feels thread, help me feel again /b/, also OP is looking for a readable version of the Lolita greentext about emilia, read halfway then 404 and apparently it's one of the best
most of my stuff will be a bit old, havent saved a new photo in years
well im gonna dump my whole folder, feel free to chip in, only have like 50 pics
yeah, only reason im keeping this thread alive, i think OP is already gone
It is. I'll be honest. I shed 1 tear at the end.
It was sopposed to go to you.
ill have to check it out after dumping then
Guess we're the only ones dumping
Almost checked. You should feel bad now
well its looks like im out, someone else will have to keep the thread alive
Tried this on my best friend. She just said she thought of me like her little brother and wanted to just be friends. I was rekt but stayed friends like the cuck I am. She would shit like she would have lived me if I wasn't her friend or if I was five months older. I didn't get why the fuck she acted like that.
>Every Friday I go and ask her one question
>Only to be answered by silence
>Why didn't you tell me you had cancer ?
>God I fucking miss you so much, Eisha!
Every day I wake up and just lay in bed, thinking about what would have happened if I wasn't born. My brothers wouldn't have as much problems and my parents would probably still be married. Alot of people wouldn't be as fucked up as they are now, more inocent and so forth. And probably alot of people would be alot happier. I could just kill myself, but what's the point in that...I'd just make more people feel like shit. Throught my whole life I've always wanted everyone to feel happy, to do good to everyone, but in the end, I haven't done any good to anyone. Atleast the whiskey drowns out the voice that keeps saying that I'm a failure.
If god exists, he didn't even intend for me to be alive. I was born with a tumor and a part of my brain was removed along with it. And no, I'm not retarted. I'm a lone 24 year old who's fat, a drunk and pretty much useless to his family. I was diagnosed with Juvenile Idiopathic Arthritis when I was 4. I couldn't work out till I was 15, but then the damage was done already. I was already a fat bastard who didn't deserve to live.
So /b/, what's your life story in a nutshell?
I lived with an abusive mother for 7 years (one homeless) she's an opiate junkie, she slept all day and we lived off of food donations from the people giving us an apartment, I moved and my sister had to stay because my mom wanted her to stay more than me, now I'm in the hood with a dad that won't live another 10 years and a family that looks down upon me and my father, I cry myself to sleep at night hoping I won't wake up in the morning, the only things that keep me alive are my sister and father, everything else is irreverent
My mother was a paranoid wreck so she wouldn't let me out of the house so I sat in my room all day until my grandma gave me a laptop, she sent it (we lived in ohio, we moved from all of our family in virginia) then I developed my social skills from the internet, now I'm a social retard and I still get bullie d tp this day, I absolutely hate my life and I don't see the point in living
I have to get this off my chest. I know most of you will laugh at my petty problem but I don't have a single friend in the world to vent to besides you /b/ros
> Been in relationship with bf for almost a year (it will be on the 29th)
> Amazing relationship, both moving forward in life, great adventurous sex
>I have depression and another medical condition but he is always there for me
>We rarely ever fight but we did today (its 11:30pm here)
> Last night he fucked me really aggressive, left bruises, literally tore me down there but that's ok
> I was actually upset that he didnt cum...which is a first
> My medical issue hits mid-fight and I start to feel sick
> Incredible pain, vomiting, blood
> Its worse than usual and I'm scared so I call him and message the situation
> He reads it but ignores me which is unusual as he knows how sick I can get
> For the next few hours I throw up until nothing is left. Bleeding. Almost blacking out. Too embarrassed to let my parents see me like this so I'm utterly alone
> At 11PM he sent me a message saying he's at the gold coast (2 hours away)
> Nothing else, ignores all my other messages
> Right now I'm scared and lonely
> I feel like I'm dying and he doesn't even care
> No idea why he has changed suddenly, he's not the man I know...
INB4 tits or gtfo. As I said no one probably cares and its not like you can help I just want to feel a little less alone tonight.
A) Fucking someone else
B) Angry at you for some reason
C)Both+He ran out of fucks to give about you
But still, gl hf
Thankyou....just knowing someone out there heard me, I don't feel invisisible anymore
I don't know why he would be angry, I do my best to make him happy, I love him so much but it feels like he barely loves me back. It will kill me if he's with someone else. The thought of him
> Looking into her eyes like he used to do with mine
> Having intimate sex...not fucking, but actually having an emotional connection
> his lips on someone else's
> Or him saying I love you....just not to me
But. If he is happy without me I can finally move on to whatever the next life holds. Maybe one without pain?
i was really hoping for a good ending
>be my brother in law
>friend turns 33
>another friend is a pilot and flight instructor, so they rent a small plane
>fly there with plane
>storm is aproaching, so they head back home
>few minutes after takeoff the plane crashes, nose first, into ground
>he's been dating my gf's sister since highschool
>they were just planning on getting their own place
Pic related, the plane
People change, the things people want change, including what makes people happy. It wouldn't be your fault if he gets angry for some reason. And I guess you are lucky, since I'm a drunk loner who's last relationship ended when I saw that whore sucking off my younger brother.
i dont know why im trying to keep this thread alive
Please don't stop, /b/ro. I don't have a baww folder on this phone, I've been trying to work on it for a couple days now. I'll jump on my laptop later today if I see a baww thread and I'll contribute (too shy to start one, which I realize as I type makes no sense, but it's true).
The whole atheist angle to this makes it repulsive. Why does it have to be about that? Goddamn, anyone can know the pain of loss, and if you want to get all technical, everything they were ever made of or a part of will continue to exist, just in different forms. From a high enough perspective, nothing really ends, only changes.
Totally me. I feel like it would be so tiring to try to express everything I feel, and it's such a big risk to open up to someone like that. It's so much easier and safer to just say "I'm tired".
I feel like people know what I mean when I say it, but nobody's called me out yet, maybe out of sympathy. I'm not sure I'd know how to react if somebody did.
you should be the one to break up with him, cause this is where it´s heading. Save your dignity, seriously that is more important than one might think.
> TFW scrolling through /b/
> TFW find this thread
> OP is using the image I made in a template thread
> It's got quints