feels please?
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feels please?
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>>698211784
damn
I don't think she cares any more /b/...
I just got a bj from my girlfriend a few minutes ago. Feeling pretty good right now.
>>698212677
nice dubs
>>698212966
>>698212966
nice dubles
>>698212759
nice
>>698211326
good stuff
Thread better not die like I want to...
bumping for feels
>>698214278
fuck
miss this show
Bump for fucks sake
>>698215264
Oh shit that is actually me
anyone lurking?
>>698215574
I am, please keep it up
>>698215607
>>698215839
>ifunny
That makes me so mad
should i kill myself /b?
>7/10
>no friends
>24
>live alone in apartment
> be me, 16
> Throw a party at my house
> All friends invited, including my crush
> Play in the pool, watch movies, spend time all togheter
> They are my best friends, after some time i am genuinly happy
> Late at night everybody is a bit drunk, but not wasted
> Lead to my room to grab some medicine from headache
> See my crush and one of my closest friends kissing on my bed
> Exit the room, go in bathroom
> I throw up from due to the feeling of that wiew
> I spend the rest of the night sitting in the angle of my bathroom
> The Sun rises, time for the others to come home
>Crush comes by
> " Great party anon! It was really fun "
> She kisses me on the ceek and leaves
> Spend the rest of the day contemplating suicide
is this thread going to die
>>698216568
feels bad man
>>698216572
Everything dies, anon.
>>698216973
Would you really want to live forever though?
>>698217046
i dont even want to live to the end of this month
>>698216345
Same only I'm 25. I made it another year and you can too.
>>698217464
but anon all i do is lurk on boards and fap to animations
>>698217377
Shit gets better dude. It's just a matter of whether you want it to happen or not.
What's got you down bud?
>>698212497
This one always gets me, I used to do that
When I was in high school I went through some pretty serious mental hardships, where I would go completely insane and depressed. I had to leave my highschool and my mom would cry all the time because I said I wanted to die. Then I started getting better and I could go back to my highschool. When I went back all my old friends were there, but none of them would really hang out with me because I was insane. I used to be really active and have girlfriends and small parties on the weekends. Now I had no one to hang out with, and my mom would get worried about me staying in my room alone all day. She even asked if I wanted to have another party even though she hated them. I realized how worried she was, so I started to drive my car to the mall and sit there with my lights off. I even remember seeing some of my old friends driving by and hoping they didn't see me.
I would always tell her that I was out with friends and I would pretend that I was hiding a girlfriend from her. This made her happy. At least one of us could be happy.
>>698217734
live alone in an apartment
>27
>barely go out
>drink my ass off every weekend
i have over 150 feels picture, but not the usual crap you see everyday on feel threads.
make me cry and i dump it all. 1 tear is enough.
I'm a man of my word. please make me honour it.
>>698217544
Anybody else feel annoyed when it's a female in a "loneliness" picture?
>>698217934
fuck, anon
I just cried for the first time in a couple of years, and I cried hard.
I fucking hate how the only people who ever even would know this or give a remote shit are you beautiful strangers on the Internet.
I fucking love you all.
i hope the thread doesnt die
>>698218127
Yep
>>698218385
"We both did"
The fact that it's in past tense makes this whole thing.
>>698218343
i love you too anon
I've been playing Katawa Shoujo and it's got some good feels. I recommend it to sad anons.
>>698218127
A little bit
>>698218127
Actually i think chicks have it harder than guys if you think about it.
If a chick looks good, a lot of guys will try to comfort her just so they can eventually fuck her,
but if she's ugly - no one gives a shit about her.
I mean , she can't even tell who really cares about her and who just wants to fuck her, that feelings must suck balls ...
but us guys? we are something else. if we're depressed there are plenty of things we can do to get out of the depression and change our lives. for example start lifting and changing ourselves for the better..
Anyway, i think even though chicks can't be as depressed as guys, they're also fucked if they fall into depression , each from his or her's reasons.
>>698218026
I am 2 weeks sober, i almost did brain damage from drinking, it depleted the nutrients in my brain or something
Now i started to play video games again, something else to distract me from life
Beat Song of the Deep in 2 or 3 days, getting my sleep schedule in order, and have a job interview next week
I'm taking the slow road to getting better, but I will never be happy, I always have these things that I strive for, or things I want to buy, and when I get them nothing changes, I have gained weight, im 190 now, I feel fat as fuck I used to be 130
I quit smoking and started vaping, and when my broken foot heals i can start walking or something
My face used to be so handsome, now it looks off, I had so much going for me, everyone was proud of me as a kid. All of that is gone, now the only hope is that I can live on my own, or if I just abandon everything and go back to how I once was.
The people in my life who watch me, it must be like watching a man on a rope, just waiting for him to fall off again.
I removed the tumblr bit on the bottom left of this picture so it's not as shitty.
Also, I'm glad this is one of the few threads where I post something and the thread doesnt immediately die.
>>698218944
please dont jinx it
>>698218798
keep being sober anon!
>>698218026
At least you're independent
>Turn 20 in two months
>Still live at home
>Last time I showed interest in a girl we hooked up then she told me all about her crush the next day
>>698218725
>but if she's ugly - no one gives a shit about her.
You are mistaken. Even ugly girls get a shitton of attention. I know this from first hand experience, aswell as internet experience.
>I mean , she can't even tell who really cares about her and who just wants to fuck her
>really
>fuck
You see, guys dont even have the option of having "fake" friends, or people who "just" want to fuck them.
>for example start lifting and changing ourselves for the better
That isn't gonna make you not depressed. It'll only make you more attractive to other people, so they can make you feel less like shit.
Also,
>guys can lift
A girl can just not be obese and be fine.
>they're also fucked if they fall into depression
Barring mental illness, I dont see a reason why females can be depressed, let alone have it harder than guys.
>each from his or her's reasons
The problem, you see, is that females have a HUUUUUGE network of support, both with other males and females, to help them and make them feel better.
A girl needs to be horribly disfigured to be ignored in society.
A guy can be just a bit weird and he'll get kicked out of society.
Pic very related. You think THIS chick is single? Bullshit. If she is, it's 100% because she chooses to be.
>>698217934
I remember when I first got to go back to my highschool, on the one of the first weekends, I was alone in my room and like 5 of my old friends walked in. I was so happy to see them, it was like everything had just gone back to old times. We would drive around and go to the beach together, we would smoke weed and drink by a fire pit. So they came over, and hung out for about an hour, and I thought "Well its getting boring here, we will probably leave soon and go get high with some girls." Well I was right, it was getting boring, and they did leave to go get high with the girls, but they just left me there. Said goodbye to my mom on the way out. Later I found out that my mom had called them and asked if they could come over to cheer me up. This wrecked me, because for like a week after that I thought that "today I will probably hang out with them again," And "finally all the bullshit about not being my friends anymore is over".
Then I discovered that it was all set up just to cheer me up, and I let it do so for a week. I remember thinking about how it was weird that they hung out every day, but still only came to my house on the weekend, and what are they waiting for. I was a very naive kid I think.
>>698219295
i wish someone loved me tbh
The VR age is coming, but it's not without its challenges.
Stay strong anons.
>>I actually thought that I would have less depression when I leave school
>But it doesnt work like that
>>698219731
lmao u dingus
>>698219693
I don't believe in soul mates dude, but love is something everyone finds eventually.
Everyone's seen those human garbage males with a decent looking girl on their arm.
You can't force love to happen but you do need to try for it. Do you work? Go to university?
>>698219855
you sound like a fucking fedora warrior. I'm all in for helping people but nobody can help you if all you wanna do is whine about nobody loving you
change something
>>698219952
electrician
>>698209198
>be me
>have morbid fear of death/sickness cancer every evening
>lel.jpg
>>698219952
I'm not the anon you're replying to.
>decent looking girl
My problem isnt with a girl's looks. My problem is that girls, regardless of their appearence, STILL dont give a single shit about me.
>tfw tried to get with chubby weeaboo nerd girl ever since over a year ago, and still no luck
>>698220227
Adding on to my post, it's also because every single female I've come across, either online or IRL, has proved to be a disgusting human being.
>>698220140
Guess you meet plenty of people then. That's something at least, better than being out the back of a warehouse or something.
>>698220227
>ever since over a year ago
You're trying for too long.
Also, yeah. Most women are disgusting human beings. So are most men.
Gotta dig through a whole lot of shit to find a nice person.
>>698220138
Calm down I'm just posting shit from my feels folder to stop this thread from dying
The past few days my gf has seemed kinda distant and not her usual self. She gets down sometimes but it seems a bit different. I asked her what was wrong today and she said she was just really tired and that she had a dream that she cheated on me and we broke up and that the dream upset her.
Her dream concerns me. I asked her what happened in the dream but got grumpy and said she can't remember. Is she thinking about cheating on me? I find that a weird dream to have, I'm not sure if she actually dreamt of sleeping with someone else or she just had a dream where she knew she cheated or something. Either way I found it weird. How should I interpret?
>>698220656
save the thread anon
>>698219647
I started selling weed eventually after that, not many people would buy from me except the kids in the grade below me that were weird, or the kid who lived next door and didn't have a car to drive. None of them were my friends, they came and left pretty fast. Then one week the whole town went dry and people were really having trouble finding weed. So again 5 or 6 of my old friends came over, we sat in the basement and took turns playing video games as we smoke a blunt together and I even gave one of them some weed for free cause he didn't have any money. They all sat exactly where they used to sit on the couches and chairs in my basement. We sat for a little and laughed just like we used to do. Then, in an instant they all got up, gave me daps, and left. I was still sitting in the chair and the smoke was still in the air, but the room was quiet and I was alone. It was around 3 or 4 pm, and I just sat there until about 2am just thinking about how I was part of the crew, the cool kids. But not anymore. One of them was dating my x girlfriend, and another one had taken the girl I had a super big crush on to prom. She was a prude, never kissed anybody, but that changed. I left the small mess in the basement, with mcdonalds bags and ashed cigarettes, for a few days. That way it looked like when I used to have people over.
>>698220827
I'm trying man
>>698220684
>she had a dream that she cheated on me and we broke up
Oh boy.
>the dream upset her
OH BOY!
>I asked her what happened
>got grumpy and said she can't remember
WEEEW LAD
This sounds REALLY fucking suspicious, anon. Her having the dream is red flag #1. Her actually being UPSET by a dream is red flag #2. Her refusing to talk or dodging the question is red flag #3.
Soon, it's likely that she'll use mental gymnastics to fool herself into thinking that you dont love her enough, and she'll use that feeling to justify cheating on YOU.
Play your cards right, anon. You must ABSOLUTELY be strong of character. Dont be a pussy around her, because she's at the EDGE of mental instability.
And also, I'd advise for you to mentally prepare yourself for the worst. You've got quite the issue there, anon. Good luck with it.
>>698209198
Totally worth the read trust me /b/ros
>>698221128
Is that the lolita girl story? I cant load it, it's too big.
Another anon was looking for the Elisa story. I hope he found it.
>>698221128
ill just dump a few i got...
2/3
>>698221074
yeah its left me with a lot to think about. shes been quite moodly lately and I don't put up with it. I'm not sure if she is interested in someone else or it was a dream where she feared losing me - because I made it very clear at the start of our relationship cheating means relationship is instantly over with no second chances. Fuck so conflicted, do I just cut my loses and break up with her, but if it was just a dream then I broke up with her for nothing
>>698221128
>>698221280
>"girl's name" motif
>2\3
Go on...
>>698221267
yes it is...got me all teary fuck...
>>698221280
3/3
>>698221280
dumppp
>>698221376
>at the start of our relationship cheating means relationship is instantly over with no second chances
Good lad. That's a very important thing to do.
>I don't put up with it
You shouldnt. Remember to not show weakness. In this state, it's like if you two were strangers and you were trying to hook up. You CANNOT show weakness.
>do I just cut my loses and break up with her
No, I feel like that's a bit too extreme. But I'm VERY suspicious for you. If I were you I'd do everything all the same, but I'd mentally prepare myself for her to cheat\break up with me. If you do that, it wont hit you so hard.
>>698216568
jesus christ man the fuck up it's just some underage bitch figuring out the hormons
fuck off that's not even sad, that's just pathetic
>>698220684
I had a dream that my gf cheated on me and was ecstatically telling me how much greater it felt to my tiny cock
>exact words
And as I woke up I wasn't thinking clearly, for some reason i was convinced it was real. I cried for a bit and for the next few days I was destroyed
Does that mean I wanted to cheat on her?
Fuck no.
Does that mean she actually cheated on me?
Fuck no.
Does that change the fact she would NEVER cheat on me?
Fuck no.
Dreams mean less than you might think anon. The brain is a fucked up thing.
Even though this was probably made to be funny, it hit me really hard...
>>698221905
I'm glad that everything turned out well for you, anon, but I wouldn't go around advising people to be so trusting of females, especially with an emotional matter, especially involving dreams.
I have seen girls pull out the most unbelievable mental gymnastics to get out of a situation or to justify doing something stupid. Pic VERY much related.
>>698221756
>You shouldnt. Remember to not show weakness. In this state, it's like if you two were strangers and you were trying to hook up. You CANNOT show weakness.
Usually when she's shitty I stand my ground and then just ignore her (because its like talking to a brick wall), she's the passive aggressive moody type
>No, I feel like that's a bit too extreme. But I'm VERY suspicious for you. If I were you I'd do everything all the same, but I'd mentally prepare myself for her to cheat\break up with me. If you do that, it wont hit you so hard.
She's frequently played dumb games before. Like she has always been secretive over her texts/fb messages she gets but when I've investigated it its only her friends messaging her and no guys. But yeah I'm wondering if she's either not interested in me anymore or she likes someone else. I should mentally prepare for the worst case scenario but it hurts.
Also if it is someone else she likes, this sounds petty but is it worth fucking them up? Does violence work in this situation?
>>698221445
oh i forgot to dump one more
>>698222234
So youre saying you should think the worst at all times
Holy fuck anon, go get some help.
Ive been cheated on many times before. I know what it feels like, but youre completely fucked.
That image describes fuckin whores, not girls.
I don't know what kinda girls youre throwing your stick in but maybe reconsider what kinda girls they are.
>>698222587
quality read
>>698220943
This, videogames dont work anymore
>>698220938
I remember seeing my x gf who was now dating my friend. She asked how I was doing and I tried to make it sound positive. She looked at me, and the look was pure sadness and pity. We were supposed to be a real good couple, I acctually broke up with her, I knew she wanted to break up after I had my mental breakdown, so I just did it for her. She cried, but that was my gift to her, I loved her, and she didn't have to be the bitch that broke up with the suicidal kid. Her now bf who was my old friend had gotten violent with her like 5 times. She looked at me and it was like she remembered how we layed in her bed, how we used to cook spagetti for her little brother, how we both were eachothers first kiss. She looked at me like I was the one that was supposed to rescue her, but I fucked it up. She told me about how she was now in college and how she has been with her bf for 3 years, since we broke up, and how she has a really great internship. She asked what I was going to college for. I had to explain that I wasn't in college. She asked where I worked and again, I had to explain that I didn't work.
She said one thing to me though, that really bothered me. She told me that when I broke up with her, she cried for days. I told her about how I didn't want her to have to do it, since I had a mental breakdown and was moving schools. She looked at me, and her eyes were shiny almost with tears, but she was smiling, and said "I didn't care about that, you were the only person who ever hung out with me after school, I was really lonely." Then her bf picked her up and drove off, haven't seen her since.
>>698218725
yeah and also the friendship between men is more real, every girl I know can't even trust her closest girl friend to the point i trust guys I've met a month ago
>>698222635
yeah these are all quality read and fuck man this is why i love /b/...it can get you from laugh to tears instantly...be well /b/ros
>>698209198
>>698219356
I somehow believe this chick is, in fact, single
>>698222278
>I stand my ground
Good.
>ignore her
>because its like talking to a brick wall
Ignoring isnt the best thing to do, but in this case, it will make her NOT get your attention, which is the best you can do.
>She's frequently played dumb games before
That's red flag-ish as fuck.
>she has always been secretive over her texts/fb messages she gets but when I've investigated it its only her friends messaging her and no guys
If there were no guys, or other suspicious people, she wouldnt NEED to be secretive. Also, I'm pretty sure you can delete messages from text and Facebook, so that's something for you to think about.
>I should mentally prepare for the worst case scenario but it hurts
>it hurts
I know, man, I know. I've met a lot of girls but I always back out when I see dangerous signs on them. It usually prevents me from being hurt in the future, but at the same time it makes me realize how almost all women are shitty people.
>is it worth fucking them up?
I'm glad you ask this. I looked up THIS picture just for you: http://i.imgur.com/XLbqxX3.jpg
Bottom line on this is: If he's just a dude looking to fuck, it's not his fault, y'know? Dude's just looking to bust a nut.
But if the dude's a total cunt who gets in your face and is the type to brag about "stealing" a girl, then I have no problems with you fucking him up. Be careful, though. And dont do it for her, do it for yourself.
The main thing you have to remember here is that you cant be the one to shit on the relationship. You have to be a moral person, and if she does something wrong, it's her fault, and you're not to blame.
>>698222799
>the friendship between men is more real
I've got a good pic for you, anon.
>>698223028
Like I said. If she is, she's single by HER own choice.
There are simply too many guys willing to date a girl with a nice body, despite having an admittedly bad face.
Be my gf.
No?
Then you're alone by choice.
The problem is that most women want a guy WAY higher in looks than herself. If she simply didnt have roastie standards, she could get a decent guy to be with her.
Also, you're missing one critical point:
>one anon admited he'd fuck her
I wonder if any girls are out there admiting they'd fuck an ugly dude.
Dumping a few sad screenshots.
>>698218094
Oooff...
>>698223019
>girl makes the first move
>guy refuses
>girl has to do some overly aggressive thing to affirm how strong she is
This is some bullshit tumblr-tier gif. Get that shit out of feels threads.
>>698212966
young venom snake?
>>698223928
Evangelion is very good for feels. I would HIGHLY recommend it to any sad or depressed anons. You might very well see yourself in the main protagonist, Shinji.
>>698224250
keep it up
>>698223416
thanks for your words anon, its helped quite a bit :) I'm meant to go on a date with her tomorrow but honestly I don't feel like seeing her at this point. I know she'll be shitty and grumpy tomorrow too
I just want to die
>>698224507
>on a date
I would advise you not to go out of your way to intract with her. Let her come to you, so she feels like you actually matter. Put weight into your actions, y'know?
>I know she'll be shitty and grumpy tomorrow too
You gotta put your foot down, anon. At the first second she tries to do some bullshit, make her know that she cant fuck with you. Dont be an asshole, of course, just be assertive and not a pussy.
>>698224477
Glad you're enjoying it, anon. Have some more.
>>698221128
I'm not afraid to admit that I cried reading that. Whenever I got to the last couple of posts, I had to constantly wipe tears from my eyes. It probably didn't help that I played this song in the background on a loop: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m-seRFY7-cw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hD6_QXwKesU
>>698224904
>eat cock
isn't that what she already did?
>>698225034
Lel she took it up the ass, it seems.
But really, she neglects her fiance and refuses to do anal with him, but then some other guy comes along and she's fine with anal?
It reminds me of that story of the redditor whose gf got raped, and after like a year of her having NO contact with him, she goes and fucks another guy, and her psychiatrist tries to defend her. I'll see if I can find that pic and post it here. I'd like it in my collection, too.
>>698224904
She's been my gf for a year. Yeah I need to put my foot down more with her, I often don't give in to her bs but I suppose sometimes I do
The only two things that should matter to a person are willpower and pride everything else just holds them back
Anons you are amazing. Closest I've come to crying in about five years.
>>698225409
Have you read the Elisa Milicent Sinclair story?
>>698225303
I want that reddit story, for some reason when women are whore, I absolutely love reading about it.
Especially if they get fucked over in the end.
Sounds bad, but it has a voyeuristic type feel to it, intimate knowledge of someone I don't know - knowing them would be better though..
>>698225341
>sometimes I do
We're just wisely speculating here, so she might have been a bad seed from the start. However, it's being weak that reveals the roasties. Which is why you shouldnt feel bad if she DOES cheat on you. She was rotten from the begining, that kind of logic.
>>698225606
>when women are whore, I absolutely love reading about it.
Me too, anon. I feel a sort of revenge for all the times women are shitty throughout the world.
I found an archive of the post. I'll see if I can find a proper picture.
https://archive.is/oTh9F
>>698225640
>7th grade
i don't believe it
>>698225862
Check her instagram, anon. There were more pictures of her displaying her roastieness on the thread but I didnt save them.
>>698225842
>https://archive.is/oTh9F
Literally my hero right now.
I agree, but I don't hate all women, like in a sense that I don't fuck them, I just don't respect them, to me, they are worthless for anything other than sex.
>21 yo virgin
>nolife with social problems
>can't talk with people
>afraid even to do shopping
>live with parents
>never been working
>decided to leave from that shit
>met a girl who splitted up with her bf
>was doing everything to make her feel better
>fell in love
>fucked up everything cuz no experience with women
>got into deep friendzone
>saw her hugging and whispiering with some faggot
>i know it will not work anymore
>have nobody to live for
>have no reasons to live
>>6982261
Yeah, I dont hate women either, I just hate the roastie actions that ALMOST ALL women take. Unfortunately, it really is "almost all" of them.
Here's something: If a girl posts a picture of a weird angle where the top of her face is cut off, and her clevage is in the bottom of the shot, I automatically lose 95% respect for that person.
Actually, look at >>698225640. It's EXACTLY what I'm talking about. I didnt even have to go that far to find an example.
>>698218725
>i think even though chicks can't be as depressed as guys
I dont think gender matters very much, we all have the same brain. But i can only speak from my perspective, which is severe depression for 6 years, being suicidal, selfharming, dropping out of school and then not leaving the house for a year and developing bad anxiety. But guess i dont have it that bad because i happen to not have a dick
I've been a lonely depressed neet for all of my adult life and only in the last few years have I got my life together and met a girl. She thinks I'm perfect and she very clearly has her eyes set on me as the person she wants to grow old with. And somewhere deep down I have the audacity to think that there might be someone out which I could have a deeper more genuine connection with. Tell me honestly, this girl is the most accomodating, loving partner, above average looks, sex whenever I want it. Is it normal to feel how I do? Or am I just being an idiot? She thinks the world of me and deep down I know I feel like there might be some fairy tale ending with someone who understands me completely. Is good enough, good enough?
>>698226287
>>698226337
>>698226409
Thanks for posting these, I'm interested and reading them. I never saw the whole comic, actually.
>>698224073
>>698224250
kinda funny that he's more mad about her doing anal with other guy than the fact he fucking cheated on him in the first place.
on the other hand in that situation I'd probably be too afraid of seeming shallow to start with this. And the thing is important because girls do crazy shit if they want to but will never let you do anything they don't
also
>oh my brother's dead I'll just fuck my roommate's gf's ass
golden
>>698226710
go for it anon
>>698226710
You got lucky. Most of us don't.
>>698225640
Its hard for me to open up to people, I'm usually pretty aloof and almost rude. I think its a defense mechanism so if she takes advantage of my opening up to her I think I'd be pretty damaged. I have an older friend who has slept with around 300 females, I asked him why he doesn't want to settle down and he told me its because he's been taken advantage of by women too many times in the past. I know if I end it with my gf, or if it just ends for whatever reason she'll regret it big time and come crawling back, but if its over I'd never even contemplate taking her back.
I hate it thought, you show someone some kindness and they take it as an okay to be disrespectful towards you
>>698226031
yeah, sounds about right.
My longest was 6 months, but then I had contact with a parent. I'm going out of my mind, and they won't listen.
It went from,
>mom, can I move back in until I get on my feet?
to
>Mom, I need help. I need you to listen to me. Please.
Rejected every time, meanwhile, my stepbrother and sister live at home, get college paid for, while I get shunned.
At times I truly feel insane. It's been 5 years since I left my house for anything other than thanksgiving or christmas, and I'm fucking dying. I think about suicide all the time, and I told her last week, I said I'd give it one more shot, I NEED HELP. I NEED YOU TO LISTEN. I'M BEGGING YOU.
She didn't even bother to reply. I'm going to kill myself at some point soon, I survived for so long, but I just can't anymore. It's not possible. My eyes feel sunken in, my heart feels broken, and my awareness seems to be faltering - I pace a lot. down the same 5 ft hallway, over and over and over. I don't cry though. I'll never cry. Not now, not ever. When I end this, it will be with a forced smile.
>>698224916
yeah its really really sad story...fuck man
>>698226710
hope it goes well anon
>>698226536
You dont seem to be baiting just yet, so I'll give you the benefit of the doubt, just this once.
Tell us, anon. Why are you so depressed? I'd genuinely like to know.
>>698225303
>you ruined my christmas
>>698224904
>eat cock
>>698224250
oh my brothers dead ill just fuck my roommates gfs ass
>>698224073
let me have your ass or ill dump you
this is true alpha, lads. I'm proud
>>698227071
Honestly, I really want someone to narrate it. You know, make sort of an audio book. I would do it myself, but my microphone is utter shit. I also believe it'd make a great short film. Hell, it could be an amazing full-length movie, too.
Last time I had sex was in december last year, since then nothing. Even the hookers had dinnied me. Everyone in my country have a girlfriend, or is married. Feeling like shit.
Tried to masturbate fo feel better, came on my favorite t-shirt.
I hope some of you enjoyed my dump. Best of luck anons.
>>698227425
By country I mean workplace, since I have no life outside it.
>>698227359
One of the gayest things I've ever seen
>>698227154
The world just sucks and I hate humans so much.
>>698227480
itll get better anon, chill
>>698218510
like this one a lot. really like how its very comfy at times (lily especially) and very sort of confused frustration later
>>698227359
cringe tbh :/
>>698227476
>thank you
>>698227617
Human interaction works like a mirror, your negativity is reflected back by the person you are engaging, leading to a common negative experience in all your encounters. instead of trying to obtain a good response focus more on how you come across to others and you'll find you're experience from other people will be good also.
>>698226983
>he told me its because he's been taken advantage of by women too many times in the past
It's funny, I know EXACTLY what he means. I too know this feel, even though I've interacted with FAR fewer girls.
>if it just ends for whatever reason she'll regret it big time and come crawling back
I've seen this happen many many times. I'm almost cetrain this would happen.
>but if its over I'd never even contemplate taking her back
Good lad. Once a cheater, always a cheater. NEVER let yourself be fooled again, no matter how much it hurts to not be with "her".
>I hate it thought, you show someone some kindness and they take it as an okay to be disrespectful towards you
Fuck fuck fuck, now you're making ME feel.
Goddamnit, I FEEL this one on a deep level.
I've been trying to figure it out myself, and trying to find some meaning in it all, and so far all I've come up with is continuing to search for a girl who ISNT a complete piece of shit.
Hang in there, anon. We're still young\fairly young. We'll be fine if we just keep trying and keep our chins up.
>>698226120
this one gave a me a feel i've never experienced before.
...hope?
ITT: edge
>>698226992
I know what you mean, anon. My parents are also not good people to me, constantly shitting on me every chance they get, so full of poison in their tongues that it's both sad and infuriating.
You can't give up, anon. You have to keep going. You can't just live life and EXPECT things to become better. If your parents shit on you, then fuck them, dont even give them the attention of talking to you.
You gotta go out there and meet some people, and try to find some good people to be with.
I've adopted a "I stopped caring about 90% of things" attitude regarding life and I've felt a LOT better since then. I recommend adopting this attitude and putting yourself out there to meet people.
Hope my autistic words helped a bit, anon.
>>698218510
Who is your favourite?
>>698227995
I hate the human race, so that doesnt really help. Im not to keen on socializing, but when I do I try my best to act like I everyone else.
>>698227146
>turn down offers of potential enjoyment
I have no sympathy for people who do this. As someone who is lonely all day I'd love for someone to actually START something with me.
>>698227269
This fucking shit.
This same shit right here is why I'm not going to bother doing things such as getting fit. It still won't make me happy.
>>698227262
Not the anon you're replying to.
There's a guy called Brendaniel on youtube who narrates 4chan posts. It's more comedic, but I reckon you'd enjoy his videos. His 4chan series is called "Tales from 4chan".
>>698227617
That sounds edgy as shit, anon. At least the other anons were able to explain why they're upset.
Give it a go, instead of just posting edgy facebook-tier comments.
>>698228363
They did, I keep relapsing, I have adopted that attitude for periods of time, but then, out of nowhere, it all hits me. Then for months I'll be severely suicidal. I don't think this pain will ever go away. I don't think there is anything I can do, except kill myself. When I think about hurting them, I know it won't make me feel any better. When I think about trying to completely forget them, I know I can't. It always comes back.
>>698228605
I wonder if he'd ever be willing to narrate the Elisa story?
One can dream.
>>698228024
Cheers mate, it will end up alright in the end.
>Fuck fuck fuck, now you're making ME feel.
>Goddamnit, I FEEL this one on a deep level.
About 4 years back I tried to be as kind as possible to everyone, it just ended up in people being rude and taking advantage of me. I learnt a good lesson in that, to always be assertive and not kind unless its someone you absolutely trust (i.e family)
>>698228366
I havent completed it yet. I'm midway through Lily and Emi's routes, and completed every other route.
Lily and Emi seem like a genuinely good people. I like Hanako's shyness arc a LOT, and her interactions with Lily.
Rin is hard to understand, but once you do, you see that she's an artist in pain, although she doesnt really accept, or perhaps KNOW how to accept other people's help.
Shizune is a nice girl, but I didnt feel a connection like I did with the other girls.
I'm a bit dissapointed in the "VERY BAD" endings. I'd expect something super edgy to happen. Kenji's ending was kinda like that, though, so there's that.
All of them are nice girls. Im not sure I have a favourite.
The problem with Katawa Shoujo is that I have to suspend my disbelief, since girls IRL dont act like that. Excellent game though.
>>698228603
It wont make you happy, but it's a healthy thing to do, anon.
Stagnation is death. If you stop doing shit, you'll feel a LOT shittier.
>>698228709
I did actually try to write a genuinely reply, but it all sounded to stupid when I read it back, so I deleted it and wrote the edgy shit instead. But fine; I dont really have a good reason, I have an average life and have a loving family and the stuff I need to live. But still my brain for some reason wont let me ever enjoy it, I hate myself and feel guilty for wanting to die. Judge me if you want, I know Im pathetic
>>698228724
>I keep relapsing
You need to snap out of it, anon. These people have likely damaged you since an early age. You should NOT harm them, you should only kick them out of your life.
You need to MOVE ON with your life. You're spending too much time clinging to this anger\sadness\depression cycle.
You need to mentally prepare yourself and say "I'm fucking SICK of being sad. I'm gonna go out of my way and DO shit to MAKE me feel good", and then actually DO things.
>>698229066
Yeah, pretty much completely agree
Don't like Rin tho
>>698226184
faggot, bitches do not want a guy to sing them to sleep, they want to have fun
would you like an unattractive girl to date you just because she'll cook and clean you up if you vomited on yourself when drunk?
>>698228987
>always be assertive and not kind unless its someone you absolutely trust
Yeah, this is really the only way to not be hurt by people.
Following the same logic, for example, I only compliment people when I absolutely feel like they deserve it. With all the beta faggots out there, it's bad enough as it is.
>>698214278
This would devastate me
>>698229289
>I dont really have a good reason
>average life
>loving family
>my brain for some reason wont let me ever enjoy it
You have a better life than most guys out there. Not to shit on you, but what you're feeling is pure baseless emotions. You could fix it by going out of your way to meet GOOD people and bounce off of them.
Dont be a depressive shit. You'll attract people without even doing anything.
Dont go after shitty people, they'll just depress you.
Any other issues? I'm good at giving "no-bullshit" advice.
And next time, dont be afraid of posting stupid shit online. We're all anonymous here. It could've helped me understand your situation a bit better.
>>698229289
Everything should be fine, but that little voice in the back wont let you enjoy it, or even see the point in it...
Yeah, i know what you mean.
>>698229343
Rin was one of the least favourites because she's hard to understand and is so aloof she refuses the MC's help. Although I do like her because she's someone in pain, and the MC can help her a little bit.
I'm dissappointed that there's no foot porn with her, too.
>>698229824
Not the chick your'e replying to (as evidences by my rockin' knob) but im in rather the same boat.
It's a matter of brain chemistry; you can be a cheery smiling laughing lie for almost two decades, but that does'nt mean it's actually how you feel.
>>698229824
I know I do, and that just makes it even worse. But I have tried pretty much everything, therapy, socializing, being active etc, and nothing works. I have no motivation left, I've just given up. I shouldnt even have complained here, because that what makes everyone in my life annoyed at me
>>698228526
What if they feel like they don't deserve those potential joys?
Like if they took them up on it, they'd be taking a space for someone else who really needs it?
... what if this feeling carries over to when they could get treatment?
What should they do then?
>>698230205
>therapy
Red flag. Therapists dont do SHIT for you. Especially women ones. Therapists are just interested in your money, and extending your stay there as long as possible.
>socializing
Doesnt work if you're socializing with shitty people. Not to sound condescending, but you likely have no idea who the good people are, or how to differentiate them from the shitty people.
>being active
Like what, working out? That can help, but you need to have a strong will for it to actually do something.
>nothing works
It doesnt work because you're not wanting it to work. You're just wanting the bad feelings to go away, instead of climbing over the mountain to get past this depression.
I've seen your case a billion times. You would likely stop listening to me, but if you took my "no-bullshit" "no sugar-coating" advice, I'd take away your problems in no time.
I'm telling you. Unless you start working on your shit as SOON as possible, you're just gonna feel worse and it'll be a harder hole to climb out of.
>>698230178
The stuff I wrote above may also apply to you, anon.
I hope it helps you two.
>>698228209
if it makes you feel better in the comics she is a God and she probably actually can hit the asteroid back (and probably summoned it in the first place...)
>>698209198
well a friend of mine jumped in front of a train 6 months ago... he was 25. today i hanged with his grandma, we went to the grave to light a candle etc...
dem feels tho :c
>>698230721
>they'd be taking a space for someone else who really needs it?
THEY need it. Why are you assuming the person deserves less than other people?
>what if this feeling carries over to when they could get treatment?
You're talking about a mental illness, anon. Not just a case of depression.
The last time I touched a human being was over 3 months ago, I know what I'm talking about.
>>698227476
Thanks mate.
You did a lot of good here for a lot of people.
Hold on to that thought.
>>698230786
I noticed therapy is shit, but the sessions I had were free because I was a teen and my country provides that. I hated it because my therapist just made me feel stupid and silly for being depressed. But anyway, thanks for bothering trying to help with my pointless complaints atleast
>>698229302
Snapping out of it won't work. It just doesn't. It's like telling a person with cancer to snap out of it. (With real depression, not that fake, woe is me, teen angst depression)
If you don't think about it, something will bring it back up, you can try to avoid those things, but just in avoiding those things, it brings it back up. I need to find a way to rewire the way my neurons fire off. As hard as I try, and trust me, I've tried hard, it always makes it's way back. I remember last time, I said, you know what, next time I am happy, next time the depression fades, even if only for a day, I am going to kill myself. I managed to go three months without relapsing, and during those three months of feeling free, it crossed my mind, 'kill yourself, it's all going to come back you know, you can never be truly happy, end it now...but maybe this time is different? Maybe it doesn't have to get bad again, maybe I can make it. Then it hit again, and all I could think was, 'should have fucking killed myself.'
Anon, you aren't wrong, logically, you are right, I just can't control my emotions, I try to, the only control I have is whether or not I say anything. I can pretend everything is fine, but inside, it's all black. No, that's not even right, it's more than black, it's poisoned. I'm poisoned.
>>698219356
Why the long face?
>>698220429
Did it ever occur to you that women go for the "Chads" and not the "Emotional Tampons" because the "chads" have the balls to actually be up front, say they like her, and/or make a move?
>>698217934
>>698219647
>>698220938
>>698222679
Anyone liked my stories? I can't really tell how sad they are or if they are feels, I lost the ability to feel a few years back, but I post sometimes about the times that fucked me up the most.
great thread, anons, well done
i gotta go, bye
Hope ya'll get better sometime
>>698231654
I see what you mean, but you're still mistaken.
I'm not a beta faggot, though admittedly I'm not sure I'm an attractive dude. However, when I make my moves, they're temporarily accepted but then I'm ignored. I only have the confidence part of a Chad, not the good looks.
Point being, women go for Chads due to them being shallow as fuck, AND because many men AND chads being available to them, so they can pick whoever they want.
Prove me wrong, you cant.
>>698231462
Listen m8, here's what I'll do: Not to be one of those thirty beta faggots, but if you decide to hear me out and take my advice, I can completely remove your bullshit issues.
I'll contactfag as [email protected]
You taking the first step tells me that you're actually interested in improving. Yet another opportunity is presented to you. It's your call to take it or leave it.
>>698231541
You might have some legit hormonal\mental issues anon. Have you tried getting medicated to see if you can balance yourself a bit?
>>698231634
Good joke. Would still smash tbh.
>>698231901
See ya, Chin-Chin. Glad you liked the thread.
>>698232225
I've already been told all the things youve said, so I doubt you'd say something I havent heard. So i'll pass
When I was 14 I meet a Girl from my town in the Internet we have written every day.
She asked me if I want to meet her.I told her that I have no time (playing with friends) She asked me every day again and I told the same thing every time. We spoke on the phone the first time She told me that she loves me I told her that she is just a friend to me..She started to cry and put on. After I heard nothing more from her I feltbad...
4 years later
2 Weeks ago she added me on facebook,i was surprised..Since we write every day she send me about 20 selfies since that, she is looking pretty good, I just found out that she has a boyfriend for 2 years i know him,we met us yesterday and told about old times and stuff like that she told me that im pretty and she want to see me again..she asked me today whether she can stay next weekend with me because my parents are not home at this weekend, i was really suprised after reading this message..I told that my best friend and this girlfriend said that the relationship is unstable and that they dispute often ..After he told me that I knew what she wants to cheat her boyfriend with me
Should I do it ?
I only ask because this is the first Thread with great anons
>>698232739
Then you have no excuse. I hope you find an answer, in any case.
I sure know I'd love to have someone who'd have my back and try to help me out. If you have that and still refuse it, I simply cannot have any sympathy.
Good luck, anon.
>>698225496
No?
>>698233110
She sounds like she's mentally unstable as fuck. Ever since she was 14, too.
Do this:
>let her come to your place, as a friend
>dont tell her it's as a friend
>wait for her to come on to you
>dont fuck her
>immediately call her bf and tell him she's right there and she tried to cheat on him
GENIUS
>>698232381
Oh, I believe I do have some sort of problem. I have tried getting help, I've been labeled so many different things, some I believe are more possible than the others. When the list hits double digits, I start to doubt the doctors. I think if they never medicated me to begin with, I would have been fine emotionally, it changed me. Then those around me changed, and I was left all alone. That just hurts. I can't change what happened, can't make things happen, I just want to exist in a neutral state. Neither happy, nor sad - would be so much better. You are right though anon, I actually agree with your first post, but i'm so..idk how to describe it. Deaf, dumb and blind. It seems although seeing logic in what you've stated, that I am just unable to accept it. To grab onto it, I get filled with doubts - with what ifs, I'm highly neurotic, and I just can't stop bugging myself. That may be my biggest problem. Sure I had shitty parents, lots of people do, but I just don't let up. It's like I have two brains (not referencing intelligence - I'm not smart) - what I mean is, I feel like part of me acknowledges these ways of coping, but the other brain is pulling me deeper, shitting all over correct paths, like I don't even want myself to get better, despite wanting to get better.
Hope that made some sort of sense, thanks for speaking to me anon, much appreciated.
>>698233522
source?
>>698233154
Thanks, I'll be fine most likely, too much of a wuss to kill myself. You seem to have enough on your plate anyway, considering you seem to share your email quite a bit in threads.
>>698227359
back to highschool
>>698226518
>My son likes porn and is therefore a budding rapist.
Fucking feminazis kys
bump, I need this thread, it's my happy place, feels like I'm home
>>698226605
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUu
>>698233700
>but i'm so..idk how to describe it. Deaf, dumb and blind
I find that "numb" is a good way to describe it.
I know exactly what you mean, anon. Some people get that "split brain" thing, and some are affected more than others, like you.
I feel like you have the logic, but not the motivation.
You gotta take hold of your life, and take control of that shitty part of your brain.
You need to find something that gives you some motivation, and then immediately capitalize on it.
You need to very quickly "combo-do" good things, without EVER backing down, or else you'll feel like shit again.
If you have someoneee IRL to be by your side, that helps a LOT.
>>698233849
I dont know. Sorry anon.
>>698233873
>considering you seem to share your email quite a bit in threads
Oh man, I was hoping people wouldnt notice that. That's pretty embarassing desu.
Yeah, I try to reach out to people. I'm such a lonely piece of shit but I know the logic of how to fix people. Although what often happens is that people dont have the willpower to go through with what they need to do to feel better.
>>698233522
I dont have this Number I only know him from my ex the Gym
and one other thing is
my best friend told me that her boyfriend want to cheat because "its boring to fuck the same girl/pussy for 2 years"
its 50/50 at the moment
So I've been dating a girl for just under 2 months and I've lost the spark. She just doesn't appeal to me any more. She's gained weight, she's immature and is hysterical all the fucking time.
I really want to break up right her but considering the fact that we've only known each other for such a short period I feel like it would look immature to break things off this early.
What do
>>698234725
He sounds like a douchebag cunt. Clearly the type of person who would be with a mentally unstable girl.
It's a tough situation. You just gotta do what you think is right, anon.
Maybe let her stay a bit, since she wasnt ever mean to you, but do NOT let her, or anyone, take advantage of you.
>>698227359
Dude...
it's a fucking image board/forum.
Relax.
>>698234934
I know what to do.
Since you "really want to break up" with her, you shouldnt have a problem approaching her with these issues.
You gotta work the issues out with her, without being a pussy.
>weight gain
>immaturity
>hysteria
If she can change these, great. If not, leave her. There's no point in being in a relationship that's going nowhere.
>>698209198
i met a girl, dated her for half a year and she went back to her ex
we had no contact for a couple of months
started to text each other again
told me how much she missed me yada yada
she couldn't bear it
again no contact for a month
then out of the blue she asks if i'm down for grabbing something to eat
she'd be in my town for a day
and just with that, she starts texting me as if nothing ever happened
tells me she thinks she's now okay with texting me and that she feels meeting up will be fun.
now i don't care about friendzone or whatever bullshit i might've gotten myself into, i accepted that she's with that guy
but i feel that it's bringing me down again, knowing that i'll see her just for shits and giggles and now being able to be around her like i used to
i accepted the offer
we've been texting like nothing ever happened, besides her going all up in arms when i'm texting innuendo-ish stuff
last thing she wrote was
>i'm gonna be away for this evening
i do not care
i do not care if she gets fucked by her guy with whom she has bad sex, she literally told me
she planend her country trip only to be in my town for a day so we could meet up
i am texting her on purpose, feeding her ego
only to disappear after meeting up
meanwhile she texts me like i'm her bf
>>698234934
Break up with her. Don't be harsh, but be straight forward. If you no longer love her, it's best to just end it now.
>>698234934
>>698235211
this
atleatst try to reason with her
>>698235216
These stories are always about "she went back to her her"
My ex never come back.
>>698231689
i am
>>698235216
She's playing with you, anon. She's a horrible roastie cunt.
You need to stop being a pussy, put your foot down, and NOT let her take advantage of you.
You're her beta orbiter. If you have any balls in yourself, you'll break out of her orbit and become your own person.
It sounds like she's just bringing you down and making you feel like shit. Any good feelings you might get are completely false, due to her not-so-hidden intentions.
>>698235515
hm most of that is true yeah
also the reason why im gonna cut contact after meeting up is to show her that she cant be treating someone she told she'd work to be with, to only get back with her ex and then go to texting me stuff like "yeah sex with my guy is once again bad"
>>698234666
Well good luck with that. Atleast youre doing something useful with your time.
>>698235735
i miss her
>>698235613
>cut contact
Good.
>after meeting up
Wrong.
You're giving her a reward of attention, and only THEN abandoning her? You're just trying to satisfy your own orbiter desires. If anything, you should ditch her on the meetup, to actually make her understand.
The way you're thinking will mean nothing to her, because you already gave her your quota of attention for the week\month.
You need to be stronger than your own desires. Have some fucking discipline, anon!
>>698235754
>useful
I wouldnt say it's useful. It's not useful quite yet, atleast. It's just me attempting to connect with people. It's just me being one step from giving up.
>>698236140
so, i should tell her on the meetup that im gonna cut contact?
>>698231977
So every woman is with an attractive man? That's how it works, huh? No woman has ever been with anything less than a male model? You are so fucking dumb, you don't need to be proven wrong when you make a statement that can't be proven right in the first place. Maybe women don't like you cause you're a whiny idiot?
>>698236224
All the more reason for me to wish you good luck, hopefully you'll help someone and then in turn help yourself also.
>>698236382
No. You've already agreed to the meetup, right? Just dont show up. Just cut contact.
You dont TELL her you're gonna cut contact, dummy. You just fullon NOT contact her ever again. THAT is how you do it.
>>698236824
Cheers, anon.
>>698236908
i'm not that kind of an asshole though anon
im wasnt thinking about actually telling it
id meet up, have a nice time and the next day ignore every text
>be me
>get drunk
>fuck woman
>tells me im still into my ex, from the way i talked about her
>feel empty af today
>>698237167
That's what I meant. You're thinking of doing the pussy method.
If you're going to cut contact, then just do it. Dont bullshit yourself into thinking you're hurting her, when in reality you're just doing it because you like to be around her.
How do you expect her to learn anything if she had a "nice time"? She was a bitch to you and used you as an emotional tampon. Fucking NUKE her. NEVER talk to her again. Dont be a pussy about it, anon. You have nothing to lose with her.
>>698209198
Feels dude
>>698237671
i believe that having a nice time leads her to thinking "oh we can actually just be friends"
and that cutting all ties immediatly after that will make her think
>>698231689
So i went to find the old text from my mom for this
So after high school I went to college, twice. The first time I dropped out, I didn't go to class, and I stayed i my room with paranoia, I had about 50 cans of coca cola all filled with piss. Anyways I dropped out and went home, spent two years on the couch.
Anyways, my mom was moving on with life, and was about ready to kick me out, so I applied to college again. It was tough, but my good grades got me into a few places. I picked one and went.
I remember walking to class on the first day and hearing girls whispering about me, about how its "him" or "that kid". None of this was real, and I knew it. I walked to the wrong class and was late, my anxiety then made it so I didn't want to walk into class late, so I just walked off campus to a gazebo and I wrote in a journal how much of a disappointment I was.
I managed to go to class about 10-15 times in the tree months I spent there. I faked it when my mom and sister visited for my sister birthday, and again on my own birthday. They asked me about classes and I would talk about how interesting they were, about how great the parties were and how there was a girl that I was talking to. None of this was true. After eating dinner for my birthday my mom dropped me off at my dorm, I had my backpack that we went to get at Tillys or Pac Sun, before I went to college. I went in my dorm and she left. Later on I got a text message from her.
>Anon I am so proud of you, you must be one of the smartest kids in your classes the way you talk about them. Don't worry about the money, everything will be ok. I have this image in my head of you walking with your new backpack and scanning into your dorm room, there were two girls walking out and they gave you the eyes, they think you're cute. It finally hit me today how proud I am, my son is going to college!! :):):)<3<3 You're so strong, you've overcome so much. Love you
I dropped out a few weeks later
/b/, should I end it?
>6/10 at best
>no friends
>all I do is sit and browse here, really
>lonely as fuck
>numb/desensitized to pretty much everything
>disgustingly skinny
>not really even human anymore
sorry
>>698238355
start lifting
>>698237898
>having a nice time leads her to thinking "oh we can actually just be friends"
No. It will lead her to reinforce her idea that you're her beta faggot orbiter. The only way to survive is to back out completely.
>cutting all ties immediatly after that will make her think
No, it wont. She will be satisfied with the "beta orbiter" quota for the week\month, and then move on with her life, onward toward the OTHER orbiters.
You're just coming here waiting for someone to tell you that you're right, and that the pussy method is good.
You're just here for blind validation. You're in complete denial, anon.
She is using you.
She doesnt care about you.
She doesnt want to be friends with you.
She wants you to be her beta emotional tampon, and not to make a fuss.
If you have any balls left, you'll stand up for yourself and not let roastie whores take advantage of you.
>>698238355
This is pretty much me, except for the
>>disgustingly skinny
and
>>not really even human anymore
.
>tfw 5'5 105lbs
I've been trying to work out, but I dont really have motivation.
>>698238666
nice 6s
she has none thats the thing
plus im the only guy she slept with, fell in love with and keeps texting
she does want to genuinely be friends though, that is atleast what she told me
>>698237911
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7IkvAb6THQY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4-liyr-Xq3E
Here are two good song for anyone who likes my story, i dont know if the delivery is there, but for me this was heart breaking, my mom had so much hope for me, she was so happy that I was going to college and she looked at me like I was a human, a king. I put her through so much and she had suffered so much for me. She thought "its all over, all those bad times, my son is strong and is making something of his life." She texted me this, and I cried. I cried all night. I can't cry anymore, but this brings me the closest.
Dear god, I hate myself.
I though this was a feels thread... Looks like a feminism hate thread, but I'm ok with that.
Bump limit reached anyways...
>>698238666
>>698234666
Damn, twice
>>698239041
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH
You're being such a delusional fuck, for fuck sake, anon. You're continuing to bullshit yourself into thinking she genuinely likes you.
It's like youre new to the internet. Chicks like that only want the emotional side of you. They dont want to be your friend, they dont care about your troubles. Look at the pic related on >>698228363, for fuck sake!
>>698212677
Uuuggghhh
Don't know what hurts worse; not starting that fire for someone else who I might love, or the person who started mine no longer in my life.
>>698239299
Wew lad.
>>698239410
oh i dont deny that she doesnt, anon
if youd read what shes texting me youd think that too
and yes she is only into emotionaly using me
>>698239641
Then you know what to do.
Dont give her any more attention.
Dont let her shit on you any more.
Dont let her bring you down.
Break contact with her. Without talking to her.
>>698238355
You count alot of those things as negative, but here is me
>7-8/10 used to look better but let myself go
>no friends anymore, used to be part of the in crowd, lots of friends and parties, few girls
>all I do now is go on 4chan for 18 hours a day
>lonely as fuck
>numb, cant smile or cry, I fake laugh alot and i think i convince people I am happy
>got fat used to be 130 now am 190
>haven't been human in a long time
I think god doesn't allow me to commit suicide, i have memories of trying, but i always wake up the next day, perhaps this is some sort of hell
>dont get alot of (you)s on my feels stories
