I need help guys.
>live in middle of nowhere in Iowa
>haven't had any friends for a couple years now
>everybody's moved on with their lives
>I've just been a depressed mess
>live with parents
>planning to start community college course next week
>see no other way out of this town
>will be in class with a bunch of 16 year olds
>fuck my life
How do I go into this class with a positive outlook? I feel like such a piece of shit going into a class for 16 year olds.
I'll still be alone until I go off to college hopefully in two years.
Why the fuck would 16 year olds be in a community college course?
Also one class isn't going to do anything for you. Why don't you take as many as you can and actually try for once?
lmao, I'm a refugee in Germany, I'm 20 in a class with 16yo too, only thing is, I barely speak German.
I'm baby faced too so it's not awkward, they all are millennials, not hard to trick them or make them laugh, I'm just sad I can't bang the girls.
Get up off your ass and do something with your life. Work towards a goal or dream you fuck face
Haha I'm pretty sure 16 is the legal age in Germany.
I honestly don't know. All I know is that I need to get the fuck out of this town, there's nothing here for me. Sure the next two years are going to be garbage but after that I can move away.
I can't "get" with them, they're stupid and figuring them out is a demanding task, don't sweat it, 16yo aren't as bad as you might think.
there will be some Chad's and some annoying cunts but with a 20yo mentality you're not getting annoyed and on the contrary, laughing at them sperging out with girls.
Ignore all this petty "man up!" Bulls hit op.. Stay from drugs and alcohol, attend the course and stop comparing yourself to others.. I know from expirence you will literally lose your fucking sanity when comparing yourself to others.
When you have your degree, doing things a few years later won't mean a lot.
I did things a few years earlier (started undergrad degree work at 16, got early entry to begin postgrad at 18) and no one is sucking my dick for it at this point.
Wake the fuck up. This isn't the audition for life, this isn't the walkthrough. Your life is happening right fucking now, and if you keep sitting around on your ass being a depressed pussy you'll be an old depressed pussy before you know it, and you'll have nothing to show for all of those years of existence.
Write down a list of all the things you personally need in life. What kind of money, what kind of job, what kind of friends or family. Not what you want, but what you need. The bare minimum you think you need in order to feel right. Now take those things and plot the logical course and order to attaining those goals.
Let's say you need to have a good career with X amount of cash, a wife, and a nice enough house. Finding a woman is easier when you have money, an education and a stable career. Saving money and having a stable career is easier when you have an education. Attaining an education is easier when you have some fucking money to begin with. So, in other words the steps are 1. Grit your teeth and get some shitty job to pay for school, 2. Grit your teeth and complete a bachelor's degree in a useful and marketable field (like business, finance, computer science, etc) as fast and as cheaply as possible, 3. After graduating, find a career and start saving money, 4-5. Find a woman and buy a house or vice versa.
That's just an example, it isn't necessarily what will make any, all or most people happy. Don't go for what other people need and don't compare yourself to others. Figure out what you personally need out of life and then figure out the best path to achieving that, whatever it is.
I have a video game friend, we were both NEET retards, age 20 browsing 4chin for luls. I woke up and did the things I always wanted to do in life. He didn't. We're much older now and still play games together. He is older, lives at home with his parents, is depressed, has no education, no job, no prospects, has never had a girlfriend. Only you can improve your situation.