Saturday Night feels thread. I know you have feels, because you're on /b/ on a Saturday night/Sunday morning. Go ahead and share them.
I myself prefer the solitude, as I generally don't like people and the idea of being around others for prolonged periods of time legitimately terrifies me. I've even started abandoning family members who have already abandoned me.
Still wouldn't hurt to just have one person to be with though.
11:30 pm here
Drunk shitting while my wife & kids sleep.
Never get married
>>697258549
I was help up once...
>>697258885
Wasn't planning to. Have gone almost full-MGTOW.
I've never cared about relationships. I have very few friends, most of which I don't care to talk to to do anything with. If they invite me anywhere cool, I'll go, if they decide never to talk to me again, cool, I don't care. It's the same with family, I have no relationships with any of my cousins, I'm pretty sure most of them dislike me. I'm not good at keeping a good relationship with anyone.
>>697259336
I'm developing this lifestyle/way of thinking.
I'm feeling sad lately. I hate the way me and my ex broke up, it's been a while now, but I miss being with someone.
Sometimes I hate myself for feeling sad about it, because I have some good friends, just got a good job, but the emptiness she left in me is hurting
>>697258549
um two nights ago by my friends (ex) gf
no feels just trying to show u sadfags im doing better than u
Every single thread.
>>697260187
If it's any consolation, I've been single since 2005. I'm seeing friends and enemies I went to middle and high school(s) with getting married, having kids, and living their lives, while I'm stuck playing Animal Crossing on a first-gen 3DS.
>>697260592
I know those feels well. My little sister's been married for two and a half years and I haven't had a stable relationship since 2009 (when the rest of my life went to hell anyway.) I just don't have any desire to go out anymore and my social skills have never been the strongest.
>>697259711
Interesting thing is, I don't care. It's weird, I feel it's odd, or at least that it should be odd, that I don't care about relationships.
>>697260996
>>697261058
I bought Animal Crossing: Wild World for this reason. My family and real life in general may have given up on me, but to the villagers at least, I can be a hero. I can matter to them, even if they're just pixelated characters in a fictional world. Plus, I feel comfortable around them.
It might sound cringey, but it's the truth.
>>697261213
If you think that's cringey, you ought to hear me when I get going. I get BAD...
>>697260592
How are you doing so far?
>>697261601
In life? It's been a downward spiral lately. Seriously think about suicide everyday.
Well, I'm going to go watch Star Trek now, as I do every night around this time. Everyone, feel free to express yourselves.
>>697261801
I'm not sure if I can say something to get it better, but when I'm too sad, I try to think about the beautiful world we live in, some wonderful place's I'd like to visit someday. Do you have something to look forward to?
>>697262427
>Do you have something to look forward to?
Becoming stinky fucking rich, buying a house in some Mexican beach, and fucking brown broads for the rest of my life
I just miss her
>>697261058
I actually kind of feel comforted that I've found someone else who feels the same way.
Told my therapist I have zero interest in maintaining a relationship with anybody and have ghosted pretty much everyone I know except my parents and siblings, cause I haven't left for college or moved out yet since I just finished high school.
http://www.strawpoll.me/10865687
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>>697258549
Feels guy
>>697259336
Same here, except I really only have 1 or 2 friends. One I used to talk to everyweek haven't heard from him in like two months. I called him as we used to work at the same place, but he seemed terse and short so I guess another one gone
>>697265138
RIP
He let it be too hard
>>697265613
The meme could be this guy's mugshot. Someone needs to photoshop the tears like in the meme
>>697259336
I go to thailand get a bar girl for a shorttime, I get my rocks off and keep waiting for her to split like US hookers but no, she hangs around til next morning, I'm like the meters expired. Kind of defeats the purpose of a short time
>>697262427
Another beer?
>>697262427
My death
>Gf found her nudes on here. >Proceed breakup. Dates an asshole for a few months
>They have lots of sex(according to her he was stupid so "there wasnt much else to do") she tells me some things they did
>Apologize, and finally date her again after they break up
>Find out he had a 8 inch cock
>TFW your only 5.5 inches
>Think about him fucking her sometimes as I fuck her from the back
Sleep beckons. Here's to a tomorrow with fewer feels.
>>697267656
Feels bad man. Sorry that happened.
>>697267656
>>Think about him fucking her sometimes as I fuck her from the back
Well she's thinking about him too
i is sad very much.
>>697267656
Did she say 8? Women can't estimate for shit
>>697267956
Thanks /b/ro
>>697268065
But how do you know? She still pushes back on me sometimes
>>697268254
Yeah, but also,
>He is 6'3 and ripped
>>697262727
OP here. My dream is really to just move out of the U.S. again and stay out, living and working abroad. I never want to come back here.
>>697258549
That's because I have a shitty memory. It was probably only a few hours ago. Though I can't recall a single time for years...but I can imagine it, and that's good enough, right?
>>697268254
well either way for her it felt 8 compared with his cock so he definitely had way bigger penis, Also, why would anyone post nudes of a girl they love here on /b/. Stupid nigger deserved it.
>>697268483
Although my lonesome bed beckons my name once again, I will leave you with this. And although the good feels come few and far between, cherish them when they're here.
>>697268868
>And although the good feels come few and far between
or you know just don't
never
>>697264300
>Told my therapist I have zero interest in maintaining a relationship with anybody and have ghosted pretty much everyone I know except my parents and siblings
Thats me
Not depressed or anything about it
Just dont care to maintain relationships for whatever reason
>>697268392
>not posting the superior gif file
you must be going through some tough shit to do something that stupid
>>697269010
I was expecting a jumpscare. I guess I'm glad there wasn't one.
>>697268966
someone hurt you long time ago
>>697258549
The last time i was held was exactly at 11:45 at night, November 15th, 2015.
The last night i saw my girlfriend.
>>697261837
This feel hit me hard today as I was watching some of the last episodes of GTO.
>mfw I will never get the chance to be 14 again and confess my love like those students
>mfw at their age I was sperging about mario on the internet and fapping
>mfw I'm two years older than Onizuka and still haven't done jack shit with my life
>>697268392
Holy shit I've thought about that shit before op. That image is fucking perfect.
My life has been hell forever. No friends or family, basically homeless and no one to talk to. Real sad guy hours
>she left 2 months ago
>don't get easier ou better
>actually it's becoming worse
>had a little hope she'd come back (she won't)
>she's in holidays and will travel (shoudl be with me)
>probably already has a chad
Fall will be awful
>>697269142
It's possible. As someone said earlier "Interesting thing is, I don't care. It's weird, I feel it's odd, or at least that it should be odd, that I don't care about relationships."
Because of feeling like it is or should be weird, I've spent countless nights wondering why I am the way I am. Could never find a decent reason.
I used to come to these threads and relate. I can't anymore. I moved on and respected myself, and because of that - I found who I was looking for. Couldn't be happier. I make a fuckton of money, and I worked out and got... well more fit. The girl who would have been made a move, and I got the pleasure of telling her No.
>>697258549
Smoking and listening to a bit of music right now anon, hope everyone's night is going well
>>697261213
Then go be someone. I stopped being a cringe when I realized that the only person I ever let down in life was me. I won't do it again.
>>697269357
I've gotten to the point/realization that everyone else is like a 'mini-universe' with their own lives nd stories. More to the point, they're like sentient warheads, because each and every one of them has the potential to end me before I even realize it. I have trouble looking people in the eyes and/or trusting them.
>>697269142
I'm like that. I'm just an introvert and happy even without people. I have shows, games, /b/, hiking, pets, all sorts of stuff. I don't mind human relationships, they are just a pain and I would rather not deal.
>>697267656
copy pasta from last night.
Why should I want to bust my ass for 50+ hours a week when my wife wont even try fir 10 hours a week?
>feels fukkin bad man.
Drinking pic related right now, same as every day
>>697270383
Sounds like my uncle. He's about 60, works two full-time jobs 6 days a week, and his wife doesn't work at all. She's hot though.
>>697269779
I feel like watching other people interacting is like watching a movie.
And then when I talk to them it really does seem like I'm watching their lives progress like you would in a romantic comedy.
Meanwhile I live the pic you posted.
I got a good one
>>be me
>>meet gf almost 4 yrs ago
>>been together 3+yrs now
>>fucked up a while ago
>>had old nudes and talk to friends she hated cause of past experiences with them
>>all old experiences meant nothing
>>have a new born son now
>>lost all but 3 friends in the last year cause of her
>>thought things might change even though the 9.month's she didnt change
>>starting up again with her bs accusations
>>cant leave her because i dont want to be like my dad and abandon my son
>>mfw i want me and my son to be happy no matter who is in our lives
>>697270545
Mines not even hot, just two kids with her.
I hate myself sometimes, more like most of the time
>>697270563
>talking to other people
I have a hard time doing that now. I barely even respond if someone talks to me, because I don't know what to say, and it makes me genuinely uncomfortable.
I just feel so numb. No sadness, no joy. I feel nothing but exhaustion even though I sleep 12 hours a day
>19m here
>Parents made my life a living hell
>Dated a 10/10 in highschool
>Got sent to a boarding school in 12th grade because my parents didnt want me dating
>Girlfriend says she will wait for me
>She dies in a car wreck before i get back
>Got kicked out on my 18th birthday
>No job or money
>Living at a friends house
>Live every day with regret and the inability to pull the trigger
What do /b/?
>>697269779
Sonder
Used to have webm cant find it though
>>697270738
Haha, yeah I'm getting to that point too. I don't have a problem on here though.
Really the only people I talk to are my roommate/best friend and his finace.
I'm watching them better themselves.
I'm going to watch them have a family and live a full contented life while I continue to struggle to function in society.
>>697270780
Pick up a hobby
>>697270856
damn anon, shits hard when not only your brain fucks with you, but also when real life throws a curve brick to fuck you in the ass
also dont do it
>>697269652
bro ive been dry for 3 months and that shit was the only thing that helped me deal with depression and loneliness...
Im fuckbuddies with this 8/10 girl and I caught feelings. We always mock each other about how the other person caught feelings when I actually did. I thought it was a good sign because we we're being playful and everything. A while ago she asked what did I even want from her etc. Confess feels. Says she doesn't want someone right now. Says we can still be fuckbuddies. Story's not as bad as you guys but it sucks when you do everything a relationship does but she doesn't feel the same way
>>697258549
>Be me
>College fag
>Get girls, good looking ones at that
>Lots of wild sex
>Pretty popular, wild parties almost 24/7
>Still feel empty/dead inside
Why does life suck? I was a nerd in middle/high school and I always told myself, "You'll get there one day, you'll get laid, have fun, live the good life!" but now I have all the things I wanted and I still feel just as empty. All the social shit and girls doesn't matter when it's all just superficial, no one actually cares about anyone else, we're all just in it for what's best for us.
>>697271524
just wait. You'll join the workforce, get your own place and do things you want.
Thats's the most fun. Don't rush into a relationship just enjoy yourself
>>697271524
TFW you are
>>697269851
>>697268966
FeelsGoodMan
TEXT HER!
>>697259012
>tfw I'm the guy with glasses and a ponytail standing next to the train
>>697272356
>>697259012
tfw i'm the one taking the picture and it's my ex and he's Chad
>>697261058
I thought I'd never meet another person in my life like this. While a relationship might be nice, I don't really care if I don't have one.
>>697261801
Favorite part?
>>697258885
Sounds like me but drunk showering and fucking around while my gf and son sleep
Next week is my three year anniversary with my current GF.
She's probably been cheating on me. I'm gonna break it off at the end of our anniversary date if she can't prove that she hasn't been slutting around.
There is no proof that she has or hasn't, other than rumors.
I've tossed around the idea of staying in the relationship and just also cheating on her. I don't know if I'd rather be unhappy with her or unhappy without her.
>>697268254
Reminds me of this one chick.
Pulled out one time after sex and it was still a pretty hard chubby, I'm pretty big (honest 7.25" or so) and she says mine is way bigger than her ex's, even while mine's half soft. She asks how big it is. I tell her 7 inches and she responds, "Wow, I guess it just looks and feels bigger, my ex said his was 8 inches" she was completely serious too. She was dumb as a rock, but pretty damn hot.
>>697269010
>>697269779
The give is post # above yours
I actually had a big group hug with my family & brothers wife this morning. Haven't seen my girlfriend for a month and a half and my dogs for a week though so it kind of cancels out. Get some dogs OP you'll have plenty of love.
>>697270699
T-t-hanks guys
>>697261436
Well don't start
>>697270856
Same anon here, I really have to know. Where I'm living there's no way i can get a job (Too many people and not enough jobs) and even if i could its a 3.5 hour walk to the nearest town and i have no car. Is there any way out other than cucking myself to the military?
My friend went out with some girls on saturday night. I even ask them if they sis something told me and i would be in, they sayed they did nothing. Fucking layer.
The only girl that i know is in that group of friend so i can't just fuck them up. So Fucking sad
Wish I had something better but here goes. I don't do anything. I smoke weed and listen to music pretty much all day. That's it. What I should be doing is working on digital modeling and animation. I should be playing music, or filming. I should be exercising and socializing. But I don't want to do anything. I don't even want to sit around and do nothing, but I don't want to do anything else either.
How do I find the drive or desire to get up and do things? It seems like it should be so easy to just do everything, everyone else does things, so why can't I bring myself to do anything?
>>697273404
delete post please
>>697273389
Honestly, the military isn't a terrible decision if you don't have any other options. If you're afraid of the full time commitment join the guard or something.
Either way, better than being too poor to buy food.
>>697273752
I just REALLY hate the thought of basically giving up my freedom for 2-8 years after growing up with a bunch of fucking christcucks who already took my freedom away for 18 years
It's feeling a lot colder and time is becoming a scary topic of thought, friends.
The feeling of worry slowly crawling into my stomach makes me want to vomit. It's like the world is going by without us...why does it have to be this way, /b/ros? Why do all the shitty feels come up every night without fail?
I'm mostly just venting here, but still. Love you guys, even if nobody else does.
>>697273593
Take a tolerance break and start running on a treadmill every day. I like to alternate between running & lighter jogs every 90 seconds. Gets you a nice exercise high. Then after your lil tbreak is done smoking before and then right after exercising is awesome. After typing this I realize I haven't exercised in long as shit. Starting to get fat... fuck!!
>>697273593
Force yourself to do something that gets you out of the house and betters yourself.
Sign up at your local community college, apply for a job or sign up for some kind of routine/scheduled volunteer work.
You'll get out of the house and meet some people and be better off for it.
>Be me
>Shitty high school student, turned my life around in the military
>Get out, preform exceptionally well in university, near perfect GPA, heavily involved in tons of activities and internships all on a track to the stars.
>Shooting for Harvard
>Sub 500 score on the GMAT this afternoon.
Fuck. My. Life. This was the last time before round 1 deadlines start. I don't even know what to feel right now.
I've scrapped my entire essay and rewrote it over the past 6 hours.
I keep telling myself it's not going to stop me, it's just one fucking thing, but I know the reality and that this is actually my only real shot. If I wait next year and get an average or even above average score, I'm just another joe-shmoe waiting after a few years and upping his score to apply again.
>>697273593
>>697274091
Also play xbox live or something if you don't want to go out and socialize. Started playing a lot of halo 5 lately and hardly fuckin anyone uses a mic anymore, but most times other people with mics are pretty chill.
Can we have more feels pictures?
>>697258549
Nope, I don't. I also don't give a fuck.
>>697274014
What does religion have to do with it? I have friends in the military now (assuming you're in the US) who complain that it's not christian enough haha.
Most of the people I know that are in the military just want to drink, workout and play call of duty all day. You'll be surrounded by chads and dudebros, not evangelicals in my experience.
That being said, your freedom will be restricted, but it won't be for religious reasons. You don't have the freedom to go anywhere or do anything now though lol
I'm not saying it's the best option, it's not what I did and if you have another option I would take it, but I have friends who were in the same situation as you and by giving up those 2-8 years they dug themselves out of a really deep, shitty hole and got to better places in their lives.
Good luck man.
>>697275234
Idk im just really critical of religion since my whole lifes been basically shit because of it. but thanks /b/ro i really needed that
>>697274091
>>697274488
Incidentally, I just got off a tolerance break lol. I'm getting towards the chubbier side myself. Nice gut starting to pile up. Video games are tough. I used to play constantly, all the time. I don't play much anymore, can't bring myself to. I did just pick up Audiosurf, although it's basically the same as just getting high and listening to music. Also witnessed.
>>697274219
I go to school full time, but I never learn anything. It's like it all just disappears immediately after I learn it, it sort of always has.
>>697274918
this fucks me up
>>697274918
I got you man
>>697258549
true for me, and im married for 20 years
>>697274918
>>697272486
hahaha i know that feel
>>697274918
I feel this way sometimes.
I have a girlfriend and I love her, but I also look at other women sometimes and think about having sex with them. That's normal. But recently I saw a girl that made me feel like I did when I first saw my girlfriend. That rapid heartbeat and the thought of something new.
But the more I think of it, I realize I'm stuck where I'm at because I'm not a person anyone should like being with, and I don't know why my current girlfriend keeps me around, except that she's similar possibly.
But I spend most of my time alone, even when I'm with her. I just like being by myself. I just work best when I'm alone and I don't have to depend on anyone else, and no one has to depend on me. When people depend on me they're let down.
>>697274918
>>697276841
mang. that's OK I'll invite you to shit
>>697276979
>>697275639
I know what that's like, probably not as bad as you, but my parents forced me to be homeschooled and wouldn't let me communicate or be friends with anyone they didn't pre-approve. It sucks, but you eventually get away and move on. Life is out there, you've just got to find a way to kick-start it without financial support from your parents.
Community college is another, possibly better option. If you've taken the ACT, you can usually get more money than the cost of tuition and almost 100% acceptance rate.
If you're outside of town and don't have a ride you can probably stay in on-campus dorms for cheap. They have loans that don't require a co-signer or credit score and you can probably get enough to cover the dorms with enough left over to buy a cheap car (or motorcycle, cheaper gas/insurance and my personal preference) and cover the price of the dorms.
From there you can go to a 4 year and get your degree or if you choose a technical school, just go ahead and start working. If you choose to go for a bachelors make sure to ask about Phi Theta Kappa or whatever your state's community college academic honors society is, I got $8,000 a year in scholarships because of my community college GPA.
Sorry, I may be giving you huge boring walls of text that you don't want to read, but good luck again. If you have any questions I'll probably be in this thread for a while. Deadline to register for college isn't up yet in the US, even if it were, when I signed up I was 2.5 weeks past the start of school and they still let me in. If you really want it, you can make it happen.
>>697258549
get a dog, why make it complicated, dogs are cool, get a dog i tell you, dogs are 10x stronger thann prozac
>>697276841
Been there, done that. This nigga needs new friends.
>>697276979
I don't know why, but this hit me harder than anything else in the thread so far.
>>697277567
What are you going to do when it inevitably dies?
>>697268119
yeah man, watch march of the penguins if youre down, lifes a bitch, be grateful for small things, like a glass of clean water when youre thirsty
>>697277112
Lord Jesus...
>>697278056
sell it to a Chinese?
>>697277567
having a dog would be good for like 15 years but then, after all that you and the dog have been through, it will die of either natural causes, an accident, or you have to give it up for whatever reason. after its death thatll be one more thing to feel terrible about.
though i dont usually feel sad about death for some reason
>>697277528
I mean ive applied for online courses and i had a 4.1 gpa in highschool, but i cant get a loan for some reason. Im still young and pretty autistic about the way the world works, and Ive talked to a couple of banks but they wont loan to me even for a student one. My aspirations were in foreign languages because i really wanna get out of the country, but most abroad jobs take a 4 year degree. Theres no colleges near me either, i live in the middle of nowhere.
Basically ive just been thinking about the air force because i could do translation and get stationed in germany or japan or something. Im just really handicapped without a good mental health from 18 years of stress and no financial help from anyone.
>>697278176
But that's a happy picture anon, a man sharing dinner with his one true love.
Bikes > women
>>>/o/dbt
>>697278056
mourn and get another recognizing i will die too soon enough but at least i saved it from the pound and we were both genuinely happy for a short while, that is fucking enough
>be me
>14 m
>bi
>2 friends dating
>like both
>fall head over heals for the guy
>dont go to same school
>same swimteam
>they break up
>he quits swimclub
>never gonna see him again
>he was bi
>i want to die
>>697269326
Watching GTO destroy me a little bit each time.
Best feel yet. Who hurt you bob....who hurt you?
>>697274251
bro why are you aiming so fucking high?
If you don't get into Harvard, go to another stupid Ivy League. Harvard aint that fuckin great and it sure as hell aint all that fun.
>I would know, I fucking go there.
If dubs you have to text her.
>>697278367
Banks can't give you the loans I'm talking about, you have to talk to a financial aid office in person at the community college or university.
I did languages too, got a 2 year degree in Spanish then moved on to a 4 year school and have been studying other languages since then, but honestly I would leave it as a minor. I'm going back to community college now because I realized translation jobs don't pay shit and without financial support from my parents I would rack up more debt than I would make in a year, so I'm swapping my major to something else and just keeping the languages as minors.
See if your friend can take you to your nearest community college in person, they can help you I guarantee it. When I went to college, I let them know I wanted to take classes, but didn't have anywhere to stay and one of the councilors offered to let me stay with them until I found somewhere permanent. I didn't end up having to, but it just goes to show that most (or at least some) of them are genuinely caring people who chose their career because they wanted to help people.
The Airforce is also good, comfiest of all the different branches from what I've been told.
>>697279900
O shit waddup
>>697279900
checked you scriptfag <3
the most emotionally intimate moments I've had with people have all been imaginary.
>>697260187
Amen to that
Same feels
>>697280302
>>697280266
>>697258549
I want to make money but I'm a pathetic sack of shit. A job isn't going to cut it. I'm so poor it hurts. I was thinking of starting a youtube channel because I am delusional with grandiose dreams but I don't even know where to start. I can't kill myself because I'm holding out hope that I can actually be capable of something great.
>>697279985
The "local" community college is like 4 hours away by driving. I do have a high gpa so i qualify for a lot of grants and stuff (specifically hope, georgiafag). i just know 0% about the process and my friend is always working. hes an electrician and is gone from 6am to 6pm. i literally have no other friends. im just kinda scared about going into the airforce. im really malnourished and unfit and i doubt id survive basic training. i can barely leave the house either because i have really bad anxiety and feel faint all the time. but i guess if i cant get the online course stuf going and transfer to a on campus college ill just go into the airforce :/
You see. What's wrong with me is that there's nothing wrong with me. I'm just unhappy. I have an okay job, I have a family that loves me, I have 2 friends who ignore me some times, but that's normal right? I have a long distance relationship, but the distance isn't that big of a problem. It's just sometimes I wonder if I were to just go off myself who would miss me? My job would replace me, sister would grow up, my friends might not notice, and my boyfriend would find someone else. What, in the long run, does my life mean?
>>697274066
Same way I feel man, but I don't want to believe that it's over for me.
>>697280680
Sell drugs, it's pretty easy if you have friends.
>>697280499
I came here to feel not lose.
>>697280925
I have no friends, but thanks for the suggestion.
>>697281018
>>697280772
I wouldn't worry about being malnourished unless you're legitimately starving, all the skinny friends I've known who joined put on a good amount of weight in basic, the only people who lose weight are people who were overweight, because the meals are pretty much standard. Community college isn't hard to sign up for once you're on campus they have someone to walk you through it and basically do it for you.
Whichever option you choose, I guarantee you things get better from here.
>>697280680
what would you do on your youtube channel?
>>697281110
This one hit home hard
>>697281361
Like i legit live off of 10$ a week for food its pretty bad. I just need to do something pretty quick
>>697281605
They weren't friends
>>697280909
Your life means what you make it mean. No one else can decide that for you.
Force yourself to smile, anon. Seriously. Do it. Just sit up in your room or wherever you have some privacy and just smile. It will feel absurd and you'll start to think "wtf am I doing?" after a while, but it causes your body to react to it in a positive manner!
https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/isnt-what-i-expected/201207/try-some-smile-therapy
Is she thinking about me?
No.
>>697281575
I haven't decided yet, but I've been brainstorming alone for months. I've learned how to edit video in that time and now I just need to figure it out; whether it'll be games, reviews, vlogs, top 10s, commentary, reactions, or learning to animate, and post my amatuer work on there.
>>697281680
This image hits me very hard. I only exist when it's convenient for someone else.
>>697281930
Same, but I have the very unhealthy habit of pushing people away.
>>697281617
>
foodbanks, find one, they are all over, free food, no hassle
>>697281930
>>697282145
>>697277966
> I can see that I provoke something in you
> Im not talking in a douchy way, no, Im talking from the tragedy of teh situation
> Even years after I can see that I move something in you, I can still touch something in your soul
> Even now that we can no longer be together, it hurts... hurts to see you and fell myself a part of you and a part of yourself as a part of me
> both aware that we are a missing piece of the puzze of eachother
> and that's ok
(both pic related)
>>697282145
With me it's not that I push people away, in fact, I'm actually a pretty sociable guy. I guess I'm just forgetable...
>>697281903
where do you live America?
Reposting
>Be 21 y/o virgin
> Acording to friends a good looking guy, Tall, Dark, a little overweight, but not much
> Get along with everyone, people love having me around
> Constantly get hit on by hot girls, have them buy me drinks, approach me etc
> To oblivious to this to ever make a move when the time is right
I had a girl hanging all over me, complementing me, going on about how it was her birthday tonight, completely out of the blue. I turned her down and didn't realize what I did until it was too late
How do I escape this hell?
Every time I browse one of these threads, I get closer and closer to breaking down, because I see more of myself in the statements of others each time. And I'm only fucking nineteen.
>>697282162
the problem is getting there lol
closest one is a few hours away
im doing okay for 10$ a week tho, just gets repetitive
People are following me and I'm being forced to remain silent about everything that's bothering me.
>>697281617
Sorry to hear that man, you should make up your mind soon. If there's no food banks, call the local church. I know your parents sucked, but not all christians are like that. Your parents fucked you over, but if you let your anger at them stop you from getting food, you're just letting them fuck you over twice. The church might even give you a ride to the community college or recruiters office.
If you're planning on going to see a recruiter, you should go sooner than later, they can take months to actually send you to basic, no matter when you talk to them.
>>697279756
I'm applying to a few other top-tier schools, but at this point it feels pointless. I'm at the age where if I don't get in this cycle, by the time I'm competitive enough, it won't matter anymore.
>>697258549
I'm a 6'2 grown man. I can hold myself. If I have to walk this life and the next alone, I will. It's not out of choice, it's out of necessity.
>>697282573
Ha, I've been in that situation before. Had a hot chick do the same thing, and afterwards my friend went, "You realize she was flirting with you, right?" I had no clue.
Just stop and ask yourself, "Is she showing more interest/being more friendly than what a normal person would?" and if she is, you probably have a chance.
>>697261213
The reason why I bought myself a 3ds and animal crossing new leaf. Theyre always happy to see me. I love it when they invite me over to their houses because it makes me feel so wanted. Things I cant achieve in real life, I can at least do ingame...
>>697283087
>>697281617
Have you tried a plasma center? All they ask for is a proof of address and an ID I think. Find one, call, and ask for their requirements. If you're healthy there shouldn't be any problems, and since you'll be a new donor they'll probably start you out with a higher donation pay. It's $50 per donation for new donors at the center I go to. You can donate once a day, every other day, but no more than twice in a week, so for example if you donate Monday then you can go back Wednesday but you'll have to wait until Monday again to donate, five days later.
Try it anon, it's free, easy money and it'll help you. I'm rooting for you, keep fighting on!!!
>>697283087
I mean im going to do one or the other by next january at most, its just that im scared to say the least. ive never been alone before and my anxiety is too strong. ive been on so many meds thoughout the years ive become immune to them, and i cant remember a time that i havent cried myself to sleep. thanks for the help though it really means a lot
I wish I were rich and that my only problems were girl problems. Honestly I couldn't care less about girls like I see people complaining about in this thread. I just want to be comfortable because time is running out.
>>697283461
>tfw no one ever invited you over their house
>>697283490
Ive thought about it but i doubt im healthy enough to donate. and the nearest one is a few hours away (no ride)
>>697283639
You sound like someone I know. You from PA?
My girlfriend cheated on me and left me for a fucking manlet
>>697264345
kill yourself
>>697283816
Beat his ass.
>>697283701
nope. GA
she left 2 years ago. since then, i had to watch my best friend die after he shot himself, and have become an alcoholic. i think about them both all the time. they were all that was good in my world. now they're both gone. her with chad and him with the void. im close to the end brothers
>>697283524
Don't put it off too long, the military can make you wait months to actually head off to processing and start getting paid/fed and college is only available twice a year (and summers) so if you miss a deadline and run out of food, you'll be a really bad place.
Things can only get better as long as you don't give up.
>>697283816
I'm sorry anon. She left me and probably cheated on me too.
>>697258549
just turned 18, living with parents, no college, highschool diploma, working 40+ hours/week 10.50/hour, no car, r8
>>697284172
if all else fails i doubt ill go hungry. im actually pretty attractive i doubt it would be hard to sell myself for some quick cash. but that would be a last resort
>>697284021
I don't know the dude and he lives far away from me
my girlfriend thinks she's found the one
I don't
I'm pretty sure I'm just with her because I don't want to be single. It's not even the sex (though it is a bonus), it's just not having someone to hold is something I don't want to go back to
>>697284232
is that a moto g?
I think I found the one
She doesn't
I'm pretty sure she's just with me because she doesn't want to be single.
>>697284597
I was there a few weeks ago man.
You should probably get out of that. It aint right to her to continue something that you dont feel strongly about. Sex and companionship is superficial. As long as youre happy with yourself, you shouldn't settle on someone youre not happy with.
>>697284232
I feel you. She also made out with another dude while keeping all of this hidden to me
>>697285084
can't keep myself to think about her, what she's doing with who (him...).
>>697285087
i feel the same
>>697282573
It's always in hindsight when you realize you had a chance...I think I had a chance once, now I don't think I ever will again.
>>697284952
I know what I'm doing isn't right, but she's happy and I'm mostly happy.
I just want to sleep. Woke up 2 hours ago and I just want to sleep again. At least I don't think about her.
oh...Sure I dream about her but that's a little glimpse of happiness and I know it's not really her.
I've been sad and alone for as long as I can remember. After high-school none of my ''friends'' ever contacted me again. Sad thing is I see one at work everyday but she'll never say hi first. If she does respond it's that awkward kind of hi so you don't seem like a cunt. No relationship I've had has ever lasted longer than six weeks. I keep hoping I'll find a nice guy but I look like a fucking mess and have shit social skills. Everyone on dating sites just want to fuck in my area. I wonder what I'll do with my life, forever live with mom? Might as well since I can't do anything and she's disabled. I turned to Internet friends since I have no friends in real life and generally dislike my family. But even online friends can't be bothered to talk to me. I can't drown my sorrows in booze because alcohol ruins my stomach. Everyday I wake up I wonder if I'll finally be strong enough to jump headfirst off the roof or cut my throat. But I never am.
>>697285767
and she will be devastated when you leave her in a few months or even years. all along she was thinking you were the one and not questionning your feelings
>>697286092
>I keep hoping I'll find a nice guy
You're bi?
>>697286222
Homo
>>697282940
God damnit no.
>>697286210
I know, and I feel like shit for it and I haven't even broken up with her yet.
I've told her before that I don't think we'll be "lovers forever" but if she actually accepts/believes that
>>697286358
You seem pretty edgy, but so do I.
>>697287057
Edgy, depressed. I don't know anymore.
lonely
i had realized this a long time ago but here we go
when your a kid you want to be an adult so you can do whatever you want and be a fireman
when your an adult you want to be a kid so you dont have a care in the world
and when your elderly the only thing you have is memories
why live /b/?
Why does the world, why does life mock me, everyday, with everyone elses' happiness?
>>697284766
seems like a bitch
Does anyone have that webcomic where the godizlla creature encounters the most intelligent being in the universe, becomes smarter than him, and then kicks his ass and later returns himself to his original state? the feels are real
>>697288301
This is so funny but it hurts. Funny because it's true.
>>697288544
Its not funny at all anon
Your laughter and happiness is a nervous reaction to something your brain is uncomfortable with, but your conscious thought is not.
I don't like running out of tears. I don't like not being able to cry, because if I can't then I don't feel human. I just feel like an empty husk ready to crack and crumble away.
The girl I was dating and I was falling in love is confused and says she's not sure if she wants to be my GF, even though she loves me and I love her. I'm fucking crying right now, this is so sad. I naver have luck with girls I love.
Sorry if my english is bad.
>>697268727
She's may be an INFP.
We have extremely expectation for relationships, that usually end up being met in disappointment.
If that's the case, what she's saying is that she loved you, but when she says she didn't feel "in love", I'd interpret that as a stronger feeling, the one she'd expect from a relationship, something pure and strong that may or may not be actually be able to found.
Either that or she means she liked you when she said she loved you, is trying to be nice and she's just putting a distance with her words.
>>697289427
at least you have a girl who's loving you
>>697261837
So glad I saw this. I was 16 when I first saw the screenshot. Immediately confessed my love for a girl named sarah because I figured fuck it, only gonna be 16 and in love once. She fucking felt the same way. Thank you /b/. Still with that pretty little thing by the way.
>>697271524
I was about to post something around the same, but I saw this. I always saw other people in relationships and said to myself that one day that would be me, and that I'd finally be sated in life and not just in the jungle. While I'm still in highschool I try my hardest to be seen as someone who's a nerd, I always wear a beanie, I straighten my hair, (it looks similar to basically any obnoxious anime character who doesn't spike that shit) because I want to be hated, I want other people to say things like "oh... It's that kid..." But for some reason I'm socially accepted, every group knows me, I tease the nerdy girls, pretend to like the socially autistic kids, occasionally mock the edgy kids, and try to enjoy socializing with the popular kids. I've been with too many people to list off in the last year, and as soon as I have them I just want to go play league or something. (Yeah ok shitty game, shitty community, we all know.) I love the mind games involved in trying to seduce somebody, but once that's over there's no challenge, no fun, and I have no clue what's wrong with me. I could have almost anything I want but I don't want anything. Someone please tell me what I'm doing wrong. I've always seen it as me just being a piece of shit in general. I don't know what else to think. Pic is me from a year back
>>697269949
not related to the copy, but i'm sorry for you bro. You probably go on feels threads a lot. I hope you find love or whatever you are craving soon.
>>697291107
I'm not sure if she is. She says that the best thing to do is finishing everything. Guess she doesn't love my as she says.
>>697291163
Holy shit.
>>697291163
What I would do to be you anon... or even 16 again.
>>697279678
pretty sure that episode was filmed very shortly after his wife passed away
>>697291163
mfw i'm 16 and have done that but never got a gf
I don't miss her, I miss the memories...
>>697292438
i know that feel all too well bro
>>697291270
Sounds bad but atleast you look damn good
>>697258549
I was in a relationship with my "perfect" girl and we broke up last December. Now I can't seem to enjoy any other girl's company.
I've dated like 10 girls after I waited for a couple of months and couldn't stand thinking about her 24/7... None of those girls are even near, I haven't dated any of them twice.
It's my ex-gf birthday next week, she blocked me.
I won't be able to wish her a happy birthday. I won't be able to see her when she gets her presents. I won't be able to see her smile. I feel like shit.
>>697292646
How'd you two break up?
does anybody have the screencap of the greentext about the guy with his blind sister in the mall?
>Be me.
>Take girlfriend to go eat wings at this ghetto bar near campus.
>Delicious wings for really low price.
>We're University students so we're broke as fuck.
>Cheap wings is already a dream come true.
>Only downside is the place looks like it's some drug joint.
>Eat wings anyways.
>Finish eating.
>We both go to the washroom to clean up.
>Male and female washrooms right next to each other.
>Go in.
>Bathroom is so small.
>Can barely see anything as well, lighting is dim.
>One urinal and one boxed toilet stall.
>Want to take a shit but some guy is in the toilet.
>Wait for a minute or so then change my mind. I'll just shit at home.
>Do my business and take a piss at urinal.
>Suddenly hear the guy start to moan softly.
>He's groaning now.
>Sounds like he's having the best shit of his life or something.
>Weirded out as fuck so I quickly wash my hands and leave.
>Go outside to wait for girlfriend.
>Ten minutes pass by, what's taking her so long?
>Look at the washroom waiting.
>Even the guy moaning in the toilet finished and left.
>Five minutes later she comes out.
>There's a huge grin on her face.
>She seems happy.
>We walk for a bit back to campus.
>She looks at me with this big smile.
>'How did you like that blow job?' she asked me.
>What blowjob...
>'The one in the washroom? Through the hole?' her smile quickly drops.
Turns out she gave the guy in the washroom with me a blow job by accident. Apparently the female washroom only had one toilet for one person so she assumed it was the same on the male. She thought I was the only one in there so when she saw a dick go through the hole, it must have been mine.
>>697292761
I wouldn't want to go into details about that, let's just say her parents didn't want us to be together.
However we talked about that a thousand times and she told me it was okay. Until suddenly she changed her mind and now she even says I coerced her into the relationship.
She blocked me and I don't want to cause her any trouble, so yeah.
>>697293329
>>697293018
fucking kek
I had 4 different demons holding me a few hours ago. Felt pretty damn fantastic if I do say so myself.
>>697258549
>Summer, gf a state away
>Both unhappy, break up
>go to bar, get 8/10 blondes number, drive her home, rail her out.
>take beautiful girl from work out, goes well.
>saddest I've ever felt.
Why?
>>697293832
meaningless sex might vent frustration/anger, but it's no replacement for genuine feeling.
Start dating around, find someone that interests you
>>697293495
I guess...
>>697293832
Maybe...
>>697292646
>>697282940
god dammit stop making me cry.
>>697294049
I'll stick with vodka tyvm.
>>697279900
Rolling
>>697295142
just text her anon
>>697295300
Its kinda late
My problem is that I fall in love really easily. Last year, for the first time in my life, I had a best friend. She was amazing. She is still the only person I've ever opened up to. I told her I loved her even though I knew she didn't feel the same way, and it pretty much destroyed me. Then she fuckin told people about me, and that kinda made me stop loving her. I felt okay for a bit then the shit feels started coming back. I tried dating someone but I fucked that up just as badly as I fuck up everything. Now even though I'm really suspicious of my best friend I she's still the only person I can talk to and I think I've fallen in love with her again.
I don't know why I'm so shit. I don't know what to do.
>>697296100
>>697295300
I cant. I don't want to. All she will do it ask me how my day is going send leave it at that. We use to talk non-stop all day, but she left me with my heart out. I'd text her but it's not the same. I want her to tell me that she would give the world just for a night of cuddling and telling each other we love each other. It's the last time I felt wanted.
>>697296319
whoever made this image retarded... that's kinda the point
Pretty drunk listening to Mac DeMarco right now pic very related
got myself a lil bit of social anxiety, scared to interact with new people so now im stuck with the same shitty friends ive had for the last couple of years and most of them are mediocre at best. wouldnt say im lonely but i could surely use happier, more supporting friends. thanks for listening /b/
>>697296460
>>697258549
how do you abandon people who've already abandoned you, edgelord?
>>697282248
Happening to me with this girl. The thing is I'm getting bored of her all we do is ask eachother boring questions for hours. I don't wanna get bored of her.
I'm chilling in a hotel room after a night at the club. Both of my friends scored some nice Bonnie's but I find myself not interested in the "fuck just to fuck" thing everyone my age does now a days. It makes life feel just.....fake.
>>697258549
I was held last night by my girlfriend. However, before we got together (a mere six weeks ago), I hadn't been held in maybe...18 months? It was hard. We as animals need that contact. My advice OP is get on a dating site and meet people until you find one you're comfortable with. It might not be 'the one', it might only last for weeks or months, but having someone to hold you makes a difference.
Something I've been listening to on repeat for awhile now, anybody got anything similar or just a good song to listen to on repeat for the feels?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XwXfDR-qDhA
Hope you like it Anon's.
>>697296938
then stop asking boring questions
>>697297010
you mean you're maturing and don't want your life to be a string of meaningless hookups? maybe it's time for a lifestyle change man
>>697264154
I miss mine too anon. I've gotten with someone else now, but I still miss her. You will get there anon x
>>697297285
Lord knows I'm trying. Thanks for the reply.
>>697258549
>last time you were held
literally like 10 hours ago. i made out with some chick with really big tits.
but i still feel like sit and empty inside, and the one girl i really like is with one of my best friends
it just sucks so much, everything just sucks so fucking much
>>697269478
If she was around for a long time, don't be too hard on yourself. I was with my ex for 7 years. It was at LEAST 5 or six months until I could contemplate being with another. It's been 18 months now and I'm happy with someone else, but I still think of her x
This might be kind of a long shot, but is there someone named Joni in here? I'm trying to get back in touch with him.
>>697293018
kek
saw this in a old feels thread
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wK7GSARUs_Q
Me 21
Almost 22
Job is stressful and shitty
(Cook over priced Chinese food)
Dated this girl about 2 years ago
Practically worshipped bitch
Emotionally abused me treated me like shit
Threw away the truest love of my.life for this girl
Gets arrested for pot
Bail out go on a b ender
Start shoplifting nyquil for retarded cheap easy high
Piss in cups
Fail 7/8 drug tests
Gets one last shot
Hopping from couch to couch
Underweight suicidal and sick
Moves back in with mom's
Things start to progress
Almost done with court bullshit
Gets told by entire family that I'm a POS
Mom's boyfriend is a total dick believes emotions make you weak
Dude is 3 times my size
Live my home life in total paranoia about this guy
Packed a backpack slipped out the door
Lying here on my friends couch can't sleep dreading work tomorrow
Hope I get hit by a car otw to work on a daily basis
Practically tired of living
Totally numb
Can't kill myself too much of a pussy
Don't know how to make everyone else happy
Fuck it
>>697277966
Aww fuck... fuck this... why... come on... I'm supposed to be able to stop thinking of her every day by now... just fucking leave me alone already...
>>697298894
It started back in December 2015
Me 20
Her 24
Were at a party at a mutual friends house
Start flirting a bit, nothing serious
Mutual friend informs me that she has boyfriend of 4 or 5 years
Well fuck that, she hasn't told me, and friend told me she wasn't happy
Nothing really happens that night, don't really think more of it
February another party at same friends, have been texting a bit with girl
Things get more serious, we kiss that night
I realize that I'm fucked and in love
Decide to tell her
Tells me i have a chance
> Cont
>>697300449
Start texting every day
First thing in the morning, last thing in the evening
Realize i fucking love her
Start affair
Nothing too sexual at first, just hold her for hours when i have the chance
This continues for a month
>cont
>>697300578
She tells me that she had been ready to move out
Told her Boyfriend what happened
Expects him to be pissed and throw her out
He doesn't
Begs her to stay and think it over
She does
I should have seen it coming by then... i didn't
I continue texting and seeing her for months
She tells me she loves me...
I'm over the fucking moon
>cont
>>697300748
May comes along
Rough patch in my life
Close Uncle who came to house every day dies suddenly
Week later good family friend dies
She started pushing me away
Don't write i love you back
Has plans with family or whatever all the time
I haven't seen her in two weeks
She keeps texting as if nothing is wrong
>cont
>>697261837
This hit me so hard.
>Dropped out at 16
>Handholdless virgin then
>Never even tried once with any crushes
>Now 19
>Just joined the Army
>Only girls I will be able to find are slutty bitches who only want me for my Army money or redneck women
>TFW I will never experience pure teenage anime school love
>>697300906
Finally i have had enough
Freak and ask her what the fuck we are even doing if she doesn't want to see me
She agrees to a little road trip the two days after
Spends the whole day with her arms crossed, phone in hand
Gives me a 2 second hug goodbye when we haven't seen each other in over two weeks
Drives home to boyfriend
>Cont
>>697301051
Text her the next morning
Where is this going ?
Says she doesn't know if she can ever leave him, she can't right now at least...
I can't take this anymore, we have to stop
So we do
At least for a while... until we begin texting again
Every single fucking day
She acts like nothing is wrong
This continues for about a month
>cont
>>697258549
I'd really like some advice ,as i've found myself in quite the pickle
>be me
>18 , almost 19
>I'm a fairly stereotypical neckbeard
>ugly , overweight , not very bright or sociable , live in a eastern european country (and not a good one at that)
>at least i'm not a weeb
>Recently , i had quite a bad few months
>Had to take my country's version of the SAT's
>Didn't score very high , but i was able , based on some extra credit i got and on some admission exams to get into the best engineering collage in my country , a fairly well viewed one in europe
>it was a struggle , but i thought I was in the clear
>turns out in reality that my parents actually loathe me , because im a underachieving fuckup
>we argue almost every day for the last 2 months
>they call me names , criticize my every activity
>i also had a big falling out with most of my friends
>i was already unpopular , but now i have 2 friends left
>just 2
>obviously i'm a KV autist and i lack absolutely any marketable skills of any sort .
>i kind of want to just end it , but for some explainable reason , my older sister does actually care for me , and i couldn't bare the thought of saddening her
>I'm at the point where i don't even life for my self , i only carry about because of someone else
Can i get my sister to no longer care for me without being mean to her ? She is a lot more sensitive than me , and she is a bit depressive , i really don't want to hurt her , but i also don't really want to live at all besides not making her depressed again .
>>697300961
youre not missing much
>>697301247
Talk to mutual friend
Says girl still has my ring in her pocket all the time, can't leave her phone
I decide to give her one last chance
She can move in with me, right now
Well figure it out
I love her so much...
So fucking much...
She doesn't answer for a week... i gave her a week to answer before i cut her from my life.
When she does answer she tells me that she gave boyfriend another chance
He has had so fucking many... i didn't even get one...
She gave him another chance because i said stop
>cont
>>697301587
Easy to say when you have experienced it.
I should stop being an emo little bitch though. Odd moment for me as an ISTP.
>>697301610
She didn't even think about the things i told her to when i said stop... She just ran from that decision again
Tells me that things are better between them, and that i should find a normal girl instead...
I get PISSED
Tell her I'm done
Delete her number... all of the texts... all of the Facebook messages... remove her as friend.
Haven't talked to her in about a month now... still think about her every day. If i was capable of hating a person for being unable to make decisions that impact their life i would hate her so much... but i just can't
>>697300449
>>697300578
>>697300748
>>697300906
>>697301051
>>697301247
>>697301610
>>697301940
i've been here, almost the exact same situation. it was almost six years ago. it never really stops hurting, just hurts a little bit less as time wears on.
>>697301760
Its great while its happening but looking back just brings pain and sadness. You're probably better off tbh bro. but im ENFJ so I dont require the "human connection" as much as someone with your personality type. So that could definitely be a differeance
>>697302249
>human connection
lol. We are the type to require human connection the least. That's why I thought this outburst was odd.
>>697258549
>>697302338
>ISTP.
My bad i read the ISTP thing wrong i'm a fucking
autist
I miss her I just fucking miss her
>>697302234
God dammit man... I was so fucking sure... I guess I should have listened to my self and not though that life owed me one for once... well I'll bounce back... i always do... i have to
Nah, I remember the last time I was held.. if you count a couple second hug in high school. So like 7 years ago.
Hah, my self resentment is too much to ever keep anyone around. I don't even know how to keep any kind of relationship going more than a few days.
At best there were people I'd talk to in college classes every few classes, but not hear from after the classes were over.
>>697301265
Doubt it. I'll never understand why family members can feel bonds due to blood. But they're typically hard to break if the bond is there at all.
The only way you'd make her stop caring is definitely being really mean, and even then she'd probably still be really upset about it.
So, either suck it up and do hurt her, or don't.
>>697302949
it's shit. in the end nobody really wins either. we're alone, their relationship is trash, probably doesn't last. nobody wins. it was a waste for everyone.
the worst part for me was trying to decide whether or not she ever really loved me in the first place.
>>697301265
>Can i get my sister to no longer care for me, without being mean to her?
She will stop caring (that much) if she archived her goal. I'd guess she wants you to stand on your own feet. This wish is keeping her sane.
>i really don't want to hurt her
If you break down, she will, too. She will feel like she's lost the game, irreversable.
>i couldn't bare the thought of saddening her
What about the opposite? Make her feel good whenever you fell like she cares. Do not try to stop the loving, embrace it instead and she will alive.
The world is quite different then I've used to think. Do not stop learning new things.
Whenever you fell like you can't do anything, learn something new. For me I've re-discovered reading books. Not novels but like lessons about life.
From the dozend books I've read in the last few month I'd most reccommend "The way of the superior man" by david deda. The writing style is horrible, but it turned my life around.
>>697258549
Last night.
Was with some chick I don't even have feelings for.
Was more of a comfort thing then anything.
he left and is ghosting me. it hurts like nothing else.
>tfw after 8 years of being happy by myself, i've allowed a self centred and emotionally inept person ruin me
>>697303430
Worst part is i know that she does, and the only reason she isn't with me is that she is scared, and feels that she owes him.
But i can't get caught up in that any longer, I tried to help her, i gave it everything i had... But you cannot reach those who do not want to be reached.
We had to save what was left of our selves before it was too late.
>>697303483
yes, I am still here, but this is my first visit for like half a year or so. Felling a bit lost due to the current exam peride and needed some feels.
>>697303789
lol mine hates me. unfortunately the end of my experience was a little more unstable. the first time, I left her. the second time, she left me. i wish it could have all been on my terms. still, her relationship with that scum did fall apart. sometimes i like to pretend that she left me to save me, in a similar manner to how you did yourself.
