New Feels thread if anyone is up. Drunk asshole here.
Gonna dump some shit till I go to bed
Maybe someone will reply
Anyone?
Well, if anyone is lurking im still gonna continue
Fuck, somebody say something
This is 2 much pls
>>696987178
lol thanks gave me a small laugh
>>696986275
Someone just gotta reply
>>696986901
I'm in love with someone i can never be with and have to be around almost daily. :)
>>696987448
Hey, me too =)
It's great you know you can't be with them but you can't ever get over them since you see them so often
>>696987347
>>696987417
>>696987448
>>696987485
>>696987492
>>696987515
thank you guys.as a drunk guy on /b/ it means a lot
>>696987636
I'm in the same boat
>>696987448
>>696987636
Me to fellas. The chick fucked me over too, I don't know why I still love her. I don't know why I still want to be with her...
had my birthday today and realised how lonely, sad and depressed I truly am. Hardly anyone wished me a happy birthday or even acknowledged me or treated me good. Im forever a lonely faggot
>>696987709
>Drunk
Its cool man I've been there.
>>696988110
Sorry to hear that, anon. Happy birthday!
>>696988110
Happy birthday anon. Kek I send this pic to my friends on their birthday, I hope this cheers you up
>>696988110
And you accept this future?
>>696988258
you mean desperation?
love= I don't have 7 model girlfriends, so now I'm "in love" with my only option
>>696988110
do you play any games on pc? its OP
>>696988433
But is he ded tho
>nice dubs
>>696988524
Damn it, every time.
alchy here. in spain for a conference, from canada. the alcohol is fuckibg dirt cheap here. i love it.
>>696987448
Ditto.
He was my boss. Got some distance. Got a new job. He's now my boss again.
All that hope slowly dying just came crashing back so that it can die again.
>>696987636
>>696988022
It hurts, but hey. It has to stop hurting sometime, right?
little tipsy myself. have a good night everyone
Ive got a feeling everyone in my small town thinks im gay or so the rumor is. I found out because I went into the liquor store and some people i didn't recognize said that "hey, anons not gay" and then another time some fat girl walked in the same store as i was purchasing shit say "hey, anons a twink now". I didn't do much, but i should of confronted them. Ive never been asked directly which is odd and im sure ive been pushed under the bus lot by people i know. Ive been asking my shit friends about it but they say no or call me crazy.
Anyways i'm not social or never really was and don't know what to do since this shit probably hurts my chances of dating girls. I'm starting to fight my social anxiety because im tired of being a bitch.
what can i do over this obstacle?
im in my late 20s btw.
I share you a secret that helps me defeat anxiety and motivate:
There are people that would gladly switch places with you in an instant if it meant not to be disfigured, crippled or have severe brain damage.
>>696988763
Tits or gtfo
>>696988419
Gig (short for giggle)
>>696988915
ehh going on 4 years now it shows no signs of stopping.
Maybe next year when I finished my degree i'll just leave.
>>696988915
Meh, I'm wondering when it stops hurting anon. It probably stings longer because I'm a drunk...
>>696989160
That could help too. That's my plan right now, just saving up a bit of extra money and then just moving away since I don't really have much keeping me here right now. A fresh start sounds nice.
>>696987032
Anyone else have an Asian lady as the thumbnail and a text post as the picture?
It's a good thing this doesn't exist. Looks delicious.
>>696987785
The irony.
>>696988972
>>696988972
A smile
>>696989131
Haha I hope you enjoyed that
>>696989160
Going on 3 years for me, wish I could let her go. I don't know why i can't.
>>696987448
damn that's a comfy pic. i wanna sit there with cat and just stare out the window too
>>696988433
do a flip faggot
This whole thread
>>696989291
In the same boat with depression getting worse. Starting to think about planning my suicide but I'm trying to stop drinking and change. Got advice saying it helps to replace it with exercise or a replacement that's not a substance
All these feel threads usually have to deal with being lonesome. Here's some friendly tips from a concerned anon.
1) stop caring what other people think of you, or what you do. Especially women. Act aloof and nonchalant and girls will be enthralled by your free spirit.
2) Shower, shave, and get a haircut. This will help boost your self confidence some. Give yourself compliments in the mirror morning and night.
At first it will feel feigned, but as you start to believe in yourself more, it will turn into actual confidence.
3) Treat the women you meet with respect, make them laugh and above all listen to her. Even if it's the most boring thing you've ever heard, listen anyway.
4) Above all else, just be proud of yourself and all the accomplishments you've made to get where you are today. When you're happy about yourself; other people will be drawn to your positivity.
And make sure to keep up on oral and personal hygiene, girls like a clean mouth and body.
Have a pleasant day, gentlemen.
>>696989305
A fresh start sounds great. I want to leave everything behind and see where i go.
>>696988110
>
It's my Birthday today too :) Feels weird being 19 already. Really hope everything gets better. I know it has for me.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zqnRtxE5BMs
this always gets me, knowing that I'll never say this to her
>>696985958
>>696988972
"Jet Fuel Can't Melt Steel Beams"
or
"Mup Da Doo Didda, Bix Nood"
>>696986364
Needed this
im 18, kissless virgin
>feels bad man
>>696989539
Yea, I think about suicide every day, I just can't get there though. I couldn't do that to my mom. But it's always in the back of my head. I don't want to, but I dont know what else to do. Im hoping I can get past it, and I hope you can too
>>696989539
do you take medds for your depression?
doctor says that i can´t drink when im on my meds
>>696989683
Sounds great indeed. If everything goes as planned, I should be out of here by January. I just hope it actually helps.
>>696989896
You'll get there friend
>>696989896
I was 15 trying to lose my virginity because of muh pride. When I did nothing changed. First kiss was preschool. It's just hype when you force it. It's best to do it with someone you have good feelings for
>>696985958
These feel threads seem to bleed tumblr
Here's a heads up kids.
Life will surely change after your parents both die.
t. supportive old /b/tard
>>696989409
Mobile is a bitch, hope it's turned out OK.
>>696989442
>>696990044
Where you headed to? Best of luck to you
>>696990214
yay :)
>>696990176
claims a typical feels thread is tumblr, pls kys and get off of /b/ you normie faggot.
I think a lot about killing myself. Not like a point on a map. More like a blinking exit sign to a show that's just not quite bad enough to leave.
>>696990214
>even looks like my old haircut
Nice job, anon
>>696988110
Happy birthday anon! I hope you feel better :c
>>696988960
Why the fuck would they think you're gay? And why the fuck do they care?
>>696988972
Someone eating pistachio ice cream.
I'm not really sad rn but I just feel like I'm bored but I can't/don't want to do anything. So basically I wish I didn't exist, but I'm not sad about it.
>>696989820
>>696990176
Eh maybe they do, but I like venting my problems to my /b/tard brothers. We're all fucked here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=trfHP5LHVNY
Moar, please?
>>696988524
this is bullshit. I eat out alone almost twice a week.
I don't feel like a loser at all.
Holy shit anon
>be me
>around 4pm
>down 90mg vyvanse and 30 mg adderall xr
Ff
>fucking soaring high
>convince some stoner big ass bitch to try salvia with me
>hit up shady smoke shop for some 30x
>head back to my place and trip proof my room
>filled a fat bowl in a bubbler
>rip took 2 hits and off to fucking neverland
>ended up choosing to come back to reality when the wall asked me if I want back in to reality
>uhhhhhhh yea earth is pretty rad
>let's me back into reality 30 min have passed and the bitch is now on the floor in fetal position hysterically laughing
>like to the point I had to shake her ass so she would fucking breathe
> brain fried and body high like a strong indica for the next 45 minutes or what seemed like eternity
>go outside and just sit on the patio just staring at each other
Smokin a cig
>wtfjusthappened.jpeg
>a fucking wall let me back jnot reality
>she throws up and I take her home she had bad body reaction
>go home
>eat some food and clean house cuz stims
Now I sit here and have 75%of the bag left
Should I ?
Trips or 69 and I'll smoke the whole bag on livestream
>knowing my luck
>RIP
>>696989646
Thank you
>>696990034
Used to. Think I stopped cold turkey with ADD medicine. Probably the worst idea but I didn't feel right on them , hence why I stopped. When I'd drink the night before I'd wake up buzzed and go into work feeling like a kid again. Feeling happy , talking to people I don't usually talk to and get along.
After a few hours when it's out of my system I go back to the introvert I am if not worse and depression kicks in hard. Maybe it's my serotonin is what I was thinking.
Started drinking energy drinks or strong coffee. Got to a jittery point where I felt happy again. Idk what it is but I seem to run out of energy. And when I do, I become more empty. Quiet. Feeling uninterested in people.
>>696990241
Thanks anon. Planning on moving down to LA, closer to most of my family and what not. Honestly, just thinking about it makes me happy.
>>696990598
Forgot pic related lolwut
>>696990402
Thanks femanon
>>696990176
These threads are meant for anybody and everybody to vent their frustrations openly, anonymously, in hopes someone out there shares their feelings. So, I don't know, maybe they don't feel so alone and isolated knowing someone understands.
>>696988258
Never again.
>>696990700
you just validated my post
Can people post some sad music please? I need too cry, my broken spine is getting too me, 3 surgeries so far, started when I was 16..I'm now 20..just post some sad music anons
>>696990354
>Why the fuck would they think you're gay?
some locker room behavior i did with a friend like 15 years ago and then i messaged him a facebook joke about it years later probably set him off and then told everybody. Prior to that, my shitty friends i hung out with always thought i was weird and girls too. Rarely been seen with a girl and it piles on. They write me off and im afraid that it could ruin future shit. I literally overheard talk about me in a bad way. Anything i do can be met with homophobic remarks.
the town is small and people like to talk about other people. I think some girls may be interested and then ask about me and some dudes may be jealous and throw me under the bus.
This is my adult life.
>>696990281
>typical
if you joined /b/ sometime in 2015, maybe
>>696988960
Social anxiety is a bitch anon, I've just recently started to control it. Ive started to meet new people, and I guess all I can say is try to put yourself out there. Ask people out for drinks, or whatever you're into. People aren't as bad as you think. I get you though, that anxiety is a bitch
>>696990354
>>696990348
You're welcome!! ^u^
I just want somebody to talk to.
Or to have enough confidence to talk to her...
>>696990833
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qZ_WVsP9RkE
This one always gives me the feels. Not really much of a "song" in a normal sense, still great for when you need to let some emotions out.
>>696988561
hey different anon here, i play on PC. my steam ID is https://steamcommunity.com/id/RussianDancingMan
>>696990833
I got you fam
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2WRnZU8eBF0
>>696988915
The only time it stops hurting, is when you give up. i gave up years ago, and i've not sunk any lower. therefore, Give up on life=can't get any worse.
>>696990833
>>696990994
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UEW8riKU_tE
I have always tried my hardest to help everybody I could, but nobody wants to help me.
All they do is hurt, hell I have even saved peoples lives both medically and mentally, but they just push it off like it was a favor that they should not pay mind to.
And you know, it really hurts knowing that in 70-90 years, absolutely no one will remember you.
Maybe the easy way out is the only way we will be remembered... Or maybe no one will... I am not ready to An-Hero, but if I do, there wont be a suicide note, there will only be this...
>>696990833
One I got into which to some may find stupid is The Lonely Man from The Incredible Hulk. The original
>>696986736
Kek
>>696990354
>>696990842
That fucking sucks. I don't think I could EVER live in a small town. I have some family and they live in a small town and I don't think I could do it.
>>696990892
That's fucking perfect. Thank you so much.
>>696990833
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SbtPmYmV99s
Here you go anon :^)
>>696985958
I still remember that episode of Hey Arnold! He was the pigeon man. One of the better episodes.
>>696991115
Makes sense I guess. If you expect nothing, nothing will let you down.
>>696990262
>>696990663
No problem! If I can make one person's day a little bit better I have done something to make the world a little bit better, and that's really the best any of us can do.
>>696985958
asexual. my love life feels this way
>>696990994
OP here, just sent you a friend request
>>696990887
i want to be able to go to the grocery store and do basic shit without fear of the werido shit
>>696990833
https://youtu.be/-56h8d3gLgk
Nice dubs
>>696986649
this kinda hit me
>>696990799
I bet you're a joy to be around. Enjoy being callous, that's all you'll ever know.
just eat......... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dUNZ8CDYEYY
>>696991143
Same thing happens to me. I'd help friends out in different ways and in return they show no interest. I'll open up about personal issues and it will be shrugged off by someone talking about themselves interrupting me. Felt like I was a ghost. Eventually got into arguments with those people and got them out of my life. Best I did but feel more alone
>>696990402
Nikole?
>>696990833
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PLkoX28KvsY
Does this help?
>>696991546
Yeah, I have been with EMS for years now and sometimes I get the occasional thank you from a patient, maybe even a hug. But it is all superficial, but it is the only thing I can do to stay human anymore. Most people only take me serious when I break down crying, but most just forget about it the next day. My best friend is the only one I know who cares but I know we are growing apart, soon I will be deployed and everyone from my life in my little town will forget about me unless they hear about a soldiers funeral. And even then, maybe no one will.
>>696985958
>Be me
>Meet a guy a cool guy online
>We used to talk a lot and he seemed like a pretty chill guy
>Ended up talking every single day
>Stopped talking for a while because school
>Forgotten him for about a year
>Decide i should talk to him
>Next time i've spoken to him he tells me off a friend that wants to commit suicide
>Asked me ways of suicide
>Believe he wouldn't do it and suggested painless methods
>Last message of his was thanks man you're the only one that believes in me
>Later find out he was molested as a kid by his dad
>Later found out that he killed himself
>MFW I killed my best friend
>>696988972
9GAG Logo kek
Just woke up to a text from one of my best friend telling me that he's been secretly dating my ex gf for the past month and my thoughts about this shouldn't matter for him because "love is boundless" and other bullshit.
He was the guy who helped me get through the rough breakup. He's also the guy who used to yell "bros before hoes" and other dumb shit when someone had a rough time...
Well... I guess I just don't have that friend anymore...
Hold me /b/
>>696991965
Pic not related, just some random pic I found in my feels folder
>>696990950
This explains a lot of what's going on, that song.. I haven't seen anyone in two years..and doctors won't do surgery on my spine....it's falling apart and I have too struggle with pain..I don't have any friends anymore..I can't get a job and I'm trying to get social security but I keep being denied...I have no meaning too my life btw my kik is :gameover169 if anyone wants to talk
>>696991368
This is my best friend in the world. We've been friends since 6th grade. She's a leaf, but she's a nice leaf, honest and quiet and conservative. I've been in love with her for the past while. She's ace too. She knows I like her and she won't be gf because she's afraid I'll "leave her for someone who will give sex". She doesn't believe me when I say otherwise. I miss her a lot. She's been back in Canada the whole summer... My feels go out to you, Anon. May you find someone who loves you.
>>696991621
N-no? You might know me as Mouse, Harpy, or Key though. I'm around a lot.
>>696991470
Well, what else is there to know, anon?
Hey boys and girls! Faggot depressed Anon here, I'm curious how many of you are on antidepressants like Zoloft or use to be. Is it better being off them again? Or if you're on them do you miss the feeling of not being chemically controlled like I do?
>>696985958
*plays in the arms of an angel*
>>696986275
Bruh.
guys you know ive been in many feels threads and had my downs so i just want to say it DOES get better.
>>696985958
late to the party but what you drinking my friend. Got some canadian whiskey myself.
>>696991988
Dw anon, I will be your friend. I actually need to get kik, then we can talk
>>696991933
>>696988110
Happy birthday man, hope you feel better
It's late. I'm drunk. Goodnight anons, hope some of the pain goes away.
>>696991880
Well, at least it was painless. remember, if you're sitting in a movie, and so far the first hour and a half was crap, nobody would blame you for walking out.
>>696990598
Roll
Ive never fallen in love.
Ive had a few crushes based on physical appearance, but no ones personality truly sparked hapiness in me.
I fall asleep every night hugging my tiny head pillow just so im not the only one i know
who falls asleep with empty arms
>>696989691
Happy birthday anon :^)
>>696990833
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VLLNttSV53Q
>>696986087
It's 8 am and I'm still here you poeticfag
>>696991965
Bloody his face.
>>696992369
are you me?
>>696991837
>>696991406
>>696991255
>>696991118
>>696991017
>>696990950
Thanks everyone
Kik:gameover169
>>696990354
I don't know who this is. But thank you. I sort of know you anon, you use the same picture nearly everytime you post, i remember you using this picture a while ago and cheering me up somehow. I don't even remember but seriously, thanks alot and even if its not the same anon, take the thanks anyways.
>>696991876
Crying is something anyone can understand fully. I understand with the little things don't seem as much because you're strangers and a "thanks" is a basic form of showing they're thankful. A "hug" is definitely a very nice way of showing they really care. Sorry to hear your situation. You're in a better position than me and I'm sure people remember and think about you. That's what people do. Whether they show it or not, they still think about you
Just, a short paragraph.
Around the time I was 15, I was feeling the usual teenage angst and stuff, I was watching tv once and just, felt. Weird. I couldn't describe how I felt. I looked at myself and couldn't believe who i was. I watched one of my favorite shows, and just, couldn't watch it, it wasnt funny. I talked to one of my friend and asked him if he ever felt like this sometimes. He said yea. We knew we we're growing up and it hurt.
my life is a joke
>>696992261
Never really learned how he died
>>696992080
Too obvious
>>696992369
Same. I had a really intense infatuation with a girl in high school and a few crushes after that, but I don't know if it's ever been love.
All I have are elaborate fantasies of meeting a girl named Valerie sometime after moving to a new city, falling in love and understanding each other because we're both broken in the same way.
>>696990656
do it faggot
also what is in the baggie?
I feel lost. I wish there were a map to get your life back.
what is the time where you anons live ? its 2 pm here
>>696992936
Whats going on anon?
>>696992694
That's how I felt about System of a Down. I used to like most of their songs but now I like around 4. Some things will stay with you and still be interesting. Some will get old to you and you feel the need to move on. That's just life
>>696985958
It's baw thread not feel thread new fag
>>696991255
>>696991880
Even if you thought they wouldn't do it why would you just tell someone suicide methods? That sucks though.
>>696992639
Oh, probably not me. I don't normally browse feels threads but you're welcome anyways, hope you meet that anon again!
>>696992848
Pretty sure he said Salvia
>>696993047
6 am here
>>696993047
7:16
>>696992936
there is no map
its all a game.
You can be dealt a great hand or a shitty hand. however if you are given a shitty hand you can pull an ace out of your sleeve if you know what to do. the longer it takes for you to figure it out, the longer your sleeves grow.
>>696993047
12:15 here
>>696993108
k summer
you're all fags, man the fuck up sissies
If anyone could read these lines, just so I knows what I've been feeling for a long while now
>be me
>fall in love with grill 2 years ago. Knew her for 5 years before even start dating (not really close before that, just hello femi-goodbye femi basis)
>happy couple for 3 months before she dumps me by phone
>fastforward to today
>been in and out of 4 relationships I knew I would leave them as soon as I got bored (it's getting faster and faster)
>I'm fine, I just don't remember being happy in a while
>I feel like I'm caught in some sort of emotional limbo
>every woman I meet I compare them to exgf. And even if I don't, I just get bored.
>I feel like I need to be loved, but I'm unable to love
>>696993270
Well, drawing person here, I'm gonna sleep now. Hope you all have better nights than your worst!
>>696993110
I thought i was helping a friend
For the past 6 years I've been devoid of all emotion.
Strangely though I can feel things portrayed though TV/Film/Anime/Music... honestly if I couldn't I don't know what I'd have done to keep sane.
Worst thing is that none of my friends can see how broken I am because I can fake it so well and I've been faking it so long that I can't stop.
Also its very annoying that after 6 years I've finally tried do something about it lately but every where I go I get asked questions about self harming attention seeking shit that I don't and never will do or just how often I'm depressed or anxious... I'm just sitting there thinking, so I'm not manic or suffer from anxiety... I already knew that what am I suffering with then? But they just fob me off because I don't fit their bullshit parameters.
I don't know what to do, I don't think i can handle the void much longer.
>>696993192
6:20 here
Time for a big fat titties thread! Bonus points if you know the tits!
>>696993342
I can't help you brother, I feel the same fucking way.
I hate being alone, but I'm unable to love anymore
>>696993463
I feel the same emotional void. You're not alone bro.
>>696993078
Lol that image
Nothing really and that's the problem. I'm in a darkened room listening to dad rock and wondering where life went so...bland. I work a nondescript job at a college that a lobotomized rhesus monkey could do. I am moving in a few months but I'm uncertain what to do with myself. I loathe customer service and going back to college or grad school doesn't seem super awesome. I feel like a cog in a machine that's about to fail.
There's almost too much to discuss really. I think I have a problem with how much I use porn. The woman I love is gone. My parents are enfeebled and I'll need to take care of them soon. My brother is kind of jerk in this matter and for other reasons. I'm estranged from my biological father whom I miss. I'm just disappointed.
Thanks for listening.
Friends of old, what did i do? we spent days on end together, cards, conversation, gaming, partying, venturing out into the world. You were each a part of a bridge from nothing to life, and now you're not here im stuck in the abyss. How can i wear the mask of happiness when their is nobody else to convince me of the lie, or momentarily make the mask unneeded.
I don't know what i have done to be abandoned in the dark, a lighthouse ignored. Is it my enjoyment of political discourse? did a false accusation make you doubt my humanity? if so why would nobody ask me, why does nobody ask about me, do they hate me as much as i hate myself or is it a dull apathy?
Maybe they'll miss me when they know they'll never talk to me again...
I'm at the point in my life that the highlight of my day has simply become browsing 4chan, especially /x/, while listening to HOME Odyssey. I no longer feel anything from vidyas, drinking or masturbation, and the last time I expressed genuine emotion was a long time ago. It's only when I sit down at my computer, type in the url and put on the beats that I feel serenity
>>696993478
4:20 here
One time after a night out I was on my way home in a taxi back to my flat alone, it was pissing it down with rain when I got out and for some reason rather than go into my lonely flat and getting in bed I lay down on the concrete outside and got wet through until two guys walked past and asked if I was okay. Told them I was having a moment and they offered me a cigarette and some beer, chatted for a few hours about how shit it is living alone in a new city even when you have friends and they understood. Never saw em again.
>>696988110
Happy birthday anon. You matter to us.
>>696993180
I suppose so. I'm losing the game, no meme intended. Shitty hands abound, one losing one after another.
>>696985958
Getting feels from screencaps with captions
>>696988110
How old are you? Happy Birthday. If you were here, we'd do something cool
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CQOgYl43P9M
>>696992080
I recently started taking Zoloft. They should start working soonish. I don't really feel chemically controlled. I think it slowly starts to get a little bit better. That's all I care about.
>>696993110
>>696993384
Well I'm sorry it turned out like it did :c
>>696993047
4:20 AM and I ran out of weed last night D:
>>696993589
Do you have any hobbies you could try turning into a career? If not, experiment, try new things and just look around and see what you like.
>>696993670
Hey well at least you have something you enjoy, right?
>>696993672
West coast represent :^) (it's actually 4:28 so I've spent 8 minutes writing this)
>>696992588
my kik is grimeth if anyone wants to talk
>>696989691
happy birthday
>>696994032
Fuck it, the guy is better off this way no more pain and suffering
>>696990887
I lived in a small town for the first 25 years of my life. I had a lot of friends and it didn't really bother me at the time. But now that I live in a bigger town with my gf and two cats, I realize that it is such a fucking relief to walk outside and be totally fucking anonymous. Everyone just leaves me alone, just like I want.
>>696994032
I couldn't possibly monetize masturbation, sleeping, or eating lol.
But agreed...experimentation is in order.
>>696988972
Thanks anon for making my dark night a little brighter.
>>696993544
scotty?
>>696994032
>>696989691
Just turned 19 too happy birthday anon
>>696989539
When i feel sad i run
I run a lot
>>696990833
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yppksBz-JuI
>>696989306
no I didnt.
>>696993559
You know what's the worse about my situation?
I work conversating and doing PR on both of my jobs.
Im a guide in a sort of restaurant/museum and work as an assistant-manager in a bar. I like what I do, but it requires me to be actually nice, patient, and even blunt sometimes with clients that disrespect me for some reason.
I got so amazingly good at pretending I'm full of confidence and a generally happy guy that sometimes I remember that I'm full of shit, and that everything in my life that I "fought" so much to obtain are always a flick away of "bored now, sell all my shit and leave".
I just wanna feel genuinely attached to someone/somewhere/something
>>696994317
Forrest Gump?
>>696985958
>>696994032
>>696992588
>>696994080
Mine's gwentrappy
>i post in trap threads so excuse the name
>>696994119
I was actually going to say something similar but I thought it'd come off as insensitive...
>>696989691
>>696994259
Happy birthday anons!
>>696994317
Would your name happen to be Forest Gump?
>>696994189
Hey man Youtube's where it's at, just get good at video editing and you're set! I'm joking but i sincerely wish you good luck and I hope you find something.
>>696994588
I am insensitive as well nothing really bothers me anymore, most of my emotions are just a way to show i'm somehow feeling.
Been awake for the past 30+ hours thinking about her.
She is a really good friend and she never starts the convo even after telling me she gets sad whenever he don't chat errday. Fuck me and this.
>>696992028
I keep hoping someone will do this to me sometime soon.
>>696994713
The sole emotion I still feel is anger.
All the rest are emotions I fake to fit the situation
>>696986191
This one always gets me
>696994921
Same mate, i just want to drink and forget
>>696986275
Die
>>696995144
Not even drugs or alcohol help me. I think that if I don't find anything that I truly love doing, I'll just off myself someday.
And I know what I'm about to say sound weird, but I'm glad to know that I'm not alone in the emotional limbo. And at least you found something that makes you forget, I'm glad for you bro
Girlfriend I bought a ring for dumped me because I wasn't interacting with her family enough. I don't understand since she hated her family. Shit sucks man I've lost all motivation to do anything. Now she's going to collegeat and I'm sitting here thinking about giving up. I'm 22 and she's was 20. Anyone have any advice?
>>696991965
Screenshot of convo
>>696993719
idk how old you are but if you were dealt a bad hand, the best option is become a doctor. They are the only group of people in which there is a system to go from low class to upper class.
>go undergrad and ace your classes
>get in med school
>relax, you made it
However many people miss shit like getting that 4.0 and hence this path is unattainable. So go into compsci or engineering. you might not make it the the 1% but you can still pull six figures after a few years
>math is hard
>im not in college
>i got a useless degree
well now you see how the problem is escalating?
DONT go to college to "find myself"
the libtards and retards have been playing everyone in individualism. Yeah individualism sounds cool but do you really think YOU get to choose your life? fuck no. im a med student rn and majored in ChemE, i do look forward to being a doctor so thats great but man i would hate my job as an engineer. I just majored in it for back up. A lot of my interviewers were impressed how much i planned my life out.
anyway life is a game and you win by leaving your family with the most money you can provide. You're the dealer of their hand
>>696995610
First: material possessions mean shit.
Second: she's gone because she was going to college and was getting tired/annoyed of you
Third: once you loose motivation, it might never return. Have fun flipping my burgers
>>696987032
Too real mang
>>696995581
Does it tho? all it does is delay the inevitable one drink at a time. What happens after the last drink, that's a question i have yet to answer also don't worry they are thousand of us outside. Looking to drown their hatred with either drugs or more hatred.
Search for them and you will see why i hate myself. Don't and you will be left wandering why you're so hateful, either way there is no winning in this scenario. The best option for you is distracting yourself.
>>696996025
>distracting myself
The reason why I have 2 jobs.
Although, there's an idea in my mind that has been there for a while now:
Becoming a monk. Perhaps our answers are within us
I've been married for two months, and I'm already unhappy. I just met this woman, who thinks like I do and has been through a lot of the same shit, and we really click.
Unfortunately, I can't make a move because I'm married to someone I feel like I have to babysit.
But man, when I get around this other woman, I can forget how shitty life is and just relax. I don't care about work, my wife, my house, my car, anything at all when I'm even near this woman.
I'd give up everything to be single right now, but I feel like my wife finding out I was more than friends with this woman would destroy her.
>>696996299
Good idea, the answers aren't within us. This isn't some fairy tale of a man finding himself at this point only a psychologist can help us.
>>696994588
>>696995610
She kinda sounds like a bitch tbh. I think you should work hard at whatever you're doing and make that bitch regret the day she left you.
>>696994921
I haven't been genuinely angry in a long long time. I really fucking hate being angry.
>>696995852
But what if money doesn't actually = happiness? You're talking as if having a high paying job is the only thing that matters. It really is a lot more open than that, and that's the great thing about it. You can set your own goals you don't need to live by what someone else determines as successful. I say do whatever you want as long as there are actually job opportunities on the other end of it. That is just me though feel free to think what you want.
>>696996300
One, dont thats a scumbag thing.
Two, if you want to be with her, divorce.
Three, Alimony.
>>696995736
It's not in english so it wouldn't do any good
>>696996591
>>696996300
Cheating if you're just boyfriend/girlfriend is one thing but cheating in a marrige is fucking awful, don't do it. I say wait until it's at least 6 months in before you think about a divorce, maybe you'll find out that one woman wasn't what you thought she was or your wife was better than you thought?
Also, sadlyf this thread is slowing down.
>>696986736
A champion
>>696989306
I did, and I posted this. wtf?
Does anyone have the feeling physical side effects from being depression, intense stress or anxiety?
I feel like my chest has pulled muscles all the time and it's hard for me to breath on a daily basis. I've had it for years....
I've been researching "broken heart syndrome"
>>696989306
Yeah.. that's a fairly-sorta-not-too-common-but-common-enough-that-you-shouldn't-be-surprised kinda thing.
>>696996591
>But what if money doesn't actually = happiness?
Money =/= happiness but you need it to be happy. this is real life and it costs to live it
>>696986087
fuck your gay shit I work third shift 2am is lunchtime for a lot of fucking regular ass people nigga
>>696985958
Did you know that in that episode of Hey Arnold! Pidgeon guy was supposed to jump off a high rise building in the end but Nickelodeon wouldn't let them show it so he got carries away by birds into the sunset instead
>>696996988
But what if I just don't care anymore about being a good person? I've been a good person my entire life, and got shit on for it.
>>696997782
nigga its just a post quit being a fucking faggot about it
>>696992848
Salvia 20x
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>>696997632
I find that you need 'enough' to be happy, you don't need to be working a six figure job that you might hate...
>>696997931
To be fair it is a kids/tweens show...
>>696998029
Well, I can't say I can condone actively going out of your way to harm other people and I really don't think being an asshole will make you feel any better. Just don't let people take advantage of you for being nice, be careful who you trust and stand up for yourself. I think you could be better than that. (although I don't really know you)
>>696986275
dont worry anon, we will
>>696998029
Stop being such a pussy. You made the decision to get married so either divorce her or not but don't be a piece of shit.
YOU
ARE
ALL
FAGGOTS
>>696986364
The things I tell myself when I'm sad and lonely are much more constructive to my person compared to the things I tell myself when I'm content.
Harsh realities are much more effective motivators than flowery optimism.
>tfw over the last 5 years I turned from an extroverted, oddball 'funny guy' teenager into a cold, unlikable man
This is the life I chose. There are maybe 3 people in the world that I actually get on with and the rest I treat with disdain or ignore entirely. I am a genuine asshole.
Oh well at least I get laid more now.
>>696988972
the reason we are on 4chan and specifically /b/ is because of this
we in this thread are those that never post in any other thread
we in this thread are those whos only true pasttime is to be on here
we are those without friends
without contact
without purpose
to answer your question, anon, no
there is nothing you can do, other than pull the trigger
You fags need to read 'Gorilla Mindset' by Mike Cernovich
>>696999027
buh.. I'm posting in 3 different threads right now..
>>696999114
*psst* I think the point of his post was to not say that
Just a heads up
>>696990598
fuck it just do it.
lmao i was like: why so extreme because of a sative but now I read salvia
>>696988110
Happy Birthday, man.
>>696999333
D O U B L E T R I P S
>>696988110
We're in the same boat anon. Happy birthday :)
>>696998358
I guess lets agree to disagree. If you want to get a job with low salary because its what you love as opposed to a job youre good at but are bored of and pays well youre simply selfish. I want to earn to support the people i care about. A lot of kids hate school, doesnt mean it isnt for the greater good. I guess im just not a person who lives for himself. being born shitpoor ive been super humbled into living a simplistic life. I made plans to be debt free by my early 30s almsot right out of residency. When i start making big bucks I intend to buy my parents a big home and prob just buy a small place near the hospital for myself.
>>696988110
Happy birthday man, when It was my birthday none of my friends wished me a happy birthday, feelsbadman.
I'll post my story.
>diagnosed with OCD when 11/12 years old.
>feel very depressed over unimportant shit
>I am fucking 11 and I'm depressed. What is this
>summer was hell
>following years are not different, I get my shit done and feel depressed around that
>spend a year comtemplating either I'm gay or not, it's what they call HOCD
>fast forward a few years, 18 years old now
>got my high school diploma
>do nothing at all, buy a good computer and game like 12 hours a day
>signed up to get fixed in a mental hospital like thing
>basically a group of kids living together with 2 supervisors, also includes therapy and sports and stuff
>first week there was horrible, felt so unsafe and stressed out
>place began to grow on me, so did the people
>had a lot of good times with these people
>1 month in, the fifteen year old girl who which I played games with from the start explained to me she really liked me
>never thought about her that way, thought 15 and 18 wasn't what I wanted
>the feeling started to grow with me too
>relationships were forbidden in there, so we cracked jokes about it and hugged when the supervisors weren't watching
>cont?
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>>696999333
I'm sorry if I kill you anon
>>696999333
Oh fuck
Oh holy fuck
Just my fucking luck
Well any suggestion on somewhere to livestream?
>rip me
>>697000367
Checked double trips
>hey anon that fucking wall is calling for you
Now do it fggt
>>696987919
No one has "reason" to live. No one has a purpose. Just live, there's lots of things to do in this vast world
>>696998358
>>697000306
I see what you mean but why should you have to take care of people? I don't expect ANYONE to be there to take care of me when I'm older so I plan ahead to take care of myself. It's not your burden to bear. Now if you're comfortably situated and you WANT to help out someone that's one thing but if you feel like you can't follow your passion because you're obligated to take care of people, you're not. If you want to become a doctor and make six figures and take care of everyone you can go right on ahead, chase that dream, I'm routing for you, but don't expect everyone else to do the same thing.
>>697000770
Exactly, no one needs to justify anything for you there is no purpose so do whatever makes you happy, just be nice to others and let them be happy too.
>>697000347
Go for it anon, Ill listen
>>697000516
just use any average streaming site mate
Im gonna make a liquor run in a few what should I get to drown sorrows /b/
>inb4 bleach
>>696988972
draw me happiness
>>697001069
>>697000347
Yis, moar.
>>697001465
I personally like Kraken.
>>696988110
Hey fellow birthday faggot, have a good one you hear, for the both of us
>>696988110
Happy birthday. I care.
>>697001628
Thanks anon, will try
>>696988110
Happy birthday you piece of shit. We love you
>>696988110
>>696989691
Happy Birthday guys.
>>697001628
>>697002289
Yw <3
>>697002046
Happy birthday to you too!
Okay so it's 6:15AM and this thread feels like it might 404 soon so I'ma crash. Night thread!
>>697001205
>2 and half months in she told us she was leaving (the maximum time of stay is 4 months)
>didn't want her to leave, was gonna be hard to be with her now
>found out she had some kind of detachment disorder, talked about it with supervisors who actually supported us
>the evening she left she hugged me for a long time and cried a lot, she loved being there
>didn't need to cry but felt emotional
>went up to my room right after before we needed to rendezvous in the living room to evaluate progress in our treatments
>walked up the stairs and saw a big painting of a black cat standing in front of my door, it was hers
>took it and went inside my room, cried like a little kid for half an hour
>3 months in now. Met two of my best friends there, we always went outside with just the three of us
>continued seeing the girl
>when one time relaxing with the guys I got a text of her saying she wants it to stop and that she didn't want to continue
>felt like crap
>we met near her house
>told her I loved her, kissed her on the cheeck, she didn't want me anymore
>'never?'
>'no, don't think so.'
>walked to the bus and got on
>4th month in I cut myself, burned myself, though about suicide and cried a lot. Spend hours talking with the supervisors about my unhappyness
>wasn't allowed to leave because of this behaviour
>realised I totally forgot about why I was here
>kept texting the girl trying to be friendly, she insulted me so I went my usual 'fuckoff' way
>insulted her really bad and she blocked me
>5th month in I started working on my OCD again and it got better
>had a lot of fun with the guys and supervisors as well
>stalked the girl on her yt account, she had enough and started texting me again saying I should leave her alone
>not actual stalking, just cracking jokes and calling her videos were crap while on an alternate yt account
>conversate in her comment section using two of my yt accounts about how I dated her
>anyhow, she started texting again
>cont?
>>696992028
just end this miserable life of mine already. im done here
>>697002457
>>697002532
I'm still going to bed but I'm leaving the thread open so I can read the next part if you post it. I hope everything worked out... but considering you're posting in this thread I doubt it. Good luck to you in future endeavors anyhow.
>>697002532
Go for it
>>697002905
>she texted me saying she was sorry and felt guilty
>I just realised I have been played by a 15 year old mental girl
>was done with her shit
>started being cynical and insulting her shit arguments
>she wanted to meet because 'she wants to close the chapter in a good way'
>told her I didn't care if she thought I was a dick, told her I hate her
>she can't take that shit so she called me
>made joke and hung up
>she gets really mad
>keeps texting me
>my sister texted me she's coming over for hanging
>girl blocked me again after I cracked some more jokes and making more cynical remarks
>I didn't care
>had fun with sister, we made jokes about it and laughed a lot
>completely over her
>sister and two best friends are the reason I didn't hurt myself any more than I did
>things turned out alright
Thing is guys, anything related to a girl will always hurt a lot, like shoving nails under your toenails lot, but it will pass.
>tfw still struggling with OCD and feeling depressed because of it
>>697003933
Forgot pic kek
>>696988110
Happy birthday dude, things will get better
>>696985958
>20 years suffering from depression and bi polar shit.
>get in to an institution after trying to hurt someone
>6 months in a mental clinic, stuff can not be unseen
>is going to good now anon, here take this medicin.
>feel like never in my life. Maybe not everything is shit.
>try to go to school, no school takes people with mental problems or who have been sentenced
>try to find a job. no on hires people with yellow papers, and you can't say you don't have them because otherwise it is jail time.
>all good=same shit as last 30 years of my life, only now I get to see everything life because of meds
>seriously considering not taking them anymore.
>>696989646
No matter how much i accomplish I can never give myself any credit.... funny im watching that anime now. I always wanted to be a highschool teacher but its reignited my desire for it.
>>696990214
Someone with a gun in their mouth shooting himself.
>>696991965
He's a cunt and you dont want him in your life anymore. Trust me he does not care about you.
>>697005248
I know, it just feels so bad because we were such close friends and now it's supposed to be all over...
