(continued from previous thread, starting from the beginning for the new people)
Alright /b/, this is the story of how my Mother and I ran a cult.
To clarify what kind of cult we're talking here, no, there were no human sacrifices, no one drank any cool aid, and no one ever got killed.
There was a lot of sex, a lot of good feelings, and only the occasional beating and child abduction.
By the time things fell apart, we had a commune the size of a small town, with almost five hundred people living across a few densely populated farms and homesteads, with a metric fuckton of farm land around it.
Just a heads up, I was a horny bisexual teenager given more or less free reign over hundreds of people, so this story has lots of messed up shit, including incest, some pedophilia and ephebophilia, lots of manipulation, and the occasional bit of violence, so if that's not your jam, peace.
For the most part things were sunshine and rainbows, but towards the end when the law started getting involved, I was in a pretty bad place.
So this is also, eventually, the story of how I got past what I'd become, mostly by traveling and talking to older people who'd seen some shit.
There are a lot of things to go over here, so I've kind of broken this up into different sections of mixed text/greentext talking about how things started, how we actually did some of the more nefarious/deviant stuff, and of course, plenty of sex stories sprinkled in here and there for the more masturbatorially inclined among you.
>>700438996
Oh cool, I was hoping you'd be back.
==Intro===
So.
>Be me.
>Be 14.
>For most of my life, I grew up in a pretty normal household.
>My mother, my younger siblings and myself, all living in a pretty typical two story house in a typical neighborhood.
>My siblings and I all went to public school, had normal friends, played sports and video games, pretty normal stuff.
>The weirdness in my life started, perhaps unsurprisingly, with my mother.
>Looking at mom, you probably wouldn't peg her for the cult type; with her wholesome good looks and her trendy but practical clothing, she looked more like someone's favorite art teacher, or a quirky aunt.
>Mom was an artist and an author, not especially famous, but reasonably well-known locally, and between selling originals to galleries and selling reprints online and at craft shows, plus book sales, she actually made pretty good money.
>She was very much the lovable weirdo, caring and passionate, but a bit absent-minded and frivolous, always picking up the latest spiritualist/wiccan/neopagan/whatever trend, practicing it fervently for a few months before dropping it, but she had the charisma and passion to make it more quirky than worrying.
>I always put up with it well enough; I wanted to be cool and normal like any kid, so her odder tendencies sometimes embarrassed me, but anyone who actually knew my mom quickly learned to love her, which brings me to her most notable trait, and the one that matters most to the story.
>Mom is a MASTER manipulator, and I'm pretty sure she's a borderline sociopath.
>I know modern psychologists don't really use that term, but it gives you the right idea: she could read people and play them like it was easy, and she even taught me how to do it over the years.
>She could get a read on you really quickly, even if you were a total stranger, and from there she just chose which part of her personality to emphasize when dealing with you, and she could seem likeable to anyone without ever misrepresenting herself.
>>700439320
>During the summer of the year I turned 14, mom started hosting what I think would be most accurately described as cyber congregations.
>A couple of times a week she'd set herself up at the computer with a webcam to record what was more or less a weird spiritualist sermon type thing.
(recorded and posted as a video, this was back before most people had good enough internet to reliably attend a livestream)
>I always thought it was weird, and I kind of hated it because it meant two days a week when I was guaranteed trapped in the house for the night, watching my younger siblings.
>Over time I started to pick up on just how popular mom's videos were: she was getting thousands of viewers, and many of those viewers were giving donations.
(remember, this was before modern internet media culture, so ten thousand viewers was huge, especially for someone hosting their own videos).
>Suddenly we went from being lower middle-class to just barely on this side of rich.
>Mom started devoting more and more of her time to her internet spiritualist persona, spending less time on art.
>She asked me to start what was more or less an online youth group for the kids of her followers, and even though I hated the idea, she pretty effortlessly convinced me.
>Most weeks it was me posting videos and setting up a chatroom for a couple dozen kids my age and younger, most being forced by their parents to participate, and it was my job to actually make them WANT to be there.
>This was where mom started showing me her true colors, as she had to specifically instruct me in how to get people hooked: she looked at things more like a con or a sale than genuine spirituality.
>She didn't come out and actually SAY that's how she saw it, and I didn't see it at first, but over time I started to put it together.
>>700439359
>It wasn't especially obvious, just a word slipping through here and there, that when added together made her sound more like a drug dealer or a con woman than a spiritualist.
>"and then they're hooked."
>"that's how we get them."
>"Here's how to keep them coming back"
>"You just have to remind them they love it"
>I realized what she was, and I'm only a bit ashamed to say that I didn't care.
>Yeah, she may have taken advantage of lonely, lost people, but she had me hooked just as surely as them.
>Not on the spiritual crap, I never really bought any of that, but she had me hooked on the idea of She and I vs. The World.
>Yeah, maybe what we were doing wasn't the most ethical thing, but we had each other's backs, and we could take the world by storm.
(sorry if that sounds a little sappy, but that really is what it felt like at the time. Remember, master manipulator, and mom deliberately set herself up to simultaneously be my employer, my best friend, and a borderline romantic partner, as well as being my mother. I loved her completely)
>When we were alone, the two of us didn't even pretend to believe, but our work gave me an intoxicating sense of power over others, and the regular cash incentives from mom didn't hurt either.
>Things carried on like that for about a year when my mom and some of her followers started throwing around the idea of building an honest to god commune.
>At fist I was strongly opposed to the idea, as were most of the kids I "preached" to, but mom managed to sell me on the idea.
>Mom pointed out that if we were living in an isolated commune, she'd be running things, and as her right hand I'd gain even more power.
>She also pointed out that we'd be able to escalate certain ideas of her little religion.
>Given that one of the ideas of her philosophy was free love, even within families, my horny teenaged self thought this sounded like a wonderful idea.
>>700439471
>So we packed up and moved out to a more rural area of our country, about an hour from the nearest large city, but with a couple of small towns within a short drive.
>The farm we moved to was a big plantation-style farmhouse on a fairly large acreage of land; a big three story, eight-bedroom affair with HUGE kitchen and dining room, and a wrap around screened in porch and a three acre yard around the house.
>Within the first month of moving out there we had three other families join us, bringing the head count to nineteen people in total, including my family and I.
==Sex==
>Here's the part that's probably of most interest to many of you: the sex.
>Within the first month there, I'd had sex with eight different people, and over the years I was there, I had sex with literally dozens of people, including one of my sisters and my mother.
>Yes, I fucked my mom.
>Yes, I know how weird that was, but again, remember, mom was a master manipulator, and she wanted me totally loyal.
>As I said, one of the tennents of mom's little philosophy was free love, so when I saw that two of the families living with us had pretty young daughters, I pretty much had community approval to go fuck some jailbait.
(save the moral questions and comments for later, I have another subsection about this, so ask after you've read up on my thoughts there)
Wanted to ask in the last thread, what exactly did you people get busted for? Legally I mean
Yesss, finally, I saw you on the wincest thread lot of hours ago and was hoping to see your whole story. Please post it
>>700439237
>>700440149
Glad to hear it.
>>700439742
Don't worry, I'll get into it.
>>700440149
did you save it?
>>700439528
=Sex with women/girls on the farm=
>I was a teenaged boy in a position of influence over dozens of young people, many of whom were young women and girls.
>Plus, my close position to the authority of the farm (mostly mom, and a couple others) made my favor useful even to older people, so I had influence over pretty much everyone.
>Young man, lots of happy pretty people, almost no restrictions on sex... Use your imagination.
>I was the charismatic big brother to all the kids on the farm, and between that and what mom taught me, probably 90% of the time I could convince a girl to get into bed with me.
>For that 10%, well, see earlier statement about "position of power."
>This may sound a little unbelievable, but consider the climate.
>Free love was one of the big ideas of our little commune, so people had sex out in the open all the time.
>Sure, more often than not if two people wanted to fuck, they'd find a quiet place to do it, but you'd still see to people going at it out in the open every now and then.
>Throwing sex out into the open air like that, so to speak, made all these girls that had been shy and conservative suddenly curious.
>>700440475
>Don't get me wrong, they didn't suddenly start bending over for whoever, but they were just curious enough that some trusted, popular authority figure (dat's me) comes along to show them the ropes.
>Plus most parents were fine with it!
>I was the community's golden boy, the poster child for the whole fucking operation.
>I knew everyone's name and I was friends with everyone's kids.
>My mom relied on me heavily, so whenever big things were happening on the farm, I was always nearby.
>Plus I was hot.
>Simple as that.
>During those days my diet was mostly lean meat and home-grown vegetables, and we had a nice gym set up in one corner of one of the machine sheds, so my close friends and I all stayed in good shape.
>Good looking, popular, powerful, those days were the fucking best, until I learned to start hating myself.
>Over the years I was there I had sex with dozens of women, mostly girls my age or younger, but occasionally older women, I think the oldest was in her early forties.
>I can tell all kinds of stories if people are interested, just wasn't sure where to take this.
>>700440360
Your story? I did.
>>700440679
care to dump?
>>700440679
Yeah, OP here, just want to make sure you know that guy isn't me.
>>700440824
Thanks, I was a little confused.
>>700440713
We have OP here and he is writing everything. Just sit back and enjoy dude.
=Sex with men/boys on the farm=
>Yeah, like I said, I'm bi.
>I was a bit pickier when it came to males though.
>Never had sex with a guy more than a year or two older than me, usually I'd fuck younger guys and boys, I think 15 or 16 was probably the average age.
>A couple of times I went as young as 11 or 12, much to my shame.
>Believe it or not it was actually easier to get in bed with guys than it was with women.
>Fucked my best friend a few dozen times, fucked plenty of younger guys who idolized me.
>Once I even got into a fight with some guy I'd been having sex with, and after I threw him a beating I plowed his ass right there.
(Bit of a tangent, even though we both liked it, but I feel kinda guilty about that. Can you imagine being the tough alpha male type dude and then getting assraped after losing a fight? Even if he liked it, that would make it worse, wouldn't it? You build your identity around being a tough guy, then someone throws you a beating and assfucks you. Can't be good for your self-image. Anyway, tangent over)
>Again, not entirely sure of where to go with this, but I got stories and answers, so ask if you're curious.
>>700441179
==Day to day life on the farm==
>You ever wonder why people join those weird communes and cults?
>Suckers and the faithful getting conned, mostly.
>You ever wonder why people STAY in those weird communes and cults?
>Because it's really fucking great, that's why.
>Look, I'm not going to launch into a tirade about modern ways of living and the evils of society.
>Wiser men than I have tried to take on the problem of defining the problems with society, so I won't try.
>But there's really something to be said for packing off to live at a farm with all your friends.
>The average day at the farm was nice.
>Not always peaceful, rarely easy, but genuinely nice.
>Now ask yourself, how many days of your life would you consider good days? Half?
>Statistically speaking, you'd probably answer that less than half of the days in your week would be considered a good day.
>For most people, a really good day is a rarity.
>For most people on the farm, ESPECIALLY those who'd moved there from cities, MOST days were good days.
>If you think about it, that shouldn't be too surprising.
>Think about life for your average man in a western city today.
>Odds are he has a wife, a couple of kids, and a desk job.
>Nine to five job, busts his ass, sees no tangible result come of his work except more paperwork.
>Maybe if he's lucky he's got a few mates he goes drinking with on weekends, maybe if he's REALLY lucky he has a good solid family to go home to, no drama.
>People feel like their lives aren't going anywhere. They feel like their work doesn't mean anything, like they're just a cog in the machine of corporate society.
>>700441214
>The farm offered people something life as a corporate worker never could.
>For most of the people on the farm, your average day you'd rise with the sun, spend the day working hard alongside your friends, laughing and joking as hard as you were working.
>Almost all the food eaten at the farm was grown there, and that required a hell of a lot of labor; the commune was just barely on this side of self sufficient.
>I don't want to give you the wrong idea though, this wasn't some technologically barren little village, we still had power, running water, TV, all the modern amenities, most people just spent a lot of time working manual labor with their friends.
>People still watched football on TV, still bitched about politics, but as people were here for longer, they usually stopped caring about the outside world more and more.
>Why worry about distant politicians when you can just take a three minute walk to go talk to your community leaders?
>Why worry about gas prices and commercial goods when most of what you need is produced right there on the farm?
>Why worry about celebrities and mass media when you have dozens of friends right outside your house, all happy to see you?
>Plus there's the bit that everyone was happy and healthy, and beautiful people were everywhere.
>Big surprise right? Eating good food, being happy, and getting lots of exercise lead to healthy people.
>Plus we grew a metric fuckton of weed (marijuana) in these big greenhouses, which probably helped morale a bit.
>Most days people would spend the day working hard with friends, eating good food, then at night you'd settle down with your friends around a bonfire or in front of a TV with some beer and some weed, laughing and joking as the stars come up, then you'd go to bed, probably have sex, then sleep till the next day.
>I'm not saying life on the farm was perfect, but for most people, it was pretty nice.
moar
I'm reading, and I'm sure a lot are. It´s really fucking interesting.
>>700441574
>>700441777
I hope there's more than like three people in this thread. I know people who do show up will be reading, but I'm silently terrified that this is a lonely thread.
>>700441245
==My part in all this==
>Now for what my day-to-day life in all this was like.
>This section could probably be about two hundred pages long if I really wanted it to be.
>My day-to-day life on the farm was FUCKING. FANTASTIC.
>Seriously, for the first five years or so I had the kind of life that some guys would fucking kill for.
>I ate good food and worked out every day, so I looked good.
>I had authority over a bunch of kids that adored me, so if I wanted to fuck jailbait I could.
>I had the ears of all the people in power in the community, so people were fine with sucking up to me (often literally).
>I had good friends who were loyal to me personally, even above their loyalty to the community.
>I was living the fucking dream.
>As for what I actually did from day-to-day, it varied depending on the year.
>When we were still living at home, before we actually moved out to the farm, I was kind of a junior recruiter.
>Mom had me run this little online youth group thing, mostly working with her follower's kids.
>I'd post a new video talking about pseudo religious philosophical social bullshit, and I'd set up chat rooms, convincing these kids that joining a cult was a great idea.
>Especially for the first two years, a LOT of what I did was fucking build.
>The farm wasn't in the greatest shape when we first got out there (part of why we got it so cheap), so for the first few months I spent a lot of my time working on the house and the outbuildings.
>>700442193
>Over the years we ended up knocking down most of the original barns and sheds, because we started building more houses on the property.
>With all the construction and demolition I did, I could probably start my own contracting business.
>As we started getting more and more people involved my duties switched to focus more and more on the kids in the community.
>One of the buildings we put up was sort of a rec center, built down by the little lake on the property.
>Inside we had a dozen TV's, game systems, a few computers, tables for pool, air hockey, that kind of thing.
>We even had a bar for snacks and drinks (mostly non-alcoholic. The community didn't exactly follow legal drinking age, but we didn't let kids under 15 or so drink, and even then, not heavily) plus these four separate balcony/loft type things build on the second level so people could go chill upstairs in groups if they wanted to.
>That rec building, and pretty much everyone who hung out there, mostly kids and young adults, were my domain and my duty, so to speak.
>I was, to different people at different times, a councilor, a teacher, a handler, an older brother.
>I kept up with the construction stuff to some extent, but mostly it was my job to keep the kids happy.
>My average day was spent being a social butterfly, making sure all the kids stayed in line, having sex with everyone in my spare time.
>>700442237
==Organization and operation==
>Now lets talk about how this whole deal worked from a money standpoint.
>I wasn't really part of the administrative side of the farm, so I don't know too much about it, so sorry if I don't go too in-depth,
>Also considering some of the legal stuff related to it is still technically pending (after almost six years), I'm not even sure if I'm technically allowed to say anything, but I'll give as much insight as I can.
>First of all, where the money came from.
>We made a lot of stuff at the farm.
>I don't know exactly numbers, but we had a ton of gardens, and a fuckton of farm land.
>We grew a ton of weed, brewed a ton of beer, sold our crops like most farmers would, and then we also brought a lot of our stuff to farmer's markets and stuff.
>Add to that donations coming in from the outside, and we were actually pulling in quite a lot of money.
>I don't know any exactly figures, but I had access to a five figure account at all times.
>>700442098
they're are probably more than a few people who are just lurking.
>>700442387
==How it All Ended==
>Look, this part is best kept brief for a number of reasons.
>First, even though it's been years, some of the civil cases are still technically pending, so I'm not even sure how much I'm still bound by certain agreements I made when things started falling apart.
>Second, the more info I give on how things fell apart, the easier it is for the detective types to figure out who I am. If I give the exacts of the court cases, I'll be one google search away from having my face posted on 4chan, which I'd rather avoid.
>Third, it still kind of hurts. In the end I lost most of my friends, I lost my home, I lost all the good things I had going for me, and I lost my mom.
>Suffice it to say that eventually the law caught up with us. We were producing and selling a lot of weed and beer, and we didn't have licences for any of it, and on top of that, we weren't paying most of our taxes either.
>Most of us that actually ran shit were pretty tight-lipped at first, but myself, and a few others, were given better deals in exchanged for information and testifying against others in the commune.
>specifically, I was offered immunity from prosecution in exchange for a full story on everything that had happened, plus testifying against my mother.
For how long did this last? In which years?
>>700438996
Finally you are back, fucker
I'm hooked, keep going please!
>>700442516
Like I said earlier, I'm not going to post exact dates or times for anything. Believe it or not, there aren't a lot of cults in the world, so I know if I post exact dates people will be one google search away from knowing who I am. I didn't change my name after this shit ended, so I'd rather not have 4chan within three clicks of my social media.
>>700442891
how did you fuck your mom, man? Tell us that story
>>700442450
==What Came After==
>After things fell apart, I was kind of fucked.
>Don't get me wrong, it wasn't a bad situation; I had lots of money saved up from my time at the commune that the feds hadn't touched, and I was free from prosecution.
>Suddenly I was a young man with no attachments, lots of money, and my whole life ahead of me.
>But like I said earlier, I was FUCKED.
>I had a lot of guilt from my time at the commune, what with all the child sex, promiscuity, occasional violence, and testifying against my own mother.
>At first I spent all my money on booze and girls.
>Moved to a big city, started hitting up the club scene, throwing my cash around, trying to drown my guilt in more vices.
>Big fucking surprise, it didn't help.
>Eventually got some truth bombs dropped on me by this old fucker who lived with my land lord.
>Started spending a lot of time traveling.
>Spent the next four years of my life traveling, always on the move at first, but eventually I developed a pattern.
>>700440519
can you post some of the sex stories more detalied?
>>700443131
>I'd research universities and monasteries and gurus and shit in whatever area I was planning to move to next.
>I'd go to wherever, study for a semester or a season or whatever, then move on; despite having studied at almost a dozen universities, I don't actually have a degree.
>Threw money at a couple dozen different con men, spiritualists, gurus, and colleges, hoping to find some answers, but I eventually found what I was looking for staying with this guy in Minnesota (that's in north central bum-fuck middle of nowhere US, for those that don't know).
>He showed me some shit, talked about his life and his experiences, got his shit in order.
>These days? I'm doing pretty good, all things considered.
>I've traveled the world, studied at a dozen universities, had sex with all kinds of people, been in heaven and been through hell...
>Sorry if that sounds trite or cheesy or whatever, but looking back, that's kind of how I see it.
>As you can imagine, eventually the money ran out, and I had to settle down. I started a gym with the money I had left, been doing pretty good ever since.
Posting so I can tell you to keep posting. Shit is dank
>>700443168
And that's pretty much it for what I got pretyped. Questions? Comments? Moral indictments?
>>700442803
>>700442687
>>700443219
Glad to see people like it.
>>700443152
What are you looking for man?
>>700443073
I'm typing it out now, post it when I'm done.
>>700440519
>>700443152
No, woman.
Post the story about fucking the oldest woman, I guess she was married to something? And of the youngest.
>>700443168
Can you tell us so of the "answers" you found?
>>700444118
Sure man, I'll get into it when I finish typing the stuff for those other anons.
>>700443626
Alright, I'll get on it. Probably won't be too long though, I get the feeling these requests are going to start mounting up.
>>700443073
>>700443152
=Sex with Mom=
>So.
>Be me.
>Be 15.
>Just moved out to the farm, been there for a day, only one other family there with us that early on.
>Night one, I slept in a sleeping bag on the porch, because we hadn't really gotten beds unloaded yet, and I liked being able to look out at the stars.
(city kid, so seeing a starry sky was pretty new to me)
>Night two, after we actually got the beds unpacked, things got a little weird.
>To my surprise, mom only had me bring up two of the beds, both queen size, and she had me put both of them in the same room.
>When I asked her about it, she brushed it off at first, but later she told me we'd be sharing beds now; the family would have two beds, and we'd sleep with whoever we wanted to.
>I... Fucking what? Why?
>She made a few excuses about saving space, and family love, and getting rid of cultural norms, but even then I suspected she was trying to set an example for the commune that would make them easier to control
(I'll go into exactly what I mean by that in the manipulation section, later)
>I wasn't quite as resistant to the idea as most teenagers would have been, after all, I'd been in a borderline romantic relationship with her for more than a year.
>We'd never done anything overtly sexual, but we were definitely more touchy-feely than your typical mom and son would be, and I suspect she was using the physical contact as just another positive reinforcement whenever I'd play along.
>If I played along with her scheme, suddenly my charismatic, attractive mother would want to touch me all the time.
>She'd be more prone to hugs and holding hands, or giving me kisses on the cheek, just a bit too long and too close to my mouth for propriety.
>Sometimes we'd even cuddle on the couch in our pajamas while we watched movies; generally things that were close and intimate, but not overtly sexual.
>>700444550
>But, if I pushed back against her will, then she'd suddenly be in a less cuddly mood, giving me a soft cold shoulder, and my cut of the donation money would always seem to be a bit late in coming on those days.
>I knew full well that she was just escalating the positive reinforcement, but to be honest, I didn't really care.
>When I was first unloading the beds, she'd kind of brushed off the issue, not telling me until later that night when we were actually getting ready for bed.
>She'd set things up that way deliberately and masterfully.
>If she'd told me what was going on earlier, I'd have had hours to think about it, and possibly grow defiant, as my confident teenaged self was often prone to.
>Instead, she'd waited to drop the choice on me until the last second, after my three younger siblings were already sleeping in the other bed.
>She laid there, holding up the covers for me to get into bed with her, giving me a glance at her barely clothed self, and offering me a choice between sharing a warm bed with a beautiful woman, or going back out to sleep on the cold, hard porch as I had last night.
>So I got slipped out of my shirt and jeans, and I got into bed with her.
>I'd been a bit uncertain at first, but that quickly faded, because to put it simply, it felt great.
>Something that's easy to forget if you've been sleeping alone for a long time is just how GOOD it feels to have someone else in your arms as you drift off to sleep.
>We didn't have sex that first night, or really do anything especially improper: I'd been working hard all day, unloading our stuff and repairing a section of the kitchen floor, so I was too tired to try anything anyway.
>The moment I slipped under the covers mom pulled me into her arms, into that warmth, that incredible sense of safety.
>Say what you will about being a man, or childhood regression or whatever the fuck youwant, there's something incredibly comforting about sleeping in your mom's arms.
>>700443168
Damn b/ro, I cant imagine the journey youve been through
>>700444621
>Plus the raging hormones of my horny teenaged self certainly didn't mind cuddling with a beautiful, curvy, almost naked woman.
>I was asleep in minutes, and I was probably rock hard the entire time.
>Slept like a rock.
>Wake up the next morning as light just starts creeping into the room.
>I know there's a shit ton of work to be done, so I started forcing myself to get up.
>As soon as I start moving, mom pulls me closer to her.
>I expected her to be half asleep, just drowsily pulling a warm body back into bed with her, or maybe she was just pulling me in for a quick hug.
>To my surprise, mom wrapped an arm around my shoulders and pulls me into a deep kiss, full on the mouth.
>At this point I'm still a little drowsy, so I just go with it; the kiss feels great and I've got morning wood like nobody's business.
>I'm not SO drowsy, however, that I don't jump a little when mom slides a hand into my boxer shorts.
>She kept her lips locked on mine, tongue pushing into my mouth, and one warm hand sliding up and down my cock.
>Lying there with her felt heavenly, not only for the pleasure of her hands, or her lips against mine, but also the warmth and intense, almost hideous intimacy of the moment.
>We laid there like that for about ten minutes, making out while she stroked me, until I came all over her hands and stomach.
>With one last kiss, mom sent me off to face the day.
>For most of the day I didn't see her again; there was always a metric fuckton of work to do around the farm, especially in those early days.
>Even when we did see each other, there were always people around, so I wanted to avoid bringing it up.
>Theoretically speaking, the free love idea applied to families too (IE, incest was okay), but we'd yet to have anyone openly practice that idea, so bringing up what had happened seemed... Awkward.
>So, again, I was a bit surprised when at dinner, with like 12 people there and watching, mom kissed me.
>>700444695
>Not a big sloppy french kiss or anything, just the kind of affectionate peck on the lips a woman might give her husband.
>Still really fucken weird tho.
>Got a funny look or two from people, no one was used to seeing that kind of thing, but hey, part of the dogma, right?
>No one said anything, and they did their best to act normal.
>A few months later no one would have looked twice at that kind of thing.
>I'll spare you the details of supper and bedtime, y'all are reading for the sex, anyway.
>Mom and I fucked each other later that night, because of course we did; I was a horny young idiot, and mom would never pass on a chance to hook me a little more.
>She was waiting for me in bed when I finally got in for the night.
>I slip under the covers same way I had the night before, happily accepting mom's embrace.
>I can't tell for a second, is she re-... Yup, she's definitely naked.
>The room is pretty dark, but I can tell mom is grinning at me.
>A quick glance over at my sleeping siblings is all the caution I spare before I'm kissing her.
>We'd already discussed fucking each other earlier that day, so I'd more or less worked past the squeamishness already.
>It started out pretty vanilla, especially that first night.
>I laid there with mom, making out with her for a good ten minutes before my cock was just too hard to ignore.
>Eventually I managed to tear myself away from that soft, warm mouth of hers to reposition myself.
>I moved on top of her, hooking an arm around each leg, mounting her right then and there, too horny to be scared.
>I'm not gonna lie, I didn't last long, I was a teenaged virigin afterall.
>For ten minutes or so, I laid there on top of her, making out while I plowed her, a steady, meaty slap filling the room as I fucked her, barely muffled by the blankets.
>>700444771
>It felt like heaven, sliding in and out of her, ramming myself in balls deep again and again until I blew my load.
>Over the course of the years that followed, mom and I pretty regularly had sex for the first two years or so, but the sex pretty much stopped after that.
Bumping so this shit doesn't disappear.
>>700444423
Will it be today, it's fucking late and Im falling asleep :(
Dude, you should write a fucking book! You've had a very interesting life
>>700444815
Now sex with sister
>>700445713
Not OP but I'm archiving this story. Normally I'm a wincest archiver but I'm copying this into the archive under the non wincest section. I'll reply to this post with a tinyurl in a sec, for the non wincest bit. That way you can find it after you wake up.
>>700446019
http://tinyurl com/jk8hsno
>>700445713
First, which story were you looking for, are you the oldest youngest guy or the truths guy?
>>700445727
I'll get to it. Takes time to type this shit.
>>700445719
What, Eat, Pray, Fuck? Could be fun.
>>700446019
Based
>>700446132
thanks anon
>>700446019
wow, thank you anon.
>>700438996
>only the occasional beating and child abduction.
Okay anon, you gotta explain this shit.
>>700445713
>>700446152
oldest and youngest :)
>>700443378
why are you telling this story? what is there to achieve ? is it about relieving your conscience in some way or have you ran out of people to tell this story to in real life
>>700447331
Because it's interesting, if you don't wanna read it don't read it
>>700447172
Working on it. The oldest part is almost done, post it in a minute.
>>700447331
I actually haven't told anyone I know in person about this Literally not a single person. A couple of my close friends know I had a shady life when I was younger, but that's it. As for why I'm telling, I mentioned it in a thread earlier and people told me to write it out, said it's be a good story.
Bumping
Ty OP for a wonderful bedtime story :3
>>700447172
==Oldest and Youngest==
>Be me
>Be 21
>Been on the farm for years now, mom and I are pretty much running shit.
>Three hundred people living with us, new people arriving all the time.
>One night I'm driving to the airport to pick up some lady who'd just flown in to join the farm.
>I'm there waiting at the airport for almost an hour, starting to get pissed when this mega milf shows up.
>Mid to late forrties, blonde, and AMAZING body that manages to show through despite the frumpy jeans and sweater she's wearing
(Real talk for a second, this lady had a body girls half her age would kill for. A lot of girls get thick as they get older, but this fucking lady. I'm talking like E or F cup, great hips, great ass, but not fat, and not that much sag)
>We get talking on the drive home, she's pretty nice in kind of a quirk aunt kind of way; not especially witty or clever, but kind and weird enough that she pulled it off.
>Immediately decide I want to fuck her.
>Then she mentions her husband.
>Fucking what?
>Oh yeah, he's coming to live with her, because of course he is! He's just finishing up some business at home.
(for context, those two never really bought into the whole free love thing)
>I'll spare you the gritty details of how I got into her pants, honestly pic related does a better job of explaining how you do it than I ever could, but eventually I got it done.
>She and I ended up fucking one night after a bonfire.
>It was about three AM or so, we were all drunk, most of the people still out there were either asleep or drunk and fucking, the two of us included.
>I'd been buttering her up for days before that, so the sex came pretty easily once I got some booze into her.
>We're laying in this hammock together, stars above us, woodsmoke and beer on the air, listening to crickets and shit as we make out.
>She's just wearing this tied skirt that's really just a thin peice of fabric tied onto one hip, so she's pretty much naked.
>>700448689
>I feel up those huge, soft, perfect tits of hers and rub her pussy while she kisses me.
>I guess there's something to be said for experience.
>Even just making out was good with her, she found the perfect rythm, knew when to kiss, when to french, when to bite. Chick was a fucken pro.
>Feel myself getting harder and harder, eventually roll on top of her (bit of a trick, that was. Try rolling on top of someone when you're sharing a hammock without flipping both of you onto the ground. Takes practice)
>Tear off that tied skirt, don't waste any time sliding into her, pushing between those thick hips of hers.
>Feels great; she's way tighter than you'd expect from a lady that has kids.
>The hammock is one of those woven types with the loose strings, so as I push my knees down into the fabric, she's pulled up into me, like we're on a fucking sex swing.
>She was a screamer, starts moaning after I've been in her for a minute.
>Those warm, thick thighs of hers wrap around my hips, pulling me into her while she moaned and gasped.
>I push into her faster and faster, picking up as much speed as that fucking unstable hammock would allow me.
>Full on plowing her when I finally come, blowing my load inside her, no condom.
>We made out for a few minutes until we finally fell asleep.
>End up fucking her a few more times, bending her over her desk at the shop or sneaking in to visit her while her husband was off chasing younger women.
>>700447652I dont understand how a person whose done and went through all these things is somehow able to not be completely fucked in the head. The way you talk just sounds so calm and the way you write is blunt and unashamed. How long ago was all this ?
Bumo
>>700448718
Did you cum inside your mom when you fucked her also?
>>700449023
I realize I should write a retrospective thing.
>When all's said and done, I feel I'm a better person for having lived at the farm. Yeah things ended badly, and yeah I did some bad shit, but in a lot of ways it helped me grow.
>First there's the obvious, practical stuff. I picked up a dozen different skill sets from my time there, and most of my days were spent happily hanging out with people I loved. It was just good times, and I learned a lot of shit.
>Then there's the growth I went through from dealing with the guilt. I grew. I came to accept the fact that I'd done what I'd done, and I had to live with it. I had to find peace, and I did. Sorry if that doesn't sound too profound, but I just kept living my life. Settled down, opened the gym, met new friends. Life went on.
>>700449577
Not sure why I greentexted that...
>>700449023
It's been time and trips, it's part of her past and he has it covered mentally and spiritually. That's how.
>>700449287
>>700448433
At least bump with tits guys
6:10 am in Spain and still haven't slept, but shit if this is good.
>>700448718
Now for the youngest.
Guys, I'm not gonna lie, I'm not proud of this. I'll tell the story, but I'm not going to make this one into good fap material, as this was one of the things that really killed me later on when the guilt started getting to me.
>Be me
>Be 19
>New family moving in.
>Parents are fucking nuts, but kind of a good, safe nuts.
>Believe in healing crystals and earth magic and fucking faery circles and shit.
>Their kids totally buy into it; their boy wants to be a fucking wizard, and their little girl, eleven years old, dresses like a fifteenth century european peasant, not sure what was up with that.
>This little girl is always dressed like some kind of mideival german lolita, which was cute, I guess maybe that's what really drew my attention.
>She was cute. Blonde hair, blue eyes, smart and developed for her age.
>I pretty much raped her.
>It wasn't loud of violent, but she clearly didn't want it, and I coerced, threatened, and blackmailed her into cooperating.
>Mostly got oral from her, because size difference made traditional sex pretty much impossible, but once I slipped her some sedatives and spent an hour loosening up her ass enough for some anal.
>I used to have nightmares about that shit. The guilt was that bad, I legitimately felt like a monster.
>Don't really want to go into depth about that shit.
>>700450005
how tf is it that late in spain ?
>>700449479
Yeah, always. After she had my youngest sister, there was some complication with blood flow or something or the other with her uterus, so having kids was pretty much impossible for her after that point.
>>700450217
Wow, don't know what to say. It must be pretty hard to live with that, and I understand your pain. But also I can kind of imagine why you did it living in that closed group and with the feel of power.
Anon it's been a pleasure to read all. I'm leaving now.
You have to be a very interesting person to meet personally, and to talk and share living experiences.
I will leave this auto-updating for tomorrow just in case more stories come.
Would appreciate another sexual encounters that you find special or relevant.
And some other weird or fucked up things no sex related that were ocurring there.
What an interesting story yah have there op
>>700444118
Alright, as promised, answers. First, read this >>700449577
On top of that... Not even sure where to start. I probably went to a dozen different monasteries and gurus and life coaches and shit trying to deal with my guilt, but not being willing to talk about what I'd done always hamstrung the effort. I ended up really getting help from this old guy I moved in with in fucking Minnesota. He'd killed one of his kids when he was driving drunk, so he knew a lot about dealing with guilt. His advice more or less boiled down to: good works, avoid vices, and don't shut yourself off from the world, and that's pretty much what i did. While I was living with him I worked at an art gallery, but when I eventually moved to Chicago I opened the gym, made new friends, and tried to move on.
All these fucking priests and spiritualists and gurus talking to me about god and energy and chakras and shit, but in the end, I just needed someone to make me move on with my life and keep living. Stopped trying to run from my guilt, settled down, and moved on.
>>700447170
>explain the child abduction
Right! I totally forgot I mentioned this shit, thank you!
Okay, so we had this chick move in whose boyfriend came and kinda I guess "rescued" her kid, but she didn't want her kid to leave, but he and his father wanted him out.
Me and a couple of my friends ended up driving to this guy's house, five hours away, blackmailing this guy with some financial dirt his ex had on him, and literally grabbing this kid on his way home from school and hauling his ass home, because he just refused to come with and his father wouldn't force him to.
I really didn't want to actually do it, but mom insisted, and I'd done some other harsh shit like that before, so I knew how.
>>700451047
Thank you for sharing this with us im sorry you had to go through all that and im sorry that as a product of your environment and circumstances etc.. you did what you did. Lifes unfair but thats probably something you've already come to terms with
Bumping because I refuse to see this thread end. OP must have more interesting stories, I just can't think of any interesting questions.
>>700451598
Are you still in contact with your siblings?
>>700452037
Hey man, I've lived a fucking awesome life. Dark in a lot of places, but how many people can say they've been in a legitimate cult, fucked every type of person they're attracted to, traveled the world, and own their own successful business before they've even turned 30?
Your sister, as detailed as possible, pls.
>>700451598
Any other crazy stories/events that happened over the span of your farm life? The more detail the better, you're a pretty good writer and this stuff is hella interesting
>>700452253
These days, I talk to exactly three people I knew at the farm. The first two are my sisters. We had a lot of sex, yeah, but we were always on good terms, so things went fine with them, though they did stop talking to me fore a bit when things fell apart. (my little brother is still mad that I got mom thrown in prison, so we don't talk).
Third is my one long term girlfriend that I had at the farm, who was actually with me for a lot of the time at the cult, and some of my travels afterwards and she moved out to chicago with me after her grandparents died, so we live together now.
>>700452399
Well done for succeeding but can we just highlight that dark place youre referring to includes the sexual assault of an eleven year old girl im sorry but if i were you I would find it difficult to say that that is part of a 'fucking awesome life'.
>>700452721
>>700452790
Alright, pretyping it now. Both of you should note however that the detailed writing I do takes a lot of time. I'm not really a writer: even though I've studied at a lot of places, I never did a ton of writing, so I have to compromise detail for time, or things take forever,
>>700453097
No problem dude, I'm the sa e way when I write
Btw, shout out to the badass who's uploading all of this to 4chan's drive
>>700453389
>4chan's drive
It's actually a wincest drive but ye. Thx for the shout out <3
>>700453026
Terrible things I've done:
>Raping four kids, including three girls younger than 14 and one 13 year old boy (and also one guy my age, but I discussed that up there)
>A couple dozen counts of assault.
>A murder (those happened after I left the farm)
>Dealing drugs
>Raping a woman in a club
Good things I've done:
>Traveled the world, living in half a dozen different countries and visiting almost 20.
>Leading a community.
>Helping to educate and train dozens of young people.
>Studying under martial arts instructors all over the world.
>Visiting monasteries in europe, shinres in japan, meeting an actual fucking indian guru.
>Street racing
>Mountain climbing
>Illegal competition fighting
>Working at one of the most famous bars in the world, mixing drinks.
Look, I don't deny the fucked up shit I've done, but all in all, I've done more living in my few years than most people do in their entire lives. I've given and received great pain and joy.
I could hate myself easily, but to stay sane I have to accept the bad things and focus on the good things.
OP's got a wealth lf knowledge. Don't let it die.
>>700453938
indeed
>>700453899
Have you ever tried to help the people you've directly wronged like the murder victims family or the raped children and woman
>>700441179
You fucked 11 year old boys? Lmao!
Boys and teens aren't very good at cleaning themselves I imagine. Ever get any shit on your dick? Also, what was the general consensus on rape there?
>>700453938
Seconded, this man's lived enough life for two and learned enough for three
Post sister sex
>>700454770
fucking children is not funny you proper piece of shit
>>700454465
Nope! I know if I ever tried to face down those people, I'd fucking an hero myself in a day or two.
>>700454770
Oral, dude. All oral. When you have a seven inch cock and this kid has an asshole the size of a penny, you aren't going to fuck him unless you're willing to tear things. With people younger than 13 or so, I'd always go for oral, because while I was bad, I wasn't so bad that I'd be willing to tear up some kid's ass by mercilessly assfucking him. Even what I did with that girl I only did after hours of loosening her up, with a lot of lube, and only the tip.
>>700455162
On 4chan everything is funny.
>>700455050
Working on it.
>>700454770
>Also, what was the general consensus on rape there?
Sorry, missed that part.
It was as strongly taboo there as it was in wider society, it's why I never raped someone unless I knew I'd be able to keep them quiet.
>>700455162
It's funny that this guy let himself get so depraved that he was fucking 11 year old boys. Yes, lmao! How do you get that far?
>>700442390
Yep. This is like A movie,so interesting now stfu and quit Interrupting
>>700453899
Lol, you haven't helped anyone. Erase all those "good" things.
>Working at one of the most famous bars in the world, mixing drinks.
Man, I need to work hard to compare to your achivements
>>700456074
Power corrupts man, and once I realized I had free reign over pretty much every single person in the whole fucking farm, if I wanted to fuck someone I did it. Keep in mind that for every boy and girl I raped, I had consensual sex with a dozen more, though most were older than that.
>>700456260
>Keep in mind that for every boy and girl I raped, I had consensual sex with a dozen more, though most were older than that.
Consensual sex. Great way to fix rape
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NURvKBtbbhI
>>700456260
there isnt a scale here it doesnt cancel out the other shit
>>700456597
¡But hey! He had done lots of good things like street racing so it's okay
>>700456260
So you did actually "rape"? Like, what do you mean? You took someone by surprise, held them down, and fucked? Or are you saying statutory rape?
>>700456905
had sex without consent? rape is rape?
>>700456134
I didn't say "good for other people" I said "good", as in, good for me. If you're talking good for other people, see the bit about educating and leading an entire generation of people, plus I've done a lot of work with charity. I'm not saying I'm a good person. I've never said that. But I also recognize the achievements that I have made. Most people who went through what I did would have came out a fucked up monster, but at this point I'm pretty well adjusted. Not saying I'm a saint, or even a good person, but I know for a fact that I've done and seen more in my life than most people ever will. I have to take what I can get.
>>700456436
>>700456597
I wasn't saying that to try to make myself look better, I was further condemning myself. Sorry if that was unclear.
>>700456714
and the mountain climbing like come on he might as well be fuckin mother theresa
>>700456512
y tho
>>700457007
>>700456714
Hey, like I said in the story, I don't consider myself a good person. When I said good things I've done, I meant good as in special to me or notable. Things I learned from. To be honest, it was hard to tell where to put things, a lot of the good could be in the bad, and a lot of the bad could be in the good, but I guess that's just life.
>>700453899
"Good things I've done"
all of those except for 2 weren't actually helpful to others, the rest of that shit was completely for yourself just as the bad you did was for yourself
>>700456989
>>700456905
No violent screamy rape if that's what you mean, at least not at the farm (did forcefully rape a chick in a club a few years later though).
But let's be real here, rape is rape. Maybe they weren't fighting but it's still rape.
OP what was your relationship with your father?
>>700457364
Okay, that's fair. I did say that weird. I probably should have labeled them as "things I regret" and "things I'm happy for"
The point of the original post was to illustrate that I've had a good life despite the bad stuff, not to say I was a good person.
>>700457005
condemnt a little more and die.
I've just found cults taken down in 2008...
>>700457376
Barely knew him to be honest. He left the family when I was 7, so even though I knew him, I never really KNEW him, if you get me.
>>700457677
>He left the family
The only one smart member of your family, it seems
>>700457677
what are you going to tell your children about the farm and the murder and rape if you ever have children that is
>>700457373
Would you say that living fast has numbed you to fear? Like, I would say that forcefully raping a chick in a club/public environment is bold. I would think your chances of going to jail for a LONG time for that would be way high. Do you just not care anymore? If you get caught, so be it?
>>700457373
Do you think those kids you "raped" at the farm are scarred for life, and haunted daily by you? Or do you think was a fairly unnotable experience for them?
Op if I make a movie based off this and leave credit to this thread . Is that cool? Like you won't show up in my house and murder me
Cult?
> no human sacrifices
>no kool aid
>no one died
I'm beginning to doubt the legitimacy of your so-called cult
>>700458185
Yeah, I'd never tell them. Maybe when they were adults, but not as kids.
>>700458402
I didn't rape her in public, it was up on this balcony/catwalk type thing way above the floor of the club, and she was some bitch that worked for a guy I was visiting. This was in Moscow, and even though my Russian was shit, I got the impression from ghe guys I was with (these huge fucking angry slavic guys) that you don't let a bitch talk back to you like that. I was high, I was angry, I was soaked with whisky, so we fucked her.
>>700439320
And I stopped reading there
You should become a novelist
>>700458880
Maybe? Normally I'd say definitely yes, but I also knew these kids as the great up, and I watched them grow into healthy normal kids for the most part. Maybe that will resurface later, maybe not. Who can say? I certainly hope not, but it wouldn't surprise me.
I'm suspecting this whole story is bs
>>700459075
OP,yes or no Can I make a film based off this Story . And will you try to murder me
>>700459619
https://www.google.cl/webhp?sourceid=chrome-instant&ion=1&espv=2&ie=UTF-8#q=woman%20cult%20leader
oh, come on
How did your mom react to you ratting her out.
>>700459893
she got nice jail
The sister story is actually down right now, but my internet connection dropped off for some reason. Posting from my phone right now, and when my signal on my laptop comes back I'll post the sister story.
>>700459693
We both know you won't be making anything based off this story. You're that guy who always asks this question right? Usually in threads with stories the film industry would never actually accept, right?
>>700459893
She ratted me out first, so when I reciprocated she knew it was coming. I just got the better deal.
Bumping with pic of OP
>>700460805
You forgot "murder, thief, con man, and degenerate"
If you're going to mock me at least get it right.
>>700461365
You're a murder? Sheit nigger did you get solved yet
>>700461435
He mentioned the murder twice already. Wondered how long it would take people to notice that though.
Bump
>>700461533
Noticed it, he said it was after he left anyway.
How would one join a cult somewhat like the one you were in. How you describe it gives it a real comfy vibe of one big family albeit with a few problems but I really like the idea of living in a small tight nit community like that.
>>700461435
No, and the case never will be solved. This happened outside a bar in Mexico city, some homeless fucker tried to rob me and the guy I was with, so we kicked his ass, and kicked his head around a couple of times when he was on the curb. He started having a seizure then quit breathing.
No one is opening and investigation into the death of a homeless guy in Mexico. Even the Mexicans didn't give a shit.
>>700460726
Well just joined about 6 weeks ago. So I guess that means that I can And you can't say shit about it without coming out publicly. And since i know you won't show your Fagg Rapist Ass. Without arrest, Death threats and backlash you won't be able to sue. So yes I will make that movie and when it comes out You already know people will look for you thanks Dickless
I'm going to blast my fucking brains out if I have to watch that fucking blue circle swirl around one more time. Years living here and the wifi has been solid the whole time, but when I actually start posting some shit, THEN the internet goes out? Fuck me.
>>700462154
I never offered any death threats buddy, chill the fuck out where did you even get that idea? Look, if you want to make your movie go right ahead, but we both know it isn't happening, so cool it a bit, okay?
>>700438996
You somehow seem wise and foolish at the same time. Like, you've seen a lot of shit, yet you're way too casual about the shit you've done. If I met someone with your story, I'd be happy to sit down and listen to it, but if they were also so casual with talking about ruining peoples lives, I'd be worried for my safety.
>>700438996
Fucking finally got things working again.
==Sex with my little sister==
I kind of hate myself for even starting this.
I feel like in order to do it justice, I have to tell the story in great detail, but if I do that, I'd have to ignore the thread for the next hour, so I'll try to find a balance.
>I love my sister Molly, /b/.
>Like, really, REALLY love my sister.
>The only reason she didn't feature heavily in the story up there is because I figured I'd write out an entire section about her, but I got bored and quit halfway through the original
>Anyway, my sister was damn near my best friend growing up.
>Sure, I had good friends, but if I hadn't been such a mama's boy Molly would probably have been my best friend growing up.
>We like all the same things, enjoy the same media, know a thousand different in-jokes that wouldn't make sense to anyone else.
>But where I was fit and outgoing, Molly was petite and quiet.
>Where I was clever and streetsmart, Molly was genius-level booksmart (these days she's a neuroscientist).
>When I was pretty much running shit with the younger generation, I was one of the more popular guys at the farm, and Molly was this quiet girl who nobody knew.
>To most people she was never Molly, she was "Oh hey, you're anon's sister, right?"
>She had a few friends, but for the most part I was her best friend, and the sex came pretty naturally to us.
>When we first started with getting physical, I was 15 and she was 14.
>>700463562
>We'd played doctor a few times as kids, and when we were suddenly in this community where free love was okay, we both got curious.
>It started out with just making out every now and then.
>We'd be sitting at a bonfire at night after the party had started breaking up, when I'd convince her to slide onto my lap and we'd make out for a few hours until we finally got too tired.
>Things finally progressed to sex when night when I was super fucking pissed about something or the other.
>Don't remember what it was, but I'd burst into our room practically shouting, probably cursing about some asshole who'd fucked up a job or something.
>Molly wasn't the loud type, so when I came in shouting I scared her, and the resulting guilt had me sitting on her bed apologizing profusely.
>Again, I don't remember the exact details of the conversation, but one thing led to another and next thing I know we're making out.
>She's lying on her back and I'm on top of her, kissing her and unbuttoning her shit.
>She was pretty much flat in those days, but I was grabbing her chest the whole time anyway, playing with her nipples through the thin fabric of her bra.
>We had sex like most teenagers have sex; passionately, but quickly, and it probably wasn't anything amazing to watch.
>I remember the taste of her lipgloss, cherry or grape or some generally indescernable fruity sweet flavor.
>We made out like that for a while, pulling each other's clothes off, until I decided to show off something mom had been teaching me.
>I quickly broke away from the kiss and moved down along her body, yanking her shorts out of the way once I got down there.
>>700463594
>Her pussy was like most teenaged pussies; tight and thin, though to my surprise she was shaved clean (guess she'd seen this coming).
>I started eating her out, first just licking at the lips, but eventually gently pushing my tongue further inside.
>I used that old trick of writing the alphabet with your tongue to keep the motion from getting stale, and she was pretty slick after only a few minutes.
>From there I moved back up and positioned myself to slide inside, brushing past her hymen as I slid in.
(Okay, little fun fact here: you can take a girl's viriginity with zero pain and zero blood. It varies from girl to girl of course, but if you get them aroused enough, and you have enough foreplay, you can just kind of push passed the hymen. Not sure why everyone thinks blood and pain is a certainty)
>After that I just let go and allowed hormones and teenaged emotion to carry me away.
>She made the most adorable faces while I thrust into her, restrained, desperate little sighs and moans slipping out every now and then.
>I laid there on top of her, gently thrusting in and out, loving the faces she'd make while I worked.
>Again, teenager, and again, new to sex, so I didn't last very long, probably ten or fifteen minutes of glorious heaven.
>As things got more exciting I picked up the pace, until with a few last frenzied thrusts I finished off inside her, unprotected, because I was a fucking idiot.
>The two of us had sex at least a couple times a week for the next /redacted/ years.
Bumperino
Talk about fucking boys
>>700438996
after reading this i cant tell if youre a fucking psycho who doesnt care about what hes done or if youve just healed and moved on. in different places you give both impressions
Did someone screen cap this legendary thread
>>700463216
>>700464862
>WHAT ARE YOU
I don't know, I've never been great at introspection. When I was younger, yeah, I did a lot of messed up stuff, I just try not to let my past rule me. Maybe that makes me a psycho for not being crippled by guilt. or maybe I just moved on. Your guess is as good as mine.
>>700464829
If you mean boys as in the sense of YOUNG boys, then no, because I'm still kind of disgusted with myself for having sex with people who were too young. If you just mean males in general, then you'd have to be more specific. Mostly I had sex with guys a little younger than myself or my age, but considering that I aged quite a bit at the farm, that's actually a wide range of people of different appearances and ages.
>>700464729
what are you even bumping for, seems like the thread is over.
>>700441214
>>700441245
See, this is actually kind of enlightening here. I'd always wondered why people would ever leave civilization to go live at one of those things, but the way you put it almost makes one wonder why people would ever want to live in big cities in the first place.
Makes me want to go live in a small community like that too. :(
Seems like thread's died out. Archiver out. Anyone who wants the link:
https://docs.google com/document/d/1kvOedpFo6eQP7cEi23GudTW0jqIGnxcgiC37ENaF6Fc/edit
>>700465305
I'm not gonna believe any of this til you link to a news story or location
>>700465580
Remember he is a master manipulator, things where probably not as fine and dandy out there
>>700465580
Yeah, there's definitely something to be said for that kind of community If we'd avoided all the weird religious stuff and the illegal shit, I think the farm would have been pretty close to a perfect place to live. Every human need was met there, in spades, without the soulless excess of western consumerism. People were happy, healthy, content. It had it's problems, sure, but part of me wonders if that isn't the way people were really supposed to live; small tight-knit communities full of happy, horny, healthy people who eat good food, drink a lot of beer, and smoke weed.
If I wasn't so happy where I'm at, I might try to find another commune like the farm.
>>700466122
No no, mom was the master manipulator. I was good at it, but I was also working with kids, and kids are stupid. Well, no, kids are generally smarter than adults, at least academically, but they lack wisdom or life experience. I was playing softball, mom was the one playing the tough game.
>>700465969
That's fine man, believe what you want, I aint posting shit about my identity, because I don't like the idea of getting doxxed.
Sex with best friend
>>700466122
Also just to be clear, things really were that good. Yeah, it's tempting to focus on the shit I did, but if you compare crime rates at the farm to wider crime statistics for the country we were in, they were much, MUCH lower. I was probably personally responsible for most of the crime that happened there, if you don't count the financial stuff. Unsurprisingly, crime drops off pretty quick when everyone nearby knows your name. In a small community like that it's hard to keep secrets. That's why even with all my lust for power and control, I only actually hurt people within the community a handful of times, because it's hard to keep that kind of thing quiet.
>>700466635
Man I'm done with the greentexting for one night. I wrote out a fucking book tonight, literally dozens of posts of stories and greentext. I'm burned out.
>>700466833
You are litteraly saying you would hurt them more if you had the chance
Rip this legendary thread
Today we had a good OP
>>700467154
No, I'm saying I WOULD HAVE hurt them more if I had the chance. Like I said, as a teenager I was totally drunk on power. Like I said earlier
>Young man, lots of happy pretty people, almost no restrictions on sex... Use your imagination.
When I was younger, hell yeah I would have taken advantage of more people. I was young, stupid, and largely unaware of the consequences, a monstrous blend of characteristics, I'm sure you'd agree.
>>700467068
Alright in total, i just have one question.
You seem to be like some kind of genius based on this thread. You're running businesses, you're traveling to far off places, you're talking to gurus. And most of all you're getting tons of girls to have sex with you. And you're young.
Would you say that you're a genius? That you're just ahead of the rest of us in your thinking and quick wit? Like that guy in Limitless? Or would you say that you just manipulate and take advantage of others in ways that the rest of us wouldn't think to do/go that far?
Memorial bumpp
Rip
>>700467613
A genius? No, probably not. I just had more opportunities than most people. Keep in mind, Alexander the great was 15 when he started his conquests, being young is no obstacle to achievement, only the circumstances of your life matter.
Think about it, when most guys are fifteen, they're more worried about video games and girls than actually achieving anything, but when I was fifteen, my mom pushed me into a position of power over other people where I had to quickly learn how to adapt to the situation if I wanted to keep that power.
My life was given to me by circumstance. Was I ahead of the curve? Yes, but my mom pushed me into it. Did I do things most men will never do, good an bad? Again, yes, but that's more due to the opportunities that I was presented than my own greatness of skills.
If I had any notable quality, I think it would just be that I'm curious, and I'm a fast learner. Whether it was studying at different universities or visiting holy places or deciding that yes, going to a literal fight club with a huge angry man named Borris was a good idea, I've always picked up new skills quickly. I am a living embodiment of the phrase "A jack of all trades."
>>700467326
>>700467672
>>700467963
nigga chill out, people are still talking
>>700467613
>You're running businesses
Oh, and perhaps I should clarify, while I do own the place, I don't really work there. I bought the place and updated it quite a bit, but I've got this guy working for me, an old boxer, who pretty much runs the day to day operations and the financial stuff. I own it, and I get a large cut of the money, and I work out there, but I don't really run the business.
Most days I don't spend more than an hour or two "working" at the gym. I have LOTS of free time, so lots of traveling, lots of museums, lots of art, started getting into gaming recently, which is nice.
Didn't want to give you the impression I'm some hard working blue collar Joe. I make money off of a few businesses I own and almost never visit or spend any time on. Truly, the way to get richer is to be rich.
>>700468189
Yeah true. I can think of all the times i wanted to go out and my parents wouldn't let me. Or when I made reservations to play music at this cafe and when my parents found out i was practicing for it they told me i couldn't and to do my homework instead.
Which brings up another question. How did you get around going to high school. And how could you get into any universities at all without a high school diploma? And don't you have to apply for universities six months in advance?
toasting in epic bread
This was a romp, OP, you beautiful monster.
>>700440475
>>700440519
>>700441179
Sounds like you had the fucking ideal life. Goddamn. Fucking lolis and milfs and shotas. Sign me the fuck up
>>700468707
So does that mean anytime the gym needs new equipment you have to place the orders? And you wrote the framework/rules for it? And you hire people? Is that most of the work you do there?
>>700468808
>No highschool
I got a GED,
>Coleges need advance notice
It depends on the college man. If you're talking a brick and mortal four year style college, then usually yeah, but when I was in europe I had an EU student visa (not sure if they still have those), so I could study at pretty much any university I wanted to, and as for needing advance notice, it's usually just a matter of money. Slip the admins a week''s pay and they'll bloody well find a way to get you in, though I didn't actually have to do that often, as especially in europe or with smaller tech schools in the US, you only need to let people know a few weeks in advance.
Plus there's the dirty little secret that at larger universities that have proper speaking halls, you don't even need to pay. Just walk in, look like a student, and sit down in the lecture hall. Sure, you won't get a degree out of it, but you still hear lectures.
And in the few places I studied in asia, it was always just a matter of money, except for japan, they take academic integrity seriously there.
>>700469301
Mostly Ronny writes shit up when it needs to happen, I just put my signature on it and he sends it off. With some major stuff I'll do it, but mainly he runs things. See, Ronny actually owned the place before I did, but he got saddled with a bunch of legal fees from a court case, so he went into debt and had to sell the place. I bought it from him, hired him right back, and told him to keep doing what he did. Everybody wins.
Most weeks I don't really do that much. For the past week or so I've actually been doing some renovations on one of the studios, but mostly I take a hands off approach to ownership; he knows his business better than I do.
>>700469279
see >>700453899
It wasn't all sunshine and roses.
>>700453899
>street racing
>illegal competition fighting
Story.
>>700470062
>street racing, or in other words, how you find out that Detroit PD do NOT fuck around
Okay, so I was staying with a guy I knew from the farm, about three years after things ended. He'd moved back to his family in detroit when the farm imploded, and one night we're out in his car, cruising and chilling when these other guys pull up next to us and start revving up.
I'll spare you the gritty details but that night I found a brand new kind of adrenaline high, and I fucking loved it. Spent two weeks racing until one day detroit PD show up at my buddy's door and kick the fucking thing in right as he's opening it. Fucked up his teeth, too. I was in the back when they came in, so I got out of there pronto, just grabbed my bag and ran.
He ended up actually making a lot of money off that, suing the cops for fucking up his face, and he never even got charged. I ended up moving to California for a couple months after that.
>Illegal competition fighting
No huge story here. Everywhere you go, there are people who will pay to watch two meatheads kick the shit out of each other. On a couple of occasions, I was that meathead. I DO NOT recommend it. Lost half the hearing in my left ear from that shit, plus two of my molars.
>>700438996
God I hope this story is true.
You've LIVED anon, jesus fucking chirst you've lived.
If only you'd blown your brains out after you settled down, this would be the perfect story.
Man, fuck this thread. I wanted to go to sleep, but noooooooooooooo can't have that
>>700469476
OK well i don't know that that bribing admins would work in western europe, and especially not northern europe. But elsewhere i can see it.
So were you even homeschooled during that time? Or you just took a GED test at the end? I would've LOVED to have skipped all the years of waking up at 7AM and seven classes and hours of homework at night and no sleep for living on a farm and eating sleeping and growing to my fullest capacity. And taking a test which is probably mostly common sense answers.
How's your mom, does she still love you and what did she say to you after she ratted you out?
>>700471835
>Won't work in northern or Western Europe.
Bullshit, it worked in London, it worked in Brussels and Paris.
>Homeschooled
Not really, but I was partially responsible for teaching the kids of the farm, and in order to tech things I needed to understand them, so over the course of a year or so I familiarized myself with pretty much a full k-12 curriculum, plus some college Lev l stuff for AP courses, so I taught myself plenty of stuff. As for life on the farm, I'd highly recommend it. I never took exact measurements, but all natural foods and please thank of exercise, unsurprisingly, lead to a healthy mind and body. The entire time I was there I had low body fat, good muscle, and picked up new things easy. DEFFINITELY something to be said for the lifestyle.
>>700472129
I'm not entirely convinced she ever loved me in the first place. She displays a lot of characteristics of a sociopath, and she was always comfortable manipulating me, and when she finally turned her back on me she may have tried to seem broken up about it, but she chose power and security over helping me out, so it's pretty clear where she stands. As for where she is now, she got out of prison a few years ago. Havent talked to her even once yet.
Ever fucked a tranny?
>>700472861
Do you ever plan on finding her agsin to get some revenge?
Any idea what your mom's childhood was like to cause her to become a molester of her own child? I mean, I can't imagine what it's like to go from having your mom seem completely normal to you and having a normal life, to her sleeping in bed with you jerking you off
>>700472482
I go to school in Sweden and I'm not imagining it working here. You're american right?
Wow, in one year? Really shows you the slavery of our system, that tells you you need years in and out of drudgery to be anybody and be intelligent
>>700472880
Yes, but not at the farm. About two years after I left , when I was in Mexico, I met this Brazilian"girl" at a club, pretty much the stereotypical Brazilian chick with a great ass and tits. When we spent some time alone, I found out my "girl" had a nine inch cock.
>>700473381
No, and no. I've moved on from that kind of thing, I hope.
>>700473385
>Her childhood
Honestly I have no idea, I never met my maternal grandparents and she never talked about it.
>She molested me
I mean, sort of but not really. We'd been building up to that for months, it wasn't like one day out of the blue she just decided to jerk me off. Like I said in the story, Wed been getting increasingly close for months before that, and I'd been reciprocating the entire time. It wasn't all on her.
>>700474080
dude.... any adult knows they're not supposed to jerk their child...
>>700473840
Could be, admittedly I never went to any of the Nordic countries, but I think you'd be really surprised how often people will take bribes. I've paid off plenty of officials and cops, even in first world civilized places in which people would usually expect their civil servants to have integrity.
>>700474080
you fuck that tranny?
>>700474345
Not even integrity but just systemized. Like there's no way they can override the system, or do stuff like that without their boss finding out. And boss isn't even at the school, he's sitting in an office in another city somewhere
>>700474323
Well yeah, I'm not saying that she was innocent or even sane, but I reciprocated the whole time. I encouraged her. I very clearly wanted more. Some of the blame is on me here, as I never even tried to stop it.
>>700474411
Hell yeah, first time I ever tried receiving anal. Loved it, though I preferred fucking her to being fucked by her. Fantastic ass on that one.
>>700474595
That's what most first world country workers will say until you give them enough money, then they'll find a way to make it happen.
Look, I'm not saying you're wrong, maybe you're totally on the money here, but in my experience damn near anyone can be bribed if you just sweeten the pot enough.
For the love of god please let this be real and if it is fucking what a life
>>700474917
Well damn, maybe i need to start bribing more people in my life. Any way you find out if they're down without technically breaking the law at first?
Did you suspect any of the older men on the compound were getting with girls 15-under?
>>700475573
I was never really afraid of breaking the law. I never used my real name or ID when I was applying to these places anyway, because duh. If id used my real name every time you don't think someone would have noticed that I'd been to half a dozen different schools over the years? Colleges want long terms students, not people hopping from course to course. On the rare occasion that I got in trouble with the law, I'd just move to a far away country for a while. Actually a lot of the time I spent in Asia was waiting for the heat to die down from something I'd done in Europe. I generally avoided any crime in the US though, save for a few exceptions.
>>700475923
Sometimes, but not as much as you'd expect. My friends and I ran off most of the older guys who'd try, more out of simple greed than anything else. It definitely happened sometimes, but usually myself or the girls parents would stop it from happening. Then again, some fathers fucked their daughters so there's that.
>>700476403
damn. Poor girls on that compound probably felt like victims the whole time. Had to run from everyone
>>700476457
Is this a callback a another certain epic story thread? Because as I recall shed and column both had STP fags too.
>>700476829
For the most part they were as happy and horny as the guys.
>>700476074
They didn't require your real name? To get all your proper info birth date, age, etc.? Did you have a fake ID or passport on you? In most places of education you need an ID or passport that matches the name you put on your papers
>>700476457
>>700476900
OP here, can someone explain this to me?
>>700477096
Obviously. Fake IDs and papers aren't hard to get. More so in the states and the EU than in Asia or South America, but still not hard to get.
>>700477350
And they don't require to see some kind of past record with that same name used?
I know it's probably an involved process, but just tell me the basics of getting a fake ID
>>700477651
Like I said, never been to Sweden so I have no idea how it might work differently there, but generally speaking I'd find some less than reputable people, have some fun with them, have a few drinks, and start asking them who in the area can hook me up. Nowadays I know people all over that can do it, but really the best way to find out is to have a few drinks with some shady people, and be likeable enough that they're willing to talk. First place to go whenever you enter a new country is a bar or a pub, every time, every place.
>>700478183
I don't know. I'm fuzzy on how the world works. Probably cause I'm mentally enslaved. But i just imagine there's some database that everyone in charge refers to that your information is in, and there's no way to truly disappear if you've been in the system up until 18 years old
>>700478995
Maybe in a socialist country like Sweden that's true, but in the US for example all you need to go to college is a transcript, three forms of photo ID, and your social security number. In a lot of European places all they asked for was a copy of my student's visa, ID, and money.
>>700479392
do you get a fake transcript too? Transcript would list your GED and original name. And of course those three forms of photo ID....
>>700479718
Didn't use a fake name when I went to school in the US. As for a fake transcript, yeah, that's easy, I can make those myself.
Keep in mind that this stuff doesn't have to stand up to close scrutiny, as long as it runs through the system fine people will never look at it twice.
>>700480001
Jesus christ, it's easy to fake your grades from the past and no one checks them? What did i waste all that time doing?
OP have you ever had a breakup with someone and how do you deal with it.. can you convince me its not worth thinking about it?
So you were 21 when the cult dissolved?
How old were you when street racing and you ran from the cops?
How old when you were traveling around Europe applying to universities?
How old when you lived with the man in Minneapolis?
>>700480283
Don't be stupid. I did this stuff because I had no attachments; if I needed to I could pick up and leave a country, never to return. My fake transcript could get me into a class, sure, but I doubt it would have carried me all the way to a degree. Or maybe it would have, but the point is that I could afford to risk it. Can you?
>>700480301
I'm probably not the best person to ask relationship advice from buddy. I've only had one stable, long term relationship inmy life. I'll just give you the best advice I ever received and hope it helps you.
Keep moving forward. Keep living your life. Move on, keep meeting new people, keep on living.
>>700480788
I never said I was 21 when the cult dissolved, and I'm not answering any of those questions. See precious statements about not giving exact times.
>>700480971
*Previous
>>700480822
Thanks for answering, honestly even that will be enough since .. yeah..
>>700480822
I mean I
>>700481114
>>700481151
Well, I have no idea what to say to either of these.
>>700480822
I'm 19 and still haven't really picked a life path yet. Thinking about going to college in spring. I moved from home and have been traveling around europe, sleeping on people's couches or outside for the last 6 months. Had a job washing dishes for a couple months too. But it hasn't even crossed my mind to do any fake ID shit. Anytime I've showed my passport at an airport or to police it's been my real one.
So yeah, i'm kind of in pick up and leave mode right now. But if i can remark my high school grades to get into a great college i sure as hell would. I just don't want to get thrown in jail and have a terrible record to where i can't get employment anywhere. That's all i fear.
>>700481661
There's a problem here. What I was doing was making an entirely new identity and transcript. What you would need to do would be either alter your current transcript,which is in government hands, or totally abandon your old identity and create a new one. Both of those things are much harder.
>>700482048
If you had literally 0$ how would you go about making money?
>>700482129
I didn't have literally 0$, I was fucking loaded dude. When I first left the farm I had a low six figure bank account, and when you don't have any bills to pay and don't walk around buying all kinds of shit, that money will keep you set for a good long time.
>>700482129
>>700482542
What even gave you the idea I was broke? I've said multiple times in this thread that I had lots of money to throw around.
>>700481661
What was your mother's body type do you have a picture to compare it to?
>>700482632
Nononono i mean IF you didnt have any cash, basically nothing how would you go about making it?
>>700482048
Yeah i guess i see. Sending in fake transcripts and ID's to universities was more of a crapshoot for you. Something you did for fun, to kill time and maybe learn something in the process. Meet people too. If you were to seriously pursue this degree and even graduate with it, questions of your past and those grades on your transcript might come up.
OP I just want you to know that I've saved all of the greentexts you've written out here tonight.
This was a journey, and a great read for me.
Thank you for sharing.
>>700482694
OP here, just so you know, that's not me you're responding to.
>>700482712
I'd probably start by finding a few prize fights and getting a few hundred bucks to work with, then I'd find a job.
Look, I'm really not the best person to ask about this kind of thing. I've NEVER had a real, formal employment, and I've always been sitting on lots of cash.
>>700482867
Precisely.
>>700482694
>>700483638
Sorry, meant to add on that mom had a body a lot like pic related. She was probably a little bit heavier, but same shape. Great tits, thicker across the ass and hips, not a lot of muscle definition.
>>700483755
goddamn your mom was thicker than that
>>700483638
What do you do when the police stop you? Even a traffic stop? They're gonna ask for ID and if you hand them a fake one they'll run your name and not find you
You gotta hand it to your mom. he taught you independence. And SHE put you off the grid. Most people's parents are the ones who put them on the government's grid. Through school and checking on their kid's future. Because of her you're able to live unbound like this. Money included
>>700484073
Depends where I'm at. In the US I stop and give them my real ID. When I was travelling I almost never got stopped, but if I did I'd either bribe them, run, or just sort things out. In a lot of places the police don't have any legal authority to make you show ID unless they have probable cause, and a lot of cops just don't care; they're there to stop a disturbance not arrest anyone. You might get a beating or they might run off with your cash, but they don't give a shit who you are.
Man, is this still alive? I've already slept.
>>700484451
True, very true. She taught me how to connect people, how to fuck, how to live on my own, and indirectly taught me a whole lot about self reliance when shit hit the fan.
>>700484681
*How to con people
>>700484513
I know in the US they can't wait to make arrests. But i don't know about refusing to show ID because of no "probable cause". Can't imagine that going over well often.
Anyway, you must be exhausted. Thanks for answering all this shit
>>700485663
When I was talking about rough cops I was talking south America or eastern Europe. Most European and American cops are fine, and don't believe everything you hear about American cops. For the most part they're just people doing their jobs. Take an American cop over a British or Mexican cop any day.
>>700486152
nah I'm from Dallas and got stopped there for all kinds of stupid shit all the time. When I was 12 i got harassed for walking my dog. They said it looked like i was "running away". Got pulled over cause i was in a parking lot at 2AM looking at my phone for directions home. Cause it was "suspicious". And they asked for my ID. Now imagine what would happen if i said "no" in that case
>>700486458
This is an amazing threqd, someone cap, I'm on mobile.
OP here.
It's 5 AM here and I've got stuff going in later, si I need to sleep. It's been fun /b/ros. Peace.
OP, you're a piece of shit and you've not learned anything from visiting all these gurus or talking to "wise" people.
For shrugging of your past and moving on instead of trying to actually make amendments and repent for what you have done.
You've done these young people in the commune a great disservice and you were a piece of shit and not a glorious role model.
I hope you die of a very painful, long sickness and nobody shows you compassion just before you enter eternal hell.
You're a douce and a piece of crap - I'm negatively surprised nobody else told you this so clearly yet. Guess most people visiting here are just shit as well or don't care to tell you.
>>700487652
Never said I was a great role model, never claimed to be a saint.
Don't think I would even be capable of trying to make amends, and I doubt it would really help if I did.
On top of that I don't see myself as needing redemption. I am what I am, and I'm at peace with it.
Your whole behavior and way of writing about what happened shows you're still proud of it and you like it.
Alone that you're at peace with what you did - And a lot of things that happened after your time in the cult were just as bad if not even worse - Show that you're scum.
Go work in a soup kitchen. Give your money to people who need it to survive instead on blowing it on your lavish lifestyle... These would be amendments and at least show remorse.
But there is nothing. You're just as bad as your mom. Your soul it rotten to the core.
But I know, you're "at peace with that", no need to change it, right? Just live on...
Your kind is really the worst. Part of me would really love to chain you up in a cellar and MAKE you feel sorry for the suffering you cause.
And at least know that - Would people know about your past and your character, they would not smile at you but spit you in your face.
Your current live is nothing but a lie - People would shun you would they know the truth, and rightfully so.
You haven't earned to be forgiven and you don't even try.
Just finished reading the whole thread. Thanks for entertaining me and good luck with your life.
>>700488524
I don't need your forgiveness or your approval. I regret what I did in those days, but I don't feel the need to seek redemption or flagellate myself to make up for my past misdeeds. I'll continue to live my life the way I'm living it now, making a boatload of money for almost no work, enjoying my ample free time, and seeking new experiences and knowledge.
Your redemption and forgiveness mean nothing to me. I forgave myself, and in the end, that's all that matters.
>>700462154
Chill the fuck out faggot.
>>700489174
You can repeat as often as you want that you search "knowledge", but you won't find it.
Your life had more than enough chances to find "higher knowledge" but you weren't able to grasp it and you will continue to do so.
You haven't harmed me personally beside making me feel really disgusted - But you harmed other people and you could very well need their forgiveness.
Oh and since you're such a big piece of shit and proud of it, I think I'll throw in a few hours, if it even needs that much, to dox you.
Just because I know you won't like it - And because you deserve everything that's coming to you. :^)
Oh and that you are able to forgive yourself without any redemption doesn't matter at all - It's just another thing that shows how despicable and shallow your character is. YOLO, right?
>>700489821
>what is irony?
>>700489821
See, the funny thing here is that I've done a lot more good for the world than you have .About 15% of my income goes to charity and supporting certain museums, and considering that I have a seven figure yearly income, and I've been in this arrangement for half a decade, that's literally hundreds of thousands of dollars being donated to charity.
>might need their forgiveness
Pretty sure I don't need it any more than I deserve it.
>doxxing me
Good luck buddy.
>>700490053
>yolo
Yeah, I know, hence my focus on living well rather than killing myself with guilt. What would it really accomplish for me to throw my life away in search of redemption? Nothing. So why would I?
>>700490676
I didn't say you should kill yourself, I said you should suffer. You should suffer for all the needless suffering you caused. Killing yourself would be far to easy and painless.
Donating 15%? 7 figure income? Laughable - You're not feeling the consequences of your actions at all. That you toss some spare change into the direction of some questionable charities doesn't change anything.
It doesn't really help people either. Museums? You can't eat art, douchebag. It doesn't cure illnesses either or provide anything essential.
Remember that homeless Mexican that tried to rob you, that you needlessly killed?
That man was probably better than you.
The Russian prostitute that you raped for "talking back" - Certainly better than you.
But you can easily shrug them off as long as you have your money and good life.
You're a really fine piece of shit.
I'm not sure about it - But if you have just a tiny, tiny piece of conscience left in you, your cardhouse will fall down when your time runs out.
So you better rid yourself completely of it if that's the way you want to walk...
And generally speaking, yeah, the world would probably be better off if you just kill yourself. You're toxic. Your whole beeing is toxic - Just like your mothers, she has a fine legacy in you.
I pity the people that have to stand you face to face.
If any of you think this shit is real, you're fucking pants-on-head retarded. This is a 13 year old kid who got ahold of his dad's internet.
>>700442098
im here anon
hey i was in the thread about the anon who got his sis preggers. any cap of that one? and somebody cap this one pls
>>700439528
Why didn't you MURDER the shitbitch. I would have forcefed her her own bodyparts as I slowly peeled her skin off. My bloodlustmurderboner would be exploding at the site of someone who neeDS TO DIE SO VERY BADLYURDRR KILL KILL KILL KILL THEM ALL MURDER DEVOUR, KILL KILL EAT KULL AAS ARARARARAGRRR KVOGVVV ISNOOOOOOOOO ISOF
>>700441214
YOU SHOULD HAVE LET ME IN I WOULD HAVE EATEN YOU ALL ALIVE JUST FOR THE TORTURE KILL EVERYPNE LIKE THESE MUrDER THEIR YOUnG AND FEED THEM THE BODIES OF THEOR CHILDREN. Rip out the eyeballs and SHPVE THEM UP ThEIR gut and strangle them with their own intestines RAPE KILL MURDER BLOOD DEATH MURDER BONER BONER MURDER BLIOD KILL KILL KILL RAAGE MUST KILL NEED TO KILL IS YOU MOM ALIVE SHE NEEDA DUE AAAA@AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHGG DDDDDDDDDDIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEE IIIIIIIII HAAAAAAAAAVVVVVVEEEEEEE TTTTTTTTTTTTOOOOOOOOOOOOO KKKKKKKKKKIIIIIIIIIIILLLLLLLLLLLLLL HHHHHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRR LEEEEETTTT MMMMEEEEE KKKIIIIIIILLLLLLL HHHHEEEERRRR NEEEEEEDDDDD BLOOD BLOOD BLOOD MURDER DEATH RAPE DEATH MURDER
>>700442098
Also here /b/ro.
>>700438996
OP, you are awesome. Thanks for the story. Hope you live a life now free from a horrible yet cool past. Stay awesome dude.
op if youre still here, how would one join a cult similar to yours, and are there still cult like yours out there?
>>700496960
bump for answer
>>700491508
lol you make a strong case i gotta admit. Dudes a competitive piece of shit
