Feels thread >me 19 >really like a girl in uni >she
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>me 19
>really like a girl in uni
>she likes my friend
>asks me if I'll hook them up
>in exchange she hooks me up with her friend
>her friend is beautiful but I still want her
>decide to hook her up with my friend
>I know what my friend is like with women
>don't expect the relationship to be long
>go on double date
>they talk about sex all night
>I just awkwardly laugh to myself
>afterwards I drive my date home
>she asks me if I wanna sleep with her but I say no
>I just want my crush
>the next week
>haven't seen crush on any classes
>find out that my 'friend' mercilessly rape her that night
>took pictures of your afterwards
>crush killed herself
>>700146489
bullshit...
>>700146489
damn, if that's true then fuck
>>700146489
If that really happened to you OP, that is a life changing experience.
>>700146489
Meh
I just wish I asked her out instead of being a pussy, believe in yourself and don't make my mistake
>>700146489
I call bullshit. But that's sad though.
>>700146489
Holy fuck OP I'm so sorry
>>700146489
its that time of the evening again
>be me
>17 yo
>meet a nice girl
>she already has a bf treating her like shit
>often compliments me
>tells me ever since we met, she wanted things to change with her bf
>her bf is a fucking depressed piece of shit who threatened her to kill himself if she left her
>fall in love with her as time passes by
>one day she tells me she's in love with me too
>problem's his fucking bf
>we agree she'll leave him little by little
>go out in secret
>she's a beast in the bed
>after 2 weeks of perfect love, she starts growing apart from me
>getting closer to her bf
>finally breaks up with me right when I enter medical school
>tfw I go through depression because I've been cucked like a faggot
>tfw I lost a year because of her
>tfw it hasn't been a day without thinking about her
>>700147627
>>700146489
this is the worst motivational speech ever
>>700149813
Damn Anon, how long ago?
>>700150181
20 years
>>700150181
It happened one year ago.
>>700150437
Have you moved on at all from her? I have a story of mine with a woman too, and it's been now around a year and a half. Sometimes it all comes back and I choke a little on the feels, but it gets dimmer as times drifts away.
>be me
>in 8th grade
>shy new girl joins class, she's kinda cute
>I catch her attention and she catches mine
>date for awhile
>im new to this so I try my best
>start growing apart
>confused cause I haven't been receiving any negative signals
>one day her friends tell me she's breaking up with me
>outta nowhere
>wtf?
>never found out why
>never had a girlfriend since
>not that I didn't try
maybe thats why im such a terse, cynical /b/astard
>>700151447
As I wrote, I haven't. We broke up in September 2015, and I swear I've been thinking about her everyday. It paralyses me.
It seems like you're better than me at moving on, I hope someday I can achieve it too.
Feeling pretty fucking shit right now...
It's 12am, parents are asleep and my little 14 year old brother just sneaked a girl into his room and I can hear them giggling and making out
I'm 19 and I've never even had a girl's number saved on my phone.
I'm pretty glad my lil bro didn't turn out like me though
everytime im in a feels thread I get this feeling in my chest, I don't like this feeling.
but maybe that's what keeps drawing me back to them, cause at least I feel something.
>>700149820
fuck dude
im friendzoned. im of average looks. i think im of above-average intelligence, but i drink and im depressed and im socially retarded so im functionally retarded. im 21. ive asked two girls out. one was married and had a kid already (for real), and the second broad claims to have a long-distance boyfriend and hasnt responded to my text from four days ago. im a virgin, im chronically depressive, and i hate myself and want to die.
me everyweekend
>>700152787
if a girl has friendzoned you there is only one thing to do:
get her to hook you up with one of her cute friends
maybe you wont get over her right away, but you might as well use your status with her to your benefit. get some pussy at least ya know?
you'll be alright man, i'm depressed af too, but that doesn't mean you should just fold a playable hand
>>700151714
You're either a huge faggot or your underage.
>>700152787
>one was married
>second broad claims to have a long-distance boyfriend
Wow it's almost like you should be trying to talk to single women.
Or fucking kill yourself your retard.
Yea you know what just off yourself.
>>700153476
second broad is the nicest bitch i ever met.
>off yourself
fuck yeah
I have to do bullshit with my life for bullshit reasons.
I've wasted too much of my previous life for bullshit reasons.
People are ignorant and stupid fucks for bullshit reasons.
I'm tired and sleep deprived for bullshit reasons.
I don't perform well in the things I want to do on my spare time for bullshit reasons.
I've been more emotional recently for bullshit reasons.
People don't see me as weak, but I see myself as weak.
People don't see me as lacking of intelligence, but I see myself as lacking of intelligence.
People don't see me as lacking of knowledge, but I see myself as lacking of knowledge.
People don't see me as lacking of motivation and effort, but I see myself as lacking of motivation and effort.
Bullshit. Everything is bullshit.
My life is bullshit, everybody else's life is bullshit, this planet is bullshit, the whole galaxy is bullshit, the whole universe is bullshit. If there're other dimensions, they're probably bullshit, too.
>>700153476
eat shit. i hate you faggots that come to feels threads just to shit on sad anons.
suicide on the forefront of all your minds. i bet you're equally as pathetic. how bout you kys or gtfo my threads. i need this shit.
>>700146489
>Be me.
>underage gf
>lies all the time
>daddy issues
>cheated
>now we just fuck
>tfw ill never find love
>>700146489
Bullshit. If not you have poor choice in friends.
>>700154056
>i need this shit.
You really don't.
>>700153850
>second broad is the nicest bitch i ever met.
Oh what in your 21 years of social retardation and depression?
I bet you've met tons of women.
There will be another "nicest girl I've ever met" I guarantee that.
Stop being a fucking faggot.
>>700154056
How about you eat shit?
This little faggot is hitting on women that are already in relationships, one of which was married with a kid the other's boyfriend wasn't even around.
How about you both make a giant plate of shit and eat it together?
>i need this shit.
Fucking pathetic.
>>700154056
Yeah what you need to do is less bitching, and more introspection. Figure out who you are,
and then get to Doing
>>700149813
dont you wish you were born gay sometimes
>>700154460
>21 years of social retardation and depression
it's been at least since sixth grade, but ive always been different and shitty
>stop being a fucking faggot
ive always have some athletic, musical, and intellectual acumen but i just think im too awkward and unattractive to get a girl who in any way meets my standards
>my standards
oh boy. makes me feel even shittier, not being pro bono
>>700152054
You will Anon, you will. In time.
Do try to severe bonds with her, and things that keep her present in your thoughts. Eventually it'll drift away and you'll have peaceful rest, but it takes time and only time.
I'm so sorry
Why not break in the coroner's office?
>Last summer
>I was with a mentally fucked up guy
>I didn't really know how fucked up he was until a couple months in
>super controlling Everything was always my fault
>became abusive
>I'm super depressed all the time
>at work we get a new bartender
>first time I actually feel like I wanna be with someone
>leave other guy for bartender
>he makes me the happiest girl ever
>just looked forward into coming into work just to see him
>Ik he likes me
>he gets new job bc the one we work at is closing for winter
>he has my number but never has called or texted
>hes asked about me a few months ago
>the person said he really does care about you and thinks About you
>never calls
>i think about him all the time
>i wonder if he does the same about me
>i still wait
>>700150181
It's still happening.
>>700156106
are you are fag or are you gonna whip out them titties?
>>700149813
>>go out in secret
You impatience piece of human garbage.
>>700155760
How about you start with a girl that doesn't meet your standards?
What's the worst that could happen?
God I feel so fucking shitty right now /b/ros
>crush on this one girl for the entirety of high school
>nut up after like 5 years and ask her out
>she says yes
>everything's great for like three weeks
>suddenly it's not
>she ignores me, avoids me, makes up excuses not to see me
>break it off after like a month of this
>it was agony
>it's been about a half a year since we stopped talking to each other
>I dreamt about her almost every night these past two weeks
>stalk her blog to see what she's been doing
>it's a bunch of "if only someone loved me" bullshit
she was my fucking world and she didn't want me and now she's going to kill herself because she's lonely
why does this hurt so much /b/?
>>700146489
>>be me
>>17 yo
>>meet a nice girl
>>she already has a bf treating her like shit
>>often compliments me
>>tells me ever since we met, she wanted things to change with her bf
>>her bf is a fucking depressed piece of shit who threatened her to kill himself if she left her
>>fall in love with her as time passes by
>>one day she tells me she's in love with me too
>>problem's his fucking bf
>>we agree she'll leave him little by little
>>go out in secret
>>she's a beast in the bed
>>after 2 weeks of perfect love, she starts growing apart from me
>>getting closer to her bf
>>finally breaks up with me right when I enter medical school
>
>>tfw I go through depression because I've been cucked like a faggot
>>tfw I lost a year because of her
>>tfw it hasn't been a day without thinking about her
Demn /b/ro, i feel you :/
>>700159032
Let her kill herself good riddance
>>700146489
Since youve all had some time to think about the girl you liked and what you would have done different I need some advice on one im slowly loosing rn, ill green text
>be me half black well built
>hot white girl
>I love me some white meat
>tells me im hot af etc etc
>occasional party shes always on my dick dancing
>Focousing on other shit rn but i've never been good with talking to girls
>She lives kinda far now,Girls in my town suck
>getting depressed slowly
>SC her and she always instantly respond
>im not beta I try to flirt but never come off thristy I aint no fuck boi
>We kinda only streak now and she'll send ocasional funny vids or pic of her
>dont respond cause idk if she got other men she sending out to
>moving on with my life smoking weed and lifting
>dont know what to say shes come on to me just dont know how to properly fineese
>>700146489
Nice friend you get
>>700159961
Ask her out? Say you wanna catch up
>>700159961
Ask her out?
>>700156106
How about you call him ffs, and if he doesn't answer then get a new man it's easy for girls as long as you're not downs. Also bring the tit pics or gtfo if you are a girl and not a trap.
>be me
>too lazy to type it all
>loveless wife
>still feel the same as when we first met, the sight of her makes me giddy
>I am nothing to her
>She responds to no attempts on my part to rekindle a spark
>fuck you Lisa, I fucking love you
>>700160899
I told him if he wanted to talk to me to call me first i have a reason why i said that and not trap
>>700160885
>>700160687
Im busy with other stuff she lives a good while from me
>>700161235
But it sounds like you want to talk to him almost as much as he wants to talk to you what's stopping you from calling him?
>>700161427
Can't you find a weekend or alot some time to hang out?
>>700161558
Tbh i think its just the fact of he knows how much i loved to be around him and if he wanted to do the same he would have made an effort to contact me
>>700146489
> Took pictures of your afterwars
Wtf does that mean
>>700160916
>same here.
>>700158506
aids and pregnancy
Does anyone know anything about buying drugs on the deep web
>>700162153
Her?
>>700162327
yes
>>700162406
Best way to hide IP?
>>700162473
are you expecting something other than tor?
>>700161843
>inb4 beingedgefag
Im a drug dealer that plays football....its really diffucult
>>700150289
Damn
>>700161855
Oh that sucks anon. Kinda seems like each of you are playing a little cat and mouse game
>>700162565
Ik tor isnt safe,heres what ive planed to do,
Use OS tails, install it on usb then use on disposable laptop, download tor disable all the scripts etc,then use encrypted web page, what else could i do?
>had sex last night
>too drunk didn't cum
>feelsbadman
>>700162846
You see it too? But its all good, it will work itself out soon enough. I just hope it's not much longer is all
>>700163379
You're an idiot.
Period.
>>700156832
>>700160899
Tits or gtfo is for anons explicitly going HURR DURR IM A GIRL
If you can't tell don't fucking ask that's the whole goddamned point of being anon
Fucking newfags
>>700163285
Doesntmatterhadsex.jpg
>>700156106
why dont you try texting him? guys like it when girls text them first
>>700163897
Sorry you're not an idiot. Just call the fucking guy though.
Friend offed herself. Ive already posted this like three times but i'll keep doing this until im over it.
Last message to me over skype was
>Im so sorry. I cant do it. So much shit has been going on. I can’t take it anymore, I just need to get away. Im probably not going to reply after this, since I giving every thing away. I love you. I Know it was only on a platonic level, and we weren’t even a real thing but I really do feel like I love you. I honestly lied to you when I said I was fine. To be honest, I was so heart broken over so many things, and then you came along. I felt like I actually had someone to relate with, and honestly liked it. Then so much shit went down and I couldn’t take it.Im not gonna end my life..I just- Im not sure what I’m going to do. I was such a doofus and I jacked everything up. Im sorry about being a clumsy girl that was head over heels for you, knowing I wouldn’t get much in return. Please. Don’t bash yourself. This is just a goodbye message,and I know its super gross and cheesy and shit but Im just saying things I feel. and How I felt. I never meant for all this shit to happen, therefore Im going to fix it. Im going to fix it all. I don’t want you to hate yourself or any of that bullshit. Just be the sarcastic little nerd I knew. So this is it I guess..I love you. and I still will…I don’t wanna say goodbye, I really don’t. but I have to. Keep doing you, and don’t stop for anybody. I don’t fucking care what happens, keep being an asshole on 4chan. I don’t fucking care what they say. You are the definition to my perfect and always will be. I know, I sound so cheesy. But I don’t care. So I guess I’m signing out..For all the days Im gone: Good morning, goodnight and I love you. I love you so fucking much. Bye..
This is the third girl ive gotten to know that has killed herself or attempted it
>>700164504
>be anon
>say hi to gril
>she kills herself
i'm kind of jealous tbh
>>700164747
It only happens after i befriend them
>>700164113
>>700164125
He always has girls chasing him and I don't want to be "just another girl" to him I already said I wouldn't chase him..no matter how much I wish we talked, its stupid mind games and I hate it just too far into it to change what's going on
>>700165126
Tell him exactly that.
>>700165253
Okay, I think I will. Thanks
Classic feels story
>be a girl hopelessly romantic virgin 18y/o
>fall in love with someone younger than you living 2 hours on a ferry away over the internet
>guy kissed over 100 girls already and very experienced sexually
>i kissed a hanfdul and was never sexual with anyone
>meet guy in person and fall in love instantly but is bad with being intimate or affectionate
>guy pushes to have sex on the second date
>ask him to take it slow
>he gets mad i dont show affection
>third date we have a little fight over sexuality
>i force myself to suck him off
>crying the whole time, can't do it
>runs to the bathroom crying and then leave
Flash forward
>guy leaves to sweden for school for 8 months
>we decide we can do it
>we go through with a lot of fighting obviously, mostly about sometimes being non loyal
>i cuddled a guy, he almost got a blowjob
>we keep at it being together throughout the time he's there
>he's obsessed with me cheating on him
>one night we're skyping and he says a girl im scared of him cheating on me with were talking on skype
>he says she was putting the moves on him but he was declining her
Should i continue
>be me 18
>finally get the courage to ask out this cute blonde girl in my class
>perfect 10
>dating for a few weeks
>tells me shes liked me for a long time
>everythings great
>a year later
>shes going to be an exchange student in india
>leaving for vacation the day before she leaves
>wont see her for 11 months
>find out after i left she immediately had sex with another guy
>still havent seen her again but still really want her
>turn to /b/ because im feeling down
>>700165473
No problem. This coming from a guy. The initiative, and clear verbal expectations will go a long way.
>>700160916
Dang
>>700165555
Yeah continue. Nice quads but that doesn't matter
i need some really sad music /b/ros
>>700165555
As soon as you explain what the fuck is going on sure
>>700164504
Keep spamming till you feel better. My condolences
>>700165502
>>700165924
Thanks man. Just concerned if others are getting pissed at me spamming it
>>700166060
Nah m80 this is the place to let it out
>>700166060
nah dude, this a feels thread, just you do you
So if it makes anyone feel any better, I will probably go to prison soon for something I genuinely did not do. Apparently in texas all they need is for a kid to say something happened, and they can take you to trial. Thanks renee you bitch, you know you put your daughter up to it.
>>700165555
>i get jealous and angry message her to back off my man
>she sends me screenshots of their IMs over the last few weeks
>they been cyberfucking the whole time
>still in webcam skype call with him
>i say he cheated on me
>he freezes
>how do you know she isnt making it up
>literally staring at all the messages between them
>i start reading them all to him making him stay there while crying
>literally reading cyberfuck between them and online moaning shit
>after thirty minutes of him sitting there with a blank expression
>we break up
>after a few days we make it up because i always give second chances
>I can't get over it fully and keep saying it in every little fight we have
>he gets kicked out of the school thing early and gets sent home
>parents are pissed won't let me see him
>i keep begging them to see him, ready to lose my virginity to this guy
>we fight again
>he blocks me and pisses off
>mfw waited 8 months to see him
>mfw he was apparenlty cheating on me the whole fucking time with girls in Europe
>now i see his pictures from europe being posted on instagram
>when im drunk or high i always think of him
>the saddest part is if he shows even the little bit of ibterest in me, i will jump right back into it even though i know he hurt me and cheated on me and lied to me.
>>700166668
Well it's worse here in Cali /b/ro.
I cracked once, mind you I was a perfect student. Never a problem in the past and I got along with all my teachers. But I Crack because of some black cunt who was bullying my old teacher and I'm arrested on terrorism charges. The whole thing was a peice of shit because they argued that I wanted to shoot up the school but not once did I ever say anything about guns
>>700146489
Oh God. I really hope you made that up, OP.
>>700167324
Bro that sucks (I know you're a girl but at this point you're a bro)
And although I might not be able to help in any way I'm always here as a bro. But good luck if you shall go a different way and try to find a nice guy. It kills me when a girl goes for the douche
I ended up in spic prison bc i shanked a kid in mexico while i attended some classes there
>>700167350
Well m8, see you in 15-99. I had a mediocre life. Wonder if this shit hole wil be here still.
Pic related. Part of my story.
Hopefully this thread is still alive.
Nobody gives a shit About me. I tend
to just exist in the lives of people I consider "friends" and my girlfriend could give less than two shits about us and this stupid fucking "break" were on is just a front and I'm manipulating myself thinking it will make us "better".
So an invetiable break up is at hand but I don't have the balls or heart to do it cause I love the shit out of this girl and I have for three goddamn years that we've been together and it's starting to feel like it's not worth it.
On the other hand. My so called "friends" could care less about me too. Nobody ever invites me to shit or replies when I try to make plans or when I rarely do get a day to chill it's always some excuse.
I blame myself for cutting so many people off and its my fault. It's why my best friend moved three states away and cut me off and it's why nobody wants to be a friend
I'll just come to terms and accept that I'm a lonely piece of shit. I guess all I can do is work on bettering myself for the time being until I can be proved wrong by the universe.
I need a drink.
i just dont know what to do, i want to get a gf but life just takes a shit on me time and time again
>>700168066
I feel that dubs bro. I have one friend, and I know he could forget me in a heartbeat.
>>700168066
Anon, you just need to find somewhere you're wanted, where your opinion matters. We'll always be your /b/rothers anon
>>700168066
>On the other hand. My so called "friends" could care less about me too. Nobody ever invites me to shit or replies when I try to make plans or when I rarely do get a day to chill it's always some excuse.
this. but im the way people will sometimes invite to shit but i dont want to go because ill have more fun just staying home so i make up some shit and it ALWAYS comes back to hunt me, i just dont know anymore
>>700167792
Thank you man. I hate that i think of him
>be me young anon
>got high expectations, and a fucked up childhood
>end up pretty good, great career, plenty cash and influence
>go through relationships, same old same old
>meet incredible chick, kinda loopy but perfect match
>get crazy with her, invite to bring some darker shit into the bedroom
>she's into the masochistic lifestyle, wants to invite these inner demons
>bring them out. mutilate her, give her severe ptsd
>she runs, like fucking skips town
>feel guilty, like a monster, obsessed with it
>lose myself, lose work, lose my home
>make comeback, bringing old nnd new colleagues together to get into some dank shit
>find new purpose that invigorates me. Will probably kill me tho
>get involved in ongoing conflicts, line up moves to seriously cripple some bad people
>got everyone waiting for the go ahead, still need to break through anxiety
>all is good to go but once i sign off on the next step lots of people die and i'll probably be one of them
>at least have a way of making myself useful to the world, many will benefit
>so why the fuck am I racking my mind over it on /b/ instead of doing it, figure i'm preparing myself for it
>>700152664
You understand the very essence of my existence, anon. Sociopathy is the ultimate form of pain.
>>700164504
You didn't forget her
I don't know what it counts for but it counts for something
Pics or it didn't happen OP.
>>700168609
Enjoy a final drink with me /b/rother and raid the tumblr fags like the good days
>>700168799
Thanks anon, it's great to be free from all the edginess of the other threads
>>700154056
Newfag b8 detected. This is how we help each other. We joke in the most morbid way. That's how we all are, here. Just a bunch of sociopaths who have to go to far-reaching lengths to feel anything.
>>700162609
Quit being a nigger?
>>700168698
I hear power points are a good cure for sociopathy.
>>700168589
I know how you feel. I used to have a girlfriend who I just absolutely loved but there were things she didn't tell me. Eventually because she was far away she told me that she was going insane and that her phone was being taken away while her mom booked her into a mental hospital. Her kik name changed in two days and I asked her once more what was going on. She didn't respond and I just cut her off. And this was a girl I was extremely dedicated to, one that I could experience any imaginable torture just for her but she didn't feel anything for me in the end. I almost forgot about her but lately she just became a big thought again
>>700156106
It's a goddamn trap, guys. Put your dicks away, for God's sake.
>>700162934
>tor isn't safe
>a random setup by someone who knows nothing about security will certainly be safer
I don't know what to tell you. Without trying to be a dick, you sound too stupid to help.
>>700159032
Goddamn, dude. Fuck.
>>700163882
>newfags
Yeah, I'm sure you've been around since before 2006.
That's why you soaked up the whiteknight culture so thoroughly, right?
>>700169715
All oldfags either became whiteknights, killed themselve s or ended up in prison
>>700169413
Not trap
>>700168545
I hope I do soon. I cant even count the amount of times I posted a status asking if anyone wanted to drink or chill and got 0 replies. I know its a sad and desperate attempt but I'll take what I can get. Still unwanted.
Thanks though man, /b/ are my true friends.
>>700168548
See I did the same shit too but now I actuslly WANT to hang out with people and I'm still a fucking shadow.
>>700164504
Oh, shit, this broke my feels. Like, legit, this is the suicide note I'd expect my (ex?) Gf to send me... Ugh, I miss her... Long story short, long distance relationship, she's super depressed, hasn't returned my texts in weeks, am tempted to break it off if not for 2 things: 1) only person to ever want to fuck me 2) would probably kill herself if I did. I just wish I could find a decent chick to go out with. I've been considering asking out one of my exes, we're still friends and I think I can make it work out. That failure was completely on me and I think I can make up for it easily. Although, if I fuck it up, I found easily lose one of my few actual friends... I don't know, I'm just lonely and sick of wanting to an hero every night.
>>700167324
Man you sure are retarded.
It must suck to be one of your types that will take someone back after all that.
You're asking for it at this point.
Oh well m8, your life your rules
>>700169715
He is right though.
>>700169391
Holly shit but was it true all she said? Was she that mental for real..
So if it makes anyone feel any better, I will probably go to prison soon for something I genuinely did not do. Apparently in texas all they need is for a kid to say something happened, and they can take you to trial. Thanks renee you bitch, you know you put your daughter up to it.
>>700149521
Que picardia
>>700146489
>feels thread
>miguel is a nigger
>>700170035
It really does suck lol. Im that stupid person who once has someone in their heart they cant really escape
I feel stupid when i think of him and this was a year ago
>>700170250
Sorry about the accidental double post there.
>18
>Living with mom, attending classes
>I move out in a month
>I've packed, saved, and cleaned up anything left behind
>Haven't been able to sleep for weeks
>I've treated my mom and brother like shit for 2 years
>Brother is only 15, Mom is hardworking af
>Constantly I tell them they're useless and will never go anywhere in life like they are
>They can do nothing but tell me to "stop" and that "its not their fault"
>My pride wont let me stop
>I just want them to get better
>they're both overweight and dreamers
>Mom has always been bad with money
>Can barely pay bills sometimes
>Still gives us everything she can
>Brother just needs some help
>Had to transfer high schools because he was getting bullied, and he didn't tell me
>I die every time i see them talking
>I cant talk to them about my day, about my new job, about how I got accepted into my dream school
>My pride
>What am I prideful of?
>I love them so much
>I want to help them
>I want to let them know that I want to be a family with them again
>Made her cry today
>Have to pretend like I didn't cry too
>>700169171
PowerPoint? JFC, don't make a slide show!
>>700164504
Jesus fuck.
> third girl to do this
Oh my god, anon.
>>700170250
What the hell man i hope you dont go to jail. People who use vhilfren for their benfit are bullshit eaters
>>700169936
I dint even actually ever tell this girl i liked her. I used to sweet talk her in a pretending fashion but never outright claim any feelings because i didnt have any feelings
>>700170103
I never believed it, maybe she was but as much as she hurt me I'd still belive she wasn't that mental
>>700164504
Off yourself and join her in the afterlife
>>700167350
Fuck man, I actually told my friend that I wanted to shoot up the school once because I was depressed for a long time, I got questioned by the cops but I didn't get charged with anything. That fucking sucks, I guess California is just way more strict than Utah.
>>700170755
Fuck her
>>700170696
Ouch. So she fell in love with you, only to not be loved back. Heh. Sounds like my entire life, being honest.
>>700170529
Yea, 2nd girl to fall for me. It sucks
>>700170926
I didn't even mention guns. I just mentioned stabbing one person. That was it but my family had guns and those got into the mix and then the school felt like they caught a school shooter
>>700149813
You are going to medschool anon. Do you have any idea how much pussy you will be getting now? Girls get super wet if you tell them you are a doctor or you are going to be one. Femanons back me up on this.
>know a girl
>she's mental
>she's completely infatuated with me
>I'm in a relationship so it's easy to keep her in friendzone
>but I can't deny it's quite hot
It's a good feel.
>>700171165
Tell them that if they don't drop the charges you'll set off the bombs
>>700171202
Truuuuu
>>700170693
Oh, I think it's inevitable. This is Texas, the guilty state. Plus I cannot afford a real attorney, so I am getting reamed by am attorney that works for the state.
>>700171072
In retrospect i would have told her i love her to make sure she lived. Even if it was a lie i wish to be needed and i dont often think people deserve to be unhappy
>>700170937
I try to forget her, but like I said I put so much love into this girl. Usually I would forget her and not think of her but every feels thread reminds me of her, it makes me feel closer to something I don't have. And as far as I'm concerned she's as close as I have gotten to having someone love me. When I love someone I mean it and I'm willing to do anything but no one feels the same for me
>>700171283
Fuck the usa honestly. Thats stupid
>>700168066
Damn, anon. I know precisely how you feel. That's how it was for me through high school. People didn't like me as I was, so I constantly had to be something for them and it was always work for me. College folk are so much better. Just gotta find the right people and say the rift things.
>>700171475
I feel you, i always seem to love more than i am being loved. I find that people stop loving me and i hopelessly try to hold on to what i thought was love, for them only infatuation
>>700171267
They kept out of school for 3 months. The legal limit is 5 days so I can technically sue the second largest district if I wanted to because the whole me getting arrested and kicked out almost ended up in me killing myself
>21
>dating this guy for 6 months
>lots of sex, gettin freaky
>stops talking all of a sudden one day
>go to his apartment after a week of silence
>knock on door
>no answer
>remember where he left spare key
>let myself in
>go to bedroom
>dick firmly planted in my ex-boyfriends ass
>apparantly he was gay the whole time
fuck you miguel
>have online friend since 2010
>let's call her Carmen
>we talk on and off thru the years, always keeping up with each other
>we had always talked about sexual things on and off
>she also shared naked pics of her thru the years
>late 2015 we start talking again, very often
>grow closer than before and start to have a pretty good friendship
>bring her up in conversation with my gf about having a threesome
>make plans to eventually meet Carmen since I've known her for so long and we'd get to fuck her
>show my gf pics of her and she likes her
>girl sends us nude pictures almost daily
>after a while, my gf notices some discrepencies in pictures
>Carmen has tattoos that arent there in certain pictures
>sometimes new tattoos appear that I know Carmen doesn't have
>my gf gets all Catfish: The TV Show on this shit
>find our Carmen has been stealing photos/videos from cam girls rather than sending us real pics
>my gf and I try and figure out if I should confront her about it
>finally do it
>she tries to play it off then comes clean saying she did it because of insecurity etc. etc.
>we start to grow apart
>one day she writes something online about being drugged and raped
>my gf thinks it's bullshit
>i'm skeptical about it
>talk to Carmen again to ask if she's okay, if she's gonna file charges etc
>Carmen seems rather indifferent about it, like t didnt even matter
>grow apart more
>few weeks later text her "hey hope everything is well"
>no response
>check her instagram, see someone asking if she's okay
>check her brother's IG
>see "RIP Carmen" post on brother's IG
Have felt like shit since then. She passed this July and I have no idea what happened to her.
>>700171479
Yea, but it's one of things you don't know until your fucked. If by some miracle the fact that there is zero evidence saves my life, I might switch my major from buisness to criminal justice.
>>700171739
This reeks of sarcasm
>>700171356
I know THAT feel, bro. I've been living that way for about a year now. I fell out of love with the long distance chick, but forced myself to love her to keep her from an hero. I eventually fell back in love with her, but it took a long time. And now she hasn't responded to me on about 2 weeks. I've been composing a breakup letter lately, which I'll send her, than start hitting up my local dating scene, or maybe try again with the ex. I mean, what could POSSIBLY go wrong, right? Heheheheheheheehehe kill me please I'm so lonely.
>>700171812
Ive gone through similar man
>>700171685
US policy is ass backwards on counterterrorism.
They're one of the most counterproductive right behind France and lesser relevant places like Hungary.
Rather than addressing the root causes like your mental issues they just worsen things in a hysterical political stunt and push you from an idea to actually doing it.
Saying this as someone who poaches them and is getting tired of western citizens creating 10 new radicals for each one that gets dealt with.
Domestic CT policy should be 90% deradicalization and social work. It's not even a self-created problem anymore at this point, now it's a legitimate political lobby.
>>700169909
Then you know the rules, anon. That shit's really fucked, I know, but in order for me to accept it as truth, you must adhere to the rule.
>>700172044
How did you cope with it? Did not knowing how they passed bother you at all? I really have been thinking about it non-stop, but I cant bring myself to asking her family what happened
>>700171868
At this point i live for others sake more than my own
>>700146489
you should kill him, but make it look like an accidnet.
>>700172162
Gfy, whether you believe it or nit has zero relevence to the story. Go be a horny kid somewhere else.
>>700171673
Hey can we talk on kik. At this point it's too personal for online
>>700152216
Just get on tinder fam
>>700171135
Oh my god. All my feels be with you, /b/rother. Your story is probably the most fucked up and should be getting way more attention than anything else here.
>>700172162
Naw I came here to vent not to post tit pics
>>700146489
How have you not enacted justice on gour friend, OP? What are you? Some kind of limp dicked pussy that is too chicken-shit to do what must be done?
>>700172241
I live for their sake after that point. Even if it hurts and shit, i drown the pain with the bottle and continue to live because these people would have wanted us to live. I never talk to their families about it because it becomes awkward. To me, its about how i honor their memory
>>700172247
Same here, bro. Same here. Literally would've killed myself by now if not for myself attaching myself to everything and everyone. At this point, it's either live and suffer or bring everything around me down with me.
>>700146489
Dont look back on the past and dont blame yourself.
Who knows, maybe your crush's friend is a treasure that youre yet to find?
>>700172337
Lol agree and thanks
>>700172105
Well the political stunt here wasn't the new terrorist threats, it was the guns. Here they hate guns and want to ban everything. I only threatened to cut someone but the guns got into the mix because I owned some. So the fuck tards say I'm the next school shooter. The who problem is that there's too many pc politics going on in this shit. Year after that in my new school my freedom of speech was stripped away
>>700172522
No, ever real the story about elisa milicent sinclair? That was sad
>>700172337
Is this OP or a whiteknight? Feels like a whiteknight...
>>700146489
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BPLM9dUAv3w
>>700150289
>20 years
Kek
>>700172780
Right so you're teetering on the edge and are feeling hostile enough to utter threats. So what do they do?
They send you home to stew in an armory instead of getting psych help involved.
They're begging for it honestly.
>>700172491
Been there for at least three months. Had few matches. One chick blocked me. Never even got to flirting with any of them. Tinder won't help.
>>700172687
That picture is too relateable
A few years ago I had a stupid ldr with this crazy chick that I ended up caring for a lot. However, I wasn't able to talk to her as much as she wanted and she was always sad and shit which I hated seeing. After about 9 months I broke up with her. A few days after that she sent me a picture of my name cut into her arm. It's been so long since and this still fucks with me. I ruin and change of a relationship with any girl I talk to out of fear. I don't think I can take that happening again
>>700172631
Confirmed troll male. Get the fuck out of here. This shit is real, not some shit you can just make fun of, asshole.
>>700172676
I hear that for sure. A friend of a friend passed earlier this year, and that's what I told him. To remember the guy that passed for all the good he had and the good times we had with him
With this girl though, I never got to meet her and be around her face to face, and the fact that we were supposed to finally meet after so many years, left me really fucked up. Feeling like there wasn't any closure. It's weird because I didnt know her all that well, but I find myself thinking about her almost every day and any time I stumble across anything that reminds me of her, it hurts
>>700172847
Will look up and read.
>>700172961
The rest of the day was without incident.
The next day I came in just fine but they took me to juvy that day. Spent three days there,they didn't have a warrant to take the guns, da dismissed the case and for the most part I was out of handcuffs because I didn't resist
>>700171280
It hits everything that will make a woman wet. Good salary, prestigious job, shows dedication, shows you are smart
>>700173059
So is this one.
>>700172872
Just a bro trying to feel faggot.
>>700173170
Usually i end up skyping my buds though. I atleast get to see what we both look like so i have 3 pictures of dead girls on my phone
>>700172460
Sharrr69
>>700159032
Gee anon, Maybe nut up once more for her? Let her know that... Even if she discarded your heart... You still kept hers... Try to talk to her anon. I broke up with a gril I called my own too. She's not suicidal, but depressed maybe so. It hurts cause I have to see her a bit throughout the day. Looking into those intense blue eyes reflecting back everything I lost hurts bad. Worst part is, I didn't want to be friends for the very same reason. I get your feels, somewhat.
Go get her, anon. :3
>Be me, 15 years old underage b&
>5/10 skinny, socially retarded, faggot in general
>One of my best friends is 10/10 curvy Mulatto
>Similar taste in music, humor, everything really
>tfw I liked her a year ago, but my best friend took her
>they just broke up
>I have feelings for her again
>hadn't seen her in forever, she ran up and hugged me
>closest I'll ever get
>I know I can never have her, she only goes for 9/10 alpha males
>tfw were going to go to different schools
>tfw were going to drift apart and she'll date another asshole
>>700173220
Do that, its beautiful
>>700173318
Thanks anon
>>700173128
Wtf man everything i said is real why is mine the only one thats "fake" go fuck yourself
>>700173295
It works well with femdocs
Why didn't they save them?
>>700173433
Well, I knew what she looked like. She posted enough photos and videos over the years that I knew how she looked. I can grab pictures at any time
>>700149813
>>700153231
>>700151447
>>700168589
>>700171072
It's weird that when we are talking about relationships/breakups we are all full of compassion, but when we are talking about feelings not related to love we are behaving like ruthless douchebags with each other.
I know that here it is acceptable to act like that, but it is really necessary to shit on people that just want to find help here? If you don't like this kind of people, you can just ignore them, and everybody would be ok.
>>700173634
No problem, anon.
>>700170493
Why do you have to pretend that you didn't cry. What the fuck is stopping you from actually showing you care in a non-fucked up way.
Life is way to long and unforgiving to have 1) your son ripping into you and 2) An older sibling being a piece of shit. If you could, for one second, put yourself in their shoes and empathize their life so far. Be a man and show some initiative.
Unless you don't want any part of them in your life. Then go to college and don't expect anything in return.
>>700173661
Dude you've had your fun, now it's time for you to go. Trolling feels threads is about as low as it gets
>>700173598
Let me do you a favor here anon.
Text her this "why haven't we had sex yet"
Whatever she says next respond with "i'll make you bite your lip until it bleeds"
yw
>>700173877
I honestly cant tell if youre fucking with me or not either way im not a dude
>>700173754
It's because that sort of pain is something that most of, if not all of, us anons have been through, and can actually relate too.
>>700146489
>be me
>all my friends are gone
>one started using me for money
>another for a place to live
>cut them all out of my life to save myself
>no one cares
>family hates me
>try to listen to music to cheer me up
>cry like the sad sack of shit I am anyways
>forever alone
I hate my life. I wish I had your life because I'm sure your daily actives alleviate some of the pain and boredom. I just sit at home all day sleeping and browsing 4chan. I don't want to feel these feels anymore.
>>700152787
Give up on them. Move on, it's not the end of the world anon
>>700149846
kek
>>700173729
Keep them anon, you'll regret abandoning them later
>>700173760
Truly Godsent
>>700173961
If you're really genuine, post a photo
Need some advice. Or something.
>have a girl that's into me
>older by ten years
>has a couple of kids that the dad still comes to see
>she wants to be a couple but I'm only 27 with a shit job and a shit life
>wants me to commit to her and her kids
>don't want kids that aren't mine
>especially ones that are already 10-12
I like her, she's great and we have fun but,
>ex gf
>lives 7 states away
>messaged me out of the blue one day
>been talking since
>she is moving back
>she is also preggo
Help
>>700174084
I'm full of these.
>>700163379
i hate these games women play, no he does not fucking get that you want him to call you.
Call his dumb ass and explain you want to be with him in those exact words, no bullshit "well if you like me maybie you can call me" or some shit. Put your real feelings out there and he will tell you whats up.
These mind games you fuckers play drives me goddamn nuts, fuck your emotions.
>Be me, 12
>I fucked your mom
>>700174084
Will do. Speaking of abandoning, that's one thing that really haunts me. I talked to her less and less by the time she died, and I can't shake the feeling that if I had been there for her, maybe I could have prevented it or at least helped her in any way. I don't have many regrets in life, but I think ignoring her will be one of them
>>700174241
no. to both of them
I'm fucking serious. No.
>>700147627
Well no shit, this story is textbook beta. Not only did you let your crush go for another guy without even trying to admit your feelings, but also rolling over and not warning her about what an asshole that guy is? This story better be fake, or you better off yourself too, friendo.
>>700173703
Anybody have the one where the depressed autistic penguins venture off alone to their imminent deaths in the arctic? I can sort if relate right now
>>700174308
Oh, having hep c, and herpes at twelve must really suck.
>>700174241
None of them, find someone better
>>700174241
>don't want kids that aren't mind
Then tell her you're not interested and move on
>ex gf moving back
>preggo
What was all that talk about not wanting someone else's kids? Refer to my first answer.
Focus on yourself and enjoy kid-free life dude
>>700174241
You need to make a decision anon. It wont be easy, it will be painful, but experience the pain now instead of experience the buildup of tension and release of such a pressure. It will be easier to deal with in the future to act now.
>>700174126
Fuck no how stupid do you think i am? Beside idk why im still agruing i got advice so whatever man think what you want
>>700174241
>>700174380
sidenote: You can fuck the preggo chick but do NOT get emotionally involved.
She will, so you want to do this shit in moderation. She's gonna latch onto you like a lamprey.
Fuck her and you get to fuck a pregnant chick though, which is hot. But if you keep her as a friend, with benefits maybe, you can use her to hook up with her friends.
>>700174532
Let it out anon. We are only here to help
>>700173101
I feel like I'm pathetic because of this, but it fucks with me knowing that someone that cared about me so much did this to themself when I did the best thing for us
>>700174241
Is her name Lisa?
>>700173598
>be me
>be store owner
>working there for so long
>works with father
>I never know what's gonna come through that door
>>700165817
You can try "Fix You" by Coldplay... It's a song I get feels to
>anon is a very feely fag, and gets feels to this, get over it.
>>700174778
you shouldnt feel like that anon, let her do what she wants. She obviously needed you more than you needed her.
Sometimes you see signs of what could have been and need to realize that you dodged a bullet of bullshit. She may have felt bad at the time but im sure she got over it.
>>700174351
I can guarantee it wouldnt have helped. It would have only made things worse.
She would have been forced to remember all her regrets making her more likely to commit. My girl still committed and i talked with her daily but then again, ive gone through this three times. They loved me and never got me to tell them "I love you"
>>700173661
Because rules. Literally. Time stamped tits and I will apologize for all of my privilege.
>>700174905
Hi, do you have a copy of battletoads?
I don't have anyone close. Every day is filled with feelings of sadness and regret. I want to die.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1YOovPkiMrk
>>700174380
>>700174472
Guys, I don't know if, at nearly 30 years old, I should be rejecting women at this point in my life. What if this is the last chance at a life with someone?
Sure it's not a perfect situation but who's life really is?
>>700174515
yeah, someone elses kids just kinda creep me out.
>>700174526
Just tell me what to do so I can blame the decision on someone
>>700174578
Can't have sex so it's not really about that for me. Ex is closer to my age and prettier but her life is a mess.
>>700174781
which one? Actually, the answer is the same for both; no.
>>700175093
Well, that's the thing, I don't even know if she took her life. She had a lot of health issues so natural cause is a possibility.
Shit man, I'm sorry to hear that. Must be hard.
>>700175219
Just Assaulting Amphibians sorry.
>>700175249
Because you're a sensitive guy
>>700173661
Ignore them. Also you're romanticizing relationships beyond what they really are because they're emotional mechanisms to help you cope with the void inside rather than actual relationships, which you couldn't compare due to lack of experience.
>>700175356
Tue, tbh
>>700175283
>Can't have sex so it's not really about that for me
How the fuck not? Is she welded shut?
>>700149813
hey if you cuck you get cucked back my nigga
>>700149813
Yo she cheated on her BF with you, then were surprised when she was a ho?
>>700175429
I think he meant that HE cant have sex
>>700175549
That just increases my confusion.
>>700175429
Should have been more clear, I (EYE) can't have sex, medical condition made me have a 1 incher and what not.
>>700175038
She is doing better from what I'm told, but idk bro. This also happened with a friend of mine about a year after I broke up with the first chick. We stopped talking and when I deleted her off Facebook she got really suicidal because I left.
I don't get what is so great about an apathetic asshole that causes these chicks to do this shit
>>700175283
Are you looking to settle down because you truly want a relationship, or because you think it's something you should have already done?
Rushing into something like this just because you think you have to do it could turn into a real shitshow.
>>700146489
pleasebefake
>>700175283
Think about what you wish for in life and what you want to do as you get older. See which can help in that aspect and decide. You were placed on this earth to satisfy yourself and no one else. If you feel its the right decision, take it. Take it and dont look back
>>700173598
just jerk off to her.
>>700175617
PLS elaborate.
>>700168066
Ouch. I get your feels. Broke up with a girl about a month ago. She felt nothing for me anymore. It sucks seeing her. Or anything associated with her like certain songs or restaurants or food. I love the shit out of all three
>mfw I can't enjoy listening to Caravan Palace or I get feelsbadman.jpeg vibes to thinking of her blue eyes.
>>700175617
Wow okay. That's a hell of a hurdle.
What kind of condition are we talking?
>>700175416
Same here bro. Girls are so beautiful and I romanticize the shit out of a lot of them in secret, just because it's some shit that happens in my head and doesn't need to be spoken about
>>700146489
>>700175316
Take it as hard as you can. Imagine she killed herself. You couldn't have helped her regardless and now you need to get better and few people can help you get through this stage. We're /b/rothers so this board, however edgy the queers get, will always help you out
>>700175622
they are emotional molotov cocktails my friend, they go emotionally haywire and start pulling all kinds of strings in order to get what they need back to them. ive seen it far too many times, hell my own mother got pregnant with my sister just to keep my father from leaving the family after they had me.
Its honestly hard to find a normal woman that wont kill herself if you leave her, and doesnt cheat on you the first time a cute guy crosses her path.
Holy shit... trolls are putting quite the effort into stories these days. SHIEEET DAYUM!
>>700175911
goddamn that's like supercondensed angry virginity from reddit/mra
>>700175744
This is so fucking stupid. Implies that you become a "loser" and you could have become "le suit and tie guy", as if financial status is the definition of your full potential.
what's hell like for people who made it anywhere? They see how shitty their lives could have been? If it didnt turn out shitty, then what could be so awful about that?
>>700175760
>>700175814
Called bladder exstrophy, basically my bladder was on the outside of my body when I was born and hijinks ensued, resulting in me having no penis and having to cath myself outta a hole in my tummy
>>700156106
Maybe I'm bitter, but I cant take this shit seriously coming from females. It's like somebody walking into a room full of starving people and acting like they are on equal terms because their fridge is full of food they don't happen to like. But who knows, maybe that's just me
>>700176178
Easy there Moonbeam. Stop perceiving broad cultural symbols as personal attacks.
>>700146489
Now that she's dead, you finally have a chance of fucking her. Good job, OP!
>>700176006
Shit. Well, that's one way to look at it
>>700175662
I..I dunno man. I want to be with someone, that much I know. I hate being alone. Is that enough to base a relationship on?
>>700176325
Not feeling personally attacked. Just felt like criticizing the stupid picture.
>>700176369
No its not, your better off alone- guy that had a shitty relationship.
>>700176261
When something is broke inside, I think sex is probably irrelevant.
> 17 last year
>have dual enrollment classes my senior year
>go to the college down the street from my house
>go to shit classes for a while
>meet cute girl
>floppytits.gif
>shes 27 though
>idgaf.png
>we start talking
>she thinks im really funny and cute
>i tell her im 20
>invites me to house one day
>we watch some movie
>idk what it was because i paid attention to her the whole time
>we start cuddling then making out
>she tells me to wait downstairs while she gets a condom
>omfg.yes
>taking a long time so i decide to look around
>notice she has a lot of booze and... Service medals
>see fucking huge army guy in pic frames
>frontdoorhandle.jiggle
>oh fuck
Continue?
>>700173571
>>700159032
What this person said^ Is bullshit, let her be fake sad, she wants attention. Move on and don't be a bitch
>>700176369
You can develop a sincere relationship from a friendship. Why not hang out with your ex as often as possible and see where it goes? With a friendship, you can be more honest and open with each other, and if it ever turns into a relationship, that honesty and comfort will be there
>>700159032
Because you're a fucking faggot. Stop being a high school aged cuck
>>700176488
yes
>>700171823
You're innocent until proven guilty, anon!
>believes.exe
>>700176079
Like I said I just ruin any chances I have with girls to avoid having to worry about dating. I had a relationship last less than 24 hours a few months back because I couldn't stand the thought of something like my ex happening again. I've always enjoyed being alone anyway
>>700176741
Certainly you are not delusional enough to believe that. It is quite the opposite.
>>700174276
keep this coming, if you can.
This is good shit.
>>700176555
the trips of truth. Thanks for the advice brother.
>>700176950
Pretty funny anon, you sound just like me. Carry on then, hopefully you can find somone that isnt crazy in the future.
>>700177060
I'm almost out. I'll keep trying tho
>>700176488
>>700176726
>ik whats waiting on the other side of that door
>i go through the back door of the house
>literally pressed against a wall with a boner, peaking through the glass door
>fuckin huge army guy walks in drunk af
>girl comes downstairs and i can tell shes scared af
>sees im gone and wings it saying she wants to fuck army guy
>i guess she had to cause he saw the condom in her hand
>i said there listening to them fuck on the floor
>wouldve been heart broken but...
>cumoncontact.jpg
>he throws up and falls asleep on the couch
>she texts me to climb up to her window
>i get about half way up and bust my ass on some wood
>not just wood
>dog house
>whats the dog?
>greatdane.oshit
Continue?
/b/ the ultimate feel of them all is the feels that you get when you know you won't experience any of the feelings that are in a feels thread. It's cheesy and gay. I know. But I feel like I'm just tangling myself into other people's bullshit to feed off their pain. Like a tourist. Because I know I won't share these with anyone.
I hate myself.
>>700177372
That one really makes me feel like an ass
>>700177549
That one is something I could've wrote myself, TBH.
>>700177241
go on...
>>700173822
It's a pride thing. I understand this guy.
Fresh out of feels. Have one last image. It's a bit uplifting
>>700177137
I'm still friends with the girl I tried dating. I've been thinking of trying again. She knows about all that gay shit, but I know she used to cut and I'm really hesitant about it.
>>700177790
Thanks /b/rother
>>700177887
No problem, my dude. I needed to vent as much as you guys.
>>700177544
Its hard for me to comprehend what this "longing" for pain and despair is. Why would you want to know what it feels like to get your heart ripped out, get drunk every night to sleep and be angsty angry and hate everyone?
Seriously, if your single your not missing out on anything. Pussy is not all its cracked up to be. You can get the same fun memories and feelings by going out on the town with friends and have none of the bullshit drawbacks.
