Sectret time. Tell your deepest, darkest secrets. Sexcapades or fantasies encouraged
I was fwb with a girl and on her birthday party dhe got drunk as fuck and was unable to do anything. And I went to the hous with her sister where she gave me blow job... She now has a boyfriend and I never told her that her sister sucked my dick while we were still hanging out
I used to jack off over her when she slept on the couch, he caught me but didn't say anything.
Started doing it himself all the time.
Told me about it one night and we both did it.
Did basically every time I stayed over
I have absolutely no will to live, and have been extremely sad for more than 7 years now. Nobody in my family knows about it, and none of my friends do either. I woke up twice from a suicide attempt alone at home, and "lost" three times at russian roulette.
Only came on her a few times. Usually came into a paper towel.
But we cleaned her up.
Her hair was actually easy. It would get so tangled she would shower every morning anyway.
don't think so , she's very proper and shit and i don't think she would do that to her daughter.. i would love it though. I would eat her pussy for hours and let her feel some good young hard cock again
Stuff like this is the only thing I can get off too, and I'm horny all the damn time.
>fucked exgf/fwb on the way home from work
>had gf suck my dick later that evening
>said it tasted funny
>tried to fuck my ~5 year old cousin when I was ~12
>used to jerk off while sniffing my exgf's roommate's dirty panties
>occasionally hook up with dudes, i guess that makes me bi but i'm not attracted to guys, but who gives a shit
I have a huge impregnation fetish and have sabotaged condoms before, as well as promised to pull out and still came inside anyway.
Luckily no pregnancies yet; I'm still too young to raise a kid.
>not acknowledging my dubs
I don't remember. I know the first time intercourse actually happened I was maybe 11.
Molesty shit had been happening way before that.
>are they bad memories now?
Yes. I don't even speak to him and wouldn't flinch if he were dead.
There's probably some deep psychological shit about me needing a r"eplacement Father figure" and getting off to that, but the Daddy thing has only developed in the last 4 years or so.
I just like the DD/lg dynamic tbh.
Went to Russia for two weeks with my boyfriend, came back a couple of days ago. I loved it. Ups and downs besides that. He's getting to know some of my issues and I hope we can deal with it.
sorry they are bad memories. I know many ppl abused as kids manage to be left with 'good' memories as the brain's way of working through the abuse.
Did your mom know or suspect? Ever think of telling anyone?
How old are you now anon? Do you currently have a 'daddy'?
DDlg is just the best
My stepdad started abusing me when I was nine. He would film what he did to me. He also made me do the same things to his sons who were older than me. One was twelve the other was fourteen . My mom knew what was going on but was more concerned with her next meth fix. This became my normal and I thought it was what I was supposed to do so I did it happily for a long time. I gave my body up to boys for pretty much no reason other than they were being nice to me. I did a lot of things I regret and I know it screwed me up a lot... But I still touch myself to the memories sometimes. I know what they did was wrong but it didn't seem so wrong at the time and when I remember the times I don't have any bad feelings attached to them I only remember the thrill and pleasure of the experience. I know it's wrong but I can't help it.
I'm thinking about asking a girl i.met a year ago out. She's intelligent, likes my humor and likes all the same things I do. Her looks are getting better, I think.
I dunno if I actually like her or I'm just lonely.
I use to jizz into small ziplock bags and let the jizz dry and harden. Afterwards I would crush it all into a fine powder, and leave the bags at various bars and nightclubs, in hopes someone thinks it's crack.
I don't see how that would ever be a good memory for a girl.
My mother didn't know. Parents were divorced so it happened every other weekend when we were alone.
He would abuse me then buy me stuff and play games with me till I felt alright again.
I didn't want to tell my mother because I knew it would ruin her to know that it happened.
Plus I didn't want people to look at me like a victim. I don't want anyone to know.
I've only told one person irl, and that is my current Daddy.
I think it's a way of rationalising. The good feelings get remembered, the bad ones get turned down, fantasy does the rest. But it also depends on how gentle or brutal the abuse was, I'd imagine.
How old do you play for your current daddy?
We found some good deals on plane tickets and went on an impulse. It was awesome. We've had a couple of fights along the way and he knows a little about my past. Anyway he's really good to me ^^
How are you?
It was gentle. So that's nice.
There wasn't a lot of force. After a while I just zoned out and let it happen.
Daddy and I don't have a specific age, but young.
Like "taking my little girls virginity", teddy bears, Disney movies, etc young.
I enjoy Ageplay a lot.
do you live with your daddy now?
I get the ageplay thing in a big way. I've had a couple of online daughters where we played a bit in quite varied ages from little to, erm, littler. It's the best.
My gf and I have been together for nearly 4 years now.
She has a kid who lives at her grandmas house (not my kid).
Lately she keeps talking about her kis moving in with us, which would make her so happy.
To be honest, I do not like kids at all.
Since the beginning of our relationship I knew there will be a moment my gf and I will be seperating because of that kid.
It isn't right now but I feel it getting closer.
Even though I knew from beginning this would be happening some time, I am kinda frightened, as I grew attached to my gf over the years.
Well, the first month was really (emotionally) intense.
Retrospectively, we both agreed we should've talked about this earlier and how we will handle it.
But now it's too late and I just wait for that day to end it.
Join the club, there's a whole generation of you.
Step 1. You're not special. At all. Not even your problems are special.
Step 2. Get any low-level job, move into a share house and pay your own bills. ALL of them. Get some self-respect and self-determination.
Step 3. See a professional psychologist regularly to overcome the narcissism inculcated in you by your coddling parents.
I don't think I'm special. In fact, I know I'm not. But me talking about my generation isn't exactly the point of the thread, is it?
I wasn't referring to any of my peers in particular when I wrote that.
I fantasise being kidnapped by a NEET/neckbeard, and being made a sex slave for him. I'm a twinky kind of guy, but for some reason the thought of being owned and used by a fat, hairy basement dweller really turns me on
I make 6 figures on auto pilot yet my friends think I'm broke and unemployed. I only have 1 pair of flip flops and never buy new gear.
I have felt my wife's mom's tits. She's 60 and she let me during a massage. I felt guilty as fuck after, but I'd been sniffing her panties and jerking off to her for years.
If she's lonely, she might do it. Never underestimate how loneliness and hormones clouds the judgement. Last year, I thought I'd never have betrayed my wife, yet here I am.
I'd be a hypocrite if I called you sick for wanting to know.
>a loner, anti social but good looking young fellow
>I enter into a relationship with a very stunning girl who's only a year older than me, but being a wee lad, I thought love was what she showed me
>It turns out that nah, she'd only been psychologically abusing me but kept me around because I was genuine and sweet
>wrote countless poems, gestures, cooked her favorite childhood meals by surprise etc.
>finally come to and realize what she's doing to me, talked with other dudes and such. as soon as I leave, she realized what a monster she'd been
>messaged me hundreds of times a day, showed up in the middle of the night, called me crying and overall stuff like that
>I finally decided to give in on the day that her mother died (months after ignoring her)
>she invited me over because she needed someone to be there
>I watched as she uncovered her dead, withered mother in the living room, applying make up to her as nobody had arrived yet to take the body
>she then tells her father that she's going to take me upstairs because she's too embarrassed to cry and needs comfort
>as soon as we get upstairs, her tongue is already in my mouth and she's calling me daddy (she had horrid issues)
>My wang is out and before I know it, she's on her knees. After 20 minutes of this, I'm asked if I want to cum in her ass or on her face
>I forcefully grabbed her from behind and bent her over the dresser in her room, absolutely hate fucking her ass into boliva (whatever motherfucker)
>pounding away until her knees grow weak at the feeling of my warm cum inside of her
>The realization then begins to slowly settle in, as she starts bawling about how she doesn't have a mommy anymore
>The reality of it also sets in for me as I begin to see how truly damaged she is and how much more worse she's going to be after this
>I contemplate killing everyone in the house.
>rather quickly I decide against it. Keep in mind, and once again, we were only fucking pre teens.
>I leave that night in such a rush and the shame was radiating off of me.
>I continued to ignore her from then on, but the thought never did leave me. And to think, I've done far worse.
I believe in a God anons, and I pray to him everyday, because I know I'm going to hell for the deeds that I've done.
I live in a poor suburb in an average apartment, I drive a very modest 2002 Camry and I dress well but within my means. Even though I'm secretly very wealthy. The only person who knows is my closest friend, someone who I've been best friends with since I was 12.
It's honestly like a social experiment, I work a casual 9-5 and study for a degree I'll probably never use. I'm just worried how people will perceive me if they knew...
My gf is about to be evicted so I'm going to move her into one of my places, which is going to be an interesting shake up in the dynamic of our relationship.
My secret, I've fucked several girls between 16-18 and not all of them before turning 20.
My fantasy is to either turn a woman into a breeding factory or to get my gf on something to make her produce more milk than some cows
Last month me and a few of my friends went on a road trip to the country side. It was just me, my girlfriend, a few of my friends and their girlfriends/boyfriends as well. During the trip we rented one single room at a sketchy motel. Literally all 13 of us where in the room designed only for two people. It was a crowded experience and we were all stuck with each other in one cramped room. I don't know exactly how it happened but somehow things got really sexual between all of us and we ended up having a orgy in that small room. I was sleeping with my friend's girlfriends and they were sleeping with mine and somehow all of us were okay with it. We stayed at that motel room for a few more days just repeatedly indulging in sex with one another and almost completely ignoring the road trip itself.
When we got back home I honestly wasn't sure of what it make all of that. None of us really talked about what happened and now we're all trying to pretend like it never existed...
Had unprotected sex with my cousin and got her pregnant a few times. She always has it aborted. We still continue to do so and our parents have no idea we are smashing. They think im going over to "hang out with my cousin". She loves the feeling of being impregnated and my sperm in her vagina.
My gf is into this. I am NEVER giving her up.
The best the best the best.
She likes to do it while using her favorite toy, the Soraya.
When it's bed time, worshipping and sucking on my cock until she falls asleep with my cock in her mouth. Like a pacifier. It's amazing.
It was just a lot of sex. We were constantly having sex for at least four days. Even at night time I would wake up and hear someone going at it in the corner of the room. Everyone was going at it with anyone they wanted and no one seemed to mind. By the time we finally checked out the hotel, everyone had a turn with each other at least once. I even slept with my bestfriend's girlfriend during the stay and did anal with her. The whole ordeal was just crazy...
We're all really close friends with each other, that's why we went on the road trip together. It was just suppose to be a fun summer trip before going back to school and this was the first time something like this ever happened. Honestly most of us are pretty reserved and shy about these things so I was really surprised something liked this happened.
I have only drank alcohol once in my life it was when I was 15. Also the first time I had sex unfortunately it was with my aunt who was staying at my house while my parents were on holidays.
Told my parents what had happened now my whole family no longer speak to her.
I am 29, male and ALMOST a virgin. I only fucked one girl in my life at the age of 26 and she was an ugly bitch. Now I have a really beautiful girlfirend, she likes kissing and cuddling very much, but insists that she wants to have no sex before marriage.
I don't know what to do... Considering my "hit count" so far and that I really really like her a lot, maybe it would be best to just accept, even though I am scared of the scenario in which we are married and me not being able to give her the satisfaction she hopes for or that she may not find me as attractive anymore after being together for such a long time until marriage without having sex.
Another thing is: Now that I finally have the confidence to hit on girls like every other man does (for many years, I was the shy nice loser with many attractive female friends who ended up in the friendzone again and again because of not having the balls to show any sexual interest in them), I want to catch up concerning my sexual experiences. In our modern society it has become normal to fuck around with many girls before you make a decision for your life, so why should I voluntarily miss out on that?
>>702626100My friend and I were in the hot tub and he came over and was getting in and I saw the bulge in his shorts. My friend whispered and asked me if I thought that it was hard and I said idk but I'm gonna find out. So we started talking to him and after awhile the hot tub was full and somebody else wanted in. So I asked him if I could sit on his lap so.they could get in and he said yes so I go over and sit on his lap. I can kinda feel his dick but it's not hard at all! So I start finding on it with my ass. I feel it getting harder.
Awesome ^^ I don't really see it like a pacifier but that sounds incredibly cute. I just like to imagine it's something godlike/heavenly. I guess it's like licking, stroking, sucking, hugging it not with the intention to make him cum immediately but just to worship it. Often he makes me finish him after a while (like 30-45 mins) cause he can't take not cumming anymore, love love love it.
He whispers in my ear and says I know what your doing. Do you want to see it? I nod he says OK. We get out and go to his room. When we get there he tells me to get him hard. So I dance and grind on him and take my top off. He stands up and says OK baby if you wanna see it get it out. So I get on my knees and take his swim suit off. It pops out and up and hits me in the jaw. And the damn thing is as big as my forearm!
I don't really know. At the time I was surprisingly okay with it. I always thought that I was the type of person to be clingy and over protective of my girlfriend but I guess not. I wouldn't say I enjoyed seeing her sleeping with my friends but I wasn't bothered by it either.
Well there were 7 other males on this trip so I guess she was with seven of them. Honestly they were cumming everywhere. On the second day there, one of my friends bought some pills for all of the girls so we could all cum wherever we wanted. I know my girlfriend told me after the trip that she swallowed every single one of my male friends on this trip and a few of them ejaculated inside her.
Yeah, she doesn't do it with the intention of making me cum either. Just, get into our positions and she fades off. Not just the tip, its half hard and she's 4inches or more down her mouth. She's gotten quite adjusted to it over the past 3 years and I can sometimes have her 6-7 inches deep in a deep sleep. Dreams are cool, she said she sometimes just has a foggy presence of "something" in her mouth and reacts to it without realizing whats going on. Aka, getting a little bit aggressive in teeth (rough is something I like)/ tongue actions. Getting a tighter clamp down on it...
I didn't take any pictures because I thought it would be weird. At the time I wasn't sure if this was a one time thing or not so I decided it was best not to take a picture or anything since none of my friends did either.
Everyone basically fucked anyone who was available I guess. Sometimes they just join in with someone already partnered up as well to make it a three, foursome, etc... And yeah, everyone went for my bestfriend girlfriend's who is probably the hottest out of the bunch but we soon realized everyone was getting a turn so it didn't really matter who went first.
Yeah I cummed in most of them if not all of them.
I think I actually had the best time going at it with one of my friends girlfriend who I always thought was kind of weird and socially awkward. Turns out shes really good in bed. Probably the best moment was when I got to DP her with her boyfriend.
Sadly it's sparked a couple new fetishes for me. Hypnosis material centered on cock worship for a woman, not all that gay/sissy content. And Somnophilia, her being knocked out with some benzos. All the while having her masters cock buried in her mouth. Feels like those push it into the really weird area.
Although I do have a hypnotic cock worshipping audio file I play out loud when she is asleep. I can always hope it has some effect. I'd love to be able to have it play the whole time she's doing her thing and falls asleep.
Careful I can only get so erect before I block the windpipe of my gf and have to back off.
That kind of... adoration is huge for a guy. She likes the "loving master", not the sadist or bsdm sterotype. Which I prefer. Not into this pain/humiliation shit in porn, spitting on faces, slapping tits/faces. Ughh. Just want a loving sub / master dynamic.
Growing up my mom was single and my older sister was useless around the house so I grew up really quickly at an early age. This lead to me burying my feelings and seeing them as a weakness. I've been to mental hospitals a few times because of suicide attempts and I'm borderline schizo, but I still just go through everyday emotionally numb. It was always a joke that I didn't have feelings and as stupid as it sounds that isn't really wrong. My mom died almost 2 years ago and I did cry when I found out, but I only did that once. This ruins any relationship I have because no one wants to date someone that simply doesn't give a fuck. I hate being so apathetic and cold but I don't know how to be any different
Sorry for the long post. I don't have the money of insurance for a psychiatrist so all this shit stays bottled up
Nope, up in MN. We did vacation in sanibel in Jan.
Yes, I have to be honest I was curious about your location.
Maybe snapchat for txting only. Wth, username Craylord
Shot in the dark for random fetish feedback.
I'm an internet technician, I go at people houses and install them internet via wifi with an fish on the roof.
I love smelling panties of hot womens at houses, once i fapped and cummed to one she had such an great ass.
When i was 14 i was very curious about sex and was one horny fella. One day my cousin, 17, caught be jerking off to pictures of naked girls. She insisted on teaching me the ways of sex. That was my first time and i lost my virginity to my cousin. We did it without a condom and she let me cum in her.
Since then i made excuses every week so that i could go over to her house for a fuck session. We never used a condom once. When i turned 16 she told me we had to stop and after a final farewell sex (still came in her) we ceased contact as she flew overseas for studies. Boy i wish i could fuck her again
This isn't really a secret to me, but to my brother; I just found out he's a furry... And fairly certain he's gay. FUCK!! Now I have to complelty disassociate myself with him if I ever see him. Ugh.
My gfs best friend works as a stripper. On her first night we went as a couple to support her friend. I go back 2-3 times a week without letting my gf know to watch her strip and get lap dances. I have even driven her home after her shifts a few times and when I do she sick my dick. We have yet to fuck
Guys,im the technician up there >>702631051
Arent you afraid of pregnancy? I mean
I have a 16 old gf im 19 yea i know almost pedo but, i love fuck her in the pussy but I panic so much when we do it umprotected, even If I cum outside, I wait nervous till her period comes, stomach hurt vomits and shit like that, it makes me being so afraid, I constantly fuck her ass we love it, I cum outside and even that makes me shit myself, tip for me?
I came on my gfs face so she wiped it off with her thumb, wiped it on my forehead and whispered 'simba'
Only ever told this story on /trash/.
When I was 11 I stole some tarot cards from my grandmother and told everyone at school I could tell the future. One kid I hated called Todd told me to prove it by telling him his future and so I did some mumbo jumbo and told Todd if he won the school race he would die. Now at the school races if you came first the school gave you a bike and Todd was the best runner in our grade but one of my friends wanted to win so I made up that crap. Todd won the race by a mile and got a fancy bike so we were pissed. He came riding by my house jeering at us when I yelled "look out" to scare him, he stopped and looked left which was unfortunate because it turned out a car really was coming from the right.
He was paralysed below the waist for life but never remembered what happened so I got off the hook. He committed suicide at age 13 because he couldn't stand being in a wheelchair. Am I responsible?
i went to thailand
whilst there I banged 4 prositutes and 1 massage girl (not a prostitute exactly, i didn't pay for the sex)
had numerous handjobs
also saw a live lesbian sex show (finally)
I think it was for my cousin to worry about as she was the older one (she was 17 i was 14). I probably think she was on the pill or my sperm was not matured enough to get her pregnant thats why she let me cum in her?
That's kinda said but in an ironic way. You could relocate your old friend and send it to them on their birthday
Fem anon here.
I think you should calm down. Its perfectly fine as long as she pees/urinates everything out immediately after sex. I let my bf ejaculate in me every time (im not on the pill), always pee it out and wash my vagina after sex. Besides i like the feeling of hot semen in my cunt, i think your girl would like it too. Maybe you should try nutting in her.
Nah, after that we stopped talking because we both felt bad about it. I think I'll just keep it as a reason to drink.
Ditto. My gf doesn't even watch porn. I try to suggest maybe perusing xvideos or something.
Oh there is rape fantasies, she's got those too. So it's a tough one to fit around the cock worshipping as a loving master. So I went more for a pinned down, fucking from behind, light hand around the front for again light pressure on throat. Not quite a choke. But she did like it.
Key is trying to be sherlock and find the fetishes that overlap for her/women that don't make her go wtf. Good old connect the dots.
I enjoy spanking girls and boys. My dream job would be running a clinic, like the dentist, where girls and boys are brought to for discipline. Unlike the dentist, there is a 100% chance they will leave in tears.
I'm obsessed with my younger sisters. I'm married but I think about fucking them all the time. When I fuck my wife I think about them to cum. They're so fuckin tight and sexy. I imagine them getting fucked at college parties and taking hard clocks. They both make me absolute diamonds. Can dump more.
Time to stop lurking I guess.
When I was my 10 year old self and in Year 5 (that's 5th grade for all you USAnons) I had a friend in the year above me.
We would go round to each others houses and genuinely just be good friends, play hide and seek, tig, BB gun fights; all the good shit that you look back on when you're thinking of the good times.
Then one night I was sleeping at his house. I was on a mattress on his floor and he was in his bed. He asked me to get into his bed with him. I thought it was weird but idk I thought he'd probably wanna just look at scary shit in the dark or something.
I saw him squirming under the covers and I asked him what was wrong. He said nothing and we continued to laugh and joke. After a couple minutes the laughter died down and he just straight up whipped his dick out.
He told me to, what I now know but didn't back then, wank him off. I said no and nearly started crying, I was fucking terrified. Then he told me to suck his micropenis, however being so caught up in his faggot hornyness made him forget he had a hole in his wall leading straight into his mothers room.
Needless to say she drove me home filled with shame at 1:00 AM.
>16 years old
>Me & my girlfriend come home from a party
>both are very drunk
> Peed her whole uterus ful of beerpee
> Go to sleep
She never noticed it....
Or I guess I should say I like that mental sexual stimulation. Hearing my gf fess up to one of her fantasies, describing in detail the whole scenario is hot. Even if it is something we can't do and remains fantasy. Like her fantasy of being tied down on a bed naked, ass up with a train of dudes waiting their turn to come in and use ANY hole they want, finishing up however they want. with the exception of no AtM.
I never saw him again. He added me on Facebook some time ago, I think he's full blown gay now.
She burst through the door with her teeth bared, she said nothing to him, but just told me to get my things and go downstairs. I don't remember hearing shouting, I just remember her hugging me. I was terrified.
I think you have the wrong idea of society.
>Girlfriend comes over for dinner
>Make her a nice meal
>Nice spicy food
>Clear out Jalapenjo seeds by hand
>Nice dinner, makes my gf hungry for other things
>Go to bedroom
>I try to finger her
>Gets Jalapeno on her clit
>Screams out in agony
>No sex for a week
I don't plan on having kids because my parents made it seem fucking impossible, but if I did he'd get a pretty stern smack.
>implying he was in the situation I was in however
If he was 14+ with a girl he'd be getting a new phone and fresh kicks boiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
Floats his boat. Some kink that just hasn't surfaced. Guys are deviants in their head. No matter what they tell you. Some fucked up fantasy, somewhere.
Like mine with the hypnosis, submissive gf. I watched Ella Enchanted, that movie where she is cursed to do whatever anyone tells her. My brain went straight to sexual shit...
One would be enough trust me.
Wouldn't it be great though having a lady killer son. I don't think my gf would like it though
Maybe you should watch that movie with him. Then do a little roleplay with the same rules. Explicit carte blanche is very tempting.
Seeing as this thread will 404 soon. Was fun chatting. Snapchat was above if it interests. And I'm tired after walking around our state fair for 12 hours yoday.
It's funny you say that. It's her fantasy to have a 3 way where I ignore the other girl and give her all the attention, but she eats her out. She's a little and loves having me look after her.