>>700568354 Money. Need approval so I can FINALLY finish up Uni and be done with this shit (it's my last semester...or else it will be, fate willing). Afterwards, I intend to move back overseas and never return. But, the goal seems endlessly far.
The fking toilet broke, yes it just fucking broke yesterday. And none that I can buy in the whole god damn city fits the pipe configuration and height.... So I have to wait for one to arrive from an other country....
>>700568354 I'm lonely. My gf dumped my ass after 4 years and I'm trying to refocus all of my negative feelings into something productive: college. I know it's good for me to be doing this but still, I miss having someone because all I have right now are textbooks, class and studying.
Oh well. No biggie, I'll just keep rolling and eventually I'll find someone.
>>700568354 >cheated on my wife a shit load of times over 10 years and told her bc guilt >3 kids together. All she does is cry now. >She's beautiful and makes tons of $ >knowing someone else will be loving her one day kills me ...also >own a business..been successful for 5 straight years >now all I do is sit in my back office and drink heavily from 12pm till black out >steadily losing ever since I lost my wife >can't snap out of it >i have absolutely no family >Only 1 friend in the real world and he's married with kids with no time for my bullshit My whole life is a problem
>>700571497 Political Science and Asian Studies. Wasn't smart enough to be a proper STEM/Comp Sci major for a number of reasons. Majoring as I am was not a decision I made lightly or purely out of interest.
I can't find a job 'cos I live in Spain and there's hardly any work. I have a few idead to gain money (like renting out my house and moving in with my gf), but I'll still be strugling. I'm a hypocondriac and I have and addiction to lorazepam. Apart from that, my relashionship is wonderful, I get on great with my familly, cool friends, lot's of projects, I have a lot of fun in life and feel pretty happy most of the time.
Anon you know you're the opposite of 90% of the anons on this site? Keep looking for a job anon, you'll eventually find something but make sure you hold onto their happiness, everyone has their flaws you just have to try and work on them. Good luck bro
In love with this girl, been with her whole summer and now she is moving away. Not that big deal but still.
I cant work anymore. My knee fucked me over and now i have to go to surgery to get it fixed, cant do any construction work anymore. That pisses me off, it's hard enough to find work in here and my situation ain't really helping me.
Thanks bro. I'm a psychologist but it's a really hard time starting your own thing up down here because nobody has any money. I'm looking for translation-related jobs and thinking of giving a couple of short courses related to stress-regulation, because I think my whole country is stressed.
Not my biggest problem, but the one I should be focused on
>be me >24 >line cook getting ~30 hours a week at $9/hr >graduated high school barely because lazy pothead despite doing well if I put in effort >live with dad >pay rent >want to get my own life started >not sure how because of funds
>>700572209 You might be right. >all I've done is use dating sites >fucked a lot of random girls >thought it'd make me feel better but was the reason why I'm in my position ...Realized this last night... >chat 8/10 up for a few days >She comes over >we fuck a few times over the course of an hour >we lay in bed and talk >She asks me what I did to make someone leave me >I instantly start crying like a faglord >She held me for like 3 hours..I cried the whole time >now she keeps calling...too embarrassed to answer I feel like such a fucking loser faggot on so many levels
>>700572745 Thanks. I actually lived in Korea for a few years in my early 20s; it's where I started college (and part of why I couldn't major in CS properly), though it was at a community college for soldiers (I was a civilian dependent), so most of the classes were online. I dream about it every night.
>>700568354 i make quite a bit of money from my job, but i hate my job. i really need to stick with it for three or four more years to bolster my savings, but i'm afraid i'm gonna punch somebody in the face before that happens.
>>700573401 Yeah but she listened to me cry like a fag the 1st time she met me. I might be perpetually stuck in her mind as a beta ass bitch. I don't wanna go down that road. I haven't cried since I was 10 years old..the girl just brought it out of me..couldn't stop once I started
I'd say do whatever job is possible to build yourself up and then try and get a loan of some sorts and try and start up your own business? It's hard work but from the sound of it you have the drive and the dream you've just gotta put in more work
Good on you for taking charge anon, I hope it all works out for you
Suffering passes and it seems to show you new things. It seems to bring a lot of bizarre changes in our way of perceiving life and ourselves. When something terribly painfull happens, life turns into absolute hell, but hell doesn't have to last forever and it can actually show one new hidden aspects of life. I know I'm explaining myself like shit, but I've been through the sudden loss of a loved one.
I lost my mom when I was seventeen. The next ten years where horrible, I felt sad, alone, sucidle and hopeless. I changed a lot, becoming cynical and a complete nihilist; feelings that gave me strengh. With the passing of time I came to understand death another way, accepting it and becoming less fearfull of life itself.
>aunt in holidays >have to take care of her dog >climb stairs from and to the 2.5th floor atleast 3 times a day >after 3 weeks left knie starts to crack >1 week later pain kicks in >go to doctor and he tells me it's "chondropathia patellae" >literally inflammed tendons on the knee or some shit >haven't left the house for 5 days >barely got better >orthotic insoles are in the making >will start leaving the house again once i get them >have to avoid stairs but live in 2.5th floor
The prognosis for this condition is usually good and it heals under within a few weeks under normal circumstances but it's fucking annoying me right now. Knees hurt slightly and almost everytime i stretch my legs out they crack. Atleast i can shitpost on 4chan all day.
>>700568354 I can feel a popping sensation inside the back of my head at times and have horrible migraines pretty much daily. I'm pretty sure it has a lot to do with the PTSD and insomnia from my time in Baghdad. I'm pretty sure it's the onset of something bad and who knows it will probably kill me. But at least I can live my life relatively carefree since I don't particularly care if I do due to it.
I can't into social relationships. I'm severely and chronically depressed. I started going to a psycho-something-something recently, but it just feels like a lot of resource spending on nothing. Every professional looks at me with a degrading expression of 'yeah, you just don't wanna work, people like you should suffer a lot'. They just don't see how not having a social life affects someone over the years, didn't have much of a family, no friends in 10 years.
>>700574555 I've never seen this much hair in my bathtub, I mean, it's not all -that- much, but it's still concerning me because I'd almost never see strands of hair in my bathtub like a few weeks ago. Didn't change any product at all, it just started happening.
Seems to have more breakages than actual fallen strand (with the white bulb), I can comb them out and they will eventually stop coming off, but I just can't get over it and keep pulling my hair, which in every five attempts, tends to pluck a strand. I am also using a hair band and pulling my hair tightly, I don't know if that might be it.
Not sure if it's just natural shedding, my hair has never been this long before.
I’m depressed because I don’t sleep enough. I should go to sleep, but there’s so much stuff I could do on the Internet instead. I would do something on the Internet, but it’s late and I should go to sleep. See line 2.
>>700574859 a few times (1-4) during the weekend when I have a partner. as soon as things nd with one girl I look for a new one and it usually takes me 3-5 weeks.
this year I had 4 girls, the first lasted from january till end of march, didnt have one until the end up april then I got one that lasted until june, then didnt have one for 3 weeks, got one again late june that lasted until august first and had sex yesterday again with the 4th girl this year
>>700574976 yeah, that kinda thing will fuck your routine up. the good news is, you probably have a gym on campus. it's convenient. and even if you can only spare 30 mins, you'll get a second wind which'll help keep you energetic, alert and motivated for your studies. you can do it.
>>700568354 My biggest problem is trying to get laid using craigslist while sneaking behind my wifes back to do it. I do it because she has no sex drive, doesnt like sex, and will only deign to let me fuck her if i get really pissy about it. And when we do fuck she lays there like a dead fish and will ask in a really annoyed voice if im close yet. Which she does when i am close to blowing but she says it in such a way that kills my boner completely. And i cant divorce her because we have been married for 5 years and everyone i know will hate me and abandon me because thats where i was socially before she said she was "in love" with me and wanted to get married. We are from texas, living in virginia (757)
I cheat on my wife with women who actually like to fuck. Because she wont give me permission to have a regular live in maid/mistress
>>700568354 Biggest problem? Lack of solitude and privacy. ITT: Parents are mostly crippled and have trouble with work. They both do cash jobs, but not much as they're mostly crippled So I stay with them and help pay the bills. I'm 28 and have been wanting to live on my own since I was 18.. God I dont want to feel obligated to stick with them until they die. I could easily find and hold my own place. I've been at the same job for 6 years and regularly get $.75 to $1.25 raises every year.
Not a lack of trying. I'm on first call for the next wildfire contract , and I've been handing out resumes. Had an interview. He was impressed by what I have done but, I take it he found someone better
semi retired at 34. obsessively created music since about age 14 or so. managed to get a ton of shit licensed on major networks and used in video games over the years.
the downside is i don't have any friends or family left. i completely dropped off the radar for about 8 months last year to see if anyone would reach out. not one call, text, email. due to family abuse, i haven't talked to my parents in a decade. i don't even know if they're dead or alive.
recently started drinking. never touched alcohol or drugs before the past couple years.
I ship off to the Army in a couple of weeks. The problem is that I went to a party two weeks ago and may have inhaled second hand weed smoke. I doubt it will show up in the tests after a full month but I am still sketched as fuck.
>>700570604 People can sense lack of confidence. Stand up straight. Put your shoulders back Hold your head up high. Dont look at your feet.
Cnfidence can easily be built. It starts when you wake up. Here's what I did to build myself up, starting from the moment I opened my eyes: -Slam large glass of water and take 400mg ibuprofen. The water Helps get your body started. Ibuprofen because I do physical shit all day. -Stretches. Again, it helps start your body. -Eat a large breakfast. I usually have two large slices of whole wheat toasted bread heaped with all natural chunky pb topped with banana and a huge glass of milk, plus a small bowl of oatmeal. That meal will fill you up, keep you filled for hours and give you the energy you need. -Shower. Clean yourself well in water that is slightly cool. Hot water dries out your skin. Make sure you towel off your hair until it feels dry to the touch. Same with your beard if you have one. I used a cocoa butter lotion with tea tree oil added. I've aways had dry skin, so it keeps me looking not so fucking decrepit. -Slam another big glass of water. Water is key. -Shit. Probably a good idea to shit before you shower, but just make sure you take a shit. Keep yourself regular. Helps release tension so you're not clenching all day.
Just that simple morning routine lead me to bigger things. Start your day out right. You'll feel better, which will lead to more confidence.
I just got a raise and a promotion that will come with another raise. Got a car so I can go get my license. Been saving up a little money to get some shit taken care of before next year when I'm planning to go to school.
>>700571299 happens to the best of us, anon. although for me, it was most likely the combination of LSD and whiskey. that poses a challenge . . . and also if everybody else wants to fuck you, and not your wife. maybe a better configuration next time. you'll nail it! have a few drinks, but not too many, or your liquid courage will turn to putty pud
>>700577204 Ouch. Using a tool will ALWAYS get you canned. I've been in a fight once at work. Dude put his hands to my throat while I was in my car. Grabbed his scraggly ass rat bear and wrist, pulled him half way in and shoved him against the steering wheel. Grabbed lever to open door, kicked it open and once more to smash it into his knees. Stepped out and heeled him in the cheek.(I wear Red Wing, steel toed boots with thick fucking soles. He was bleeding pretty badly)
I was clocked out, getting ready to leave. He was clocked in. I had a witness. Dude got canned and I was sort of a hero for a while. People still talk about that shit when we mention company history and crazy shit thats happened Feels good man
>>700575399 Fell in love in the girl who doesnt even notice me as a more than friend.Done so much for her.Ended up in the friendzone as a person who listens about her period,does everything to make her feel better when she's sad cuz of her boyfriend or family problems.Been trying to forget about her for 2 months but i can't.I deceive myself and feel so lonly
>>700577557 not the person you're replying to, but you're absolutely right.
one of the best ways to get over that feeling is total openness and honesty. don't hold anything back. think in superlatives. your best moments. your worst moments. what hurts you the most. what helps you the most. your wildest dreams. your biggest fears.
>>700568354 The fact that im 28 and my entire life is shit now. I had more then, than I ever had; a family, a place, car, and awesome GF that was my best friend and so much more. Im honestly considering suicide I'm just waiting till I have absolutely nothing left to live for and then im gonna end it. Witch will be coming soon. I have no passion left in life. I dont play vidya anymore, I don't watch tv anymore, I don't go out, I've tried dating around but I cant even enjoy that. I just feel empty/hollow/broken more then I ever have in life. Only thing I do is drink when im not at work. I feel like this world has never given me a chance. I had a shot at real happiness, and seems like all the world wanted to do from the start was rip it apart.
>>700578294 Do what you can. Get the right haircut. Use beauty products. Moisterize, exfoliate and take care of your body. You can minimize that shit. You might still look like carrot top, but at least you're fit... right?
>>700578378 their living is derived from helping people with problems like yours. they dedicated thier life to helping mentally ill people and you think they are talking ot the reeptionist about how much of a fuck up you are. thats a sign of paranoid schizophrenia.
>>700578263 Just try to get along with her man. Shits frustrating right now but atleast you have each other. You dont want the day to come where she says she doesn't love you anymore. Remember you can still be poor and together. Its way better then being poor and alone.
>>700578201 Bah i'm your classic uni graduate geek. I was working in a factory and as you could imagine there was a slight personality clash.
One of the guys was literally eyeing up this schoolgirl in her fucking uniform and went "Ooooft if she was five years older"
This one guy also boasted about how he was able to do coke in a smaller factory and they got some guy to deliver it to the back door.
While I enjoy my share fair of drugs, there's a time and a place. these guys were literally end of the line professional wasters. They had no hope of succeeding or doing well in life.
Then again I took journalism as a degree so who am I really to talk about "End of the line"
Either way it was annoying since this dudes about eighteen? yet he walks around like his dick swings in a gentle breeze. proper cocky young lad. I'm only twenty two but I wasn't going to take shit from the little baby faced bastard!
>>700578554 honestly man i try, im in good shape, i eat healthily, moisturise, exfoliate all that shit but my face is so fucked. getting plastic surgery next year but how much different it's actually going to make...
Got dumped by my ex who I'd been with for 3.5 years because she didn't want to be tied down in a relationship, within 4 weeks she was dating another guy. Didn't really do anything for 4 months, was really depressed. Now I've started seeing a girl in a town I often pass through for work and the long distance thing is killing me, just really miss having someone there at night.
>>700578772 What a wonderfully ignorant world you live in. The can still help you and talk shit behind your back. But, whatever helps you see the light, I guess. I'm just pessimistic, is all. I know the world and its population is shit. That anyone can be a faggot. That you never can truly know what another person is thinking. I was betrayed by my parents. My siblings. Abandoned physically and emotionally by those that were supposed to love unconditionally. I don't wonder why I am the way I am. Why I think the things I do.
>>700578319 i don't know what stage cancer your mom is, but i can tell you that my mom died of cancer a couple years ago.
it was a tough time. i was the only one there to take care of her and get her to her chemo/radiation appointments. i was fresh out of college and working quite a bit. i was stressed out most of the time because i didn't get any sleep. i lost my temper several times, because it was more than i could handle. she needed more help than i could give. i regret my attitude in the final days of her life. i feel like i could've done better. my best advice is to give your mother all the love you can. every day.
I'm inloved of my cousin, and i think she feels the same thing but she's 17 yo and in my country is ilegal to have sex with a teen under 18 yo also she's too shy, and i've fear to ask for sex or anything because i don' know What will she think about it.
>>700578002 schizofag reporting in: this right here. although yeah, i still have trust issues with my therapist. he's good. i'm just uh schizo. bite the bullet, and get plastic pistols to clutch to your chest on your bed when you "said too much" and "they're coming for you"
>>700578772 They dedicated there lives to making a ton of money for very easy work. Few practitioners, tons of patients who have no choice but to go to a psychiatrist. She doesn't have to put any effort or care at the slightest. In her profession one can't even be judged for not archiving anything. It can't be quantified.
I'm disabled, make barely enough money to get by, didn't go to college, and have no friends or a future. I've been homeless twice and lost my license due to one of my conditions. Yeah, I will never pursue my dream. My Christian belief forces me to stay alive due to fear of eternal punishment.
>>700579282 Don't do long distance anon. Trust me. If it goes wrong, then you split up. Whatever. If it doesn't go wrong, you can get stuck with someone that you have a genuine connection with, but still be stuck apart...
>you are wasting your time on /b/ and are slowly killing yourself
I don't even know why I go on here. I am a kissless virgin at 23, haven't had a friend since middle school, still living with parents, and don't contribute to society. I have no positive atributes and I don't know what I'm going to do with my life. I'm trying to take up art/drawing but I fucking suck.
I don't know what I'm doing here anymore and I feel dead inside.
>>700580225 My friend took up art and she sucked pretty bad. But she kept to it and she makes some damn good drawings now. Stick through things and it will work out if you put in the effort and want it enough.
Project at work where all the responsibility is on me to complete but it has multiple dependencies upon other co-workers who have no stake in seeing the project to completion. My only option is to nag them until its easier to do the work to make me go away rather than not do the work, and while I can be pretty damn annoying when I need to be it ain't exactly a fulfilling career path to be on right now.
At home, the house had several major renovations come due all at the same time and I ended up having to put almost 30k onto credit cards. We have the extra income to make the payments and then some but I'm still looking at 2 years of huge payments before that burden is off my back.
>>700568354 My biggest problem would have to be trying to decide what I want to major in before I go in for pre-med. Even then I have to go through an interview to see if I'm accepted. Wouldn't be so bad if my anxiety didn't make things worse.
>>700580726 Anxiety is a pain in the ass. I dont want to take meds because that just feels unnatural to me but I also wanna rid of the problem. I think I'm getting better though. Just have to accept it I guess.
>>700577193 >I believe in taking care of myself, in a balanced diet, in a rigorous exercise routine. In the morning, if my face is a little puffy, I'll put on an ice pack while doing my stomach crunches. I can do a thousand now. >After I remove the icepack, I use a deep pore-cleanser lotion. In the shower, I use a water-activated gel cleanser, then a honey-almond body scrub, and on the face an exfoliating gel scrub. >Then I apply an herb mint facial masque which I leave on for ten minutes while I prepare the rest of my routine. >I always use an after-shave lotion with little or no alcohol because alcohol dries your face out and makes you look older. Then moisturizer, then an anti-aging eye balm, followed by a final moisturizing "protective" lotion...
>>700579777 ok schitzo. seriously though they have a stigma themselves. they know most people think they are hacks and have to deal with this. they did it because they think they can help people. some might be in it for the money only, but for most this is a choice they made because they think they can help people
I'm getting better since last month, I shower, workout, cut my hair and I'm slowly leaving /b/. I'm currently washing my clothes. I'm here with another girl who is really good looking. Unfortunately I just realized I don't know how to act with strangers and my social skills are in the toilet. Don't really know how to reconnect myself in society, so far I think I'm going to spend more time at bars and social groups. Not sure though.
I have always loves space and all it entails. I want to study something like astronomy or be an engineer. Sadly I'm number retarded. No matter how much or how long I study and practice math is my Achilles' Heel. I had been studying for over 6 months on my own. Slowly making progress, and then all of a sudden I fell into a depressive funk. Stopped for about a month and forgot everything.
It breaks my will and now I just want the release of death. Soon. I guess.
>>700568354 Honestly they should just let those people solve their own problems Palestinians, Israel, Syria can`t Mossad the Assad with Russia helping him just leave those continents alone. fix stuff here in the United States Trump was on the right track of trying to ask for protection from other countries then he fucked up by saying combating ISIS who the hell cares what happens in europe. That is why we are Building the ANTI DEFIMINATION FREE SPEECH LEAGUE where you can call someone a faggot, a nigger a kike, a spic, a honkey, or sand nigger. aboloshing the hate crime law that is just senseless. You can Join Now
>>700581027 I sort of feel like him, actually. Not as damn attractive, but certainly my mind is frayed. I suspect I am on many watch lists and for good reason. One of these days, I'm going to encounter the wrong situation and just crack. Not serial killer crack, but.. snap, actually. Go feral for a moment and further ruin my life with another persons. My inner dialogue matches his while I show nothing on the outside.
Been living in a tiny garage with my partner, two dogs and a cat coming up two years. There's absolutely no rent in my small town as it's priced towards the much richer city folk moving out of their shithole and into ours.
It's somewhat cheap and we're only young (There are families with kids in similar situations in town) and i'm grateful for a roof over my head and our health but goddamn it gets fucking depressing being confined to a tiny living space. All washing is done at the local laundromat and cooking done on my partner's desk with a little gascooker and dishes washed outside in a bucket. The bathroom is incredibly minimal with no doors. We both work 6 days a week so we're not fucking useless. We're seriously considering just riding this thing out and save up to buy a place of our own rather than fill some greedy landlord's pockets.
>Been fucking friend's wife the past few years >Friend is also my boss >Was my friend way before he was my boss >He always goes out of state for work >Go to his house and fuck his wife >Do this nearly every single time he leaves state >She normally contacts me >One day she tells me she wants to run away with me >Tell her hell no >Tells me if I don't then she will tell her husband everything >Cut all ties from her and ignore her on everything >Week passes by >Still on edge waiting for my friend to come kill me
As long as she doesn't say a single fucking word, I'll keep my job and everything will be okay.
>>700579777 You obviously dont want help. You are really so far down your own hole when you cant even let yourself be helped by people that has a job and an education for helping. It doesnt matter if he deep down thinks your a dick, or if his subconsciense judges you. He's there to help. Whats the point of seeking help if you are just going to make up intentions and mentally "outsmart" your helper?
>>700579326 I started to feel this way at 16 when my grandma died. I was doing xanax, coke, and really any drug i could find to numb the shit feeling. I still cant go more than a week without smoking weed because im a stupid fuck up. Stay strong anon.
>>700582166 I'll put it this way, the ass was so fat that it was totally worth risking my job and friendship for
>>700582271 Yeah I already have a few plans, one is just taking my savings and running away, as stupid as that sounds, my friend is a good friend, but he also has huge anger problems, and I could see him getting really violent.
>>700581052 That's a happy perspective to have. Had I grown up in a nourishing social environment, I would probably have views like that too. I've just lived in a harsh place, and it thoroughly hurts one's psyche. I still believe I'm a decent person somewhere inside, but I can't trust people. I'm overly sensitive, and depression makes doing things almost impossible on a daily bases.
>gone through most of life being an introvert, never had all that many friends, never really cared >have an online friend I've known for a couple of years >was never all that close to her, but we're in this same circle of online friends that was made over mutual interest in a game >didn't really matter too much because we didn't even live in the same country, I'm American, she's Brazilian >two years ago, by pure coincidence, she ends up getting a scholarship to study abroad in my state for a year >we end up re-connecting with each other since we're literally right there next to each other >spend the entire year getting to know her better, hanging out with each other whenever we can, become really good friends, even have a little crush on her >all good things come to an end, as the year is over and she has to go back home now >been just over a full year since she's left >only just recently realized how empty, unhappy, and lonely I've felt since she's been gone
>>700582637 No, it's not like that. I'm completely open with her and do my part in the treatment (or whatever) as good as I can. I've just never been successfully helped before. It's hard to have a positive outlook.
>>700581880 The bitch won't say anything, been fucking my friend's girlfriend now for a solid 4 months, he has no idea, she would be ruining her life too if she ratted you out, trust me, been doing this a long time, girl won't say anything.
>>700578588 This, I'm no pedo, I'm just a standard heterosexual guy, but nobody thinks "omg he's going to try and rape every female he sees" or "oh jeez, don't let him alone in a room with a female, he might try and rape her".
>>700583783 Not at all, she wanted to move into a place together and that's when I was like "Uhh i'm twenty one, maybe not"
She kept banging on about how she didn't want it it be serious, and then it kept getting serious. also her sons would have never found out because if ANYBODY found out she was fucking a student twenty years younger than her she would've been ruined.
I had complete immunity in the situation, that and I'm the guy who posted earlier about how I got fired from work for trying to brain somebody with a toolbox.
>>700583553 Not a problem, cling on to that hope. The reason why most people get laid is because they put effort into themselves. try improving on the small things and ramp it up when you're comfertable
I make 22.30 an hour as a skill trades man. I mostly work full weeks and it adds up to a lot, but sometimes the work isnt there and ill lose quite a bit of pay. The frequent good stretches of work made this illusion i was doing ok but my bills are going unpaid and my gf has to cover me for some of my rent (luckily she a rich bitch).
Wondering how i could be so terrible with money i went through my finances and did some math i should have done a long time ago.
The far travel for jobs, insane parking fees in the big city, and periods of lost work means on average im taking home less than i would if i made minimum wage full time within 5km.
I mean, sure i can get a new job now and fix it, but the market isnt so good, and im trying to start my own business which im confident will be quite lucrative and i cant for the life of me come up with the start up costs.
So yeah. I thought i was a middle class fag but turns out im a major poor fag. Its all gonna be ok though. At least the math found im actually really good with money considering.
My boss was fired last week. He was pretty much given mission impossible and fired for performance reasons. I'm the only one left in my entire dept and contractors have been brought in the pick up the slack. Can't help think that I'm next. No current prospects on a new job.
The person I spent the last two years building a life with wants nothing to do with me. I found out they were sexting their ex. I tried to work it out with them. They fought me the entire way and I knew I should've given up but I didn't. 3 days ago they told me to never talk to them again. Now I'm left picking up the pieces. I can't remember what life was like before them and it sucks. I know I'll survive but all that time and effort for nothing but heartache really really really fucking sucks.
>>700587576 Eventually, yeah I agree that I'll be caught sooner or later, but that's why I have a backup and bail plan for when shit does hit the fan, gonna go chill with my buddies a few states over with my savings and just wait for the shit to blow over, besides my friend getting violent as fuck, what's the worse shit that could happen?
>>700588064 Never needed a girlfriend, girlfriends are needy, dating a chick is like babysitting, have to buy them clothes and food and they cry and whine a fuck ton, I'd much rather spend the money on myself and fuck random bitches I meet, just like 99.9% of other guys like doing.
>>700568354 41 y/o almost 200,000 in debt. 3 state numbers and 1 federal number. released last time almost 10 yrs ago no law probs since but the hole is so deep i cant climb out. 485 credit rating so no home loans. fml for being young and retarded
>>700568354 Disabled vet recently off active duty and going to college. Which i love... But, there's no one to connect to. Anyone who has relative life experience to mine is either a professor or some sort of yuppie trash motherfucker that needs my thumbs in his orbital sockets. I'd go to the va but then they just lump you in with the Nam and Korea guys. Nigga please.
Just need a part time job, plus my disability, and a cat. Settle down in a small apartment and fade away to obscurity.
Hit me with your fucking left turn on red shit you mongoloid excuse for a driver. If I'm dead i don't have to pay bills or deal with any of this bullshit. Fuck you and the rickshaw you pranced into town on.
>>700568354 >be me >I literally have no friends >same best-friend for over ten years, just one guy >he recently moved away for grad school >I'm a mid-twenties workaholic >I hate people >in school too but I hate my normie peers >attractive, constantly hit on but hate the thought of dating/ mingling >pretty afraid of sex/ women too >what worries me /b/ is not fear of loneliness, because I thrive on it >what worries me is how easily I will embrace being a total recluse when that time inevitably comes... >wat do?
>>700570034 this . i just broke up w my gf a month ago n was rly depressed at first but now im just pumping full of testosterone i hit on all the girls and size up/wanna challenge all the guys at work and i just feel fucking lonely
>>700568354 I have seven kids (inb4 white trash) and five of them have. A stomach bug. I can barely even go piss on my own without one of them needing me. I don't mind so much because I love them, but the situation is mildly annoying.
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