Continuing the previous feel thread? Anyone?
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Continuing the previous feel thread? Anyone?
worst day of my life was this past friday. hold me anons
>>700007545
What happened? Story?
Oh my life's a big joke hahaha
>>700007341
sure
>>700007545
greentext?
>>700007643
girlfriend, love of my life for the past year and a half broke my heart. I'll tell the story if it's wanted.
>>700007830
Plz
Girl I've been trying to pursue for months is banging my friend as we speak and I'm stuck babysitting her fucking dog.
It was upsetting it was over
Never felt loved by anyone else than my parents.
Therefore joined the military, and been just hurting anyone getting close to me for the last 5 years because I fear the feelings I could develop :(
>>700007830
go on please
>>700007830
Im in your shoes anon
>>700007949
:( Reminds me of that Jimmy Neutron one.
Feeling like shit latelly...
Know that underachiever feeling that most of us get? Impostor sindrome?
This
>>700007963
>I'm stuck babysitting her fucking dog
jesus anon, how the fuck did you get yourself in that position?
Anybody got the screenshot of the >700000000 ?
>>700007963
Play it, but play it loud
http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=WHalAUHOrKc
Literally the conversation I'm having with my ex
>>700008375
>>700008241
She was chilling at my place this morning with her dog. I told her to take it with her then proceeds to bitch at me then leaves. At least i didnt drive her, made her take an uber.
>>700008[/spoiler]>>700008289
>>700007830
Greentext that shit nigga
>>700007956
ok here goes. we had this ritual in the morning of texting each other when we wake up before going to work. (I work at a small photography firm and she as a TA at the local community college) Well on Friday I went through the normal 'hey love, hope you have a good day at work.' normally she responds in turn. so when she didn't respond that morning I was slightly worried, but not too badly so. when she didn't respond 5 hours later I was moreso worried. finally, I'm walking around in the target downtown getting some groceries and she responds. she tells me that for the last six months she's been getting with her ex (who is incredibly emotionally abusive btw). I almost collapsed. I asked her to call me, and I'm trying not to break down in the middle of the fridge aisle. she tells me that she doesn't love me, that she never really loved me. then she hung up on me. all of her friends, and her, have blocked me on all social media. shit hurts anons. made the decision to move back to my hometown of Portland Or this September after my birthday. pic related is how I feel when it keeps hitting me that we aren't together anymore.
>>700007949
actually my parents thought I may have committed suicide after a test since, last year I had major depression and I already withdrew from the course to prevent a failure. I got text's from my mom, dad and best friend and sister and didn't notice because my phone was on silent. It honestly felt really good that people cared about me and I felt loved. Hell they even called a cop to check out my apartment, that's how worried they were, not to mention they also came down at 11pm. All of this happened about 5 weeks ago.
>>700008727
In the cold aisle and you're body goes cold.
Is there a god?
Gf of 2 years left me last week. Didn't even talk to me, just blocked me on facebook and waited til I noticed. When I asked her about it, things got really heated and I said things I regret. She said that I got distant, but how do you not when you're putting in all the work to keep the roof over our heads and food on the table, on a $10/hr budget. I pushed her away, and she doesn't want anything to do with me. Now all she's doing is getting fucked up with her friends every day. I guess that's what she wanted, and now, I've lost my job, losing my place, moving all my shit back to my parents place and hopefully moving out to Oregon, but even that seems like it's not going to work out. Thinking I should just kill myself but I'm too big of a pussy to go through with it.
>>700008350
Kek good one anon
>>700008727
Do you know how to greentext?
>I know it sounds whiny but its not that hard nigga
>>700007341
so.... on the other side of that she has a dick?
>>700009119
Its very feminine, trust me
>>700009067
I'm on mobile, and didn't feel like it
>forgive me anon
When I was in school I didn't talk to a person for the entire semester. Not one.
I'd take the bus for an hour go to class and take the bus home. Bloody foreigners.
>>700008934
please don't, someone cares.
>>700007782
fucking feeling and being just existing. Money my friend, just money.
>>700008934
hey anon. I'm moving to Portland pretty soon. let's meet up, get a drink?
>>700009267
then he had a pussy?
>>700007949
it's pretty bad when people think you're dead just because you don't answer a text or the phone.
>>700009458
As long as you don't try to eat my face or something like that.
>I promise I won't
>>700009358
That may be, but can't help feeling this way.
>>700008727
Antagonize the fuck out of her.
I got over my ex within 2 weeks thisw ay. Later found out she was cheating the final month, and later i found out that 90% of the relationship was all lies from her. I wasnt mad, becausei found out way after i got over her, so i just laffed.
Now shes getting fucked up on anything from alcohol to cocaine with her 3rd boyfriend since we broke up.
Meanwhile im enjoying a great relationship with someone who loves me and appreciates me as much as i do her.
Life will get better, anon. Antagonize her and get over her in record time. There is someone better waiting for you outvthere, believe me.
>>700008477
if she doesn't feel the same way, move on. not worth it. she'll keep you around for nothing more than an ego boost if you let her. i've been there. it was hard, but i dropped her out of my life and (eventually) felt better. not worth the bullshit.
>>700009608
Whereabouts in the grand pnw are you thinking about going?
>pic very related, long live Cascadia
>>700008934
>Thinking I should just kill myself
killing oneself is the most selfish, and retarded, thing one can do. Find another way. There are starving kids in Africa who manage to find happiness just think about that, happiness is not always dependent on conditions
>>700009877
Near Eugene actually. I'm not from Oregon originally, but need a new start
>>700009824
Thing is we've been broken up awhile and she still texts and calls, says I love you and make sures to see me when I fly back home. I moved across the country. She still cares shes just wit the dude she left me for
My story.
>14.
>Freshman in Highschool.
>Metal head.
>6ft.
>Has depression.
>Never had a girlfriend in my life. Mostly because I'm antisocial as fuck.
>Meets girl.
>Glasses, Green dyed hair, thick but not fat, would rate 7/10.
>Become friends with her.
>Both like prog metal.
>Hit it off.
>After about a week desides to man up and ask her out.
>She says yes.
>Date for about a good 2 weeks.
>She calls me.
>Tells me she cheated on me with her best friend.
>Gets pissed.
>Tell her "You got one more chance! If you fuck up again, you're gone."
>She says "Okay. I love you?"
>Says "I love you too."
>3 weeks pass
>Tells me her mom wants us to break up.
>Says "She wants me to be independent..."
>We break up.
>Deside to drink, even though I'm 14.
>Thought about suicide but I'm to much of a pussy.
>Turns out, she left me for the guy she cheated on me with.
Long story short, I got cucked.
I assume posting about how awesome our lives are rn due to recent events is frowned upon
>>7000000000
>>700009744
I'm just dropping everything. I don't feel like burning bridges although it seems pretty fun. I loved her man. and she broke me.
>pic is of one our early model shoots
>>700009702
granted my mic is shit do you need to talk it out friendo? skype hangouts whatever
>>700008608
OCTS
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4KRRrF7-sy8
>>700010052
Eugene is interesting. only place in Oregon that tornadoes occur. I was born in Portland but spent the majority of my early life in Bend (Central Or). It's a good place for a fresh start. we're in the same boat, and I wish the greatest of luck to you anon.
>>700008477
Delete her number and cease contact. I did a similar thing with ex, she just fed her cheating ego with it.
>>700010382
Thanks much, and I hope the same for you. We all need it.
>>700010182
By antagonize i mean block communications, and antaginize her for yourself. She will never know, no vridges burned.
>>700008887
Lol
Person I'm into is actively avoiding me and I'm pretty bummed, not particularly devastated because hey at least my options are open, but the realization that I'm still someone that people try to avoid is pretty discouraging. Fixable, definitely, and now I have even more of an incentive to do so, but still, it makes me wonder if there's even more negative aspects about myself that I'm completely blind to.
Stereotypical story... I almost don't want to tell it but I just want to get it out of my chest.
I'm a guy who fell in love with his straight guy best friend. I don't know how it happened, I don't know when or why it happened but I just can't stand it anymore.
Currently he is telling me he likes this girl from a class he had and is now making a present for her birthday. It's a painting he drew and It looks awesome. Whose idea was this? Mine. I helped him pick things out.
I'm helping the love of my life get a gf and maybe lose him forever and it just hurts so bad. Not that I ever had him to begin with.
I just want to jump off a bridge :/
>>700010060
Hello anonymous.
I have read your posts.
You are being manipulated by this female.
She wants you to desire her..
Do not allow people to control you anonymous.
There are other females.
>>700010686
I don't have the heart. I keep wishing that she'll show up at my apartment and tell me it was all a big prank or something. Christ, it hurts. thx for the advice and love anons. I haven't told anyone aside from my sister so a vent was greatly appreciated. good night anons. <3
>>700010845
God damn it. I know she's doing this but I can stop it
I need to tap that ass again
Also, I've found another girl I like but my ex does this shit to me.
>>700008557
Justice rains from above!
>>700009452
it's not that i'm broke nor am i rich
but i don't have to worry about money
but i'm just not...happy?
man i don't know
>>700007341
>>700010954
>>700010720
16/8/2769 Tiwaz. Another painfully quiet, too hot day, 2 jobs huia road 2 jobs upland drive connected to huia rd so thatwas too far for shit pay so we bungled a dig & fix & tried to fix it, I forgot that yesterday afternoon julian asked me to remember we had to meet that guy to snake his drain again so in forgetting texting & then th phone dying he looks like shit, . 192oish julian & amie got back as I fed buttersworth so julian had th eggs & bacon pie slice on th second plate that I didn’t know if it were left for me as julian’ w/ his cup on it was already @th bench in th fridge & he had it old so that put me back in that mindframe, I had a smaller slice because they offered then as they were upset w/ buttersworth making a mess of his new kitty litter amie made me a fried cheese sandwhich despite using up th eggs she had really wanted for th egg & bacon pie, they didn’t tell me they were having dinner when I came up to check & have coffee so I told julian I was going w/ jade which may have stopped Stranger Happenings or watev. I sat across from julian eating quietly until asking about what he wanted to buy after thanking mie for cold pie, just sat there as he played cod & she kept passive aggressive asking wat he said, went down because mat sent an audio link I couldn’t trust, was just evangelion, they started leaving about 2o1o as jade said he was here & I was listening to a mr. Robot ep 2 review, so they got t in th van & I .
2218 dropt mat, I just sunk in th front trying to show but not say that I needed to get drunker & continue, 22129 dropt & kind of planned to try again tomorrow. hat he wanted to buy after thanking mie for cold pie, just sat there as he played cod & she kept passive aggressive asking wat he said, went down because mat sent an audio link I couldn’t trust,
>>700007949
I'm pretty sure the story behind this is the kid didn't have a texting plan so he just called instead
>>700010060
Yeah indeed she must love you so much. She'll be banging hard with the “dude he left your for” in this exact moment, how can that not be love? Right?
>>700011494
was just evangelion, they started leaving about 2o1o as jade said he was here & I was listening to a mr. Robot ep 2 review, so they got t in th van & I .
2218 dropt mat, I just sunk in th front trying to show but not say that I needed to get drunker & continue, 22129 dropt & kind of planned to try again tomorrow. Sat eating w/ buttersworth until they got back, they wet on a pokehunt, noone cares, we followed them out of th drive and all th way behind until th gas station before wendy’s, jade wend in & I sat deciding how to broach how unnesseccary my feelings are until he started washing th windows, got to th beach drank5 of his 6 beers so I could say I about violent religious obsession but not expoain before needing to wash my hands then mat called then toilets required driving to th gas station then ma’s to take him to shortland street studio’s to acknowledge I looked & jade’s page today then around a corner to mcd to go to th toilet again & just norml chatting about pokemon & supernatural, when mat finished his 2 filet-o-fish & fries we took him home because jade knows I’m more comfortable around mat & had to ask mat get th cats neutered tomorrow, but I still need to get drunk & just get mad. I just feel so impotent,
>>700011003
..
I see.
You lust for her and she enjoys controlling you and maybe other males emotionally.
>>700011545
13/8/2769 Saturn. 1455 it hurts too much. Woke 211o, julian has kicked me out for th text saying I went in their room. Buttersworth peed & I tried to clean everythng before going back to bed downstairs.
Kosh wanted a microwave when I said I should get julian one in brickworks.
14/8/2769 Son. Woke like noon because amie was banging w/ new pots, went up to appolloguise poorly, got computer to sit for them to talk to me, we didn’t, I came back down to cry in bed. Buzluzha monument, bulgria.
15/8/2769 Moon. I’m too tired for this.
1636 3 franks 2 buns butter cheese, watching cirque du freake vampire’s assistant. Computer power dropped so I went to bed before sun down amie brought me fried rice in bed, I feel so fat. 2o48 they came back from a drive & went to bed. Back again 2258 ignored me and ate mcd & watched tv.
>>700007341
My life is a story. My friends and family are elements to a broad and ever expanding fiction that's also twined into my imagination. I have developed characters and stories -- a triptych series of worlds all blended together, all integrated into a long and huge legend. It changes and adapts daily. I hate it, but do it naturally, and have for years. It's hard to stop, because I've escaped there for so long. Even my own girlfriend is a shady in between of some old and dying childhood idea of love, I don't have it in me to tell her though. I can't, I'm a coward. It's all overwhelming, it's all nauseating, and beyond that, I just want to sleep, but life is happening and the story moves faster and faster. I hate it, but love it in the most invincible and disorienting way. I am beyond confused and disturbed, I am lost in my head, and I just want to go deeper, I want silence; I just want my mind to stop racing.
>>700011636
Writing 2o5o 14th: I chugged through th 25oml goanas needing that calm, but there were only 6 for me, 2 put in th wineskin before we left, so I was trying to be happy but I hate this life, I needed to have spoken to them back when I could remember wat I needed to say, nw I just resent everythng. I’m soo sorry for being so shitty all the time.
mentioned I forgot my id, they said that if not we would go back to th hotel but that robyn was coming so no time to talk, got there and th bouncer said I needed to b over 25 for no id, sat and jade said to try w/ his id so I went in w/ kosh said I got my id back from her car, kosh went in & he asked my birthdate I said 3oth April but it’s march so he took it and said jade could pick it up from th police station, I appoologised to jade for a minute bfore th bouncer came out to make us feel bad, waited ages for robyn, left to hungry jack’s toilet, took 2 kpin in th car and tried to put a positive spin on everythng, back to th house took too long as dante phoned repeatedly, hair spray so I went looking for th drier, I went in w/ robyn th second time but since I was banned we left, robyn lead us to another bar restaurant where I got us 5 jaeger & 8 sauvingnn, blanked after telling them aboutblack manta robyn dropped me home & I cried outside till some chinese came in for a drink, slept on th couch all day, phone smashed x box missing.
After stargate atlantis robyn was glad moamoa was cast as aquaman so I explained Black Manta & really wanted to talk to kosh in private. Blacked out woke dropped her but waked off crying unstead of saying good night, stopped yelling and crying by a chinese neighbour who came down with wine and I let him up we sat and talked about th rabbit & kosh I had one of his cigarettes out on th patio and I don’t recall him leaving before I got 2 blankets & slept w/ butterworth in th lounge,
Breaking up with a long term girlfriend (7 years). We live together until she can move out. Already feeling sad, even though I know it's for the best.
How gay is this going to be? Any tips from other people? What can I expect? What waves of emotions will I go through?
>>700011664
Fuck's sake dude.
>>700011722
12/8/2769 Freyr’s night. Emo traffic light party @Ding dong lounge. So excite, not even stressed yet which shows how dulled/better I am, which I am disappointed in .
1631 back & eating chocolate I found on th side of th road because I gave up control of my life, 1716 shower because nerves about getting to th right bus stop. 1813 leaving,
got to th door and realised I forgot th key which took 5 minutes to find it in my pocket, got halfway up th drive & realised I forgot th Vs I wasted money on, decided against going back after running around in tard panic circles, get out th gate and th cars were oppressive & remembered I forgot to cut at about 1811, came back to cut w/ kitchen scissors which wasn’t nearly cathartic enough, knew I was later than I wanted to b and so th visions of them together haunted me throughout th rest of th night. So eventually I’m up at th bus stop across th street, see th 080 on th other side of th street, start crossing hoping I can get on at th lights and th 087 is right behind it, I’m running and th Vs rip out of th bag, I turn to pick them up and th 087 drives off, I knew th night was going to b terrible regardless but it’s always a surprise. Back across th street till one of th 080s did turn up early, I talked to th bus driver so he helped me find th place & had a story about french tourists mispronouncing Rendezvous, I got there arlier than I thought so I waited to text jade, walked around & waited uncomfortably at th elevators til I saw him down stair, wewent out for a smoke first, jade paid $6oo for th club special 2 months ago where booking th room he said was normally $2ooo & when I said how nice th hotel was he fell back to a story about when his father & he were traveling & went to a nice hotel after 11 days bushwalking and meeting a girl who was staying theere too he spoke to old bob th dock hand on his caravan suicide and had a $3o steak instead f going up to th girl’s room,
i have no feelings one way or the other
>>700011784
find something else to do to take up your time so you don't think about her too much. Lift nigger get gains.
>>700011553
>>700011526
Guess it's time to re-evaluate my choices
>>700010100
Bruh you're 14 go listen to some slayer
>>700011838
he told me that they were drinking in th bath, they had only got a 12 of purple goana and some Vs, kosh was pretending to b drunk & I could smell her warm skin in th bathrobe, she had been putting on several costumes today which were strewn around.
sup 2ch
Literally came to /b/ to get over a chick named Mariah. This is what I found...
Really sucks guys... I don't even know anymore
>>700012449
did you made those?
or is it just the name senpai ?
>>700008934
>be you
>grow some balls
>start earning some real money
>fuck bitches
>???
>profit!
>>700012798
The name. Couldn't give a fuck about what that thread contained
i tried to kill myself about three years a go, and im still depressed. I live under a false facade which shows me as a charismatic guy and love company. but everyday i hate myself more and more for lying to myself. feel free to call me a faggot or a nigger. just sharing how i feel at this moment right now
>>700011907
Thanks man it's just going to be rough. I'll always worry about her being safe and everything.
>>700012847
>fuck bitches
prostitution is legal here m8 i can go to a flatrate brothel with 8 grills, 1 hour for 90 yurobux
that's not what i'm looking for
but i'm probably just a shut in weeabo fag
>>700013591
Arn't we all at the end of the day...
>>700007341
>be me
>last year of undergrad
>shitty SJW gf
>uses me a bunch, help her move into new place buy her food a bunch
>I get deathly ill for a week
>bitches at me I'm not paying enough attention to her
>dumps me two days after I get better
>stopped feeing anything for her at that point so good riddance saved me the trouble of dumping her
>forgot to mention she was a coworker
>had dropped my hours only worked two days a week
>still constantly afraid she'd pull SJW shit on me to try to get me in legal trouble
>do heavy lifting for my parents company all summer
>absolutely no significant breaks or vacations until mid July not even weekends
>road trip with friends to LA late July
>one friend does nothing but complain about how shitty his family and high school was for eight hour drive
>other friend is too butthurt about his girlfriend dumping him to be chill
>only fun I have on that trip is when everyone's run out of shit to say for five minutes and I can put my music on the stereo and cruise
>quit job with shit ex
>still busting my ass for my folks, tired every night don't want to go out
>just look forward to smoking weed and fapping
>middle of the night I start to feel empty and unloved and used
>even getting stoned doesn't stop it from happening
>gonna start grad school after this weekend
>no fucking breaks we even have to come to class every day of Labor Day weekend
> I feel slow and empty /b/
How was your summer?
>>700012449
Listen anon. Even if that person doesn't love you, or whatever happened. I love you in a not gay but "op is a faggot" kinda way
I have everything I ever used to want but I can't enjoy it. I live in a rv on my parent's property, spend all my time reading, fapping, smoking weed, watching anime, and playing videogames. I'm alone, but when I was younger that never bothered me, and I can deal with it as long as I don't spend too much time longing for pleasures I can't have. I desperately wish I had been able to acquire this before my mind was broken by stress, repeated rejections, depression, and a bad drug reaction to the stuff that was supposed to help me. I melt down almost every day for no reason; I'm constantly seeking after new stimulation and trying to balance everything to prevent it from happening and I hate it.
>>700013769
that's why i'm here ;_;
>>700007869
Oh shit, thats sad.
>>700014632
Yeah /g/ made me a weeb. But hey it's not like I would ever get a real gf anyways so atleast I have waifus.
The thing is I'm too picky. Girls have liked me and wanted me but I've never wanted them. I feel like I can never have the girl I really want, I love her but she won't love me. Sometimes having what you wanted isn't what you really wanted,
I've moved out to the Leesburg/DC area drom Cincinnati Ohio about a month ago to further my life in the tech field. I moved in with two friends I've played World of Warcraft with for about 4 years now. However since I've been out here the only job I've been able to get anywhere close to the tech field is a best buy job. Other than sitting inside and playing WoW, I have no friends other than my roommates, No family this way, and I'm the terribly socially awkward and I'm to scared to go outside of my house to meet people.
What do I do b?
>>700013811
you've been to la? how was it?
>How was your summer?
i don't go outside alot so mostly anime, high, drunk, shitposting and videogames.
>>700015230
i can't really get into that waifu thing as much as i want to tho.
and i've been a weeb forever i was watching akira 8 years old and reading my brothers mangas.
>>700010100
If you contemplate suicide after getting dumped by a girl you've dated for a month, who by the way fucking cheated on you during that time, you're a fucking nut case and she probably would've broken it of sooner than later anyways.
>>700016392
LA is fucking cool despite my shitty betafag friends. I caught this free Bad Brains tribute show with Dave Grohl and Moby on guitar. It was kind of corny because there was a bunch of bullshit Obey fashion promotional shit going around but I had fun. I try to go for a few days at least every summer. Clears my head. Usually go see a show, wander around. I love the skyline. I love the lights. Did an art minor so I like going to the Getty and sitting on the balcony and looking out at everything. Love it there. Your summer sounds a lot more like mine than I'd wanna admit
>>700010765
That sucks, anon. Is there any way you can change your mindset to only see him as a friend?
>>700014111
Walking in a labyrinth gets lonely anon I feel it
>>700011842
Kek
>>700016392
Yeah I mean I'm not extremely into it. It's nice because of my extreme loneliness though. and I also watched a ton of anime this summer lmao.
>>700017507
Tell him how you feel with the proper distance set between you.
Understand he is mostly likely pretty straight and is not interested in you.
You're killing yourself keeping this hidden. Your best bet is a letter that IS NOT romantic.
"Hey bro. I love you. Will not touch your dick."
Something short and simple. Something that lets him know you have feelings for him, but will not act on them.
Otherwise you can keep pretending. You can keep dying.
>>700016232
atleast you have friends i think you should ask your friends to go out and do something even if it's just bowling, a bar or whatever americans do kek i've seen a documentary about hooters i'd recommend that
>>700017051
>Your summer sounds a lot more like mine than I'd wanna admit
it's like that in every season of the year for the last 5 or 6 years tbh.
>>700007341
Thread theme: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HNW11EHLF44
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l9_p-nhZXLg
>>700018728
General in a labyrinth
>>700010765
You are the living embodiment of mr Smithers
>>700008034
I had a two dogs growing up, and when one of them died. The other would lay on its grave every morning and not come back till night time. So this on really gets my feels
>>700017806
Labyrinth actually describes it pretty well. Although I've recently realized that the whole world is like that. I'm scared as hell of things normal people don't even think about, or just resolutely ignore.
>>700020075
in a labyrinth?
>>700011842
this post is neither good nor bad.
cute thick chick i started talking to a few days ago has suddenly got a cold and while she replies here and there i'm actually concerned that she has some sort of medical situation.
sucks because we hit it off pretty good.
i've been happily single for so long i really don't give a fuck anyway......though i do want a cuddle buddy to love on.
>>700021167
Don't be fucking beta. You met a few days ago. Leave her alone.
>>700021531
that's exactly what i'm doing.
so anyway like ten thousand 18-25 year old college girls just moved back into town and it's overflowing with fat pussy.
Know a guy in Texas who loves me. I somewhat don't feel the same at times, I don't want to hurt him, but I have some cold feet about getting in a relationship at all. He's a nice guy, I'm just very unsure.
Literally have two people in my life. A best friend and a girlfriend. Known best friend for 7 years, always support him. He grew up in a poor family, my family took him in. We took him on vacations with us, paid for him to do things he never would have been able to. Dating gf for 4 years. Literally do everything for her, she is aware of how much she means to me. Get a job to buy her things. Find out that whenever I got a job she began cheating on me with my best friend. They are the only two people in my life. I also live in a very small town (pop ~1k) and have to see both of them nearly everyday. The only thing keeping me from killing myself is taking care of my mother and my autistic brother. Why does it seem like the nicest and most caring people are the ones who are treated the worst?
>>700007830
3 years.
Ended 2 weeks ago
>>700011784
Why are you breaking up with her?
On a scale of 1/10 what would you rank her and yourself?
>>700023135
That's really rough man, I'm sorry. Is there any way you could possibly move? I used to live in a small town like that and moving away was the best thing I ever did. It would probably be good for you to get away from those toxic "friends". I know you have to take care of your family, but sometimes in life it's OK to think of your own well-being.
Lots of break ups. My situation isn't nearly as rough but me and my girlfriend of 3.5 years decided to take a break because she is going through a sort of existential crisis as she's going into her senior year of college and isn't ready to grow up whereas I've already started my career and am planning for the future. This wasn't my decision so it was already hard to accept but I didn't realize just how lonely it would be.
Man, I'll never see her smile, or hear her laugh again. I'll never share our inside jokes or eat junk food again. She was my everything and I was her nothing, and the worst part is, is I'm still broken up about it and I doubt I have even crossed her mind. Try as I might to forget her, my mind always drifts and I'll never be the same again.
What was the
>>700000000 get?
>>700024378
It was a simple, imageless "Fucking check'em." post.
>>700024278
Basically my situation as well
>>700013094
You don't have to hide, your family and friends love you, you can talk to one of them. You could seek medical help aswell think you have depression. Just rember it gets better and people love you
>>700024018
Maybe when I am more financially stable I can afford to move. It really isn't possible at the moment. I just wish I wasn't so autistic. Every though I know that none of this is my fault, and they are just evil selfish people, I just keep feeling like it was my fault. I don't even feel mad, I just feel upset at myself. Even though this happened 2 months ago, I feel like I just cannot move on. It is a definite FeelsBadMan.
my mental state is going to shit and i think i might be borderline psychotic or preschizophrenic
>>700026187
Same here man. All I can recommend is reading and getting out as much as possible. Don't let youself sit in your room and go insane.
>>700026528
i read a lot
h/e i just moved back into state from somewhere not in the continental u.s., and i had a lot of friends here, childhood friends, who i kept in contact with and went through rough shit with; news of my arrival back comes, and everyone gets excited. it's been 8 days and i haven't seen a single person who said they wanted to see me, which i would say is fine, they have their lives and all.
they're blatantly ignoring me now, and avoiding me. i initiate conversations every now and then, on unrelated topics (the majority of the beginning things memes, because i'm a beta fuck), and they still won't talk to me. but the moment someone talks about me everyone says how much they miss me, and continue to ignore me.
and i know they're not hallucinations.
>>700008034
Humans don't deserve dogs.
>>700027043
not to mention the loneliness and isolation of being away from the continental u.s. with not a single like minded person to boot, the social trauma was almost somatic, the emotional stress of an abusive and gaslighting guardian, constant domestic turmoil, four suicide attempts, three hospitalizations...
and then i get back and it's all dead.
>>700027220
it might be stupid advices but
maybe it's time to make new friends, even online friends only? or start an social activity (ie. swimming is a solitary sport but it's relaxing)?
>>700013811
Find something that fulfills you man, you sound like you don't have a purpose.
>>700008741
I fucking hope you gave their love back properly faggot :'(
>>700023135
I know the feeling of having few people in life yet they hurt you. But that man, I nearly teared up. Stay strong man and try to find a way out of there, its gotta be eating you away everyday.
>>700008727
I'll feel with you
>>700010720
Just go and speak to her. Honestly ask what's wrong with you that would make everyone avoid you and maybe you can solve these problems
>>700007341
>be me
>shredded as fuck
>alpha as fuck
>six fig job
>hot wife
>sweet car
>good friends
>not socially retarded
fuck you all
>>700025806
That wasn't that long ago. You can expect to be hurting for WAY longer than 3 months. You need to realize this fact and accept that it's normal and OK. Work as much as you can and focus on taking care of your mom and brother. This will have the triple benefit of taking your mind off things, allowing you to save up enough money to move, and at the same time, your mom and brother will hopefully be more prepared for your absence by the time you're ready to move. Then you can move away with a clean conscience and start a new life for yourself.
Good luck anon
>be me
>14
>freshman turd
>befriended a group of weird anime lovers who sit in the back at lunch
>meet one sophomore girl
>short, blonde, glasses, 6.5/10
>I talk to her more and more as the year goes on
>ask her out
>she's hesitant but says yes
>1 month goes by
>haven't seen or heard from her in a week
>she finally texts me she's moving away on that day
>she breaks up with me because she doesn't want a long term relationship
>she probably dated me out of pitty
>>700029701
>be you
>wasting my time flaming depressed ppl how fucked up they are
>strocking my dick while i do it and laugh at the world
wow your great
>>700030003
haha now she is sucking cocks on the daily
fucking cuck
>>700030003
>be you
>be 14
>get banned
Falling hard for a girl that will never love me back.
Tiny thing that will eventually mean nothing and I'll get over, just wanted to get it out.
>>700030003
she was probably too shy to reject you when you asked her and then didn't know how to make you go away
>>700030100
not that poster but its you're* dumbass
>>700030100
i feel good doing it because you depressed cunts are a fucking laugh.
Take charge of your life and do something worthwhile, or kill yourself, either way do something
>>700007661
why are you such a little bitch and care about how others perceive, whatever anon that posted this deserves a gun t kill themselves because they're such a little self conscious over analyzing bitch
>>700030142
That was 10 years ago, I'm 24 faggot
>>700030590
10 years and you still think about her?
guess who's mad
>>700030416
I bet you're the type of guy who thinks he's really cool with shit taste humor and pounds back Pabst thinkin it'll make the girls swoon. All your friends talk shit behind your back but also feel sorry for you so they stick around.
>>700010100
The same exact shit happened to me, anon. I was 16, though, and she was my best friend. I picked up drinking, and have been an on and off alcoholic for these last 5 years. Did your parents know you were drinking ?
>>700030837
I hope someday I can find someone who cares about me and does not just use me as a vessel to get attention from.
>>700030416
its laughable how less you clearly know about depression.
you think a good job, a wife, friends and bought objects protect you from it?
eather your stupid or a child.
if its the first youll die happy.
if its the later i wish you good luck when you get older.
eather way you are and will allways be an fucking asshole
>>700029701
But you browse 4Chan so you're still a massive faggot
Only reason I haven't killed myself is because I keep my gun and ammo on opposite ends of my house
Pro tip for any sad/ cut fags here, if you ever get really upset or even feel the need to hurt yourself or others, punch the outwards pointing corner of the wall. That shit will calm you down real quick.
>>700030948
for a start I don't drink Pabst because I am not an Americuck. You do realise that there are other counties in the world right?
Also your other assertions are wrong
>>700007341
So quick question.
How do you know when someone likes/loves you?
And how do you know when you like/love someone?
Anyone got any feels albums?
Red House Painters - Down Colorful Hill
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l3zMsofGYZ4
>>700031488
I like /b/. sometimes there is good rekt/gore, ylyl, and threads like this.
Also on B I can be anyone, huehuehue
>>700031337
maybe
My best friend and I are in 5/10 relationships. Her boyfriend is a few years older so he's busier than her and my gf just moved away to the next state. I talk to my best friend day in and day out, go out often, share laughs and food. I don't know how to take it all the way and it's killing me. Any wrong move and I lose a best friend and a (granted shitty) gf.
>>700031666
Of course Saran laughs at me
>>700031080
oh I have had depression, have been prescribed benzos etc...but I used them for a stop gap and took charge of my life and got better, hence the reason I am awesome now.
Stupid? nah, wouldn't have a six fig job and postgraduate qualifications otherwise.
Child? Nah, I am 32
>fall in love with a guy from another country i can't visit because too poor
>he's slutty in bed but faithful/monogamous & he has feels for me
should i give up? or find a job & try to move to meet him?
>>700031640
For one see if they want to hang out with you or talk to you. Don't initiate all hang out dates or conversations. See if they'll actually start. If they do then try taking them to increasingly 'date' like settings.
>>700031862
What's your career anon?
> asking as a fresh out of high school faggot
>>700031987
Gotcha. The let me ask you something, how do you know when you love/like someone?
It's really confusing to me.
>>700032074
I am a robotics engineer, anon. Got my qualifications and uni paid for by the Army
>>700031862
oh your right cause there are no ppl in this world who are stupid and have a 6 fig job.
you had depression so you should know how that feels.
you got over it and ppl here are clearly in depression.
they will get over it too.
so dont be a fucking cunt only cause your out of the depression.
theyll get a grip too same as you did.
so help them or shut up.
how youd feel when you was in depression and ppl tell you to ficking kill yourself.
great right? so like i said, you sir are clearly an asshole
>>700032154
When you're not busy doing shit are they one of the people you wanna talk to first?
>>700032398
Ya, think about them all the time and shit.
Go out of my way to make them happy. Gifts, fixing shit or just being supportive.
Fuck idk... lol
>>700032306
I dont disagree. I am an asshole, I am a cunt in fact.
That said, if you are on 4 Chan, looking for helping, wishing for help, or expecting help, you are a fucking idiot that deserves depression.
great right? so like I said, you sir are clearly a twat
>>700029701
I don't understand people like you
You come to the single type of thread on the site where people come to get emotional support and advice just to spew your verbal diarrhea on those simply looking for a little help.
I wouldn't mind if you did this on any other thread on the site but what bugs me is that you specifically picked the thread where you know there will be people that are emotionally hurt just to laugh and show off how much better you are to make them feel bad.
You don't give any sort of advice or anything. You just kick specifically those who are already down. Does going on an anonymous site and flaming sad people give you some sort of a power high? Does this make you feel like you're special since you don't personally feel like you'r in a bad position?
Why the fuck do you do this? Legitimate question.
>>700032635
They come to this thread to roleplay being successful in life
>>700032543
the only reason why its a bad idea to come here and wish for help is cause of assholes like you.
dont have something better to do than flaming ppl here?
a bit bored in life maybe?
or afraid to flame ppl your age in real life?
otherwise you clearly wouldnt be here
>>700032514
Sounds like anon has a crush on someone : )
>>700032635
Ok. I will try to answer your question.
I have no time for people that don't take positive action to improve their lives.
1. If you are depressed, go see a psych/psychiatrist and get the fuck off 4 chan. 4 Chan is a terrible place that will only inflame your mental illness, seriously. If you are on 4 chan I can only imagine you are an attention seeking cunt or are not serious about getting better.
2. If youa re not happy with your life then fucking take positive action and do whatever it takes to be happy. You get one life. Instead of making positive improvements, people shit talk on 4 chan
3. I am a cunt and enjoy trolling
these are my honest answers
>>700032791
you really are a stupid fucking twat.
Come to B, the literal asshole of the internet, to get help. Kden...This forum is nothing but fags, bronies, pedos and cunts. Why are you suprised?
>>700033022
Then why didn't you at least post that bit of advice in your first post? Do you just not want to help?
>>700033131
They may be fags, bronies, pedos, and cunts but they are still people like you and me.
>>700033290
fair point but no I dont want to help people ON 4 CHAN
I just miss her
>>700033131
only to serve right information i dont have depression and i dont seek help.
im saying assholes like you are the oil in the fire for some ppl who are here and try to seek help
your opinion is that they should seek somewhere else?
very good for you. an opinion how wonderfull.
now shove it up your ass cause ppl here are clearly not in the mood for it.
>>700008934
Its just some girl. If shes the type of person to do that she doesnt deserve you.
>>700033396
Why not? Does being on 4chan make them bad people?
You're on 4chan too you know.
>>700033417
good
hopefully me being the "oil" spurs on some action, whatever form that action may take.
You seem a little mad tho, will you be ok?
>>700033477
+1 Shibe on skateboard. I like Shibes
Yes I am a bad person. I do bad things, usually to bad people tho.
Being on 4 chan does not make them bad people at all but asking for help on 4 chan makes you a fucking idiot who is either lying or is not serious about getting help
>>700033522
actually im still very calm.
i only wish next time you would tell your opinions in another way.
dont get me wrong.
your right.
best would be that they start to get up and do something.
but this opinion mixed with "fags cunts and kill yourself"
is really not a great way to share your thoughts
>>700033611
You're a fucking retard lol
>>700010100
>green hair >7/10
>>700030980
I feel you bro, I caught feelings for a girl who was flirty and saw lots of guys. I ended up losing my virginity to her. And she's just an attention whore. This was only 2 weeks ago
I think the one I have learned with dealing with depression is not to let it get to you, as much as you can. I have let it ruin the past five years and I am sick of it, one of my goals is whenever it just hits is to go out and do something lately I have been getting back into the gym and it helps. Anything that will just boost with your self esteem even a little. I lose hope only when I let it get to me and I sit there and wallow in it.
>>700023074
If you're unsure, don't lead him on
>>700013811
My summer was better than last year's. Finally got over miscarriage so I feel pretty okay
>>700033611
M8, you have to realize, 4chan is a board where you can be completely anonymous and many people do not want these problems to be linked up in their personal life because they are either ashamed of them or think others will think poorly of them for having whatever problem they have. Not to mention the fact that some people don't even have others in their life that they can get help from.
Now, you could argue that places like Reddit will probably give better advice while still having the pros I listed above and that it would probably be smarter to post there about their problems, but that doesn't make it any less wrong for you to punish them for posting their problems here.
People come to feels threads to share their problems and to help others with their problems. A thread specifically made for helping one another, and you think it is stupid that they come here for help? Sure it is still 4chan, but at least they aren't posting this junk on a Nigger Hate thread.
I would just appreciate if you can at least tell people "Go somewhere else to get help," instead of telling them to off themselves first.
>>700031920
What's the context here buddy ? If you don't have anything to lose, besides lack of contacts with your family, why not, there is nothing wrong with having goals.
Decide wisely, don't make a instantaneous move, think about the good and the bad things each situation is making. Never live up to regrets, anon.
I don't know why I'm sharing this, but here listen to it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pSCQPSrlNbk
>>700007341
Thank you guys. Knowing how bad it is for you makes me realize how truly lucky and grateful I am to live the life I live
>>700033611
> Yes I am a bad person. I do bad things, usually to bad people tho.
Don't imprison yourself in what you believe you are, anon. You are not that, but you believe that you are and you then act like it. You're more than these few words, don't be afraid to be more than what you're seeing from your reflection to the world. Don't lock your identity when you can be anything.
>>700033131
Of all the stories of heartbreak, depression, and lonliness in this thread yours is probably the saddest
>>700007341
>be me
>never had a serious relationship
>meet a girl in college
>the most down to earth, sweet, funny personality
>absolutely perfect
>start flirting with eachother for a while
>become really good friends and we're getting quite close
>all of my friends are super happy for me and can tell she likes me back
>wake up feeling happy every morning which is new
>in college and one of the first things she says to me is "oh hey anon, its me and my finance's 6 year anniversary today"
>pure shock fills everyone's faces as i sink into my seat
>no one knew she was even with someone
>quiet most of that week
>finish college
>move to uni knowing that i've left behind the most perfect girl.
cont?
>>700008062
Well, shit
>>700035927
Sure, she doesn't seem so perfect anymore
>>700007341
''> i got a story"
>>700007341
">i got a story"
>>700035927
Yes. Get it off your chest, anon.
>>700007341
>be me
I don't know why I'm so sad and/or angry all the time
what do I do anons
>get friendly with girl
>Spend night with her
>We're clubbin with mates
>Mate got ball cancer
>Tells us the girl I was into fucked her dad
>Molly'd and Coked up I was fucked
>Got home 2 hours later
What has my life become?
Hey guys i need some advice. been dealing with depression for a while but had some bad medicine experience when i was young so never felt like trying pills again. long story short i have an appointment tomorrow to meet with a therapist to get medication the only problem is that if i start taking pills then i cant join the navy, something Ive been working on for the last couple months. so what should i do
>>700035927
>Shes part of my friends group so i talk to her online on and off whenever i have the time to come online
>closer to my first summer coming home we start talking a fair bit more
>she asks me if it was true if i liked her back in college and i tell her yes.
>couple of days later she tells everyone that shes split up with her fiancé
>she starts dropping hints/asking me questions about love life ecs
>i end up getting baited into a date with a crazy girl by her mum as i just thought it was a friendly meet up.
>get back from date and the girl tells me "its a shame about you and crazy girl, you're proper marriage material. I'd marry you"
>spend the next couple of days testing the waters and trying to find out what she meant
>we start heavily flirting
>having conversations about places we'd like to go and things we'd like to do.
>go out for a night out with her
>getting closer to her all night
>dancing and every time she leans in to talk, putting my hands on her hips and shes wrap her hands around my neck
>every time we would get close shed get all embarrassed and back off which left me confused
>she jumps in a taxi at the end of the night without a kiss/hug and goes home
>I get online and told my friend everything, she comes online
>I ask her into a private call and tell her that i do like her and ask her if she likes me
>she tells me shes likes me ever since she first met me, but was loyal to her ex
>wanted to kiss me all night but was too embarrassed
>ex never treated her like a girlfriend so she didn't know how to act when being treat right
>talk all night on the subject
>Tell her that i don't want to be a rebound and i needed her to be completely sure about moving forward. I don't just want to fill an emotional gap.
>she confirms that she has always liked me and always wanted to get with me
Today at the gym I hit my absolute max. To the point where I couldn't think straight. All my mental processes were fucked. Some girl looked like an absolute angel and my thoughts wouldn't leave repeat. Everything about her was absolutely beautiful. Her figure was soft, but had gorgeous musculature, slightly round face, skin pale as snow, hair was platinum blonde just a few shades away from silver. Dressed in colors that made her look even more amazing. Never seen anyone wear purple and look that good before.
It's been 12 hours and I still can't stop thinking about her. I feel so fucked up right now. it'll pass, but its shitty.
>>700037825
Quit moping about it. Go to the gym more until you see her again. More motivation to work out, and possibility of meeting a qt3.14. Two birds one stone.
>>700009563
I disappeared a few weeks ago, went out of state to hang out with my ex. I didn't tell anyone, because I knew she was bad news, and my family knows she's bad news, but I still care for her cause I'm a dumbass and because we dated for several years.
When my family found out I wasn't home, that no one knew where I was, they nearly launched a man hunt.
I was somewhat pissed - let me live my own life and shit. That's one hell of an over reaction.
At the same time, when my ex is emotionally abusing me, and a large number of friends I once trusted have turned to help her do so, and to lie their asses off for whatever reason - it feels good to know that even when I've trusted the wrong people, and been abused, and can't say "no" to a legitimately awful woman, that my family still only wants me to be happy and healthy.
>>700037764
>over the next few weeks we get super close, skyping every night, talking about literally everything
>she keeps telling my friends in private how perfect i am and how much she wants to kiss me/get with me
>arrange a date and the day before she finds out her ex has a new girlfriend and she tells me she is super happy because she didn't want to move on too quickly but says she is ready to take it to the next level
>date goes really well, staring into my eyes whenever i talk
>blushing every time i accidentally touch her foot ecs
>get home talk all night
>go to a friends get together and she asks if i wanted to get some fresh air
>we go outside and i stand close to her whist talking
>looking into her eyes and smiling
>she gets nervous and ushers me back inside
>at the end of the night she says asks if I want to stay over that night "but no funny business"
>her mum says it can't happen tonight so we arrange for another day
>she has told all her friends and family about me
>first girl i've ever told my family about in 19 years
>go to her house and meet her parents and sister and they love me
>chill in her room and ask her if wants to spoon whilst watching a movie as she said she wanted to the night before
>she says i don't know so i don't push it
>time for me to leave
>expecting a kiss but she hugs me and i leave
>get home and I get a message over facebook saying that she just wants to be friends.
>all of our friends are confused and angry except this one guy who latches doesn't actually understand the situation.
>im not even angry
>just absolutely crushed.
>feel led on, completely confused and like i'm not good enough.
>Go silent for the rest of the week
>each buzz on my phone perks me up because i think its her
>soul crushing when i realise its not
>wake up each morning realising i can't text her wishing her a good morning
>>700038560
>she starts putting pictures on facebook about how shes replies to guys that hurt her in two seconds saying "why am i like this"
>heart broken
>we went from everything to nothing with no warning over a message on facebook just after i got back from a date.
>>700010060
If you want a multi person relationship, you do your thing.
But if that's not what you want out of this, that's what you're getting anyways, and no relationship in the world is worth being a part of if you're not getting what you want out of it. Trust me, I'm a stubborn fuck and had to learn that several times over.
desu
>Be me.
>19
>Have been kinda depressed for like an year or so.
>Have no hunger at all, lost some weight.
>Can't sleep more that 5 hours a day.
>Have no interests at all, not even my own friends, not even vidya (i get bored of everything), i just want to stay in my room listening to music and go for a run every 2 days.
>I consider "why should i even get up in the morning?" every single day.
>Too much respect for my family to backflip the shit of a building...
>My friends invite me for a dinner (i reject), but they insist and i end up going.
>They made one of those "intervantion" type of gay shit to rant me on my agressive behaviour....
>I acted like a fking cunt cause i don't like to explain my shit in frount of everyone...
>Next day, a girl that i realy like tried to talk to me in private.
>I ended up telling her i liked her.
>She said: "Im Sorry".
> Today i told her i don't want her to talk to me and she said "I respect".
> This shit was 4 days ago, since then i didn't leaft my house, just for a run.
>>700008727
i hope she will get cancer
>>700010765
Obligatory: faggot.
Seriously though, man, you could spend your life following him around. And if you do, you'll be locking yourself in a cage.
A cage is no place for a rainbow bird like you. Force yourself to meet new people, go places and do shit. If you can open your mind, you'll open your eyes and you'll find that no matter how great you think he is, there's someone better for you. And they'll love you more than you could possibly imagine.
>>700010954
My ex directly told me she wanted to make things better, win me back after she walked out months ago and started seeing another guy. I told her to come talk to me. She never did. I told her if she wanted to make things right, show up at my house in the middle of the night just because she needs me. She never did.
That was more than a month ago. All I get at the moment from her is her ignoring my messages and then the occasional message where she bitches at me for ignoring her.
I think I'm gonna show up at her house today and tell her not to bother "winning me back",or whatever this actually is. I'm just.... I'm just tired, at this point.
>>700038693
Sorry anon.
>>700023135
If you haven't done it yet, break up with her. It doesn't matter how frequently your see her in passing. It doesnt matter how much you love her. It doesn't matter how much you need her, and it doesn't matter if she's the only woman you see. You'll never get over what she did.
Stop talking to your "friend". He's not your friend, he's a user. Same as above. You can be polite if he comes to see your family, but don't give him any false ideas as to how you feel about him.
They are a decaying limb, anon. It died long ago, when your trust died in them. Remove it, or I promise you the rot will spread and consume you. You are worth saving. It will be painful but *you are worth it.*
>>700041153
Thanks for taking the time to read it. :)
>>700033821
Same but I dated her for four years.
>>700033022
See, you're a cunt and I hate you, and then you make points like these and I find myself saying "Fuck, he's right."
I think it is healthy to experience a range of emotions, but lingering on negativity is self destructive. Willpower and determination are most valuable
>>700007830
7 yrs down the toilet
>>700033022
>>700043408
He's just as damaged as the rest of us. Happy people don't need to go out of their way to shit on those worse off than themselves. By convincing someone else they're garbage, he thinks he can convince himself that he isn't.
Please don't ban me moots
This is my story.
>Be me
>Beta male, just don't care enough to be an alpha
>5'2" even though in high-school
>Nobody talks to me, if they do then they make fun of my height
>Joke about suicide ironically to "friends" all the time
>Only find comfort on the internet (Youtube, 4chan, etc.)
>Meet girl
>Let's call her Jasmine
>Half nigger, half Korean (6.5/10)
>She seems nice and shy at first but get to know her
>She's a mega-bitch, who also happens to love 4chan
>So hypnotized by her that I ignore the fact that she's a terrible person
>Have taller friend let's just call him Steven (Only real friend in the school) take note on him, useful in the future
>Talk to Jasmine, I was pretty inexperienced in the whole "Dating-game" at the time
>Just talk about stupid things like depression
>As the year progresses, I start to come out of my shell; Start making actual friends
>Become the stereotypical loud, talkative kid.
>Sitting down at lunch one day
>Bunch of girls walk up to me and ask me out, the whole "Pleasesayno" thing. (Oreo)
>Give her the finger and tell her to fuck off
>Pretty much lost all of my chances with Jasmine at the time
>A couple of weeks pass
>Sitting in chair with Jasmine
>Acting like a fucking autist
>She looks at me and says "You're so weird, I can't believe I had a crush on you!"
>MFW I actually had a chance with her after all
>The feels set in
>Never forget that day
>Start sneaking beer from the fridge to numb the pain
>Become a borderline alcoholic
>See her at school, have no choice but to talk to her
>She sees that I am in an unstable state
>Makes a few jokes about my penis (Forgot to mention that she's a hacker, prob put a rat on my computer.)
>Don't actually have a small penis, but take offence to it anyway
>Me and Steven playing Foosball at the teen center
>Her and her nigger friend say "Steven is so cute!" Outloud, right in front of my face.
Cont.
>>700045387
Ill bump for you
>>700045387
Cont.
>I grab my backpack and burst out of the community center
>Get call from my friend the next day
>"Dude, why did you run out of the community center like that?"
>"I don't want to talk about it."
>Sit there in my bed and dream about what life would have been like if I just asked her out.
>Wake up
>Go to school
>Same shit as usual (Talk to friends in class, Jasmine calls me a "faygit".)
>Go home
>Become anti-social
>Stop coming out of my room
>Go out less
>Skin becomes white as snow
>Consider suicide
>Wrap tie around my neck
>Think about parents and shit, pussy out
>MFW I can't even kill myself correctly
>Mom walks in
>Go to loony bin for about two years (Lost track of time)
>Go home a changed person on the outside but still a depressed autistic faggot on the inside.
That was the whole story.
First time ever posting on a feel thread
>be me, gay
>18 years old, in relationship with a 24-year old guy
>we break up in middle of July after some arguing, we still break up on good terms and with no hard feelings
>also we both felt like breaking up
>he would like to be in contact time to time, but I think it's better to get out of each other's lives completely
>he agrees to forget me and carry on his old life
<it has now been about 5 weeks
>I do not miss him, but I'm worried about how he's doing
>he was a very dependant person and I'm worried how he's doing now, I do not wish anything bad for him
>I think about this a lot, daily
I hope this goes away with time, doesn't feel good man
>>700012449
Aye been there, my first love was French and literally anytime i saw anything French it feelsd me, u get over it tho dw
>>700008727
Don't be like this girl anon
>I was sleeping with her
>found out she had a bf
>stopped sleeping with her
>she slept with another dude
>bf found out and dumped her hoe ass
>she moves in with guy she slept with so she can smoke pot (lazy stoner)
>new bf is waiting for her but she still in love with old bf
>sleeps with me again
>tells me she wants me etc etc
>gets dumped from new bf for cheating I'm assuming cause hey once a cheater always a cheater
>won't move into rents house cause she wants to smoke pot
>still texts me every other day and I ignore her skank ass
>feels goodman
>she wants to end herself
>no licence no money no future
Negative thoughts and actions have negative impacts go bang some hot ass Sheila or hooker get it out of your system, go but yourslf a house and work hard for YOUR future not some skank who will mooch off you for money and kids
I have learnt the same lesson as you pal
I went and bought the Harleys and bought a home that I rent out and is 4/4 being paid for every week and fuck other guys women if I can am I happy ? Mostly but I am still empty inside from being hurt in the past
Tl;dr look out for numero uno
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>>700008727
Dude she did you a favor. She's a broken messed up person. Be grateful you didn't marry or procreate with her. I know it hurts but you'll move on and be much happier going forward.
>>700046180
><it has now been about 5 weeks
FUUUUCKING NEWFAG
>tfw fell in love with girl who namefags on 4chan in certain threads
>Lead me on and treated me like shit
I ignored the writing on the fucking wall.
>Captcha says I mistyped it
>Somehow mistyped a fucking click
>>700038693
So is it just over with you guys or what? That's the full conclusion?
>>700010100
dude
you
are
fourteen
years
old
