blew all my cash on stupid shit and stupid "friends" who never paid me back and haven't seen in years, keep your paper to yourself; spend more time planning than spending, keep people at arms reach, no closer...
>first time fucking a girl in the ass >didn't know what to do >rammed whole thing in immediately >my dicks face when I go balls deep >pushes me off >she goes home >never saw her again Havent done it since, good times
>>701005948 >Bought a brand new 30k$ car at 20yo >Didn't buy property during the 2008 crash, had 100k in funds. >Bought another new vehicle >This time a gas guzzling truck >Invested 20% of my pay to a 401k that is doing fuck-all, for about 10 years. >Joined the military >Then got out after 14 years
saying fuck it after people were saying i was fat in high school ,i was like 10 pounds over other guys my height so i stopped giving a fuck and embrace being the fat guy who eats a lot ,plays video games ,drinks way too much at parties and is the class clown. im 26 now and really fuckin fat and i cant shake that behavior and way of thinking
>>701007989 Yeah, I haven't used in 5 years but like you said, anyone I used to call a friend is dead or in prison. Those who aren't are on the methadone clinic and just wasting away. It just sucked because I wasted so many years doing dope when I could have gotten a higher education. Now I'm stuck at mcdonalds probably for life. Oh well, still sober!
>>701007870 Me too anon, worst god damn decision of my life. I just didn't realize how perfect a drug I would find it to be. Then I thought I could manage it and it'd actually help me. Now I hate it and hate that I'm too much of a bitch to get off it.
Tried to be something other than myself. 6 years of my life wasted because I wanted to impress people. now those people are either dead or elsewhere. I have two close friends, my wife and my father left in my life. I am happier than I have been my entire life. I play games, work, read, hunt, drink. All those years spent in utter misery. Oh well, I'm a better person for it.
>>701008485 What helped me quit was loperamide. It's the ingredient in anti diarrhea pills you can get over the counter. I was shooting up at least 2 grams a day and I was able to get off using the loperamide.I would take 20 pills at a time and wait a few hours, and I would feel normal again, not high but not withdrawing either.you should give it a shot bud
>>701010203 On your computer. You can download the exact books used at universities and start working through them at your own pace. Practice your skills and build up a portfolio of work you did on your own to show to an interviewer. If the company is worth its salt, it won't care what your credentials are so long as you can perform the job because that's all they want from you.
>>701009618 I had my doubts at first, but it really does work.it's like 3 or 4 bucks for a bottle.I only had to take them for like 4 days, they last at least 12 hours so it's the cheapest way to quit and to be honest, the easiest.I just sat around for a week chillen and smokin a little bit of weed if I started to crave heroin.also stay away from all your old homies they'll drag you back into it before you even realize.
>>701005948 Studying bullshit in university instead of something that would have helped me in my field. Although to be fair I didn't know what I wanted to do, but when I figured it out I would have been able to side step the entry level work.
Also, I should have kept that friends with benefits thing going with that big assed, big tittied Asian bitch.
>I lend my laptop to my girlfriend by then for 2 days so she could finish and deliver a project for college > I never thought about all the shit I had there (all gifs/webs/images/etc..) basically my 4chan folder which were pretty much very well hidden >she got nosey and found all that shit, including some gore webs and freaked out > handled over my laptop to the police > they didn't find anything illegal but they told me I was "disturbed" and they also told me they'd monitor me (don't know if bullshit or actually did it) >all friends and family knew about the "incident!" >the most beautiful woman I had ever seen in my life dumped me like I was the worst scum in the world and spread the word that I was a "psychopath" and how close she dodge the bullet >all "friends" believed her >I had to move out the city I lived, I couldn't stand all the gazes I was getting and vandalism first to my house, latter to my parent's house, not to mention hate mail of people who bought all the shit I was being dissed about >I haven't talked to my parents ever since (they don't want to talk to me) > I've got a new life in another state and I live with the constant feeling I had done something horrible wrong in the past which I didn't >I make good money though, have a great job and my twins coming >that "incident" ruined my life for about 4 years >never lend your pc/laptop to anyone unless they're supervised by you
Got drunk, did some klonipens and then messed around with somebody I shouldnt have. She was sober and knew how fucked I was. If I was a woman I could say I'd been raped, but since I have a cock and therefore a functional brain, I am solely responsible. Never heard a word of it afterwards, but fuck man,it could ruin my life (and a few others) if it got out. Eagerly awaiting the day when I can say: fuck man that was ten goddamn years ago, I hardly even remember! But I do remember.
>>701008327 Go into construction. Electrical, HVAC, plumbing, painting. Hell general construction pays people good money to sweep floors and move shit around. You can find work the trades are starving for good workers.
Forgetting to turn my headlights on. Drove a Chevy for a long time, the lights came on automatically. Switched to a Mazda. Crossed that intersection with about a million illegal things in my car. Bong, bowl, 2 bags of weed, percs, klonopin, 4 hits of acid 6 open alcohol containers (underage).
>>701016542 I can't tell you that, but I can tell you that being born, and waiting to die alone is one of the most useless things that you can do. It's pathetic, just a useless work bee husk of a human.
>>701016544 >you're a moron It's easy to throw baseless insults. We used to do it all of the time as children.
>>701016325 >I spent 4 years in a building with highly qualifying professionals teaching me maths while I had to prove myself under stressful situations. I make a lot of contacts that are on my field and I have a paper that guaranties I have gained the knowledge that you require from me.
>I sat home, ate doritos and watched some khan academy fam.
>>701015897 as prestigious as McDonald's? Min. Wage is 7.25 here. I've been in one year and I make more than double that, I. Three more in be making quadruple that, low cost of living ensure that I can provide a family with a comfortable life.>>701015897 I'm 27, got a fiance and we're waiting to have a kid for two more years. I'm going to be making goddamn good money because I fucking worked my ass off and do it every day. Leave the prestige for the trust fund babies, worry abour carving out your own comfy hole in this world. Or go fuck yourself , doesn't matter to me
I should have made my friend stay the night with me on that night. Maybe then when he had a heart attack that night I could have gotten him to a hospital. I would still have the only reason I don't kill myself
>>701013707 the fuck? i have hardcore christian parents and i literally told them i do hard drugs after they found my stash and all that happened is they made me go to a therapist who was like "yea just don't do anymore till you move out" that was two years ago, i still live with my parents, still do acid and dmt, molly all that, nothing came of it
hella other psychopathic shit like telling girls i wanna rape them and stuff idk, you must live in a small town
>>701016274 >Men were not put on this planet to work, retire, then die.
Sure. But neither to just have kids, unless you try to find meaning of life in what religion tell you, or unless you think our lives haven't evolved past that of our primitive ancestors.
There is no meaning in life, and everyone will die with lots of regrets. The point is doing what doesn't make you hate yourself and allows you to have a few glimpses of true happiness now and then. If you managed to make your situation even better than this, then power to you.
>>701016782 >I spent four years procrastinating, and cheating my way through some institute of education. And look I've got some writing on a piece of paper wow. Someone wrote that, a guy like another person just wrote some shit on a piece of paper, I just jumped through enough loops to get it.
>Yeah I put adequate effort into learning certain subjects, I developed skills and gained knowledge. Here's vast evidence of my abilities.
>>701017214 I am just an anonymous person on a message board, and I know absolutely nothing about you. Only you can decide that. If you want your life to have meaning, then have children, raise them and teach them everything. Read lots of books. Try to do something truly impactful while you're still alive. Don't live a life full of regrets, and "should have done's"
>>701017309 >There is no meaning in life, and everyone will die with lots of regrets
That's the key. Do as much as you can to limit the amount of regret you have when you're on your death bed. Nothing means anything. I don't even believe what I'm saying most of the time, nor do I believe my own thoughts.
I didn't say "I love you too" I pushed her away instead (emotionally) because she was 18 and i was 26. I loved her so much and I thought it was what was best for her. She was the best friend I've ever had and for the last ten years I've missed her.
>>701017278 I tried to talk to my parents and explain that "yes, they found that shit in my laptop but....." take a guess.... I did my best to try to explain baby boomers about the internet and shit....went wrong. They literally told me they wanted me out of their lives. that's what hurt me the most, my own parents giving me their backs for just keeping appearances, I tried to called them a bunch of times to get it right with them and they would hang up on me. it's been 2 years since I completely gave up and don't know anything about them. Had to tell my current girlfriend they're dead and it's going to be kept that way.
>>701009476 Leave her forever and stop talking to her. >>701009621 Find another woman you like and see if she's willing to have a child with you. >>701009889 Kill yourself. >>701012390 Flip a coin and pick one. If you don't like it after a few months, choose the other one. >>701014031 Get a divorce. >>701017099 There are federal and private organizations that forgive college debt in the U.S. Look them up with a little more determination.
God that was easy. Don't any of you have any harder ones?
Seriously pushed away and ignored anyone that ever wanted to be close to me. Even in the most perfect situations I just didn't act. No friends. Too ashamed to even visit my own dad. NEET. Poor body image and anxiety.
>>701018956 oh yeah, but who among us hasn't been in such situation? if you're that little bastard you thought you had it all figured out... at your early twenties........you were missing something and you'll never know what it was, and I assure you it could have changed your life for the better :)
>>701019227 I quit a well paid job in my late 20s to study my passion. University killed my passion for the subject by teaching a load of bullshit I'll never use. Took a gap year to work in the field and actually had to teach myself a lot to be able to do the job.
>>701018716 I'm a self taught programmer and I literally learned it all from stackoverflow/youtube and a bunch of other sites. I make $26 per hour and have a pretty good steady income although at the beginning it was all freelancing, later I got the job at an advertising company and I supervised new-grads with degrees, you've got not excuses in not wanting to improve yourself, give it a shoot
>>701005948 Beer Started drinking at age of 15 beacuse I had a case of crippling depression based of existensial dread, self-loathing and toughts keeping awake at night. Picture a A+ student, whose life would have gotten far and probably be a contributing member of society, but he never enjoyed a single day of his life being a robot with no friends. So, big bro gave him a beer to cheer him up. I'm 21 now Never stopped, and ended up working as a teacher.
not taking my sport as seriously as I should have. I'm not upset with my current life situation right now, though I could have pushed myself the extra mile to actually be better when I was a freshman in high school.
Doing my sport in college (D3), but I could have had better success in high school and gotten the recognition I deserved by my school instead of getting looked over like I was an average narp like the rest of the masses.
>>701005948 Saying "Fuck it" to school and leaving at 14 to focus on Xbox and drugs, I am now 21, broke, living in my Parents house with no job, no job prospects and years of solitude have destroyed my social skills and confidence so getting back into edumucatshun is harder than a priest in a playground
I met a beautiful, fun, skinny blonde named Victoria who, for whatever reason, was really into me.
A fucking psychotic bitch I had no business being involved with deleted Vic's number from my phone and started stalking me. I was a loser with no self-esteem and liked the attention, so I let it go and fucked around with this girl until it blew up in a major, dramatic way that nearly ruined my life.
I should have called Victoria before psycho could delete her number. My life might be drastically different today.
Ok... This is a long one. I was an 18 year old, started hanging around some black friends, started smoking crack, dropped out of a major uni, finally got laid (lost my v card) to a crack whore. Then, got a job, worked my way up, got a roommate, and he had a girlfriend who was a cute whore, and I met her mom, and she was a whore too. So, being a horny loser, I started sleeping with her. I used condoms at first, but eventually I had to see what it was like to not. But, one night, I ate her out, and passed out. The next day, my throat was sore. I thought it was nothing. I started having white puss-filled tiny dots in the back of my throat, and the glands under my chin were really hard and painful. I went to doctors and they tried antibiotics several times. Didn't do shit. Doctors gave up, and said its an unknown virus. My body eventually figured a way to attack it, but it still comes back with any sickness I get. Some other symptoms are hard puss-filled sacks appearing randomly on (or in) my body, that are really scary when they appear around my heart or on a testicle. Oh, and it comes back if I get drunk, too. So, eating out a whore was the worst decision... Worse than crack.
1) My university girlfriend > She was hot > Got honey potted hard > Went out with her for 2.5 years > Don't want to count all the money I spent > Basically thought we would get married after university (she confirmed this) > Broke up with her because her family are backwards who do not approve of interracial relationships
2) Lost $380k in 1 hour trading in equities > Be prop equity trader > Had a good week > Was up $2m for that quarter > Needed haircut, thought I'd sneak out of the office mid session to get a cut on high street > Run into ex-gf, bitch pisses the fuck out of me > I stop to talk to her, she says "don't talk to me" > I say in a loud voice "bitch, I've fucked you every way possible, you think I still want you? Fuck off" > Go to haircut place find that the wait is too long/should have made appointment > Go back to office in range mode and do some damage until someone points out to me that "Dude, what are you doing, this is not you, look, take a break, go home"
3) Girlfriend called "Dragon face" - that's what my friends and family called her > Be 2 years younger than me > Thinks she's smarter than she thinks > Totally submissive but tries to act dominant > Buy a house for her to live in (I travel every 2 weeks for work so wanted a mistress type situation/trophy girlfriend) > Her parents come from overseas and decide to live in the house too, rent free > She says I cant live in the house cause her parents are there > Her parents showed me absolutely no respect at all, her dad is a drunk, her mother is a know it all trophy wife/bitch/whore/cumslut/dumb shit > End up having to tell her mum to fuck herself and get off my property after she kept picking arguments > I actually loved herl, we still talk every now and then, I call her when I'm really angry or just need someone to talk to to release the pressure valve, she misses me, wish she had a better upbringing and more maturity, if so would marry.
>>701021763 I'm currently entirely programming for sites front-end and back-end (interfaces and servers) I recommend you star with python which is easy for beginners >http://codecademy.com/ will teach you the pretty basis >solid starting point: https://www.khanacademy.org/ >https://code.org/ also an alternative for beginners >http://codeproject.com/ you can ask questions here when stuck with something >http://stackoverflow.com/ pretty much the same as above >take a peek to this article: https://www.entrepreneur.com/article/250323 >finally do your own research and find little projects in youtube to later star your owns that's the best i can do for now since I'm not in my laptop where I had a bunch of useful links that i'd have given you, good luck
>btw if you're not capable of handling frustration you've got not business in this shit since everything is trails and errors. it's also valid to point out that part of being a good programmer is know how to google your problems.
Biggest Mistake - sleeping with my stepmom and getting her pregnant. My dad knew but was worried about what society would think and hence kept quiet. He became an alcoholic and started sleeping on the couch. Now I am 30, Dad is 62 and stepmom is 49. She has 3 kids from me that the world thinks are my brothers. Haven't talked to my dad in 8 years.
When I was in the military, I became very good friends with someone I worked with. At the time, he had a girlfriend he had been seeing for years and they were still figuring out their relationship. She and I became good friends through him and they eventually decided to stay friends but not date.
I took a trip out to see her one weekend to be her date to a wedding. On the first night I was there, she came into my room at night to plug her phone in. I got up to hug her...I don't know why. She hugged me back. We stayed that way for a solid 20-30 seconds. I wanted nothing more than to kiss her, and I'm 100% positive if I did we would have ended up fucking, probably multiple times while I was there. We were alone most of the day, so it could have been marathon sex all over her apartment. We grew close in the months to follow, but later drifted apart (distance, mainly).
>>701019227 >you were missing something and you'll never know what it was, and I assure you it could have changed your life for the better :) Are you saying that if you stay in school you will figure out what the something missing is?
>>701005948 only thought about this, this morning >be me >20 years old >in my hometown, drunk >housemate talking to this local idiot, Freakboy >Freakboy is homeless now, needs somewhere to stay with his girlfriend for the night >other house mate isn't home"you can stay at mine for the night" >they come over, we're all drinking >Freakboy's girlfriend takes her clothes off >freakboy starts fingering her >they have sex on the ground, I watch >girlfriend gets pregnant, twins >girl stays homeless throughout pregnancy >Freakboy tries to steal baby stuff, goes to gaol >girlfriend gives birth, kids get taken DoCS >girlfriend OD's on heroin, dies >Freakboy in gaol for 3 years, never meets kids >never recovers, still homeless, 10 years on
Still working on it op. What was shitty yester year isn't so bad today. It'll take immediate and total destruction to stop me...because FUCK IT this is the one and only ride and fags like me ride it it breaks permanently.
>>701023768 Once I saw my dad has "accepted" the situation I just continued fucking her. Still do. Basically I treat her as my wife when we are at home and as my mom when we are out. The dual existence is killing me. She looks much younger than her age and honestly the pussy game is avg...but the taboo part of it makes it uncontrollable for me.
>>701007426 SAME, twice (two different girls), now both have passed me in life (passed me a LOT), in terms of cash, scholarity, travels, loves and jobs... I'm pretty much stuck at home cooking for myself seeing the rest of my money ending with bills and waiting...
>>701006685 Yes 4chan is a huge time waster but I have learned a lot of things here, met all kinds of great people, and discovered some talents that I didn't even know I had. It's a love/hate relationship.
>>701005948 Not starting saving when I was a real young dude. Can stress it enough, Pay yourself 10-20% of whatever cash you get and put it away, then when you have enough saved for a bit, invest it..rinse and repeat. Trust me, you would very much appreciate having a nice portfolio at 30 something that has been working for you for 10-15yrs already by that point. Pay yourself after you get paid by someone else.
Oh, and never let a chick take you from you. Again trust me, you bring a lot more to the table than women do on average. I have seen idiots pay for yrs for basically some pussy that turns on them. Find a bitch that knows her role.
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