i haven't been on this trash board in 5 whole evrs, sup bitches \m/
tldr slutty trap
I'm a 20 year old trap/trans girl/tomgirl/huge faggot. A couple weeks on t blockers, but going hormone route!!
Yesterday was the first day in over a week I've cum. Probably closer to 10 days. I'm not in chastity, more on chastity later, but it's getting increasingly difficult.
I was home alone, dressed in nice lingiere, I had 2 dildos at my disposal, wine drunk, and I had unlimited free porn. It took me 6 hours.
Guys, gals, and nonbinary pals, I hope you believe me when I say - I want to cum.
So I'm filthy as fuck bc I've been dissociating since like 18 hours ago. I'm going to take a nice long bath, get shaved, and get myself ready until I feel sexy. While I'm soaking I'll be here and talking about porn on /d/ maybe. So Ill be back, with a timestamp asap for this thread. No face for the before pictures though.
Just smoked a bowl so this was a long and boring introduction. Brb.
the a in am's backwards whoops. writing upside down is hard
i never understood the appeal of just. Orifice. but yeah sure i guess, this one's old tho
I'm super horny if any traps wanna kik me, will give lots of pics
mmmmm if ur wantin to get in this i don't i'd be th person beggin lol. sorry i don't rly do that subby moe crap anymore. >>701055213
I GUESS. i feel like. an unspread butt is more aesthetically appealing tho. why specifically ask for le asshole
Okay I'm back. Took some shitty cell phone pictures, will be taking shitty webcam pictures from here on out.
I'm in the tub now. In a few hours I want to put on a show. I only masturbate to hentai about cute, young, feminine boys doing slutty, humiliating things. Public nudity, bodywriting, chastity, idk a lot of things. And I want to do that. I want to get into that lifestyle.
So tonight I'm going to take a blind leap into there and do a show! Between now and then, keep me entertained. Talk to me!!
It hasn't even started. Tonight is night number one! Idk how to go about it, whether to just stay on /b/ or start a tumblr or what. BTW I have been like entirely removed from /b/ trap culture, so idk what it's like.
slow down there hotshot. I'm doing this for my own sexual gratification, not yours. And tonight I'm just gonna put on a show and nothing else. If I make a tumblr later on, we probably won't be in touch for you to get the link. Sorry hun
Some people set up a site, tumblr or something with a few sfw things but offer better stuff in exchange for PayPal donations or buying from amazon wishlists. I've bought things this way myself.
extremely depressed tonight. someone gratify me before i blow my fucking brains out.
i hate my body but here's another of my tits
sorry not right now
Enjoy my penis gasping in surprise!
i looove cock
i hate it and dont take many pics of it, i dont htink im going to share it, sorry
no it fucking doesn't, it causes shrinkage and it atrophies if you dont use every couple days
wow, that's weird but thanks for the info.
prolly should try and get more estrogen in me, if it's not too late, i'm pretty old by /b/ standards
i rarely take pics of it because of the size, chastity and looks of it so i don't have a good pic of it, sorry and thanks for the encouragement
Would any trap actually like a cock like this?
Please tell me you're still on this thread...? I live in Washington State .3.
i mean have fun or whatever, but i'm not trying to be mean when i tell you this. it really sounds like you're an autogynephiliac and you should think about that before you get on hrt and ask yourself, "am i really transgender? or is this just a sexual fetish for me? is this a phase, or something i'm going to be happy about when i'm 50?"
i wouldn't wish being trans upon my worst enemy, and i have it easy because i pass.
there was one pretty amazing trap from washington state, i think seattle. she was hot as balls and used to cam on cam4. also a /b/ro, i chatted with her quite often but lost touch
she has been on hrt since like 14. she's 28 now. i didnt' believe she was trans until she showed me. she's so hot that it makes me hate myself. like it's not fair how hot she is...
Does 4chan have a trap board?
How did you know you were trans?
Because I'm seriously considering the possibility, haven't really ever been comfortable in my body but didn't really think about being trans until, like, at 15-16 years old and after reading stuff like trans people knowing it at age 8 and shit, I'm thinking if there's just something else wrong with me, not being trans.
personally, i knew my entire life as long as i can remember. but i know legitimate trans people who started thinking about it much later.
i think it's one of those things you just know. being trans is completely separate from all the sexual shit even if you are into that. it's something you live with day to day 24/7 and something most people in this world won't understand.
it's not something to be taken lightly but it's also not good to wait if you are trans, which makes things tricky eh?
Definitely, I'm 20, turning 21 next March and I'm thinking if it's too late already. I really need to go to a shrink to talk about this, but goddamn is it scary.
To make matters worse I have a girlfriend and I'd never want to do anything to hurt her, but I'd also want to make sure I live my own life the way I want it to turn out :/
oregon's better to be perfectly honest. i've been in washington for a long time and i'm trying to get out because the people here are so boring. there's a lot of trans girls in washington but a lot of them are:
- young professional shutins you will never meet
- general shutins you will never meet
- did i mention the seattle freeze?
- autogynephilliacs, meth addicts, backpage hookers and aging trannies we sure got a lot of those here.
k fine here's something a CD can't do
i'm 25 and it wasn't too late for me. i have friends who transitioned pre-pubescent and the hottest girl i know started at 25 too.
that sounds all too familiar though. around your age was the first time i could really think about doing it because life, and i ended up not going through with it over a girl who ended up being a complete waste of my time in the long run.
never put someone else ahead of yourself. i regret the fuck out of it.
are you in seattle? that's where i'd move. and im not looking for other trans girls, i like guys. and yeah i live in maine, im pretty acclimated to endless cold weather. also the t word is a slur, im not going to tell you how to speak, but we really really hate that word.
do you think you're actually trans?
Thanks, yeah, It's gotten a bit more relevant now in my head since my girlfriend is away for studies and I'm moving out of my parent's house too.
It helps to talk here about it but I guess I just need to go talk to a professional and go from there.
I've got a few legitimate questions for the trans people in here. We've recently had a few issues in my department where there were some sensitivity issues with a few of my guys and trans woman in another department. One seemed a little overly dramatic, but one was certainly my guys crossing a line. I'd really like to nip this in the bud since I was put in charge of making sure nothing like it happens again. So far we've had to cover that she prefers she and will be called she and that there will be absolutely no fucking joking about what her birth name was/is. What are some pointers you can offer on professional relations? What pitfalls can you point out? What are some acceptable ways to show acceptance? What are some examples of how communications could have gone better?
im 24 (been on hrt for 10 months), and my bestie (who passes) is 32 (and started hrt a year ago). you're NOT too late.
btw these are me:
yes, i've lived in Seattle for over a decade.
i didn't really know who i was replying to, and the usual default for those kind of posts is for me to assume it's a guy thinking about moving here for the state's reputation. it isn't too bad meeting guys here from what i've heard.
sorry, but i'm transgendered and i'll use whatever terminology i feel like. you only speak for yourself.
I recommend meeting with a gender therapist and talking through your feelings. Accepting yourself as trans is just the first step. You need to figure out how you're going to deal with it, be it transitioning, living with the feelings, going andro, ect... there are lots of paths people choose. You should get a good idea of what you want before you go to an endo or an informed consent clinic. HRT will give you boobs, among other things, that you can't take back without surgery. It can even sterilize you. HRT is a fucking miracle drug, and I'd have killed myself already if I didn't have it, but you really should figure if you understand the personal, social, and financial repercussions before you get your hands on it. Talking to a gender therapist will really help. And going to a local trans group meeting. Those two things, plus redditing my ass off on the trans subreddits helped me sooooo much.
it really does depend a lot on those things. But even if you have a bad structure/genetics, it can help you feel more like you. I know that it makes me feel more like a real functioning person. I have more confidence now. Passing is important for your own mental wellbeing, but it's not everything. It's better to feel like yourself and to be open and have real emotions, then to be living inside a body that feels alien and hiding behind a charade when you really feel completely different inside.
Also that's grammatically incorrect in the same way that gayed is incorrect. Transgender is an adjective. Again, talk how you want to talk, I'm just letting you know.
Well, that's true, I'd want to be passable/pretty too but can't have everything 100% guaranteed, eh?. I guess I gotta grab the bull by the horns and start facing these issues.
Thanks for the talk, this was helpful!
Good to hear. That's been my personal approach, I mean fuck it, if she wants to be a woman she can. Probably means I'm going to have to get out the good ol' write up pad though, I don't think I've gotten the message through clearly enough.
I'm so sorry to hear about that. If you cant do a therapist, I definitely recommend going to a local trans group meeting and just listening to their stories, and reading up on the trans subreddits.
Nothing is guaranteed when it comes to passing, but when it comes to mental health and feeling "right" it's almost certain hrt will help if you're trans. You just have to understand if you can handle everything that comes with it, including not passing, if it comes to that. I wish you the best. <3
>if she wants to be a woman she can
She IS a woman. She might not have always known it, but she knows it now. And living the way she is in her mind makes her feel whole. Imagine if a mad scientist cut out your brain and put it in a woman's body. That's almost how she feels, but in reverse, and for her entire life. You sound like you care though. <3
Huh, never thought about it like that. That actually helps me think about that and with time I think I can get that ingrained in myself. I bet I can get that through to a few of the guys as well. Some of them, not so much, but fear is a great tool. Yeah, I care. She's pretty friendly, sharp as a tack, and seems like good people. I was pretty mortified when the wisecracks started up, spearheaded an apology after it was clear that some serious lines had been crossed. My biggest regret there was not shutting it down quicker.
some cock :) sorry I dont chat :D
You really do sound like a cool person. Thanks for being understanding.
moar cock. I'm from finland haha
no im not
u stupid, what's 9+10?
>>701069083 : twennyjuan!
you started a spiderman spam with like 5 images? you fucking invalid.
awww thanks. dont trap anymore though, dont have enough time/money
for guys... who is this semen demon?
I almost drank a bottle of bleach a few hours ago and I've been a delirious mess since but that ass made me remember there's beauty in this world. Maybe I can sleep soundly now.
what an excruciatingly painful way to maybe die. like wow are you on the spectrum, why would you even consider that method?
Look at the filename, it has date on it. almost year old photos and I told you I dont cd anymore so cant timestamp. the real one has been posting mostly pics not all that "wanna see me now" stuff
we dont take kindly to that spick language around here. go back to mexico. 10 FEET HIGHER.
joo oli huomaamattomia ja ihan netistä tilasin. tuli semmonen ruskee paketti/paperipussi yleensä pakettiautomaatilel mistä oli sit helppo käydä noutaas. tästä vähän pyllyä seuraks
Well, I just ended up scratching my arms until they were red instead. In terms of self harm I don't really go that far but bleach was the most immediate thing I could think of. I just hate myself.
Bleach would be painful as fuck. Like burning from the inside out. Not immediate. You'd go on for hours, IF you died. what usually happens is that they get you to a hospital and they have to remove most of your esophagus and stomach and some of your intestine and you have a horrible horrible HORRIBLE super disabled life afterwards.
i still got some little parts of boobs, i can feel them over my breastmuscles. i just did 4 months of estrogen, so the changes were not super significant. now it looks like not compleetly ripped. but my nips are still more sensitive than before.