>9 years old, sleeping in grandpa's bed
>he thinks I'm asleep, starts fingering my pussy
>too shy to say something
>be me today, 22 years old
>now getting off on incest and rape porn
>why the fuck did that happen
I fuck my sister on a regular basis (posted a story about it earlier), and we definitely have an incest fixation. We also like rape-play, bondage/restraint/denial.
Sorry your experience was so shit. We're perfectly happy together.
grandpa just wanted to make a women out of you. Why else would he get his fingers dirty in your filthy cunt?
I don't think there's much more to say about it? I mean, we were lying in bed, he was stroking my hair and my back, which was a thing he did almost every night. When he thought I was asleep, his hand went under my nightgown (I wasn't allowed to wear panties in bed) and he fingered me for a few minutes. Nothing else happened - not sure if I'm glad or sad about that. That's fucked up.
I was regularly fucked by my dad, when I got old enough I ran away from home and acted like a victim, I could never tell anyone close to me what actually happened but I always felt that I was unfairly treated by my dad and that I was a freak because no one understood what I was going through
Now 5 years after I left home I've made up with my dad and we're fucking again. no regrets, we're just having fun and no one has to know about it. I love it, I'm a huge faggot, and I get my dad's dick and beg for it too.
Not exactly the first. I think the first flag was that he always wanted me to sit in his lap. Or that he hugged me really tight and slapped my ass. Or that sometimes when he kissed me goodnight he did it with an open mouth. Or that he always checked in on me when I was taking a shower. Just... lots of flags everywhere. Children don't see those, unfortunately.
>I must have missed that. Care to share again?
I'll just post a different story. She's been working with me to type some up--she's getting off on us sharing our experiences with random internet strangers.
I'm heading home from work now. Bump the thread for the next 15, or don't and I'll post it somewhere else later. Probably going straight to see her & our son.
you 12y.o. gay dude poorly trying to be Edgy on the Internetz
Because our fantasies and desires are forged in our childhood. And are often shaped by traumatic events we had trouble coping with as children.
Something in our brain wants to recreate that scenario so we can change the outcome, come to terms with what has happened or grow immune to it, but for since reason it tends to manifest itself as some sexual deviation.
It's a completely normal and extremely common to fetishize sexual trauma.
It's nothing to worry about. What you strum your clit over isn't harming you or anyone else.
>I love it, I'm a huge faggot, and I get my dad's dick and beg for it too.
PUT THAT SHIT AT THE BEGINNING OF YOUR FUCKING TEXTS
>why the fuck did that happen
its all your fault op
now tits of gtfo
>he always checked in on me when I was taking a shower.
explain it to me then you cock gargling faggot
Tits or gtfo.
To everyone else: fucking morons.
Rick's in a bad mood today maybe we need to help him out.
By the nine divines! What did you just say about him, you little skeeverbutt? I'll have you know I graduated top of my class in the College of Winterhold, and I've been know to cast one hell of a fireball, and I have over 300 confirmed summons. I am trained in daedric warfare and I'm the swords master of the entire Imperial forces.
You are nothing to me but just another target. I will make you beg to Akatosh as I bend you over like a common whelp, mark my words, on my oath as the Dovakin. You think you can come into my mind though this magic device and insult me? Think again,scum. As we speak I have every assassin and thief across all of Tamriel looking for your initial position so you better prepare for the storm atronach,you drauger. The storm atronach that wipes out the pathetic little husk you call your life. I can be anywhere, anytime, and I can kill you in over seven hundred ways, and that's just with my dragon shouts!
Not only am I extensively trained in archery and horseback riding, but I have access to the entire congregation of the thieves guild, dark brotherhood, Mages college, and untold hordes of daedric warriors, and I will use every one of them to banish you to the plane of oblivion.
If only you could have had the clairvoyance to see what divine retribution your little "clever" runes were about to bring down upon you, maybe you would have held your tongue you dark skin. But you couldn't, you didn't, and now you're paying the price, you goddamn idiot. I will become the embodiment of Mehrunes Dagon, and open a portal to oblivion the likes of which you have never seen. You're -blam!- dead, milk-drinker
>posts story about her getting fingered by her grandpa when she was 9 and that she now gets off to incest/rape porn
>not attention whoring
I forgot you guys always need proof for everything, so here you go. Sorry for the shitty lighting.
Not even a little bit. Which makes the whole fetish thing even more confusing.
it's really common for people to get fetishes from being a victim of abuse. don't feel bad about it. I'll just repeat what they say in therapy. as long as you don't act on the feelings, they're meaningless
i got a fucked up story when i was a kid
>10 years old
>Going to church on a sunday
>See this weird old guy
>Go outside to play with my friends
>Go across the road to get a drink
>Be heading back now i say
>Now Going across the road again
>Look left side
>"hey anon come over here"
>then i went there
>He grabs me pulls me in to his car
>Pulls down my pants Licks my asshole
>grabs my both of my hands Cant move Fuck!
>then he fucks me for 5 mins
>Cums in my ass
>Tells me to get the fuck out And don't tell anyone or he'll kill me
>i was crying when i was walking back
>My half brother sees me crying when i was walking asks if i am ok
>Tell him nothing
Thats it I feel fucked up till this day Wont be posting after this .... but heres my fucked up story
Okay tell us more. Even the most unimaginative have fetishes. Did it significantly mess up normal sexual development? Did you think of him when you first starting touching yourself? When you first lost your Jungfernhäutchen, or did he take that when he fingered you?
How does it feel to harbor such impotent rage and be absolutely unable to do anything to enforce anyone's compliance?
>Not even a little bit. Which makes the whole fetish thing even more confusing.
Were his fingers literally made out of 60 grit sandpaper, or are you lying?
This is how you write convincing diddlekid greentext OP.
Do you have a vagina? Did someone rub your genitals without a shred of tenderness, before you even knew what sexual desire was? Do you have literally any concept of what sexual abuse feels like? If you can answer any of these questions with a No, please kindly fuck off.
I know what a hymen is, thanks, my English is fine. The answers are Probably, Yes, No, No.
I'm not saying it was pleasant but it's physically impossible to not get aroused/have some kind of sexual pleasure from it no matter the age.
Jeanna Fine, Party Doll a go go. excellent movie. I know no one asked for sauce but that is a nut draining classic flick. good taste anon.
This thread is fucked up yo. And I feel fucked up for laughing at it. Thank fuck that
>The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact
Yes and Yes.
I hear you. It's still hard to wrap your head around it when it happens to you. And, you know. There's this constant feeling of "what the fuck is wrong with me?" that you can't really shake.
Me and my experiences disagree. I mostly just remember being confused and not understanding what he was doing until much later.
There is nothing wrong with having sex with your dad, it is society that is fucked up, just look at Vicky, she was happy and having fun in her videos but it wasn't until someone told her what he did was bad when she snapped and became full man-hating feminist.
No desire to confront him with sexual abuse allegations? Do you think he could have done this to somebody else? Any sisters or cousins? Its pretty ballsy what he did, but like my lawyer said (about a dad and his son jerking off together) pretty mundane compared to some of the other really criminal, exploitative or weird shit out there.
So what's more likely--you give in and let your grandfather fuck you like you both want, or wait til he's on his death bed and you tell him "I know what it did and it fucked me up, I hope you burn in hell"
>Read this and STFU
>Just a fellow /b/tard that thinks you need to lurk moar
Hell no, that would do more damage to my family than it's worth. Besides, we're past the statute of limitations anyway, so there's no point now. I don't have any sisters or cousins - no little girls in my family or his environment, so there's nothing to worry about.
I'm very into the fantasy of the former, but it's much more likely I'll do the latter.
Here right now. Before you start the typical /b/tard rant, there is zero indication our son is physiologically unhealthy. Deal with it.
Back OP. If you are OP. Sis is here but making dinner so shes on and off.
Can you understand how fucked up that is? On one hand you want to fuck the old guy like no tomorrow and the other you want him to go to hell. Or is there another way? He touched you, shit happens, move on. Use it. Date older guys, especially with money, be a sugar baby. I'm an older anon, twice your age, often in DE. I'd be more than happy to touch you like your Opa. Got the grey hair and everything too.
Bruh...just stop. You're making yourself look more and more like a retard with every post you make...you're too edgy and too uneducated...come back after you've sexxed someone a few times
Whelp...I've had about enough of this shit for the day.
>This thread is retarded
>You're a retard if you stay
This seemed like a pretty normal thread to me. Attention whoring is "Hey, look at me?!?!?!" not asking a question about something fucked up that happened. Thats a pretty normal thread on /b/
Hey man, thanks for the offer, but I think I'll have to pass. I'm here because tomorrow I can go back to pretending none of this ever happened and I definitely never talked to anyone about it.
No, attention-whoring is "Pay attention to me because vagina".
Which is what OP did when he wrote the word "vagina" in reference to himself in the OP text. OP's a guy, and was probably never molested because he's ugly and I don't molest ugly girls.
Duh...I didn't say it was a normal post. I said it was a normal thread for /b/. You must be new here or a total fuckin autist...LURK MOAR
you know, you should only give advices when you follow them yourself, if you dont think this thread is attention whoring, then yes:
>You must be new here or a total fuckin autist...LURK MOAR
and just by saying that you sound like a fucking edgy underage retard, jesus christ
Don't get defensive and pissy just because you're getting proved wrong and more people disagree with you than you anticipated. Just go ahead to another thread and try again in the future
Understandable and probably for the best. Put it into a little compartment and bury it. Most people have kinks and fetishes, incest/rape, etc. and they have never been abused. It may just be something you would have found alluring regardless your past history.
True. Which is why I never made a big deal out of it.
Define "been with", lol. Let's say, I shy away from physical contact, and usually guys don't stick around for too long when there's no real intimacy.
Thanks for being understanding!
It's kinda hard to tell a story about being molested without specifying your gender. I agree that OP is a faggot. This thread is shit. The story is bullshit, but it's still not a tits or gtfo situation. It was a pay attention to me because i got molested thread the vagina had nothing to do with it.
you try to act like you know how things work here but fail miserably
Sorry to offend your tism
>Says the newfag
>Implying that people disagreeing with me makes them right
>I remember when i was underage
>Define "been with", lol. Let's say, I shy away from physical contact
Aw she wants to fix you now. Since our relationship was not at all damaging she wants to show you what it can be like. Unfortunately neither of us are old (I'm 28 and she's 24) and we're just strangers to you, not family.
I think she's curious about how your relationships went, how your experiences have affected you. Surely you've been intimate with a couple guys? Or emotionally-intimate?
You're retarded and acting like a crybaby. Take the constructive criticism. You're not an oldfag, you don't get it, and that's fine. We were all there at one point. And don't reply to this post with a "fuck you faggot I've been here for 3 years" like I know you'll be inclined to do
Nah, I'm good man. Just trying to teach you cancerous fucks how to /b/ properly
Well... no. That's what I meant when I said it "probably" did some damage to my sexual/emotional development. The thought of being intimate with anyone scares me. I always break things off before it ever comes to that.
stop replying to this guy already, he's having the time of his life
Sshhhhhhh...don't ruin it for me
Gotta admit, I wanna know the answer to this anons' question too:
If you are the person you posted and you are a virgin, that's a fucking crime against humanity.
So I got a question for you now: what are you afraid of? Are you afraid of being hurt, raped, used, abandoned? What motivates your isolation?
Can this thread possibly get more uncomfortable for me? I'm kind of starting to regret the whole thing. Also lmao, the guys who have been calling me fake and gay the whole time are going to have a field day, but yeah, I'm a virgin.
I'm not sure? I just don't trust easily. Afraid of being used seems closest. I don't want casual sex, I want an emotional connection first and foremost - and I probably don't have to tell any of you that guys are usually just in it for sex, at least in the beginning.
Thank you. <3
It's pretty simple, just withhold sex. I have a friend who won't sleep with anyone for religious reasons, every guy she came across she'd tell them straight from the beginning that she won't be having sex with them. You'll see quite easily how long it takes for those ones to drop off. Eventually, if the guy hangs around for a year with no sex, then he's probably in it for you not the sex. Give it a go.
Yo feel free to ask us any questions like "why are you so fucked up youre brother and sister" or "will your kid be a potato" or other /b/ gems such as those.
Do you think your self-perception of tainted or damaged would drive men/women away from you an intimate sense? Is this a possibility you fear?
Disagree. Sex is a physiological need. Deprivation of it is survivable but damaging in itself. It certainly affects our perception and ideology.
She obsesses over sex, she admitted this herself. She has fantasies; she desires being physically close to someone. Abstinence at age 12 would be a different story, but she's a fully fleshed-out woman or /b/ro-pretending-to-be-a-woman and abstinence will deepen her isolation and skew her self-perceived image of worth.
Yes other than the fact that she's doing that already and yearns for an emotional connection with someone. So what difference would it make whether she has no sex single or no sex in a relationship. It works perfectly well in no-sex-before-marriage relationships so why wouldn't it work for her.
>It works perfectly well in no-sex-before-marriage relationships so why wouldn't it work for her.
It's been my experience those no-sex-before-marriage relationships tend to have an astonishingly-high occurrence of adultery. This is my personal experience and observation, it isn't scientific fact.
>Yes other than the fact that she's doing that already and yearns for an emotional connection with someone.
OP writing incest erotica for other neck beards.
An emotional attachment and the oxytocin can be achieved just as easily in a sexless relationship. As for your observations I can't really argue with that you may have seen some examples where it doesn't work, but I've seen many examples of it working, and don't see why adultery comes into it. Without sounding like a faggot if you've ever really truly been in love with a girl, then you know how it feels to want to be with someone even if you're not getting sex at that time. Obviously it better come later on but you won't mind holding out for it for a while. And a while is all she needs to forge that emotional connection and see whether the guys in it for her or her sex.
Hey OP! Ich kann verstehen dass du befürchtest damit deine Familie zu schädigen aber die Sache ist nicht verjährt. Du kannst ihn noch anzeigen und es wird ein Ermittlungsverfahren geben.
Du könntest auch darüber nachdenken Deinen Großvater mit der Sache zu konfrontieren und dir ein Schmerzensgeld zahlen lassen oder ihn dazu bringen vor einem Notar ein Geständnis abzulegen und eine Schmerzensgeldschuld anzuerkennen. Nach seinem Tod hättest du dann einen Anspruch gegen die Erben.
Obviously the virginity thing bothers you, and it is conflicting with your fantasy life. Uncomfortable I bet, at 22 in Germany you should have already sucked and fucked a mile of schwanz, but here you are a virgin.
With that said, what women say they want, and what women really want are two different things. You say you want an emotional connection, blah, blah, but what your sub conscious is screaming 'take me now daddy and this time make sure you stick it all the way in'.
Woah slow down there, bro, no one said anything about being obsessed. It's a fetish. Everyone has fetishes, mine happens to be one I perceive as abnormal.
I don't go on /b/ to judge people. You do you.
I honestly don't know if it will be a problem. I don't actively fear it either. It's more like... I've never gotten far enough that it could have become an issue, so I don't think about it a lot, you know what I mean?
Again, slow down! We're not talking no-sex-before-marriage. It's more like no-sex-before-we've-been-together-for-a-few-months-and-I've-learnt-to-trust-you.
>but I've seen many examples of it working
>Without sounding like a faggot if you've ever really truly been in love with a girl, then you know how it feels to want to be with someone even if you're not getting sex at that time.
I'm in love with a woman that I've known since I was about 5 years old. We grew up together, built pillow forts together, I used to read to her about Illidan Stormrage and the War of the Ancients before she got to middle school. Watched her go from gawky to sexy, watched her save peoples' lives everyday.
There's a distinct possibility I know what love is.
>And a while is all she needs to forge that emotional connection and see whether the guys in it for her or her sex.
Ya know, people never take it from the other angle. Why not start with sex and see if a connection is forged? Why is that bad? Is sex more easily discarded than emotional clout?
So would you not have continued to stay with this girl even if she withheld sex for a short while, and with good reason too given OP's experience? From the way you talk about this girl I'm sure you would have.
And yeah in any other situation I'd say fuck it if you both want to then start with the sucking and fucking and see whether a connection develops. But point is in OP's situation she's shit-scared of intimacy and doesn't want to just be used for that. So in her case the aforementioned withholding of sex for a while until a real connection is made or until the guy realises he's not getting it easy and fucks off eventually would be a good solution to her issue.
Einfacher Kindesmissbrauch verjährt je nach Einzeltatbestand nach fünf oder zehn Jahren. Aber wie gesagt, ich möchte auf keinen Fall, dass meine Eltern davon erfahren.
Since I'm not an animal, basic instincts are not "what I really want", they're just that: basic instincts.
>Why not start with sex and see if a connection is forged? Why is that bad?
I'm not saying that's bad. I'm saying it's not for me.
I had consensual sex as an adult with another adult, and now I'm fucked up in the head. I can't get an erection unless I strangle a baby midget.
>no one said anything about being obsessed
So you don't think about it every other day?
>I don't go on /b/ to judge people. You do you.
I was more implying you can feel free to pelt me with questions, since I'm bombarding you with questions. It seems fair.
The example questions were just a mimicry of the adolescent bravado you're likely to find on /b/.
>It's more like no-sex-before-we've-been-together-for-a-few-months-and-I've-learnt-to-trust-you.
Hm. Traditional values may not be to your advantage, seeing as you're a non-traditional individual. It is, however, your prerogative.
>So would you not have continued to stay with this girl even if she withheld sex for a short while
She cheats on her husband regularly with me because I pushed her into the initial relationship which blossomed into her marriage. I'll let you decide her and my fidelity.
>But point is in OP's situation she's shit-scared of intimacy and doesn't want to just be used for that.
But she does. She fears what we all fear: rejection, loss, failure. This is nothing new or extraordinary,. She's withheld by failure and fear of loss which stems from, and I'm speculating here, her past experiences which have left her with a faulty perception of her own integrity and worth.
>he's not getting it easy and fucks off eventually would be a good solution to her issue.
What's unfortunate is you automatically assume, and have been assuming, any guy wanting sex out the gate is not worth giving the time of day / is a scumbag. What if you're wrong?
>I'm not saying that's bad. I'm saying it's not for me.
How do you know it's not for you if you never try?
>So would you not have continued to stay with this girl even if she withheld sex for a short while
The woman I speak of is my sister and regularly cheats on her neglectful, emotionally-abusive husband with me. I might add that I am the person that pushed her to get married to her husband like "a normal person" because I felt guilt for stealing her romantic life from her. She was perfectly happy with me.
>she's shit-scared of intimacy and doesn't want to just be used for that
She's shit scared of failure and rejection. Not intimacy.
All women who were raped end up fucked in the head. That's why Muslim countries execute them. Western countries should adopt the same policy.
Lol ok looks like this whole time I've been speaking to a guy who's been fucking his sister.
I appreciate you have your own way of doing things and hey whatever as long as it's consensual you keep fucking your sister, but I think we're working on two different wavelengths here.
>I appreciate you have your own way of doing things and hey whatever as long as it's consensual you keep fucking your sister, but I think we're working on two different wavelengths here.
So in the end you're just a bigot. Disappointing.
Ironic how in today's ultra-tolerant PC culture, bigotry is thriving in every corner of society.
You are all frontal cortex and completely blind to the fact that 95% of your decisions are based on your (much older) hindbrain.
You are overthinking this by a large margin. Find yourself somebody you fancy, let him do his thing, if he stays he stays, if he doesn't repeat until you do.
10 Jahre Verjährung stimmt, aber ab Erreichen des 18. Lebensjahres. Steht in § 78b Absatz 1 Nr. 1 StGB.
Wenn du keine Strafverfolgung willst muss es niemand außer deinem Opa erfahren. Er wird das ja auch nicht an die große Glocke hängen wollen. Das ist dann ein Termin wo ihr euch beim Notar trefft, er das ganze zugibt und ggf. Dir einen Schmerzensgeldanspruch zugesteht. Dann könntet ihr das ganze verwahren lassen und z.B. erst nach seinem Tod an dich geben lassen. Du hättest dann was in der Hand wenn du in Zukunft mal nicht mehr damit klar kommen solltest.
Falls du noch Fragen hast schreib hier oder an vierkanalfreundATgmxPUNKTde
I said if it's consensual you keep doing your thing, but fact of the matter is a guy who's fucked his sister and continues to fuck his married sister is going to have a completely different view on this shit to me, so there's not really any point discussing it.
Don't victimise yourself, you keep doing your thing. But you can't expect me to see eye-to-eye with you on this or whatever it is we're discussing.
Also, the one known as " 'feline ' goddess " recently posted to social media (VK) saying basically that:
"It wasn't weird, it was my choice & it was fun..."
"All the prudes & haters need to get over it...".
The last thing I will ever be is a victim. However, our relationship would probably cost us both our jobs if it became public. Liberal society is very unkind to those whom don't fit the ideological mold. Do not mistake this for self-victimization.
>But you can't expect me to see eye-to-eye with you on this or whatever it is we're discussing.
I find it odd that I can see things from your perspective, but you can't see things from mine. Intentionally or otherwise.
Like I said; disappointing.
cause your grandpa was a piece of shit.. it wouldn't have changed even if you did say something to him back then. by the time you would have had to say something too him the damage was already done. keep your chin up op
Yeah, I have a fetish for inserting my penis into an adult woman's vagina. I wonder what childhood trauma caused that. It was probably that time I watched my mother get decapitated and skull-fucked.
There was a long thread a couple of months ago on ['chan-which-must-not-be-named'] that was essentially a "Where are they now" thread.
Had very recent 'FB-type' social media pics and a link to her VK account.
I read it myself using Google Translate.
There were also updates on some others like that Brit girl name 'Laura', who also seems to be doing quite well and
said pretty much the same thing in a YouTube video that was linked.
That doesn't make sense in any sense ever, wtf is wrong with you
Sorry /b/ro..., maybe you can find a cached archive somewhere.
Thread was in the board: "/hebe/".
The board (see above) was on the chan beginning with the number following s3veN.
That chan got hacked recently so the board owners/mods moved all their shit to a new chan named after the word "liberty" (in Spanish).
>Fucking 4C blocks posts of real names of other chans as "spam".