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Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
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>>699576768
Well, you obviously care enough about yourself to not an hero.
As for conversation starting, I'd love to start one anytime!
>>699576902
Not really. I just don't have the opportunity to do it. I want to use my dad's shotgun, but I can't find the ammo for it.
Oh yeah, another little part. Since I was 10 years old, my mom kicked me out and forced me to move back in 5 times, the most recent being in March. I've pretty much decided to cut all ties with her because she's a psychotic bitch. So now I'm living with my grandma, dad, and his girlfriend. My dad's a loser, and doesn't even have a GED. Now I'm back to being poor.
>>699577173
That's fucking rough
How do you bear it?
>>699577173
Hi, how are you?
>>699576836
The FitnessGram™ Pacer Test is a multistage aerobic capacity test that progressively gets more difficult as it continues. The 20 meter pacer test will begin in 30 seconds. Line up at the start. The running speed starts slowly, but gets faster each minute after you hear this signal. [beep] A single lap should be completed each time you hear this sound. [ding] Remember to run in a straight line, and run as long as possible. The second time you fail to complete a lap before the sound, your test is over. The test will begin on the word start. On your mark, get ready, start.
Holy shit dash. Lurked last thread. About to go bum around my city for cash but damn son, you got it bad.
>inb4 antidashers
I got 100 at my best
>>699577260
This is where my crazy side really starts to show. Basically, I have a bit of a split personality. Probably some form of multiple personality disorder. I used to be a really nice, sweet kid, and that part of me still exists very, very deep down. That side of me is also stubborn as fuck, and is incredibly strong-willed. That's what keeps me going. I don't know how after all the shit I've been through, but I somehow persevere because of that will deep inside of me. But I also make sure to hide it because that true side of me is very sensitive, and the cold, apathetic side of me that I always show pretty much protects my sweet inner child.
I don't know where I'm going with this anymore, but maybe that will give some insight into my personality now that I've told you my past.
>>699577299
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SLEdsI731J4
>>699577520
Nah, I don't like help especially in the form of currency. Thanks though.
>>699577173
Hey dude, sounds like this guy >>699577369 has got exactly what you need.
Get /fit/
Once you love your body you can love yourself, and once you love yourself you can learn to love someone else.
Though hot bitches are tempting, use your confidence to go for someone with personality!
Though I'm assuming since me and you are in practically the same boat through different circumstances, you'd have no drive to get fit even if you wanted to.
>>699577679
It would make sense for the heart to conceal itself in order to prevent further damage.
Maybe that's why you hide it?
>>699577679
I meant for me. I only have 7$ to eat with this week. And free refills at McD's along with getting old hamburgers for cheap only gets you so far.
>>699577748
I've tried. I lifted weights for 2 months, but skipped more and more days until finally quitting. It didn't make me feel better. And I will never love my body. I have a terrible self-image, and I hate myself for many, many reasons.
>>699577807
Yep, for sure. But I don't know how that side of me still lives. I'm a tough son of a bitch I guess.
>>699576902
>>699577173
>>699577679
>>699577807
I love how you guys can talk about this serious stuff while posting pics of naked animals
>>699577885
Oh, sorry, I'm not very smart.
>>699577951
I don't care about either, really. I'm just killing time and waiting to die.
>>699577910
The soul is undying.
>>699577951
Love you too, Anon! <3
>>699577993
why do you want to die exactly?
>>699578010
Bomp
>>699577910
Btw, if you're ever in lufkin can you do me a solid? Find the guy in the rush concert leathers with the unkept beard and kill him. Just fucking break his shit fast and quick. I'd save a lot of money being on the slab diet.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A7Ljtv2ESuE
>>699578010
I don't really believe in any of that stuff. I used to to some degree, but my mom's insane beliefs pushed me further and further away from anything spiritual or religious.
>>699578053
I guess you didn't read anything I've posted so far if you can't see why.
>>699578059
k
>>699578010
You're way too fucking optimistic for my tastes. Good art though.
>>699578158
I just don't see why you would cut yourself and be sad from these things. It should be a sign that you would be a perfect person with a lot to look forward to in life.
>>699578158
People can be different.
>>699578166
Nope, just a little high, and feeling happier with meme.tf in the background and drinking a somewhat-watered-down fountain soda.
>>699578225
I'm not sad; I feel nothing at all. I cut myself to feel something, but it no longer works. And don't give me that "you're perfect" bullshit. I'm so sick of hearing shit like that. I'm an incredibly flawed person, physically and psychologically, and there's nothing that can change it. That's why I want to kill myself: I have no power to change anything.
aren't we all
>>699578299
Whatcha smokin' buddy? I'd be val'd out right now but I'm so broke I can't even afford the pain meds for my back.
Also who the fuck is this picture.
>>699577951
To mentally 'dead' people it literally doesn't matter, doesn't matter if it's a picture of a naked animal, a missing child, or a brutalized corpse, who the fuck cares? I certainly don't, When I see those rekt threads here on /b/ that weak shit doesn't even phase me.
>>699577993
>I'm just killing time and waiting to die
That's me too, suicide is never the answer though, it is selfish and cowardly, I may not care about anything, but there are a few people who care about me, no matter what I couldn't do that to them. I wait for all of them to die, and then I can finally rest, it's the honorable thing to do.
>>699578513
All that character is missing is some neon green fur.
>>699578550
The dankness my man.
Also, not a solid knowing on the pic.
>>699578573
I used to think like that, but I've stopped caring. I just want the suffering to end, I don't even care who it hurts anymore. I fucking swear, the first opportunity I have to kill myself and have it be instant and painless, I will do it.
a waste
>>699578668
I meant what kidn of weed man. Grape ape, white widow? Kalash? I need a strain to jude you by. Is that shit cheap, or dank like that meme of dash with the mountain dew I should have saved.
>>699578888
Waste of quads
>the life is shit
>>699578888
Quads confirm me needing to know how dank it is.
>>699578745
That's the same mindset my brother gets when he gets depressed, but when you commit suicide it's not about you anymore, and if there is a hell you deserve to be there to suffer the eternal pain and damnation that you selfishly tried to run away from, now I'm definitely no religious type, but my life revolves around one question, what if?
>>699578888
Nice quads
Also, not sure, but it was probably the dank purple, didnt taste fruity.
>>699578932
Dash, fam, did you save this Anon's dream pic?
>>699578745
Go jump off something tall then you pussy.
>>699578888
>>699579177
Absolute madman.
>>699579035
Shut the fuck up. There is no Hell, go kill yourself for even thinking it.
>>699579036
What?
>>699579132
I've already been over this at least twice. There is nothing tall for me to jump off of where I live.
>>699579177
Thanks dash. I'm gonna go be a bum now. Catch you on the flip side.
>>699579375
See ya.
>>699579375
Laters!
>>699577679
Yo she got that bad dragon Fenrir do
>>699579328
What if though dude? We have no way to prove that there's no hell, science has no idea what consciousness is or what happens to it when we die, does it disappear? Is it given to another body? Is it stored for eternity in a realm of endless pain? Does it roam the earth thinking it's still alive forever? Death is scary for fear of the unknown anon, for all we know death could be worse than life itself.
Consciousness is an unexplainable inconceivable concept, but we know it's real because we all have it, the Universe is a scary place, try to lose yourself in thought anon, think bigger than yourself.
>>699580047
Its a great looking piece
>fap
>play
Help me to chose pl0x
>>699580101
I don't claim to know what exactly happens after death, but you're fucking retarded if you actually think Hell could even possibly exist. All Abrahamic religions are completely bullshit, especially in that regard.
>>699580449
Hello, Filenames.
![[Don't] WAKE ME UP.jpg](https://i.imgur.com/c1okpQJ.jpg "[Don't] WAKE ME UP.jpg")
>>699580481
Zzzzzzzzz
>>699580588
Sup, nerd?
>>699580588
CANT WAKE UP
>>699580588
Ok
>>699580649
Just waking up, barely functional.
>>699580656
KILL ME
>>699580664
<3 Or whatever.
>>699579035
>and if there is a hell you deserve to be there to suffer the eternal pain and damnation that you selfishly tried to run away from
>wanting to run away from pain and suffering is selfish
>my god will just make you keep suffering if you try to end your suffering, lol
Sounds like both yourself and your religion are equally fucked up.
>>699580808
No, no <3.
>>699580808
Morning going alright?
>>699580920
No, I gotta be at work in 45 minutes.
>>699580893
Yes, yes <3
>>699580893
That picture is full of hit steamy love though anon. Or rape. I dunno. I'm nit N art critic.
>>699581030
I don't like <3
>>699580364
What's so unbelievable about a place where you are punished for doing morally wrong? After all, the Universe is the one that gave us our consciousness and sense of morals, maybe we have them for a reason, maybe we don't.
You don't want to die anon, but as a human your natural willpower can be overcome by your mysteriously high intelligence, a bad mental state is a dangerous way for us, that's why I've near completely turned off all emotion, I'm on standby, waiting for something to happen.
Have you ever wanted to become a high chemist and build a shoddy bomb and just nuke a city? I have thoughts like that every other day.
>>699581030
Fuck, man.
I'll text you if you want me to.
>>699581095
>>699580817
What religion?
>>699581095
No, you fucking idiot. Morality is absolutely 100% subjective. Just fucking kill yourself. And don't tell me what I feel, you cunt. You don't know what I feel.
>>699581089
>don't like <3
>cat has heart-shaped nips
I'm sleepy and getting mixed messages here.
>>699581168
Perhaps, maybe, dunno.
>>699581235
Whichever one you apparently believe in that has a deity sending people to eternal suffering when they try to end their eternal suffering.
>>699581249
I'll annoy you anyway
>>699581249
It wasn't intentional. I don't know what love is, and can't begin to understand why I've had at least 5 different people here tell me they love me in the past 3 or so days.
>>699581294
>>699581294
Probably not the pasta people then. Pobs an abrahamic religion.
>>699581438
I don't know, man. It's your faith, you should probably be the one telling us about it.
>>699581244
Nihilisme intensifie
>>699581294
I never said anything about a deity, but I did say
>now I'm no religious type
They don't have eternal suffering, they have temporary suffering, it might get better, it might not, but abruptly ending it without thinking of the people who care about you is selfish and cowardly, life is short and we have no idea what happens afterwards.
>>699581338
Do it, I love when you do.
>>699581404
Make it 6.
>>699581531
I'm furry frank you mongoloid. Also this hamburger tastes like soap. But at least it doesn't taste like spit. Fuck the people at wendys.
>>699581565
*Nihilism
And yes, I am a nihilist. Nothing matters to me, and all morals are entirely subjective.
>>699581638
Well you were the fifth actually. But I still don't get it.
>>699581638
You better check your skype, faggot.
>>699581728
I love you Dash
>>699581728
I don't love you dash.
>>699577269
why does she have narutos all over her is she a ninja
>>699581728
Why don't you get it?
>>699581793
Fuck yo couch, nigga!
>>699581804
I don't even know you.
>>699581832
Good, keep it that way.
>>699581860
I don't fucking know.
>>699581915
I don't understand how anyone could possibly like me. I'm beginning to think that it's just pity.
boys teaching girls lessons!
>>699581939
instead of thinking about killing yourself, think about what you will do with the rest of your life.
>>699581915
That's a bed, you shitter.
>>699581995
It's because we love you.
>>699581728
I don't know how old you are, but you have the mentality of a 15 year old. As expected of most people on this site/board.
>>699581939
I'm not promising anything. Just don't become a 10/10 trap and we'll stay... whayever the fuck kind.of aquantance we are.
>>699581637
>i was very careful to not out myself as a godfreak, but i'm totally a godfreak
Yeah, we gathered that. It didn't take a rocket scientist.
>but abruptly ending it without thinking of the people who care about you is selfish and cowardly
You're assuming that the person in question isn't thinking about others who care about them. That's kinda messed up. I'm sure it's in the front of their thoughts.
Conversely, those people who care should at least make an attempt to understand that, for some, life just isn't wanted anymore. That it needs to end. That there needs to be peace.
Losing someone you love is the worst, but to call them "selfish and cowardly" because they chose to end their suffering makes it seem like you didn't love them all that much after all.
>we have no idea what happens afterwards
>did i mention i'm a godfreak?
Yes.
>>699581995
It might just be. Or it might not be. Consider the following: this guy loved talking to you since we hit it off, and loved you as you when you were straightforward. You even told me you hated my race.
>>699582092
No, it's a shower you bat rastard!
>>699582075
Nothing because I don't enjoy anything. That's why I want to kill myself. I do a lot of thinking, dude. I've considering many things.
>>699582092
And *I'm* the crazy one. Yeah I'm pretty sure it's everyone else that's crazy if so many people are telling me they love me.
>>699582139
K. But I'm 19. Also, your opinion means absolutely nothing to me, kill yourself.
>>699582155
k
>>699582329
Lolwut
>>699582339
Unlike yourself, we feel comfort around others (well, some.) and one person i enjoy being around is you.
>>699582530
It's because I'm in the shower, you fag! Gotti
>>699582329
What? No, I never said that. I said I hate niggers. And that's really just generalization. I hate individuals rather than wholes. One of my only friends in real life is half black, and my friend whom I've known the longest is half Mexican. I don't hate races, I hate people.
>>699582530
I don't know how, especially considering how many people in real life have told me the opposite. I was told by multiple people in every school I went to that I looked like a serial killer or school shooter, and many people avoided talking to me because they said I look scary. So rather then comfort, I tend to evoke the opposite affect for everyone in real life.
>>699582680
Nice meme.
>>699581995
Once again, same boat.
>>699582158
Why are you bringing god into this? I was using hell as a descriptive term for a possible horrible place where peoples consciousness goes when they die, it was also a what if, not a definitive answer, I also mentioned consciousness roaming the earth thinking it's still alive, or simply disappearing.
>>699582794
So then do you hate me?
>>699582817
You are a meme, you are toast, kiddo!
>>699582885
Meh, you're alright. There are very few people who I hate. I tolerate most people, for lack of a better term.
>>699582846
>godfreak babble and pseudo-science from my imagination
Do you really believe any of that stuff?
>>699582794
You're overthinking things
>>699582885
ummm ok fam
>>699582963
Love me as I love you! <3
>>699583021
I'm incredibly bored.
>>699583036
I can't feel or give love.
>>699583021
Please?
>>699583045
Watch stuff on youtube, it helps!
>>699583092
Please what?
>>699583090
Don't lie to me! Is it because I'm Draka?
>>699583109
I don't watch anything anymore, I'm sick of it all. I don't enjoy anything.
>>699583166
Please stay.
>>699583172
No. I don't feel anything anymore. I'm completely dead inside. Or rather, my emotions are hidden so deep, and are so unstable that I don't even know how to bring them out.
>>699583179
I suggest you concentrate fully on your quest now: You need to find a way to kill yourself without causing high costs, and finally execute it. I'll be of mental assistance if you want.
>>699583179
Now you're just being edgy
Try to wear a lighter mood.
>>699583226
I ain't going nowhere lmao
>>699583299
With my cock and your ass, we will bring them out!
>>699583337
Then text me later, I gotta go to work.
>>699583313
Thanks, but I'm already determined to kill myself. I don't need help.
>>699583337
No, I'm not actually being edgy right now. I really don't enjoy anything anymore.
>>699583000
No I don't believe it, it's all a question, it could be one of those things, it also couldn't, anything is possible in our endless Universe, black holes, magnets, heat conduction, slowing the speed of light, intelligent life, free will, consciousness.
Broaden your mind, being someone who believes in nothing is just as closed mided and ridiculous as a religious retard. Ask questions, maybe one day you'll know the answers, be it in this life, or the hypothetical next.
>>699583421
The number you sent on skype better not be that fucking landline
>>699583439
Lies!
>>699583511
Not at all. I'm dead serious.
>>699583461
But I'm not a virgin!
>>699583511
What!?
Bye cuties!
>>699583561
That's even worse.
>>699577173
You're a whiny faggot, kid. Read the life story of Dave Peltzer and his brother. Had it harder than you and they came out of it. Or kill yourself if you aren't worth it, I guess. That's good too.
>>699583471
>everything that isn't fully explainable by science is fair game for whatever imaginary fantasy nonsense i want to attach to it
Nah.
>>699583618
k
>>699583547
Try finding something that isnt ruined for you
>>699583561
Byeeeee?
>>699583665
I can't. Every time I try something new I stop caring about it very soon after. I don't even try anymore because I fail at everything I do.
>>699583731
Now I know the latter part is just hyperbole.
No one fails at everything they do.
>>699583909
You don't know me very well then. My luck is inconceivably bad.
>>699583909
I'm not even joking. I can't even kill myself right. I tried to do it last year by cutting both my arms from elbow to wrist, but it didn't work because the knife I used sucked.
>>699583634
>k
Yep. End it all. Videotape it too please, thanks.
>>699584091
I've already said multiple times that I'm going to kill myself when possible. But I'm not going to record it because I have no way of doing it.
>>699583980
>>699584082
Jesus, dude.
>>699584260
Yep. That's why I'm going to wait until I can guarantee my death before attempting it again. I don't want to fuck up and have to suffer more.
>>699583628
None of what I say is fact but rather possibility, a ghostly apparition is far from far fetched in this insane Universe.
>>699584400
We'll miss you, space cowboy.
>>699584550
k
>>699577369
Thomas, get outta the furry shit.
>>699584260
the fuck is with her breasts, her right one is half off her body...
>>699584400
Well fuck off then man, if you're not gonna let people try to help you, stop being an attention seeking invalid and just fucking keep it to yourself, this isn't a cry for help, it's a cry for attention, just shut up and share your animal porn ye fuckin' baby.
>>699584647
Idk man
>>699584884
>attention seeking
There's that word again. Listen, dipshit: nothing I say is for attention. I'm just talking about whatever because I'm bored. I don't care about attention and don't even like it. Now leave me the fuck alone, I'm sick of talking.
>>699584999
Talk to me you shit dick trips nabber cunt faget
Fuck, it posted before I could select the pic.
>>699585294
>>699584999
You might not even think it is but it is, you wouldn't be saying it otherwise, wake the fuck up you closed minded degenerate, your life is not worth losing no matter how much you want to believe it is.
If you're hellbent on it at least go out with a bang, poison a fuckload of people, shoot up a school, go skydiving and don't pull your chute and aim for a person or crowded space, do something as a final fuck you to everybody, don't just disappear, get back at humanity, break them like they did to you.
>>699585702
No. There's a part of me that actually really cares about everyone, and doesn't want them to hurt. I feel bad for what I'm going to do to my own family when I die, so hurting others' is even worse.
>>699585702
Kek, that guy's too weak to do stuff like that. He won't even trash his parent's car because he'd feel too guilty
>>699585945
Pls tell me this is from a game and if so sauce??
>>699585838
I don't mean hurt the specific people, they still care about you to an extent.
I mean damage humanity as a whole, do something noteworthy, something that'll make headlines in Canada and Europe.
>>699586208
No. You still aren't getting it. I really don't care about attention. I don't want to be in the news. I want to be forgotten.
>>699586354
In that case you should stop posting in these threads and pretend you're dead.
>inb4 I'm a fag and can't pretend to be dead
Stfu, go and chain yourself to a tree till you starve or so.
>>699586556
Fucking retard, I've already said countless times that I want an instant death.
>>699586354
It's not about attracting attention to yourself once your dead, it's about attracting attention to the problem you have, depression, if people truly need a reason to acknowledge it give them one.
>>699586103
Unfortunately it's just an animation
>>699586891
>if you want something quick and painless, you don't really want to die.
>>699586945
If you're not willing to go through whatever it takes to get there, you don't really want it.
Jump survivors always say, as soon as they jumped they realised there was a solution to everything in life, except for the fact that they just jumped off a fucking bridge.
>>699587214
No, anon. Just no. I'm already suffering and I'm trying to end it. Why would I subject myself to even more suffering?
>>699587370
Because you need to wake up.
>>699587420
kill yourself.
>>699587437
Wake up and smell the coffee, oh wait that's not coffee, that's life, everyone has it, you're not alone, but you are self centered and you are retarded.
I'm near in the exact same condition as you, except I'm not a babby, I know wrong and right, north and south, black and white, wake up before you do something stupid and irreversible.
>>699587855
What part of "I don't care" do you not understand? Listen dude, I've been depressed for a very, very long time, and I've thought about this a lot. So long that I just don't care anymore. I don't care if it's selfish and irreversible because nothing matters anyway. I'm sick of suffering, and I don't contribute anything meaningful. I don't even have any real meaning to family. I have no reason to live. I don't care what you think because you're no one, just like all others. Your opinion doesn't matter to me, and nothing you or anyone can say will make me change my mind because I've already heard it all a thousand times.
