Not greentext worthy. I've been friends with this girl for a long time. I've been obsessed with her. Recently I told her how I felt and she replied saying she felt the same way but couldn't bare breaking up with her current boyfriend. Now on the reg she tells me how she fucks her boyfriend and I feel like shit. Rn fading out of existence doesn't sound bad
>>701043124 >Be U.S. Marinefag stationed in Yuma >Wake up at 0430. >PT >Shower, shave, put on uniform >Go to work. Shop of 4 doing the work of 12 people >Spend most of work day unfucking fuck-up subordinates. Officer in charge always asking why shit isn't getting done >"They don't care, sir." >I don't care >Close up shop at 1700 >Take unfinished work home to make mission >Spend rest of the time checking my subordinates to make sure their barracks rooms are clean, uniforms look good, etc. >Finally able to spend about an hour with the wife. >Talk about how the work load is tearing us apart >Conversation ends. Go to bed at 0000 >Wake up at 0430
Every single day for the past 4 years. At this point, I know I can handle just about anything college can throw at me. But ultimately I just can't bring myself to give a shit about anything.
>>701047025 i think you just missed a chance. you'll have more chances my man. i would be hurt too if i was in your shoes, but im assuming since this chick liked you back you're not TERRIBLE with ladies so just be optimistic.
>>701043238 Been feeling pretty shitty about myself lately
>Be me >18 >back to highschool since i failed a few classes >all of my friends going to college and university >no idea what i want to take up as a career >talking to a girl who i dont even think is into me >home life problems >only time im happy is alone listening to music
I'm 18. Freshman in college. Dating amazing girl for 9 months. She went to college 7 hours away from my college. Shes hanging out with friends right now having a blast. I'm sitting here alone feeling shitty wishing I could just chill with her. I took a bike ride because i felt fucking sick to my stomach. Sitting in my tiny ass dorm now. I have no friends here really ive just been concentrating on school.
>>701050057 I took a bike ride. Took some meds I have for anxiety during symphony performances. Still feel like shit. Probably gonna hit the gym tomorrow. Sitting around isn't gonna make me feel any better
>tfw your friends are too busy to go oyt or even talk on the phone >tfw all your gf or sidehoe prospects are just ignoring you >tfw the only people you have talked to are your close relatoves and job connections solely for job related subjects >tfw literally getting alone >tfw you dont get the same joy out of the things you love to do I just want to kill myself, i ruined my life
So I plain and simply want to an hero. Here's why. For starters my depression and anxiety is through the roof and my family isn't helping. Not that I expect them to but I just want them to notice. My parents divorced when I was 10, I'm now 20, and they ruined my childhood with all their bullshit. My family is literally torn apart because of them. Yeah my family was there but there's that emotional torture you go through that you just can't explain. Fast forward to now. My dad is dead to me. What he did is unforgivable. Family is still at each other's necks. I stay quite cause I feel they don't care about what I say. I have so much expected of me yet I get let down every time. I'm smoking almost an eighth a day, drinking every night, doing coke now and I have no one to talk to. No one. I'm expected cause I'm a man to just suck it up, but that emotional torture...... it's finally filled me to the point I don't want to deal with anything anymore. My family is literally making my self worth dwindle to nothing. I get congratulated if I do something right but it's if I was told to do it. Not what I wanted to do. No one's ever made me feel like I'm worth their time. I want to be in peace.
>>701050921 Well, im applying again for Uni on january but idk, im fucking 20yo and i havent got ibto college yet, on fb i see how many of my elementary classmates are getting grafuated and shit while im just taking a shit at 1:00am in a taiwanese graffiti council because i dont have anything else to do or look for, fuck, i cant even try new shit or meet new people because its been so long since i went out socially that i lost mu skills on social interactionand where i live theres nowhere and nothing to do, im afraid, the little i had is getting away from me, even my parenst think im a failure, they treat me like a kid who has cancer and its just a matter of time when i die, my younger siblings just treat me like if i were a room mate who is barely in the house
I fucked up, i cant just grab a backpack and gtfo and see what awaits outside, shit is fucked up, i barely even got a shitty halftime job because my minor is so useless in my country a computer can do it, fucking three years of my life straight into the garbage
>be me >16 >like no friends whatsoever except for this one girl >this girl was 9/10, perfect body, beautiful green eyes, and long dirty blond hair >we liked the same music and the same food and everything >the only problem is not all the systems were running, so she was a little weird but i didnt mind >been talking to this girl for a while now, got really close to her >ask her out, she says we should wait til we meet to date >everything going great, we set up a date to meet eachother >we talked almost all day and we skyped almost every single day and fell asleep on skype together almost every night >fast forward about a month and a half >she stops talking to me as much as she used to >ask her whats wrong after about a week of not talking to anyone >"idk im just sad i guess" >get bad feeling because ex ignored the fuck out of me before we broke up >start over thinking because im an insecure faggot >find out she talks to alot of other people and ignores me >feelsbadman.gif >find out shes been talking to a guy named ryan >he sent her a dick pic >find out he sent her the dick pic >find out she replied with "i want to deepthroat your cock" >suicide.exe >confront her >"i was only saying i love you to make you feel better about your ex" >"you lied to me?" >"im sorry" I still wish i had her tbh. She was an angel, but she slipped through my fingers.
>not good at anything >no interest in anything >feel like I have no purpose in life >everything feels pointless >parents think I'm a disappointment but would die before admitting it >guaranteed to fuck up anything good I have going >no motivation >no confidence >10/10 Gf that I don't deserve and am slowing corrupting but she doesn't want to see it >friends won't hang out with me unless I ring or text them first >the only thing that really makes me content is sitting in my girlfriends garage smoking weed
I hate what I've grown up to be, I hate that I've cheated on my girlfriend and she forgave me, I hate that I'm overweight, even if it's slightly, I hate my background, I hate my friends, I hate my job and most of all I hate that I don't have enough courage or balls to kill myself.
>>701049237 Stop wasting potential as soon as possible. I'm only a few years ahead of you but I wish I could go back in time and not be such a careless assface. You need to work hard at finding a balance between taking positive steps in the right direction and not rushing into a job field or lifestyle. The depression won't really get better because it will always be a lonely 2 AM eventually, but your day to day is going to be what you put into it. And don't forget to party like a mofo when you can
i'm probably legitimately clinically depressed but too afraid to go to a doctor for help because in socialist canada that shit goes in a permanent health record accessible by lots of people lmao
anyway, it's little things that make it so much worse. Like if I tell myself to get a up at a certain hour, and even with an alarm i fail to do so. It feels like the whole day is ruined. And the other week i wrote a big long email to sam hyde and he never wrote me back :(
what is bothering me is >be me >find a qt girl on online game >she from the country imma live in in the near future >she is older than me by one year or so >i try to hint that i like her by spamming honey alot >she replies sometimes with sweetie and hun >idk what to do anymore should i tell her that i like her or what? adv me fellow anons pls
i wonder if its the same guys in these threads all the time? anyway, posting well received poetry
A wet man does not fear rain He smiles despite feeling pain Invisible knives protrude from the heart Make sure they don’t twist or be torn apart Master self directed lying To keep the fire from dying An arid desert to keep from crying With energy to continue trying
A man seduced by forbidden love Always must brandish a glove Blinds half drawn, half light shines through When he speaks the meaning numbers two A boat floats away untethered to the dock The captain is crazy, headed straight for a rock A bird flies away from the flock With a key to a chest with changing lock
What if a man gave it all away Trying to clear a cloudy day? Could you blame him if he lie In the single ray that shine from the sky?
>>701055095 weight is just a hard thing to be comfortable with in this day and age, both men and women feel pressure. i'm sure im overweight atm and it used to drive me crazy trying to get to a certain weight, but i saw that all the worrying was just as bad as being out of shape. i just try and eat as healthy as possible and know the important people won't care what i weight.
yes, the supereist! but that's okay their is a cure, its be proven by scientist in mexico that jacking off burns two hundred calories, so your new routine is the following:
Jack off two times after you wake up. once before and after breakfast. once in the shower. then take a couple hours break to recharge. then again at noon with lub(use lub, this is the important part) then another few hour break. then once before and after dinner preferred with a fleshlight if you have one.
see, if you always workout or in this case jack off the same way your body gets used to the routine and it becomes less effective; so you want to mix it up a bit with doing it raw dog, with lub, standing/sitting/laying and wet or dry(in the shower or in the sun and if you live in a fucked up weather state in the snow too). if you keep mixing it up your body won't get used to it and you'll always get optimal weight loss and strength gains - and alternate between fast and slow.
one last thing to note is the scientist in mexico also concede this is how baseball players build up the strength in their arms to throw the ball so damn fast. good luck anon, I believe in you <3
>>701056590 I was lurking in that thread, and let me be honest with you guys, people who feel like the Op did about wanting to be a girl but wouldn't take hrt are the most depressed people, and on average they usually attempt suicide at some point in there life.
And what's worse is that thread was full of people trying to encourage him to kill him self, i honestly felt sick in that thread, people need to burn in hell.
>>701058758 Today, insomnia. Never had this problem, must be related to my fast. I find that when there aren't edgy kids in here, everyone comes together (for last of a better word) and it becomes a jerk circle of valuable advice and the illusion of friends most of us don't have. I don't know you, but I love you. You're more than your post number anon, and I hope you get better. You're worth something
>>701043238 Any alphas out there wanna give advice to beta?
But right now I am just trying to overcome my crippling social anxiety when it comes to the fairer sex. I can get there but when I do I just choke and fuck up. Like I got invited to a party by this chick and we got drunk and did coke and roamed the streets afterwards. It was terrible I just didnt know what to so we just sat there at the park on a bench and did lines and talked. I guess I would be fine if I ever got into a relationship but again, initiation. Jesus as I am typing this I'm coming to terms with my underlying autism.
Honestly I just hang out with females who may not be crushing on me but are not repulsed by me or I at least have a chance with. And I just get drunk and roll on mdma/extacy and hope the drugs do the work.
I just don't know when that right moment is to make a move, to lean in for a kiss, when to touch and where. And that's when my closest form of autism comes out, the social anxiety of what if I don't do it right or she doesn't like/want it and the fear is too crippling. So instead I just rely on the drug to hopefully one down break down my social inhibitions and the barriers will crumble as I succumb to my primal instincts and urges.
But instead it goes much the other direction and we just sit there end up talking, it gets deep heart felt honest and emotional. Which in theory should make it even easier since they know I'm not just a fuck boi only in it for the pussy. But maybe I'm just coming off as sensitive nice guy and that's not what their looking for.
Like I don't do you really ask to kiss? That sounds incredibly beta and I know a lot o people would put me down for that. But I guess its all phrasing. After she hugs, "Aw no kiss?" Rather than, "Hey um can I kiss you?" I don't know I would have to think on it more I guess its very timing and situation specific.
But its not the fear of being bad or awkward when kissing or in bed that gets to me. Because I know that's in the back of everyone's mind and more often than not the first (few) time(s) will likely be awkward and I'm not going to be a professional, it's a learning experience each time. But it's not awkwardness or looking bad that scares me (because it does along with everyone else), it's knowing that I am blatantly throwing away these opportunities to learn and experiment.
This girl I met in rehab and went to this party with I'm certain he cares for me. When I left the next day he gave me hug walked away, turned around and gave me another hug then did it once more. By this point people in the car were starting to jeer, "How many times you got to hug him?" and shit. She said, "I don't know if or when I will be able to see you again." It was almost ad and hell I almost shooed her away saying you need to go now their waiting. But In retrospect I realize that if I ever had a moment to do something that would have been the time. Even more so than when we were alone talking and sitting on the park bench at 3am. I don't know I feel he likes me not that he finds me abnormally attractive in anyway but she legitimately cares about me whether as a friend or more, and that means more than any superficial attraction.
I just would rather be living with embarrassments than regretting not doing anything I guess. :/
this fucking poem hits me deeper than any other literature ever has and will forcing conversations with a girl I've been feeling too strongly about for 7 months, one of my favorite teachers teaches newspaper and yearbook, took newspaper last year and loved every bit of it so I decided to take yearbook this year for the people/teacher/experience with cameras since I want to work with film for a career, woke up yesterday to an email between the teacher and scheduling commitee asking for me to be switched out because I don't belong in yearbook and then theres this poem. few people hate me because I usually can be really funny, but the second I talk about actual problems and how im not feeling very happy that day they stop caring and stop listening. if I'm not saying a joke I might as well say nothing sorry just thought id get that out of my system
>>701043238 Just found out my ex got married. I was the one that broke off for the dumbest reason. Not a 10/10 but man do I regret breaking off the relationship. She saved up money, moved to South Korea, met a guy and got married. I'm hella happy for her, but I'm angry at no one but myself because I could have been that lucky guy.
>>701059266 thanks m8. i'm /fit/bro and fasting and exercising is really dangerous. your body will retain fat due to survival mode and your muscles will atrophy. make sure you eat at least your basal metabolic rate.
>>701061944 i love the Gorillaz so many lines hit me in the feels 19-2000 "there's a monkey in the jungle watching a vapor trail, caught up in the conflict between his brain and his tail" melancholy hill "cause you are my medicine when you're close to me" tomorrow comes today "don't think i'm all in this world. don't think i'll be here too long" fuck dude, Damon Albarn is a god damn genius
>>701062017 sten man let me tell you some advice you can't have people have a conversation for you, otherwise how do you expect to last more than a week max talk about anything your favorite shows on netflix good music best movies everything to do with girls is trial and error and if you fuck this one up then figure out what you did wrong and don't do it the next time
>>701062238 19-2000 has one of my favorite lines "the world is spinning too fast I'm buying lead nike shoes to try to keep me tethered to these days that I lose" Gorillaz is a masterpiece and it makes me kinda sad that a lot of my friends don't want to try them out, or they listen to one song and decide it's not the "genre of music they like"
>>701062653 i know that feel told my best friend i'd appreciate it if she listened to Jump and Welcome To My Life by Simple Plan because it really accurately describes how I've been feeling a long time and without even considering it she just goes nah that music pisses me off.
>>701063300 ik that already but i might be removed lol,and i not only that i'm a friend of her female friend two , so i will lose 2 by one word kek,thats why i don't know what to do,specially that i made fun of a boy younger than us by 2 years because he had a crush on her and kept telling stupid shit while we were playing so i will be a hypocrite
10 months ago I was dating the perfect girl, maybe not what everyone would imagine as perfect, but she was perfect to me. We shared everything, I told her things about me I've never told anyone else, and still haven't. 9 months ago I fucked it all up by being selfish and scared and just not telling her what was wrong with me. She told me we should take a break, this turned into a breakup, and now we're being "friends". I tried talking to her a couple of times over the past few months, but I never get much of a response. I don't know if she really doesn't care about me at all anymore or if she's just trying not to feel something, but it kills me inside everytime. At this point, the pain of not being with her makes me want to die.
>>701052269 20 is young. You can change everything at 20 and it won't even matter when you're 25. I hated who I was at 20. Learned to be happy at 22. Now I'm 32, married, great job, great kid. Still got to work at happiness sometimes, but thank fuck I'm not 20. That shit is balls.
>be me >underage fag and already fucked up life >no friends other than a few people I used to go to school with in a different state >too much of a faggot to finish online school >edgy neckbeard that spends 99% of my time telling people to off themselves on the internet >no activities or hobbies >fat fuck >GF is younger than me >parents are depressed about what a failure I am and kindly let me know I'll be residing under a bridge the day I turn 18 >semi intelligent but also too autist to use it
>>701059412 If you're still here let me tell you that there is no alpha or beta. There is only do and don't. Yes and no. Black and white. Accept it. Accept yourself both good and bad. You wanna kiss a girl? Do it. You wanna tell her how you feel? Do it. IT SOUNDS EASY. Its not but you gotta just do it. Im living proof that you can go from playing D&D to sitting in prison for a home invasion while on a crystal meth binge to finally having a son after 12 years of marriage. The secret is I finally accepted every single one of the people and actions as me and not letting it stop me from doing what I want to do. You can be whatever you want to be. You will get slapped. You will get told no. That's life. That's what makes it interesting.
>be me >have social anxiety, general awkwardness, 24/7 spaghetti factory in pockets, depression for which I take 2 different medications >meet 10/10 grill at a party, talk for a few minutes, but she doesn't stick around for long >meet again at another party a week or so later, talk more and actually kinda hit it off >she tells me she has, and I quote, "a good feeling" about me >maintain contact over the next few days >she asks to come over oshit.jpg >she comes over, we watch a bit of a movie and have a couple beers, she can't stay. I walk her to the station and she tells me she wants to get better acquainted >invites me to a convention out of town, sort of hints that I won't need a hotel >currently without her own place since the lease went out and she didn't manage to find a new apartment in time. asks if she can crash at my place sometime >due to having infinite spaghetti supply in pockets and this is the first time a grill has shown interest in me in most of my life, I sort of generally inquire among my less socially retarded friends if this is innocuous. consensus is, it's some kind of hinting. >being me, my confidence is shit and I have a hard time really accepting the possibility >start hitting a bit of a rough patch in terms of depression >decide to embrace the spaghettini and just ask, politely and normally, if she's meant anything in particular - no particular subtext from my side, no coarse phrasing, no "hy bb u wan sum fuk", just a normal question
Bitch used RAGE
"don't disrespect me because I'm a girl" (wat)
>try to ask how this is supposed to be "disrespectful", no response
Bitch's RAGE continues!
"what the fuck do you want, am I supposed to be responsible for your social awkwardness?" (wat x 2, particularly since I'm not alone about interpreting the "hints" that way, if anything having been pessimistic)
"we're not in high school, I don't need this drama"
>sarcasm bursts out of pocket after losing its territorial fight with confusion
> "guess I shouldn't have expected much of a thoughtful answer there, excuse the hell out of me"
It doesn't affect opponent Bitch!
> get like 3 more messages just while I'm typing that, even pocket spaghetti is too stunned to explode
"mind your own business" "just let a girl like you as a friend without headhunting her because she doesn't give you the answer you want" "stop typing"
> we are in danger of reaching wat-pacity. I inform her that I just asked a simple question and have no idea why she's freaking out
It's not very effective...
Bitch's RAGE continues!
"rah rah, I'm tired of girls being treated differently" "and now you're making it worse"
>lol ok. "lol. Thanks for the attempted guilt trip - great to know someone'll always be willing to make my life that little bit worse. You're overreacting extremely, all I did was ask - you could've said no and this wouldn't be an issue"
>"have a nice life, I guess?"
It doesn't affect opponent Bitch!
Bitch used CAPSLOCK
"I NEVER TREATED YOU BADLY(...)INVITED YOU EVERYWHERE(...)LET YOU GET TO KNOW MY FRIENDS"
"GO TO HELL"
> I'd have gotten more confused if it were physically possible and have no idea what she's still raging about > "well, except now, when you're going batshit over a simple question"
"WHY WON'T YOU LISTEN" "GROW THE FUCK UP"
And I'm just sitting here not knowing what I'd have written if I'd had more time to do so than like 4 milliseconds
"I'M BLOCKING YOU"
> "lol, k"
> literally too stunned to even let this bring me down any further - at this point all I can do is laugh
I always wondered why I have anxiety while being around other people or why I always feel uncomfortable going out. Realized that maybe my parents are to blame. When I was young they always got into fights. I remember that I would stick my fingers in my ears so that I couldn't hear them. This properly led to the point that I didn't to invite anyone to me... Or the fear the fear that they would fight in public. Maybe others don't get affected that much by this in their childhood. I was more the emotional type. I really wonder how it would have been if i would be more comfortable with myself. Maybe I could've had a better time or maybe worse.
>be me >finally get over girl I'd been in love with for 3 years >meet new girl >We talk heaps, flirt a lot and I stay at her place a few times >we'd been kissing and sleeping together >no sex yet though not rushing it >she says she loves me and vice versa >next day she's a stranger >"we're just friends" >literally cry for days >neglected all my study because of situation >get influenza >lose 3kg which is severely bad because I'm already underweight.
>>701069055 Friends who have known me for years ask me the same thing. How did you change? It was in that prison cell that I realized I never changed. I'm me. I forgave myself for being me. I forgave myself for feeling sorry for myself. I forgave myself for being so introverted and ashamed of who I was and who I am. Its okay to feel. Its okay to want to kill yourself. Its okay to be depressed. Just remember that. Its okay. Justake sure to wake up tomorrow. You never know whats gonna happen. You may win the lotto. You may get hit by a red pontiac walking across the street minding your own business. Either way its interesting and for the times you do hit the lotto. The times the girl kisses you back. The times you get a yes. It makes all the self doubt, anger, depression worth it.
>>701070278 Your not like the rest of them anon. You and I are a different breed. Its not putting down the bubble or the tin thats the hard part and you understand that. I don't know how Im going to do it, Im just going to do it and thats what I have to keep thinking I guess. Just do it, live in the moment, seize the oppurtunity right? Because thats the part the hit harder than coming of the drugs, the rejection, the embarsement or awkwardness. Its knowing I misssed the chance to do something and instead idly sat by and watched my chanes pass. The ribbon was slipping through my fingers and all I had to do was grab it but now its on the ground. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dUegJBEusoI
>>701070896 Im out of state forced by my parents to be on this psuedo rehab trip with with my grandparents and it's been a week. One month of inpatient didnt work I don't know what they are expecting this vacation to do. Im not addicted to hard drugs, Im still just a recreational dabbler. But its the lack of any substance that kills me. And the regret of doing nothing.
>>701070927 >So this is my doggo, she's twelve years old. The past few years I've been accepting that she's aging and we won't have her around forever. She's a smol pupper and always wedged herself next to you even when there wasn't really room. We've had scares in the past but she's pulled through. So, she's old.. She has a stroke. One morning she is sitting next to me and just hops up and starts running into the kitchen. I get up to let her out. Before I'm halfway into the kitchen she darts back past my feet into the living room where she pauses and stares at the wall. She runs back in to the kitchen shortly after and repeats this process. Believing she's just being odd I have a seat and keep an eye on her
>>701071685 An hour later she hasn't stopped. confused I try to put her near her bowls, she hadn't eaten yet. She bolted. Into the kitchen, back into the dining room. Not sure what to do I let my parents know and they also keep an eye on her. She doesn't stop running
>>701071685 We set up an appointment for with the vet to see if we can help her, they recommended a small dose of Benadryl for the time being until they could see her the next morning. I found out that she's be calm if I walked the route she ran while I held her, though she still wouldn't eat or drink her heart rate would slow and she could get rest
>>701071685 Losing your dog is that hardest thing. I had a small pupper for 12 years too. And I knew she was getting old and we would hve to part one day. But she was my life. I never really had friends. I was pulled out of public school in grade 4 and put into a small private school from 5 through 8th. When I say small I mean small clases sizes were 5 including my self to one year by the end of the year it was me another student and the teacher. So my dog was my life. When I had penumonia in my sophmore year. I went to let my dog out. A small chiuhua, very defensive. I live in a very rural community. In her old age she was sting to lose it a bit. Her eye sight wasent 20/20 it was more 15/20. Idk not really all that bad but not as sharp as she once was. Will continue but trying to avoid 404.
>>701072260 >I go to work the next morning while mom takes her to the vet and I stress the whole day, not just because I took retention calls for frontier, but also because I've Lost my girlfriend recently(cheats) in high school I was suicidy and my doggo was there so I wasn't ever really alone, if she wasn't trying to play she was getting me up to take her outside.
>>701072287 It was like 11pm in the fall. Along with losing her eye sight a bit she developed the tendency at night to go and chase off what ever deer or what ever where in the year. It was cute. She was gaurding trying to protect us. But this time she ran out and I heard shrill yelps comming crom the pitch darkness and I was in my underwear but I still bolted out there. My body ached, I felt like I was withdrawling from oxy not that I did drugs at this time. But I was going to be damned if I let anything happen to my dog. my parents ran out and we searched until 2 am but it was all to no avail not even a trace. It never has hit me TOO hard because I have internalized a lot of it even though I know it's not healthy. But that noise I will never forget.
RIP Chica, my dearest and only friend fuck im crying now. Its only like the 4 time I have in the almost two years.
I come home from work to discover she had a stroke, her brain was cooked. She could still be alive with mess but she wouldn't be the same, likely lethargic next to the food bowl if that. They made the decision. The last few hours of her life were spent in turmoil anon. That is, when I wasn't holding her.
>>701072779 I know this feel anon, my cat Lucky was the biggest badass cat in all of my town, he literally ran the place when he had his nuts, and after he lost them other cats still didnt fuck with him, that was until a german family with a ginger cat moved in next door...
>>701073590 I only know what happened that night from what my mother told me. She was in the caravan on our property. Apparently the ginger cat and Lucky had an encounter under the caravan, lucky must have got a fright or something, so he apparently jumped and banged his head on the bottom of the caravan
>>701073959 Next day i told mum about it and went to school, came back and he was curled up in my grandfathers room, apparently he had been walking against the walls of the house all day, disorientated.
>>701074230 Long story short the vets determined the bang on his head gave him a stroke, he lost control of a side of his brain, cant remember which side, its why he was against walls and going in circles
>>701074324 I usually dont cry but i couldnt help it as we stood by patting him as he went to sleep for the last time I remember going out and telling my sister and mums boyfriend that it was done, those exact words "its done, hes gone"
>>701074473 I couldn't stand the gasoline smell of the car, and as a tribute to Lucky i thought, why the hell not and walked him home, down the street he would always walk, with the cage in hand, i walked 2 streets to get him home
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