No need for any context. Just vent and let it all out.
One of the girls I’ve been working on for the last 3 months whom I may actually have a chance with got a new male friend.
So far the relationship is benign. But if they do start dating and I get thrown to the gutter, I’m going to fucking strangle that guy. I’ve worked SO HARD on this relationship, and I genuinely care for the girl.
Not to mention it’s been YEARS since I’ve managed to get this much female attention. Feels so fucking bad man.
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH niggers get me so mad and how about those towelheads. Chinks suck, no one should be allowed to live except me. Nuke em all turn the sandnigres into glass reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Im fucking sick and tried of you acting like I am the one over reacting. You shouldn't be texting your old fuck buddy you whore.
I have been keeping my eye out for the girl every time I'm at my college...
I have told my self, at the advice of others, to not contact her, unless I run into her in person...
But I am seriously considering going against that advice and text her. But that will do nothing, and probably would hurt the situation.. But on the other had it may help....
I really need to fuck my girl. I need to tell my girl that I need to fuck my girl.
This just happened to me today:
>modern Asia class
>finish a class presentation weighing the pros and cons of Japan’s modernization
>the topic of xenophobia invariably comes up
>respond that xenophobia is actually a very healthy part of the Japanese psyche
>Go on to say that Western culture is historically invasive and destructive, and xenophobia is a suitable defense mechanism
>only natural that a culture as sophisticated as the Japanese should be wary of any foreign influence
>Everyone looks at me pokerfaced, no-one says anything
>Professor: ”Thank you Anon, let’s move on.”
This is the beginning of the semester, and I’m afraid that everyone already thinks I’m a xenophobic asshole. And I’m an Asian-looking HAPA, which probably makes me look even MORE ‘racist’. I hope this won’t make the rest of the year miserable for me: I’ve been outspoken like this in the past and it has made the classes hell.
I wish I knew how to shut my mouth.
When my step sister was younger I used to take pics of her pussy and stick my tongue in her mouth while she was sleeping... She's olderish now and she kinda gives me these looks..not like "I know what you did" but more like "I know what you did and I was awake the whole time and enjoyed it"
I made a deluxe cat meme thread and no one replyed :,(.
I just wanted a break from all the bad things in here just a cat meme collection, but well people here think traps are better, society?
Huh, that's actually a really good idea which I should have already thought of. I guess I keep waiting for the 'right time', but I need to take more initiative.
Well yes Japan was most successful during it's periods of isolation, but during the most recent one (late 1800s-mid 1900s) even though they were xenophobic they based most decisions upon what westernized countries "would do" so they're a bunch of shut in biters if you ask me
She ain't legal though. And she goes to an all girl boarding school so I only see her on holidays. But I feel like not being around guys at all is making her want it more. Or I could just be imagining it in an attempt to rationalize what I did.
A large chunk of my family are retarded or just generally fucked up. My Mom's been sick since I was 12 years old, just wasting away, deteriorating. She recently got better, but she's super religious and she bitches at my Dad and it's like she believes it was a miracle and my Dad didn't take care of her all these years. My Dad's pretty much my role model because he puts up with all the shit that gets thrown at him and works his ass off everyday. My oldest brother is schizophrenic and relates normal shit he sees with stupid ass red pill fantasy crap. My second oldest bro is pretty normal honestly, he has a GF and everything. He just lets his fucking emotions rule him and acts like a girl I swear to God. Then my youngest sister is literally autistic, she can't even speak and she's 11 years old, basically a baby except she's big and she can shit on her own. The normal people are my dad and other sister and brother.
That's basically the point... they vacuum up Western culture and transform it into something which is unique; which is theirs.
In that culture, everyone including foreigners has their own set and accepted 'role'. But nobody can be Japanese except for the Japanese. And that is a beautiful thing.
I ALWAYS WATCH MYSELF POOP AND GET SPLASHED IN THE FACE, EVERY FUCKING TIME. EVERYTIME I JUST SIT THERE FOR A MINUTE AND SAY, "Well Richard, you've made a goofy move once again." AND PAT MYSELF ON THE BACK.
It's respectable to a point, but at least they aren't like the fucking Greeks. "We do absolutely nothing all day except fuck and eat figs and take naps but we are better than everyone else and invented everything. Come fix our economy"
Everyone else is going to Japan to live and work except me. Despite the fact that I've been putting in the most effort, I'm getting nothing in return; all I'm getting is seeing EVERYONE ELSE live out MY dream. I'm fucking sick of this.
I'm going to learn Mandarin and re-learn Korean, and find ways to live and work in either one of those countries from here on. I'm fucking done with this Japanese shit! I don't even watch anime anymore (right now, I'm actually watching a Korean drama and intend to watch another after it goes off). Fucking hell. I know it'll be a hassle to take all these books back to my parents' house, but it's time I do. Besides, I can't afford to be distracted this semester with the JLPT. I literally can't. Not to mention all the extra shit about the 'real' Japan no one talks about.
I had a highschool sweetheart and it's 6 years later I'm now dating someone else and I still can't move on and I don't think I ever will, I rushed into a relationship so I would have company and sex now it sickens me most days what I've gotten myself into and I'm really not liking my paths and options for me.
I should of stayed single.
You're really fucking boring, stupid to boot as well. The only reason I even bother talking to you anymore is because you're really hot and I know that we're gonna have great sex eventually.
Since you indirectly asked for it.
I'm unemployed and homeless.
I'm in the queue to join the military. Serious like, no kidding.
But they tell me I have to wait.
So I am.
In the meantime I have nothing. Not even a roof over my head. I'm trying to stay with my sister and nephew who she is alone with.
She's been hostile to my family for years. Not for any reason I can think of. Just she wants to be alone.
I want to break shit up and live there and make her supper.
At least as long as I can be before Basic calls me
You're a loser faggot.
Arin can't play for shit and the other faggot whose name I forget is just saying old stories where he was a young man.
Look, they can't play video games and their stories go no where.
Why watch them?
I don't want to be poor anymore. Sometimes people don't choose to be poor they are just born into poverty.
Rich people who drive BMWs and nice cars are full of shit and don't know the truth about life. Fuck them.
i fucking hate my fat fuck redneck of a boss. i told him i needed the day off to move out of my house and he asked if i could just leave my stuff outside? OUTSIDE? YOu fucking white nigger. fuck you for saying you were just joking when i said that was not ever happening. fuck you, you worked at fedex before becoming the manager at a huge satellite installation company. this mother fucker cant even use the inclinometer properly. fat fucking redneck son of a bitch, you look like an avatar of yourself. And you have an ass shaped like a black woman. ol apple bottom ass nigga
I keep telling myself that I'm over her and that I hate her. I should hate her after all shes done to me. Truthfully, I still love her and can't stop thinking about her. I desperately want to get back together with her even though I know she's horrible for me and I'll just get hurt again.
I'm pathetic, I've been constantly checking my phone to see if shes texted me even though I know she won't
I wanna drink to feel less like shit but im losing weight so im not a fat fuck
>Despite the fact that I've been putting in the most effort, I'm getting nothing in return; all I'm getting is seeing EVERYONE ELSE live out MY dream. I'm fucking sick of this.
Dude. Why are you having such trouble? It's insanely easy getting a job teaching English in Japan if you have half a brain. Hell, it feels like half the people in JET are lobotomized. (Entire prefectures have pulled out of that programme because the people they get are so bad.)
It's miserable work and they do make you feel like a mindless drone,
One other thing. JPLT literally doesn't matter unless you want to get into a university there or something. If you're obviously fluent in Japanese during an interview, it's not going to be much of a problem, is it?
Put that time learning useless JPLT words into actual, practical Japanese. You're probably frustrated because you're way off in your approach.
Fuck this shit. Fuck this shitty call center job that pays 10 dolars an hour. Fuck the people there, fuck living in a country alone, just fuck being away from everyone I love and care about. Fuck the american dream.
I've been through hell for the last 3 years and now that its getting better I feel burnt out. I'm not used to not having to stress about shit all the time and I can never sleep. Also dealing with some crazy bitch right now, not fun.
I have been shooting dope in san francisco for months. Been in the hospital for over a month now, they just amputated my leg 2 days ago. I used to have a house in Hawaii but it burned down. I had to lesbian girlfriends and dj'd all over the country.. now I don't even have a place to live. It's better to never had shit than to have the whole world and lose it. Now I sit in a hospital bed still sweating out the massive amounts of opiates I slammed into my body. Such a fuk up can't even commit suicide.
Jesus, I didn't finish that one paragraph. I'm so tired.
I meant to say: It's miserable work and they do make you feel like a mindless drone, but it IS a salary and you do get to live on anime island.
I lost *Her* 12 years ago, mostly due to my own stupidity. Since then, I've got my degree, dated a bit, got married, and still love my wife very much. But I still think about *Her* every single day. Some days, it nearly fucking breaks me.
>shooting range + anger issues
That'll turn out well
Boxing is way better. It helped me a lot. You can physically let it out and feel better afterwards. Nothing against shooting though, I love guns.
I went from broke and living on the streets to a job, food in my mouth and a place to sleep and yet I still feel like I can't get my shit together and I don't know what the fuck I want to do with my life and I feel like everything's falling apart completely. I'm young, in 20's,so I know I have plenty of time to figure shit out but I feel like times slipping away so fast and I wasted so much already. I want to be there already, ya know? Settled down with an actual house, working a decent career job I wouldn't dread getting up to go do in the morning and be in a good financial place and have time to go do shit I want to go do, like travel and see shit and actually have a reason to live. sometimes I don't even feel like it's worth the effort to get there honestly.
I was rejected by the JET once already, but that worked out since my transcript got fucked up and I basically had to do two more semesters (summer and the current one) to graduate anyway. Still, I didn't even get as far as the interview-phase; I had professional contacts, a resume, an internship with a Japanese company behind me, etc so I don't get why they couldn't at least LOOK at my application. But it's not just JET I want; it's only a part of a larger plan to stay in Japan.
I'm conversational in Japanese, but not fluent. I see job listings for foreigners in Japan requiring (usually) at least N2--or even more rarely, N3--certification.
I found out about a year ago that this qt mexican girl that used to walk to school with me is a lesbian. It hurts knowing that, as she had these huge ass tits and was as short as manlet me. Miss hugging her, too.
Yeah, I can see how there would be risks there come to think of it. I just meant something to blow off steam, whatever works for you. That was just the first thing that came to mind.
i think im going to be down here forever because i fetishize my own sadness and loneliness.
Fuck off man, even /b/ needs to let off some feels once in a while. Fuck off if you don't like it, faggot. I know 4chan is usually otherwise, but just act like a goddamn supportive human being for once.
I'm sure the girl I loved back then doesn't exist anymore. Some days, I wonder if she ever did, or if I was just a fling for her. It doesn't make the void she left any less empty, though.
Yeah that happened to me too around the time when I realized my "friends" weren't really my friends. Fuck people, 90% are a waste of energy. You just gotta find the 10% and you'll be comfortable around them.
MY FUCKING ROOMMATE INSISTS TOILET PAPER ROLLS END GO UNDER LIKE A FUCKING PSYCHOPATH.
When I was a child my friends stepfather (nig nog) had planned to take us to Disney Land, we drove around for a long time and I remember us falling asleep then waking up seeing a bunch of fire trucks and a huge building engulfed in flames, my friends step dad was saying "Oh! NO! Disney Land is burning down and it looks like we arent going today" my friend and I both cried and cried. His step dad then drove away to another place and told us to wait in the car while he found out when Disney Land would be re-built....we waited and cried more in the parking lot of what i didnt know then but know now, to be a cheap all nude strip club.
BITCH STOP PLAYING FUCKING RADIO SONGS REMIXED WITH THE SAME GODDAMN REGGAE BEAT ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME
>help girl when shes in trouble like im a fucking slave
>she says thanks sometimes
>ignores the fuck outta me
>fucks with almost everyone besides me
I'm at a college where 100% of all students are fucking jocks on sports scholarships I have no friends go to no party's haven't had sex and get anxiety about eating lunch alone I hate this fucking college I'm 80000 in debt and I'm starting to not eat and getting bad depression fml
I'm still in love with the first and only girl I've ever truly fell in love with, even though, despite her saying we should be together, we weren't (cause gay internet thing), and now she's moved on and found a new man but I'm just sitting here drinking to forget about her
FREE KOOL-AID, sounds like some of yall need some, I know I do :/
i feel you bro
how does one stop that shit?
I just (finally) talked to the girl of my dreams (my crush) after 2 long years of not even being able to looking at her. I have no contact to her at all. She doesn't have an insta, snap, or anything.
> We met after school.
> She noticed me
> She still has that personality that ive always loved her for.
>Seems like she's alone...
>No she's not
> She's like a drug
>meaning whenever I talk to her I always forget what we were talking about.
>Almost like im sidetracted by her perfectness.
> She introduces me to one of her friends, It was some pretty chill dude. (seemed cool).
> I said hey and he said hey back.
2 mins later...
>Her BF comes walking in.
>saying he has to go (out of town) this week-end.
> she seemed disapointed.
>they talk and i really could care less about what they were talking about.
>I turn around and see them do a small good-bye kiss.
>The BF leaves and its just me, her, and her friend.
> she stands right next to me when they r waving good-bye.
>once he is gone she turns around and we look at each other for a good half a min.
>she makes a joke and that's when her ride comes pulling around the corner.
>as she leaves she turns around and says "bye /b/"
>I say "see you later!"
and that's it. I've wait two years just to find out that the love of my life is taken.
And its not just like a random hot chick i wanna fuck. Everyone has that certain someone in their life where they will literally do anything for them. She is that girl.
Anyway thanks for reading...
I am a social failure
>love of my life
>I just (finally) talked to the girl of my dreams (my crush) after 2 long years of not even being able to looking at her
Hrm. Were you a recent graduate with a decent GPA? I think that's what they're mainly looking for.
If you're in it for the long-term, you need fluency more than just the JPLTs. Making the push to fluency will be THE hardest thing in your life, but once you have it, it's yours.
I actually have similar ambitions, and this summer I devoted myself entirely to Japanese study. Got up at 7, studied my screenshot flashcards, read two newspaper articles in Japanese and screencapped the words I didn't know, did kanji study for several hours, took a power nap, reviewed the kanji, wrote an essay, listened to audio, then talked to friends in Japan on Skype. Then I usually went over my screenshot flash cards for around 30 more minutes before bed.
I did this at least 5-6 days per week for 3 months, and I've gotten pretty close to fluency. Now I'm getting a graduate degree before I hopefully move back permanently.
Anyone can do it, it just takes an insane amount of time and effort.
you're fine, don't overthink it
they were probably pokerfaced the whole time (because that's the default face for any fucking school presentation), you just happened to notice when you felt like you spaghetti'd
GPA's 3.7 right now, and it was at the time of my original graduation. Grades have never been a problem for me, as I have no 'life' and just study all the time (well, most of the time).
I just want to get my foot in the door in Japan, and then network while there, take the JLPT N2, and do whatever else it takes to ensure I can stay there. Just curious how 'useful' it really is, because it doesn't test speaking at all.
Get ready y'all
>nigger roommate was rude as fuck to me and it's been angering and confusing me cause he's usually cool and I'm honestly just mad I didn't piss in his mouthwash before I left
>Girlfriend is mad I didn't immediately come see her when I got home and instead went to go see my family
>Girlfriend is also someone I care about but I can't do this long distance thing anymore and I don't know how to tell her without losing our friendship
>My "Friends" are too liberal for my liberal punk ass along with being autistic fucking socially inept nerds or just arrogant douchebags who can't be wrong or else they throw a fit
>I want to make new friends but every time I try I feel like I'm being annoying and I give up and I hate it
>Domino's is closed and I'm hungry as fuck
>I don't know if taking acid made me depressed or if I already was and now I'm just more aware of it
>The woman that I would try
>Is happy with a good guy
>But I been drinking so much
>That Imma call her anyway and say
>Nothing because I don't know how to properly express my emotions and sometimes I don't even know what the hell I'm feeling and it scares me
>I'm worried I'll go nowhere and no matter how hard I work at what I want to do I'll have to settle for a dead end job with a mediocre wife and a family I can't stand
>I can't find a plug back home
I'll probably have some more here in a minute.
I'm single for the sole fact that I hate dating, and wasting my time, money, and energy just to maybe find "the one". I like the idea of having children one day, but I don't like the idea of spending the rest of my life with a woman that I might not even end up loving.
Because if you're already fluent in the language, employers aren't looking for some phony certification. The fact will be apparent in of itself.
>15 year old 6/10 female
>recently broke up with beta bf
>decide to date a good friend bc neither of us had anything to loose
>all of our hangout time was spent at his bi-curious best friends house
>didn't have a problem with it bc I was cool with the guy
>one day they both went into his room where the proceeded to try on each other's pants
>doesn't want to walk in
>next day bf doesn't talk to me at all
>day after he broke up with me
>also recently found beta ex got a new gf
My GF is at a family party, I've got a few Hundred in my wallet right now, there's a massage place 5 minutes away with hot asian girls that will suck you clean for $50... my friend informed me of this place today, and now I sit here, do I go and get my dick sucked for $50 and be that lame ass guy who cheated on his GF with a skanky Asian massage girl, or do I stay on /b/ and waste my night until she gets home and just her her finish me off before bed.... ohh the conundrum of life.
Wait, so you've never gotten your bachelor’s degree?
I thought that was a requirement for JET.
Otherwise you should have had literally no problem getting into the programme with that GPA and resume. I wonder what they were smoking.
Im from sweden (im white before you ask) and i thought so before. But even my friends agree that they are one of the most kindest people they have ever met. They are overall funny, supportive and not afraid to give compliments.
Qt3.14 I've been banging wants a relationship and keeps pestering me about it.
I just don't wanna be with her cause I like fucking different girls all the time.
But she totally wife material
She's obsessed with me and willing to wait around for god knows how long
Probably gonna lose her eventually
Don't give a shit rn but know I'll regret it
This girl I dig is actually really into my friend so I'm stuck in this depressing love triangle
>network while there
Also, unless you're splitting a flat with a friend, that's gonna get really expensive, really fast. Even under the best of circumstance it's going to take at least a month or two to find a job.
I will in December.
That's the problem; I *should* have gotten it in May, but the last class I needed was cancelled just days before the Spring semester started, and there weren't any substitutions available. So I got rejected by JET *and* forced into more debt by the school (seriously, if one professor can't teach a course, they can't find ANYONE else to teach it?). The ol' 1-2. At least now, I'll be finishing with two degrees instead of just one, since I took the extra time to get the few classes needed for an additional degree.
This only further discourages me.
do it my man. she's taken now =/= she will continue to be taken. you know very well that you have the patience and love to eventually be with her, now you can go get your wife. give it a good go /b/rother
You're probably fucking my co-workers right now. You will never be as sexually adventerous with anyone as you were me. I taught you the meaning of life and was there for you in your hardest times. You loved me, but I never loved you. The only person I've ever met who is more selfish than and doesn't even realize it. It would hurt you to know that I have been talking to my ex whom I care for dearly. I would never tell you that. I wish you could have listened to a single fucking word of mine. You're gone now. Forever this time. I am at peace.
Is she a good catch or just barely worth your time? Cuz if she's the goddamn love of your life don't go out cheating on her. If she's just some chick you like then maybe, but I would still think about it long and hard (kek).
Fuck you! You told me you loved me for months. After we broke up you said we'd get back together. The late nights the sleepless nights. It was all brushed aside after you told me you liked your boss's. Little did I know you had already fucked him twice. But here I am. Im good I'm too good. I'm a nice guy and you fucked it up. I laughed so fucking hard when you finally asked him out and he said no. Hear that bitch your just somebody else's booty call. Fuck why do I love you you heartless bitch. You better believe your going to have to earn it if you want to keep me around after all the shit you pulled. You drink ass drug using selling whore. Why do I love you! I hope seeing the psychiatrist helps you realise that just because you got raped a few times and used and shit doesn't mean you do it to other people!! Fuck you!
>kind of a beta fag
>In class of analysis of signals
>this 7/10 girl sits next to me for 3 classes
>decide to make a move and talk to her
>The chat goes really smooth
>She said that we should do the class work the Friday
>"Yes why not"
>Friend come over me after class and told me that she is kind of a lesbian
>She got really drunk on a party and tried to make out with some girl
>Doesn't really bothered me, I didn't had so much hope on her
>3 days later, she texted me, asking me if I was going to meet her to do the work
>said yes but I'm really confused
>If she only wanted me to help her do the work, she could have do it via facebook
If she wanted to do the work, why take so much trouble meeting me to do that, I'm kinda ugly and fat so thats why I'm a little skeptical
>This only further discourages me.
I don't want to discourage you, but I am trying to be realistic. What exactly are your expectations? You're not going to find work overnight. There are of course creative ways to weasel around having to shell out for hotel fare. Try couch surfing, or find a Japanese girlfriend online, and see if you can lodge with her after you've developed a relationship. Those people whom you say are so far ahead of you? Try lodging with them for a week or two at a time. If not anything else there are hostels which run around 15000-3,000 yen per day. At that point all you'd have to worry about are the 90 days you'd have on a tourist visa. I suggest networking beforehand; contact your local consulate.
I'm going to bed, but here's a disposable email address of mine, in case you want to commiserate with a like-minded individual: [email protected]
Ive liked this stupid fucking bitch since high school. 4 years now and shes still with her idiot weed smoking money blowing cheating boyfriend. Ive told her plenty of times to dump his ass and she never does. Im not waiting on her and i never was but of all the people ive wanted to be with on an emotional and intellectual level, shes the one. Fuck her for being such a dumbass about that shit.
Six days ago some one very close to me died in a car accident. They were drunk and hadn't slept in 2 days, and was known to drive recklessly when other people weren't in the car, or wear a seat belt. We spoke everyday and there isnt even a word for what this person was to me. They knew me better than anyone and trusted me. We had been planning on hanging out on there way home that night. They sent me a snapchat right before the accident, but I had fallen asleep. I feel incredibly guilty for not being awake to answer. There were so many weekends where we wold hang out and I make sure they got home safe, or stayed with me. I had never missed a call or message before. I really don't know what to do with that. Or the time I sped to spent talking to them or with them. Not to mention that I know their family now has access to all of they social media, and probably their computer, which had a lot of personal stuff that i don't think They should see, and other friends might not know about,but I can't really do anything about that. Every time I hear a car with load music drive by, or pick up my phone, or even go home I think about my closest friend and it's really tearing me up, I can't even begin to imagine what the family is going through and I am so stuck in my own damn grief that I couldn't even think of anything that sounded right to put in the card at the celebration of life. I really don't believe in any of the faggoty god bullshit but I hope that they are dabbing it up in what ever afterlife there could be because there has to be an upside to all of this.
I have crippling depression
No one appreciates me
I have one semi friend
My parents say they love me but they put words in my mouth and I don't get an opinion
Nothing makes me feel better
I hate myself
I just want to die
>tfw only whiskey helps
I've kinda loved this same girl since kindergarten. She left my school in 3rd grade and came back for 5th grade. we both had mutual feelings for each other, but I was always to shy to ask her out. after 5th grade, she moved a few cities away. around 2009 we got back in touch via myspace, and same ole same ole happened and I bitched out into asking her out. She eventually asked me out, but I pussed out, again, and gave some shitty excuse on why I couldn't date her and we steadily stopped chatting (another reason was that she had gained considerable weight since the last I saw her, and being the vein cunt I was, didn't really want to date her for that reason). fast forward 6 years, I found out she had a kid (absent dad), and I still do love her, and would want to be with her, chubby and all, but she still lives and few cities away, plus the kid thing. fuck, I hate how much of a bitch I was in grade school, because if I hadn't been, We might have been together for some 20 years, and that could've been my kid with her.
>thinks he is in love
>A total bitch that crawls to her feet whenever he is beconed.
>Wants a man that isn't a total bitch
>You think you're not having 'luck' with love.
>This would suggest you are a dumb jock with a sports scholarship.
You are the worst jock ever
You just need to reread your post and imagine it was someone else who wrote it.
I have a tip for you. If you want a girl you need to talk to her. You need to be involved. Looking like you just had vietnam flashbacks while she is just looking at you.... isn't ideal.
Your entire story is just creepy. Maybe you can open up your sketch book and try to draw naked pictures of her because that's the only pussy you'll get.
Thanks. Don't worry though; I wont bother you.
it isn't so linearly simple because it can also happen that the chick sense preasure or take you as too serious or even unbearable and they get away (if it is the case of a girl that has a normal sex life)....one must tame the girls, talking them about what they wanna hear (slightly showing sexual desire, that they love, i mean, being desired), and when theyre really interested, and youre sure about that, thats when one can tell the hard shit, if it gets even necessary to do so
You know when you break up with someone and you remember stuff from the past that really didn't sit right that you put to the back of your mind? She told me about some weirdo she met online before who has serial killer fantasies. She said "he was a nice guy." Now it turns out he's top of the list "most relevant" on her contacts list in google+. I know I shouldn't have looked but I saw one of her past conversations with him where she was getting all turned on by his fantasies and saying " that's hot, your turning me into a serial killer!" Her explanation was that she was just fucking around with him and it's online so it's not real. Call me a prude but it still creeps me out. And what's more fucked up is I miss her like crazy and still love a lot of things about her.
Thank you. I think a lot of people are still in shock. i thought it was a joke when I got the call. So many people joked about how they were expecting them to to just pop out of the bushes and be like " stop crying, bitches!" at the celebration.
I wish I had an answer other than "it gets better", but when I started to see how shit my job was, I took up hobbies that made me feel like I was actually getting something done. Learning a craft you love is a great way to always make progress towards something positive.
>Don't worry though; I wont bother you.
I think I just found your problem.
You NEED to bang on people's doors in order to have the best and most ample chances and opportunities. Make yourself known. It's often obnoxious and not dignified, but sometimes it's the only way to get ahead in this crazy world... and that applies for Japan as here.
I still encourage you to email me.
I hide my lack of human emotions with sarcasm and verbal insult. My girlfriend whom i thought I loved left me but I don't care. My ego is so big I don't see people as people. Just pawns and lifeless meat bags. I have a stalker who thinks I don't know she is stalking me but I think she is worthless simply because she is not me. I forgot how to be a person basically.
I'll never trust anybody but myself.
People form friendships or relationships because they want something from the other person. I have very few friendships/relationships, and I'm aware of what they want from me.
A volunteer chauffeur, temporary amusement to fill the hole in their lives, someone to walk on, an obligation. I'm sick of playing a dense, awkward, moron, but it's all I know how to be.
In the past few months, the thoughts have become frequent. Some days they're not there, other days it's all I think about. I don't want to be here.
He ruined my life. I mean it with no exaggeration. Now he befriended my siblings and convinced them that I was the bad guy, Dispite me doing nothing wrong. So I did the only thing that I could. I became his friend. Now, as dramatic and edgy as it seems, I'm gonna have my revenge. I dont know how or when, but I got some ideas. Im taking suggestions, and anything is good. Anything. From pranks to murder, give me what you got, because I have a motherfucker to punish.
It is pretty cool. Can't really see a functional use for it though, other than for show or maybe blowing a grapefruit-sized hole in someone/something. Maybe take it hunting, try to 360 noscope a deer.
easy, go sorround yourself of people that surpasses your capabilities to get the feel that you aren't perfect...that will cure you.
and i can assure you, there are plenty of people that are much more greater than you are in any matter
I feel like I have lost so much in the past two days.
My girlfriend who I had been dating for over a year decided to tell me she has feelings for my best friend. It was one of the most soul crushing things I've ever experienced, she wants to be "friends" because she wants to have her cake and eat it too, but honestly I think she's a total bitch. Who the fuck does that?
My best friend too totally initiated everything and I know 90% of him was doing it just to one up me and fuck me over. I fucking hate his guts and can't wait until karma gets back around to him.
And guys I loved this girl so much, she was perfect and our personalities blended so well. The sex wasn't fantastic but she made up for it in every other way. The past couple months she just got more distant, ditched me more, and just in general wasn't very nice. I knew that's what was going on, I'm not stupid, I knew long before I got her to admit it to me. I just wanted to keep going and not have to deal with the emotional pain... I love her so fucking much, and I know right now I'd still take her back as fucking bad as it sounds.
I allready plan on it my dude also a p08, fuck me is that a nice gun
When I was 12 I had my first sexual experience. At the time, I lived in a little suburb outside of Cleveland and anyway, the girl next door and I were really good friends. Our parents were both gone for the day and she was over playing Transformers with me. So anyway, we kinda got.. Bored I guess? And we started playing truth or dare, which turned into ‘you show me yours, I’ll show you mine". So anyway there I Was, 12 years old, heart pounding, blood rushing in my ears, and the chick (who was a year older than me actually) takes off her panties and hikes her little skirt up. so What did I do, you ask? I whistled for a cab, and when it came near, the license plate said “fresh” and there were dice in the mirror. If anything I could say that this cab was rare, but I thought “naw forget it, yo home to bel-air!” I pulled up to the house about seven or eight and I yelled to the cabbie “yo homes smell ya later!” Looked at my kingdom, I was finally there. To settle my throne as the prince of bel-air.
>Attractive but a manlet
>Doesnt bother me fairly popular and most girls are short
>Meet cutie like me (pretty young looking) while out with the boys
>Hit it off instantly
>Fuck her a few weeks later
>End up dating
>Everything is great drinking with friends every weekend and having her
>Come home one day
>Mum had a heart attack
>Died on way to hospital
>Dad fucked up about it trys to kill himself
>Sister fucked up about it moves out
>Me and dad move over east with family
>Didnt finish school
>Me and cutie broke up
>Literally dont know what to do
>Happened 2 months ago
>Only times i dont want to kill myself are phone calls with cutie and friends
Fucking fuck man FUCKING FUCK
My friend fucked the girl I used to love, and I forgave him and we were all friends again eventually, somehow. But now he's in rehab because he's a worthless coke head. I say he got what was coming. But seriously, fuck that guy.