i have a gun /b/
what should i do with it
-im feeling homicidal-
op here, it's a real gun, i have the bullets and everything
you should realize that the idea of going out with a bang will not solve any problems. try and take a step back, and observe your thoughts happen, if you can stand back and watch those thought patterns arise, and pass, you no longer need or feel to act on them. death should be celebrated, not a fear inducing concept that only frightens you and does not enable you to your highest sense of being. be aware of your surroundings right now, the computer, the walls, your mouse, the mouse pad it is on, on which is a desk, on the ground, in a house, with your body in that chair right here, feeling these things and letting them become part of your pain body. if you can observe instead of always being right there, you dont feel the need to kill anyone, much less do anything at all. this is all a dance, enjoy what you enjoy doing, and be aware of the thoughts you have, see them, but do not act upon them, that would be a waste of energy :D
Come wave that shit around menacingly at me so that I have a legal excuse to execute your ass in self defense. I've always wanted to kill somebody but I live in a good neighborhood so I'll probably never get the chance.
>All those people who are taking the bait
You are fucking retarded.
I guess times haven't changed, /b/ is still ridden with underaged retards.
>put out the magazine
>Pull back slide (several times)
>Hold on slide and check the chaber
>If chaber is clear then point-safe direction and dry fire
>Put the gun in a safe place