sleeping, stopped doing school work. this was all in my sophomore and junior years of high school. goddamn it i was going places. then i wanted to die. ive gone to the hospital a couple of times, never done anything, but i keep getting closer and closer to killing myself. now its my senior year and i dont know what to do. im taking harder classes to raise my gpa since i tanked my junior year (barely passed all but one of my classes) but i just dont know if i can do it
my mood swings and i lose motivation to do things but i need to do homework but i cant and i wont and i hate it i hate everything why is this happening why me god fucking damnit i dont know what to do
Then it's over anon.
The best you can do is try though, don't be afraid of the consequences! You seem like a really chill guy so just try to relax, and act like she's just another friend. That's how you have to talk to her, because if you act like she's a goddess and what not, that's when she'll get turned off and leave
I have to. Thanks for the encouragement anon.
I second the hookers. Backpage. Research. Ask 4chan for advise. Then go for the plunge.
The local pump and dump, backpack hoe, is great.
I found a high school classmate on BP once.
Yo I'm in the same boat
Sometimes mid-video I'll just completely lose interest and have to stop and look for another one, shit's annoying, I should probably take a break from porn
Guys... I have a question. I cant sleep but there is a reason.
Have you ever felt like... you have something to do or a place to be and you are always late? I have this shitty feeling i dont know why :(
It's mathematically more likely you'll meet a woman who'll have you at least if you live in america. Just remember to be careful what you wish for because while relationships can be easy to find dating takes practice.
Not him but, a shot or 2 to take the edge off can't hurt. I doubt you'll appear drunk or even buzzed
A little liquid courage never hurt anybody (except for the one's it did)
get a tutor
talk to professor
stop being stupid
That's me my whole life. Just knowing there's something important that needs to be done but just never doing it until the last second, and at that time it's already too late. It's self-sabotage.
need advice on how to pull a chick, girl never replies to me & im thinking about giving up fucc
Maybe, it's just that *everyone* I talk to seems to be uncomfortable in some way, and it always comes down to my incredibly dark sense of humor. A bit of backstory on that: both my last girlfriend and family have physically abused me. I can't and won't fight. Every time I ever try I'll just take the punches. Because of this, my brother has always abused me because he knows he can do whatever he wants and I can't fight back.
One time, it got so bad he broke his own hand on my head (ha ha thick skulled jokes). I've been bruised all over my body, including bones, had my nose broken twice, skin cut leaving scars, and a muscle in my leg pulled so bad that I always walk with a limp. And I know that this isn't even a fucking scratch compared to other people, and I am so sorry for you, but every punch still hurt.
As for my ex, the worst she ever did was punch me in the back, but because of all that was previously mentioned I have zero tolerance for touching. Because of all this, I have a very grimm look on reality, which leads to my constant joking dark humor.
So in most cases I'd like to think that its the other person, but I know it's me.
This guy might be better for you, faggot. DEATH TO ALL WHITE MEN!
Sometimes I feel bad about not going to school. I'm turning 23 this week and I lost my job recently because my car broke down. Got it running now but I can't seem to find a decent paying job with the skills I have.
1: Most people are like that
2: you probably jut have social anxiety, which can be fixed with drugs.
3: listen to podcasts. like pka. Listen to them talk about things like normal people. When you listen to somebody talk you begin to pick up on their own social cues and use them in the future whether on accident or on purpose. that's all it takes anon. Watch podcasts where theyintroduce a new guests and watch them try to fit in and get their own words in. Watch their struggle, everybody struggles at least a bit when talking to somebody new. You got this man
at a crossroads
im at a point where i need to really focus and do my best at school so that next year i can transfer to san diego university where 2/3 of my friends moved to now (im in ohio) and my other friend is trying to do the same but i am scared and intimidated and worried about anxiety because it has been bad lately and xanax is just not gonna help in the long run. just nervous but trying to keep optimistic
also an older friend of mine died this week. went to the funeral the same day as a wedding.. it was weird. life is weird. idk
I think I look hot, but I have trouble talking to girls. When I see neckbeard fatasses twice my age with women my age, it makes me feel kind of funny, also kind of sad. What do they see in him? What don't they see in me!?
That's upsetting, I'm sorry anon., But thank you for sharing!
I have forgiven my mother, I actually forgave her a long time ago. I don't talk to her that often though, but I don't hold what she did against her. I used to blame myself for the longest time that they split because of me (even though I know that was complete bullshit). But with all the shit that happened around the time they split. It was hard not to blame myself for not trying to keep them together.
I know, I've also accepted the fact that she's going to do what she wants, which is why I try really hard to make her happy, and satisfied. But I think the way that I've been mentally, and all the advice I've been given. I'm pretty much going through the emotional turmoil like she's already left me. Which technically she has (going to university).
I just don't know what to do, her and I talked about the way that I'm feeling and she kept trying to reassure me that shes not like that, but I can't help but think about it.
>three years ago
>post my number on 4chan asking someone to call me and tell me a story til i fall asleep
>this bald mother fucker right here calls me
>tells me a story about a bear who switches places with a human for a day
>many keks til i fall asleep
>becomes a weekly ritual
>time goes on and its less stories and more general conversation
>three years later hes getting married
>asks me to be the best man in his wedding
>fly up the coast to stay at his house for the weekend
>friends and family all know 'of' me so its kinda weird
>but everyones really fucking chill especially his friends
probably one of the best weekends of my life, all thanks to /b/.
and to think i was gonna axe murder him.
Change starts when you relize you have more value than you think anon. You don't have to fight but you don't have to take it either! Trust in your feelings when people say things that hurt you leave them or get leverage, but whatever you do don't become a statistic and don't give up.
I'm happy most of the time, but I find myself sad the rest of it
my depression and anxiety keeps acting up even though im on meds and therapy and im trying not to give up and kill myself but this is so much i cant be what i wanted to be i cant do it i cant fucking AHHHH thanks for the advice
San Diego is a great place to be. Just finish strong your last 2 semesters and you definitely got a chance and don't fall behind. I know what you mean by weird. Hearing friends from my hs passing away is shocking and sad.
one more thing is remember. genetics, women and men aren't all to unique and many are alike. No woman is special and neither is any man, we are all the same as the rest of our gender so you'll not miss out much without this girl
I remember you /b/ro
listen here and listen fucking good
You like this girl and you both wanna make this relationship workout just need to hope for the best and prep for the worst. You don't wanna go through your parents struggle but that's the risk everyone who gets into a relationship takes, because its fucking worth it.
Listen good, when you talk to her over the phone or social media you cant express the distrust you have in the situation.
Love prevails my nig nog
Good fucking luck
I feel like I'm an attractive guy but my acne ruins my self confidence which makes me want to die
I have an autoimmune disease called hidradenitis suppurativa. I've had it for as long as i can remember, but the flairs got uncomfortable and humongous throughout highschool. I had to quit varsity swimming. I had to hide my body. I couldn't shave. I had to put 4 bandaids in each armpit in attempt to not stain my clothes with blood and puss. I couldn't lift my arms and I often waddled around like a penguin due to the gaping holes or ping-pong ball sized cysts in my inner thighs and arms.
Around my birthday, in March, they put me on the only FDA approved medication to treat it, Humira. It worked well, pretty almost put me in remission. But a few months back I had an allergic reaction to it and had to quit. Now my debilitating disease is ruining my fucking life all over again. Everything hurts. I'm an otherwise healthy teenage girl. I don't deserve this shit.
Acne isnt as simple as parents made it out to be. if its only in one location its usually caused by a specific problem (for example (thisi s wrong but for example) acne on the nose would be a dairy issue). I had acne on my chin only, and thats a hormonal issue. however i cannot fix that as a dude (whereas women could just take birth control etc).
there are two approaches that worked well for me. the first is how i went from pic related to second pic related.
>tretinoin in the morning
>salicylic acne wash in the shower
>moisturizer after / as needed
>erythromicin at night
tretinoin is prescription but you can order online as well. you rub it on to your skin and it peels it fast, causing your acne to fall right off. thats.
salicylic acne wash is basic acne wash you can get at most any store. i get mine at rite aid.
moisturizer stops your face from drying itself out, which prevents your skin from getting damaged and/or over producing oils which makes more acne.
erythromicin topical gel is an antio biotic used to treat acne, however instead of applying it your stomach, you apply it to your face before bed. it attacks the bacteria right on your face, killing acne before it starts.
I used all 4 together and it wokred pretty well, but it was annoying. way too much of my day was dedicated to treating my acne, not eating foods, trying to find ways to scratch an itch without touching myface. if i was making out with a girl and she happened to rub her fingers across my face, you can bet your savings that id have acne on the part of my chin she touched.
i got so frustrated i went ahead and started taking accutane. i was nervous but within the first month i had no acne. i had to quit one week into the third month (of 5 months) but my acne still hasnt returned and for that im grateful. i can sleep face down, scratch my chin, eat whatever i want. its awesome.
You're a straight up rapist of some sorts
nope. recently i hadnt had a chance ot shave and it came out thicker than before, so my plan is to attemtp that in the next two weeks since my boss will be out of town and i wont have to see clients.
Will definitely start trying this, thanks a ton!
The most depressing dubs and trips ever
Checked and Keked
dont need to anymore.
i recommend the accutane more than anything. ive had one pimple since the accutane, and its only cuz i didnt get to wash my face ALL weekend cuz i was at this fuckers wedding:
and i was only on accutane for two months before i had to quit for unrelated reasons, so its a pretty good deal in my book.
been lurking in this thread a bit. Tips to developed a thick skin while still having trust and emotional comfort?
>Out of your league
Is she grand master on starcraft or something?
Relax dude.. Find a way to casually talk to her. One step at the time. If you can't talk to her... find another girl for you... Maybe she is one in million...then you have like 6000000 girls like her in the world :')
Is it okay to have small dream?
I just wanna have a stable middle class type job to support my family (mom and dad qualify for nothing due to language).
And maybe becoming a top level hentai artist as well, the brief attention that I get from my current mediocre drawings is about one the very few things that make me feel existing and having a worth.
Yeah, I've been whoring myself out to various feel threads because i'm scared to talk to anyone else, so I just spill my feelings out to you guys because it helps make me feel better. But I appreciate the recognition!
But thank you for the advice kind anon! I have already begun prep for the worst, hence this stupid emotional bullshit (I'm usually the calm emotionally stable one of the relationship when were together, which is weird). But I wasn't really planning on talking to her about the distrust at all, because once you plant that seed inside someone's mind, it just grows into a larger problem. And if I do talk to her about it, it'll have to be face to face, after I know for sure something's happened
But thanks again anon!
You can always visit and shit in the end you have to live your own life. I know your dad isn't a dipshit (mby) he knows as well you have Ur own life to live. Probably proud that u became somebody instead of some piece of shit loser who chills on his comp all day.
Humira is the only thing FDA approved.
It's a risky drug but it worked well for the time being. That's what sucks about autoimmune diseases. You either live with the disease or take tnf alpha inhibitors in hopes that you'll get remission but you risk getting life threatening shit like lymphoma
You're a fucking lying sped cunt, holy shit
An hero yourself tho, nothing in life is worth that shit
take it from this old fag