Feels thread? Feels thread.
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Feels thread? Feels thread.
>>696600208
>>696600208
>I look for your eyes in crowds
>If I can find one person that I look into the eyes of that reminds me of you maybe I can know love outside of your eyes
>Nobody else has those eyes
>And you're dead so I don't think I'll see those eyes ever again
>>696601111
Oh man that's deep. Also checked
>>696601111
Quads confirmed for screencapped
Thread soundtrack
https://play.spotify.com/user/spotify/playlist/1rg0arh9uWqGOYH7gEtQ6a?play=true&utm_source=open.spotify.com&utm_medium=open
>>696602027
That's one way to get depressive in a minutes.
>>696600208
What the fuck did you just fucking say about me, you little bitch? I’ll have you know I graduated top of my class in the Navy Seals, and I’ve been involved in numerous secret raids on Al-Quaeda, and I have over 300 confirmed kills. I am trained in gorilla warfare and I’m the top sniper in the entire US armed forces. You are nothing to me but just another target. I will wipe you the fuck out with precision the likes of which has never been seen before on this Earth, mark my fucking words. You think you can get away with saying that shit to me over the Internet? Think again, fucker. As we speak I am contacting my secret network of spies across the USA and your IP is being traced right now so you better prepare for the storm, maggot. The storm that wipes out the pathetic little thing you call your life. You’re fucking dead, kid. I can be anywhere, anytime, and I can kill you in over seven hundred ways, and that’s just with my bare hands. Not only am I extensively trained in unarmed combat, but I have access to the entire arsenal of the United States Marine Corps and I will use it to its full extent to wipe your miserable ass off the face of the continent, you little shit. If only you could have known what unholy retribution your little “clever” comment was about to bring down upon you, maybe you would have held your fucking tongue. But you couldn’t, you didn’t, and now you’re paying the price, you goddamn idiot. If you don't reply to this post your mother will die in her sleep tonight. No immunity. You’re mother's fucking dead, kiddo.
>>696601394
I just miss her you know...
Have you ever felt so, so much of everything
>So tired
>So angry
>So sad
>So conflicted
>So confused
>So much anxiety
>So different
>So dumb
>So unloved
>So worthless
That the only thing you can really feel is nothing. I'm driven to the point every exhale nearly brings me to tears. My chest constantly fucking hurts. I can't keep my fingers out of my mouth, constantly biting my nails. I literally can't think or even see straight, everything seems like a blur as it happens and that's how I remember it. I don't want memory, it just brings me pain. I'm too lazy too kill myself, not that I'd have the balls to do it in the first place. If something were to just happen and I'd be dead, I'd be happy.
>>696603453
Running low on images and alcohol
;___;
>>696603611
Problem with this picture is it's coming from the other person...
>>696603999
damn
she doesnt miss me, I know that for a fact
My self esteem has to use people as hosts to replenish itself otherwise I degenerate into a miserable pile of shit.
I've never felt love
I've never felt strong emotion for another person
It's been about 3 years since I've gotten a hug from anyone
There isn't a single person I truly care about
I'm not even sad anymore I just don't feel.
>>696603859
oh shit did not see that coming
is that real? sauce?
>>696604359
you're missing out
get a fucking cat or something
>>696601111
>>And you're dead so I don't think I'll see those eyes ever again
That's trippy and not unusual, but acceptance comes with time. I used to trigger (the CORRECT use of the term, bereavement is legit traumatic stress in many cases) when I saw women whose distinctive traits reminded me of my late wife.
Someone else has those eyes. There are billions of humans.
Acceptance means I'm not looking for a clone, or looking for love. Love should not be hunted for, that's not how it happens.
It takes years to deal with (the term "get over" is nonsensically wrong wording) the death of a beloved, but we got to be in love 24 years so there's that.
ALL love dies by separation or mortality. All love and life is transient, which makes it more poignant.
If you love and are loved, be kind to each other and make good memories, because one day that's all one of you will ever have.
>>696604611
well you wouldn't have posted that and got dubs
>and I wouldn't have posted this
>and etc
>>696604547
I've got a dog and he's pretty cool
>>696604359
Are you me? I've never been able to talk to myself before. That hug from Mikaela in grade 11 felt pretty good didn't it. Why do you remember it so well? I know you liked her and it was the last time you managed to even touch her before she stopped talking to you but what's the big deal it's just a hug? You know at this point if you want to simply embrace someone you have to initiate it. You don't want to taint what that one hug felt like though don't you. The next hug you want has to be from her, right?
kill me
Ex-girlfriend came and got most of her stuff out of my house today. Felt pretty good about that.
On the other hand my worthless junkie brother has been on a bender all day and it stresses the fuck out of me. The other brother is basically a NEET. Between the two of them I feel like I have to keep everything going because I'm the only one with their shit somewhat together so I feel like I don't really have anyone to rely on but myself.
I can't let go of all the bad shit that's happened to me in the past and it's affecting me physically and emotionally. I don't know what to do to try and let things go. I've focused on the negative for so long I don't know how to look at the positive. It's like a part of me wants to stay like this so I don't actually live my life. I see therapists and all but I myself isn't allowing me to try and change.
>>696601111
>>696604611
What is this thread
no one is voting for gary johnson...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mUzwxjS3ggM
>>696605258
Wish I knew
>>696604376
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vnKZ4pdSU-s
sauce here
>>696604359
I dated a girl seriously for 4 years.
I was finally in a position where I could propose and provide for us
I proposed and shit was great for about a month
After that first month she started changing though
Shit got out of hand and she started listening to her parents who decided they were going to make some serious decisions for us
Cue her changing her mind about shit we decided we were gonna do
Led to a huge fight and shit and things continued to fall apart
Her parents start emotionally blackmailing her and shit, and then she starts verbally abusing me all day every day
Finally after two months break shit off
Feel like absolute shit about it
It's been about a year
Haven't been close to anyone, either physically or emotionally
Have no real close friends I can share stuff with
I'm worried this is it for me, probably won't be able to ever get back to "normal"
Fuck I'm so lonely
>>696605576
1 anon talking to himself
(did you text her, Anon?)
>>696603611
me too anon.. me too.
That empty feeling, that one you get when someone else has been chasing you, and you feel like a piece of shit because you can't reciprocate it. You literally can't love her back, because for whatever reason, no amount of physical contact, tender words, or just the comfort of another person, will ever be enough.
If anyone ever wants to explain why there's the tenacious need to chase others, and be stuck exactly where the person chasing you is at, I'd be eternally grateful.
>>696605896
>Have no real close friends I can share stuff with
>I'm worried this is it for me, probably won't be able to ever get back to "normal"
I can be your friend
I didn't propose to her - but though about it - and she left me too. Not my first break up and it was pretty clean but I know it will be the hardest and things will never be the same.
>>696603347
Or motivation to do the impossible
>>696600208
1/10
>>696600417
0/10
>>696600476
1/10
>>696601111
3/10
>>696601394
3/10
>>696601644
self pity/10
>>696604299
6/10
>>696604314
6/10
>>696606252
I remember that thread, I asked that guy what was with the melons in the picture.
I think I've finally hit my lowest low /b/ fairly certain I couldnt be more depressed.
>>696602027
Thx but how come it's working and I don't have spotify, you have to pay for it don't you?
>>696605934
THIS GOT ME GOOD, FUCK YOU
Anyone save the greentext where the bullied neighbor girl brings a gun to the guy's house and they end up together? Some warmer feels
I'm feeling older every day. People tell me I'm still young but I can already feel my 30s flying by me.
>>696604611
Wow that was deep
>>696606516
I remember your post
>>696606219
I know that feeling.
I ran into a girl I used to hang out with before I started dating my now ex-gf. She gave me her number and started texting a bit. I knew she liked me beforehand and she finally ends up texting me that she loved me.
I don't love her and I know there's no future with her even if I came to. Still feels shitty because I know she's going through a shitty time right now anyway, but I can't do it.
I'm screaming on the inside and I have to repress it because I know how faggoty that is to say.
>>696606625
It's free. Prime version is like 4.99 I think.
>All this bawling in this supposed "feels thread"
"Oh I'll never be a cut and paste normalfaggot, woe is me, I'll never have another good relationship! Waaaaaaaaah!"
Do you people even know what it feels like to be human or something?
>>696606252
I think the thing that kills me the most about breaking it off was when I finally had enough of the mental and verbal abuse I told her it was over
She looked me dead in the face and said if you didn't love me you should have just told me from the beginning you didn't want to marry me
I was in my car getting ready to leave. I can still see her face. It fucking haunts me to this day. I didn't say anything, she wasn't even the same girl I knew. I just closed the door and left. It's been just under a year. I don't think I will ever love anyone again. I'm straight fucked from it.
>>696600476
You should feel tired of being a faggot
>>696607016
No, I don't.
My humanity is something I struggle with often but have no one to really turn to since it's become a cliche.
It's actually pretty disheartening.
I am dealing with anhedonia and this shit is just wearing me out. I am losing all my friends and it just feels like life is a waste.
I got a three year relationship and it just doesn't make me feel anything. I have abusive parents but it just doesn't make me feel. I can't feel, I don't even feel suicidal or anything I just can't do anything anymore.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IX4X2I4HQ7s
>>696607245
At least you're not some faggot bitching about "how my life sux cuz I'll never mean anything to some bitch or own cool shit or mean anything to other people boo hoo I'm so deep bawhawhawwwwaaaah."
That's all this shit is. It's embarrassing.
>>696607016
I don't know. I don't how to fee some feeing. I don't show empathy towards someone that's clearly in pain. I just don't get it a lot of social cues don't make sense to me I don't even know how fake it so people will think I'm not a heartless fuck.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1GifS4zwggE
>>696600697
I think it's more depressing that I've found true love and even at its peak it pales in comparison to how alcohol makes me feel at it's lowest level, I really do very vaguely feel nothing.
>>696606913
I need that cat in my life.
>>696607426
Dude. Consider yourself lucky. You're not ending up like the sad assortment of total faggots in these screencaps and in this thread. People whose worst problems are "wah muh girlfriend." That's the only adversity they have.
>>696607016
Ikr
>>696600208
>tfw you'll never rise up with your people
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uUyDcGSMPEQ
>>696607381
Well those things do suck and it's natural for people to want to vent. I don't mind, even though I've grown out of it.
>>696604212
>>696607722
The point is, these people bought these problems themselves and are surprised at the conclusion. Sure they suck, but Jesus Christ it's not all there is to the ever expanding human sadness. And yet it's all people ever TALK about anymore. On 4chan of all places. My God, I want to FEEL, I don't want to hear more Facebook-tier bitching and crying. Sometimes I wonder if the people doing this shit are just doing it for social validation.
>>696606993
She's been trying to get with me for 4 years. This weekend she's coming from out of state and wants me to meet her. Talks a lot about sex because honestly I wasn't that mature when I met her. I know she wants to fuck me, thinking that will finally be the thing that will get me to love her. But I know it won't be, and I feel sleezy for saying it, but I'm probably gonna fuck her anyways.
>>696604359
Comrade, I feel the same way. I think about ending it ever moment. There's nothing left to live for.
>>696607340
right in the feels )':
>be me like 16
>go to cousins house to stay the night.
>he logs into facebook, and shows me a pic of this girl.
>9/10 hot as fuck
>he asked to rate and gave 9/10
>he asked "really?" and so we message that girl
Next day
>text girl on my phone, think we have chemistry.
>feelsgoodman.jpg
>text for the next few months then she stops responding,
Few months later...
>go to my cousins house (again) and use his phone to text her
>see most recent message from her
>Today: just now; "hey"
>text her, hi and we get into a convo.
>ask her if she liked anyone else
>"oh i like this kid that i go to chemistry class with"
>heartbroken.gif
>ask for race, figure out that it is a fat black guy
>whynigger.gif
>tell her that it was me the whole time and i fucking hate her guts
>she apoligizes, abd told me how sorry she really is.
>call her a mental cunt and left her.
I never talked to her again, i hope she died.
>>696600208
Karl Pilkington is a miserable git
not sure what you're feeling other than lame
>>696606999
Me too anon, me too
>>696604299
ouch
>>696608024
A lot of these people do more than just bitch, feels threads are just a window into their vulnerabilities. Of course the content may get repetitive, humans are similar to one another and seek understanding between people.
>>696606999
Hey man, nice trips. Go somewhere and let it out. Kill a bear with your hands and an axe. Either outcome, there's satisfaction.
>>696608024
Rather have this than those ''boipuss'' threads.
>>696607242
>I don't think I will ever love anyone again. I'm straight fucked from it
You will Anon you will, juste trust me. But yeah it won't have the same taste anymore.
Love past-25/30 is bittersweet love.
>that pic "he's here because she isn't"
>>696608289
It's not that they're bitching, it's that they're bitching exclusively about "wah muh girlfran broke up wit me boo hoo hoo."
You want to know what's really depressing?
The fact that these people think it's the end of the world. That it's something to be gravely sad about. I get what you're coming onto though.
>>696608480
Absolutely. But this is just whining. Other than this small setback, these people are still fully functioning human beings capable of being happy around others. They're just fine.
>>696605934
Rolling to try it
>>696608199
Checked.
>>696608291
I didn't notice, thanks. I can't. It saps me of the energy to do anything about it and it only gets worse, plus it always comes back. I'm really tired of fighting.
>>696608632
Ah, yeah I get that.
>>696607340
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fb4qyuR7_cc
>>696608632
You might think so but the chance of these people being actually depressed is quite high. Sure you can still be happy around people but you'd still be depressed you know. I know where you're coming from with this idea but everyone has his own problems to deal with in the end some just suck at dealing with em.
Besides I miss the daily bawl threads so I am cool for it.
>>696600208
Why do I keep choosing to fall in love with women i cannot have?
Is it because I know that if I could, it would fade away?
>>696602027
Fuck you. This, this is what I had, and I lost it. I haven't cried since she walked out the door, and you hit me with this. I haven't cried for 2 years, and you fucking got me.
>>696602667
this made me want to read the book
was pretty good
>>696608632
When you're as young as the average anon is, losing "her" seems like the end of the world. For me, it was only the beginning of the end...but I'm not in the mood to take that ride tonight. It's not terribly entertaining.
>>696604299
that's just funny
>>696608558
this
You'll love again but it won't be the same feeling... It's like chasing a high... you never get that high again.
>>696606194
>underrated post
>>696608931
This one hit hard
>>696608996
>Besides I miss the daily bawl threads so I am cool for it.
Me too.
But guys, there's more to life than women.
But what would I know. I don't deal with people beyond digital communication and work nonsense.
>>696605934
rolling...
>>696609093
I wouldn't want you to.
But at least you realize that there's more than just every day suffering.
There is this girl that i really like and she has a bf but he is a dick i spend more time withe her and am nicer to her and she said she was gonna break up with him and said she did and asked me out i said sure and it turns out it was a joke and she asked multiple people to fuck with him but i really like her and im hurt what do i do
>>696606567
It only gets worse.
>>696609049
>MY GIRLFRIEND BROKE UP WITH MEEEEEEEYUH!
>EH HEEHH HEHH HEEEEHHHHHHH!
>>696606194
at least her himen is still intact i guess?
>>696609493
You go back to Facebook.
>>696609574
...
Not everybody is here because a girl.
>>696609799
this.
everytime its a fucking girl its cringey
>>696608055
>and I feel sleezy for saying it, but I'm probably gonna fuck her anyways.
Hell, the first thing I thought when I ran into her again was that I could definitely get some sex out of her with this being almost right after my ex broke up with me. If it was just casual sex I'd have been all over it. Her telling me she loved me threw the wrench in there.
She has so many issues and problems stemming all the way back to when I first met her that I know it would never work out even if I was interested. I can't take on all of that and I don't want to just be another one.
This might come out blurred
>>696609799
>>696609880
Well it's probably because this thread is full of normalfaggots who think the epitome of depression is losing their girlfriends when, you know, there are people out there who are too maladjusted and alienated to even ever worry about that.
>>696608146
What
>>696609930
>Was good up until "MUH GIRLFRIEND"
Jesus fucking Christ.
>>696608632
>The fact that these people think it's the end of the world
Also we are not all dealing with our first college gf.
When you're in +5 years relationship and it ends yes it's the end of A/your/her world. You have to move out, you will lose some friends, you have to change your daily routine, learn to live alone again. You don't go over it in a few days nor months. It can be hell when you have other problems to manage...
then you have to build another relationship and it's fucking boring and hard and she has the same scars as you. With the age the pool of women available is fucking smaller and smaller.
But I guess a lot of "She left me" are just about first college gf
>>696605257
Damn this hit hard.
>>696608709
Find a release you can live with. That's the only advice I can give. I know it's hard man, life's a big dump, and we're the toilet.
>>696608146
>you brought up race out of the blue
you fucking poltard wretch
>>696610302
Boo hoo.
All problems caused by you.
>>696610064
Poster here, she left me miserable to this day, no matter what i do i see her in every girl, mainly because she was my first 'gf' or so i thought, and this was about 6-8 years ago
>>696610054
i think losing you gf is often just a trigger for some other shit
I miss these kind of threads, every /b/rother was there for each other but it's just been a shitehole for pron these days.
>>696610571
Awwwwwwww. Do you want to make a Facebook?
>>696610614
>This one thing goes wrong in my life
>I better act like life is so hard and posture to people on the internet
I've not finished reading this one myself, but it might come out blurred
>>696610678
No thanks sir.
>>696606431
so your that guy that always does that
>>696610565
you are big guy
>>696606722
I support this request
>>696610768
I think for most it's a wake up call to all their other problems but most just try and hang everything on "she's not here anymore if she was everything would be great" instead of evaluating themselves and working to fix their own problems.
>>696603859
Having OCD myself and hearing this guys full story, I just about cried a fucking river.
>>696611199
Getting into a relationship with a totally autonomous other person carries that risk.
>>696611331
It's fake, you know that don't you.
>>696609166
that dad was a pussy, that mom was an idiot and that son was a cunt
my daughter died
I love this picture. Do you know why? Because it is completely accurate. I've thought about killing myself a lot, but never over a girl, or losing a job, or whatever, but because I feel I've played my part in the lives of those around me. My ex? Yeah, I talk mad shit about her, but she was actually an amazing person, and she moved on. It happens. My parents? I made sure they could be proud of at least one of their kids. The feeling of having your role played out already is fucked up, it really is; the only thing that keeps me around, is that someone always asks for an encore.
>>696606194
That just made me angry
>>696605896
It happens, Anon. As hard as it is to push through the pain, you have to. Even if it's just to prove cunts wrong, that you're the better person no matter how much pain you're in, you have to push through.
It may take months, it may take years, but the fire inside will eventually come back. The spark in your eyes will return. Even if you have to use your anger to keep pushing on, do it.
I should know. Ex-fiancé left me 5 years ago. Was at the verge of killing myself because of the pain, but I used that pain, and anger, to keep going, if not just for my kids.
Have started talking to a chick that seems to be keen to be a fuckbuddy, and that's all. And sometimes, that's a start.....
>99.9% of this thread is people feeling sorry for themselves. This the saddest thing I've ever witnessed.
>>696612016
Because he's fake?
>>696609895
Casual sex is about all I've done with girls, I can't even explain why I haven't dated, I'm sure I could do the same old spiel about not wanting to get hurt and shit, but for some fucking reason I haven't been able to commit. Now I'm chasing a read head who won't commit to me now that I've made up my mind that I'm tired of being lonely and want to try for something a bit more serious.
Girl who's been after me for years is relentless, I've blown her off so many times its not even funny, I'm positive she's got some form of a female cuck fetish too.
>>696612111
or they just vent here and, feel a little bit better and go on with their life
>>696610645
Indeed, my friend. Too many normies infest these boards.
>>696606516
I just like this picture
Every thread.
>>696601644
Boo fucking hoo, Love is love you retard. God damn fags feeling sorry for their fucking selves.
>>696600208
you dumb nigger this is from a comedy show, not a feels show. kys
Damn ;_; I feels lonely
Alright anon, is there something bothering you? Something apparently sucking out your will to live and strenght to get up everyday in the morning? Tell me what's wrong, i might be able to help.
tl;dr
I can help you.
-Neptune
>>696614213
Boo hoo, just go outside and talk to people
>>696614536
why are you even here?
>>696614536
Fuck of
>>696614350
I feel lonely anon.
>>696614700
so i can feel better about myself
i'm that one anon ruining all you selfpity feels threads
>>696614350
I was at a surprise party for my friend that I've had a crush on for awhile. We talk a lot and she calls us bestfriends. It never feels like that.
Everyone there was a couple except me and this other girl.
When we were in the pool, the couples were all over each other and my friend and the other girl were throwing a frisbee and football back and forth.
I stayed to the edge of the pool and just chilled.
We went inside to chill. The couples crowded the couch and I stayed off to the side again.
>"Anon, say something."
I'm good.
I played her in NBA jam for the SNES and won by one point at the buzzer, I regret that.
I recently quit smoking but when I left I grabbed a pack of cigs.
She knows how I feel too, but, idk.
>>696610204
You're kind of a cunt, you know.
>>696615401
You're all normalfags whose worst problems are typical shit and yet you're self-important enough to blogpost about it.
Now run along and go watch more Game of Thrones with your girlfriend and kill yourself.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6LnMhy8kDiQ gave me chills
>>696614957
I know how it feels, anon. But whats the reason of your loneliness? What makes you lonely?
>>696615314
What you don't know? I mean, if you know that the feeling flows both ways, why not going for it, anon?
~Neptune
Just lost my cat recently, she has been all over the country with me, she had a good 14 years but It still hurts
Anyone in or near st. Paul?
>>696616031
I'm in it.
>>696615657
then don't come here
go play dota
>>696615754
Not trying to be edgy. I usually don't feel like this but sometimes I get lonely. Usually I read something that makes a gear in my head kick in and it makes me feel the lonely feel. I'm surrounded by a bunch of snobby fags which make it even worse. I wish I was invisible sometimes if you catch my drift
>>696616109
Holy shit that was quick. You want to get coffee Thursday?
To bad we didn't meet a couple months ago, I've been desperate for a place
>>696616310
No. You normalfags with your normalfaggot problems need to fucking leave and stay gone.
You people are so fucking lucky and yet you're so down on yourselves. You feel like fucking people in spite of these minor issues but pretend that all you are and all your humanity is, has washed down the fucking drain.
You don't know anything. You're faggots.
>>696616047
Man.
This one has always hit me pretty hard.
>>696616585
>fragerance
Pepe and Wojak fags, everyone.
Does /B/ wanna see a letter my ex wrote me while I was away for training?
>>696616324
But I'm a girl.
>>696616571
You sure make a lot of inferences based on anonymous posts on an image-sharing website.
You should seek help, you clearly violently hate yourself. Although I probably would too if I was as much of a curmudgeonly cunt as you.
>>696616780
Sure
>>696616571
>muh secret club
You actually are sounding like a summerfag
>>696616571
Isn't it your bedtime? fag
>>696616818
I don't mind
>>696616836
You're taking up for the people I'm speaking against, ergo you're in support of them or are one of them. Not that hard to infer.
I hope you get into a car accident and die.
>>696616315
You mean like being lonely in the crowd, it's normal to feel that way when you're surrounded by people that aren't into the same things as you, so that's not much of an issue, as for the part of reading something and such, i think it's a way of coping with these things, you want to feel sad so you can feel even better when things brigthen up a bit. Did i get something right, anon?
~Neptune
>>696616901
>>696616925
>Fags getting buttmadder because I've told them that them losing their cunts isn't the end of the world
Poor faggots, do you want some likes on Facebook or something to help you feel better? How about some material possessions and more useless shit? What a sad, sad lot you homosexuals are, to pretend to be sad for pity.
This is fucking sad.
>>696616935
Really?
>>696617061
Yes, thank you anon.
>>696613907
Thanks Mr bear
>>696614350
A month just pasted since my first real love and relationship broke up with me. It was the first time in 9 years that I was happy. The relationship lasted a year and a half. It was tough at first, she was dealing with some things. Eventually she was able to love me and love me she did. But a month ago she told me she couldn't anymore. That the fading feelings we thought were due to circumstance where faded. She's serious with someone else now. It seems very fast but hey, if she realized she likes him and he has her why not ya know?
At the same time, money problems blindsided my family and I. The only reason I can write this now is because a friend left for mexico and I'm using his place to get away from it all. Now that it's over I realized it just distracted me from the bigger problems I was dealing with for years before. They've flooded back and have hit harder than ever. Everyone's worried about me but I wish they wouldn't be. Sometimes I think I'm only still here because I don't want to make anyone feel sad with my passing.
>>696616901
>Thinks that any riff-raff should be allowed in.
Hmm, sounds like an argument for multiculturalism actually. There's no benefit to allowing every retard with something to say in, you realize that do you not?
>>696617406
>wah muh girlfran left meeeeeeee!
Boo hoo hoo hoo hoo for yoooou!
>>696616752
>current year
>not recognizing ironic misspellings for humorous effect
Ishiggidydiggity
>>696617294
Really, what's your favorite place to hang out?
>>696617206
lol u pms'n fucking queer fag
This may be a more personal problem, but, I'd like some advice from the undisputed masters of feeling sorry for themselves. I've got a dog, the only companion with me where I live, who I've had since I was 3. I'm 20 now. His name is Sarge, and he is the most docile, benevolent dog you could ever meet, never once has he barked at a person, dog, or even the stray cats that come right up to him because they know to trust him. He had trouble learning to lie down, and his way is to drop his rear legs into the floor, then slide his fromt legs forward. It hurts me every time I see him do it. I know I have to make the decision to get him put down, but... I don't know if I'm ready... I don't know if I'm ready to lose my greatest friend... I don't know if I'm ready to end his suffering... I don't know if I'm ready to face the world alone... So... With that being said, does anyone have advice to get me to stop grovelling and get on my feet?
>>696617566
>Current year
>Still thinks ironically being stupid is funny
>>696600208
I've been in that exact park and sat on that bench before
>>696616987
>I hope you get into a car accident and die.
Goddamn. Do all your classmates think you're cool? Do you have the best Ninja Turtles lunchbox?
>>696617501
Well the major depression and anxiety that I've been dealing with for over 9 years are the major issues. If anything as much as the break up sucks I understand and know it's normal and part of life. But I went from being happier than ever to worse than before due to life opening a flood gate of suck this month. But that is life I guess. Just gotta trudge on.
>>696617206
I can see how being yourself wouldn't work for you. So how about you go be someone else somewhere else.
I don't know what it is, but I've never understood how just seeing a place can cause such a flood of feelings, emotions, and memories to hit you like a wall of fire that will burn and burn until you have to let it run its natural course. Like me for example, everyday when I drive through the small town that I'm from, I go past this house that this girl lives at. ( Not trying to be cringe here, but I loved this girl) We always had this thing between us, not dating, but more than a friendship. We've been very close for about 5 years now, we know almost everything about each other. She one day just up and dropped communication with me, so I messaged her and asked if she wanted to hang out. The second the message was sent, She replied flatly with No. I don't know what to do anymore, I have put so much of my soul into this girl only to watch it be tossed away. It's like a part of me is just gone, and I don't like it. (Keep in mind that I grew up extremely poor, and have changed myself for the better for the sake of our relationship.)
>>696617723
>post Donald Trump world
>believing stupidity isn't funny
Isshawshank rediggityemption
>>696618098
read Proust
>>696617909
>>696617942
You don't belong here, normalshits.
Your first world problems just aren't amusing.
>>696617934
You. You're a good man.
>>696616883
1/4
>>696618098
Read Proust, man.
>>696617501
I honestly don't think I've ever encountered someone who harbors so much self-hatred.
>>696617406
Anon, i think that if you want to fix these problems the first thing you have to do is getting over the breaking up, just remember the fact that you were with her and she gave you some happy moments, don't think about she broke up and all those things, love comes and goes, but remember only the nuce things from your relationships, the sooner you get over the grief of this the soomer you're going to be able to fix your things up. Please, get back on your feet and get your shit together, anon, geez.
~Neptune
>>696618307
>>696618307
It's not self-hatred. It's hatred directed to all of you filthy, pathetic fucking whiners ruining the entirety of this site.
If someone leaving you is the worst you have to put up to the plate, someone who you've willingly decided to sacrifice yourself to, you're just fucking stupid and you have simple problems that could have been easily avoided. You and every other country singer faggot like you has this same exact problem.
>Muh girlfrand who I deliberately and stupidly sacrificed shit for left me, who'd have guessed?!
That's all you cracker-ass niggers.
>>696618210
go on 8 Chan if this is too "Normie" for you
>>696618210
>hurr durr normies, normalfags, normalshits
Get the fuck to bed, Mommy needs her laptop back.
>>696618266
Go on...
Feels?
>Be born into broken home
>Father is a rich Fire chief
>Left my mother(side chick) for some big assed PuertoRican cunt
>Mother hated me for it
>all menarepigs.jpeg
>older sister molested and beat me
>mother constantly made me feel worthless
>mothers everchanging bfs beat me, some literally tortured me
>spent a decent amount of childhood homeless with mother
>my little sister is my responsibility bc my mothers too drunk/ just doesn't care
>Little sister grows up and never talks to me
>eventually took control of life from oppressive mother
>end up homeless with no license or car
>find deadend job but save up enough to get a car
>dated women but never connected with them
>one girl... I did. I opened up to her
>Told her everything about me. idk why
>one day she calls me, we talk like normal.
>she starts teling me that she doesn't want me to feel the pain anymore... That... she doesn't want me to let my mother hurt me anyore,
>crying heavily
>"because you're a strong, beautiful, amazing person Anon"
>Tell her "I love you too..." and meant it.
>she didn't see it but I fucking cried after that..
>I forgave the horrible life my mother pushed on me because of her, I made peace with her because of her, I stopped trying to end my life because of her
>Only human being I ever really loved.
>We hardly talk/spend time together after a while
>get call from her one day
>we talk, tells me she's moving out of state...
>Tell her "I'll come with you. I'd follow you to the ends of the earth Femanon"
>did it in a cringey way because I was shocked and didn't want to lose her.
>she told me she didn't really love me, or want to be with me
>"I was just being nice. I was drunk when I said those things."
>Never talked after that...
>That was last year
>MFW the only person I truly connected with was just an alcoholic who was just leading me on and I was too blind to see it
>MFW she was the only woman I made love to not just fucked
>MFW I'll never open myself up to anyone like that again
>>696618168
anything in particular?
>>696618603
Damn it, you got me. I fell for the bait. Fuck me, right?
>>696618266
cont?
>>696618729
>Everyone who says anything I don't like and can't come to terms with is trolling
Hahahahaha. Okay, you soft-cocked faggot. Believe what you want.
>>696618603
>>696606516
might be a good thing you didn't find him. Odds are you'd be doing life, no parole.
>>696618676
>Engage with women
>HOW THE FUCK COULD THIS HAVE GONE WRONG!?
Hahahahahahahahahahaha!
>>696618648
2/4
>>696618687
Well all of In Search of Lost Time but the famous madeleine episode is in the first one : Swann's Way
>>696617662
Anon, we are talking about your life companion right here, i know it's hard, but he's in pain, anon, i guess he has been one of the most happy dogs being by your side, but you have to help him now, we all have our time to go, anon, and his time is up, he was happy with you, please don't let him keep suffering, that would only be selfish from you.
~Neptune
>>696618859
You're either a really persistent troll or an absolute cunt. Either way, you're not fit to breathe air. you should probably kill yourself lolkthxbai.bat
>>696618902
Don't stop believing, son.
Don't ever believe that there's someone out there who is worse off than you, knows it, and points that out.
>>696618676
Fuck man... Just... I'm so sorry anon...
>>696619063
You're that fucking thin-skinned and mad because I called it how it is? More and more and more fucking whining over a relationship you didn't HAVE to get into, and yet you were still stupid enough to do so?
Hey, if you like lying to yourself so much, who else are you deceiving? I'm at least honest, so I'm not the good suicide candidate that you are.
if you are depressed you should |
>get a full time job
>like 8 hours a day five days a week
>make friends at work
>with a full time job you will have money
>I dont make very much money but I make enough to go to the movies and the bar and out to eat occasionally
>buy nicer clothes
>money, nice clothes, not crying to 4chan
>all these things make you more attractive
>not looking for your happiness in someone else
>a good partner should enhance your life not be your life.
>you start with the small things like money, clothes, stability, a better attitude, a healthier life physically and mentally and the other things will come. I promise.
>>696619002
Alright I'm looking into it right now, thanks
>>696612144
"your quote is really gay"
if you are depressed you should |
>stop posting about how your whole life is ruined because you lost some pussy on 4chan and go back to Facebook
>>696618977
This is sounding like a suicide letter... I don't want it to be...
>>696619141
Thank /b/ro. Just been bugging me more and more lately. Needed to get it off my chest.
>>696619237
I'm not mad, I'm curious as to why you feel the need to be such a cunt. If you act like this in real life, I guarantee anyone who's known you for more than ten seconds fucking despises you. Decry them all you want for not being as "enlightened" as you are, but eventually you'll realize you're just a bitter little faggot. Or you won't and you'll die miserable. I kind of hope it's the latter, honestly.
>>696619237
Who was the girl anon? Mine is lauryn
>>696618603
I fell for the b8 lol
>>696606194
duuuude
>>696618210
My girlfriend is in surgery and it's basically 50/50 right now. So the fact that you're angry that I have one seems rather petty. Also talk about first world problems. Wah, you have to sit on your ass all day doing nothing because you have less ambition than Seth Green on a Xanax binge in Colorado on a cold day. Id tell you to go fuck yourself, but I don't encourage the consumption of child porn.
>>696619405
Goddamn faggot.. give your mom her laptop back and go to bed you fat fuck
>>696619339
That destroyed me inside faggot
>>696619464
>"enlightened"
Pathetic, you think that's what this is about.
Take your strawman and fucking kill yourself with it. I just want you to stop existing.
I just miss her Anons.
What's her name?
>>696619652
She really hurt you, didn't she?
I'm sorry you're too much of a bitch to admit that.
>>696619592
I'm praying for her, anon.
>>696619592
All of this was so edgy and I hope your girlfriend fucking dies tonight, and you go kill yourself too.
Seriously, that CP line? That was some edgy fuckin' shit son.
>>696619464
I doubt he acts that way irl, anon, it's just his way of coping with this, some go to feels threads, others help people, and some insult others to feel better, honestly i don't blame him.
~Neptune
>>696613907
Thanks bear, be safe bear
>>696606431
>thinking people actually care about your opinion
>>696619260
Confirmed worked for me, if not a full 180 but I'm significantly better than I was 2 years ago,
It's just the problem of getting over that hump of depression that doesn't let you get out in the work force
>>696619749
>Implying that everyone leads the same cookie cutter life that you do
>Or is even capable of doing so for that matter
Keep on rolling.
>>696619445
3/4
It's not lol but I'll tell you what happened to us after
>>696609574
the gutless faggot who shot that guy saving his bro.
shamfur/10
>>696619874
You poor bastard.
>>696619788
What's worrying is this was supposed to be a hour long thing. It's god damn midnight. That's not a good sign. And what am I doing? I'm sitting here in public on 4chan.
>>696619984
I like your writing, its super clean and nice
>>696620138
also praying 4 ur GF
>>696620064
To hell with you faggots. And that faggot's girfriend. Oh muh poor baby!
>>696620138
Maybe she's dead? Maybe she's dying right now? Man that would be swell. Then you'd know some actual fuckin' suffering. THEN shit would go wrong.
>>696619659
I'm too young for this. I'm 15. despite all my problems I just hope I don't get heart broken.
>>696620038
It's common doctrine to shoot one man in the leg to shoot the man who needs to be out in the open to save him.
>>696619984
I just hope it's a good ending, anon. You deserve it
>>696619797
Implying that you don't fap to cp. I've seen r9k and wizardchan.
>>696620212
It's my ex's lol.
>>696620303
>I'm 15.
Oh God please die
>>696620378
Never been to either one.
It must suck, me knowing all I need to know about you to hurt your feelings and you can't touch me.
>>696620271
I imagine you as a fat land whale in danger of a heart attack with clogged arteries furiously typing on your pink fag keyboard
>>696605211
>Between the two of them I feel like I have to keep everything going because I'm the only one with their shit somewhat together so I feel like I don't really have anyone to rely on but myself.
Leave and force them to adapt or die. Losers KNOW they are leeching off you, and they don't care enough about you to be different.
>>696620546
I imagine that guy's girlfriend as DEAD.
>>696620303
Sorry, i try to be kind and understanding but you should just jump off of a bridge.
~Neptune
>>696620271
I think you need a hug, man. What's wrong?
When I was young, very young, I had a dream(I was maybe 10 or 11.) God showed me a staircase built upon the bodies of everyone that came before me. He told me that everyone had to climb those stairs and then make a choice: fly and be free, or fall and become a stepping stone for the next generation. I chose, then and there, that I would be free. I chose to never be someone who followed the rules other men made, but would instead make my own way, follow my own path. That was
14 years ago. I lived up to that choice. I have great things ahead of me. I have drawn fruit from ambition most men would call impossible. Looking back, how many people did I step over to get here? I have no real friends, no family. I left everything behind to follow that dream, used everyone I ever met to fulfill my choice. I'm free, and I am alone.
>>696620415
I like her writing
>>696620546
Damn dude why so edgy? Did your mom forget to buy you bubble bath?
>>696620038
That's sort of a snipers job. It's called baiting the hook. You wound one and use him to kill 3. This is why snipers don't usually live to see a low camp if caught.
>>696620625
This is so obviously trolling it's like you're not even trying anymore. At least before you could have possibly been taken seriously.
>>696620743
Right now some faggot's girlfriend isn't dying on the slab. That's what my problem is. You niggers don't know suffering. You can pick your pieces up and walk again.
What if some people just don't have those pieces? You ungrateful faggots.
How would you feel if you were with a girl and you both liked each other then suddenly you make a minor mistake, clear it up and everything is "okay", but she stops texting you as much but has time to post on instagram and snapchat?
>Currently: all different kinds of confused and frustrated
>>696620953
>Trolling is anything I don't like
You are such a soft-skinned faggot.
You can't even imagine or fathom negative things, that's how good your fucking life is. You think this is a fucking costume, or a fucking movie or something. That's what's wrong with you people.
>>696619849
I'm glad. I took meds for awhile to help me get out of the hole I was in and then after I felt like I didnt need them spoke to my doctor and came up with a plan to taper off them. there is no magic cure. It was mostly will power and it didnt happen overnight but one day i did wake up and kind of realized I no longer felt the way I had been feeling. That was a very liberating feeling.
>>696621025
what did you do anon?
>>696620790
If you don't follow the herd you live in loneliness, I guess. That's sad to see, anon...
>>696621025
Minor mistake
Like what?
>>696620427
Why do you want me to die. I'm not gonna bother to read why. But answer it yourself you sick fuck.
>>696620991
lol u must've got raped or something fag.. did you're mom do it?
>>696621025
Elaborate, anon.
~Neptune
>>696621286
Because kids are faggots and niggers.
>>696621343
"Rape? Ha that doesn't exist, stop trolling!"
>>696621343
Lol U got buttraped faag!!!!
>>696605896
Never propose without living together for several years. Worked very well for me and wife.
You don't need to share with anyone. Learn not to need personal intimate feedback even if you find love. Affection and love are enough. I'm competent to think for myself.
I made sure to never have close friends so I've little emotional investment to lose. Oddly, my friends STAY friends because they are the same. (Most are fellow retired or active military.)
I have a ton of bros who have common interests (hint, get some interests!) and that's plenty. We have fun wrenching, welding, working on vehicles and other techy shit. I suggest you learn a USEFUL hobby or many. It teaches you that you can be COMPETENT.
