Addicts get in here
What are you addicted too ?
Whats your lowest point ?
Why the fuck did you start using in the first place ?
Not an addict but I love reading addict or just pure over indulgence stories.
adderall and i'm an alcoholic
I don't care about my life enough to want to change.
>>696245003
the only thing im addicted to is being delicious
>cigarettes
>mfw i have the lamist addiction ever
>>696245003
Memes are my addiction, man.
>>696245003
i was fooling around with prescription opiates for a while throughout high school and then sometime early in college i tried dope and then that summer i got super addicted to snorting bags
i started writing checks from my parents check books to help pay for my drugs as well as working and having sex for money to help pay for dope
im gay and this like 40 year old guy would give me 100 dollars to blow me and 150 to have me fuck him, it left alot of mental scars tbh fam i really loathed alot of it and had a breakdown about it
im am definitely not as smart as i once was from doing so much heroin and i just relapsed the other day from being clean for like6 months i dont think im going to go back to it tho its not worth it
I'm addicted to xanax.
I started using it legit for anxiety issues 10 years ago. Little did I know how quickly my tolerance would go up and how many more pills I would need to take just to feel it.
At one point I was taking 12 2mg bars a day. I started abusing the shit out of them. Going out, getting fucked up off bars and alcohol.
About 4 years ago one night I stopped breathing in my sleep and woke up in the hospital. After that I decided to quit. I didn't taper down properly and had 2 seizures.
I'm down to taking about a bar or two a week now. Every day I'm tempted to just take 4 or 5 but I'm trying my best to control myself.
In 2016 so far I've lost my girlfriend, our apartment and my job. So the urge to just take a handful is pretty appealing to me.
I've been banging crystal for like 3 years now. im aucally coming down right now. havnt really hit a worst yet though i whore myself out not for money just i get high and let other dudes fuck me,
>>696246507
hang in there man.
>>696245003
I am addicted to not being happy.
>>696247031
r u gay? or do you just get horny as fuck on crystal and then fuck anything that moves
>>696245003
I am addicted to LOVE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XcATvu5f9vE
>>696247358
thanks man i appreciate it im on methadone and a lil xanax right now its just so easy to do lots of drugs to deal with all your problems
My niece overdosed & died from heroin. Please,please my friends don't do it. It brings a lot of pain with it
im addicted to poppers.
>poppers are bongs that you cut a piece of cig off and pack it with weed
its gotten so bad that i dont even smoke "poppers", whenever i run out of weed i just sit there and smoke only tob, its gotten to the point that i dont even want to smoke cigs because it doesnt give me the same "kick" when i take a bong of only tobacco
>>696245003
I'm addicted do oxygen. I think I've got a huge tolerance too. I tried to stop cold turkey and woke up in the hospital.
>>696247407
meth addicts are only horny for a while, eventually the drug will take its toll on his sex drive and his dick will be as limp as a wet rag and it wont work half as good anymore, until he comes off the drugs and his system cleans out
>>696245003
Rectally administered dilaudid.
Feels good man!
No track marks at all.
>>696247642
yeah man, i know from years of being an addict and tons of friends and family lost.
That's a hell of a dangerous combination bro, be careful. I used to do bags and eat bars and drink every night for a long long time. It's amazing I'm still here....
>>696245003
I just smoke a lot of pot, not much of an addiction, but by definition i'm addicted to it.
Every day for the past 3 years i've smoked at least 3 times a day, usually 6/7.
Got a job to pay for it. When i quit i can't eat, sleep, or be around anyone, and i get really angry violent thoughts, its just easier to keep smoking.
But I like threads like these, it lets me have perspective on what a little bitch i'm being, and how easy it would be to quit compared to basically every other drug.
>>696248141
good think were still alive enough for 4 chan...
AYY LMAo
crack cocaine since i was 13 imo this shits worse than heroin
>>696248173
This basically is me.
>>696247893
what? poppers are something else.
but if i get this right, you're smoking weed and tobacco in a bong?
>>696248080
the doc give me that when i had a hernia operation, i fell so gently unconscience i did not even realize i was going out, woke up in post op feeling great
>tfw you havent felt the sweet embrace of dilaudid for 6 months
im happy i swear
>>696245712
Made me kek
>alchohol
>started about 3 years ago
>parents died
>be slav
>high alch tolerance
>sell huge house
>jobless for a year
>not a day goes by when I'm sober
>find server maintenance ti job
>decent pay
>doing good while drunk
>emplyer knows but he doesn't care
>life feels good again
>still drinking every day
>never sober
Story of my life, I'm 26 btw
>>696248173
i mean addictions are a very subjective thing and while there are much stronger and more dangerous addictions you shouldnt downplay your own cause they can still be very detrimental to yourself but it is comforting to know that there are other anons out there who have gone through worse and have come back ok :)
>>696246862
Do you need someone to talk to man? that sounds like a shitty situation but interesting enough for me to want to help.
>>696248173
Kek it's really weird having my exact situation described by someone else. Hang in there anon, I know them feels.
-4chan
-replying to this post
-still don't fucking know
>>696248649
yeah, imagine a bowl for a bong. you put a quarter inch or half inch piece of ciggy then put weed on top of it. gives you a mad headrush that almost makes you pass out and also gets u super super high, but only for like 20 minutes or so
>>696248872
>you shouldnt downplay your own cause they can still be very detrimental to yourself
i'm taking that to heart man
>>696248775
I really want this, but one beer pretty much knocks me out. It's quite pathetic really.
Crack Cocaine. Started in 2008 while I was working as a Cab Driver. Lowest point was 2010.
I'd lost my job Cab Driving for unrelated reasons. (Got into a wreck while sober.) And had begun Car Prowling to feed my addiction.
Stole roughly $9000 worth of cash, Cell Phones & Electronic Devices over the course of three months to support my $70 - $100 a day Crack Habit.
Eventually got caught and spent 10 days in jail. Got out & started prowling again, but found a 9 mm clip loaded with Black Talons about a week later.
Figured I was going to die if I kept it up so I became a Scientologist. Have a job & I'm pretty stable. Still smoke rocks every once & a while though
>>696245706
Nigger
>>696248649
Gotta be b8...
Has no idea about poppers. Makes up description.
Smokes str8 tobacco in a bong.
>>696245003
Her...
>>696248608
>>696249065
So I got some questions for you guys with the same weed situation over a period of years.
Did weed fuck up your appetite? Because it destroyed mine, like i can't eat in the morning anymore, if i'm not a little stoned i eat like a bird.
Also, what's the longest you've gone without weed, and did it feel good to feel sober or were you just craving weed the whole time?
>>696249534
If I remember right aren't poppers those things that gays do in the nightclubs?
>>696249376
kek, how do you even hit on girls? No alchohol tolerance seems very toublesome.
>>696249403
nigga i was with you up until the scientology part....
>>696249704
Yeah I don't eat much but I don't know if that's related to the weed, and no being without is no Bueno.
>>696249728
maybe it's a Quebec thing to call them poppers. i guess?
>>696249728
Yeah they make your asshole lose or something like that
>>696249833
Let the lil niglet believe in his space God.
3 years sober reporting in, if anyone cares please google a 12 step meeting and see if it helps you, i haven't seen anyone relapse or kill themselves that followed what the meetings said to do or reached out to a fellow drug addict or alcoholic for help
>>696249790
I just prentend to be an abstinent, the worst part is that I enjoy drinking.
>>696248719
I swear rectal hydromorphone is superior to IV heroin, at least for me. Doesn't have the same insane rush but lasts so much longer and has such a smooth comedown.
>>696249878
No you're good man, poppers are tobacco and weed in a bong but i've only heard that in Brit slang. Here in the US poppers are inhaling gas, i think its Nitrous.
Sex.
Married, 37, 4 kids, school teacher. It's a living hell. Being unable to control my dick has led me to severe depression and anxiety. I'm going to attempt sobriety for my birthday next week.
>>696247893
a lot of my friends are addicted to poppers aswell man. We call it the same thing here in BC
heroin addict here, been addicted to opiates for 8 years, iv for 3 of them. its the best thing in the world
>>696246507
>would give me 100 dollars to blow me and 150 to have me fuck him
If the guy was even remotely normal that sounds like a pretty sweet gig to me
>>696249728
I'm not gay but I do them when I take MDMA for the mad head rush
>>696248173
Lets just say that if I didn't smoke so much pot, I would have the fucking nicest computer on the nicest battlestation ever.
But no, I buy 5gs for the price of a WD Blue 1TB HDD, every week.
>>696250367
Same in Ontario man
>>696250492
he was not my type at all and since i was forcing myself to do it for heroin it became a huge mental battle for me
i wouldnt even be able to do heroin while we hooked up since i would need to get my dick hard and be able to cum... which fucking sucked cause it was probably the time i needed it most lol
>>696248975
I'm not doing so well. I lost my car just last Friday because I couldn't make the payments. I was with my girlfriend for 7 years, when we split in March she basically took all my shit. I applied for unemployment while I look for a new job. It's been 3 months and I haven't even received a check yet. My brother and his girl were nice enough to let me live with them in the mean time. I'm trying my best to get back on my feet. After job searching all day I just sit alone here drinking staring at my fucking pill bottles wanting to just take them. I can't really hang out with my friends because they all get trashed on their own choice of poison. Being in that type of environment just makes the temptation to get fucked up even more tempting. I had all my shit together but everything just went downhill this year.
>>696250338
No. Your sex addiction has not led you to anxiety and depression. Guilt has done that. Release yourself from guilt and accept your role as an alpha cocksman. The world is your quivering oyster; fuck it well.
>>696250706
Sounds rough man, my sincerest hope that you pull through
>>696245003
I think after reading all these posts I'm going to dedicate my life to solving addiction, a pill that removes the negative effects of withdrawel
>started doing oxys and percs with some friends every week or so.
>started doing it every day. accidentally got addicted
>got bad. got to a point where I was doing up to 10 oxy 80s per day
>spending 500 dollars a day on my habit. every cent I have or earn goes to pills
>older friend emptied his 401k and spent it all within a year. was nearly 400k.
>ran out of money, start pawning everything I own. decided I would try heroin since it was cheaper.
>fuckthis.java
>realized I was still young and could turn my life around.
>go to methadone clinic. pay like 13 dollars a day for 2 years for a cup of pink juice.
>finally get off methadone. feel shitty while I wean down, but finally clean.
It's been 5 years since I last did any form of opiate, including methadone. I was way happier on drugs tbh but it's too expensive to keep it up if you don't have a script -- and even if you do your tolerance just keeps getting higher and higher. Right before I went into the clinic I was buying pills just so I wouldn't feel suicidal from withdrawals. Wasn't even getting high.
Don't do drugs.
>>696245003
Not an addict, but I had a painkiller binge for 2 days, unknowingly gritted my teeth during the whole thing. now my jaw hurts so im micro-dosing to get through my self-inflicted jaw soreness. But i've done this before, it never turns into dependence
>>696250058
1 year sober as of tomorrow, this man speaks the truth.
just go to a meeting
give it a try
If you go in with a desire to be sober and an open mind, it WILL work for you.
>>696245003
>My only addiction
addict but after these past years ive been able to just smoke weed daily and occasionally maybe 2 or 3 oxy (swallowed, needle pussy. used to pop about 6-9 day) and a gram of coke can last me about three days to a week.
addictions
xanax, klonopin
oxycodone
opiates in general actually
cocaine
MAIN POINT of me typing this bullshit is to tell you the lowest point was ambien. my god i loved it. doctor recently said i should have died, but i think hes exaggerating.
basically, i found a few scripts of ambien, thought it would be cool bc i wouldnt have to buy xans
i started taking 30-60mg
i ended taking 120-150mg by the second week
point being, i hit a tree one night, woke up with a pizza still in the oven. friends said i was incapable of saying words or moving, i do not remember. but the BIG sha-bang was the day i walked in walgreens on 130mg in a daze and was pretty much shooken by a black lady who worked there yelling "YOU HAVE TO GO, GET OUT OF HERE, NOW ...NOW!" she grabbed me by the shoulder and ran me out. i was thinking to myself damn, i must have been nodding out in front of families, then looked down and appereantly i was pissing myself in khaki shorts while sleeping in an aisile, there was piss all over me, god damn ambien, you sonna'bitch
>>696249878
they call them poppers here in the maritimes as well. Most other places poppers refer to alkyl nitrates which were/are popular in gay clubs.
used to drink alot, as in my late teens early 20s i could down an entire bottle of Jager and keep going. started puking after my mid 20s and my body rejected any liquor, puked my guts out after drinking over half a bottle of AK47 Vodka in a night and quit drinking for good after that
used to smoke Cuban cigars daily as well in my early 20's but i quit cold when i met my girlfriend, picked up vaping again years later but thats it. have some friends that do coke, weed, and molly hard
>>696250936
Wow bro that's such a just noble cause bro, thanks very very much.
To do that you might have to be a pharmacist, which means you might have to get a degree, which means you might have to go to register for classes, which means you'll have to register for an English class
>>696250904
Thanks anon. I have a job interview this week. My first interview since I was fired. I was with my last company for 11 years. I'm pretty nervous.
>>696251355
U mean amyl, not alkyl. /hugbro
>>696251355
Poppers are inhalants that make your butthole go Buwowowowowwowowowo like it's made of dubstep.
>>696251278
Holy ass you dont have to take that much ambien! 10mg and some anime = being hugged by a rainbow
>>696246862
are you in Canada? because this is exactly my cousin/whats happened to him to a tee
anyone here used ibogaine to get off heroin?
Ive read testimonials but they seem way too good to be true.
>>696251791
it happens to millions of people, dipshit
>>696245003
I'm addicted to fast. food...
I went to McDonald's today and got a Filet-O-Fish combo with a bacon cheeseburger on the side. I was eating it in my vehicle in the parking lot and listening to an audiobook when I glanced up and saw the McDonald's worker I ordered outside having a cigarette.
She waved at me and I nodded and had to wait 7 minutes before she went back inside and I could eat in comfort again. I don't think that employees should be bothering or even trying to socialize with customers outside of the McDonald's restaurant or drive through, but that is another story.
I went to McDonald's for dinner tonight and got a McChicken combo with a bacon cheeseburger on the side. As I was driving to the second window the same girl was still working. She was acting somewhat obsequious and attempting small talk when she asked, 'why don't you come eat inside instead of in the parking lot where it is cold'.
That really bothered me for many reasons. First of all, I don't want my routine or actions to be tracked by a fast food employee. Secondly, she should not try to tell me how I should live my life. I do not want to eat inside because I find it less comfortable and would much rather be inside my vehicle listening to an audiobook and enjoying myself and my privacy.
Overall, I think it was very unprofessional to bring this up. I should have a clean slate with each drive through visit, not have to get the third degree like I committed some sort of faux pas.
>>696251761
i know, i was bad with benzos at that time and i would usually take 3-4 at a time throughout the day, not to mislead you to think i took 12 at once
>>696251576
amyl, isobutyl, isopropyl, etc
they're all alkyl nitrites
>>696245003
I'm addicting to pirating
Legit question: anyone know a safe source for naltrexone that delivers to the US? I do not want to have this talk with my doctor but at the same time I want to stop drinking.
>>696246862
I had seizures from Xanax abuse myself.
I still callyself an opiate addiction even though I haven't had any in years
I drink a lot as my way of maintaining
don't really like alcohol, but it's easier to hold jobs and not suck dicks than with opiates such as heroin
>>696252020
No shit? Sorry for the correct then thought u typoed
>>696252148
fucking autocorrect
I hate using phones for this shit
>>696247748
nah man bang up a spoon fam lets get fucked up
>>696246862
coming from a man that has access to a metric fuckton of xanax, how is the best way to get OCCASIONALLY high off of it?
I mean, I take 3.0 and it knocks me out flat on my ass.
Alcohol and clonazepam -> dead gf
>>696245003
I'm addicted to the internet and vidya games
it's worse then heroine, I have ostrosized my friends, reduced my social life to all but nothing and become a fat waste of skin with no chance at love ever, I'm 27 and still a virgin and hate my life and myself, I am at my lowest point and it just keeps getting lower, I don't want to an hero, but sometimes I wish a heart attack would just end me already so I could get a game over
I started using vidya games when I was like 4-5 years old cause I tried mario for NES at my aunts house and from that moment on all I wanted in life was to VIDYA
>>696248173
yeah thats me
>>696252509
Some folks just do not get a pleasurable high from benzos. I am that way. I feel no joy from them at escalating doses, and once the dose gets high enough they just put me to sleep. Useless drug for me.
>>696249833
I'm not currently a Scientologist, but Scientology did help. They had opened an "Ideal Org" near my house in a huge building while I was in Jail.
So, every early morning when I was on my way home stealing with my mouth packed full of Crack, I'd see the building lit up w/ the Scientology sign.
Then I found the clip w/ body armor piercing bullets & realized someone would probably love to use those on me.
Valuing my life & remembering that Tom Cruise had been promoting Scientology treatment programs, I went & signed up for the "Purification Rundown".
It was $1200, but my parents paid for it. Spent one month in a Sauna for five hours a day. Best I've ever felt, really. Got out and was sober for 3 months before I relapsed.
It's still a struggle, I lock my Debit Card in my work every night so I won't end up in an alleyway w/ a Crack Pipe burning my lips.
Fucked up the other day and cashed a paycheck from my second job @ a Casino & spent $200 dollars on Rocks, but much better than I was.
>>696251955
kill yourself
>>696250716
Not when I'm terrified of ending up like my dad. He was a raging alcoholic, and I promised myself I'd never end up addicted to anything...ooops.
>>696249403
real talk, what's more expensive, the crack or the scientology?
>>696252574
Hire a hooker, dumbass
>>696252911
You are addicted to your own endorphins. Don't be a fool. You have found a wellspring of pleasure from within yourself and harnessed the means to gratify it. Only your guilt stands between you and enduring happiness.
>>696252778
Fuck I guess that's why it doesn't do much other than put me to bed or give me blackout arts and crafts sprees...
thank god I have access to the rest of these too
(all are legally prescribed)
My problem is I don't take it as prescribed, and not abusal, flat out don't take it.
What the fuck should I do with this?
The addies are new, they just replaced the Vyvanse that my insurance use to cover - same for the Soma (which use to be Amrix)
>>696248173
I know how you feel anon.
I smoke about four times a day. A man I work with gives me anxiety every time I see him. He makes me feel like I need to vomit. Also occasionally makes me enraged, just by looking at him. The only way I can avoid this effect is to be high.
I also live in a shitty apartment building infested with bed bugs. Can't sleep unless I'm high because of bed bug paranoia.
Roommate and only 'friend' for the past five months stopped receiving unemployment money and became unable to support her meth addiction. When she isn't high she's a different person. She turned into a spoiled bitch. It's crazy I went five months without seeing her true self. Anyways weed is helping me cope with the loneliness.
>>696253222
>real talk.
nigger detected.
nice trips
>Started using because I tore my patella crushed a disc in my back and dislocated both SI joints. the pain is horrendous
>Wife is anti drug so I couldn't just smoke weed again
>found oxy supplier take them without her knowing
>do physical labor and I am self employed so not like someone is going to drug test me
>lowest point was when I started stealing pills from my dad who is like my best friend
>he caught on to me and called me a slob and a junkie
>feels bad
>dopesick right now and wife is on vacation visiting her parents
>thought about killing myself this morning
>>696251278
HAha bro i took 2 ambien after drinking and shooting coke all night and woke up 5 hours later staning on the sidewalk of a main st in a totally different area lol .. Open my eyes and had emts police officers and people just staring at me lmao . FUCK AMBIEN
>>696245003
Heroin.
Started on oxycodone 30s and Dilaudid 8s, started doing morphine 200s on top of that, and eventually dope became the more affordable alternative.
I do a bundle a day minimum, and the only reason I don't stop is because I'm too weak to deal with the horrendous withdrawal. I want to stop. I really do. But as far as I know, I just can't. It's pretty sad really.
>>696252574
Doesn't get any better than this.
>>696253526
the only thing I feel sorry for you over is your taste in images
Did a line of meth with a gay guy and his boyfriend in a Walmart parking lot after a bad break up. One line turned in all 90 dollars worth he had brought from seattle and a two day binge.
I had been a model student, but I dripped out a few months later at the start of my senior year. Another month and I was 90 pounds, had caught chamydia twice, had sex for money (just one person..), sores all over my body.
I did it every way in the book except shooting. I put it in my coochie sex and we'd both get high as shit. I had dozens if public break downs/freak out. Hallucinated regularly and blacked out. Got sent to rehab.
Gave rehab hell, blah blahblah...got clean and positive minded about being clean. Get sent on a work trip with my grandmother to keep me away from towm. That's where it got real fucked.
>got high on cough syrup to the point of puking
>while walking to the hotel fucked up as shit see a black guy
>me: don't be scared, that's racist
>he's a pimp, blood, and ice slinger
>really attacked to him and just want to fuck, not do drugs.
>next day his brother gives me some ice, and then I'm his best girl.
>no fresh young white pussy in Lancaster I guess
>lie to grandma elaborately using many people he got to lie for me as props.
>hooking on the streets, at 17, every night for the next two weeks.
>bbrothers teaches me to slam it.
>grandma eventually figures it out...I go home, get relatively clean again...
>aand then on a fucking whim I start shooting again. Alot. I worked and lived at home so eventually I was going through about 100/day.
My mom found a needle, kicked me out. Now I stay away from meth, but abuse prescription adderall, smoke 2g weed a day, drink a six pack each night....sucks. we're going into debt because of it. We have a kid too. I'm a shitty mom.
>>696253526
tell you cunt wife you're in pain, and to shove her moany cunt anti drug views out the shitting window. And tell your dad the truth also
>bitch wife triggered me
>>696253331
Take 3 of the hydro and one of the soma. Chillax like an ancient Chinese emperor.
You'll need to CWE if you can't get lit off 3 hydro. More than that would be liver poison due to the 325 of APAP in each pill.
Working out.
I legitimately get cold sweat and depressed if I don't for 12 hours
>>696251955
stale pasta is stale
>>696249534
lol they are real. I was mad into poppers, scoots whatever you want to call them. Was smoking 7gs and a pack of smokes every 3 days from a bong. Was jobless and living on welfare and savings. Did that for 2 years until I ran out of money and moved back with parents. I'm a little empty inside with a fastfood job at 19 but I hope to make enough to get my own place and do some weed growing on my own. Deff goin to smoke again when I move out. Maybe not poppers but weed for sure. btw yeah was just at home on the comp 24/7 eating fast food and smoking 20 poppers a day to feel happy. Was not a good life and not going to get as bad as that ever
>>696253819
can you post nudes?
>>696253930
That's pretty much what steroids is mate
>>696245003
Alcohol and psychedelics (acid/shrooms). Alcohol seems to come naturally, like as soon as im unhappy I just wanna drink to feel better and when I start its like I can't stop. Acid I don't usually go crazy about trying to get, but if I can get it i do and use it the same day just because I love being high as balls on something that's almost impossible to get caught using (as in after you aren't high, if you are high getting caught would be pretty easy)
>>696253884
thanks for the top, but not sure what CWE is at this time.
I knew the Apap is the #1 overdose death bringer, that's why I haven't ever taken more than 4 at a time.
OK to mix with alcohol? I don't do heavy liqueur or anything, just cheap beer.
aaaaaaaa this batch of PST was fucking garbage. all theabine. i've been poisoned. swelled up hands and the itchiest i've ever been. shoulda just overpaid for kratom. fuck addiction, i wish i had real drugs
>>696254079
no its
>TITS OR GTFO
>>696254079
No. I decided to reply to this thread because it's topic interested me. Not because I wanted to post nudes. If I wanted to be asked for nudes I would....oh, right, post on any thread on /b/ ever claimingfemanon.
>>696253819
I felt sorry for you until I realised you're made of nothing but impulse and regret
>>696252574
this except instead of being a virgin, I am married to a gamer. I love them way too much to leave, so the chances of me ever quitting are pretty much nil.
>>696253852
She knows I am. thinks advil or tylenol will help
Before I started using I was up to 4000mg tylenol a day and it wasn't touching it. I'm one of those guys that smashing my hand with a hammer or drops a door on my foot and it doesn't register as pain, but when i wake up in the morning my knee aches like someone is cutting it apart with a chisel. It might be time to sit her down and have a chat. Im so tired of that sick compulsion opiates give me.
>>696245003
Had a horrible needle fixation, especially when it came to Heroin and Cocaine .. The latter eventually overtook my addiction to shooting heroin and i just needed to shoot coke all day long and just use some dope here and there for comedowns or if i couldnt find good blow .. Before that i never uderstood how crackheads could be so addicted to someting that doesnt really make you withdraw like H but fuck me did i come to realize .. I crave thatshit everyday and ive been sober damn near a year ..
>>696254139
CWE = cold water extraction. A method for extracting the opiate and leaving the Tylenol (APAP) behind.
Don't mix Tylenol and alcohol either. Tylenol is more destructive to the liver than any drug of abuse and alcohol speeds it along its horrid path.
>>696254079
lel'd
>>696249878
Live in NFLD and we call them yaddies.
>>696253788
Here does this make up for it?
>>696247893
We call those moles in Western Washington
>>696254291
Well, neither. My nudes are already out there. But I'm not putting effort into that because why
>>696254372
>>696254653
Bitch no one cares if you dont post your saggy disgusting tits right now ill fucking ban you
>>696254446
Oh wow. This is really top-tier stuff, I am glad I joined an addie thread (even though the only thing I'm addicted to is stealing magic cards from walmart)
I will have to try CWE some time. Honestly, I wish I could convince my doctor to give me something else.
Say... wait a minute... I have a doctor's ear - he helped me win my disability case. What is a top-tier drug I should ask for the next time I visit? He honestly thinks I take all this shit, and is willing to give me whatever I ask for.
I've been addicted to lorazepam for more than 10 years.
I started taking it when I was seventeen after my mother died because of small anxiety attacks, and got addicted to it.
Took it for years in large amounts until 2013, when I stopped taking it for a year and a half because an ex-girlfriend convinced me. I had a very hard time. I think it was partially worth it, because my mind worked a bit better.
Started taking it again after my father got sick and had to go through a few operations because i was very scared for his life.
Now I take 1-2 a day only. I don't feel any effect but if I don't take it things get complicated: I get very nervous, can't eat or sleep and sometimes get fisically ill because of these things.
PD: To make things worse, I'm a psychollogist specializing in Mindfulness and meditation therapy. I can help other people with similar problems, though I can't find a way to stop taking drugs myself, which makes me feel very pathetic sometimes. I really want to stop.
>>696254653
Like anyone even wants to see your filthy whore body. We just know that you won't post tits, so we're hoping you will at least abide by the "gtfo" portion of the rule.
>>696251355
it's some canuck bullshit lol. they're poppers over most of canad but some people had different names for them. i don't know any americans who know wtf they are
>>696254385
Sometimes it seems like that. I also am bipolar and ocd, most likely. Both those run in my family. So, I think there is some middle ground between the regrettable manic, and the crushing depressive....and yet I stile drink...
>>696253819
There's no reason for you to ever be positive minded about being clean.
You're too fucking dumb to ever be able to exercise self control.
Stupid fucking cunt.
Why are women so goddamned stupid and short sighted? You all can be bought with a large enough cheap next big thrill.
Been smoking weed for about 10 years. Can't stop, fully addicted. When I stop I get made shakes and sweats and the worst headaches you can imagine. Feel like I want to puke and I can't sleep for days.
Seriously, weed is a fucked up drug.
>>696253819
thanks for the share. things will get better, you create your reality, and your thoughts create a path to whatever you may like
>>696254436
shooting coke is da best
but your veins must be fucked buddy
its over
>>696254848
if you shoot up get some fucking dilauded or hydromorph contins
>>696251142
>i've done this before
>"never"
>>696254537
I DO love golems. You get a passing grade.
>>696246507
you seem like a beta bitch
>>696252045
It's legal for non medical professionals to possess and administer in Massachusetts. You could also just go to a separate doctor and not sign a release for your regular doctor. Depending on what state you're in, all you need is a positive piss test for opiates and a good story about how you're addicted to heroin to get a shot of naloxene. It works for some alcoholics but is more difficult/rare to get for alcoholism
>>696254848
Hydromorphone. AKA Dilaudid. Best opiate there is shy of heroin and some folks even prefer it to H. You can pop it, snort it, plug it in your ass, or shoot it. I dissolve the pills in water and up the ass they go with an oral syringe. Priceless.
>>696254831
Cool story bro.
>>696254853
its possible i was severely dependent on benzos for 5 years and managed to taper down and step off. you have to really have your mind made up though..cause you feel everything for awhile.
your mind will be so much better off in 20 years if you stop now..
benzos fuck your frontal lobe and cognitive function
each day you step close to ALS and alzheimers
I am relating to a lot of what I see in this thread.
Alcoholic and addict, sober about 18 months. I go to meetings but fucking hate it. I don't want to use, but I don't really get any pleasure out of anything either.
I drank and used drugs because it met an emotional need. It helped me feel connected to the world and to those around me. I've read that the opposite of addiction is not abstinence, but connection to another human being. Honestly, I think there is a lot of truth in that. I isolate frequently. If not for work, I would probably go a week or more without seeing or speaking to anyone.
Things are a lot better now that I am sober. I see the world and my place in it with a lot more clarity than when I was using. I'm finding that happiness is not something that just comes to me - it takes will and effort and I'm having a hard time with that.
Not sure why I wrote this. Eh.
>>696254955
Honestly bro my veins are still bulging and last time i checked were still very ripe for bootin up lol .. During the time i was shooting though my arms looked pretty fucked cuz i was shooting up to a gram or more sometimes in a day .. Had to always wear long sleeves and shit in the summer lol ..
>>696255039
dillys give me the best rush
love blasting like 12mg right to my heart
Porn.
Can't break out of it.
>>696247893
Most of that didn't make sense.
You smoke weed and tobacco or if a bong? Now when you run out of weed, you don't smoke cigarettes, you smoke tobacco. What the fuck are you taking about you fucking retard. Did those drugs make you dumb
>>696255039
I dunno if you couldn't tell by what I've been saying but... i don't DO anything.
I had cocaine once, for my 25th birthday, and it was such a tiny fuckin' amount -- I snorted it off of my blueeyes white dragon first edition and played EVE online all night.
The only other terrible thing I've done is crush and snort my hydros -- that DOES something good, right?
I guess I could ask, at the very least... I mean, I ain't trying to brag here but, I hit the doctor lotto, and I am kinda sick and tired of my dull disabled life.
>>696255320
i love shooting dillies way more than H. it's all good but not very much can beat that rush.
>>696254139
Cold water extraction - google it. It's super easy to do.
>>696255608
He might just have been retarded from before.
That's the most likely assumption I can think of.
>>696255461
do you feel like coke lasts longer when you shoot it and is better?
I would just sprinkle a little in the water and be on for awhile
>>696255320
>>696255579
Bro i live on the east coast, there is plenty of fire powder dope around .. I still prefer shooting dillies .. Dillies mixed with cocaine in a shot is literally the nectar of the Gods
>>696246507
KEK faggot.
you do you.
>>696255676
I am right there with you. Shame they are so much harder to find compared to street smack.
Is this a NA meeting?
My name is ______ and I'm an addict.
I love heroin.
>>696255624
if it's hydrocodone snorting that is a waste cause part of it's action is in prodrug conversion (however not all of it). if you don't value your life then shooting dillies is the best thing ever. i would almost give up my life for a script, and i haven't shot anything in about a year
>>696254856
You=summer fag
This is /b/ dipshit. I'm anon, you're anon. All of these stories are only theoretically true. For all you know, I'm a fat fuck living in his mom's basement permanently stained with cheeto dust. I just replied on a post, telling a theoretically true story. Hoping to engage in discussion on a topic. If you don't wanna discuss on the topic, then why are you even here.
>>696255854
holy shit i bet..
damn im in boston..this guy use to get me dillys but he robbed a bank..wtf
>>696245003
marijuana
grilled a peanut butter, bacon, banana, and cheese when i had the munchies once
i felt like it
>>696255806
Shooting it lasts alot shorter than snorting it but the fucking rush is out of this world dude .. Its literally like a whole different drug. I cant even snort powder bro, its just not even close .. If there wa a mountain of coke right here and i didnt have. Needle i would not touch it .. But once i found a rig it would be gone in a day lol
>>696254902
Lol someone's bitter. Was she mean to you? The girl you liked, but for some odd reason she never thought you were shit?
>>696245003
Hi.
Im addicted to 4chan.
My lowest point was a full month when I used to OP about 4-5 threads a day.
I began using 4chan 3 years ago, and I began using it for the lulz.
>Inb4 here comes the 'newfag' cannon fire.
>>696256051
You traded your anon status when you revealed your gender. Now tits or GTFO you worthless meth whore.
>>696245979
i hope there dank atleast
Not really an addiction but I ended up taking probably over a hundred pain killers within a couple months.
Sounds like an addiction right? But it wasn't really for the pills, rather I was fighting a problem the wrong way, but the only way I knew how.
>>696256294
Not him but i want to find you and murder you
>>696256287
muh nigga
>>696256403
How could I reveal my anon with an only hypothetically true story dumbass?
>>696256047
I'm not suicidal, but I am not satisfied with my life either. If that makes sense.
Thanks for the help, friendo, I'm gonna go watch Marco Polo and do as instructed.
CWE will be my homework for this week.
What's the max amount I should experiment with, once the acetaminophen is gone?
>>696249728
poppers refers to amyl nitrate and is used to bypass the serotonin receptors, specifically 5HT1a, 5-HT1b, 5-HT1c and 5-HT2 receptor sites that blocked by MDMA so you can get an erection.
It was a popular club drug in the 80s and 90s.
>>696250238
no, amyl nitrate is poppers
>>696255370
Yes, I know, but it's a hard thing to do. I can reduce or stop tacking any for a few days, but it doesn't last long. I usually only take one in bed so I can get a normal night sleep. Some people tell me that that's ok as long as I don't abuse it, but I'm not so sure.
Determinedly not as bad as any others here but i'm addicted to nicotine.
I started smoking in foster care at 15 because foster care is extremely stressful with being away from your family, having weekly "therapy" where they try to find out what kinda hoodrat shit you've been doing, and having to get near perfect grades with the threat of losing privileges
I smoked for about 5 or 6 months. Luckily enough for me I started smoking cigs at the same time I tried pot for the first time and got caught sneaking out.I ended up failing a piss test (mandatory for when you're caught sneaking out.)
I later ended up buying an e-go twist from my foster brother. Then when I got out I bought a Kanger mod then sold that and got a Wismec Reuleaux RX200.
>Surprisingly i'm still straight
>>696256632
So are you femanon also, then?
>TGTFO
Daily drinker.
Days when I don't work I start about 10 15 mins after I wake up so I can go back to sleep, then drink all day. Day after I'm nervous, depressed and sweating BUCKETS. My bed will be soaked like some one was pouring water on it. Drink 12 Budweisers every day after work and prob 2.5 cases on weekends. It's all I care about besides work. Haven't had a gf in 10 years. Don't think any one would stay and I can't stand alcoholic chicks.
>>696250586
>paying 10 a g
>not just buying an ounce or two for like 6 a g
wew
>be me
>college
>almost done
>fail student-teaching
>depressed.gif
>drop out
>start drugfagging
>become heroinfag
>I hurt myself today...to see if I still feel...
>time to clean up my act
>methadone.exe
>go back to school
>student teaching part 2
>taper off the 'done
>am teacher now
veni vidi vici, /b/ros...
>>696245003
>Trenbolone
>When I injected 1g of it, almost fucking died.
>Low self esteem, I felt like being huge and shredded would help.
>>696256474
I only view those on my birthday or Christmas.
>>696252020
"nitrates", not "nitrites"
i iv heroin/pills as much as i can. i dont give a shit about a normal life and if i die from it, so be it
>>696249403
>clip
i've been triggered
>>696248511
Your story plz. Fellow crackhead here
>>696245003
Smoked resin collected from the hose and water in a bong that had been sitting under my laundry sink untouched for 3-4months
>started smoking to numb the feeling of anxiety over my own mortality
>>696257342
I can tell you never had friends fucking die from this shit bro .. I use to say that same gay shit you are until 6 close friends died within a year of each other and i saw what it did to their families and shit even to me .. Damn near wanted to od and end it myself but its not cool dude .. Just lettin u know. Thats ur addiction talkin family, thats not you .. The REAL you anyway
>>696257018
Do you drink bud for the taste or because it's cheap?
What's your favorite beer and favorite cocktail?
>>696257481
>3-4months
Nigga that shit would have been like 90%mold
>>696248511
It's definitely worse than heroin, but only because there's no actual *effective* treatment for it and it's so incredibly mentally addictive.
For most heroin addicts, like myself, it's more the physical dependency than anything else. Tapering off of methadone saved me. It really did.
Of all the addicts I've known, the crack smokers seem to struggle the worst.
>>696257662
2 friends dead. we all have to die. i tried being sober for 8 months, after awhile i just started drinking liquor everyday. also im not going to concern myself with what each of my family members thinks about it. id rather be dead than sober. let me enjoy my life nigger
>>696257481
Get that shit in check before u move on to harder shit .. That and a few other issues led me down a horrible path of addiction
>>696247642
Papenberg?
>>696257927
I sincerely wish you the best dude .. I know the feeling, but jus know it can get better
>>696257256
good for you anon, glad to hear you overcame
>>696257907
Yea like i posted before shooting coke just destroyed any life i had left after shooting dope .. Its worse than dope.
Painkillers, oxymorphone for the most part...haven't touched the shit in almost 4 months but I can not stop thinking about using, I know I'm close to relapsing again
>>696258212
i understand why you are saying what your saying but. whats better? a wife? kids? family? just doesnt appeal. i have a gf who is my partner in crime. i just want a job and a drug habit, shouldnt that be ok?
>>696258294
Thanks /b/ro
It was a wild ride that's for sure. I dug myself into a pretty enormous hole that was fucking hard to get out of...but somehow I did it.
>>696247642
bro take weed its way cheaper and helps with addiction TRUST me
DID SOMEONE MENTION SHOOTING COCAINE??
>>696257972
Had quit for about 4 months, gf just had a baby and he was sick and in ICU with tubes and shit hanging out of him.
Sitting at home alone at 2am with my thoughts with no sleepers or benzos for my anxiety left, that black death sludge started to look like beautiful buds by that point
Another low would have been during a period of unemployment where I realised blue meanies grew everywhere in the cowshit in my backyard so spent like 2 months pretty much picking them straight off the shit and eating them, melting my brain with shrooms to pass the time on an almost daily basis
>>696251580
Naw man. That's a Rusty Venture!
>>696258955
That is the best thing in the world. Nosefags don't know how much they are ruining it.
>>696255085
I guess thats the difference between you and me buddy. Self control.
>>696258608
Na man .. Just being a live. Theres no magic cure for how we feel .. You wont just wake up and be happy all of a sudden but youll never know unless until u start getting out of that fog .. If you can afford your habit and live comfortably, more power to you .. But most likely it wont last. Im not telling you what to do but regardless which path you take, i wish you the best
>>696257830
Taste and it's easier on my system. I don't really have to worry about money. I don't drink liquor it make me volatile.
>>696259575
HEY BRO WHAT DID YOU SAY? MY EARS ARE FUCKING RINGINGINGING
>>696259616
no your right, it isnt sustainable and its easy to wind up in debt/jail/dead. is it worth it? to me it is, to each his own
>>696245003
I think i'm addicted to weed. If I don't smoke one day usually i get really angry.
Alcy. I can drink half liter of 80 proof before feeling anything these days. I think I'm bored.
I know, first world problems...
>>696259883
Yea dude shit i mean im almost 2 years sober and still wish i was getting high .. But for what? A few month binge if that? Im not saying ill never get high again cuz chances are i will .. But im pushing myself to atleast hold out until financially it would be worth it
>>696245003
Recovering alcoholic here. Sober 4 years August 5. Last time I had a drink I woke up in the hospital covered in puke and handcuffed to the bed. Alcohol poisoning and and DUI. Figured it was time to hang it up.
>>696248173
Going through this right now, been smoking everyday 3-5 times a day for 5 years, and now I'm to the point where it just gets in the way of alot of personal shit, but my mind stays on thc I can't help but buy everytime I get low...and I'm down to my last bowl or so...and fuck... I want to buy some and just move on with life..but I'm tired of hit or miss packs and shitty dealers in VA... I need to move where it's legal...I love weed :)
>>696248173
I have the feels for anon. I'd been smoking all day, everyday for the last 6 years and it truly became an addiction. I stopped 3 weeks ago. I couldn't eat, didn't want to sleep, and was being an asshole around my loved ones. Now I'm thinking clearer, joined my local gym, juicing, and getting praised at my job. Also, saving close to $100/week, which goes towards my 2 year old daughter's college fund.
>>696259845
WAHWAHWAHWAHWAHWAHWAH
Me and my friend used to shoot up and put our heads right beside the train tracks when they went by at night behind his apartment.
Good times
>>696245003
Im addicted to computer
>>696260407
I'm trying to quit too...how did you start? Just smoked it all or cold turkey
porn
tor
im horny and lonely.
>>696260261
Congrats bro that's something
Yeah I figured it was time to quit shooting dope when I bent my fucking needle, it became unusable, and I had no choice -- in my mind at least -- but to break the needle off completely, shove it up my ass, and give myself a heroin enema.
If you can't laugh at heroin addiction, I guess...
Alcohol, started in highschool to be "cool". Then in college to be "hip" now I fucking take nyquil and whiskey just so I can sleep and not wake up with the shakes. I found that shit out on accident, but I feel like puking all of the time so I dont reccomend it. Im actually moving back in with my family so I can fix this shit.
>>696252509
Use it once a week and you'll probably be good. Take as many days off that you have on, dont use daily for more than a week if you cant keep it to once a week.
>>696257280
Are you shredded?
>>696245003
wippets and caffiene. its a sad motherfucking addiction because i know the former will kill my brain cells. I'm a genius (dont hate) and i know it wont help my life but apparently if you take b12 its fine. I love wippets. My friends introduced me and they open up my mind to creativity like crazy.
>>696261711
N2O is actually probably the least harmful inhalant you can do, the only damage it causes afaik is b12 depletion which you seem to have taken care of anyway. Don't feel too bad, your brain cells are fine.
>>696261849
Thanks, man. I take 2 b12 supplements each time i really go for Ocean Man. If you do it I recommend listening to Fat Hooks by Odd Nostam, it helps the high 100x. I listen to it every time at my friends house which has this sick view, optimal tripping scenarios.
>>696260791
Cold turkey. I moved from smoking weed to dabbing for a stronger effect. Then I started dabbing 6 to 7 times a day. And then when that stopped doing it for me, I realized I had to quit. So I just straight up quit.
>>696249376
>tfw I just drank 50cl of rhum and 6 beers
>>696262147
I prefer MXE and PCP for my dissociatives, but I do whippets a lot on LSD and I'll check that out. Check out anything by Carbon Based life forms, I think you'll dig it
>>696245003
im addicted to pussy ive never gone through withdrawal
>>696260407
So you kind of stopped feeling the withdrawl effects after like 3 weeks or so?
>>696260290
Yeah honestly, I wish it were legal in Ohio, I'm sick of dealers having the same bud for a month, or every dealer being out when you're low
>>696257074
I wish I could afford to buy a larger amount at a time with my min wage paycheck
Not an addict yet, but i'm on the path to becoming one...
My life has been hell for the last 5 years and I have been massively depressed and suicidal.I deal with crippling anxiety every day, and even spent a couple weeks in a suicide prevention hospital.
When I got out, I reconnected with some old friends and they introduced me to xanax. Now for the first time in my life I feel happy and motivated to do things, because even they day after I take it I still feel amazing and chill.
Right now I'm taking around 3 or 4 2mg pills a week and I don't exactly have a reliable connection to get these...
I have no idea what to do... It's either go back to wanting to end my life or sell my soul to xanax...
>>696262783
Learn how to use the darknet and cash in on those 100$ ounces of shake
>>696262393
MXE, one of the most unique experiences of my life
>>696262393
What a nice human interaction. Hope you live well and have a happy life, anon. My name is James.
>>696245003
I am/was (am...) addicted to opiates. Pills and dope. I was a snorter, not a shooter... I started using while I was playing football in college. They were fun after surgeries, but they were being handed out like smarties on a daily basis.
I'm on suboxone now. Almost at 180 days.
>>696262891
still live at parents house, and used to have a friend that ordered RCs from Silk Road all the time, but he would get high and then get paranoid about getting caught... He'd order more after, then be paranoid, and the cycle continues
>>696251166
I can vouch for his sober faggot.
12 steps can help...and you can imagine your higher power as Joe Pesci or if you're into Thelema your HP can be your HGA. I've been clean fag for like 6 years. Still on b but whatever
>>696263393
this anon speaks truth
also if you try a couple 12 step programs and still feel like they're not right for you, there's also SMART and other programs that are not 12 step based. you might need to live in a bigger city to find meetings though.
>>696262995
Hi James, my name is Lance.
>>696262861
Move to a longer lasting benzodiazepine (diclazepam if you can get it, its a grey market chemical at the moment so you may be able to buy it online depending on where you're located) like Valium. Take the minimum amount you need to stop withdrawal and only take it once a day. 1mg of xanax is equal to about 10mg of valium. After you're stable for a week or two, cut the dose down by 5mg and stabilize on that. Also talk to a doctor, they'll help you with a taper plan. Just be warned you'll probably be labeled a drug user forever and have a hell of a time getting pain management later in life.
>>696248173
yeah its a problem a lot of us have but other than the small withdraw symptoms, like insomnia or a cranky attitude, weed is pretty much harmless. and also i think its easier to be a functional pot head than say an alcoholic or meth head...but thats just me
>>696263383
Get a PO box
>>696263884
Can vouch, I'm high 24/7 and have been for a few years. Passed my driving test blazed, I probably would've killed someone if I was drunk.
>>696263673
I go to a Buddhist fucking 12 step meeting. Solid. I've been meaning to check out SMART. Secular recovery is important. Godfags can be a downer. But seriously there are some SOLID people in 12 step groups. Like... You can make friends n shit...
>>696261127
Lol, did it work? I knew a guy who used to shove cocaine up his ass.
>>696262995
Same to you J, my name is D. currently doing voodoo rituals to give u many riches
Work
>>696245003
alcoholic here. I think I was just raised in a shitty environment.
>>696263765
The problem is that I don't want to stop... If I go back to being sober I'm just going to want to kill myself again
>>696245706
same here like i used to but as of the last year or so i stopped trying completely
Former crackhead here. That was rough. Destroyed my life in 6 months. Was also highly addicted to Benzos, weed and cigarettes.... Yes I had to quit the weed and cigarettes in order to stay off the pill and coke. 3 yars clean. Worked better dropping all the poison. Too bad about weed but for now I like being 100% sober.
>>696250058
Fucking bummed today because yesterday should have been my 180th day sober, but I fucked up an snorted a quarter of dope about 5-6 weeks ago. Stoked I'm back on the line, but fuck, would have loved to be celebrating an accomplishment rather than regretting a stupid decision.
>>696251514
Dude let's role play an interview.
Anon, thanks for applying. We have had about 15 other people apply. Why do you deserve this job?
Great, next question. Describe yourself in five words.
Have you ever had any experience supervising?
What's the hardest decision you have made in the last year? (Let's not mention drugs)
Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
Im addicted to this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1GifS4zwggE
also sleeping pills
>>696245003
>been adicted to weed for about 10 years now.
>Started out of curiosity with some friends that I know were into i
>I just loved it
>no consecuence for about year an a half, and then shit hit the fan and my life went downhill quite fast.
>Broke with gf
>got myself trown out of university, >almost got myself homeless.
I really fuked things up.
>Quit it for a year( probably less)
>started all over again in other university
>went back to weed
>somehow found the way to keep my adiction while beeing responsible
>found a nice GF
>fixed what was broken in my life
>finished engineering school
>got a decent payed job
>maried gf after dating 6 years
>got a better job.
So...I fucked up my life because of my adiction, but in the end got everything to work toghether somehow.
>>696261711
Lol, wippets
>chung chung chung chung chung chung chung
But you really feel like they fuel your creativity? That's interesting, I never got that. I always enjoyed them, but they just seemed like a way to get fucked up
I used to love sniffing ether too
>>696262783
I started eating regular in 2 weeks. Insomnia went away in roughly 2 to 3 weeks. Eating healthy and exercising helped a lot.
>>696264521
You're using the wrong drug to escape your problems. If you keep taking benzodiazepines they will eventually stop taking away your anxiety and then if you decide to stop in the future the withdrawal could possibly kill you anyway, and if not it'll simply make your anxiety problems now much worse.
At least learn how to use the darknet and move yourself onto a longer lasting benzo like valium (don't use klonopin). They'll stay in your system and keep your anxiety levels low for days as opposed to hours like xanax.
>>696264163
It kept me from being sick, yeah, but I didn't get high really
>>696264677
Don't beat yourself up about it.
You had the humility to admit to the relapse. You'll def make 180. One day at a time is real talk. If you want some awesome daily readings, I recommend 365 Tao by Deng Ming Dao and def grab NA's "just for today" book. Touch dicks.
>>696250394
I can agree. It's the greatest thing in the world, until it's not. Then it's the worst. You know the deal...
Just be safe, man. Fentanyl is an insidious motherfucker.
>>696248173
yeah alcohol withdrawl can kill you and shit... i remember when i quit smoking weed after smoking heavily for a year or so... i had severe anxiety like really horribly to the point i could hardly function but it got better with meds... but now years later i'm just a degenerate alcoholic whos killing himself slowly and cannot find a reason to stop
>>696265272
how do you even dose fentanyl? Do you get the patches of the gel or do you dilute the powder?
>>696254372
what if we ask nicely?
>>696250706
I can relate, in my own way, to a lot of that. Hang in there, man... The best you can.
>>696265178
touch dicks
>>696257470
grew up poor, aunty was a basehead that wanted to make money and but couldn't make speed so made crack, used to sit right next to the pot and get high off fumes, accidentally smoked a blunt laced with it one night and hit the pipe straight after rest is history
>>696254372
if u post nudes ill stop shooting heroin
>>696246507
Brandon Novak is on /b/
>>696250936
It's not a pill, it's a film. And it doesn't cure addiction but it prevents withdrawal while you try to piece your life back together.
Im actually most addicted to weed
Next is heroin
then Im dependent on klonopin and adderall/meth to work
>>696251166
Congrats on 1 year, bro.
im addicted to doing drugs. i dont have a dependence to anything atm (although i was formerly addicted to benzos) but I cant stand sober thought. ive done pretty much everything you can name. disposable income is dedicated entirely to drugs atm
on the plus side LSD made me volunteer and start doing shit, and i learned a bunch about neurochemistry and pharmacology in the process
>>696264849
>>696251955
>made me rage
9/10 pasta
>>696247389
Underrated post
I'm addicted to dihydrogen monoxide and I don't care what you think! I would literally die if I stopped taking some and I'm not hurting anyone with my usage. I like to take it in liquid form and sometimes I even flavor it for a better experience.
Was a functional drunk for about a decade. Started drinkin when I was 17 and slowly it progressed to 18-20 beers/shots/whatever was available over 10 years BUT... ive been alcohol free for a little over a year now mostly thanks to kratom. Sure, ill have opiate wd if I stop but thats much better than spending most of my paychecks on my doc and making horrible fucked up decisions regularly and feeling like utter shit literally every day.
You could say im just trading one addiction for another, and to that id say yr right but my life is many times better for it.
>>696266273
man i tried to stop taking that bullshit and i constantly had killer fucking headache and patchy skin. DHM is fucking satan bro
>>696253526
I (actually, my mom...) found an outpatient suboxone program that saved my life.
>>696248775
das it mane
>>696266294
kratom is the shit, its a relatively light opi too so quitting it shouldnt be too bad. opi w/d is much MUCH preferable to alcohol w/d to say the least lol
>>696266294
i am an alcoholic and have been for years.. also have taken kratom daily for like 4-5 years now and cant quit either!.. if im not drinking though i do still love kratom but when it wears off i get the urge to drink or like it makes me feel so good sometimes that i end up drinking to like keep that feeling going..... sucks
>>696266509
You gotta be careful with that shit bro... Only do the pure stuff. There's all kinds of shit showing up in DHM these days.
>>696247389
Are you being serious? Cuz this is definitely me
Also edginess. Edginess is a drug more serious than shitposting itself!