My best friend came out to me as a pedo. For some reason been straight my whole life but had bisexual feelings towards him (no fag shit like kissing, just wanted to suck his dick) we jacked off to cheese pizza a lot together but I was just getting off to him stroking next to me. ....anyway that was years ago and now I'm the godfather of his child.
When I was 16 my friends taught me about alcohol. Party games and shit. Of course at that age it can be difficult, in America, to actually acquire enough alcohol for a couple dozen dumbass teenagers that think they're a sorority/frat. I knew this 40 year old retard. Actually clinically retarded. I thought what the fuck I'll ask him. Dude didn't hesitate he was making friends. So all summer I had this secret supplier providing cigarettes and beer. Well he got weird. He'd watch porn a lot when I was around. Eventually he started shaving his balls right in front of me than he beat his little dick and came on the floor in front of me. He wanted me to join but I ain't a fag. I kept returning for cigs an beers but I'd always leave when he started bein gay. Eventually he died of a heart attack on the sidewalk in front of the hospital after they refused him treatment. Doctor must have known how he was. Friends never found out where I was getting the party favors.
>>702035289 Same, almost robin Williams'd the other night but opened closet door and belt fell down before I lost consciousness. ...it gets so much worse when I drink. Hope things get better for you anon.
>>702035684 I'm hoping, actually have a job interview tomorrow so we'll see. one thing that's helped me, is when I really feel like dying, I write out every reason why, burn it, then tell myself I'll do it tomorrow. Luckily it's always today.
>>702036097 Yes, it's disgusting and anyone who says they are fat yet healthy deserves to die. I hate fatties so fucking much, fat shaming is SUPPOSED to happen, so people DONT want to be fat. Makes me so fucking sick.
I've always felt attraction to my mom, so a while back, a couple year ago, I'd suggest her to give her massages cause stress and shit. So, while doing those, I'd get on top of her and start throbbing my obviously hard as diamonds cock on her ass cheems casually while "massaging her".
One time I just lost my shit and start semi-dry humping her ass while doing no massage whatsoever.
>drinking alone one night >need more vodka but no money >go out to try and sell some smokes >meet some native guy and ask him if he's got liquor >no shit he does, pulls out a whiskey bottle >share some drinks and smokes >at this point i blackout somewhat >decide im going to into some liquor store with no real plan >try to grab a bottle and leave >asian store owner trips me and him and his wife yelling in chinese kicking the shit out of me >leave and blackout somewhere >some guy finds me and somehow helps me get home
Lost my phone, hat, and glasses
Lucky I had an old pair of glasses, was never charged either which I'm thankful for, I went to the liquor store the next guy and me and the asian guy just laughed about it and I apoligized.
I dont tell people about my idiotic night out, but fuck what an adventure.
I'm depressed and don't have a reason why, I have a pretty good life but something in my head is fucked up and causes me to have very low moods to the point I contemplate suicide. Don't want to tell anyone or goto the hospital because I feel like shit for not having a valid reason
>>702032347 >Got busted for a DUI. >Car impounded, all the jazz. >Had another car, walked home from station that night, drove to work. >Drove to all court dates. >pleaded guilty. ordered to not drive for one year. >Drove through whole thing. >insurance was rape after the suspension >drove without for 4 years. Still driving the same car as I did when I walked home. Got a pardon 3 months ago. >mfw
there was a group of very butthurt people in our class one time me and my friends started doing 9 11 jokes one of them got very butthurt and at the end I wrote him just 2 emojis a plane and 2 skyscrapers he was very angry and stuff calling me a nazi at the end for some reason on the next day at school he told a teacher that someone in our class is racist, but he didn't tell him a name time went on the whole thing got cleared up but till the end of the year the teacher in our class thought that some faggot in our class is a nazi and he didn't even know
I enjoy causing pain to women. I'm cheating on my wife with another woman, planning on leaving her at some point because she cheated on me first. In the mean time I use her for sex and what not. I think she knows it's over but she hasn't accepted it yet. In the mean time the woman on the side is deeply in love with me and will do whatever I say.
I kinda wonder if I'm like a sociopath or something. Either way I know I'm shitty and shouldn't be like this, but I know I won't change. I've considered suicide but I don't want to leave my kids like that and I'm probably too selfish anyways.
Got a femle roomate. She's prolly a 7/10 on her best day. Her work shift has changed so we don't wake up at the same time anymore. I shower about 1 hour before she does every morning. I've been cumming in her shampoo, conditioner, lotions, face wash, and pretty much anything else I can get my hands on. I also piss in anything clear liquid like one of her acne bottles. Been doing this for about 3 weeks now. On the days after I see her get out of the shower I can't help but smile. I think I went too far pissing in her contact solution though. She's been complaining about her contacts itching her eyes and how she has to wear her glasses more.
I'm a very lonely individual that has nobody to talk to when I need it, fortunately for me I work at a college as a mac technician so I can talk to people all I want, really. The problem is that despite the fact that I can make small talk with people pretty much when I want, it doesn't supplement the need for having an actual conversation with someone that I actually like. Introverted or not, I fucking hate people and by proxy, I hate myself. One day I won't have to worry about being so lonely anymore, laying in my bed all day, watching whatever fucking Bullshit that they call television or playing vidya because I'll cease to exist.
About two months ago I bought up a bunch of shitty second hand cassettes. I wiped them all, extracted the audio from a bunch of liveleak execution/rape/violent porn videos and recorded it to both sides of each tape, looping it to fill the entire running time.
I left them in their original cases, and redistributed them to a bunch of thrift stores about 5 at a time. Somewhere out there is a bunch of innocuous-looking tapes filled with a cacophony of human depravity. I'm not much of a musician, but it's the greatest act of guerilla artistry I'll ever commit. I wonder how many have been immediately thrown away, how many have been surreptitiously masturbated to, and what's happened to the rest of them that weren't immediately disposed of.
>>702037231 Oh man, I love breaking bitched down. I've cheated on every girl I've ever been with. Always starts nicely and gets a bit kinkier each time until I have them bound and gagged pissing themselves crying, choking on my cock until they puke on themselves then I wash it off with my piss. I've done that exact scenario with minor changes with so many college sluts (I manage a hotel right next to a college) ...sometimes leaving them tied and messy, crying for help. I just zip up and walk out leaving the dorm door wide open for all her roommates to see what a whore she it. I knew I was a sociopath when I was very young, now I just have fun with it and try not to take any lives.
I used to clog the toilet at my gfs house and fish out her turds and use them for masturbation. Eventually I'd stash them in a trash bag hidden in her over-stuffed closet for possible future use. Broke up with her and never took the bag out. Can't imagine the horror when she decides to clean her closet and finds that.
>>702032347 My name is Barry Allen and I'm the fastest man alive. When I was a child, I saw my mother killed by something impossible. My father went to prison for her murder. Then an accident made me the impossible. To the outside world, I'm just an ordinary forensic scientist, but secretly with the help of my friends I use my speed to fight crime and find others like me, and one day I'll find who killed my mother and get justice for my father. I am The Flash.
I was playing games with my friend through the computer, and he was telling me about how him and his girlfriend were planning on getting married and shit, and he was telling me how he was going to propose to her. I was sitting there just saying "nice, nice, nice" while his GF (now wife) was asleep in my room because we fucked not even an hour earlier. I still feel like shit to this day, and know that one day I'm going to tell him.
one time i stuck a handle of a hairbrush in my ass because i was curious of why gay people liked it, then my mom knocked on he door and asked for the hairbrush so i had to wipe off the shit and then gave it to her
I'd love to know where they've ended up, because it could go either way. They're all bible thumpers down these parts, and bible thumpers are either going to burn them on the spot or keep them as fetish fuel because they're repressed as fuck.
>>702032347 I'm 21 yr old virgin. Never had a girlfriend. It sucks man, because I had to make up a story or my friends would've ripped on me endless about it. It's not that I'm ugly, I just don't know how to talk to women.
I am a pedophile (just pointing out that merely BEING a pedophile is not illegal, I've never done anything wrong). Interestingly my father was also a pedophile and he's in jail for touching up my sister. I got compensation as well even though I don't think he even did anything to me really.
>>702032347 So there I was, balls deep in a gopher hole. I was going at it and then I felt it. The little fucker came up and bit the tip of my dick. I saw him though, I saw him. In one hand he had a set of tweezers, in the other, a magnifying glass.
Didn't want to . . I suffered paralyzing anxiety and was on my way to a lifetime of misery until I took a psych class and learned - People work out their parental abuse issues in sexual relationships - Rape is about power affirmation, sex is incidental - People act in ways consistent with the way they see themselves (keystone of psychology)
Plot forms in my mind > overcome my crippling anxiety and depression by affirming my power through raping a woman in lieu of my mom
I picked an older 'masseuse' who looked like my mom. I knew she couldn't run to the cops because she was involved in an illegal activity.
It worked very well . . talk about shock therapy: one day I'm too shy to say "hello" to a girl and then I'm completely dominating and humiliating one. Made tossing out a cheesy opener very easy.
I don't recommend it . . it's risky and harmful . . she was someone's daughter maybe someone's mom. . . she didn't deserve it, but I needed a radical alteration and took action.
>>702033955 what you mean is >i FANTASIZE about violating straight men (which is gay as fuck) and watch them break. I'm retarded, and I ain't no (double negatives cuz retarded) sadist. I just love thinking about gay shit.
A couple of weeks ago I came home drunk and ridiculous horny and did a request thread on b/ where I ended up Sticking a cucumber an egg and three pairs of scissors up my pussy, no regrets will probably do it next time I'm horny.
When I was 15 I stayed the night over a friend's house. I've had insomnia for years so my friend would always go to sleep way before me. I got up to go take a piss and heard his mom and stepdad arguing downstairs. I decided to stand at the top of the stairs and listen, and among the incoherent arguing, I heard scuffling, like a struggle. When we woke up the next morning and sat around the table to eat breakfast (his stepdad was into that shit, me and the friend were from single mom homes so we were used to eating wherever the fuck we wanted and going about the rest of our day without the wannabe "family" time) his mom looked roughed up. Nobody said anything but she looked like she had been through some shit. Anyways, I had a crush on his mom so it kinda pissed me off a little. I took a shit later that day and scrubbed his toothbrush on it and then had to rinse it off because it was too noticeable. That guy was a fuckin prick....but then again....I'm older now and I understand things better....but still........touch my woman faggot. I'd still fuck her to this day.
>>702032347 Not me, but my brother fed a guy to alligators. The guy was raping his little girl and beating his wife. He became all buddy buddy with him, invited him fishing (florida), and shoved him to the gators. He told me this one night while we were both super drunk. I was shocked but he's not the type to lie. Then I looked for alligator deaths in Florida and found this: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_fatal_alligator_attacks_in_the_United_States
Don Owen fits the time. Now read this: http://www.theledger.com/article/20050316/NEWS/503160335
Pretty sure that's the guy. I really just don't want to ask. I'm still dealing with the fact that my brother is a murderer.
>>702032347 i use the MAC filter from our router to block my 2 younger brothers from the internet, it's been about a year and they still know nothing one of them even bought a highspeed internetflat for his handy(hotspot) with unlimited data volume which costs him 20€ per month
My dad started abusing me when i was 9. I mean I guess it was abuse I really didn't mind. It made him happy and I wanted my dad to be happy. It was just oral for a few years then he started having sex with me around 11. It felt good (except the first few times) and he never forced me. The only bad that came from it is I find little girls sexually attractive even tho I've never been with a girl or another woman past making out and petting. I'm married and live a normal life but I sometimes catch myself staring at young girls.
>>702038583 I don't ask what made me like this, I just try to use it to my benefit. Have manipulated many co-workers, bosses, friends, girlfriends. People are easy to control when they trust you. My last college girl was into "rough stuff" as she called it, she stopped wanting to chill after the night I hanged her until she lost consciousness and then woke up to me fucking her and strangling her again when I realized she was conscious. Some of the hottest sex I've ever had, and we even chilled and watched tv after and ate like it was all normal, but I could tell I broke her.
>>702032347 I don't have any feelings besides pain.It's going on like this for 2 years,but i'm "hiding" it and i always act when i need too(laughting at something,feelind bad for someone,,)I never talked to anyone about this and it's probably too late already.Considering to an hero
>>702040512 That's because you want from them what you'll never be able to attain again; innocence. Like the dead envy the living, you'll resent anyone and anything that reminds you of what you'll never have. Instead of anger, it manifests as sexual attraction, because you want to dominate them just as you were dominated. Also, you're just a fuckin pedo. >But whatever I just wrote is pretty fuckin accurate aint it? >Captcha: stop sign
I raped my ex girlfriend. She still comes around to fuck me every now and again, so this one night we were fucking when I told her I was gonna put it in her ass.
She laughed like I was kidding, until I got out the lube. She's the type of girl that will let me stick it in just to try to please me but call it quits when it "hurts too much"
But this time I didn't stop. I grabbed her arms and held them behind her back and kept fucking her in the ass. She screamed a lot and begged me to stop, but I kept pumping telling her I'd be done in just a minute. I kept fucking her ass until I came.
The weirdest part is she didn't make a big deal out of it and still comes around to fuck me.
She brought it up once but I played it off. "Oh stooooop it wasn't RAPE, it was just screwing around Yada yada"
>>702040808 >Welcome to clicheville, where nothing you will ever do is original AT ALL. Also, your superiors all know, and.......most of them don't approve....a few don't care.....and some commend you.
>>702032347 I am secretly a very jealous and competitive person even though it might not seem like it. I try to find out everything about everybody so I can use that information against them. Although people may think I am friendly I secretly want to watch them suffer.
one time there was this old lady who computer was broke, i was expecting like some old celeron rig but to my surprise, it was an i7 rig. i put an i3 in there and took 8 gigs of ram. the problem was the video card so i gave her an old 1 gig card i had lying around and charged her 50$
>>702041145 It is, but it's about a different aspect of the person. >for example:
1. real buff dude 2. spouts the fact he's bigger and says he's tougher than everyone else 3. compensating because he has an inferiority complex about his lack of personality and feels he has to socially make up for it by making examples of his more dominant traits
>people do this with their dominant vs non-dominant traits all the time.
>bachelors in clinical psychology >im a big meat-head
>>702041145 Isn't feeling superior just overcompensation from feeling inferior though?
What do I have? I absolutely cannot stand it when I perceive other people being better than me, but I often feel like I'm better than people, not because of anything I've done, but merely by virtue of existing.
What would be the key differences between someone with an inferiority complex and someone with a superiority complex?
Whenever you see some villain in films or tv or whatever who is hellbent on getting power, why are they often described as having inferiority complexes and not superiority complexes?
>>702041224 >Did it really fix things though? You've gone from one extreme to the other, now feeling the need to completely dominate women. You haven't really treated the core problems.
I disagree.... I saw myself as weak. Powerless. And I acted as such and so was.
Now I can relate to women normally, if a bit arrogantly and, yes, a bit domineering, but not overly.
>>702040727 >I'm pretty sure there are better ways to set yourself straight than becoming a sex offender.
The best treatment would not to have a cunt for a mother --- an oz of prevention = a pound of cure, etc.
Maybe after years of Paxil, talk therapy, and social coaching I could've approached a girl in a bar or not turned bright red when one said hi, but I didn't want to wait or subject myself to the humiliation of medical treatment.
>>702037231 I can see this happening without the need to be categorized as a sociopath at all. You're getting revenge on your wife for breaking the compact and getting what you wanted from your wife from the obliging side chick.
>>702041221 Not really. I mean thanks for the backseat therapy but there's no way you could know how my experience effected me. I'm not angry I'm not "dominating" little girls. I just wish my vagina still looked like that. Besides I'm guessing your a boy and as far as innocence goes girls know about sex and sex stuff way before boys. I knows boys like to think their dicks give them he man like knowledge and strength but they don't. What I am angry about is every time I tell someone about it they basically say what you say and tell me how I feel and when I disagree it's because I'm "traumatized" no my feelings of liking simply scare you because your not as thrusting with your dicklet as you thought you were.
I fucked the girlfriend of my platonic female best friend's older brother. Took advantage of the fact that she likes xanax. Also fucked my coworkers gf, after working with both of them for 2+ years. Was really drugged out and could hardly keep it up, so mostly just ate her pussy and sucked her tits.
>>702041749 no but you're an asshole and when she finds out she's gonna know you're an asshole and now everyone in this thread knows you're an asshole and your parents are ashamed of you because you're an asshole and you take dicks in the face and talk a lot of shit because say it with me >YOU ARE ONE FAGGOTY ASS ASSHOLE
I catfished a depressed girl in another country for 4 years. She sent me regular nudes until I eventually cut her off because I felt bad that she was literally only talking to me and thought we were going to meet and get married and shit.
I still visit her social media and see what she's up to in her life now we're now longer in contact. It's been almost 5 years and I still miss her.
I have a huge masturbating problem, terrible sleeping habits, and I'm addicted to the Internet and vidya.
I started watching porn at around 12, the first thing I remember fapping to was Zone cartoons on Newgrounds. I looked up bestiality (horses) out of curiosity at around 14, I didn't get into it but it still disturbs me to this day. I also developed a trap fetish , mostly in the last 3 years or so, which I'm still trying desperately to stop because I think it's wrong. The existential crisis is putting a huge drain on me. I started masturbating frequently at 5 years old before I even knew what it was that I was doing, so I guess the compulsion isn't very surprising in that light.
I have big dreams, but I also have this self defeating, self hating complex of sorts. I've gotten stuck in a rut of bad habits and laziness and I take an almost perverse satisfaction in loathing myself and my stupidity.
I hate mysrlf, but I cling to hope and believe that I can find a way out of it on my own. Somehow.
>>702042500 I wouldn't want it now. I was only a kid with an extreme fetish I was completely obsessed with and had no idea what to do with. And I wouldn't have reported it. I was cripplingly shy and would have hated anyone to know it had happened
>so be me 25 and in a shitty apt >drunk and going to bed > here screaming in the apt next door > go over and two drunk people are >saying you have to save my mom >she's like 85 and been smoking forever >she's flopping in the the floor > I try to do CPR her breath is keeping up with my mouth to mouth >I can hear her ribs break while I am doing chest compressions > the family later thanks me for trying > death right in my hands don't know >how I should feel
>>702032347 A boy at my daughter's school beat her up and she was sent home to me with a broken nose. I found the kid's info, and by extension, his address through the school, I went to their house, kicked in the door, ran inside and smashed a bunch of shit, including their TV, video game consoles, dining room table which was glass, and then knocked over their refrigerator before running out the back door and climbing the fence into another backyard and running back to my car.
>>702042117 Well then you're just a pedo with stockholme syndrome.....dumbass. Men don't have He-man like knowlege, we're just not as susceptible to manipulation and we're not a slave to our emotions. We're better at compartmentalization and keeping the right perspective despite our current mood, anxiety, or frustration. As far as me not knowing how "your experience" affected you; your hole is bigger, and you're a molested child who now browses anonymous message boards and talks about their problems in secrets threads. i don't need to have your whole psychological breakdown to tell you that you're fucked up. You should seek help, but what with your attraction to little girls, you'll probably opt to keep believing you enjoyed whatever the fuck happened to you because it's your own special little way of coping with the fact that you were robbed of all power before you even knew what the fuck that meant. It's a catch 22, you're damned if you admit it was wrong and you hate him, and you're damned if you keep up this self destructive charade. I'd advise offing yourself but 4/10 lookin guys like me need practice girls.
i lost my parents as i was 7 years old they died when our house burned down police was thinking that my dad fall asleep with a cigar and that the cigar got the fire started but its wasnt my dad who was smoking i was jung and saw a movie a day before where it looked tasty and fun ao i tried it out and it didnt tasted at all so i tried to blow it out and hide it under the a seat downstairs it began to stink and i was scared they find out and i would get beaten up by my dad so i closed he door of their room and went into our backyard and hided there i saw the windows turning black and my home filling with smoke i didntknow what to do so i ran to our neighbours and just cried they checked outside realising that our house is burning
Be me 14. Sister 20. Falls asleep on floor one night. pretty clear not wearing a bra. Everyone goes upstairs and leaves sister and me downstairs. Gently lift bottom of tshirt and slip hand inside. Touch tit. Progress to slipping into her room at night and sliding my hand insider her covers. Deep sleeper so feel her tits and make her nipples hard multiple times. One night pull back covers, unbutton her pajamas and look at her naked tits. Gently lick one nipple and then wuss out. Finally got caught one night in her room but she was so groggy she didn't seem to remember the next day. She doesn't seem to know I felt her up at least 20 times. cant believe she slept so deeply.
Last time I did was the day before her wedding. Tons of guests so I shared her room. Played with her tits the night before her husband fucked her virgin pussy.
I've been dealing with depression and anxiety for some time now.
In the beginning, it came as waves of huge emotion that actually enhanced my creativity (I make music). It has slowly dulled all of my emotions to the point where nowadays I don't have the energy/motivation to do anything I like anymore. The only thing I look forward to these days is drugs/alcohol. I also used to have a ton of friends, but I started to become antisocial because I don't have the energy to have a social life, which has resulted in me rarely ever hanging out with anyone.
I'd imagine a lot of people on /b/ have dealt with similar situations
This kid who I went to high school with and was dumb enough to trust (15 or 16 at the time) started selling ecstasy. I wanted in, easy money. I fronted him almost $500 so he could buy some for me. He made up a bullshit story and I never saw any ecstasy or money. Pretended to believe his story and be his friend. This was years ago. I still keep tabs on him. Address, license plates. When the time is right, I will murder him.
>>702042117 >I'm don't want to sex little girls because of psychological reasons that have been thoroughly researched and shown to be common in child molesters across the board, I'M DIFFERENT OKAY >You're just jealous because GIRLS know about sex better than MEN >Also, DADDY LOVED ME MORE THAN YOU HISSSSS
Oh great, you've already drank the Pedo Kool-Aid. And holy FUCK, you just have a whole smorgasbord of issues don't you?
>>702044395 I use my depression to write. It's about sad things like suicide and things like that but people seem to think it's really beautiful. They say that i have a unique way of looking at life, that I can see beauty in the saddest things. It feels like a cure and a blessing to me but people enjoy it soo
I accidentally killed someone back in 1999 ocean county new jersey Bar fight gone too far and he ended up dying because he apparently choked on his blood whilst being too drunk to fix himself. I could have moved him but left him gurgling on his vomit and blood. At the time i didn't think about him suffocating to death and it wasn't until a few days later i heard about someone found dead on HoopereAve toms river by the old compass bank. I was scared shitless & stayed that way for a long long-time. Image in California now & no one ever came looking for me to ask questions no police ever bothered me & it still sits in the back of my mind that's night i got away with murder It was an accident however, it has taken a toll on my nightmares & mental health, but its better than dead
>>702043756 police investigation, some dindu nuffin got arrested for breaking and entering, along with destruction of property. Apparently he'd done the same shit to 2 houses last week. Kid and his family kept living there, but apparently the kid is so afraid of my girl now he doesn't go anywhere near her anymore. If I had to guess, but this sounds kinda stupid, my little girl likes to wear my shirts because of how big they are on her (I'm an XL, she's some tiny girl size that her mother keeps track of) and because of how loose they are. I think she wore the same shirt I wore the night I did it a few days later, and I'm almost 90% sure that kid saw the back of that shirt, it was a tour shirt for Aerosmith from the 80s that my older brother got for me when I was like, 7.
>>702039751 i found an elizabeth figure from bioshock infinite. decided to let dubs decide and of course it went in my ass. that was the first time anything went in my ass and i didnt enjoy it at the time but since then ive tried a little bit more. i know its vanilla but it makes me feel nasty
When I was 11 I was walking home from school and some tweaker that slept on the side of this bridge I passed on my way home was on some serious drugs and he tried to rape me. I hit him over the head with a set of handlebars that were near a pile of trash and metal. I hit him over and over and over again until he stopped moving. his head and neck had blood all over them and I just left him there. Walked home and threw my clothes away because they were covered in blood. my friend at school said they saw the paramedics bagging the body the next day and I almost turned my self in. I was so scared for about a month then the whole thing blew over and I haven't really thought about it in years. he might not have been dead but my friend said he saw a dead body.
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