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Living with depression...
>>695666180
damn, this gets to me.
>>695665784
Last thread made me realize how fucking lucky I am, not gonna fuck it up this time
Pic related
>>695666685
im guessing to your gf?
>>695666833
Yeah man, I honestly couldn't ask for better
>>695667227
haha that good, glad that youre happy :)
>>695665784
>>695667227
Don't get too attached, one day you'll think that your her world, then she'll just up and leave.
>>695665784
>>695667227
Really happy for you, anon. Treasure it. Don't ever take it for granted.
>be me
>gone on 12 day inawoods camping trip last week
>have just enough connection to message gf
>send her pictures and express how much I miss her
>tfw qt 3.14 19 yo asian gf
>finally come home exhausted yesterday eager with anticipation to see her
>drives to my house this morning
>tears run down her slanty eyes
>informs me she fucked her ex and decides not to tell me until 5 days later
>proceees to profess everlasting sincere love for me
>begs for my forgiveness
>has insane ching chong man buddha worshipping father
>going to try to send her to japan for college against her will
>only way she was considering staying in the states is for me
What do?
>pic related for the anon who asked
>>695667310
Thanks it means a lot /b/ro, I get so emotional late at night and I've been crying in these feels threads for about 40 minutes now, happy and sad tears. Haven't been this happy in a long time and hope the same for you.
>>695667599
Thanks and trust me I won't, I'm so glad I have someone who cares about me and hope the same for you
This was in the last thread, but its too good not to post
This whole thread, man. It hits home
>>695667227
Same situation for me. I don't want to lose her. Reading these threads makes me scared to death because I can relate with some of these greentexts. Idk can't describe it
You want the secret(s) to happiness? Well here it is:
Don't ever trust another person
Don't ever love another person
Don't ever care for another person
>>695667654
dude, honestly i dont know how to handle that but i do know that are you aure she wont have sex with more people. like, do you trust her enough after that?
>>695667450
Yeah unfortunately I'm a really trusting person which usually ends up fucking me over but I can tell this girls different. Makes me sound like an idiot but she really is an amazing person
>>695667968
In my opinion, you can never truly find happiness until you can learn to share it with others
>>695667888
(nice trips) but i wish i could find a girl that could deal with my insecurities. my most recent ex took my heart and threw it on the ground to laugh at it
>>695668012
That's what I always think to, until you realize it was all just a progressively growing idolization of what you want them to be after it all crumbles apart in one single moment...
>>695667654
Still here, anon. You're right that I spoke from experience. I know I went down a bad path once, and I hope my experience can help someone else who was faced with a choice like I had. You do what you need to do. Don't have any regrets though.
>>695668120
Happened to me many times before I met Her. I promised that I wasn't going to date another girl but I was forced to date this one. Couldn't of asked for a better situation. She's perfect, I don't wanna lose her. She will come to you, happened to me and I'm a fucking loser honestly.
>>695668208
Than you, you're who I needed to hear from tonight.
Ed...ward
> 695666666
>>695668120
Stay strong bro, just be yourself and eventually you'll find someone. I know it sounds like bullshit, but what worked for me personally was I stopped caring. I was always worried about what others thought of me, always pretending to be someone I'm not to please them when in the end they couldn't care less about me. Basically all I did was start being myself, and if anyone didn't like that, I would cut them off with no hesitation. I lost most of my "friends" but kept the true ones who actually cared about me. One of them became my girlfriend. Do this and stay strong anon. I believe in you.
sup /b/ros havent been here for a year. girlfriend cheated on me with the most pathetic person i could have ever expected her to cheat on. i dunno what to do. it feels weird to just leave her. im sad because she was the only person that i really cared about.
>>695667786
Thanks, man. I thought I had found that, but it ended about a month ago. Still, what I had made me feel what you expressed in your text, and I know how amazing that feeling is. Maybe I'll find it again, or maybe I won't, but I won't know until it's all over.
I really do hope that it all works out for you, because that's such a good feeling.
>>695668318
at this point all my realationships have all ended with either her cheating or she just stops loving me, granted im fairly young for love but i cant help but feel like im only here for people to laugh at. im not bad looking but i guess people just hate me :/
Routine interactions with family and friends are starting to normalize my perspective and I hate it, because their integrity will always be agitated by what are essentially warps in spacetime, so I don't see the point in trusting these conclusions, even though they help me navigate this current system.
Basically it's stagnant and my brain is sacrificing vital yet incompatible traits in order to remain stable, so a part of me is preparing to eject because I have an extremely low tolerance for monotony.
>>695668670
Everyone deserves a second chance. But not a third one.
>>695668012
Yeah, we think we find that amazing person that won't leave, but what about when she does? What will you do? That fear and misery of having someone you've waited so long to come by, just to leave when you're at the peak of happiness is inevitable.
>>695665784
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qK1BJkBJdtY
>>695668743
>are you me?
talk more about the interactions I'm interested to know if it will still sound like me.
>>695668679
Thanks man you got the waterworks going again haha all I can tell you is just don't give up, you'll get the girl you deserve if you keep at it.
to be honest, this is the side of /b/ that no one ever sees. anons being caring and nice to each other. it really warms my heart
My brother is in the ICU. I don't know if he'll make it this time. I'm falling apart.
>>695668728
My problem was that I got too attached to women for a senior in high school, and I tried being a fuckboy and it worked, and I fucking hated every moment of it. I literally just wrote all this stuff in a huge notepad file I made because I was sad, it helps.
Then I met Her, and she gets too attached as well, and her experiences are exactly parallel with mine(considering past relationships.)
Miracles happen. If it happens to me, can happen to you.
>>695668766
nah she cheated on me with him so many times behind my back. and she has always told me that im a shitty boyfriend and all that. This is also likely not the first time she cheated on me. does her being a better lie-r mean that she deserves more chances?
>>695668993
holy shit, are you me? no joke you just described what im doing now
>>695668772
Honestly I can't say I fear for that day. Why would I fear for the end when I can enjoy the moment? The only reason our relationship would end if one of us were unhappy, if she becomes unhappy, I would do whatever it would take to make her happy again, even if that means our end, and I hope she would do the same for me.
>>695668437
You are more than welcome. I've gone through plenty of shit in my time. Hearing you say that makes it so worth it though. I'm really happy if I helped you. Looking back, I tried to make it work, but it was over the moment she broke my trust. Ending things now will hurt like hell, but at least they'll be over, and you'll be able to work through that pain sooner. Lettings things drag on only made it worse for me. It's an awful situation, and whatever choice you make, it's going to hurt, a lot. You can get through it though. You're going to be alright, anon.
>>695666685
That's good /b/ro but don't get too needy. She'll see through that and start taking advantage. Always show her that you have your own life by having hobbies and spending time with friends and other people. If you spend 24hrs a day with her, she'll get bored of you and you might lose that spark too. Treat her just like anybody else. What you can do though is maybe every 3 months or so... Surprise her with something cute or romantic to make her feel special again. Keep going on dates and always text her in the morning and before bed.
>>695668766
also consider this: our relationship is long distance and in the little time we had together over the summer she decides to sleep with him
>>695669131
It makes me happy that there is another person like me out there.
>>695668841
...jesus
>>695669270
i had a LDR for 7 months, she cheated twice and i accused myself that i was to blame. i abused myself over her
>>695668894
Anon, I've felt like this so many times. It's hard, but you need to learn to live for yourself. I'm struggling with that right now actually. I'm not perfect. Just don't give up. Don't give in. You're stronger than you know.
>>695668993
What's your name if you dont mind me asking?
>>695669354
trust me, it helps that i know now that im not going through this shit alone. many have walked in the footsteps i take before and many shall follow my footsteps after.. it how we few learn life
>>695668902
It's just natural adaptation, like forgetting your room smells like shit because you're used to it. Not to say my current lifestyle is inherently bad, though compared to chasing rabbits and tying knots in an increasingly intricate social order it's definitely less invigorating.
It's just basic behavior, going out, talking about current events that happen elsewhere, and keeping up to date with school and work. The stability is comforting, but I crave something more exhilarating. I just lack the skills to ensure this to manifest, and am uncertain if my ideal lifestyle is even obtainable.
>>695668993
1000x this, I tried not caring and silencing my emotions and just focusing on getting laid but I knew that wasn't what I wanted. I regret doing it because that's not who I am and it made me hate myself. I learned I'd rather stay true to myslef and if a girl can't handle it it's her loss.
>>695669518
Starts with a J, about as far as I will go.
>>695669518
i am Brandon, but you can call me friend.
>>695669416
:( dont worry im not talking to her anymore and im definitely not blaming myself. im just scared about how ill feel later.
>>695669168
You're so full of shit. If she wanted it to end because she was unhappy and you didn't want it to you'd be groveling at her feet, begging her not to leave only to be disappointed.
>>695668728
I could say exactly the same for myself. It sucks. It really sucks. I think you have to be ok with yourself. I think you have to learn how to take care of you first. Maybe you'll find the one, and maybe you won't, but either way, if you can treat yourself right, then everything will be ok.
>>695669713
well to be honest you feel like shit. but in the end you are bettering yourself for the future
>>695669756
maybe but i would like to share my joy and pain with, you know?
>>695669229
Yeah that's true but I haven't really let her now how much she really means to me. Just had to show her I'm serious about us
>>695666180
fuck man...I know this all too well.
>>695669571
Listen to J Dilla and Nujabes, helps me with the feels till She comes back.
My brothers and me live with my mother and my dad went on vacations, so one of my older brothers went to guard his home just for safety reasons, it's a pretty fucked country.
Anyways, my brother organized a dinner with his friends becuse of friendship day.
Mfw my own father accused us of stealing, that we were (not friends, us his sons) checking the house to steal things. Needless to say I have no more father.
Sucks ass that a person I would've trusted my life to thinks we wanted to steal shit from him.
>>695670089
dont we all at times in our life?
>>695668980
What happened to him anon?
>>695670189
mkay ill give it a listen
>>695669956
I know exactly how you feel about that. Just because you weren't treated right doesn't mean that you don't deserve it. I don't want you to get discouraged. Right now, I'm coming off losing someone I thought I'd end up with, so maybe I sound a little pessimistic. I've been coping by just focusing on myself, what I need to do for me, and how to improve myself. I know that one day I might find someone I'm interested in, I guess I just don't want to get my hopes up right now. Don't you give up though. That's the worst thing anyone can ever do.
>>695669734
Not sure why you're responses have become so aggressive but I'm just not that kind of person. Yes I would be disappointed and sad but I wouldn't beg her not to leave me and look pathetic. Once I become this attached to someone, my main goal is to make them happy. I'm willing to do whatever I can to to fulfill that goal. Whether you believe that or not doesn't affect me
>>695668116
>you can never truly find happiness until you can learn to share it with others
Fuck man, this cuts deep. It took me too damned longed to realized this and only within the last month I've been working to make friends
>>695668894
Funny thing, I (as Haddaway) don't know what is love. I dont love anyone or anything, not even myself (for fucks sake I hate myself). So yeah, I don't know how that feels because I literally don't know what is to love someone.
>>695670298
If it was only a couple times in my life I would be so happy. This shit is weekly man..
I'm so fucking scared...
>>695670407
i wont stop looking for someone to love until my heart stops beating.
>>695666180
my week
>>695668932
That's all I can hope. Thanks a lot, man. Things aren't great now, but I'll be ok. Hopefully one day I'll look back and see how everything lead me to something so much better than I could have ever imagined.
>>695670409
Cause all that optimism's gonna ruin you, plus it makes you sound like a cuck.
>>695670709
So because I'm not depressed and lonely I sound like a cuck? What's your story anon? You came on this thread for a reason so why don't you open up a bit
Fuck
>>695670959
care to elaboorate?
>>695670709
yeah what is your story??
>>695670624
Then I'm sure you'll find what you're looking for one day. Best wishes and luck to you, anon.
>>695667827
This hit me..
>>695671131
thanks, and i wish the same for you
>>695671105
I was just this dude from earlier, feels are setting in for right now>>695668993
I have no reason to be sad because me her are in such a great relationship. Sometimes feels just hit really fucking hard, and I can't help it. I fucking hate that about myself
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Agl1TgVfls0
I like reading your guy's stories, helps me cope.
>>695667559
Fuck you
>>695670953
No, not being "depressed and lonely" do not make you a cuck, not being realistic and saying that you'd do "anything" for another person's happiness makes you sound like a cuck.
And I'm on this Asperger's infested thread because I'm autistic too and choose to try and make myself feel shittier than I already do so I can let it all out in either a 12-gauge shell or let it roll down my face like an angsty teen.
>>695668562
I couldn't have put it better sir. My gf broke up with me a while back but your post gives me hope. *tips Fedora ironically
>inb4 r9k autist
>>695669985
I get you. I'm proud of you anon. Love her as long as you can but if she ever breaks your heart, you know you can always come back to /b/ and we'll help you get through it. I just don't want you hurting like me. It sucks. Keep living your life and set goals for yourself no matter what happens. Don't let either of you become codependent because it only leads to cheating and lying. Best of luck.
>>695671348
dude this beat is lit tbh fam
>>695671968
Make a cd or something for this kind of music for your car, then drive during the night. Man nothing hits harder than that.
Hey does anyone else know for a fact they are just worthless? I'm 19 almost 20 and I have never been good at anything in my life. I have no skills or talent. I am also a kissless virgin and feel like there must be something really wrong with me if I can't do what everyone else my age has been doing which is developing relationships with the opposite sex. And I know it's not all about that but also I have tried enjoying hobbies and things that I like but due to depression I am unable to enjoy many things. I really really wish I was dead and honestly it's hard for me to imagine living for another 10 years.
>>695671747
Sorry about the breakup anon but maybe something that would help you that I do is try to find positive things you learned throughout your experience with your ex. Sounds pretty gay but you'd be surprised how much you really learned about yourself without even realizing it.
All my friends moved away last year to other states, my sort-of gf of 4 years included. I have no friends. I went to a new school. This is going to be my senior year and I have no idea what the hell I am doing. Home life sucks too.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WoBn04lcNmo
>>695672393
At least post GOOD Final Fantasy music.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KD-j4jBFt4w
>>695671823
Thanks man really appreciate the positivity this thread has to offer, this type of shit is why I deal with the usual cancer of /b/. But it's funny how I always call it cancer but still see myself coming back to it. Brings a tear to my eye, I really love you guys. It's crazy how I don't know any of you yet you feel like family.
Don't you want me to baby?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uPudE8nDog0
>>695672629
OP here just wanted to say i have accomplished my mission on bringing some of /b/ together :)
>>695672827
Well done, OP. Well done.
>>695673045
i can already see some of the screenshots from this thread saying how /b/ has a side thats not so evil
>>695672827
Thank you for being such a faggot much love OP
>>695671124
Fuck do you mean story?
>>695673198
lel
>>695671718
How about instead of making yourself feel worse grow a pair and realize you're being weak and pathetic. Life is hard but to succeed you gotta but forth effort. What you put in is what you get out of life so stop moping and do something with your life. Oh yeah and a little optimism wouldn't hurt either
Its been 4 months since she let me for someone else. And I'm laying here at 4 am crying. Why the fuck can't I let her go.
>>695673677
Yeah, well when putting forth the effort is what you're doing wrong, where the fuck do you go from there?
>>695673809
I know it's way easier said than done but you just have to move on, get out there and talk to girls. Realize she left you for a reason. If you know why think about it. Is it something you can change for the better? If not, find someone who can deal with it and even enjoy it and you'll be much happier, I promise.
>>695673809
Same boat here man. I know that I need to let her go, but some idiot part of keeps telling me that I can get her back. I KNOW I can't, I know she's happier now, but it doesn't make it hurt less somewhere inside.
I'm tired of everyone asking why i dont have a gf. How the hell am i suppose to answer that question. Im turning 20 next month, im 2 years into a community college and got an ok job. Thing is, i dont seem to connect with women much less, i dont really see girls my age in my daily routine. I had a shitty romance with a girl who always had her eye on some else in my teenage years so i dont really know what love feels like. There's not a day that goes by that i dont think about finding the one, or at least a girl i can spend time with. What does a guy like me gotta to do reach out to girls or where do i go to meet women? I just want to break my routine of going to work or school and coming home to eat and play video games. Anyone got any advice? I feel like I'm stuck in Limbo.
>>695674052
Wow that actually fucked me up. It's most likely your parents fault because they didn't teach you how to do it right, I know because I'm in the same situation. But sitting around blaming them isn't gonna help you now. So you're gonna have to figure it out the hard way. What exactly is hard for you when putting forth effort?
This picture is what made me realize how lonely I am
>>695674412
"I feel like I'm stuck in Limbo" I've been sitting in this thread constantly writing and deleting that line trying to explain my shit. I didnt think anyone actually felt the same out there. Im in almost the same boat as yours, so I don't really have any advice thats probably right... I just wanted to let you know you're not the only one?
>>695674545
Putting in the effort isn't the hard part, I go above and beyond, well out of my way, etc. And I can be angsty and blame my parents, I actually have every right to I'd like to believe. But like I said; It's not the fact that putting forth the effort for me is hard, it's a matter of the effort I put forth is the wrong thing to do so all I can really do then is go fuck myself.
>>695674836
The last sentence kills me everytime i read it. Wish i could of done things better in my teenage years or at least enjoyed it more. I felt like i was in a big hurry to grow up. Now I'm grown wishing i can experience it all over again. Maybe have a few gf's. Well..shit
>>695672629
I sometimes think we've come up with an amazing system where we are allowed to be our minds. In the outside world, we always have to show an outer shell, but here we can type what we actually think. Though the majority is shitposting and companies trying to feed us some narrative (like that company that makes threads on here trying to push an interracial agenda), these feel threads always bring out something genuine in all of us because we all want an answer to escape it.
>>695674836
>oh wow teenage love most beautiful thing hur dur
As if its how that anon described. He obviously doesn't know teenage love since he's never fucking had it.
>>695675274
Thats exactly how it was in my experience tho
>>695675274
>>695675515
Same here. It's really an idealistic form of teenage love and if you have it, you're lucky. I for one wish i wouldn't have gone through it... Too much pain at the end. It almost seems perfect and then you're blinded by the love when reality comes and knocks you out.
>>695674902
Having one person to talk to that's in the same boat as me is what i look forward to. I feel like I'm "stuck". Yeah, my life is moving along but i don't want to be doing it alone. But then, every night, i go to sleep thinking of all the differents ways i can meet a girl and as soon as i know it, it's 2:40am and im still in the same place. Sure, my life is moving, but im in the exact place every single day. Im curious to know how you cope with it or what do you do?
fuckbuddy doesn't want a romance with me
we are so fucking similar and click so well, it pains me, I haven't felt a crush like this in years
Well, here goes.
I haven't slept in about 3 days, surviving off of energy drinks and coffee, ever since my girl just left me. She looked pretty average, dirty blonde hair and slender sculpt but it was just the way she acted towards me that I'll never forget and never stop loving.
It all started about 8 years ago, all the way back in middle school. There was some sort of formal dance and we were both alone, and already friends at the time so we decided "fuck it." I remember dancing with her and the look in her eyes made me absolutely melt, I thought at the time I would turn back in a few years and make it seems childish, but I never did. We both had really strict parents, so we hid it for nearly a year before I had the guts to tell them about her. I remember going into high school my first time, and I was depressed back then, still am now to be completely honest. I remember how she would hold my hand and tell me everything alright, I still remember the soft glow of her eyes and the red in her cheeks. And we went around for the next year, and everything was peachy. Then the next year of high school really tested me, my mom left me and my entire family, brother got arrested for abuse, dad decided to become an alcoholic, and everything decided to fall apart. I remember crying every night, with my entire family out of my grasp, and up until this day she was the only person that I could love. She was the only person that would take care of me, the only person that would comfort me when I needed it, it went on like that for years, out of high school, into college, to where we are now. She just got up and said that she didn't want to hurt me, she told me she was always hiding anxiety attacks and was damn near going insane, I plead for her to say, told her she really was the only thing in my life I could love but then... She grabbed her shit, drove away, I still miss her /b/ think I can get her back?
>>695675926
Why was there pain in the end for you?
>>695676479
Im sorry but why did she break up with you?
>>695667654
She cheated.
Make sure she knows she's a worthless slut that doesn't deserve forgiveness and inform her that you are glad she is leaving because you and your country will be better for it.
Don't scream it as an angry opinion, calmly state it as absolute fact.
>>695676985
She just said she needed to solve her own problems alone.
>>695677138
Similar thing happened to me anon
But we both no that nobody leaves for nothing
>>695667654
Punch her to the ground and spit on her and then walk away, dont trust cheating cunts
>>695677112
I'd like to say I could do this but she's that innocent ass kawaii type that you just feel bad about hurting in any way. Maybe she belongs in asia land.
>>695677138
Sounds like a very dissatisfying answer
>>695677370
she told me to do that to her but the self degradation was too strong for me to even yell at her.
>>695677514
You're telling me
>>695669624
I like the way you talk anon.
>Would listen to for hours providing minimal input/10
>>695675949
I guess coping with it is what you'd call it but I haven't solved shit. I'm doing that exact same shit every single night. I know how you feel about meeting a girl but idk if I can put it into words without taking ages. I'm really bad at typing shit up without taking forever, but if you have steam or something you wanna share with me we can chat there?
Get along with this girl so well. So many interests. Never had a girlfriend in my life so I'm super excited.
Turns out she has a boyfriend in the midwest (We are in California)
>>695676563
When you make up this delusion that the love you feel is genuine and will last forever, it solidifies itself into something physical in your heart and mind. I thought Jennifer was going to be my love for the rest of time and all i want now is to love her again. She used me and i used her. Since she was my first love, it was pure Ecstasy being with her. I tried all i could to make her happy (to the point of being a fucking cuck) but it never works out the way you want it to. At this moment, i'm home with no job and no school because of my depression and social anxiety, all the while, she's happy as can be at Berkeley with some tranny faggot. Never to think of me again.
>>695678443
this is life
>>695677862
Yeah, guess we're both gonna be doing the same thing for a while until something life changing happens. Each day im slowly trying to accept my fate. Its pretty sad. I dont have steam but i do have xbox.
>>695666685
Sad thing is I had a conversation like this with my only true high school sweetheart. Only the feelings were not mutual and she just responded with okay. This was around the time when I started drinking. I have missed out on teenage love and now I'm hopeless and depressed.
Can we get a war feels going.
this German song when translated into whatever language you speak has a powerful tale to tell pertaining to life death and the struggles of those before you.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RyIfNDHbmZQ
>>695679025
Exactly. It took me some time to get over it but I'll be fine. I used to validate myself through her but I'm going to start a better life for myself. I was simply weak minded before. Gotta learn from your mistakes or else your mistakes will eat you alive.
>>695680074
This is very true. I no longer have the capacity to allow someone to make me feel such powerful negative emotions anymore. IIIIIIIIIII HAVE BECOME COMFORTABLY NUMBBBBBBB
>>695671641
Do we have the exact same image?
>>695677493
>>Cheated on you
>>Innocent
You are being played my friend.
I know it's hard to wrap your head around, because you simply don't think in this way (trust me I've stood where you stand), but she knows what she did was wrong (probably got off from that knowledge) and she still choose to do it.
I know they seem innocent, but that it their weapon. I'm a bit drunk right now so I'm having trouble explaining this properly, but women are literally two-faced monsters who will manipulate the shit out of you for their own gain/pleasure. I know it's hard to believe behind the pretty face and innocent eyes, but it's true.
The only thing that you have in your arsenal to retaliate (if that is your interest) is to drop all emotion (their medium) and state facts. She is a slut, you are better off without her.
Otherwise just drop her and don't say anything beyond goodbye. But under no circumstances do you forgive a cheater, because at that point they own you completely.
>>695671641
>>695680488
>337
>327
Never mind. :c
>>695679458
Yeah well as much as I want a restart button on life and a woman to appear in my life to love, i've finally told myself that shits never going to happen. My life isnt going to change like that. The stories you hear and read are the exception. If i want it I need to make it happen and thats all I think about.
I only have an older xbox that cant hook up to the net, so I'm fairly clueless about it all right now. Drop me a tag for it or something and ill try to get in touch online? I think I could probably do that but not sure. I'll figure it out if its possible. its up to you though, i might not even have anything worthwhile to offer.
>>695667654
Dump her immediately with no regrets. For only a weak man who would allow himself to be tread upon once more would even consider showing the slightest iota of forgiveness to someone who betrayed his sacred trust. I know it is a tough pill to swallow but regardless of any prior attraction to someone no matter how deep and emotional, any act of infidelity renders the guilty party a disgusting swine who would do it again.
Never trust a woman.
>>695680804
>>695680571
the truth hurts but I know you're both right
>>695680571
This and exactly this my drunk anon friend.
All I want now is to be a soldier and sacrifice my life for some grand war.
There are no good causes to fight for because the military fights only for oil and Israel
>Tfw can't be crusader
>Tfw can't be a German soldier fighting to remove commie pest from Europe like my Great Grandfather did.
Why live?
>>695680804
And even if they don't do it again it will forever be there in the back of you mind. You will never shake it. It will never stop creeping back into your thoughts. They are and forever will be a cheater. You have to trust your partner, and you never will be able to trust that person again.
>>695681848
I know this is probably just neck beard faggotry but I truly feel like I missed out on the golden age of humanity.
I will never be a warrior.
I will never forge my own path (only mindlessly follow some paved road to relative success).
I will never live in an age where my main concerns are fucking, fighting, and providing.
I will never die for something I believe in.
But I get indoor plumbing and the internet, and that's pretty nice.
goddamn I'm drunk.
Guys im tired
Tired of trying and tired of cry but ill always enjoy yall's company
>>695682551
Is it bad that I am only excited by the unraveling of the world? For I know that with this unraveling comes the war that I so desperately want to fight in and die for.
>>695682696
I know it's a stupid meme but it actually really fucks me up.
>>Born too late to explore the world
>>Born too early to explore the stars
>>695666685
Fuck dude........... recently broke up with my ex, and just about a week prior to it all happening she said something so similar. Then she said she couldn't do it lmfao. People always said we looked so happy together, yet I guess it was one sided and she lied. She's probably fucking around with the guy that she said she was just friends with lmao. Fuck her. Fuck him.
>>695667450
Too fucking true. Crazy how it can seem perfect, then suddenly it drops off the deep end and you're left wondering where it all screwed up.
>>695667450
very true
>>695667450
>>695684043
There is a fine line between pessimism and realism, and honestly I don'y know where that lies.
>>695684340
Don't*
I apologize, yet again.
>>695667827
Holy fuck....
>>695684626
Newfag....
>>695685177
I'm a newfag to the feels threads, shits deep
Keep on posting sad shit that is supposed to make people feel even more sad.
>>695685776
feels/bawww threads are so strange.
You see/post sad shit and somehow it makes you feel better, like you're not going through it alone.
It tells you that your sadness isn't something to feel ashamed about. It encourages you to feel instead of shut down.
This may be mellow dramatic but I can say with confidence that threads like these are the reason I'm alive today.
>>695673287
hngggggggggg right in the feels.
I had a Canadian friend who i met way back on cod 4.
i live in the uk and the only way we could play is if i stayed up all night.
ruined my sleeping patterns, still fucked up now.
we played every cod from cod 4 to mw3, pretty much every day.
One day he just didn't come on.
the feels when i didn't even get his last name after all those years.
the feels when i missed out on making friends in real life to play with this guy.
the feels when every time a new cod is announced i am reminded of our faceless friendship.
the feels when i don't even play online games anymore.
the feels when i messaged him for the last time and gave him my ps name on xbox 360 and told him i'd be getting a ps4 if he was ever gonna get a next gen console.
bummer.
Almost got cucked all because ex didn't have the balls to break up with me before flirting more with fuckboys who she's "friends" with but also complains that fuckboys won't go away.
She treated me like a dog and basically made me watch weeks of her flirting and going away to talk to other boys but whenever i went to her to spend time she gets annoyed all or pissy
BUT I dedicate nearly most of my time to be with her or give love
It's like she just shrugged it off to be with somebody else like her best friend (girl) or fuckboys as always
>>695687322
Now it's kind of like i can't get over her so it's sort of like I'm a mouse going back to a mouse trap to suffer more
Here's a sad one
>>695687322
She sounds like a cunt you faggot.
I hope you find someone better someday..
>>695687605
Unfortunately, I did think "She was The One" like the faggot i was but nah
Now I'm just pretty sure I'll never meet anybody better
>>695687739
I know the feel man,
i can't promise you will find better, but it can't hurt to try. Worst case scenario you get your heart broken again, oh well glue that shit back together and go again. whatever you do just don't off yourself over a chick, that shit is retarded.
>>695688032
Lesley... kek
>>695681848
Fuck mate,there's some gay shite in this thread,but this feel hit me hard.
A question for the older anons.
Does it come back? The spark that comes with your first love? Should I keep hoping or just accept that I'll never feel intense love again?
I know I'm being a soppy fag, but I gotta know.
Does it get better? Has my happiness already peaked?
>>695688170
You right
But usually it just feels like I'm fading away even more everytime i try.
I was so autistic once and down that I just accepted that i was always going to be alone and actually have autism
>>695688487
Probably the wrong people to be asking friend...
>>695688532
yeah shit is bad man.
Just have to fight through it, think of all the shit men had to go through in all the great wars. They got through that, you can get through this.
Start believing in yourself, go read some books on gaining confidence and shit. Try anything and everything. Good luck bro
>>695688303
what's funny about that?
>>695688906
I have some confidence already, but not at times like this where i have negative thoughts.
>>695688487
>Does it come back?
>Does it get better?
>Has my happiness already peaked?
no no and yes
>>695665784
Here we go anons,
You ready for a long story?
>be lonely middle schooler who surrounds himself with friends to be happy although damaged on the inside
>one of my friend gives me his old Minecraft account online
>plays Minecraft day n night for my entire life during middle school
>drag into the summer and I join my first online server
>only two players are online
>the admin
>Neverrendering
>both are super friendly and welcome me on to the server
>neverrendering is extremely shy for a boy
>the admin is probably in her late 20s
>both introduce me to the place and follow me around
>neverrendering comes in and brings me cake
>"hey Noobishness22 want to come check out my place?"
>"sure I'll go"
>my lil desert hut did not compare to the masterpiece of a castle I witnessed that day
>neverrendering toured me around and being the dork that I was, they began to like me and wanted to be my friend.
>we exchanged tumblrs, after neverrendering found out I wasn't a chick and wanted to be my friend
Cont..?
>>695668829
We need more poetry. please post more poetry.
>>695689246
Cont. And don't stop
This takes me back to my minecraft days back when it was still on pc
>>695689052
Well fuck, at least I know.
Time to get drunk at 6:30am
>>695668841
very very nice
does anyone have the greentext about the hockey player that died, I haven't seen it for years and ive been looking for it
>>695685352
this train is directed to Feeladelphia
welcome aboard /b/ro
>>695689540
That's one mans opinion, you can find happiness again. you won't if you give up on it though.
>>695689316
What'll it be, son?
Whiskey or rum?
Make your choice now before
you're misled by some.
That's all it is.
One or another.
Black or white.
Never go women, but brothers.
They'll take you and
ruin you.
Leave you with fuck all.
Like your mother
did me.
The cunt designed my flaws -
Crawl away, son.
To the next
Shithole you find.
Take your place,
and then duly start your grind.
No use dreaming.
Not in this cruel world.
You don't have wings,
If you did they'd be curled.
See, I never splashed.
So you'll never be a raindrop.
Be content whilst alone.
'Cus the pain, it won't stop.
So - what'll it be son?
Whiskey or rum?
Choose your answer wisely,
'Cus if it's wrong we're done.
>>695690022
am i a feelosoph?
>>695689412
Alright bro I feel ya, those were the days
>>695689246
>I scope out the scene and check neverrendering's tumblr
>holy shitballs
>he's
>a
>she
>I was so astounded by the discovery, I couldn't believe it
>she had beautiful pale skin and short brown hair
>eyes hazel mixed in with green
>neverrendering made me fluster and I had only met her over Minecraft
>I woke up the next day and got on hoping to see her again and there she was playing with her friends
>she was building stuff and being silly since the group was extremely close including the admins
>they would run around the town and I would watch
>as time progressed over the summer we became closer as friends such as
>trading skype info etc
>I find out she lives in Iowa, I live in Cali
>we started skyping every night p much although we have a 2 hour difference
>we played survival maps that were empty by ourselves or stay up during the late nights on the server
>we were best friends and that carried on throughout freshman
>we were inseperable
>we talked about funny posts we've seen and what not and shared silly stories from childhood experiences
>I'm falling for her
>this isn't just a friendship for me anymore
>I hadn't even met the girl in person and I had fallen for her
>>695688532
that image always gets me
proves how to ones who appear to be the strongest, are actually the most sensitive
people with religions
>>695690111
nice, thx anon
Man, this is true /b/. We aren't all assholes after all
>>695666180
God damn it. Every fucking day.
>>695690160
we all are
>>695689316
Don't know if this counts but fuck it
Everyone on this thread has died of depression
>>695690808
dumping
>>695690919
Depression is like the Sarlacc from Star Wars
Only the lucky escape
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WQYsGWh_vpE
i'll dump some of the saddest greentexts I have
>>695690184
Cont..
>she was the Apple of my eye and I adored everything she did
>her family knew me
>my family knew her
>it was a close bond
>throughout this time we start playing less and less Minecraft
>freshman year is a doozy for me
>I being a dumb horny teen date trashy girls and fuck them while still being best friends with neverrendering
>decide I should push my feelings of romantic interest towards her
>don't know how I'm going to do it, but I have to do it
>a couple weeks later a post about confessions shows up on my feed
>neverrendering posted it
>deep red=I'm in love with you
>so nervous to try and send over tumblr
>send her a text
At this point I have her phone# thanks to my older cousin who hated lag on bo2 since Skype took up a ton of our WiFi, he kinda forced me to man up and ask
>"uh I don't know how to say this but,
>"DeepRed"
>I wait for a response and the minutes drag along
Cont..
>>695690808
Everything is welcomed
>>695667654
cant go ten days without cheating definitely dump this bitch's ass man. That's how it is. Don't let yourself be fooled or blinded or emotionally manipulated by her or yourself. Dump her. ASAP.
>be me
>every relationship I show affection and love the girl it ends badly
>long story short my first proper gf died and since then its just been downhill
>get women easily with no problems if i treat them like shit and dont care for them
>stop doing this because I feel like a cunt and i dont want to upset others
>fine doing me for a while, doing great in fact
>girl falls for me out of no where
>the mroe i get to know her the mroe I like ehr as a friend more than anything
>start getting attracted
>no no no
>she says it, "I think I love you anon"
> mad dokis
>fuck it why not
>fall for her
>out of nowhere she starts losing interest
> m-m-muh depression
>okay i wont quit on her lets help her though this
>completely blocks me out
>tells me she still has feelings
>tells me she doesnt talk to her friends anymore
>her friends tell me otherwise
>im a huge faggot who falls deeply and takes ages to climb back out
>new girl on the scene
>she's nice, caring and kind
>also she got that phat ass
>at a loss because I'm still madly in love with the woman who tore my heart out
>wishing i could just switch off love for people outside of my friends and family
How do I am become cyberman? Nah but seriously I'm so fucking sick and tired of love, why is it when you're genuine and you give it your all, do nothing wrong and try your best they just fucking walk away, women make no sense and I bloody wish i was a faggot so I could take it up the arse and not have to deal with this bullshit.
>>695668450
i cried so much during that episode
>>695691271
I think the rate is nearing 5 to 1 odds now
>>695691087
Cont on a cliffhanger
Oh man
I hope this becomes the part where you two build a castle together in a relationship or end up dating and meeting eachother some day
>>695691477
I miss her
>>695691244
I completely know this feel and what you mean.
Ended up the same aswell except for the death
To become a cyberman
Simply browse /b/ or just 4chan in general until you lose feelings completely or get over those girls and find a different that will treat you the same as you treat her
>>695691602
We all miss someone anon
Hey /b,
just wanted to start out by saying I'm 16, to be honest. I don't want to look like those cringey phase kids that think they're something, but fuck, I'm depressed. Just writing this, my heart feels heavy and I'm finding it difficult to breathe. It's nothing too serious, but thought I'd share it to feel better. Now, I'm not poor, I don
t come from a family with problems, we're loving. I have everything I need and am happy in terms of that. I was always simple and I never like showing off. Basically why I'm depressed, I've never felt love, meaning, I've never had a girlfriend, and it's depressing to see my friends and shit hook up and being happy, everyday becomes more difficult. Also, my really good friends have turned to drugs, and fuck, it's difficult. When I found out they first tried, they promised me to never doing again, but now they're doing harder drugs, and I'm alone. No friends, no girlfriend. I still go out in the neighbourhood with some people I met, but it's not the same. I always put on a fake smile. I'm known for being the happiest and the funniest in my group of friends, and they all think I live an easy life, yet I work everyday and I'm fucking depressed. I dream of suicide, I mean, I live on the third floor, and there's a balcony next to my room, I know where my parents hide their shotgun. But I just can't get to doing it. I alway come so close to ending it, but I always think to myself, what will my parents, my friends, my love ones think? I'm still young, and I have so much shit to experience. I always tell myself to give it time, because it will come eventually, but then I think, what if I grow up alone and unloved.
So /b/ros, I know it's not too serious, but I would like your opinions, if you guys could shed some of your own lights on me, thanks :)
>>695688532
Holy fuck, why just just did this hit me so hard.
>>695691876
tfw I haven't cried in years
Come on /b/
make me feel emotion
>>695691763
>>695691735
>>695691540
>>695691510
>>695691401
>>695691271
>>695691247
Holy fuck this is pathetic. No wonder so many of you hate women
>>695691944
I used to cry in baw threads every night
>>695666486
Or someone who's really fucking good at polishing.
I honestly have no idea why I haven't killed myself yet.
>>695691758
2 year ban please
>>695691944
>>695692066
Nice blog post, faggot. Either do it or shut the fuck up, the universe doesn't give a fuck about your issues. What, no one will fuck the loner that mutters under his breath and spends his time on an image board for porn? Fucking loser, "tfw muh profound suffering I'm so deep kekek" grow the fuck up
>>695691370
You bet mein nigger
>>695691087
>she responds with I'm shocked
>but she feels the exact same way
>I'm super relieved that my efforts succeeded
>I goto pick up my phone since I tossed it after sending the super risky text
>we are confused on what we are at this very point
>for two whole weeks we go through the whole "are we dating or what's happening?" Phase
>finally we agree and that marks are relationship at november 1st of our sophomore year
>she and I are the best couple although we only exist online
>we do everything together that we could possibly do
>online games-ldr activities
>we plan to meet as well just to be happy and stuff
>the meet would have to wait for a year or so, but it's be possible
>we go on virtual dates almost every other few days
>text even more during school than we did as friends
>I begin to find out way more about her
>she a beautiful artist and draws amazing pictures and paints wonderful pieces
>I of course am a cartoonist in some way at this point in my life
>as well as a bit of singer
>she enjoys being an introvert
>I am a social butterfly
>she makes me her icon on tumblr
>and things are going great
>a year comes by
>the meet is coming closer and closer of an idea
>I'm so ready to meet her
>"hey anon"
>"yeah?"
>"I can't visit this summer"
Cont..
>>695692282
No one cares that you wasted your time on an imaginary girlfriend.
>>695691077
why did you post that anon
>>695672201
Talk to someone, people are paid to listen to you and help you see things from a perspective you yourself can not see. That or it could be a chemical mixup in your head making you feel this way, possibly a seratonin deficiency. What do you ENJOY, anon? dont focus on women, they come and go, focus on yourself.
I have no self confidence and no sense of self worth, and have had the shittiest relationship past going but I dont let it get me down, i invest all my spare time into playing the guitar because it makes me feel happy, its my outlet, my one thign i can invest time into~ you just need to find yours
>>695673809
Time will heal your wounds, anon.
For now, its time to turn the sads into mads and turn the mads into motivation, better yourself! show that bitch that she missed out on something special!
>>695674836
having a wife and kids > ficcle teenage experimentation
chin up, kid
>>695689316
o-ouch
>>695691675
I don't want to fall in love, my trust in women has been completely shattered again and again, I want to just grow older, have a stable job and adopt a child because so far I've not found a single person who doesnt leave me after I've fallen deeply and hurt myself. Worst part is I actually believe these bitches when they tell me they love me haha
>>695692007
The only female friends i have are completely unattractive. pretty girls are cunts.
>>695692108
Thanks for trying anon
>>695692026
still dumping
>>695692206
try not to cut yourself on that edge, I wouldn't want you to get hurt.
>>695692429
>pretty girls are cunts
Because they have to deal with unsolicited badgering by degenerate mouth breathers constantly you fucking imbecile
>>695692520
I'm not the woe is me suicidal attention whore you dipshit
This thread is the most middleschool tier one on /b/. Even the goddamn bananas are more deep than this kiddie pool filled with self made loser tears shed over trivial bullshit
>>695691758
Idk if im going to be useful or if my advice is right but im 3 years ahead of you and im sure someone out there is 3 years ahead of me and we're all dealing with the same shit. You have 2 options, keep going and pray for a miracle to change your life for you or change it yourself. I'm going to look back in a few years and regret every moment I spent waiting for it to happen. I'm not feeling up to the task of changing my life just yet but maybe you can be.
what I'm regretting right now is not making the most of highschool. It'll be over soon, you don't have to be around any of them eventually if you dont want to. if you want girls, turn on your alpha mode and go up to every single one that isnt a complete troll and find out whats beautiful about them. make friends with as many as you can. the ones that snob you off either don't know shit or are too busy dealing with their own problems. It'll happen if you do it this way, but it probably wont if you do nothing.
OH HOLY FUCK NO ONE SUCKS MY DICK I HAVE TO CRY ABOUT IT INSTEAD OF BECOMING AN INTERESTING PERSON :O MY LIFE IS SO FUCKING HARD
>>695692593
No one cares faggot
Your original comment was probably something he's heard countless times, he didn't come here for that
Why the fuck are you in a feels thread insulting people?
>>695692683
Just shut the fuck up already dipshit
Get out then
>>695691203
When is this set where there is no Internet
>>695668743
Navagate this Current system? Are there other systems a person should be aware of?
>>695692795
The future after net neutrality and 4chan being taken down
Scary thought I know
>>695692784
Wah wah I can post in animal cruelty threads and defend pedophilia but when someone points out how fucking retarded it is to whine about stupid shit I get defensive !!!
>>695692546
or because they dont know what its like to be insulted and believe they are gods own gift, youd be wrong to think im a mouth breather kissless virgin when I currently have a girl thirsting over my cock that i cant show affection for because the last pretty girl fucked me up so bad.
I'm telling you, anon, most really attractive girls are stuck up cunts who do nothing but talk shit about other people, take it from someone who was one of two males in a class of thirty five people. Its all they talked about, while the clever ones, the ones who werent constantly showered with affection put their efforts into things worthwhile and were better people because of it. Pretty girls are cunts.
you fucking pleb.
>>695691758
Underage b&
Why do people think that if i lack strength to kill myself, i have the strength to live?
>>695692862
Pretty girls are cunts because of the fat autists stalking and harassing them
>>695674836
these kind of posts are fucking dumb
>>695692717
Thanks man, I've thought of the same shit. I have made friends with some nice girls, and I think one of them is into me, but I can't find the courage to tell her my feelings. Also I have thought about changing shit myself, and it's slowly coming together, but shit's difficult
>>695692910
because you are afraid to die, you dont WANT to die, you just want to live happily.
>>695692945
which explains why they always talked shit about other girls, yeah makes perfect sense you fucking moron. Fuck up, ye?
>>695691077
Thanks anon. I've been looking for this one for awhile now.
>>695692859
I see that you're probably baiting but shit man, I'll bite
If being happy is okay why isn't being sad?
Everyone is sad sometimes, even if society likes to portray the opposite
And yes I think it is fine for all those threads to be there because who are you to shut it down bc you think it's degenerate
>>695692386
Oof that's p edgy, go back to reading the poetry instead of complaining.
>>695692282
>we're both broke it seems
>we decide to keep pushing for a longer date and it actually begins to snowball
>I join theater
Yeah I was a dramafag
>I run lights and what not she starts considering cheerleading
>we're both in respective places in highschool leaking into junior year
>things are going good for us by the end of sophomore year
>the normal schedule continues on and I have the routine phone call, except I begin to go for something different
>I thought I heard her moaning on the phone and so like a horney dumbass I go along with it
>"Anon what are you doing?"
>"o shit nigga"
Should I even cont, cause the cancer seems to be killing the thread.
>>695693187
continue anon
We're trying to stomp that tumor out
>>695682551
Think about it - there was never any "age of the warrior" that has come and gone. Right now, all over the world, there are people doing anything you could think to do. There are mad hermits living in mangrove swamps writing poems about frogs dancing with swans. Scarred and dour mercenaries drinking warm beer in bombed out buildings, waiting for the bullet that retires them. Meth mouth men and women 30 years older than their age laughing around a campfire while they rattle on about dreams.
A thousand years ago, taxes and drudgery and petty frustrations all existed. You just shat blood and went blind from various plagues while working your miserable job, hoping the landlord wouldn't have you thrown into a cesspit for looking at his daughter.
>>695693187
Im reading and saving.
Finally found this one again.
>>695691089
Is that Hunter?
>>695693424
Not sure what you're talking about
I found this pic on 4chan
Newfag here, can somebody please tell me how will i be able to find this thread on archives??
>>695693691
Sorry man no archives on /b/ except ones hosted outside the site
It's pretty hard to find specific threads there
>>695693187
Keep going
