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Feels thread?
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Feel free to post your stories. I'm feeling pretty shitty right now and feels threads always make me feel more human
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Please someone give me more feelsy music
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>>701044238
I don't personally like them but "the neighbourhood" can be feelsy
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Not greentext worthy. I've been friends with this girl for a long time. I've been obsessed with her. Recently I told her how I felt and she replied saying she felt the same way but couldn't bare breaking up with her current boyfriend. Now on the reg she tells me how she fucks her boyfriend and I feel like shit. Rn fading out of existence doesn't sound bad
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>>701043124
>Be U.S. Marinefag stationed in Yuma
>Wake up at 0430.
>PT
>Shower, shave, put on uniform
>Go to work. Shop of 4 doing the work of 12 people
>Spend most of work day unfucking fuck-up subordinates. Officer in charge always asking why shit isn't getting done
>"They don't care, sir."
>I don't care
>Close up shop at 1700
>Take unfinished work home to make mission
>Spend rest of the time checking my subordinates to make sure their barracks rooms are clean, uniforms look good, etc.
>Finally able to spend about an hour with the wife.
>Talk about how the work load is tearing us apart
>Conversation ends. Go to bed at 0000
>Wake up at 0430

Every single day for the past 4 years. At this point, I know I can handle just about anything college can throw at me. But ultimately I just can't bring myself to give a shit about anything.

Whatever pays the bills. Such is life.
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>>701046384
to be honest bro that girl sounds like no good, if you get with a girl while she has a boyfriend there's no reason you should trust her or feel bad because she's unfaithful.
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>>701046759
She doesn't want to be unfaithful and the thing is that shes had feelings for me even since she's gotten with her current bf and I didn't know because I'm a beta fag and have no courage
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>>701046670
Man that sounds like a horrible lifestyle. Youve gotta get yourself out of that situation before it ruins your relationship and drains you of your humanity if it hasn't already
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>>701047025
i think you just missed a chance. you'll have more chances my man. i would be hurt too if i was in your shoes, but im assuming since this chick liked you back you're not TERRIBLE with ladies so just be optimistic.
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>>701047650
This guy gets it
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>>701043238
Been feeling pretty shitty about myself lately

>Be me
>18
>back to highschool since i failed a few classes
>all of my friends going to college and university
>no idea what i want to take up as a career
>talking to a girl who i dont even think is into me
>home life problems
>only time im happy is alone listening to music
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I'm 18. Freshman in college. Dating amazing girl for 9 months. She went to college 7 hours away from my college. Shes hanging out with friends right now having a blast. I'm sitting here alone feeling shitty wishing I could just chill with her. I took a bike ride because i felt fucking sick to my stomach. Sitting in my tiny ass dorm now. I have no friends here really ive just been concentrating on school.
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She told me that I don't make her happy tonight, and that she needs a few days. I love her....
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>>701049726
My story is above you. I'm so paranoid that'll happen to me. It seriously makes me ill just thinking about it.
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>>701049882
I actually feel sick to my stomach and don't know what to do
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>>701050057
I took a bike ride. Took some meds I have for anxiety during symphony performances. Still feel like shit. Probably gonna hit the gym tomorrow. Sitting around isn't gonna make me feel any better
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>>701046670
i foresee bad credit, divorce, and washing up at Camp Lejeune in your future.
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>>701049868
OH SHIT MAN, THIS REALLY MAKES ME CRY
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>tfw your friends are too busy to go oyt or even talk on the phone
>tfw all your gf or sidehoe prospects are just ignoring you
>tfw the only people you have talked to are your close relatoves and job connections solely for job related subjects
>tfw literally getting alone
>tfw you dont get the same joy out of the things you love to do
I just want to kill myself, i ruined my life
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This pic/comic things always gets me to cry.
I'm gonna try and be strong this time, dear god.
rip Paco
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>>701050674
Don't end it man. Your life might suck but it isn't over. Find something to work towards and just fucking do it.
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>>701049237
Boi, you better get your shit together or else severe depression awaits you in your near future
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So I plain and simply want to an hero. Here's why. For starters my depression and anxiety is through the roof and my family isn't helping. Not that I expect them to but I just want them to notice. My parents divorced when I was 10, I'm now 20, and they ruined my childhood with all their bullshit. My family is literally torn apart because of them. Yeah my family was there but there's that emotional torture you go through that you just can't explain. Fast forward to now. My dad is dead to me. What he did is unforgivable. Family is still at each other's necks. I stay quite cause I feel they don't care about what I say. I have so much expected of me yet I get let down every time. I'm smoking almost an eighth a day, drinking every night, doing coke now and I have no one to talk to. No one. I'm expected cause I'm a man to just suck it up, but that emotional torture...... it's finally filled me to the point I don't want to deal with anything anymore. My family is literally making my self worth dwindle to nothing. I get congratulated if I do something right but it's if I was told to do it. Not what I wanted to do. No one's ever made me feel like I'm worth their time. I want to be in peace.
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>>701050921
Well, im applying again for Uni on january but idk, im fucking 20yo and i havent got ibto college yet, on fb i see how many of my elementary classmates are getting grafuated and shit while im just taking a shit at 1:00am in a taiwanese graffiti council because i dont have anything else to do or look for, fuck, i cant even try new shit or meet new people because its been so long since i went out socially that i lost mu skills on social interactionand where i live theres nowhere and nothing to do, im afraid, the little i had is getting away from me, even my parenst think im a failure, they treat me like a kid who has cancer and its just a matter of time when i die, my younger siblings just treat me like if i were a room mate who is barely in the house

I fucked up, i cant just grab a backpack and gtfo and see what awaits outside, shit is fucked up, i barely even got a shitty halftime job because my minor is so useless in my country a computer can do it, fucking three years of my life straight into the garbage

I dont know how long i can stand this shit
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>be me
>16
>like no friends whatsoever except for this one girl
>this girl was 9/10, perfect body, beautiful green eyes, and long dirty blond hair
>we liked the same music and the same food and everything
>the only problem is not all the systems were running, so she was a little weird but i didnt mind
>been talking to this girl for a while now, got really close to her
>ask her out, she says we should wait til we meet to date
>everything going great, we set up a date to meet eachother
>we talked almost all day and we skyped almost every single day and fell asleep on skype together almost every night
>fast forward about a month and a half
>she stops talking to me as much as she used to
>ask her whats wrong after about a week of not talking to anyone
>"idk im just sad i guess"
>get bad feeling because ex ignored the fuck out of me before we broke up
>start over thinking because im an insecure faggot
>find out she talks to alot of other people and ignores me
>feelsbadman.gif
>find out shes been talking to a guy named ryan
>he sent her a dick pic
>find out he sent her the dick pic
>find out she replied with "i want to deepthroat your cock"
>suicide.exe
>confront her
>"i was only saying i love you to make you feel better about your ex"
>"you lied to me?"
>"im sorry"
I still wish i had her tbh. She was an angel, but she slipped through my fingers.
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>>701044238
https://youtu.be/jOJ9NoCT1ww

https://youtu.be/lgZxEDGLf78

These always gives me the feels
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Once again, (dunno if you were op in the other one) any ed bros here?
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>>701046384

Shit I know how that feels
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>>701052713
go have a taco.
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>>701052878
Day three of my 3 week fast <3
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This thread made me feel bad man.jpg

It was up only 30 mins ago and i am pretty sure the fag actually did it.. rip

i took more pics of the thread if anyone wants them? pics of the rope he was setting up with timestamps and life struggle's about his life.. shit made me wanna cry.
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>>701047025
if she liked you she would break up with him and she certainly wouldn't talk about banging him if she had respect for you.
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>not good at anything
>no interest in anything
>feel like I have no purpose in life
>everything feels pointless
>parents think I'm a disappointment but would die before admitting it
>guaranteed to fuck up anything good I have going
>no motivation
>no confidence
>10/10 Gf that I don't deserve and am slowing corrupting but she doesn't want to see it
>friends won't hang out with me unless I ring or text them first
>the only thing that really makes me content is sitting in my girlfriends garage smoking weed


I hate what I've grown up to be, I hate that I've cheated on my girlfriend and she forgave me, I hate that I'm overweight, even if it's slightly, I hate my background, I hate my friends, I hate my job and most of all I hate that I don't have enough courage or balls to kill myself.
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>>701053118
go on
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>>701053118
can you post them please?
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>>701053118

Share more with us Anon, i saw the thread but never clicked on it, guess i should of.
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>>701052966
that sounds fucking miserable. i want to be skinny too but i just exercise and enjoy life. some pizza and a beer is the best.
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>>701043124
Happy to make your wish come true faggot
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>>701053453
Oh I do anon. At least 2 miles a day, but today I only got to 1.7 cause I started to feel dizzy. Not enough coffee I guess. Check my proana dubs
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>>701053829
you're dizzy cause you need food for energy. am i deep throating bait?
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>>701049237
Stop wasting potential as soon as possible. I'm only a few years ahead of you but I wish I could go back in time and not be such a careless assface. You need to work hard at finding a balance between taking positive steps in the right direction and not rushing into a job field or lifestyle. The depression won't really get better because it will always be a lonely 2 AM eventually, but your day to day is going to be what you put into it. And don't forget to party like a mofo when you can
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>>701049526
While it's not much, at least you've got us mate
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>>701054175
I'm sorry anon, I can't sleep and I'm lightheaded rn and I don't know what I even meant to say. Are depressed, my man?
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i'm probably legitimately clinically depressed but too afraid to go to a doctor for help because in socialist canada that shit goes in a permanent health record accessible by lots of people lmao

anyway, it's little things that make it so much worse. Like if I tell myself to get a up at a certain hour, and even with an alarm i fail to do so. It feels like the whole day is ruined. And the other week i wrote a big long email to sam hyde and he never wrote me back :(
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what is bothering me is
>be me
>find a qt girl on online game
>she from the country imma live in in the near future
>she is older than me by one year or so
>i try to hint that i like her by spamming honey alot
>she replies sometimes with sweetie and hun
>idk what to do anymore
should i tell her that i like her or what?
adv me fellow anons pls
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>>701054485
im good /b/ro. didn't mean to get sassy. just get healthy, that shit ain't good for you.
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>>701047025
girls like having control of a man's emotions
because getting sex is so easy for most of them, this is how they play the game.
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i wonder if its the same guys in these threads all the time? anyway, posting well received poetry

A wet man does not fear rain
He smiles despite feeling pain
Invisible knives protrude from the heart
Make sure they don’t twist or be torn apart
Master self directed lying
To keep the fire from dying
An arid desert to keep from crying
With energy to continue trying

A man seduced by forbidden love
Always must brandish a glove
Blinds half drawn, half light shines through
When he speaks the meaning numbers two
A boat floats away untethered to the dock
The captain is crazy, headed straight for a rock
A bird flies away from the flock
With a key to a chest with changing lock

What if a man gave it all away
Trying to clear a cloudy day?
Could you blame him if he lie
In the single ray that shine from the sky?
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>>701054794
That's the thing, I'm 5' 10" 165/160 (last time I weighed was 2 weeks ago) and people tell me I'm fine, but I still am fat. Do I have super autism? ):
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>>701053354
Is no one gonna acknowledge how deep this shit is?
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wK7GSARUs_Q
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>>701055095
Not that post that you replied to. Army life here. 6' and weigh 200. Do some cardio man
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>>701055095
weight is just a hard thing to be comfortable with in this day and age, both men and women feel pressure. i'm sure im overweight atm and it used to drive me crazy trying to get to a certain weight, but i saw that all the worrying was just as bad as being out of shape. i just try and eat as healthy as possible and know the important people won't care what i weight.

it can be hard to believe though.
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>>701055489
Got a significant other, anons?
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>>701055045
Damn. This makes me cry.
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>>701055095
>Do I have super autism?

yes, the supereist! but that's okay their is a cure, its be proven by scientist in mexico that jacking off burns two hundred calories, so your new routine is the following:

Jack off two times after you wake up.
once before and after breakfast.
once in the shower.
then take a couple hours break to recharge.
then again at noon with lub(use lub, this is the important part)
then another few hour break.
then once before and after dinner preferred with a fleshlight if you have one.

see, if you always workout or in this case jack off the same way your body gets used to the routine and it becomes less effective; so you want to mix it up a bit with doing it raw dog, with lub, standing/sitting/laying and wet or dry(in the shower or in the sun and if you live in a fucked up weather state in the snow too).
if you keep mixing it up your body won't get used to it and you'll always get optimal weight loss and strength gains - and alternate between fast and slow.

one last thing to note is the scientist in mexico also concede this is how baseball players build up the strength in their arms to throw the ball so damn fast.
good luck anon, I believe in you <3
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>>701048535
that ladder is still usable and he is warm now
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>>701053447
>>701053452


Here you go,
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>>701050906
There's uh, somethin off about the last panel there
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>>701056590
:( thanks for posting it.
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>>701056405
No, you're lying. Really? I've been jerking off a lot lately, I should look like thinspo by now
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>>701056590
Damn.. i guess.... Op delivered?..
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>>701056893
you must be doing it wrong then. keep trying, like weight lifting it takes 4-6 weeks but you to notice a different and 8 to 12 for other people to notice. unless you're hopped up on roids.
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>>701056590
RIP
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>>701056440
the rungs hold it it together, the legs will split apart under weight. should have burned every other one
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>>701057170
Just vodka. I guess I'm doing a sloppy job. fucking whiskey dick ):
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>>701057415
lmfao thats brilliant
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>>701054783
>find a qt girl on online game
That's where you fucked up.
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>>701056590

fucking faggot may of actually done it loool

>Since i was 11

damn
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>>701057610
Not like anyone should care.. why would anyone care for a faggot? i hope he died a painful death.
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>>701057574
ik i'm fucked up but still an adv would be good lol
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>>701057765
its online. most people would prob b creeped out but the worst thing that can happen is she blocks you. there isn't a whole lot to lose and potentially a ton to gain. your call m8
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>>701057744
Well he's fucking human, i'm just mad no one tried helping him.
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>>701057563
I remember being an asshole when I was younger and locked freshmen bookbags and metal zip tying them. Regret it all. Fucking karma
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>>701058000
trips absolve you of your sins
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>>701058000
The trips of insomnia. (East Coast btw)
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>>701057971
>Implying a trap is a human

God i hate fucking summer fags like you, to many normies, people commit suicide all the time on this shit website, if you don't like it leave
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>>701057969
ik and i plan/want not to lose this , thats what i need an advice,what things she might say mean she is into me? what should i say/chat about
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>>701058211
Dubs for you buddy. What brings you to this thread, anon?
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I know someday you'll have a beautiful life, I know you'll be a star in somebody else's sky, But can't it be mine?
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>>701056590
he ever post his face?
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>>701056590
it sucks that we live in a world were the idea that there should be therapy for these people is held on par with genocide advocacy
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>>701058419
10 years severe depression, self-worth issues, girl troubles, yadayada
i come to feels threads pretty much every day, its like a hangout for me. sometimes post my poetry.
wbu m8
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>>701056590
I was lurking in that thread, and let me be honest with you guys, people who feel like the Op did about wanting to be a girl but wouldn't take hrt are the most depressed people, and on average they usually attempt suicide at some point in there life.

And what's worse is that thread was full of people trying to encourage him to kill him self, i honestly felt sick in that thread, people need to burn in hell.
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>>701059000
This one hurt to see, checked
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>>701059000
This one hit me really hard
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>>701058758
Today, insomnia. Never had this problem, must be related to my fast. I find that when there aren't edgy kids in here, everyone comes together (for last of a better word) and it becomes a jerk circle of valuable advice and the illusion of friends most of us don't have. I don't know you, but I love you. You're more than your post number anon, and I hope you get better. You're worth something
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>>701059017
not really, im trying to find an adv here for this
>>701054783
but seems no one have the will to help
[spoiler];-;[/spoiler]
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>>701043238
Any alphas out there wanna give advice to beta?

But right now I am just trying to overcome my crippling social anxiety when it comes to the fairer sex. I can get there but when I do I just choke and fuck up. Like I got invited to a party by this chick and we got drunk and did coke and roamed the streets afterwards. It was terrible I just didnt know what to so we just sat there at the park on a bench and did lines and talked. I guess I would be fine if I ever got into a relationship but again, initiation. Jesus as I am typing this I'm coming to terms with my underlying autism.

Honestly I just hang out with females who may not be crushing on me but are not repulsed by me or I at least have a chance with. And I just get drunk and roll on mdma/extacy and hope the drugs do the work.

I just don't know when that right moment is to make a move, to lean in for a kiss, when to touch and where. And that's when my closest form of autism comes out, the social anxiety of what if I don't do it right or she doesn't like/want it and the fear is too crippling. So instead I just rely on the drug to hopefully one down break down my social inhibitions and the barriers will crumble as I succumb to my primal instincts and urges.

But instead it goes much the other direction and we just sit there end up talking, it gets deep heart felt honest and emotional. Which in theory should make it even easier since they know I'm not just a fuck boi only in it for the pussy. But maybe I'm just coming off as sensitive nice guy and that's not what their looking for.
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>>701059412

Like I don't do you really ask to kiss? That sounds incredibly beta and I know a lot o people would put me down for that. But I guess its all phrasing. After she hugs, "Aw no kiss?" Rather than, "Hey um can I kiss you?" I don't know I would have to think on it more I guess its very timing and situation specific.

But its not the fear of being bad or awkward when kissing or in bed that gets to me. Because I know that's in the back of everyone's mind and more often than not the first (few) time(s) will likely be awkward and I'm not going to be a professional, it's a learning experience each time. But it's not awkwardness or looking bad that scares me (because it does along with everyone else), it's knowing that I am blatantly throwing away these opportunities to learn and experiment.

This girl I met in rehab and went to this party with I'm certain he cares for me. When I left the next day he gave me hug walked away, turned around and gave me another hug then did it once more. By this point people in the car were starting to jeer, "How many times you got to hug him?" and shit. She said, "I don't know if or when I will be able to see you again." It was almost ad and hell I almost shooed her away saying you need to go now their waiting. But In retrospect I realize that if I ever had a moment to do something that would have been the time. Even more so than when we were alone talking and sitting on the park bench at 3am. I don't know I feel he likes me not that he finds me abnormally attractive in anyway but she legitimately cares about me whether as a friend or more, and that means more than any superficial attraction.

I just would rather be living with embarrassments than regretting not doing anything I guess. :/
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>>701059266
I get that same feeling, we're all here to create the illusion and feeling of having friends and people that care about us
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>>701056440
typical american logic
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>>701059368
adv?
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>>701059266
> I find that when there aren't edgy kids in here, everyone comes together

Thats the hard thing for other outsiders to understand about 4chan they just see the surface level when infact there is /b/retheren
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>>701059509
What music do you like? Don't hesitate to go into detail, I'm listening (well.. reading )
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>>701059602
/adv/ = advice im waiting for an advice by anyone but no one seems to help
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>>701059910
As am I
>>701059412
>>701059497
But I jut got here so I dont know what story is yours, I'm sorry anon. I didn't try to disappoint you.
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>>701059753
I'm >>701059509
Not >>701058758
Also I'm a youngfag so twenty one pilots, and Witt lowrey, nothing else really
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>>701055045
Dont know what it is about the kittys but i always tear up
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I'm suspended again and miss the ground even though it was agonizing to stand on. :/
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>>701046670
You fuckinn ready for this big ass op devil? Miramar here on night shift getting stuff ready.
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>>701060199
The day /b/ cried
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this fucking poem hits me deeper than any other literature ever has and will
forcing conversations with a girl I've been feeling too strongly about for 7 months, one of my favorite teachers teaches newspaper and yearbook, took newspaper last year and loved every bit of it so I decided to take yearbook this year for the people/teacher/experience with cameras since I want to work with film for a career, woke up yesterday to an email between the teacher and scheduling commitee asking for me to be switched out because I don't belong in yearbook
and then theres this poem. few people hate me because I usually can be really funny, but the second I talk about actual problems and how im not feeling very happy that day they stop caring and stop listening. if I'm not saying a joke I might as well say nothing
sorry
just thought id get that out of my system
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>>701060287
fucking hell man
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>>701056590
No one should feel bad for this waste of life, i'm glad he ended it all, one less fag to deal with on /b/
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>>701060199
Heard a couple songs by them. Pretty nice band. Listening to Mumford and Sons: Wilder Mind
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>>701043238
Just found out my ex got married. I was the one that broke off for the dumbest reason. Not a 10/10 but man do I regret breaking off the relationship. She saved up money, moved to South Korea, met a guy and got married. I'm hella happy for her, but I'm angry at no one but myself because I could have been that lucky guy.
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>>701050343
depersonalisation?
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>>701050674
>tfw all your gf or sidehoe prospects are just ignoring you
atleast you have/had some, go make more.
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>>701058274
this is a feels thread, we can vent whenever the fuck we want dipshit
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test
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also if we're talking about feels music
melancholy hill by the Gorillaz is extremely good for an empty mood
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>>701059266
thanks m8. i'm /fit/bro and fasting and exercising is really dangerous. your body will retain fat due to survival mode and your muscles will atrophy. make sure you eat at least your basal metabolic rate.
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>>701052283
She obviously wasn't an angel. She was using you. You better fucking realize that and not get caught up on some hoebag slut
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hello
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>>701061389
Hello anon. Take care of yourself.
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>>701061389
:*
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>>701059910
stupid question but /adv/ is a board right? what is it for? and where people talking about it over there as well?
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>>701061242
this is the one!
"just looking out for the day when you're close to me"
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what is bothering me is
>be me
>put a question here
>find out even fellow Anons don't give a fuck

this is the question if someone read this
>>701054783
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>>701044238

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G4lvCG2jFLM&list=PLQZirZPMm33U1OraOOp0kTeUVd3ilgYv8&index=5

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Fx19JzunsI&list=PLQZirZPMm33U1OraOOp0kTeUVd3ilgYv8&index=3

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KGrM1sh-8pE&list=PLQZirZPMm33U1OraOOp0kTeUVd3ilgYv8&index=28

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kPBzTxZQG5Q&list=PLQZirZPMm33U1OraOOp0kTeUVd3ilgYv8&index=32

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5swOObHrKos&index=48&list=PLQZirZPMm33U1OraOOp0kTeUVd3ilgYv8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8GSuIFNVdxQ&index=49&list=PLQZirZPMm33U1OraOOp0kTeUVd3ilgYv8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ljegvS94qE&index=52&list=PLQZirZPMm33U1OraOOp0kTeUVd3ilgYv8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pYzVVr4z70o&list=PLQZirZPMm33U1OraOOp0kTeUVd3ilgYv8&index=46

some of these songs are kind of emo, at least the first few are but these are some of the songs I listen to when I want to feel or when I think of a friend I had who died.
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>>701061599
have u tried bad romance by lady gaga? gets me every time..."Rah rah ah ah ah"
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>>701061573
people asking for advice about prolly anything
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>>701060287
MY EYES
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>>701061681
uh dont be faggot and stop calling her "honey"? wtf bro are u her grandma? kek just flirt with her
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>>701061599
>just waiting here for the day when you're close to me
>are you close to me?
nice to know someone else likes melancholy hill
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>>701061878
!! tell me something to tell her then !!
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>>701061944
i love the Gorillaz
so many lines hit me in the feels
19-2000 "there's a monkey in the jungle watching a vapor trail, caught up in the conflict between his brain and his tail"
melancholy hill "cause you are my medicine when you're close to me"
tomorrow comes today "don't think i'm all in this world. don't think i'll be here too long"
fuck dude, Damon Albarn is a god damn genius
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>>701061944
dude. stfu u think ur a hipster for "melancholy hill" or some shit? hey bro...do u like ice cream too?? get on my level m8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZCvu1QQ2Slg&list=PLjIuADMrDKIZM28YHfBPvwx2HgLACFfiW&index=4
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>>701062017
dude, all you can do is feel it out and say what you think is best. if you are too afraid to go with your gut you will never make anything happen.
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>>701055313
It's in literally every feels thread.
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>>701062257
less that I think I'm a hipster and more that it did extremely mediocre with fans, which baffles me tbh
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>>701062017
tell her she's cute and stuff idk be like "so where are we going on our first date when i get there?" its called flir-ting. lol good luck boyo youll need it
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>>701062017
sten man let me tell you some advice
you can't have people have a conversation for you, otherwise how do you expect to last more than a week max
talk about anything
your favorite shows on netflix
good music
best movies
everything to do with girls is trial and error and if you fuck this one up then figure out what you did wrong and don't do it the next time
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>>701056590
That's just fucking depressing.
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>>701062382
>>701062309
ik i will need luck more than anything, should i tell you that i'm a virgin? :> thats why i got no fuckin clue lol
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>>701062238
19-2000 has one of my favorite lines "the world is spinning too fast
I'm buying lead nike shoes
to try to keep me tethered
to these days that I lose"
Gorillaz is a masterpiece and it makes me kinda sad that a lot of my friends don't want to try them out, or they listen to one song and decide it's not the "genre of music they like"
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>>701062594
i knew that already bud
there are no magic words you can say to a girl to make her spread her legs. its all attitude and energy.
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>>701062453
will try
>>701062691
you are good then at reading people lol
ik that there is no magic words but i just don't know what to do lmao
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>>701062814
send her a pic of your cheeky banger (;
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>>701062653
i know that feel
told my best friend i'd appreciate it if she listened to Jump and Welcome To My Life by Simple Plan because it really accurately describes how I've been feeling a long time and without even considering it she just goes nah that music pisses me off.
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>>701062939
bad idea lol
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>>701055045
Oh god. All I can see is my cat having to do that to me someday. I'd never want him to feel like that.
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>>701063049
right ? like cmon I've listened to full albums of your chance the rapper, Frank ocean and Shawn Mendes you can afford to listen to feel good inc once
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>>701061681
The answer to "should I tell her" is always "yes", you teenage fuck.
Closure is better than regret.
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>>701056590
I don't get it, what was he sad about? why did he want to kill himself? can someone explain?
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>>701044238
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lTSTljhx60Y&list=PLQZirZPMm33Xgp1cN9OrORDqU9yiR_Ogz&index=3
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>>701063316
Dude was severely depressed and had gender dysphoria, meaning that his body didn't feel like it was his - meaning he basically lived as a ghost with temporary control of a meatbag.
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>>701063300
ik that already but i might be removed lol,and i not only that i'm a friend of her female friend two , so i will lose 2 by one word kek,thats why i don't know what to do,specially that i made fun of a boy younger than us by 2 years because he had a crush on her and kept telling stupid shit while we were playing so i will be a hypocrite
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10 months ago I was dating the perfect girl, maybe not what everyone would imagine as perfect, but she was perfect to me. We shared everything, I told her things about me I've never told anyone else, and still haven't. 9 months ago I fucked it all up by being selfish and scared and just not telling her what was wrong with me. She told me we should take a break, this turned into a breakup, and now we're being "friends". I tried talking to her a couple of times over the past few months, but I never get much of a response. I don't know if she really doesn't care about me at all anymore or if she's just trying not to feel something, but it kills me inside everytime. At this point, the pain of not being with her makes me want to die.
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>>701063490
That sounds fucked up, i'm guessing this happend a couple days ago?
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Am I just a ghost?
>>701059412
>>701059497
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>>701063938
Yeah
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>>701060321
This.
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We have so many ways to die, but we choose the most painful and slow way by continuing living
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>>701056590
I kinda hope op is still out there. I want to give him love ;*;
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>>701065024
Lol are you going to try to give your love to a dead person? well if you go to his grave tell him he did a good thing kek
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>>701063822
Fuck. I don't know why, but the images with that owl get me every time
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ufFX6KyDSOc&index=14&list=WL
there is my contribution

>>701056590
that shit looks like a cable
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>>701065767
He said it was a cable of some sort, it says in the picture
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>>701052269
20 is young. You can change everything at 20 and it won't even matter when you're 25. I hated who I was at 20. Learned to be happy at 22. Now I'm 32, married, great job, great kid. Still got to work at happiness sometimes, but thank fuck I'm not 20. That shit is balls.
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>>701065876
didn't read well, but i think that a cable doesn't work to kill yourself
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>>701065929
about to turn 20 this year. can confirm shit is balls
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anyone listen to twenty one pilots?

they aren't the best but I really enjoy them.
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>be me
>underage fag and already fucked up life
>no friends other than a few people I used to go to school with in a different state
>too much of a faggot to finish online school
>edgy neckbeard that spends 99% of my time telling people to off themselves on the internet
>no activities or hobbies
>fat fuck
>GF is younger than me
>parents are depressed about what a failure I am and kindly let me know I'll be residing under a bridge the day I turn 18
>semi intelligent but also too autist to use it
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>>701066950
Same shit is happening to me /b/ro
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>>701059412
If you're still here let me tell you that there is no alpha or beta. There is only do and don't. Yes and no. Black and white. Accept it. Accept yourself both good and bad. You wanna kiss a girl? Do it. You wanna tell her how you feel? Do it. IT SOUNDS EASY. Its not but you gotta just do it. Im living proof that you can go from playing D&D to sitting in prison for a home invasion while on a crystal meth binge to finally having a son after 12 years of marriage. The secret is I finally accepted every single one of the people and actions as me and not letting it stop me from doing what I want to do. You can be whatever you want to be. You will get slapped. You will get told no. That's life. That's what makes it interesting.
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>>701049868
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>be me
>have social anxiety, general awkwardness, 24/7 spaghetti factory in pockets, depression for which I take 2 different medications
>meet 10/10 grill at a party, talk for a few minutes, but she doesn't stick around for long
>meet again at another party a week or so later, talk more and actually kinda hit it off
>she tells me she has, and I quote, "a good feeling" about me
>maintain contact over the next few days
>she asks to come over
oshit.jpg
>she comes over, we watch a bit of a movie and have a couple beers, she can't stay. I walk her to the station and she tells me she wants to get better acquainted
>invites me to a convention out of town, sort of hints that I won't need a hotel
>currently without her own place since the lease went out and she didn't manage to find a new apartment in time. asks if she can crash at my place sometime
>due to having infinite spaghetti supply in pockets and this is the first time a grill has shown interest in me in most of my life, I sort of generally inquire among my less socially retarded friends if this is innocuous. consensus is, it's some kind of hinting.
>being me, my confidence is shit and I have a hard time really accepting the possibility
>start hitting a bit of a rough patch in terms of depression
>decide to embrace the spaghettini and just ask, politely and normally, if she's meant anything in particular - no particular subtext from my side, no coarse phrasing, no "hy bb u wan sum fuk", just a normal question

Bitch used RAGE

"don't disrespect me because I'm a girl" (wat)

>try to ask how this is supposed to be "disrespectful", no response

Bitch's RAGE continues!

"what the fuck do you want, am I supposed to be responsible for your social awkwardness?" (wat x 2, particularly since I'm not alone about interpreting the "hints" that way, if anything having been pessimistic)

"we're not in high school, I don't need this drama"

>sarcasm bursts out of pocket after losing its territorial fight with confusion

cont?
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>>701049868
in this same scenario but im 18, don't know what to do anymore
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>>701068265
yes
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>>701067513
post your story anon
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>>701067623
Im still here and I just came back from my first break down in months you couldnt have had better timing anon
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>>701069021
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>>701068265

bitch-what-drama.jpg

> "guess I shouldn't have expected much of a thoughtful answer there, excuse the hell out of me"

It doesn't affect opponent Bitch!

> get like 3 more messages just while I'm typing that, even pocket spaghetti is too stunned to explode

"mind your own business"
"just let a girl like you as a friend without headhunting her because she doesn't give you the answer you want"
"stop typing"

> we are in danger of reaching wat-pacity. I inform her that I just asked a simple question and have no idea why she's freaking out

It's not very effective...

Bitch's RAGE continues!

"rah rah, I'm tired of girls being treated differently"
"and now you're making it worse"

>lol ok. "lol. Thanks for the attempted guilt trip - great to know someone'll always be willing to make my life that little bit worse. You're overreacting extremely, all I did was ask - you could've said no and this wouldn't be an issue"

>"have a nice life, I guess?"

It doesn't affect opponent Bitch!

Bitch used CAPSLOCK

"I NEVER TREATED YOU BADLY(...)INVITED YOU EVERYWHERE(...)LET YOU GET TO KNOW MY FRIENDS"

"GO TO HELL"

> I'd have gotten more confused if it were physically possible and have no idea what she's still raging about
> "well, except now, when you're going batshit over a simple question"

"WHY WON'T YOU LISTEN"
"GROW THE FUCK UP"

And I'm just sitting here not knowing what I'd have written if I'd had more time to do so than like 4 milliseconds

"I'M BLOCKING YOU"

> "lol, k"

> literally too stunned to even let this bring me down any further - at this point all I can do is laugh
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>>701050704
Is this oc? If so, some relate to the shadow being comforting in an "at least I'm still here" way
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>>701049726
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck, making me paranoid right now. But i know its coming soon anyway...
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>>701069154
Anon, what exactly did you initially say to her?
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>>701069422
Exact phrasing is hard due to on-the-fly translation, but something like

"Not sure if I'm overanalyzing this, but did you mean anything in particular by some of the things you've said?"

Yeah, I know.
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>>701052283
Fucking bitch. I see sluts like she like 2 times per day
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I always wondered why I have anxiety while being around other people or why I always feel uncomfortable going out. Realized that maybe my parents are to blame. When I was young they always got into fights. I remember that I would stick my fingers in my ears so that I couldn't hear them. This properly led to the point that I didn't to invite anyone to me... Or the fear the fear that they would fight in public. Maybe others don't get affected that much by this in their childhood. I was more the emotional type.
I really wonder how it would have been if i would be more comfortable with myself. Maybe I could've had a better time or maybe worse.
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>>701048535
What if the ladder didn't lead anywhere and he'd already taken a look?
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>be me
>finally get over girl I'd been in love with for 3 years
>meet new girl
>We talk heaps, flirt a lot and I stay at her place a few times
>we'd been kissing and sleeping together
>no sex yet though not rushing it
>she says she loves me and vice versa
>next day she's a stranger
>"we're just friends"
>literally cry for days
>neglected all my study because of situation
>get influenza
>lose 3kg which is severely bad because I'm already underweight.

I'm really struggling to stay positive.
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>>701069055
Im also withdrawing pretty hard right now
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>>701069055
Friends who have known me for years ask me the same thing. How did you change? It was in that prison cell that I realized I never changed. I'm me. I forgave myself for being me. I forgave myself for feeling sorry for myself. I forgave myself for being so introverted and ashamed of who I was and who I am. Its okay to feel. Its okay to want to kill yourself. Its okay to be depressed. Just remember that. Its okay. Justake sure to wake up tomorrow. You never know whats gonna happen. You may win the lotto. You may get hit by a red pontiac walking across the street minding your own business. Either way its interesting and for the times you do hit the lotto. The times the girl kisses you back. The times you get a yes. It makes all the self doubt, anger, depression worth it.
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>>701058531
Want my green text to a similar oc?
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>>701061681
not just yet, go very slow with it all
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>>701058000
Dog needs to play more :(
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>>701070302
Will type out if interest
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>>701070278
Your not like the rest of them anon. You and I are a different breed. Its not putting down the bubble or the tin thats the hard part and you understand that. I don't know how Im going to do it, Im just going to do it and thats what I have to keep thinking I guess. Just do it, live in the moment, seize the oppurtunity right? Because thats the part the hit harder than coming of the drugs, the rejection, the embarsement or awkwardness. Its knowing I misssed the chance to do something and instead idly sat by and watched my chanes pass. The ribbon was slipping through my fingers and all I had to do was grab it but now its on the ground.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dUegJBEusoI
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>>701064474
first time ive ever genuinely cried over a 4chan post.
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If there's nobody who loves you, then just live your life out of spite for the people who hate you.
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>>701070477
Look forward to reading it anon
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>>701070896
Im out of state forced by my parents to be on this psuedo rehab trip with with my grandparents and it's been a week. One month of inpatient didnt work I don't know what they are expecting this vacation to do. Im not addicted to hard drugs, Im still just a recreational dabbler. But its the lack of any substance that kills me. And the regret of doing nothing.
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Is thread kill?
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>>701067382
This one is dumb. Delete this one.
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>>701070391
alright then thank you,
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>>701070927
>So this is my doggo, she's twelve years old. The past few years I've been accepting that she's aging and we won't have her around forever. She's a smol pupper and always wedged herself next to you even when there wasn't really room. We've had scares in the past but she's pulled through. So, she's old.. She has a stroke. One morning she is sitting next to me and just hops up and starts running into the kitchen. I get up to let her out. Before I'm halfway into the kitchen she darts back past my feet into the living room where she pauses and stares at the wall. She runs back in to the kitchen shortly after and repeats this process. Believing she's just being odd I have a seat and keep an eye on her
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>>701071685
An hour later she hasn't stopped. confused I try to put her near her bowls, she hadn't eaten yet. She bolted. Into the kitchen, back into the dining room. Not sure what to do I let my parents know and they also keep an eye on her. She doesn't stop running
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>>701065322
CLASSIC
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>>701071685
>She doesn't stop and its four hours later. When we try to hold her to make her rest she tries jumping out of our arms, not normal for her
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>>701044238
https://soundcloud.com/itskae/sets/yes2-1

not much, but enjoy anon. :)
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bumb my question :|
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>>701071685
We set up an appointment for with the vet to see if we can help her, they recommended a small dose of Benadryl for the time being until they could see her the next morning. I found out that she's be calm if I walked the route she ran while I held her, though she still wouldn't eat or drink her heart rate would slow and she could get rest
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>>701071685
Losing your dog is that hardest thing. I had a small pupper for 12 years too. And I knew she was getting old and we would hve to part one day. But she was my life. I never really had friends. I was pulled out of public school in grade 4 and put into a small private school from 5 through 8th. When I say small I mean small clases sizes were 5 including my self to one year by the end of the year it was me another student and the teacher. So my dog was my life. When I had penumonia in my sophmore year. I went to let my dog out. A small chiuhua, very defensive. I live in a very rural community. In her old age she was sting to lose it a bit. Her eye sight wasent 20/20 it was more 15/20. Idk not really all that bad but not as sharp as she once was. Will continue but trying to avoid 404.
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>>701072260
>I go to work the next morning while mom takes her to the vet and I stress the whole day, not just because I took retention calls for frontier, but also because I've Lost my girlfriend recently(cheats) in high school I was suicidy and my doggo was there so I wasn't ever really alone, if she wasn't trying to play she was getting me up to take her outside.
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>>701053984
Aww fuck the feels right here
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>>701072287
It was like 11pm in the fall. Along with losing her eye sight a bit she developed the tendency at night to go and chase off what ever deer or what ever where in the year. It was cute. She was gaurding trying to protect us. But this time she ran out and I heard shrill yelps comming crom the pitch darkness and I was in my underwear but I still bolted out there. My body ached, I felt like I was withdrawling from oxy not that I did drugs at this time. But I was going to be damned if I let anything happen to my dog. my parents ran out and we searched until 2 am but it was all to no avail not even a trace. It never has hit me TOO hard because I have internalized a lot of it even though I know it's not healthy. But that noise I will never forget.

RIP Chica, my dearest and only friend fuck im crying now. Its only like the 4 time I have in the almost two years.
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I come home from work to discover she had a stroke, her brain was cooked. She could still be alive with mess but she wouldn't be the same, likely lethargic next to the food bowl if that. They made the decision. The last few hours of her life were spent in turmoil anon. That is, when I wasn't holding her.
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>>701072779
Gad damn it anon, at least I didn't have to see mine happen. Fuck I want to hug you right now.
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>>701071685
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>>701072779
Because I didn't link or greentext them all
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Jesus I don't know if I will ever close this tab. Just so much damn stuff has happened.
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>>701072921
She was a good dog.
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I need to take a break from this thread and lay down for a few. Ill be back if you can keep it alive.
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I'd been on 4-chan a few times before she died
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Really this site kept me going after I lost what I thought was everything with my ex and my dog.
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So thanks 4chan. Anon. Thanks for keeping me bumped, you kept me from going 404.
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>>701048535
This is a fucking stupid analogy and not inspiring. Climbing a fucking ladder is astronomically less difficult than getting your life together.
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>>701072779
I know this feel anon, my cat Lucky was the biggest badass cat in all of my town, he literally ran the place when he had his nuts, and after he lost them other cats still didnt fuck with him, that was until a german family with a ginger cat moved in next door...
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>>701073590
Continued?
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>>701073590
I only know what happened that night from what my mother told me.
She was in the caravan on our property. Apparently the ginger cat and Lucky had an encounter under the caravan, lucky must have got a fright or something, so he apparently jumped and banged his head on the bottom of the caravan
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>>701073688
Si
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>>701073745
A couple hours after that, young me went to go look for him
Found him outside the front door going in circles....
I knew it was bad, had an instant gut feeling
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>>701073863
took him inside and went to bed with him.
My bed was against the wall, usually he would sleep in the middle of the bed, but tonight he was against the wall.
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Waking up gets harder everyday, i keep a gun under my bed with only 1 bullet. Everyone around thinks im happy, but one day im going to pull that trigger.
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>>701073959
Next day i told mum about it and went to school, came back and he was curled up in my grandfathers room, apparently he had been walking against the walls of the house all day, disorientated.
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>>701074094
took him immediately to the vet, i remember that day so well, everyone was quiet, the inside of the car smelt so much of gasoline fumes i could barely breath
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I drew this a few days ago to vent, I kinda thought of it as the me on the inside. Scarred and chained. I dunno whatever
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>>701074230
Long story short the vets determined the bang on his head gave him a stroke, he lost control of a side of his brain, cant remember which side, its why he was against walls and going in circles
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>>701074088
fuck man
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>>701074324
I usually dont cry but i couldnt help it as we stood by patting him as he went to sleep for the last time
I remember going out and telling my sister and mums boyfriend that it was done, those exact words "its done, hes gone"
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>>701074473
I couldn't stand the gasoline smell of the car, and as a tribute to Lucky i thought, why the hell not and walked him home, down the street he would always walk, with the cage in hand, i walked 2 streets to get him home
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>>701074656
Buried him in the back yard, we each shovelled in a chunk of dirt.

I miss that fucker, he was amazing
This picture was taken the night i found him going in circles, no one but me has seen this

Lucky
This is for you bro, i miss you
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>>701064833
This.
My feels
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>>701043238
Feels make you feel shittier.
Go get some fresh air, get to a point with a nice view then realise how retarded it would be to miss on what earth can offer you.
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>>701055087
Fuck you . That's hurts too bad.
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When you want a mcchicken but they are only serving breakfast.
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>>701043124
Holy shit this thread has survived a long time. Props to you.

Oddly enough, this thread got me feeling human again.
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