I want to boop her nose.
What does you're family think you need help for?
Severe depression, anxiety, probably borderline personality disorder amongst other things. I also have really bad sleeping problems. I've been like this since I was very young, and I have no hope that it will change. I've grown fond of my problems.
It could be worse. But at least you can accept yourself for who you are which instantly makes you better than 85% of Americans.
I guess so. But it doesn't really matter if I have to do something against my will. I don't care about being happy, and I don't even think I deserve, yet I'm pretty much being forced to. I really just wish everyone would leave me the fuck alone and let me live my life how I want.
Hello good Sir
Nothing. Just really anxious about having to go to a psychiatrist tomorrow. I'm not fucking happy about it. Ironic since that's what they're for, but no one seems to understand that I don't want to be happy.
Anyway, how about you?
nuuuuuuthin'. How about you?
I have a solution for being happy,
1.) Do you prefer pancakes or waffles?
Just give it a try man, they are there to help you and you might find it cathartic
I finished both of those essays today, so I was feeling accomplished about that. But... I ended seeing some pictures of that person on my phone.. some of them, some they drew. So now I'm pretty upset with myself and anxious. I guess I deserve it, after all I exist only to torment myself it seems. Probably doesn't help that I have to get my prescriptions squared away in about four hours because my insurance expires.
Guess I'll have to make due.
Just the above.
I'm indifferent. I don't like food at all.
I didn't, retard. I didn't say shit.
You should make 'special' brownies in a waffle iron is what I'm getting at. They're the fucking bomb.
That sucks, but I know you'll get through it. We're here for you.
I'm sorry, man. I wish there was some way I could help.
It's hard not to reveal anything when one doesn't even have enough energy to eat, bathe, or fucking get out of bed at all despite not being able to sleep, and certainly not leave my room. And the times that I, it's obvious that I'm extremely unhappy.
Nah, drugs aren't my thing. Tried smoking weed a couple weeks ago, didn't care for it.
Thanks man, I know it'll be fine but I just sort of hate myself right now.
I feel like I should go punch a wall or something
It's alright man, you guys do more than enough for me... Just wish that curiosity didn't always make the cat feel like death
That's because it doesn't require any effort on my part, but even typing can be exhausting. There's a reason I'm on less and less lately.
Ahh, I remember my first time. But that's unrelated. Whatever floats your boat man. I wish I knew how I help you past this forced activity.
>drugs are bad m'kay
Thanks, but I guess I'm just going to have to deal with it. Not much I can do.
You gotta do what you gotta do. Good luck man, I'm going to bed because I'm tired af. Just remember, whatever doesn't kill you will most likely emotionally scar you for life.
Oh, trust me, I'm already scarred so deep that I can't feel anything physically or emotionally.
Night, man. Sleep well.
I like that one.
I don't know the song, nor do I have any kind of humor.
who is he to judge who should and shouldn't kill themselves?
I know some pretty edgy songs. I listen to some extreme shit as everyone probably knows.
Linkin Park is shit in general.
Linkin Park is pretty fucking bad.
they are that rare band that sucked from the start but manged to play to a niche market so well they just kept on making shit music, like gwar but for edgy 16year old faggot
Fuck you, I like GWAR. They're actually funny.
fuck u haters
in the end it doesn't even matter
yeah nothing matter
yeah, seems to be one of those nights.
that train guy
he really must like trains
Yeah, most of the time when I show up it's like this. When I get free time I watch Gordon until I'm too tired for that, and when I show up it's normally about this time and things are already dead/dying.
Right here, right now?
You, me, Etheral and those two
Trains? Well, technically that contributes just as much as me posting the same images of Gordon most nights, but I don't think trains have a peak of 16 Michelin stars, so Gordon's better.
Oh, yeah I think it's just those two
me, and maybe some other ones
there's a few other anons who haven't made a name for themselves.
Different types of trains and such? Lots of variety?
That's true, but I think Alex meant at this moment
Because if not we could add Draka
not really, he could be posting cool high speed stuff, but nooo, its all freight, amtrak, same model engine most of the time.
Well that's what I thought you were implying
Got to give the man some credit, at least took some time finding a variety of trains. There's some level of commitment there. I know it's hard for me to get off to trains when there's so much fur, I respect it.
gonna turn in a little early tonight.
Not feeling so hot. Night guys
Took me about five seconds. Train guy just sounds lazy.
Goddammit stop it with that thing.
The next thing you will print badges with your names and intros and wear then in public.
And what next? You will commission from some shit tier artist your 4chan-sona?
And then? 4chan-suit? I'm fucking sick already.
Please stop, while it's not too late.
Don't be like them.
Don't be furFAG.
Don't be the REAL cancer.
My legs are like steel right now, great legs day. Gonna jazz it up next week and do legs day while wearing a vibe
i ride a bike
my legs are pretty good
but damn, some days they feel like shit after all that biking i do
I wanna get a Sybian, then videotape myself lifting weights while on said Sybian.
Mate, you're a step away from babbling incoherently
doin ok, gunna sleep after thread caps
I'm amazed nobody said anything about my plans to videotape myself working out while riding a Sybian.
No, a Sybian is a type of fucking machine.
I thought it was a place in russia.