Can we get a late night feels thread going?
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Can we get a late night feels thread going?
>>695482997
bump
>>695482997
bump
kinda been feeling like shit this month. thinking my girlfriend has lost interest in me. stop going to the therapist because i thought i didnt need it but i dont know guys
>>695482997
4 funerals this year so far. Lost my job and my girlfriend in january. Good new medication for depression. Not working.
>>695483728
Never had a girlfriend, but I get the therapist thing. I just hate talking to people, especially about my feelings. I would always lie to her anyways, so here was no point in going.
Kinda down this week. Had a couple karaoke dates lined up, but decided to cancel cause I'm breaking out in a rash and my place is too messy atm. Need motivation to get my ass back to the gym, and need to start applying to jobs again instead of fucking around on 4chan all day, but guess it is what it is
Let's do it.
Hung out with my ex today. I've been getting my shit together trying to get myself in a good position and I was gonna see how she felt about getting back together before I just let it go. So her phone starts getting blown up and I look over to see who's texting her so much. The name of some guy I've never heard of and she texts him back "I miss you baby." So I ask her who's blowing up her phone and she tells me it's one of our friends. So I ask her anyway and when she gives me a vague answer. I ask if she already found somebody new.
Cue defensive mode, denying it saying she doesn't want to be with anyone for a while and eventually the waterworks. Say's she just wants to be friends for now. But she's a shitty friend. I have to put in all the effort or there's absolutely nothing and when I point this out, "Well I'm just really busy all the time I swear we'll do more together soon." Like it's hard to take 5 seconds to even shoot me a text.
So I'm out. If she wants to actually make an effort then we'll see but I really don't care anymore.
Smoking weed by myself and browsing /b/ for the 497th night in a row
>>695486270
She sounds like a bitch, TBH. I guarantee that if you hadn't caught her, she would've fucked him tons of times while leeching off of you. She sounds toxic, and it's for the better that you leave her.
>>695486270
Thay is the only way to roll anon. Bitches love keeping a guy on the hook until their new situation is stable. She doesn't make any effort because she doesn't have to.
Bounce the fuck out and head on the prowl
I still feel a lot for my ex. She's a tempermental, hot-headed girl, but she's passionate, hard working and a bit damaged. We've been broken up for a long time on mutual, long-distance-caused terms and I'm really happy with my new girlfriend.
But everytime I see her tweet about being lonely (she tweets a lot) or see her at a party yelling at this prick of an ex she has, I can't help but want to help her. But I can't because it makes my current girl mad uncomfortable which is understandable tbh.
I really would love to be a friend to her and help her be better. Fix some of that damagedness, because I know I can, but I have to resign to possibly watching more men fuck her over and, possibly, her own self-destruction.
>>695486932
>I really would love to be a friend to her and help her be better. Fix some of that damagedness, because I know I can, but I have to resign to possibly watching more men fuck her over and, possibly, her own self-destruction.
Protip : ypu fucking cant, get that illusion out of your head.
Change like that has to come from within. Sometimes you have to fucking let go and move on.
>>695486335
Remarkable consistency. If you had written only one page each of those nights, you would have a novel by now (of at least a collection of thoughts that might give you clearer insight into yourself).
If you had sent a single message on OK Cupid/tinder/etc, odds are you wouldn't be by yourself 497 attempts later.
And if you had planted a single weed plant each of those days... Well then you could buy that shit all day and turn vegetarian nigga ;)
>>695486335
287th here.
>>695487294
Man, I feel that, I really do. The feeling really only comes back when I see her at parties (which is a lot in the caribbean). Thing is when we were together she was actually getting a lot better, but my being abroad in university killed that right quick. I've "moved on" so to speak in the sense that, I'm super happy with my girl to the point where I'm considering spending the rest of my life with her.
It's just a nagging feeling in the back of my head yknow? She's dumb. I know. I can't do shit. I know. But its just a nagging feeling I hope goes away with time.
Ok so this just happened
>Meet girl (I forget how I did)
>we talk a lot
>She tells me she's diagnosed with depression and cuts
>I've saved three people, saving her should be no problem
>Been months
>She still tries to kill herself
>I have to leave tomorrow for family stuff
>saying bye to her
>She says she cut again
>She then begins to imply that she's gonna kill herself tonight
>Hours of talking, I cried in a bathtub for about an hour
>We come to an agreement
>She won't talk to me anymore (She said not to make me hurt any more) And she won't kill herself
I'm gonna miss you, Fiona
>Living each day behind a mask
>People always complain about feeling bad all the time
>But at this point in my life, i wish i could feel anything
>My bestfriend died in February 2014
>"But Anon get the fuck over it"
>Its not that i havent moved on, its literally i cant remove myself from that day
>All i feel is ice
>Not to long after he died my girlfriend cheated on m
>Being the super beta dumbass, i forgive her
>Fucking 5 times
>BetaDumbass.png
>She cheated 5 times on me and i forgave her
>I always feel stuck in the same year
> My heart frozen
>I might as well be a human vampire now
>If i get a girlfriend its only for sex and to manipulate her into giving me all i want
>basicly my total slave
>Thats the only way i get through my life.
>Stealing life from others
>>695488205
Don't let her go anon
>>695488205
NIGGER no. This is where you reassure her that you'll keep in touch (not a lot.every so often)
She's probably used to pushing people away and you gotta try to show her you're not just another in and out person in her fucked up life. Try to be a constant.
waiting to be sentenced to a year in jail. probably gonna kill myself if that happens (id say its about 50/50 right now) 25 yr old virgin who is continually driving away his friends. really hoping i have the balls to end it but ive had the thought before and never done it.
>>695487789
It'll go away. You can't save the world. Do the best you can without destroying yourself. And leave it just a little but better and you've won.
>>695488205
let her do it. Its a way to get you to give her more attention she wont actually do it
>>695488205
Doesn't sound like someone pushing you away it sounds like she's manipulating you to control your time and actions.
>>695489129
dont man. i know where your at. when you get out youll find the right girl
>>695486618
I realize now that I'm better off without her. It's been pretty eye opening.
>>695486634
>Bitches love keeping a guy on the hook until their new situation is stable.
Because this is exactly what it fucking is. If she would have just fucking told me it wouldn't have been such a big thing but deliberately lying to me several times to try and have her cake and eat it too is bullshit.
>Bounce the fuck out and head on the prowl
Is exactly my plan. I've got an old fuckbuddy I'm gonna call up and I'm getting shit done for me.
>>695488710
Press on anon
And I claim I'm not excited with my life any more
So I blame this town, this job, these friends
The truth is it's myself
And I'm trying to understand myself
and pinpoint where i am
When I finally get it figured out
I've change the whole damn plan
I've changed my mind so much I cant even trust it
My mind changed me so much I cant even trust myself
I'm on a road
Shaped like a figure 8
I'm goin' nowhere
But I'm guaranteed to be late
I drove around for hours
I drove around for days
I drove around for months
And years and never went no place
Other people's lives seem more interesting because they aint mine
well i'm fed up and i need to go
out of existance or just down the road forever..
We don't remember just how we got here
We don't belong here
We were just born here
Oh my God, I've gotta gotta gotta gotta move on
Where do you move when what you're moving from is yourself?
Should I tell me crush I like her or not?
Is missing the chance worse than rejection?
>>695489147
Thanks anon. Friends have been telling me the "You cant save the world thing" a few times over the last few years and I've really started to apply it to my modus operandi. Shit is hard to do with a first real love. But I'll keep trying. Blessings bruv
I gotta just throw this out here guys.
I'd been fighting a bad depressive episode Early this afternoon, I (finally) wrote out my story of the one who got away. It's not overly interesting compared to many (but it's mine.) Someone said they were going to save it. I don't know why; I guess they found it interesting.
Flash forward to work tonight. Out of nowhere my brain concocts the most implausible, half-baked scenario of her seeing it, getting back in touch with me, and my missing piece is returned. There's a better fucking chance of me winning the lottery when I don't play than this happening.
And yet...it worked. That illogical fantasy was enough to pull me the rest of the way out of the despair I found myself in.
She saved me. Even after all these years, she managed to save me.
>>695490120
Yes missing the chance is always worse than rejection. Do it.
>>695490120
No reason not to.
When you look back on regrets it won't be that she said no, it'll be that you didn't try.
>>695490120
Fucking do it anon. You'll never forgive yourself if you dont
>>695490120
If you get the vibe she digs you back, go for it. Worst case, she doesn't like you back which honestly isn't that fucking bad, then you can be like, "Ah well. No big deal" and keep a friend out of it.
Just don't be autistic and write her a long as poem or some shit. Just be casual about it, if she does, great. If not, okay, still friends.
Win-lesser win
>>695490296
One in a million, bro. One in a million.
>>695490120
Just do it man, no reason not to honestly
>>695489991
shit thats dope.
sounds like lyrics
>>695489519
i wont make it in jail. i had to do 5 days in county when i was arrested and almost got my ass kicked twice. real prison will eat me alive im a fat nerdy white boy doing time with mexicans and meth heads. ive been contemplating suicide for over a year this is just the final straw for me
>>695490719
Nuh uh mother fucker. No. Noooooo. No.
>>695490474
>>695490489
>>695490456
>>695490453
>>695490311
The thing is, is that I used to be friends with her a long time ago. (However we grew apart (no friendzone))
She is now in the same class with me and I'm afraid it may make it awkward the rest of the year
>>695490968
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=49Gz0Jfp-jI
Watch this anon.
Bump-o
>>695491009
And plus I'm young, (17) Where would I take her?
I'd say I am attractive, but I and autistic when it comes to how to please a girl on a date
>>695491009
Stop making fucking excuses and do it, don't miss out on life, take a risk don't play it safe
>>695491009
Just don't make a big deal out of it and don't spazz out if she says no.
>>695491009
Who gives a shit about awkward. If she rejects you then you can just ignore her. If you don't tell her it'll tear you apart inside
>>695491194
If you can make her laugh, you've already won half the battle
>>695491194
Okay answer these questions:
>How often do you fucks talk
>Yall hang out at school/class/what the fuck ever?
>How hot is she
>Is she shallow enough to let you asking her out ruin the friendship?
>>695490489
Did this recently, got rejected but it was satisfactory, I had been secretly in love for years, now I feel like at least I tried, and I'm satisfied
>>695491009
the best advice you could ever receive in this situation is simply, do not give a fuck.
Sleeping is the same thing as being dead, so im gonna go die now
>>695491573
The dead don't dream.
I'm having my first daughter in a few months. Excited and terrified.
>be me
>be 15 at the time
>go on vacation to beanland country to see grandma for the summer
>hanging out at the park with some bros playing basketball
>all of sudden qt 3.14 girl shows up and wants to play
She's was 13
>everyone else is telling her to fuck off but I was a total white knight faggot and said "Cmon guys just let her join"
>she's a total ballhog, likes to talk shit, but damn she was a qt
>light brown hair, carmel eyes, light skin >didn't look anything like the beandip chick's from around
>at first she barely noticed me, but she always showed up to the park to play basketball with me, some guys and this middle-aged lady who was pretty cool
(more on the old lady later)
>anyways we became friends kinda, but she liked this guy who lived next door from where I was staying
>after a few weeks we started to hang out more
>it was her, me, my best friend, and the guy next door.
>one night we all go to the park as usual and me and friend see that they're getting real touchy and shit
>I decide to just listen to some music while my friend goes and fucks with them telling her to just suck him off
>I'm sitting there feeling kinda awkward cuz shes all up on his shit and getting flirty
>it starts to get late so we decide to leave
>she gives him a quick kiss on the lips and runs off
>I leave thinking to myself how much of a cuck I am sitting there watching this qt kiss some other dude
>Feelsbadman.jpg
>after a few days she starts coming up to me more often, always smiling at me and grabbing my arm or leg
>everyone starts noticing and starts giving me shit saying how she likes me and that I'm totally in to her and yaddayadda
>old lady friend says I should man up and kiss her
>to much of a pussy to say anything about anything so I always just laugh and smile when people mention her
>this goes on for a few weeks, we all hang out, she always looking for me at home or asks about me
>feelinggood.png
Cont....
>spent a long time unemployed
>finally get a two part-time jobs
>one only scheduled me two days a week for three hours
>the other was actually a good job with good benefits and good scheduling
>quit the first job a week ago
>get fired from the second one because they were only looking for temporary employees
>unemployed again
Life is fucking bullshit. I don't know what to do.
>>695491422
> 0 times a month bc I'm shy as fuck (she is also shy, so that doesnt help)
>We both go to this music camp thing together, yet we dont talk
> 11/10 to me. 8/10 to others
> not shallow
I'm a decent looking, slightly above average intelligence, white male with a stable household and living conditions with as much food as I need to consume. Also I'm high right now, so life is good.
Feels Good Man.
>>695491821
CONT
>One night while she's headed home, old lady friend tells me I should go after her and give her a kiss goodnight
>she over hears us and starts running home
>me and some friends go running after her
>I'm running down the street but all of sudden lose sight of her
>she must have gone into somebody else's house
>decide to sit on the other side of the street since I knew she would have to come by
>after several minutes she casually walks down the road looking at her phone and stops right in front of me for a few seconds without saying anything
This is exactly what I said
>"damn, your slow"
>she keeps looking at her phone, says hmhmm and runs off
>I sit there thinking, "what the hell is her problem? Why didn't she say anything?"
>wasn't till several weeks later that I found out she was playing hard to get
>she was waiting for me to walk over to her and kiss her
Fuck I'm such an autist
Anyways
>we keep hanging out and one afternoon, the old lady decides that we should all go for a hike
>so it's me, qt, old lady, her daughter, friend, and few others
>we all head to my great grandfather's farm which is like 5 miles outside of town
>when we get their, my aunt shows up with a bunch of girls from the neighboring town
>see this one girl who gives me the eye and I just decide to keep it cool
>We all go out into the field to play some soccer since it was a bunch of people,
>middle of the game qt3.14 comes up to me and grabs my face and looks me dead in the eyes
>shitfuckwhatsgoingon.jpg
>I wasn't really paying attention to her so I just grab her and bring her in for hug
Just fucking end me bros
>once the game's over the all the girls head home and the older one is still giving me the looks
>I'm trying to play it sauve and say my goodbyes
>few days after that, notice that qtpie is starting to talk to me less and less
>she even starts to ignore me completely and runs off whenever she sees me
>I decide to ignore it and not let it get to me
It does
CONT
anyone else fuck their girlfriend while putting a cucumber in her ass?
>>695491827
Keep putting in job applications and call them instead of waiting for them to call you. Hell if nothing else you can always get on at McDonald's.
>>695490768
>>695490825
>>695490871
This hits home for me
>>695492194
>justfuckmeintheassjerry.jpg
>feelsdeppressedmange.png
>start looking for her, but everytime she sees me she just looks aways and goes somewhere else
>old lady and my friend say that she's being a total bitch and that she doesn't know what she's missing out on
>makes me feel slightly better, but still
>start hanging out with old lady, her daughter (11), who was much nicer, cooler and less of a bitch than qt, and my friend
old lady was pretty much my best friend throughout the whole summer, she always took me out for walks, go to the park, get Icecream (despite me always paying)
she was pretty cool and we always hung out and joked around alot which some people probably thought was weird
>anyways I invite all 3 of them to dinner one night
>headed to restaurant when all of a sudden
>goddammit.wav
>qtbitch lives right next door
>she hears us and steps outside while ignoring me
>I jokingly (unjokingly) ask her why she won't talk to me
>She doesn't say anything
I honestly hate my fucking self
>me still being a beta cucklord asks her if she wants to go out for dinner with us
>"No, I'm working on a dress I have to wear blah blah"
>say okay and leave to another restaurant since the one there didnt have what we wanted
>friend tries to cheer me up by telling me she can go ahead and eat shit
>fast forward
>go to park and hang out with old lady's daughter
>I started to like her alot more than qtbitch (as a friend)
>tells me my "gf" is out dancing on the other side of park
they had this zumba shit or whatever thing that all the chicks 3went to
>see her amidst all the grown ups
>call her but as always she doesn't say anything
>it starts pouring all of a sudden
>everyone frantically runs home, but I sit there under the patio along with the old lady since she goes to the dance thing
>sit there a while not saying a word and decide that I can't stand it
>I run out into the rain and decide to go after her thinking....
This is literally autism that took me over
CONT
>>695490581
they combined like 3 different songs
She's hurting me a lot but i still fucking loving her. I dont know what to do, i feel lost
ive been hung up on this girl for the longest time, i think about her on my free time. during school we would occasionally look each other in the eyes for a split second, and that alone would make the difference a good and sub par day. i have dreams about her, and not any sexual ones, literally ones where we just talk, only for it to end with me waking up and wanting to kill myself. i know she doesn't love me, but i cant accept that, and i'm afraid that's the worst part.
>>695492516
It would for me, too, if I had a cake for any of my last God-only-knows-how-many birthdays.
>>695492516
im sorry anon...
I fell in love with an imaginary girl in my dream once, it felt too real.
>>695490120
Here's something you'll learn later in life. No fucking regrets!!
It's a crush.... if you hit on 100 bitches and get turned down by 99, ya still got laid bro.
>>695482997
>>695488887
I already tried she's stubborn
>>695492873
Me too
She will be back
and you will live for these dreams
Anyone else here hide their emotional empty self by being as sarcasstic as possible and by using a very dry sense of humor ? It makes people laugh so I guess it works. Also i like seeing others happy.
>>695492889
yea but we dont talk ever, do i just walk up to her and ask her on a date? Yet we havent had a conversation in 4 years??
>>695492641
>I run out into the fucking thunderstorm
>shit's pouring bricks and lighting is striking every other second
>whole time I'm thinking...
>"maybe if I go after her and go to her house in the rain she'll come out and talk so I can finally kiss her in the the rain and it's gonna be fucking romantic like in the movies and she'll always want to be with me"
Jesus fucking Christ it makes me cringe just remembering it.
Autism at its finest boys
>so I go out into the rain and turn a corner when all of a sudden I see my friends little brother coming after me
>whatthefuck
>GOT ANY GAMES?!!
>what the fuck kid, go home
>"I WANNA PLAY GAMES ON YOUR PHONE"
>sigh, fine come with me and you can play games afterward
>starting running towards the edge of town since thats where she lived
>it's pouring fucking mini vans outside and I'm soaking wet from head to toe
>kid is running behind me, freezing his ass off and shivering
>this kid is gonna get fucking hypothermia
>finally get to her house
>thisisitboysfinallygonnadoit.png
>Knock
>....
>Nothing.
>not even a sound
>justfuckmeintheassjerry
>feel like a complete retard and now I have to head all the way home with a fucking child in my arms in the pouring rain
CONT
>>695490172
No problem but I see your hang up bro.
First love.
You can't save the world and nothing lasts forever.
Move along and be you, don't let anyone or anything not let you be you.
I've been there before.
>>695493044
Are you me?
>>695493133
Nigger Story
City of Niggers
Nigger Squad
Finding Niggers
>>695493044
you are 17 years old.
i was you once.
it will pass
>>695493297
fuk wrong thread
>>695493133
Hey we both got dubs
>>695493356
kek.
link to thread you meant to respond too?
>>695491009
Don't make it a big deal. It'll only be awkward if you make it that way.
Don't profess your undying or get Spergy just ask if she wants to grab a beer and a steak or something.
>>695493409
THE PROPHECY IS BECOMEINGTRUE
>>695493409
We are one and the same feels bro
>>695493044
I do
>>695493108
>frantically running down the street with a child in my arms
>almost home
>all of a sudden....
>there she is....
>qtbitch walking down the street with an umbrella
>NOT THIS TIME. NOT AGAIN
>ENGAGE!
>PrimalRetardInstinctsActivate.png
>a surge of a thousand autists forces it's way into my body and my predatory instincts kick in
>I fling the hypothermia kid into a fucking puddle and start running after her
>shes smiling the whole time, thinking it's a game
>THIS AIN'T NO GAME LITTLE LADY
>running down the street after her when all of a sudden I hear shouting
>QTBITCH WHAT ARE YOU DOING??! GET INSIDE NOW
>oh fuck....
>we both stop at the doorway and I ask her why she doesn't want to talk to me
>Smiles cynically and says nothing
>she steps inside the house and this lady is at the door wondering what the hell is going on
>"who's this guy?"
>uhh..um..ummm
>is he your boyfriend?
>"No, he's just some guy from the U.S. who likes me"
>where you from?
>tell lady my state
>so who is he?
>"Thats *grandmas* grandson"
>oh
>Ifeltlikeshittingmyself
>hey qtbitch are you should go to the park
>are you crazy?
>"I meant tommorow"
>dosent say anything
>by now lady at the door way sees the kid I flung into the middle of the street
>who's that boy with you?
>tell her it's just some kid who followed me
>he walks up, shivering his ass off
>next thing you know for more lady's show up at the door
>ohfuck
I don't know if it was a nun house or what the hell it was but it wasn't her house
>"OH MY GOODNESS THAT POOR CHILD IS FREEZING"
>"SO YOU'RE CHASING LITTLE BOYS AND GIRLS?"
>"THE POOR BOY, WHO IS HE?"
>stand there awkwardly for a few seconds, pick up the kid, and run home
>tfw rejected by qtbitch again
>tfw when some nun house probably thinks I'm a pedophile
>tfw when soggy socks
JUST.
>>695493510
>>695490881
here u go
>>695493327
What comes next then?
>>695491194
Fuck it go bowling, it gives breaks away for a couple minutes to compose and keep your shit together.
No movies, ya can't talk at the damn movie
>>695493044
I used to. Now I go for self-deprecating humor to hide how insecure I am and how I still carry emotional scars from Junior High 18 years ago.
>>695491715
It's cool. It's just on the job training bro.
I've got 3 myself.
Never saw me with them when I didn't have them, can't imagine life before I had them now
>>695493707
more lmfao
>>695493953
i get it
>>695493972
can u give me some words of encouragement to talk to her tomorrow?
>>695483346
>>695486279
>>695493044
>>695494080
...fuck. Did we do anything to deserve this? Or are circumstances just shit most of the time?
>>695494458
I think we just happend to draw the shortest straw.
>>695493707
what happened next anon
>>695494217
Cheers. I'm optimistic. Hope your little ones reach their full potential.
Does anyone ever get afraid of what will happen tomorrow? I wake up and most of the time I'm completely emotionless, but I always feel scared when I shut my eyes.
>>695482997
I don't 'feel' anything right now tbh. I'm not mad, happy, sad, or anything. I'm really just stoic, but with an underlying sense of anger and disgust.
I guess I'm feeling that.
>>695494458
Life is a spectrum. For every happy extrovert there exists an introvert who's been beaten to shit for whatever reasons. Light and dark, joy and sorrow. Our world is defined by contrast. We, the depressed, rejected, autistic, or otherwise "damaged," have to exist so the rest of humanity can define "normal."
That's kinda my take on it.
>>695491020
kekkle
>>695486279
>lonely people are always up in the middle of the night
kinda true for me
but why?
>>695494734
>>695495323
It seems it just gets harder and harder, lads. But just keep on doing the best you've got you glorious bastards.
>tfw the thread is about to 404
>tfw you're redirrected back to /b/'s /b/ullshit threads
>tfw you're now alone in the vast /b/
>>695495085
>>695494234
>inb4 banned
I don't know yet...guess I'll find out tommorow :|
>>695496027
>Because we're still waiting for something that will never come
2:41 am here
>>695491843
Jesus christ lad. Fucking do it. Do it for all of us that missed their chance
Got a shitty story /b/, sorry as I cannot greentext well.
>Be freshman in high school
>Anxious, always wear hoodie and blush from anything
>Always getting rejected by girls I like
>Meet personal 10/10, unexplained feelings from her
>ask her out, she says yes, have happiest vibe of my life
>best friends with good friends room mate
>always spend the night at same house
>cuddle up on the couch and sleep together, start not being able to sleep well unless im with her
>one time be laying outside together watching stars
>"Hey anon? I've never been this happy in my whole life"
>die of happiness and tell her the same
>soon drama happens
>End up fighting over friend who hits on her that she wont tell to fuck off
>break up comes along
>flip out and spend whole semester trying to get her back
>constantly pushed away
>spend next three years trying to find out how to move on
>Be senior fagit
>get a few girlfriends but leave because I wasn't clingy enough and seemed distant
>always check up on ex but stay away
>shes dating some older guy who yells at her, cheats on her and nearly beats her but she keeps getting back with him
>end up hiding away in my own bubble as she keeps trying to bring me back in her life
>try dating again but can't end up feeling for anyone
>constant guilt comes over and can't sleep without breaking down over her
>tfw no one feels the same as she did
>tfw you will never get that feeling back
>tfw you won't be enough for your true oneitis
It's been almost 4 years, I can't get her out of my head /b/ and I have never felt the same since.. How do you make the bad feels go away?
ill give you a bump, im feeling like shit.
>>695496393
Same time zone bud
>>695492516
Happy late birthday Anon!
>>695496557
same here
>>695496119
You too m8
I don't think I'll ever find love, i'm about to start at some shitty community college and I've never had a girlfriend or been someones crush. I've always been alone and I feel like someday its all going to get to me and im going to blow my brains out
>>695493065
Walk up and ask her if she's interested in going out and doing something, not a date. If she says yes say we'll what day think about.......bowlimg,fishing, whatever ya know
>>695496475
You don't, you either get used to it or grow over it eventually. But there'll always be a tiny part of you that won't let go, that reminds you on those nights when you can't sleep.
>>695496475
without bad feels we have no good feels anon
>>695490825
My worst fucking fear. Fuck I'll off my self if it comes to this
>>695492825
Happy late birthday to you too as well Anon!
>>695492825
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
We love you b/ro
>>695493065
Try asking her if she is free on some day whenever and if she would like to hangout then.
>>695497034
>>695497181
Four months late, but it's the thought that counts?
>>695497338
>>695496932
how do I get her alone? She is with a friend 24/7.
>>695495122
Yours as well. They'll become the center of your world and everything you do will be to push them ahead.
Get ready for 6 months of lack of sleep, nap when ya can.
And if you get one of those colic crying fits that's driving you to a rage set the kid down for a few and compose in another room. That's the 2 biggest things I can think of right now.
Any questions ask away bro.
>>695496944
Ain't no sweet without the bitter motherfuckers.
1/?
>>695498172
2/?
I just miss you know
>>695497601
I don't sleep as is so I'm not too worried about that part. Thanks for the advice. I'm not worried about cleaning up shit. I'm just worried that she will come out healthy at this point.
>>695498248
3/?
>>695498332
4/?
>>695494393
Other anon but, fuckin give yourself some fuckin credit man. You're gonna be fuckin amazing. She's gonna say she'll love to hang sometime, and it'll get even better from there
>>695498414
5/?
>>695498468
6/?
>>695498172
>>695498248
>>695498332
>>695498414
>>695498468
>>695498539
7/7 Its all done
Got rejected by my crush today. Now I'm up at 1:00 AM watching Naruto and drinking vodka.
>>695497545
Who cares if she's alone, it's not an intimate moment. Whatever you say to her and she says to you will get relayed to said friend regardless.
You've just kinda gotta not care, be chill and just ask her by name.
Don't go over and say hey guys, then look and talk to her, say hey (name) I was wondering if you'd be interested in going out and doing something sometime
Ask what she's into, even if you know.
If you know what she does in her spares let us know well see what we can come up with.
Also it has to be in a place with ppl and you have to be able to talk while
Hey guys, i'm 16. How do you know if you love someone ?, I never had a gf but i could if i wanted to, i just don't fell like i should be whit someone.
I know a girl, i think i like her but i don't feel like i love her.
Is love just that ?
>>695498291
Fuck bro, when my first came out I did an inspection like buying a used car..... fuck I was scared of somethijg being wrong.
But don't sweat it too bad.
>>695498963
You're 16. Ask her out, you're not supposed to know what love is at that age.
>>695498963
You feel alive when she talks to you.
>>695497545
It doesn't matter if she isn't alone. Their friend will probably eg them into it too
Good night anons. Love you guys
>>695498743
If you were rejected you were wasting your time and now you've freed that up.
Any "relationship" that I was/am in never started from a crush really. The short not quite a relationship ones di tho.....
>>695499221
Night m8
>>695499221
Night, night /b/ro. Keep your head up. xo
>>695498291
Hey bro driving home. If this 404s start a new thread and I'll hop back on in a few
>>695499060
I'll try. Goodnight anon, and thank you.
>>695499221
Sleep tight babe
>>695498798
She loves music. Esp rock. She's heavily into the beatles, david bowie, led zeppelin, ect.
She speaks so quietly that you can barely hear her (i.e. is shy). Yet, she is actually the most beautiful person ever.. and no one even knows her
>>695498963
You know you love someone when you start acting like I am
>>695499297
Then I'm explaining it really badly. I've known her since 1st grade. She's the only girl I've felt I could really talk to. It's devastating.
>>695482997
My girlfriend broke up with me /b/ because I played too many games. I didn't even care. Its been weeks now, and I've realized that my life is literally a sack of shit. I think that's why I play games. Because the characters I play are more interesting than my real life.
>>695482997
I am desperate for advice here. I feel very lonely. Even though I have been with this girl for months. I love her, but sometimes I feel emotionless. Does she feel more love for me, equal, or do I just love her? To contribute to the feels with OC. Which we all already have plenty of.
>be laying in my bed
>looking up at the ceiling
>thinking...
>a tear rolls down my cheek as I realize
>this thing, that follows me around
>the monster that gets bigger everytime I feed it
>tears start to fall rapidly as I realize
>it will be the thing that kills me
>>695498963
16 here too
>fell hard for a girl recently
>talk everyday, same interests and shit
>ask her out
>says she'd love to but can't bc she doesn't want to hurt me
>haven't spoken for a while
wat do?
>>695499634
Shes not in to you.
>>695499634
She's with someone else and she couldn't bring herself to tell you, thus hurting you. Move on, she's only another chick, at least she's sparing your feelings.
>>695499634
Move on. It's the only thing you really can do. It will hurt but eventually you'll get over it.
>>695499485
Driving >>695497545
Give me a few to get home guys
If it 404s fire up a new thread and I'll jump in. About 10 minutes
>>695499557
Try to find other hobbies, soldering, programming. It's not hard! Try to follow a dream. Even if you think they are long gone. Don't like your life? Than try to make it better! Go out into the world. Even if you don't have money. Go out and take in the fresh air. And just know, someone else is there. In the same place as you, it's not only you my friend. As all of us, still have time until the end.
I miss her
She doesn't miss me
>>695499946
This sucker ain't 404ing any time soon. The feel train has no brakes.
>>695499946
alright anon
>>695499221
Night /b/ro. Hope tomorrow is better for you.
Anyone, just want to talk about things?
I haven't kept up to date with the latest gaming news. What are some games I should look forward to?
>>695500422
battlefield one
Hey /b/ maybe you can help me out.
The love of my life left me.
I suffer, suffer like a dog for the following months.
And things start to get better on the outside: I've got a great job, lots of freedom, I'm going to the gym, am in really good shape, got money and time for all my hobbies, get 2-3 girls a week but I can't defeat this encumbering sadness that loom over every single action I do.
Every night I dream of her and hear her voice in my sleep.
there's not a day that I can free my mind from her.
And I don;t understand the reason for this pain, i doesn't make me grow as a person, it doesn't make me realize anything, it just burns of a constant and never-ending weight in the middle of my chest.
I'm going insane, quite literally: I often surprise myself having fully developed conversation with a person that isn't there.
Sometimes in the morning i look at myself in the mirror and can't help but spit at the reflection.
How can someone who has life offering him so much find himself stuck on this single thing?
I don;t know what to do /b/.
I think constantly of just ending it all, and certain night I take a walk on the train tracks with the ipod at max volume hoping not to hear anything.
And I hate myself for being so ungrateful to life
Is it bad that I feel an insatiable urge to fight heroically and ultimately die for a cause as a hero?
Since I was a child I fantasized about the valor of my ancestors and grandparents. Proudly charging into battle knowing full well that they and all their comrades may not live to see another day. Animated not by money, not by reward, but for heroism and valor. The fire in their eyes set ablaze by their beliefs, it and all those who fell in battle before them pushing them to fight and struggle with the valor and courage of a knight.
I want to be this man but there are no causes to fight for. The military fights only for oil and Israel. I miss the days when we stood for something.
>Tfw can't be medieval crusader
>Tfw can't be a German soldier removing commie pest from Europe like my great grandfather was
>>695493044
All the time. I always joke about how I'm dying on the inside in a sarcastic way, but I'm not actually joking: I'm running out of reasons to live.
>>695482997
I just found out Kek is 4Real.
I encourage you to pray i you feel bad :D
Have a good day / night Anon.
PRAISE KEK
>>695500525
Watched the release stream for it. Hyped for it already. I kinda just want a new experience in a game. Which is hard to find these days.... I actually played GTA San Andreas a few times in the past few weeks. Just feels right.
>>695499456
I'm back. She play any instrunents??
>>695500422
I'm actually pretty excited for Halo Wars 2. Really liked the first one despite the pretty widespread hate for it.
>>695493044
No because I don't have any friends or job so I don't have to hide anything
>>695487750
>>695500422
depends what you're into, really
i personally feel like there's a pretty long dry spell going on, but that's because the types of games i like are very hard to make and master, so it's understandable
a lot of people are looking forward to battlefield 1 though, if you're into shooters
there are also a lot of indie titles sprouting about all over the place
hopefully you can find something you like
>>695500422
I'm waiting for Persona 5. Looks pretty good
>>695500605
I feel the exact same. Gone are the days when there was a cause to fight for.
what're some good songs to listen to when sad?
>>695500663
I know anon i do the same.
>>695500713
Guitar, 10x better than me though
>>695499485
You've funneled yourself there me thinks.
Routine is reassuring the new and unknown turns ppl to introverts.
I had a crush on this girl I played in a band with for a while then finally hooked up with her
I had built things up way to much in my head.....
Y'know things are going to shit when the chorus of Filthy Frank's "Fried Noodles" actually speaks to you on a deep level.
>>695500595
I feel you anon. Honestly... It's... Believe it or not. I don't know how you will take this. It's simply. Instincts. You saw her as a potential mate that had a great possibility of having healthy off spring. This is a weird answer to a seemingly complicated question. You can try to win her back, or make yours happy anon. Do new things.
>>695487750
I wish anon, I wish.
>>695500944
encouraging music. Good music that isnt depressing.
Sometimes I listen to Nuvole Bianche and sometimes I listen to The Pretender by the foo fighters. Depends what I am in the mood for.
STANDING
>>695501061
I'm just really bad at getting to know anyone, especially women. She's the only girl I've really had contact with besides my friends girlfriends.
>>695500605
i, too, feel this urge to some extent
just anything that is a break from this monotonous life being lived these days
>>695500944
Anything from We were promised jetpacks
>>695500751
the trailer was superb for that game
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HhOr2NdGueI
>>695500944
I think The Eden Project is a good depressing artist
The only reason that I haven't offed myself is because my student loans would ruin my family financially and to a lesser extent it might sadden a few people. My only goal is to subsist for long enough to refinance them in my own name and then become an awful opiate addict so that people aren't as sad/surprised when the end finally comes. Any plans I try to make fall apart, relationships hopeless, can't even think of the last time I've had a boner, distraught by the direction of global politics, the activities I used to enjoy have been stripped away from me one by one to the point where I can't tell anybody what my hobbies are or answer questions about favorite things.
>>695500751
>>695500525
>>695500921
>>695500925
I'm looking for, old games. new games. Honestly now that I think of it. What are some games that offer experiences I won't get anywhere else?
I would play Halo but no Xbox and Linux.
Persona, what is it about?
>>695500605
I've always had the fantasy of being some heroic rebel/freedom fighter. Fighting for justice against the tyranny of a corrupt government.
I'm tired of everyone asking why i dont have a gf. How the hell am i suppose to answer that question. Im turning 20 next month, im 2 years into a community college and got an ok job. Thing is, i dont seem to connect with women much less, i dont really see girls my age in my daily routine. I had a shitty romance with a girl who always had her eye on some else in my teenage years so i dont really know what love feels like. There's not a day that goes by that i dont think about finding the one, or at least a girl i can spend my time with. What does a guy like me gotta to do reach out to girls or where do i go to meet women? I just want to break my routine of going to work or school and coming home to eat and play video games. Anyone got any advice? I would consider my self as an average looking man.
>>695501501
Have you played the KotOR series?
>>695501639
I haven't heard of it. When I first got into gaming I did mainly FPS. What is it about?
>>695500944
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=89hKU3Ebi14
I like this song. the music is super happy but the words describe really bad and sad situations. always a favourite of mine, especialt the chorus where he sings about the sky getting more and more blue [despite all the shit that goes on in the world]
>>695487750
Something I know will never happen to me
Ok, guys...I'm going to broach a subject that is very hard for me to speak on, especially since I'm the anon from earlier who had fantasies of his ex save him from being down...
I'm about five minutes from giving up. Not on life itself but real women. I'm just too ashamed to admit defeat. I wouldn't be at this point if I had a wingman but that's not my reality.
Shame is the only thing that's stopping me. Do I do it? Do I just say "fuck it," find a waifu, and buy a couple pleasure toys...or hold out a little longer in a possibly vain hope I'll randomly run into a new "her" on the street and be able to break the ice? It's pathetic, I know...
Reading feels threads sometimes makes me motivated to not make the same mistake... And stop being a pussy and ask my crush out.
So many of these stories are people regretting not taking the risk.
Fuck that shit, I am not making the same mistake.
JULIA HERE I COME
>>695501721
It's a Star Wars RPG, one of the classics. You can probably get it cheap on Steam.
>>695501501
i'd love to give you some examples but i'm afraid my games folder was among the first to be purged
sorry anon
i'd tell you to search the internet for the answers, but something tells me you're more in this for the responses than the content within them
best of luck to you
>>695501113
I live in a constant state of fear and misery, do you miss me anyone?
I don't even notice when it hurts anymore, anymore, anymore, anymore.
>>695501013
Good goddamn you fool!!!! Ask to jam out and if she'll help you get better. That's fucking perfect man.
>>695501772
Honestly, if you want to meet girlswho play games. Play Pokemon GO when you go for walks, you may run into people at a gym or two. As for girls again. Online dating seems useful.
>>695501856
One of the things I see most on threads like this are regrets people have had of not doing something instead of doing it.
>>695501859
Adding it to my list. I need something to pass the time honestly.
Guys, this is my email.
provaonly(at)hotmail.com
I know this might be unconventional but I'll personally send something via snail mail to whoever wants: a short letter, a postcard,or even just some colorful flyer handed to me on the sidewalk with some nice words.
I know that for me, finding stuff in my mailbox that isn't a bill really makes a difference between a shitty and a good day.
I'd be more than happy to do the same for others.
>>695501310
At first starting conversations from scratch is tough but the things I'm into I keep a close eye about for the tell tales of it and when I see one I just ask them about
It keeps me practiced and in the loop
>>695502111
Last time I was out, I had some chick look at my shirt and almost scream "OMG, a pokemon!"
It was a Kirby shirt...
Late at night as I lay in bed to go to sleep is when the unsurety always hits
I've had a few girlfriends but after each one I can't help feeling like I won't ever have another again
It doesn't help that most of my relationships consisted of my manipulating naive, emotionally damaged girls into sex, and my last ex caught on and dumped me.
I really did love her. I guess idly hooking up to fuck wasn't as meaningful to her though. Now I just miss the times we hung out and laughed together.
Honestly I'm kind of terrible but I just want to feel loved like anyone else.
>>695501772
MGTOW is a movement that is alive and getting stronger, i'm afraid
i fear for the future of the human race, regardless of how detestable they may be
anyway, you don't have to give up actively, silly
you can get those pleasure things if you want, maybe passively use them until you find, but giving up on finding someone completely is the only surefire way to never find anyone
>>695501856
good luck, anon!
>>695496475
Try talking to her again. Bit by bit. If it seems shitty just find something that makes you happy.
>>695501860
For conversation, and for games to play when I need a. Distraction from the things around me.
>>695501501
Can't explain the persona series really well but I can explain Persona 4 if you'd like?
>>695498743
Is Naruto good drunk?
>>695488710
>>695488710
Fucking 5 times? ONCE is too many. It may be difficult based on your situation, but no respectable person would subject themselves to that degree of disrespect from their partner.
If your living situation allows for it, kick them to the curb and star as fresh as you can.
>>695502533
Who cares. Thay was a conversation starter. Just because something is no 1 in your life doesn't mean it will be in a mates. She kinda like games fuck it win
>>695501310
Look girls in the eyes when you speak to them I'm person. Mostly all girls will adore this.
>inb4 you death stare her the whole time from the point you see her
We can a new thread after this one guys
>>695489650
Holy shit.. This actually made me cry
>>695502905
Honestly right now I'm so shitfaced I can't tell if I'm watching English Dibbed or Japanese Dubbed.
>>695503082
Go ahead and make it and link it when it's about to /thread buddy
>>695502748
i've been playing warframe recently to keep my minds off of things, but i play games for different reasons than others so i can't really recommend it to you if you're looking for fun
might be worth a shot though
not sure if it works on linux though, sorry
trying games that play off of senses can be neat
like i remember playing a game where you play as essentially a blind person and you have to make noises to see the world around you through ecolocation
don't remember the name of it, but i think markiplier played it a few years ago if you feel like sifting through a couple thousand videos
>>695502971
Well, it HAS been a long couple days...and I've had some 5k eggs cooking since right before this last depression and done nothing with them...
>>695503070
My biggest problem is holding a conversation with them. My hobbies and interests aren't ones women would be interested in or understand most of the the time.
>>695503214
poster of that thread here.
I had to leave 4chan after reading that. IT was too much feels. Im back now
>>695502533
Maybe impaired vision kek
>>695501470
If you really plan to off yourself, why not just dissappear and explore the world?
>>695503580
You should have complimented her Jigglypuffs.
>>695503603
>>695503241
This is the new feels thread guys when this one 404s
>>695503383
Here's what I've found. Guys, myself included are happy to stay inside when they set that routine. When I broke it I hate being inside I do all kinds of shit outdoors and......
There's a lot more females outdoors. ....
Can't catch a fish if you're not on the water....
>>695502841
Sure anon, I could look it up. But better getting reviews from a actual player.
>>695503678
She didn't really have them...and kinda had that "hood rat nigger" chic thing going on...
>>695503400
Protip ask about their hobbies, no one wants to really hear you talk about tourself, but ppl love to tall about their selves
>>695503678
Not the poster of the experience, that would've been funny.
>>695503350
That blind game. Sounds. I can't explainit. Terrifying.
>i've purged my entire childhood, good and bad (mostly good) from my memory just to be a cool dude, including all my links to my former friends and relatives
>none of my "cool bros" ever actually follow through for me in feelytimes and have no personal regard for me or my time
>launching album within the next year after ~10 years of production and concepting
should i kill myself when i release it? i feel like it's the best thing i'm going to do. it would make a statement
>>695504332
you want terrifying? there's another game that i have not been able to find for many years now where you're in a small submarine at the bottom of the ocean (third person perspective) and you can only see the environment by 'pinging' to see rough outlines
some of the things you see in that game have haunted my dreams for a long time now
>>695504562
You need to have about twenty albums ready to go in the vault before you kill yourself.
>>695500944
>Heather Nicole - Hopsin
Will make you feel the feels hard.
>>695504562
What genre of music do you do?
My life is fucked /b/
>What do?
>>695501401
thanks for this suggestion, actually pretty good
>>695504765
What about it, is terrifying? The fact that the world of darkness can only be colored in by their own thinking?
>>695504978
You'll have to explain further.
>>695503799
I can tell you in the other thread if you don't mind
Why is it that whenever i see a happy attractive girl i feel happy for them, then instantly become depressed?
>>695504838
not usually a hopsin fan but this songs p dope
>>695505079
deep sea things creep me out a lot
but my opinions are garbage, i know
>>695505559
Because you aren't happy for yourself. To you they represent what you aren't.
New feels thread here:
>>695503603
>>695505143
>22m Virgin (I don't care too much though)
>Overweight @ 346
>Have 0 Care/Interest/motivation to get my life going/ can barely get out of bed.
>Hate my self and feel like the world would be a better place without myself.
>On a side note i do take anti depressants. 300mg of effexor but idk... i dont think its that good.
> I feel like life without myself would be easier than with me.
Shit sucks man.
>>695505550
Yeah, I'llbe there refreshing.
>>695482997
>Sometimes I think about the rough times in my life
>bit looking back i'd do it all over again
>fights in middle school
>worrying my parents with bad grades and behavior
>missing out in highschool
>not beta enough to hang out with the autistic kids
>too beta to hangout with jocks
>only a handful of friends
>Instead of playing basketball I get hooked on cod4
>horrible grades so I have no choice but go to junior college
>Actually try and study hard and make friends along the way
>get to transfer to UCSB next year
>Everything's good and I blend in with the normies
>But I still feel empty from time to time
>You anons are always there when I need a laugh at edgy jokes
>cheers mates!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S-Xm7s9eGxU
>>695505770
How can i fix this, it seems im never good enough for people i get close to.
>>695502094
Yup. That's it. Luckily I have an indomitable inner strength that overrides any attempt to off myself. It knows I have something to live for, but I don't know what that something is.
>>695505895
Best thing to do is un-fuck you life then. Start working out, it will be hard at first. Talk to whoever prescribes you your medication. Anti-depressants lose their effect over time as your body becomes accustomed to it. A new prescription might be more beneficial. As for motivation there must best ethnic you like.
Head to the new thread anons
>>695504222
>>695502725
Skip the body pillow. Keep the self-pleasure stuff subtle so it doesn't consume you. Then you'll just be a loser with a fleshlight, a body pillow, and no friends or relatives who haven't abandoned you.
>>695505629
Yeah man. Feels from it every time. Off to the new thread.
>>695482997
(girl) do you think I'm pretty?
(boy)no
(girl) do u want to be with me forever?
(boy)no
(Girl) would u cry if i walked away?
(Boy) no
She heard enough and was hurt tears ran down her face
Boy grabbed her arm:(boy)your not pretty.....your beutiful
(boy)i dont want to be with u forever.....i need u forever
(boy) i wouldnt cry if u walked away....i would DIE!!!
(boy whispers) plzz stay with me
(girl whispers) i will...
Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they love you
Something good will happen to you between 1-4 pm tommorow it could be anywhere get redy for the biggest shock.of your life! If u dont post this to
5 comments....
You will have relationship problems for the next ten years
>>695506201
You think too lowly of yourself. you just need more confidence, which I know is easier said than done, but that's all I can think of. Sorry I can't be more help anon.
>>695506691
Harsh /b/ro
>>695506550
something*
Sorry I'm really fucking drunk right now.
>>695496829
Holy fuck I was there when this got archived.
>feelsgoodbutstillbadman.jpeg
im a fucking loser that has no rl friends and plays games 24/7. All I can be happy about is the fact that I finished school properly. But now I'm sitting here and I feel like shit. The first time in my life I met a cool girl on the Internet. Was a great time until she told me she has a boyfriend now. I didn't even plan to take a move on her because I do know what an ugly fag I am irl but I wanted to have her as a friend. I do know she's free to do whatever she wants but I'm just sad whenever I think about it. I was never that sad before.
new thread?
>>695507667
I know exactly how you feel anon
One of my really good friends is really depressed to the point where he usually has to live with roommates so he doesn't do anything to himself. He's a 28 y/o virgin and he's very shy. He's in love with a friend of mine and has been for years. He would do anything for her but she doesn't have the same feelings and he makes her uncomfortable sometimes because he's always obsessing over her. I feel so bad for him and I don't know what to do, I would bang him to make him feel better if I wasn't married. It just makes me sad to see him spiral down like this. I occasionally take him out fishing or to dinner, he is usually nice and insists on paying since I talk to him a lot. He doesn't have a lot of friends :(
>>695482997
I don't know what to do, I don't feel love anymore, I don't want to have sex. Women mean as much to me as men. I'm sick of trying to please a girl, I'm sick of meeting somebody who seems okay, but they turn out to be actually insane. Its horrific what I've experienced, if enough intrest I might greentext some shit.
>>695491043
what book is that
>>695482997
Theres only one girl I've ever loved, one girl I've ever been happy with, not worried that she's nuts or that she's lost interest, she makes me feel happy and complete but I don't know where we're going. I love her to death, and I know she cares about me, sometimes I feel like a fuck up when I try to help her, but even so I'll always be there for her, and sometimes I feel unappreciated, but I never feel used or unhappy, and I never got the feeling she doesn't care about me. I'm just not sure if she'll ever want to be with me the same way. Its hard to explain, we're kinda far from eachother and we both have zero sexual interest so its kinda hard to know what we really want from eachother unless we're directly saying it. Which is definitely nice, the honesty and truth. Anyway I was just venting. Don't mind me too much.
>>695510207
So sad, this is totally him
