I really hate my family. I feel so lonely and misplaced. The siblings I "grew" up with aren't even full blood siblings, they're half. I don't know who my father is and nor does anyone else in my "family" just my mother (affair). And if it wasn't worse, I don't like my mother's side of the family, they're a bunch of lunatics and sociopaths. I just fear that if I were ever to meet my father ( highly doubt it ) and meet that half of the family, that just maybe I won't like them either. IDK. Bunch of spic problems.
>>701047136 self worth issues that started when i was ~8 years old. wear a happy face every day to hide my extreme depression. fucked up some times in life bc depression, makes me more depressed. work on myself so much but it doesn't seem to matter. the days i think are going to be good always turn out to be the worst days... it goes on and on
>>701049171 Saying just the wrong phrase or word puts me in the dog house, even when it's the blatant truth (like her shit ex hubby) I think she has a problem of accepting the truth, How i would hang out with the 37 yr old neighbor lady shes okay looken ex junkie. and she flips the fuck out cause I chat with her
When I was in junior high school I used to take long showers at night. I used to sit on the floor and turn the water on super hot and just bask in the steam. But see, this shower had a drain in the middle, and the grate popped out really easily.
Sometimes I'd wait until I really had to shit really bad and then get in the shower. Then I would sit on the floor and just let loose. I'd lean back enough so that the shit would go forward up under my balls. After I sat for a second I would pop the drain cover off, shovel the shit down the drain, clean the floor, and then myself.
I'm not really sure why I started doing this. It wasn't really a sexual thing. It was more about the release, and the taboo about it.
So yeah, nobody knows I did that on a weekly basis.
>>701049656 When I go out on a date with my GF will eat at a restaurant and I say anything that involes another person she goes sour or mad at me or other things will fall through even if it was planned
>>701049052 my gf of a year was my first kiss too, you should have just said something in the beginning. Honestly if shes not a cunt she will probably think its sweet. better than you telling her she was and she wasnt m8
>>701049688 Oh and I forgot to add, I used to sit in the bath tub and stick "red hots" candies up my ass one at a time and shit them out after I had a good supply in my b-hole. Surprisingly they didn't burn.
>>701050174 shit dude, i would give anything just have a gf my best and only friend right now is a super sexy girl i fucked a few times. complicated shit happened so now i'm pretty much cuck 2.0. everything she says deepens my worth issues but she is also the only positive influence in my life.
>>701050285 In the current state I can't afford to abandon ship. We've always talked about anything that's bothering us. But I feel like the certain conversations can't happen because she becomes self conscious and starts doubting her self but then finds a way to direct it apon me as if im the cause cause judging is wrong in her eyes. were fucking human beings it's a natural thing we do and it makes me so ill she can't accept the truth.
>>701050848 nah i felt guilty after fapping but still had the desire to do it again
see: >>701050858 my sister and i were really close so i didnt mind her using it, but i was sweating bullets hoping she didnt find them, and i got rid of them after that since thats probably the worst thing someone could find
My sister is in the hospital right now, with only a 60% chance of survival because of her shit lifestyle - smoking, lots of drugs when younger, overweight, diabetes, immobile, etc. I don't feel bad. Kinda angry mostly, because it was her fault for not listening and changing her habits.
>>701050925 Im in that sorta boat right now. Sometimes i just say it how it is though because if she cant handle what i have to say and tries to steer the conversation somethings obviously wrong. after i finally just said it she talked about it and accepted the truth but it wasnt easy. just try to be gentle
>>701051441 The gentle part is the rough part. I've always been blunt with the way i speak to serious conversations to talking to her on sensitive subjects. I can't sugar coat it cause a truth is either painful or relief
>>701051080 she treats me with great respect, she just doesn't understand some things. in all my years of living i don't think i've had a friend who wanted to help me with EVERYTHING it hurts a lot right now, but this girl is a true friend.
>>701046689 >>701051599 Life of a middle child? I was always the one who would go with the flow and never seemed to let anything bother me. On the outside though. i was depressed for almost a year and if it wasnt for one person i doubt id be here today. i dont even talk to her anymore and we never dated or anything but she gave me a reason to pull through
>>701046242 >Be me, driving home from Vegas at approx. 2300 >Stop to get gas in Bumfuck nowhere, walk inside to give cashier 20 bucks >Fill truck up, pull up to building to get some munchies from inside >About to check out when I see someone breaking into my truck >Run outside and he spins around with a knife in his hand >lol CC .32 KelTec >Rushes me, shoot him twice >Falls, crying and clearly not dead >I sperg, get in my truck and drive off >50 miles away before I realize what I did, and that I ran >Shit enough bricks to build Trump's wall all the way home >Never had anything come of it >Never had anyone contact me about it
>>701051504 >>701051863 that is sound advice, but there are no activities or things that make me happy, only those that stop the rain from falling, like a bridge or tunnel. i'm really good at a lot of stuff, i have hobbies, i exercise, focus on nutrition... i'm more or less a functional person. i haven't been happy since i was 12 years old, so thats about 10 years now. i have tried "choosing to be happy" and i just can't stick to it for longer than a few weeks.
>>701052180 youngest. my middle brother has aspbergers and recovered from padded cell for life crazy and is going to graduate from law school on time next year. happy for him, another reason to suicide.
All my friends have left my home town to join the military. I'm still stuck on my uncles farm. I'm thinking about burning the farm down, blame it on the cops and going on tour with this old hippie I met who said he wants to show me the ways of the force.
>be 28 >sister be 21 >one night she calls me up asking to pick her up cause she' s way drunk >bring her back to my house >put her into bed (my bed) >sleep next to her >rub her pussy while she's asleep >grab her limp hand and use it to jerk off my cock >she wakes up >I just keep it going, dunno what else to do >she's keen, gives me a hand job >I end up fucking her >fucking her good.... real good, anal, bj, everything you can imagine. >next day both of us pretend like it never happened >still that way and it's all good..
I love my sister, even more that she let me fuck her senselessly.
Have not had any sexual contact with her since, it's one of those things that its best we let sleeping dogs lay.....
I'm 6ft 80kg, my sister is 5'5" 45kg, it was the best sex I've ever had and I love the fact it was with my loving, adorable and caring sister....
If there's one woman I want to have the best sex with ever in my life, it would be with my sister.
I think she did it as a "I love you brother" kinda thing, she knows I had a rough break up with my ex, she just wanted to make me happy. I'll never ever forget cumming all over her face, and making her scream in pain when I gave her her first anal, part way though she was crying in pain but she kept it going cause she knew what I liked. She said "brother, It hurts really bad, really bad, ouch auuuuw"....."keep going brother, I love you:....
>>701047762 Maybe you should just run away from them. Your mom sounds like a whore and the rest of your family probably laughs at the fact that you'll never know your father and will always be the butt of their jokes. Shit seems like a waste of time, just runaway
my new gf has no idea that i am a major alcoholic. i have not been sober one time while with her. i've been drinking 2 pints of vodka a day for a few years to feel normal. and she is so nice and innocent too.. shit..
I love my actual gf, she's gorgeous Shes waay too pretty for me, shes short just how I like them, big boobs, pretty white ass, with a high buttcrack (Yes, I like them like that) amazing green eyes, light coloured hair, beautiful red lips, likes to fuck a lot, loves me, does amazing head, small feet (again, just like I like them) tight pussy. Overall just how I like them, made to fit my tastes but one thing, her nipples, it was always my fantasy to have a gf with small and pink nipples and she has a little big and light brown nips, that's the only thing that makes me feel like she is a step from perfect. I still know she is way to good for me, but it's worse when I think she could've absolutely perfect, but just lacks that one thing and the worst is I could just cheat on her for a small and pink nips
>>701051215 Sometimes changing is very hard even when the negative effects are apparent. You need to be there for her even if you're angry. I know the anger might be rooted in love because you are mad at what she has done to herself but she will be in need of support now more than ever. It's hard to understand why people are the way they are from the outside. From her point of view I'm sure she tried. Everyone has 10X more things going on in their lives than what you realize.
i´m really into older women and i would like to fuck my mom i have uploaded some images of her on motherless, one is almost at 5000 views i´m afraid someone is going to notice but i can´t stop fapping to her
I don't want to be a fucking freak, but my cousin is fucking gorgeous. And I really did think about pounding her fat ass, but here's the twist her mother kind of hits on me and I think I'm the only one who notices. She sat on my lap and called me santa in front of everyone and I kind of liked it, I hate having fucked up thoughts about my family but they never stop, I had a dream where I brutally murdered my mother and I told her about it crying like a little bitch. Fuck my brain.
I'm in the middle of a gang war which has resulted in 3 deaths and me having to sleep with a gun at arms reach. I'm having to avoid seeing family and only go outside with someone with me. Been going on for the past 3 months.
When I was 13 or 14 I was super hard one night and couldn't sleep. So I walked around the house in the dark with just my erect penis sticking out of the crotch hole in my pants. I opened the fridge and touched it on all of the condiment bottles because it felt good. I then went back to bed.
>>701056585 Also have some form of night terrors, everytime i shut my eyes before i sleep i think of fucked up shit and it just turns into a cycle of nonstop shit. Most nights I have to pass out to some sort of commentary.
I feel like no matter how much I practice music, I'll always be shit. I have nothing in my life that I enjoy, I hate my family and I don't like the course in coding and it shit that I'm doing. All I have is music and I'm shit at it.
I'm really weak. Anytime I encounter any resistance in my life and things become hard, I try to give up before even trying. I want to kill myself or become stronger but I don't know how.
A few nights before getting married. I had about 2 girls ask me if I wanted to hook up with them because they knew I was getting married. They never said it outloud but it was 'unspoken'
All 2 of the happen to be Mexican as well... humm. Girl 1 was a pretty hot MILF not going to lie. She could move. Came in a short dress and smelling really good. Second girl was younger like 23yr old and she came in a short black dress. So something else in common they had.
2 days later got married. Never told a fucking soul.
I watched mlp 2 seasons of mlp just to be able to troll them at maximum potential. This backfired when a friend of mine probably saw my internet history. I have no clue if all my friends think im a brony and everything is really awkward. Id much rather itd been some weird ass fetish porn.
Long shot but I saw a confession thread with pics of a sister. 2 pics. She was laying in a red bed. First pic She had on jeans and a t-shirt. Hand in her pants looked to be playing with herself. Second pic was ass shot. She was laying on her stomach. Jeans on her right leg. Pussy was visible. I thought the my were super hot pics. Saved and accidentally deleted. Does anyone have them by chance?
Went out drinking with my sister. She was paying for everything because she got her tax refund 5k and took off with all the money and divorced the guy. She lived in a trailer... go figure.
So we went to a shadddy, hole in the wall bar. We had fun, got drunk and she started to hit on me. I thought she was just being sisterly and she started to talk about my small dick when I was 2yrs old. And saying it should be big by now etc. Started to get all kissy on the cheek to test the waters. I knew what the fuck she was doing and I was hitting black out drunk as wel. I felt it. I called my girlfriend to pick me up and sister. Gf came over and only picked me up. Sister left the bar with some other guy to fuck him... found out she was a full on slut...holy shit.
Never told family. Only person I told was GF. She kept her mouth shut.
>>701058925 Yes, i do get a weird feeling for Significant's, Death of family, accidents, small events, simple conversations, seems everything. it also seems to be unavoidable. its really starting to freak me out
>>701047762 You should find the earliest opportunity to leave (if you haven't already). It'll feel weird and lonely at first, but it gets much better over time. I moved to a new city to study by myself and left all my family and friends behind. It gave me the opportunity to fix a few personality quirks I had a hard time shaking before I moved too. Great time for reinvention. I've completely distanced myself from the negative people in my life and have started an entirely new network of friends.
I can feel the future. Is a borderline psychic phenomena that manifests in a gut feeling. A clarity I can't really describe but is always 100% accurate. It is unpredictable and uncontrollable though so I can't go pick lotto numbers or what teams will win.
>>701058356 They rented out their basement to me so I practically live in the same house as them. We're all really close and I guess they wanted someone to join them in bed sometimes so they asked me to do it. It's all just for fun and there's nothing going on between me and her except the sex pretty much.
>>701052180 You sound exactly like me. Middle child, happy on the outside but rather depressed on the inside, always doing what's expected of me because I hate conflict. I befriended a girl who helped me get through shit even though she didn't know any of my problems. Never dated her or anything either, she saved my life pretty much. I continue to talk to her every day though. Guess I'm a little lucky.
>>701058412 It's clearly schizophrenia. Psychosis is more managable than a lot of people think, you just have to be aware of the fact that you're crazy and learn to not suspend logic and critical thinking. It's 100% in your head, don't take them seriously, just make it a game by pretending you're just tripping on some good shrooms lol
My birthday. It's my biggest secret. I don't want anyone to know how young/old I am. At first it was because people base their reactions on you often immediately after hearing you're older/younger than they are. Now it's just a habit or a game.
My gf doesn't even know my birthday. I either refuse to tell her, or I tell her non-existent dates,
>>701058412 Cold be scizo, could also be pre sleep paralyzis. Just before SP i can hear voices, often screams that scares the shit out of me because they sound real. Its just jumpscares though.... Mostly
>>701060304 my brother used to hurt me since I was 10 (I think). I've somehow accepted that people don't believe you and/or things gets worse. I know where one of them works and everything, but only recently just told my boyfriend (who's over twice my age) about some of the things that happened to me. I don't know, the boyfriend seems pretty okay with the rough sex part but i need a lot more than he offers.
>>701051215 My dad and sister are doing the same. Killing themselves via smoking/drinking. She has a 6yo kid with no dad of his own. Beats me what's going to happen to him after my sister dies. She drank whilst pregnant so he's disabled, and my wife and I can't/won't be able to take care of him.
straight A student, fuck guys for money, dating a 50 year old guy because he buys me shit. He has 2 sons, one is a year older than me and has a massive crush on me, and another's a toddler that I actually care about. 50 year old seems certain that we're going to be happy and married and with more kids. No one else knows about who I'm seeing, except for that one time a teacher called me out in front of class (out of curiosity) about seeing me in town with a bunch of older caucasian guys. (Im asian so apparently this is taboo here. whoop de fucking doo)
>>701058679 I get that shit to like ill be dreaming or daydreaming and its like a clip of something from my point of view gets played in my head and then days or weeks or months later its like the video will sync with what Im currently seeing and it freaks me the fuck out it happens with places Ive never fucking been.
>>701058405 You become strong by ignoring every part of you that tells you to give up. Because that is whats holding you back. You acknowledge it, but you ignore it. You don't let anything get in the way of being amazing. Because YOU can achieve so much by simply trying your absolute hardest.
>>701061960 I get dizzy but i think its just from freaking out about it. i dont know though ive told some friends but they couldnt really understand and dismissed it as in my head but this shit has happened my whole life. It sucks because in the little clips i get theyre so short that i cant identify where they take place. i saw a car accident once then 3 days later i saw it on the bus to school
I fell in love with a girl that I met in wow.I was 17 and she is 29 . I'm from Saudi and she is in norway....when she found a bf and got engaged it broke my heart.she refused to show me her picture so I got mad and sick I asked her to give me a pic before our goodbye.....she turned me down. We talked for a year before she got engaged
I use to jizz into small ziplock bags, let the jizz dry and harden. Afterwards I would crush it all into a fine powder and leave the bags at various bars and nightclubs, all in the hope that someone thought it was coke and snorted it.
>>701046242 So I kinda have 2 gfs at the same time, gonna leave one soon enough, move away to the US.. prolly Texas and get stationed there. But Im kinda hitting on my ex and its working so yeah. Also I like ruin lives cause my ex has a bf. :)
>>701055705 Its the same with me. My current gf has big non-saggy and amazing boobs, a big and round ass, no belly fat whatsoever, nice teeth, a nice smile, dark humor, we get along great (even lived together for 6 months in the same room and it wasn´t an issue when normally I get annoyed with that kind of shit within hours), she loves me more than I love her, she is a sex goddess (when we first fucked I came within 2 minutes, and the next morning again in 2 minutes. No girl ever managed to do that), sucks my dick whenever I ask her and doesn´t bitch if I don´t finish her off afterwards. Its her initiating the sex most of the time.
And yet, there is one thing. I love innies and she has the biggest outie imaginable and her pubes are so thin they can´t cover shit up. Also her pussy tastes weirdly sour. Which is why I still kinda miss the awkward, prude and boring slut I fucked before, just because she had the most beautiful pussy I´ve ever seen. Clean and pink and small inner labia and generally amazing.
I masturbate to the thought of that pussy constantly and I´m probably going to cheat for the chance of a pussy like that.
Cant wait for both your girls to realize they are 10/10's and that you 2 losers are 3/10's at most. Both these girls gonna dump your asses when they realize they can do better than whiney bitchy 3's on /b/.
>>701058594 Sexual Identity is a serious issue and you should not joke about it. People have killed themselves over it and I just have been triggered because you question my sexual identity of being an apache attack helicopter.
>>701059301 Same, I can only describe it as extremely detailed dejavu. I called my mom on the phone about it when I freaked out about seeing someone I know die and having wrote about watching that person die in that same way in my dream journal just a few weeks before...
Just like a lot of other anons, I too Want my cousin, badly. She has a fucking banging body. Problem is, we've grown up very close to each other. Like we would spend days at each others house, spend every day of summer with each other growing up, and I think she sees me more of a brother now. We both just turned 18 and are going into our last year of Hs and I'm worried this is my last chance to get anything. This turned into more of a soapbox, but I needed to get it off my chest.
I once spent the better part of an evening feeling up my cousin - first through her shirt, then through her bra, then just flesh on flesh. I was 4. She was 20.
I once fondled another cousin on my grandmothers couch, while her 2-years younger sister watched. She was 15/16. I was 8.
When I was 12, I stole $100 dollars out of the envelope that my folks kept the rent money in. I spent most of it on candy, soda, and shit like that. I lost the last $20 in the wash. My parents blamed each other. I've never told them.
When I was 12, I blackmailed a neighbor girl into letting me play with her pussy and kiss her nipples. She was 8.
I've stolen office supplies from every school, doctors office, and workplace I've ever been to. I also steal towels from hospitals and motels.
When my mother went into the hospital for the last time, I didn't visit her until my dad informed me that she would never be coming home. She died 3 days later. I was there for those three days.
After my mom died, my dad and I lived in our car for 8 months. We got so sick of each other, we nearly came to blows several times. At one point, when I had a low-case of the flu, we got into an argument and I picked up a boxcutter and held it to his throat, threatening to kill him. I've never apologized.
When I was like 12 or 13, we found this stray dog. She was medium/small sized.I was jerking off one time and she was in the room, she hopped on my lap right before I came and started licking my dick. After I came, she licked that all up too.
i used to dry hump my 12 year old step sister until i came in my pants. i dont think she knew what i was doing but i told her we were wrestling. i would also sneak into her room at night and touch her boobs. sometimes fingering her and smelling my fingers after. she was my first kiss. she was sleeping of course. id also finger my 8 year old sister when she'd sit with me while watching tv. she would giggle and call me nasty but not do anything about it. id get boners and purposely make it visible and hope she'd touch it. never told a soul about this
I can't resist the temptations of casual sex. I'm really good at it too, both convincing girls to suck cock / spread pussy and keeping it discreet. At any given time I like to have a list of about five women who I can call up for a hookup. My preferred situations are: married (because they're good at being discreet), young and impressionable (because they'll adapt to whatever demand you make), sluts (who get a kick out of multiple hook ups, and submissive kinky girls (who get a kick out of following orders and letting you use their bodies). I'm well into three figures. I usually do this behind the back of my partner. I meet people mostly through craigslist, reddit, and fetlife. I hope I don't get caught, though the risk of getting caught is part of what makes it exciting.
Until I tried this, I didn't know how much women enjoy casual sex, how much they appreciate a confidence guy with good skills in bed, and how much they don't mind cheating on a spouse or partner.
>>701080852 I'm assuming she's 18 to 21. No girl that age likes fifty year old guys unless somehow they can get rid of the "ewwww" factor and just accept their place as a little whore who likes pleasing an older authority figure and letting their body get used.
>>701081539 I think I'm fundamentally nonmonogamous. I like having a steady partner with whom I share intimacy, emotion, and romance, and then I series of sluts who I treat as fuck holes (and they like this a lot, I know). I just enjoy the validation of many women being willing to get naked, kneel down, and suck me off.
go to: /r/r4r /r/dirtyr4r /r/randomactsofblowjob /r/randomactsofmuffdive and there are a few more.
It helps a lot if you're in a big city like NYC, San Francisco, London, or Sydney. It's cleaner than cl because there are no whores or spambots posting there. The trouble is that every woman who posts offering a free bj gets hundreds of responses, so you have to be fast and stand out.
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