Feels thread. Alone on saturday. What's her name?
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Feels thread.
Alone on saturday.
What's her name?
>>700386605
Apatha
Emily
she doesnt even know your name
>>700386605
>tfw no "her" in your life
>>700386605
Eliza
that picture is my life pretty much
>>700386962
This tbh fam.
>>700386605
Stop being so self-absorbed and look outside of yourself for once. The ones who are most miserable in this world are those who feel sorry for themselves. If you feel alone, get out and meet other people who are lonesome.
>>700388709
Not OP, but how and where? Aren't the other lonely people cooped up indoors too?
Her name is Anna
>>700389025
what about her anon?
>>700386605
S.
Only person I somewhat opened up to. But now that I did, I feel fucking embarassed and cut off contact. He sure hates me now. I lost the only person that gave a fuck about me, because I'm such a coward.
>>700386605
It's pathetic if you ever started crying over the fact that you "Ruin everything in life"
Be a man and deal with it. Do not allow life to fuck you in the ass.
Stand up and value yourself more than anyone and never allow yourself to feel lesser or incapable. You have to take life and fuck her in the ass harder than it's been fucking you all your life. Just penetrate life.
Accept that you are ugly or short. That you have a small penis or don't have a job or a girlfriend. Accept it and deal with it.
Death is inevitable so might as well end it with the biggest god dam bang possible. Take the world with you dammit.
Pick yourself up and never forget what makes you so confident.
>>700389171
she didnt want to fuck me in the as with a blak strap-on
she called me a "fucking faggot" and left me for Chad "he's not a pussy and have a big dick"
>>700386605
Dubs i miss her so much
Marit. After 4 years, i'm still insanly in love with her.
![1466156076410[1].png](https://i.imgur.com/UVuu2tC.png "1466156076410[1].png")
It's been ~3 years since my last breakup, and I really don't have any motivation to get back into the game.
I don't feel like putting forth the effort to do online dating, and I have almost zero contact with females in my day to day life.
>>700390146
Is that some dune coon name?
>>700390603
It's a Norwegian name you wankstain
>>700390831
>>700390603
Fuck - my sides don't know why this made me lose it
>>700390831
So we're splitting hairs here?
Hey why don't feels bro's in here find out if your close and then hangout with each other and try to not be so sad. I have a good friend I chill with a lot but can't tell him a lot because he isn't understanding and is too stuck in his ways and thinks it's easy to just stop being sad and unconfident and stop addiction. I love the dude as a friend haute not a person to talk to about certain things. Got no one else though that listens though.
>>700391089
I'd be afraid whichever one of you spergs I met up with would be a hundred times sadder and more fucked up than I am and then that would just be uncomfortable.
>>700386605
>What's her name?
I don't even have a fucking crush.
New area, the areas dead, I don't know anybody and getting a job is a pain in the ass.
I suppose I just have to be patient but god damn the loneliness hurts.
>>700390044
fuckof
>>700389171
Spent the entire year at university as very close friends. We would always shoot the shit, get high, relax to great music. I tried killing myself last month, and she just happened to be in the neighborhood. we kissed, and had sex. She stayed the night, then we did it all again. Truly the best 2 days of my life, not because pussy, because someone showed a genuine appreciation for my existence.
I asked her where we moved on from there
>she didnt know
I asked her if she was okay with seeing me again
>she didnt know
I exploded on her, told her how i felt, how frustrating it is spending 100% of my time with the girl i loved, who i had no clue how she felt about me. I decided I needed space to figure things out. Ended up snapping on her, because shes on my mind 24/7, and i just want any sort of attention from her.
In highschool i used to slay, but in college i guess i fell from grace. She is the only girl in the past 2-3 years i have felt anything for.
>>700391191
What makes you sad. I'll be honest I feel guilt I'm sad. I have a loving family and I'm not in need of money and shit but I just feel like a loser and just so lonely like I have people but don't really have anyone and I have no talents and no motivation to get up and learn a skill. Constantly have people tell me I'm smart but I can hardly do basic math half the time and could tell you the answer to anything I just know how to sorta shuffle a long and get by.
>Tfw weed and alchol don't do anything anymore
> now just sad no matter what I do
>>700391892
Are you me?
>>700391965
What's your name
>>700391892
Back in the day of no technology people read stories and heard legends that encouraged and influenced them to achieve their dreams and task and see them through.
You need motivation.
Her name is alejandra
her last name is hapsburg....
>>700386605
Her name is Roberta Paulson
>>700392145
I thought about just back packing the US or Europe or India and seeing what the outside world is like and trying to see if that would help motivate me at all but then again just seems silly
>>700391563
I feel you man. I study Marine Engineering, I have a girl that loves me and friends when I need them. But I feel lonely. I feel useless. Everybody does very well in class, and I am the guy that passes the classes with the lowest scores. I have anxiety, I am lazy and I have self loathing. I feel like my girl is getting tired of my bullshit. From outside it looks like I have a great life, but on the inside is a whole another story.
I went on a few dates with this girl, she just came out of a relationship, which normally should be a big no no. But she was very fun, smart and a qt.
She then got back together with a boyfriend, which fucked me up, since she's been keeping insinuating other things.
Now, three months later, she calls me at least once a week, crying, because of some bullshit he pulled off.
I don't know what to do. I've tried to just stop talking to her, but then she calls or comes over, all teared up and devastated. I can't just say no to her like that..
>>700392870
>I don't know what to do. I've tried to just stop talking to her, but then she calls or comes over, all teared up and devastated. I can't just say no to her like that.
Stop being such a beta faggot.
Take her to pound town, then cut off all contact.
>>700392870
>You're fucking with my head, I thought things were going great and then you shack up with your ex and use me as a shoulder to cry on? Come on, sort your shit out and get back to me because I don't deserve this.
There. If she gives a fuck, she'll get her head on straight and that will be that.
>>700386605
Sandra. Over 40 years old weirdly enough.
I am not able to express my emotions seriously without either turning them into fucking jokes or by denying them completely hence I am affraid to open to people for I am scared of them turning away from me when they find out who I actually am and realize I am not as I pretend to be
>>700392086
Uncommon enough that I'm not posting it to 4chan.
>>700392622
People travel to find themselves.
In the end they find out it's all in the mindset because people and cultures think differently. All you really need is motivation to see tasks completed.
You need proof that it is possible to stob being lazy and pathetic. That even someone with a shitty life can make the best of it.
Short, small penis, ugly, poor. It's your life and you gotta deal with it and accept it. Death is inevitable so stop denying it and accept it. Do what you want so go all the way. Complete your dreams or go out trying. Do be a coward.
Death is inevitable so might as well go out with a bang. The biggest god dam bang of history.
>>700386605
checked
>gf leaves me
>don't have anythong else in the world
>buy cs:go
>'it will be like high school with mates! (who left me too)'
>it's just reddt kids playing dust2
>>700393882
you're doing gods work
>>700393700
>dubs!
>>700394004
why don't you buy some new thongs?
>>700394149
one of my favorite movies
>>700393716
My name's pretty uncommon too dude I'll tell you mine if you tell me yours
>>700394251
i'm not a tranny
Shit, my crush hasnt ever even looked at me. Probably doesnt know my name, never payed any attention to me even she was my classmate in elementary school and is in my homeroom in highscool. Kinda devastating but it is easier to just let it go because she clearly doesnt give a fuck and would just make me feel bad if I told her
I’ve been friendzoned by a girl I met on vacations
>>700393716
same with my name. If you got my name and the country I'm posting from, you can pinpoint my location.
>>700394585
women at work feel the need to mention a bf in the first two sentences when talking to me
>>700389870
this is what make people shoot up schools
>>700394782
I understand, mine just say every two sentences things like: " You’re the best friend i’ve ever had " or something, and when I try to initiate a conversation on the fact that we might be happy together she say like " Hahaha, thank you for this one " or shit like that.
My cousin is having a surprise party tonight. I just can't handle being "on". The depression has been crushing for a week now. Nothing is fun. I just sent my wife to make an appearance for us at the party so we don't look like total jerks. Now I am alone with the dogs. On 4chan.
Jesus.
>>700394996
my best friend is like this as well. I curse the day I developed a sexuality. It could have been so easy. Even being gay would have been easier to be honest.
>>700395015
Let's meet up and fuck.
>>700394585
It's ok. I got friendzoned by girl who later started dating my best friend
>>700394706
I'm American, but still, most people I know only know one of me. I think my name is kinda cool, but again, not one for a forum I'm not proud to be using.
>>700395015
You have dogs?
I would happily kill a person to be able to have a dog. You have no idea how lucky you are.
And a wife? God dammit I would trade with you any day. I'm sorry you feel like shit man. Let it wash over you. It will pass.
>>700386605
audur
>>700395357
Keep it up dude, do you still have hope for you and her ? Does she’s still dating your best friend ?
>>700395976
I keep my hopes and expectations as low as possible so I can't really say.
And no, they're not dating anymore but they're really close to each other so I can't really be certain.
>>700395620
Why you no can haz doge, anon?
Not that fag but my doge is one of my only sources of comfort. Along with alcohol.
>>700396412
Different anon, but I can't have a dog because I'm stuck living with family right now, and they hate dogs, so until I can land a decent enough job to be able to move out again, I'm stuck without having a dog
>>700396305
You should be honest with her, even if she friendzoned you. You don’t want to try to tell her your feelings or something ? (I know it may seems a bit childish)
>>700393189
yeasss, why are yu being the fcking tampon for her feelings, faggot, leave her be or else
>>700394004
I´ll play cs with you, what rank?
>>700396412
In a family house, and they dont allow pets.
E. But I feel like he's way too good. That guy is pretty much perfect compared to me. I look like shit I can't talk and my personality is blank and boring.
He's spending time with me just because he feels bad for me. But I'm still falling for it every time I see him. I'm still smiling back and laughing at everything he says. And I can't stop because I'm an fuckig idiot
>>700396829
I did, frankly. But it seems like she didn't really care
>>700391892
Have you thought about using harder Drugs?
>I felt the same way until I discovered ketamine. Now my life is great
>>700393700
Yeah same I constantly joke about killing myself and being a loser but always with a smile and laughing really just a way to laugh I guess
>>700396610
>>700397087
They don't even like small dogs? My parents always hated cats when I lived at home but they're dog people. I don't hate cats, I like them just fine, but also definitely more of a dog guy. Pic related, shih-tzu master race.
>>700398019
These shih-tzu things aren´t real dogs, they are cats with more fur. Fucking get a real doge like a Doberman or German Sheperd!
>>700398019
Nope, they hate all dogs, because last time they had a dog, they were too retarded to train him at all, so he was a bit of trouble (he'd just bark too much, whoop de doo)
>>700398274
Kek he definitely acts like a dog. Everyone likes my dog, man, trust me. He's friendly as shit. Also, I live in a one bedroom condo so having a big dog here wouldn't be fair.
Her name is Sandra.
>>700398019
that's one cute pupper
>>700398525
Hey man, didnt wan´t to make your doge bad or so, I just dont like these small thing. (Could be because im 1.98) Cheers to you, what are you guys drinking right now to beat the depression?
>>700398422
Yeah that's unfortunate, man. Mine very rarely barks. If he does, I assume he hears something weird and is just confused. It really isn't even hard to train a dog, it just takes a certain amount of effort.
>>700398274
I'd literally kill some people if it meant I could have a german shepherd
>>700398748
He'd only bark when he needed to go outside and when he wanted to come back in, my family was too lazy to ever walk him
you disgusting little creature, you should watch the film "Scent of a Woman" with Al Pacino. Thank me later
>>700398914
Damn that's even more unfortunate then. Sounds to me like he was probably a perfectly good doge and it was your parents who sucked. No offense.
Haven't had a her in years anon. Haven't had anyone to talk to apart from my mom for years either, but it's okay.
>>700386605
>Alone on saturday.
not a question, but yeah.
>What's her name?
Righty.
>>700399045
No offense taken whatsoever, my mother was retarded and neglectful, and my father was outright abusive. And he was SUCH a sweet dog, he was a big fat coon hound, loved being snuggled
>>700386810
I know the feels, man
>>700399085
try tinder bro, I have a date next week
I was suppose to go to bed but I guess I'm staying here for a bit
>>700398914
One of my few friends just got a Doberman with his girlfriend. When im lonely or depressed I ask them, if i can walk with it. It really calms me down. Do you guys think that it is emberrasing to ask them 2,3 times in the week to walk with their dog? I feel a bit uncomfortable to ask that often?
>>700386917
no, she knows my name, she knows who I am, i just suck at first impressions. The train has left a long time ago so i settled for someone else, and then someone else, and someone else after that. So all I can do is make the best of my situation, and watch as the one I truly want be with someone else.
>>700399268
Nice, good luck anon. Hope it turns out well for you!
>>700397434
I tried shrooms because I thought it would be a spiritual trip I did 8 grams but ended up having a bad trip where it was just loneliness and sadness. Just wanted to die the whole time even though I was with a friend just didn't feel like he was there also hallucinated that I was abducted by lizard people but no I haven't yet my family is literally a line of drug addicts and alcholics so I'm trying not to do anything too hard but I wonders sometimes of it would help
>>700399466
It probably makes your friends happy too, man. A dog that size needs to get outdoors often and you're helping with that and happy to do it.
>>700399466
Depends on how close you are to said friend, but either way just telling them outright what's going on would be the best course of action
Brandi
>>700399806
Well but it is really emberrasing for me to tell them about my problems, no one knows what an emotional mess i am.
>>700399525
thanks anon. It will be my first date. I never thought it will be so easy to meet some decent women. Even if I fail, I'm sure to learn something, to make it better next time
>>700386732
Im here now. Early thirties zero friends zero girlfriends. Girls think im creep if i hit on them when there early to mid twenties. Girls my age all married 4 kids. Make decent money. Never buy shit still in debt from the feds and child support. I think im done. Liver aches body aches why do i continue to work hard and i cant find joy anywhere other then my immediate family and seemingly will never get ahead. should i end my misery.
JOIN US FFS
>>700396259
>>700386962
This so hard
>>700399945
You don't have to say what problems you have, just say that you find it relaxing to take their dog on a walk, so it's nice to take him on a walk when you're stressed
>>700400001
You're right, you can't even get quints right.
But nah man I feel you. 35 here and just tired of it all.
>>700399953
How did u get the idea of using tinder? Just wanted to try to meet a girl or were you pushed to do it?
Any of you fuckers listen to EDEN? Shit's too real.
>>700400214
>>700400001
Totally on your side. Im 21 and i am already done with it.
>>700399945
>>700400204
This, and like I said they are probably 100% cool with it.
>>700400349
No, fucker, give me link
>>700400349
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>>700400214
>>700400291
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>>700399889
>>700399806
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>>700399482
>>700399085
>>700399045
>>700398274
>>700398019
>>700396305
>>700396412
>>700395976
>>700394362
>>700394564
>>700394585
>>700393716
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>>700393189
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>>700390831
I just miss her you know...
>>700400389
I wish I could go on about how you're young and have no idea what you're talking about but the truth is it only gets worse.
>>700400404
Well, I guess i have to try it maybe. Don´t know if i m really going to do it, but ill think about it. Thanks anon!
>>700395015
I godman feel u
Havent forget my ex, my gf is sleeping next to me, she has no idea that it drives me crazy when I see â pic of my ex, i want to kill her for everything she has done to me, but still love her
>>700386810
same here dude, I don't feel like talking about it though
>>700400543
Yeah man, if i look at my old "friends" or people i used to know, they are all happily in relationships, very successful and then there is me, sitting alone in my appartement, watching youtube videos, playing games and being depressed the whole time....
I've been in only 1 relationship since I started college, she was sort-of-an-ex of one my best friends. She really liked me for some reason and ended things with him, he was cool with it though since things were sour between them.
Now the fucked up part is, I've been sleeping with the girlfriend of THE SAME FUCKING FRIEND for the past 2 months. I didn't do jack shit to seduce her, she just really liked me for a year even though I kept rejecting her, then I finally broke down and fucked her. Now I want a relationship with her even though I know it's a bad idea, she didn't want it at first but seems to be breaking down for the past week. And yeah, she broke up with him (partially) because of me.
Any girl I hit on (not many to be fair) usually reject me. But for some fucked up reason this friends' girlfriends desperately want to fuck me after they meet me. I secretly think this is a fucking prank.
>>700400501
She's not eating shit after a week, she's already sucking some cock
>>700390831
It's a pretty stupid name tbh fam.
I just don't know anymore.
I am not happy with myself. I have never been. But when I was younger, I didn't care about that much. After all, I had my vidya and friends to play with. I still have both. I just don't enjoy it anymore as I see how meaningless it is.
But I keep playing. It is my way to escape from the reality and forget how much of loser I am in real life.
I am getting sick of everything. I am sick of being single. I am sick of being virgin and having to hear jokes about that from my very own friends. I am sick of being such a pathetic loser, but I can´t break the circle alone. I tried many times, but I just can't do it alone and no one seems to care enough to help me with that.
And longer I stay in this circle of depression and sadness the more empty I feel.
I have nothing to help me keep going.
No interests. No hobbies. No talents. No one to tell me "I love you".I have never heard it from anyone. Hell, I have never even heard anyone saying "I like you, Anon". I can't even imagine anyone being interested in me. Why would they be? I am not the most handsome. I am not smartest. I don't have any special skill. I am just a sarcastical, cynical asshole. I tried to get a girlfiend /b/. I tried to change. No results.
I have nothing. Only thing I have are my friends. But that makes me feel worse. I am getting pissed at them whenever I see how much better their lifes are.
How everyone likes T way more than me even tho he is the same asshole as I am.
How V and his girlfriend make that fucking perfect couple.
How U always gets out of every problem with luck.
How fucking succesfull they are while I am just pathetic virgin without talents or skills.
I am happy for them, sure I am, but in the end it always gets me more depressed.
I have been like this for months now and I feel like dying every day.
I am not suicidal. I don´t think I want to hang myself or anything. I just want to die. Every single day.
Call me beta, call me a faggot. I don't care anymore.
>>700386605
That picture made me kek
>>700401213
fuck, this is actually somewhat close to me
>>700400501
I know man, we all do
>>700401213
I feel you. Got these problems with my "friends" aswell. Want to add me on Steam so we can play a couple of hours?
>>700400977
So damn true
Kate..
>>700401641
sure, even tho I mostly play singleplayer
add me if you wish: /amatheurffs
>>700400291
I would not say I was pushed to do it, I just was never brave enough to ask a girl for a date. I am 5' 3'' and always thought that is my height that's hold me back. But recently a came to the conclusion that it is just my attidude that's prevents me from meeting girls. And a friend of mine had much success with tinder, and I thought I should try it out
>>700401213
I love you, Anon
I'm unable to sexually satisfy women. I usually have troubles with erection and when I don't, I ejaculate way too early. The worst things is, I didn't really have problem meeting women, they just ended up disappointed. None said that to my face but I could feel it. I heard "It's OK Anon, happens to everybody" said by 6 different women and I just cannot handle embarrassments anymore. I gave up 2 years ago and I don't have mental fortitude to try again.
>>700401213
>I am not suicidal. I don´t think I want to hang myself or anything. I just want to die. Every single day.
The details are different for me, but I feel this right here fucking exactly. I wish I were suicidal honestly. It would be easier. But I've had a gun in my mouth with the hammer cocked and my finger on the trigger enough times to know that I just don't have it in me to do it. It's against my programming. So I live, even though I don't want to.
>>700401776
>amatheurffs
Added you, im Kommunistenschwein.
>I though antidepresants would help
>They did
>I don't feel sad anymore
>But sadness was the only emotion I ever felt
>Now I feel nothing at all
>I wanna feel sad again
>I wanna feel something again
>>700401733
I like k8 better
>>700402118
I would love to feel nothing. At least, I think I would. Emotions are a hellish nightmare but if I were where you are, maybe I'd have a different opinion, I don't know.
>>700402118
lel just stop fapping so often
I... I just realized I don't belong in these threads anymore.
Thank you for being there for me when I most needed it, you guys were true /b/ros. I wish you the best of luck. Believe me, you can make it.
>>700386962
This pic is me from childhood into uni.
Fuck.
>>700402515
Why don't you belong? Are you happy now? If so, I'm glad for you bro.
>>700402515
Goodbye, we love you!
>>700401811
Maybe I'll her it from a real person one day.
>>700401846
Thats harsh, man. I know that feel too well. You know you can't kill yourself even tho you want to. Shit...
>>700402515
thanks, fag.
>>700402639
>Are you happy now?
Yes. I beat my depression. Holy shit, it feels amazing to say this, but I did it. I can stare at the darkness of the world with pure courage and good will in my heart.
I wish you guys the best, really. I wish I could hug you all, because you deserve it.
Never give up, brothers. Please. I almost did once.
Hey guys, I don't really have a feels story or whatever but I have a small problem.
So I'm in this long distance relationship with this truly amazing girl, we've never met and at the moment it's not looking too good...
Every day it just gets worse, I start feeling more and more depressed and hopeless. I also see how badly she wants actual touch but for some reason she stays with me.
What I'm trying to ask is how do I ease the pain until we meet, I already have a plan to go see her it's just that money is short atm..
Thank you to anyone who responds. It's really fucking tough at the moment.
I know some of you guys have it a thousand times worse and you're all oh so very strong to share your stories with us all.
I love every single motherfucking one of you fucked up faggots.
>>700401213
Go learn something. Take some goddamn initiative to actually learn or explore a possible hobby or talent. Don't sit around feeling sorry for yourself.
I know this because I used to be you. Fuck, I still am from time to time. But after pushing myself to better understand me as a person, and stop the self loathing and pity, I actually had the time to do something useful. Sure I felt like shit, but I always felt like shit. Couldn't get any worse.
I now have a nice job, an amazing girlfriend and things are looking up. Don't let depression get the best of you.
>>700402694
>we love you
Speak for yourself nigger
I stopped being attracted to people as people. My reasoning is that I'm a boring cunt. I don't have anything that I can use in conversations with anyone, at least nothing that will make the conversation enjoyable for me.
What makes me sad though is that us boring cunts don't get along very well because we still bore eachother. I tried to get something going with a few girls that didn't have much personality, kind of like me, and they were horrible, and I'm sure I was horrible to them aswell. Fuck all that birds of a feather shit.
>>700386605
Valencia Genesis Claymore, she will never know how much I loved her... But those days are all but forgotten.
>>700402589
it sorted out right? please tell me it sorted out
>>700400977
This is accurate
Chewwy. On and off for years. One time I leave her after all the bullshit, she slits her fucking wrists.
Survives, of course, but I'm scared to death that it'll happen for real next time. She uses me as some sort of counsellor, but never once considered the strain I was under.
Then she fucking leaves after I tell her I can't keep listening to her, and that she should confide in her own therapist that she sees.
Fucks another guy. Comes back to me, asking for advice because she's sure he's using her.
Why can't I fucking let go, /b/? I know I should give her up, but I just can't. I don't know why.
>>700401213
Faggot
Elisa Milicent Sinclair.
>>700403251
we love you too edgelord
Girl i text with recently asked me for "Netflix 'n Chill" and I just said no 2x.
This would have been an easy ticket for leaving the Wizard-train...
wtf is wrong with me...
>>700403163
Get Booze, try to get distracted by playing vidya, watching series or reading books.
Especially read books, i do it a lot and it really keeps me down. Many interesting and important books are also pretty cheap, so you wont have to spend much money.
>>700392848
Marine Engineering, where?
>>700401213
I feel the same, except I stopped talking to all of those friends because I wasn't enjoying their company anymore and keeping in touch with them felt like a burden.
>>700402401
Never horny
No motivation to do anything else either
>>700394266
wut movie?
Hey /b/ros, I was deeply depressed for the last month (beacuse school, lonelyness, i live in another city with no parents, fake friends from college, etc). But something happen that probably is gonna change my life. This happen yesterday:
>my cousing calls me and tell me that he is on a party
>"Hey, anon. Come to the party. Been a long time we don't go out"
>"Meh"
>Don't know why but I decide to go
>I go to the party
>I just take a sit and start talkin to my cousing and his friends
>my cousin goes to take a piss
>a girl comes to me and says if she can take some soda from our table
>"yeah, not mine. But take it."
>"Why are you alone anon? Would you like to dance?"
>fuck yeah
>we dance and I say if she wants to go a club
>"I'm 17, why dont we go to your apartment?" (legal age in Mexico:18)
By this time I didn't believe what was happening
>"S-sure, but my cousin is in town so he has to stay in my apartment, why don't you tell your friends?
>"Ok, let me try.
>Her friends don't want to come, so she, my cousin and I go to my apartment
>We go to a store and buy some vodka
>"Does your cousin really has to come?"
>I kiss her and tell her that he doesn't have a place to stay
>We arrive to my apartment and tell my cousin to leave and buy more alcohol
>He leaves and we're finally alone
>"I really like you Anon, don't forget me please"
>"That's not gonna happen, I really like you too"
>We start kissing and taking our clothes off
>"Do you have condoms, anon?"
>"Damn, I don't have anymore"
>"It doesn't matter, just don't cum inside"
>"I don't think that's a good idea"
>So she just rubs her pussy on my dick and she cums
>So fucking horny that I decide to put my dick inside
>"Anon, someone's at the door"
>"Fuck, that's my cousin"
>"Don't worry, we'll finish this next week"
>Take her home
>"Give your phone, Anon"
>She starts watching my whatsapp and she adds her phone number
I really liked her, but should I call her today or do I wait?
Really anons, I didn't expect that at all.
>>700403902
Denmark.
>>700403851
Maybe you are just afraid, i can totally understand.
>>700403851
Why the fuck did you say no?
Wrote a song about her name, too bad she'll never know me
https://youtu.be/im9JuD-5lc0
>>700400349
Elohim is ever better. Hes going on tour with her supporting it.
>>700403184
I used to play football (soccer if you're American)... I learn German in my free time...
But it all feels so pointless.
I know it's all in me and me myself but I just can't get out
>>700403884
Audiobooks are also pretty nice. I've been getting into the 40k horus heresy novel series, there's a dozen so far and more are being released over time, and each one lasts like 12 hours. They're great time sinks. Just lie down, put on a blind fold and disappear into a different world. Hard mode: instead of blindfolding yourself and lying down, exercise.
>>700403851
I have also done this, many times.
I have trust issues, yu 2 probably
>>700404274
meant to say several dozen
Please someone make a new feel thread if this one 404s.
It is great to "talk" with all of you.
>>700404153
I don't even fucking know, mate.
It's always the same.
I bring them to the point, where "they're ready" and then I just leave it this way...
Not because of fear or anything...
>>700403369
I got in excellent shape, became an expert martial artists who can compete at a high level but would rather start my PhD in 6 months or a year. I applied this cycle. I took on a lot of hobbies and all that good shit. Even did a bit of modeling.
Despite all that shit: not exactly. I have a few friends but I've never had a GF. I can count the number of times I had sex in my life on my hands and two of the 3 girls were anonymous hookups since I can't pull IRL. The other was a crazy slut who will fuck anything and I used it as a chance to lose my virginity since nobody else wanted me. I have some friends but my lack of experience still fucks me in dating. Last 3 dates I was stood up on. I'm still pretty miserable but use comedy to bring happiness to others despite wanting to kill myself every day. I keep running to see how far/good I can get in other fields of life but I wonder what for. After I get my PhD I'll see where I stand on suicude then. I'm 22.
Eliza. :(.
>>700400501
That's alright.
Remember not to let "her" take over your life. It's perfectly fine to feel miserable for a week or 2, then go out and do stuff. Take someone's dog for a walk, go to the beach, think of something awesome to cook and do it, go see a movie with some friends.
You're never truly alone and in the end everything will be pieced together
>>700404038
Don't call, text.
Make sure it's not pushy, but show that you've had a great time and want to meet up again.
Keep it light, keep it simple. You both obviously want it so the best way to go about this is not putting any pressure on this.
Candice Ritchie.
>>700404274
I just read one book of the 40k series although I am a huge fan of it. Really have to try out the audiobooks. Thanks for the hint!
>>700404407
Then why, for fuck sake. Obviously you can bring them to that point. Why bail at the last second?
>>700399508
Right in the feels
>>700404581
>You're never truly alone
fuck off
yes you are
>>700404356
I don't know if I have trust Issues. What are common indicators for stuff like that?
>>700403851
beta faggot?
>Andrea
I wonder if sometimes you look at the stars and think about me too. I'm not religious but I hope there's another life where our souls can meet again. I hope in another dimension we never split. I love the beautiful energy that makes your soul. And you're the most beautiful thing in existence. I hope you achieve everything you want in life and you meet someone who completes you, and you experience only pure happiness. I wish I could've suffered every illness and abuse you had, so you would never have to. More than anything, I hope you still meant when you said "our souls are stitched together, and we'll always be together, whether it's in this life or not."
>we were together 30 months
>engaged 24 of them
>weve been split for 18 months
>she moved
>changed her number
>changed her email
>quit facebook
I mean low-key I found her new address pretty easily... And went.. but I just looked. I couldn't bring myself to burden her with my face again. She's probably much better off.
>still reread our letters
>once a week while blackout drunk
>always put my gun to my head
>we'll be together when it clicks baby
>can never do it
Alright, since this thread is going absolutely nowhere, here's an unrelated question
I want to get a new phone but I'm as broke as a human being could possibly be.
2 cheap phones I found are the Liquid Acer Zest Plus and the Motorola Moto G4
Which of these phones would be a better choice? Or maybe there's another better choice around this price range???
>>700404257
you are on the right way, anon. Learing a foreigne language is something you can't buy. You put time and afford into it. Girls are instinctively looking for such traits
>>700404257
You can though. I know how shit and how weighty this can feel. Just go out there. Just do it, no matter how fucked it feels. It's going to suck more than it's enjoyable. But when it is enjoyable, great things can happen.
>>700404874
Oh fuck off. The only reason why someone is truly alone, is because he/she never goes out and meets people. There's 7 billion people on this earth, don't tell me there's no one who you could talk to and do fun things with.
There's even fucking support groups for people who feel alone, go to those if you can't get yourself to go out of your house.
Don't drown yourself in self-pity man.
>>700404807
I have absolutely no idea.
>>700404908
Not a classic one, but in this context, yea, I guess...
>>700405247
I dont have any legs, you going to carry me hombre?
>gf leaves
>sad for a few days
>realize that I guess I had a good run
>bought a cs go knife
>I was probably replaced by now but I don't even care
>Been dumped so many times that it doesn't even hurt as much anymore
I guess I moved on pretty quickly, loved her (probably the longest relationship I have ever had) but I guess that's just not enough.
>>700405326
Then stop doing it. If you have no idea, there's no real underlying reason, you faggot.
Fuck bitches, you can, so why don't you.
>Been working at this place for around two years
>this girl has been there the whole time
>i apply for school, and get in
>school is 8 hours away
>last month before moving, me and the girl get close
>very close, and attached in a short amount of time
>i am gone for three years, and a "relationship" of 1 month is not gonna hold this all together
>moved last week
>still talk, i love her
>but lately its just argueing
>she wants to still be friends
>i cant be friends tbh, because i wont get over it then
cba writing more, feel fucked up and alone tho
>>700405408
There's wheelchairs for that m8
I don't know who am I and I hate myself. My life is just misrable pile of defeats. My best friend moved out so I can't even go outside with her anymore. I have (should I say "had"?) some old friends, but I'm too scared to even say "hi" to them. My mother is an alcoholic who don't gives a fuck about me. She said a lot of times that it would be better if I wouldn't born.
I have no talents, no hobbies, I just exist with myself. What keeps me alive are video games and music. I have no friends - if I had, I always felt like I was useless. I always think like this.
Nobody never said "I love you Anon" and this is why I can't love and why I cannot be loved.
is it too late to jump in?
I have an inflammation in my dick that makes peeing and especially orgasms painful. This is chronic and not bacterial, so I have no idea when it will go away. I've had it for 2 years and I am currently 19.
Still a virgin because i wouldn't want to embarrass myself by cringing in pain once i blow in a girl.
I really, really feel miserable about this even if no one i know, knows about this. I'm pretending to be gay to my family and friends, so it's taboo for them to ask about my sexlife and I am theoretically allowed to hide everything to anyone justifiably.
I'm sad about it but act happy. I just hope I can keep this up until it's solved. If ever.
I have a shit ton of problems.
I procrastinate everything. I'm not doing badly, but I am usually teetering on the edge of failing to meet some responsibilities. I'm overweight. Lots of loud music has damaged my hearing, and sometimes I don't realize my voice is raised pretty loud when I think it's normal level. I have a tendency to snoop without realizing what I'm doing, though I have the common decency to stop when I catch myself. In my "native" language there's some things I can't pronounce properly. I tend to give my opinion on everything, without realizing that I'm doing it, and I know it gets really annoying. I have trust issues, and always feel like everyone's always laughing at me. I'm overweight, though thank good it's not obesity or anything. My hairline has been receding ever since I was a teenager, thanks dad. My fashion sense is mediocre at best, too conservative. Even though I measured it and it's smack-dab in the middle of average, I'm incredibly self-conscious of my penis, and I'm deathly scared to have sex because of it; I'm a virgin.
I lost 20kg (almost 50 lbs), and I'm down from "fat" to "chubby". I hang out with college mates, I meet people, get along fairly well with everyone.
I know that being in such a bad state myself, I'm in no position to be holding a relationship, and it'd only end up hurting me tremendously sooner or later.
But it fucking hurts to be alone when everyone around you isn't. It hurts a fucking lot.
>>700404964
I'd recommend the G4.
Her name is Hindsight, and she's a brutal cunt.
But the girl's name is Sydney. Just another tale of a dumbass who didn't see the signals. Looking back, there were plenty of signals that she felt something for me. I gradually cut contact with her because I was painfully in love with her and didn't notice she felt something similar. It's been years since we've had a proper conversation, but every time I see a picture of her on Facebook or a post she made about anything, all the feelings hit me like a brick.
It's too late to go for it now. I've been with my girlfriend for 5 years, but she's just not Sydney, and I feel awful that I still have that one big "negative" attached to her in my head. Honestly, I think that if I had seen the signs and gone for the gold, I'd be married, probably with a kid or two, and happy. Instead, I just dwell on that big "what if" and hesitate to make any permanent commitments to somebody who's completely in love with me.
I don't deserve either of them.
Im the guy wife the wife away and alone with the dogs. I feel bad foe anyone that cant have dogs. They are why I get up every morning.
German Shepherd Master Race
My only friend told me shes got 2 years of life left
Alright.
So a very good friends' father hung himself 2 days ago.
We haven't heard anything from him yet.
What do? leave him his space or "distract" him?
>>700407905
My father offed himself the same way. For some reason I felt ashamed and I didn't wanna see anybody.
>>700404028
Darude - Sandstorm: The Movie
>>700395357
Same.
Harambe
>>700399508
this guy is a retard. how can't you take a hint when she's sitting on his lap?
he doesn't deserve gf that's for sure
nothing to feel about it ...
>>700394782
>women at work feel the need to mention a bf in the first two sentences when talking to me
so what, you don't want to fuck broads from work anyway. go talk to girls and you'll get a GF soon
>>700408161
I am curious, what did you do afterwards, mate?
>>700408301
Exactly the shit I'd have done... >>700403851
It's not the you don't take the hint, you just don't do anything about it...
>>700396412
I've been feeling more depressed this summer becuase of no dog, he past away 26th april this year. he was 16years old.
>>700400977
Naaah, actually - the last sign that says "later" should be: "keep trying until you succeed, just stay strong". rekt
>>700408498
Fuck /b/ro, I'm sorry about your doggo. I know that feel.
need your help anons...
about to text a girl who i am with in no contact
but i know through friends that she wants contact again
what do i write
is saying "you're important too me" too much?
Erica, but she's dead
>>700409800
What do you know about her?
>>700410027
a lot
shes back with her ex thats was over 8 months ago
she still has feelings for me, a lot
and she wants to stay in contact, yet cut it off because she thought it would be the best
but that is hurting her more than when we stayed in contact
>>700400977
You're telling me you couldn't even be one of those things? Ruthless, courageous, anything? You need to get out of your house.
>>700407905
Neither.
Just listen to him.
Ask him if he's okay.
Let him know it's alright if he's not.
>be me
>has crush on this girl
>girl only sees me as a friend
>asks her out
>tells me how I'm pathetic and it won't ever happen
I've finally accepted that I'll remain alone for the rest of my life. So I guess there's no ' what ifs' anymore.
I've been so devastated after my break up 5 years ago that with time i started to feel absolutely nothing. I think I'm dead already but I guess I just need some more time to fully realize that. And no, it don't get any better. Ever. Only worse and worse with every day.
Cry you fuckers
>>700411447
That cat is a fucking psycho. You can see it in her eyes.
>>700410137
nigger, she doesn't give a flying shit about you. She's probably sucking on her bf's cock. You're just a male girlfriend to her.
>>700411884
actually, that is not the case
I have been diagnosed with both depression and social anxiety, this is a living hell, you don't have the energy to do anything and on the rare times you do, your anxity kicks in and your too anxious to interact with people. However, I would rather I have it and someone else didn't, no one deserves to go through this hell
>>700410137
>shes back with her ex
Don't do it anon... just don't
>>700411932
sure it is. Don't be your own enemy, you'll have enough enemies in your life as it is. poor bastard.
>>700401213
I love you, Anon.
>>700386605
She's leaving me, i'm scared as hell and would love to talk to literally any anon, about this or about their problems, anything, just need a /bro
>>700413044
If she's leaving you it's a good thing. You don't want to be in a relationship with someone who doesn't want to be with you. You'll meet another person, you'll do alright.
My gf of 11 months just left me a week ago. She said that she wanted to experience life and struggle because we never fought or had and money problems.
Im soo confused i still love her but i just dont know what to do.
>>700413044
[email protected], talk to me /bro
>>700399508
No sympathy for this moron. He had multiple chances and intentionally blew it.
>>700413575
113.
>>700413562
she found another cock to suck. No worries, it happens sometimes.
Living with my parents at 20 in a deadend town. There's nothing here for me. No friends anymore. Nothing.
I have to stay here to go to community college though so I can move out. I genuinely want to kill myself. My parents are poor and me being here is a strain on them but there aren't any jobs here. They hate me too.
I hate my life. I want to just leave the country.
I just broke up with the person I thought I would be with forever I think im goinf to kill myself
>>700413562
wait a bit, she'll come back
>>700388709
But where?
>>700414053
kek. nigger, you won't do shit. You'll soon start to beg her to come back with you and after that, she'll be disgust by you and will hate herself for ever fucked with you. It happens sometimes.
>>700386605
I don't know her name, but I make a point to go see her every Saturday or Sunday at her job at the local Korean-owned grocery store (H Mart). We always wave and smile at each other, but don't really know each other's names. We've had only brief dialogue so far. Dating might complicate things though.
About a year ago, I talked to this girl at work for a month or so and things seemed to be going pretty well. Then I found out she had a bf. She ended up getting a job elsewhere so we haven't talked since then.
Just now she messaged me and asked what's up. What do I do, /b/? I've been pretty down/depressed this last year (for that reason and many more) and I've forgotten how to talk to grills. What should I say?
>>700413956
>>700414059
I know shes with another guy... thats what kills me especially since i know shes going to wanna come back. Hes broke and a dumbass. I just feel bad for her i could of given her so much more
>>700414724
Ask how she's been, what her new jobs like and compliment her on different aspects
>>700400977
Except you can work hard as fuck and get really good at something as a last option.
Maybe that's not as easy in the US, but where college doesn't put you in debt for life, that is a viable option.
>>700402098
>fast forward 2 years
> Anon 1 and Anon 2 are happly married with three frogs a children
>>700402098
>fast forward 2 years
> Anon 1 and Anon 2 are happly married with three frogs a children
Awwwwwwwww
>>700386962
>with nothing to do
>you'd waste away
>obscure in exile
>>700386605
OP you feel lonely?
https://youtu.be/AXeQolAZl1o
Check this out. That's at least what I'm doing if I feel lonely.... and crying.... and smoking... : ^)
It can always be worse. Imagine not having a home in the middle of winter, or enduring a war. Losing someone you love is sad, but it's not the end.
>>700386605
Brooke and she's a dumb cunt but I miss her anyways
good thing that the only 2 times that girls showed feeling towards me I was autistic
right guys
ha haha
Samantha, she was a nice looking Asoan girl. Cute fave big tits and a nice ass, she was racist but I would disprove everything she hated about Latinos. We would have dated if I wasn't to much of a beta to ask.
>tfw big cringey fetish since childhood
>tfw not even attracted to women or men
>tfw I will never experience love
why
>be me, 15
>see her and fall in love at first sight
>tell friend the moment that she's the one
>get to know her over next year
>become friends
>to afraid of rejection
>never make move
>graduate high school
>one night over summer before freshman year, call her
>tell her I love her and always have
>says she had a crush on me but I never made a move
>go to different colleges
>quickly drift apart
>think about her everyday
>see her on Facebook one day freshman year
>she dating some guy
>still think about her everyday
>see her on Facebook
>she moves to other side of world with same guy
>still think about her every day
>see on her Facebook one day
>she got married to that guy
>still think about her every day
>see her on Facebook the other day
>she just had that guys kid
>still thinking about her everyday...
>>700394905
at least they go and do somthing
Anyone here have a girl with a feminine penis?
I did something and ended up hurting the girl I'm head over heels in love with.
I don't feel like I did anything wrong but she doesn't want to give me another chance. But she always comes back to talk to me.
I feel like I should keep trying but I'm getting scared.
don't really have a problem
but bought an apartment with my 3 year gf.
she don't really show affection, she never want to do anything to please me, she is lazy about her life desicions, and generally really boring, falling out of love and dont know how to deal with it yet.
I loose a lot of sleap cuse I stay up thinking about it
>>700401213
i have something really similar, and i'm just so tired of having to compete with my friends about everything jokingly laughing insults away and seeing how much better off other people are while i do a pathetic attempt of trying to make more of myself while falling into a bottomless pit of depression. i am just so tired
Wendy
>>700408914
i read this a while ago, fuck man, nearly got me in tears.
Skylar
Suggestion for you all, have a movie night at your house and invite like 3 girls and 2 guys so it's equal, order some food and have a good time, I had one last night and I feel better than I have all summer
>>700395015
>wife
>dogs
>party
FUCK YOU SELFISH FAGGOT! I'd kill someone to be in your position right now. If that doesn't make you happy, fucking kill yourself and stop wasting everyone's time.
(1/2)
>>700386605
FUCK YOU NIKKI!!
i hope your vag is gapped out like the grand canyon ever since you gave birth, i hope you never meet a guy that gives two shits about you. i dont even feel bad that the babys daddy left you. shoulda just stayed with me and smoked up and fucked all day with no worries for money or a home. woulda been better then another sad desperate single mother that learner from her mistakes too late
TL;DR im still butt hurt a cute red headed slut left me
>>700403445
Because you are afraid of been alone.
Don't be afraid.
There is much to be accomplished
Interdependence can only work if you find your own indepence.
Do something that you like, get healthy, pursue a career, at the end of the day your goal must be to grow as a person.
Your other half will come at some point during that process, be ready anon.
>>700417528
>big cringey fetish since childhood
Go on...
>>700391892
Felt the same way before heroin. Now my life is great ;^)
>Short (170 cm)
>Cringy
>Can't talk to girls
>5.5 inch cock
>Ugly
>Trying to workout but no progress so far
I should just end myself.
Tatiana
>>700421968
If you're trying and nothing is happening, you're either not trying hard enough or still eating too much.
>>700394564
Ask her out, and if she makes you feel bad FUCK HER move on and find a new object of affection.
Kait Fisher.
>Stole her from her boyfriend who never communicated with her but she stayed with out of attachment.
>Spent a solid month getting close
>Finally kissed her laying on the bed of my truck looking at the stars
>Loved her more then anything for the next 4 months
>Made love after being apart for two weeks in the summer
>Once I was happy
Found her drunk at a party kissing a guy easily more attractive then me. Never was the same afterward.
>Screamed at her on the ride home until my voice broke
>She is sobbing uncontrollably trying to say sory but my ignorant ass wont accept it.
>Gets out of my truck and looks back at me in the driver seat.
>Says she is sorry one last time and that she knew it was unforgivable
I got the text at around midnight saying she never meant to hurt me and she knew how to solve it.
Five years later I still stop by her house and stare at the dark oak tree she hung herself from.
>She spent 13 years with depression and I was the only one who kept her alive for the last year.
>I threw the world away from a young girl who loved me more then anything in this universe.
>I'll never be able to sleep soundly at night without thinking about that final text and how ignorant I was to flip at a drunken mistake,
Stay happy /b/rothers. Make them count.
